#to literally anyone i know irl

[null-doesnothing]

I can never truly claim that Sherlock Holmes is a small fandom despite nobody my age in my city even really knowing abt it because it USED to be so popular and adapted every five seconds but it ISNT anymore and everyone only knows bbc sherlock which is FINE but I'm DISAPPOINTED and-

[macdenlover]

I GRADUATE TOMORROW!!!

[art-bloob]

Been playing origins and inquisition concurrently lmao

[totoochristianwolff]

ABU DHABI GP 2024 [source]

[dykedvonte]

I think it’s so ironic that the Pony Express escapes a lot if not all blame in discussion. I can’t even say I am excused from it but it’s just how hard people circle back to the characters alone without considering the environment they were made to be in.

Why would they design a ship where only two of the rooms lock? Not the bathroom? Not the sleeping quarters? We assume that all the companies in the universe are this shallow and careless to their workers but we explicitly know the Pony Express in extra vile. They are fed processed slop pack they can’t even really cook and the ration of those pack is meager at best. They hired and made people with a plethora of conflicting demeanors and beliefs work together on a mission where cohesion is important if not an outright necessity and punish them for not being happy about it. There’s no social protocols, not chain of command other than Captain’s word/choice and the only way to enforce that is with a literal firearm. They don’t allow them to celebrate freely and even took away leisure activities that would make them less stir crazy. They are only allowed a few hours of sleep despite their being no other real responsibilities or work on the ship, no matter the position or its importance. With any crew, with any level of synergy, this was a powder keg waiting for a spark.

I’m not saying characters that made mistakes didn’t make huge ones, but I think part of the horror is that at least for some (this is targeting Jimathan) those mistakes are partly made by a force of the hand. There’s a running theme of lack of choice and being forced into something and the very nature of how The Pony Express expected them to function plays a big part.

[projectjasper]

au where phum, after coming back to thailand, copes with his loneliness by watching lots of gay shows and ends up stanning them on social media, where he then follows and eventually starts talking to a user who posts a lot of cool fanart for those shows. they become long distance friends who know the most intimate details of each other's lives but have also never seen each other and don't know each other's real names. so, of course, when phum kicks a ball into peem's painting, he has no idea that he's just ruined a work of art his internet bestie talked to him about literally yesterday.

despite usually telling his long distance friend everything, phum does not mention peem directly or in detail, because he feels like the slave deal sounds mean and doesn't want his bestie to think badly of him. and so shenanigans ensue and it takes phumpeem months to figure out that they've actually been internet friends for years. bonus points if the realisation only fully hits peem in the conversation with beer, because "he was sent away abroad alone by his parents when he was five" is a story that's too specific to have happened twice, and phum has been reminding him of his internet friend/crush already anyway.

[qweenofurheart]

something about writing fiction makes me feel so humiliated and stupid like ohhh hahar look at me i create a fake world and fake characters that engage in complex conflicts and love each other but SYKE its actually all me. its all just me. someone with no actual life whatsoever

also trying to explain worldbuilding to people without looking deranged “oh yeah this is the Snoopum where the Smorgasums go every Sormomorm” and then you get that blank stare + awkward grimace smile from people 😀

and it’s even worse if it’s closer to reality “this is Bob Nanders and he lives in a share house in Attard Malta and he feels this way about inflation” like im going to throw up who the fuck is Bob Nanders. go die

[terrimavr]

My birthday is less than a month away and I REALLY want to have a Hatchetfield themed party but dawg NO ONE I know has even HEARD of hatchetfield 😭🙏

[bacchuschucklefuck]

sometimes doing art is a random person coming by u and winking at u and u absolutely do not know what they're doing that about at all. and sometimes they tell u and ur like that's so beautiful that u've found that in my art but I didnt put it in there

[isogenderskitty]

more friends

[starfilledsky2810]

damn I yap a lot

tldr; im alive, sadly im still on hiatus, other stuff is fine now I just have new [physical] problems, you'll know when I'm fully back (give it another couple months) and comfortable, I'm in a [technically well-over] 3-month long ongoing depressive episode [not tryna do trauma olympics or make anyone feel bad btw it's all chill]

so sorry if I've left you hanging [with art or smth], I'll get to it in time, I promise [I may have unwillingly forgotten, likely not but there's a chance]

Hey, I'm alive, I have been for the.. almost 6 months I've been gone. Holy shit, I didn't even realise that it's been that long. I figured I should at least say something in case anyone is worried or wondering even though everything isn't solved yet, so, here. [under the read more so it's not flooding or anything]

Also, I figure I should apologise for venting on main and just leaving it up - this is all going to stay up because I need to keep it somewhere to aid with my memory issues - but, still, must've been a little weird

Absolutely not a good time to say all this [for me bc I haven't thought this message through] but I'm kinda half-back, just on hiatus from socials due to declining physical health. Really badly declining, I need help honestly

Originally, as you know, I was gone because I had a really bad fall out with my mother, but things pertaining to that have been solved now [except me not feeling 100% safe and trusting to my mother, that will never change. She's tried hard, I just wish I could find her reliable emotionally as well]. It's just that, since then, basically, all these physical problems that I don't understand have been royally fucking me up and messing with my mental too. It's messed with everything I love. I don't know what to do anymore.

Oh wait, where I was actually going with this, so

OK nvm I forgot but you'll see me around bc I've been talking to certain people trying to pretend like nothing's happened and I've made the kinda-silly decision to not fully come off hiatus or talk to other certain people before I'm okay again.

[clawsextended]

in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isn’t about dick.

[tracle0]

I think I have enough money to see my partner again next year!!!!!!!!

[thelittlespanielthatcould]

I regret to inform you that the cargo pants cav guy does exist and was in the last dog training class I took

omg please give me details I have to hear this

[buddiesmutslut]

I’m being so ffr rn, if the show runners definitively show that Buddie is not going to happen?

I’m probably not going to be watching anymore.

I mean it when I say that they’re literally the sole reason I watched this show in the first place. I saw a billion TikTok edits of them & was like “Idek these characters I need to watch this show and see what’s going on over there.”

And like, it’s a fun show, I’m not saying it isn’t, but first responder shows are a dime a dozen. There are other shows that have queer characters and found family and wild adventures. Granted, they don’t have Buck & his bi arc, but I’d still read fanfics to get my Evan Buckley fix lol.

I don’t need them right now, I’m so down for the slow burn, will-they-won’t-they & the pining & the yearning & the build up and the GOOD foundation. I want to see Eddie figuring himself out and dealing with his repression and figuring out he’s queer (& Demi, pls God. I hope if I just say it enough, I can will it into existence somehow) before anything happens with the two of them, but if they take definitive steps to have one of them like, marry someone else or something, I think I’m gonna head out. Find me on ao3 for the rest of my days lol.

[reggiestein]

i always get nervous posting my art bc i feel like i draw him Different than how other ppl do but i guess that is a good thing kinda. peace and love. god bless🙏