#to find that out myself 😩😩😫

[esmeralda-juniper]

[cannellee]

I just wanted to say I’m in love with your Tokyo Revengers Omegaverse so much, it hard to find a good Tokyo Revengers omegavers and often not, it doesn’t satisfy me. 😤😫😩

But, anyway way how would the Alpha Toman react to their  omega nuzzle into them happily, like their omega let out cute happy chirping sound or just happy noises round them, and their scent is a light sweet fragrance like honeysuckle and orange or something flowery like rose/lavender, not only do they let this phenomenon out but it also mean their omega feels happy,safe and content round their Alpha.

TOKYO REVENGERS OMEGAVERSE ★

୨୧ alpha! Tokyo revengers x omega! Reader (pairing : mikey, draken, baji, chifuyu, takemichi)

— their reactions to their omega feeling safe & happy with them (part 2)

my masterlist : ☆

(thank youu so much! I hope you like this one! sorry mikey's one is so unnecessarily long and detailed + unrelated to your request?? but I can't bring myself to start over😭 tbh mikey's one is more like "how would he react to you being assaulted or smth😭 I hope you still like it)

ALPHA! MIKEY

you were sure meeting mikey was the best thing that happened to you this year.

not one to start unnecessary fights, after mikey was provoked by your overconfident alpha, he didn't waste time beating him up.

your usually cocky alpha, who would force you into submission was now stuck at the hospital, freeing you from his controlling grasp. it seemed your alpha's pheromones triggered mikey's instincts, hence a much more aggressive reaction than mikey normally would have.

after the events, you coincidentally bumped into him multiple times. you clicked really quickly and after a while, you were finally dating.

mikey treated you really well despite all his antics and was the one who asked to treat you for food today.

you knew that by now, your previous alpha was fully recovered and probably roaming the streets again, but you felt safe with mikey so you found yourself not thinking about him often.

however, you were surprised to have him facing the both of you early this night. fuming and raging, his intentions were clear enough that you didn't need him to start pouncing at you to understand he was coming to get you back.

mikey once again stopped him with ease and you both promptly left soon after.

the incident and mikey's protective personality made him wary of every passerby on your way home.

you had forced him back inside your apartment. witnessing the events occurring before you, you even doubted mikey would have stopped beating that alpha if you didn't redirected his attention towards you.

once you guys stepped inside, you pulled him into your nest, snuggling into him.

you knew mikey was still tense from what just happened.

you released a sweet scent and let it reach his nose, hoping it would calm him down.

he answered your silent call by releasing his own pheromones.

no words were exchanged but almost all the anxiety he had from before vanished in an instant.

he leaned into you and began purring softly.

he laid his head on top of yours, you nose buried in his scent gland, showering you with his smell.

mikey was always protective, but having you next to him, vulnerable and so forgiving, he couldn't help but let out the urge that compelled him to keep you safe.

he treated you like you were made of glass and delicately lulled you to sleep, assuring you he would be there when you woke up and always shield you from danger.

ALPHA! DRAKEN

draken and you were out on a date, after taking you on his motorcycle for a while, you both decided to stop for a bit.

feeding into your cravings, he bought you your favourite icecream and led you to a safe place where you could hang out.

vigilant as always, draken subtly made sure your hideout was free of any danger.

he didn't want you to caught onto him being cautious as to not stress you out, and you didn't.

however, as you licked happily your treat you unconsciously let out a scent familiar to draken of orange and jasmine.

draken instantly snapped out of his previous state and directed his attention to you.

he smiled fondly and sat beside you.

sweet touches and gentle smiles, draken was head over heels for you, even though he remained calm in appearance.

asking if your icecream was good, you only responded with a happy chirping sound before letting out a short and cute purring.

he laughed slightly and patted your hair, letting your pheromones involuntary put a claim on him.

your scent alone could help draken calm down, he couldn't feel happier than he was right now.

ALPHA! BAJI

you were teaching baji how to cook.

you were tired of seeing him eating the same thing every day and decided to take the matter into your own hands.

it took a while, but baji finally got a hang of the recipe you were showing him.

it wasn't the best looking lunch you had, but since it came from your alpha you paid it no mind.

you half jokingly applauded his work and let out a few high-pitched sounds from were you were sitting.

those were probably baji's favourite sounds.

honeyed lavender, the softest and most pleasant scent he had ever smelled filled his nostrils.

he himself let out a low growl of satisfaction before dropping everything and heading to your direction.

you laughed lightly at his actions as he gently carried you in his arms.

baji was hugged by your familiar aroma, delighted by the refreshing scent of flowers and sugar he also spread his own pheromones.

his scent started enveloping you, strong and safe, as he trailed tender kisses all over your face and down your neck.

he always felt more protective during those moments, promising himself to always preserve your happiness.

ALPHA! CHIFUYU

you guys had decided to spend the day together watching your favourite serie.

this was surely one of your favourite way to spend your days off with your alpha.

after you finished arranging your nest with the last items chifuyu had scented, you both dug your way inside and started cuddling.

chifuyu's strong scent mixed with the sweetness of yours was a comforting mix that made you relaxed on the spot.

you let out more of your pheromones as a result.

you were practically drifting off to sleep as you felt so safe with chifuyu, you couldn't help it.

the familiar combo of cinnamon and lavender that always left chifuyu in a daze hit his nose softly.

he turned his head to you and snuggled deeper, rubbing your scent gland out of happiness.

his mouth widened into a large smile as he heard you let out low chirping noises.

knowing you felt protected in his embrace gave him a sense of purpose.

you made chifuyu feel complete.

ALPHA! TAKEMICHI

takemichi brought you to the bowling, you both shared this passion and enjoyed spending time together.

you spent a wonderful day and found yourself spreading happy pheromones all around you.

it was now night time and you were hanging out at the park.

once takemichi got a whiff of a sweet sugary smell, he whipped his head towards you so fast he almost broke his neck.

at his sudden action, you looked at him curiously before rubbing your head against his shoulder.

the only thing takemichi could breath was your pheromones, and you noticed his nostrils longing for more.

his flushed cheeks made you giggle, which caused him to shy away from your stare.

he snuggled closer into your neck, where your scent was the strongest and inhaled deeply.

your pheromones translated your blissful state and made takemichi feel all giddy, satisfied that you felt at ease and safe enough with him.

(part. 2 with sanzu, mitsuya, hakkai and kokonoi? others?)

[greensagephase]

this is kinda random but I sketched this of my OC and Miguel a couple days ago and I got thinking of Miguel and Dulzura😩

Like UGH I CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO KISS😫😫 I honestly wonder who would initiate it because I know Dulzura is more ready to give affection but I feel like once Miguel gets more comfortable with touch and hugs (hugs!! They still haven't hugged yet😭) and stuff then maybe he'll be wanting to kiss her🥹 Especially since Dulzura kind of let's him set the pace for physical stuff out of respect for his boundaries.

I can't wait because I know it'll be so satisfying and cute❤️❤️

Hiii, llumetrii!! OMG OMG THIS IS SO CUTE!!! The way Miguel is holding your OC’s face and neck?? I NEED THAT!!! 😭🙏🏼 But AHHH!!!! NOW I’M IMAGINING DULZURA AND MIGUEL KISSING LIKE THIS!!!😩😩

There will definitely be a time when Miguel is ready for more contact (honestly, that man is already in the works of wanting more. He's been thinking about hugging us in previous chapters). Like, at some point I think he’s going to be like, “Boundaries? Forget about the boundaries, Dulzura! I need you to kiss me RIGHT NOW.”

And girl, SAME!! I’m so ready for them to kiss and also for them to have their first hug/big physical contact moment which is - umm, nvm!! I already know how it’s going to go, too (their first kiss). 🥺 At least, I have a plan for now, but as always, I’m not restricting myself to what I’ve already planned because sometimes in the spur of the moment while writing, my creativity pops off and/or the story leads me to changes, and usually they’re so much better than what I originally had planned, so we’ll see, but omg, as of right now… I know who initiates the kiss and -

I wish I could say more like how [redacted] ends up [redacted] on the [redacted] and they’re both [redacted] - ok, I’m going to stop because I’m just teasing at this point, but just think about the fact that neither of them have kissed someone in years, hehe 😌🤭 Whether I end up sticking to what I have planned now or if it ends up changing, I do hope you find it satisfying, though!! Thank you so much for your amazing support, pookie!!❤️❤️

Thank you for the ask and also for sharing your beautiful art with me (I love your OC and Miguel so much🥹), and I hope you have a wonderful weekend!!! 💕💕

Alondra❤️

[queenofbaws]

hi queenie i find myself humbly at your doorstep again (if there was a bowing emoji i would put it here) so question! do you outline your stories? and if so, how? another writer i admire was nice enough to lay out a "tutorial" of sorts but i have so much trouble with the small stuff. like i have so many Big Moments planned and tiny tiny moments planned but the medium moments? do you have any idea on how to plan the medium moments???? i'm going crazy! 😩

(as always, your answer is appreciated and cherished)

why hellooooooo quill!!! what a treat to find you on my doorstep! please know it is i who is bowing and scraping - it's always a delight to be visited by THE hawke/varric queen! ;)c

extremely long story short: i do outline my stories! i live in constant awe of people who can write by the seat of their pants. alas, like the humble ant, i am always digging out pathways to follow later...usually the pathways are intricate. maze-like. bottomless. 😫 hehehe but i know E X A C T L Y what you mean, finding ways to connect everything can be...so much, especially when all you really want to do is get to those big, juicy moments, AHHH!

i'll throw my general process under the cut, and i hope it'll help in some way/shape/form!!! 💖

OH FUCK, I THINK I HAVE A FIC IDEA an outlining process by theicyqueen

hehehe okay, so as always, this is my general process, and what works for me might not work for others, so by all means take EVERY LAST THING I SAY with a boulder-sized grain of salt ;P

for the most part, my outlining process for oneshots and multichaps is roughly the same: (1) i get a central idea i want to expand on, (2) i write that fucker down in as much detail as possible, (3) i sit squinting at it like that kate beaton comic with edgar allan poe for a week or two waiting for a divine vision to hit, (4) profit. in all seriousness, though, this is typically my order of operations:

get the main idea down: this could be an overarching idea for a story (e.g., hawke and varric attend a fancy party and a murder mystery occurs) OR a big, juicy influential scene (e.g., incensed at hubert being an asshole, varric hurls a pillow at him and uncovers a secret door hidden in the wall!)

think about where you want to go from there: do you want this to be a oneshot? a multichap? how much MORE do you want to add to that main idea, essentially, or how far do you think you can stretch it?

get the biggest scenes down first: you know the ones. the ones you REALLY want to get to. write them down NOW. just trust me on this. WRITE THEM DOWN RIGHT NOW I STG!!!

if there are little scenes in your head, get those down too: don't worry about getting them down IN ORDER, just get them down! you think you'll remember them later: you will not. i love you. you will not remember them later. you're so smart. you will not. remember. them later. this is the writer's curse.

put those scenes into some sort of skeleton: here's where you start thinking about the order you want scenes in. where do you want those big, juicy things? where will your smaller moments fit in between them? what KEY POINTS need to occur before juicy scene b so it makes sense to the reader? what KEY POINTS will have to come AFTER juicy scene b to make sense? if you don't quite know where to put something yet, keep it separated, either in a separate doc, or just off to the side; don't touch it again until you have an idea of where it should go chronologically

look at what you have so far: sometimes, if you're lucky, the way to connect these pieces together will become apparent once you see what you already have laid out in one place. life is beautiful when this happens, but it doesn't always, so don't beat yourself up if you just CAN'T figure out how to get from point a to point h - let it sit. let it simmer. let it STEW. maybe eat some stew. it can't hurt.

consider the evil bits >:)c : what this means FOR ME is usually foreshadowing. is there some big twist you want to drop breadcrumbs for throughout the rest of the story? think about what that might look like! if you decide, for example, that you want to reveal a character was evil the whole time by the end of the story, think about what little nugget of foreshadowing you could insert sneakily into the beginning - a lot of the time tiny, almost insignificant details like this can help trigger bigger scenes in your head, "connecty" scenes, if you will. other examples of "evil bits," might be winks to canon material, easter eggs referring to other works of yours (or a friend's!), wordbuilding info that doesn't fit anywhere else, or not-so-subtle inclusions of your own headcanons that you have no earthly reason to include other than to make yourself smile (for example, in the project i'm working on right now, i'm making it a point to have travis hackett smell a girl's hair against her will! this is not a necessary detail by any means, but god help me my characterization of that freak will be known 🙃). it sounds fake, but seriously, sometimes the tiniest details can help you connect things later. the human brain is inscrutable.

determine whether you NEED to fill every gap: if you can't think of a way connect two scenes no matter how hard you try, it's ENTIRELY possible that they just don't need to be connected. at all. the reader doesn't always need to see characters move from one classroom to another, and we don't always need to see their skincare routine before they go to bed. those might be important scenes to include for what you're writing, don't get me wrong, but if they're not??? just...just skip 'em. DON'T connect the scene before and the scene after. if you're writing a oneshot, ask yourself: could i put a line break in here and just keep going? and if you're writing a multichap, the question is similar: can i just end the chapter here and pick up with the next one? sometimes you just don't NEED a medium-sized scene at all. just skip it!!!!!

talk to a friend who has no idea what any of this means: i'm. i'm so serious. if you're writing fandom stuff, please ask a friend with little to no knowledge of that fandom if you can talk at them about your story for a minute. if you're writing something original, please ask literally any friend at all if you can talk at them about your story for a minute. you will be. shocked. the words that come out of your mouth once you start doing this. shocked. sometimes there's stuff up in your brain you didn't even know was up there. i can't recommend it highly enough asldkjflakdjf

when in doubt, consider a humble "blanket paragraph:" i feel like...i feel like a lot of us...who got into creative writing...and who took creative writing classes...came to hate the simple blanket statement. but we shouldn't. we should love it. sometimes you don't need a scene at all - sometimes all you need is, "and then they ate dinner and watched some movies before bed." that's it. that can be your link. it can. i promise. i promise.

i really, truly hope that helps you in some way! or, if nothing else, kickstarts something in your own way of planning 💜

what a hobby we chose, huh? what a hobby. :P

[lipglossanon]

Shoutout to 💭 anon for that casual re4r Leon look for stepbro Leon!!

Like ugghh, that bit of forearm that he shows off makes me go insane.

And he's very much a tease too, like 💭 anon said.

"Princess, why are you staring at me so much?" He asks when he literally knows why. He KNOWS what his arms do to us.

Flexing his arms doing casual things whenever he can because you're around and just wants to tease the living hell out of you.

And I remember reading this one fic where your grind on Leon's biceps and ughhhh I can't find it😔

But he'd definitely tell you "If you like my arms so much, why don't you just fuck them, hm?" or something along the lines like that.

And he doesn't fuck you stupid until you cum on his arms (which, let's be honest, probably not take that long).

"Aw, who knew I had such a slutty princess all to myself? So needy that she's willing to grind my arms."

"Bet you'd want your big brother to choke you with his biceps. Right, princess?"

Ughhh I'm so stuck on him calling me princess. No matter the situation. It's that mix of degradation and praise that makes me head spin like crazy 🤭

HAVE A GOOD DAY LIP GLOSS! *explodes*

Klee 😩 how you gonna drop this beautiful bombshell into my inbox 😫

And also if you ever find that fic about Leon’s biceps lemme know 👀

Edit: there’s a link to a bicep fic in the comments which is written by a minor. Of course media is consumed at your own discretion but just letting everyone know!

[witheredoffherwitch]

The Struggle is Real:

I'm feeling so jelly over these Tumblr girlies who can write 1.2k+ words on Reader getting their cheeks clapped into oblivion 🥺

I really want to improve my smut writing game, but one paragraph later, I find myself searching for an exposition other than the sexual act itself 😫. It's like PTSD all over again from those horrible creative writing electives where we had to elaborate on mundane morning routines…and I failed miserably at that 💔. I'm trying to write more (x Reader) fics, but as soon as his cock is out, all I can think of is "let's just get it over with" 😩

[vyrxz]

Heyy I just started Dragon Raja a few months ago and I lovved it 😫💗 !! And because I’m a bisexual simp I was wondering if you can do a headcanon for the couple nono and ceaser where they are in a poly relationship w/ g/n reader like imagine being hot w/ your hot fiancée and fiancé’s 😩😩💖. Y’all doin a amazing job keEp GoiNg u can do this 😚💗💗

HELP I DIDN'T NOTICE THISSS :((

im an unmotivated author, BUT YEAHH HEADCANONS BABYYYYYY

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suggestive themes up ahead, but no smut yall, never im a child of christ!! (totally)

this is probably some scenarios rather than hc, sorry yall

let's pray first yall, sa ngalan ng ama, ng anak, ng espiritu santo amen.

since nono is like a bit harsh most of the time, and probably is busy with being a senior stuff and having no time to look in relationships, she probably agreed on having reader in the relationship (caeser's literally horny most of the time when it includes relationship)

caeser intitiating the request

"nono, i know your my fiancée, but you have to take in consideration in what i am about to say."

nono sighs knowing she had no choice but to listen to her fiancée's blabbering. she initiated a sign for him to elaborate.

"so, remember that new s-rank?"

"the one with luminous at that time they called off the alarm for a 'dragon'?"

"yeah, have you ever looked at them and think what if th-"

nono already seen this coming.

"-ey're so cute that they're in a relationship with us"

. . .

both caeser and nono convincing [reader] to be in a poly relationship

caeser

he's probably the type to send letters with chocolates and roses CAUSE HES A PUS-

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"ehhhh???!?!?"

[reader] turned to finger once again flabbergasted.

"finger. you CANNOT believe what happened again. caeser sent one of his letters again-"

and with that finger took the chocolate and ate it,

"just say yes broski, if he's doing it, nono agrees."

[reader] looked at him baffled.

"i digress!-"

. . . a week later

nono

she's face to face when convincing you to join them probably cause she may have badussy, but she aint a puss-

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"you are my junior, yet i find myself to fancy you too. will you accept this token from me and caeser to be in our relationship?"

"wh- hah.. hahaha... i- i'll think.."

[reader] accepts the token, and runs away straight to finger. leaving a confused nono but a bit cocky because she wasn't a pussy, she talked to [reader] not send letters.

"i told you didn't i??????"

"yeah yeah, fuck you. here's your 20,000 gold. you win the bet!"

🎺knee momints with caeser salad

BRO. this man looks fucking dominant, but i swear to god. he's probably sub, or a switch HELPPPPP.

agree or disagree 🤨

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caeser comes in the dorm without knocking looking helpless. (like lustfilled helpless.)

"wh- hey! i told you i didn't want you going in again without knocking on th-"

[reader] gets cut off by a rough kiss. caeser never ever has looked so helpless. he missed the warmth of his other fiancée. moreover now his other fiancée was busy.

"mm-" [reader] raised a brow, they couldn't help it. caeser letting out a whimper? a submissive noise? THE caeser himself??

after a while, [reader] breaks off the kiss. but ever so gently caressed caeser's face before standing up from their chair and kissing anywhere, but not on his lips.

caeser was getting a little impatient, but also enjoying it. he would let out whimpers from time to time.

as much as they both liked it, [reader] stopped.

"[r-reader]..?-"

before caeser could finish, [reader] pinned him to the wall close to their closet and motioned to keep silent.

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BROOO HE'S JUSTTTTT

UGHHHHH

🎺knee momints with no-no, i disagree

BRO. SHE'S DOMINANT. SHE IS. YOU CANNOT CHANGE MY MIND. NEVERRRR

(same case scenario)

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*insert loud bang of a door*

"[reader]. why weren't you answering our- my calls and texts?"

[reader]'s head swiftly turned their head and body towards nono as they stand up.

"nono.. i've told you both i'm albeit busy in the moment and i sti-"

"that still doesn't change the fact you haven't seen our texts."

they were trying to think of what to say next, i mean who could blame the literal errand side character workaholic?

when they were about to open up for a response, they were met by an aggressive yet passionate kiss.

nono's hands roamed around [reader]'s body.

she pulled apart, "now, let's teach you a lesson, shall i?"

🎺knee momints with the both of them

okokok. but. NONO AND CAESER BEING NOT ASHAMED IF THEIR BEHAVIOUR IN PUBLIC. bro, caeser character development. he aint no pussy no more YEAHHHHHH

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originally, nono and caeser were invited to attend a party, they didn't have a chouce but they both knew they wouldn't go without their beloved other fiancée.

after a shit-ton of time convincing [reader] to come with them, they finally agreed.

"are you both sure??.."

"yes, it's not like they didn't allow any other guests to follow in."

the three of them went inside and found a place to sit. gosh, both of them couldn't even put to words how their fiancée looked like.

after some while they were served drinks. [reader] was in the middle, caeser on the left and nono on the right.

nono was easily intoxicated by the drink, she swore that she had a high tolerance with alcohol but it seemed off.

next was caeser. then by that, [reader] felt a bit woozy. later on, they suspect it may be aphrodisiac since it was mostly couples and fiancées there.

yikes, nono and caeser's actions were the ones to prove it was.

"w-woahhhhh.. nono.. caeser.."

[reader] was a bit overwhelmed since they were out, it was because nono grabbed onto [reader]'s waist and caeser?

he was whispering sweet nothings to their ear meanwhile also nibbling onto it. gosh, they swore they felt caeser going down.

"[reader].. we both have.. been waiting for this.."

nono said while slurring some of the words.

"please... let me and nono.. be.. be within in.. you."

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HHH&HHHHHHH BRO FINALLYYYY

[jaeger-pups]

Zekeren scenario: Secret’s out?

Cw: just some femboy!eren, anti grisha, and brocon zekeren. if those aren’t your things that’s cool :)

E: So um. 😓

E: Dad saw the skirt.

E: The pretty pleated one you got me that came w the leg warmers?

Z: Ah. 🫤Uuh… everything ok?

E: Well he didn’t blow up

E: but he did ask a lot of questions

E: mom was folding laundry and… idk. I guess I didn’t think to get it out to tuck away in my room before he got in from work?

Z: What’d he ask?

E: I mean just like… the obvious things at first. Whether I’ve been sneaking anyone over; that kinda stuff.

Z: Reasonable.

E: right, which I told him I wasn’t but.

E: the thing is… I told mom. Last summer. About the whole… you know.

Z: About how you like skirts.

E: Yeah. Well just uh… like wearing pretty, aesthetic things in general ig. From time to time.

Z: Right, you’ve told me.

E: Yea. I was nervous but she let me talk around it for a bit before i finally told her

E: Dunno why I was so worried. she was more open minded ab it — even if she knew dad wouldn’t like it.

E: anyway, mom‘s keeping it secret (i told her I bought it myself last time I went out w Mikasa and Armin), but that’s what made it harder to lie to dad.

Z: Think you should’ve told him the truth? 😉

E: And give him reason to forbid I ever speak to you again? 😳

E: hard pass.

Z: Lol, So what’d you actually tell him?

E: At first that I didn’t know what he was talking ab

Z: He read thru that though.

E: ofc, and after so many questions I just told him it was Mikasa’s

Z: Decent save, at least

E: you’d think. Except Kasa and Jean have been dating for almost like six months now.

Z: Lol ur telling me our dear old man is aware of things that *don’t* pertain to his career? 😂

Z: I’m actually impressed.

E: Well he seems to be aware of that much, at least. Prolly doesn’t help Jean’s been over w her when we’ve hung out here a few times.

Z: Ah, so he didn’t believe you.

E: Worst. He literally asked me outright if i was hiding something from him😩

Z: Oh. 😶 what’d you tell him?

E: …I got kinda stuck ig. Couldn’t come up w/ a better lie.

Z: something happen?

E: I finally told him it was mine

E: but there was a lot of pressure, mind you! 😫

E: I didn’t wanna put mom in a tough spot if he asked her

Z: He flip out?

E: By that point he may as well have. He didn’t yell, but I could tell he was …surprised.

E: Or like idk, disappointed…? 😔

Z: hm …I’m sorry.

E: I mean it’s fine. It’s not like I expected him to think it was ok

Z: Still. If Carla could find a way to understand, he can too

E: yeah but I knew what to expect well before this point

E: I should’ve been more careful honestly. Secrets out now ig.

Z: His loss. Nothing wrong w what you wear. I liked the pictures you posted. You seemed happy.

E: I was. I mean it’s not like it hurts anyone. Mom even helps me w my hair for certain styles sometimes.

E: I think he’s more concerned abt his reputation 😓

Z: Isn’t he always?

E: yea but… this kinda like, stings? 😅 idk

E: I’m used to him being on the opposition when I wanna do anything different

E: but *this* makes me a little more self conscious I think?

E: idk what he’s more upset abt; that my clothing preference just isn’t 100% masculine or that I told him it’s not the first time I’ve worn something like it.

Z: lol trying to give the old man a heart attack?

E: Not even 🫤 Really thought I was just being transparent, if anything. Anyhow, *that* pissed him off.

Z: Oh? Things get bad?

E: He was all, “I won’t pretend it’s something I understand,” and all this crap ab generational differences. 🙄

E: then went all totalitarian on me w, “as long as you live in *my* home, you’ll dress aPPrOpRiAtEly.”

Z: Good god, Grisha😮‍💨

E: Right? 🫣 Is it *really* that big a deal?

Z: Not the way he’s making it out to be.

E: I didn’t expect him to be okay w it. I’m not stupid. But like,,,, the gender conformism I can do w/o.

Z: I hear you.

Z: you looked comfortable in the leg warmers in the pics.

E: I was actually. Thank you for getting them for me. It gets cold fast in Paradis in the Fall.

Z: Yeah ofc.

Z: I know what you mean; Winters are brutal here. Trust me any Marleyan would prefer a winter in Eldia

E: Yeah? lol I felt pretty :)

Z: You were.

E: 🫶🏻hehe.

Z: Don’t worry abt what Grisha thinks tho

Z: it’ll be easier once you’ve moved out; able to make your own decisions

E: Yea I know. I’m not gonna let it stress me out.

E: it’d just ruin the whole concept for me. the whole reason I like it in the first place

Z: understandable.

E: at least you and mom have been open minded. Mikasa and Armin, too.

E: even *Jean*, Zeke lol

E: And he’s a dickhead. I don’t make the rules. 😅

Z: lol, healthy circle

E: Exactly 😌 so dad can just deal w it or fuck off.

Z: Seems like you’ve made your mind up then 😉

E: yea, I can be compliant while I’m still living at home; it’s fair

E: meaning I’ve just gotta be stealthy until I’m in my own place

Z: I feel a little bad

E: for? :o

Z: 😅well for setting the old man off w/o meaning to by buying you something he doesn’t approve of for one

E: 😕you got me a gift, Zeke. Me personally. I do not need his consent to accept or appreciate a gift from my brother?

E: Also he doesn’t even know it was from you. Mom, either. We can definitely keep that between us.

Z: And then thinking the gift was harmless in encouraging and supporting how you prefer to dress?

Z: Maybe it was over the line. I didn’t think it was a bad gesture

E: I’m seventeen, and as the person it was intended for, it wasn’t a “bad gesture” imo; I loved the skirt. I love the warmers.

E: I’m not letting him dictate how I should feel abt this. I can like things.

Z: ofc you can like things, Eren.

Z: I just feel a little guilty to think I’m getting you in trouble over something like this

E: lol me and dad bump heads often enough for one thing or another anyhow

E: esp after I told him I don’t wanna go to med school so…

E: you’re not upsetting any kind of balance trust me

Z: Well just so we’re clear I’m fine w you dressing the way you please when you visit

Z: wear what you like. I don’t have a reputation I could prioritize over you.

E: lol aw he’d hate that, thank you.🤭

[melis-writes]

i need your cognizance … im kind of new to the al pacino fandom and ive binged watched his filmography in over 3 days and i LOOOOVED EVERYTHINGGGG but mostly just staring at his gorgeous faaaace (im rolling my eyes and biting my fist as i type this)😮‍💨🥵😩 but im rlly having trouble finding my footing with the elephant in the room … and that is him having a baby at his present age and dating a woman 50+ yrs his junior… like im in too deep now, i just watched his nypd episode and that’s how far ive already went😭(not complaining👀) but im also at this stage where idk what or how to feel about him doing that. obviously ive acquired an above-average-more-than-wikipedia knowledge about him (i like him a normal amount, trust me) and i won’t willfully overlook the fact that he’s kind of a womanizer and one that is commitment-phobe, so i guess him having new girlfriends isn’t out of the blue but to date someone THAT young? like that could be ur daughter😭 in fact his eldest daughter is a few yrs older than his current gf

anyway what im rlly trying to say is, i need u to weigh in on this and pls tell me ur opinion. ive read ur impressive work and it encouraged and inspired me to read the godfather as a book, and not just settle on watching it. and with that in mind i thought u were the right person to provide insight on this. as u can see i love al so much, im actually thinking of making myself a bday cake with his picture on it, similar to a pic i reblogged a few days ago, but im soooo conflicted on this. like i truly am. i know it’s bad to have parasocial relationships w celebrities (especially younger versions of themselves OMG) (but im rlly not i just love him sm and admire him) but im at this phase where im afraid that finding out more of his humanly desires would disappoint me? and yes ppl might say i shld avoid putting celebrities on a pedestal bc they rlly dont give a fuck abt who u are😵‍💫 and i would definitely love to be one of those ppl that could simultaneously admire a person for their achievements and recognize their kind behavior but also acknowledge their wrongdoings … but if i do that isn’t it kind of telling on my end, of my behavior and shaky moral compass😫? or, now that im in too deep, maybe im just trying to maintain this idealized version of him in my head and this is simply a reality i refuse to accept😭? bc honestly when the news broke out a lot of ppl were divided, with most responses pandering to eerie and just odd reactions, but a small minority claims a different take, along the lines of ‘if two consenting adults wanna make a family then why not’ and this rlly bugs me bc ??? apart from it being an awfully lazy analysis there’s just SOO much to unpack about this situation. like theres just way too many layers and there’s nuances too. one of the replies actually said men at the age of 60 should already be neutered to prevent from procreating ever again and why i kinda agree to it ?? 😶 like im so conflicted … like i rlly am … this is eating me out and consuming me i honestly dont know what to do.

anyway IM SO SORRY FOR THE RAMBLING AND FOR HOW LONG THIS WAS … im sorry for the overcomplication … pls take ur time in answering this im rlly sorry id rlly appreciate ur stance on this … I LOVE UR WORK SO MUCH IT KEEPS ME SANE. especially with the gifs🥰🥰🥰🥰 bc of u i still get to fuel my indulgences. THANK YOU

Ah my dear, welcome to the Pacino fandom, first of all. 🤣❤️ We Pacino girlies welcome you with open arms here lmao I know exactly how that intense ass Pacino brainrot can hit and how hard too. 🥵

You're right first of all about the fact that there's a lot to unpack beyond the "it's two consenting adults in a relationship" piece but here's the thing, it's not meant for us to unpack. At the end of the day, all we can do is hear news, gossip and read articles about Al's relationship and this and that but we don't know how much of it is actually true and what's really going on, and we can't know. It really has nothing to do with any of us, and those two don't care what the public think either. It's Al and his gf's private life and judging on how shit broke out, they seem to have a lot more to worry about on their plate than anyone else's reactions.

Al is basically a womanizer from what I've read lmao. He always really has been and I know things obviously changed when he got older but an early article that came out saying Al and his gf are dating mentioned the age gap doesn't bother either of them and his gf has dated men around the same age and even older than Al. This is their personal and private life, after all. Men can have children at a very old age, this is just how science works lmao although it can be baffling at 80+, it's still a thing. From what the gossip online says, it looks like this was an unplanned thing and Al isn't doing so good. He doesn't seem to be jumping over the moon about everything from what I read either. I think this is hard for him, tbh.

And some people may think it's weird someone as old as Al is still having sex but given his track record, I'm not surprised at all lmao. To avoid disappointment from celebrity parasocial relationships and putting them on pedestals, you need to come to an understanding that you're also recognizing and putting up (in a way) their flaws on that pedestal too. Al is not a perfect human being, nobody is, but he isn't out here trying to be perfect or live up to anyone else's definitions either nor should he.

I love that you admire and love Al like the rest of us, but you also need to come to an understanding about the things he's done or said or whatnot that you don't agree with or necessarily like. He's just a human being at the end of the day, it's so complex. Don't think too hard on it, because everyone has their flaws and mistakes and as we recognize this, we can still love them for the great things they do. That's really the only thing you need to do.

I think the fandom as a whole looked way too far into this man's personal life. It does not effect us whatsoever and it's honestly none of our business. Al doesn't owe us anything and he's not trying to be a role model to us; we shouldn't be this held up about his personal life. I know it can be hard not to care, but sometimes all you need to do is acknowledge it, accept it, and move on.

I would also recommend reading the biography "A Life on The Wire" by Andrew Yule. It has a lot about Al's life from early days, to romance, to his personality and everything inbetween. It's seriously extremely detailed and gives you a whole new insight on just who that man is!

Feel however your heart wants to feel. You don't have to get held up in Al's personal life like others or form a strong opinion just because someone else has. Something like this doesn't need to stop you from admiring what a phenomenal actor Al is and how he's a fine ass man too. 😭

[princesshillaryellaworld25]

Another and Another preview for Psycho Ex Arc:Chapter 9

At the workplace:

Freund: *still worried about the other finding Drugfriend and Penelope*

Freund was exhausted and worried about Freundin and his other friends for going on a dangerous mission to save Drugfriend and Penelope, he has left his office for 4 weeks by now.

Freund: *mind* Dear god, it's been 4 weeks, I hope the others didn't get hurt trying to rescue Mr. Drugfriend and Miss Penelope....😔

*knock knock*

Freund: The door's open

*someone opened the door, it was friendboy*

Friendboy: Hey Boss.

Freund: A-Ah Mr. Reboot, it's nice to see you....

Friendboy: Whoa, Freund are you okay?😟

Freund: H-Huh? O-Of course I'm alright, what makes you say that?

Friendboy: You look exhausted.

Freund: What? Pfff, No I'm not!

Friendboy: Let me guess, still worried about the others trying to rescue Drugfriend and Penelope?

Freund: N-No😅

Friendboy: Freund.😒

Freund: *sigh* Yes, I am....

Friendboy: Dude, it's been 4 weeks and you haven't had an breaks since then😟

Freund: How can I relax not knowing that two of my friends got kidnapped and my others plus my girlfriend are on a dangerous mission to face two dangerous criminals?

Friendboy: You do have a point but everyone else is worked about you, you haven't left your office for 4 weeks and I'm also getting worried.

Freund: *sigh* You're right, I shouldn't overwork myself

Friendboy: See, I told you, now I'm gonna head to the break room and get a coffe-

Freund: *takes his weapon back out, puts his weapons inside, zipped it and put it on his back* Which is why I'm gonna follow them and join them to save Mr. Drugfriend and Miss Penelope.

Friendboy: Wait....WHAT?!

Freund: You can come with me if you want to.

Friendboy: W-W-Wait! Freund! That's not what I meant! I meant relax as in take a day off, not go and find the others to save Drugfriend and Penelope!😫

Freund: I'm not gonna sit her and let any of my friends get hurt!😡

Friendboy: B-BUT FREUND!

*Freund already went to the elevator and it left to the first floor*

Friendboy: *facepalm* OH! Me and my big mouth!😩

Looks like Freund might join the others to save Drugfriend and Penelope from Fanzo and Layla.

[yagirlwrites]

are rafe and reader going to end up dating in tsoagb?! like is that what part of the goal/storyline is? i know i should wait and find out but i am the most impatient person in the world and i loooooove spoiling stuff for myself😩😩

Hi!! Wellllll.... yes! They are going to end up dating! It was always the plan and I think the Morning After Blurb kind of hints at that too😁🥰💖 They have a lil while to go before they make it official but yes they are falling in love for sure😫💞

Thank you for the ask!!💖💖

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

8 March 2023 Wednesday 3:12 pmpdt

I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ what to believe in anymore. Future looks bleak for me. Not feeling well Bcz of nausea & the incubus putting acid on my tongue 👅 when I eat or drink 🥤 & im having difficulty breathing & incubus is burning 🔥 me which causes pain nausea discomfort dehydration. 3:15 pmpdt are all people dolls? Then I guess we’re doomed? For history to repeat 🔁 & people who barely do anything or do no crimes die. A teacher 👩‍🏫 died of a brain 🧠 tumor not long ago & she seeked euthanasia for herself. 3:17 pmpdt I will be shocked if I lose my legs 🦵, live to board an aircraft to fly to the new world 🌎/earth. If I lose my legs 🦵 does that mean more people will fit into the aircraft? ✈️ I don’t think 💭 it will happen 🥺😖😭😫😩 3:20 pmpdt

3:33 pmpdt there was a story I heard of a young woman 👩🏼 cutting off her own hands 🙌 to escape her brother’s advances. She cut off her hands 🙌 Bcz he said that he liked her hands 🙌. At the end of the story god grows her hands 🙌 back. Lizards 🦎 grow their tails back. & astronauts 👨‍🚀 are experimenting with printing replacement bones 🦴 for themselves. 3:36 am pdt my elementary schools 🏫 mascot when I was in the first grade was astronaut 👨‍🚀. I’m becoming delusional again. I need to remind myself to stop 🛑 being delusional. 3:38 pmpdt

9 March 2023 Thursday 3:34 am pdt tamron hall watching Beverly Johnson on menopause. I remember when I told one person that I didn’t feel happy after hanging out with Q and that Q told me I was her best friend, she said she thought 💭 Q was lying 🤥 when she said that. She said it in slightly different wording. But essentially that was at the center of what she said. She made it sound like maybe 🤔 she casually says stuff like that and it’s not really something to take seriously. Something like that. Sooooo, I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ I don’t take that it lightly. 3:43 am & years earlier this same person was breaking it to me Bcz if she saw her Facebook picture with her friend & told me that Q was dating that woman 👩🏼 she took a picture with. & I didn’t believe her, until Q told me much later on that SHE WAS dating that woman 👩🏼. So, if you can imagine why my mind would question 🙋🏻‍♀️ Q now. 3:47 am pdt it seemed at the end of 2017/2018 that Q was probably toying with me. 3:48 am pdt & I was blind to it. 3:49 am pdt

10:08 am pdt the woman 👩🏼 Q was dating worked for apple 🍎 store 🏬 when they met, then I think I saw through Facebook that she was studying 📚 computer 👩🏻‍💻 language? I think 🤔 trying to remember which one (10:09 am exhaling hot 🥵 air coughing incubus is punishing me again) I will call her RG. Then she started working for Genentech? I still don’t know what they do. I received a creepy voicemail from a man who said he was from Genentech something about borrowing clamps 🗜. (10:13 am pdt diarrhea) I thought 💭 it was a prank call ☎️. Maybe 🤔 it was a friend of RG’s & they thought 💭 it would be funny. Q & (12:44 pmpdt) I think 🤔 maybe some friends she made at the apple 🍎 store 🏬 went to Facebook (w/ Q. 12:45 pmpdt). I commented asked why she went but I don’t think she ever replied. 10:15 gurgling.

12:46 pmpdt corrected above. Clamps 🗜 or pliers? The voicemail I received was after a lot of time had passed that we didn’t talk to each other. Once I commented on RG’s wall? Or sent a message asking if this means we should hang out? I liked RG but I felt like she was off limits in some way, bcz I wanted to not hang out with Q anymore & she & Q were friends. I thought/felt I wanted to be RG’s friend, but felt it would be awkward if I tried to hang out with RG & not w/ Q anymore. RG seemed to have a strange response to my question 🙋🏻‍♀️ & she seemed to shut the door 🚪 on us hanging out together. 12:51 pmpdt I think 🤔 I didn’t find out that one of the twins Q introduced me to December 2012 at the karaoke 🎤 restaurant actually worked for Facebook. One of this twins didn’t want to talk to me or look 👀 at me & he was dating Q’s friend Lisa & he had no problem talking to Q infront of me. Maybe he was extremely shy? & it took him a while to warm up 🆙 to new people while his twin brother was not having any issues talking to me (12:55 pmpdt coughing difficulty breathing back ribs? Back bones 🦴 pain) . They didn’t mention infront of me where they worked. Q’s dad once said to us do 2 shy girls = 1 not shy girl 👧? Something like that. I wonder 💭 now if everyone was lying 🤥 to me. 12:59 pmpdt

1 Pm Pdt 1:03 pmpdt

1:12 pmpdt after Q blocked me at the end of 2017, I found out when someone unfriends you, the add friend option is eliminated, so if you accidentally unfriend someone you cannot add them back. 1:14 pmpdt when I ran away I met a m*th dealer who madeunwanted s*xual advances on me, I had told him I didn’t want to, but I still showed him some kindness. He was extremely insistent on me trying a pipe w/ m*th in it. The strange part was he mentioned a lot of stuff that I wrote to Q b4 she blocked me. Bcz of this I thought he secretly worked for the incubus & the incubus told him to say these things. Out of context a lot of stuff I wrote to Q could be interpreted to be extremely sarcastic & rude & cold 🥶 & cruel. Q was very attractive when I met her & I did make an effort to help her find someone by talking a little about her & showing her picture a little bit at UCB. She eventually invited that one guy I suggested in 2007, finally back in 2015? I even put her as my girlfriend in Facebook at one point which I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ I guess that would have been confusing then. I guess that wasn’t helpful... Q was not too shy though Bcz she messaged Ep’s friends & added them even though she probably wouldn’t meet them in person Bcz they Lived in turkey 🦃 . I said that it’s surprising that with all the Facebook friends she had why she didn’t have a husband. She had more than 1000 Facebook friends. & incubus made it look 👀 like they were flirting & she put music 🎶 is my boyfriend on MySpace. & she usually bounced back to looking pretty again. It’s weird bcz she’ll bounce back to the way she used to look like b4 not looking good - which happened once while we still hanged out once in a while but I think I was working a lot & it was difficult for me to want to hang out with her again. So I didn’t see her often. (Tummy ache 1:29 pmpdt) at the end of 2017 there were previews available to see how anyone person on your Facebook friends will see your Facebook w/ the option of limiting who can see what post? & pictures & the wall. Sometimes I wonder 💭 if she had an alternate fake Facebook only for me to see w/ a lot of photoshopped pictures & maybe 🤔 even faking having an illness or faking aging. Sounds like paranoia schizophrenia I guess if I 100% believed it. She did have friends at Facebook & apple 🍎 & Genentech & Scott. 1:34 pmpdt I feel wicked & bad & evil 🦹‍♀️ to jump to conclusions like that & share her pictures. If someone was coercing someone to marry someone & hurting the one he really loved 🥰 wouldn’t you want help? Like maybe the whole world’s 🌎 help? Shouldn’t people know? 1:37 pmpdt I guess I am still wicked bad etc etc. 1:37 pmpdt Q changed her relationship status back to single w/o telling me first Bcz she said her mom told her to. 1:39 pmpdt it’s ok. Even though it was a joke. 1:40 pmpdt 1:41 pmpdt

2:09 pmpdt 2:10 pmpdt it looks like the incubus is lying 🤥 to me. I didn’t realize that my life was over at 32 years old naturally. For years I heard it was best to wait until age 30 to get married & have children 👶. I didn’t realize why my dad said women are considered old maids by 30 years old. My mom still looked very good at 39 years old. 2:15 pmpdt in 2020 Bcz the pain was severe I thought 💭 about what is the least painful way to die? I thought 💭 maybe 🤔 a huge volcanic boulder shooting out of a volcano 🌋 & landing on me completely would be ideal. I’d be completely destroyed in seconds. 2:17 pmpdt 2:18 pmpdt I guess Armageddon is the next best thing. If I’m really unethical, really bad in my truest form & that’s why I’m a doll & god has to completely control me & weaken me 😞😭😤🥵😤🥵😖😭 acid pain on lip right hip bone 🦴 pain 2:20 pmpdt it makes sense now 100% why I’m the one near death ☠️ everyday. & people like Nick carter, Nick, & Scott are ok. It makes complete sense Bcz they have sense of self control I guess if they aren’t dolls. But it seems not likely that they aren’t dolls. They’re probably dolls & the best. I’ve been irritable a lot probably Bcz I have a sh*tty life. When I healed my eczema I probably healed everything & I thought I came close to my wish of being naturally good to people & I wouldn’t have to fake being happy & try hard to not do what I feel like doing (w/ the exception of watching cartoons & playing computer 👩🏻‍💻 games & eating 🍽 moldy cake 🍰 once). 2:25 pmpdt incubus claims ownership of me doing good nice kind things & disowns everything that I did that was bad. 2:26 pmpdt

3:34 pmpdt 3:35 3:36 pmpdt

4:23 pmpdt incubus broke into bone 🦴 at the bottom of my vag. That felt extremely bad. He already damaged me a lot down there 👇. This is real. He is really lying 🤥 to me about us being married & having children 👶 together. At least I didn’t say “I love you” to any man. I came close once to my first real ex boyfriend but I think 💭 I gave too many hints that I wanted to break up. Incubus justified these types of lies. I also thought 💭 it was wrong 😑 for the incubus to possess my mom & pretend she knows him & made her say things to make me think he loved me. In 2017 on the news 📰 they talked about weeping angel 👼 on Samsung smart TVs 📺 a spyware program. A man 👨 with the last name Son of SoftBank believed telepathy was possible with technology. Implanted brain 🧠 chip anyone? 4:32 pmpdt I thought 💭 the m*th dealer was going to rape me or kill me or both so I left my stuff w/ him & ran away. I only took one little puff of his pipe & it tasted like alcohol, nothing else. This guy had a very nice watch. Maybe an inch wide, metal wrist band w/ a big face/dial. I felt like incubus hired him to kill me. A man 👨 w/ my room key 🔑 card tried to enter my hotel 🏨 room. I wonder if the incubus got a copy of it b4 mom & I checked in, & he’s probably an assassin coming to get me. He blamed the front desk. There are only 3 floors of this hotel 🏨. 4:39 pmpdt he apologized like he really meant it. A lot like Scott sounded like he really meant it. 4:39 pmpdt I find it hard to believe my room is double booked. 4:40 pmpdt the police 👮‍♂️ are Scott’s friends, & Scott probably wants to kill me judging by the way he bit me & whore shamed me. 4:41 pmpdt

4:42 pmpdt I’m afraid 😱 to go to a gynecologist Bcz hospitals 🏥 have been hurting me. 4:43 pmpdt

4:45 pmpdt when I dated the 2nd guy, I had wished that I would fall in love already with him. A lot of the time I would wish for it, in vain I guess right shoulder bone 🦴 pain 4:47 pmpdt. I would wish a lot for my search 🔦 to be over Bcz meeting new people maybe took too much vag pain out of me. Myers Briggs said I’m introvert on my first assessment. But I (hot back for several minutes 4:50 pmpdt) didn’t realize how short life really is. Time always escaped me, hours flew by alll the time. I really find it difficult 😞 to believe in the incubus. When he first tried to convince me last June I tried to think 🤔 when did we develop a relationship? Did we meet when we were children 👶? Was I not really sleeping 😴 at night? All these years? Is that why I stayed home 🏠 a lot & didn’t have many friends? Is that why I had anxiety & shyness most of the time that I had to overcome over & over again most days? Was I being made to poop 💩 in the middle of the night? Incubus plans ahead all the time. “God has plans for your life.” “God willing.” The neighbor that probably told his son that I broke into a car 🚗 I suspected he was stalking me. Bcz I heard all the neighbors call his son “Brendan” & junior. & at first I wondered if he came Bcz he wanted to have an affair with me. & then it hit me! That he wanted to kill me. 5 pmpdt

5:02 pmpdt I suspect he’s protected by the police as a phony witness to a phony crime & got to pick where he wanted to live all the way across the United States 🇺🇸 far from east coast. The police 👮‍♂️ & him are probably friends & like 16 year olds half Asian women prostitution. 5:04 pmpdt

[baziutawrites]

33, 34, 40 ❤️😈

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

Something along the lines of "you did the best you could and it is enough". "You are enough" and "you have the right to exist" were the words that made me cry during therapy some time ago. So... praise, any form, I guess? 😅

34: What I find attractive in women

Oh, tough one. I find myself being attracted to a wide variety of women and it would be almost impossible for me to boil them down. 🙈 But what catches my eye a lot is a hell lot of tattoos. The more the better. 😩 And, usually, the open mindedness is what gets me, right after the humour and kindness.

40: Who wish I could be

Tattooed head to toe, pierced badass bitch that lives in Canada and takes no shit from anyone. With a bunch of pets, cats and dogs, maybe a snake. Doing a specialisation in anesthesiology. Finally figuring out how to properly care for myself and my physical and mental health.

But if you mean a famous person, I would love to be the absolutely stunning Anya Chalotra. 😫

[madame-bavarian-cream]

AOT characters + random childhood(ish) experiences i’ve had with people

because im a hater??? 🤭🤭🤭

feat. Levi, Eren, Armin, Jean, Erwin, Connie, Sasha

Hange:

Freshmen year of high school. Im walking down the stairs after school in the student rush and as I’m turning on the stairwell, a guy’s hand on the other side of the rail brushes up against my knuckles. I turn around dead serious and say: “we’re basically in love 😕❤️😐🫤” (never saw him again) a modern romance. 💔

Levi: 

when I was a wee little child at a Marshall’s. I’m lugging around the big ass cart and something drops from a shelf I push by (nothing breaks tho) and I don’t notice. A random ass white lady turns to me in a nasally voice: “aren’t you going to pick that up?” i was a shy kid and wanted to kill myself on the spot if she didn’t do it herself. I felt like a monster, a plague in the universe, ashamed :/  😢

Connie + Sasha:

In kindergarten lunchtime. We’re served the rectangular pizza slices (the ones that come in a box iykyk😋😋). this is still uniformcore era and I got a white shirt on. BOOM all the gaps in my baby teethed mouth pushes pizza sauce onto my shirt. Me and my best friend try to fix the stain by pouring milk on it. 🤪🤪(milk is white and so is my shirt, whats the problem??) it didnt work. 🤩🤩🤩

Eren: 

I was in third grade and this boy I was friends with got annoyed with me and slapped me :/ he also used to get nosebleeds every other day. ☹️

Jean: 

second grade and I overheard a boy teasing another boy about liking me (not confirmed!) i freak the fuck out and get extremely depressed and can’t eat dinner for over a week bc im stressed he’s gonna say something to me and im going to be a sinner and my parents are gonna find out and im going to have to deal with confrontation and im going to feel icky and do something illegal and and and. 😖😣😣😩😩😫😫😫😟😟My sister rolls her eyes and says “he’s not going to marry you”. 🤨🤨she was so right for that.

Armin: 

my best friend in middle school who unironically wore sweater vests like the nerds we were. i miss him a lot. he was also allergic to everything. 😗😗 the whole class wasn’t allowed to drink milk during lunch best debate partner and best winning history fair partner. :(💔💔💔

Erwin:

It’s the seventh grade and we’re holding a mock trial where i’m in defense of king george iii (?) idek this is the american revolution or wtv🤮🤮🤮But ANYWAYS im the lawyer so im in charge of giving the opening and closing statement. Im sat there listening to the opposing sides witnesses and statements in the corner, typing furiously on my laptop. 😝Come my turn (and im the last to go with my closing statement btw) i start dragging every single witness’ ass about their shit, calling them out on their bullshit and proving every single thing wrong. 💥👊💥👊 It litterally was never that serious???😐😐😐 But anyways im blowing the whole case open in the last couple minutes and we end up winning the case. 😏😏😏And then everyone clapped. No but they really were. I felt famous ✌️✌️✌️✌️

[rippledawn]

Currently having such a shitty week 😩

First, I get concussed last week, not super fun and I miss a week of classes. Which means! All my work from last week gets pushed into this week because I have (thankfully) mostly recovered from the concussion

But then! In addition to a boatload of stress from managing twice the normal workload with half the time, I am once more sick, for like the 5th time this summer! I hadn’t yet even fully gotten over my last cold and suddenly I’m being hit with another one 😫

Add into that the fact that my period is about to start and I just about broke down in the middle of rehearsal from stress and had to leave

Plus for some reason my bodies response to all this is to not let me sleep 🙃. Love how despite how absolutely exhausted I am, and the fact that I can’t do work anyways because mentally I’m just done with it, it’s 4 am and I can’t fall back asleep yet because I woke up fucking freezing despite the two blankets and I can taste the fucking fluid in my lungs every time I cough (which is often) 🙃

And we’re out of milk, so I can’t even properly drink my tea or eat oatmeal ):

At least the week is almost over, because otherwise I think I’d be ready to find the highest nearby cliff and throw myself off of it 🙃

[almadosol]

i loveeeee when men are jealous😈 he said now youu can invite your homies over…i said homies? lol what homies? and he’s like whoever you been hanging out w now…eeeeeeeeee ngl y’all that sounded a lil jealous to me and my lil pussy got a lil wet hehehe then he’s like so what have you been doing on your days off? sir, i miss you and i feel like you miss me also. stop playin these games😫😫 but also, i look like the BIGGEST dummy walking up and down, all over work w him after he literally direspected tfffffffffff outta me, multiple times, on multiple occasions. like fml why i always gotta like an asshole. he’s literally a horrible person, he’s literally the definition of fake. but he smells sooooooo good🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰😍😍😍🥰😍🥰🥰 omfggggfggggg he smells good. i just like ugly, ugly fucking assholes!!!!! why? why you may ask? bc she’s addicted to the inconsistency, the highs and lows bc that’s what she’s gotten accustomed to. he’s literally horrible guys….he literally gives 0.5 shits abt me meanwhile i literally prayed he’d find his work card again😒 why i always gotta like someone who don’t like me? ts hurts and i’m still not over him after only talking 4 a month and fucking once😩😩 like seriously Lord help me, please. this man is no good for me. please keep him far from me. show me the affirmation whether good or bad, im prepared to accept the consequences, show me he is definitively NOT meant to be in my life!! please. i think i just confused myself today. probably confused him also. fml. made the first bad decision at 4:29am and then it just kept going downhill from there🙃 UUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHHHHGGGGG