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Im into vkei casually in the sense i listen to it but idk wht these bands r doing behind the scenes so imagine my surprise upon realizing tht vkei bands r notorious for having tbe worst ppl alive in their bands
#.txt#i didnt realize tht#i mean ok i knew that gackt wants to b black sooooo badly#nd i stopped listening to keneto jussei once i realized ghat memebrr was violently racist on twitter nd i also got ucomfy w their lyrics#tho i assume (nd hope) their lyrics r satire nd shock value lyrics#but i mean idk theyre still extremely disturbing#to each their own i gues.....#but i keep hearing abt other bands i like too nd im like omg bro am i in thw qrong genre#like a memeber of dazzlingbad saying amth abt doing blackface#like part of me is like hmm ignorance is bliss but now that ik this subgenre is notorious for awful ppl#my curiosity is getting the best of me nd i wanna kno more#but if xaaxaa has done anything dont tell me bc im seeing them in feburary so let me enjoy the music nd then u can ruin my day after FNDJJDD
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𝐋𝐈𝐌 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐙𝐀 & 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐌
@stillresolved asked for an incorrect quote
#龍 : 𝐥𝐢𝐦 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐚 / the chameleon.#龍 : 𝐥𝐢𝐦 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐚 / visuals.#龍 : 𝐥𝐢𝐦 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐚 / headcanons.#MARAM ITS MARAM#PHEW LISTENNNNNN.#OKAY SO.#I actually had 3 for them the first two were them roasting each other hahahzheha which were fun and then this...#And I'm like - I'm a soft ass little bitch for them SO LOOK I just felttttt it in my bones#They're the kdrama I would watch 100%#LIKE I WOULD WATCH THEM ON SCREEN#What I also like ( me complimenting my own work i fucking guess ) is her overly talking and him using just the right amount of words and th#Full non verbal#Like they are just so non verbal to me like they just feel each other when they dont decide to talk and it's like it feels just right i gue#GIGGLES IN MARAM
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heya!! i was wondering if you could write a poly!marauders x reader where r stopped smoking..? i’m 6 months clean from smoking nicotine and i haven’t told anyone (you’re the first!! lmao) just incase i break from a stressful day and so i don’t disappoint!! could you maybe write that into the drabble or whatever you do..? tysm if you do, and if you don’t then no worries!!
i love you mae and make sure to take care of yourself and keep being you!!!!
thanks for requesting gorgeous, i really hope you're doing well!! proud of you <3
cw: smoking, reader deals with addiction
poly!marauders x fem!reader ♡ 936 words
Remus smells like cigarettes. He’s stopped smoking anywhere near you, but you’re sure if you look out the front door you’ll see the telltale smear of ash smashed into the sidewalk from where he’d stamped one out on the way in. The aroma brings longing and self-loathing, the former more potent than the latter, and you find yourself breathing in the fibers of his sweater for a whiff of it.
Remus doesn’t catch onto the true motivation for your proximity. He takes it for cuddling, adjusting his hold on his book so he can read with one hand while the other wraps around your shoulders, encouraging you closer to his side. Underneath the heady smell of lingering smoke he smells like himself, like cinnamon and oranges, and you try to focus on that as your better sense fogs over and your fingers start itching for a cig.
“Aha!” Sirius slaps his last card down on the table.
James blows out a flabbergasted breath, leaning back on his hands on the floor. They’re playing some kids’ card game Remus learned in primary school and unwisely taught them. At first you’d all gotten into it, but after Sirius nearly took your head off for forgetting the rules and playing with two hands (“Sorry, gorgeous, you know I don’t mean anything I say when I’m trying to win…and I could have won, couldn’t I? No, I’m just saying, it’s about the principle—”) you and Remus had bowed out. James and Sirius have retained their obsession for days, each keeping a scoreboard in their own heads that seems to hold them in favor.
“Angel?”
You look up, meeting James’ knowing gaze. “Hm?”
“He asked if you’re getting hungry for dinner,” Remus clues you in, toying with the ends of your hair.
“Oh, sorry. Um…” You think hard. One of the more irritating things about quitting smoking is that now your appetite never seems to fully die down. You’re ready for your next meal all day long, and so you actually have to think about whether it makes sense for you to have it. “I had some carrots just after I got home, so I could eat whenever you want to.”
“Alright…”
You take another deep inhale, telling yourself it’s because Remus smells nice and losing your grasp on self-control all the while.
“Are you tired?” Remus asks, and you don’t know how you didn’t notice it before, that extra bit of roughness that his voice takes on after he’s been smoking. You’re so envious you could die. “You seem distracted.”
“I’m good,” you murmur. Though perhaps it’d be better if you did take a nap or something. You’re beginning to feel twitchy. You take in a breath through your nose like you’ve been practicing, letting it out through your mouth.
“Ah.” Sirius scoots closer to you, laying his cheek on the couch cushion. “You want to have a piece of your gum, sweet thing?”
You look at him guiltily. Remus makes a soft sound of realization.
“You’re picking your nails,” Sirius explains, and you look down to see that you are. “I imagine that means you’re craving one.”
It’s simultaneously sweet and irksome that none of your boyfriends will even say the word cigarette around you anymore. They’re trying to be considerate, you know, but it feels like they think your self-control is so tenuous that just one word could shatter it. You don’t have the heart to tell them.
“Sorry,” you mumble, getting the pack of gum out of your pocket. Just the act of unwrapping a stick makes you feel instantly better. “I guess I was thinking I wouldn’t need it anymore.”
“Don’t be sorry,” James says lightly. “I don’t imagine it’s easy, sweetheart, you shouldn’t feel bad about using something to cope. It’s not like having gum hurts anything.”
You hum, then turn to Remus sheepishly. “I’m really sorry, do you think you might be able to change?” He looks confused. “Your sweater smells like cigarettes,” you explain.
James gasps as though scandalized and Remus swears, grabbing the neckline of his sweater and tugging it off. He tosses it into the hall.
“M’sorry, dove.” He takes your head between his hands, mushing a kiss into your hair. He’s now bare-chested, and you laugh at the dramatics, totally unexpected from him. “I didn’t realize. Is it better now?”
“Yeah, thanks.”
He drops another kiss on your head, remorseful. “Alright, I’ll go grab something else to wear,” he says, starting to stand. Both Sirius and James protest loudly.
“I think what you’re wearing now looks great,” says James.
“Yeah,” Sirius seconds, “stay in that.”
Remus looks down at his shirtless torso, raising an eyebrow at the other boys. You can see the amusement dancing in his eyes.
“Really?” he asks.
“Come on, it’s not like the fucking Pope’s coming over,” Sirius says, looking well below your boyfriend’s eyes with unabashed enthusiasm. “Tell him, gorgeous.”
Remus turns his gaze on you. You curl in on yourself slightly, shrugging your shoulders. “This is the best distraction I’ve had all day,” you say quietly, and James’ laughter booms off the walls.
“Fair enough.” Remus rolls his eyes, grinning as he sits back down on the couch beside you. You get comfy like you were against his side, now smelling only him. He drapes his arm across your back, settling a hand on your hip. “The lows I stoop to for you, hm?”
“If you’re not up to the task,” Sirius says, “just say the word. I’d be happy to take her off your hands.”
“Fuck off,” Remus says, and tugs you closer.
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You asked me to write a story about a girl falling asleep in a special hot-tub at a spa, so how about I ask you this:
A petite girl who's spending some time at her new private pool in her new home, where something occurs, of course granting her breasts, belly and butt of tremendous proportions? I'll leave the details to you, you're a writing genius after all <3
Off The Deep End (18+/Incest/Hyper)
After 8 years of education, 2 diplomas, and a successfully defended thesis, a well-deserved summer break awaited Ariana at her parents' new home. They welcomed their short but high-achieving daughter with welcome arms and began the tour of the small mansion. Their daughter was enchanted by the luxury abode, especially its pool...
Ariana was feeling burnt-out by the last push of studying, so the family's mansion, where she'd be fed and could relax, was like a dream oasis. Then, she noticed the back of her older step-brother Benji's head under the backyard gazebo. Her dream cracked. Her parents encouraged her to chat and catch up with him, noting that he was in charge of preparing the new pool, before returning inside to cook a 'Welcome Home' dinner for their favorite child.
She approached Benji, who was faced away and on his phone with earbuds in. Typical. He never made any effort to be nice to her. So why should she? While Ariana was off making their family proud, Benji had taken the low road of slacking and wasting away his life. The last thing she wanted to do was make small talk with him. It was bad enough that they were related.
"Hey, gues what? Im back! They really went all out with this place, huh?" Ariana said as friendly as possible.
Her eyes flicked to the small screen her brother was looking at.
"Benji... are you... watching porn?"
The distinct figure of a huge-titted, big-bellied, fat-assed blonde woman struggling to sit up from her seat was there, plain as day. Ariana paused in surprise and disgust as she saw the ridiculously proprotioned pornstar from behind Benji's shoulder. The side of his face was expressionless and slightly slackjawed as he watched. Ariana could hear faint, feminine groans from his earbuds with each lurch of her huge body.
"Umm, what the fuck are you watching?" Ariana snapped. "Benji! Im right behind you!" She cried out, stomping her foot down to get his attention.
But Benji made no sign that he had heard her, immersed in the video. He was totally enamored with the triple-extra-large woman on the screen. She was perfect, he thought. Who needed money or school when a clear purpose in life; to serve, worship, and feed a happy, fattened woman was right there? His own daydream was shattered as Ariana ripped the cords out of his head and began yelling in his ear.
"What the hell do you think you're doing watching that out here?!"
Benji's face flushed in embrassment. He raised his hand in admittance, still holding his cellphone with the video playing out loud as he spoke.
"Okay, okay. It's off!"
"God, I'm just so heavy!" It played.
"I didn't think anyone was around!" Benji snapped.
"My stupid fat ass can't even get up!"
"I guess.. welcome back, Ariana." He mumbled.
"I'm such a big, brainless butterball!"
Ariana snatched the device and paused the video. She held the phone to her brother's throat like a knife.
"I've only been here for five minutes and you've already found a way to ruin it." She growled. "Don't let me catch you watching this again."
Benji nodded and gingerly took the device out of her hands.
"Now, how about you get the pool ready so I can start my vacation?" She asked, more of a demand than a question.
The siblings split apart with Ariana resting in a different outdoor seat under the gazebo while Benji gathered the pool conditioners. His earlier cowardice festered into a black anger as he thought about how she had treated him. Ariana was perfect, and he was nothing. It was all he had heard throughout his life. The nerve of that stuck-up little brat. I'll show her, he thought.
Ariana watched as her lumpy step-brother poured a half gallon of pool-aid into the calm water. Unbeknownst to her it was mixed with a large scoop of a secret powder he'd stored away for a special occasion. The pink grains in the white solution slowly mixed into the aquamarine water. Whatever, she deserves it, especially after sneaking up on him. He tested the water with a strip and deemed it safe. Benji hid his knowing smirk, putting on a solemn face as he approached Ariana.
"Hey, so... I'm sorry about that. You're right. That was gross and not cool of me." He said with a sincere tone. "I know we fight, but Mom and Dad just want us to be on good terms with each other. I think they want a little bit of you to rub off on me." He said calmly.
It was easy to lie when you know you've already won, Benji thought. "Anyways, I was going to have the first dip in the new pool, but... would you like to have the honor?"
Ariana was slightly shocked by this more compassionate side of her brother. Maybe he was turning over a new leaf. Wow! And all it took was catching him watching fat fetish videos. Who knew?
"What I saw is going to burned into my mind, but... sure. Thanks, Benji." Ariana said, only gritting her teeth a little.
She swiftly changed into a two-piece swimsuit that showed off her trim body and cautiously stepped down the pool's ladder. Benji sat on the seat nearby, fiddling on his phone as she dove headfirst into the spiked mixture.
"How's the water?" He asked as Ariana surfaced.
"Not bad. Cooler than I thought." She answered, glancing towards him. "Are you looking at more of those videos?"
Benji rolled his eyes. "No."
"I mean, I guess it's okay that you do. It's weird, but everyone's got different tastes. Just keep it to your bedroom, okay?"
"Got it, loud and clear." He said in monotone, trying to go along with whatever she said to act casual.
It was easy to take the high road when he knew that she'd have her just deserts. Ariana treaded water in the shallow end, not quite tall enough to touch the bottom. Unbeknownst to her, Benji's dissolved powder had begun absorbing into her skin the moment she had entered the pool. As it did, the tiny clumping grains collected throughout her small body, stimulating and reforming Ariana from the inside.
"I don't mean to re-open that can of worms, but can I ask why? Like, why do you like those... types of women?." She called out across the quiet backyard.
The flushed Benji had to consider that. However, it was difficult to when his step-sisters' breasts were beginning to fill her swimsuit. The green cheetah pattern was clearly warping, even through the ripples of her twirling arms. His focus dulled as he stared at the B-cup breasts that she had never had before. Mouth slightly agape, he shook to his senses and tried to remember the question.
"Well, umm... I guess it's a, uh... primal thing. You know, like if a woman is big and happy, then that means she's cared for... and can bare children." He said off the fly.
Ariana held the edge of the pool to breathe and considered his answer. Below her elegant nose and dark lips, the tops of two bulges began to rise out of the water. Her C-cups swelled to D-cups in a matter of seconds as the osmotic powder filled the growing woman up. Benji watched her breasts inflate and settle, dropping into fat tits that began to poke out from the sides of her swimsuit as she pushed off and resumed treading water. With each rotation of her limbs, they looked thicker and thicker. Benji needed to talk or do something to stop himself from ogling her.
"Maybe that's where it stems from, but there's more to it. Like, individual preferences." He continued, trying to keep her attention from drifting.
"Fair." She said, nodding with an agreeing raise of her eyebrows. "But, it's, like, so extreme. That woman was what? Four thousand pounds?"
He looked beneath her blossoming breasts to the totally out of character potbelly that was pushing out from Ariana's midsection, making her look a few months pregnant.
"That's right." Benji said. "And I bet that woman in the video makes more than you and me both ever will."
"At the cost of her body, though." Ariana finished wistfully. "But, after six years in school, the thought of cashing out and going brain-dead isn't half bad now that I think about it."
A nagging righteous voice told Benji that enough was enough. His step-sister had already changed more than it would need to totally affect her life. It's already done then, another voice countered. Benji knew their parents had bought this mansion and it's pool on a whim while she was completing her second degree, sure that even if their finances fell apart, the brilliant Ariana would find a high-paying job to support them. Benji rolled his eyes back and saved the thought of her extreme proportions in a business suit. Her chances of being taken seriously with huge H-cups were slim, Benji selfishly thought. Maybe she'd be better at something else.
"Would you ever consider it?" Benji asked, wincing as she slowly swam her much rounder body towards the pool ladder.
"Only if I was desperate" Ariana answered promisingly.
She kicked fattening thighs that wouldn't look out of place on her mom, he thought. In just a minute or less, the powder had turned Ariana into a stacked, plump sex goddess.
"Well, this might be easier than I imagined then." Benji said with a grin as he stood up.
As she reached the ladder and began to pull herself up, Ariana noticed her body felt four times heavier than it was before. Benji walked toward the ladder where his step-sister was realizing just how big she was. Followed by him were their parents carrying the 'Welcome Home' dinner. Ariana flashed him a dead eyed sideways look of cold rage as she looked up from her changed body.
"Oh, you are so dead." She breathed before all of hell broke loose.
#expansion#assexpansion#breastexpansion#expansion caption#breast expansion#caption#ass expansion#giant breasts#weightgain#giantess#This took sooo long to write because I wanted to go off in a million directions and it became dense as hell!
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LaVeau-gue
Hello folks! Do you wanna have a design of your listener from a particular Audio RP series but have no idea how to draw or even design a listener who may appeal to your aesthetic sensibilities? Do you wanna change that?
I introduce you to LaVeau-gue! A thing that I, Laveau, have decided to do off of my own whims and personal curiosity!
How does the LaVeau-gue work?
Simple! Below you'll find a list of questions regarding your listener's personality, backstory, aesthetic, what audio RP fandom they're from, etc. You'll fill these out in a public ask and send them to me, Laveau, who will work on a design each week/based on my available time!
For those who may have not come across my art, lemme show you some examples of what you'd be getting:
If you're interested, here are the questions you need to fill out in regards to your listener design and send in your ask to me:
What's your listener's name and nickname?
What's their backstory?
What's the desired aesthetic of your listener character (punk, greaser, bimbo, scene kid, schoolgirl)?
What's your listener's gender presentation like?
What's your listener's ethnicity?
What's your listener's age?
What's your listener's body type/build?
What's your listener's star sign?
What are your listener's most important relationships and who are they connected to?
What's your listener's hobbies/interests?
If your listener was a deity from a known mythology, what deity would they be?
What Audio RP series are they from?
What kind of lover are they to their partner/what kind of friend are they?
What is something/are some things that your listener values?
Pick a song that you think represents your listener.
What's the inspiration behind your listener's design?
Could you give me a vague concept of what your listener's visual vibe is?
What are some extra tidbits you wanna tell me about your listener?
Those are the questions! I look forward to what you've gotta tell me about your listener!
#audio rp#audio fiction#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted fandom#mr. laveau's art gallery#mr. laveau#castle audios#reverie audios#escaped audios#good boy audios#gba#character design#art#artwork#digital art#nexus#LLDL#desmond asmr
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TWITCHING
KINKTOBER
DAY 10: PRAISE
Zhongli
NSFW UNDER THE CUT
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How did you end up in a comprimising position with filthy promises being said? Who knows, but who even cares — you can’t even pinpoint the origin of this all with him fucking you dimb into the sheets.
You’re face is shoved within the plush tear-stained pillow as your ass is in the air; desire is intoxicating the room as the atmosphere gets thicker with every breath.
As for your lover, Zhongli, you can feel and hear his heavy breath fanning against your shoulder, making you shudder and writhe. His chest against the back feels so warm like both your skins could burn from just the feeling.
“So good for me…” he murmers. You quiver in arousal from the praise; he seems to have taken notice of this as he relentlessly bucks his hips into you.
With each drag of his cock inside you, you are further quelled into pleasure. He presses his hand against your belly, pushing it slightly — making you feel the buldge of his cock within you. You tremble and mewl, feeling his cock throb in you.
“Do you feel that? How well you’re taking me? You’re so sweetly filthy.”
You slam your hips into him and he groans, placing both if his hands onto your waist, “I take it back…”. You’re getting reeled into ectasy and he chuckles at your carnal-like actions.
He captures your lips into a kiss, your wet to gues clashing against each other with his eyes parted to see your whorish expression.
You break the kiss, your parted lips mewling his name through the sounds of sloppy and wet thrusts, “Zhongli…”.
“Feels good hm?”
“ ‘ts too much…! I don’t ‘hink I can keep going… Please!”, your fingers wander and dance around the sheets looking for comfort. He grasps your hands with his own and presses both hands against the bed sheets.
“You know we’re not done yet, love. Just keep being good for me”
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“WHY SO LATE INTO KINKTOBER??”
sorry loll i’m making up for the days I missed dont worry :3
GUYS ALSO PLEASEE SEND REQS OR IM GONNA DIEEEE PLEASE.
#genshin impact#genshin impact smut#genshin impact fanfic#zhongli#zhongli x reader#zhongli x reader smut#genshin smut
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Costuming and The Bear...
So, costuming on TV, in a movie always means something even if it’s only a representation of the character. The Bear seems to use that on the next level, too, on the more thematic/symbolic level.
Richie wearing only Beef merchandise is the most obvious use of both these ideas, because it’s not subtle, like Richie is not subtle. His adherence to the Beef dress code shows that his character is tied more to the past than the present/future, and that he’s outside the rest of the group as the kitchen staff dons the new blue aprons. The only exception Richie makes in the present is when he’s on a date. Which says something too. That Richie knows how to fit social expectations. Even how to impress if he keeps his mouth shut.
Clear, color separation is used with Sugar. She wears civvies because she doesn’t work in the kitchen, but she’s in orange, the opposite of blue on the color wheel in the pilot, and pink, a social opposite of blue later when she comes to clean up the shot-out glass and search the office for the tax paperwork. This makes it obvious that she doesn’t work in the restaurant, and she doesn’t like it. In the season 2 trailer, talking to Cicero, she coordinates with Carmy and Sydney, showing that she’s coming around.
There’s a distinct present quality in the blue apron uniform as Mikey’s kitchen staff only adds Carmy’s apron to their usual personalized work wear while Carmy and Sydney wear more personally standardized white tops and black/dark pants that not only are consistent but coordinate with each other, already making them a unit within the unit.
This apron/group dynamic is heightened by it not only being pointed out by Tina, but by Tina going from not wearing the blue apron to Carmy remarking that she looks like Sydney when Tina finally does and Tina in return saying to him she’s “profesh” now. It's interesting that Tina wears a white blouse, like Sydney, before the blue apron. It’s the apron and Carmy she resists not the kitchen uniform, but it hints at the future before she joins the present. And before she sheds her individualism.
This desire for individualism leads to Sydney’s scarves, her show of individualism and how she works the fact that she has to hold her braids back into something distinct and bold within her personal uniform that she likely spent a lot of time working towards as she figured out how stand out as herself in a professional kitchen in a way that could not be argued with. Although she also probably played closer to the rules in an attempt to almost hide, wearing something very discreet until she found a place and acceptance at the Beef with Carmy. She wears a more subtle version of her scarf in episode 1 with it rolled then she does in later episodes with the triangle point showing off more color. I envision her wearing the rolled version while catering and interviews because it’s a little sleeker while still hinting and her boldness.
Carmy keeping to his own version of a very classic chef look shows his insecurity even as he comes into his own. He wants to wear something he’s comfortable in that hints at the denim collection and keeps him close to Mikey, but white tee and black work pants with a blue apron is still very professional kitchen. Carmy shows off on the plate, not in his uniform, which he keeps no matter how he’s working in the restaurant or where he’s cooking. Except at home, which is notable. This is echoed in his off-duty clothes, muted colors, and denim, as opposed Sydney’s prints, stripes and screen tees.
All of this is a very winding way to say that all the costume choices mean something. It’s something that the new girl will have a uniform that matches Sugar’s life outside the Beef/Bear. That Richie has Berf merch hidden in someone’s basement, a further tie to the messed up past. That Tina seems to be doing better in culinary school than Ebra. That Marcus and Fak have their own flair.
(There’s not enough of Marcus in the trailers to really guess at his path forward, just rumors, so I’m going to hold off on him in season 2, but in season 1 he falls between present and past but definitely in action looks to his future. I mean, he’s obsessed with possibility and donuts.)
But it also signifies a lot that Carmy and Sydney match in one chaos menu scene but not in the other. Just like it’s important they’re in his home. So, yeah, Carmy and Sydney standing outside their evolving restaurant with Carmy in his personal uniform and Sydney in a personalized inverse of that uniform is a moment that ties them as equals who fit together and complement each other. The fact that they’re together day and, if BTS shot are to be believed, night looking up to the future means they’re a pair. No matter what that future might hold. (the picture is from @devisrina's blog. Thank for posting it.)
#the bear fx#the bear hulu#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#richie jerimovich#sugar berzatto#tina the bear#marcus the bear#ebra the bear#color and symbolism#costuming#chaos menu#whatever that means
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AFTER HOURS. –.ೃ࿐ 𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧.
➺ 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲; 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞.
➺ 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟; 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐧𝐢𝐚 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐭 ^^
➺ 𝐚/𝐧; 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞. 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 < 3
"Can't sleep?"
You body suddenly perked up at the distant voice that called out from the doorway of your bedroom. The figure was distinguishable, almost as if you could recognize them just by their presence alone. You instinctively stiffened at the moment you realized it was your awakened husband who had been standing there, analyzing your restless state.
"Yeah... It's one of those nights again I gues." You hated how difficult it was for you to daze away into slumber, but Levi was no stranger to this behavior – you were a reflection of him in many ways that one could deem both of you to be soulmates.
The color under your eyes have prominently grown more darker with how much you've neglected your own sleeping habits, though to him, you still looked as beautiful as ever. However, it didn't hinder the fact that he grew concerned as time passed and he tried his best to lull you to sleep whether that was from him singing a broken melody his mother sang when he was a child or his gentle touch of his hands that grazed over your soft skin in messy patterns.
Levi hummed lowly in reply and slowly made his way over to the empty spot of your bed where you happily welcomed him by resting your head onto his shoulder. His hand came up from his lap as he curled his fingers in the disheaveled strands of your hair, relieving each one of its stubborn knots. He gazed down at your bowed head and furrowed his brows in response to your change in mood.
"What's been eating at you, sweetheart?" He pulls away for a moment to direct his attention at your features and expression – it seemed as though a spark had gone out from within you and he oh so hoped that he could reignite it in whatever way he can.
You racked your mind for a response, but to no avail. You could only mutter out an audible, simple sentence that was enough for him to understand.
"Things have been so hard, Levi."
His arms seeked out for your body, encasing you in a secure and reassuring embrace. He was always so warm – it feels like home.
"You don't have to say more, I'm right here."
#chaloveslevi#shitrambles#levi ackerman#captain levi#levi heichou#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#levi scenarios#levi x y/n#levi ackerman x reader#levi x reader#shingeki no kyoujin levi#levi ackerman imagine#levi comfort#aot#snk
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@whiterose-fans-blog White Rose in Bloom, Day 4: Dragon AU
(I, uh... got a little carried away again. I honestly wanted to do Ruby as the dragon but I just didn't. by the time i remembered i wanted to do that i already had a flow, so... c'est la vie.)
Not any content warnings I can think of. Suggestive if you find the vague, unelaborated presence of nakedness suggestive. Not edited because I wrote way too much so fuck it we're doing it live.
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Of all times for Ruby Rose to twist her ankle, this was probably the least opportune.
She tumbled over like a stack of bricks, spilling a decade's worth of knowledge as her satchel burst its contents over the floor. Her journals, her charcoals, her bottled paints— even her ink pot shattered loudly, splattering black against stone. Ruby's chest seized as if her ribcage were trying to throttle it, but she held herself completely still. A loud, waking breath rattled the darkness.
“Oh, an in-trud-er,” the thing within mused, its syllables breaking like each one was its own word, a tongue unused to speaking. “Or a… gue-ssssss-t. Gue-ss-ss-sstuh.” The tongue clicked impatiently. “Gue-sst. Closssse e-nough.”
Ruby hunkered low, as low as she physically could, and tried to ignore the throbbing pain in her ankle. She held her breath.
“Be sssssssss-till thy bea-ting heaaaaaar-tuh.” The voice was closer now. Ruby could see a glimmer in the dark, a pearlescent reflection of nonexistent light. “I can heeeeeear the ter-ror in your chesssss-tuh.”
Ruby willed her heart to stop. It did not.
“Ugh, you peo-ple real-ly sssssss-peak like thi-sssssss-suh?”
The glimmer was brighter. A white-blue glow swayed in the darkness— one, then two, then three pairs of eyes making themselves known. Ruby felt them.
“I can sssss-see you, you know.”
Ruby shot up and waved her hands out, thrusting a light spell from her palms to blind the dark-dwelling beast, just long enough that—
A wire-thin beam of ice-colored light struck her palm directly. Ruby's spell vanished into impotence.
“Casssssss-ting in my lair?” it rumbled. “How… un-couuuuuut-tuh.”
Ruby jumped at the opportunity. “Uncouth! Th-uh! With your tongue against your top teeth, passing the air between them!”
The cavern was suddenly bathed in cold light, and Ruby could finally see it. A dragon. A real, honest-to-Oum dragon. Not a drake, not a wyrm, not some other dumb lizard she'd been pointlessly tracking for weeks— a real, genuine, intelligent dragon. Pearlescent, slender-bodied, four-legged, with two major wings like giant, smooth sails and two minor wings situated closer to the posterior. Its pale scales were shaped like heater shields and shone like mother-of-pearl. Its claws were white, blue-tipped. Its tail was long and ended with a flare of its cyan crest, which ran up its spine before ending just above the major wings. Its head was long and triangular, serpentine, and menaced down at Ruby with six incredible, glacial eyes. It licked its dual rows of teeth with a forked turquoise tongue.
And now it couldn't even kill her! Ha! “Hahaha!” Ruby laughed despite herself. “Now you can't kill me! I've imparted value through knowledge! I'm protected!”
The dragon bent its huge neck down, each eye focusing on a different object that Ruby had spilled. Its throat rumbled pensively, unbothered. One of its eyes glowed, lifting Ruby's journal to with a magic the researcher had never witnessed. It flipped through pages and hummed. “A… ssssss-scribe, you are. Quite pro-liss-ic.”
“Prolific?”
Five of its eyes locked onto her at once, its other eye still reading through her recordings. “You are bol-duh.” It waved a claw to a wall, indicating a crumpled old skeleton in timeworn clothes from a whole other period. “He was, too.”
“But I am protected!” Ruby claimed, confidently puffing her chest and raising her chin.
The dragon snorted. “As a part of my hoard, yes,” the head bent even closer, now focusing on Ruby with all six eyes. “Or did you not know?”
Ruby reached out and touched its smooth, cool snout. It smelled like a blizzard. It was real, it was here, her life's work— she could touch it! Ruby smiled. “That's perfect,” she said truthfully. “It's perfect! I came to study you anyways!”
The dragon reeled. “What?”
Ruby smirked at it. “Don't be coy, you saw my research. I've been looking for you my whole life! A dragon! God!”
Its eyes flickered curiously. Five picked up her other books and rapidly flicked through, leaving one icy eye to keep locked onto her. “You are sssss-some… sssss-ser-pent ssss-cho-lar?”
The serpent scholar nodded fervently. “Yes! And you are my dream come true!”
The dragon’s body pitched back onto its haunches, then it laid down flat on its stomach. It kept one eye on her, gradually getting more to lock onto the human as it finished reading her works. “I own you now, you real-li-zzzzzzz-zuh.
Ruby extended a hand towards it. “Then introductions are in order! I'm—”
“Rrrrru-by Roooooo-suh,” the dragon interrupted. “I did just read your book-ssssssuh.”
Unperturbed, the scholar kept her hand out. “And yourself?”
The dragon's craw twitched, a hum arising— a display of amusement, Ruby decided, which she would take note of when she had a chance. “I am the ssssss-soul of the win-ter. I am the crack of the fro-zen lake ‘neath your feet. I am the drift of sssss-snow upon sssss-snow. I am the ruin of your crop, the frosssss-st upon your ssssss-skin, the fin-al bursssss-st of flame be-fore you die in. The. Cold.”
Ruby blinked. “Is… that a name?”
The dragon huffed. “Your feeble tongue cannot grassssss-sp my title.”
“Oh. Could I hear it anyways?”
The dragon stared at her for a long time, its freezing eyes impaling her, but Ruby did not buckle. She seemed perfectly content. “You are mine, now,” the dragon mused. “Ssssso, you will need the ca-pa-ci-ty to… un-der-sssssss-stand.”
Ruby cocked her head. “Uh, do I? You're not just going to stare at me all day? I'm pretty.”
A rough chuckle shook the walls of the dragon’s grand, cavernous lair. “You are my sssssss-scribe, now. You will pen my glo-ry, and I will ssssss-suf-fer thissssss aw-ful ton-gue no more.” One huge hand slowly moved towards Ruby. “Ssssss-stay sssssss-still.”
Ruby held herself rigid, calcifying her resolve with the knowledge that this creature was compelled not to kill her. The claws reached her face, went down, and traced the skin of her throat. They were sharper than something so large should be, opening more than one shallow nick that had Ruby hissing, but true panic set in when they pinched around her trachea. With barely a twitch, with a sneeze, this dragon could sever her windpipe.
The claws pinched up and down, feeling the area until they stopped at her larynx. “There it isssssss-suh.”
A piercing chill lanced through Ruby’s throat, freezing her insides, the frost traveling down her spine, then back up her tailbone and up to her brain, wracking her with the worst brain-freeze she had ever experienced. She couldn't stop herself from rocking back, whining. “Ow! You—”
Ruby stiffened, her hands stilling on her temples, her pain fading into glorious epiphany.
“You! You, you, you!” she cheered, feeling her tongue and her mouth and her teeth, rejoicing as her throat dipped and bobbed in ways it never had. She wasn't speaking the language she'd been born with, but it felt like she'd been speaking this way her whole life— with clicks of her tongue and her teeth, with hisses and groans, with throaty enunciations that rumbled her bones— dragon-tongue! She was speaking dragon-tongue!
“How have you done this!” she asked stupidly. “Magic, obviously, but none I've ever seen! None I've ever even read, and I'm pretty well-read for a scribe of snakes and drakes!”
The dragon’s six eyes became smug crescents. “I’m three thousand years old, Ruby. What the stones have forgotten, I remember.”
Ruby snorted. “Well, stones can be older than that.”
“Sure, but they have terrible memories.”
“Was that a joke?”
The dragon hummed, which was a sound that Ruby now heard in tones she'd never heard before, extracting more meaning from the simple vocalization. Amusement, obviously, but also… pleasure. Satisfaction— no, relief. Almost a… a wholeness. A bitter memory of the solemn, silent dark. How could a single sound communicate such a myriad?
She had so much to learn.
--
The dragon's name was Weiss. It had been stubborn in providing that much for a fair few hours before Ruby had whittled down its resolve— it said she wouldn't comprehend its name, that her brain was too molded to human-speak to form the syllables, but she proved it embarrassingly wrong when she laughed, repeating it with ease in either language.
Weiss had been keeping her in the cavernous chamber with the rest of its hoard. The room was a giant sanctum of towering walls, each one carved with deep trenches and brimming with tomes, scrolls, and loose parchment. The walls were taller than Ruby could ever hope to reach— she'd exhaust herself trying to climb them— unless Weiss opted to give her a ride. The dragon hadn't reacted too keenly to that notion.
The dragon was polite enough to leave motes of light hanging along the walls and ceiling, leaving lit the modest pile of standard dragon-treasure at the room’s far end. Silver and platinum in coins, bars, goblets, and most other forms of such riches. It wasn't the towering pile of gold that Ruby had read and seen depicted in legends, but it was just large enough to be stacked taller than she was. Ruby looked around.
“Weiss!” she called, her voice echoing across the sanctum’s clawed stone walls. “Weiss, come here! I need something!”
“You do not need to yell,” Weiss responded, its voice somewhere deep in the lair. “What could you possibly need?”
“For you to come here!” Ruby demanded, stomping her foot.
“You are my thing, Roseling. Make no demands of me.”
“I am demanding you to get over here whether you like it or not!”
There was a palpable pause. Weiss’ slender head rounded into the sanctum shortly thereafter. The dragon stared, its six eyes gleaming under the magical lights. It said nothing.
Ruby marched to it sternly and turned up her nose. As much as she could, at least, which had very little effect because she had to crane her neck up at Weiss anyways. “I'm a human, Weiss,” she claimed. “I have needs.”
Weiss blinked two of its eyes and let out a suffersome sigh. “You have food.”
“No, I don't.”
Weiss pointed to the back of the room, towards the hoard of precious metal. “Yes, you do.”
Ruby followed its claw, then turned back to Weiss, stupefied. “I— wha— you eat silver?”
“Silver is food, yes,” the dragon replied obviously. “What, your first feeding? Mortals…”
“I can't eat silver!”
Weiss reeled genuinely. “You… yes you can,” it claimed. “Who doesn't?”
Ruby raised her arms in a broad gesture. “Everyone! Nobody eats metal! We eat things like meat and vegetables! Dragons actually eat their hoard?”
Weiss blinked again, this time with the four eyes it hadn't blinked before. “What? I cannot eat knowledge.”
“The coins aren't part of your hoard?”
Weiss shook its head. “Why would they be? Your petty human riches mean nothing to me. True wealth is knowing.”
Ruby gave the dragon an impressed frown, and added that to the list of things she needed to take note of. “I can agree with that. Why’re the riches in here, then?”
Weiss shook her head like a wet-but-lazy dog, which Ruby understood as something shrug-adjacent. “I like to have a snack while I read.”
A smile shot over Ruby’s lips. “Oh, me too! Can't feed the brain without feeding the body!”
The dragon nodded at her sage wisdom, but seemed to catch itself halfway through agreeing with a mortal. “Hmph. Well, how can we get you food?”
“You can't just…” Ruby wiggled her hands in the air. “Magick some up?”
The dragon rolled all six of its eyes, which was apparently a universal gesture. “No, Roseling. I cannot just ‘magick up’ something nutritious from nothing, unless you would find meat-shaped rocks palatable.” It let out a long, disappointed sigh. “Oh well, I suppose you'll starve, then.”
Weiss started to turn, but Ruby sprinted to grab at its swaying tail on the way out, hoping to stop the dragon. That didn't work, and only ended with Ruby flailing around on the end of that long, articulate limb, screaming herself senseless while Weiss dutifully ignored her.
“Weiss!” she cried. “Weiss, feed me! Please! You're compelled not to kill me, I'll die if I don't eat!”
“Not killing you and letting you die are two very different things, Roseling.”
“Stop calling me that! Also, feed me!”
“No.”
“Please!”
The dragon stopped, nearly throwing Ruby from its tail as its momentum was arrested. Its long neck craned around, showing a hungry grin as it brought its head to Ruby. “What was that?”
The scholar gulped. “Feed me.”
The dragon stared expectantly, its incandescent eyes wide.
“Please.”
Weiss’ lips rose smugly, its tongue lashing the backs of its teeth like it was about to verbally flay and/or devour Ruby Rose, but it set the scholar down without doing either. “Good,” it rumbled. “You're humbled, as you should be. For your humility, I will hear out whatever proposal you have for getting you fed, however stupid it will be. You appreciate my magnanimity, I'm sure.”
Ruby scowled. “I can't hunt.”
“Surely not.”
“Does anything grow here?”
The dragon shifted its jaw in thought. “Mushrooms and lichen, sometimes— if I haven't scoured it in a long while. The books would moulder if not for the stasis enchantment I placed on that room.”
“Stasis?”
“Anti-decay. Perpetuation,” Weiss explained casually, as if it weren't making Ruby's mind explode. “That sort of thing.”
“You can stop things from rotting?” Ruby asked excitedly. “That's incredible! Weiss, that kind of magic could change the world, that could save villages, cities, nations!”
Weiss shook its head dismissively again. “Of course it could. I made it, after all.”
“You crafted the spell?” Ruby squeaked. “That's— that's incredible! You're incredible! Weiss, that is insane!”
The dragon bared its teeth in smug amusement. “I am incredible. You can finally see that.”
“I— I've been seeing that this whole time! You're a dragon!”
Weiss chortled. “Are you not hungry anymore?”
Ruby froze. “I— of course I am! Take me to town! Please.”
The dragon leaned closer and took a deep breath, sucking enough air into its nostrils to pull at Ruby's robes. “To town? You want me to take you to town?” The dragon let out an avalanche of laughter. “Sure, Roseling. I will fly you there on my back. We’ll be greeted with open arms, certainly.”
“Obviously not,” Ruby complained with a snort, as if she were in on the dragon’s joke and about to add to it. “Just teleport us there and turn into a human.”
Weiss laughed again, uproariously, loud enough to shake the walls and make Ruby cover her ears. “Aha! Hahaha! You, my Roseling, are the third funniest thing in my entire hoard.”
Ruby blushed at being addressed like that, for some indiscernible reason. “Third?”
“Behind the last good human joke-book and the personal diary of Salem Luminarius.”
Ruby laughed. “What would be so funny about a lich’s diary?”
“Her glyphwork. Her runes are scrawled like a blind child did them, they're hilariously awful. They'd barely hold a charge of anything— that's why her phylactery died a couple centuries ago. It just leaked her entire soul into the aether!” Weiss giggled in a way unbecoming of itself. “Embarrassing!”
Weiss was actually taken fully by that wave of mirth, closing all of its eyes tight as it laughed and laughed. When they opened again, they found Ruby, sickly pale and looking very close to vomiting.
Ruby��s pink lips flapped. “You… you actually… you have her phylactery?”
Weiss nodded. “And her journal.”
“You… how…”
Weiss opened its mouth.
“N-no!’ Ruby denied, deflating with a look of distant horror. “No. I don't want to know. Just teleport us to town.”
“That is not funny the second time.”
“Huh?”
“You heard me,” the dragon stated. “If you are insistent on telling jokes, refer to my joke-book first. It is the funniest thing your people will ever produce.”
Ruby, surprising herself, was not at all shocked to hear the joke-book was apparently real, too. “I'm not joking. Weiss, you can teleport, right?”
Weiss threw its head aside petulantly. “I certainly could, if it were possible. I am too large for a teleportation circle.”
Ruby blinked hard, reeling, her head shaking with confusion. “T— teleportation circle?” She barked a laugh. “What is this, the Age of Fae? Nobody uses a circle anymore. Do you really not—”
Weiss suddenly threw its head forwards, flinging Ruby back to the ground with a huff. “Have respect for your owner, Roseling. Of course I know what you're talking about, I just… am cursed not to travel that way.”
Ankle still smarting, Ruby winced and got back to her feet. “Curses can't bind you like that.”
The dragon huffed. “This one does.”
“I can show you, you know.”
Weiss’ whole, massive head snapped towards Ruby like a cracking whip, displacing enough air to blow her charcoal robes back. “You will.”
Ruby felt her chest heave towards the dragon, her thoughts lurching in tandem, her whole being desperate to follow Weiss’ compulsion. With tangible effort and a burning pain in her chest, Ruby bit down on that feeling. “Not unless you promise to come with,” she defied through gritted teeth. “In human form.”
“I don't have a human form,” Weiss hissed.
Ruby seethed, resisting herself. “Then figure it out!”
Weiss growled. It snarled, and it was an awful sound, one that awoke goose-pimples along Ruby’s skin and had her shivering instinctively, but she held her ground. Weiss kept snarling, closing the distance, opening her maw to break the unruly scholar with fear.
Ruby remained resolute.
Weiss, physically unable to kill the human, huffed. “Fine. I don't care. Show me the magic.”
Ruby's silver eyes glimmered with resolve. “Change first, that way I can trust you.”
Surprising Ruby, the massive dragon flinched before her. “You… do not trust me?”
It sounded genuinely hurt, which made Ruby cock her head. “No? Why would I? I don't know you that well. You're an incredible thing, yes, but humans don't really trust like that.”
Weiss flinched again. “I am not a thing. I am a dragon. We do not have such… human predilections towards trickery.”
“And what about the thing about teleportation, huh?” Ruby probed. “You lied about your ability, you have no idea how to do it.”
The dragon squirmed. “I… did not lie, I… I was confident in… in…” A word bubbled in its throat, an ugly one, one which looked like it physically hurt on the way out. “My ignorance.”
Ruby watched the dragon slump with defeat. Her own heart fell, and she was pretty sure that was on her own accord, not some emotional compulsion for sympathy. She limped to the dragon and laid a hand on its heel. The scales were cool to the touch. “Uh… sorry, Weiss. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.”
“I am a dragon! A petty human like you could never hurt my feelings!” Weiss whined, its pitch and wavering tone displaying obvious hurt, self-pity, and shame. “Be silent!”
“I didn't—”
“Silence!”
Ruby went silent. She kept her hand on the dragon. It was either too big to feel her or it didn't care.
When Weiss spoke up again, its voice was hoarse with defeat. “I… give me a moment. And stay still, Roseling. I need an impression of your form if I'm to construct my own.”
Ruby remained silent, and did not move. She kept her hand where it was until the dragon moved, turning wholly around to lie back down in front of her. Weiss’ head bent low, all six eyes affixed to her scholar.
“I… own you, human,” it said unsurely, as if trying to convince itself rather than Ruby. The scholar bowed politely, pitying the dragon.
“Of course. Thank you.”
“Don't speak.”
“Of course.”
Weiss growled.
Ruby giggled. “Sorry, sorry. I’ll be quiet.”
The dragon harrumphed, and waited for its scholar’s giggles to properly subside before it moved. It dragged its great front claws towards her, both hands cupping into a halo around Ruby’s body. All six eyes glowed blue, flashed white, then closed. A warbling blueness overcame the scholar. Her body rang like a tuning fork.
“An impressive lineage, Roseling,” the dragon mused lowly, its eyes still closed. “Yet your own aptitude is… middling, at best.”
Ruby shifted, laughing awkwardly. “Uh… y-yeah, uh…”
“Be silent.”
Ruby buttoned her lips.
The dragon’s lids twitched, and Ruby’s chest became a void. “Oh. I see.”
The claws separated, freeing Ruby from their encirclement. Weiss’ eyes opened, glaring down at the human, spears of gleaming ice that hooked into her ribs.
“And when exactly did you plan on telling me that you had that… thing in your chest?”
Weiss’ words were slow and careful, but edged to the point of danger. Ruby winced.
“Did you think you could sneak into my lair and snip a piece from my claw? Did you hope to make a wish on it? Did you think you could siphon my blood without me noticing, that you could concoct some cure?”
“No!” Ruby answered frantically, splaying her hands out wide. “I never believed any of that stuff, I just…”
Ruby's arms sagged to her sides. Weiss watched, waited, its six eyes unblinking.
“I've always loved dragons. I've heard so much— everyone said they were extinct— but I knew I could find one. You. All the signs were there, but nobody knew to look for them, nobody could remember your… intelligence. All the legends were just ‘big, scary lizard, breathes fire, eats people—’”
“Eugh, as if I’d eat one of you—”
“But I knew!” Ruby declared, suddenly loud, thumping her chest and wincing every time. Her mouth stayed open for something louder, something definitive, but it died in her throat, and it's weight dragged her down with it. “Nobody really believed me. Nobody cared about my study. I've got…” she laughed mirthlessly, cruelly. “I've got two books just on… geckos. It's useless. It's embarrassing.”
Weiss opened its mouth, but Ruby raised her hand to interrupt. Surprisingly, it obliged.
“But I knew. I just wanted to see if I was right, before I…” Ruby rolled her shoulders uncomfortably, then scratched at her chest. “I don't have much time left. I can feel it.”
Weiss rumbled low. Doleful. Angry. Possessive. “Show me the construct.”
Ruby flushed red and backed away in a panic, hands clutching her robes tightly over her chest. “I— I can't do that! That's—”
The dragon huffed. “Show me before I compel you to show me.”
Ruby stuck up her chin, defiant. “I resisted it once.”
“You will not manage again.”
The scholar stared those six eyes down, summoning all her human courage to stand tall against the beast. She willed herself to resist. She willed herself to be strong.
Weiss gave her a slow, unimpressed blink, and compelled her scholar.
Ruby undid the pins of her robes and folded open the front, scowling as she bent obediently to the dragon's will. Her blush traveled down her collar, splotching red over her neck, then visibly over her chest as she exposed the construct.
Ruby Rose's heart was in a tube of brass. Ruby Rose’s heart was a golem core, a multicolored gemstone buzzing and whirring with silvery wisps of arcane energy. Ruby Rose's heart was covered in cracks.
Crimson energy seeped from every rift in the core, brightly illuminating each split in the gemstone. Ruby turned away, unable to cover herself again. Weiss craned closer.
“Blood of Oum,” the dragon cursed, it's eyes fixed solely on the construct. “You made this?”
Ruby grit her teeth. “We're not as predisposed to trickery as you think.”
“Evidently. And how much of your heart remained by the time you finished the work?”
The scholar grimaced so hard she feared her cheeks would rip. “Half.”
Weiss stared for a moment longer before dropping the compulsion. Ruby immediately pinned her robes back in place, her face the color of her namesake. “On your deathbed— no, halfway in your grave.”
“Stop talking about it.”
“Stop talking about it?” the dragon parroted, aghast. “How could I ever! Ruby, you are a font! You are a singular talent! This thing you've done— and with the noose of the heavens already around your neck— it is incomparable! I would trade you for half— more than half of my hoard! And now—”
“I'm already in your hoard, Weiss.”
The dragon jolted back and shook its head, blinking hard. Its eyes narrowed. Its nostrils twitched.
Ruby watched as Weiss brought its claws up again, blue-white energy snapping between each one for only a moment before they clapped together, creating a blinding, deafening flash that sent the scholar to the floor. She belatedly threw a hand over her face and scrubbed at her eyes, blinking the colorful spots from her sight. Her ears rang.
Ruby’s vision cleared after a moment. Weiss was before her. A human, skinny and short, with skin the same shining, pearly whiteness as the waist-length hair. Weiss’ eyes were still blue on black sclera, now with two major eyes and two pairs of tiny ones clustered at the outside corners of their larger twins. She was also naked. She was also a ‘she’.
Ruby, coming from such an emotional lowpoint to this, floundered. “You're a girl!”
Weiss looked down at herself, her slender hands feeling up her own sides. “I thought I was a human.”
“A female human!” Ruby shrieked, hiding her eyes behind her hands, then spreading her finger so she could look anyways. “A girl!”
“Is that what this is?” Weiss started feeling at her own face, pulling her ears, tweaking her nose, tugging her lips. “Why are you humans so… flappy.”
“You have six eyes!”
Weiss blinked at her obviously.
“Still!”
“Of course I do,” she stated, her human voice high and pitchy— noble, some would probably say. “These aren't natural, you know. I added them, and they're not as malleable as the rest of me.”
“But— but you're a girl!”
The human that was now Weiss pointed accusingly at her scholar. “Don't act so perturbed, I got it from you!” In a very human gesture, she crossed her arms and turned away, chin held imperiously high. “And I happen to like it.”
“Well, you need clothes!” Ruby whined. “Cover yourself, it's rude!”
“Why would I cover this?” Weiss asked, gesturing over herself confidently. “I am a perfect specimen of humanity. Your people will be delighted to see me.”
Ruby, unfortunately, agreed with that notion. That people would like to see her, that is. Creepy people. Not Ruby. She did not like seeing Weiss, which was why she had her hand over her face. She was only peeping through her fingers to make sure nothing was wrong. “Some will, then they'll throw you out for indecency! Or arrest you! Then execute you!”
Weiss snorted. “I'd like to see them try.”
“Just put on some damn clothes! Please!”
The now-human dragon waved her off. “Fine, fine,” she muttered, her hands flashing together again, much less blindingly this time. “Better?”
Ruby observed the human Weiss before her, taking in the outfit. She wore almost an exact copy of Ruby's robes— pinned close to the torso, but loose around the arms and waist— only her collar was pinned scandalously open, exposing the milky skin of her neckline and the shading of her pronounced collarbone. In addition, the whole thing seemed to be made of silk rather than Ruby's linen, which baffled the scholar. “Where'd you get that?”
“I made it,” Weiss answered casually. “Vellum and parchment transmute easily to silk. From there I just made what you have, only better.”
Ruby sniffed at ‘better’, but said nothing to oppose it. “Well… it’s good. Cover your chest, though.”
Weiss puffed her chest out in petulant riposte, which made Ruby turn away. “I will not, what I have is plenty.” She approached the scholar aggressively, stomping hard with her shoulders set in a way that didn’t match the easy expression on her face— consequences of going from dragon to human, Ruby supposed. “Now show me your teleportation.”
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Showing Weiss the trick to teleportation without a circle mostly consisted of Ruby explaining, then having the experience of watching Weiss’ face cascade into a series of ‘it was so obvious, how did you idiots find that out’ expressions. It was very fun to watch until Ruby realized she was openly staring at Weiss’ face.
Thankfully, the dragon in human skin hadn’t noticed (or hadn’t cared), and teleported them both before Ruby even finished her explanation, dropping the both of them in the central square of the closest city: Vale.
Bustling crowds stopped, looked at them for half a second, then went about their day.
“W-Weiss!” Ruby panicked, grabbing the other girl and hiding her face with her robe’s sleeve. “Hide your eyes, people will freak out!”
Weiss smirked up at her. “Oh please,” she said in Ruby’s mother-tongue. “My magical eyes wouldn’t be nearly as strange as you openly speaking Draconic.” She frowned at herself. “Ugh, Dra-co-nic? That’s really what you people call it? So unimaginative.”
Ruby had to consciously search for her own language, speaking like a dragon just felt so natural now, as if she’d been speaking it for years. “Shut up,” she managed, emboldened by the fact Weiss was no longer several storeys taller than her. “People will notice.”
Weiss pushed the scholar’s arm down and motioned to the people around them, none of whom even turned. “Nobody cares, Ruby. And if they do, what I have isn’t any stranger than what you have.”
That was delivered with a bitterness that made Ruby recoil— not directed at her, but somewhere close enough that it still hurt. Nonetheless, she protested, “Well I don’t go around flaunting my chest, unlike some people!”
“Nobody is looking! Nobody cares!” Weiss darted to the nearest stall— a fruit stand— and leaned over the display to jeer at the man inside. “Hello! Hello, human! Look at my chest! My flesh is bared in this specific region! ARE YOU TANTALIZED?”
Ruby yanked her away by the collar of her robes, dragging her fully out of the square while Weiss held a smug, satisfied grin. Ruby, on the other hand, was burning crimson. “Weiss! Act normal! I’m human, I’ve been living as one my whole life, so please have some tact and listen!”
Weiss opened her mouth, but clapped it shut at the authority the scholar wielded through her raised brows. When it was clear she would defer to her, Ruby sighed in relief.
“Thank you. Now, all we have to do is grab some food and some other essentials you can’t transmute— I would assume you can turn the trees surrounding your lair into wooden furniture, right?”
Weiss cocked her head. Ruby pointed to a nearby bench.
“Furniture. Chairs, beds, things like that. For my accommodations.”
“Accommodations? Who said I was accommodating you? You’re my property.”
Ruby rolled her lambent grey eyes. “Because you’re nice and a magnanimous master of your hoard,” she said, deadpan and blatantly sarcastic. “And because I’m dying. Let my last slumber be on a bed.”
Weiss’ whole body went rigid, her eyes locking to Ruby’s. She visibly bit the insides of her cheeks. “Right,” she mumbled through her teeth. “We will get you some food.”
The scholar nodded. With a plan made, Weiss reluctantly followed Ruby along the disorganized streets of Vale, scowling with disgust but nonetheless paying rapt attention whenever they passed someone in the middle of a human bodily function. At one point, Weiss had the opportunity to witness a back-alley robbery, but Ruby stopped her by wrapping their hands together to keep pulling her along.
Weiss stared at the hand in hers, and was shocked by how warm it was. It made her realize how cold she was. She could feel her own temperature wherever Ruby touched. The red-hot fingers were like a light in the dark, shone directly into the eyes of someone who’d never seen light before, blinding, but impossible to turn away from. Without scales, she could feel them in a way she’d never felt anything before— softly. Skin-on-skin, hot against cold. Curious, Weiss clasped her own fingers around Ruby’s, squeezing them tightly. There was a little give before she could feel the bone structure. The flesh was warm. The palms were soft in some places, rough in others, which Weiss felt at by rubbing her thumb between their interlocked hands.
Ruby stopped after a while. Weiss noted the rush of red beneath her face. The scholar slipped her hand out of Weiss’ with a conflicted look that was unrecognizable. She had found a cart with an oven on it, and spoke to the fellow manning it. When she turned back to Weiss and spoke, the once-dragon jumped.
“S-sorry, what?” Weiss said, shaking her head hard at her own apology. “I mean, what do you want?”
That strange look passed over Ruby’s face again, this time with an edge of something that Weiss assumed to be guilt. “I, uh, don’t have money,” the scholar admitted.
Weiss raised her hands uncomprehendingly. “Okay?”
Ruby led her with a nod of her head. “You don’t have any?”
“Did you see me conjure any with this robe?” Weiss mocked, wiggling her large, drooping sleeve. “No? Well, there’s your answer. Dolt.”
Ruby’s voice became hot and hushed. “I already ordered, we have to pay somehow!”
“We? The food is yours! It’s your responsibility!”
“And I’m your property, so the real responsibility lies on you!”
Weiss growled. “I. Don’t. Have. Any!”
“Summon some!”
“That’s not how anything works!”
“Figure something—”
“Pies’re done!” the oven-cart man announced, pulling a pair of steaming round things out of the mobile furnace. “Ladies! And if ya don’t mind me askin’, what sort’a strange speak’re you two doin’?”
Weiss and Ruby looked at the man, then at each other, both equally unaware of how their languages had switched. Ruby looked into her eyes and, as seemed to be her wont of late, went red. Weiss felt her own face warm.
With a flick of one dainty wrist, Weiss beamed the food-man right between the eyes with a ice-colored ray of magic. “F-free,” she commanded, stuttering a little for some reason. “They’re free. For us. Thank you. Rubytakethem.”
Ruby, with only a brief look of horror towards the dragon who was now a human, dashed over to the food-man and took the pies. She yelped the moment she scooped them up, but managed to drop them onto a nearby public table before she developed burns. Ruby sighed.
“Sit down,” she told Weiss, nodding to the seat across from her.
Weiss took the seat beside her instead. Ruby gulped and focused on her own steaming food thing. “What is that?” Weiss asked, leaning close to her scholar.
Ruby stiffened again. “Meat pie. Pie crust, pie stuff,” she claimed, motioning to the bread-colored parts of the ‘meat pie’. “The meat’s inside.”
Weiss bent further down to smell Ruby’s pie, doing so in a way that got as much of her body to touch Ruby’s as possible. The girl was warm, and she was cold. “It smells nice.”
Ruby turned away and coughed, pushing her other pie to Weiss. “Eat it,” she said quickly, as if saying it slower would make her stutter.
“Huh? No. That sounds… ew.”
Ruby kept her face turned away, but glared at Weiss with one eye. “You’ll make me spend one of my last meals alone? Here I thought dragons had honor.”
Weiss instantly soured. “Stop saying that.”
“Why?”
Weiss stared down at her meat pie. After a moment of deliberation, she started shoveling chunks of it into her mouth with her hands. Ruby made a noise of horror, but she ignored the scholar. She ate. The food tasted like taste. She’d never tasted before.
She’d also never been a human before. She’d never had a reason to be one, cramming her glorious body into this form would only make her library more difficult to fully access, and she’d have to deal with being a human. She’d have human hands that burned when she shoved them into a meat pie, though it wasn’t the same kind of burn she got from Ruby’s hands. Ruby’s hands burned in a new way. Did the construct make her hotter? Or was it just Weiss?
She’d never had one human heart beating in her chest. Always four, easier to pump blood with, but this singular thing was… odd. More vulnerable. If one of her own hearts got destroyed, she still had three left; that’d give her enough time to reconstruct the fourth.
But having just one was awful. She felt small with it. She felt like someone would come up behind her and stab it, and the three thousand years of Weiss would splatter all over her meat pie. The idea made her chest tight. She ate burning food so she wouldn’t notice. It didn’t help much.
Ruby had zero hearts, and yet her body wasn’t coiled in the way Weiss’ was. Sure, she was throwing herself at the now-human in an attempt to stop her from shoving more meat pie in her face, but she didn’t have an inherent tightness. She seemed free. Loose. Like she’d done the one thing she wanted, which, Weiss realized, was probably accurate. Meeting her. She’d only wanted to catch a glimpse to die happy, and she was dying. Weiss had seen that much with her own eyes, with her own magic. Sure, she didn’t seem bad now, but such was the nature of golem cores. Ruby Rose would operate as-normal until the moment it ran out, then she would die all at once. The girl who had built a heart, outpacing her own dying one, would lose to that beating death-knell in the end. Weiss would have her books, but the world would forget Ruby’s knowledge.
The one heart was doing something to Weiss. Something bad. It beat its tha-thump, tha-thump tempo one note at a time, which made it all the more strange when Ruby’s warmth sped it up. The one thing in her chest twisted. It wrenched. It was afraid. It was angry.
Like anything else in her hoard, Ruby was hers. Nothing would take that away. Not if Weiss could help it.
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im asking this because you made a james one but can you make a jily meta if you have time🙈🙈
Anon I'm sorry for the delay in replying, I was thinking it through!! But it's nice to have something positive to talk about haha.
The loves of my life tbh. I really really like jily even though I think my snapeishness means I'm not as involved in mainstream jily fandom. I mean enemies to lovers always has its appeal and to me james and lily are a realistic, imperfect- but all the more compelling for it- appealing dynamic.
Obviously we don't get to see a lot of their actual relationship in canon, but I think that's why it's so fun to fill in the blanks. Personally I think it's pretty normal that they were drawn to each other and ended up in a relationship from what we know- they're both pretty big personalities, intelligent and charming and brave, they have similar goals and beliefs about the world, there was attraction early on (obviously in james's case, more or less confirmed by jkr in lily's- and b4 anyone starts in on lily for being attracted to him that's not something one can control, and she probs wasn't aware anyway).
Lily basically hated his guts, with good reason, so to go from that to dating there had to be a pretty big shift in both james and in their relationship (and likely lily too, or that's my belief). Honestly what I think is that in their final years at Hogwarts, the encroaching war brought on this new seriousness, and as lines were more clearly drawn in the sand it became obvious that lily and the marauders were on the same side of it. Things like sports, popularity, rivalries cease to matter in the face of a life-or-death conflict, you're forced to grow up and deal with it, and while for Severus this brought out the worst in him, for James it brought out the best.
People talk about James changing but I think a post SWM-lily was also changing. She set a very clear boundary with Sev and I think that was an important character development moment for her. Again, the war was on the horizon, their priorities were becoming clear, and I see Lily as becoming more sure of herself and her beliefs, less tolerant of bullshit from those around her. James was becoming more circumspect, more open-minded, more responsible, so when lily and the marauders were thrown together in natural alliance the two of them were just at a point where they were compatible.
I don't think their relationship was perfect and idyllic and all that, that would be less interesting anyway. It was probably hard sometimes. One thing I love when fics explore is the class differences between James and Lily; not only is he pureblood while she's muggleborn, but he comes from wealth where she comes from a humble little working-class family in the mids. There was probably a lot of stuff James didn't understand about her life; I feel like he probably tried his best anyway. Lily probably felt intimidated or defensive about her own background at times.
I don't doubt that they argued; in fact they got off on it probably enjoyed arguing with each other, given their personalities. Both of them were intelligent, opinionated, had an arguing kink, fiery people. Like I don't think it was this exaggerated screaming match sort of thing but I'm sure they loved a healthy spirited debate which maybe got a little out of hand sometimes.
I have touched on this previously but I see James as deep down pretty insecure (who isnt in this world apart from sirius black) and I think initially he was probably pretty insecure about Lily too. I do see him regretting his previous behaviour and thinking he isn't good enough for her and that he's incredibly lucky to be with her. which is true and he should suffer. but I have an upcoming scene (lily's first time at the potters') where james is like "i feel like i'm not good enough for you" and lily's like "shut up i'm the one who's not good enough for you" and they're like "great. i guess we're not good enough for each other. sorted i guess." My point being James actively tried to be a better man, Lily saw that and admired it. because she's good and wonderful like that.
Idk I guess I see it kind of as a realistic, flawed, but ultimately loving relationship. I'm sure there was a lot of stuff they had to work on over the few years they got :( but I'm also sure they had a lot of fun together because to me they just seem really compatible in so many ways as humans.
My belief is that they got married quickly because of the war (I also believe this about frank and alice, even though i see them as older) but it's likely they would have ended up married anyway, or at least in a long term, healthy, happy relationship.
Also the pottermore entry about Vernon and Petunia is my absolute fave for many reasons (love the vertunia of it all ofc) but also the little snippet about jily is golden. The double date between vertunia and jily is perhaps one of my favourite scenes I've ever written haha it's just such a good moment, basically the only canon info we do get about while they were dating.
#idk if theyre even called vertunia lol. but unironically i love them. the sausage scene is also great#jily#replies#meta#jl#long post#when isnt it a long post though tbh lol
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DOUBLE TAKE | CHAPTER ONE
pairing ; cho gue sung ( 조규성 ) x female! supermodel! british-asian! reader
summary ; You have been invited once again to the Korean TV programme 'I Live Alone' alongside the World Cup Heartthrob, Cho Gue Sung ( 조규성 ). Simple guests, who had to take double takes from each other, who could have seen it coming? No one was. Certainly, neither were the both of you.
genre ; romance, fluff, established relationship ( by second chapter cause i hate writing slow burn, i like reading them though ), angst.
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❝if you've got a girlfriend, i'm jealous of her. but if you're single that's honestly worse 'cause you're gorgeous it actually hurts.❞
You began your stardom career at the mere age of 17 years after an agent saw your photos posted through social media. The said photo was the cause of the tumbling domino effect, igniting and bursting into bold bright orange flames, into dipping your toes into the window of opportunity and universe of high fashion, colourful red carpets and long hallways of runways.
You were on your own. You were no kid, anymore. You’re moving onto big girl things like moving to the big city; flashing lights, fast-paced times, overwhelming anxiety-filled environment, big mysteries and savouring new moments. Tom Ford, catapulted your career further way beyond the horizon.
Chest squeezing. Heart thumping. Bright lights. Everyone’s attention turned to you— the clicks of their cameras. Gaze is fixed on the end of the runway. Conscious of your steps. God, you felt awkward. With the slight rock and sway of your hips, this movement didn’t come naturally as the other models did. You felt tiny. How were you supposed to showcase the intricately designed clothing when they might be snickering about how you walk?
A fellow model reassured you, ‘There was no such thing as perfection when you’ve only begun..’
Fake it till you make it they say. Well, years have passed at the age of 22, and you are now one of the most recognisable faces in the industry. You’ve walked for many runways on endless fashion weeks, been on the cover of Vogue, Elle, Harpers Bazaar, the face of Versace, representative of Swarovski and many more. Some even dare say, up and coming It Girl. You’ve accomplished a lot, all on your own.
Though, one unexpected thing came into your life, living in Seoul, South Korea. The thought never crossed your mind once. But you came to South Korea for a photo shoot with Vogue Korea back in 2019. Needless to say, you fell in love with the culture, the country’s generous and kind residents, the language, the atmosphere and — Well, obviously, the city itself. You have dedicated learning the language and culture in order to live smoothly and in harmony.
It was difficult having to fly out to New York thousands of miles away, the epicentre of jobs and Fashion Week. But, what can you say? You were used to it. Hopping onto planes needing to be somewhere by Friday? Oh, London Fashion week ends on this day but, Paris starts that day. No worries. It was painfully exhausting but that’s the life of a Supermodel.
Your life in Seoul didn’t change much. Though this time you’re receiving twice the jobs than you did before, many Korean designers have reached out to you to model for the clothing they have designed such as Rok Hwang, Eudon Choi, the duo Byungmun Seo and Jina Um and finally, Youngae Lee and Happly for their project ‘Hanbok Wave’. Not only were you attracting attention in the fashion industry but it extended to the entertainment industry, you’ve been invited to many varieties of shows to be featured in.
As your schedule began to fizzle down, you found the time to film for the TV programme you were featured in ‘I live Alone’. Dressed all chic and feminine, opting for the chunky loafers with a pair of long white socks instead of your Versace heels. Your hair is all done so beautifully. Smiling so brightly at all the familiar faces and jogging up to them for a quick embrace. A light chatter followed along with it, ‘how are you?’, ‘I’ve been doing well’, ‘It’s nice to see you again’. Strings of compliments flowed through.
“안녕하세요. I’m (First name).” You greet the man. Undeniably gorgeous, you couldn’t even focus much on what he was saying as he reaches in for a handshake, he introduces himself as—
“안녕하세요, 조규성.” The beautiful angel marks dotted all over his face like starry stars across the wide peaceful sky. But, goddamn, he’s so bright like the sun and his beauty is also so blinding it hurts. His beautiful carved nose and the sharp angles of his jaw, high prominent cheekbones. Everything about him was a piece of art. He’s a delicate and classic painting deserving to be in a museum.
Heartbeat was skipping across the street.
Filming starts at any second now and you couldn’t tear your eyes away from him. The soft fluffy brush glides across your face for the final touch-ups. Unbeknownst to you, Gue Sung also had to take a double take also stealing sweet glimpses, you had an addicting kind of beauty. It was much more than a drug. The kind of one that makes Aphrodite green as envy and red as rage. Eyes trail to every detail of your face. The way your eyes brighten as you joke lightly with your makeup artist.
“Please everyone get ready! Filming will start in 10!”
That was months ago. Time flies quickly; your home became littered with traces of him. He was everywhere you looked, in every corner, you breathed him. Gue Sung has now integrated well and was a part of your being. You have made space in your extensive closet just for him, he has his very own mug for his coffee in the morning, framed photo of you together on your bedside table, his own toothbrush and his very own corner for all the things he leaves.
Those months spent together have nothing been but elated, fondness and love. You have never been this happy, your whole entire life, you have never expected for him to come into your life at such an unexpected time. But, you thank God every day.
The sound of the familiar beeps and the sound of the front door opening echoed in your small apartment.
“자기야, I’m home!”
Immediately, you tossed your phone aside, jumped off the sofa and came barreling. Gue Sung was kicking off his shoes as he slips his face mask off, he puts his bag down and his arm stretched out wide open. No hesitation, you crashed right into his warm loving embrace.
“Hi.” You mumbled nuzzling your face into the side of his neck and inhaling his scent. He awkwardly shuffles with you still practically glued onto him and clung onto him like a koala bear, Gue Sung peppers your temples and hairline with kisses. Running his hands up and down your back. You only snuggled further onto his neck tightening your grip around his large frame.
“Did you miss me?” He whispers softly voice dripping in honey, you pull away enough so, you could stare deeply into his eyes, and you rest your head on his shoulder. Gue Sung couldn’t resist but placed a quick kiss on your lips.
“Not even a little bit.” You tease, poking your tongue out at him playfully.
“Oh? I know you did. You can’t even think about not having me by your side that’s why you asked for my number when we first met.” Not exactly a lie but, not exactly the complete truth either. You gasped dramatically,
“I don’t appreciate you lying about my name like that.”
Gue Sung hums.
“Did you eat yet?” You asked.
“No. I knew you were waiting for me.” It tendered your heart.
“Let’s go eat then. I’m sure you’re starving.” However, Gue Sung didn’t want to let go, his grip on you only tightened squeezing you against his torso. No matter how many times, you brush his arms away it would always ends up back circling around your waist.
“What? I can’t set the table if we’re like this.” You laugh light-heartedly,
“Have you always been this pretty?” Gue Sung almost coos, “우리이쁜자기 ( My pretty baby ).”
“Go take a shower! You stink.” You ushered him away towards the bathroom. Your ear pick up the sound of water splashing, you move around the kitchen, hands everywhere all at once to get the food reheated, plated and on the table before Gue Sung gets out of the shower.
It has been a long day for him, you’re sure. You take upong yourself to sit while you await for your beloved, occupied by your mobile phone. Food all laid out on the table; all simple and quick whipped up meal, thankfully your boyfriend was no picky eater. He enjoyed a variety of dishes and scarfed everything down with gusto… Except meat. He’s particular about how it should be done. Not long after, he emerges from the shower.
You held out your hand for him to hand the towel. It’s a unspoken ritual at this point; he sits down and you dry off his hair. There was something weirdly intimate about it. Running the soft towel through his damp hair. Once his hair is relatively dry, you carded your fingers through his hair brushing it off his forehead, slicking it back. He lets out a sigh of relief and softens under your tender touch.
You were so deeply lost in your task, you fail to notice Gue Sung’s blatant fond, affectionate and loving stare. He admires everything that you are from your head and down to your toe. He likes everything that you do to him.
“What?” You ask with a stupid smile on your face leaning to his level.
“Nothing.” Gue Sung shook his head.
He cups your face peppered kisses. From your forehead. Eyes. Nose. Cheeks. Finally on your lips.
One love, one house.
#cho gue sung fluff#cho gue sung fanfic#cho gue sung imagines#cho gue sung x reader#south korea nt#cho gue sung#조규성#cho gue sung ff#[ venusorbits 🪐 double take series ]
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𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧︱𝐠𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐮
﹙❀﹚PAIRING; gojo satoru x f!reader
﹙❀﹚WC; 0,8k
﹙❀﹚SUMMARY; satoru knew better than to abuse power but he loved it when you begged for help.
The summer night breeze gently fluttered your hair as you stood in the dark and desolate abandoned building. The lights of Tokyo city flickered in the distance, creating a mysterious and dangerous atmosphere. The silence was occasionally interrupted by the howling wind through the empty corridors, and the shadows lengthened, adding a touch of tension to the air.
You silently lamented accepting this solo mission, unaware that you would face a curse of greater magnitude than expected. The worn-out walls and broken windows allowed the faint moonlight to seep in, casting sinister shadows in the surroundings. You felt trapped in a labyrinth of darkness, without a clear way out.
"Satoru, listen. Tell the professor I need help," you urgently exclaimed through the communication device as you moved stealthily, trying to dodge the twisted tendrils of the Grade 2 curse that writhed threateningly before you.
From the comfort of his bed, Satoru smirked. "And what if I refuse?"
"Satoru, this is not a game," you responded with frustration, feeling the pressure mounting around you.
The building, once bustling with human activity, now seemed to whisper with an air of abandonment and despair. Inaudible murmurs mixed with the creaking of rotten floorboards under your feet, creating an oppressive atmosphere. You knew that saving civilians was no longer one of your immediate concerns; your own survival had become the top priority.
"I'm just telling you that I can't bother Yaga. Besides, I'm about to take a nap," Satoru taunted shamelessly, oblivious to the gravity of the situation.
"Satoru, just do it already!" you demanded, feeling adrenaline coursing through your veins as you confronted the looming threat.
"Say the magic words," Satoru challenged, relishing the tension and risk from the comfort of his position.
Frustrated and with no time to lose, you ended the call before continuing to ascend the abandoned building. Every step was a struggle against the shadows and the terror that seemed to lurk from every corner. The darkness seemed to want to swallow you whole.
You could feel the curse nipping at your heels, its twisted tendrils seeking to ensnare you. But before you could react, an enigmatic and familiar figure materialized in front of you. A bright, white halo formed a few meters away, illuminating the surroundings with its supernatural glow.
"Hey, that's mine," Satoru said, with a popsicle in his mouth and dark glasses hanging on his nose. Despite his carefree attitude, his eyes reflected determination and bravery.
The curse seemed to completely ignore Satoru's presence, as if acknowledging his power and being overpowered. Gojo's attention focused on you as he approached, filling the air with his overpowering presence. His penetrating gaze challenged you.
"You didn't say the magic words," he stated with a calm yet authoritative voice.
"Screw you," you replied, a mix of courage and defiance.
His smile widened, as if he enjoyed your defiant spirit. You could feel your own fear, but you also knew that deep down, Satoru found your strength and determination attractive. Despite your differences and constant clashes, there was something that mutually drew you to each other.
He didn't complain because deep down, he was delighted to leave everything behind and come to your rescue time and time again.
After exchanging glances filled with conflicting emotions, a tense silence took hold of the atmosphere. Satoru broke the silence with a playful smile.
"Don't you have something to say to me?" he asked mischievously, expecting you to acknowledge his help.
You initially refused, feeling stubborn pride burning within you. However, deep down, you knew that Satoru had once again come to your rescue. With a resigned sigh, you finally muttered the words begrudgingly.
"Thanks, I guess," you admitted, unwilling to fully show your gratitude.
Satoru's smile softened, and he looked at you with a warm gleam in his eyes. "Don't cry. Stand up and let's go. We both need rest," he said in his soft and reassuring voice.
You quickly wiped away the tears that had escaped without permission and nodded silently. Though you sometimes seemed like enemies, there was a special bond between you, a connection that transcended fights and disagreements. Together, you walked towards the exit of the abandoned building, leaving behind the darkness and danger.
That night, Satoru made the decision to stay in your room. They cuddled together in the comforting warmth of your bed, setting aside tensions and differences until the next morning. Silence filled the room, calm and serene, as they drifted off into a restful sleep.
Satoru was aware that day by day, he managed to soften your defenses and melt your heart, just as you did with him. Before surrendering to sleep, he sighed and placed a gentle kiss on your forehead, embracing you with the same intensity as you embraced him.
Yep, tomorrow would definitely be another day.
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#jujutsu kaisen x reader#gojou satoru x you#jujutsu headcanons#gojo satoru#gojo saturo x reader#jujutsu kaisen
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okay, i saw your previous ship request and i'm not used to this type of stuff but i have a massive 'the boys' brainrot so: why not? let's do this! 'the boys' ship ask!
i'm a bisexual girl (what an introduction) from eastern europe (yeah, these beautiful countries with delightful swear words like: suka, kurwa and pizda). i like belles-lettres, fashion, history, a little bit of sociology, art, museums, a little bit of everything if i'm being honest.
i'm kind of jack of all trades but master of none. i have a opinion on every topic and i like to research a lot but i'm not interested in doing anything with the universal knowledge i have. yes, i may know a lot about many topics but i will never pursue a bachelor's degree in any of it. that's why i like to write stories, essays etc. because i can speak my mind freely. one day i can talk to someone about alexander the great and then at midnight i will text you top 10 facts you didn't know about kangaroos.
i also like drama, but i don't like being in the middle of it. i will enjoy when things are getting more and more complicated as long as i'm not included in it. sometimes during in-group arguments i can act as the devil's advocate for certain person but it doesn't mean i entirely agree with them - i just want to prove that not everything is black and white.
i'm in the conflict between my head and my heart, because i make all my decisions by using brains and then wonder if i haven't left someone behind. with my closest friends and family i don't have this problem but with more casual friends i always felt some type of guilt after i did something. the same case is with my humor because i will most likely jokingly bully you if you are the person i care about, but some people take it too seriously and feel offended by it😬 (fortunately, i have a cousin who shares the same absurd and sarcastic type of humor.)
and even though i'm a extrovert i prefer small groups in which i know i can feel comfortable. it's because i deal with a lot of stress in my life and sometimes i feel overhelmed by my intrusive thoughts (mm, i know you will get me). tbh i love those friendships in which you can both be weird but also have a deep conversations. besides all the things i said i'm also more future oriented so i don't hold grudges for long. i also love telling people random stories and love when they answer to me with their own silly stories.
i gues that's it. have a nice day! i hope you're doing well!! :DD
Thank you so much for the request, you seem like such a sweetheart! I hope you like it. ☻
I ship you with...
Frenchie ♡
Boyfriend
GIF Source: @screwsupes ★ (link)
You and Frenchie have what is basically the opposite of a meet-cute. On a drug-fueled suspicion that the cashier at Fumo, a NYC pizza chain, is the supe that The Boys have heard is around the area, Frenchie gets kicked out of the establishment.
But you — bless you — notice the commotion and, both intrigued and concerned (because how TF do you get kicked out of Fumo?), went out to the parking lot. After a brief conversation with him, littered with curses in both French and English, you eventually are able to calm him down a bit, and get him the pizza he was going to take back to the coup.
Frenchie's quite charmed by you — you're a good conversationalist, and the boys really needed that pizza — and you two exchange names, but neither of you expect to see each other again. However, you end up running into each other in the city a lot, particularly at the local Jitter Bean or the scattered NYC pizza places not including Fumo.
You start out as casual friends, often sharing a smoke together (or coffee if you don't smoke) outside and chatting. Frenchie loves art, sociology, and other cultural topics, so you two have very long conversations about any and all of the above. And, similarly to you, Frenchie is very much interested in these without the distractions of pseudo-intellectual academia slop and jargon, so you two hold very interesting conversations.
Probably a month or two after this takes place, he would start developing a lot of interest in you romantically. You're funny, smart, beautiful, and you two definitely share the same sense of humor. He'd start inviting you to simple dates, like watching documentaries in his apartment or getting pizza and cheap wine from a late-night shop.
From the get-go, he wouldn't hide his involvement in dangerous work from you. Honesty and transparency is extremely important to Frenchie, and he believes that, if you two are to pursue a relationship, you should know the shit he's in.
And, you do! It's not the typical roses-and-candles affair, but it's extremely sweet, and it's extremely Frenchie; after a couple months of going out, he flat-out asks if you'd like to be together. When you say yes... queue the biggest, sweetest kiss + embrace ever.
You two have a lot of late-night conversations about philosophical topics, like life, death, forgiveness, and religion. As mentioned, Frenchie is endlessly drawn to your intellect and curiosity, and will gladly sacrifice sleep to be able to hear your input.
Frenchie loves you reading to him, and while he's not the biggest reader (he's more of an art/audio guy), he'll take on even the most difficult books if he knows you like them.
Because of your shared spontaneous nature, expect a lot of fun, random dates, like impromptu museum getaways, thrift shop ventures, and long drives. Frenchie loves showing you his favorite spots in the city, especially at the city limits.
You two are the creative duo, and your relationship will reflect that, with you two often cooking and crafting (he'll make you a cute, raggedy locket to wear) together.
As evident by his friendship with Kimiko, Frenchie is a big pet-name guy, and will call you petit feu (little fire), ma moitié (my other half), and mon rêve (my dream).
Frenchie 100% understands the conflict between head and heart — it's one of his biggest challenges in life — and will always be an ear for you to talk at when it concerns making decisions, figuring out what to do next, etc. While not as much of a small-group person as you, he respects it (Kimiko's the same way), and will go out of his way to make sure wherever you hang out is comfortable.
Early on, Frenchie will introduce you to the coup, which brings us to...
The Boys ☻
Friends
GIF Source: @vcugifs ★ (link)
You and M.M. are the most well-knit in the group. M.M.'s a very, very well-read guy, which is why you start talking; English was his favorite subject in school, and you two both share a certain love of belles-lettres and other literature. After he spots your favorite book in your bag and starts a conversation about it, you two become peas in a pod.
Additionally, you two have a lot in common mentally and emotionally, and you are essentially rocks for each other. You both struggle with balancing rationality and empathy, battling intrusive thoughts, etc., and would always be there for each other. M.M. and you exchange numbers pretty early on, and you can expect a lot of sweet, dad texts from him (you will be blessed with that anxiety-breathing-triangle GIF at least once a week).
Also, don't be fooled by his serious exterior — M.M. is a funny guy, and your senses of humor match up perfectly.
While you and Annie got off to a bit of a rocky start (she can have some difficulty with sarcasm and thought you did not like her ass), you two become extremely close. While you may see her mentally buffer when you make an off-key joke, she'll get it in a few seconds and genuinely laugh. She also isn't extremely familiar with a lot of your interests but loves learning new things, especially since she didn't have the opportunity to go to college and really immerse herself in sociology and the arts, so she loves taking book recommendations from you.
Hughie would be the same, though he'd take better to your humor — the guy's first introduction to the boys was Butcher, so he had to get used to it pretty quickly. He really, really likes you and Frenchie together, and thinks you're a sweetheart.
On the topic of Butcher, you and Butcher wouldn't really mesh at first, but you wouldn't not mesh, either. Butcher isn't the most intellectual guy, so a lot of your fun facts and conversational topics would fly over his head, but once you hang around the boys more, your sense of humor would click with his. Additionally, even if he wouldn't show it often (he's not that type of guy), he appreciates your future-oriented mindset as he tends to be a right-here-right-now person.
And, lastly, Kimiko: Kimiko loves you. Similarly to Annie, it took a bit for her to warm up to you, mainly because she's pretty averse to change and also very shy. However, as you found ways to communicate with her, she'd become enthralled with you. In the Shining Light Liberation Army, Kimiko didn't get any exposure to anything else but the Shining Light Liberation Army, so she is obsessed with your input on the arts and history, and loves to hang out with you. She'd definitely invite you to hang out a lot, particularly at museums and parks.
Honestly, I could see Kimiko forming quite the crush on you, but she'd never interfere with you and Frenchie.
So, girl: you've got a lot of good friends on your side.
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the price of power - 03
pairing: mob boss!sebastian stan x wife!reader
part of handmaid | masterlist
warnings: 18+ (MINORS DNI), swearing, mentions of organised crime and violence, arguments, angst, smut (18+), shower sex
Everything was quiet on the drive back home, the noise of the metropolitan city drowning in her loud mind as her brother’s words whispered poison into her thoughts. She was sure he was just trying to get under her skin, to trap her into doing something she didn’t want to do. Her son was safe. There had never been an attack or even whispers of trying to harm him, Sebastian had always ensured her Nate was safe. She bite the inside of her lip, looking at the numbers lit up on the lift panel. Ever since the events with Gwen, she hadn’t really returned to New York, or at least Sebastian’s New York penthouse - well, she guessed it was hers as well now. There was a mix of emotions surrounding this place but it they were mostly positive. She had always felt safe here, even if he wasn’t around.
The lift doors opened, the windows that gave view to the top of the city becoming visible. It was almost like magic, that sense of safety she got whenever she came into the home and the sight of her husband holding their son while pointing out stuff out the window only heightened it up. However, she could not deny that band around her heart got tighter as she heard the giggle of her son. He was not gonna get hurt. She couldn’t let him get hurt.
- We need to stay. - those words flowed out her mouth like a river against a dam.
- What? - Sebastian turned around, his grip growing unconsciously tighter against his son.
- My dad needs my help. We need to stay.
- No. - he took a stride towards her. - That’s not what we agreed to, Y/N. We agreed to staying in Paris where it’s safe for you and for Nate.
- How can you confirm that it’s safe? What’s stopping someone from breaking in and attacking us?
- Are you insane? Your safety has never, ever been breached. I made damn sure it’s a safe place for our family.
- What about my dad? And my brother? They shot my dad, Sebastian. I need, I need to be here so I can help.
- Staying here is not gonna help anyone, Y/N. - she took a step back, her name sounding foreign coming from his lips.
- Daniel suggested I take over for dad ... in the interim.
Sebastian features tightened and he shut his eyes forcefully, constrained and angered breathes leaving his lips. She stood there, still and looking up at him, waiting for him to say something, anything.
- That’s not what we discussed. - he sighed. She could see how he was attempting not to burst. - That’s just putting a target on your back.
- I need to protect my dad ...
- Yes because he’s always been so protective of you. - he interrupted her. - He just showed up in your life.
- He’s my only family left.
It would’ve hurt less to be shot. He’d been shot many times yet those words leaving her lips, the same lips he kissed each night with the passion and warmth of a thousand suns, had to hurt more than all those times. The truth was that he’d had nothing for so many years and now he had her and their son - those words stung more than anything else. She noticed the tiny break of his strong facade, biting her tongue immediately after.
- You’ll be signing your own death warrant if you do that.
- Don’t you believe I could do it?
- You know I think you do. You’re just not ready, you don’t know your father’s deals or associates. This is why we decided to keep away from it, at least until Nate is older.
- I am going to do it, Sebastian. My father gave up so much to keep me safe, I have to repay the favour. - he smiled, but it didn’t carry the same weight it did whenever she looked at him. It was void, almost as an expression to keep him from slipping into old patterns or hurting her with sharp words only he could muster. That was no smile to her.
Instead, he just handed her Nate, the young boy looking up at his mother as if he could sense something was wrong. She guessed anyone with a pair of eyes in that moment could sense it themselves, it was in complete opposition to what the past two months had been.
- Your father took the coward’s way out. - he looked down at his wife, with an unreadable look. - I would’ve burned the whole world down if it meant keeping you safe, but I would not let you be mistreated the way you were. But if that’s the favour you’re trying to repay, who am I to stop you?
He left and she was unable to do anything to stop him, instead staring at him, hoping he did countless things which vanished into thin air as those lift doors closed, leaving her all alone in what now felt like a darker home than before. She held in her breathe, attempting not to break down, however, after trying not to cry for a whole day combined with the lack of sleep and her husband’s words, she couldn’t help but let it down. Hot tears streamed down her cheeks as she bite her lip forcefully, attempting to quiet herself. Why was everything so hard? Things were supposed to have been easier now. As a child she always thought if she had parents everything would be better, so how come things were harder?
Y/N attempted to distract herself from her own emotions, rocking her son slowly while looking around the home. She hadn’t been here since, well, since Gwen’s almost wedding. Sebastian was the one who usually came to New York and stayed here when needed. She usually preferred to stay at their place in Paris with Nate or if she were to come to New York, they’d make a holiday out of it and stay at a nice hotel. Things looked the same, except for the photos on the frames which were now either of her or their son. Their wedding photo on the coffee table only had her struggle more at keeping her sobs silent. It had been such a happy day, even if it had been small, just the two of them somewhere in a little chapel in a place in France which she could no longer remember the name. She could’ve sworn on that day that all that was bad was behind them, so how come it was coming back to haunt her? She could deal with the bad nightmares as long as they were just that - nightmares, a succession of images and feelings inside her mind when asleep. This was real and this she didn’t know if she could handle.
Finally, the sob that she had been holding in broke through her dry lips, causing her infant son to look up at her.
- No, no ... - she whispered, recognising the face that usually led to Nate start crying. - It’s okay. Mumma is okay, she’s just being silly.
She didn’t like being alone, she didn’t like being apart from him and she specially didn’t like it when he was upset at her. Sebastian and her argued like any couple did but it was usually over stupid things like the dishes or clothing on the floor, it was never this. In the back of her mind she knew he was gonna come back, he always came back from her but as nighttime fell, she wondered when he would come back, or if he even wanted to come back at all.
Looking at her son, sleeping peacefully in his crib, she decided she was done for the day. She needed a shower and she needed to go to sleep, maybe this was all a bad dream and if she went to sleep she would wake up in a much better reality. However, the hot water hitting her skin was only further proof that she was very much awake and this was a living nightmare. She stared at the tiles, very much lost in the nothingness and the colour of them until a rustling sound followed by the glass door of the shower being open having her turn around.
- Hey. - her heartbeat slowed down as she saw him standing in front of her.
- You reck of whiskey. - she retorted, not exactly knowing what to say. Were they still in a fight?
- I know, angel. I’m sorry. - he wrapped his arms around her, the warmth of his skin against hers making her forget the bad things for a while. - I’m sorry.
- I’m sorry too. - she looked up from his embrace. - You do reck of alcohol, are you drunk?
- I tried. - he confessed. - Then I realise my wife’s at home with my kid and I’m acting like a fucking idiot. I’m sorry.
- I really need you, Seb. I need you, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I know you hate my dad but he’s my dad, I can’t just leave him and go away like nothing happened.
- I know, I shouldn’t have asked that of you. I just want to make sure you and Nate are safe and I don’t know if I can do that here.
She cupped his face, leaning her forehead against his. His fingers drew patterns on her hips, the feel of her skin bringing him comfort. She always brought him comfort, even if she was mad at him or if they had an argument.
- I’m sorry. - he kissed down her temple, leaving wet reminders of his kisses in a trail.
He took a few steps forward, her back hitting the wet tiles of the shower. His lips parted as he watched the sight in front of him. There couldn’t be anyone in this world who was more alluring to him than the woman in front of him and she couldn’t want anything more than to always experience that look of lust for him. He bucked his hips against hers, his lips meeting hers in a passion filled moment as his fingers trailed against her slit.
- I guess there are benefits to us staying here. - he kissed under her jaw. - We’d have to spend more time together.
- You don’t s ... - her words got stuck in her throat as he easily slide a finger inside of her, smiling at the wetness that coated his fingers.
- You were saying, angel? - he smirked, putting a hand over her stomach to stop her from moving her hips into his fingers. - C’mon, I thought you were gonna say something.
- You’re me ... - she got once again lost in her own thoughts, moaning as he added another finger and started moving at a faster pace than before, his thumb circling her clit. - Mean.
- Am I? - he cocked his head to the side, slowing down his pace. - Then why are you trying to fuck yourself on my fingers?
Her back arched, her hands trying to hold onto anything, but slipping down the wet tiles. She was at his mercy and she couldn’t say she didn’t enjoy it. The feeling of his long, rough fingers against her walls as he rubbed her clit was enough to have her moaning like a desperate woman. Her walls starting to tighten around his fingers, her moans quickening as she started to climb up to her high, only for it to come crashing down as he unceremoniously removed them from her. She pouted, her eyes looking at him with pooling tears at the inner corners. He took his fingers to his mouth, sinfully wrapping his tongue around them, not breaking eye contact with her. She couldn’t find it within herself to be mad at him, getting hypnotised by the way he cleaned his fingers as if he’d eaten his last meal. Smirking at her, he laid his thumb against her bottom lip, pulling it down.
- Maybe I am mean, angel, but you do enjoy it.
- Not fair. - her voice was small, almost trembling.
- Not fair? Ok. What is fair, then? - he cocked his head to the side, eyes scanning her naked body. - What do you want, angel?
- I want you.
- No, no. - he sucked his teeth, kissing down her neck. - You have to be specific, angel. What do you want me to do?
She whined, the feeling of his lips against her skin only furthering the wetness gathered in the middle of her legs and the need to have him inside her. She attempted to grind against him, yet, the feeling of his cock against her slit did little to nothing to soothe those feelings. He grew tired of her incessant grinding, stopping her hips by holding them against the tiles of the wall.
- C’mon, ask me. - he said almost cruelly. - You know I’ll give it to you, angel. Just ask.
- Please. - she whined, propping her hand on his shoulder. - Please, fuck me.
He smirked at her, rubbing the head of his cock between her folds, gathering her wetness and teasing her enough until he pushed himself inside of her. Her nails gripped the skin of his shoulder, one of her legs wrapping around his waist to bottom him further into her. Shuddered moans left both of them as he fully entered her. He shut his eyes forcefully, trying to gather some control before he started to move, setting a quick pace.
- God, you fucking feel good. - he groaned.
She was lost in cloud 9, the familiar stretch and the move he’d set along with his thumb rubbing her clit having her eyes rolling in the back of her head. All worries vanished as he laid everything on her, his grip bruising on her hip, his movements sharp and quick while his lips sucked and bite bruises which were sure to last until she began to feel herself falling apart.
- C’mon, angel, c’mon. - he silenced her pitched moans with messy kisses, thrusting harder into her until she fell apart.
She continued upright mainly due to the force of his body against hers, holding her still against the tiles. Yet, he continued chasing his high until he stilled, burying his head on the crook of her shoulder as thick ropes of white painted her walls and dripped down her thighs.
- You did good, angel, you did good. - he whispered against her skin, laying soft kisses over the bruises and turning the shower off.
He wrapped her in a monogramed, white fluffy towel and made his way towards the bedroom, kissing the top of her head. He wanted to cherish these moments, have them tattooed in his brain like wine stains. He knew what this world looked like and he knew that she was being offered to it like a sacrificial lamb. Yet again, that’s what he expected the Forrest family to do - they had always been cowards in his eyes. Similar to the rodents, escaping the fight and hiding only to thrive after the threat was gone. Parasites, most of them. Of course, he could never say that of her. She was too good for all of this, too good for her father and too good for him. He’d been happy to live in Paris, away from all this, just being in their little family unit. He should’ve known things never stay quiet for too long.
- What are you thinking about? - she leaned her hand against his cheek, her thumb caressing the rough stubble.
- Nothing. - he lied, forcing a smile as not to worry her. - You’re really gonna do this, huh?
- Yeah. Are you gonna help me?
- I’d burn down the world for you, angel. I’ll do anything.
He just hoped what she encountered didn’t take her away from him.
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A dream in a dream? It’s giving Deja Vu.
My Yunho brainrot is so strong I just had a dream about him and it was rather interesting.
Like we were a couple and the dream started with us in a car crash. I looked to my left and he was unconscious and with a big wound on his forehead from the crash.
He was bleeding all over. He was dead.
Then suddenly we were at his funeral (I fucking hate when I do time skips in my dreams).
Grief consumed me completely. And I had thought of two options in order to be with my love again.
Either commit suicide or find a spiritual way I could contact Yunho since he was now in the spirit world.
I knew he could hear me, I know he could see me. I knew he was as sad as I was.
In the dream, Yunho appeared as a blue faint fog. Like a spirit. He was standing beside his tombstone. Crying and shaking.
He couldn’t believe he was gone. And that he had lost me. I had lost him. But not entirely, because I could feel his presence, his aura. I knew he was around.
So I started calling out to him. I needed his opinion. I needed to see him. I needed him. At least one more time before he walked into the light and disappeared forever.
I moved closer to his tombstone where I could sense his presence strong and potent.
“Yunho? L-love?” I called to him.
Which was answered by a chill running through my hand left wrist and up my arm. Was he…. perhaps touching me? He was here indeed. And that triggered me to start crying.
I then felt the same chilly cold touch on my cheeks, as if he was wiping my tears away (I also hate how a lot of the stuff in my dreams I can actually feel while I’m dreaming, like remembering it I can feel his touch).
I tried to contain myself. I cleared my throat. Then I spoke up.
“Yunho, im so sorry….. you didn’t deserve this. You don’t deserve this. But….. I need to know.”
I took a deep breath and looked up as if trying to imagine I’m looking into his eyes.
“I want to be with you again. But I don’t know how. Is death, suicide the only way?”
I then felt the chilly cold touch on my shoulder.
How was he going to answer me? I needed to ask yes or no questions and ask him to throw something like a rock if the answer was yes.
I proceeded to ask so and he didn’t throw the rock. Which meant no? I wasn’t sure what to do. I wanted to be with him so badly. He was my world. My life was so numb and colorless without him.
I would succumb to the claws of death itself if it meant I could be with my love.
I told him what I wanted. I felt him shake me by my shoulders.
Perhaps he didn’t want me to sacrifice myself for our love. For our reunion. But I had nothing to loose.
Life was sad and lonely anyways, I thought.
We ended up agreeing to it somehow. A lot of begging on my part. We thought of ways to end my life without making it so painful. Another car crash? We didn’t have another car. Perhaps jumping off a building, it needed to be super high. A lot of people that jumped only ended severely injured. So we scratched that.
Then we thought about the method most victims use. Self harm. Perhaps a slash wound to my neck, the jugular vein? A big slash on my thigh? The veins there are sensitive and you loose a lot of blood rapidly.
Or simply just twisting my own neck and falling unconscious to the ground. That was fast, not painful at all. A quick blow and I was gone.
So we agreed on the ladder.
And then everything went black, until lights started to cloud my vision. I could see again. Then two feet before me, long legs, that beautiful slender form. Then those beautiful brown eyes that always made me weak. Yunho.
We hugged and kissed. It felt so good, lively. Even if we were dead now. We were now with each other again. For eternity.
Ehhhhhh. Yeah I tried my best to remember the dream. Most of it feels like a fog. I woke up crying, is all I will say.
Anyways. I thought maybe, if somebody could write a story of this, please do. I woke up from that dream so empty and sad. Like a piece of me was missing.
And I guess I just want the emotion to be put into words.
A lot of my dreams are of similar topics and emotions. They all feel lively, like I’m actually there. But this one took a part of me. This one left me feeling numb.
Also I apologize for any grammatical errors, I’m quite tired and not in the mood for proof reading.
#ateez#yuyuonabeat#ateez hard hours#ateez imagines#ateez yunho#jeong yunho#ateez jeong yunho#a dream in a dream#Deja Vu?
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Cyv Reads Homestuck - Act 3 Wrapup
where doing it man
where MAKING THIS HAPEN
Holy SHIT, where do I even begin? Act 1 was fun. I enjoyed it. Act 2 intrigued me. It kept me wanting more. Act 3, by all accounts, has latched its hooks all the way into me. I am IN, dude. While this act retains the quirky and random interactions that made the previous ones so casually enjoyable, the astonishing leap in the density and frequency of narratively interesting content here is undeniable. And now, at the end of it, I'm the most excited I've been to see the next turns these insane plot threads will take, and how these characters, who have fully endeared me by this point, will develop.
All of the characters have been left in a place that leaves the story ripe to explore so many things. Starting with John, who has now reached the first gate. I have no idea what that even means for him. I know that it was the goal, and that apparently each will be more difficult to reach, but we haven't been told in any way what the journey to those other gates will actually entail. The side story with his dad trapped in the dark kingdom has also been fun to witness, and I'm sure we'll be getting more of that soon enough.
With Rose, it leaves the most obvious cliffhanger. Now that she has also entered the Incipisphere, what happens? We've only seen one character in this environment thus far, so who's to say what adding another one to the mix will even look like? Dave has obviously been tasked with being Rose's server player (the ways he fucks with her game even in the face of imminent despair was absolutely hilarious) so that leaves me to wonder if he will also be transported into this world at some point, but also how Rose will be able to simultaneously manage John's game now that she has a client world of her own to take care of. The other interesting thing with Dave is his relationship to his brother, which clearly hints at the parental figures in their lives being absent in one way or another. With Dave also so clearly seeming to look up to his brother in an immense way, I think that could lead to some really great storytelling.
And then, there's Jade. Oh lord. What can I even say about Jade Harley, other than rambling off the many ways in which I was bewildered by her constant disregard of every "normal" aspect of the three other kids. My point being that she is a total and complete mystery. She seems extremely sweet, and almost aloof, but has by far the most compelling narrative implications of any of the cast. Not only does she not have surviving family at all, instead being cared for, or at least assumed to be, by some sort of magical dog creature of unknown origin named Becquerel, but she is also living on some sort of secluded island littered with ruins that seem to beg the reader to ask their purpose. As if that weren't enough, we now know that she is capable of using her dreams to see into both the past and future, to reasons that are unknown even to her. And as we've already seen how this can drastically affect the events of the story, including in the thread we've been following surrounding the odd denizens of the post-apocalyptic future, I have no doubt that this will play a large part in things going forward.
Finally, the mystery of Sburb continues to deepen, as several of the characters keep finding control rooms, symbols, and various other interfaces that so clearly resemble the iconography of Sburb. Just what the hell is this game? What is its true purpose? How does it tie in to the overall balance of light and dark in the world that has been proclaimed to us? I have a feeling that these questions will not truly be answered for a long time, but the breadcrumbs are enough to keep me fully engaged. Even the lore of this world itself, the idea of the Incipisphere, Skaia, and the two kingdoms in constant conflict for eternity, and all the things that this cosmology implicitly allows the exploration of, is so exciting to me.
Whew. So yeah, I guess that's about as condensed as I'm going to get my thoughts on this one. What a wild ride. I guess here are some other miscellaneous things to mention:
I read the entirety of Sweet Bro and Hella Jeff. What a horrid, crusty, amazing archive of media.
Of course I know that the trolls will eventually enter this story, but I have zero spoilers for the context or even who they are as character; just that they exist. Thus, I've kept track of which trolls have appeared in Pesterlogs so far, and those are: carcinoGeneticist, grimAuxiliatrix, and adiosToreador. So we'll see how that goes in the next act.
The concept of Jade's dreaming mind/dreambot and the golden city, including the sleeping John Egbert, is clearly important. And clearly has something to do with whatever species is roaming the deserted future. But I have such little idea of how to begin parsing that at this point that I don't have much to say about it. But I am absolutely keeping it in mind
If you actually read all of this: Damn. Thx for inexplicably caring what I have to say despite being an irrelevant poster and like a decade late on this shit :P More (much smaller) updates to come soon as I move forward with this story
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