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Best one by far.
#obey me#obey me swd#obey me leviathan#obey me collab#obey me x village vanguard#still trying#to distract myself
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#johnny silverhand#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#cyberpunk2077edit#myedit#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#johnnysilverhandedit#virtual photography#click for better quality#currently in pain#so i'm taking new shots of johnny#to distract myself#✌🏻🥲#enjoy#never noticed that little spot on his beard#also his hair is so nice#how
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You 🫵 did amazing on the Seunghan text. I miss him so much it’s not even funny😿
Anyway thank you for still being here and writing for our seven boys
🤍anon
thank u for reading!!
#ᡣ𐭩 wonhes answers#🤍 anon#still here despite not engaging in any riize content 😍😍😍#went back to txt and skz fully#to distract myself#😭😭😭
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people making theories and cultural analyses and all i can think about is how i get dizzy whenever the captain inspector is on screen
#his name is akk bc ack så vacker han är#i should go into the tag to check what the rest of you are up to#to distract myself#the sign the series#keung talks
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Okay so ive gotten through the syrup village arc and the going merry has been secured in the anime! my thoughts so far in regards to anime versus live action. There's pieces to both I like and I could pick apart for days. But the main one I will loudly complain about right now is WHERE IS JANGO?! I WANT JANGO! He legit made that arc. I am now crushed that i was denied jango until now. Also why didn't they give kuro his back story in the live action?! I need to see alexander maniatis in that captains coat covered in blood (for scientific purposes mind you). Also why was it just usopp where were his pirates?! He didn't have his cute little crew 🥺 like imagine them helping out in the live action I need that.
#i need jango#come on live action#why you do me dirty like that#yes im obsessed#i need something#to distract myself#one piece#ranting#jango#usopp#captain kuro
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The rodimags gods failed me.....
#i was trying to write more of my fic with them#to distract myself#and instead.#got the shittiest news possible. its so fucking over#why am i here? just to suffer and cry?#goddamnit
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Hello gene blogger, I am sorry you are going through it :(. This is the strangest ask I have ever sent so Feel free to delete this if I’m overstepping. but if you are ever interested in getting weed I recommend Vance-global dot com
They are doing a Fourth of July sale right now so you can get like 2 week’s worth of delta 8 edibles for 14 dollar
Good luck with everything regardless!
LMAOO thank you but i actually think that weed would make my mental health a lot worse (and there's a history of people in my family being allergic to thc and having seizures when high so its not a good idea for me to try it)
#also i feel like weed has more of a calming effect and i dont wanf to be calm i want to feel like Life is worth living#i want to have a manic episode!!!!! <- joke#actually i will try anything at this point but really i just need to watch a new tv show or something#to distract myself#ask#tw weed
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Going full Xmas Luna.
#to distract myself#from feeling like im the only one not to get shuka or galala's onepiece yet#lol#.....
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i feel weaker than my own mind
#typewriter dings#i try to do what everyone says#to distract myself#or to combat it#but my depression amd anxiety always win#they always beat me up#i always lose
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blugh okay.
like this for a starter.
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Me at 911 Lone star season 4 releasing later
These spoilers are intense 😬
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good morning—have you ever thought that one of scarlett variants is jean grey ( or the other way around ) ?
#yeah i'm starting the day with#a random stuff bc#t's already too hot to exist here#so i need something#to distract myself#❅ wιтнoυт arrowѕ ( ooc ) ❅
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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thought too much about judaism i feel sickkkkkkkkkk
#avoidance it is then#forgot why i don't do this anymore#for someone who has 'jewish' in her username i'm sure not#i won't say jewish enough i won't say a good jew i won't send myself down those thought spirals#i sure hate judaism#writing down these things kinda helps and kinda makes it worse#just gonna go read new mutants#to distract myself
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arcane season 2 spoilers
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"Can you feel anything?"
Viktor's foreign body shudders against his will; your fingertips trace down his chest, tingling, sparking, akin to little specks of light burning into his second-skin. The sound of your muddled voice barely registers. His head tosses back with a slight thud, hair fanned out as a halo. He allows your knees to bracket his waist, and keeps his arms sprawled above him — despite the aching in his dead heart to just touch you. The pulsing of the arcane beneath his system is hardly under control yet.
It would be a risk he's willing to take, a necessary step to learn, if it were anyone else besides you.
And Viktor does feel — so much, in fact, but it isn't anything explainable. The festering in his core, threatening to come up through his throat. The whirring, the throbbing of every muscle, rich with glowing rivers of purple. Shining with a mixture of magic and energy and his own blood.
He's only distantly aware of your hand when it reaches his stomach, examining the juncture between cool metal and unholy flesh. Gears and bolts mimic the outline of ribs. Your touches are curious, distinctly gentle. Picking up on old habits, and trying not to break him, still. Then, your palm reaches up; it boldly cradles his cheek, brushes his pallid skin. And this, he can sense.
It's familiar, human. Excruciatingly soft when your thumb brushes the space on his cheek, just above his beauty mark. It puts an easy feeling back in his chest, something he almost began to believe he'd forgotten. As warm as a shimmering sun, as molten as liquid gold.
Nothing else matters but this moment, but you, and him. There is no outcome, across each expansive universe and every edge of the arcane, where the two of you would not meet again like this. You were meant to. Born and reborn to.
Your gaze finds his, soft eyes glancing down at him, your expression crossed between pain and relief. You eclipse all of his vision: light fuzzy at your edges, your face a hazy memory that he'd still see with his eyes closed. You're a reminder of what it means to be alive.
Viktor doesn't envy you. You've told him of nightmares, before. Dreams you had before this, of your mind putting yourself through the tragedy of watching him die ages before you truly had to. It must be difficult to see him like this, despite your best attempts to hide any uncertainty.
Your hand shakes. He can feel it trembling, unsteady on his cheek. And every molecule in Viktor's system explodes, laced with the yearning to remember — to let hazy lovesickness swell within his palms and his new figments. To pull you closer, in an effort to convince himself you won't be taken away.
Every echo of you is innate. Your voice, your name, your fingerprints. Your presence has the Hexcore — or what's become of him, what has embodied the Hexcore — blissfully, endlessly silent. The way you look at him, soft and brutally innocent, puts a chasmic, vivid hole in his center. Gods, you still look at him the same, just as you did when the two of you were young and innocent. The rot in him tells him he isn't worthy of it.
Viktor's eyes swirl like kaleidoscopes. Drops of crimson swirling in pure water. Your brows pinch, a sight he finds frustrating and pretty, as you silently examine him. Emotions curl in your lungs, tearing and hungry and knife-like; stricken with attachment, or perhaps blaming yourself, Viktor figures.
Exhaustion runs heavy in your expression, reminding him of looking into a mirror. He knows this look. You haven't slept. Haven't given yourself any form of a break, it seems.
So, he takes a chance.
Your hand brushes some stray, messy strands of hair from his forehead, just as Viktor guides his weak arm to reach for you. You don't tense, don't move. He can hear your breathing, thinks he can still feel his. There isn't an ounce of fear in the way you look at him. You have always looked at him like he holds the world in his hands. And now, perhaps he does.
His hand finds your cheek, same as yours. Copying, following. Thin, delicate, purple-hued fingers trace the edge of your face clumsily, still learning how to touch. Still afraid the line between hurt and healing might be blurred, and you are the one person left that he can't let get caught in the crossfire. You lean into his palm, trusting, and let go of a breath that makes your shoulders shake with the weight of it.
Viktor thinks of crying, despite the press and pull in his chest that convinces him he shouldn't be able to. He can feel you. It isn't like the few touches he's experienced so far, or the aching, anomalous strength he's been forced to get used to. It contradicts the very constructs of everything he thought made sense.
Your skin is so soft, sickly familiar. Viktor holds your face shakily, afraid to move. He can feel your individual atoms. Innumerable sparks just beneath his touch, galaxies upon universes of stars in your name, that beg to be grasped, possessed, cured. He cradles you with all of the devotion of a prophet, with all of the tenderness of a past friend: an almost-destiny, a saved seat at the edge of something more.
Would clumsily pulling you in, and pressing his lips to yours feel wrong, or tangible — like nothing, or like everything?
"Vik?"
Your tone, sweeter than honeysuckle, sweeter than anything he might deserve, brings his vision back into focus. He blinks. Gaze never tearing away from his, your fingertips drop to thread the hard edge of his collarbone. A silent plea, can you feel this? You find each curve of his bones and his body easily, the details already memorized. Viktor senses the ghost of you, your touch gentle, something like home.
"I'm not sure," Viktor finally answers; and the scientist, Hexgate creator, still-ambitious part of himself is hardly satisfied with that answer. His voice is quiet, distant. As though he isn't there, despite the lingering, familiar tenderness to his tone.
The fried synapses in his brain can't yet separate a caress from a threat, he just perceives the lingering energy. He believes you could be the one to teach him the difference.
This time, you let your palm press flat to his chest. There's a hum that attempts to mimic a heartbeat, a lack of coolness or heat. The action presses your form closer to his, guides you to lean part of your weight on him to bring your faces far too close. Sharing in the same reflection. Allowing each breath to be measured, along with every hesitation.
What should he start with? Should he embrace you, holding you tight and close like you're sacrificial? Should he grab your hand in his, press his palm to your skin to measure your heartbeat? Lace his smallest finger with yours, to make you a promise like he used to?
He can't promise you peace, nor the life you deserve, but if you came for him now, was it not a swear to follow him anywhere?
There are still so many things left to feel, and every red thread has always begun and ended with you.
Can you feel anything?
Viktor guides a hand over yours, keeps it to his chest selfishly; he meets your gaze, he hums, "Are you eager to find out?"
#assorted thoughts about purple viktor because I have the strong urge to put my hands all over him#can you tell im distracting myself from the horrors#viktor x reader#viktor x you#arcane x reader#viktor arcane x reader#viktor arcane
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Historically, ugly boy band members have often tried to distract from their faces by doing the absolute most with their hair (beards, dye, never-cute braids), but Rupert P. couldn’t even be bothered to put that mess under a hat
#historically accurate#ugly boy#band members#have one on me#he tried his best#to distract myself#started from the bottom now we're here#faces in things#by doe⠀( she/her pronouns‚⠀age 23 )#the absolute worst#most wanted#their hands#beards and tattoos#dyed hair#never again#cute bra#but really#p chan#even bech næsheim#brother eye#to put it mildly#that me#under a violet moon#hatsune miku
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