#to be CLEAR while they both tried to claim it was bpd and mania in retrospect i think it was just the mixture of ptsd and my ocd | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

istillgotlove · 10 months ago

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sometimes you get put on antipsychotics because you're fixated on someone you've known like a couple months that you're experiencing intense symptoms around when in reality you're going through the greatest loss of your life but you're not thinking about that at all 🙏🙏

#incoherents #i was so normal in 2020. actually 20/21yo me would like this album the most but folklore was definitely better for processing this shit #than ttpd #so not complaining folklore was the first time i actually started letting myself feel that loss AT ALL. i still block it out every second #oh also the new bright eyes album i sometimes let myself feel it LMAO #to be CLEAR while they both tried to claim it was bpd and mania in retrospect i think it was just the mixture of ptsd and my ocd #getting to a paranoid level #miss the intensity of it though #my entire life now is just absence

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