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WAKFU REDESIGN AND REWRITE SERIES PART 2
Yugo
Okay I really should've started with Yugo but I just had so many ideas for Eva I had to let it out. (link to part 1 here)
And with Yugo, I have the exact opposite feelings, because... he's fine. He's the main character, he's a kid, he acts like a kid, he's very thoughtful and kind... I don't have any issues with his character.
But! Theres still ideas i have!
For example, I never quite liked the idea of Yugo being the Eliatrope king and yeah, I know hes a child but he never really... gave me leader vibes, yk? Tbh compared to Adamaï he severely lacks the assertive personality. After finding out that hes the last airbender Eliatrope, he doesnt even care for the culture much. Or like- at all? Hes mostly excited about his superpowers- AND THATS FINE, hes a literal child, but still... a supposed king.
So either make him more invested in his people (you could make a whole arc outta that! He gets hyperfixated on figuring his heritage out he forgets about the here and now - tho that really does sound more like Adamaï) OR make him state outloud that he already has a life and doesnt want to start another one! He likes his friends and adventures and doesnt need anything else... until he does. Make him grow and find parts of himself he didnt even know were missing. New values, a culture he can be a part of!
(Also AU where Yugo actually cant use his powers properly so they only inconvenience him (like accidentally teleporting his stuff) and he tries to stay away from his heritage as long as possible until Grougal is just forced to drag him out the house is so entertaining 2 me istg)
So im fine with the story Qilby has spun, where he and Shinonome are the leaders cause HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE?? And anyway, the Adventure duo finding out about Qilbys betrayal through random goofy shenanigans seems pretty in character lmao
Design
I like Yugos design (except for the shoes, they absolutely haunt me) so I mostly just put my own spin on it rather than changing it radically. I briefly debated on giving him a tail or more dragon-like features but then I realized he lived a normal life before all this lol the village would PROLLY NOTICE
Tho it finally hit me that Eliatropes cleatly have deer features- like the little fur thingy at the end of the Eliatrope cap resembling a deer tail??? How did I not notice that??? But I think his s4 outfit resembles a bat way more so idk?
I gave him white freckles like the bambi spots and light blue "wakfu" spots on the back instead of the runes on his chest he has in the Qilby final boss fight. Also I couldnt decide which outfit I like more for s1-2 so which one do u guys like more?
I havent watched season 3-4 but I did a potential s3 Yugo look as well, I had fun :))
Yugo art dump
#wakfu#wakfu redesign#wakfu rewrite#wakfu fanart#yugo the eliatrope#yugo wakfu#long post#pinpainting#yap pin
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hii again (i sent the josh/chris with a nipple peircing request teehee, i absolutely LOVED what you did with it holyyy)
i was wondering about your thoughts on our characters with a size difference/kink? particularly with a shorter reader? (although mike with a taller reader actually makes me CRUMBLEEE because holy god, he'd be so whipped) also i apologize because none of my asks are likely to be completely gender neutral, i unconsciously write reader inserts as feminine unfortunately 😭
but in particular, mike and chris (chris hyperfixation been hitting hard because of you. it's all your fault, i say with heart eyes)
i wasnt positive if youd already done this, but i thought id ask just in casee
i imagine mike being cocky about it, but not too outwardly. he would more-so just tease you about it, but he makes sure to be gentle as well. hed think its just soooo cute when youre pressed up with your back against his chest, struggling to take just two of his fingers inside of you, you huffing a "fucking hell" in pitiful anger as you curse your genes under your breath, wanting him to just fuck you already. hed chuckle breathily into your neck, kissing the soft skin under your ear sweetly. "you know how this goes, hon. we need to get you all ready for me.. wouldnt want you to get hurt, now would we?"
chris, im a bit more uncertain how he would feel about it. i cant remember how tall he is off the top of my head, but he's taller than mike in game, isnt he? i feel like hes definitely used to people being noticeably shorter than him, almost all his friends are (if not all of them), so he's not usually very surprised when he encounters someone shorter than him. but then he meets you, standing at an almost sad 5'1", and he is WHIPPED. not even sexually, he just wants to hold you. you're like the perfect size for him to spoon and hold, and oh god- have in his lap. he would definitely, when hes sitting, pull you straight onto his thighs at any given moment - with absolutely no struggle, might i add. (i live for beefy!chris)
OMG, and do NOTTT even get me started on sex. he is basically using you to get off. after youve finally taken him inch by inch and gotten comfortable, as soon as he's close to finishing, he's gripping your hips, grinding and slamming you against him like his own personal fleshlight. he really didnt mean to be so rough. he apologizes for it after the fact, of course he does, because he really didnt mean to, you just felt so good and tight around him, and he just lost his resolve... i feel like hed forget his own strength sometimes? leaving bruises occasionally from accidentally gripping your hips too hard, or at least he gets close to it. hes just not used to having someone so much smaller than him. youre like a tiny teddy bear.
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HELLO ANON OMG??? we’re gonna kiss rn bc… i am also a size kink enjoyer… i love me a big man!!!!! also it’s okay if ur asks aren’t gender neutral! i am afab myself so i totally get how u can lean a certain way without realizing!! i don’t mind :3
heehee now for the sauce i am so hype for this currently…
for this, i’m gonna focus on the smaller reader x bigger mike/chris, but if any tall babes want me to elaborate for them, i 100% can you beautiful gorgeous lengthy creatures you…
mike!! absolutely reads as a man who would (not subtly) have a size kink!!
if you’re shorter/smaller than him, it makes him feel so strong, definitely an ego boost.. watching you struggle to take him? your little hands on his body?? HELLO??!!?!!!
and even if you’re taller/bigger than mike, that’s a still a total ego boost if you let him dom you… watching someone who’s physically capable or possibly assertive totally crumble for him? LORT!
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it’s so hot to me when a big ol man is so teasing about his physical advantage, but also gentle with you to make sure you’re okay… Mike is one of those guys, he’s a perfect mix of teasing and gentle, like his words make you expect he’s gonna be rough, but he genuinely does take care to not hurt you!! it’s cute to him when you get all whiny, his big hands on your body, one helping to stretch you a little… y’know, to make it a little more comfortable! it makes him wanna cave a little, hearing you beg sooo sweetly, but he’s gonna make you wait! it’s for your own good♥️
and chris.. drools..
chris wouldn’t realize he has a size kink necessarily.. it’s normal to like how big your hands look on your partner’s, isn’t it? doesn’t everyone feel a little extra riled up at the idea of their partner needing a lil extra foreplay to take them?
so he wouldn’t openly acknowledge it as a kink, but it absolutely is, without a doubt. just imagine… chris’s big hands squeezing your hips and thighs, basically throwing you around like a little ragdoll… bc i AGREE! chris is a strong guy who doesn’t recognize his strength sometimes, he’s just too eager to please!!?! his grip on your hips tighter than he intended, leaving little purple splotches where his fingertips had been before… UGHH!!
#🍒#anon ask#mike munroe#chris hartley#until dawn#chris until dawn#mike until dawn#until dawn smut#until dawn hcs#multifandom writer#smut hcs#chris hartley smut#mike until dawn smut#mike munroe smut#chris until dawn smut
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Okay but why do François and Arthur keep separating if they are the only ones who understand each other that well? It's their arrogant personality? Their vicious habits and need to be correct? Bc I actually see françois more aggressive and Arthur more permissive in the end which seems to be contradictory to what I see people writing in the fruk shippers. I don't get it, no hate
Nah nah all good valid question and i do agree actually on most of what you say.
They dont separate in the traditional and common way we associate humans and human relationships with. Not fully.
Lets say they spend a vacation together. They go to the beach and drink and find bars and terorrize supermarkets during their stay. They are happy and content and a destrucrive power couple. But they are still nations and nations have more responsibilities than two moddle aged human men could ever have. So they clash on a thing or two. One takes a stab at an old phychologial wound thought healed. The other gets irritated but doesnt express it (cus emotional repression is legal apparently) and he takes a jab at the other at their weak spot. And they are irritated at each other and start to bicker bc both are too hardheaded to apologize or talk like people who didnt grow up during the middle ages. Now any small mishap irritates the other. A big fight then separation. They dont see eath other for a longer period of time after that. They might hit it off again with an old friend/enemy/lover and its fine. The problem is that François knows exactly what to say and what nerve to pick and get on it to get Arthur to react as he wants. And Arthur is too much of a sarcastic person and generally a man who enjoys a good challege which he might not get from everyone he interacts with. At least not precisely the way he likes. Like Alfred, Arthur gets bored seemingly quickly with a person. Also his affection can be missinterpreted as belittlement or even a jibe or taunt. He portrays himself as polite and appropriate but in truth he is a hard man to get along with. And few people know how to deal and distinguish his comments.
So after a randevouz with Portugal whom he hasnt seen in a while, he is once again sitting at home by himself pondering what takeout to get bc who has time to cook these days. He is still annoyed with francois but doesnt think too much of it. So after a while something happens and he wants to talk to someone about it, so having all but forgotten their little feud he picks up the phone and dials the french phone number. François picks up and you can hear the irritation in the "I thought the lord is still pissed at me. What a surprise." To which Arthur responds with "Oh do shut up. Now listen I've recetly got word that......" because who can be as stubborn as mules yet forgetful as fish at the same time? These two.
I do think to a certain degree Arthur is more permissive. Especially as he got older and saw his empire sink into that ocean he loved so much. François has more of a need to prove that he is still on top of the game so he does tend to be more assertive in some situations and discussions.
Even if they dont speak to eachother for multiple years at a time, something will come that hauls them back to one another. Be it shared history, mutual understanding or good gossip.
In short, small things break them apart and smaller things bring them together.
#i miss them holy fuck#i need a holywood movie set in the 1880s in the english countryside and they are sitting at the breakfast table eating and insulting#eachother as they pass bread and wine and butter to oneanother#i need them stressed and on a time crunch trying to figure out a plan durong wartime#i need them say last words to eachother as they both die but have the last words be somthing like we should have stayed home today#hetalia#ask meli#hws england#hws france#fruk#my headcanons#im sorry if it doesnt answer ur ask but i did enjoy your point of view very much anon
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We know JK didnt write the songs from his album, but he made very clear in interviews that he made sure to look for translations of the lyrics and to learn what the songs are saying before choosing them.
Oh so he got all translations and understood very well but still went with those fuck ass songs like 3D ? There's a line between sexy/explicit songs vs vulgar songs. 3D was very vulgar with many appropriate comparisons about women and sex... and JK still chose to sing them and include in his album. Forget they are all about him fucking women and orgasm but I thought he said none of songs is about him personally? Or is 'jikook song' narrative is only when it feeds the delusions ?
I love that this is what is stressing you out🤣🤣🤣
Let's get somethings straight..... pun intended
The Jungkook wrote a het song narrative was beget by you and yours- I and other 'Jikookers' debunked it and Jungkook confirmed our assertion that he DIDN'T write it.
So you and yours delulu point number one.
Check mark please.
Now here you are spinning the narrative into well he understood the lyrics blah blah blah blah 🙄
To that I say, OF COURSE HE DID.
We, the true stans of captain private Jungkook do know, BEEN KNEW, been always aware of the FACT he does check out the lyrics to the songs he covers and sings and he always understands what it is that he sings about or recommends.
Which is why we've always said he's queer coded as fuck because of certain covers certain song choices certain artistic lens and expressional point of views- he may not have written there for you but he sure as hell understood what the song meant its romantic connotations, it's queer artist and its queer codes and he superimposed that on Jimin as the object of his lens.
BOY I'm holding on to something won't let go of you for nothing. I'm running running just to keep my hands on you- is pretty much a rewrite of standing next to you one would say. Or perhaps the vice versa.
Jungkook is drawn to certain themes in music either gay or straight and he's selected one that talks about boy love gay love as layover over a footage of another man he filmed- I'm glad we can agree, you and I that that is something because he is neither ignorant of or stupid to know how such a content would be understood by the General public especially those outside Korea.
So I do agree with you, all jikookers agree with you that Jungkook checks out the lyrics of the songs, that he understands what they mean yadda yadda yadda.
The only delusional person I see here, is the individuals who fail to read any queer meanings into GCF tokyo and the many other queer coded moments of Jikook- wait that's you isn't it?????
Oh and FYI, we also know he's dated WUHMEN in the past and said he didn't particularly enjoy it or understand what the hype was about and never felt real love while dating the girlies.
Yet I think he found real love with Park Jimin and it knocked him off his feet. Gay love. Mh mh mhh
Love it for him.
Edit: and in case you missed the point here, 3D is a very commercial project not very personal to him. He had to choose and do what will sell....
Compared to a personal projects such as GCF in Tokyo where he didn't care how it was going to be received by fans or the commercial market- hell when he was advised to choose another member to generate clout and buzz he refused. He chose a gay song for that instead to promote same love.
That's how personal it was for him. No?
So there's that. What do you think about that too?
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Hi, I hope you're having a wonderful day 💌 I've been struggling for a while. My closest friend (really, she was like a sister to me and not really a cousin) just hurt me badly by falsely accusing me of something that I didnt do and ganging up on me with the rest of our friends in our little group. I was accused of doing many things that I didn't do and even when I gave my evidence that I genuinely didn't do anything, they still wouldn't believe me. In actuality, it was just the consequences of their actions coming up to bite them and they have no one else to put it on but the person who's been pulling away from the group because they felt left out (me). This happened recently and I've been trying to move on and forgive all of them for what they wrongly accused me of doing and the ugly stuff they said afterwards, but it's tearing me apart how someone who I was so close with from childhood would betray me and abandon me for someone they started getting close to only a few months ago. I've always kept people at a distance for most of my life, but I finally started opening up last year and even more this hear (after being hurt by many), this happens.
I guess, my question is, how do I move on from feeling hurt and betrayed by a close friend? How do I properly forgive them?
Betrayal can be very painful, especially when it comes from someone you trust and care about.
Give yourself time to heal and process your emotions.
You can try writing a letter to the person who betrayed you. Writing a letter is therapeutic because it allows you to express your feelings without interruption.
It’s important to try to understand exactly what it is that you feel upset about. The more specific you can be about what you’re feeling, the easier it will be for you to work through those feelings.
When you’re ready, you can talk to your friend about how they hurt you. Stay composed while you explain how they hurt you and let your friend give a viable explanation and listen. Avoid arguing, but be assertive with your point of view.
Forgiveness is not about forgetting what happened or excusing the behavior of the person who hurt you. It’s about letting go of anger and resentment so that you can move on with your life.
Remember that life is a growing experience.
We can’t shield ourselves from experiences out of fear of getting hurt because we won’t know how to navigate situations when they arise. You will have new friends, and you will lose friends. You deserve good friendships. But you need to use discernment when making new friends and learning who to trust.
Figure out what type of values and characteristics you are looking for in a friend. But always remember that you can’t look for another “you” in others. Everyone is different and disagreements are normal in relationships/friendships.
If the relationship is important you guys will overcome it. Maybe you won’t, but it’s okay. Because you allowed yourself to let someone in and that’s huge!
Life is funny and just because you may outgrow someone one day, doesn’t mean that your paths won’t intertwine at another point. You will also meet loads of new people who are aligned with the version of you that exists at all points in your life. At all the versions that will exist of you 💗
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nope, sorry, but original bi mike anon is right. when they discuss suzie in s3, mike's 'disgusted' face is not repulsed at the concept of girls meaning he is gay lol. even if he was, that would be crazy rude and odd - if a friend was telling you that they have a partner of the gender you werent interested in, would you bother asking if they were cute if you didnt think they could be???
(and of course he didnt mean is she cute like a cat or a baby lmao that would make no sense in the context of romantic partners)
but mainly, mike's disgusted face is not one of disgust at all, but incredulity. incredulity, people! it's the same face he makes when el dumps him. it's literally 'no way!'
there is a chance this was all part of mike's heteronormative performance (and to me this is more likely, because i vibe with gay mike too), because why was he the one to ask that question, and in front of el too? you can see her grumpy face. he was performing, asserting masculinity and im-attracted-to-girls-ness in front of el and will and alllllll his friends.
but even so, that face is not disgust. it's disbelief. we see mike make that face a lot.
even if you were queer and dustin was talking about his new girlfriend, a gender you aren't attracted to, you're not going to be physically repulsed by the concept that your friend finds someone hot. thats almost as bad as homophobia but towards het relationships lol. mike is just like no way did dustin pull a hot girl and at science camp of all places. we know this cos it ties in with dustin's own arc that season, the conversations he has with steve about being true to yourself.
dont also forget that if mike is doing all this performing a role (which he is), then dustin's confidence in his taste in women and his genuine happiness in the relationship is what will make mike insecure, not the idea that girls are gross lol. many gay men find women beautiful, but in an artistic way rather than attracted way. i am straight but dont find women gross lol. and i dont think a tv show needs to stoop that low just to show mike is gay.
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ok hold on now that im thinking about it im gonna ramble some more about theater related things
disclaimer disclaimer despite feeling a bit awkward at times and nervous because everyone else has already been in other shows together and is friends with each other vs me not really knowing anyone everyone still has been nice and the director and stage manager are sweethearts and the lead actor is very cool and talented and its been a better experience than my last show and i certainly dont have any issues where people are being nasty to me like i did with my last production but ok the thing im thinking about is ok. im going to the opening night of this other play tonight right. because this is another play our theater company is putting on right. the way this theater works is that generally two plays are like kind of around the same time where one is being performed and the other one is still in the early to mid rehersal stages but its all the same theater company right and some of my castmates are in this show and we all get in free since we are actors and part of the company right and its good to support your castmates with their hard work on their other production its a lot of work to be doing two plays at once
and anyway there was this time where. ok one thing about me is i blend into the background when im offstage and it is very common for me to overhear things people dont necessarily mean for me to hear or want me to hear for better or for worse. so there was a time recently where i was offstage waiting for my time to go in and these two people start talking about this other play theyre in. and they just start absolutely trashing a girl whos in it with them who i realize is another castmate in the production im in and she just wasnt needed at rehersal that day so she wasnt there to hear them but the way they were talking about her was just so cruel and i moved away at one point because it just felt really gross and i had half a mind to speak up and say something but it was like at the time i didnt know who they were talking about so its not like i could be like hey dont talk badly about her or thinking its none of my business.
but it still bothers me specifically because these people were being so elitist and putting this girl down saying "oh shes trying so hard but shes just not good. she just isnt good!" and i think the director of that play is also kind of weird or making weird decisions but thats not the actors fault if the director is demanding they perform in a weird way. and it really just boiled down to these two people (who btw are twice the age of me and the other girl) were just like... asserting that theyre sooooo good and that theyre so skilled and know the play better and that if it were them theyd do it this way etc etc while just being so nasty and cruel to this poor girl who they admitted is very obviously trying her best and putting a lot of effort. frankly i am more impressed by and rooting for someone who may not have as much experience or skill but is putting a lot of effort and heart into their performance over someone whos got a lot of experience yes but is going to just treat their cast mates like shit like this lmao. i lost my train of thought but oh no wait there it is
its like a pet peeve of mine when people in theater think they know your role better than you do or know better than the director does and tries to like upstage you or says well i could do that role better or i wouldve done it this way. like ok but you arent doing the role. you arent the director. a theatrical production is supposed to be a group effort were all supposed to be working TOGETHER to tell a story and create an experience and get across a specific message and atmosphere to the audience and i hate how often people seem to forget that and want to be like WELL I COULD DO THAT BETTER and to be clear you may be thinking but kes you have said you could out act certain hollywood actors and thats diffwrent because im not a fucking cast mate of those rich and famous actors who barely are able to have a good meaningful deep performance because they got their roles through money and connections and being conventionally attracvtive. its different yknow.
and in the end it makes me sad. it just makes me sad to know that the issues that i have with the usa acting and theater industry are still within a smaller scale community theater. i genuinely think community art spaces are so incredibly important i wouldnt be alive if it hadnt been for community theater and its a disservice to be letting people be so fucking snobbish and elitist and cruel like yes i take our community theater productions seriously and we all put a lot of effort andnheart into it ajd ive seen some really moving and impactful amazing performances done by small community theater groups but also this is not fucking broadway you do not have to be so back stabbing and cruel and you dont have to act like you have some kind of heirarchy ladder to climb, both of these things can be true
also as a note for example like. i dont really agree with some of the acting choices the person im understudying for is making. but thats really just because we are very different people and every performer is going to do things differently! i dont think theyre a bad actor in any way and i can clearly see theyre putting a lot of thought and effort into their performance. and in the end even if i dont agree with how theyre doing it thats not my decision, its the directors decision for how she wants the character to come across so that the story can be cohesive. plus our director knows more about this play than any of us she literally did her thesis on it. but anyway what im saying is that you can not agree with your castmates acting choice while not being a fucking asshole about it
anyway whew thanks if you read this ramble lmao i just want theater to be a safer healthier kinder place and i care a lot about acting and theater. everyone be fucking nice for the love of god
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He Came Home In A Bad Mood
My son was in the kitchen playing this evening when his dad came home. The school had given him a sensory play bin which has some beans, a scoop, some tongs, and other things. My son was pretending to cook food with the tongs. So, when his dad pounded on the door, I went to let him in as quickly as I could because it was very cold outside. When my husband came in, my son ran up to him holding the tongs and said, "Burger King, Burger King! What would you like to eat?" I had been playing this game with him today, giving him my order so he could 'cook' it for me.
Well, as soon as my son asked him what he would like to eat, I saw the tongs abruptly hit the floor, leaving my son stunned. It occurred to me that his father had knocked the tongs out of our son's hand. I had been sweeping the floor and, at first, I thought he had reached out and slapped our son, but when the tongs hit the floor, I concluded that he had just knocked the tongs out of his hand. Still, I wondered what was wrong with him. He had just walked in. What could he possibly be so mad about already? My husband, then screamed at our son, "Greet!"
Oh. He was so irate because our son had not 'greeted' him properly. Our son is required to 'greet' him with, 'Daddy, welcome. How was your day?' Verbatim. Our son must say this upon his entering the house. He cant just run up and hug him. He cant just say 'hey!' He must let this be the very first thing he says to his father. My husband has threatened that if he does not, he would be punished in some way.
Immediately, at being screamed at, my son 'greets' his dad . Too late. For the offense of attempting to play with his dad instead of officially 'greeting' him, my husband told our son to go to his room. My son went from having fun, relaxed and playing carefree in the kitchen to crying about having to go to his room as if he had done something so terrible. He didn't understand why he suddenly had to go to his room because he knew, and I knew, that he had not done anything meanspirited or disrespectful. He was absorbed in his play and forgot to immediately recite his father's greeting this time.
I went to our son's room where streams of tears were falling down his face to explain that he had just forgotten, that it looked like his dad was in a bad mood. I kissed him and comforted him so that he wouldn't feel devastated. He tries so hard to please his dad. I know that he will never be able to do it, just like I will never be able to do it. I have made good progress in accepting that. I wonder if my son will ever be able to accept it. I told him that I wanted him to cook me a hamburger and that I would be back in 5 minutes to get it. This perked him up and he was smiling again. I went to finish sweeping and went back to check on him and my hamburger. I read one of his favorite books to him.
He had stopped crying, but he told me that he was sorry. He was still thinking about his crime. I asked him if he wanted to tell daddy he was sorry. He said that he wanted me to tell daddy for him. I didnt actually think an apology was in order. I feel like, if a child forgets to greet you perfectly from time to time because they are distracted by something, a reasonable, loving parent should be able to accept that without becoming enraged.
My son had his arms around me and was practically hiding behind me when he stood in front of his dad and said, "I'm sorry daddy."
"Sorry for what?" His dad harshly replied.
"Sorry that I didn't greet."
Good, I thought. Now he should be satisfied. But I was wrong. His father grunts as if to assert that he should be sorry and then he tells our son to brush his teeth and go to bed. My son didn't get it. He was proud of himself for apologizing himself. He thought he was free to leave his room. I explained that his dad actually told him to brush his teeth and go to bed. My son asked me why he told him to do that. Afterall, he had not meant any harm in the first place, he had spent some time in his room already,and he had apologized. I told my son I didn't know why. His dad is just a mean, demanding, controlling, unforgiving jerk. But, of course, I did not say this to my son. But I told him to just go to bed so that his dad would not get any angrier. He probably did not like that I went into the room with our son to play and read with him. So, he had to do something to counter what I had done.
My husband has invited another Nigerian friend of his to stay in our home. This person is supposed to arrive Wednesday this week and stay a week. My husband wants to take this visitor on a road trip to the Grand Canyon. Before I knew of his plans to take a road trip, he says to me, "What do you think about [our son] missing a couple days of school?" I asked for what and when. He said, "For a road trip. I want to go the the Grand Canyon." He said our son would miss Friday of this week and Monday of next week. He even said that I could go. I said I didn't think it was a good idea for our son to miss school. He probably only said I could go to keep up appearances with his friend.
I said it was not the best time to go to the Grand Canyon with this arctic freeze that has recently enveloped the country. I said we don't even have good tires to take a road trip. Well, he said he was going to use one of his business trucks, not one of our personal vehicles with bad tires. He completely ignored my other concerns. He spoke as if he had already made hotel reservations. So, really, it didn't matter one bit what I thought about our son missing school for a road trip he wanted to take with his visiting friend.
Im actually afraid to go with my husband on a road trip. I'm afraid for my son to go with him. He is not a responsible person to have safety in mind. He is overly proud and doesn't want to take any of my suggestions on things I might know more about. He doesn't cherish us to keep us in security. I fear he won't drive safely. I fear that his poor decision making might leave us stranded in some hazardous conditions. I feel that if the circumstances allowed, he would leave me for dead somewhere without rendering any aid to me and would return home like he didn't know what happened or like he did everything he could for me. And people would believe him. Yet, it would be World War III if I tried to prevent him from taking our son so that just he and his friend went. I dont want him to take our son without me. So I'm planning to join them.
Early Sunday morning around 5 am the temperature outside had dropped to 9 degrees. My husband is still turning off the central heating at night. Why is it that he is planning a road trip and making hotel reservations when apparently he can't pay to adequately heat our house at night in these frigid temperatures? Why spend money on a road trip when he can't buy new tires to replace the bad ones on our cars? Why spend on a road trip when he hasn't paid the bill from our son's recent ER visit? Just to impress a friend? Or maybe his friend is helping him pay for the road trip?
My son has what looks like a canker sore in his mouth. My husband thinks it is caused by a pinched nerve. Everything is caused by a pinched nerve to him. My son has a hard time not poking at the sore in his mouth. I hope it will heal soon. I hope his dad doesn't try to make him go on the Grand Canyon road trip if he is sick.
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and even if the ableist(s) truly DIDNT know better.. people saying shit like “i can’t believe you have to tell people this” doesn’t do anything to help. you’d think if so many people truly were so flabbergasted to hear of ableism and the ignorance that sometimes fuels it, they’d go out of their way to spread awareness. but are they doing that? generally, probably not. so it comes across as asserting acceptance of disability as common sense, which is a denial of the lived experience of many disabled people and of the simple fact that ableism affects all kinds of disabled people on a daily or near-daily basis, and then just.. forgetting about it. not saying anything more. it’s insulting.
if you’re really so shocked and distressed, spread the word. otherwise, maybe stfu? & either way, you don’t need to declare your shock at the existence of ableism. well-meaning as you may be, it’s only—at BEST—a reminder to disabled people how invisible we truly are, how invisible our experiences are, even for those who are visibly disabled, and even to those who may think themselves our allies. it’s no comfort to anyone except the person saying it. utterly unhelpful and ignorant, regardless of the context
i find it interesting that a lot of people act like ableism (and bigotry in general) is a simple thing that only silly people need to be told because it's "obvious".
going "I can't believe you need to tell people this" undermines the lived experience of disabled people but i think it also mischaracterises bigotry as ignorance instead of just... like not giving a shit about other people? something people do deliberately? something people learn and don't care enough to unlearn?
people who are annoyed at disabled people being loud, eating unconventionally, walking slow, taking up space, isn't an instance of random abled people explicitly thinking "that's not a human person" though it can come across implicitly. it's seeing a disabled person and immediately seeing them as an obstacle or inconvenience before seeing them as just some guy. it's centring their own comfort over our personhood.
which ends up dehumanising the aforementioned disabled people but it's not out of like. being too stupid to know that other people exist? also blaming bigotry on low intelligence/mental illnesses/disability (brain damage) etc. is massively ableist. also you don't need to handhold every goddamn bigot by assuming that they simply didn't know better
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“but asserting the artists MUST be colourblind because their colour choices are so shit I would say at least comes under "invasive"” thank you for telling me this! i didnt know serval said this either. i just wanted to see if my feeling was wrong about why serval got banned, and i was! /gen thank you fr “Sit down and shut up.” i always forget how aggressive anons can be here. while i do appreciate the background info, cuz it does help, theres no need to be so… aggressive? over a question? though, in all fairness, this is a salt blog, so idk what i honestly expected LOL
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Metal Gear Mania Day 3
Game: MGS2
Major spoilers below the cut!
Today started with an unfortunate back to back case of forgotting to save I hadn’t saved the previous night after learning about the patriots and had to repeat the Nikita puzzle and acquisition before i went of to save Emma I did the Vamp boss fight and got to her and brought her back to the boss arena where I then accidentally cartwheeled into the death water and then accidentally pressed exit instead of continue so i had to repeat the boss fight and do the cool water level again. The E.E. Part of the game was welcomingly straight forward and simple after really getting blasted with patriot knowledge and especially in contrast of what’s to come I like Jennifer Hale in just about anything and she did a really good job here, enough to make me forget she was Naomi in the last game. She was charming enough though on a side not i found the conversations with with roses Mary weird at this point some of them make sense later and some of them didn’t I really didn’t like the one were she get jealous of Emma no real big judgment on the scene just made me uncomfortable as did a the serene where she’s dying and says stuff about her wanting otacon to see her as a woman and then otacon says he had affair with their mom both things I really want to gloss over. I did get pretty effected by Emmas death. A combo of seeing otacon just get totally ruined and myself being close with my siblings made me feel some type of way also final heroic gesture being ineffective or halted despite the effort they took always guts me in stuff since I was a kid and we got that with the computer virus, also The Fucking Handshake. Ive seen gifs of it before but when you hear the meta gear theme playing for the first time in the game and the emotions of the proceeding scene fresh it just hits in a such a way, and I think that might be the last normal cutscene in the game. The last like 40-50 minutes of this game is fucking insane. I talked earlier about the slow unraveling of threads and this point they take the spool and yank leaving you spinning. Revealing that Olga is Mr. X was pretty cool i dint see it coming but i also didn’t really think about Mr.Xs identity a lot and had zero theories still i really liked Olga by the end her kid being held by the patriots and her willing to get super own zoned because only raidens life signs needed to be up for her kid to survive was cool and I liked that it wasn’t like super overplayed and didn’t overstay its welcome. I like when a charter is like “oh I’ll for sure die to achieve my goals / save my friends” but is chill about it. The fucking Russian nesting doll of reveals on top of arsenal gear made me feel things I can’t articulate some combo of getting hype fro the reveal in terms of like narrative and gameplay execution and the first person bewilderment to match raidens. A while back my brother watched a documentary about Hawkeye a program used in tennis do determine out of bounds calls and some other stuff and he came back from it kinda shaken something about objective reality and perceptions of it or something I didnt get what he meant then. I think I do now. The last part of that game deals a lot with stuff about the self and personal identity and if we can really know anything about ourselves other or the world around us even though it leaves with an assertion that to an extent what we choose to believe and be is just as real as any objective truth, I really liked that the face of all these big uncertainties and questions from raiden snake just said “fuck that we are what we are our beliefs thoughts and actions subjective as they are make us people and people should and can do so much good if they put themselves to it”
The last things i want to talk about are how well done all the stuff with Campbell turning out to be an AI was and how the reveals of the s3 plan recontextualize the fucking design of the game. I talked at length yesterday about how effective Campbell is at creating this sense of unease in the early and middle parts of the game. I love scenes of layered flashbacks revealing stuff at the end of mystery stores and hearing Campbell acting goody towards the end and raiden saying how he realized he’d never met him in person gave me, the player on of those in real life every sitlted response every out of character action replayed in my head that was now also armed with the knowledge that the patriots have AI capabilities and I went nuts the best kind of mystery story telling lets you have these moments and similar things happened to my brain during the first s3 plan reveal. The fact that the game having a lot of similar set pieces moments and structure to the first went from an understandable if unremarkable product of making a sequel to making real diagetic sense and having a naritive purpose is insane. Ive never seen a game weaponize the fact that during gameplay you’re at some point going to see things as they which is to say designed by a person. That’s just a fact of the experience its not good or bad it just is but using that as a part of the story is geniuinly brilliant and some of the best example of something very uniquely suited to the medium
That’s about all I have I dont think i was able to put my feelings into words as well as i was yesterday but thats most likely cause so much of them are still very fresh and raw right now
If your able you should absolutely play MGS2 its one of the best games Ive played in a while and I’m so unbelievably excited to move on to
#metalgearmania#mgs2 spoilers#excited for 3 haven’t played it outside of the dress up sequence on my brothers 3ds copy ages ago
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reblog if you fully and intentionally are referring to aspec people as well when you use the word queer to refer to the community
clarification in tags
#some ppl seem confused so ill try to clarify#this a thought that came along when someone referred to queerphobia as 'transphobia or homophobia'#(im not sure if they were actually only referring to those- it just spawned a thought process)#and i was thinking#i feel like a lot of people's automatic idea of queerness is the first four letters. when they say 'queer' they arent considering aspec ppl#so i wanted to make it clear that my vision of 'queer' absolutely includes them. that when i say 'lgbtq community' i mean them.#intentionally.#just as much as everyone else.#lgbtqia#lgbtq#lgbt#aspec#asexual#aromantic#ace#ace spectrum#queer#i dunno i kinda wanted to say it aloud#to assert that i didnt forget about you#captain's log
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Request: (only do if you want :0) AOT characters teaching short reader to dance
I NEVER ANSWERED THIS, THIS IS SUPER OLD!
I'm sorry, let's just dive into it!!! (I went for partner dance headcanons, sorry if its not what you had in mind 💗)
AOT x teaching short reader how to dance
Featuring: Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Jean, Reiner (if you wanna see someone else, just send a request!)
Eren
is slightly humored at first at the fact that you don't know how to dance
which is so fake of him, cause honestly, neither does he!
"Can't be that hard, let's try" he says, as he offers you his hand
When you take it and he pulls you closer he realizes how tiny your hand feels compared to his and he LOVES IT
Will guide you through the whole thing absolutely clueless, but very sweet and carefully
would probably from time to time ask to give you a fresh up course, cause he's getting a little bit obsessed with this
Mikasa
would be absolutely chill about teaching you how to dance, cause she's very good at literally teaching anything
she's so calm and patient, what more could you want from a good teacher!
and the girl's got ABS, so training those lifts? no problem at all, she lifts you with ease and makes you feel secure and steady in her grip
but mostly she'd honestly enjoy the quality time with you
if you're blushing a bit during practice or seem sweaty and out of breath when yall take a break? don't worry, that's her shit
Armin
Okay look, I feel like he'd be amazing at this, I'm not sure why. That's why you came to him for help, obviously!
He's super euphoric about helping you out, and wants to get started right away
places himself infront of you and pulls your waist a bit closer, fixing your posture (and asserting dominance maybe heh)
while slowly walking you through the stops he gives little advice, praising you for being a quick learner, or ever more motivation if you're a slow learner
would either way absolutely enjoy guiding you through, y'all are so cute GET OUTTA HERE
Jean
why the heck did you come here for advice, this would be so chaotic
not being able to admit he also doesn't know how to dance OR being able to tell you No to your cute face, he's in it (to survive it)
it would literally take like 4 minutes until you ask him if he's got any idea what he's doing and the answer is NOOooo
but you would have the greatest time anyway, you'd figure it out together, learn how not to step on each other's toes (after doing that a lot) and being super silly
if there isn't any music he would humm a little melody to dance to, it'd be very cute
Reiner
he knows how to dance but still is super nervous when you ask him for help
like he's got the steps and shit but he's just not confident in teaching someone else! still he'd never refuse the request, being a gentleman and all, like we agree on that, right?
halfway through practice feels like you're a bit lost with the steps SO HE LIFTS YOU UP (yall saw this coming, didnt you), puts you on his feet, and dances with you like that
it would be so effortless and honestly, it actually helps you remembering the steps!
he forgets to put you down and let you try on your own though, cause he gets lost in how cute you are, oh well
#aot#attack on titan x reader#attack on titan#snk#eren x reader#eren yeager#eren jaeger#mikasa x reader#mikasa ackerman#armin x reader#armin alert#jean x reader#jean kirstein#reiner x reader#reiner braun#aot x reader#aot headcanons#aot fluff
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Attitude
A/N: Lord knows I got a nasty attitude when I get in my feelings. I swear I’m working on it 😭 Anyways, when my past entanglments used to (respectfully) put me in my place, it had me feelings some things 🥴 so I’m translating that into headcanons. Hopefully this will get me out of my little writer’s block. Hope y’all enjoy ❤️
Warnings: cursing, implied sexual activity
Todoroki Natsuo:
natsuo is generally an easy-going person so it takes a lot to get him riled up
when you get an attitude, it doesnt really bother him bc he can understand where you’re coming from
but dont get too disrespectful bc he’ll remind you who you’re talking to
like when you do poorly on an exam and it just ruins your mood
you don’t feel like talking to anybody so you ignore his text when he asks you to meet up for lunch
he’ll assume you didnt see it or youre napping
but then he spots you on campus and goes to hug you
he notices you’re stiff in his arms but doesnt think much of it
“did you see my text?” he asks
“yea, sorry. i forgot to respond.”
that makes him give you a side eye bc that’s what you usually say to people when you just didnt want to answer their text
“it’s okay if you had other things to do. you just had to tell me—“
“i said i forgot, okay? sorry!”
his head kind jerks back in surprise but he drops it
he’s a todoroki, so instead of giving you space, the dense™️ gene activates and he’s all up in your business
even though he’s only being a good bf and trying to cheer you up, you’re annoyed af
texts you throughout the rest of your day about how you’re doing even though you respond with two word sentences
shows up to your dorm and you only let him in bc you feel bad
and he brought food
but now you’re regretting it bc he’s just yip yapping away and his cheery attitude is pissing you off
fed up, natuso finally confronts you after you snap at him one too many times
“what’s with the attitude, y/n”
“i don’t have one” (okay miss girl)
“well you’ve been acting like you have one all day”
you smacked your teeth and got up “i don’t care natsuo. if you think i do then you can just—“
“y/n”
natsuo barks your name in a way that makes you turn your head
he grabs your arm and firmly tugs you back on the couch so you’re face to face with his frown
“now i dont know who you’re mad at, but i know it ain’t me. so you can either sit here and have a conversation with me like an adult or i can leave bc i don’t need the attitude”
you: 😮
you keep up an annoyed faaçade but inside youre melting
who knew natsuo could be so assertive?
like damn, okay daddy
you apologize and telling him what’s got you so sour
once you seem relaxed, he goes back to his usual self and y’all end up cuddling until his hands start roaming your body
next thing you know, youre making great use of the couch
needless to say, you were back to your normal self the next morning LMAO
Shigaraki Tomura:
shigaraki is not the one
he might have his moments, but ever since he grew into his role, he expects everyone else to do the same
he lets his friends and loved ones get away with a lot of shit so he doesnt think it’s hard to give him some respect
and usually, it isn’t
but ever since he woke up, he’s been practically ignoring you
you got one kiss and a “missed you” and he kept it pushing
like bitch, wtf?
you know you were being selfish and petty but you went three whole months without dick your man and for him to pretty much ignore you bc he was “busy with his responsibilities” was making you feel some type of way
king of the underworld or not, you weren’t gonna take this laying down
for the next few days you were ms/r. petty 😌
every time he tried to greet you, you’d just nod your head and keep walking
he’d try to kiss you and you’d turn your head so his lips would land on your cheek instead
if you came back late, he’d ask you where you were, just to try and make conversation, and you’d just say “out”
shiggy is confused atp and it’s pissing him off
he didnt have the time to ask you about it before it got bad
there’s a meeting with the higher-ups, talking about the next game plan and you walk in about five min late bc you were held up with a previous responsibility
shigaraki happily regards you
“y/n, good. we wanted to wait for you before we started.”
“oh that’s suprising. didn’t think you’d notice my absense. sorry for the hold up,” you bite before sitting down with a huff
everyone: 😦
you: 🙃
shigaraki: 🤨
the people in the room are sweating bc now that shigaraki was thicc™️ and highkey indestructible, he was actually really scary now
even though you were his respected s/o, no one knew how he’d react
surpringly, he ignores your attitude and starts the meeting; so everyone forgets about it
the meeting goes on and whiles someone else is talking, you notice your bf shuffle his chair closer to yours
you give him a side eye “what do you--”
shigaraki grabs the side of your neck in a firm grip and pushes your ear against his lips
“i don’t know what’s up with you, but watch it, sweetheart” he whispers before he goes back to listening like nothing happened
you: well call me scared and horny!
when the meeting ends, it’s just the two of you and he eventually figures out why you’re being like this
he gives you a smirk and calls you a spoiled brat before laying you across the table and apologizing to you in the best way he knows how
Dabi:
lmaooo funny how you think this man gives a fuck
you’re really beefin with yourself bc he don’t got enough energy to deal with the pettiness
if you act way out of line though, don’t put it beneath him to retaliate
you give him nice, he’ll treat you sweeter
but you give him bitch, he’ll give you bitch back tenfold
it’s the same for you
you’re just as jelaous and stuborn as he is
you’re perfect for each other but still a lil toxic in a good way 💀
one time, you dragged him to go grocery shopping with you (he really hates how much he likes you lmao)
whiles you were a ways away getting something, a woman came up to him and started flirting with him
*spidey senses activated*
you watch from afar, expecting him to immediately turn her down but he “plays nice” and you can see him gobble up the attention
it’s not until she asks for his number that he points to you and she genuinely apologizes before taking her leave
dabi acts all surprised when you throw a soup can in the cart and stalk off
“you good bro?” he asks
“i’m great and i’m not your bro” you say, but there’s a clear attitude in your voice
you couldnt even hide it on your face
he’s mad confused, but dabi doesn’t push it bc he doesn’t time for all that
“okay, be mad by yourself lol”
you weren’t even that mad but now since he wants to be funny, it’s game over
“and you go fuck your other bitches”
he literally turns into that nick canon meme
dabi’s head is spinning
bc wtf are you even talking about, my guy?
“yooo, i dont know who you talking to but i know it’s not me”
“who tf else is here, dumbass?”
now you got him heated and he’s this close to just walking up out the store
but he thinks youre hot when you’re being crazy so he stays
he grabs your wrist to stop you “you’re doing a lot”
you snatch it out his hand, “and you didn’t do enough when that woman came up to you and started putting moves on you!”
ahh, so that’s why you’re angry
dabi’s anger fades and now he’s chuckling
“oh so you think this is funny? i’m not gonna stand here and be disrepsted by no man looking like a fucking burnt piece of charcoal--”
he pulls you into his arms and smothers your rant in a kiss that makes you see stars
you’re lucky the aisle is empty bc you spend the next ten seconds with his tongue down your throat
when he pulls back, he smirks at your speechlessness
“well this burnt piece of charcoal is your man. no one else’s. and don’t forget it, doll-face”
he smacks your ass and walks away leaving you nearly skipping behind him
#todoroki natsuo#natsuo x reader#shigaraki tomura#shigaraki x reader#dabi#todoroki touya#dabi x reader#bnha headcanons#mha headcanons#bnha x black!reader#mha x black reader#mha x poc!reader#bnha x poc!reader#bnha x reader#mha x reader
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⚡ astrobservations p.2 ⚡♌
🌟 houses
*this is a new theory i came up with but we might experience the energy of the opposite of our houses. for example, as a 1h venus person you may act more like a 7h venus where you avoid confrontation and value keeping the peace. as a 7h venus, you may act more like a 1h venus where you give more appericiation to your appearance and be more aggressive and argumentative.
as a 6h sun, you may find it more difficult to accomplish tasks at hand and be productive and it may feel like a burden to you, but you may easily get in contact with the astral realm and embrace your higher self.as a 12h sun, you may easily be productive and finish tasks and chores but struggle with surrendering to the divine, diving deep into spirituality or struggle to accept your gifts.
*mercury in 7h love to debate other people and share their ideas with other people
*jupiter in 5th gives excellent stage presence and abundance of creativity, its the ultimate performer and creator placement. people with chart ruler in 5h jupiter are often destined to become a creator/performer which can even mean being a tourist guide or a youtuber
*mercury in 5th people are never boring and they are extremely pleasant people who will make everything 5x more fun than it is. school work, chores, everything is funner with them!
🌟 synastry
*be VERY careful when getting into a relationship with 8th house synastry, especially if you are the planet person because you will most likely form an extreme attachment and obsession to the house person that will last for a very long time and can go into unhealthy lenghts. because you are the planet person and this is 8th house synastry we are talking about, the house person has immense power over you and they know it. they can see right through you. as the planet person, you want to be their one and only and feel they empower you, which makes you crave to be with them more because they give you power and their presence helps you get through anything. you will never forget about them and they become embeded in your subconscious. the house person will feel disturbed and triggered by you psychologically. but they become fascinated with the planet person. this makes an extremely transformative relationship. they bring out your true personality (especially if your sun is in their 8th house) to the surface and you trigger the heck out of them. the planet person usually finds the house person when the house person is at their rock bottom and sometimes vice versa.
*venus conjunct sun synastry has an effect where the venus person is widely known as the sun person’s sweetheart. the venus person becomes a magnefied and known person in the sun persons life, almost like a celebrity couple/duo while the sun person is known by the venus persons’ favorite people and inner circle mostly.
*12th house synastry is a BITCH i fucking hate it because it makes everything so blurry and unknown you have no idea wtf is going on but you also cant make your way out and you idealise the person a lot
6th house synastry is EXCELLENT because you’re involved in each others lives so much. more often than not, you spend majority of your time in a day together whether by hanging out or texting and the planet person usually reports the house person what are they doing during the day (like a random text of “im repairing a bike rn” or “im going to x, i’ll be back in awhile” etc) and you care about each other A LOT. the planet person can take a director role in the house persons life and they help each other a lot
mars conjunctions are wonderful synastries for sticking through thick and thin, it makes a very dynamic and sexy couple
with mercury in 7th house synastry, it’s IMPOSSIBLE for the love to remain as a secret if it’s a romance relationship. it will come out. one of you will admit it sooner or later
🌟 other
*wherever your mars is placed in, is where you’re not scared to take action or assert yourself. example: my pisces mars friends are not afraid of getting in dangerous waters likecliff diving, swimming in wild waves, going too deep in water etc. i, as a leo mars am not afraid of putting myself out there and performing
*sagittarius suns love to eat, while sagittarius moons have less appetite and desire to eat
*aries moons love themes of war, they have a warrior-like approach to most things
*aries-pisces people turn war and warriorhood into fantasy and make it dreamlike. (example: grimes’ (a pisces sun aries moon) WarNymph persona)
*i didnt observe this myself but read that mars opposite uranus people have deranges pasts with knives and it’s SO true.
*fire moons enjoy energetic and upbeat music, earth moons love chill music (like indie, lofi, can be r&b too maybe), air moons can enjoy techno music&rap, and i’m not sure about water moons cause i don’t have many water moons in my life but i’m thinking they would enjoy songs with lyrics or beats that make them feel something and songs with stories. i’ve seen that they tend to listen to music of all kinds. earth moons openly discriminate amongst genres and dgaf
*pisces placements have divine intelligence and are revolutionaries. this is rarely mentioned and pisces are often described as “airheads” which they are because of their giant imaginations and unique thought process but it’s a sign of intelligence. pisces people pick up on ANYTHING so quickly, absorb information like a sponge and analyze it themselves to form an opinion and understand it. their thoughts and opinions often dont make to other people or shock them. they will bring revolution and newness into whatever area they are working with. (example: einstein, rihanna, grimes (she’s literally trying to make the “ethereal techno” an official genre and creating avatars. revolution), billie eilish, kurt cobain (helllooo grunge king), paul mccartney, copernicus, aamir khan, steve jobs are all either pisces suns or risings
*sagittarians are similar in the sense that they like to discover new paths. they have the star quality (walt disney, britney spears, brad pitt, nicki minaj)
*it makes sense that the world’s most famous celebrity right now is a leo (kylie jenner)
*sagittarius and gemini risings have thick and pretty hair. it’s well styled and you want to run your hand through it. they’re physically advantaged
*aries suns and moons will just create trouble if they cant find it cause they love to throw themselves in tricky and dangerous situation as they feed off of it
*cancer moons get fucking poetic and dramatic at the slightest conflict, argument or emotional moment like they fucking channel the spirit of shakespeare. shhtoppp
*air sun, moon, mercury & venus dont like sadness, depression or traumatic memories so they will often program themselves to forget about heartbreaks or traumatic events and move on like they never happened or change the story and tell people different stories about what happened to convince themselves and twist reality.
*moon-saturn often naturally restricts food intake
most socialists/communists have taurus and sagittarius placements it’s INCREDIBLE
leo ic people are inherently and naturally charming af, thats because they are usually SHOWERED with love and affection as a child, they are often the only child and the golden child which obviously feeds someone with confidence for their life later on
libra moons will judge you on the inside if you are ugly sjdljsdf they dont like to be in aesthetically unpleasent spaces
#astrology#vivianstrology#astro#astrology observations#astrology notes#synastry#houses#sun#moon#venus#witchy#witchcraft#horoscope#zodiac#leo#gemini#libra#pisces#rising
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𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬: 𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞
pairing: tamaki amajiki x gender neutral reader
warnings: one swear word and some emotional language, but it ends in comfort. no tamaki amajiki angst or slander allowed in my house. just fluff.
word count: about 1.5k
author’s note: i love you, tamaki amajiki. that’s why you get the honor of being dedicated my favorite color. mwwwwah.
being in love with tamaki amajiki is orange.
it’s warm, it’s passionate, it’s soft, it’s gentle.
it’s pure, genuine, and it feels like home.
it’s the light that comes through the window on the weekend, shining perfectly into your eyes.
on a normal morning, there isn’t time to waste. he has to leave early, so he pulls on his underclothes, puts his coat on, and then leaves, since his suit and quirk-enhancing food is stored at the agency. mornings together don’t normally last longer than it takes him to lightly shake you awake and say “bye, honey. i hope you have a good day.” and give you a quick kiss.
orange is the juice he pours as soon as he wakes up, the one you taste when he kisses you, saying it’s “better than tasting my morning breath.” you’re not one to complain, especially not about getting kisses from tamaki. they usually make him flustered, so you’ll take as many as you can get.
today is different. though. it’s ten on a saturday morning and tamaki is right next to you, sound asleep. his tired eyes are closed and his expression is one lacking all tension, and full of peace.
he deserves it, you think, considering the night before. you had a meal ready for him when he got home late, but he barely even made it through that. his eyes drooped and his shoulders sagged while he ate, and he looked more pale than usual.
you suggested, “tama, do you wanna shower and then head to bed? we don’t have to stay up late just because it’s friday.”
“sure, honey. that sounds nice,” he yawned, holding his head in his hands.
“i’ll clean up dinner and meet’cha in our room, okay?”
“okay...” he hopped off of his chair at the counter and made his way to your room to get undressed. within ten minutes, the dishes were done, but you didn’t hear tamaki start the shower. what’s he doing in there? you wondered.
you made your way toward the bedroom, not wanting to startle him or walk in on him changing. you knocked lightly on the door before asking “tamaki? are you okay?”
when there was no response, you turned the doorknob and quietly opened the door to see your dear tamaki laying on the bed, fast asleep and fully dressed. he must’ve sat down to take off his bottoms and fell asleep.
poor baby, you thought. i didnt realize he was that tired.
lightly, you walked to the side of the bed where he was lying on his back with his legs hanging off the edge. you moved his bangs away from his face and kissed his forehead sweetly. he looked so peaceful, but he couldn’t sleep in his work clothes. there’s no way that’s sanitary or comfortable.
“tama, baby. sit up for me so we can take your clothes off and go to bed.”
“mm..” he whimpered, eyes still closed. he didn’t move.
“come on, bub. sit up, please. let’s get some pajamas on, okay?” a pair of pajama pants and an old t-shirt never sounded better to tamaki, even though he was still half-asleep.
“okay...” he sat up and sleepily hugged your torso, putting his cheek to your chest. you stood in front of where he was sitting, and he slowly raised his arms to let you peel off his underclothes and finish getting him undressed. you put the t-shirt over his arms, and he slowly pulled it down over his head and back. next, the bottoms. you grabbed a pair of boxers from his drawer and held them out to him.
“here, tama, put on some clean underwear. yours probably stink.”
“nuh-uh. m’not stinky. m’ just sleepy...”
“i’m just kidding, bub. change quick so we can go to sleep.”
he pulled on his boxers and pair of pajama pants, then got under the soft, smooth covers. you got your pajamas on (a peach-colored t-shirt and some shorts) then flicked off the light and layed down next to him.
his eyes were already shut and he was breathing lightly, so you assumed he was asleep. even though you really missed him this week, you didn’t want to bother him by grabbing his hand or trying to hold him.
“mmph.” he grunted, stirring softly. you didn’t reply, figuring he was just making noises in his sleep. he did the same thing one of the first times you shared a bed, but he was really embarrassed upon hearing about it, so you didn’t bring it up again.
again, he asserted, “mmm!!” but more displeased this time.
“what’s wrong, tama?” you asked. he rolled toward you.
“are you.. are you mad at me?” he asked weakly, desperately hoping that you’d say no. there were sleepy, fearful tears welling in his eyes, but he wasn’t conscious enough to care to hide them.
“not at all, baby, why would i be mad at you?”
“well.. you didn’t.. you didn’t even try to.. you’re not even..” he paused, trying to compose himself. you didn’t interrupt, knowing he’d make his point at his own pace. he always said what he meant eventually.
he continued, “you’re not even holding my hand.. and i just.. really missed you.. and.. i didn’t mean to.. make you upset by being gone this week but i just.. there were so many guys out there.. and i had to help ‘em.. and i’m sorry i didn’t come home until late but--” he couldn’t hold back his tears any longer, his long hours at work rendering him overtired and sensitive. the tears flowed down his face, and you quickly, but softly, reached out to him, bringing him closer.
“oh baby, i’m so sorry. i’m not mad at you.”
“y-you promise?”
“yeah, honey, i promise. c’mere. let me cuddle you.”
you moved over to him, pulling him close. with all the strength he could muster, he wrapped his arms around you, snuggling his head into your neck. you pet his hair gently, soothing him to sleep and reassuring him through soft kisses to his head. his anxiety-fueled cries turned to sniffles, which eventually turned to light snores.
he just really didn’t want to lose you. he didn’t think he could bear to go without you, and you felt the same way. you worried about him terribly while he was out, but never wanted to show him you were afraid for him. you knew he’d take on your emotions and then there’d be two crying lovers.
you bottled up your emotions until you couldn’t handle it anymore, bursting into tears at the slightest change of tamaki’s tone of voice. these moments of emotional intensity often did end in both of you crying, and nights much like this, where you held each other impossibly close. letting go was out of the question.
—
tamaki was so tired this week because he had what can only be described as, well, a super shitty week, so fatgum gave him the weekend off. their conversation went like this:
“i don’t.. mean to be rude by disagreeing, but i just can’t take the whole weekend off. i need to be out there.. helping you.”
“no way, amajiki. what ya’ need is to rest. you can’t do your best work next week if ya’ don’t take a break this week, so go home and rest and then come back on monday ready to go.”
“but--”
“don’t make me call y/n! they’ll make you stay home!” fatgum warned, knowing you’d do exactly that.
tamaki sighed in defeat, “fiiiiiiine.” you’re the only person he’d willingly lose to, time and time again. if his defeat meant your victory, he was okay with losing.
—
orange is is the color of the terra-cotta pots that hold the herbs you planted on your balcony.
“they’re gonna taste so good once they grow! aren’t you excited?” you asked him, hands covered in dirt.
“yeah, if i don’t forget to water them and kill them first,” he deadpanned, tilting the watering can a bit too far and spilling it all over your shoes.
“tamaki!!”
“sorry!!!”
—
orange is your perfect creation. it’s the bleeding together of your crimson red tenderness and his frail yellow anxiety. while you’re there to reassure him, and he’s always there to ground you, noticing the details you missed. you compliment each other in a way that creates something so much stronger, and can never be separated.
orange is the feeling in your heart when he says your name, whether he’s reminding you about that event he has coming up, or when he just wants to hear it breathlessly between kisses. he’ll never get enough of them. he’ll never get enough of you.
orange is the always-growing warmth of his love, and it’s the glowing sparks of fire that fly between you. loving him is easy.
orange is the fluttering of eyelashes as you fall asleep together for the first time, it’s the wholehearted comfort cultivated over time, and it’s the countless pinky promises sealed with kisses. when his heavy heart needs uplifting, you promise to be there. orange is a promise you intend to keep.
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love, tj. 🧋
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