#to all of my followers AND the person who made the post!!!

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okay since I recently found out that me and literally 5 other kids in my choir had a phase where we made serious plans to run away and become a 9th penitent - is this an 8th House thing or are teens just like that

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BONE CULTISTS? ON MY HELLSITE?

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It's more likely than you think.

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i was dropping off the kids at the cohort seminar and the 2nd house recruiter saw my wheelchair and asked if I was a veteran ... like aye cap they gave me ms in the war

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she asked me what front i served at and I said "the big one". she gasped

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WHEN I CAME BACK TO FETCH THE SQUIRTS SHE HAD A VETERAN'S DISCOUNT STAMP READY FOR ME there were tears in her eyes i swear

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Why do milking stools only have 3 legs 

Because the cow has the udder.

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username checks out man you fell off. tf does that even mean

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fuck off back to deaddit. john has been trying to get an ARG off the ground for so long, let him cook. That ancient colour of the sky post was a banger

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TIL that weird baby blue sky post came from the bad jokes guy

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feeling so aenemic today...

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it's the year of our lord 10000, can we leave consumptioncore in the fucking dust where it belongs?! It's not cute, you're not giving Duchess of Rhodes, you're giving none of my friends want to spend time outside with me

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some sad news for y'all today. once again two of my shinglers, "pounded in the butt by the realisation that none of us will live to see a time of peace" and its sequel, "pounded in the butt by the realisation that the previous realisation must have occurred to dozens of my ancenstors and still we fight on", have been placed on the eighth house index of heresies. OH WELL! i will continue to write as long as there is one person waiting to read, and that person is ME!

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aw shucks that sucks! at least your works are in good company among other works of art on the index (or so i hear)

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dude we can all look up the index. "saint of seduction" "cavaliers off the leash" "pounded in the butt by a chainsmoking saint that remains otherwise unspecified and could belong to any fictional religion"

is that the good company you're speaking off? or are you just sad you can't jerk it to pervert porn anymore

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Nice try. Among erotic works, several priceless artifacts with immense cultural and scientific value have been indexed by the Eighth. E.g. the collected letters of General Duodecim to his spouses in the year of 3097, being one of the only firsthand accounts of the establishment of the first shepherd worlds. That's so long ago they still called them colonies! It's from before the divine edict of 4001!

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general duodecim was a weirdo who wrote self insert fanfic about himself getting his guts rearranged by the saint of duty TO HIS SPOUSES

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Psychometrists from the Sixth have affirmed the authenticity of the texts again and again. The Saint of Duty fucks nasty and raw, die mad about it <3

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I'm sad I can't jerk it to pervert porn anymore :(

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the good news: they're letting me go out tonight!

the bad news: it's for my great-uncle's funeral.

the secret good news: I met him twice and those were two times too many. Odious man!

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worse news: they've sat me next to Captain Deuteros I hate it here

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looooord undying she's talking about the weather. Nice yellow we're having tonight! Lemon, with a hint of cadmium - or is it cadmium with a hint of lemon?

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her shuttle journey was uneventful, if you were wondering. heaven forbid she experience two consecutive seconds of excitement.

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she saw me using necrumblr under the table and tutted at me. L-O-L!

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Maybe I should faint. I haven't fainted in ages!

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IMPORTANT UPDATE. The Crown Princess of Ida struck up a conversation with her from across the table and the captain dropped a dumpling into her lap.

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it's been five minutes. the Princess is still talking to her and the window in which she could have picked the dumpling up with minimal embarrassment has passed ages ago.

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dumplingwatch: it's still there. waiting. cooling. soaking through her trousers.

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RIP DUMPLING! The Princess is giving a speech and the captain kicked it under the table. She thinks nobody noticed

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WE'RE TALKING ABOUT THE WEATHER AGAIN I NEED THE CANCER TO GET ITS SHIT TOGETHER RIGHT NOW

[5sospenguinqueen]

Toy Cars | Fernando Alonso x Mum! Reader

Summary: Fernando boasts about his step-sons to anyone who will listen. So, when you realise you want more, he's confused why your little family is no longer enough.

Warnings: angst, slight age gap. i pictured reader about 35

Requested: no

just a short one compared to the others

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fernandoalo_official not been an easy weekend so far but it’s made easier when one of my favourite people is in the paddock

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jensonbutton but i’m not working this weekend?

→ lance_stroll we all know i’m his other favourite person

→ fernandoalo_official no, the twins are

→ user1 step dad nando has my whole heart

→ yn_ln mine too! 

user2 a hug from fernando would heal me

→ user3 a hug from y/n would heal me

yn_ln weekends where i get to see you are my favourite

→ user4 i will never be normal about these two 

→ user5 it’s the fact that he watches the f2 races because it gives him an excuse to hang out with y/n 

astonmartinf1 our favourite couple 

user6 need fernando to win now that he’s had his good luck hug 

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yn_ln back on track for the twins. both my boys did a wonderful job with high position finishes… oh and they were visited by an enthusiastic fan 😉

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fernandoalo_official i’ll be getting you in one of those karts next 

→ yn_ln that’s going to take a lot of convincing, nando 

→ fernandoalo_official i can think of a few ways, mi vida

→ landonorris ew

→ user7 mi vida!! i will never be normal about these two 

aussiegrit how’d he get his hair that tall 

→ astonmartinf1 it’s so full of secrets 

fa_alonsokart calling the boss an enthusiastic fan is such a power move

→ user8 the fact that he let her and didn’t comment on it tho 

lance_stroll they'll be taking his seat soon enough

user9 love how supportive fernando is of his step-sons

→ user10 he literally started a karting school so that he could help their karting careers

→ user11 the dad that stepped up

user1 what’s your favourite fa14 fact? mine is that he fell in love with y/n l/n, realised she had twins and immediately started enacting project alonso 

→ user2 no because the twins were 11 when he met them and now they’re 15 and looking at f3 seats 

user3 this is what i’ve been saying. fernando doesn’t just love y/n, he loves her children just as much, if not more

user4 fernando alonso puts all other step-dads to shame because he is always there for them, no matter how busy his life is

user5 i really need fernando to hurry up and propose because that is his family

→ user6 yes! he needs to make project alonso official by giving them all his last name

→ user7 and then more babies!  

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user8 why was this the cutest thing said by anyone ever. like those are his boys 

user9 wait, so does this mean he doesn’t want kids?

user10 the way he cut that interviewer off because that his family whether they share blood or not

→ user11 i read it as he didn’t want to talk about it any more because he doesn’t want more kids and maybe he and y/n haven’t talked about it yet 

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yn_ln an empty house for the week makes me realise that i miss hearing about cars 

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user1 aw are the flowers from fernando?

kellypiquet max keeps trying to convince me to get another cat. don’t let him see this

→ maxverstappen1 too late 

user2 wait, why isn’t she spending summer break with nando?

→ user3 because he’s on holiday 

→ user2 without her? 

→ user4 they don’t have to spend every minute together. he’s allowed to have a break 

user5 guys, y/n and fernando don’t follow each other anymore?

→ user6 i thought you were lying but then i checked and it’s true :( 

→ user7 oh that captions hit extra hard

user8 no because her entire life is racing and now that it’s not there, she realises she misses it

→ user9 she misses him

user10 i’m so confused. they were so in love like two weeks ago. what happened?

user11 no because i can’t imagine seeing fernando without y/n

user12 is he still going to support the twins? 

user13 but you were supposed to get married to fernando and have lots of little alonso’s

→ user14 maybe one of them didn’t want that 

→ user15 can’t imagine it being alonso, he thinks the world of the twins

→ user16 true. he does mention them in almost every interview 

user1 when i remembered f2 were racing this weekend, i was so happy because that meant yn and nando content and then i remembered they’d broken up

→ user2 all the tweets on here are tearing my heart out as well 

user3 they’ve not spoken to each other once today

user4 yes she walked straight past him but there’s clips of her entire face crumpling as soon as she’s past him

→ user5 yes! i saw that. her colleague had to usher her into the garage before she started crying 

user6 the fact that fernando spent the entire time watching her though

→ user7 even when people were talking to him, he was full on staring at her

→ user8 brokenhearted lover boy made no attempts to hide it 

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Love that I mentioned request for Esteban once and I already have 5 requests 😂 I didn't realise there was that much love for Ocon considering I can never find any fics for him

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[azzandra]

Aw, man, can't believe it's been two years since I wrote that.

When I reblogged and added my little commentary, I actually hadn't anticipated my comment to be reblogged by more than a couple of mutuals or be seen outside of my followers. I was just sharing a term that popped up in my head as a joke.

If I knew this glib comment I dashed off one morning without much thought was going to breach containment and take on a life of its own, I probably would have added a few disclaimers.

Since then, I've seen some people miss the point about what I was talking about in a few huge ways, so I'll clarify now a few points:

I have nothing against the cockroach wife dude.

I don't know if that story is true or not (there are some weird people out in the world, so I won't dismiss it out of hand, but like. come on) and I sincerely do not care that his spankbank was exclusively taken up by a cockroach woman. The part of his tale that we should take as a parable is where he solely and without being forced by anyone else hinged his entire sexuality around an imaginary construct that then made him incapable of being attracted to real human women. Remember, his story starts with him complaining that he can't get it up with his human girlfriend without picturing her as a huge cockroach. He did that. Nobody forced him to develop this condition. This is a lesson for the rest of us.

people going 'I think they're both pretty!' like that's the centrist silver bullet to this phenomenon.

Listen, yeah. I agree. Both versions are meant to be attractive, just to wildly different demographics. You know who doesn't agree? The guys I'm talking about.

The dudes I am referencing do NOT think both characters are attractive to different people. They think the original is attractive to NOBODY, and everyone else in the world is just PRETENDING that the first one is attractive in any way, and they're convinced everyone else also objectively knows the original art is ugly but there's a conspiracy to subject poor defenseless heterosexual men to pictures of butt-ugly women in order to brainwash them or something.

The guys afflicted with Cockroach Wife Syndrome are on some gamerbro qanon shit where their perception of reality is slanted to a comical degree, but they think their experiences are objective and unbiased, and they're making it everyone else's problem.

people smugly going 'OP has an anime girl in their icon' like that's some sort of gotcha

Yeah, man, I'm not opposed to anime girls. I'm not even opposed to hentai, or blender porn, or masturbation. I think everyone deserves to masturbate if they want to, and the way the world is going, we all probably deserve to masturbate a lot more (porn addiction isn't a real thing, my dudes). I accept that some people are going to jerk it to stuff that I don't find attractive, and maybe consider repulsive, and that's just going to be a fact of life from here unto eternity. We all need to come to terms to that.

But the Cockroach Wife Syndrome sufferers do NOT want to accept it. They want the entire world to have only one porn preference that aligns neatly to their own, and also they want all fictional depictions of women everywhere to adhere precisely to their porn preference.

And like, why would we do what these guys say? Now, me, personally, each time I see one of their yassified sexy edits of an already pretty female character, it always looks like the tackiest shit to me, like they're a toddler who got into mommy's make-up. I want to start a GoFundMe to send them to beautician school. I don't care how much they screech about it, they cannot convince me their aesthetic tastes are something to emulate, so I coined this term for them just so I had a name for their obnoxious behavior.

All that being said, in the time since I wrote this post, I discovered it gained some traction outside of tumblr. "Cockroach Wife Syndrome" was added to Urban Dictionary. There are people slinging around the term on twitter. I personally got jumpscared by running into it in the wild on reddit, which was how I found out people are actually using it. Honestly, I am not that hyped about this being my legacy (and I am so sorry to the OP of this post that I got them stuck with seeing every reply or tag someone ever makes about the cockroach wife guy, like I'm some malevolent storytime cuckoo who dropped disturbing internet tales in their nest). But ultimately, I think this one is actually on the thousands of people who reblogged it and considered that I described a phenomenon that they also observed.

Y'all stay safe out there, and remember to vary your masturbation material once in a while.

i wish i could see this picture for the first time again

[avelera]

(Arcane Meta) The Hexcore was already controlling Viktor in S1

As a follow-up to my post about how the Hexcore's control over Viktor in S2 is probably best compared to the One Ring from Lord of the Rings, in that it magically amplifies desires but to what extent its manipulations could be confused with free will is very hard to determine, I wanted to offer this piece of comparison to Lord of the Rings as further evidence that Viktor is under some level of control from the Hexcore as early as S1.

I was fortunate enough to take a course on Tolkien's works in college and there's one point our professor made that stuck with me. He pointed out that Frodo was always doomed to fail at casting the One Ring into Mt. Doom because he was already unable to do so back at Bag End, before he'd even spent significant time with the Ring.

It's less apparent in the show than in the book, so here's the quote,

"To Frodo's astonishment and distress the wizard threw it suddenly into the middle of a glowing corner of the fire. Frodo gave a cry and groped for the tongs; but Gandalf held him back."

Though his time with the Ring has only barely just begun, already Frodo is distressed at the thought of harm coming to the Ring and is trying to save it, before he even stepped out his door. How then was he ever supposed to throw it into the fire of Mt. Doom after having spent months in close proximity to it?

Well, this moment reminds me rather strikingly of this one:

This is only S1, the corruption of the Hexcore has only spread to Viktor's hands and leg, but it has also just killed Sky right in front of Viktor. He has been weeping on the ground, mourning her when he then resolves to destroy it and rises up, brandishing the stool.

Unlike Frodo, who had no idea what the Ring was at that point and still was distressed by the idea of harm coming to it, Viktor just saw the Hexcore kill someone right in front of him. And yet, like Frodo, he can't bring himself to harm it.

The Hexcore then actually physically shies away from the stool, which is where I get the notion at least that it is sentient, and then because Viktor had the audacity to raise a hand to it and fail to follow through, it knocks him out like a light:

This is why Viktor has to beg Jayce to destroy the Hexcore, and even there he can barely get the words out, and he only makes this request while far away from the lab and the Hexcore.

I would argue that the reason he doesn't explain more to Jayce there is because he might even be unable to, even asking that much might have been a strain. Or, I'll admit, perhaps there's any number of human reasons he didn't, like shame and fear.

Shame and fear that is of course gone by the time the Hexcore has consumed him when he finally tells Jayce what happened to Sky.

I would argue that the look of hopelessness and disappointment on Viktor's face when he decides to leave Jayce isn't because of the weapons blueprints he might have spotted on the lab table. Or at least, it's not only that.

Personally, I see that as Viktor knowing that he was now so physically consumed by the Hexcore he had no hope at all of fighting it anymore. To quote Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde, "I knew myself, at the first breath of this new life, to be more wicked, tenfold more wicked, sold a slave to my original evil..."

So when people ask why Viktor is suddenly going along with everything the Hexcore wants, when before he wanted to destroy it, I would argue this: because it was already infecting him in S1 and in S1 he realized this and begged Jayce to destroy it because he knew it could stop him from doing so already. But because he was unwilling, or unable, to tell Jayce more about why he wanted it destroyed, Jayce instead defied his very strange request and used it to save Viktor's life as they had originally planned.

From that point on, I would argue, Viktor is under the thrall of the Hexcore and is carrying out its virus-like desire to spread itself and grow. I mean, just look at him, it now has consumed nearly every part of his body except his face. By the end, it has taken that from him as well.

Viktor might still have his own intelligence on top of it, but how much is very much the topic of ongoing debate. For the man to say that there is always a choice to suddenly say that there is no choice, the man who tried to destroy the Hexcore now freely spreading its power, and who once lashed out at the very notion of the use of Hextech as weapons making his own army of apex Hextech robots and using the Hexclaw against Jayce, and who looks so horrified at what he has done once the Hexcore's shell has been broken off of him by Ekko's bomb and Jayce's revelations, I would argue that we should assume at least some level of control was overpowering Viktor for much of S2, and that is exactly the fate he was trying to avoid in S1.

[venum0us]

It makes me really sad you’re anti-proship. I am a huge fan of your work and was really happy when I saw your art. But then one day on Instagram you called proshippers “freaks” and that you wanted anyone like that off your followers list. I’ve never hurt anyone, I try to be kind to people and give them the benefit of the doubt, I don’t think I’m a dangerous person or something. It just makes me so sad. A lot of the proship content I consume or make is due to trauma I’ve suffered in my past. It helps me feel not so alone and not have all my feelings bottled inside. And there’s a lot of artistic merit to darker stuff, but I won’t get into it.

I’m not angry or anything. I’m not gonna report your account or make a call out post/harass you or something terrible just cause you said something that hurt my feelings. I just thought I would maybe make a plea for you to be a little more open minded.

No matter what conclusion you come to, I really hope you have a lovely day and I still think your art is amazing and technically impressive.

Hey, I'm real sorry you feel that way, but I have my reasons for why I am not and will never be comfortable with proshippers. I feel like it is never assumed or taken into consideration a lot of us have trauma, too. I am not going to get into that on my public art account because that is for me to know and I dont owe my trauma to anyone, but my issue with proshippers is the constant hiding behind trauma as an excuse to romanticize deplorable things. Imo Its not healthy to be surrounding yourself and consuming things that are going to romanticize and justify horrible things that have happened to you because instead of recognizing it as what it is, its further normalizing it in your mind. THAT is fiction affecting reality. Its not wrong to depict dark stories and intense themes, I think those are very important things that should be shared and talked about. What shouldnt be happening is the romanticization and justification of the horrible things in these stories regardless of if its morally just. Thats what proshipping is and I would prefer not to surround myself with people who think my or even their own trauma is something to be made into a cute ship or something to be admired when it is inherently harmful. It doesn't sit right with me and is not a healthy way to cope.

I really shouldn't have given this the time of day but since I haven't really spoken on this before here I guess I'll make it clear now: I do not like proshippers and you aren't welcome on my profile.

[velvet4510]

It hurts my soul to think of how the writing of Dark Phoenix annihilated Hank’s character.

Admit it, Hank is not THE most complex of characters, especially compared to Charles and Erik. His arc has always been very straightforward (and very sympathetic). All of his traits as a character are made so clear throughout all the other films.

Which makes it really hard to write him OOC unless you’re actively ignoring the kind of person he is.

I think one of the many things that makes Days of Future Past so great, and such a fan favorite, is that it cuts to the core of each character so completely. At his core, Charles is someone who helps others. At his core, Erik is someone who will do (just about) anything to achieve his goals. At his core, despite his loner tendencies, Logan is someone willing to fight for his found family. At her core, Raven is someone who needs to follow her own path and nobody else’s. And at his core, Hank is someone who will do anything for those who have earned his loyalty.

Hank is loyalty incarnate, and Days of Future Past shows just how much he’s willing to sacrifice for someone he cares about. Even if it means giving up his chance at having a life of his own, Hank chooses to basically be Charles’ full-time caregiver, as he refuses to leave his best friend behind, even when everyone else has.

Hank takes friendship to heart. He will bear any hardships with little to no complaints if it means he’s taking care of a loved one, if it means he’s ensuring someone he loves isn’t alone. And let’s admit it, Charles would never have survived that post-divorce decade without him.

Really, when you think about it, the movies establish pretty clearly that nothing is more important to Hank than friendship. He’s a total science nerd and a great teacher, but when it comes down to it, it is his friends — his found family — that he will always prioritize and always fight for.

I mean, the man spent a whole decade listening to Charles moan and complain and pine over Erik … and emerged from it all with his sanity intact! That’s really all you need to know to understand who this guy is, and what he values.

Dark Phoenix doesn’t just ignore all that. It directly reverses it all. It twists Hank into someone he is not, and never has been. And I cannot forgive that.

[redelys1um]

I know a lot of ppl who follow me probably couldn't care any less about me but I guess that's why I'm saying this in the first place. I struggle so much trying to never forgive myself no matter how bad or even not bad something I did was. I could never let that go, because I know the other person wouldn't be able to either. I've changed people's lives forever, how could I ever forgive myself? but I guess I've never considered just how detrimental that can be in the long term. I try to be an all-good person who is introspective and is able to recognize the consequences of his own actions but in doing so I made it so that I could never forgive myself. This post genuinely made me break down in realization. I have never subscribed to the "good vs. bad" debate and certainly never the prison system. But I've never applied that to myself. I hope I am able to take this and finally apply it to my life and stop constantly self-sabotaging and following a self-fulfilling prophecy, and I hope even more that whoever reads this is able to too.

the thing is, if your younger self was a bigot or an abuser, u can't make people forgive you. but you still gotta forgive yourself, like that's non-negotiable, dude. that happens before u can even ask the question of earning forgiveness from anyone lese

[coldsaturn]

hiii! i have a question i thought you might be able to answer: how did aftg originally get so popular? i know it was mostly word of mouth on tumblr (still is, i think) (who says this website is unmarketable!!) but what were the early days of the fandom like? personally i've "only" been here since 2016, and by then the series was already decently popular. i remember at that time that the fandom was really welcoming and kind in a way that felt really exceptional to me, and it definitely contributed to me picking up the books, which is the only explanation i can really think of for why it got a bigger following than some to other books which did receive a whole big-publisher marketing campaign aside from it just being well-written. do you have any theories for why it got so massive on here? and do you know how the first readers found it? i hope you don't mind me asking you this, but i remember your blog from wayyyy back when and thought that if anyone had the answer, it would probably be you :)

Hello! I always get so happy when I can talk about the early days of the fandom <3 Sit down here around the fire, let me tell you about this wondrous tale.

So, story time: it was spring 2013, I had just finished a thorough read of In The Company Of Shadows and I was starving for another black hole. It was automatic for me to look up the goodread lists ICoS was featured in, to see what other titles I could pick up, and ended up on the list called "Online M/M stories that deserve to be published". The Foxhole Court was right there (it's not anymore because it IS published <3), so I read it. That was the start of the end lmao

If I remember correctly I didn't wait too long before reading TRK, but TKM didn't come out until the end of the following year, so in the meantime I all but shelved it as something that had incredible potential but that was possibly doomed to never be completed. Fast forward I think the start of 2015 when I accidentally stumbled upon TKM and I couldn't believe I could finally know how the story ended. Nora had a blogspot where she talked about the books (including updates between TRK and TKM), and I remember trying to get as much info as I could on this series. And that was it. For a bit.

So, by the first half of 2015, the fandom was made by people commenting on her blogspot, on her livejournal, the book pages on goodreads, and Ao3 literally had 2 fics ( webarchive gives you what we saw - btw Don't Speak Against The Sun is FIRE and instantly became a new standard for f/f for me). You can still find all this content online. Tumblr had a handful of scattered posts about TFC, mostly Nora's mutuals/friends on tumblr, and a couple of readers screaming into the void with no one answering their call.

I was pretty active on here, especially in the bellarke fandom, and I engaged with mutuals and other blogs often enough that I knew if I talked about something, at least someone would reply. A mutual was reading The Raven Cycle and got me curious enough to liveblog it myself. Instant love, of course, and if you've read TRC you know how strong the found family vibe is. So at the end of my liveblog (we've reached July 2015) I threw out a comment where I recommended AFTG as another worthy title. With the first book being free while the other two were only a dollar each, it sounded a fairly easy commitment. One mutual decided to read it (if you're reading, hi!!!) and liveblog it, and that got the party started.

A party of 2, and I'm not kidding. While we chatted and made up headcanon after headcanon on the phone, the intention was to get others interested in this story. But they'd never do it if there wasn't enough content around to engage with and motivate them to blog themselves, so we started with quote posts, liveblog reactions, a few timid edits and poems. An important choice was figuring out which tag to use (at the time tumblr search only scrolled through tags, not post content): "all for the game" was an actual sports tag, "the raven king" was the title announced for the next TRC installment, "the king's men" was the last book of the trilogy and it wasn't even the free one, so we settled for "the foxhole court" which was an empty tag. Even now my blog content is organized around "tfc" because of it, even though we took over all the relevant tags. A couple other mutuals I had from bellarke fandom got curious as well, and now we could consider ourselves a proper group. We were so starved for fan content that whatever you put out would be automatically reblogged and enthusiastically engaged with. It was a happy little fandom bubble. Then Nora noticed us and started interacting with us, and you got the birth of what would become the extra content page as she replied to our questions.

I possibly had a little bit too much time on my hands because I appointed myself as fandom archivist and tour guide. I reblogged every single post I saw in the tags, and I started a welcome page where I could keep track of everyone announcing they were reading the series. It was meant as a way to find mutuals to interact with since tumblr hadn't yet "canonized" all the tags, and it was entirely possible to lose each other in dashboard chains. I used to reply to everyone reading the series by "officially" welcoming them into the fandom, linking them the page where they could find mutuals, Nora's blog, and the extra content present up to that point. Oh and there was a fictional exy team where you could choose your position and then put it in your blog for fun or roleplay it. I also used smashword's gift system to buy the series for whoever said they couldn't pay for it, just to try and avoid pirating the book (good for word of mouth, bad for sales). This was on my side, but this fandom had so many people pouring their entire heart out I still get emotional thinking about it.

Everyone (before January 2016) made as much content as they could, be it meta, fanart, fanfics, headcanons, edits, wikia pages etc. We had fandom challenges where we pronounced the names of the characters and aftg keywords with our native accent, others where we said our favorite scene. Every headcanon was the first headcanon ever seen in the fandom. The fun thing was that at the time there was a strong etiquette toward "if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything" so fan content really went in all directions with basically no limits. We tagged for triggers and that was it, we had free reign. For those who were around at the time, the sin squad was a group of us fans churning out the saddest/filthiest/fluffiest/most problematic content we could think of.

Then we reached January 2016. We were around 300 in the fandom at that point (I know because I counted them, literally), it had been slow but constant growth where each new fan brought at least other two people with them, and we had around 20 posts per day in the main tag. Then someone bridged the gap between us and the TRC fandom. If you ask me how the fandom got really popular, that's it. The TRC fandom was stuck in hiatus waiting for The Raven King, and now you had 300 rabid foxes spamming aftg content on tumblr, using trk as tag, too. Popular fanartists that were active in that fandom helped making aftg known, and semi viral posts did the rest. We went from 300 to 700 people in a couple of months, and shortly after I had to stop adding people to the welcome page because the post broke. I didn't even know that could happen. It wasn't long after that we were featured in the tumblr end of year recap for book ships. We were so many it was suddenly possible to meet in real life! Cosplays, tattoos, merch. You name it, someone in the fandom did it.

But how did it feel when we were only 20 people and a cardboard dog cutout? It felt like the most chaotic book club ever, and every new fan was automatically a friend. Nostalgia is a lying bitch, but I really don't think I'm making shit up here. We had fun and made great memories.

By the way, if you want to see how things were in 2015, you can! Just go through my archive starting from July 2015 (I think 17th) and onward. You can also search my blog for the tags "fandom history" and "started from nothing and now we're here", whereas here you can find a list of aftg fandom tags I used.

Tl;dr We were starving for good content, we wanted to have fun together, and we were lucky enough to half-hijack a bigger fandom in hiatus. That was all the marketing AFTG needed on tumblr.

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

Heyya, I've checked out your tier list about the twst characters and couldn't help but curious when I saw you have a solid dislike in Yuu.

I don't know if you ever mentioned about it before. But if you don't, I was curious and would like to know your answer about this (not by force obviously).

[Referencing this post!]

Before I share my thoughts, I want to make it clear that I am NOT talking about anyone's Yuusonas here. Yuusonas =/= game!Yuu. When I speak about Yuu in this post, I am only talking about the generic, standard in-game Yuu and NOT anyone's individual Yuu.

I dislike game!Yuu because they’re designed to be a blank slate/self-insert character. As someone who doesn’t like to project onto a player surrogate character, I get no value out of them. I would much rather follow a main character with a more defined personality, skills, etc. You’ll notice that the Yuus that feature in both the manga and light novel variants of Twst all place higher than game!Yuu does for this very reason. I also make the distinction between game!Yuu and Yuusonas because I know of many friends and content creators whose interpretations of Yuu I enjoy and find really interesting.

I’m aware that game!Yuu has assigned traits, though these are mostly implied in dialogue rather than showcased on-screen. For example, characters have dialogue or voice lines implying Yuu is a goody-two-shoes, patient, etc. There are also dialogue options which allow players to elaborate on their Yuu’s skills in certain activities (like in White Rabbit Fest, Yuu can either be good or bad at playing the bugle). However, I do not find this sufficient enough characterization, especially when most of Yuu's traits are not relevant to the main story and are TOLD to us rather than SHOWN to us.

Yuu does have established relationships with a select few characters which are consistent and maintained throughout the main story. I would say this is the only aspect of Yuu I enjoy, as these are the only parts that feel genuine about them. Nothing else has that same feeling. Yuu acts like a cookie cutter "nice guy" and barely ever worries about getting home--not because it would "make sense" for their character, but because if they're constantly shown in distress, it disrupts that "self-insert" appeal. What is a realistically a horrifying situation for them is a whimsical, magical fun-filled adventure for us, the players. This results in tonal dissonance which really disrupts my personal immersion.

I find game!Yuu so… boring. And honestly, being boring is just as offensive to me as being poorly written or just having a mishmash of character traits I just happen to dislike. When they’re as bland as they are, there’s so little room for them to grow and change as individuals because there was little baseline to use for comparison to begin with. There’s also few points in time where Yuu’s canonical bad points or flaws are made relevant. It results in them not really being a “character”. They don’t feel “real” at all (which is made even more obvious when placed in such a diverse and flawed cast).

I have my own ideas for how game!Yuu's writing could be improved (while still considering the confines of the game medium and retaining the self-insert appeal of them). Those ideas can be read here. I still stand by the belief that Yuu should remain a normal person and not become "the protagonist" of the story. But the game!Yuu we ended up getting??? Yeah, not my favorite.

[petrock-rambles]

I have had numerous experiences I can't really explain, though I have hunches for each of them. Long post ahead.

The first experience I would say most people would find ghostly was my first encounter with a Liminal Space. I was five years old, I think, when my mother decided she wanted to try a new religion, and joined a small group practicing... I don't remember what, exactly. They were nice people, they taught me to play Go Fish. Anyways, they had a meeting at a new location one time, this old building that was a cathedral or something, but had been converted into a community center. While the sun was out, the place seemed warm and inviting, but once the sun went down, I got anxious. I was a five year old with a bunch of adults who were talking about things I didn't understand or care about, and I had zero self-control. So I wandered off with my little brother, who was four years old, and we wandered through this darkened old building until we came upon a rickety old spiral staircase. We guessed that the staircase went up to one of the towers at the top of the building, and we wanted to go up, but... Something was off. The entire building was so quiet, so empty. It was so old. I don't know if it was my expectation that there should be ghosts there, or if there actually was a ghost. I just know that I suddenly felt like there was something watching me, just above me on the spiral staircase. So I took my brother and we went back to where my mom was meeting with her friends, and the entire way back, I felt like whatever was on the staircase was following us. It disappeared when we got back to the group, and I told my mom about it. I don't remember what she said, but we never went with her to those meetings again.

Fast forward over a decade to my next set of experiences. At this point, I was in my late teens and living with my grandparents. It was maybe 2009 or 2010 when this started, and it lasted almost a decade. The experience was always the same - I had gone to the kitchen to get a drink, or to get a snack, and I was headed back to my room. It was always dark when these experiences occurred, and I would pass by a large sliding glass door on my left as I headed back to my room. When the outside lights were on, I was fine, but if all the lights outside were off... I don't know how to describe it. I would take one look at the glass and then this cold, electric feeling would grab me about my spine, and without thinking I would just bolt to my room, turn on all the lights, and close the door behind me. I didn't see anything outside. The one time I was able to overpower the urge to run, I went over to the glass and pressed my face right against it to peer out, and there was nothing there. But something about the pitch dark outside that door made me want to run.

Those experiences halted for a little bit once my grandparents built their sunroom on the other side of the glass door. The sunroom was way less creepy and never inspired me to run. But then eventually I had to leave my grandparents, so I moved in with my current roommates, and for a few months in 2017, I had the same experiences again. If I was near the kitchen, and I looked out through the new house's sliding glass door at the dark beyond, and there was no light outside, I'd be seized by the urge to run to my room and turn on the light. That feeling hasn't reared its head in a few years, but I sometimes wonder what it was that I was reacting to. Perhaps I was faintly catching sight of my own reflection in the glass, and my brain thought there was a person on the other side of the glass trying to get in?

My last experience is probably the most Explicable, but also the most interesting to me. Here in Denver there is a hiking trail at a site called Dinosaur Ridge, which is a hogback - a sharp, narrow hill that stretches out in front of the mountains - with exposed dinosaur trackways and fossils. Sometimes, I like to go hiking there.

Well, one day I was a little sick, and I decided I needed to get out of the house. This was, I think, Christmas Eve of 202. It was cold and windy, and some rain was expected later on, and I had the brilliant idea of going by myself. Even though I was sick. That was a mistake. The thing to know about Dinosaur Ridge is that it is a climb, you gain something like 400 feet in elevation across a mile of hiking. And the thing to know about me is that even though I love hiking, I am out of shape and prone to asthma attacks if I exert myself, and I was also sick with a mild fever. By the time I reached the top of the hill trail, I was in the middle of a fullblown asthma attack, and I knew that if I went down the backside of the hill, I wasn't going to be able to climb back up. I shouldn't have even been on the trail, I was that sick, and I wondered if I was going to pass out before I made it back to the car. I wondered if i should call for help. Well, if I needed to call for help, it'd be better if I was downhill closer to my car, so I turned around and slowly made my way down the hill.

About a fourth of the way down the hill, I got the unnerving feeling something was following me. Not a person, but something else, maybe five or six feet behind me and slightly to my right. I could hear clicking like claws on asphalt. I could feel whatever it was looking at me, studying me. I stopped and looked back, but there was nothing there. So I started down the hill again, convinced I was hearing things, and the clicking footsteps resumed. I never saw what was making the noise, but in my mind's eye, I could see this... this fricken Dinosaur following me. It wasn't very big, maybe only about as tall as me, with a long neck and a little head, and a long tail behind it. It was kind of like an Orthinomimus, I think, which is appropriate since fossils for dinosaurs like that were just a few feet away from us.

Well, once I got over the shock of feeling like an invisible dinosaur was following me, my inability to breathe returned, and I knew I had to get back to my car. So I started down the hill again, and down the hill the invisible dinosaur followed. I had the feeling it was curious, like it wanted to know what I was. I also knew I was feverish and in the midst of an asthma attack, so I was probably hallucinating. I tried to ignore the dinosaur as best as I could and focused on getting back to my car. Eventually, I reached the public road where my car was parked, and the relief I felt seeing my car brought another feeling - the dinosaur had vanished. I sat down in my car, thoroughly confused, and chugged the bottle of water I should have taken with me in the first place. Looking back now, I'm still convinced I was hallucinating, but... I'm actually kind of grateful for the company it gave me. Here's to you, imaginary Orthinomimus. You got me through the worst hike I've ever been on.

Here are some pictures of an Orthinomimus so you know what my brain was telling me was following me.

** If you have had an unexplainable experience please put it in the tags I love finding out someone else also just has a Real Ghost Story

[rekino2114]

I would like prompt:23 for Akira from Danganronpa he(art)less deceit for 7 minutes in heaven with the male reader! I just know there's going to be a bit of spice in there somewhere.

Playing 7 minutes in heaven with akira hayasaka

Suggestive post (implied smut)

Pairing:akira hayasaka x male reader

A/n:ok so here's what I'm gonna do for (he)artless deceit. You can request for the girls, but I won't add it to the master until I reach my next milestone. It will be kind of like a secret menu thing for now

Prompts list

"Come on"

"No"

"Pretty please"

You looked back at akira who was giving you puppy eyes

"......fine but you can't record it"

She beamed and immediately hugged you

"And that's why you're the best boyfriend ever"

"Why do you wanna do this anyway? Isn't that a game teenagers play?"

"Cause I wanna make out with you in a closet"

You blushed surprised by her bluntness

"...s-seriously? You could have just asked me if you wanted to make out"

"Yeah but it's more special like this"

"Whatever, so who do you wanna invite?"

"Oh no I wanted to play with just the two of us"

".........doesn't that defeat the whole point of playing?"

"Y/n, I'm gonna be completely honest with you. if someone else gets to stay 7 minutes in a closet alone with you, I might just slit their throat"

"..........fine I don't have a bottle anyway"

"And that way we can get right to the good part"

Akira put a timer for 7 minutes on her phone and placed it on the bed. She then immediately followed you as you went into the closet and locked it.

"OK so what do you-"

Before you could finish your sentence, the ultimate social media sensation/assassin pinned you to the wall and smirked

".....seriously? You just wanna start immediately?"

"Duh, we only have 7 minutes babe, and I'm gonna make the best use of them"

".........You're lucky You're an insanely good kisser"

"Just one of my many talents"

She got even closer and pressed her lips against yours. Because of the insane pleasure and surprise, you couldn't help but let out a few moans, which caused your girlfriend to kiss you even more.

Akira's kisses are aggressive but gentle at the same time. She puts a lot of tongue in them but makes sure to not overwhelm you in the process. As an assassin, she knows all the spots in the human body to hurt a person, but she also knows all the best spots to bring you pleasure and she uses that knowledge all the time in bed and even right now to get you as worked up as she is.

You continued making out for the following minutes, only stopping to catch your breath and even when you did akira didn't let you relax, she whispered stuff like "you taste so good baby" or "if you keep blushing like that I'm not gonna be able to control myself" her hot breath combined with her chest pressing against you and her incredible kisses made you so aroused, causing you to kiss akira harder even taking charge sometimes which she was definitely not complaining about.

You kept going like this for a while until a loud beep from out of the closet brought you back to reality and made akira roll her eyes

"Seriously? 7 minutes already? Fuck this"

She proceeded to kiss you again, taking you by surprise

"I thought we were doing 7 minutes"

"Come on babe, you're seriously going to leave me like this? I promise I'll make it worth your while"

"................"

"I know you're feeling the same, the look on your face says it all, you won't even have to do anything and I'll make you feel real heaven~"

"In a closet?"

"Isn't that the whole point of the game? I think we can stretch the 7 minutes part though"

She purposefully pressed herself even closer to you, making you feel even hotter. You muttered a curse and started taking your shirt off. Akira smirked even more and licked her lips at the sight of your bare chest while taking off her own shirt.

"Thanks handsome~ you won't regret one second of it"

[Timeskip]

When you got out of the closet, you were both panting and completely naked, your skin being full of kiss marks and hickeys courtesy of the purple haired girl who was currently carrying you to the bed as you could barely walk after your definitely more than 7 minutes in heaven.

"Fuck that was good, did you enjoy it too y/n?

".............yeah"

"How are you feeling?"

".....tired and sore"

"Oh my bad sorry"

"No, I don't usually feel like this when we're in bed, let's never do it in a closet again, it was so uncomfortable"

"Noted, but it's still my fault, so sorry again, but don't worry cutie, cause right now you're gonna get some elite level naked cuddling all evening and night from yours truly"

"Didn't you say you had a job tonight?"

"Then I guess those fuckers get to live one more day"

"Won't your clients get mad at you?"

"I think they're smart enough not to argue with the girl who knows their names and 17 different ways to kill them"

You deadpanned but nuzzled into her chest as she hugged you close

"I don't know why but knowing you'd kill someone for me is weirdly comforting"

"No one gets to interrupt me pampering my amazing bf, let's order take out and scroll through social media now, sounds good?"

"......yeah"

Your girlfriend smiled and kisses your cheek before pulling out her phone

"Great, love you"

"Love you too"

[always-the-2nd-is-what-i-was]

If anyone wonders where @always-the-2nd is suddenly gone

Someone reported my latest tumblr post for promoting self-harm/disordered eating (it didn't, I'm always very conscious of not doing that and am SUPER against any pro-ana content and the like), and I got an email informing me of that and giving a warning that if I "continued to post" such content, my account would be terminated. Only I didn't continue ANYTHING, and when I tried to access my account I found out is was ALREADY terminated.

Someone actually personally filed a report too, it was not just some automatic detection nonsense fucking up. So thanks, whoever that was.

I obviously filed a complaint, but I have no idea if/when I'll get the account back. My sideblogs are obviously gone too, everything is just gone. All the history, all the dms, all the asks, all the drafts I had saved...

So I just quickly made this blog and this post and will follow my ex-mutuals so there's an explanation available for why I'm suddenly gone. If I don't get my account back... I might start again from here, but it will probably take me a while to get back. I'm pretty crushed. This came at a time that was terrible already and I'm just crying a lot.

But for anyone who wants to keep in touch, that's possible through here rn.

[milkistar]

𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄, 𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐄 𝐔𝐒...

you and leehan have been inseparable since childhood, but when your feelings start to shift, every glance, every touch, every silence becomes unbearable. afraid of ruining everything, you bury your emotions—until one unexpected confession changes everything. in another universe, you and him might already be together. but what about this one?"

★:: leehan (boynextdoor) x reader.

tags:: fluff, gn reader, best friends to lovers, mentions of food, kinda cliché.

you didn't remember when you had fallen in love with leehan, nor why. it had happened slowly, gradually, consuming your heart like a flame.

he had never changed—his attitude toward you always remained the same, the afternoons spent together always followed the same routine. but the lenses through which you saw him had changed drastically, making you almost feel like a different person stood before you at times. but in reality, it was you who felt different.

and now? now, just looking at him made your stomach twist, and that made you feel so bad that you wanted to cry. "it'll pass with time," you kept telling yourself. but the more time passed, the less friendly and more romantic your feelings for him became. it was exhausting.

you had been friends since childhood, seatmates from elementary school all the way to high school. together, you skipped several school events to eat ice cream and watch b-horror movies, got your driver's licenses at the same time, and even went on your first out-of-town trip together.

you kicked your bedroom door open, your hands full with two cans of energy drink and an extra-large bag of chips. leehan was exactly where you had left him—lying on your bed, phone in hand.

he had arrived at your house about half an hour ago, using the excuse that he was bored to death and that talking to his fish wasn’t giving him much satisfaction. then, without even asking for permission, he had made his way to your room and thrown himself onto your bed without ceremony.

you had lost count of how many times leehan had gone from being bored at his house to being bored at yours.

"come help me, idiot," you said, motioning to your full hands.

he looked at you with a raised eyebrow, then smiled and returned to staring at his phone screen. "no." you expected that.

you placed the things on the bed, then grabbed one of the cans and threw it at him. just because you expected it didn’t mean he should go unpunished.

"ouch," he complained, rubbing his side where the can had hit him. "you're cruel."

"and you're lazy," you replied, walking over to close the door again.

you sat on the bed, close enough to him not to raise suspicion, but far enough to keep your heart from short-circuiting.

you grabbed the remaining can and opened it to take a sip. leehan, after finishing his dramatic act of pretending he had taken a fatal blow, sat up as well and did the same.

you both stayed silent for a few minutes. it wasn’t strange—your friendship had reached the point where such silences weren’t awkward and happened often. then, he broke the quiet.

"you know, y/n, i was thinking about something yesterday," he said, running a hand through his long hair. "do you think, in another universe, the two of us are together?"

needless to say, you choked on your drink. "excuse me?"

you turned red. bad. very bad sign.

"i was reading a post about soulmates the other night, and the author wrote that in different dimensions, soulmates can be both best friends and lovers. and, well, you're my best friend," he explained casually, fiddling with his phone to find the post he was talking about.

your chest ached. of course, you were his best friend. maybe you were just born in the wrong dimension.

you skimmed through the post he showed you, taking another sip from your can before nodding. "yeah, probably in another universe we are, but fortunately, in this one, we're not." you laughed after saying it. you had to avoid any hint of suspicion forming in his mind.

there was another stretch of silence, then, once again, he broke it

"why?" he asked.

you looked at him, confused. you actually understood, but you didn't want to make it seem like you were thinking about it too. "why what?"

"why is it fortunate that we're not together in this one?" he looked into your eyes and spoke again before you could even come up with an excuse. "i’d like it."

you blushed again, and before you could regain your ability to speak, he kissed you. no warning, so fast that you weren’t even sure if it had really happened.

you did the same, and without thinking, you spoke. "no." you hesitantly placed a hand on his arm, your fingers trembling. "i… i was joking earlier." you forced yourself to look into his eyes and hold his gaze. "i’d like it too."

"sorry, i shouldn’t have," he said, suddenly jumping up from the bed.

he smiled and then kissed you again, this time slowly, allowing you to savor his long-desired lips. and that was only the first kiss of many.

[making-you-in-roblox]

Hello followers. This is my blog and i decide what i post on it. Webring shillingit is.

RoRing! The Roblox Webring!

Ever since i joined the indie web in 2022, i've joined and abandoned countless webrings. But you know the one niche i've never witnessed be fulfilled? A roblox webring. So i made one, ok?

How do i join?

Easy! Visit the webring's page by clicking here to find more info!

What's a webring? What's the indie web? What's Neocities?

A webring is a group of websites who come together, usually with a certain theme (like how this webring is roblox themed) to connect to eachother with a widget! It's called a webRING because once you get to the last member, it goes back to the first, hence the name! The indie web? To quote wikipedia: IndieWeb is a community of people building software to enable personal independently hosted websites to maintain their social data on their own web domains rather than on large, centralized social networking services. Putting it simply, it's a group of people freeing themselves from the shackles of the mainstream internet (Think youtube, tumblr, twitter, etc) to gain some sort of autonomy online. There's many categories (Personal websites, games, virtual pets, fediverse stuff, etc) but the RorRing focuses on personal sites! And Neocities? To quote tumblr user @/agentromanoffsir: Neocities is a free hosting website that lets you build your own html website from scratch, with total creative control. neocities is part of the indie web, but certainly not all of it!

Anyways. Join today!

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[swanwonyoung]

my simple wonyoungism routine ᡣ𐭩

‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 ೀ

hello everyone ! i was writing about what i want to keep doing in march, and since i fully came back to wonyoungism, i wrote what i want to keep doing and what i don't, i also wrote a mini guide on paper, that helps me know what works for me, and i thought about sharing with you guys, i hope it's easy to understand and that you like it 🧸ྀི xo, sunny.

ᯓ★ what works for me in wonyoungism ★ᯓ

waking up early and going to bed early is helping me maintain the routine i want and is helping me build the habit of having discipline;

basic skin care routine, washing my face 3 times everyday (or more if needed), moisturizer helps me a lot too, sunscreen i forget sometimes but i'm trying not to, because it's the main step everyone needs, i don't do a lot, but exfoliating once a week and using the face moisturizer already helps me to have a nicer skin;

writing, journaling, just putting my thoughts on paper helps me maintain mental clarity instead of getting worked up over anything;

lucky vicky mindset, this one changed my life and i'm not even joking, i started 2025 like someone so much more positive and i've never been like that, and now I'm only getting better at it, i can't even think about being negative, i already consider this a lesson that will pass and i'll learn more about myself, it really helps;

stretching, at any time actually, when waking up, in the middle of a task, in the afternoon, before going to sleep, any time, after all it helps me to get rid of the tension that my body may be feeling at the moment;

studying ! even though i graduated from high school in 2020, i never stopped studying, and i even started studying other languages, making it an official part of my routine for 3 years, because before i studied randomly, this helps me to always be up to date and pay attention to everything.

"But... is the routine already finished?"

"What do you mean with you don't do a complete routine where you don't have time to rest?"

"Where are the 10 skin care steps?"

well, i know some people see those toxic wonyoungism routines and think that everyone in wonyoungism does this kind of stuff, actually that was one of my purposes in writing this post, to bring back the essence of wonyoungism and remind people that not everything they see on the internet is real, there will always be a good and bad side to any aesthetic/trend, as it depends on the person who is practicing it.

and many people on the toxic side created a version of wonyoung that doesn't even exist, they took the strawberry and milk scene and made that "her routine", EVEN when she was still on izone she said that teenagers (like she was) shouldn't go on diets, they created a routine where people have to wake up super early, not sleep properly because some people have difficulty, anyways, they created a bunch of lies and made people follow the same toxic routine.

and this kind of routine was never part of my wonyoungism and I don't even support it, i believe that we should all be free to make our interpretation of something as long as it doesn't harm another person, and my wonyoungism is not just about glow up or lifestyle, it also involves my mental health and my mindset.

and now we finally found the part i wanted to talk about, what i think inside and outside of wonyoungism and what effect it has on my life :

I think that being negative instead of positive only hurts me, so i try to see the bright side of the situation or how i can turn it into something good, instead of going back to the old habit of being negative;

With wonyoungism I see my routine as something more fun and worthy of being romanticized, but without going overboard! And that helps me move forward every day;

I take everything Wonyoung says and try to adapt it to my reality, and it helps me see the world in a way i didn't see before, it happens almost every day;

Even when I do pilates or workout at home (i recommend hinafit on yt, I think about what this will bring me and what this will help improve in my life, for example, the disposition and energy I need to help me move daily;

To study I always think about what I want for the future and how this is helping me a lot right now so this future can actually become real, and this motivates me to be better and learn a lot;

I have a flexible routine, so I can be productive every day in different ways that don't tire me out;

but have a specific time to wake up and sleep so that my body and mind get used to it (6 am club 🎀) and i'm feeling way better now;

I could even write more about it , but as I mentioned, my routine changes every day, but I try to have some fixed things in it that I like to do every day, even if it's at different times, and I'm slowly getting back to my simple workout or Pilates routine, because I had my wisdom teeth removed and couldn't do much.

If you're confused, here are some things I like to do (almost?) every day:

to dance (trying to create my choreographies);

sing (and attempt to write songs);

to write (journal or anything);

learn japanese or korean (or any other i want to);

stretching;

listen to music and study anything i want;

learn about fashion, personal growth, self-love, self-respect, habits, routines, and more;

obviously i watch my favorite kpop groups on youtube, but when i want motivation i watch ive's content;

i like watching documentaries, films and series, and getting a lot of my knowledge from the;

stay silent and think, without using my phone or watching TV, i just like to stay silent and think about everything (this is how the inspiration for my posts begins);

leisure time: playing games on my phone, or the sims 4 on the video game, watching videos on YouTube (not kpop), dancing and singing a lot, lots of things ngl;

and while I was writing my mini wonyoungism schedule for this whole year, I had this reflection here:

Instead of regretting what you didn't do (whether it was the day before yesterday or years in the past), start doing what you need or want to do right now, Don't put it off until later, because you're disappointing the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with, yourself.

written by swanwonyoung on tumblr 🦢

[ashestxr]

THE FIRST CHAPTER OF THE DBH CHERIK FIC IS OUT NOW !!!! YAYAYAYAYYYYYY

honestly i dont know how to announce these kinds of things, this is my first time posting on ao3 😭

so im just gonna put the summary here in an effort to entice you:

“It was a shock to all of us to find that Kurt Marko, CEO and founder of Cyberlife Industries, was found in his personal laboratory by one of his employees, dead under mysterious circumstances. The police haven’t yet made a statement about the nature of his death, but our sources imply that it was not under natural causes.

Now everyone is left wondering what exactly the future of Cyberlife entails now that its founder is gone, and who will be following in Marko’s footsteps?”

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Erik is an MX800 android investigating the murder of Kurt Marko. But what happens when he starts getting distracted by the victim's stepson, a charming young man who actually treats him like a person instead of an object?

(aka the detroit: become human cherik au where erik is connor and charles is the brand new ceo of cyberlife)

@autistic-billcipher @wishchip106 @nyang-cheng @azuralnguyendd

(ooooo you wanna read my fic so bad ✨)