#tmi time with Eli

[rustyelias]

rusty quill gaming relisten 2025🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[thecandlesticksfromlesmis]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IM LITERALLY CRYING THIS IS THE COOLEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER DONE FOR ME I NEED TO LAY DOWN 🧎‍♂️

god thank you so much Royce ???!?? You are such an amazing human, I really really appreciate and love you 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Also the infamous atlou b-day cake in the corner I’m SCREAMING

happy birthday to Eli, you are ALWAYS THE BEST!!

@thecandlesticksfromlesmis

A little meme animation that not really perfect but hope you like it?

and some of my fav part

[scentedpeachlandcreator]

Random manifestation, hopefully not TMI but wherever.

I think I manifested going on the pill!! I have the worst pms of anyone I’ve ever met, I’m literally depressed half the month, literally just feel like 💩. I had to see a new doctor, me and my mum explained my symptoms and they just gave me a prescription, just like that. Just wrote it up, no hesitation.

All I did was just say a few times “I’m on the pill”, no thoughts going into it, just not worrying and I GOT ITTTT. I do think I need to learn from it though, I keep over complicating everything for myself. I manifested some of my OCD away in literally 10 minutes. It’s only hard if you make it hard (I say as I sit here still not living the exact life I deserve because I’m tired of just “wanting” atp). Anyway, thank you for you and your blog so much, it’s really helped me come so far and just simplify it for myself. Hope you’re doing okay 🩷🩷🩷

YAY ANOTHER SUCCESS STORY!😭💗

I'm so happy for your success! And i'm glad my blog is helping everyone!

See when you simplify the Law you manifest instantly?

And hey i'm doing GREAT these days, thanks for asking! Love ya!🎀💗

Xoxo, Eli

[peachyho]

why did I decide to learn Gaelic

Anyway

Is toil leam Yunho agus Changbin gu mòr 😌😌

[theoneandonlylittlebird]

Wrong Room, Dr. Rush

Wrong Room, Dr. Rush Update!!!

Chapter 9

Keeping their nocturnal activities to three a week had been a tough sell, but Belle had convinced Rush that if they got too tired they would get sloppy and more could not be risked.

Getting their cover activities down had taken some fine tuning. And no shortage of red faces from both of them.

Belle almost thought it would have been less awkward to suggest they actually have loud sex several times a week in her quarters than what they ended up doing.

She hadn't been able to even face him the first time. It had been his idea to take ahold of her night stand and slam it into the wall she shared with Chloe and Matt rhythmically for the appropriate amount of time. Then he had added sound effects and Belle had nearly died of embarrassment and giggles. He giggled too, then he moaned again, louder.

Eventually, they had developed a sort of routine. A competition of sorts had arisen between them, who could make the most convincing moaning without busting into a fit of silent giggling.

By the time they got their act down, they sounded like a set of rutting animals and they played their parts sitting back to back on her bed. Seeing each other make those kinds of noises turned out to be unbearable.

It only took three nights of this for Scott to take Belle aside.

Keep Reading

[ace-donovan]

A sigh of relief.

Ace couldn’t believe the extent of Cataleya’s arsenal when she showed it to him during their preparation for the coming war. “Not too shabby, sis,” he said with pride, looking at the woman. Her eyes were red and swollen. He wondered how much she had cried since her time away from Adriel, the fear she must have felt for her own safety, and the unjust grief she had to endure for a brother who wasn’t dead. It made his heart ache with sadness but mostly rage. He hated Carlos and damned him, praying that he was suffering eternal misery in Hell. This was the time when Ace would let his comedy take away from the situation, it was his defense mechanism, but also it was his way to play dumb. He never wanted people to know just how clever and observant he was. He assumed Cat was growing suspicious of this, especially since he had managed to track her down with only a P.O box. 

Ace cleared his throat and bounced around the arsenal room, looking at the weaponry on the light displays. “You got some big guns here,” he stated, now maneuvering with his sidearm and pulled the revolver out, it was engraved with vines. He looked like a fucking cowboy going out of the saloon to a stand off. “I got you though,” he said, waiting until she laughed before he eased up. “I promise you’re going to make it through this,” 

— — —

“Ah, Shit,” Ace grumbled, tightening his sweaty hands on the steering wheel while looking over to the passenger seat where Cataleya was sitting. “Shit!” The graze of the bullet on her cheek looked swollen now. “Adriel is really gonna kill me, you know?” Ace pressed the pedal slightly harder, this caused the old truck to accelerate more. “I’m gonna run away,” he said, “I’ll drop you off, leave you all the details for his escape, and then I am GONE.” 

Cataleya rolled her eyes, looking over at the paranoid man. “He’s not going to kill you.” 

“Oh yeah?? How do you know?” 

“I won’t let him,” she said with confidence. “I can distract him.” Now a smirk was on her face and Ace grimaced, “Oh gross. TMI!” 

Now Cat was laughing loudly, amused at Ace. “I don’t think you realize what you’ve done for me or him. Us. But I know and so does he.” 

Again, Ace gripped the steering wheel tightly, looking ahead at the road, there were few cars here this late in the night. He thought about the massacre they had just left. There was no time to stay around or try to dispose of them, they’d get pinned in by authorities and they couldn’t let that happen. Thankfully, Eli and the others stayed behind to give Ace and Cat a head start, just in case. And now they were on their way to LA. Ace exhaled a long sigh of relief, he had been on edge for weeks now.

[achilios]

eli’s masterlist of hp fic rec masterlists

decided to make a masterlist of various HP (mainly H/D) fic masterlists + reccers i usually refer back to when looking for both specific and random fics !

this list will be updated as regularly as possible, scroll to the bottom for updates

PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO REMOVE YOUR TAG/MASTERLIST FROM THIS LIST (i will do it asap, let me know either by replying to this post or through a PM)

feel free to reblog/reply/PM me if you have any other masterlists you think i should add to this! they don’t have to be H/D recs, they can be any HP fic recs!

MASTERLISTS

lists (often sorted by themes, tropes, etc) that you can turn to to find any type of fic you’re looking for. they will be labeled as Extensive (E), Detailed (D) and Brief (B)

(in order of which are most to least detailed. pls note that this is based on both my opinion and the length of these lists, and does not determine how good a masterlist is. Brief masterlists can be just as good as Extensive ones.)

@capiturecs ‘s H/D masterlist

(D) great list with plenty of different themes and tropes to choose from. it is located on LiveJournal. make sure to check out their other masterlists, 'A Simpler Masterlist' (D) and 'Themed Recs' (E)

@sitp-recs ‘s Drarry recs

(E) this is probably the one i turn to the most, simply because i find it super accessible and easy to use! i also absolutely adore Liv’s taste in fics, which is alway a bonus when searching for new fics to read. check out the other rec lists (can be found in the pinned post) on this account as well, which are just as great!

@drarryspecificrecs ‘s Thematic Recs masterlist

(E) this one is sooo detailed, which is great, i love it! i also absolutely adore the way their recs work, that is, instead of only reccing fics (which they do as well), they also provide links to rec lists (for specific themes/tropes) by other accounts, as well as links to AO3 tags that may be useful to find a specific type of fic! they also have links to fest lists in their bio, which i recommend checking out as well

@ferretlovesscarhead ‘s Taglist

(E) so many possible tags to choose from! this is so well organized, and a great tool for finding fics. but make sure to open the link on desktop, if you can! while it is usable on mobile, i find it to be much more accessible on desktop. this account also has what seems to be a masterlist of every fic they’ve recced on this account (in alphabetical order). i have yet to use that masterlist, but it looks detailed, despite not being organized by theme!

@drarryruinedme7 ‘s Rec Masterlist

(B) despite how brief it is, this masterlist is absolutely lovely. it’s so straightforward and easy to use, definitely a great place to start if you are feeling overwhelmed by the longer lists!

@dragontamerdame ‘s Masterlist

(E) oh how i love this masterlist! the way it is organized is absolutely lovely, and i looove all the options they have for careers for draco and harry. they also link other fic rec lists they have made on this post, which is great! make sure to check out their AO3 bookmarks for more recs (linked in their pinned post)

@krystalliumm ‘s Masterlist: Recs

(B) yet another masterlist i love turning to when i’m looking for something easy to navigate! and oh my, Khrys’s recs are great! i love the 'soft draco + protective harry' list!

@gracerene09’s Recs Masterlist

(D) so, this is something a bit different. this is actually a masterlist of various other masterlists this person has made, for several fandoms. there are currently four HP lists, including H/D Recs, Non-H/D HP Recs, FBWTFT Recs, and Art Recs!

other masterlists mentioned include the following fandoms: Teen Wolf, AFTG, Avengers, Check Please!, Criminal Minds, Dresden Files, Heroes, The Hobbit, Hunger Games, Inception, James Bond, Kingsman, LOTR, Merlin, 1D, Percy Jackson, The Raven Cycle, TMI, Sherlock, Smallville and Song of Ice and Fire. make sure to check those out as well if you’re looking for recs in those fandoms!

@justdrarryme ‘s Drarry Fic Rec Masterlist

(D) i’ve recently discovered this masterlist and can’t wait to use it! it’s organized in two categories: length and trope. make sure to click 'Keep Reading' to see the full masterlist!

@thedrarrylibrarian ‘s Card Catalog

(D) such a great masterlist! i use it often, and love browsing the different tags this masterlist offers. the librarian has a lovely 'new to drarry' rec list that i recommend checking out!

@themalfoymanner ‘s Drarry Fics Recs Masterlist

(D) another one i’ve only recently discovered! though Emily is no longer reccing fics, they still have several of their masterlists available, including her Scorbus Masterlist.

@snowgall ‘s #fanfiction recs and Masterlist For This Blog

(none) i unfortunately do not know how to link a specific tag and make it so that it only shows the results for one account, but fortunately, you can easily access this tag in their bio, under the link 'fandom and fic recs'. be aware that this seems to included non-HP fics as well, though you can find drarry-specific posts by clicking on the 'drarry' link.

EDIT: (E) their "Masterlist For This Blog" on LiveJournal is very extensive and has plenty of subcategories, definitely recommend giving it a look!

@potter-loves-malfoy ‘s Rec Lists

(D) a masterlist that makes every single one of their 3+ fic rec lists since 2017 super accessible!

@wistfulrat ‘s Another Drarry FicRec List Thrillers, Drama, Soft Bois, Wankbanks

(D) this collection of ficrec lists is so so good, filled with absolutely amazing fics. i go back to the 'drama' one all the time

@hogwartsfirebolt ‘s Netfic Recs

(D) such a creative way of reccing fics, i love it! make sure to check out their other rec lists as well :)

@somegymnast ‘s Masterlist

(B) recently reblogged on sitp’s account! i only just discovered it today so i haven’t had a chance to fully check it out yet, but it seems like a lovely masterlist!

EDITED: @dictacontrion ‘s Masterlist

(E) such a lovely rec list! not only is it a masterlist of their own works, but it’s also a masterlist of their recs. they also have a 'recommended rec lists' link at the bottom, for even more recs by several different people! I’ll also link their Tumblr Recs, which aren’t part of a masterlist but still are a great place to find new fics.

honorable mentions:

@sturm-und-drarry

(none) this isn’t exactly a masterlist, but this account is basically an archive for plenty of amazing angst and dark H/D fics and art

@gameofdrarry

(none) a fic fest account that also happens to be a great place to find fics!

EDITED: @dictacontrion 's List of HP and H/D Bogs

(none) this isn’t a fic rec masterlist, but rather a list of other HP accounts, including fic reccers !

that’s it for today! (updated july 27, 2021). i’ll update this asap with more masterlists/places to find recs!

[sugarcause]

WODJWODJWKD

IM GOOD SUNSHINE! HRU?

-ELI

OMG OUR TIMES FINALLY COINCIDED !!

IM FINE it's ALMOST 7 AM HERE !!

i have some tests today tho :((

tmi but zhongli has yet to come home IM SO SAD

[eirian-houpe]

TMI Tuesday

Happy Tuesday!  You know that saying...  After the Lord Mayor’s show...?  I’m feeling a bit that way after last week, and now this work week is kicking my B.U.T.T.

Posted this week:

Memory - Monthly Rumbelling fic (Even Cursed... series #3) Even when cursed, memories have a way of persisting, and sometimes hints of the present, or future can find their way into the depths of Jefferson's troubled mind. Rumbelle with a side of Hatter.

Disparate Pathways - Chapter 24 Gold has a past, a past that he has rejected, but it seems one that will not let him go. Belle, daughter of Governor Maurice French has been kidnapped, along with her mother, and just as the authorities raid the organization that is holding her hostage, decides to make her own bid for freedom, unknowingly derailing an undercover sting, and Agent Milnor has not choice but to take her into 'protective custody,' but is he all that he seems? As the threads of the story grow more tangled and the threat to Belle, and to Gold, her appointed protector, grow ever more real, a growing, mutual attraction makes everything far more desperate and far too personal for Gold to ignore what he knows to be the truth.

Breathe - Chapter 4 - Chapter complete As the Lucian Alliance attack Icarus Base, Doctor Rush makes the decision that dialing back to Earth is too dangerous, though that may not at all be his reason for attempting to dial the ninth chevron, persuaded by Eli, and by something Belle had said to him previously, he substitues Earth for Icarus, and the connection is made. In spite of hurrying to urge Belle to the 'Gate room and through the 'Gate, neither he, nor anyone else believes that Belle actually made it on board Destiny...

Written this week:

Disparate Pathways - Chapter 26 Completed All Our Past Mistakes - Chapter 10 Scattered - Chapter 9

Snippets, anyone?

I have also been working on my Summer Gift Exchange Fic.

Next up:

The Pawn Shop On Main Street - Chapter 2

Gold is suddenly awakened from the curse, not by the fail-safe that he programmed into his mind, but by the unexpected presence of his long lost maid, with whom he fell in love well before Regina cast his Dark Curse, Rumplestiltskin must now find a way past Belle's disbelief and fear. She is still under the influence of the curse. With the help of his dear - his oldest - friend, Gold seeks a way past obstacles so that he can rekindle the love which he rejected back in the Dark Castle.

The story is set in the same 'verse as The Library Beneath the Clock Tower, and could be considered a sequel of sorts.

and

Rumbelle Summer Gift Exchange.

Ask suggestions

Ask something about any of my fics (full list is below). If you want specifics from some fics that are already outlined, you can ask about:

Disparate Pathways, Chapters 25 through 45 All Our Past Mistakes, Chapters 10 through 44 Lover’s Leap Series, Stories 14 through 31 Time’s Curse, Chapters 3 through 10

Ask something of any of my characters in general or you can get really specific if you like - for example you might want to ask Gold from Pawn Shop a question about a chapter, a thought, a feeling… (the world is your oyster really)

Ask about my process as a writer, what makes me tick,, or even ask about me personally. There’s this meme  if you so desire.

Also, if you want to see a specific scene featured in Scene-it-Saturday, feel free to send in prompts, no one does, so I never post a Scene-it-Saturday. If folks don’t request or prompt scenes, it can’t happen.

You can find all my fics here, and there is a full list under the cut.

Storybrooke’s Best Kept Secret - Rumbelle

Darkness In Hyperion Heights - woven beauty au

Seven Tastes - Rumbelle

Tuesday - Rushbelle au

The Language of Flowers Series - Rumbelle

Disparate Pathways - Rumbelle

Scattered - Rumbelle

All Our Past Mistakes - Rumbelle

What the Actual Fuck! - Sutherelle

Breathe - Rushbelle

The Lover’s Leap Series - Rumbelle

Awakening - Rumbelle

War Is Coming To Storybrooke - Rumbelle

Given No Choice - Rush

Thoughts On A Happy Ending Series - Rumbelle

Darker Hearts Series - Wish!Rumbelle

Modern Wonders - a OUAT/Alice crossover

Time’s Curse - Rumbelle

The Pawn Shop On Main Street - Rumbelle

The Mansion On the Edge of Town - Rumbelle with a side of Jefferson

[chaos-monkeyy]

Blog tags

Hey folks! I’m bored and I thought it might be helpful for people to know some of the main tags I use on my blog. Obviously there are others, but these are the main recurring things I post about / the bare minimum I try to use whenever I post or reblog something! I think I’m fairly consistent about it, cause I want it to be easy for people to find what they like or filter out what they’re not interested in seeing, without all my stuff getting eaten by hellsite censorship.

Also this is probably just a good overview of the type of shit you can expect to see from me on here 😂 New followers, you uh... might wanna take a look first and see what you're getting yourself into here xx

- Content tags -

#chaosfic - my own writing, usually links to my fic on AO3, sometimes WIP updates and excerpts n shit.

#patreon - any posts I make here about my Patreon creator page.

#chaos answers and #chaos babbles - my ask replies or posts about my writing, fandom stuff, random thoughts. the lines blur here depending on my mood.

#smut - explicit post content or link to a fic with explicit sexual content (sometimes it's only #smut-adjacent).

#(kink) [current] and #kink [prev]- more hardcore than just smut, blanket tag for whatever random kinks I write (or just #kink-adjacent for talking about kinks without a lot of detail).

most kinks or AO3 archive warnings I don’t tag, but I do put a cw in the post before anything detailed. Except for...:

#omo - holding / wetting / desperation fic, discussions, asks (it’s the pee content folks; and sometimes it's just #p/iss).

#chisscest , #in/cest - incest ships.

#its TMI time - real life sex things (whether my own or not).

#dark fic - trying to remember to add this when I do something with heavy non-con (the DDNE level stuff), or angsty/whumpy major character death, etc.

- Fandoms -

#star wars - I try to tag by original trilogy vs sequels too, but sometimes often I forget.

#the witcher - mostly Witcher TV show, but also the occasional pretty game things

#stargate atlantis - my random fics about Sheppard x [Anyone], plus way too many thirst posts and a smattering of fan art and gifsets

#stargate sg1 - I used to use stargate sg-1 apparently, too, but I can't seem to get a link for that one.

#the stormlight archive (...or #stormlight archive. sigh.) and #mistborn, often accompanied by #cosmere cause there’s likely to be spoilers showing up a lot.

#loki and #loki series; along with #mcu for the broader fandom. #still mad about it = Mobius M. Mobius thirst.

#good omens - thar be spoilers, helpfully tagged as 'good omens spoilers' / 'good omens season two'.

#our flag means death - I didn't start using the OFMD abbreviation at the start and it's too late to go back now.

#multifandom - often in ask replies or games where I blather about my fic or headcanons.

other fandoms that show up on a somewhat recurrent/intermittent basis: 

#assassin’s creed - #the expanse - #midsomer murders - #dresden files or #the dresden files (consistency? who dat?) - #critical role - #the sandman .

- People and ships -

(a lot of these I'm not actively into anymore though)

#shepdex - #ronon dex x #john sheppard .

#JohnTodd [current] or #john x todd [prev] - sheppard and #todd the wraith .

#lokius - #loki x #mobius .

#dreamling - dream of the endless x #hob gadling .

#ineffable husbands - #aziraphale x #crowley .

#thranto - #thrawn x #eli vanto .

#thrakif or #thra’kif - thrawn x #ba’kif .

#geraskier - #geralt x #jaskier .

#mcshep - #rodney mckay x sheppard .

#winterjones - #ben jones x #jamie winter .

#henry cavill and also a lot of #joe flanigan and sometimes #jason momoa .

#blackbonnet - #stede bonnet x #blackbeard .

#izzykraken, #blizzy, and occasionally #beardhands when I'm being dumb - #izzy hands x blackbeard .

- Other -

#writing - stuff about writing.

#writing problems or #writer problems - (silly) stuff about writing!

#fic rec and #fanart / #fan art - other people’s stuff (see above note re: consistency).

#cats - what it says on the tin.

#random - non-fandom stuff I reblog or things that just don’t really fit anywhere else.

#polls - my polls, other people's polls, polls for all!! (I like polls).

other things I can think of offhand that I sometimes reblog or have Opinions about: 

#commenting, #fandom, #shipping, #fandom etiquette, #gender things (though this tends to go onto my sideblog now, when I remember it exists), #ao3, #ao3cotd, #ask games, #tag games

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[rustyelias]

we are so back guys!!!! tma relisten! raaah!! oh how I've missed you spooky intro music

[lonelypond]

Soldier Game: Operation LA Smile

NicoMaki, Love Live, 5.2K, 1/?

Summary: Soldier Game is called in to protect a team of fashion designers who have been assigned to smuggle scientific data into a hostile United States. Working as models requires a new skillset and Nishikino Maki's first encounter with Yazawa Nico explodes with tension.

ROUND ONE

Sprawling government complex. Full of busy offices, tracking numbers and citizens, calls and meetings being held in a variety of languages. Competent, concerned, efficient bustle. Take a left at the Innovation For A Cool Earth Liaison office, down a very quiet hallway, and take an elevator to the second floor, where the lights were lower, and noises of grunting and bodies falling could be heard. Third door to the right was slightly ajar and inside, Tojo Nozomi, long purple hued hair in a very professional ponytail, had printouts spread all over her desk. And the latest fashion magazines in a row at the top like a barricade. And on her very very secure government issue but Nozomi tweaked to make it even more secure laptop the message from RiceQueen, pleading for help biohacking a prophylactic treatment for the coronavirus. Nozomi’s supervisor stared at her from the doorway.

“Come inside and close the door.” Nozomi shut her laptop, “I’ve read through all the files you had forwarded..

The Deputy Minister nodded and shut and locked the door. “And your conclusion?”

“I think we should go through artistic channels rather than our usual operatives.” Nozomi waved at the chair opposite her.

“What do you mean?”

Nozomi slid a magazine toward the Deputy Minister, open to a page with the latest collection from FeatherSmile Designs. Intricately woven graphene fabric that lit up with neon kanji. “We would have to upgrade their tech, but I think they could carry the message effectively.”

“But they’re not agents. We’d be putting civilians at risk.”

“We give them minimal details and protection. I’d need Soldier Game.”

The Deputy Minister nodded. “They’ve been on standby for months so that wouldn’t be a problem.”

Nozomi glanced at her laptop. “I’ve built a personal relationship with our US contact. I’d like to be involved.”

“That’s unusual.” A tilt back in the chair. Nozomi was starting to lose her audience.

“She’s very skittish.”

“It is difficult to get US visas.”

“For a mini movie in LA? The Governor has negotiated higher threshholds for funded projects. Here’s my plan.” Nozomi handed over a folder that had been marking a particular fashion spread. “We bring FeatherSmile in under the cover of assisting with increasing the positive response to Japanese businesses and citizens. I have a contact in California we’ve used before, Kousaka Honoka.”

The Deputy Minister read the plan over, “Bold thinking, Tojo. May be useful on several fronts. I’m impressed.”

Praise for the obvious wasn’t something Nozomi wasted time over. “People are dying, ma’am. Ignorance and bigotry are on the rise. And someone has asked us for help.”

“So what’s our first step?”

“Contact Yazawa Nico and Minami Kotori. Bring them in. And inform Soldier Game of their new assignment. I’d like to see them on some photoshoots now, rolled out over the next two weeks in separate locations. Maybe one of them vacationing in the middle of celebrities. Send Nishikino for that. She’s got the status.”

The Deputy Minister typed quickly into her phone, “Anything else.”

“I’ll be taking my driver.”

“Of course.”

“I have a list of gear we’ll be needing. I’ll put Sonoda on that and let Rin assist.”

“Then I’ll put Ayase and Nishikino in the field this week while Sonoda preps.”

“Perfect.” Everything on Nozomi’s list had been checked off. Now to talk to the tech team about upgrading FeatherSmile’s textile output.

###

Nishikino Maki, bright red hair under a floppy straw hat, stretched out on the chaise, her book next to her, the sun hot against the skin exposed by her bikini. And then the waiter’s shadow blocked her light. She tipped up the hat, with a snarl, “Just leave it on the table.”

The waiter nodded, placing the tall glass. Maki held up a finger to keep the waiter’s attention, reached over, picked up the glass, and sipped.

“Too salty.’ Maki spat in the sand. A murmur of horror rippled down the row of seats. “Take it back. Tell your master mixologist that Bloody Marys should let the tomato juice shine.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“And you’d better be back here before I finish this chapter.” Maki picked up her book and took her sunglasses off, “Management fires my least favorite employee each and every day. Survival of the fittest.” Maki winked. “Or the cutest.”

Next to Maki, a banking dynasty scion fresh from the London School of Economics rolled her eyes at the vapidness of the idle rich. Nishikino had landed in Hawai’i last Thursday and by the weekend had been spoken of in terror by hotel staff members all across the Big Island.

 ###

Ayase Eli, blond hair in a tight bun, stretched, laying back across the barre, smiling at the smaller woman waiting next to her. “It’s been too long since I’ve had a job with a full dance studio.”

“Oh, are you a dancer?”

“Trained in Russia.” Eli’s tone was polite enough but something in the icy blue of her eyes encouraged the other woman to shuffle farther down the barre. Eli did another perfect move, “It’s great that dance is having such a strong surge. I’m hoping to get a job on a movie in LA or something.”

“Oh, that’d be cool. It’s hard to get work in the US now, with their strict visa limits.” The smaller dancer moved from first to third position.

Eli leaned forward, relaxing, watching herself in the mirror, “But haven’t you always dreamed about Hollywood?”

“Who hasn’t?” The other dancer dropped into a full plie.

###

Sonoda Umi had the supply list memorized, with her own additions. Soldier Game had their own preferences. Dressed in a simple black pantsuit, light blue shirt, gun holster hidden, Umi swiped the pattern that opened the door for her. A clerk greeted her.

“Sonoda-san.”

Umi glanced at the nametag, “Fujioka-san. Please inform Tojo-san that I will meet her driver in the Armory.”

A bow and Umi moved through the checkpoint. That was one of Umi’s favorite things about having to work from Headquarters. There were no unnecessary conversations, everyone prided themselves on efficiency and detachment, Umi felt not at home, but at work. Which was one of Umi’s more productive places. And Umi’s productive places were Umi’s happy places.

###

Yazawa Nico swivelled her chair, forcing her eyes away from the multiple screens in front of her. “Nico knows the computer’s doing most of the work, but…” Nico shook her head, “This much information is making Nico’s brain hurt.”

 Minami Kotori, in a custom made Rumi Rock yukata, was pinning fabric to a dressmaker’s dummy. “Take a break. We can finish programming the looms later.”

“Nah.” Nico shook herself, slapping her face, “Sooner we get it done, sooner we can cut the garments. Did we get the model measurements?”

Kotori nodded, “All the details. Did you see the pictures?”

Nico closed her eyes, yes, she’d seen the pictures, but how do you...then Kotori interrupted her with a giggle, “I’ve been having the most...exquisite dreams.”

Nico decided a change of topic was her best strategy before Kotori breached TMI territory.

“Anything we make will drape well.”

“And practically drip off.” Kotori giggled.

Nico refused to be lured to after hours chatter. “I think the redhead would look great in that lilac twisted tweed you showed me.”

“Ooohh, it would really bring out the lavender in her eyes. Tweeds will also easily disguise any patterning.”

“Yeah, if we use the free color slot to match their individual eye colors…”

“Oh, I can see it,” Kotori stepped over to her drafting table, swift strokes creating three almost capes, Nico guessed from her distant, odd angle.

“So we’re going with a Fall/Winter book?”

“Would you rather see them model bikinis?” Kotori asked wistfully.

Nico dropped her head to her clasped hands, exhaling. What the hell kind of trap question was that to ask a respectful, modern woman so so gay she can’t stop thinking about her new co workers playing nude beach volleyball? There was no safe answer.

“This is so much flashier and more complicated than our usual drop jobs. Can’t we just…” Nico really needed a steady girlfriend so she wouldn’t get preoccupied by random curves.

Kotori frowned, she’d had a late night conversation with their international headquarters. “Command thinks this ask is a mole trying to get information about our operations.”

“Damn. So flashy it is. All personality. Nico nico ni.” Nico, hands raised to her temple, smiled, then sighed, shrewd glance meeting her partner’s.

“Yeah.” Kotori bit the air.

New information absorbed and back on task, Nico considered the juxtaposition of life saving science and sexy swimsuits. Too distracting. But then again, no one would believe it was about anything but pretty women in pretty clothing. Everyone underestimated pretty women. And none of the models were shy about their assets, from the pics Nico had seen.

“Bikinis. Nico just thinks no one will notice the thin pinstripes are actually graphene circuits if they have those models to look at.” Plus, if Soldier Game was investigating them, that little fabric would make guns or recording devices harder to conceal.

Kotori raised an eyebrow at Nico, “You always have the best ideas, Nico.” A few quick adjustments with her pencil and the capes become beach covers, in linen, not tweed, “Ready to wear, on demand we are. With reclaimed fabric. Eco friendly.”

“Eco sexy.” Nico snapped her fingers.

“Sexy sexy” Kotori giggled.

Nico decided a mutual review of their corporate sexual harassment policy was a very necessary next step.

###

Umi stopped, pivoted on her heel and glared over packed duffle bags at the short, energetic ginger haired woman bouncing down the hall after her.

“Let me help, Sonoda-chan.”

“Everything is wrong with that.” Umi stated through gritted teeth.

The ginger shrugged, mischief flicking in chartreuse eyes, “You won’t let me call you Umi-chan.”

“Hoshizora-san.” Umi stated deliberately, as an example, “Perhaps I could speak to your direct report.”

“Nozomi-chan? Oh sure, she always loves it when I stop by her office. She’ll have tea ready and we can talk about what I found out about…”

Umi stopped the spread of information as quickly as she could. “Where is Tojo-san’s office?”

“Right this way.” Hoshizora sped down the hall. Umi briefly wondered if the cat like gimmicky gestures were the actual result of some kind of genetic experiment with cheetahs, but surely there would have been more rumors. Hoshizora skipped -- skipped?!?!?! -- through a door and Umi increased her pace to catch up. Pausing, she knocked, but the door was ripped open, the mini cheetah hybrid speaking to someone inside, “Sonoda-chan wants to see you, Nozomi-chan. She doesn’t like…”

Umi stepped inside the room, stern. “I can speak for myself.”

Tojo was dressed appropriately for the office, in a dark suit, unlike her driver’s Nadeshiko Japan soccer jersey and jean shorts, exuded polite propriety. “Please take a seat, Sonoda-san. How can I help you?”

Hoshizora slid into the chair behind the desk, “Sonoda-chan” Hoshizora winked, “objects to my “‘overt familiarity and lack of respect.””

Nozomi had a slight smile that bordered on a smirk. Umi adjusted her initial impression. She was beginning to suspect that this division was not run to military specs. Nozomi’s voice was a giggly, syrupy mess with hints of rural accent, “Now, now, Lt. Commander, I’m sure you are aware that you will be undercover beginning tomorrow.”

“Of course. I read the dossier.” Umi started to prickle.

“So why do you object to my assistant following my orders that you be eased into a non military environment by ignoring a strict hierarchy.”

Hoshizora, Rin, Umi corrected herself, was rocking the chair back and forth, silently laughing. Umi cleared her throat, “I was not aware those were...Rin’s orders.”

Rin leaned forward, eyes wide, sticking out her tongue.

“Are you going to be aware of everything happening on this mission?” Nozomi asked quickly.

If I can be, Umi’s head went, but she just shook her head in lieu of a verbal reply.

“So, as you are temporarily under my command, you should be aware that I find keeping my charges in a state where they are continually alert leads to the most successful missions. Perhaps not as planned as what you are used to from your time with the Defense Forces, but our skillset needs to be more flexible.” Nozomi tilted her head, almost coquettishly, “Do you understand, Lt. Commander?”

“Of course.” Umi stood at attention, her eyes locking on Rin’s, “Umi will be fine from now on, Rin-san.”

“Rin.”

“Rin.” Umi grinned. Deliberately.

“Good.” Nozomi leaned back against her desk, relaxed, Rin spinning in the desk chair. “And call me Nozomi. Tomorrow, we meet Yazawa and Minami and we need to have our covers locked down.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Nope.” Rin giggled. “You’re slow.

Umi bowed. “My apologies, Nozomi. I won’t let you down.”

“I know you won’t. It’s why I requested your unit.”

Umi hadn’t been aware that the assignment had been an outside request. She’d been too eager to return to the field, even if it involved rather shameless activities. She made a mental note to pay more attention to details. And to cultivate Rin’s acquaintance. She seemed like the detail spilling sort.

“Where’s the tea, Nozomi-chan?” Rin rolled the chair to the credenza under the window.

“Why don’t you take Umi-chan down to the canteen and tell her about our last job.”

“Ooh, that’s a great idea. C’mon Umi, I’ll race you.” And Rin was out the door.

Umi glanced at Nozomi, who shrugged, “Better sprint.”

Umi sighed. So this was a test of physical as well as mental acuity. Fortunately, she had a route to take from here that would be a short cut. Umi headed to the window, raised it and dropped down two stories to the courtyard.

“Unexpected.” Nozomi watched as Umi landed lightly, then raced diagonally toward the kitchen’s loading doors. “Interesting.”

###

Maki Nishikino had never been subject to so much scrutiny. Especially while in this little clothing. The interest in the narrowed ruby eyes was clinical and the fingers that reached out to adjust the bow at her breast were disturbingly impersonal. She reverted to a childhood habit and wrapped her arms around her torso, stepping away from this Yazawa person with a frown.

“This one can’t seem to smile…” “Maki.” Maki snapped and Yazawa raised an eyebrow. “Call me Maki.”

“Maki.” Yazawa bit off every syllable, “doesn’t seem to get sunny or smiling so we’ll have to go for moody sexy on the shoot.” Yazawa stepped back, hands on hips, eyes still roving over Maki’s body in a way that made Maki feel like she was wearing even less. “So either slightly less fabric or a lot more.” “I can smile.” Maki bared her teeth at her antagonist.

Nico shook her head, relaxed her lips in a smile that somehow seemed to make the air glow around her, then called back casually over her shoulder, “Less clothing, maybe lose the top, lots of mood lighting, a fabric that will shimmer. Make a note for the photographer. Cool, wet mystery.”

Maki would have choked when Nico said wet with a smack of her lips but she was fortunately not drinking anything, just reaching out her hand for the water bottle

Now the other designer, Kotori was staring at Maki with speculative, measuring eyes, “Yes, I see what you mean, Nico. Maybe something that looks like washed up on a rocky shore.” “Mermaid? Hmmmm…” Nico gave  Maki one more head to toe examination, shrugged, rolled her eyes, and turned away, “Show me a sketch.” Maki pulled on her coverup and retreated to a chair, knees pulled up, trembling with anger and embarrassment. This was not what she expected this assignment to be. Where was someone she could kick? Or suture? Or shoot? Where were Umi and Eli?

Kotori suddenly purred as the door opened, “Oh, hello, Sonoda-san. Welcome to our temporary studio.” 

Maki thought studio was a generous description for a grungy boxing gym with a green screen set up in front of the ring.

Umi stepped in, dressed for some reason in her kendo workout gear, while Maki was wearing this wisp of thing that would get washed away in a light swell on a calm lake. Both Nico and Kotori were suddenly all attentive to the newcomer.

Umi, as polite as ever, bowed, “My apologies for my tardiness. One of my students had a minor injury I needed to tend.”

“Are they all right?” Kotori asked.

Umi nodded. “Just a small accident.”

“Good. We had a chance to start with Maki.” Kotori waved a hand in the direction of the chair, “If you’ll follow me into the locker room, I’ll get you suited.

“I am at your command.” Maki snorted, loud enough that Umi would hear so Umi pinched up her lips in a frown at the volume, Maki rolled her eyes and then was distracted by Nico with her hands on the arms of Maki’s chair, “Eyes here, Red.”

Maki was startled and snarled. “What do you want?”

Nico sighed, “Okay, Nico knows your brand is temperamental celebrity and we want other temperamental celebrities to see how all…” Nico flipped her hand dismissively at Maki, “this looks in our swimsuits, but it’ll help if you’re at least polite on the set. Don’t etiquette classes come with the wealth package. Or do you like getting thrown out of countries?”

“I can be civil.” Maki said coldly. “Oh good. Nico can’t wait to hear it. Now can you smile? Watch me.” WIthout even a beat, Nico leaned in, staring deeply into the depths of Maki’s eyes, paused just long enough that Maki’s breath caught, and then hopped back, a manic gleam in her eye and a sunblast of a smile on her face, “Nico Nico Ni needs you to act as pretty as you look.” Then there was a wink and Nico twirled, her back toward Maki and Maki had a minute to recover, “Nico will grab a camera and we’ll try the poses again.”

Maki groaned. Nico heard it and hesitated as she picked up the camera. Nico wasn’t a cruel woman. For all the red carpet photo shoots and TWIG selfies, this would be Nishikino’s first professional photoshoot. Which is part of why Nico was drill sergeanting Maki into the patented, 125% successful Nico Nico Ni practice practice practice mindset. The brat, though attractive in the conventional burn down the seacoast with laser eyes sense, would benefit from the confidence that came from repetition. Nico grabbed her oversized pink hoodie from the director’s chair and as she turned with the camera in hand, she tossed it at Maki, “Put this on.”

Maki hesitated, then shrugged into it, relaxing slightly at the warmth and additional coverage, “Why?” Nico shrugged, “This is just a practice shoot, you don’t need to freeze.”

“How did you?” Maki blushed when Nico raised an eyebrow and flicked her glance to Maki's chest for a second. Maki immediately looked anywhere but Nico, “I can handle it.” “Yep. Sure you can, Ma-ki. But tell the camera that.” “Huh?”

Nico raised the eyepiece, pointing the lens at Maki, “Confront the camera. Nobody worth your time wants passive pretty. We want fight.” Nico chuckled, “Hate hot. Flirt fight.”

“Flirt fight?” Maki said slowly, actually glad for some direction. “With you?” Nico lowered the camera, “With the lens. Nico’s not even here.” She raised her hand in front of her face like a magic trick and then Maki was looking at the lens again. Maybe if she imagined a target? 

Nico decided to help, “So what makes you mad?”

Maki’s lip twisted, “Exploitation.”

Fancy word. Nico wondered if that was personal.

“What makes you happy?” Maki shrugged.

Not thrown off by no answer, Nico kept up the patter, Soldier Game needed to up their casual talk game, Nico was doing all the work here. Of course, she was prepared to do all the work. Nico relied on no one.

“Hobbies?” Nico kept moving, her voice even. “Music.” Maki’s posture opened. “I play the piano.” “Nico cooks. Pick up those boxing gloves and put them on.” Commands camouflaged in conversation, after years in the fashion business Nico was a master.

Maki walked over to the table and laced into them.

“Hit the heavy bag.”

This was better, Maki thought as she pounded into the leather, feeling a little like Steve Rogers, stuck in a place he didn’t want to be.

“Classical?” 

“Jazz. Spent a lot of time in America, studying…Ellington, Basie, Baker, Chet, and Jospephine, Bessie Smith for the blues…” Maki had an easy rhythm going, hardly noticing Nico clicking away. “Then…” a snarl, “everything got openly toxic for women and Asians so I hit the road.” Good cover, Nico thought. Maki was Soldier Game's American link. “And you know Ayase and Sonoda how?”

“School. Families.” Maki shrugged, “We know the same…” her voice hardened, “people.”

“Got a jazz trio going?” Nico asked lightly. Maki laughed, the mood dispersing, rolling her shoulders and shaking out her arms before attacking the bag again.

“Look at me.” Not a request.

A graceful turn, sharp purple eyes snapped onto Nico, narrowing, curious, alert, cardigan slipping unnoticed off a shoulder, strong legs braced for the next blow.

“Got it.” Nico announced, lowering the camera with a flair. 

Maki tilted her head, “Got what?”

“Nishikino Maki.” Nico glanced down at her viewscreen, ruby eyes with a happy twinkle. “I’m about to rethink our whole campaign. Kotori likes sweaty.” Nico froze. Oh damn, she’d better go rescue the kendo champ.  “Wait here, Cassius.” And Nico hustled to the dressing room.

###

Kotori was sitting primly, legs crossed, hands folded in her lap, eyes never leaving the muscles on Umi’s back as the other woman changed into the swimsuit Kotori had chosen for her.  Nico barrelled through the door, Umi gasped and grabbed for a towel, and Kotori frowned and turned, “Nico, I was concentrating.” “Sure you were. But Nico has this genius idea. I took some pics of Red there,” Nico flicked her thumb back toward where Maki was slouching in the door, “with gloves and my hoodie over the suit and you’ll love the aesthetic. Just take a look. Plus, I ran a quick search on boxers…” “When did you have time?” Maki wondered. “There was a whole hallway; Nico is fast.” Nico slid next to Kotori, “Found Muhamad Ali quotes. One of them is “I’m too fast. I’m too smart. I’m too pretty." And with these three...”

“Nico” Kotori turned, wide eyed, hands reaching for Nico’s while Umi and Maki shared a confused glance, “That’s PERFECT.” “Nico knows.” “People will swoon.” Nico took a quick glance back at Maki, “Nico knows. And Ali's an American icon, so cultural resonance. Coated in pop culture candy."

Kotori stood up, muttering, totally ignoring Umi, who was standing with a towel clasped at breast level offering some cover for her bare torso. “Just a few changes, maybe robes, maybe some of those big, satin shorts, sliding down…” Kotori swept her hand down her hip.

“Nico can see it.” “Now that I’ve seen them I can…” “Yeah, yeah, less talk, we get on a plane in tomorrow, go make magic happen.” Nico shoved Kotori from behind, forcing the designer seamstress into a stumble toward the door. Nico picked up Umi’s shirt from where Kotori had been sitting on it, handing it to the owner with a wink, “You can thank Nico later.”

Umi grabbed on to the lifeline and nodded. 

“When Kotori finds you again, tell her Nico’s in the gym, setting up a few things for tomorrow’s shoot.” “Of course, Nico.” Umi buttoned up quickly.

“Thanks, champ.” Nico blew a kiss as she bounded out of the room, past Maki with barely a side glance. Umi chuckled.

“You’re amused?” Shocked, Maki settled across a bench, twirling a curl of hair.

“By Nico?" Umi considered. "Yes. She and Kotori have an interesting working dynamic. Completely different from ours, but just as professional in its own way, I think.”

Maki looked doubtful. “She seems a little flaky.”

“It’s mostly for show.”

“Really?”

“Yes, like when a bird displays its full foliage.”

“To impress someone? With flakiness?” “With energy. Very desirable from a mating perspective.” “You want to ma…” Umi, now flustered, rushed to interrupt Maki’s question, “Birds, birds do such things to attract a mate. I am a complete professional, as always.”

“As expected.” Maki agreed. Umi never cracked. Eli would occasionally start to have...Maki hated the f word....feelings, but Umi, Umi was always 100% on the job, ready, focused. Maki relied on that. What Maki did with....emotional precursors was work them out, leave them to wilt in the blaze of the open, actively exhaust her imagination so she didn’t have to wonder about things. Remembering a flare deep in devilish eyes and hands confidently maneuvering a camera, Maki considered if acting on the impusles flashing through her thoughts would be best before she got on a plane with Nico and flew into even more unfamiliar territory, Maki knew how she worked, and she knew who and what she would be thinking about. Nico’s exacting glance had had a tactile quality and Maki’s skin felt like it had been barely brushed by exploring fingertips. Which was going to be distracting. And Maki knew too well that distractions could be deadly.

“I’ll be in the gym. Don’t find me.” Maki decided.

Umi withheld her commentary. Every job was dangerous. Every Soldier prepared in her own way.

###

Nico had taken the green screen down and was in the center of the boxing ring, looking through a frame made by her fingers, muttering. Maki slid a weight in front of the door and approached the ring, hanging over the ropes.

“I saw you looking at me.” Accusatory snap. Why not? Hate hot. Nico had said that. Nico inhaled, sighed, and turned with hands open, “Look, Nico is sorry, and is so so professional, but you’re just so…” “Hot.” Maki ran a hand through her hair, “I know.” Switch the mood, check. Nico’s expression soured, “Okay. When did Nico sign up for your publicity blasts?"

“I don’t DO relationships," Maki announced, as if Nico had not spoken, "but you’re obviously into me, we have to work together, and I’d really rather not spend a lot of time wondering about whether you’re any good in bed,” Maki stepped through the ropes, strutted toward Nico, making certain to brush by the shorter woman, “like...you know.” And Maki shrugged, casually as she turned, and offhand arrogant multiple x rated seXXXy flashed neon in Nico’s mind.

Nico shook herself, quickly recalibrating the expected response. Ms. Too Cocky For Containment, Too Shy for Eye Contact here obviously wanted Nico to skip the apology phase and go right to impress. “Nico does fine. No complaints. Thousands of need more Nico texts.”

Maki’s quirked eyebrow read dubious as she leaned back, with liquid grace, in the corner of the ring. “Sure. Because your lack of detail encourages belief.” Amethyst eyes dared Nico.

Was this a trap designed to lower Nico’s defenses? Work of the mole? She and Kotori had decided wariness was essential with the new security team, but showing weakness was no way to keep the upper hand. And Nico thrived on the offensive.

“Would you like pics?” Two steps and Nico had blocked Maki into the corner, and the grungy, windowless gym had shrunk to the size of the ring as the combatants sized up their next moves, “Testimonials?” The tip of Nico’s nose had now landed a jab against Maki’s as dark pink lips landed the verbal followup, snapping, “Nico doesn’t even need a bed.”

Nico knew there was a big chance that saying that would completely blow the atmosphere and the super stupidly hot redhead who wouldn’t stop looking super stupidly doable would just collapse into hysterics. And, Nico thought, honestly that might have been a relief, because right now, Nico was pretty pretty sure pretty pretty Maki was smoldering with some fire Nico didn’t start and Nico wasn’t sure exactly what was supposed to happen. Or if everything would just explode.  But Nico had never gotten anywhere by not being bold.

“Oh really?” Maki pushed herself up, voice trembling slightly to belay the confidence in her actions, but as the movement rippled through her abs to her bosom, the thinking parts of Nico’s brain, the ones that had been slowing her down, shut off and her hands shot out to grab Maki’s waist.

“I liked you better down here.” Nico dropped Maki onto the stool, leaning in, one hand sliding slowly over Maki’s ear, through her hair, fingers exerting the lightest pressure on the neck, other hand holding Maki at the back of the waist.

“Oh.’ That squeaked out of Maki and Nico was suddenly at her neck, nibbling, confident, certain, as she felt moans her...opponent, sure let’s go with boxing analogies, was swallowing. Maki had not anticipated Nico’s response to be this fast. Or...effective. Maki could feel her heart hammering and Nico’s nearness raising the hairs on her arms. Was this a standard thing for Nico and models?

Nico nipped the earlobe and timed with the shudder, went for the hook, “Want more?” following quickly with an uppercut, her lips on Maki’s throat, slipping to the jaw, hand sliding down to tease Maki’s breast. Maki almost convulsed, no longer asking questions, all of her attention now on Nico’s next advance.

Nico heard a hiss. But no words.

“What was that? Nico was now between Maki’s open legs, leaning in in a way that would have surprised her at the brazeness of the move, if Nico’d been thinking at all, but no, she wasn’t, so she pushed in and Maki leaned forward, even as she squirmed on the stool, legs bumping Nico’s waist, her arms slipping through to wrap themselves in the ring ropes to either side.

“Maki?” Nico avoided the lips, even as Maki nearly roared, concentrating on the reddening chest above Maki’s bikini top, a hand on the bow and the bikini fell open, and Nico stopped for a heartbeat, breathless, she would be going there, as soon as…

A hissed word full of whispery need. “yssss.” And Nico bit, and Maki screamed, and the stool got kicked out of the ring, and Maki was suspended against the ropes, head thrown back, hair in crazy, bouncing tousles, and Nico could never watch another boxing match again, and every taste and touch of skin was so soft and supple and Nico had to dodge a thrashing leg, and Maki was about to rip the stanchion out of the ring, and Nico freed Maki's arm from the ropes, and fell backwards with both of them like they’d switched to wrestling and with Maki on top, Nico even impressed herself, hands flittering as fast as butterflies, kisses hitting as hard as taps on the speed bag, Maki mouthing nothing that made sense. And, then, with a cry, it was over. And for just a brief second, Nico caught a bright glance wide with wonder, then long lashes fluttered closed, and Nico had to scramble for something to cover them both as Maki passed out.

“Wow.” Nico sat, catching her breath, back braced against the stanchion that had managed to survive upright, redhead snoring at her side, under a beach towel. “But what the hell?”

Maki muttered and Nico hushed immediately. Now was not a time for Sleepy Beauty to be wide awake in beast mode. Nico was thinking.

A/N: Twitter, where I live, was in a Bodyguard AU mood so it got me thinking. And all this Maki X Not Nico stuff also got me grumbling. And here we are. Can't promise when the next chunk will come, as I am working on finishing Apocalypse Midnight Dance Party chapters (and Tiger By The Tail) but I wanted to post this start. Enjoy. And stay safe. And drop me a song for my Soldier Game playlist.

[jawnwicks]

lemme tell yall about the Worst sex i had this weekend and why you should avoid casual sex if u are like me and mainly get turnt on by being mentally rawed

so basically, the guy was easily in his 50s. which i mean, fine, no problem (have you Seen my blog?) but like i wouldn’t say he was SUPER attractive. just kind of attractive in that way that happens when someone is being kinda smooth around you and you’re having a good time that night. 

anyway but LOL the first moment he kissed me my brain was literally like “hm…… no.” L O L but uh. here’s the confession. I was too fucking horny not to carry on anyway bc i been sufferin mightily for uh, a while now. and that’s just what happens in your late twenties when you ain’t getting some, kids. and when you kinda desperately want some.

so anyhow we like kicked our way into one of the rooms which was like an office (did i mention this was at a bdsm club? no??? it was. i had better sex while i was being whipped and burned. except they didn’t have sex with me. which im STILL so bummed about. why no touch :( ANYWAY. it was more attractive than the actual sex, is what im saying) and im on this fuckin desk. 

and like whats kinda cute is all the adult fumbling of “can’t get me fuckin boots off”, “how the fuck do these pants work”, “where’s the shitting jar of condoms” and more endless jokes. which was actually rather endearing the way we both. stopped to laugh about that. 

but anyway the rest of the damn time it was just him practically fuckin munching on my damn clit and me being like jesus h christ my man you have No subtlety. and like the LACKINGEST of LACKING FOREPLAY before whoops we’re in 

and again, not that i’ve told you but i have Trouble with easing up when vag penetration is happening because like. fucking trauma and shit. plus gender. anyway so like, it hurt is what im tryna say. So im doing a combination of rolling my eyes and laughing quietly on the desk while he tries (and fails) to get his rocks off 

and like for FUCK’S SAKE im just like, here gimme. let me try jacking you off you idiot. and it turns out eli’s internet research experience has actually proven one thing right and that is that the men Love a good hard chokehold on their dicks. im…. Satisfied to find out that was right. 

anyhow eventually he finally came after i sort of did a couple full body shivers because my poor wee dick was SO overstimulated in Completely the wrong way so like “”“”“”“”“came”“”“”“”“”“” obviously. and then finally he did. And the worst part was that i remembered i hate the smell of condoms AND my doms had gone and fuckin left while i’d been horndogging it with mr not so attractive.

and so i went and sat on a sofa and tried not to make moon eyes at my friends LOL 

is it tuesday?? nope. are u getting this tmi??? absolutely. 

god i just fuckin. Wish i could get the slow, teasing, monstrously mean fuck that i deserve. u know what i mean? where the flippin shit is that. 

brain this is a horny sexy post imma kill you if you can’t for ONE minute stop tryin to feel an emotion

[peachyho]

Shrek is playing in my work for the 20 year anniversary and u bet ur ass I’m in the screen rn waiting for it to play on my day off

[pesantrenpandeglang]

HASIL TES SELEKSI MASUK GELOMBANG KEDUA PONDOK PESANTREN DARUNNAJAH TAHUN AJARAN 2020/2021

SURAT KEPUTUSAN 

64.A/PPSB-TMI/DN/IV/2020

TENTANG HASIL TES SELEKSI MASUK GELOMBANG KEDUA TARBIYATUL MUALLIMIN/AT AL-ISLAMIYAH (TMI) 

PONDOK PESANTREN DARUNNAJAH 

TAHUN AJARAN 2020/2021

  Dengan bertawakkal kepada Allah SWT. Kami Panitia Penerimaan Santri Baru Pondok Pesantren Darunnajah Jakarta Selatan, setelah:

  Memperhatikan

Nilai Tes Al-Qur`an, Imla’, Pengetahuan Agama dan Umum, Matematika, Bahasa Arab dan Inggris (bagi peserta Aliyah dan Mutasi) serta Wawancara Calon Santri dan Wali Santri.

Hasil musyawarah tim penguji seleksi masuk TMI Pondok Pesantren Darunnajah Tahun Pelajaran 2020/2021.

  Menimbang

Bahwa untuk hal tersebut perlu segera mengeluarkan keputusan.

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Hasil Tes Seleksi Gelombang Kedua masuk TMI Pondok Pesantren Darunnajah Jakarta Tahun Pelajaran 2020/2021.

Kelulusan dibagi menjadi empat kriteria; Lulus Murni, Lulus Bersyarat,  Lulus di Darunnajah Cabang dan Tidak Lulus.

Peserta tes yang dinyatakan Lulus Bersyarat diwajibkan untuk mengikuti Bimbingan Belajar selama 5 (lima) atau 10 (sepuluh) bulan berturut-turut.

Keputusan ini tidak dapat diganggu gugat.

Ditetapkan di Jakarta, pada tanggal 2 April 2020

    Dr. K.H. Sofwan Manaf, M.Si.

Pimpinan Pesantren Darunnajah

    Miftah Ahmad, S.Pd.I.

Ketua PPSB 2020/2021

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Keterangan Penting Harap dibaca! :

Bagi orang tua/wali peserta tes yang Lulus Murni/Lulus Bersyarat bisa langsung melakukan pembayaran di ATM atau fasilitas Internet Banking yang terhubung dengan jaringan ATM Bersama, Prima, atau ALTO, paling lambat 7 hari setelah pengumuman kelulusan, dikarenakan tempat terbatas.

Pembayaran tidak dapat dilakukanmelalui BCA Internet Banking.

Transfer hanya dapat dilakukan dengan Real time Transfer tidak dapat di proses dengan LLG (Lalu Lintas Giro) dan RTGS (Real-Time Gross Settlement).

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REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000026357 ALTAMIS HAIL AHSAN NASUTION L 2 0000029581 DEWA ALESSANDRO THANOVA L 3 0000025776 FIRMANSYAH ALI SANTOSO L 4 0000029992 MUHAMAD FARHAN APRIANA L 5 0000026528 MUHAMMAD  ADRIEL ALTAF FATEEN L 6 0000026389 MUHAMMAD MUFTHI L 7 0000028738 PRANAJA RESWARA SUTA ISKANDAR L 8 0000025923 YUSUF L 9 0000030150 RYANTINISA GUZELAZKIA P 10 0000028834 SYARIFAH KESYA NABILA SYLVANIE P 11 0000027491 TYA AYU NARISSYA GUNAWAN P 12 0000026828 UMMU RAHMAH SAYYIDAH P E. LULUS BERSYARAT DI KELAS INTENSIF (Kelas Persiapan Selama Satu Tahun Ajaran) Wajib Mengkuti bimbingan belajar selama lima bulan NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000025949 ABDAL AL KAMIL L 2 0000026315 BREGAS WAHYU ADI PUTRA L 3 0000028004 KHAIDAR AHMED L 4 0000028529 KHAIDIR FAQIH L 5 0000028123 M. 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FARIS AKBAR L 3 0000029087 MARWAN ILHAM MUHAMMAD L 4 0000028887 MUHAMMAD ABIYYU RASYUDIN L 5 0000029703 RAIHAN NUR FATHAN L 6 0000029750 RAYHAN AHMAD MUZAKKI L 7 0000024571 ALKESYA MULIA AZZAHRA P 8 0000026972 AQNHATUL SHABRINA SUHERMAN P 9 0000029663 NURVITA DWI AGUSTINE P 10 0000024108 REVALINDA PUTRI AZZADYA P G. LULUS  BERSYARAT DI KELAS 2 TMI (Diterima di kelas 2 TMI / 2 MTS) Wajib Mengkuti Bimbingan Belajar Bahasa Indonesia NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000023979 MOHAMMED ALI ABDULLAH AL-JAWDA L H. LULUS MURNI DI KELAS 4 TMI (Diterima di kelas 4 TMI / 1 Aliyah) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000030333 MUTHIA SALMA AINI P 2 0000026489 YASINTA DIVA NEGARA P I. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren Darunnajah 2, Cipining, Cigudeg, Bogor (Diterima di kelas 1 TMI) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000029212 BASO FARID AKBAR L 2 0000028587 RAKHA SULTHAN PRIYANTO L 3 0000026641 REZKY DEVA PRATAMA L 4 0000030439 RYAN BUANA RAMADHAN L 5 0000028590 DZIKRAA MICHAELIA PRIYANTO PUTRI P J. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren Al-Mansur Darunnajah 3, Serang-Banten  (Diterima di kelas 1 TMI ) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000030190 CLEONIMA RAFA SUBAGIO P 2 0000025408 DANISHA NAIA AZ-ZAHRA P 3 0000027885 MUTIARA NABILATUL KHASANAH P 4 0000027674 NABILA SUCI RAMADHANI P 5 0000029288 SAFFANAH SANIYYAH DASTRIAN P 6 0000027824 SALMA SHOFIANI P K. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren An-Nur Darunnajah 8, Gunung Sindur Bogor  (Diterima di kelas 1 TMI ) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000026314 RAFA ARYA WIGUNA L 2 0000029550 RAVEL L 3 0000027254 HANIFA SANIYYAH SAFRI P 4 0000027251 TAZKIA RAMADHANI SAFRI P L. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren An-Nur Darunnajah 8, Gunung Sindur Bogor  (Diterima di kelas Intensif) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000028732 MUHAMMAD ARIEF BUDIMAN L M. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren Al-Hasanah Darunnajah 9, Pamulang Banten (Diterima di kelas 1 TMI ) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000029209 ALMIRA ZAHRA DYVIA P 2 0000029717 FEREISYA NABILA ZAMRAH P 3 0000028265 NAYLA PUTRI WIDYADHANA YUSUF P 4 0000028261 REVANNA RAMADHANI ARIFIN P N. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren Al-Hasanah Darunnajah 9, Pamulang Banten (Diterima di kelas Intensif) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000026034 WULANSARIP P O. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren Nurul Ilmi Darunnajah 14, Serang Banten ( Diterima di kelas1 TMI ) NO  NO. REGISTRASI NAMA JK 1 0000028073 ANDRE ADITYA SETIAWAN L 2 0000028247 FACHRY RASENDRIYA HAFIZH L 3 0000029860 MUHAMMAD ZAMAKHSYARI L 4 0000029993 OBAMA L 5 0000028255 RAFI BAGAS WELDANY L 6 0000030402 DELFIANA LARASSATI P 7 0000024974 KAYLA RAISYA PUTRI P 8 0000028256 NAILA AINUN REYAN P 9 0000029798 PUTERI DAVINA SYA’BANI P 10 0000026910 QEYSA CAESAR RIANTI P P. Lulus ke Darunnajah Cabang. Pesantren Nurul Ilmi Darunnajah 14, Serang Banten ( Diterima di kelas Intensif ) NO  NO. 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Song Tag

Song game!

Tagged by @bae-minseung

Thanks for tagging me, luv!

Rule: You can only repeat one artist and song only one time, so we can all kind of spread new 🎶to the people we tag. Try to listen to at least one of the song’s people rec here.

1. Song you 💛ed the first time you listened to and never got tired of?

Universe by Minhyun

When ‘Universe’ came out on April 3rd of 2019, I already knew it was going to become one of my favorite songs ever. How did I know that? I can’t really say. The first note tickled my ear and made me feel fuzzy inside, but also a little sad. I don’t know if there’s anyone else out there that likes standing in the rain and feeling it trickle down your cheeks, but it felt like that—only better. It felt like the cold water was warm, and instead of it being clear, it was dye and it was coloring me beautifully. That song felt like first love to me. Thrilling and beautiful, but also a little heart-wrenching and sorrowful. I think that’s why I love it so much, and still love it to this day. I can always go back to that song to fill me with the color that I lack. In the words of Minhyun: “You have to be happy, my universe”.

2. One song you 😭 every time you listen or makes you emotional?

The Last by Agust D

‘The Last’ is such a painfully honest song, and I admire that honesty. Since BTS debuted in 2013, I remember looking at Min Yoongi through the eyes of a relatively thoughtless nine-year-old and thinking, “What kind of person are you? Who are you?” I thought it was a funny question, at the time. I knew who he was. He was Min Yoongi—Suga from BTS. He was a cool Korean guy I saw on the internet. Though, as time went by and I got older, I realize it.

“You’re me.”

“You’re older than me, and we’re different people.”

“But that doesn’t matter.”

“You’re me in another body.”

When I came to that realization, I cried for hours without making any noise. Not because I didn’t want to, but because I couldn’t. Up until that point, I was someone who locked her door and screamed until she felt better, but at that time, I realized that it felt better to scream in my head, because then I could do it whenever I needed to. I could be in a room full of people, and I could still be screaming. For whatever reason, I felt comforted by that. I always used to scream and throw tantrums so that people would hear me. So they would know what I was thinking, and what I did or didn’t like. I needed to be heard; I desired it. But after coming to my ‘realization’, I didn’t need to scream to be heard anymore, because there was already someone out there that understood me.

I’m incredibly blessed that ‘The Last’ came out around that time that I developed my ‘Yoongi-ness’, for lack of better term that doesn’t sound too over-dramatic. I’ve never been depressed—I’ve just been really sad or couldn’t feel anything at all, but I’ve felt less really-sad (or at least more comfortable with my really sad), because I knew that I could come back to this song and feel like someone understood.

And that made me happy. That’s one reason why I’m so happy now.

He understood me without hearing a word I said, knowing my face, or knowing my name. Without knowing of my existence, I felt treasured and that’s why ‘The Last’ is always the song that can make me emotional/cry.

3. One song that always makes you happy/😁?

Get Cool by Stray Kids

I have no reason for this whatsoever. I think it’s just the way they sing it or the meaning behind the lyrics, but I always feel cheered up when I listen to this song. Like nothing can bring me down and I can just be unashamed about how freakin’ happy I am.

4. One song you would dedicate to your best friend and/or family?

P.O.P (Piece of Peace) by J-hope

I think this one is pretty self explanatory. If I care for someone, I want to be their strength and their light. I want to make their dreams brighter and their nightmares disappear. I want to be a safe place for them. Therefore! Piece of Peace.

5. One song with production (the sounds, the beat, the mood) you 😍?

Manitto by Villain

This song!! This song always makes me feel like I’m in an MV, ‘cause no matter where you are, it somehow fits every. Single. Situation. It makes me feel like a suave criminal that walks by people on the street and everyone’s just like, “Daaaaaamn, is that a snack? ‘Cause all of a sudden, I’m hungry”. I always feel 50% more confident once I listen to this song. I’m not someone who swings their hips when they walk, but Manitto has that effect on me. It unlocks my inner zest. I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it and it’s been stuck in my ear eternally ever since. The vibe, the mood, the production—all of it is outstanding and totally underrated. Plus, Villain is probably one of my biggest vocal inspirations. I don’t necessarily follow his style (mostly because I don’t think I’m capable of his abilities), but I admire him so much because he’s always had his own voice color that is just incomparable.

6. One song with perfect, amazing, outstanding lyrics?

My New World by CIX

Oh my goshhhhhhh, where to start with this one? There’s nothing I don’t love about this song, particularly the lyrics. Everything from Yonghee’s falsetto to Seunghun’s power to BX’s and Hyunsuk’s shared rap part to Jinyoung’s “heyyyy~” (only those that have listened to it will understand)—it always hits me in a strong, powerful way. It’s a song all about carrying your light along with your darkness, and that’s always a lesson I’m try to teach myself every single day. I think one of my favorite lines is: “Take the bumpy road”, because it reminds me of something I told myself once. I was sitting on my bed at 4:30 in the morning, watching the sunrise. I was in a really nostalgic mood and I was alone in the house, so I just sighed, laid down and started crying for no reason, telling myself, “It’s hard to be a good person”. I think ‘My New World’ has become a source of strength for me, because it makes me feel like I’m more capable of going through the struggles of trying to be the best version of myself.

7. One song that you would recommend to anyone?

go, just go by eli

I think if you listen to it, you’ll find out what I mean without me even having to say much. I remember putting this on my friend’s ‘Calm Down and Chill’ playlist and then that same day, he called me and said, “What the heck is this?” and I was like, “...what?”. He explained to me that he meant the song, but I didn’t understand why he was so adamant about it until he said, “You can’t put stuff like that on my playlists. It’s too beautiful and it makes me cry”. I think that’s pretty powerful.

8. One song you don’t understand why you like so much but you do anyway?

BLACKWHITE by CORBYN

Corbyn (ex member of 24k) is a little-known self-producing soloist under 28Laboratory and BLACKWHITE is my favorite song by him. I love the classy-old-film vibe it has, despite it being a hip-hop song with hard rap. I’m not sure why I like, but I think it has something to do with how clever and almost punny the lyrics are. Not to mention, I always gets chills whenever he says, “Y’all don’t amaze me”. Another thing that probably helps in adding to my love for this track is that his producing feels familiar to me since he produced a lot of my favorite 24k songs, like Super Fly and Bonnie N’ Clyde.

9. One song that you think people in general wouldn’t like, but you do?

TOP Gang by MCND

I will openly admit that this is a genera plenty people aren’t that into—hip-hop with rap-heavy vocals and a raw production quality—but I happen to love this song. Not only does it impress me that all the members are so young (Win has been my baby since Under19), but also because the members took part in the writing and producing of the song. Castle J helped in producing it, and he wrote the lyrics for it, along with Win and BIC. They really have so much talent and they put so much effort into it, and I find the way they structured their rhyming to be very addictive. I find myself going back to listen to it because it puts me in that “I can do anything” kind of mood.

10. One song people normally like and you don’t like or hate?

Cheerleader by OMI

...I don’t have much to say about this one, I just don’t like it. I’m not a very social person, but I remember the year that this was REALLY popular was probably my busiest year yet, so I was out all the time, and it was playing EVERYWHERE. Going to the pool with my friends? It’s playing. Dinner with my family? It’s playing. Literally just shopping for some new underwear? (TMI, I know) Yup, that’s right. It’s playing. I just couldn’t stand it by the end of the year. 😂

11. One song you would call a masterpiece?

Saturn by Sleeping At Last

‘Saturn’ is the one song I come back to over and over again. It makes me happy, it makes me cry, it makes me thoughtful and pensive. It’s everything that I would consider a ‘masterpiece’. The beginning part with the violins and the piano always reminds me of my sister and I, because that’s always been out thing. I play piano, she plays violin. For both of us, music is our first love. My sister’s lost her first love because life is busy and she’s always working and stressed, but I’m fighting tooth and nail to hold onto it and never let go, because to me, music is everything. It brings me to the stars, which are too far away for me to physically touch. It can make me feel when I’m numb, it can make me happy when all I’ve done is cry, and it makes me realize over and over again that life is literally the best thing ever. We’d have nothing without life, and music makes that apparent to me—especially this song.

12. One song you recently (30 days max) discovered and really liked it?

I’m not okay by Deadfish

I like songs that give me an atmosphere, and this song definitely does just that. It feels like brutal honesty cutting into my skin while I’m drowning in my backyard pool, and the chlorine is seeping into my wounds and it just hurts, but in such a nice way. It feels like the loneliness gets a little bit less lonely by the end of the song, and it definitely lessens your sense of self-pity, because you realize other people feel the same as you, if not worse.

13. One song you listen to to get pumped like you wanna tear down the government or something?

HIT by Seventeen

Hit fills me with a sense of excitement and hype unlike any other. Basically, everything about it—the beat, rhythm, lyrics, bass-drop, synth, the fanchant—gets me absolutely hyped up. I can’t sit still whenever I’m listening to it, and I always (ALWAYS) sing along. If I’m sitting, I’m doing this weird shoulder and waist dance. If I’m standing, I’m jumping up and down higher than a volleyball player. It’s even worse when I’m in the mood for dancing, ‘cause then I attempt the choreography, but only in the comfort of solitude, ‘cause oh my gosh, there’s some embarrassing moments. This one definitely is heightened by the fact that I’m going to a Seventeen concert in less than a week.

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Thanks again for tagging me, luv! I had a lot of fun doing it, as you know I always like to share my music with anyone that’ll listen. Anyway! I’ll tag my peeps now.

@shizziebo (You always have interesting opinions, Cheya. Love to know what’s going on in that head.)

@lostmyshame (I’m curious what you’d say. You intrigue me. 👍)

@aesthetic-06-24 (I got a random sense from you; don’t know why.)

@itslilliansnow (I know you’ve been busy recently, so don’t worry too much about getting to this.)