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artantree · 3 days ago
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Hello!! 🌳
My name is Artan, and this is my new sims blog. Also, like my first tumblr post apart from that time, I made a blog about my plushy donkey. 🤔
Anyways, what I plan to do here is mainly post my legacy save I've had since 2018. I'm currently on my 22nd generation, and I plan to introduce all of my main sims and a summary about them in my next post (it's gonna be a long one). Apart from that, I plan to share interesting/funny things about my current game play and a summary of my previous generation when I move to the next.
I kinda do challenges, but more so, use them as an outline rather than strict rule book. I've finished the "not so berry" one, and I'm currently doing "not so berry 2". I'm currently on the "amber" gen, but "amazonite" is already born cuz we had an accident teen pregnancy.
I mainly play with male sims cuz I don't like dressing sims with a female frame that much, but my gf helps me. She also pretty much maintains the whole game, mods, cc, and stuff, and does my builds cuz I suck at that.
My photos won't be too edited, probably, but I aim to make my posts neat, still.
I use famous people and tv/movie/game characters in my game sometimes, but I don't always follow their real personalities.
So anyways, if you are interested in all that, give me a follow and thanks for reading this! :)
edit: I forgot to say I that recently I moved my recent sims, and some more important ones, into a new save cuz my old one was too big to play in anymore.. that's why og townies r currently in my game and might be mentioned
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matd0 · 4 months ago
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HELLO HELOO i am. alive. ermm. ok so long story short i am very very tired and unable to do like. anything. :P oof.
here's a toby drawing i completely forgot??? that i did??? like months ago??? found it in my files while looking for any drawings I've actually finished recently and im pretty happy with it so I'm posting it here :''3
honestly i just haven't been happy with anything i've been drawing so only stuff i've done are studies because i want to improve but idk. i feel really self critical. yk how it is being an artist, never feeling happy with your skill level :p i'm working on it though, got pretty into traditional painting for a change? idk i'm trying new stuff to find inspiration. hopefully more art SOON (for sure this time) (idk if i can promise that)
okok health update:
been very very stressed out, basically. got bad again, getting better again?¿? got more help though, so i should be getting therapy maaaybe and help getting back into school, not sure, trying to make something work out. not looking at my phone has been helping
in other news; fall is awesome, love halloween !! birthday is coming up aswell, which is pretty cool 👍👍👍 been hanging out with friends again, which is very nice too. uuuhhhhh the silent hill 2 remake finally came out!!! and it's actually good!!! like really good!!! life has meaning again!!!!
TLDR: I am so very tired. but it will get better, for sure !! just need more time? maybe? in any case, i will be back to post more whenever i am able to. thank you for enjoying my art, it does mean the world to me.
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drinkabletoxicdishsoap · 3 months ago
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HAIII IM BACK LIKE I PROMISED HERES MY WINN BULLSHIT LORE
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winn was superrrrr close to their mom before she died, she worked as a hair dresser for abit and then as a security guard at pattys and would take them to work when younger so they were very distraught when she died due to medical complications, emmet was a family friend and elijahs long time best friend from high school so they got married a little after her death (yes its suspicious and yes elijah mightve cheated while she was alive yes this is more convoluted then it should be) the cousins arent relevant at all, and yes charlottes name is a fnaf refrence i couldnt pass up the oppertunity
ignore the fucking . "missing since 2007" thing cuz its apart of that one au i mentioned i never talk abt anymore so it wouldnt fit into canon but tldr thats nick of time shes gone bananas dont worry about it (i had a fic in the worlds in like august . i still have the doc open incase i want to finish it since its halfway done but i cant write rn i can only do 1 hobby at a time #sad) also their maternal grandmama is a fucking asshole so who cares
(zipper is a border collie if u gaf......... btw)
I was going to make a separate Winn headcanon post but since you shared this beautiful family tree with me I want to share my headcanons about them!!
TYSM FOR SHARING ITT RAGHH ITS AMAZING AND YES I DO GAF !! THESE ARE SO COOL I LOVE LOVE YOUR HEADCANONS ABOUT THEIR MOM
If I do think of more, I’ll either reblog, edit, or reply!! I’m sorry if they’re out of character or it seems like I’m projecting
they listen to 80’s Japanese city pop!! please tell me someone else sees it and I’m not crazy 💔💔 I probably am oh well maybe it’s because im listening to that genre right now
following up with the music headcanons, I feel they would listen to a lot of bands. Not any certain kind of genre, they just love listening to bands :3 (weezer fan…)
hip hop listener
amusement park enthusiast
maybe it’s only because of the patty possum episode but I feel like they love arcades
GUITAR PLAYER THROUGH AND THROUGH TRUSTTTTTT!! ONE OF THEIR DREAMS IS TO START A BAND I SWEAR
lowkey a fnaf kid. Idk the patty possum episode reminds me a lot of security breach
has a lot of stress and anxiety problems but hides it because they don’t want to upset their friends
whenever they get a new interest, they dive deep into the lore
Minecraft kid.. watched a lot of Minecraft YouTubers (the ones who aren’t groomers I promise)
if I have to give them a style, it’s either grunge or Adam Sandler fits, no in between
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listens to music A LOT to help them calm down. basically one of their coping mechanisms
always begged their parents to get them those playgrounds you build in your backyard
LOVES comic books!!!!
LOVES superhero movies as well
sonic fan
plays the pokemon games.. i think they’ve played every gen.. their favorite is black and white
card collector!!!
when it comes to vacation, they love going on excursions and exploring :3
I think they would enjoy gravity falls and adventure time.. maybe I’m projecting though my bad
I don’t know if anyone has read it but you know survivors? yeah I feel like they would love that but maybe that’s just me maybe I fever dreamed that
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their favorite animals are bugs. They don’t discriminate they love all and any kind of bugs
they go to skate parks a lot ! They love helping out with people who are struggling with skating or just love hanging out with fellow skaters
very outdoorsy
they love action movies and games
I feel like they played a lot of the Mario franchise
SPLATOON FAN I SWEARRRRRR
I feel like they would love going to farms
posters everywhere in their room
Likes to hang out at roller skate rinks
graphic tees.. they’re so normal about graphic tees
pin and keychain collector
an anime kid but only for like the action animes. Mainly attack on Titian
plays basketball for fun
owns like 100 slinkys
That’s it 🤯 sorry it’s super long :d thank you so much for coming to another yap session! I hope you have a great day/night to whoever is reading this. thank you for sharing your family tree as well! If anyone has any more headcanons, feel free to share in my inbox, reblogs, or replies!!
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b1adie · 8 months ago
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Hi there Adri, I hope you have a good day!
So I saw that total cutie Blade on tiktok and looked up his lore on Wikipedia but it's completely confusing to me, I know basics of hsr lore like mara or aeons cause my roommate rambles about it 24/7 but I don't play this game yet and roommate doesn't care about Blade so they ignore all his voicelines etc...
Came to tumblr to find out more and I saw your blog in tag + in your faq you stated you don't mind lore questions...
So please ignore it if you don't want to answear but could you explain to me Blade's lore more or less?
I'm so sorry if I came out as pushy, I know it's probably a complicated lore and a lot to write about but even watching cutscenes on yt didn't make anything clearer while I feel like this guy could make me play hsr... Sorry for anon, I'm a bit shy.
no prob, i’ll try and explain his story as simply as possible!! and.. add a tldr cuz i know im gonna yap
im sorry the tldr got long too. here.
TLDR was TL, DR: craftsman/blacksmith human named yingxing that became cursed with immortality while participating in a fucked up resurrection ritual for one of his friends. was killed thousands of times til he became mara struck and forgot his past human life. got picked up by the stellaron hunters cuz their leader apparently knows a way to permanently kill him and he wants to die so bad. he didnt know his name but he has a cool sword so they call him bladie. he’s old and he apparently has a valid drivers license and obeys traffic laws but he cant play video games because he keeps stabbing himself in the hand.
iffff you have any further questions you can ask ^_^
TLDR; he was. regular human who was taken to the xianzhou as a child after abominations of abundance destroyed his home world. he picked the name yingxing there. he grew up to be a master craftsman and was incredibly skilled and confident, even considered arrogant. since he was a short life species on a ship of people who would live like 700 years longer than him on avg, they found him lame and annoying, but he was better than all of them at making shit so they had to give him the title of Furnace Master cuz he won it. then at some point he became a member of the high cloud quintet, made up of him and 4 friends (jing yuan, jingliu, dan heng’s past incarnation dan feng, and a foxian girl named baiheng). they fought abominations together and were considered legendary and told about in stories. but, baiheng was killed in battle, and dan feng wanted to revive her. he asked yingxing to help him. the revival went wrong and turned baiheng’s remains into a fucked up beast and also cursed yingxing with immortality. jingliu had to put the baiheng monster down, but she loved baiheng so much and having to be the one to kill her mutated corpse like this drove her to become mara struck. she killed yingxing with the sword he made for her, and then again, and again, killing him thousands of times, until he too became mara struck and forgot his life as yingxing entirely. then the stellaron hunters found his miserable ass in the woods somewhwre and said hey grandpa come with us and we’ll kill you for good. and he was like damn okay if you promise. he didnt know his own name and said he would be more use to them as a weapon than a Person, so kafka started calling him bladie and he didnt object so now he’s called blade. he doesn’t think of that as his name though, he still refers to himself as “the unnamed.” but like, he’ll answer to it out of convenience i guess.
OKAY NOT SHORTENED VERSON.
he was born a regular human on a planet that was soon taken over by the borisin (basically immortal space wolves that brutally kill humans). he was the only survivor of his family and sitll a child. he was taken to the xianzhou zhuming and taken under the wing of their arbiter general, huaiyan. (so like, basically the jing yuan of that ship). he took on the name Yingxing there. he became an apprentice craftsman because the xianzhou is very well known for its forging and craftsmanship. he was always generally overlooked or sneered at due to being a short-life species, which of course meant he could never accomplish as much as any of the long-lived xianzhou people. he was wildly ambitious, though, often described as proud and arrogant, mentioned to have stayed awake for days at a time engrossed in his work. xianzhou natives attempted to sabotage his work by deliberately giving him defective or poor-quality material, but it never held him back. despite all the adversity, he became the Furnace Master, the highest title a craftsman can hold on a xianzhou ship.
when he was still a young kid, he’d met a foxian girl named baiheng. they met again some years later, along with jingliu, the champion swordmaster on the luofu, jing yuan, a young cloud knight and her apprentice, and dan feng, the high elder of the luofu vidyadhada. they all hit it off and became very close friends. yingxing forged special weapons for each of them, and the five fought against the abominations of abundance. they became known as the high cloud quintet.
they had a great time for many years, but the rest of them were all going to outlive him by centuries. they Should have, at least. baiheng was killed in battle, having done so protecting them in some way (distracting the enemy or interrupting them i believe?). dan feng decided they should take her remains along with some cursed abundance flesh and try to resurrect her. he convinced yingxing to join him in his wacky little plan. yingxing was like 70 by then hauling his old ass to go do some scary ritual.
they tried to resurrect her and did bad. instead of baiheng, they created a cursed dragon beast that started wreaking havoc and killing people. jingliu arrived in time to put the beast down. but. she was very, very close with baiheng. like obviously its not outright spoken canon, but they were basically married. so killing the mutated beast made from her wife’s corpse caused her to become mara struck. she killed yingxing as he stood in front of dan feng.
but! due to him fucking with that cursed abundance flesh during the resurrection, he came back to life. (and also got like 40 years younger apparently). jingliu took him with her somewhere and used the sword he made for her to kill him thousands of times, until he too became mara struck and forgot all memories of his life as yingxing.
then she kind of just dumped him in the wilderness somewhere or he escaped and went to the wilderness somewhere. he didnt know his name or anything, just that every part of him was constantly in agonizing pain and he could not die, despite badly wanting to die so the pain would end.
one day while he was out there, kafka and samfly showed up and tried to get him to join the stellaron hunters. he was mara stricken and batshit crazy thought so kafka had to shoot him to death and have samfly hold him down while she used her ability to calm his mara. she told him their leader knew a way to kill him permanently, and would help him reach this goal if he joined them. and he was like oh well in that case sure. she asked him his name, and he said he didn’t have one. (even in his internal monologue, he only ever refers to himself as ‘the unnamed.’) he told her he was more of a weapon than a person, so she was like. ummm.. okay. i’m calling you bladie. and he just let her do that and now everyone calls him blade
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irotinmyroom · 7 months ago
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Could u tell me more about Mason aka your creepypasta oc?? They seem interesting-
IM GLAD HE SEEMS INTERESTING!! i pretty much just made him (and i havent fully perfected his story yet) but ill just put some things about him here!! i'll probably make a big post later explaining his story, like i did with my other oc elias which you can find here (i dont rlly like the art on that post anymore so dont judge!!!!)
ANYWAYS starting off, he's practically a ghost, or some paranormal entity (haven't really decided yet and a ghost sounds too cliche to me) and he kinda just aimlessly wanders around the forest, not really able to accept that he's actually dead.
i'm not gonna get tooo in depth with the story cause i havent really figured out the full story yet, but the basic premise is that before his death, he was a pretty socially awkward kid, and didn't really fit in much at school, but he still enjoyed it either way!! he had (and mostly still does) a strong love for photography, human nature, wildlife and SCIENCE!! in his science class specifically, he met this guy named cole, and they bonded over their shared liking of science. cole was quite popular, and practically led him on (knowing that mason started developing feelings for him) leading to his eventual death. (will elaborate on that in the post i make later on when i figure stuff out!) after his death, he got revenge on bro!! leading to him wandering around in the forest which he died in and soon finding slenderman, and slenderman taking him in as a 'proxy'!!! (i have a type(?) (kinda) of a slendermansion au) though he still lives in the forest, not really.. remembering much of that specific encounter, causing him to get lost a LOT.
FUN FACTS ABOUT HIM CAUSE!!! needs to be included
favorite animal is foxes!! his favorite flower is sunflowers, and he LOVESSS statues!!! he also really enjoys writing and literature in general! (he has a very big vocabulary!!!)
he has a unilateral incomplete cleft lip, which im not very good at drawing, but its there! also freckles spread across his nose and cheeks, and he also has heterochromia. (green and brown!!) his nose pretty much constantly bleeds, he WOULD be that kid in class that has to go to the bathroom/nurse for a bloody nose daily.
in his post-death form, he has a huge messy hole/gash in the side of his stomach, as well as a similar one on his left calf that expands onto the front of his leg a bit. he's semi-transparent with his form taking on a green-ish tint!
he has a hard time seeing things up close, so he occasionally will wear glasses, although rarely.. another little small detail is that he found a tube of mascara in the woods once and curiously just kinda.. put it on and has been wearing it ever since, even though its so messy due to how he just goes for it and CANT CLEAN OFF HIS FACE!! the fact that he probably smells like burning leaves is another thing i put in my notes app 4 some reason but you get the vision
something i was thinking about and jotted down in my notes app about him is that if he was a type of painting (in his post-death form) he'd be a messy, soft watercolor with sharp and ragged lineart (if that makes sense?) and also with types of art, i feel like he'd be performance art. just a thought i had that i thought was rlly cool!!
tldr i love my oc!!!! thank you for the ask, anon!! sorry about this being super long and also kinda hard to understand, but i promise ill make it easier to read whenever i do make a big post about him!! thank u for reading
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sketchzecri · 1 year ago
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Tell me Abt choco pretty please. R they a cereal mascot
Worse.
Choco is a very pathetic sopping wet cat of a man (ive comissioned molty for him twice!! :3)
Literally where do i begin.
So. Necromancy in my world is very complicated magic. And verrry forbidden because instead of just making a corpse move it drags their spirit back to their body repairing the damage if done right. But thats HARD to do. Like super duper hard. In fact, the only way to consistently and effortlessly revive people like that is to have it in your bloodline.
Obviously this kind of magic is scary and weird. So it becomes punishable by death, (some places killing you just for having that magic in you at all. Fucked up)
But they never caught my girl FREYJA AYYYYYYYYYYY
Freyja is Choco's mom. She escaped the law by leaving the city walls and living in the woods :3 She has Choco first then later Cloud. Both of them inheriting her magic. (They also have a skeleton cat named Keke but shes largely there to be cute)
One day, while fucking around in the forest, our young Choco runs into Kaveah, who had ran away to explore the woods. After freaking out about seeing another person, the two hit it off quite well! Choco shows Freyja his new friend and Freyja is like what the fuck that is literally the princess what. Kaveah promises to not tell anyone because she would also get in heeps of trouble for sneaking out.
Womp womp her dad finds out
And he is FREAKING OUT.
Mars has like. A whole onion of issues but tldr he freaks, attacks their family, kaveah defends them, she loses her eye in the process oopsies
After calming down (and realizing he just nearly killed his daughter oops) he stops sucking and is like you know what you mean a lot to my daughter and youve cared for her so much so for as long as i remain king i will keep you and your family safe (to freyja) and they cool now
Womp womp fire
So remember how i mentioned cloud? Yeah that's choco's dipshit brother from hell. He lights the cabin on fire with the intent of killing Freyja and Choco (he's like. Maybe 7 here i think i cant remember.) But dumbass gets HIMSELF killed instead! And freyja
Choco gets out of there
And my boy is NOT doing too hot pun unintended
From then on he lives in the palace with Kaveah then they grow up get married yadda yadda have a son hisbname is Taffy (picked it out himself (hes trans))
So heres where it gets messy. Im not gonna try to come up with anything on the spot but Taffy gets impossibly sick so he calls upon a spirit of some kind to fix him it works YAY
Something happens so he goes to do it again but GUESS WHO ITS CLOUD BITCH KABLAMO and so cloud switches places with Choco. Stealing his body and sending Choco to afterlife hell (its not really hell its complicated not gonna talk abt it here)
And thats kinda it for choco. Theres a few plotpoints that he helps in with other characters but in terms of big events thats it.
There is something here about multiverse travel but thats post-story fluff and roleplay physics
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mayakern · 2 years ago
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Hey Maya! Is there a time when the people subbed to the mailing list receive notification before the skirts are up? I think last or last last time an email was sent out only 3, 4 hours prior to restocking in noon and I feel so sad that my sizing for a lot of the restocks are sold out when I read the email 😞 I just really, really want the mice skirts this time and want to be sure I'm able to set up an alarm for it
when i have the capabilities i try to get mailing list emails out like 24 hours ahead of time, if not sooner, but i’m not always able to do that
such as right now! unfortunately shopify throws a hissy fit any time i try to make mailing list emails on mobile, including on a browser on my ipad, so i can only make mailing list emails from my computer. so, in the case that i am out of town (like right now) i cannot make mailing list emails.
we’re trying to have our next skirt drop on the 22nd but im still not 100% if we’re going to make that or not since the skirts arrived while devin and i were on vacation so it’s our first time completely delegating to ariel and lindsy and i’m not totally sure everything will be ready
if it is, cool! there will be new skirts in the store later this week
if not, it’ll be next week
there are other cases where i cannot get mailing list emails out in time because that specific restock is primarily defective skirts, which have to be quality checked and inventoried individually, which takes a lot of time. the office crew will often be QCing defective skirts right up until it is time to edit the appropriate store listings, meaning i often do not know which designs will be included in a restock until about an hour before it goes up
anyway tldr, we’re a super small company and our backend is very chaotic and stupid. i promise i am doing my best to inform y’all when things are happening but i often don’t have a lot of advance knowledge myself 😅
[eta] also there are like 7k ppl subscribed to the mailing list so the emails get sent out in batches after i hit “send” so some people get the emails much earlier than others unfortunately
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indycar-series · 1 year ago
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post-season update from the blog
(TLDR IS AT THE END SORRY)
hi everyone! sorry its been a Minute since i posted anything. the downside of working in motorsport is it gets BUSY very fast and it gets hard to keep up with everything else, including this blog. thought i would share a couple of things that happened/are happening that the motorsport fans of tumblr would appreciate.
first, thanks to everyone who's stuck by and stayed around despite me not posting anything (i KNOW i KNOW sorry for no content this season) and big thanks to everyone who has hopped in the indyblr discord this season! i appreciate all of u :) sending you big hugs
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second, i wrapped up my first full year in motorsports (can you believe its only been a year, i feel like i've aged 10 years) and am transitioning away from the arca menards series. its been fun but i have another opportunity awaiting me. we had a lot of ups and downs, but the real fun was the friends and experiences we made along the way. not saying where i'm going yet but it'll be cool and im excited
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third, if you didn't hear the news, there has officially been an openly lgbtq+ crew chief in a nascar-sanctioned series. that would be ME MOTHERFUCKERS!! thanks to my boss for the opportunity to do something wild in the last race of the season and to nascar: no takesies backsies >:) . we went from 17th to 12th and got the hard charger award. my driver also made history as the only driver to race in 6 decades and got his 300th start so yknow thats kinda cool. the full shore lunch 200 at toledo is available RIGHT HERE (please mind the fs1 comm booth i know they're bad) if you wanna watch. it would also be cool if you would check out the team's highlight reel and give it some views. hopefully not the last time i'll be on the stand so stay tuned! if you had dreams of being the first one in nascar sorry :( but you can still be the first truck series crew chief, xfinity series crew chief, or even cup series crew chief. the door is open now, follow your dreams!
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i won't promise to keep the indycar portion of this blog updated next season because i have no idea what my schedule will allow for, but you should definitely join the indyblr discord server if you haven't already, some great folks with some excellent blogs in there! its a fun time highly recommend.
see yall next season!
-nyx harenberg, nascar crew chief (i get to say that now suck it haters)
TLDR: did a lot of cool shit that kept me from updating the blog, casually made history that you can watch via link above, don't know if i'll be able to update the blog next season but i'll see what happens, join indyblr discord server.
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guhhhhhhhhhhh · 10 months ago
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hi! i promise im not running rampant through your notes for no reason, i came across your blog via a reblog and tldr you seem very cool! have a great night 🫡
aaa! thank you so much! you gave a fantastic evening as well! Thanks for visiting the guhhhhhh-sphere
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victimsofyaoipoll · 2 years ago
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hi I'm the submitter who was mean to shinoa in my propaganda and honestly seeing that she got TWO other submissions that were both passionate and genuinely fond of her made me feel kinda bad about it, especially how my propaganda just looks really unnecessarily mean next to them without context.
cause im neurodivergent i often express my feelings about stuff in Weird ways. so like if I feel in really complicated ways about a character i often say stuff like "I need to put them in a washer maximum spin" or "im sending them to superhell" or "im putting them in a humidifier and dispersing them in the air" or "im tearing them to shreds and reassembling the pieces" etc. like when my feelings about a character aren't straightforward i tend to use kinda hyperbolic analogy.
i mostly meant that I cannot stand her personality and the way she acts on a personal level, because i've had weird, condescending, pushy friends that don't respect boundaries before and she reminds me of them. BUT i still am completely fascinated by her character because the way she thinks and approaches things is actually pretty cool, and I thought her crush on the protagonist was actually handled pretty well, and she's pretty respectful/responsible about it. overall she's doing her best, and I love her character, i just thought it would be a funny haha to note that I, as a gay man, would want to hyperbolically tear her to shreds if i ever met her. but yeah without context I can see how that looks just really unnecessarily mean. i promise i do actually love your Blorbo, i don't take the time to write submissions for characters I actually hate, im just weird about it 😭
tldr her personality just rubs me the wrong way but in a way that is fascinating. she's also autistic for sure and very devoted to her friends and actually surprisingly respectful of the person she gets slandered for having a crush on. please vote for my girl im sorry
Got permission from anon to post this.
Behold the man behind that Shinoa propaganda
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chaos-cousins · 1 year ago
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// Surprise OOC compliment!
Your blog is one of the most fun I've seen! Someone going through a bunch of Pokemon stories is such a cool concept!
I know very little about Persona 5, but you've endeared me to Ren's character. I want good things to happen to him.
Also, I love how you expand on stuff, like the stuff with Kamado! That's really cool!
Thank you for running this blog!
//OOC
AAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU
ALSO YALL I PROMISE GOOD THINGS WILL HAPPEN TO HIM THIS WEEK (he is going to get hugged so hard by his friends) AT THE VERY LEAST AND THE NEXT PLACE HES GOING IS GOING TO BE MORE LIGHT HEARTED I JUST DIDNT REALIZE HOW MUCH HISUI WOULD SUCK FOR HIM LMAO
IM SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED THE KAMADO STUFF IT WAS FUN TO WRITE
IM SO SO GLAD YOU ENJOY MY FUCKED UP LIL DORKY PHANTOM THIEF WITH A BAZILLION ISSUES AND A LOVE FOR COFFEE AND HIS CAT
BUT UH YEAH!!!!! I HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS BLOG AND THATS MOSTLY WHY I WAS LIKE "fuck it he's going through multiple Pokémon games" BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO HAVE TO LIKE. END THE BLOG AFTER SINNOH LOL
tldr THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
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yewwantstobattle · 1 year ago
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Holy fuck I didn't expect that.
//LMAO IM SORRY LOL
I’m sure that came out of nowhere for most people cause idk how many people have actually been following Yew’s lore. Which is fine btw I just like creative writing. Here ill give a summery rq
Yew has established that it can only remember things after a certain day when he was 12. He was told he almost died that day from a Haunter, and nothing else. He did actually die that day, which is why he can’t remember anything before it.
Since then he was cared for by Twig, who at the time was a 19 year old scientist who had just started working. Twig’s boss is Colress, who in this universe is mostly driven by his desire to bring out the potential in Pokémon. Not a strictly good or evil person, id describe this Colress as chaotic neutral
On the day Yew died, his soul took on the form of a sort of ghost Zorua. It’s different from a Hissuian Zorua because he’s existed before they were revealed and also because cannon is a putty I can mold to do whatever. So.
Colress is VERY interested in Yew, and promises Twig funding for research of basically anything he wants as long as he raises Yew without telling him the truth. Yew doesn’t know the specifics of this, just that Colress and Twig KNEW something was going on with him and hadn’t told him.
Yew has been living like this for 6 years now. This year he made a rotumblr account. At the start of the blog hed been living in Unova for 2 years.
Sometime this year Twig discovered that Yew is basically uneducated. He can read and write but anything else he’s clueless on. Colress offers to send Yew to school in Paldea so that he can finally get an education. Yew is ecstatic, and takes the offer.
…. Of course this wasn’t entirely for Yew’s benefit. It was mostly for Colress’, as he’d been in Paldea researching Area Zero. Having Yew in Paldea would make studying him much easier.
That’s exactly what happened. Yew has a hard time saying no to people he respects, and so Colress would ask him to do tests and he would go along with it without hesitation.
Unfortunately, one day while out with a long time friend (his name is Thanatos, often shortened to Than), there was a massive raid call that caused pokemon to start attacking people. I don’t remember the name of it but it was an event that was run by people on here. This of course affected Yew, and he ended up attacking his friend.
Than managed to catch Yew after a fight, and bring him to a private island that his father owns (Than’s father is wealthy). He’s been hiding in the woods near Than’s house for some time but after a long period of Thanatos not meeting up with him, he began to worry. And so he wandered the woods lost for DAYS looking for any sign of civilization. He didn’t find it. He did however find an abandoned house, which is where he’s been sheltering for a bit.
If you’re interested in more cool lore bits check the tag #//epic yew lore drop moment
TLDR: this dog is fucked up bruh
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eclipsedomens · 8 days ago
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it might also just be stress? if anxiety can cause like. spontaneous ulcers. surely Less Stress at all probably helps a decent bit?
also, i take a mu-opioid receptor blocker at a low dose (naltrexone) and it has a lot of very promising results for IBS, fatigue, and some chronic pain disorders. tldr it works like an SSRI but for endogenous opioids in the body, just making them go up just a little. since we also know placebo works on the opioid system, maybe it's that primed response of Thing You Know Works Every Time getting a little extra boost, and that extra mu-opioid helps tummy? it's not out of the realm of possibility at least, and resembles the effect of established phenomenon. (also fun fact! naloxone, a similar med, can block placebo effects. like if you run a trial with a sham treatment and no treatment, the sham group will have the same numbers as the no treatment group, even though they think they're receiving a medication and in theory should report better pain relief/etc. real neat stuff!)
thats true it could be! idk, i wasnt inherently Stressed prior to hrt but im definitely more chill. chill-er.
thats cool though!!! i might look into it if/when i end up getting off testosterone in the future :o)
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howyouloveyourdragon · 2 years ago
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tldr: OH MY GOD
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You could remember the exact moment you had fallen in love with Aegon Targaryen. Down to the very position of the sun in the sky, the feeling of the summer breeze on your skin.  
oh bby we've all been ther, don't worry i'll get a jar, we can drink the tears later, the salt surprisingly adds a nice bitterness
King Viserys quickly announced your betrothal to Aegon when you were both still babes in the cradle. 
sleeping beauty flashbacks, i'm glad tho that fanon aegon isn't as stale as ole philip dear
“She is not frightening, (Y/N), I promise,” Helaena told you, holding a rather large spider from her fingers.
SIDE-NOTE IM A FREAK WHO LOVES SPIDERS
me when helaena:
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Aegon spotted you both from across the garden, noticing your pale face and coming to your aid. “(Y/N) doesn’t like spiders, Hel,” Aegon said, putting his hands on your shoulder,  ... “Are you alright?” Aegon asked, shifting awkwardly from one foot to the other. Your cheeks turned pink at his chivalry.
awww he cares
“I am sorry for your loss, Lady (Y/N),” Willas Follard said when you returned to the Red Keep following the funeral. 
okay the name willis hits me for some reason which is bizarre but i love it
“Mayhaps someday we shall be wed,” he had told you once as you strolled through the training wed. 
WOAH WOAH WOAH
“I am betrothed, my lord,” you told him, causing him to frown.  “We shall see, my lady,” he promised before taking his leave. 
THE NERVE OF THIS MAN
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Years later you were still eager to please your betrothed, at his beck and call.
oh sweet bby know, you're too sweet for your own good ♡
but it seemed that Aegon was destined to see you as only a child. Only someone he was pleased with, nothing more. 
👁👄👁
oh so you just wanna break my heart then? okay cool. cool cool cool cool cool
When he became a man, Lord Willas decided it was time to ask Aegon for your hand. He saw how your uncle was with you, treating you not as a lover nor a wife. He believed Aegon would hear him out. 
EH??? THE ONLYY THING THIS MAN HAS IS THE AUDACITY I SWEAR
“Were you dropped on your head as a child?” Aegon questioned, face scrunched up in confusion. 
yes, very clearly yes
Your ears perk up at the sound of your name. You had been lounging on the steps leading to the sunken courtyard, nose buried in a book. You hadn’t noticed when Willas had passed you, making a beeline toward Aegon. The two men are lost in their conversation, not paying you any mind. 
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Your breath catches in your throat. Aegon tilts his head to the side, an incredulous grin breaking out across his face.
OH BBY THE TENSION
“Prepared to meet the Stranger so soon, are you?” Aegon teases, a laugh rolling through him. 
aegon 1 : willas 0.3 (i'm sorry the name is cool sksksks)
Your stomach churns. Surely Aegon cannot be serious. Surely he would not risk losing you?
OH DARLING NO SWEET GIRL
Your mother Rhaenyra could sense something was wrong when you had your food delivered to your chambers for the second day in a row. She brought it upon herself to visit you when you could not be coaxed from your chambers by any of your brothers, or your stepfather. 
zaddy daemon and jacaerys couldn't get me out? oh no no no, this is real bad
You cried the entire time your mother helped bathe you. It was as though you were a small child again, as she poured the warm water on you, and stroked your smooth hair with sweet-smelling oils. Your mother’s comfort released all the emotions you had desperately tried to hide.
BBY PLEASE JUST LET ME BRAID YOUR HAIR, GET YOU ALL OF THE HOT COCO ILY PLEASE DON'T CRY
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As your mother helps you dress, another knock comes on the door and Queen Alicent makes an appearance.  “I wondered if you might accompany me on a walk, the gardens are quite lovely this time of day,” Queen Alicent asks, much to your surprise. 
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being cooped up inside for days is not good for your head, no matter how sad you are. 
my depression haze begs to disagree with you
“OW!” you heard Aegon’s voice from over the hedges. You frown, looking towards Alicent who has a small smile on her lips.  “Did you hear that?” you ask, with a confused expression on your face.  “I told you to keep your guard up,” Aemond’s voice called from the same direction Aegon’s was heard. 
EH? IS HE...? AYO
“This is barbaric,” Aegon said, grabbing his sword.
bestie i agree but not the time love
“This would be quite easier if you paid any mind to our lessons as children,” Aemond scolded, motioning for Aegon to hold up his sword.
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“Aegon has been training for the duel that Lord Willas demanded,” she tells you, causing your heart to swell. 
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“Aegon does not love me,” you assure her, eyes flickering back toward him. Alicent smiles and follows your gaze.  “Oh?” she questions and you give her a quick nod. 
alicent rlly said "I BEG TO FUCKING DIFFER"
“Princess,” he says, scrambling to grab his sword. 
aegon rn confirmed cause i said so:
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“You fell with your sword,” you repeat as he returns the blade to its place with the other training swords. 
like damn i knew you were hot but dumb too? wow okay, here we go
You nod, slowly walking closer to Aegon. He sticks his tongue against his cheek as you approach, nervously shifting from one foot to the other. 
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that's some good shit
“I am no knight, but,” he bites his lip, trying to find the right words, “I do not wish to lose you, (Y/N).”
STOP CAUSE I'LL SCREAM IF I WANT TO STFU JAKKAIWNCSNSKJN
Aegon brings a hand to your cheek, caressing the smooth skin, before bringing his lips to yours. The kiss is soft and sweet, sending butterflies from your stomach all the way down to your toes. You sigh as he pulls away.  “I am pleased to hear that,” Aegon murmurs, mouth so close the words brush against your lips, “for I have loved you far longer than I care to admit.”
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final thoughts: i'm in love with you
The Things We Do For Love
pairing: Aegon x Velaryon(Strong)! Reader request: hiiii I wanna drop this idea about a secretly in love Aegon Aegon is engaged to Rhaenyra's daughter, she is sweet and has always been in love with him, although Aegon doesn't seem to see her in the same way,he is always considerate of her since they're childrens. Until one day when an old suitor of reader asks to fight for her hand and Aegon doesn't answer anything, he just makes a joke and leaves,reader doesn't show it but she feels sad about it and thinks that Aegon will never be able to love her in the same way and When she is on her way to ask Rhaenyra to dissolve the engagement Alicent stops her and takes her to the secret place where Aegon was training with Aemond, she tells her that Aegon asked her brother to help him train so he can defend her hand since he is in love with her, only he doesn't fight that well and he didn't want to lose the fight because of her hand and she eventually talks to Aegon and he jokes about it and reader tells him that he doesn't need to fight for something he already has, confessing that she's in love with him, even when he's a bad fighter. note: love this request it felt very soft i love soft Aegon 💚 warnings: language word count: 2.2k masterlist
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You could remember the exact moment you had fallen in love with Aegon Targaryen. Down to the very position of the sun in the sky, the feeling of the summer breeze on your skin.  
When you were little, the majority of your childhood was spent in King’s Landing. Eager to ease the tensions between both sides of his family, King Viserys quickly announced your betrothal to Aegon when you were both still babes in the cradle. 
It was not an arrangement of love, merely one of duty. Aegon and you grew up beside each other knowing you would be wed someday. It was a fact you felt fairly comfortable with until feelings of love began to blossom. 
“She is not frightening, (Y/N), I promise,” Helaena told you, holding a rather large spider from her fingers. It dangled from her delicate fingers, long limbs stretching towards you. You could count every single one of its black beady eyes, looking up at you. 
You adored your aunt Helaena, but her strange fascination with long-legged insects was not a passion you shared. Aegon spotted you both from across the garden, noticing your pale face and coming to your aid. 
“(Y/N) doesn’t like spiders, Hel,” Aegon said, putting his hands on your shoulder, “she’s just too polite to say so.”
Helaena hummed to herself, smiling softly before turning away from you both. She crept deeper into the garden to release her friend. 
“Are you alright?” Aegon asked, shifting awkwardly from one foot to the other. Your cheeks turned pink at his chivalry. Aegon was not often outwardly kind. You forced a nod, which caused him to grin. 
“Good,” he said, patting your head, “can’t have you dying on me.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” you told him, nearly breathless. 
That was the end of it. You were suddenly thrown into adoration for the silver-haired prince. 
“Fetch me another cup, Y/N,” Aegon called, at the funeral of Laena Velaryon. You nodded, eager to please your betrothed. Aemond scowled at this, distraught at the way Aegon treated you.  
“She is not a servant,” he told his elder, “she is a princess, your future queen.”
“She’s a sweet girl, she does what I ask,” Aegon tells his brother, watching you depart, “and she will not be my queen for many years.” 
Aemond rolled his eyes. 
“I am sorry for your loss, Lady (Y/N),” Willas Follard said when you returned to the Red Keep following the funeral. 
His cheeks turned red whenever he spoke to you. Willas was a kind boy and a ward of the crown. 
“Mayhaps someday we shall be wed,” he had told you once as you strolled through the training wed. 
You had looked at him with a confused expression on your pretty face, though his eyes were hopeful.
“I am betrothed, my lord,” you told him, causing him to frown. 
“We shall see, my lady,” he promised before taking his leave. 
Years later you were still eager to please your betrothed, at his beck and call. You had hoped love would grow in his heart as the years passed, but it seemed that Aegon was destined to see you as only a child. Only someone he was pleased with, nothing more. 
When he became a man, Lord Willas decided it was time to ask Aegon for your hand. He saw how your uncle was with you, treating you not as a lover nor a wife. He believed Aegon would hear him out. 
“Were you dropped on your head as a child?” Aegon questioned, face scrunched up in confusion. 
“N-no my prince-”
“(Y/N) is a princess,” Aegon said, enunciating the words, “what on earth would she want with you?” 
Your ears perk up at the sound of your name. You had been lounging on the steps leading to the sunken courtyard, nose buried in a book. You hadn’t noticed when Willas had passed you, making a beeline toward Aegon. The two men are lost in their conversation, not paying you any mind. 
You close your book and stand as the conversation appears to take a turn for the worst. Lord Willas has turned rather red in the face as Aegon laughs in front of him. 
“Then I wish to challenge you!” Lord Willas says, voice shaking. 
Your breath catches in your throat. Aegon tilts his head to the side, an incredulous grin breaking out across his face.
“Prepared to meet the Stranger so soon, are you?” Aegon teases, a laugh rolling through him. 
Willas’ face flushes a darker shade of red as Aegon tilts his head back, continuing his laughter. Your stomach churns. Surely Aegon cannot be serious. Surely he would not risk losing you?
“I wish to challenge you, to a duel for Lady (Y/N)’s hand,” Willas says, this time with more confidence. 
Aegon’s laughter dies down, he suppresses the giggles that still flow.
“I’m shit with a sword,” Aegon confesses, the smile never leaving his lips. He is like a madman in that way, always smiling. 
Lord Willas does not answer him, his glare speaks for itself. 
“Very well,” Aegon says, opening his arms, “it shall be a quick duel then.”
He turns and continues his leave. 
“When, then?” Lord Willas calls. 
“Give me a week, lord,” Aegon says with a groan, not turning around. 
Your cheeks are flushed, with embarrassment and hurt. The entire thing was a joke to him then. Your worst fears are coming true. Aegon will never love you the way you did him. He was willing to lose you so easily, you could already feel yourself slipping away from him. Tried and hurt, you retreated to your chambers for the rest of the evening. 
Your mother Rhaenyra could sense something was wrong when you had your food delivered to your chambers for the second day in a row. She brought it upon herself to visit you when you could not be coaxed from your chambers by any of your brothers, or your stepfather. 
Rhaenrya rapped her knuckles against the wood of your door, hearing a soft ‘enter.’
You lay curled up in your feather bed, where you had remained the past couple of days. 
“Daughter,” Rhaenyra called, “my sweet love, let us fetch you a bath and get you dressed.”
You cried the entire time your mother helped bathe you. It was as though you were a small child again, as she poured the warm water on you, and stroked your smooth hair with sweet-smelling oils. Your mother’s comfort released all the emotions you had desperately tried to hide.
“He does not want me,” you sobbed, “he has never wanted me and I have been so blind, so naive all these years not to see it.”
“Shh, my sweet girl,” Rhaenyra said, helping dry your hair, “come, let us get you dressed.”
As your mother helps you dress, another knock comes on the door and Queen Alicent makes an appearance. 
“Princess Rhaenrya,” she says, nodding to your mother, “Princess (Y/N).”
You only hope Queen Alicent does not notice the red that rims your eyes. 
“I wondered if you might accompany me on a walk, the gardens are quite lovely this time of day,” Queen Alicent asks, much to your surprise. 
You had hoped to continue the conversation of dissolving your engagement with your mother. Lips trembling, you nod. You need some fresh air, being cooped up inside for days is not good for your head, no matter how sad you are. 
As you walk through the halls of the Red Keep you make up your mind. 
“I wish to dissolve the engagement,” you tell Queen Alicent. She squeezes your arm, a concerned look on her face. 
“Do not be rash with this decision, my love,” she tells you, smoothing some hair from your face. 
“I have thought long and hard about it,” you insist, “Aegon shall never love me the way I love him. It would not be fair to either of us.”
Alicent purses her lips, leading you further towards the gardens, down a narrow path. The hedges were tall around you, roses sprouting from them hiding you from the rest of the palace. 
“OW!” you heard Aegon’s voice from over the hedges. You frown, looking towards Alicent who has a small smile on her lips. 
“Did you hear that?” you ask, with a confused expression on your face. 
“I told you to keep your guard up,” Aemond’s voice called from the same direction Aegon’s was heard. 
You peered around the corner watching what was going on. Aegon was shaking his wrist, his sword on the ground, and a pained expression on his face. Aemond was shaking his head, adjusting the grip on his sword. 
“This is barbaric,” Aegon said, grabbing his sword.
“This would be quite easier if you paid any mind to our lessons as children,” Aemond scolded, motioning for Aegon to hold up his sword.
“I did not imagine finding myself in this situation,” Aegon grumbled, as Aemond launched towards him. 
“Your right side Aegon,” Aemond said roughly, before slapping his sword over Aegon’s rib, knocking the wind from him. The sword clanged to the stones once more.
“The Mother, have mercy,” Aegon gasped, doubling over. Aemond smirked, clearly enjoying this, wiping some sweat from his brow. 
“What are they doing?” you whisper to Alicent as the brothers continue to fight. Alicent smiles softly, bringing a hand to stroke your hair. 
“Aegon has been training for the duel that Lord Willas demanded,” she tells you, causing your heart to swell. 
“What?” you whisper.
“He has been practicing all week,” Alicent tells you, gazing fondly at her son. You give her a confused look.
“Why?” you ask.
“Men do strange things for the women they love,” she tells you, causing you to scoff.
“Aegon does not love me,” you assure her, eyes flickering back toward him. Alicent smiles and follows your gaze. 
“Oh?” she questions and you give her a quick nod. 
“Come on, quickly now!” Aemond says as Aegon rushes to pick up his fallen sword once more, “do you believe your opponent shall wait for you to pick up your sword?”
“I expect him to be less of a twat than you-OW!”
You stifle a giggle, and Alicent grabs your arm. 
“Quickly, lest we be found,” she says, urging you towards the castle. 
You wait for Aegon in the training yard, hoping to spot him when he goes to return his sword. He is bruised and bloody when he finally appears, silver hair wet with perspiration. Though you hate to see him groaning with pain, it sends a thrill through you to see him so roughed up. 
“Aegon,” you softly call and he drops his sword once more. He truly is careless with the blade. 
“Princess,” he says, scrambling to grab his sword. 
“Whatever has happened to you, my prince?” you ask, feigning confusion. 
Aegon smiles, then winces as it tugs on his split lip. He has a nasty bruise appearing on the top of his cheekbone as well. 
“I fell,” he tells you, releasing a breathy laugh. Your eyes fall to the sword in his hands, and he follows your gaze. 
“With my sword,” he continues, “I fell with my sword.”
“You fell with your sword,” you repeat as he returns the blade to its place with the other training swords. 
“Mhmm,” he says facing you once more, lips tightly pursed together. 
You nod, slowly walking closer to Aegon. He sticks his tongue against his cheek as you approach, nervously shifting from one foot to the other. 
“I saw you,” you tell him, causing his violet eyes to widen. You smile at his surprise. 
“Why do you train with Aemond?” you ask, “why the sudden interest in the sword?”
Aegon opens his mouth, then closes it again. He brings a hand up to his chin, as though trying to think of a witty response. 
“Aegon,” you say before he can think of something clever.
He sighs. 
“Lord Willas was serious about your hand,” he tells you, a blush beginning to form on his cheeks. 
Your face softens as he continues. 
“I am no knight, but,” he bites his lip, trying to find the right words, “I do not wish to lose you, (Y/N).”
You step closer, placing a hand on his chest. Aegon meets your eyes.
“You cannot lose what you have always had,” you tell him, heart beating erratically. You laugh softly, shaking your head. 
“Aegon, I have always been yours.”
Aegon brings a hand to your cheek, caressing the smooth skin, before bringing his lips to yours. The kiss is soft and sweet, sending butterflies from your stomach all the way down to your toes. You sigh as he pulls away. 
“I am pleased to hear that,” Aegon murmurs, mouth so close the words brush against your lips, “for I have loved you far longer than I care to admit.”
You giggle against his mouth, the sound swallowed by another kiss, his free hand snaking around your waist. 
“And I you,” you tell him, breaking away for a breath. His lips move to your neck, as he chuckles.
note: hope you enjoyed it 💚
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tamerjustine · 2 years ago
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Get ready this is another long post.
Yo so im stepping in from my daily lurking to 1 say hello, i officially graduated from HS earlier this month (June 10th) and am finally free from school and likely going to be more active than in past until i figure out college
And 2 just say i am considering.
POUNDAGE OF SALT ON THAT “considering”
— bringing back my RP blogs.
Shocker. Dare say rocker. A Bonkers statement if you will, I KNOW I REALLY KNOW IVE DONE THIS SAME LOOP A MILLION TIMES BUT NOW THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR SHI-
So… although i might leave @council-of-cxnts inactive a while longer just so i can test the waters of my activity, im going through my Pokemon obsession phase again (a Metagross line phase again) You wanna know what that implies?
Metang OC is coming back!!! And just as an art dump and kinda a “SQUIRREL” moment, i have a species of them to railway this off to real quick and ill continue my thought…
BEHOLD, MY ORRE-IAN METAGROSS LINE!!
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Now you maybe saying to yourself “they look exactly tfing same” AND TO THAT I SAY i know. I like em that way.
Ill expound upon them on a later date if its intriguing, but for now back to the topic at hand.
So, with my pokemon phase coming back Im considering putting back up my metang oc to rp with. And for those who did RP with Isane back when I was new to tumblr if you are still alive and well, i promise only a little bit, i will NOT pester your inbox./j But for realsies, I understand alot of those i rp’d with were very busy with their own thing and i was a rule breaker since uhhh…
I was maybe 14 when i was going around, likely lying about my age to hangout with the Cool People™️. (Do not worry though, i am a legal adult now being 18 and going to be 19 in september)
I know this is another essay of a post. But the Whole TLDR is Im alive, graduated, and an adult now and am really considering rebooting and overhauling my old metang OC rp blog under a new design & personality.
Ill look into it more, and if i feel the same for maybe a month ill bump my oc back up.
Thank you for reading
— Tamer
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doodlesolar · 2 years ago
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i am salty at time
tldr at bottom like im some fucking redditor lmao (the funny is that i am a redditor)
i hate being a young age. i hate being less than 18 (i am 17) and not being able to interact with the fandom of an adult show I shouldn't have even gotten invested in. its nobodys fault i know that these rules exist for a very good goddamn reason im just. salty at time. fuck it thats the title of this post
I didn't exactly decide to get invested in this show (hazbin). I went through a traumatic event at the same time as my undertale friends were posting alastor x reader fics on quotev, and having seen the pilot a while earlier (promising myself i wouldnt get invested until i was older :rolling_eyes:) i clicked on the fics. my enthusiasm with undertale was dying out, the fandom for it on quotev was waning and i was on the hunt for a new coping mechanism to latch myself to so that definitely didn't help. shouldn't have read the fics or even watched the pilot in the first place considering its very clearly an adult show, but what teenager whos been through shit actually listens to those warnings? i know, a lot of excuses, but at least its relatively conseequence-free...? its not like im using a fake id to get alcohol or anything lmao
anyways. there's Emotions in my brain right now. like, man! i was born too late to properly experience some of the best fandom shenanigans! and you can't just tell me that I'll experience those when im older, do you see how fast the internet is changing?? reading posts detailing shenanigans from the harry potter fandom or the minecraft fandom is like,, sure i can look back but. here let me use an example that might make more sense. it's the same feeling as turning on streetpass on my 3DS and knowing that the age of being able to actually pass anyone with a 3DS on the street is gone and over and dead. the dread of that future is the feeling I get when i see these cool fandom things happening in the Adult World (TM) and its like I'm so fuckin close to being the Age. I'm literally 17,, time go slower please. not because i dont want to be the age of 18 yet (i actually want to be 18 sooner for many reasons that are TMI and would require a paragraph of trigger warnings to even start to get into) but i'm more saying that i want *culture* to move slower. Don't leave me before I get the chance to experience you, I say! But it's literally too late for a lot of it, especially with videogames but also with TV shows. the undertale fandom is populated by a good amount of children and i was obviously one of them (still am!) but if i didn't lie about my age i wouldve never had as much fun as i did, even considering the very child-friendly content of the game itself. im never cosplaying as an adult online ever again because 1. too stressful and 2. im almost 18 anyways but I STILL FEEL EMOTIONS about the amount of time that i still have to wait eeeeeeee. zuck better hold his HORSES 4 fucks sake. the internets changing. eee.
TL;DR i shouldnt have gotten invested in hazbin, but i did, and now im remembering all the fandom things with nintendo that i brainlessly watched pass by me and now wish i couldve experienced. Although I'm almost 18, i compare the hazbin stuff to the nintendo stuff and its freaking me out irrationally.
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