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𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐩𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬
𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙩����𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙨 | 𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢
pairings: spencer reid x bau!reader
warnings: reader has a headache due to accidentally missing lunch
a/n: one more little blurb i've written due to my criminal minds rewatch journey! as of now i unfortunately have no other little blurbs written so i don't want you guys to think this is me suddenly being active a lot again. like i said in my penelope blurb i make no promises of me posting regularly again, but i definitely want/hope to write more! anyways, this blurb is completely inspired by me forgetting food exists for half a day a few weeks ago and getting a massive headache due to it :/ advice of the day kids, eating is important! lol
You and JJ had been on reading files duty for the day which meant being held up in the tiny room the local police station had set up for the team. Usually, it was Garcia who was in charge of digging through the files for potential suspects, but the station was severely behind on digitizing their files so manual reading was what had to be done.
As the day went on you began to have the world's most annoying headache. It wasn't too debilitating that you couldn't push through it to get through the last few files however, so you continued your reading. That was until you also began to feel a wave of exhaustion wash over you suddenly.
The most you had done all day was walk from one side of the table to the evidence board across the small room, so you weren't sure why you were suddenly on the verge of nodding off. If you were out conducting interviews or going over the crime scenes like you usually did, then maybe that would explain some tiredness, but that wasn't the case today.
"Hey, we're back!" Spencer's sudden voice filling the room made you jump out of your thoughts.
"Hi." You replied back with a soft smile, trying to mask the tiredness. "We managed to narrow the suspect pool to five people."
"Garcia is already on searching for anything that might not be in any of these files." JJ added from her spot at the table.
"Hard to believe anything is not in all these files." You joked, laughing. Mid-laugh your voice seemed to falter, the headache deciding to grow stronger at the sudden higher noise level of the room. You tried to mask your voice fading by slowly turning to face the board again, trying your best to massage your forehead a little.
"Hey are you alright?" Spencer asked as he walked closer to you.
"Yeah, yeah." You lied, turning to face him. "Why wouldn't I be?"
"It's just that I noticed your movements seem to be a bit sluggish. Not- not to say that's a problem considering you've been cooped up in here all day. But also, I noticed you're rubbing circles into your forehead which might be a sign of a headache. Which is actually a good thing to do when you have one because researchers say-" Spencer trailed off when he noticed you bringing your hand up again to your forehead. "Sorry, that's not the point. Are you okay?"
"I've been a little tired and have a minor headache. Nothing too bad, don't worry." You admitted, no point in trying to lie anymore. "I'm not sure why though. It's not like I've done much moving around all day, just flipping through piles of paper." You gestured to the table. It was then that you noticed JJ had left you two to be alone. "But I suppose just sitting here all day could be exactly the reason."
"It is proven that little movement can have just as much effect as too much movement on the body." Spencer agreed. "To add to that, whatever you ate for lunch today could also have an effect as well."
Spencer then began to ramble about the importance of what kind of food you need to eat for which meal, but you didn't hear much as your own thoughts were racing.
A look of slight horror crossed your face. "Oh god, I didn't even realize I skipped lunch completely."
"What?"
"Yeah, I got so caught up in reading over the suspect files that I didn't want to leave when everyone else went to go get something from the break room. Thought I'd wait until I got done reading this one file, but I must have gotten too distracted and completely forgot to ever actually get up."
"Honey, no wonder you're tired and have a headache then." He reached for your hands. "You haven't eaten since we had breakfast together at the hotel."
You held onto his hands back. "Yeah, and it wasn't exactly a big breakfast either." You both laughed. "I guess a big dinner is in my future then."
Spencer nodded, smiling. His eyes seemed to light up suddenly, you assumed some sort of idea popped into his head. He then immediately headed to the door.
"Where are you going?"
Spencer turned, walking backwards out the room. "To find food! Anything! You need to eat pronto." He bumped into the doorframe before walking completely out the room. From your small frame of vision out the doorway you saw he also nearly bumped into one of the local police officers as he was too focused to notice other people.
You giggled to yourself at his new sudden mission to find you food. He really would do anything at the drop of a hat for you and you had no idea what you ever did to deserve it. But then you thought about how you'd do the exact same for him and he's said before he didn't deserve someone like you. It truly was a never-ending cycle of caring between you two.
#criminal minds#criminal minds imagine#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds fanfiction#criminal minds fic#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid imagine
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AN: As a heads up, I do not have anything scheduled for the rest of the week. I could post but I'll give a notice :) otherwise, we will return Monday 8-14 (if you know me, I probably won't even wait that long lolol)
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Nancy Narrates: [I never felt more terrified in my entire life. I could hardly look at him at first. I almost couldn’t bare to hold him, I thought I would break him]
Geoffrey: He’s beautiful. I can’t believe we made something so perfect.
Nancy: [voice wobbles] He’s so tiny... innocent. I don’t want to ruin him.
Geoffrey: You won’t. You’ll be an amazing mother.
Nancy: It’s not like I grew up with the best example of one. What if he hates me?
Geoffrey: Look at how he’s already looking at you. He’s 3 hours old and he’s looking at you like you’re the love of his life. You’ll be great, Nance. We’re going to love him together, our Zachary.
Nancy: I was thinking. I’d like to name him after my brother.
Geoffrey: Oh yeah? Nathan?
Nancy: [hums] Jonathan.
Geoffrey: [smiles] Jonathan Landgraab. I love it.
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Geoffrey: Hello Mrs. Landgraab. Thank you for coming.
Queenie: I wouldn’t miss the birth of my first grandson. Chester, however, sends his regards; he had a last minute meeting with a client.
Queenie: My, he is stunning. He looks just like my Nathan.
Geoffrey: We’ve named him after him. His name is Jonathan.
Queenie: [softly] I see.
Queenie: [to herself] I’ll do right by you, Jonathan.
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Nancy Narrates: [When I did look at him, I couldn’t stop. He was beautiful. I counted nearly every eyelash. I kissed every single little toe on each foot. I was mesmerized]
Nancy Narrates: [How did I create something so utterly perfect]
Nancy: [whispers] I don’t know what I’m doing, Jonathan but I’ll figure it out. Bare with me.
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Nancy Narrates: [ Turns out, I had alot to learn. Motherhood did not come to me as easily as fatherhood did to Geoffrey]
Nancy Narrates: [Jonathan was always regarding me so curiously, and I him. I’ve never interacted with children until I had one of my own. I hardly knew how to talk to them]
Nancy: Oh. Hello. So, what would you add to this lobby to make it look less sterile?
Jonathan: [coos]
Nancy: Natural materials? What are we thinking, wood or stone?
Jonathan: [gurgles]
Nancy: Can I tell you a secret? Your grandmother drives me crazy. Can you believe she mocked my blueprints in front of the entire department? What would she know anyway, she went to school for journalism for fuc- for flip sake.
Jonathan: [babbles wildly]
Nancy: [scoffs] Exactly!
Nancy: Goodness, you’re greedy. You’re like your father. You’re actually a lot like him. You’re sweet; you’re silly. You’re nothing like me, are you? That’s a good thing. I want you to be more like Geoffrey. That’s your father’s name, by the way. I don’t know if you knew that.
Nancy Narrates: [When it came to fatherhood, Geoffrey was a natural]
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Nancy Narrates: [They were made for each other]
Nancy Narrates: [And began to feel softer every time I looked at them]
Nancy: What did I say about dressing him?
Geoffrey: Heh. Don’t. Don’t dress him.
Nancy: Exactly. He can’t go with my mother dressed like this. I’ll never hear the end of it.
Geoffrey: But he looks so cute.
Nancy: He does but that’s besides that point.
Nancy Narrates: [I was smitten. Everything felt perfect just the way it was. This was certainly the life I signed up for-]
Nancy: [retching, coughing]
Jonathan: Mommy?
Geoffrey: Yeah bud, sounds like Mommy’s not feeling too good. Hey, Nancy? Are you ok in there?
Jonathan: Mommy kay?
Nancy: Oh, for the love for fucking-
Nancy: GOD!!
Nancy: RAAHH! If you get me pregnant again I will kill you, Geoffrey! I swear to god I’ll kill you!
Geoffrey: [nervous chuckles] No Nancy Jr. then, huh?
Nancy: Shut up, shut up, shut up!!
Nancy Narrates: [And before I knew it, we were a family of 4]
Malcolm: [wails]
Nancy: What’s wrong? Why is he still crying?
Queenie: Well, he’s certainly your son, Nancy. You drove your father and I mad with your colicky cries.
Nancy: I did this to him?
Geoffrey: [softly] No, someone’s just having a rough time adjusting to the outside world, that’s all. Hey, Malcolm! It’s mommy and daddy! Your big brother is here! You two are going to be the best of pals, I just know it.
Nancy: Look, Jonathan. This is your brother, Malcolm.
Jonathan: Ew!
Geoffrey: [chuckles] He’s not ew, son. He’s a baby. He’s just a little fussy right now.
Nancy: Do you really think we can handle two children under 2 years old?
Geoffrey: Hey, if there’s anyone who can do it, it’s us. It’s me and you.
Nancy: [sighs] Ok. Me and you.
Jonathan: [screeching] EW!
Malcolm: [screams]
Nancy: Geoffrey do something!!
Geoffrey: Oh! Oh, damn it- Hey! That’s enough!
#the art of being seen#tw child birth#Nancy talking to her baby like an adult always sends me lol#I also didn't baby talk my baby and she's was very well spoken as a toddler#the sims 4#sims 4 story#ts4 simblr#sims 4 stories#the landgraabs
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Drabble List #9
75 prompts to write drabbles or longer stories.
"This is just pointless."
"Fine, I'll just do it myself."
"Don't make me jealous."
"Want to watch a movie with me?"
"Much ado about nothing, right?"
"Keep me in your memories."
"I will miss you, I guess."
"Wow. You're phenomenal!"
"That is actually not comforting to hear."
"I want to show you what I can do."
"You guys are toxic for each other."
"Let's live in a cottage far away from everyone."
"Can you please just shut up for once?"
"I would rather not talk about it."
"No worry, you weren't that obvious."
"Do you want me to hit you?"
"I should really stop being a coward."
"Who did you ask?"
"Let's go on a walk."
"You're the one in control here."
"It's enough for now."
"Single, definitely not ready to mingle."
"Could you please repeat that?"
"I've got a very important question for you."
"We're all getting older."
"Did you drink anything today?"
"Not a single thought was put into this."
"Don't be so pessimistic."
"I think we've done all we can."
"Let's call the number and see who answers."
"Well, what's plan B?"
"A funny story actually..."
"I'm officially out of ideas."
"What a mess you made."
"You will not believe it!"
"I feel like I already lost."
"Care to explain all of this?"
"But I didn't do anything!"
"How can I help you today?"
"Please, get away from there."
"No, you didn't connect anything."
"Yeah, I'm okay, thank you."
"Don't shh me!"
"Hey, a little help please?"
"It's a sad sad world."
"Oh no, we're not going there!"
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"Can you please call my mom?"
"If you want to be an idiot, be an idiot."
"That's how it's going to be, I'm afraid."
"Why do you need my approval?"
"Check mate, my mate!"
"I'm not going to jail for this."
"Such a sweet, innocent angel."
"Don't risk your life for me."
"Oh, I like a challenge."
"Not bad, but also not very good."
"Fine, I'll play along."
"It's not in my job description."
"A good question that I don't want to answer."
"Not going to say, 'cause I ain't a snitch."
"Stop this nonsense right now!"
"Think about me however you want."
"I'm not leaving so get used to me."
"Oh, the consequences for bad decisions."
"Just saying, but I'm much better for you."
"How are you holding up?"
"All the love to you, my man."
"Not my fault at all."
"I may have made a tiny little mistake."
"That is way above my pay grade."
"How the hell would I know?"
"I'm not exactly a fighter."
"So sweet of you, you're an angel."
"Thank you for bringing me home."
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there's nothing cats can't fix!
── ☆ patrick verona x gn! reader
── ☆ Request: yes / no
── ☆ Synopsis: Patrick finds you upset after a bad grade in math and he knows exactly how to make you feel better
── ☆ Warning/content: my English
── ☆ a.n.: 0.9k words-
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── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚.─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚.───・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚.──
“Hey there,” Patrick grinned as he approached you. “How you doin’?”
You glanced up, eyes tired “I’m… fine, I guess,” you said as you got into your car “What do you what?”
“Can’t I just check up on you?” he dared with a smile playing on his lips, he rested his arm on the top of your car, he kept talking to you, bent over so he could speak through your open window.
You sighed, not answering to your usual banter. Patrick frowned “What’s going on?”
“Nothing,” you answered a second too fast.
Patrick shook his head “You can’t make me believe that lie. What’s happening in this head of yours?” he asked, a little softer. He didn’t want to press you but he also wanted to know.
With your eyes closed and the back of your head against your seat, you spoke, “Just a bad grade in maths, nothing important”
Patrick’s face softened “Ah, maths,” he whispered “It’s just one grade. It’s fine”
You opened your eyes “No it’s not, it’s not my first C- and I feel like I can’t get better at maths. I try, I really do. But maybe I’m just not made for this.”
“Don’t say that,” Patrick immediately said “C’mon now, stop being so upset, it won’t help you get better.”
“I know,” you answered a little more harshly than intended.
Patrick rolled his eyes, “Get out of the car,” he commanded.
You glanced up, eyebrows frowned in confusion “What?”
“Get out of the car,” he said again, softer. Still not understanding, you opened your door. “Now, get into the passenger seat.”
Once settled, you sighed “I can drive myself just fine.”
“Choose another moment to act tough,” he said as he put his seatbelt on.
“And where are we going?” you asked, too tired to handle if it ever was a sort of joke.
He stared at the road as he drove “Don’t you trust me?”
You sighed “I do, I do”
Of course you trusted him. He was your best friend at the moment, he always knew what to say, how to cheer you up. When you first met him, you couldn’t have imagined how important he would become to you. He didn’t have the best reputation, hell, he even had lots of scary rumours about him (which you had found out were false).
And maybe, just maybe, you had a tiny bit of a crush on him.
It wasn’t your fault though. Who could resist the Patrick Verona grin?
You and Patrick drove to the sound of the radio blasting the Cardigans. He knew that during these moments, you didn’t like to speak. So despite his urge to make sure you felt a little better and the hint of worry in his chest, he kept his mouth shut, fingers drumming on the steering wheel.
After twenty minutes, he pulled over. You looked out the window “Where are we?””
“It’s a surprise,” Patrick smiled as he got out of the car and hastily moved to the passenger side and opened the door. “Come here”
You walked for a minute before Patrick stopped “Here we are,” he said.
Your gaze explored the frontage, eyebrows knitted together “Marceline’s cat café?” you whispered and then your eyes widened “wait-”
You turned around and beamed at Patrick, “You took me to a cat café? Why? How?”
As Patrick saw your smile, he knew exactly why he had done this. To make you happy “Well… you had been talking about wanting to go to one and you seemed pretty upset today so I thought… why not.”
You kept beaming at him “No way,” you whispered under your breath.
Patrick led you inside, the café was cosy and sunny, cats displayed everywhere, on the floor, on a chair, on shelves, on their cat tree “Oh my…” you mumbled in awe
You both took a seat “This is so cute,” you said when you saw a cat on the chair next to yours.
Patrick chuckled. Once you both had your drinks, you started to talk about mindless things, school, parents, homework, things like that…
“I swear it’s so-”
Patrick glanced up from his limonade when he heard you stop talking. And then he saw the cat crawling in your lap. He chuckled as he saw you froze with a huge grin on your face, not wanting the cat to leave.
The cat, with its long black hairs, turned around on your thighs before finally deciding to lay there, curled up.
“Patrick Patrick Patrick!!” you whispered, excited “Are you seeing this?
“I am,” he said with an amused grin, “He likes you.” Who wouldn’t? He thought.
You kept staring down at the little fur ball in your lap with a grin. Patrick’s heart felt warm in his chest, this was definitely a better sight than seeing you all upset because of maths earlier. You looked so adorable like this, a cat was enough to make you happy and he loved this idea. You carefully leaned forward a bit and wrapped your lips around the straw of your drink, the cold strawberry lemonade felt good for this hot weather.
“You’re feeling better?” he asked softly.
You glanced up from your lap, still in awe of the small cat “Yeah definitely, thank you” you said with a genuine smile that changed something in Patrick. He just loved you so much.
“Next time, don’t worry so much for a simple maths grade,” he smiled
“Yeah I know…” You were definitely someone who constantly worried too much for nothing and Patrick knew that. But now that he was here, he was going to help you as much as he could.
“And remember,” he grinned, “There’s nothing cats can’t fix.”
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#patrick verona x reader#patrick verona imagine#patrick verona#10 things i hate about you imagine#10 things i hate about you x reader#10 things i hate about you#reader insert
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Vox x F!Reader NSFW drabbles/headcanons/fic
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I woke up at 5:30 AM this morning and this popped into my head. I had to write it down and post it. It's 7 am now. With that, I'm going back to sleep. Pink text is you, blue text is Vox. Enjoy!
Taglist: @omniuravity @fatgumsurpremacy-remastered @neonvehk and anyone who loves Vox and/or Hazbin Hotel!
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Imagine you're in a poly-friends-with-benefits thing with Vox and Val.
You guys fuck on the regular and you all have a great time.
But deep down, afterwards, you don't feel that satisfied.
Your body was satisfied, but not your heart.
You cared about both of them dearly, hell, even loved them.
But you knew that they would never feel the same.
Of course they wouldn't.
One night, after sex, you guys lay there in bed.
You laid between the two men, Val has his back to you on one side, and Vox was laying on his back on the other.
You just lay there, thinking.
Val broke your heart just a few moments ago and it hurt you more than you thought.
It wasn't an out of the blue thing, it wouldn't even bat an eyelash if every party felt it was nothing but sexual.
But it still hurt.
Once you all finished, there was a moment where you and Val looked into each others eyes.
You were hoping that he'd feel some sort of connection between you two, that there was something more than sex there.
But that wasn't the case. He just turned his back to you, not even saying a word other than 'night'.
You didn't expect it to hit you that hard, but as you laid there, your eyes held heartbreak and loneliness, like you would do anything for someone to hold you and love you.
You feel tears in your empty eyes and struggle not to cry.
"Hey.."
You hear Vox, breaking your train of thought. You turn to him and a tear drips down your cheek.
This causes his expression to change, turning towards you with a slightly worried gaze.
"Hey, what's wrong? You alright?"
You immediately wipe your tears away and laugh.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Guess the sex was that good, eh?"
Vox wasn't buying it.
He got on top of you and pinned you to the bed, his expression a stern one.
"Don't give me that bullshit. You're not okay. What's going on? Tell me."
There was no sweeping this under the rug. No forgetting it. He needed to know.
You can start feeling tears building up again and you say, "you promise not to laugh?"
"I won't laugh. Just tell me."
As you talked, tears started to well up and drip down your face as you spoke normally.
"Well, we fuck all the time, and it's great. But I always wanted something...more..you know? But you guys are so big and important, I don't even feel like I deserve to be here right now. I know it's stupid to expect anything like that from you guys. I mean, besides, who in their right mind would ever care about me, or even love me, right?"
You fake laughed as you said that last sentence, but he felt that pain like a plate of glass shattering in his heart and soul.
Oh, that hit home.
He knew exactly how you felt.
He may have been an overlord, but even he felt impostor's syndrome over it.
He'd never show it, but deep down, he felt like he didn't deserve to be as powerful as he was, to have everything he has.
That's why he made an agreement with Velvette and Valentino and formed the Vees, so he could feel important, like he was a part of something.
Everything seemed fine, but he felt so scared..
He felt it was just a matter of time until everything fell apart.
He knew neither of them would be there for him when things went bad. They wouldn't care about him, not one bit.
There was even one small, tiny shimmer of hope that he and Val could be something more, that there would be at least one person who genuinely cared, but he knew it'd never happen.
So hearing you say the words he was thinking and seeing the same look in your eyes was like looking into a mirror.
He gently cupped your cheeks and looked at you softly and only said two words.
"I would."
Before you could properly register what he just said, he leaned in and kissed you on the lips.
You were confused, but then you notice how he was kissing you.
This wasn't a lust-filled, makeout session to get you guys aroused and ready to go.
This was soft, tender, comforting. Like a warm blanket wrapped around you on a cold winter's night.
Then you realized what he said.
He would care for you and love you, not just that...he did.
You feel a few tears drip down your cheek as you closed your eyes and kissed him back.
You wrap your arms around Vox as the kiss continued. Your heart swelled and you could feel your body heat up once more.
Same went with Vox. As he shifted the kiss down to your neck and collarbone, he could feel himself getting hard again.
Everything felt so good, but this was much deeper, much more intense.
It wasn't too long until Vox slid himself inside you and started to thrust.
You moan as he lovingly thrust deep into you.
This wasn't him being quick just to get off; this was slow, no rush whatsoever.
It was like time had stopped just for you two to savor this moment.
The sound of Vox's soft groans and moans in your ear as he thrusted into you made your body heat up even more.
If you guys were louder, you probably would've woken Val up, but he was deep asleep, not hearing a thing.
Hell, he wouldnt care anyway, just thinking you two couldn't wait for him and decided to go together. No big deal.
Vox made sure to hit that deep spot in you, not chasing his own desires and instead trying to get you to cum as many times possible before he did.
But after a few hours (it felt like a few minutes with you two), you both could feel your climaxes building up, ready to explode.
Soon, Vox's thrusts became faster and slower, wanting to cum so badly but wanted you to cum first.
Luckily, he didn't have to wait long.
Through the moans and the pants, it wasn't long until he hit that spot one final time and made you see stars.
As you came, Vox did something that you never expected.
He came inside you.
As you both came, he kept himself inside and let his cum fill you up.
Him and Val never did that before. They'd always pull out and let their cum land on your body and face while you came on nothing.
But this? This was a clear message to you, a declaration of love, he was wordlessly saying 'this is how much you mean to me. This is for you and only you. This is how much I love you.'
A tear escaped your eye at that realization.
Soon, you both lost your highs and collapsed on each other, Vox sliding to lay on his side, facing you.
He pulled you close and held you, like if he let go, you'd disappear and this moment wouldn't have ever happened.
You held him, your arms wrapping around him and your head resting on his chest.
You could hear his circuits buzzing, his heart beating. That was all for you.
The joy you felt was indescribable.
"I love you." You let those words fall out of your mouth without any hesitation.
You started to drift off, but you kept yourself awake to hear his response.
He gently rubbed your back and said softly, "I love you too.."
With that, you could finally doze off, knowing someone genuinely loved you as much as you loved them.
Vox fell asleep knowing that no matter what happened, even if he lost everything, he'd still have you, and he'd be okay.
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#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin vox#vox#hazbin#hazbin hotel fanfiction#vox x you#vox x reader#vox x y/n#vox headcanons#hazbin hotel headcanons#hazbin hotel valentino#valentino#hazbin valentino
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BAD LIAR
╰┈➤ You love Harrison, but he gets on your nerves sometimes. You know you can't lie to him, but you can still get back at him in other ways...
Harrison Gray/f!Reader • rating: E (MDNI) • tags: Jealousy; Make-up Sex; Couple Arguments; Rough Kissing; Vaginal Sex; Riding; Dirty Talk; Swearing; Rough Sex; Creampie • wordcount: 2,405 • masterlist
Visions of Temptation 2024/KINKTOBER DAY 5: Make-up Sex
"I told you already. Even if I didn't have my curse, I'd still see right through you. Because you're simply that bad of a liar."
The tiny gasp you let out only makes Harrison that much more amused. You feel the blood boiling in your veins, not even caring anymore if you're overreacting or not.
"I swear, this has nothing to do with you, Harry. I too like to drink strawberry milk sometimes, okay? It's as simple as that! I wanted to drink some so I got myself some. It was my strawberry milk. It wasn't strawberry milk I left for you because I'm too shy to tell you I got you a gift! Jeez!"
"I told you it's fine. I know how shy you can be when it comes to expressing your feelings…"
He pauses to take a sip - the last sip, precisely - of the glass before setting it down where you can see it.
The audacity.
"…So now that you saw me enjoying your gift, we can close the topic if you want to. No need to get so worked up over it… though I'd admit, it's a good look on you."
You watch the empty glass in disbelief.
"…It's sexy, even."
And in the next second, you simply storm out of the room.
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Later that night, you enter the castle with your cheeks hurting from the big grin you’ve been sporting for quite some time now. With a spring in your step, you walk into the foyer while still linking arms with Liam.
You caught a carriage ride back home together after you ran into him, as your late afternoon going out happened to coincide with him finishing his rehearsal at Scala. Spending some time with him was definitely better than sulking by yourself while browsing the marketplace, seeing how quickly and effortlessly he cheered you up with his bright and bubbly persona. You're not sure if he asked out of politeness or if he picked up the signs of you having a bad day that easily - great, not only are you a bad liar but it seems like you can't hide your feelings at all now - but it wasn't long before you were telling Liam all about your lovers' quarrel earlier that day.
Liam's initial reaction was to smile. Just a smile, not a mocking laugh that reminds you of a certain someone's relentless teasing. Then he made sure to comfort you about it, saying he understands why you're upset with Harry. He's a good friend of his, after all, he knew exactly what you're talking about.
Liam's magenta eyes lighted up for a second, like an imaginary pair of cat ears tingling in attention on the top of his head, with a new smile blooming on his face. A mischievous one this time. He told you he has a plan.
"We're hooooome!" Liam announces out loud, making sure the figure sitting with its back to the door is able to hear it. Of course, both you and Liam know who this is, but you pretend you don't.
"Oh, Harry, it's you!"
Turning to face you while still holding onto the book he's been reading while waiting for your arrival, you and Liam make sure he sees your linked arms just for a bit longer before you let go of each other. You approach first, resting your arms on the backrest of the sofa where Harrison is sitting and gushing about the fun time you had with Liam.
"…And then he looked down and saw he was still wearing those funny-looking medieval shoes from the rehearsal!"
"I can't believe you had to point them out to me… In my defense, Tom is absolutely working me to the bone these days! He's so excited for this new play we're putting on!"
"Who wouldn't be? When you told me about the plot of it, it got me all excited too! Can't believe I haven't seen this play before… I definitely have to come see it. Hey, Harry, you're coming too, aren't you?"
Between the animated gesturing of you and Liam, Harrison remains quiet and mostly still. He crosses his arms in front of his chest, tilting his head for a second as if he's been distracted until you spoke his name.
"Hm? Oh, sure. I'll be there."
"Yaaay!" You clap your hands, before turning your attention to Liam again, as he apologizes for having to leave the two of you so soon. He doesn't forget to say that he's going out early in the morning and probably won't be back till the end of the day. And you don't forget to show how much you're going to miss him, giving him a nice goodbye hug. Right in front of Harrison's eyes.
Once he's gone, you let out a sigh, but don't hurry to move your attention to Harry just yet, even as you walk past him on the sofa. This, however, leaves you wide open, as a pair of arms wraps around your waist in a flash, pulling you right into the lap of the cunning fox.
"Eeek! What's gotten into you, Harry?"
Up this close, reading Harrison's gaze is not hard, even while he's doing the same to you. It's rare to see him so unlike himself, but if there's one thing you know for sure, it's that this is the face of a man being jealous. You need no special abilities to tell this much.
"Nothing much. What's gotten into you? You seem to be in high spirits."
You scrunch your nose at him, opening your mouth to bite back… but you select your words carefully so as not to be caught telling a lie, answering the question with a question.
"Can't I be?"
"'Dunno. It's not the face of someone whose treat was stolen earlier."
It's tempting to break the intense eye contact with a roll of your eyes, but you hold back, even if his words provoke you to do just that.
"Oh, that? I got over it already! I'm not childishly stingy about getting my treats stolen, like a certain someone."
Ouch, that must have hurt. You worry about going too far, but you can't deny the amusement of getting back at him. Especially when you can bask in the results of your earlier performance being written across his face. Maybe your place is in Scala, after all.
His teal eyes shimmer with an unfamiliar light in them, and trying to figure it out makes you feel dizzy. In the next moment, it ceases mattering altogether, because both of you go in for a kiss at the same time.
It begins slowly despite the dramatic pause that preceded it, neither of you wanting to give in first. You let Harrison in your mouth, just to ambush him; wrapping your tongue around his, you turn the kiss into something rougher, and he doesn't back down to you in the slightest. The mass of frenzied energy inside you manifests in clinging to his arms, to his shoulders, tugging at his hair, at his clothing; you maintain your iron grip even as you notice you're disheveling his shirt at this point.
He is the first to withdraw, and despite looking slightly out of breath, he's still staring at you with the same look in his eyes, almost as if he's mad at you. Good, the feeling is mutual.
"Bedroom. Now."
Thank god he said it already.
Once you find yourself in private with Harrison, you know you will not hold back, and neither will he. It's a surprise that a mindful hand still reaches for the light switch, though it's hardly important for either of you right now. With the way you're set on your goal, bodies knowing the way, you hardly need to be able to use your vision at all.
"You're the worst. I'm so mad at you."
"No, you aren't."
Ignoring his words, you relish in the feeling of the naked torso you drag your fingernails down, once that shirt is finally gone. But you're after his belt next, even if Harrison's own hands are on the way.
He's got your skirt removed already, trying to distract you with a kiss while he removes your blouse next, but you refuse to lift your arms up - not until you claim the next article of clothing on him. He breaks the kiss and clicks his tongue, fed up and impatient. Not unlike you.
He easily finds your wrists and grabs them, backing you to the bed and pushing you down until your body hits the fluffy duvet. From there on, his plan seems to be holding your wrists in one hand above your head while he attempts to lift the hem of your blouse again with the other, but it proves hard with you squirming underneath him. You can't stop looking at the expression he makes, and you remember to use your strongest weapon, your tongue.
"You're pretty worked up, aren't you, Harry? Could it be that you really got jealous…?"
He'd never confess to it straight up, so you can at least have your fun teasing him for a little longer.
"I didn’t."
"Liar."
The growing need to kiss his puckering lower lip is what makes you give up on the undressing war, letting the piece of clothing be taken off of you and discarded somewhere on the floor, joining the pile that's already there. Harrison keeps the kiss short because there's still more he can take off of you.
"Yeah, that's what I am."
That's it? No "at least I know when to stop", anything? You lift your head up to catch him moving down on you and tugging at your underwear using his teeth, and the sight makes you forget about your grudge for a split second. Damn it, you want him so bad.
You know once he gets between your legs you'd be screaming with pleasure no matter how stubborn you are. But at least you want to be the one calling the shots while your anger still fuels your boldness. It takes a little bit of effort and a little bit of tongue down Harrison's throat, but at last, you manage to push him down the bed and turn the tables on him.
Once you're on top, you drag down his pants in a rush together with his underwear, letting his erection spring out in your awaiting hands. You rub the blunt head onto your drenched entrance, teasing him one last time before you gradually sink down on him. Though it lacks the usual gentleness Harry treats you with, always mindful of his own size, and the result has you cursing him.
"F-Fuck you…"
"Yeah, it seems like you're trying to do that."
His big hands snake their way up your waist, already there to support you, and a part of you wants to smack them away and show him how well you can ride him without his aid. But you don't, despite yourself and despite the provoking words that his dirty mouth keeps on spilling.
You don't know what's to blame here, but the pleasure of becoming one with him grows tenfold under these circumstances. You need to keep going like you need air. Like it's the only way to channel the emotions rushing inside you right now. The only pause you're willing to take is to unclasp your bra and throw it down at Harrison.
He catches it, bringing it down to his lips for a second while flashing you another dirty look, before it ceases being of interest to him and he throws it away.
"You're- Haaah- You're seriously bad at this. Aren't you going to say something in defense?"
"I'm more interested in fucking you right now."
Your walls clench as you hear this, your body being way more honest than the words coming out of your mouth tonight, but it's hardly a surprise between the two of you.
"Since when did that become your priority? I thought you were having more fun teasing me?"
"Since yesterday. Remember when I commented on how sexy the look on your face is?"
The pace of your hips falters. Thinking about Harrison desiring you like this is, admittedly, hot, but it's his honesty that messes with your head here. As much as he uses his lies to his advantage, it seems like he can use honesty in just as dangerous ways.
Another lowering of your guard, and another chance for him to flip the two of you around.
Now that he's back on top, Harrison hooks your legs on the folds of his arms and it's your only sign to brace yourself for what's to come.
"Come on, say it. Say that you want me to fuck you. Or lie if you wish, I'm not stopping you."
You have to give up clutching your jaw the second Harrison starts pounding inside you in earnest, but the fear of him stopping is what makes you really say the words.
"Fuck me… Fuck me, please! More! Don't stop!"
"As you wish."
Unlike how talkative both you and Harrison have been so far, the following minutes are filled with nothing but moans and the sound of skin slapping against skin. When he leans over you, caging your body completely in his arms, you can't resist wrapping your own arms securely around his shoulders, afraid of him playing tricks on you again. Even if you know he won't. You need this so badly, and so does he.
"Harry… Harry, tell me you love me…! Ngnnhh-I'm gonna-!"
"I love you. I love you so much."
"I love you too-Ahhhh-!"
Hot-white takes over your vision as Harrison's pace shatters, his thrusts deepening just as you reach your peak, milking him for everything he has. He keeps rutting inside you while he cums, his heavy pants muffled into the crook of your neck as he leaves open-mouthed kisses against your feverish skin. You hold him so tightly even after the strong climax relaxes its grip on you, as if wanting him to sink into your ribcage and completely become one with you.
The kiss the two of you share once you can find your breath again, or maybe even before that, is a sweet one, but the aftertaste of it promises another round of this. It seems like there are still some things you have to settle with Harrison.
Liam when he came up with the idea: Oh they're fucking fucking tonight!
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An Animalistic Disaster
Summery:You find yourself in a bit of a tight spot...
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CH-13: A small problem arises
Charlie's scream brought Vaggie and Pentious in the room as they stood there agape as well.
'What's with all the ruckus around here?' Alastor said as he stepped inside the cabin again for the second time. 'Niffty's human again!' Pentious answered from your door looking back at Alastor.
Alastor quickly peeked into the room over Vaggie's shoulder.
Indeed there was Niffty, who now had much more humane appearance being held by you. She had short light brown hair with red hues which were all damp and wet. On top of her milkish white skin was a pair of light yellow eyes blinking at you, not knowing what just happened while holding onto your shoulder.
She also had her old maid uniform on. But there was a tiny hole behind her dress where a small dog tail was poking out and she had a pair of dog ears as well. Despite her small frame, she was still an adult. But you kept holding her up like she weighted nothing.
After your eyes adjusted finally you slowly opened your eyes. "Niffty..?" You choked out. You were surprised to find yourself holding onto a human, well almost a human girl instead of the cute puppy of a few seconds ago.
"Oh my god Niffty you became human too!" Charlie sequeled as she ran over to you both. As she was talking about Niffty's new look to her you felt water droplets fall on your chest. Looking down you realised you may have been holding Niffty for quite a while and water from her hair was falling on you. You decided to put her down as others came to examine Niffty's new form.
"Niffty you have dog ears! How cute!" Charlie squealed as she leaned down to her level. Alastor came close to Niffty, taking in her new form.
'Niffty, dear, tell me exactly what you were doing before you turned into this. Spare no details' Alastor quickly inquired as soon as he stepped inside the room.
"Let the girl breathe Alastor. She just turned human, let her get used to her form first" Vaggie stepped in front of her.
"Niffty you feel any different?" You asked crouching down to her height.
"No I don't think so? But I can clean properly now! There are some spots I couldn't reach as a dog. I'm coming for those now!" She ended with a creepy laugh as she sprinted to finally clean with proper stuffs.
You nervously laughed looking at her. "At least she's making the best of her form" you stood up.
'Sooo, Charlie ...' Angel began to speak .
'As of so far about turning into human, the timing is from when you come here right?'
"Seems like it for now yeah! Why?" Charlie asked turning to face the spider. Meanwhile you grabbed a new loose t-shirt and shorts and went to take a quick shower in the bathroom.
'That means I'm next right? Haha,fuck yeah! Can't wait to finally get out of this shitty spider body!' Angel said celebrating by himself.
'Hold on that means I'm last! Fucking great..' Cherri looked the exact opposite of Angel dust.
'Heh don't worry toots, I'll personally carry you around when I become human again.'
'oh fuck off'
When you came out of the shower, you were faced with Niffty literally zooming from place to place with a duster and big ass needle, that gods knows where she found from, cleaning your place up. You could appreciate her enthusiasm. At least you don't have to worry about cleaning your cabin any longer.
"Hey (Y/n), could we borrow some of your clothes?" Vaggie asked standing beside you. "Me and Charlie wanted to take a shower if you don't mind but we don't really have other cloths..."
"Oh yes please go ahead!" You quickly reassured her. "Choose whichever you'd like, please. Most of my clothes are kinda oversized since they're most comfortable to wear. But I have some tight fitted ones of my own size too. You should be able to find the ones that fit you "
"Thank you, we'll go pick some out then" Vaggie smiled at you as she went to fetch Charlie and get the cloths. You went outside at your balcony as you sipped on
some coffee and scrolled through twitter.
"They're gonna sell trading cards now?" You were wide eyed looking at the video that the Hazbin hotel twitter account just posted. "There's keychains and literal key too!! Ahhh I want it! I want it so bad!"
But your wallet was practically crying. If you were to buy those right now, it might be hard to even last the week. Especially since there are three new people in the house. Your next paycheck should come after this week was over.
There was another thing to consider, if all of the cast turned human, you might not have enough money to feed all of them. Something needs to be done so at least you all don't starve. So it was a bit of a problem.
You headed back inside so you could call for a meeting. You found Charlie and Vaggie drying their hair in your room. Vaggie wore a oversized hoodie of yours with shorts and Charlie wore one of your dresses. Your heart practically swooned at the sight of them wearing your cloths. Was this the reason people in relationship steal each others cloths so much?
You explained the situation to Vaggie who quickly gathered the other animals and Niffty. You sat on your bed and explained your concerns. Vaggie volunteered to translate for the animals.
"We really need to find a way to make more money. My salary might be enough to somehow feed three to four people at best. But not about eight of you"
'What if we attacked drunks and perverts in the streets and took their money? We would be keeping the streets clean AND get the money we need' Alastor suggested.
"Are you fucking nuts? No way we're doing that!" Vaggie screamed.
"Wait what did he say?" You asked confused looking at both of them.
"Oh he said if we could kill people and take their money" Niffty answered for you while swinging her feet from the bed.
"What the- noo!" This time you screamed looking at Alastor. "Can you not about think anything except hurting others?"
'You are the one who asked us for our suggestion'
'What if you guys become stripper's instead? It pays good money~'
"I don't think I'd be comfortable with that Angel..." Charlie nervously laughed.
After a lot more talking and presenting ideas and erasing them, Pentious finally spoke up.
'What if Charlie and Vaggie gets a job here?'
Vaggie translated it for you. "Job huh..that might be the best but where could you guys work around here without any papers.." you mumbled by yourself. "Not to mention Charlie's horns and Vaggie's antenna's on the head."
"Oh oh I could make something at home with my sewing if you'd like! Then we can go sell it!" Niffty chipped in.
'And I could create new gadgetsss when I become human! No doubt people will go crazy with the inventionss made by the great Sir Pentiousss!'
You smiled after you heard Niffty and Vaggie translated Pentious's words. "Yes that could work as well. Nice thinking both of you"
"As for the rest of you, we'll decide once you become human. For now we'll focus on getting Charlie or Vaggie to work so the load lessens a bit. Though it'll be hard finding a place that doesn't require any paperworks or something.."
You scratched your chin, deep in thought. Suddenly you remembered about a certain someone.
"I think I know just who to call for a little help to get through. But I really would rather not call her without an emergency." You sighed.
"Oh who is it (Y/n)?" Charlie asked with curiosity.
"My cousin, Melody." You said looking at the phone. "It's been some time since I last talked with her." You said sadly.
'Do you have an issue going on that girl or something?' Husk asked from the chair he was sitting and Niffty translated it for you.
"No no, not at all. It's the opposite in fact. I see her as my little sister and we basically grew up together "
"Then what's the matter?" Vaggie was confused with you answer. "Why didn't you call her all this time?"
"Her parents hate me. So I try not to call her as much so she doesn't get in any trouble. But I think a call is long overdue by now" you dialed up the number and exhaled trying to prepare yourself. "I'll be right back after the call" You said while moving out to the balcony and calling her.
'Why would anyone hate someone so sssweet as her?' Pentious said as he looked at all of them.
"I know right? She has been taking care of us all these time and she's practically an angel!" Charlie exclaimed.
'Now now Charlie, don't go jumping to conclusions just yet. We haven't seen all of her. Who knows what she's hiding in her past.' Alastor said with a grin. 'There must be some reason for this'
'Even though I hate to admit it, this fucker might be right. Don't get all high horse about her now. We barely know her properly.' Husk looked away and lied down on the chair and curled up facing away from everyone.
"Let's not all get hasty. We should wait for her to come back and hear from her what happened" Vaggie tried to stay neutral about all these as she looked in the direction of the balcony.
Melody didn't pick up the first call. But she picked the second. With your heart pounding you asked softly first like you always do.
"Hey is this a good time?"
This was to ensure your aunt, uncle or her dreaded brother weren't nearby to stir up trouble for Melody. You smiled when she said yes in a overjoyed tone.
"Yes it is! Skylar got in trouble for drinking last night and mom and dad's letting him have it. They won't be here for some time. And why haven't you called all this time?? I missed you!"
You smiled gently hearing she still misses you. And it looked like her brother was being a pain in the ass as usual.
"Isn't that guy like 15 or something? Anyway, I'm sorry for not calling you Mel, I was afraid of getting you in trouble.. "
"Girl stop worrying about me! I'll handle them one way or another. But I suppose you had a reason for calling me now hm?"
You felt guilt travelling through your entire body to reconsider your decision to ask her for help.
"Yes I actually did..but let me hear about how your life's been so far! Tell me all the gossips!"
"Hm,sure then. There was this guy...."
Melody talked about a guy she has a crush on, how her parents are overpressuring her with their expectations to a new shitty series she just started watching. You both laughed and joked just like old times. It was almost enough to make you forget about the whole deal.
"And the story's so fucking boring too like god you won't believe! Bitch at least have interesting characters! Oh and anyways what was the thing you wanted to talk to me about?"
"I was hoping you could lend me some money... I'm kinda in a tight spot recently after I bought the new cabin. I'll repay you don't worry -" you got cut off from her answering.
"Shut up, not a another word from you! Take as much as you need and don't worry about paying!"
"But-"
"No buts!" Melody's voice became a bit softer. "You never really ask me for anything. You're always the one helping me out since we were little. Let me have this at least (Y/n)"
"Alright...and who says you don't do anything?" You said with small smile creeping on your face.
After a bit more talking you told her a decent amount of money that you needed in case of emergency. You made sure to not ask more then you might need. After a few seconds of cutting the call, you got a notification saying the money has been transferred.
You went back inside with a smile on your face. "I got the money guys! We don't need to worry about starving for now." You happily announced at the lot.
"That's great to hear! Also (Y/n) some of us was a little curious about what you said before, of your aunt's and uncle not liking you.." Charlie said looking at Alastor and Husk especially.
"Oh yeah about that......" You sighed. You were unsure on how to present the story to them.
"So when I was six.."
A.N: This was a rather mild chap but it needed to be done to get rid of some questions people might have in future.
Also I'm making their human apparences based on their ethnicity and fanart I find online and add my own little twist there. So everything might not be entirely accurate.
Which show you guys think Melody was watching? 🤔🤔
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The Past 💛 Atlas
We rush out the doors after throwing on our hoodies, and the frigid air hits my face like a thousand tiny needles. I shiver and look over at Ash, who is forcefully shoving his hands into his front pocket as he yells, “Holy shit, it’s cold!”
I laugh and take the opportunity to put an arm around his shoulders and keep him close as we start walking in the general direction of my apartment building. Thankfully, my head has cleared enough that I remember where we are and how to get home; though, we’re in for a longer walk than I initially predicted.
Once we’re passed the small groups of people chatting and smoking just outside, and start making our way through the relatively empty streets, I look over at him curiously, “So I have to ask, where the hell did you learn to dance like that?”
“Oh that?” he laughs, “D’you want the long version or short version?”
“Do any of your stories have short versions?”
“Sometimes.”
“Well, we have about a twenty-minute walk, and we need some kind of distraction from the cold, so long version it is.”
“Twenty minutes? I thought you said you live three blocks away.”
“I wasn’t exactly thinking clearly,” I say, giving him a look.
“S’pose that’s my fault.”
“Alright, story time then!” He claps his hands together and cracks his knuckles as if he needs to physically prepare. Sometimes there’s nothing more fun than watching him tell a story.
“Okay, so when I was in high school,” he begins as we walk through increasingly dark streets, following the road under the overpass, toward the Spice District, “they had a program where you could take classes through the community college, and the credits would count toward graduation and your degree. If you took advantage of it, you could graduate high school with an associate degree. I wasn’t that motivated, but during senior year my friend and I took a breakdancing class. I was terrible at it, but it was fun, and it got me out of another year of P.E., so well worth it. Anyway, I got to know the instructor and found out he’d just opened a studio in San My to teach house dancing. It sounded fun, and I wanted to support him, so after graduation I signed up. Every Thursday night for three years, I’d come into the city to take the class. Eventually, I got okay at it.”
“I’d say you got more than okay at it. Why’d you stop?”
“Uh, well, I thought it would be pretty awkward to continue going to the guy's class after I dumped him,” he says with an exaggerated grimace, making me laugh.
“Yeah, you’re probably right about that.”
“Nice to know I haven’t forgotten any of it though.”
“No, you looked great. It was hard not to just stand there and watch you the whole time.”
“Yeah? I was kinda hoping you’d come over and dance with me.”
“I thought about it. But then I saw you push a couple of people away, and I figured you wanted to be left alone.”
He stops then, and turns to look at me, “For the record, I wouldn’t have pushed you away.”
I smile a little and pull him closer to me, “No?”
He leans in, brushing his lips against mine as he says, “Uh-uh,” and then kisses me. His nose is cold against my face, but his mouth is warm and soft, and I feel myself melt right into him.
A few seconds later, he pulls back slightly, a playful glimmer in his eye, “Would you have been jealous,” he asks, “if I’d let someone else dance with me?”
I pause for a moment, thinking of how I want to answer that, and then decide, fuck it, why not just be honest, “Yeah, probably.”
“I thought so,” and kisses me again, “that’s why I didn’t.”
“Ah, I see. It was your plan the whole night to seduce me, wasn’t it?”
“Hey, let’s not forget, you’re the one who came on to me.”
“Only because you gave me that look.”
“What? You mean this look?” He looks down briefly, and when he looks back up at me, he has that same playful grin and something shifts in his eyes, his expression equally sexy and mischievous, daring me to do something. I’m powerless against it.
“That’s the one,” I say, my voice low and quiet as I lean in and part his lips with mine. I could stay here with him like this all night, and I would, but I feel him start to shiver as a fresh breeze of freezing air kicks up and bites at our cheeks, likely cutting through the too-thin material of his hoodie, so I stop and take his hand, “Come on, my building is just up ahead. Let’s get out of the cold.”
“Good idea.”
As we hurry down the street I ask, “So, how many hours did you spend practicing that look in the mirror?”
“An embarrassing amount."
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Ellie n abby eat ass I jus know it. Lmk what/how u think they go abt it
this was supposed to be a blurb. i swear to god.
abby ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚: baby blue
abby swears she likes patrols. she swears she does. they make her feel powerful, important, leave her panting with rushes of adrenaline coursing through her veins. she swears she likes them, but lately, her favorite thing about patrol started being coming home to you. seeing the look on your face, how your eyes light up, how you immediately pounce on her begging for a hug. your smell, your delicate hands trailing shapes down her stomach while she tells you about all the things she saw, all the things she killed. the best thing, however, were the things she brought. a delicate flower, a silly pin, a teddybear, anything that reminded her of you - she’d claim as hers. with her hands covered in blood, the sight of her large arms holding a pink duck plushie was borderline comedic. this one time, she even brought you a “cool looking rock” that she was so ashamed to gift you, but you ended up it putting beneath your pillow. everything she brought you was so special, so you, so abby.
last patrol, abby swore she met jesus. for abby, jesus wasnt the tiny pale blue skirt. jesus was you wearing it. when she found the fabric under a big pile of dusty clothes, her eye’s completely lit up. “oh shit” she muttered, a huge grin on her face, making manny side eye her so bluntly. the abby, the war machine, was giddy over a pale blue skirt?
“its not for me” was all she said, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
it was a wednesday afternoon, and abby was on patrol. again. the fact is, being without abby was like being without your very own source of holy water. her absence left you wandering around the wlf base like an aimless puppy, searching for stuff to do. one moment you were wandering the cafeteria, and five minutes later, you found yourself laying on top of one the gym benches, counting the cracks on the wall and trailing their shapes on your stomach.
“hey” you heard a familiar voice peaking behind you.
“oh- hey maya” you said, chirpy as ever. “whatcha doing?” the brunette responded, leaning on the wall near you. “nothing much… just laying here” you said with a smile, and got up to face her. “nice skirt” she said, visibly looking you up and down. getting looks from people wasnt new to you. whether it was for your looks, or the fault of your girlfriend, being looked at by curious eyes wasnt an exactly unfamiliar experience.
“thanks, abby got it for me on patrol” you responded with a big smile. talking about her always made you get like this. giddy, smiley, blushing.
“course she did” the brunette scoffed, gave you another piercing look and smiled. you let out a small sigh, suddenly feeling vulnerable at the amount of skin showing. to say that skirt was skimpy would be an understatement. “you look good” she retreated, and licked her lips slightly. you werent stupid, you knew people wanted you. but people also knew better than to mess with abbys girl. what you did notice, was maya’s advances at you. what you didnt, was abby standing in the corner of the gym’s entrance, examining you.
“leave her alone for 5 fucking minutes” she muttered under her breath and scoffed to herself. the jealousy was flooding her, but abby was a stern woman. with herself, and with other people. she knew how to manage herself, how to control her emotions, which is why she knew how to stop herself from ripping the girl to shreds, leaving her a mess on the floor.
slowly, she walked towards you.
big hands wrapped across your waist, startling you, making your breath hitch.
“abs!” you almost screeched. she smelled like wood and pine, she smelled like abby, your abby.
“hey there” she said sofly, still hugging you from behind, planting a delicate, soft kiss on top of your shoulder, squeezing you. abby couldnt help but glare at the girl in front of you, not breaking her eye contact. if that look had a name, it would be the “i’m gonna fucking strangle you” look. the girl rocked from one foot to the other, visibly perplexed. “nice catching up”, she mumbled.
“abs, think you scared her…” you said, turning around to face her. her icy blue eyes were burning through you. uh oh.
“yeah yeah” she scoffed, and immediately dropped her hands from your waist. one moment, she was hugging you. the next, she was benching.
“wh… not even gonna give me a kiss?” you asked, looking lost and confused. not even a kiss?
“mmph” she scoffed, yet again, while lifting another weight. her biceps were bulging through her shirt, shirt slightly hitching up with every lift, exposing her toned, beautiful v- line to you. if you didnt have any self respect, youd be drooling all over your shirt right now.
“abbyy? hello?” you stepped forward and waved your hand across her face. she immediately dropped the weights down to the floor, got closer to you, and whispered in your ear, not touching you for even a second. “that skirt?” she eyed you up and down, like she was examining her prey. “what?” you questioned, slightly pouting at her stern gaze.
“thats what you get up to when im not here?”
it all clicked now. you took a step forward, and said; “maybe if you didnt leave me…” and rolled your eyes at her. she immediately opened her eyes widely, perplexed at your sudden rush of courage. abby hated when you disrespected her. abby hated your eye rolling habit even more.
“what did you just say?” she said, squinting her eyebrows slightly. you took a step back, but if one moment you were in front of her, at the next one, in the speed of light, she grabbed your wrist forcefully and started dragging you behind her. she was walking so fast, her steps so big compared to yours, you basically had to skip to catch up with her. her grip became tighter and tighter, and by the moment you left the gym, she was practically walking you like a dog.
as soon as you stepped inside the cafeteria, someone had the audacity to approach abby. “hey ab-“ the friendly voice said. “not now” she was almost growling. her grip was hurting you, leaving red marks.
“ouch- abby- that hurts” what was she doing? she stopped right in her tracks, turned you around to face her, and her gaze softened for a moment. she grabbed your wrist, planted a soft kiss while maintaining eye contact, and a moment later continued with her dragging.
usually, walking from the gym to her room would take you 15 minutes. today, it took 8.
she opened the door with her key, hand still grabbing your wrist.
as she opened the door, she practically slammed you across it, almost kicking you to her room. “wha-“ was all you could mutter, before she closed the door with a bang, and pushed you on the door, grabbing both of your wrists now. you could feel her hot breath against your neck, and you couldnt help but arch your back, popping your ass ever so slightly. that act made abby let out a mean chuckle. “slut” she whispered to you, but it was more for her to hear.
she pushed up against you, her strong chest slamming you further against the door.
“its like that, yeah?” she whispered in your ear, sending shivers down your spine. you couldnt help but whimper. “like what?” you whined.
“like you want everyone to see you, huh?” she cood, leaving you breathless beneath her frame.
“want everyone to see whats mine?”
she whispered against you, hers.
“n- no abby…” you whined, as your cunt started to ache. you felt suddenly so embarrassed, so vulnerable cheeks heating up.
she started panting, getting all worked up from hearing you whine against her. if she wasnt so mad, shed turn you around, make you face her. shed wanna look into your eyes, see you. but she cant, she just wants to ruin you now, ruin you for anyone else but her.
her hand started going further and further up your shirt, and she felt so warm, her hands so big and calloused against your soft skin. she forcefully ripped the lace bra (that she got you) away from your breasts, pinched your nipples harshly, and began toying with them as if they belonged only to her. you moaned at her touch, releasing a sound so loud it could make the entire base explode. could people hear you? yes. did abby give a fuck? absolutely not.
“want everyone to see your ass, huh?” she tsks, as she shamelessly pushed her crotch against your ass, making you whimper.
“n-no abby…” you whispered. abby yanked your hair down, releasing a choked up moan from your lips. that moan mafe her cunt ache just as much as yours.
she sighed, and demanded your answer. “whos ass is this?” she slapped both of your ass cheeks harshly, making you almost scream. yeah, thats gonna leave a mark, she thought.
“s’yours abby” you yelped. her body was so hot against yours, so rough and forceful you could almost see stars.
“who owns this ass?” she asked, bringing both of her hands to wrap around your neck, and your throat felt like it was fucking burning, holding on to your lungs, not letting you breathe in the slightest.
“answer me” she grunted, trailing bite marks down your back.
“you!” you whispered, all choked up, feeling the hot tears leaking from your face. your cunt ached for friction, just something to feel your clit grind against.
you almost say it, almost tell her, how much your pussy needs her, how wet shes making you, how deeply you want to get fucked, but all that comes out of your mouth are desperate little moans and breaths that make abby’s head spin.
“need to hear you say it” she grunts, drops her hands from your throat and lands another harsh slap on your ass, one that leaves her hand practically vibrating.
youre full on mumbling now, drunk on her touch. “you own this ass abby” and fuck, if hearing those words didnt kill her.
she immediately dropped down to her knees, and before you know it, shes yanking your panties down from your aching cunt, the fabric leaving a burn mark on your inner thigh. “ahh abby- ab- abby” you moan incoherent. “thats right, just like that” she said in a high pitched voice, almost desperate.
“my fucking ass” she mumbles to herself, and the next thing you know shes parting your asscheeks with her rough hands so hard you could almost tear in half.
the sight made her breath hitch, and when she finally managed to steady her breathing, a deep sigh escapes her lips. your ass spread open like this for her, the fact that she can see everything leads her to moan and clench her thighs together.
she spat out a huge glob, and as youre whimpering and backing your ass up for her, she starts rubbing the spit on your tightest hole, making it glisten, making the spit run down your thighs like diamonds. “please abby…” you whine. it feels so fucking good but you need more - her hot breaths are caressing your hole, making you clench tight.
she slowly starts rubbing her pointer finger up and down your slit, making your knees buck. you almost fall down from the pleasure, almost crumble beneath her, but her free hand is holding down your ankle not letting you move in the slightest, gluing you to the ground.
suddenly, you feel the warmth of her tongue on your tight little hole. shes growling in it, cupping her cunt because she just couldnt help herself. her tongue goes up and down, and then right inside you, and your mind goes completely numb, fucked out of your ass.
“mmhhm” she mumbles. “so fucking good”, and it sounds animalistic. her hand leaves her core, and she gives you another harsh slap, grabbing your asscheek and smothering it with her hand, kneading it like soft dough, jiggling it like her life depends on it.
her tongue moves from your tight hole to the hole of your pussy, slurping up all of the juices youre leaking, combined with her globs of spit. the sounds of harsh slurping and moaning are leaving her mouth and you feel like youre gonna come undone from just her tongue deep in your ass, and then - she stops. all the contact is gone, leaving you breathless, scratching the door.
“wh- wh” you started panting uncontrollably. you wanted to ask her what she was doing. why did she stop. you couldnt even speak. she got up, not even bothering to clean up the mess that was running down her chin, making it sticky and warm.
“gonna split you in half” she says, and you swore you were gone.
#abby anderson#abby x reader#abby anderson blurb#abby anderson smut#abby tlou#tlou smut#tlou fanfiction#smut#wlw#lesbian#abby anderson x reader#abby anderson fic
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Nothing Ever After
Noah Sebastian x Reader x Vinny Mauro
Chapter Thirteen
chapter warnings: tiny smut warning? it's nothing too graphic at all!
i guess this is a filler chapter? it's just chaotic and fun! happy monday bffs :)
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“No, I’m totally convinced y/n and Vin are gonna get together after this tour- if they haven't already- I mean, have you seen the way she looks at him?” Justin said, taking a sip of his water. The guys were getting ready to set up at the next venue, most of them gathered in a group in the parking lot. “And catching them the other day just proves my point.”
“Wait, what?” Noah questioned, trying to conceal the way his blood was beginning to boil at the thought of you and Vinny. He had noticed how the two of you had suddenly grown closer, but surely Justin had got it all wrong. You and Vinny were just friends, right?
“I went to get changed after the show yesterday and there they were in the dressing room, all over each other.”
“What do you mean?” Folio laughed nervously, noticing the change in Noah's expression.
“I mean he had her pinned against the wall.” Justin chuckled, “I’m totally here for it, I think they’re cute together.”
“Yeah, a perfect couple.” Noah mumbles, crossing his arms. “Hey, where are they?”
“Vin’s taking a nap.” Ricky says defensively, “Why?”
“I just need to ask him about uh… Something... real quick.” Noah says as he marches towards the bus.
The bus was silent, which wasn’t exactly calming his nerves. However, as he approached the bunks, he realised Ricky was right. There he was, asleep, with you nowhere to be seen.
“See, I told you he was asleep.” Ricky says, looking up as he watches Noah dart from one bus to the other.
“Y/n?” He calls out, and you turn your head away from your laptop.
“Hey, what’s up?”
You watch as Noah messes with the buttons at the front of the bus.
“How the hell do you lock this thing- Oh!” He presses a button and the doors make a clicking sound, and you assume he found the lock button.
“Noah, what’s going on?” You ask, setting your laptop down as you get up, feeling slightly worried.
“Tell me you’re mine.”
“Excuse me?” You ask, slightly taken back.
His large hand comes to cup your face, his eyes darkening as they meet yours.
“Tell me. You’re mine.”
“Noah…”
His eyes were darker than you’ve ever seen them and the grip he had on your face was tightening, you had to bite your lip to suppress the whimper that wanted to slip from your mouth. You swallowed hard, feeling your breath becoming heavier and a dull ache between your thighs.
“I won’t ask again.” He warned, pushing you against the wall, his leg slipping between yours.
“I’m yours, Noah.” You tell him, looking up at him through your lashes as he squishes your face in his hand, a proud yet devilish smile on his face.
“Good girl,” he whispered, finally leaning down to capture your lips with his, “You’re all mine.”
“Yours,” you whimper between kisses, your hand sliding down his body as you begin to palm his cock over his joggers.
Outside, the guys are still talking as Vinny gets off the bus, wearing a pair of sunglasses he received from a fan at one of the shows. As he joins the others, they all look between each other, waiting for somebody to speak first.
“You okay, Vin?” Ricky chuckles, watching as Vinny shakes his head.
“No my fucking head hurts, and it’s so bright out here. I thought by having a nap my headache would go away but it feels even worse.” He groans.
“Want some aspirin?” Matt asks, “I’ve got some on the bus.”
“Can I?” He asks, pulling his hood over his head. “I’d appreciate that.”
Matt nods, walking over to the bus, attempting to open the door but failing.
“Shit, it must have locked itself again, Noah’s got the keys.” He groaned, knocking on the door, “Can someone unlock the door please?” He shouted.
Noah suddenly pulled away. He had you against the wall of the bus, your legs wrapped around his waist as he pounded into you. You were tugging on his hair as he attacked your neck with his mouth, but the banging on the door made the both of you jump, quickly rushing to throw your hoodie and shorts back on, and Noah pulled his boxers and joggers back up, trying to catch his breath as he fixed his hair, rushing over to the door.
“One second!” He shouted, trying to find the button to unlock the bus. “Which one is it?” He was trying to buy you time as you rushed back to your bunk, grabbing your laptop on the way. “Wait, I got it!”
As Noah pressed the button, the door opened and Matt sighed, walking up the steps and on to the bus.
“I told our driver the doors fucked, I got locked out the other day when I come back to- Hey, are you okay?”
“Yeah… why?” Noah questioned.
“You look a little flustered,” he began to smile, “Is y/n here?”
“Yeah, she’s working in her bunk, why?”
“Why all the questions, Noah?” He teased, walking over to where his bag was, digging through it to find the aspirin for Vin. “Next time you want to fuck on the bus, don’t leave your panties on the floor.” He says, looking between you and Noah.
“What? We weren’t-”
“It’s okay! I won’t tell the others, but you could’ve waited until tomorrow when we’ve got our own rooms, for the love of god!”
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You have officially been on tour for a month now, and it has been the best time of your life. You had met so many new people and had opportunities you never would have expected before. You were invited to do an interview backstage at a festival that the guys were playing at for a couple days, answering questions about how you got the role of touring photographer. You didn’t want to tell them it was because you were friends with Bryan, so you explained how you did a photography club in school, and how it had led you here.
Matt warned you that if the questions started to get too personal then to not answer them, and there was one particular question that pissed you off.
“So, some Bad Omens fans have taken to social media and have speculated that you’re dating Noah Sebastian. Can you tell us anything about that?”
You let out a laugh at how ridiculous that was.
“No. There’s nothing to tell, my private life is exactly that- private. Whether we were dating or not is nobody’s business, but to the twelve year olds and stalkers out there, no. I’m not dating your parasocial boyfriend.”
“Well that told them!” The interviewer chuckled nervously, “and Bad Omens are touring with Motionless in White right now, can you tell us any backstage secrets or gossip you might have heard from either bands?”
“Vinny Mauro loves mayo!” You smiled mischievously, “Any fans that see him about on the streets, meet him in VIP, or even send gifts to him, give him mayo! He’ll be so thankful! And also, Jolly snores!”
“Well, we would’ve never known that if it weren’t for you! Thank you, y/n! We hope to see you here again next year!”
“Thank you for having me.” You smiled and the interview finished.
“Why the fuck would you say that?” You heard someone groan as you began to leave, and you turned to see Vin standing by watching. .
“How long have you been there?”
“Since Bryan told me you had an interview.” He smiled, “Why the hell did you tell them I like mayo?”
“Because you don’t.” You smirked.
“It’s all I’m ever gonna get sent now, just you wait, y/n y/l/n, I will get my revenge!”
“Yeah, I’d like to see you try.” You stuck your tongue out as you walked past him, before turning back to look at him, “How long until you’re on.”
“Oh it’s hours away, why?”
“Because in 15 minutes Rain City Drive are playing their set and I don’t want to go by myself.”
“You don’t want to go by yourself?” He laughed, before giving in, “Fine, I'll come with you. What stage are they playing?”
You dragged Vinny with you to watch Rain City Drive play their new album, and although he told you he’s not heard any of these songs before, you were happy to see he seemed to like them.
“What’s this one?” He asked as you were dancing along to one song in particular.
“Medicate me!” You told him, taking his hands as you continue to bounce around, “What do you think?”
“I like this one.” He smiled.
"I thought you would... I'm going to go back to my room tonight and make you a playlist of songs I think you'd like." You smiled
"I'd like that," he said, "I'll make one for you too... Hey, do you wanna see Loathe with me after this? They're playing on a different stage so I think we could just about make it before I have to get ready to go on."
"Sure!"
I know you're leaving and I tell myself I'm over your love
Hard to believe it when I taste you on the tip of my tongue
You continued to sing along, dancing beside Vinny who just looked happy to be here.
“Oh my God... It can't be... Vinny?!” You hear someone shout from behind you, and a little group of fans all spoke with him and asked Vin for a picture.
“Are you the new photographer for Bad Omens, y/n?” One of the people asked you.
“Yeah, I wouldn’t say I’m their photographer because that’ll always be Bryan, but I’ve been touring with them.”
“The picture you posted of Noah and Ricky together has been my lock screen for like two weeks now, look! I have your notifications on so I know when you post and I always get so excited!” They told you, warming your heart as they showed you their wallpaper on their phone.
“Well Motionless in White’s photographer couldn’t be here today so I’ll be filling in for him, so you can expect some more pictures in a couple days.”
“Oh my god! Please get some more of Ricky!” They begged.
“I’ll try my best,” you chuckled, “Are you gonna be there for their set?”
“Of course! Why would I miss it?” They grinned, and their friends started to walk off. “It was great to meet you!”
“You too!” You smiled, waving as they walked off. “Wow,” you said to Vinny, “that’s the first time someone’s ever come up to me.”
“You better get used to it.” He laughed.
As their singer Matt thanked everybody for showing love on their new album they announced they were going to sing one last song, and as much as you would've loved to stay for it, Vinny wanted to go and see Loathe on another stage so you watched him put his sunglasses back on before taking your hand and finding the way to the other stage.
You told yourself he was only holding your hand so you didn't lose each other in the sea of people, but you couldn't help but feel warm inside at the feeling of his skin on yours.
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For the first time in weeks, you were back on stage with Motionless in White, taking pictures of each member, the stage as a whole, and some of the crowd. You had been Bad Omens' photographer last night so that Bryan could watch one of his favourite bands perform, and when Chris asked if you could fill in for their photographer tonight you didn't hesitate to say yes. You were always in awe of these guys when they were on stage, but there was something different about their energy this time, even after a month on the road they were still giving it their all.
You kept finding yourself watching Vinny in particular, he was in his own world behind his drum kit, and it took your breath away. You caught yourself staring, and took your camera over with you to get a shot of him from the side, and as you look back at the pictures, you realise there was a slight smirk on his face.
“You guys were awesome!” You cheer as they walk backstage to where you had been briefly waiting as they threw out guitar picks, setlists, drumsticks, and anything else they could think of.
“I can’t believe I fell again.” Rick sighed, picking up a bottle of water.
“You did?” You laugh, you must have completely missed it, clearly your attention was elsewhere throughout the show.
“You didn’t see?” Ryan laughed, “He was there one minute then he was gone! I thought he’d gone off stage until I watched him get back up.”
“Well it’s totally fucked my back.” Ricky groaned.
“Someone get the old man some ice!” Chris joked, earning a glare off Rick.
You waited as the guys all got changed, and you walked with Ricky and Vinny back to the bus.
“Update,” Vinny pointed at the camera, “We just got done playing to like… three hundred million people, it was fucking awesome!” He claps, thinking of something else to say, “Y/n took some hot pictures of me, Rick fell off the stage-”
“I didn’t fall off the stage,” Ricky interrupted, turning the camera to his face, “I misjudged where the platform was.”
“Rick fell off the stage.” Vinny repeated, “And now we’re about to go play some Mario kart.”
“Y/n do you have anything to add?” Rick pointed the camera at you.
“Motionless in White rock,” you said proudly, “It was great to…” You trailed off as your phone vibrated, and you saw it was a text from Noah, who should've currently been on stage with Poppy.
“Just got off stage. Where are you?”
“I need you so fucking bad”
You froze, forgetting about the camera pointed at you.
During the weeks you’d been touring, you and Noah had managed to keep your ‘relationship’ private, meaning only Angela, Vin, Folio and Matt knew what you were up to. You’d use each other for stress relief more than anything, or when Bad Omens would finish a show the two of you would go missing for twenty minutes because the adrenaline that was pumping through Noah’s veins would quickly switch to horniness- to put it bluntly- and he needed a release.
However, you’d be lying if you said Noah was the only thing on your mind as he’d have you pushed up against the wall, or on a table, pounding into you from behind. Your mind would often bring you back to how Vinny was when you were together that night, and how you longed to have him again, but he made it clear the two of you were strictly just friends, or so you assumed. You didn't mind this, you loved Vinny and were happy that you and him could still get along so well after everything. But there was still a part of you that wished the circumstances were different, especially when you'd get jealous seeing him flirting with other women, or how you'd hold back tears when he'd bring someone back to his hotel room or when you'd be on the bus and look over at him and just wished you could kiss him.
You weren't going to reply to Noah, you’d told the other guys you’d go back with them and play Mario kart, but you could still feel an ache between your thighs that had been there since you watched Vinny during slaughterhouse. Your knees weakened every time it got to a certain part in that song, but something was different about today.
“I’ll be 10 minutes.” You replied to Noah, and suddenly brought your hand up to your head.
“Fuck, I think I’m getting a headache, I think I need to lay down, I’ll see you guys tomorrow.” You say, quickly turning around and heading towards the Bad Omens trailer.
Ricky and Vinny look at each other as you walk away.
“That’s weird.” Rick points out, “She got a text and suddenly she's just... left?”
“Maybe she got some bad news,” Vin suggests, “I’ll check up on her later.”
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Wobbly on your legs, Noah handed you your clothes to get dressed as he fixed his hair in the mirror. Your time together was cut short as Noah got a call reminding him he had somewhere to be, he told you he thought he had more time but clearly he got it wrong.
"I just wish we could spend more time together." You frowned, pulling your shorts back up.
"What do you mean?" He asked, leaning against the desk in the band's trailer.
"I mean it feels like I only see you when you want something from me," you sighed, "It'd be nice to spend a day together when we're off, but you're never around. It's not that I don't like hanging out with the others, but it'd be nice for you to be about more."
"I'm sorry." He looked away from you as he shook his head slightly, "There's just a lot going on at the moment, I don't get any time to myself either. How about the next time we have a day off we spend it together, yeah?"
"I'd like that." You smile, hearing your phone ring from the desk Noah was stood at.
"It's Vinny," he said, handing you your phone, "I'll let you let yourself out, I need to get to this interview."
"Okay, see you later?"
"Of course." He gave you one last smile before heading out the door, and you quickly answered your phone.
"Hello?" You asked, wondering what Vin could want.
"Hey, I just wanted to check up on you. You left quite suddenly earlier., is everything okay?" His concern made you smile to yourself, but then you felt bad knowing what you were actually getting up to behind his back.
"Yeah, I took some painkillers and I'm feeling better now."
"Good," he smiled on the other side of the phone, "D'ya still wanna come and hang with us? Ryan's been waiting for you to kick his ass like you said you would."
"There's no backing out!" You heard Ryan shout, making you chuckle as you slipped your shoes on.
"No, I'll be there in 10. You're on the bus, right?"
"Yeah, we are. I'll look out for you."
"Thanks." You smiled, ending the call.
The walk to the guys' bus wasn't too long, but your feet were aching from standing all day, and running around the stage. You reflected on the last two days as you made your way past other bands' buses and trailers, really appreciating the opportunity that had been handed to you.
You thought about the atmosphere when Bad Omens were getting ready to go on stage the night before, how hyped Folio was and how his energy was so contagious.
Then your mind brought you back to this afternoon, you and Vinny stood watching Loathe's set whilst they played is it really you. The way he was singing along, swaying to the music and the smile on his face as he shook his head in what appeared to be embarrassment when you complimented his singing.
"No," you grinned, "I really like your singing!"
"Shut up." He couldn't hide the smirk on his face as he looked up at the stage, avoiding any eye contact with you.
"I mean it! Maybe they should get your vocals on the next album."
"I hate you." He chuckled, and you couldn't help but smile at how beautiful he looked as he blushed at your compliment.
Before you knew it, you had reached Motionless' bus. You couldn't help but find it funny this afternoon when Vin complained about Bad Omens getting a trailer when they were stuck on their bus, but Ryan explained it was probably because they were headliners.
As you were welcomed on to the bus by Justin, you dumped your bag on the table and sat down next to him. Ryan, Ricky and Vinny were all too busy playing Mario kart to even acknowledge you, and you sighed, reaching for your phone in your pocket.
"Is everything okay?" Justin asked, noticing the pissed off look on your face.
"Yeah..." You sighed, you were still upset with Noah and how abruptly he left just now, but you couldn't tell the guys that. "I'm just tired and hungry."
"It's a good job we've got plenty of snacks then." Justin smiled, reaching for the plastic bag that was on the floor beside the couch, sliding over the table to you.
"Fuck you, I quit!" Rick sighed, dropping the controller to the table as the tv screen lit up saying Ryan won the round. "You guys have to be cheating."
"You wish," Vinny laughed, reaching for his water bottle, "Y/n?" He motioned to Rick's controller and you slowly nodded your head.
"I'm gonna beat your asses."
"And if you don't?" Vin smirked.
"You really doubt me?" You raised an eyebrow, "It's on, bitch."
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i’m still not over apocalypse fest or dj vinny in the slightest so expect that to come in later chapters because i simply can’t stop thinking about it…
@rumoured-whispers @collisionofyourkissmakesitsohard @lma1986 @thisbicc @dominuslunae @miss570 @miamore0570 @jilliemiw86 @itsyaboinoah
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{18Trip} <PROLOGUE SIDE-A: Still blank> 000-A08 The biggest bet of one’s life
A translation of 18TRIP's PROLOGUE SIDE-A by 82mitsu. ENG proofreading by sasaranurude. Note: this is the final chapter of the prologue.
Kafka: ……
Kaede: Kafka? Hey, what’s wro—-
(Loud popping noise)
Kaeda: Uwawgh!?
Kafka: Congrats Kaede-chan!
Kaede: Huh, what…!?
Kafka: My company has decided to hire you~!
Kaede: Hweh, eh?
Sakujiro: Congratulations. I believe this has taken you around 5 hours. As expected from Kaede-san.
Kaede: Sakujiro-san!? Eh, where did you… why…?
Kaede: Also, you said “my company”... as in Kafka’s company?
Kafka: Fufufu… Surprised, aren’t you. Here, look at this.
Kaede: What…? Documents?
Kafka: Yeah. Registration documents for the company I created.
Kaede: Registration… I can’t keep up with what’s happening, but… did you really—a company…?
Kaede: What’s this mission statement thingie right here?
Kafka: Management philosophy, or maybe… the guidelines for what ideas you want to realize, perhaps I should say.
Kaede: In other words, what you want to achieve by making the company?
Kafka: Exactly that!
Kafka: Do you remember the first time you went on a trip? What you were wishing for, with who, and where you went?
Kafka: A heart-pounding experience, a chance encounter… There might've been some unforeseen trouble, too.
Kafka: However, none of these things can be experienced unless you take that first step forward to embark on a trip.
Kafka: Where should you go? What should you do? What should you take with you? Together with who—?
Kafka: All the people that yearn to see the world, and those who haven’t had a taste of traveling yet, HAMA receives with open arms.
Kafka: Hoping one day your heart will grow warm when memories resurface, as if it’s reaching out to give you courage.
Kafka: A trip to the HAMA that’s kept close, and loved. To take your hand and lead you there—
Kafka: That is…
Kaede & Kafka: Hama Tours
Kaede: Kafka, this is…
Kafka: Say, Kaede-chan.
Kafka: Today, you felt it when going around HAMA, didn’t you? In the past, how it differs from the first trip that you gifted me… That the HAMA we know now—it's in a tough spot.
Kafka: I’m no longer that ill person waiting for Kaede-chan’s tales of traveling.
Kafka: I’ll wager all that’s left of my life, and bring HAMA back on its feet. And in order to achieve that, I need you. That’s why…
Kafka: So, Kaede-chan, bet your whole life on me too.
Kaede: Kafka…
Kaede: (The whole time, no matter where I was, I could always feel a tiny bit of regret. Wondering if this is really the kind of job I wanted to do. Even though travel work is what I yearned for, these feelings that I had—)
Kaede: (Were ones of wanting to make someone smile, from a trip to HAMA. That’s what was left of them. —A trip like the one I gave to Kafka that day.)
Kaede: –I’ll place a bet.
Kaede: On Kafka, on the work to bring HAMA back, I’ll bet my whole life!
Kafka: …Really? You mean it?
Kaede: Without a doubt.
Kafka: And it… isn’t it because you pity me? Wanting to “help” someone as miserable as me…That’s not how you feel, right?”
Kaede: No! Not a chance I’d ever think that.
Kaede: I, honestly, have been frustrated the entire time. Seeing HAMA drained of color compared to how it was… How it’s helpless, lifeless.
Kaede: But all I could do was absentmindedly stare. That’s why… you’re truly amazing.
Kaede: Thanks to you, I’ll be able to do something for the sake of HAMA, too. I’ve never been this happy before.
Kafka: Right… yeah. Right!
Kafka: Seems like I won after going all out, one way or another.
Kaede: Hm? What are you talking about?
Kafka: Nothing at all.
Sakujiro: ……
Kaede: Um, so then… what now? Actually, what should I do first?
Kafka: Oh? You’re sure fired up~ Kaede-chan. How admirable!
Kaede: Obviously I am! Because…
Kaede: (I feel like I finally found the kind of job I wanted to do. And, most importantly, it’s the same one as Kafka’s.)
Kaede: (Reading HAMA Tours’ mission statement makes it all clear. How it's the same as me… How the trip we took together that day made Kafka who he is today!)
Kaede: Either way! I’ll do anything! And when do we start… Ah, that’s right. I’ll work myself to the bone if it’s from next week on.
Kaede: That unemployment really came at the right time…
Kafka: Yeah, I knew.
Kaede: Eh… Did I… talk about how the company went out of business?
Kafka: Fufu, makes you wonder. The planets really aligned for this one, didn’t they.
Sakujiro: Young Master, it’s getting time…
Sakujiro: Your body will get cold.
Kafka: …
Kafka: I love the rain. No matter who it is, the raindrops will fall the same onto everyone. Besides—
Kafka: The coldness that has never stopped raining onto me will, at last, clear up tomorrow.
Kaede: Tomorrow? Is there something tomorrow?
Kafka: Yeah. My surgery.
Kaede: Wha….? Surgery… Surgery!? But Kafka, on PeChat, you said it was over…
Kafka: That was a lie.
Kafka: YOU LIED!? But, Sakujiro-san was also…
Sakujiro: My deepest condolences. This very Sakujiro’s 879th special skill is Co-Conspirator in No Time.
Kaede: Unbelievable….
Kaede: Wait, not that part!
Kaede: Even though your surgery is tomorrow, you went out, and now you're sitting in the pouring rain like this…!
Kaede: Put on this jacket! And then a towel, towel… Ah, I have a handkerchief. Here use this to dry yourself off immediately—
Kafka: Ahaha! You’re panicking all over the place, Kaede-chan.
Kaede: Of course I’m panicking! This is no laughing matter, you know!?
Kafka: It is something to laugh about, c’mon.
Kafka: I won a bet I placed with my whole life, so I’m invincible now. No matter what the success rate for my surgery is, there’s no way I’d lose…
Kafka: I absolutely won’t die.
Kaede: I do believe that but… Kafka, why are you that confident about it?
Kafka: Because of the courage you gave to me.
Kaede: I did…?
Kafka: I’m done with just gazing through the window at the world you live in.
Kafka: I won’t let you leave me behind anymore, and I won’t wait for you either.
Kafka: From now on we’ll be equals, standing side-by-side, walking forward while being on the same page.
Kafka: It’s likely that… not everything will be alright. Just like that one trip we took back then, we can end up getting lost, not be able to make it to the observation deck because we didn’t have the money, things like these might happen, too.
Kaede: Yeah, you’re right. But…
Kaede: When that happens, we’ll look for somewhere else.
Kaede: Even if we didn’t get to the observation deck that day, the view of the evening colors from this building was breathtakingly out of this world, wasn’t it?
Kafka: Yeah… it’s exactly as you say.
Kafka: That’s why, Kaede-chan—
Kafka: Let’s go on a trip, together!
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Hard to Shake (M, cold)
Woof, that was too long of a hiatus. I'm back with some Greyson sickfic! In this, Greyson has a one night stand and ends up 'running into' his hookup in a not-so-stellar way. This was a fun write, I'm feeling a little rusty after taking a couple months off writing but I hope you all like it. Please let me know what ya think, good, bad or indifferent! :)
CW: M snz, colds, contagion, coughing, some M/M romance but nothing above PG-13 lol. 5k words (it's a slow burn, shocker, I know)
Hard to Shake
The club was dark, humid, and loud as fuck - just the way he liked it.
“I’ll get us drinks,” Matt said, disappearing into the crowd to push towards the bar without waiting on Greyson’s response. Not that he would have stopped his counterpart; Matt had a boyfriend waiting for him at the end of this black hole of a night. Greyson, alternatively, was on the prowl for a bed, and someone to share it with.
They had begun the night at two pm, just an hour after brunch ended, since the only way to get a proper buzz on a Sunday was to start early as hell. Elijah had closed the restaurant early – “We’ve had ten guests all day. It’s too damn hot for brunch, and I want to go home” – and Mark was currently on a plane home from England after a week spent with family; it was like the universe was begging them to go out.
The restaurant’s reservations had been capped at a tiny number the next two days to prepare for their food writer dinner on Wednesday, and Greyson was so nervous about this career-shaping dinner that he could barely keep himself from lapsing into panic attacks at the slightest provocation; it was Matt who insisted on the bender.
“We haven’t gone on a good one since Mark and I got together,” the sous chef had said after service. “And you need a drink, you're acting like a psycho.”
Greyson, never one to deny himself a good binge drink, had taken the bait and allowed himself to be paraded through the city for the rest of the day. Now, at eleven pm and with Mark back at his and Matt's place safe and sound, Greyson could feel the night coming to a close. Time to round it out with a good old-fashioned one-night-stand.
Without waiting for Matt to return with the drinks, Greyson sashayed onto the dance floor and began grinding on whoever seemed the most into it – he ground on a group of drunk men, twirled between two gorgeous women who laughed giddily through the song, and put his tongue into so many people’s mouths that he lost count. Of course it was fun; it always was. But the hunt for a bed partner had proven, thus far, unsuccessful.
“There you are,” Matt slurred, coming up behind his boss and shoving a whiskey into his hand. “Why do you always run off? I’m about three seconds away from getting you one of those toddler-leash backpacks.”
“Makin’ friends, Matty boy,” Greyson said, chugging his drink and slamming the glass onto the closest table he could find. “Some of us don’t have the luxury of goin’ home to a warm, naked man in our bed.” Greyson elbowed Matt playfully and the younger man rolled his eyes.
“Fair ‘nough,” he said, sipping his drink. “Hey, actually, I saw someone who was exactly your type back near the bar. Talkin’ about food and everything.” Greyson raised his eyebrows, intrigued, and Matt looped his arm into his boss’s and led him back towards the horseshoe-shaped bar. “Let’s see if we can’t get you fucked to sleep.”
Matt pushed the two of them through the crowd, his head on a swivel, until finally he spotted the man he’d been talking about. “There he is,” Matt said, pushing Greyson towards the bar. “Do your thing.”
The sous hadn’t lied; this man was quintessential Greyson’s type. Shorter than his six-foot-three-inches by about half a foot, perfect skin, hair coiffed in a way that just smelled of total pretentious douchebag, and a full blazer and dress pants at the club. Oh yeah, Greyson thought, pulling the elastic out of his sandy curls and shaking them to fall around his shoulders, there’s the rest of my evening.
“Hi,” Greyson said, pushing himself in front of whoever the guy had been talking to before. “Can I buy you a drink?”
***
In his defense, he hadn't known the condition of the man he'd left with until they got to his apartment. The club had been dark; he could barely hear the sound of his own voice, let alone the wheeze of someone else’s. And he’d been really, really drunk.
“Hh-! EISHH-oo! ISHH-oo!” The man – Reed, Greyson had learned his name was – curled into his elbow to sneeze as he pushed open the door to his apartment. “Shit, pardon mbe,” he muttered, clearing his throat and beckoning Greyson in. The chef, blasted as he was, simply ignored Reed’s constant sneezing.
“Now, where were we?” Greyson purred, pawing the back of Reed’s head and pulling it into his own. The two stood in the entry of Reed’s apartment – a truly incredible fifteenth-story one-bedroom in the Upper East Side with its own doorman – making out until Reed had to pull away to catch his breath.
“Shit,” he said again, panting, “sorry. Thought the worst of this fuckin’ cold was behind mbe but – ISHHOO! Snrf. Apparently ndot.” He wiped his nose on the back of his hand and cringed. “I understand if you don’t want to stay,” he said, giving Greyson an apologetic look.
Greyson remained unfettered. “Reed,” he said, taking a step back towards the other man. “Stop talking. And get in bed.”
Reed’s face colored. He opened his mouth to say something, but Greyson cut him off with another kiss.
“What did I just say?” Greyson asked, taking off his t-shirt and unbuttoning Reed’s expensive-looking button down. “Get in the bed -” - he yanked the shirt off the smaller man and licked him, navel to collar bone, prompting a moan - “- and let me take care of you.”
To his credit, Reed did as he was told. He did as he was told all night long.
***
“Lij, I don’t want to alarm you.”
“Greyson, I don’t want to hear it. Zip it. I’m being so serious right now.”
“I don’t want to alarm you,” Greyson repeated, slamming the rest of the bottle of Pedialyte and holding onto the prep table as if for dear life, “but I think I may be dying. I think I may need you to call me an ambulance.”
Elijah swung his chair around and strode towards the chef. He took the sunglasses Greyson had placed on his face the moment he walked inside the bright kitchen and tossed them across the room. He regarded the chef with an annoyance usually reserved for parents of crying toddlers at Disneyland.
“Your drinking antics, Grey, are what most people would describe as ‘a you problem’. You decide to get unreasonably wasted and then come in to prep one of the biggest dinners of your career? That’s a you problem. I don’t want to hear it. The only thing I want to hear is your knife going into and out of different types of food.”
“Does that mean you don’t want to hear about the incredibly hot guy I hooked up with last night?” Greyson asked, a smile blooming at his lips. Elijah, despite himself, felt his eyebrows raise halfway up his face.
“But you haven’t slept with anyone in months,” he said, annoyed at himself for taking the bait but too curious to stop himself from saying anything. “I thought you were on a self-imposed time-out?”
Greyson shrugged, pushed his hair into a bun at the top of his head, and secured it with an elastic. “I was,” he said. “But - and you’re not going to believe this, but it’s true – I am finally feeling… I dunno. Healed?”
“Healed?” Elijah asked, snorting. “I think you’ve been taking too many hot yoga classes. Like, spiritually healed?”
Greyson tipped his head back and forth, considering. “Kind of,” he said. “Like… ready. Moved on from Collin. Prepared to get back out there for real, not in a self-punishing way.”
Elijah whistled, long and low. “Wow,” he said, patting Greyson’s back. “Well, congrats, man. A little over a year and you’re finally back on your feet. That’s actually quite impressive.”
“Thanks,” Greyson laughed, shoving Elijah playfully. “I was also really drunk and you know nothing stops drunk-Greyson when he decides he’s going to sleep with someone.”
“There it is,” Elijah said, rolling his eyes and laughing. “So… tell me about him. Did you get his name?”
Greyson dead-panned his boss as he pulled knives out of his bag and cracked his neck. “Yes, I got his name, Elijah. That’s what healed people do, they get people’s names before sleeping with them, and I am, as previously stated, healed.”
Elijah flipped the chef off lazily, non-committal. “Well, out with it then,” he said. “What’s his name? Tell me about the night.”
“His name is Reed Parker, and we fucked til the sun came out,” Greyson said simply, laughing at his own gregariousness. He looked up when he realized that Elijah wasn’t laughing – in fact, his face had gone stark-white. “What?”
“Reed Parker?” Elijah asked, pulling out his phone. “You’re sure that’s his name?”
“Umm, according to him at least, yeah,” Greyson said, unwrapping a pan with a cleaned striploin in it. “Why, do you know him?”
“No,” Elijah said, pushing his phone towards Greyson. “But if that’s him, we’re going to know him in two days.”
Greyson looked down at the phone and felt the wave of nausea he’d been holding back all morning wash over him – oh. Oh, no.
Pulled up on Elijah’s phone was an Instagram post from The Foodie Society – a group of well-acclaimed food critics and writers in the city. The group that was hosting a dinner at Elliot’s in two days. The group that would likely be the deciding factor in whether Greyson got nominated for a James Beard award this year.
We are so excited to announce Reed Parker, writer of the extremely popular food blog, ‘Eat Like You Mean It’, as our newest Foodie Society member! Reed has been a prolific writer and food critic in the city for nearly five years, and we are so delighted to have him aboard. Can’t wait to collaborate with you, Reed!
Above the blurb was a photo of – undoubtedly – the man that Greyson had slept with the night before. He looked markedly healthier in the photo, and his hair was a little longer, but there wasn’t any was it wasn’t him. Greyson swallowed hard.
“Oh… shit,” Greyson muttered, lowering himself to the floor. “Oh, no.”
“Maybe he was drunk, too?” Elijah said, the panic clear in his voice. “Maybe he won’t remember?” Elijah kneeled down next to Greyson, trying to console him. “Hey, Grey, it’s alright. Obviously you guys didn’t know who the other one was. It’s not like he’s going to think you slept with him to get the nomination. It was just drunk sex. Right?”
“He gave me an out,” Greyson muttered, shaking his head. He looked up at Elijah, eyes wild. “Maybe he did know, or maybe he figured it out on the walk back to his place, because he gave me a fuckin’ out.”
“What do you mean?” Elijah asked, pulling Greyson back to his feet. The chef stood, but placed his head in his hands and his elbows on the prep table, as if to steady himself.
“He was getting over some sort of sickness, and he said he’d understand if I didn’t want to stay. He basically told me to get out and I just… fuck. I told him I didn’t care, and I stayed the night. Shit. I’m never going to get nominated now. There’s no fucking way.” Greyson rubbed both hands down his face and shook his head in disbelief. “I fucked myself.”
“Greyson,” Elijah said, taking his friend’s chin and lifting it so their eyes met. “You didn’t fuck yourself. Okay? He didn’t know it was you. It was a mistake, and also he’s brand new there, it’s not like he’s THE deciding factor. Just – wait, did you say he was sick?”
Greyson, his chin still in Elijah’s fingers, looked away from his boss with just his eyes. “Uhh… I mean, yeah, kind of, I guess. He had some sort of cold, I think.”
“You purposely slept with someone who was sick three days before this huge dinner?”
“Umm… did I mention I was really drunk?”
Elijah sighed loudly and threw his hands in the air. “Never a dull fuckin’ moment with you, is there?” he mumbled, storming into the office and pillaging through their medicine cabinet. He returned a moment later with Emergen-C and Airborne in his hands. “Take those.”
“Yes, sir,” Greyson muttered, pulling them to his side of the table. “Sorry.”
“I think it’s crazy that out of all the millions of people you probably saw yesterday, the one you just so happened to pick is a food writer who could decide your future fate who also had a fucking cold. There wasn’t a single other person in the city you could sleep with?”
“Apparently not,” Greyson muttered, pouring Emergen-C into his water bottle. Elijah took a deep breath before continuing.
“Let’s just… let’s try to get through the next couple days,” he said, heading back to the office. “I am glad you want to get back out there,” he continued from afar, “just maybe give them a cursory Google before you bang them next time. Okay?”
Greyson, completely deflated, just nodded. He swallowed and thought he could already feel a twinge of a sore throat, which would just figure. His dick had sealed his fate. Fuck.
***
Tuesday, May 12
NEW MESSAGE
Matt
3:53pm
r u almost back??? idk how much longer I can handle them at each others throats.
Mark
3:58pm
On my way back now! Are they at each other’s throats again?? I thought they were over it..
Matt
3:59pm
has elijah ever REALLY been over smthn..? & greyson’s going down fast af so hes pissy.
Mark
4:02pm
It seemed like he was in the downward slide when I left...ugh. ok, I’ll be back in 15!
“We are ndot,” Greyson said from behind his sous chef, “at each other’s throats.”
Matt jumped at the sound of his boss’s voice and quickly clicked his phone screen off. “Don’t read my private texts, Chef, that’s rude.”
Greyson shrugged and pulled a tissue out of the box on the desk next to Matt. “Don’t talk shit about your boss and you don’t have to worry about mbe being ruuhh – huh! Hh...IGTSZHH-ue! Hh-NTSHZH-ue!” Greyson crumpled into the jacket he’d pulled over his chef’s coat to sneeze. His hair fell over his face, blocking the grimace he hid as he sucked in through his nose.
“Bless you, moron,” Elijah called from the dining room. Greyson rolled his eyes so hard he felt it splinter in his head. Matt winced when he saw Greyson shudder with pain, and stood from the desk.
“The prep sheets for tomorrow are all written, Chef, tell me how I can help you,” he said, guiding Greyson into the chair. Greyson allowed himself to be sat down, despite his better judgment.
“I feel pretty good about -”
“You feel pretty good? Is that a joke?” Elijah asked, pushing through the swinging kitchen doors and leaning on the office door frame. Greyson gave his boss the dirtiest look he could muster and turned back to Matt without a word to his boss.
“I feel confident about the first three courses for tomborrow’s dinner, but the steak and dessert I feel like we’re way behind. Plus I have ndo idea how the guys are looking for service tondight, so pick which one of those you’d rather tackle and I’ll – hhuh! Hh...HUHESTZHH-ue! Fuck, snrf.” Greyson grabbed another tissue and blew his nose before finishing. “I’ll do the other onde.”
Matt nodded while Elijah stood wordlessly in the doorway. “I’ll get with the guys and help them with tonight, make sure it goes smooth,” he said. Greyson nodded back and his sous looked away and scurried towards the line. Elijah, in stark contrast, pushed past Greyson and sat at the other end of their shared desk, unwilling to look away from the mess that was the executive chef.
“How ya feeling?” he asked finally. Greyson pulled another tissue out of the box just in time.
“HRTSHH-ue!” he sneezed into the tissue and let a tickling flurry of coughs escape as well. Elijah sighed, looked into the kitchen, and reached past Greyson to shut the door to their office.
“How are you feeling,” he asked again. “Seriously.”
Greyson sighed wheezily and pulled a hand down his face. “Honestly?” he said, looking Elijah in the eye, “like fuckin’ shit.”
Elijah sighed as well. “You seemed okay when you came in this morning,” he said, as though it mattered.
“I felt okay this mborning,” Greyson admitted. “I mean, I felt like it was coming but I definitely didn’t feel this… shitty.” He shrugged. “It just… I don’t kndow. Hit mbe out of nowhere.”
Elijah nodded. “I mean, if you want to leave so you’re good for tomorrow, you know I’ll understand.” Greyson just scoffed.
“I have so mbuch shit to do before tomborrow,” he said, sucking in through his nose and coughing again. “There’s ndo way in hell.”
They sat in silence for a few moments, until Elijah sighed. “Fuck, Greyson. I’m really sorry.” He looked up at his friend, the true pity evident on his face. “I know how important this dinner is to you. It’s still going to be great, okay? If you need to par it down, do it. It’s not like they know what’s on the menu til tomorrow. I’m cutting off reservations tonight so you can go home early, okay? We’re going to make this work.”
Greyson had to set his jaw to keep from tearing up. “It’s mby own damn fault,” he said. “Ndo need to baby mbe – hh...HTSHH-ue! HRTSHH! NTSHH! Huh! Huhhh-ETSZHHH-uee!” Greyson collapsed into his own lap, lapsed into coughs again. Elijah handed him a water bottle, which he took the cap off of while wiping his nose with the other hand.
“Can we go back to you being a dick to mbe?” Greyson asked, his voice rough. “That I can handle.”
Elijah pressed his lips together to keep from smiling. “Sure, Chef. Get your lazy ass up and start prepping,” he joked, pushing Greyson’s arm lightly. “Sitting is for the weak.”
Greyson smirked, an attempt at a laugh that wouldn’t make him cough. “Thanks, Lij,” he said. “Let’s get this stupid fuckigg show on the road.”
***
Course One
Compressed Cantaloupe
tarragon | smoked sea salt | brown butter crumble
Reed sat in the cushy, velvet chair and attempted to make himself comfortable. He hoped beyond hope that this dinner would go as quickly as humanly possible.
After their little rendevouz at the club, of course Reed had looked Greyson up; in this day and age, who wouldn’t look up their previous night’s partner, if only to make sure they weren’t some sort of psycho killer. And after he looked him up, of course he realized that oh. It was that Greyson Abbott. The same one whose food he was about to be poised in front of. The one who he and his fellow writers gathered around this table were tasked with deciding whether or not he was worthy of a Beard nod.
Of course.
Reed shifted in his seat and cleared his throat. The other writers had started talking immediately and, this being his first dinner with them, he was feeling awkward and left out. He really could have used the distraction of talking about their craft, but apparently he would have to earn a word tossed in his direction. This was going to be a long evening.
At least the restaurant is beautiful, Reed thought to himself. He’d never been to Elliot’s before, and now he was kicking himself for it. The wrap-around bar, the view of the park, the chandeliers… everything was gorgeous. He just wished he wasn’t here with these people, under the circumstance that his fling was in the kitchen plating up. That put a bit of a damper on things.
“Good evening,” a husky voice came from the head of the table, and Reed whipped his head to see a gorgeous plate of food placed in front of him, and the absolute god of a man he’d slept with a few days before standing just feet from him. Reed swallowed hard.
“I’mb Greyson,” Greyson said, and Reed immediately clocked the congestion in his voice. So you did give him that cold. Asshole, Reed chided himself. Greyson attempted to clear his throat before continuing.
“If you’ll excuse mby voice, I’mb at the tail end of a cold,” he continued, and Reed felt his face flame. Tail end, he thought. Yeah, sure.
“Our first course is compressed cantaloupe,” Greyson said. “I hope you enjoy. Pardon mbe, I have to get back to screaming at mby cooks.”
The group laughed in earnest as the chef walked away. Reed, too embarrassed to even look at the other writers, just picked up his fork and gathered a bite on it. He stuck it in his mouth and closed his eyes.
Christ, Reed thought, he cooks as well as he fucks.
Course Two
Hamachi
yuzu pearls | grapefruit | coconut crème
“I swear to God, Mbatt, what is goigg on?” Greyson yelled the moment he walked back into the kitchen. “We’re already behind, and none of the hamachi is on the plates yet? Can we please get it the fuck together che – ehh! HhITSZHH-uh! HRITSZHH-ue!”
Greyson yanked his chef’s coat over his nose and mouth and ducked away from the plates. The cooks called, “Bless, Chef,” and Elijah came up behind him with Sudafed – “The good shit, from behind the pharmacist counter,” he’d promised Greyson earlier, when he made an emergency trip to Walgreens for medicine – and popped two into his hand.
“I just took two,” Greyson croaked, sucking in through his nose.
“Well, it sounds like they’ve already worn off,” Elijah countered. Greyson swallowed the pills and coughed. “Is he out there?”
“Of course he’s out there, Lij, did you think he’d cancel because of mbe?” Greyson said, washing his hands and heading towards the pass to place hamachi on plates. “Like you said, hopefully he doesn’t remember.”
“Hard to forget a giant, loud, blonde buffoon who’s sporting the cold you just got over,” Elijah murmured, and Greyson flipped him off. “Just saying,” Elijah said.
“I don’t have timbe to think about him,” Greyson said, swallowing painfully. “I can’t think about anything but this.”
Elijah nodded. “You’re right,” he said. “Let me jump in with the pearls.”
Course Three
Lamb Lollipop
harissa | mint chutney | bbq ‘chip’
“Pretty incredible, right?”
These were the first words uttered to Reed all night, said moments after the third course was placed in front of him and seconds after Greyson disappeared back into the kitchen. Reed could see him dip into an elbow to sneeze before he made it back to the kitchen. He cringed; poor guy. This was all his fault.
“Reed?”
The writer who’d spoken to him waved a hand in front of his face to snap him out of his stupor. Reed pulled his head back to the table and smiled. “Really incredible,” he said. “I mean, this guy has talent.”
“For sure,” the other writer said. “I mean, he’s been hoping for a Beard nod for years.”
“Yeah?” Reed asked, hungry for any bit of lore he could get about Greyson. The other writer dug into his lamb as he nodded.
“About five years,” he said. “The menu is deemed as one of the best in the city, and he changes it every single day. I mean, the guy’s an animal.”
Reed nodded slowly. He could only imagine how hard Greyson had worked, how nervous he was, especially with Reed's stupid ass sitting here to judge him. Especially when Greyson was sick as a dog.
“That he is,” Reed said, and he took another incredible bite.
Course Four
Rutabaga Tart
fennel | feta | cured egg yolk
“Matt can put these on the plates, Chef,” Elijah said, putting a hand on Greyson’s back. “Take a quick break before you have to talk to them again. Drink some water. Blow your nose.”
Greyson shook his head, pushed the flop sweat off his forehead. “This is mby shot. These are mby plates,” he said, his voice just above a whisper. “I’mb here until the end.”
Elijah pressed his lips together and flashed Matt a look. The sous chef just raised his eyebrows and gave a little shrug. Once Greyson was like this… well, there was certainly no arguing with him.
“Okay,” Elijah said. “I’ll make you some tea, then.”
“Thank you, Lij,” Greyson managed, before ducking under the pass to sneeze into the collar of his chef’s coat. “God, fuck, I’mb gonna have to throw this thing away after this.”
“More like burn it,” Matt countered, prompting the first laugh from Greyson all evening.
“Burn it is right,” Greyson said. “HHITSZHH-ue!”
Course Five
Striploin
deconstructed bearnaise | white asparagus | duxelle
The fifth course was placed in front of them, and the writers looked up expectantly at Greyson.
“Forgive mbe,” Greyson said, his voice strained to a whisper. “I’ve yelled mbyself out in the kitchen, so mby number-two will introduce your last two courses.”
The writers tutted or laughed and looked over towards the sous chef – everyone except Reed. Reed was staring at Greyson, hoping he could hear his thoughts. I’m sorry you’re sick. I’m sorry I’m here. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
The sous finished the description and the writers began to eat once again. Reed was sure he could hear the younger chef say to Greyson, “Just one more, Chef,” as they walked back to the kitchen.
Reed sighed and took a bite of his steak. He closed his eyes; perfection.
He did not deserve to be here.
Course Six
Matcha Milk Bombe
coffee | pastry crumb
Greyson placed the final pastry onto the final plate and turned away to cough as the servers brought his final plate of food to the critics. He felt like he was attending his own funeral.
“I don’t think I can go out there again, Lij,” Greyson said, shaking his head and crouching down on the ground. “I can’t look at all of themb, I’ve embarrassed myself enough.”
“You haven’t embarrassed yourself at all, Grey,” Elijah promised, pushing Greyson’s sweaty hair out of his face. “But I understand if you’re too exhausted. I’ll go out for the last one, thank them all for being here.”
“Please,” Greyson said. Elijah nodded, stood, and left the kitchen to meet the writers, while Matt nodded towards the office.
“Go,” he said to his boss. “Sit. You did it.”
Greyson shook his head. “Gotta clean mbyself up first,” he said, standing and moving towards the kitchen doors. “I’mb using the damn guest bathroom, fuck those pretentious assholes.”
Matt laughed in earnest. “You’ve earned it for sure, Chef.”
Greyson slipped into the guest bathroom, hoping no one saw him, and locked himself in a stall. Finally, he sat down and let himself go.
“HITSHH-ue!” Greyson sneezed into the open, then quickly grabbed a handful of toilet paper to keep from becoming the restaurant’s biggest biohazard. “HTTSHH! IIITZSCHUE! Huh! Hh…. huh, huhhh… huhhETSZHHH-ue! Huh! HRRRSHHH! Fuuuck mbe.” Greyson blew his nose, beyond exhaustion. He felt like shit. He knew he looked like shit. He’d put out shit food, he’d been in a shit mood… this whole thing was just… shit.
Finally, feeling a little more cleared out, Greyson flushed the toilet paper and unlocked the stall. When he exited, he nearly jumped out of his skin. There, in the doorway, was his fling - Reed.
“Jesus,” Greyson said, placing a hand on his chest. “Give a guy a fuckin’ heart attack.”
Reed shifted uncomfortably from foot to foot, then let Greyson by to wash his hands. “Sorry,” he said, “I didn’t mean to scare you. Bless you. By the way.”
Greyson huffed out a laugh. “Thangks,” he said, drying his hands. “Sombe cold you’re passing around town. Shouldn’t you be finishing your meal? Or was it so bad you’re here to hock it back up?”
“It was incredible,” Reed said earnestly. “Truly, Greyson. Thank you. I… I’m sorry. For being here, for getting you sick, I – I didn’t know that this place was… um… yours.”
“Mmm, more Elijah’s than mbine,” Greyson mumbled, looking away from Reed’s face. “But, uh… thank you. Glad you enjoyed. Hopefully it's ndot for nothing.”
"I don't think it will be. They all had nothing but good things to say. I'm just the grunt, but I mean...you have my vote. You're... You're incredible," Reed said, the words escaping his mouth before he could even consider what he was saying.
Greyson tried to hide a small smile by looking down. They both stood awkwardly until Greyson cleared his throat. “I, uh… better get back to mby guys,” he said, starting towards the door.
“I had an amazing time the other night,” Reed blurted out suddenly. “I, um… I haven’t stopped thinking about it, actually.”
Greyson smirked, the tension finally broken. “Yeah?” he asked. Reed nodded.
“Yeah,” he said, rubbing his neck awkwardly. “You’re… you’re hard to shake.”
Greyson took a step closer to Reed, looking him in the eye now. He sniffled, rubbed his nose, and crossed his arms, a smile dancing on his lips. “Who are you, Reed Parker?” he asked. Reed’s face flushed bright red.
“I – I don’t know what you mean. I’m a food writer.”
“Mmm,” Greyson nodded. “Well, Reed the food writer who can’t get mbe out of his mind, at the moment I’m a bit, uh… incapacitated. But,” Greyson pulled a Sharpie out of his coat’s side pocket and grabbed Reed’s hand, “if I’m still rattling around in your brain in a few days… give mbe a call.” Greyson coughed into his shoulder, capped the Sharpie, and gave Reed a little smile.
“I will,” Reed said, biting his cheek. “Thank you. For, um… dinner.”
Greyson paused, thinking, then took a bold step towards Reed, grabbed his chin in his hand, and planted a deep kiss on his lips. “It was my pleasure,” he said, and stepped out of the room.
Reed stood, flushed and breathless, for a moment. The kiss sat, swelling his lips, sweeter than any dessert he’d ever had; he looked at the number on his hand, felt his heart catch in his throat.
Greyson Abbott, he thought, looking towards the bathroom door. Holy shit.
#whiskeyswriting#snz#sickfic#snzfic#coldfic#snzblr#snez#male cold#male snz#ooo we have a new character hope you guys are into him bc i have ideas lol#im not a huge fan of the first part of this story but i really like the ending. whatever its fine#we're going with it. idk. i want to post it ive been looking at it for 8 hours so into the ether it goes#happy to be back :)
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How you doin' daddy?
Summary: In this Reader is Dieter Bravos PA, you've been working for him for around 4 years, cleaning up his messes, making appointments for him, going on coffee runs etc. Dieter is Dieter, we know him, we love him, reader mostly tolerates his bullshit. He's not a bad guy, he just has his demons. Alot of them.
But when he's forced to deal with the repercussions of his past, reader is dragged along for the ride.
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Reader is afab, has breasts and a vagina. No mention of height, weight or skin colour. Reader has hair, no mention of texture type, style, length or colour. Readers nickname is Star.
Tags for this fic: Eventual Smut, Accidental parenthood(?), fluff, angst, pregnancy.
Warnings for this chapter: Mentions of Post Natal Depression. Dieter being a bit of a man child.
Word Count: 3.5k.
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Chapter 2 - Suck it, DiCaprio
"Okay" You start, rubbing at your temples feeling a headache already forming "What do you mean this is your baby?"
"I... I mean this is my baby... Svetlana she um... Well she showed up early this morning... Refused to leave until I would let her through the gates so-"
"You're telling me. That you knocked her up and she turned up this morning dropping your bastard child off at the door?" He hates the way your tone is full of disapproval right now, he knows he fucked up and right now he's not even sure why you were the first person he called, he panicked and you were the last person on his call list, that's gotta be it.
"Yes?" his expression contorts uncomfortably, waiting for the inevitable blow up, waiting to hear how irresponsible he was, how he can barely even take care of himself, how is he supposed to take care of a child? All the things he already knows about himself, but to his surprise it doesn't come...
"Okay... Okay.." You pace lightly back and forth, sighing into your hands. "Here's what we do" You stop, turning to face him "We arrange for a DNA test, just to be sure. I'm not saying she's lying but you need to be certain" It surprises him how calm you're being a right now, nodding along dumbly as you speak "Then we need to rally the troops, have the assistants do a target run for supplies, baby clothes, bottles, diapers, wipes, milk-"
"Milk? I-I have milk in the fridge, soya, almond-"
"No Dieter... Baby milk. Formula?" The blank, confused stare back at you pulls a sigh from you "The baby can't drink the milk you have in your fridge, formula or breastmilk and since you're not exactly lactating..."
"Oh! Y-yeah duh! Totally knew that" the way his cheeks redden with embarrassment suggests other wise. He really does know nothing about babies, he is a baby. Just one that's trapped in the abused body of a 48 year old man.
Another soft whine sounds from the car seat, material rustling as the baby starts to stir.
"Oh no..." Dieter moves to hide behind you like a child hiding behind it's mother from a terrifying monster.
"Dieter c'mon what the hell are you doing?"
"What? It's crying again! What does it want?"
"It?" You glare at him over your shoulder.
"Y-yeah the baby... It's crying again. Last time it took Gretchen nearly a whole hour to get it to stop"
"Dieter for the love of christ..." In a few short strides you're at the car seat, crouching down to unbuckle the baby from it.
"Hey little one, c'mere..." it's a soft coo from you as you lift the baby out, the newborn scrunch mid air tells you all you need to know about just how young this baby is, tiny mewls turning to a soft whimper as you cradle them in your arms, supporting the head as you sway back and forth. "That's it sweetpea it's okay"
Behind you, Dieters eyes widen with surprise, watching as like a duck taking to water, you calm the crying infant. "What are you, a fucking baby whisperer?"
You turn to face him with a roll of your eyes "No Dieter, but I have basic fucking knowledge of how to care for an infant at least." Your gaze flicks down to the baby in your arms, tiny, new to the world, little face scrunched up as they've fallen back to sleep. You try to search for the similarities to Dieter but at this age most babies are still too wrinkly for that. There's the dark, thick mop of hair of course and maybe the little pouty bottom lip? You sigh as you raise your gaze back to Dieter, biting the skin around his nails again.
"What exactly happened when Svetlana came by?"
"W-well... She demanded Andy let her in.. S-said she wasn't going anywhere until he did, I got a call from him s-saying there was some lady at the gate and should he call the cops, then I asked who it was and he told me she said her name was Svetlana and I thought 'Fuck yeah she's back for another round!' Even if it's like 5am at this point I am too horny to care!" The grin on his face fades at the look you throw him for that."Hey don't judge me, okay! W-well... Don't judge me more than you already are at least."
"Dieter." You prompt flatly, still gently swaying the sleeping babe in your arms.
"Okay, okay! Getting to the point.. So Svetlana drives up to the house and by this point I'm sprinting downstairs to meet her at the door, yknow? Barely remembered to put on pants, not that I thought I needed 'em anyways" That stupid lopsided grin, dimple included, makes an appearance, your own lips twitch but you hold back, forcing your expression to stay neutral. The way you always want to smile back when that dimple comes out is ridiculous, unable to figure out why it makes you so happy to see it. "But then I get to the door a-and she's getting out of her car and fuck me she looks hot.. b-but then... Well then she went into the back seat a-and... Well she just kind of said she's yours, set the car seat down a-and then got back in her car." She. Dieter has a daughter. God help this child.
Okay. Now you're mad, now you don't have to force yourself not to smile because right now your jaw is so tense with the way you're gritting your teeth you're sure you could chip one. You knew Svetlana was a bitch but abandoning it your child? A new low.
"She just left!?" little arms raise in the air at your outburst and you immediately feel bad for startling the only one that's innocent in all this, dropping your gaze back to her as you hush and rock her back into relaxation.
After giving yourself a moment to breathe, taking in the squishy little face below, you speak again in a softer tone. "She just left? Without any other explanation?"
He nods shallowly, back to chewing the skin around his nails again, his manicurist is going to have a fucking field day with him at this rate.
"Here's what I need you to do, go get Gretchen back in here, have her call around, all hands on deck for this one, no one speaks to the press, if they get wind of this it'll be a media circus out there before we've even figured out if this kid is actually yours or not." it's methodical, straight to the point, like you always are with your work and honestly, it's what Dieter needs right now, he needs someone to take charge, the scolding you want to give him can wait for another time.
"Mhmm." He nods dumbly, blankly staring at you like he needs more step by step instructions.
"Well? Don't just stand there Dieter. Go!" And like the Racoon who hangs around in the back yard that you often compare him to, he scurries away, leaving you alone with what could be Dieter Bravo 2.0.
It's when you turn around, aimlessly swaying, praying she stays asleep long enough until the calvary arrives with supplies, that you see it, paper poking out between the padding of the car seat. Carefully shifting her into one arm you crouch down to pick it up. It's an envelope with Dieters name on it.
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'Dieter,
Take care of her please.
She was born on July 20th and I've tried, but I can't, I feel nothing when I look at her.
I am sorry that I didn't tell you about the pregnancy, I found out when it was too late to abort and my agent had me shipped off to Switzerland away from the press to carry on the pregnancy in private.
No one else knows other than my Agent, I'd appreciate it if you would keep it that way.
Be the father she deserves, because I can't be the mother she needs.
-S.'
Okay, now you feel bad for thinking she was a bitch. Sure, Svetlana wasn't pleasant during your brief encounter with her at the Halloween party but as you read the letter, you can feel the regret radiating off the page, thinking back to the post natal depression your sister in law suffered after their eldest was born and how she struggled to bond, the words 'I feel nothing when I look at her' resonating as you remember the nights you'd sit up with her just so she had some company while your nephew fed. You'd stayed and helped for 3 months while she received the therapy she needed.
Svetlana however, was scared and alone. Shipped off like her being pregnant was bad for her image. Could this have been done a better way? Absolutely, but it happened.
"Star?" Dieters voice startles you out of your thoughts, unable to hide the slightly somber expression on your features as you turn to face him.
"I um, I'm sorry I opened it but... You need to read this."
He senses the tone in your voice, the judgement from before long gone, replaced by this empathetic one. "Okay?" Gingerly, he takes the letter from you and starts to read, you watch the expression on his face take a million twists and turns in the short time it takes to finish it, eventually mirroring your own.
Its silent for a moment before he's the one to break it.
"Fuck."
"Yeah, Fuck."
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Gretchen really came through, like she always does, getting everyone on the staff to go to separate stores around the city for various baby-related items, by the time everyone had merged at Dieters Sherman Oaks home, the little one had everything she could possibly need and more. You'd managed to find a company online that could overnight a genetics test that you could send away for the results, though as you fed her a bottle for the first time, she opened her eyes, staring right up at you with those same puppy dog eyes as Dieter and right then, you knew for certain, without needing to see the results printed on a piece of paper.
The first night was proving to be hell. Holy shit. The nights you'd stayed awake with your nephew were nothing like this, or maybe it's been so long you can't even remember how bad it really was but my god this kid had a pair of lungs on her.
You'd agreed to stay for Dieters sake, well actually it was more for the sake of the little girl. Both of you sleeping on opposite ends of the u-shaped couch in the living room with the bassinet in the middle.
There was no way you could leave Dieter alone with her, he'd never even held a real baby before, the times he had to be on set with one in an movie he'd done early in his career called 'Fly us home for Christmas', a shitty hallmark straight-to-dvd production, he'd insisted on the child being replaced with a doll if he had to hold it.
"How many more times is she gonna wake uuuuupppppp tonight?" His whinging didn't help at all, it was like dealing with two babies at once.
"Dieter, can you hand me the wipes please?" You ask it as you're setting the little one down on the changing mat, the once cute little pastel floral print onesie she has on, now stained with what can only be described as a 'swamp green shit patch' on her butt.
"She was just awake an hour agooooo for food and now she's up again, I'm soooo tiiiired." The obnoxious whine in his tone is making your eye twitch and her high pitched cries of discomfort are cutting right through your already exhausted brain.
"Dieter-"
"Soooo tired"
"Dieter-"
"Why do people do this to themselves? This is hell? Who would even choose this--"
"Dieter will you just hand me the fucking wipes please!?"
That shut him up, hastily getting off his ass to bring them to you.
"Oh god that reeks" He covers his nose with the collar of his shirt as you snatch the wipes out of his hand.
"Yeah? I'm sure your shit doesn't smell like roses either." You carefully start to extract the onesie off her tiny body "Okay baby girl let's get you all cleaned up and fresh as a daisy again huh?" The way you gently coo over her seems to come naturally, even if she's screaming her head off and her shit smells like day old roadkill.
Once she's all cleaned up, it's like a switch has been flipped, already beginning to calm, the cries turning to soft whines as you're buttoning up the new onesie. "Dieter, need you to take her for a sec"
"Wait, what?!" He stares down at you with a face like you'd just threatened to shoot him.
One, two, three, breathe in and out slowly. You remind yourself that he's scared and inexperienced but it's been nearly a whole 24 hours since this kid came into his life and he still hasn't held her.
Cradling her head against your chest, you slowly rise from the floor "I said I need you to take her, I have to get rid of the poopy diaper and scrub out that stain before it sets, unless you plan on scrubbing the shit off yourself?" That'll be the day, this is the same man who cries when he pukes.
"F-fine.." Then he outstretches his arms, straight out, palms facing upwards like he's about to take in a package.
"No Dieter, not like that" You're trying really hard not to sound too condescending right now, even if your face says it all. "See the way I'm doing it? Support her head in the crook of your elbow, support her butt with your hand, other arm underneath if you're not confident using just the one." He studies the way you're doing it and changes his stance, looking stiff as a board as he does it, but hey, it's an improvement.
"Okay here you go, easy sweetpea, it's alright, shh..." You soothe as you carefully transfer her into his arms. "Got her?"
"Y-yeah think so. Am I doing it right? Is she okay? I feel like I'm gonna drop her. Oh god, why is she making that noise?"
"Dieter... Calma. Inhalar. Exhalar, sí?(Calm. Inhale. Exhale. Yes?) She's okay, you won't drop her, if you're that worried, sit down on the couch with her."
He doesn't hesitate to do just that, sitting back on the couch with with her in his arms, rigid in posture, completely out of his comfort zone. Confident that he wont drop her, you take the opportunity to go do what you need to do.
"Be right back!"
He's a bag of nerves, never has he ever felt like this, even the night he'd won his Oscar he wasn't like this, granted that night he'd been doing a cocktail of drugs and tonight you'd flat out refused to even let him smoke a joint, much to his dismay.
His first mistake is when he looks down at her, big bright eyes stare right back at him, long dark eyelashes framing them. It melts him a little. "H-hi?" He doesn't know what he's expecting, for her to answer back? She can't even hold her own head up unaided but he's heard you talking to her and she is maybe, kind of cute?
"I'm Dieter. Dieter Bravo. I'm what's called an 'Actor'. Actually, I'm an award winning actor, not to brag or anything but I have an Oscar." Is he really bragging to a baby right now? Yes. Yes he is. She's entranced by him and if there's one thing Dieter loves, it's a captive audience.
"You know I actually swept the nominations with that one? Oh yeah, pulled the rug right out from under Leo's feet. Poor guy thought he was really about to win his first Oscar too. Suck it, DiCaprio." Then comes his second mistake, idly rubbing her tiny hand with his finger, he doesn't expect her to grip it. Little fingers wrapped right around it unwilling to let go.
"You are kinda cute actually. The crying is just horrible, I won't lie to you, ear drum piercing in fact, but overall-" His lips curve into a soft smile as he gazes down at her "-Cute. Well of course you are, you won the fucking genetic lottery here, I'm handsome as sin and your mom..." That's a touchy subject. Svetlana was gorgeous, a runway model for high end fashion brands, featuring in commercials all over the world. "Okay, yeah you're fucking adorable, happy now?"
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It's another 5 minutes or so before you're heading back to the living room, hearing Dieters voice, sounded animated about something. Is he- is he talking to the baby?
Stopping in the arch way unnoticed, you listen in.
" Oh! I almost forgot about this one. So, Star, that's the lady from before, the one that changed your stinky ass, She once said I look like Burt Reynolds. That's another actor, he was in one of my favourite movies of all fucking time, Smokey and The Bandit! Maybe when you're a little older I can show you it? Sorry, it's not exactly baby friendly and you'd probably just fall asleep anyways"
You don't even realise how hard you're grinning until your cheeks start to hurt. Aside from the swearing, it's a wholesome scene seeing Dieter like this, he's just speaking to her like he would with anyone else as if she would respond to him.
Though you don't recall it being you that had told him the Burt Reynolds thing.
Pushing off the doorframe you make yourself known with a gentle clearing of your throat. "Hey, I tossed all her dirty onesies in the laundry, can't believe the small pile that had already built up, she's not even been here a whole day" A light chuckle leaves you as you sit down on the couch beside him, eyes flickering over her peaceful expression, her hand still wrapped around his finger. "I think you've got a new fan here, D."
"Sure seems that way doesn't it?" He sounds almost happy about it, unable to take his eyes off her.
"Dieter?"
"Hm?"
"If the DNA results come back that she is yours, I hope you know you're going to have to get your shit together. For good this time. You're all she has and I know what Svetlana did was shitty, leaving her like this, but you need to step up and be a real dad to her. You know that, right?"
And he does know that, of course he does. He knows that his life has changed forever now, he doesn't need the results of the test to tell him that.
" I know." His gaze lifts to meet yours, genuine emotion swirling in the rich coffee brown depths of them." And I want to do that, I... I'm just scared shitless honestly, Star."
"That's normal, even for parents that have had the whole 9 months to wrap their head around the idea of a baby coming into their lives, you've had this sprung on you when the baby is already very much here" Your hand comes to gently rest on his shoulder, a reassuring touch as you speak. "You're not alone, D. My mom always used to say 'It takes a village to raise a child' and I never knew what that really meant until I helped my brother and his wife with their eldest. And luckily for you, you have the best fucking village a guy could ask for!" He flashes that smile at you again, the same one that always ellicits an unexplainable reaction from you inside. "We're all here to help, okay? We'll rally, we'll all pitch in. If you wanna hire a nanny, hire a fucking nanny, just don't fuck the nanny" It's lighthearted, for the first time since the situation all started, you're cracking jokes and fuck, if he doesn't love your sense of humour, a small chuckle leaving him.
"Hey, I have a strict policy about fucking my staff I'll have you know.... But I've also seen too many pornos that start off with a hot nanny so maybe we hire one that's like, really old?" Now you're both laughing, not even noticing that the baby has drifted back off to sleep in his arms.
"Oh Dieter, look..." Your laughter dissolves into a soft 'awwh' as you guide his attention back to her.
Dieter is doomed already, so gone for this little girl, he couldn't even stop it if he tried. "Hey, Star? I'm thinking of naming her Isabel. After mi abuela (my grandmother). What do you think?"
"I think" You start, gently stroking the apple of her cheek with the back of your knuckle "It's perfect, just like her."
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#dieter bravo the bubble#dieter bravo x female reader#dieter bravo x you#dieter bravo x reader#dieter bravo#the bubble#dieter bravo fic#pedro pascal#pedrohub#eventual smut#eventual fluff#Look close and it's already there
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Jeong Jinsol/Jinsoul x M!reader
Tags: light edging, sorta JOI?, facial
WC: 1.3k
A/N: this photoset legitimately made me feel things so allow me to take you on that same journey. enjoy the different structure of this work.
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After a tiring day of work — presentations, meetings, the usual — you plop yourself on the bed, with barely enough energy to take your clothes off. You're staring at the ceiling for maybe two, three minutes before you hear the front door beep open and the unmistakable clacking of heels on tile rings around the dead silent studio.
"Hey baby," Jinsol said softly. "Busy day?"
You grunt in acknowledgement. Jinsol may have looked stunning today, as she always did, but you were way too spent to show it more meaningfully. She'd understand.
"Are you feeling alright? You look sick," she said, worry in her voice.
"I'm fine, babe. You should rest too. I'll make space on the bed for–"
"Hmm, this won't do. I've seen this before. You seem to have a buildup of sorts," she cut you off.
"What are you talking about, Jinsol?"
The whole while you've been staring up at the ceiling, you fail to notice Jinsol kneeling in front of your legs dangling by the edge of the bed. The only way you noticed was because of the confusion from her last statement.
"See? So much negative energy stuck in your head, you can't even see or hear properly. Luckily," she says as she starts unbuckling your belt, "I think I know just the solution."
You don't exactly have an explanation for it, but the more and more Jinsol undid your pants, you could feel yourself getting hard already. A quick draw of your boxers revealed your member, sprung up and hard.
"Ah, just as I thought. It's all stuck in here," she said, with a light tap to your shaft.
"Aigo, Jinsol, I said I'm too tired for this...," you say, trying to hide your shame of getting aroused so quickly.
Jinsol raises an eyebrow at you, then shrugs. "Okay. If you say so." She gets up and starts walking away from the bed, except you notice the way she's walking: an extra swing of her wide hips, slow enough to make you do nothing but stare, still fully erect.
She turns back, looking at you with a tempting gaze.
"You sure you're so tired? Doesn't seem like it to me," she teased
"Okay, fine, Jinsol. I'm sorry. I don't know why I'm so–"
"No, it's okay. I understand," she replied, a tinge of singsong-y taunting audible in her tone. "You're not asking for it, so perhaps I'll leave you to it."
Again, unprompted, the taunting made you twitch in arousal.
Your vision tunnels, honing in on Jinsol's face: her porcelain skin, the shape of her eyes, her luscious lips — all the perfect seductive mix. You're pretty sure you've been staring at her way too long to be subtle, because Jinsol doubles down on her charade, tilting more of her shoulder away from you, hiding her body's curves around her tight dress, yet also showing the almost bare skin on her back.
"You sure you don't want this?," she teased, no subtlety on her end either.
That was enough to set you off. With a newfound energy, you jump off the bed, walking briskly to her, your surprisingly still hard dick swinging around — at this point, you didn't care. You just wanted Jinsol, and to humor her so-called treatment for your situation.
"You're such a goddamn tease, Jinsol," you growl under your breath as you wrap your arms around her waist. You pelt her neck and shoulders with deep, sensual kisses, made much easier with how little cloth obstructs your mouth. She lets out a soft hum as you continue, and as both your hands stray to her core and her chest respectively, you can feel — or rather, don't feel — any undergarments under her dress, evidenced by the tiny bumps forming on her chest and the warmth between her legs.
"Are you sure it's me who needs this treatment?," you taunt.
"Oh, yes, it's all for you, baby," she growls. "This is part of it."
She turns around and kneels once again before you, her face right in front of your dick, her breath close enough to send shivers down your spine.
"How are you so good at–"
"Tsk, just shut up and let me work," she barked. "You talk too much. All the cum built up in here," she continued, grabbing your balls, "is making you a lot dumber than usual."
You're ready to open your mouth in protest, but you stop yourself. She's right — the last time you actually had time to fuck your girlfriend was probably a month ago, on your monthsary. She definitely had a point, because she probably wanted this just as much as you needed it. Besides, how could you say anything when Jinsol's sucking was enough to make you speechless?
She knew exactly how to work you: she would take in all of your head, then midway to your girth, then all the way to the base, several times until your moans of ecstasy got loud enough. Then she'd take you out of her mouth and keep you aroused, kissing your length and licking your slit. Her hands weren't idle either: they moved between massaging your balls and stroking just the base of your cock. And in just a few minutes, you could feel the cum build up at your base.
"Fuck, Jinsol, you're gonna make me–"
She leaves you hanging completely, causing a sharp pain as you feel your orgasm denied.
"Sorry baby, for this to work, you gotta do it yourself," she pouted. "So will you do it for me? Please, baby?," she added, with a little whine in her voice. Fuck, she's irresistible.
You start to stroke yourself, and you see Jinsol adjust herself to rub her clit and squeeze her tits. "Yes baby," she moaned, "I love watching you stroke your cock for me. I love seeing it twitch and squirm for me. Is it all mine, baby?"
"Fuck... yes it is Jinsol... Tell me how much you want it," you beg, yearning to get off from her sensual squeals.
"I want it inside me baby... I want you to ram it inside me, all the way in. And I want your cum, all over my face," she begs. She tilts her head up, to show all of her face before your eyes.
Jinsol stared at you with hungry eyes, screaming for your release just as much as her own. Her mouth was slightly agape, ready to open it wide for your seed. And just the way she presented herself to you — should you miss her mouth, you'd still paint her face, and she'd enjoy it all the same.
"I want your cum, baby. I want it all over me. Please give it to me," she begged on.
You felt the cum welling inside your shaft start to rush forward; you were ready for release.
"I'm gonna cum, Jinsol!"
She opened her mouth wide and stuck out her tongue; just the view of her being in full display, ready for you, was enough to send you over. You spurt all over her face, a lot more than you anticipated, and aimed the last few strings directly onto her tongue. She closed her mouth and gave a deep gulp; as she did, she closed her eyes, satisfied and satiated. Whatever strings she could scoop up with her fingers, she did and licked it all up.
"Told you you had a backup," she said, still licking clean the tips of her fingers.
Honestly, you thought you'd be tired by then. But watching the hottest woman alive love the taste of you was a turn-on even you couldn't switch off.
"Oh, you're still hard?," she cooed. "Guess there's still a lot more in there."
"Ready for round two?"
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Hi, another inspiring writer here🫶🏾 I love your love your layla theme (she's my fav genshin 4 star!)
As for writing ideas I have something in mind I sadly couldn't really thought of myself: how about a female reader being stressed/pent up at work and getting comforted by Serval or Kafka from Honkai Star Rail? Only if you want to ofc!
Wishing you the best here on tumblr :)
- 🪷 anon!
Hello 🪷 anon! thank you so much for the compliment! I really hope people enjoy my writing. if you can, give me advice in the comments! Not proof-read!
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Dealing with stress
fluff! kafka x fem!reader, serval x fem!reader
Word count: 570 words
tiny warning: alcohol (Kafka)
Coming home from work annoyed with a head pounding from all the tasks you had to do, you decide to plop on your couch for a while... until your partner walks in and sees you with an expression on your face she hates to see
Serval goes up to you and pats you on the head, smiling while staring into your sleepy eyes.
"Hey, you alright?" she asks out of concern for you, she didn't like seeing you like this. Every morning she'd always observe your tranquil appearance before you'd look like your life got sucked out of you after coming home.
You nodded “just need some rest is all..”
“well I’ve got just the thing for you!” That was your only warning before suddenly getting bridal carried in her arms with no struggle. Her muscles flexing being proof of that. “serval!” You look at her your eyes widen from her actions. Too tired to say anything to prevent it, you watch her take you to your room and lay you down on your bed, joining in with you. “Sleep.. I’ll make sure you get the day off tomorrow.” serval assures you before caressing your cheek. Her touch felt warm and intimate. Comforting you into a deep slumber before she got up.
you grip onto her wrist, begging for her not to leave you alone without talking. Serval looks back at you and sighs, lying back down on the bed. She rests her head on her knuckles, looking down at you slowly closing your eyes, knowing you were safe with your lover by your side.
serval chuckles and gives you kisses on your forehead.
Kafka just looks at you without notifying you about her presence, instead she smirks looking at your face. She knew what she had to do.
while you were sitting alone with your thoughts, wondering what was for dinner. You quickly snap out of it thanks to the magenta haired woman offering you a bottle and glass of wine, hers being already filled, asking for your answer by tilting her head.
“Yes please..” you take the glass out of her hand, waiting for the wine to be poured.
Kafka fills your stemware a tiny bit, putting the wine aside just In case you wanted more. "How was your day?” She sits down next to you on the couch, swirling the wine glass before drinking it
“horrible.” You scoff thinking about all the incidents at work that were a pain in the ass.
“oh? How come?” One of her eyebrows lifts up a bit, your answer making her more curious. She always wanted to make sure you knew she was listening. So you could vent to her, let out some emotions all for the sake of seeing you less under stress.
You begin explain to her exactly what happened to the end which ended to taking up most of your time, Kafka was the only one to realize after you had yawned 10 times already while telling her your day.
“Thank you for listening.. you already made me feel better.” Kafka slightly smiled at your words
“It was nothing, you know how much i love you.” she took the glass out of your hand and put in on the coffee table where the wine sat on. she held your hands, looking deeply into your eyes “tomorrow.. are you free?”
“Why, you wanna take me out to eat?” You giggle while teasing her a little bit, knowing exactly what her intentions were. “Maybe, only one way to find out.” Your lover winks at you, coming closer to your face and giving you a little kiss on your lips, staining them with her red lipstick.
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Rice, Rice, baby | Chapter 26
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“Do you want a bit more?”
“I'm full, mum.”
“You are eating for two, Olivia.”
“I know. But I'm seriously full, I can't eat anything else.”
“Not even some chocolate?” my dad smirks.
“Not even that, no” I say, caressing my bump.
“What about some rice?” Alex asks.
“Nothing” I reply, trying to give him my most murderous look without anyone noticing.
The day our parents found out I was pregnant, they decided that every weekened we would get together to have lunch and start behaving like the big family we were going to be (at least according to them). And every single time, I've wanted to kill Alex at least once, all because he always makes some joke or comment that they don't get but that I know is a dig towards Declan.
“Oh, you won't believe who I saw the other day” my dad says, changing the topic of conversation. “Matthew!”
“Our Matthew?” Alex's dad asks.
“They very same” my dad says. “We had a little catch up and he told me he's also gonna be a grandad!”
“Oh, that's nice.”
“And it's a girl! I think we've found our boy’s future wife” he chuckles.
“He may not like women. You know that's a possibility, right?” I say.
“He will, Liv. He is gonna be his father's son” Alex grins, making me take deep breaths to not punch him in front of everyone. He's so lucky he'll have time to run away since getting up will take me my time…
“Did he tell you if they've already picked a name?” my mum asks, taking my hand on hers under the table and giving it a little squeeze. She hasn't told me anything, but I know she's noticed how tense things are between Alex and I.
“Elizabeth. It is a lovely name, isn't it, darling?”
“It is, yes” I nod.
“Have you decided on one?”
“No” I say.
“Yes” Alex replies.
“Yes?” his mum says.
“He's gonna be called Alexander like me.”
“I beg your pardon?” I say, raising my voice.
“It is a lovely name, don't you think? I think it will fit him.”
I'm killing him. I swear to God I'm going to kill him.
“Darling, where are you going?” my dad asks me when all I do is get up from my chair.
“Out.”
“Out? Where?”
“For a walk. I need some fresh air, it stinks in here” I say, my eyes focused on Alex and the stupid grin on his face.
“I don't smell anything.”
“Pregnant women smell things you normally wouldn't. It's normal” my mum explains.
“Exactly. Now if you'll excuse me.”
“But you can't go alone, darling. Why don't you take Alex with you?”
“No!” I yell. “I want to be alone!”
“Darling…”
“Alone!” I yell again, storming out of the room.
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“Liv, hey. Is everything ok?”
“I'm going to kill Alex.”
“What did he do now?” Declan says over facetime.
“Be the biggest piece of shit ever, that's what he did.”
“That's not new. Do you want to talk about it?”
“No.”
“Ok” he chuckles. “Where are you?”
“Out. I needed to leave the house. You?”
“At my parents. We all had lunch together.”
“I'm sure your reunion has been more pleasant than mine” I sigh.
“It was surprisingly good, yeah.”
“Surprisingly? What do you mean?”
“I told them about you, Liv.”
“What?”
“Yeah” he smiles. He… He did it. He finally did it. Holy shit.
“And?”
“And they all are looking forward to meeting you. Especially my brothers since they already knew you existed.”
“They… what?”
“I was with them at Wembley when we left together, remember? I had to explain to them where I had gone.”
“Oh, yes…” That game and that day feels like it happened in a different lifetime.
“After that they kept asking me about you, I also told them some things, asked them for advice… Brothers things” he shrugs. “I'm sure you've also talked about me with Kennedy and Olga.”
“Just a tiny bit, yeah” I chuckle.
“Why don't you come over now?”
“Now?”
“Yes, now. You don't seem to be in the mood to go back to your house, and I don't want to go visit my son in jail because his mother has killed someone” he teases me.
“Ha ha ha” I say, rolling my eyes.
“You know it could happen” he smirks.
“I…” No, Olivia. This is not the moment to get turned on by his smile. Not now. Focus. “Declan, are you sure about this? Like… I'm gonna be meeting your family.”
“I know.”
“That's… huge.”
“I know. But you are the mother of my son, Liv. And even if you weren't, you are the girl I would want them to meet.” Has he just said what I think he said? That I… Me… What? “I'll call a car to go pick you up, send me your location.”
“I… ok” I reply.
I'm going to meet Declan's family. His parents. His brothers. Bloody hell.
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“Liv!”
“Oh, hi!”
“How is my cousin?” Declan's littlest nephew says, hugging me and resting his head on my bump.
“He's very well” I smile. “Happy his dad won today.”
“I'm very happy too” he smiles back. “Are you coming home with us?”
“Not today, I'm sorry.”
“Why?” he pouts.
“Because uncle Dec has a surprise for her” Jordan says while joining us and winking at me.
“A surprise? What surprise?”
“It's a secret, we can't tell her.”
“But I want to know!” he protests.
“I'll tell you later, I promise. Did you enjoy the game?” Jordan asks me.
“I did. It was nice to finally have an easy one.”
“It definitely was, yes” he smiles. “Anyway, let's go. Say goodbye to auntie Liv.”
“Bye, auntie Liv. And bye, cousin” Declan's nephew says, kissing my belly and making me laugh.
I still can't believe this is happening. That meeting Declan's family went the way it did, that they all welcomed me with open arms and basically treated me as one of them since the moment they met me.
His parents were the loveliest, his mum asking me many questions about how my pregnancy had been so far but not being too pushy or making me feel uncomfortable. His brothers also asked some questions, but they mostly focused on teasing Declan since they already knew some things about me. Their wives offered to help with everything I may need but without making it overwhelming, and his nephews… His nephews were the cutest, talking to the bump and calling him their cousin, telling him about all the games they would play together and about all the toys they would be saving for him.
“Liv, why are you crying?” Declan asks me once we are in the car after leaving his parents’ house.
“Your family.”
“What about them? I thought it had gone really well, that you have liked them.”
“And I did. I liked them very much. Very very much” I sob.
“Aww, Liv” he says, hugging me while I just cry.
“They are the best.”
“I may be a bit biased here, but… yeah. They are the best.”
And now here I am, at the Emirates, waiting for him after watching the game with Georgina. I'm not ready to sit with them somewhere public just yet and risk someone seeing me and putting two and two together. His ex has been posting very shady things on social media, her fans not being the kindest towards Declan, and we don't need to add more fuel to the fire.
“There you are” he says, walking towards me with the biggest smile on his face. And yes, you guessed it… making my knees feel like jelly. Being pregnant and everything that has happened between us hasn't changed the effect his smile has on me.
“Hello, man of the match” I smile back.
“It's a nice award, isn't it?”
“It actually isn't the prettiest.”
“Liv!” Declan laughs.
“But what matters is what it means.”
“Ok” he laughs again. “I was thinking about giving it to you. Maybe you could put it in your room.”
“And how exactly would I explain that to my father?” I ask, arching an eyebrow.
“Yeah… true. I guess I'll have to add it to my large collection.”
“So humble, Declan Rice” I laugh.
“The most humble one” he smirks. “Should we get going?”
“Yes, of course. I'm looking forward to this surprise you have for me.”
“What? How do you know about that?”
“Jordan” I shrug.
“He… Urgh” he groans. “He didn't tell you anything, did he? Like details.”
“Nope. Just that you had a surprise for me.”
“Well, that's something. Shall we?”
“Let's go” I smile.
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“Wait here and turn around” Declan says, stopping outside one of the rooms in his house.
“What? Why?”
“This is where the surprise is.”
“And I need to turn around because…”
“Because you will definitely try to look at what's inside.”
“I would never do such a thing” I say, crossing my arms over my chest.
“Of course not, Liv” he chuckles. “C'mon, turn around.”
“But…”
“Please” he pouts.
“Ok, fine. But only because I can't stand that face.”
“What's wrong with it?” Declan laughs.
“There is nothing wrong with it” I say, already giving him my back. I don't want him to see that I'm blushing. And why? Because when he pouts the first thought that crosses my mind is how badly I want to bite his lower lip before kissing him.
“Then what is it?”
“Declan, are you going in to give me my surprise or not?”
“Yes, of course. Of course” he says, opening the room's door. “Liv…”
“What.”
“Don't turn around.”
“I wasn't.”
“I saw you.”
“I wasn't, Declan.” But I was. I definitely was turning around. What could he be keeping in that room?
“Liv, did you close the door downstairs?”
“Yeah. Why?”
“Because there is a cat on the stairs.”
“What?” I say, quickly moving towards them, the door's room being closed behind me. He tricked me. He tricked me so I would not turn around and ruin the surprise. “Not funny, Declan!”
“But it worked!” I hear him say from inside the room. “You can come in now.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, Liv. C'mon.”
“Ok” I say, taking a deep breath. Why am I nervous? “Declan” I gasp when I walk in.
“Surprise” he smiles, standing in the middle of the room. “What do you think?”
“I… I…” I mumble, looking around. A nursery. He had turned one of the rooms in his house into a nursery for the baby.
“It looks a bit boring because I didn't want to paint it or choose a wallpaper without asking you first, but I thought I could start by bringing here the basic things, like his cot, the changing station, a chair to feed him, some toys my nephews gave… Liv” he gasps when I run towards him and hug him as if my life depended on it. “Liv, what…”
“I love it.”
“You… you do?”
“I do. Thank you, Declan” I say, looking up at him.
“You're welcome” he smiles, putting a lock of hair behind my ear, his hand moving to my cheek and caressing it. “You're very welcome.”
And then, as I smell his perfume surrounding me, it all begins again. I start getting lost in his eyes for the millionth time, my heart is beating like crazy against my chest, and my skin is burning where his fingers are touching me, sending goosebumps all over my body. Everything I've ever felt for him still is there, and it is as strong as it was.
Because I love him. It is stupid to keep denying it, to blame my hormones for what I've been feeling. I love Declan, and I don't think I will ever be able to stop loving him.
“Liv” he whispers as he moves closer, his nose brushing against mine. “Liv, I…”
Kiss me. For God's sake, Declan. Just kiss me.
“Do you want a tour of the room?”
“What?” I choke, the feeling of his hand leaving my face and his body not being so close to mine anymore being more painful than a slap.
“The room. There are some details I want to show you. Like this” he says, taking a couple of steps back and completely letting go of me. What the hell did just happen? Was it even real? Did I dream it? Are my hormones making me go crazy? “This was mine” he smiles, playing with the mobile hanging on the cot. “My mother kept it for when I had my own kids. I apparently was obsessed with it and could look at it for hours.”
“Oh, that's… That's cute.”
“And this blanket” Declan says, moving to the chair next to the window. “It also used to be mine. My grandma made it for me and they took me home from the hospital on it. The little man will probably not need it because he will be born in the summer, but… Liv. Liv, hey, are you ok?”
“I'm fine.”
“Are you sure?” he says, taking a step closer and making me take one back. I can't go through all that again. Through all those feelings. I can't.
“I'm fine, Declan. Just a bit overwhelmed because I didn't expect all this.”
“Oh, I see. But have you liked it?”
“I've loved it, I already told you” I say, forcing myself to smile.
“Great” he says, also smiling. “I was really nervous, you know? I didn't know if you would agree with him having his own room here.”
“Why not? You are his dad, aren't you?”
“I am. But things are so complicated with your family and Alex that… I don't know” he shrugs.
“Dec… Declan” I say, forgetting about what I had just done and told myself and walking towards him, taking his hand and putting it on my bump. “You are his dad, and no one and nothing will ever change that.”
“Liv…”
“Ever, Declan. And he agrees.”
“He does, yes” he chuckles, our baby moving as if knowing what we were talking about. As if knowing we needed him right now.
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