#time coming back and my brain telling me its fuckin uhhhhhh gonnaaaaaaa grab my leg if i get up
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man i just wanna sleep
#wish i could sleep w/o weird intrusive thoughts abt a fuckin godawful weird dream that had a mild level of terror throughout it the whole#time coming back and my brain telling me its fuckin uhhhhhh gonnaaaaaaa grab my leg if i get up#also would like to close my eyes and not get intrusive thought screams constantly in my head thank u#my brain knows i cannot sleep of i so much as Think abt screaming bc for some reason it rly fucks w me#so it is using that to keep me awake hhhhhhhhh#i just wanna sleep w/o wonder whats in the dark and w/o my head distorting fucking static for screams hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#maybe i should talk w my therapist#or maybe im just sleep deprived#anyway gn i am afraid that a zombie creature thing is going to grab my leg and gnaw off my foot by the ankle i Cant Sleep#but to everyone else i hope ur endeavors in sleep go better <3 /genuine#cant spell#cant tell i cant spell bc spellchekc i win#man im just typing for a distraction dont wanna look away from my screen dont wanna focus on sounds other than typing#fuck i fucking hate this shit :((#havent had a bad time like this in a while shit#looks like im just. not gonna sleep bc the alternative is Oh No#time to have a miserable day after a miserable night rip ๐๐#i dont wanna stop typinggggvgggscshsvdahabcshsvscshsgs#if anyone sees this post i am so sorry oof. this is rough i am hardly awaek and im just. having a shit time i'll be fine#gonna fuckinnnnnnnnsvsbdcjs watch videos or soemghing and try not to go into a panoc attack hm#dont wanna exit this post oh no#Fear ohhhhh noooooo#anyway i will see u all in the. later morning seeing thgat it js already 4:30 whoops <3#fuck i forgot why i didnt like sleeping for a while shittttggt#wish me luck im going to youtube to ignore it alllllllllllll#dumbass thots#vents#asl to tag cause honestly what tje fuck is ghis hdit
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