#thread: seungmin

[leejiieuns]

Seungmin’s hands felt clammy as he surveyed his reflection once again in the rearview mirror, so there was really no point in denying he was nervous. This was finally happening, he thought to himself, and he hated the fact that he couldn’t even keep his heart rate down. Sure, he and Harim had spent time together alone before, but this was different. He had actually finally asked her to go on a date. It may have taken him a few years to finally gather the nerve, but he finally asked. Seungmin felt a little unprepared, despite having picked an outfit a few days ahead, and calling the restaurant twice that day to confirm his reservation. It had been a while since he’d been on a proper date, and if he was being honest, he wasn’t sure he knew exactly what to do. His studies and internship kept him busy enough, and Daeun’s homecoming and making sure their dad and his mom didn’t give her too much of a hard time made him even busier. Seungmin didn’t even have the time to consider to go on a date with anyone, but he didn’t really mind. Until Harim, of course. As if conjuring her out of his thoughts, he saw her step out of the building, and he quickly got out of his car to meet her. He stuffed his hands inside his pants pockets in an attempt to hide his already sweaty hands. “Hey,” he greeted, the sides of his lips tugging upwards in a smile. “I hope you’re in the mood for sushi.”

[tyongf-nct]

text threads - stray kids

how each skz member would respond to your request for period products

this is my first time doing a text thread post like this so any tips would be greatly appreciated 🤗

[faunandfloraas]

✦ ✦ A 😼 and 🐶 saga ✦ ✦

[beyuwol]

› the day you first gave me your paw … ☽

yuwol's day is usually packed. a barrage of classes, followed by hours of practice. before he knew it, the night greets him with the appearance of the moon, unassuming but always watching from the corner of his eyes. he had long since become acquainted with the night, finding most of his freedom from his restraining schedule once day breaks. he could wander anywhere, no one would question a thing—as long as he returns home to complete tomorrow's tasks once dawn arrives.

tonight, he decided on a cat cafe. and while the company of feline creatures is more than enough to soothe him, he's not here for them, as cute as they are. as a cat lies across his lap while he's taking a sip of his coffee, what he's looking at is his friend ( @kouxbe ). if the cafe was packed, he wouldn't have been the only one, considering what kou is wearing on his head ( he had to blink twice to make sure what he's seeing is real; cat ears ). it's not too surprising though, kou always had the flair for comedy.

so, as a good friend, yuwol decided to complete the look.

after beckoning kou closer ( funny, how easily kou comes, naive and unsuspecting ), he produces a pen from the pocket of his shirt. "you trust me, don't you?" he asks, but leaves no room for kou to answer properly. instead, he approaches kou's face with his pen, a rare glimmer of mischief in his eyes. yuwol fails to contain his laughter as he draws cat whiskers across kou's cheeks.

it's simple, doesn't need too much effort. yuwol doesn't require any artistic talent for this, but the result is still hilarious. "now, you're really a cat," he states, like that would explain his whims. "maybe your allergies will magically disappear."

he doesn't wonder why kou stayed still enough to let yuwol do whatever he wanted. kou is an enigma, after all—it's better not to try and comprehend what he's thinking.

[nettlestingsoup]

becoming human with you (the red thread au) hit 50k last night - around two thirds of the way through the editing process - so here's a snippet of Gender Confusion with kim seungmin! <3

[dollieour]

@solisocasum sent : just a little more. you can take a little more, can't you ?

if    he    were    honest,    he    couldn’t    quite    understand    how    they    had    reached    this    point    in    whatever    this    "relationship"    was.    when    had    they    stopped    being    just    classmates    and    moved    on    to ...    this ?    it    felt    surreal,    because    theo    had    a    girlfriend.    and    yet,    here    they    were — seungmin    kneeling    on    the    dorm    floor    before    him,    his    knees    reddened    from    being    pressed    into    the    hard    surface    for    too    long.    his    eyes    were    shimmering    with    tears,    lips    swollen    and    glistening    as    they    parted    with    labored    breaths.

seungmin    nodded,    a    small,    almost    imperceptible    motion,    trying    to    steady    his    trembling    exhale.    " yeah ...    i—i    can. "    he    whispered,    voice    fragile    and    vulnerable.    another    shaky    breath    escaped    his    lips    as    he    dipped    forward    once    more,    taking    theo    back    into    his    mouth.    slow.    soft.    his    jaw    ached,    but    he    didn’t    stop,    a    small    line    of    saliva    slipping    from    the    corner    of    his    mouth,    tracing    a    path    down    his    chin    as    his    palms    pressed    into    the    cold    floor    for    balance.

was    he    stupid    for    this ?    pathetic    for    needing    him    this    much ?    maybe.    probably.    but    who    could    blame    him ?    he    had    been    alone    for    too    long.    and    besides,    he    liked    theo and    theo    liked    him — or    at    least    something    about    him.   

[kkulchongx]

stray kids as your best friends - a thread

>bang chan<

 - zawsze zwraca się do ciebie zdrobnieniem 

 - uwielbia siedzieć do późnej nocy, słuchając muzyki i prowadząc z tobą zabawne konwersacje 

- dba o twoje samopoczucie, bo nie lubi, gdy czujesz się gorzej, bądź masz zły humor 

- kupuje ci małe drobiazki, aby pokazać, że  zależy mu na waszej przyjaźni 

- gdy jest zły, szybko mu przechodzi, bo nie umie się gniewać dłużej niż kilka minut

 - jest dla ciebie wsparciem, nieważne co robisz, on zawsze jest przy tobie

>lee know< 

- z waszej dwójki, to on jest tym bardziej uzdolnionym kulinarnie, dlatego często przygotowuje dla was posiłki

 - często się z tobą droczy, bo to jego sposób na wyrażanie miłości 

- zabiera cię do kocich kawiarni w każdy piątek 

- ma milion waszych zdjęć i śmiesznych filmików na swoim telefonie, bo zawsze, gdy jest mu smutno patrzy na nie 

- zawsze, gdy płaczesz stara się ciebie rozśmieszać, aby poprawić ci humor

- lubi na ciebie narzekać, ale tak naprawdę jest wdzięczny za twoją osobę

>changbin< 

- lubi zwracać uwagę na swoją osobe krzykiem 

- nigdy nie odpowiada na twoje wiadomości, bo mu się nie chce, zdecydowanie woli, gdy informujesz go o czymś telefonicznie 

- wykorzystuje cię jako pomoc domową, gdy jest chory 

- gdy planuje jakieś rodzinne wyjazdy, uwzględnia też ciebie, ponieważ jesteś dla niego jak część rodziny 

- zawsze namawia cię na głupie pomysły, które kończą się fiaskiem 

- gdy nie masz humoru, tuli cię, bo nie wie w jaki inny sposób może poprawić ci humor

>hyunjin< 

- zabiera cię na wieczorne spacery po mieście, a później zaprasza na ciepłą herbatę 

- często inspirujesz go przy tworzeniu kolejnych rysunków 

- nie lubi oglądać z tobą smutnych filmów, bo wtedy płaczecie i zamiast poprawić sobie humor, dołujecie się jeszcze bardziej 

 - zostawia ci kkami, kiedy musi gdzieś wyjechać, bądź nie może z nim spędzać czasu w danym momencie 

- mówi, że jesteś jedną z najlepszych osób jakie spotkał w całym swoim życiu 

- czasami droczy się z tobą bez powodu, a gdy się do niego nie odzywasz od razu przeprasza

>han< 

- często wieczorami śpiewa dla ciebie i gra na gitarze 

- potrafi poprawić ci humor, nawet jeśli wali ci się cały twój świat 

- razem dajecie tak wielki chaotic vibe, że czasami sami się siebie boicie 

- wspiera każdą twoją decyzje, nawet te najgłupsze, bo uważa, że życie  zbyt krótkie na siedzenie w miejscu 

- często zabiera cię na mini wycieczki, które przeważnie kończą się kawą i sernikiem 

- mówi, że twój uśmiech jest piękny i często ci przypomina o tym, aby go pokazywać innym

>felix< 

- często obdarowuje cię przytulasami bez powodu, bo lubi po prostu mieć ciebie blisko siebie 

- słucha każdego twojego problemu i stara się dawać rady, które mogą w jakiś sposób ci pomóc 

- pomagasz mu przy pieczeniu brownie bądź ciasteczek, jest to wasza ulubiona forma spędzania czasu razem 

- wysyła ci dużo głosówek, kiedy mu sie nudzi, bo wie, że każdą odsłuchasz 

- chwiali się innym waszą przyjaźnią, bo uważa ją za cenny skarb 

- zawsze stara się być przy tobie, gdy masz gorszy dzień

>seungmin< 

- rzadko ci mówi, że jest wdzięczny za twoją przyjaźń, lecz, gdy to robi, jest to prosto z serca 

- często mówi ironiczne rzeczy

- stara się o ciebie dbać, ale robi to w taki sposób, że nawet nie zdajesz sobie z tego sprawy 

- lubi oglądać z tobą dramy, bo ma wtedy towarzystwo do komentowania losów bohaterów 

- urządzacie sobie mini karaoke, gdy macie zły humor, a potem wyciągacie lody i oglądacie śmieszne szczeniaki

>i.n< 

- często się przezywacie, bo to jest wasz love language 

 - to on zazwyczaj zaprasza cię na spotkania i organizuje ich przebieg 

- kiedy ktoś ma jakiś problem do ciebie, staje w twojej obronie 

 - nie lubi przytulanek i tego typu rzeczy, dlatego, gdy chce ci pokazać, ile znaczy dla niego wasza przyjaźń, robi to słownie, doceniając w tobie każdą zaletę jaką widzi 

- gdy się obraża, trwa to przez jakiś dłuższy czas, jednak potem zawsze jest mu głupio, więc zabiera cię na jedzenie 

- nie wymieniłby ciebie na inną osobę, bo zawdzięcza tobie dużo rzeczy

>end of thread<

[asakurahaos]

im impressed by han stans ability to assign every singing part to han, say theyre absolutely obsessed with his voice and high notes and the way he sang it was sooo special... except han is not the one singing?? and its always the loudest ones, who cant stop showering han with love and compliments.. how can you say you love him but not recognize his voice? and even if you cant recognize or arent sure whos singing, its not shameful to ask who it. its actually better to ask than just randomly assign it to your favourite member 🤦‍♀️

[haichengtual]

let me have homecha ep 10 in my veins forever and ever thx

[blacksvans]

Le es imposible resistirse ante palabras directas que eran un golpe al corazón, optando ahora por pasar sus brazos por sobre los hombros del rubio y rozar sus narices juntas. ❝ Eres el felino más guapo que he conocido. Y prometo esforzarme para estar siempre a tu lado ❞ No quería hacer promesas banas, por lo que cree que lo que le dice es suficiente.

Namkyu era hermoso, el humano más bello que ha pisado la tierra y ha tenido el gusto de conocer, por él es que comienza a ronronear como el gato grande que era ante el toque le producía una mezcla de cosquillas y calidez. "¿Estar en mis brazos y decir quién es el felino más hermoso que has conocido? Y que no volverás a escapar de mis garras o destrozaré tu habitación."

[leejiieuns]

“Should he really be here for this?” Seungmin’s voice was low, enough for only Jaeha to hear him. He was careful to keep his face neutral, not wanting Daeun to see how much he disapproved of her letting Jitae tag along with her, and while Seungmin wasn’t exactly the type to make anyone feel unwelcome, he wasn’t sure the other guy’s presence was a good thing. “If his family is involved, how can we be sure he isn’t?”

[faunandfloraas]

A collection of Seungmin selfies.

[lixies-favorite-cookie]

calling skz clingy headcanons ◦ ot8

Paring◦ ot8 x reader

Words◦ 3,578

Genre ◦ hurt and comfort

Warnings ◦ reader blows up at the boys a few times, mild cussing I think, hyunjin is lowkey toxic in this but the reader is more toxic, honestly all of our boys are pretty dramatic lmao, they keep getting lazier and lazier😭, I fucking hate y/n in this like fr I'm gonna kick her sorry little ass, seungmins is... suggestive...dirty talk and fingering only for like one line, so is hans lmao all happy endings because I am not sadistic... or realistic

Taglist ◦ @thetoastghost222, @ur-fav-lvr

A/N ◦ honestly this is my super random chaotic thoughts I had at 2am bc I was really hating the way I was writing a love lived between the stars and the sea so I wanted to take a small break and clear my pallet I hope you all like it even though it lowkey sucks lmao <33

Also im lowkey fucking with making headcannons this is kinda fun...

~cookiecreates 🍪

chan

I feel like Chan would be the most emotionally mature about the whole thing, especially when he sees the storm brewing in your eyes before you even spit those venomous words.

"Fuck Chris, do you have to be so clingy all the time?" You shout, your mouth curling in a disgusted sneer. 

You've never flinched away from him like that, never been so mean-

He's first hurt then he sees it-

There are cracks in your demeanor; large gashes in your heart; he could read you like an open book; the stories your soul wished to tell resided in your glassy eyes.

Hurt people hurt people.

You didn't think he was clingy; no, you loved his touch. You were simply overwhelmed, overflowing with so many simmering feelings—his love did not have room to shimmy through.

So he makes room-

He tilts your chin up with a sincere voice and asks, "What's the real reason why you are shutting me out?"

The unadulterated dedication in his words leaves you in shambles. 

Chan would tear open his heart before your eyes just to prove that there are openings for your soul to pour all your pain into him.

and he would still find a way not to spill a drop

"It’s so hard,” you sob. “They told me you were too good for me, that I wasn’t enough. They said I should shut you out, run away before I got too attached. I had to make you hate me so that I could never weigh you down again."

Chan is fuming.

He wants to ask who said that? He wants to ask where they live? He wants to ask if you want to witness their destruction? He wants to ask if he should use a knife or a gun?

But instead, he says, ‘Darling, you would have more luck breaking the bounds of the moon than untangling the way you are threaded into my soul."

what. the. fuck.

Chan the next William Shakespeare up in here

...was this based on something I wrote for my new series...yes. am I ashamed... no.

I'm a hopeless romantic who wants to marry a poet.

Sue me.

You never thought the apocalypse would be so rewarding, because you are reeling, spinning out of orbit, a meteor spit out into space, hurling towards unknown destruction—destruction that tasted like fresh morning dew.

Chan was perfect.

what the fuck were you thinking?

He holds you through the night, chasing away the whistling of the cold winter wind, his warm arms creating a home around your heart.

lee know

do not ever ever ever ever ever ever ever call Lee Know clingy unless you are willing to dedicate your life into creating the next wheel of time because after you plant the seed in his head, he will blossom a garden of newfound insecurities.

"Can you please not be so clingy right now? I'm having a really bad headache," you whisper through the thick fog clouding your brain; you have been living with a red hot rod skewed through the back of your brain all day. You didn't mean to say the word clingy, but it is futile to search a thesaurus from a blurry page, and right now the world seems to be nothing more than a piece of abstract art.

He just wanted to hold you and you call him clingy??

To others, the sentence would be like water rolling off their backs, but to him, it was a ragged shard of glass stabbed straight into his chest.

Lee Know is extremely inexperienced in the world of intimacy, often clumsy with his actions—hesitant with his words, so why would you say such a thing?

Knowing how insecure he is??

You would only ever say it if you meant it fully and completely??

Honestly, in his head, he would be lowkey, really dramatic, but he's so beyond hurt, feeling like you're just picking at a gaping wound.

like I said, dramatic.

justified. yes.

dramatic... also yes.

I am a firm believer that his tough-guy act is only that.

an act.

He was pretending like he didn't care what you said, but when he gets into the other room, it takes everything in him not to shatter into a million different pieces, feeling so overwhelmed with how many emotions are coursing through him.

No matter how much you apologize after that, no matter how much you prove what you said was nothing more than your head foggy and in pain, it still will take lifetimes for that scar to fade.

and he will only ever get over it with a million reassurances and a thousand conversations

which you are willing to do as long as he needs it

changbin

Honestly, I dont really have a clue with this one, but I am definitely leaning towards him being more like Chan in the emotional mature way he handles it, but instead of comforting you at the drop of a hat, he just leaves the room and lets you stew on your sorrows.

"Your so clingy," you groan, shoving his arm off; rolling your eyes as the mattress shifts with his weight. You just want to be left alone. You weren't sad. You weren't mad. You were just tired and did not want to be touched.

In perspective, could you have handled it better? Yes, but what can you do now? I'm going to punch this bitch in the face I swear I hate y/n and I'm creating her

He's first very confused, then the hurt hits like a falling star crashing into his chest.

What do you mean he's clingy??

"Fine," he states, still dizzy from the utter whiplash you were giving him.

like what the hell?

Sleeps on the couch that night (bad idea don't do this)

He stews about it far past the dreams in his head

That is, until you trudge out of your bed in the morning with red-rimmed eyes and a face filled with regret.

After a shitty nights sleep without the heat of your boyfriend's arms, you realized very quickly what it would feel like if you were to never feel it again, and all of a sudden, you never want to be left alone like ever again.

The grudge he was previously trying to hold drained out of him, and in that instance, he jumps up, pulling you into his arms.

He is very quick to forgive you, when you voice your reason for snapping at him, was nothing but compressed frustrations manifested into the wrong source.

hyunjin

hyunjin. hyunjin. hyunjin.

I feel like in a fit of both hurt and the toxic trait of self-isolation, he would be petty and stay at the boy's house for a few days.

He had tried to give you a good morning kiss that day, but you were stressed and late for work, rushing to put on your clothes. The way he whined about wanting to be touched ground your gears beyond belief. You got stuck in your shirt, which was too tight after you shrunk it in the dryer, and your firm has yet to give you another one. Hyunjin's flighty hands wrapped around your waist, trying to help you untangle yourself from the mess of fabric, only for the button to get caught in your hair, pain ripping through your scalp.

"Stop it hyunjin!" you shout, attempting to unthread the way your hair has meshed into the slits of the button. "You're so fuckin' clingy."

It was all a mess—your heap of shifting fabric and jerking limbs, hair sticking up at every angle. His heart was crushed somewhere in a pulp on the floor in front of him.

He just wanted to help...

Your red-hot anger quickly bled into a tightening anxiety that pulled underneath your ribs as you imagined the look on your boss's face when you came in disheveled and late.

"I just wanted to help," Hyunjin sniffles, bouncing his eyes around the room, filling with tears. You heartlessly roll your eyes.

"Here come the waterworks," your voice is steady, flaming with annoyance mixed with a sickening tilt of mockery. His jaw drops.

you're being so mean

His ears burn when you glare at him, disgusted by the tears streaming down his cheeks. He desperately wipes his emotions away with the back of his hand, suddenly embarrassed to even be showing you the cracks in his soul.

He runs away, like, quite literally runs out the door, sprinting to his car and driving straight to the group's house, collapsing in a fit of sobs in Chan's arms.

He stays there for a good 3 days, ignoring all your calls and texts.

No matter how much it hurts his heart not to talk to you, he shuts you out in a weak attempt to show you what it would be like to live without him.

But this tactic is short-lived when you arrive at the boys' house, snot sobbing into his chest.

"i-im so sorry," you repeat over and over and over into his skin, hoping the further you dig into his chest, the closer the words will hit his heart. 

He's not going to lie; no matter how much you cry, a little bit of pettiness will still stay during the conversation, a small scar of his hurt dictating his choices.

"Why didn't you come home? I thought we were over?"

"I thought that asking to sleep in the same bed as you would be too clingy"

Your heart cracks. He sees it, immediately regretting all his words.

"I'm sorry!" he yelps, pulling your head straight into his chest again.

You shake your head remorsefully, "No, I deserved that."

Even though so much of him still wants to be petty, his love for you trumps the feeling.

(I'm not forgiving you though wtf)

han (this one is long asf)

Han is freaking out.

I mean like the devil's bony hand gripping at the base of his spine, stale breath wafting down the skin of his neck type of freaking the fuck out.

You had a job that required you to go on-site, on-call often, like Han’s—that’s why you were so understanding about his busy schedule; yours was just as bad.

Today was a nightmare. Your coworker, the devil in disguise, didn't show up for the presentation she had created, and since she threw you under the bus saying you helped her (you didn't), you were forced to come in and present it.

Leaving Han at the restaurant waiting for you to arrive-

You forgot-

It was debatably the biggest presentation of the year, showing off her new design to multiple new investors, and yet your phone kept buzzing.

You told Han this was important

You never sent the message

You don't think you have ever seen your boss so furious

From Han's point of view, he's been sitting here for 2 hours, and you are still not here.

There are so many scenarios flying around in his head—

Are you okay?

Did you stand him up?

Are you breaking up with him?

Did you get kidnapped??

Han got tunnel vision when he was scared, his restless brain shooting out dire scenarios faster than he could decipher the impossibility of them. It was overwhelming. The walls were closing in on him. Nowhere in the world was safe. His head was swimming, the room was spinning, the earth was popping through space.

He keeps texting and calling and voice mailing. The icy anxiety crystallizing in the pit of his core turns his fingers brittle, creaking as he jams them into his phone screen.

He can't breathe.

Too many possibilities.

Untill-

Your boss got fed up with your phone ringing, screaming at you to go answer it since it was clearly more important than your job.

he was a prick

You answer it, the heat of your building anger curdling a deadly brew inside your soul. Without looking at the 200+ messages Han had sent you, you answer the 50th call of the day, immediately hissing into the speaker, "Do you know what you just did, Han? I got yelled at by my boss in the middle of a presentation because your clingy ass can’t exist without constantly needing my attention for more than 5 minutes. Stop texting me." Your finger smashes the end call button before unruffling your skirt and walking right back into the room.

Han feels like he might just melt straight into the seats, the way his whole body burns.

The whole world stops for a moment, the earth bleeding down the walls, swirling into pools of muddy color. He was sinking, lungs filling with the ink of a million different sweltering elements.

He ruins everything.

He was so wholly overwhelmed he could barely crawl into his car, desperately gripping the steering wheel while the earth collapsed in on him.

He ruins everything.

It's almost impossible to get to his house the way his tears blur the road.

(that's actually fr dangerous don't drive while crying)

He ruins everything.

He doesn't cry when you walk through the door.

He doesn't touch you when you run to him, standing over him, huddled on the floor.

He doesn't breathe as you cry over his body, twinkling in and out of consciousness.

He ruins everything.

Your makeup runs down your cheeks as you try to shake him awake.

He fainted in the kitchen. It wasn't uncommon when he was alone during his panic attacks, the anxiety ripping harsh bouts of oxygen from his lungs.

You squish his cheeks together, forcing his lips into a pout, shoving your faces together, pouring unadulterated passion into his system.

He short c i r c u i t s.

"I'm so sorry," you sob against his lips. "I didn't mean to be so mean. I didn't mean anything I said. I was just stressed, and I thought I sent the message telling you not to text me, and I didn't. I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry." Your voice is high and wet, pushing his mouth deeper into yours.

It would be sceintifically impossible for your lips to get any closer-

and yet his tries.

He pulls your trembling body into his lap, fireworks exploding from the ashes where your words had lain.

"So you don't think I'm clingy?" His voice cracks, fresh tears collecting on the outer corners of his eyes. You have never shaken your head so adamantly in your whole life.

"No, never, never ever."

"Then come here."

You two have never been so close before in your life, hearts tangling in your chests as he presses your body into his.

You were going to prove just how much you loved his touch.

:D

felix

Oh Felix, my kind sweethearted boy that deserves nothing less than prince treatment. He’s so kind, even though he’s so hurt. He’s actually scared he’s annoying you, so he makes himself more distant so he doesn’t bother you.

""Fuck, Felix, can you not see I am clearly just trying to relax? I mean, you don’t always have to be up my ass all the time," you snap, curling back up into the sheets Felix ripped off. You were exhausted—there was no excuse; you were just really tired. Felix, being the loving boyfriend he is, wanted to hold you while you slept, but of course, you being the dumb idiot you are, shouted at him.

are you stupid like fr cause like THE LEE FELIX WANTS TO HOLD YOU AND YOU SHOO HIM AWAY

you deserve federal prison

Felix is so many synonyms for destroyed that it should be physically impossible to still be alive with a heart that lies shattered in the pit of his stomach.

Felix doesnt know how to feel sad, angry, hurt, upest, embarrassed.

He just clenches his jaw, trying to keep his bottom lip from trembling.

Felix has always been secretly self-conscious about the way he expresses his love toward people, often being very touchy-feely. He understands that this isn’t everybody's favorite thing and how it can get fairly annoying.

He’s already so terrified you’re going to leave him; he overanalyzes every interaction.

But this interaction did not need to be analyzed to know what you meant. You were very direct about that.

The way your venomous words attached to his stomach, pumping him with poison that swirled his stomach sick.

You don’t apologize when you wake up, not believing you need to justify yourself. He was being clingy, and you had every right to express your opinion about it.

im going to punch this bitch in the face

As surprising as this is, he actually doesn’t cry about it. He doesn’t cry about it because he is so worried that him crying about it would annoy you, so he would rather let his sadness seep into the back of his brain than show you emotions that could potentially turn you off.

Like I said, destructively kind.

He really takes what you said to heart, trying his best not to give you any skinship unless it’s to guide you through a crowded room or pull you away from the bustling activity of the road, holding your hand until you get to your destination.

He actually feels like he can’t function without your touch, but he muscles through it, relishing in the small actions he can get.

He tries to show his love in other little things that aren’t physical touch. It gets to the point where he is so deep in his head he shies away when you try to initiate skinship, terrified he’s going to get back into the habit of the joy of touching you and make himself seem annoying again.

He’s so beyond scared of being a nuisance.

It’s been two weeks with this flighty physical touch, and it all finally starts to click when you notice his smile isn’t nearly as bright anymore and some of the stars in his eyes have faded away.

"I want you to be clingy again, please, please, please. I mean, cling wrap, Kola. If you ever think you’re being too clingy, please hug me a little tighter. I’m an idiot, a complete and utter moron. Really, I should be evaluated on why I am even able to exist in society."

His heart literally bursts so relieved he can finally touch you again.

He gives you the most dopamine-coddling, brain-boggling cuddles known to mankind that night.

Your skin is so close together it feels like there isn’t a part of your body Felix doesn’t occupy.

He has created a home in your heart that no other man will ever stay, where he will rest until the day you fade away.

seungmin

Oh bro is pissed

"You're so clingy," you deadpan as his arms wrap around your waist. You had seen a stupid TikTok prank on your For You page and had the brilliant idea to try it on your boyfriend. But the way his whole body tenses against your skin, muscles rippling underneath your fingertips, you know you are so beyond fucked. "What did you just say to me, baby?"

well you just signed your death certificate

So many ideas brewing in that beautiful head of his-

Like, your ass will be red, your stomach will be painted, your mouth will be filled, and you will be descending into the grave. Like all the rest are lovey-dovey 'I’m sorrys,' no—your sorry will be told on your knees.

He will edge you intill you are teetering on the ledge of oblivion

"You want to cum, baby?" He's so condescending, easily lifting your waist from the sheets, his sticky fingers creating bruises when he pins your legs down to gain more access to ruthlessly abuse your g-spot.

"Yes, Yes, Yes, please," you beg, body trembling on the bed, large qaukes of pleasure rushing through your bones as his mean fingers plunge into your messy cunt.

"But that would be too clingy wouldn't it?"

oh how i want his fingers

(this one is really short bc i hate writing smut but i feel like this would be smutty)

jeongin

I honestly have no clue. I feel like he’d be more confused than anything because, like, me?

clingy?

mf I barely touch you?

Honestly, kind of annoyed more than sad—like pissed that as soon as he wants to touch you, you think he's clingy. But he's like Chan in the fact that he sees past your words and into the anger brewing in your eyes, allowing both you and him to cool off before he says something he will regret.

He just walks out of the room and lets you calm down.

I am also a firm believer that this man is healthy as hell.

He could tell that his heart was starting to beat a little too hard and his head was getting a little too fuzzy with all the raging words he wanted to say. But instead, he just walks away and lets you calm down, then talks to you about it before you go to bed because he is also an extremely firm believer in the fact that you should NEVER go to bed angry.

this one is shorter bc like I'm lowkey running out of motivation and ideas

did you like this? check out my new series a love lived in between the stars and the sea here

or maybe read doomsday here

[starlostseungmin]

───────　𐙚˙⋆.˚ 　𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐈𝐂 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.　❞

revamping the old seungmin fic recs. since a lot of writers from my old post deactivated and i added new ones. be mindful of what you read and please reblog to share !! （ 𖹭 ） : personal favorites.　

˖˙ ᰋ ──　 18+ , fics below contains smut , mdni.

𖹭 run rabbit run. by @kwanisms 　ー 20.5k words, 18+nsfw ; seungmin is a vampire and has lived a very long life and seen many ages pass him by. he’s grown weary of immortality until he meets someone one random night who really puts things into perspective for him.

𖹭 is it over now? by @jeongin-lvr 　ー 2.2k words ; ex!seungmin, talk of past relationship, talks of arguing and slightly toxic relationship.

𖹭 midnight diner. by @hwan-g 　ー 8.2k words ; he’s seen a lot of shit in his line of work. but this—he couldn’t let this go. not when you were involved.

darling. by hwan-g　— 8k words, 18+nsfw ; it hasn’t stopped raining for weeks. as you enter his life, as you walk out of it. he just needs one chance with you.

𖹭 your biggest fan. by @jeonginsleftcheek 　ー 9.8k words.

𖹭 hands. by @bbyquokka　ー 0.7k words ; you're obsessed with seungmin’s hands and he knows it.

𖹭 what are you looking at? by @quokkawritesarchivee

𖹭 once is all it takes. by @skz317cb97　ー 5.2k words.

𖹭 marriage material. by @comet-falls 　ー 1.8k words.

thin walls. by comet-falls 　ー 4.4k words.

dirty. by comet-falls 　ー 2.9k words.

seungmin smut drabble. by comet-falls

𖹭 come over. by @multifandomfantasies 　

𖹭 seungmin drabble. by @luminois　ー reader's first time, suggestive.

ditto. by @hwajin 　ー 1.7k words.

kisses with seungmin. by @tasteracha

shy boyfriend seungmin. by @dwaekkicidal

𖹭 thread. by @seospicybin　ー 3.3k words ; the dinner with seungmin’s family going so well, until something bothered seungmin’s mind.

seungmin hard thoughts. by @ateracha

skz seungmin hard thoughts. by @astayinwonderland

bf!seungmin texts. [ fake texts ; suggestive ] by @imfoive

˖˙ ᰋ ──　 13-16+ , fics below contains pure fluff and angst.

𖹭 try and take me ft. han jisung by @latteseungs 　ー 5.6k words ; where han jisung is an annoying piece of shit for bothering you all the time when you’re trying to get a date with kim seungmin.

engagement ring. by @kim-seung-mo 　ー 1.4k words ; your childhood best friend and boyfriend since high school, kim seungmin, has finally decided to propose to you! but the proposal ring he bought…… seemed a bit too small?

𖹭 won't go home without you. by @gamerwoo 　ー 2.5k words ;  “it’s not over tonight, just give me one more chance to make it right. i may not make it through the night. i won’t go home without you.”

𖹭 take a shot. by @starseungs 　ー 19.4k words ; it really shouldn’t take a genius to figure out that you and your co-star didn’t get along. you knew kim seungmin. you knew how life functioned despite the cameras. and you knew that it was harder to keep a good shot hidden than it was to delete a bad one.

𖹭 the subtle art of cliche confessions. by starseungs 　ー 2.5k words ; as aware as you were that life wasn’t like the fictional stories of romance that you enjoyed, a part of you still relished the thought of experiencing it for yourself.

𖹭 universe. by starseungs 　ー 2.5k words ; every day, he thanked the universe for placing you in his life. out of the millions of heavenly bodies in the vast sky, you outshone every single one in his eyes. he was waist deep in a slowly sinking phenomenon he could only describe as love.

of fishes and chocolate muffins. by starseungs　ー 1.2k words ; working the morning shift at a cafe on weekdays isn't really the best, entertainment wise. still, eavesdropping on your customers wasn't something you did on a daily basis. it just so happened that two of your regulars had something in store for you today.

college!crush seungmin. by starseungs

𖹭 [9:01PM] by starseungs

# 001. by starseungs

19:46. by @portalhan 　ー 0.8k words ; your boyfriend seungmin takes it upon himself to make sure you've eaten, in spite of your insane workload.

battleground. by @hwangism143 　ー 21k words ; you hated your co-president, kim seungmin. but, it's your last year of high school and prom planning is up to the two of you. you just expect getting work done and leaving school. what you don't expect however, is kim seungmin looking after you (considering you never do) and you coaxing him into being your prom date.

cresent. by @starlostastronaut　ー 0.9k words ; night walk with your boyfriend in london.

ex!seungmin. by @soobnny

dating him. by soobnny

𖹭 cops and robbers. by soobnny　ー 3.8k words ; fuckboy kim seungmin takes interest in the quiet, photography major who lives just across his dorm.

𖹭 [10:50p.m.] kiss at the other’s place + out of love. by @scxrlettwxtches

[11:34PM] — light breeze. by @myjisung

𖹭 proofreader (bf) seungmin. by @neo-shitty

𖹭 married couple vibes. by @arafilez

seungmin as a boyfriend. by @blue-jisungs

a chance. by @seungly

after a day out. by seungly

one with the unrequited love. by @zoe8stay

heart burn. by zoe8stay

voice messages from seungmin. by zoe8stay

beyond love. by @milkybonya

library loser. by milkybonya

the five times seungmin shows you he loves you quietly. by @sadienita

but i love you. by @ppiri-bahng

when he’s in a bad mood all he needs is you. by @rachalixie

sleepy seungmin. by rachalixie

sip of chamomile tea. by @chachachannah

enemies to lovers with seungmin. by @hyunverse

i love the rain. by @seungfl0wer

sip of chamomile tea. by @chachachannah

enemies to lovers with seungmin. by @hyunverse

i love the rain. by @seungfl0wer

₍ ᐢ..ᐢ ₎ *；　 don’t forget to reblog and leave feedbacks for the writers !! will add more soon. enjoy reading folks !!

[dollieour]

" no, no. i mean, it's    the    least    i    can    do    after    what    you    did    for    me    in    there, "    he    replied,    his    hand    instinctively    finding    its    way    to    scratch    the    back    of    his    neck.    " and,    i    think    after    what    happened,    they'll    never    let    me    set    foot    in    this    place    again. "    seungmin    sighed,    glancing    around    the    dimly    lit    street. after    the    adrenaline    rush,    he    felt    drained,    devoid    of    the    energy    to    " enjoy "    the    remainder    of    his    night.    and    it    was    clear    his    friends    wouldn't    arrive    anytime    soon,    so    what    was    the    point    of    staying    there ?    he    would    have    to    explain    everything    to    them    eventually. " let    me    do    this,    please. "    seungmin    asked,    his    concern    etched    across    his    face.    " i    don't    think    i    can    go    to    bed    knowing    you    got    a    busted    lip    because    of    me. "   

rubbing her knuckles millie was content with her actions. she really couldn't stand when people couldn't take no for an answer. it was something she knew well and something that she wouldn't tolerate if it was happening around her much like tonight. she was about to pull herself together to go home but suddenly the other she had stuck up for was closing the space between them a look of surprise on her features.

"md? uh yeah no i'm fine." she assured when asked if she was bleeding she touched her lip again seeing the bit of blood and looking to him she shakes her head. "nono, it's fine really, i did it because i hate that kind of behavior." she explained to him. when he suggested for her to come to his to clean her up she was shocked and shook her head "ah i couldn't ask that of you. you should enjoy the rest of your night - not worry about me."

[myseungsunglove]

I Know, Jagiya | Ksm

Pairing: Seungmin x Reader

Warning: fluffy fluff

𖠫Summary: Confessing your love for someone is always a risk.

✎A/N✎: just some late night runaway thoughts that I let out for the first time in a while. Haven’t just written what I was thinking in the moment in a long time. So don’t mind my 3 AM soft thoughts. I’m just soft for Kim Seungmin.

◠ ◡ ◠᭚ιαᵕ̈

「©  April 22, 2024 by myseungsunglove」

You lay in the dark, unable to sleep while your boyfriend sleeps peacefully beside you. You watch the slow rise and fall of his broad chest and can’t help but scoot closer to him in the darkness, placing a hand on his chest, your face settling right next to his. You gently press your lips against is warm skin and revel in the peace it brings you.

Kim Seungmin grounds you in every possible way a person could. As you lay there listening to the melody of his breathing you are made starkly aware just how in love with him you are. You’ve never said as much to his face, but in the moment you feel overwhelmed by the feeling.

The dark seems like the safest place to make this confession. Seungmin is asleep and he doesn’t need to know yet just how over the moon he makes you. You kiss his jaw softly, peppering a little trail up to his ear.

“I love you, so much Kim Seungmin,” you breathe out gently, barely above a whisper. Your secret released into the darkness as your hand runs up and down the length of Seungmin’s chest.

You feel movement as Seungmin slowly reaches up and squeezes your hand gently, threading your fingers together on top of his chest.

His head turns toward you, his eyes blinking slowly as he adjusts to the darkness of the room.

“I know, jagiya,” he whispers back, his voice low and gravelly with sleep. He leans forward and presses a soft kiss to your lips not once, not twice, but three times before his arms find you in the dark, wrapping around your waist and pulling you into his embrace. “I love you too,” he confesses and you breathe a sigh of relief against his lips.

With the confession off your chest, sleep embraces you as Seungmin does, pulling you into his chest with a satisfied and content sigh.