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Fireflies
I put this on ao3 a week or two ago, and I'm finally putting it on here since I have a minute. Please enjoy Twilight being a mess and Wild doing some comforting for a change :)
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“Hey Rancher, are you... okay?”
Twilight blinked at the question, and nodded when Wild caught his eye, looking at him just long enough not to rouse suspicion.
“Fine. Why do you ask?” he replied in a warm voice, ignoring the deep ache in his chest that had decided to appear today.
He was usually pretty good at ignoring it when it surfaced, and even better at hiding it from others. Nobody knew about the thoughts that swirled around in his head on days like these, or the numbness that sank in, and that was exactly the way he wanted it.
Everyone had their own problems, they didn’t need his too.
Wild hesitated a moment when Twilight didn’t say anything further, then sat down next to him, just far enough away to give him plenty of space.
“I don’t know. You’ve just seemed a little... distant, lately I guess. For a few days now,” he said, and Twilight felt the feeling in his chest get heavier, dread making his throat tight.
Someone had noticed.
“I just wanted to see if you were feeling okay,” Wild shrugged as he looked at Twilight. He absently picked up a pebble when Twilight didn’t immediately respond, then tossed it into the stream in front of them, sending up a small splash.
“I’m fine, Champion,” Twilight assured, tucking his arms in so Wild wouldn’t see them shake. Perfectly fine. Just like always.
Wild didn’t respond.
The stream in front of them rushed quietly across the rocks as the evening grew darker. A firefly drifted past, and Twilight held out a hand, encouraging it to land on his finger. The bug flew out of his reach though, and Twilight sighed, watching as it drifted across the stream to join more of its kind.
A sharper ache clenched in his chest, hollow and deep, and Twilight closed his eyes.
He didn’t even know what was wrong, not exactly. This just... happened sometimes. An empty hollow in his stomach.
He woke up knowing it going to be one of those days where he’d have to act like he didn’t want to just lie somewhere and be left alone. He’d laughed at Wind’s jokes and he’d teased Warriors along with Legend and kept up with how he normally acted perfectly, up until he’d slipped away from camp to finally have some alone time, and Wild had somehow picked up on it.
Nobody had ever noticed before.
He glanced over at his friend, Wild having managed to catch a firefly that was now crawling along his hand. It blinked a few times, and then spread its wings again, the little spot of light soon lost among the others.
“Wild?” he suddenly found himself saying. The champion looked over at him when he spoke, tilting his head to show he was listening. “Did... do you ever... w...”
Twilight’s throat suddenly closed up, and he swallowed and looked away, the ache increasing.
Wild waited in silence for him to continue, but when Twilight didn’t reply, he glanced over at him with a worried look in his eyes.
“Ever..?” he prompted softly, and Twilight just shook his head, throat aching.
“Never mind,” he said, the words little more than a whisper.
He has his own problems, don’t add to them by getting him worried about you, your struggles are so small compared to his and you don’t deserve—
A hand rested over his, and Twilight breathed in shakily, trying to just sink back into the numb feeling he’d been half drifting in all day.
“Twilight,” Wild said quietly.
Twilight kept his gaze firmly on the stream in front of them, head tilted away from Wild. He knew if he looked over at him he would lose control of the situation, more than he already had, and the overwhelming urge to just get away suddenly hit him, turn into a wolf and get away from the scrutiny and questions and—
“Twilight,” Wild repeated, and the urge faded, but Twilight still didn’t look at him.
Wild moved his hand so it was actually in Twilight’s, and squeezed it, warm and bracing.
“You can talk to me, you know?” he whispered. “Or... if not, I just...”
Twilight still couldn’t look at him.
He heard Wild breathe in, and then his hand let go of Twilight’s, leaves crinkling as he repositioned himself. Twilight swallowed at the loss of the touch, his throat so tight he didn’t know if he’d ever say anything, the ache so deep and hollow he didn’t know what to do with it and then—
Then Wild put both his arms around him, tugging him into a hug.
Twilight breathed out, the sound horribly shaky, and as his eyes stung, Wild squeezed him, letting Twilight’s head rest on his shoulder.
“Is this okay?” The champion asked in a whisper, and Twilight nodded, his breath only getting shakier as Wild hugged him in a warm embrace.
He squeezed his eyes shut, the ache in his chest shifting and hurting with every tear he forcibly held back. A few escaped anyway, but Twilight ignored them, trying to calm down, trying not to break.
Wild set a hand on the back of his head, slightly awkward, but full of sincere concern, and Twilight leaned into it, a small sob finally escaping his throat.
“I don’t know what’s wrong with me,” he managed to choke out into Wild’s shoulder, and the champion squeezed him even tighter, not saying anything.
Twilight choked on another sob, and suddenly he couldn’t hold his tears back any more, even though he tried to with all of his might. Wild didn’t need this, he didn’t need one more thing to worry about. Twilight was the responsible one, he helped fix issues, he didn’t cause them.
He didn’t want to put more weight on Wild’s shoulders, not now, not ever.
Yet here he was.
“It’s okay, Link,” Wild said in a whispered voice, lightly rubbing his back. “I’ve got you Twi, it’s okay.”
“B-but I...” Twilight croaked, mortified at how weak it sounded. “I’m sorry—”
“You don’t have to be sorry Twi. Just let it out,” Wild said gently, patting his head. “I’ll be here. Just like what you do for me.”
Twilight felt a flicker of warmth, thinking of how he was usually the one doing the comforting, and how Wild was now doing the same for him. It felt... nice.
But then another wave of guilt crashed through him, and he shut his eyes, stubbornly willing away the tears still slipping down his nose. He couldn’t let it out. Not all of it, anyway. Not now.
Maybe not ever.
But Wild kept hugging him, and Twilight swallowed, letting himself sink a little more into his embrace. He wasn’t going to burden Wild with this, wasn’t going to pile on his own problems on top of his, but... but he would let himself be hugged.
He tightened his hold and felt Wild do the same, and the champion held him as he shook in his arms, just like he’d done for him so many times.
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu twilight#lu wild#linked universe fanfic#hurt/comfort#writing from the floor#yes this was a vent fic#I admit it#though reluctantly
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everyone out of the way, this is the only thing I'm going to be thinking about from now on.
(okay, there is one more thing)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#jade is having the time of his life being a nasty little mofo and i love him for it#and gosh...leona and sally being friends is SO cute#sometimes i forget that leona is canonically a feminist#sally poisons a man and he's like 'you go girl'#they have so much in common though!#they both have eye scars and no ears on the sides of their heads!#no but they're adorable and i love it#and i suppose i have to reluctantly admit that i understand why lilia could not be in this event#he would just be stuffing frogs into his mouth left and right without even blinking#every time we get a moment of culture-clash he would just be there like 'mm-hm. yes. i do not see the problem.'#man. i do so adore any event that forces the boys to Work Together#their one weakness...not being petty dipshits who get into slapfights at the drop of a hat#absolutely nothing got done that first day and the mayor set off the emergency alarm because he was so done with them#this is perfection#anyway brb gotta go do some missions for the other jack's birthday#see you next week for more of scully becoming increasingly disillusioned with all these fake halloween fans
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vw sketches (id in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#sorry for how teensies some of the text can be T_T please read the id if you can't see them...#ive been sketching a lot these days - testing out some new stuff... i think I've tested enough though and need to start making#more polished work again orz... drawing is so endless... both positive and also Reluctantly negative#only bc my time management is terrible#ruporas art
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#i've been subsisting on 2-3 hours a sleep a night#let this be the last thing i draw before i drop dead i guess#the corinthian#the sandman silliness#they would and you know it#my comic#reluctantly tagging this selfcest even though nothing actually happens
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the softer side of things
(aka i feel like i always make jamil so pissed at azul in my art that i just wanted them to have some silly cutesy moments LOL)
#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#jamiazu#azujami#jamil x azul#azul x jamil#ashenviper#jazul#heartscribbles#jamiazu is like that tumblr post thats like. ''love my evil wife who hates me so bad'"#azul is such a wifeguy he loves his evil stubborn wife who wants him dead in a ditch#and sometimes his evil stubborn wife jamil loves him back. Reluctantly#still wants him dead in a ditch though#jamiazu is also like that post thats like. ''me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic''#we all know jamil is the bad bitch in this scenario cmon now
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*dresses cinnamoroll up as ludger*
#highly inspired by the cinnamoroll x dolly mix collab(s?) though i strayed away from it a bit i think xD#i went for less sparkly. shockingly#((i was adding more sparkles and reluctantly had to admit it was starting to look too noisy for what it is 😞))#i HAVE some small gears around for crafts that i've never ever used... i've thought abt buying a cinnamoroll plush poncho --#-- then painting the ears + gluing gears and stars onto it. and putting it on whichever ludger plushie of mine it'd fit.....#tales of xillia 2#tales#sanrio#cinnamoroll#ludger will kresnik#the void given form
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dp x dc prompt: "never ever let a fenton drive", or team phantom's dimension-hopping adventure
danny inherited the abysmal driving skills of his parents. the people in amity park are used to it though so this wouldn't be such a problem if he hadn't started learning to create portals recently, as seen when he opened a portal under his car while driving to avoid crashing into someone else while pursued by the GIW (sue him, it was a stressful situation). jazz is passed out right next to him, sam and tucker are screaming in the backseat while dani's cackling between them, adrenaline junkie that she is. the car is falling into the ghost zone and right out of another natural portal. they land right in front of a group of weirdos dressed in colourful costumes.
"... the only reason why i'm not killing you a second time is because this city looks super goth," says sam, waving the fenton thermos threateningly.
"there's nothing stopping me," mutters tucker, eyeing the costumed people warily.
danny squirms. "well, at least the GIW can't get us there?"
#dp x dc#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc au#batpham#danny phantom#batphantom#bonus point for liminal!team phantom#and the batfam being somehow convinced that they come from a dimension where the whole planet is radioactive#all this because of a throw away comment tucker made about their weirdness being common at home because of the ambient ectoplasm#a possible reason why they were pursued: vlad was somehow caught by the giw and experimented on#turning him into little baby man plasmius#team phantom rescued him very reluctantly#they were caught sneaking out of the facility#though thankfully that was after danny had turned back into his human form#they'll have to come back at some point to close the fenton portal#but i like the idea of them staying and employing their ghost wrangling skills to work with the justice league#either as heroes or support#idk if i like it better if they're still teens in this au or if they're all adults who were just in amity somehow
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I have a Goldie Playlist and a few are really good fits, I had to delete a couple that were a little too broadly applicable to gf in general, but I will NOT let go of "bad idea right?" Bu Olivia Rodrigo because I need it to vibe tune to my goldford smut!! I keep wanting to send the Playlist but it's short and I feel like I'm gonna find more perfect songs. Also I wanna use some for suprise animation when I have time..
My fic-writing playlist is meticulously organized by character & theme but i've got an entire section of the playlist that's just "yeah this song doesn't have anything to do with anything, i'm just keeping it in because I need the vibes to fuel my writing.
#(please never call it goldford though 😭)#(that makes it sound like my Bill is such a totally different character from canon Bill that even ship names with him need to be different)#(I reluctantly admit that sometimes calling Bill 'Goldie' can help differentiate when an asker is talking to me about canon vs my fic)#(but even that's uncomfortable as hell. like no one calls the other characters by different names to separate my fic from canon.)#(nobody's saying 'Goldilocks Mabel' to separate her from canon Mabel or anything. it only happens with Bill.)#('Goldie' is like the reverse of a deadname:)#(yeah I came up with the name—OUT OF *NECESSITY* BECAUSE THE CHARACTERS CAN'T CALL BILL 'BILL' IN PUBLIC—)#(but every time a reader calls him that instead of his original REAL name it makes my entire soul cringe.)#(you'll notice i never ever ever call Bill 'Goldie' outside of the fic! There's a reason for that! And it's that his name ISN'T 'Goldie'!)#marsupials of mars#ask#bill goldilocks cipher
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Erhm sorry about the poor lighting quality on this batch. Kinda spur of the moment conjured them up, but the downside is no natural sunlight available due to it being night hours so everything is very yellow tinted. But depending how you look at it this might help enhance the retro old fashioned feel lol
Also gotta include the online photo inspiration for this Leggy & Mr. Puzzles one. Kinda a strange idea but figured it would be comedic enough concept to warrant some art…and perhaps I think it’s just a little bit cute too. In general I just wish they had more bonding screen time together :3
#further content is that I think Leggy would whine and complain about walking long distance for a while#so would make up a way to leverage off of Mr. Puzzles long legs and hitch a ride in a baby carrier#act like her legs are sprained or something and he’d have to reluctantly oblige to carrying her the rest of the way#she’s just efficient focused like that work smart not hard 😌✨#yeah sorry these aren’t going to be looking polished#back to my regular method of posting which is very messy and simply for the sake of preserving some of my thoughts about what I doodle#hopefully it still is somewhat enjoyable for others to see though#if you came here for organization sorry jskjsksp that ain’t how we do things here#doodles#sketches#mr. puzzles fanart#smg4 puzzles and leggy#mr puzzles & leggy
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Part two of the thing and uuh also final one
Of this interaction. Because this is far from all I can give, my brain almost imploded from all the ideas
#after some very heated talks between the two brothers Vash said he would leave the house for a good time#suggesting they both needed time apart and Vash needed to learn how to live without Kni#very reluctantly Kni agreed (even if he didn’t V would have done it anyways) with the single condition of letting him know the general#details about his livings. the adress. who he was living with if he decided to room with someone and at least their phone number in case#of an emergency. Vash agreed to this and put the limit there bc Kni wanted to know more but he said no I won’t tell you about their life tf#WW who is comfortable living at the orphanage doesn’t find convenient commuting for over 2 hours everyday to get there#so he is looking for a place to stay. Vash mentioned wanting to share a rental home w someone to split the spendings#and so the stars aligned and they were already planning their moving four days after meeting each other#because that’s Vashwood for you#imagine the delight of being either WW or Kni and finding out about each other thanks to Vash again#neither of them want to tell Vash about what they think of each ither. Kni to keep some sort of face and ‘peace’ with his brother#and WW doesn’t want to leave a bad impression saying he was the cause that the brother of the guy he was planning to live with couldn’t see#with his right eye for a whole week. so they hate their guts and Vash doesn’t know the why though he can grasp a general idea.#but he always hits bullseye making both WW and Kni glance at each other silently with their eyes saying#“DID YOU TELL HIM?’’ ‘’DID-YOU-TELL HIM??’’#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#nai saverem#millions knives#Trigun Uni! AU#lenssi draws
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Oh my god I can just imagine Canon Satoru’s wail when he discovers what Shiki did to his body. What was he screaming inside Twins!Satoru when he found out??
Canon Satoru, choking: Excuse me?? That's my body?
Twins Satoru: HAHAHA-
#QA#zenith of stars au#twin swap au v2#dialogue snippet#in all seriousness though#after initially being flabbergasted canon gojo might find himself reluctantly amused#he'd still ask for his body to be changed back though yikes
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i looove thinking about the neon future, so here's a mechanic concept for Fallen Berlin!
The Network Deck
A second deck! While your main deck is the same as in FL and represents things you're physically interacting with/present for, in FB you would be able to draw cards from a secondary deck that represents things happening on the Network. You would still have one hand, just two ways of drawing cards (and also the added option to draw one at a time, if you want). Instead of getting one opportunity card every ten minutes, you get one of each every twenty (or maybe fifteen?)
(a silly mockup:)
Your Network deck (or netdeck for short) is the same in all areas, compared to the changing nature of the main deck (which would be emphasized more to draw a comparison). It's also significantly more customisable/optimisable: you can control what apps you have, which is responsible for almost all of the cards in your netdeck. Similar to lab workers, your deck will start getting clogged up with bad cards if you don't have enough apps: things like lack of stuff do do with your phone:
You find yourself on autopilot, stuck in a loop of closing an app and then immediately reopening it. Nightmares is increasing...
Imagine apps like Squeaker (spices' personal twitter clone, arguments and drama galore), the Library (pages' wikipedia-alike, where a war for the city's knowledge is waged), smaller message boards (sold by mr bricks), geocache-esque stuff in a maps app, experimental apps which interact with parabola, unofficial "dark web" crime-related app, the like. (maybe even phone games lol)
Restricted card areas, like how pickpocketing and parties are now, would probably have to limit your phone use for practicality reasons – though maybe they could build what apps you have into some cards too.
if you have any cool neon future app ideas, shoot them my way and i might mock some of them up as cards!
#mr bricks reluctantly runs a message board for seekers#everyone treating it like some dead ARG and then they eventually get sucked in#i need a name for that though so comment if you have a good one#fallen london#neon future
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River and Louisa's friendship is actually so important to me
#they're coworkers#they both never take care of themselves but will go out of there way to take care of others#they started out reluctantly tolerating each other but with a vague sense of comradery#they're both lost people#and they have each others backs#they are the person the other can rely on#at the end of season 2 i think when they were leaving their little memorium for Min#and he slung hsi arm over her shoulders leaned in and kissed her head?#i nearly died it was so sweet#he really put her through the ringer letting everyone think he was dead though#but yeah idk just them#river and louisa the biggest platonic ship ive ever had in my life#slow horses#just binge watched the whole series in the past few days#cant wait for the next season lol#kinda sad they killed of river's only surviving brother tbh#wouldve been cool to have an evil brother whos jsut kidna out there#I meant theyve both lost people not they’re but you know what?#that works too
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Tyler's Nevermore Era
I don't know about y'all, but i'm so excited for Tyler's Nevermore era whenever the school decides to let him in as a student.
I can just imagine all the mayhem that Wednesday will drag him into.
Like she'll be sneaking out of campus and Tyler will see her and follow her, and they somehow end up in yet another huge mystery.
But Tyler's reluctant because he just got to this school and he doesn't wanna make waves.
But Wednesday will just be like.
"Tyler, I think our new principal is a villain, we're gonna have to take them out."
and Tyler will just be like.
" GOD WEDNESDAY, I JUST GOT TO THIS SCHOOL!!!" 😩😩😩
#tyler galpin#wednesday netflix#weyler#wednesday addams#wednesday x tyler#wyler#tyler x wednesday#shipping#Wednesday is always finding trouble#Tyler Galpin will follow Wednesday anywhere though#Tyler reluctantly investigating with Wednesday#Tyler is whipped#Wednesday will hold Tyler trying to end her over his head forever#Wedneday loves guilt tripping#Tyler is stressed out
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I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#⚠️WARNING⚠️TAGS R SUPER FUCKING LONG I NEEEEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT LOVE AND DEEPSPACE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS#SUGGESTIVE ART? NSFW? LITERAL GODDAMN PORN? LIGHT WORK NO REACTION#POV ROMANTIC OTOME GAME SHIT WITH THE TINIEST HINT OF SPICE??? I CANNOT ITS TOO MCUH I ITS AUGHHH IM JNUHJHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK#IM LIKE FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH A HAND COVERING MY EYES WHILE PEEKING ITS TOO MUCH#I AM LOOKING AWAY EVERY SECOND IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FUCKUNGBHGJGHJHGHGBJJH#I HATE HATE HATEEEEE (not rly) IT WHEN THEY GET NEAR U ITS AUGH ITS SO WEIRD I PUT MY PHONE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME OUT OF EMBARASSMENT#SOMETIMES I LOSE MY IMMERSION AND GET SELF AWARE AND THINK TO MYSELF THIS IS SO FUCKING WEIRD... THIS IS WHY I DONT PLAY OTOME GAMES DUDE#like no hate to otome games its just way too much for me i get way too embarassed abt playing them its def a me thing#ok first of all the combat is p ok actually it reminds me of pgr and hi3 altho i like pgr better :] (lee my beloved)#i did burst out laughing when i found out abt it cause i thought it would be like mysme and its just visual novel shit but its really okay#also i did a bit of thinking as to why i dont find the charas super appealing & its cause theyre obv manifactured to b 'the perfect guy'#like you know how pugs were bred to be cute but end up deformed and stuff? yea kinda like that#im not saying theyre deformed but thats the vibes im getting#deformed pug vibes#the jp vas are pulling thru though#ALSO I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF GACHA pleaseee i alr play hsr + gi + /occasionally/ pgr and stopppp i hate the gamba aspect of the games#AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT BC I DIDNT GET THE CARD I WANT#.................. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANT THE POINT STILL STANDS#i like them (reluctantly) all so far ? idk no one is rlly my fav yet tbf im still at ch. 2 so..#theyre all cute ig zayne is nice maybe i dunno i like his shoulders......? hes very cold tho cause haha ice powers#i call him elsa in my head#xaiver is also nice? hes cute? hes sleepy n shit#rafayel is kinda goofy? aloof? but in the 'she's so crazzzzzzzzzy! i love her!' way (look it up if u dont know) and im not super into that#hes the one whimpering though so it is what it is#overall i think ill keep playing until i get the card i want ill also prolly play it on my laptop instead cause its super laggy on my phone#idk how ill deal with the combat part tho but thats a problem for future me lolol#okay yea idk if anyone is still reading this but i dont want my irls to know that im playing this game so here we r#idk why im using the tags to ramble its way more fun like its more casual i think#OKAY YEA BYE#frambling...?
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atsv au where captain stacy shoots gwen the second time he raises his gun and miguel and jess are just a second too late to stop him and they whisk her away to get medical help in 2099 and miguel imprints on the dying girl in his arms as he tries and succeeds carrying her away into a new life redeeming his past failure and gaining a daughter all in one fell swoop. another easy adventure as spiderman.
#across the spiderverse au#gwen stacy#miguel o'hara#he'd be nicer#reluctantly#miguel mostly trying to wrap his head around george stacy shooting his own daughter after he'd seen her face#miguel can't imagine doing the same to gabriella#just the most devoted father can't understand captain stacy acting on fear instead of love for his child in a moment of confusion#miguel mentors gwen instead of seemingly just throwing her to the multiverse wolves#also would tell jess not to take out her own trauma on gwen#even though miguel knew her husband was gonna die (probably right) and didn't tell her and he is a hypocrite#im having emotions in this chilis tonight
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