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potionpeddlerpatchy · 2 years ago

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I have plenty of potions.

All kinds for every need and situations a traveler like yourself will find yourself in. If you feel brave enough to want one. Some are made for obtaining love, others strength and power, some even for beauty or happiness. Whatever any heart desires can be made and found by me.

But they cannot be bought, oh no. There is a reason many call me and my small business a failure, as I give my wares away for free. One potion to one person. The only catch is, I decide what potion you get; what potion your heart truly needs.

So, will you trust this failing potion seller?

I seem to find myself alone in my little shop coming up to the New Year - and though I do not mind, company during New Year festivities is always nice - so please partake if you like.

As this little event, ask game, whatever you like to call it is exactly what you think! A fun little mystery! All you have to do is go into my ask box and ask for a potion and I will give you one, and perhaps write a little drabble on the outcome of that potion when you use it.

I can and will add your favourite character to the drabble, you just gotta specify who when making your request!

So, for example, “Hi Patchy, I want a potion for dealing with <insert favourite character>

Or, “Hi Patchy, can I have a potion. I really like <insert favourite character> and need something that can help with it.”

And the rest, as they say, is history! Well… it’s up to me, but you all can trust me!

Also, please be sure to read my rules before requesting! And, as always, my trusted and frequent visitors (moots) will have priority over the new travelers that make their way to my shop.

The sign for my little shop will say 'open' from December 30th at 12 pm (EST) until 11:59 pm December 31st. You have until then to request one of my creations; so, act quickly.

Or else it’ll be gone forever~

#I hope you can all join me for New Years #though if plans have already been made #please have fun for the both of us 💛#but if not company of all kinds would be welcomed #🔮.the peddler updates #🔮.the peddler's peculiar potion sale

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galactaknightyaoi · 13 days ago

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☀️ IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! 🌙

This is my gift to myself :) I drew my favorite guys ever.

For a while I've been itching to draw the wedding outfits from this post again. I made them up on the fly as I was drawing, but I actually really like how they ended up turning out. They're super cute!! (though, yet again, you can't see almost any part of Dedede's outfit... 💔)

But then I couldn't get it out of my head to make a companion piece for it, with their mirror versions. And so. I did. What they have going on is a little bit messy, though...

Marriage or divorce!! Take your pick.

#kirby #kirby series #meta knight #king dedede #metadede #dark meta knight #shadow dedede #mirror metadede #i do like mirror mtdd. like a lot. but poor planning ahead with hcs and ocs caused them to end up. kind of doomed in my thing lol #maybe i'll go in depth about it one day. as much as i can anyway. i haven't fully figured it out myself #my art #couple details:#mk's tooth gaps are probably one of my favorite parts of his drawing. they're just so cute i'm so glad i knocked his teeth out #while mtdd is on Non Descript Happy Place mirror mtdd is specifically in the dimension mirror level from katam and ktd #just slightly. sparklier and shinier. because that's just how i do things. and without the buildings #i did try to add them but it made everything busier than it already was #mirror mtdd's faces are obscured on purpose but if you look closely you can catch a peek of dmk's expression through his veil #which! it's meant to be kind of like a widow's veil.. symbolism and what not #i couldn't think of what the opposite of a star was so i did hearts (for the plating. cheeks. and pauldrons)#i fucked up the rings.. because i got my lefts and rights confused..#but i kept it Anyway because it looked cool. i'm sorry though it's so annoying once you notice #i still have the flats and a better look at ddd's outfit (and a Little of sddd's face)#so maybe i'll post that later #i think that's about it #i'm 20 today :) sigh. the passage of time #god the way this has been crunched sickens me. don't look closer actually

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years ago

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Just curious what the average level of personal investment in these sorts of things is. Like, how much do people usually get into silly stuff like this their friends ask of them? etc. etc. Which I know, only surveying a small sample on a very specific website means I'm not getting an exact average idea lol, but.. curious nonetheless .. Maybe reblog for bigger sample size but also this is not very serious at all/not worth a call to action gbhjbhjb

#which I know this could be context dependent like.. maybe you'd normally dress up but on a week that #you feel sick you wouldn't or etc. etc. - but I mean.. GENERALLY. in the most general average scenario #where you have the average amount of health and free time that you always do. etc. just based on your personality #and level of investment in these things - what on AVERAGE are you most inclined to do #also of course assume they communicate with you ahead of time and are not like planning a part last minute #like 'throw together costume in 5 hours and show up tonight randomly' or etc. I would hope that if we're going with the #AVERAGE of things - most people's friends have better communication skills than springing entire parties #on people last minute lol #assume you have like.. a few days-a week or so to prepare. however ealrly people usually start talking about #birthdays. In my experience it's usually one or two weeks ahead of time. Like 'oh next weekend' or 'oh two weeks from now' etc.#ANYWAY.. feeling a little Sick again of course but still trying to get some photos or something posted #AGAIN i promise I am not going to exlcusively post polls and ntohing else forever hgkjgnekj #I just really really love the ability to post polls and have always my whole life been obsessed with surveying people #I used to think I wanted to do that as a career somehow like.. be one of the people that does psychological interviews #or produce interview asessments for a company or etc. etc. I am always the one friend in the group thats giving out custom made #surveys or asking for other simialr stuff (did you ever take an mbti quiz? how about enneagra #m?? oh yeah I know they're not really scientifically valid or antyhing but like... DID you take them?? huh?? did you??please?? ghjj)#I simply cannot resist.. posting a little poll every once in a while.. as a treat #whilst I still fall behind on like actual content and costumes and stuff gbjhbjh #New poll adventure should be not as much of a wait as the last one was though since I already have the writing #for it really. I just have to do the ms paint sketch. hopefully no unexpected other health issues will get in the way #*** *** ***#< (anytime I do these three star patterns it is an ocd compulsion not me bleeping out words or something just ignore it lol)#(it means something secret in my evil brain just pretend you do not see it. significant only to me)#BUT YEAH.. ... poll... what type of costume party atendee are you?#:0c

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hella1975 · 10 months ago

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okay it's 1pm and i willingly unprompted said to my mate 'hey if we make this a competition on who can finish our finance report first that'll make us way more productive' (bc we're both hateful people) and she agreed and our deadline is 3pm i will keep you posted

#the fact im girlblogging at 1:09 when time started at 1 speaks volumes #tbh though ive got all the hard shit of the report down like i made all my datasets tables graphs AND variables already #and ive done all the research and written an essay plan i literally JUST need to type it up #which everyone keeps hyping me up about like 'writing is your forte this is easy for you' they're right too teehee #but BECAUSE i know it'll be easy i just cannot be fucking ARSEDDDDDDD ive been putting it off all day #hence deciding to make it a competition bc if there's one thing me and this bitch can do it's be spiteful little assholes #i HAVE to beat her #hella goes to uni

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iam-anordinary-human-orami · 7 months ago

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Give me Nicky creating a video full of blurry photos and awkward 2000s transitions for Neil's bday (not the actual one, the 31st of March one) with the "Bitch" song by meredith Brooks.

Lyrics come up, "I'm a bitch" and it's a still of Neil roasting on press duty

"Im a lover" Neil stealing a glance at Andrew, a small smile on his face

"Im a child" photo taken from high angle of Neil looking up at the camera, indignation all over his face, a granola bar in his mouth

"Im a mother" Neil pointing at Kevin chewing him out while Kev is saying sth arms crossed on his chest (or better yet, Kevin and Jean walking to opposite directions but there's a leash around their chest that Neil is holding)

"Im a sinner" shot of Neil eating pinneaple on Pizza and Matt and Dan looking horrified and disgusted on the background

"Im a saint" meme of the cat with the dozen knifes at its throat but on the face of the cat is a poorly cropped picture of Neil raising his eyebrow

#aftg #all for the game #neil josten #i just think hes neat #nicky hemmick #kevin day #andrew minyard #dan wilds #matt boyd #the foxes #also i think Nicky would have been so proud to have accumulated all the videos and photos he could get his hands on #purely because Neil hates taking pictures #and Nicky as a true gemini would have held on to them trying his best not to let it spill what hes preparing as a bday gift #when they watch the video Allison is howling from laughter #Matt and Renee are trying their best not to show their tears from laughing #Dan is taking a video of Neils reaction for safe keeping #Kevin is like why am i ugly in most if not all of these and Nicky respons with this aint your moment Queen Day stfu #also Nicky has added very hot pics of himself at the start and at the end of the video just fornit to be clear who made this #Neil doesnt laugh at all but chokes when theres a random pic at the end of Aaron edited in the among us interface #and theres the word impostor above his head #andrew is already planning to get nicky to send him the video even though he doesnt react at all during it #tsc #jean moreau

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magicalgirlmindcrank · 23 hours ago

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Blehhh

#so like #physical therapy and medical stuff has been cutting into my sleep for three weeks now #and yesterday we were up to like noon thirty cuz we had to talk to a lawyer #and a few days ago we asked her what the turkey day plans are #and she said dinner at 1pm. fucking one in the afternoon.#we've identified 1-3pm to her as the hardest times for us make cuz it's basically the middle of when we are sleeping #normally we try for ~9:30 am to be in bed or getting in #and up around 5 or 6 #and it's just #i know she's not doing it to single me out she's just an insane woman when it comes to her schedule #but it would have been nice if she ever made any effort to try make sure we could be included -_-#cuz this was an issue last few thanksgivings too #so she KNOWS about it #she can't not know about it #and idk #one of my sister's always got judgy about it cuz ~she works 60+ hours a week~#and i didn't show up on time to help cook cuz i needed a nap after work #and i KNOW she's gonna be a bitch about is not being at the gathering #though i don't think she'll contact me about it #and like #i would love to go honestly!#that's the kicker!#if it was at 4pm it something I'd absolutely go!#my sister's just moved so i won't get to see them often and i would like to visit with them #not to mention we could use a good free meal >.>#but like #fuck dude #we're already exhausted and we're kinda sick of having to meet my mom at a place that's unreasonable for us #so i guess it's Thanksgiving alone at my place of a bowl of chili with cheese and some potato salad #means we get stream at least

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bondagebimbo · 30 days ago

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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.

and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠

I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.

I’m just. I give up.

this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭

#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive #half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass #NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone #but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her #all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed #just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one #like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no #leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate #of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it #like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for #oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow #and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks #towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else #I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey #and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense #I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too #I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted #to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest #and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long #fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest #for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days

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wayfinderships · 5 months ago

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Good evening gamers!!! Seems like I missed promo hour which is a shame😔 I shall try to partake in it next time!

#pan rambles #honestly today has been a rollercoaster-afknsdksn #The morning was pretty good and I felt pretty productive!#and then the afternoon rolled around and I was Not Vibing and got extremely sad and anxious for no reason other than my brain being mean </3 #luckily though I managed to pick myself up a few hours ago and I'm feeling better now #not perfect- but better #on a happier note!!! I finished F.inal F.antasy 12 a while back!#I plan to start the Y.akuza series next!! I'm very excited!#Alas I'll probably not be immune to f/oing someone from that series #but I'm walking in pretty blind so idk who that would be just yet #Some pals have already made guesses so place your bets everyone! fjsnfksndks

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flufflecat · 1 year ago

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au where ed agrees to teach greed how to bond his soul to a suit of armor and 2 weeks later greed rekidnaps al and is like "hi its me again. i may have made a mistake. do you know how to not be armor anymore."

#greed fma #fullmetal alchemist #fma #al just like uh huh who could have told you that being armor is bad actually #greed in his 'learning that he should think things through' era #seriously though did he put any thought into this plan. any thought at all?#do you think his friends would have let him go through with it #or would they have been like 'oh sorry boss none of us are good enough at alchemy. guess you need to not do this stupid plan'#do you think he just frequently got stupid ideas of 'things ive decided i want this week'#and made them all go along with elaborate plans to try to accomplish them #greed already didnt like his shield bc he didnt like the aesthetic or something #my man do you really think you would have enjoyed being Armor #fluffle talks

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 month ago

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I gravitate towards jobs and such in which I make decisions, and prefer to live alone which comes with many decisions, and then do creative hobbies that require me to make so many decisions, and I thought "Huh, decisions are hard, what would a nice day without decisions look like?" And then I realized I just meticulously planned out a whole day of no decisions by just making the decisions beforehand.

#im so tired of decisions #rn im pretty new at my job so not too many decisions but still aome stuff i have to do independently #but my last job was so many decisions. i coordinated so much and if i did it wrong evryone hated me #and before that i was a shift lead #and for the last four years at summer camp ive been an area director #and this year i applied for an office position which is even hugher than area director #and im trying to move out of my parents house which comes with so many decisions #why do i keep doing this to myself #i like leadership and independence too fucking much and then im burnt out on it #and i would love just one day in which i didnt have to make any decisions #unfortunately i know myself and i know that someone else would not make the right decisions #so i want to make the decisions beforehand #and then someone else just executes the decisions for me. if that makes sense #like i want to tell someone 'tomorrow we will wake up at 9am and go get coffee. i want aan iced mocha #after that we'll go to target and get a quick lunch at qdoba. one hour after lunch i would like an iced caramel coffee #i would like to drink this coffee while we go on a walk along the lake #then id like to go home and knit for two hours. you may do something in the same space but it has to be quiet and non-distracting #then we will have such a late dinner. pizza unless you are willing to cook one of the three things i am always okay with #then i will peruse my phone until midnight. then i will sleep #i want to lay that all out for someone snd then they facilitate it #like they just know 'okay its 9am get up we're going for coffee.' 'alright its midnight put down your phone for sleeps'#all damn day they just do the decisions for me. even though i already made them so i know they were made right #idk if that makes sense. im just so tired #i was laying in bed before sleeping and decided to plan my perfect day of no decisions #and realized that it was not decision-free because i had just made every decision #did i mention how tired i am

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acourtofquestions · 2 months ago

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Dont be angry, Finnula said. Be smart.

#Chapter 23 #Kingdom of Ash #Sarah J. Maas #Elide Lochan #Finnula #no spoilers pls first read along w me chapter spoilers in post & tags below w more annotations/quotes/notes/reacts/perspective 3 of 4 #The City of Rivers… can Aelin get a City of Fire? cuz that would be cool & Elide already said “fear was another companion it can’t be worse #IT WAS LORCANS SHIRT😭 & he cared so much he lied so she’d use it from Gavriel/Rowan😭 OH ELORCAN😭😭😭#Yet this place seemed like a paradise. WHATS REAL? is it a Maeve illusion… but it sounds lovely; like Rowan could just fly around😭#Pink and blue flowers draped from windowsills; little canals wended between some of the streets ferrying people in bright long boats.#And though a good dose of fear would aid in her cover too much would spell her doom. -smart clever spy gal Annabeth Chase would be proud #And this city Rowan had told Elide had been built from stone to keep Brannon or any of his descendants from razing it to the ground.#when u know ur evil cuz you had to build in a backup plan for the day Brannons peeps eventually come to shut that shit down… my poor Aelin #Elide fought the limp that grew with each step farther into the city--farther away from Gavriel's magic… or Lorcan’s👀😭🖤🤨#okay Elide I see your mirror mirror Aos moves with the berry listen and compact trick she can do it with a broken heart #cycle. She hadn't been able to find the words anyway. Not with what it would crumple in her chest to even think them. WELL NOW IM CRUMPLED #As if she'd been weeping for weeks… yeah that fits the KoA vibes #But it wasn't the reflection she wanted to see. But rather the square behind her. — BRILLIANT QUEEN — lol thx Lorcan for having a mirror #if only anything could be a witch mirror then they could all cell chat and communicate cause the travel time in this one is rough #she was merely staring into a compact mirror no more than a self-conscious girl trying to fix her frazzled appearance — she is the best spy #A girl trying to muster some dignity. Let them see what they wanted to see-A girl far out of her element in this lovely well-dressed city #cornflower blue ALWAYS THESE SHADES #her golden-brown skin shone with an inner light. Her eyes were soft with kindness. And concern.#had always made them foolishly off guard and eager to get away. To tell her what she needed to know. — funny 2 watch Elide do this after HoF #The sort of voice Elide had always imagined great beauties possessing the sort of voice that made men fall all over themselves.#Cairn. One of the males swore; the other scanned Elide from head to toe. But the two females had gone still. — agreed he’s the worst #the portrait of hope—yeah child’s right cause no—Elide always naming people—If you escaped Cairn don't go looking for him again.—true #Cairn is blood-sworn to our queen. Still makes him a prick TRUTH — doesn’t need to be a far to catch the lie — WHERE IS SHE DAMNIT #She was about to do it again wheen… The dark-haired beauty from the tavern was standing behind her. — SHIT #Maeve was not in Doranelle. How long would that remain true? Had to make the next performance count. — how many had she done this already?🥹😭

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seventh-district · 5 months ago

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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold

#Seven.txt #writing stuff #thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe #wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life #i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever #i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel #nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao #it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts #anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months #i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff #not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck #so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally #the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit #and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better #so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic #then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot #i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again #and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline #so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done #but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy

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mymelodyisme · 6 months ago

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👉🏽👈🏽

#I’m kinda nervous about our trip to universal now #I already knew it was going to be a lot of walking and that I’m going to be incredibly exhausting but hearing my best friend say it made me #a lot more nervous #the trip is for her cousin and I know she wants me there but I’m going to slow them down by a lot 🥹#they could get sooooo much done and a lot faster 🥺 I feel like I’m going to get so tired so quick because I AM fat and unhealthy and #she’s going to prioritize me and her cousin’s not going to have a good time #🥹 and then i mentioned that this summer I plan on walking laps around our city’s biggest park and they laughed #they as in my best friend and another friend and no not in a mean way no she wouldn’t ever #more of haha yep gotta prepare #but it still hurt a little because yeah #I do have to prepare #I need to get my body used to walking for long periods of time and I wanna lose a little big of my stomach so I don’t have to do the walk of #shame from the rides. the friend already said one of them isn’t for big girls 😭😭 I’m still gonna try it but I’ll need to be prepared to be #rejected #anyways im 🥹 sometimes I really wish I wasn’t me that I could have been born with a more socially acceptable body #I can’t even feel that way comfortably though because I am the way I am by my own fault #melifails

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arbitrarystrawberry · 11 months ago

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#my brother is one of the best people ever #he's funny and creative and smart and sensitive and thoughtful and generous #and I love him so FRICKIN much #and people being mean to him makes me want to PUNCH THINGS #the frickin bus monitor for the bus he drives made him cry yesterday #she's such a MISERABLE HUSK of a woman #and I hate how she treats him #and I know he's capable of a lot more than I sometimes think #I know he's a grown adult and he can handle himself #but GAH this fricking WOMAN #he tried to do the right thing he tried to be a mature responsible person and talk to her directly but she was just MEAN #I'm just glad that he didn't get to say everything he'd been planning to (even though he was upset about that)#bc he'd been planning to tell her that he's autistic #I guess to try and help her understand where he's coming from #(also related to the fact that he drives a special needs bus and one time a few weeks ago she screamed at one of the kids)#(which obviously made my brother uncomfortable)#(but he was scared to say anything bc he said 'if she has no problem yelling at an autistic 5-year-old #she'd probably have no problem yelling at an autistic adult')#but yeah I can't see her being respectful about it if she knew he's on the spectrum #would probably try to use it against him since she's already been complaining about him to their boss #(which is why my brother finally tried talking to her yesterday)#(bc he's acting like an ADULT and trying to discuss with her directly instead of going behind her back like she's doing)#and gaaaaahhh I just HATE this for him #can't vent about this on the discord since we're both in there and I don't want him to know just how upset I am about this #I know he worries sometimes about burdening people #but he's just so GOOD and wonderful and I HATE that there are people who don't see that #I hate it I hate it I hate it #this fricking woman #personal

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elytrafemme · 11 months ago

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having depressive episodes in college is such a weird experience because it's like. i'm watching these stars projected onto the ceiling spin around my friend's dorm while my friends play minecraft parodies, and inevitably there's some shitty beer, and i'm laying upside down on a couch until i start thinking about killing myself. and i'm like damn! go back brush my teeth change into pajamas, well, i don't know if the happy days are worth these ones. but i've got lunch plans tomorrow, so i guess it'll have to suffice.

#neg #suicide tw #like i need to answer my friend bc he just saw me five seconds ago so he knows i'm on my phone #and it's a really easy question but like. i don't want to get lunch with him #because we've been at the hip since semester started and i just. i don't know.#i don't like this. i really don't like this.#i don't feel real around my friends these days #like i'm artificially placed. like my personality has completely changed #and some people like it more and some people really hate it #i know the solution is to sleep but like. this is before the depressive episode #i already knew i was acting wrong. and i made plans these next two days and i have people i go to class with #you can never truly be alone in college but like. i don't know #i think if anyone was going to have it happen it was going to be me #i don't feel like i'm capable of this #whatever though. i'll watch a video braid my hair write a poem i'll be fine. i'll be fine.

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ravenxbones · 1 year ago

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🎃 PUMPKINHEART WISHES YOU A HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2023! 🎃

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#warrior cats #warriors #warriors oc #oc tag #hallowclan #pumpkinheart #i thought i wouldn't be getting anything out for halloween this year tbh like i didn't have any writing done #and the drawing i was TRYING to do made me so frustrated and was turning out so bad that i new i wasn't going to have time to finish it #like i would have had to either put in SO much work to fix it or completely start over. either way i didn't have time #soooooo i changed what i was going to do to something simpler. and its still thematic because pumpkinheart and her whole clan are already #halloween themed :) yay #anyways. hope you guys still like it #even though its not the halloween killjoys drawing i HAD been planning. boo #also hi. i'm queuing this at 3 am #and i am terrified. of mcr doing something. if i seem calm rn it is because now at 3 am nothing has happened yet.#so if something HAS happened when you see this know that i am not doing well. thanks

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