#those eyes of theirs are just begging me to give them love and attention tho
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just fell to my knees look at how cute they are
#ik this is pretty late i was just wondering if i should post abt it or not#those eyes of theirs are just begging me to give them love and attention tho#NEED HAIR DOWN UME VERSION NEOW#and the missing first year gang đ„čđ„č#wind breaker#wind breaker (nii satoru)#look up figures
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NSFW Alphabet || Katsuki Bakugou
I had so much fun with this! Vodka may or may not have been involved in the making of this little ditty. đž I hope you shameless hussies enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it. đ©
*Exhibit A:
(Source)
A = Aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
I feel like he gets clingy asf, but plays it off like it's something he's doing for your sake. He'll probably never admit that he feels so vulnerable after sex, but he does. If it was a rough session - which it usually is with him - he'll ask if you're okay, if you're hurt anywhere, kiss any marks he left on you - he's such a protective hero boi.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
His: he's not gonna lie, he's fully aware of how well-endowed he is. He really is proud of his cock, the way it makes you sing when he works it - and he knows how to work it okay? Favorite non-sexual body part - his arms. He works hard to keep them cut (as in lifting, not cutting). đŹ
Yours: listen, Katsuki is an ass man through and through. Go ahead and tell me I'm wrong, I'm đđŒ not đđŒ listening đđŒ. He loves to watch the subtle ripples he sends through your ass cheeks when he's driving into you from behind. Also, our big scary boomboom man appreciates a nice, thicc pair of thighs. Bonus points if they're muscular/toned - he loves the way it feels when your thighs have such a strong grip around him.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Let's just say our boy's orgasms are explosive. He cums hard and loud, shooting long ropes of his hot seed. Consistency is about average, not too thick, not to thin, but there's a lot of it. He doesn't taste too bad - salty, but not too bitter. You're more likely to gag from the sheer volume and force of his cum hitting the back of your throat than the flavor.
His precum gets honorable mention here. It's fucking delicious. That is all.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
It took him no less than 2 years into your relationship to tell you this, and if you ever tell anyone he might actually kill you, or at the very least make your ass bleed. He hasn't gotten to the point that he's ready to try it yet, but he's not entirely opposed to the idea of you pegging him. Someday. It kinda does make his balls tingle a little just thinking about it tbh. He hasn't yet, but he thinks he might be ready to try working up to it and is really close to asking you to stick a finger in his ass and stroke his prostate. He's heard how good it feels and he's super curious to find out for himself.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
Not very experienced, actually. He's only had 1 or 2 lovers before you, BUT he's determined to be #1 at everything. Couple that with how perceptive he is and you've got yourself a winner of a loverboy. He's going to make damn sure that, even if things don't work out between you two, he will always ALWAYS be the best you've ever had. No other man will outdo him, E-V-E-R.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Doggystyle all the way, baby. As stated before, he loves watching your booty jiggle every time he slams his hips against it. He gets off on spreading your ass cheeks to watch his slick-coated cock slide in and out of you. God he just loves hitting it from behind, makes his dick so fucking hard.
Bonus 2nd Favorite Position (couldn't help myself): you on your back with your ankles on his shoulders, your ass lifted off the bed, him on his knees and hugging those thick thighs of yours, keeping them closed as he reams into you. (Slight variation of this one: he leans over you, nearly folding you in half, putting you back on your shoulders with his hands pressing into the mattress beside you, angling you such that his prominent corona rubs over your g-spot as he drills down into you. 10/10 you're gonna scream his name when (not if) your liquid gushes all over him.)
Tell me the truth, am I a disgusting human being? Here are all the fucks I give:
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Bakugou is serious asf about his sex game. This is not the time to joke around or poke fun at him, understand me? If you do he will get pissed and either fuck the silly out of you, or if he's feeling particularly ruthless he'll just stop altogether and let you ache for him as punishment until you beg him for release.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He takes care of his body, paying a lot of attention to his hygiene, which includes manscaping to keep his pubic hair trimmed and kempt. The carpet's just a shade darker than the drapes, like a honey blond. If he lets it grow out, it sticks straight out just like his head hair. It's actually kind of funny and he hates it.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
*sigh* Let's be honest. Katsuki is not the super romantic type, at least not outwardly. However, if he realizes something he's doing is hurting you - physically or emotionally - he's going to stop dead in his tracks and hold you close, push his fingers through your hair, and tell you how much he loves you and how safe you are. He can be rough and he can be an asshole, but if he thinks he's genuinely hurt you at all, he's all over you, doing everything he can to make you understand that he will never let anyone hurt you, especially not himself. Got that?
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He doesn't jack off very often. You two share a very active sex life so he doesn't see the need to. If you have to be apart for more than a day or two, he'll rub one out. Or if the need hits him particularly hard and you're not available or in the mood, he's not above closing his eyes and reaching into his pants to wrap his thick fingers around his cock and start tugging.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Lord Baby Jesus, where do I even begin? Kinky, kinky Katsuki. This man should come with warning signs and disclaimers.
First of all, he dom asf okay? Even if he lets you play with his ass someday, he's gonna be bratty about it. He's going to top from the bottom, hashtag facts. And trust that he WILL own you afterwards to securely reestablish his dominance.
Giving and Receiving: Hair pulling. DIRTY TALK - you think he's got a potty mouth in the streets? His mouth is downright filthy between the sheets. Loves it when you dirty talk right back to him. "You love taking my fat cock, don't you princess?" "Mm yessss, fuck me, Katsuki! Your cock feels so fucking good babyyy!" He eats that shit up.
Giving Only: Degradation. Praise. Spanking. Cockwarming. Dom/sub/power play. Shibari/ropework (he tried it bc you wanted to and he fucking loved it). Creampies. Begging. Discipline. Ravishment.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Literally anywhere inside your home/homes - bed, bathroom/kitchen countertops, kitchen/dining table, office desk/chair, any piece furniture is fair game really, up against a wall, washer/dryer, the fucking floor, ugh just all the places to fuck. Not one square foot is sacred tbh.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Wear something that showcases the curve of your butt. Doesn't have to be revealing per se, matter of fact he'll get possessive as fuck if you're showing too much skin in public. At home/privately though? He can't help himself. Dat ass tho...he is going to smack it hard enough that it stings and that's final, understand?
Tease him. You can't be obvious about it though. If he senses that you're doing it on purpose, it'll just backfire. But if you just so happen to brush against his crotch when you squeeze past him, it'll drive him crazy. Go commando in short shorts/skirt and cross your legs just so, his dick will twitch. Even better if you do shit like this in public where you know he won't act on it. But when you get home you best believe he's going to dick you down so hard, won't even bother to take said shorts or skirt off.
His ears and neck are his most sensitive erogenous zones. Whisper in his ear or kiss his neck and he's going to grit his teeth in an effort to fight back the shudder that threatens to rattle his bones.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
Let's get one thing straight. Katsuki Bakugou does not share. This is non-negotiable. He will not agree to anything involving additional people - cuckolding, threesomes, orgies, exhibitionism, voyeurism (unless it's him watching you pleasure yourself - that he will gladly do, and probably start palming himself in the process).
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Loves giving and receiving. Giving puts him in full control of your pleasure, receiving makes him feel like you're worshipping his cock, which you probably are. Have you seen this man's cock? Of course you have. Gatdamn.
Y'all, Katsuki's so good at eating pussy. Like how does one get that good at eating pussy? I don't even know, but god the way he flicks his hot tongue over your precious, tiny bud before wearing it down like a fucking feed bag? It's unnatural. Like it could be his backup quirk if blowing shit up doesn't work out. You've seen the way he licks his lips when he gets excited, everyone has.* He doesn't even bother swallowing while he's feeding on you so you just be dripping in slick and saliva and he's just slurping away. It's lewd.
*See Exhibit A above.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
You already know this, but I'll say it anyway. His go-to fucking style is fast and rough, dominant and relentless, hard and dirty. But every once in a while he'll want to take you slow and deep and passionate. He'll hold you so tight in his arms and chest, you'll have to tap his shoulder sometimes to let you breathe. And he'll just roll his hips so fucking thoroughly both of you will feel every last inch, his pubic bone rubbing your clit so hard. You've told him so many times how much you love it when he makes love to you like this, but he maybe makes it a rare treat on purpose. đ Little shit.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Quickies are difficult for our boy. It's not that he's against them, it's just that he savors every drop of sensuality, he has a tendency to draw the pleasure out as long as possible. He canât help it.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
The idea of having public sex turns him on, but he's only done it with you a couple of times when he was 10000% sure you wouldn't be caught. He can't risk doing anything that would tarnish his reputation and goal of becoming the #1 Hero. He might be freaky as hell, but he needs a sex scandal like an Alaskan needs a refrigerator.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He loves you long time. He's a Taurus for fuck's sake (well, Aries/Taurus cuspie, but that just sweetens the deal). Great stamina. Grinds you down like a whetstone. Can last as long as he needs to to ensure you cum for him as many times as it takes for you to beg him to stop. If he feels himself getting too close while you're blowing him, he'll stop you and go down on you instead. If he's inside of you, he'll pull out and start kissing all over your body, sucking, nipping, licking until his urge to cum passes, then he pushes it right back in and keeps going.
If on the off-chance he does cum before you, he'll be ready to go again in about 20-30 mins. Just give him some motivation, he deserves it.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He didn't own any toys when you first got together, but you did. He hated the idea of you using them though, especially when he's right there with you. You've since assured him that you don't want to use them to replace him, but to enhance the pleasure. So now you do use them from time to time.
The first time you managed to coax him into using a toy together, it was a small wireless bullet with a remote. When you brought it out and showed it to him, there was a wild glint in his eye. He carefully inserted the vibrator into you, his cock slowly following suit. He loved the fact that he had complete control over this thing, but later complained because the sensation of it against the head of his cock made him cum too fast. He still wants to use it sometimes though. đ
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Oh he can be so unfair. He loves teasing you until you're begging him to put his cock inside you. He's not so much into orgasm denial per se; he just loves to hear you beg him for shit - to let you cum, to suck his dick, to stop fucking you when you're overstimmed, etc.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Lol he's fucking LOUD! And he's going to make you cum so hard that you're screaming his fucking name. There was a time when one or both of you lived in an apartment and the neighbors would bang on the wall behind your headboard.
Shit, what sounds does he NOT make? He growls, moans, grunts, groans, yells, swears, fucks you so hard you can hear the wet sound of slapping skin, hell even the bed protests. Another reason he doesn't fuck in public - he can't stay quiet enough to be discreet about it.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Okay, as much of a wild sex beast as he is behind closed doors, he gets embarrassed so easily when your sex life is so much as hinted at around others. It's legit funny how flustered he gets about it.
If he goes into work real tired and Kirishima says, "Hey Bakubro, you look like shit this morning. You and (y/n) stay up too late?" while doing the finger in the hole gesture, Katsuki will just "Shut the fuck up, Shitty Hair, or I'll blast your ass right through that fucking wall!"
Or if you two go out together with friends and the girls are talking about sex-related stuff, Katsuki will just roll his eyes and try to ignore it. But if one of them is all "So, (y/n), does Bakugou ever like accidentally let off explosions while you're doing it?" and you wink and say, "Only when he's especially *cough* frustrated *cough*". Katsuki will go red from his neck up to his hairline and start stuttering, sparks flying from his palms. "H-hey, d-don't tell them sh-shit like that! I-it's none of their god-goddamn b-business, (y/n), what th-the f-fuck?!" Meanwhile, you and the girls are in stitches while he stomps away, just mortified, bless his heart. When you catch your breath from laughing you'll follow it up with, "Looks like tonight's gonna be one of those nights", and you all lose it again.
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
As has been mentioned, Bakugou's well-endowed. I figure he's packing about 7.5-8" in length x just under 2" wide. He takes some getting used to, that's for damn sure. Oh, and he's more of a shower than a grower. Like around 6" long x 1.5" wide when flaccid. Katsuki + sweatpants/basketball shorts = swinging dick print, alright sis? Take notes, this motherfucker visibly jumps when he does, class dismissed.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Eh, he's surprisingly not ridiculously horny. Maybe a little above average sex drive? A lot of times hero work just takes it out of him and he comes home utterly exhausted and just needs a soft place to land, and you provide him with all the love and nurturing in your heart. â€
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Depends, really, on the time of day and what type of day it's been. If it's late (like past 9pm lol) and he fought more villains than usual that day, he's probs gonna pass out pretty soon after. If it's earlier in the day - especially first thing in the morning - it gets him pumped and almost comically genki.
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Not Everything Is What It Seems
Prompt: Y/N finds herself in a quite scary scenario with a stranger(is he tho?) Samoan in her bedroom (I know itâs a shitty preview that I just gave but I donât wanna ruin the story ok?! Hahaha)
Word count: I honestly lost the count,but itâs long-ish
Pairing: Roman Reigns/Reader
Warnings:+18,smut,consensual non-consensual,name calling,light bondage,slight degradation and slight chocking,oral male(receiving),oral female (receiving).I think thatâs it??!!
Notes: Ok,so Iâm really nervous about posting this! Itâs my first ever fanfic so please be nice to me??! Also I just wanna put it out there that Iâm not a English native speaker so I apologize in advance for any misspelling also my writing English is a little rusty so you know,give your girl sometime to adjust hahahaha.I love reading the amazing fanfics about Roman that some of the lovely ladies around here write and I thought with myself âwhy not,right?!â Even tho I know that my writing will NEVER be as good as theirs,but you know I was bored and had the scenario on my mind for a while now,so here you go and I really hope you can enjoy it!đ
I woke up to the strange feeling of something heavy around my hips.As my brain started to slowly get off from itâs slumber I started to search for whatever had disturbed my sleep,the bedroom was still dark and the only lighting source came from the digital watch at the night stand.
â1:44 a.m.â I sighed âYou have got to be kidding me!â. I slowly moved my hand to turn on the bedside lamp so I could have some light in the bedroom,when I notice that something was restricting my moves.âWhat the hell?!â I thought to myself. I started to tug at my arms when I notice they were bound to the headboard.âOh God please let this be a nightmare!â I silently prayed to whom ever was listening.Then suddenly I notice a large manly figure seated on a chair near my bedroom door.âI knew I shouldâve not let Amber tell me all about those freaking shadow man stories she saw on the intern..â My train of thoughts stopped when I saw that figure get up from the chair,and slowly but firmly,walk towards my bedside lamp..
*Flick*
âYou know,you got me scared for a moment there,I was beginning to think that I had put it too much chloroform on the rag.â
My eyes were still adjusting to the light so I heard him before I could see him,and when my eyes finally found the large Samoan man owner of that deep voice,my brain got numb and my jaw dropped.
âWhat the actual fuck are you doing here?Why did you tied me to the bed? Are you going to kill me? You son of a bitch!I knew I should never have talked to you,shouldnât have trusted you!Everybody told me you were a sick pervert but this??âI yelled.Before I could continue,one of his large hands covered my mouth and he leaned in so his voice was just a whisper.
âNow you listen to me Y/N,and you listen very carefully.I let you have your little fury attack but now thatâs enough! I donât take shit from no one,so you better watch your mouth and choose your words very well âcuz you might regret them!âHe let out a dark low growl that gave me goosebumps.
âThe first time I laid eyes on you,the very first thing that caught my attention were your lips.Lightly stained with a beautiful cherry red colorâ.He removed the hand that was covering my mouth,and started to stroke my lips with his thumb.âYou looked so beautifully innocent,so sweet...but at the same time there was this mischievous sparkle in your eyes,that gave a glimpse of your true colors.The woman every men wants..The sweet innocent little angel on the outside,âHe stopped caressing my lips,and placed his fingers around my neck,applying just enough pressure to make me feel dizzy.âBut the the most dirty,filthy,useless little fuck toy on the insideâ. He released the pressure around my throat so I could breathe properly,but he continued to hold my neck up to prevent me from looking down.
âArenât you baby? Tell me,if you arenât my sweet little fuck toy?!.âMy eyes started to tear up,given the primal fear I was feeling.âWhatâs the matter baby girl?Are you gonna cry?Aww my poor innocent girl.âHe chuckled.âDonât worry baby, I will fuck that innocence out of you,and after Iâm done,you will thank me!âHe got up from the bed,went to my beauty vanity and reached for the top drawer where I stored my false lashes,eyelash glue and...Oh no,the scissors!
âPlease,please donât do this to me..â.My voice was just a faint whisper as the tears now begin to run down my cheeks.âIf you let me go I promise you I wonât even press charges,just please let me go..If you need money Iâll give it to you,just please I beg you!Donât to this to me,please donât kill me..please...âI could see the cloth scissors on his hand.When he reached the bedside again he dropped to his knees and leaned his face to mine.
âKill you? Oh no baby,I could never kill you! Iâm just taking what is mine.â And with that he got up and cut my baby doll off leaving me naked on the bed.âSo fucking gorgeous!Youâre so much better than I have imagined!â With that he roughly kissed my lips,but when I didnât open my mouth to let his tongue slip through,he stopped his actions pull my hair hard enough to make me look up towards his gaze and said.
âWe can do this your way or my way baby girl...my way we both get fun,your way only I get the fun.Either way this IS going to happen.âThatâs when I notice he had already stripped his clothes,leaving on only his boxer briefs.âWether you want it or not...now just to prove my point..âHe pushed down his briefs just enough so his dick could spring free.*Oh my god heâs huge!Thereâs no ways in hell heâs gonna* My thoughts got cut off when I felt the grip in my hair tighten and him bring my head down towards his cock,the action surprised me,making me gasp giving him the opportunity he needed to slide his cock inside my mouth.âCâmon baby girl,thatâs it.Take everything baby..Oh fuck,so fucking goodâ.Being restrained to the bed and having his hand around my hair with a ferocious grip pushing me down towards his cock made me feel powerless,like there wasnât much I could do,and I was too tired to fight him back so I just gave in,and when I did he suddenly stopped and forced me to look at him.
âSo weâre doing this my way then huh?âHe chuckled.âGood,thatâs what I had planned from the beginning.â
He let go of my hair and went to the foot of the bed,kneeled down and started to kiss my inner thighs.
âYou know how long Iâve been waiting for this?Do you know how many times I have jack off thinking about this moment? Do you know how many times I came on my hand wishing it was your pussy instead?â.He locked eyes with me while his hand reached to my pussy and he started to slowly rub my clit in gentle but firm circles,just applying the perfect amount of pressure on it.âDo you know baby how many times Iâve imagined,what it would be like having you scream my name?Do you know..how many times I wondered what do you taste like..âAnd with that he buried his head between my legs.His tongue worked on my pussy like some kind of evil black magic,so good,so insanely good...Iâve had my fare share of partners but no one ever ate me out like that man was doing.And for a moment I forgot all he had done to me,the fear he made me feel and I just gave in to the pleasure.
âOh please...please just fuck me..â I moaned,in a voice so rough with lust that it didnât even sounded like my own.âPlease I need you inside of me,I need your cock stretching me out,please I beg you..â I didnât even felt that his tongue had stopped working on me,or that he was now kneeled between my thighs.âPlease I need..â Thatâs when I felt the hard deep thrust he gave and oh my,he entered me so harshly,and I could feel him so deep that I honestly thought I was going to pass out.
âFuck!Youâre so fucking tight,I canât even moveâ.He said,his face expression of pure bliss and pleasure that I could only stare at him in awe.
âJust so perfectly wet,fuck!â.As he continued to praise how good I felt around him,his eyes were glued to the vision of his cock disappearing inside my pussy.
âHarder,pleaseâ.I begged.
âIâm not gonna last much longer baby girl if I go harder,and I wanna savor this moment,Iâve waited for so long after all!âHe gave me one of his lazy smiles and I knew that I would cum at any minute now.
âIâm begging you,please just fuck me harder.I need it! Just ruin me please!â I whimpered.
âFuckâ He growled. âI want you to scream my name when you cum,do you hear me?!âHe yelled
âYes,I will!Just please fuck me harder.âWith that his grip on my hips became so vigorous that I knew they would be bruised up by morning.He fucked me so hard,so deep and so rough that the only thing I could do was scream.When I felt my orgasm building up,so fast,I whimper a faint âPleaseâ.
When he noticed he saidâYou better make sure you scream my name when you cum baby,so the whole neighborhood hears whoâs cock is making you feel so good.â And those words were the final push over the edge and I came screaming âOh Roman,Roman,Roman...â
âOh fuck baby,Y/N.â He came inside of me with a loud growl,and he thrusted into me slower and slower till we came down from our high.
My mind was still on a post orgasm mode when I felt he softly slide out of me,sit on the bed by my side,grab the cloth scissors from the night stand and cut the ropes freeing my wrists and slowly rubbing them to soothe the numbness limbs.Then he stroked my hair softly and asked.
âY/N,baby?Are you ok?Was I too rough to you love?â I couldnât help but smile to him,Roman was always like this,so kind,loving and caring.Thatâs why I was surprised when he agreed on this roleplay.
âIâm more than ok babe,you were perfectâI cupped his bearded cheek.âAs you always are!â
He gave me one of his one million dollars smile and leaned in to kiss my lips in the most tender way.
âWell Iâm glad to hear that!âHe chuckled.âYou know,at first, I was a little insecure about this whole consensual non-consensual roleplay thing, I was afraid I was gonna hurt you..but I must say baby,that was one of the most hottest things weâve ever done togetherâHe laugh.
âOh see,I told you you were gonna like it!âNow was my turn to laugh.âBut seriously Ro,thatâs why I wanted to do this with you.Because I trust you,and I know that you could never hurt me,not even if you try it!â I pulled him in for a kiss which he happily accepted.
âIâm glad you think this way baby girl,becauseâHe slowly squeezed my ass.âIâm already starting to have ideas for our next roleplay...â He smiled devilish to me and I couldnât help but think,what was going on inside that sick lovely mind of my husband?!...
#roman reigns#roman reigns one shot#roman reigns fanfiction#roman reigns x reader#roman reigns smut#wwe one shot#wwe fanfiction#roman reigns imagine#masochist writes
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Hi hiiii. This is my first time requesting but... would you mind writing Kita's NSFW Alphabet? MY MAN DESERVES THE HYPE ;) Thank youuuu <3
I didn't proof read this so feel free to correct any of my mistakes.
I'm so sorry I didn't make this GN, it's so hard to go into detail. đ„
NSFW Alphabet (Kita Shinsuke)
A = Aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
King of aftercare. This guy won't leave you unattended. He'll draw a nice warm bath for you. If he's feeling it, he'd take a bath with you. Gives you a body massage, which usually leads to another set of rounds, when he was extra rough that day. Will whisper that you did good taking him in, you won't even know if he's praising you or teasing you. Every thing he does for aftercare just makes you wanna have sex with him all over again.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
He loves his arms and back because that's where you usually hook on for support which also means he likes you marking him. He wouldn't even care if someone saw your scratch marks, he's low-key showing you off. He likes the way you grip on him like he's your only source of strength. He doesn't have a favorite part of your body though because that's all you. It's all his, you're all his. Why would he want a favorite? He loves every inch of your body and makes sure they receive equal attention.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
This guy wears condoms. Cleanliness. To avoid unwanted pregnancy. Cum? Straight to the condom. Sometimes when he's close, he'd pull out his dick, remove the condom and cum on you while his fingers do wonders to your hole. He does it raw with you sometimes â either you insisted on doing it and after asking if youâre sure many times, heâd comply or if heâs extra horny and heâs sure youâre on a safe day and on your pills.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
His left ear is extra sensitive and he likes it when you nibble on it and suck on the area behind it. He doesn't know you've figured it out, he just thinks it's your favorite spot to suck on.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
At first, since he solely relied on knowledge on paper and sites, he tested those out and it came out bad. He used to read sex articles and stuff found on the internet. Heâs intelligent enough to know vaginas donât smell like roses and taste like sweet candy as they described them to be. He then started to listen to the twinsâ conversations and eventually got caught up in those said conversations. You wonât change my mind that they exchange sex tips and tricks. Kita came to be their master or something. His dick kind of makes up for his lack of techniques and such during sex but still! He pleasures you. He does his absolute best to make you feel good. He asks you if you want him to go deeper, if you want him to thrust harder. He'd probably do anything and everything you want him to do as long as you're pleased.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Side fuck because he doesn't skip leg day. /j
Yes, side fuck â second to missionary. The side fuck but not reallyâŠ? God, I hate this, I donât know what itâs called. Basically, heâs on his side and youâre lying on your back. The first time he did you in this position, he had leg cramps and it was extremely painful but he enjoys this position nevertheless. He likes that youâre so close to his body, that he can see how your hole devours his cock, and of course, your lips are so close to him he can just turn your moans into heavy breaths in his mouth.Â
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He takes everything seriously and, of course, this isnât an exception. Okay, so, his grannyma tells him someone's always watching but he stopped caring. He doesn't get nervous about things he does regularly, on a daily basis. But y'all don't have sex daily (who does tho?), so he's kinda nervous and giddy (he doesnât show it). His top priority is to make you feel good always. Heâd usually whisper to your ear some lines that go like, âyouâre squeezing me so tight, I wonât go anywhere, Iâm all yours, babyâ without knowing this turns you on so fucking much.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Having black and white pubes would be weird so I'm saying it's black.. and thick. The aesthetic kind of thick (LOL, WHAT?). Okay, he's clean. He doesn't shave it fully but trims it every month because he knows the benefits of keeping your pubes. Neat guy, neat privates.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Kita showers you with compliments and words of assurance but it always comes out as dirty talk? Heâd say youâre so good â that he wants to come inside you so bad because youâre just begging for him to do so with how you squeeze him so tight. But then again, the way he whispers those three words turns you on more than any other thing he had said. His hands never leave your body. He doesn't seem like the possessive type but he want you to remember his touches.. and only his. He won't grip the sheets or the headboard whenever he pounds into you. He places his hands on your cheeks, neck, your waist. He pulls you close and moans in your mouth as he comes. Always.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Believe me, he doesnât jack off that often. Itâs not because of what his granny says that someoneâs always watching him but because he knows youâd come to him and youâd come for him. When youâre far away from each other, he canât help but miss you and your touch and thatâs where his trusty right hand comes into play. He always calls you when he jacks off. If youâre not available, heâd leave a voicemail so just be careful not listening to it in public.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Praise kink but reverse? LMAO, is this a thing? He likes it when he praises someone during sex, he likes the mewls coming out of your mouth whenever he calls you a good girl.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He likes to do it on the bed because a.) youâre both comfortable and b.) unlimited sex positions. He likes the way you grip on the bedsheets, the way your heels dig onto the mattress, how he can feel your warmth everywhere. The bathroom is another thing. He likes the coldness of it and the only source of heat is each otherâs body, he likes the way you make lewd faces when he fucks you in front of the bathroom mirror, when he eats you out while sitting on the toilet and how intimate you get under the running water.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
He gets harder even more that it hurts not to come inside your cunt when you try your best to not let out moans because his granny might hear you next door so he asks you if you if he can and youâd nod your head frantically because the way his cock throbs inside you as he comes makes you think that your hole was made for him.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
He kind of likes spanking you but caning is just a no-go.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Did you expect this? He prefers giving. I mean, come on, he solely relied on porn clips which are far from real sex and his performance was just a little below average before so he likes to think that giving the best oral to his current partner is an apology to what his previous partner/s had/have suffered but this doesnât mean he thinks of someone else during sex. Itâs just that⊠Fuck it, thatâs it. He prefers giving.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
This depends on the mood and occasion. I mean, I personally think people have the other side hidden in their deepest desires, they just didnât find the person to be with yet but in you and Kitaâs case, you communicate very well. You want him to go hard and fast? Heâd say okay. You want to be slow and sensual? Heâd start off with a sweet and passionate kiss.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He thinks itâs convenient and risky but hot. You guys donât do this often though because whatâs worse than getting horny in public and Kita locking you in a cubicle to calm yourself down because he suspected this would just be a wholesome date? But you have sex every once in a while, in their backyard garden and that was wonderful.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He doesnât usually ride with you whenever you suggest something in the sexual aspect because he sticks to what he knows and he only believes that certain things are possible when a witness or trusted articles support the claims. Youâd think he just doesnât want to do things with you but heâs actually considering your likes and dislikes. He, for sure, knows what youâd like and dislike because he closely keeps an eye on you.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He can go for two to four rounds in average. How long it lasts usually depends on you because he knows he can handle himself well, thrusting into you nonstop.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He doesnât like toys and doesnât understand why it doesnât make him feel things like how they described it to be in the articles he had read before when you guys tried toys but you insisted in giving him a cock ring just in case he wants to wait for you to call back when he masturbates.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Kita usually doesnât tease you although heâs already kind of teasing you when he compliments you during sex but he does once in a while. Heâd delay your orgasm as much as he can control himself not to ram into you faster and harder when he knows your horniness is out of the meter and whenever he senses you want some kind of teasing. How he knows when youâre like that? He says thatâs his sixth sense.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Kita Shinsuke never fails to let out a loud moan when he comes, itâs literally the best thing you heard from him. Itâs hot and deep just like how his dick is inside you. If he was going rough, youâd probably hear more of those moans, every spurt of cum from his dick makes him emit more of his beautiful sound.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He sleeps naked. Send tweet.
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
His dick is so pink and pretty â the best shades of nude and rose, Iâm not even kidding. He takes care of his body so much and you both take care of his dick. A six-inch dick is good enough, no? his biceps are everything, arms so strong he can fuck you standing for a long time.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
His sex drive is on the average level. Heâd have sex with you if you want to, youâd have sex with him if he wants to because somehow, your desires always match so itâs like your minds are saying you want to have sex⊠at the same time.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
As the king of aftercare, he only sleeps when you're taken care of already, when you're neatly tucked against him. Letting his lips curve into a smile, he can only then go to sleep.
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a; aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
he's honestly one of the most loving boys i've ever seen, aftercare is so important to him. he'll clean you up, bring you water or food, take a bubble bath with you, literally anything you need and of course, cuddles with you for the rest of the night, a lot of kisses on the cheek and lips
b; body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
his favorite body part on himself is his eyes and eyebrows and he knows how to use them to his advantage. on you i feel like he also really likes your eyes and lips, loves staring at them and seeing your eyes sparkle
c; cum (anything to do with cum basically)
his favorite place to cum is definitely inside you, even if he's wearing a condom he just loves to feel you close to him while he cums. i don't see him as being really messy when he cums tho, he doesn't cum a whole lot and he's more neat with it
d; dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
he's a shy boy at first and won't open right away about his fantasies but that doesn't mean that he doesn't have them. in fact, he often finds himself thinking about how you would look like with your wrists tied up with a pretty pink silk scarf around them, maybe even tying up your ankles as well so that your body is all sprawled out for him as he works his tongue over your clit, sucking gently, his long fingers sliding in and out of you until you've cum so many times that your legs are shaking and you're crying out for him to stop, but he loves to see you cum so much that he just can't and that's when he finds himself getting hard in his pants from the thought but too shy to share it with you
e; experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
i don't think he has a lot of experience and probably only had one partner before but he's eager to learn and pays attention to detail so he'll learn very fast about what you like and what you don't and will work really hard to be a good lover for you
f; favourite position (goes without saying)
xiaojun likes missionary and will fuck you that way most of the time but he also loves to fuck you on your side, having your back pressed against his chest as he thrusts into you and kisses your neck
g; goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
i don't see him as being goofy at all during sex, he takes it seriously so he won't joke around during the act otherwise it would just make him shy and awkward
h; hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
all i can say is that i see him as the type of guy to trim it well but not too much, he definitely doesn't like seeing it all shaved up, he just won't do that
i; intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspectâŠ)
xiaojun needs to be in a relationship with someone to have sex, he just doesn't see the point in doing it if love is not involved. he can be pretty romantic and slow, likes to take a long time with foreplay, it's important to him, and he's also sweeter at first
j; jack off (masturbation headcanon)
doesn't do it really often, maybe about 2 or 3 times a week. he needs to be completely alone, so he will wait until no one is at the dorms so he can have his privacy. he will have lube and towels ready before he starts. likes to tease himself over his pants first and then strokes his cock slowly, applying a bit more pressure and squeezing a bit harder when he gets to the tip. only moves his hand faster when he's about to cum and he sets a towel on his stomach so that things don't get messy and it's easier to clean up
k; kink (one or more of their kinks)
he's not the kinkiest of men but he still enjoys certain kinks like restrains [only soft delicate materials], oral [giving and receiving], overstimulation, forced orgasm and slight chocking
l; location (favourite places to do it)
i think his favorite place to do it really is the bedroom, there's not much to it
m; motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
gentle touches really get to him. soft kisses to his neck, your fingers lightly brushing over his cock and stomach, your hands running through his hair, it will just drive him crazy and he will have to fuck you right then and there
n; no (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
i think xiaojun wouldn't do anything that caused you pain, he would feel too guilty about it. might try it once if you really want it but i don't see him liking it or doing it again. also anything that is dangerous he will absolutely say no to
o; oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
he 100% prefers giving. not that he doesn't like your pretty lips wrapped around him but he just loves to see you melt under his touch. he loves tasting you and sucking gently on your clit until you're squirming and moaning and your juices are running down his chin. he gets hard just from thinking about it
p; pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
xiaojun is never too rough with you, he likes taking his time and making you feel good so he starts slow, almost teasingly slow, and then starts picking up pace but he never goes too fast. he likes hard and deep thrusts, likes to feel himself deep inside you and he takes his time finding all of your sensitive spots
q; quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
i don't think he would do it often at all. like i've mentioned before, he likes to take his time and make you feel good in all the ways possible and he just can't do that when having quickies. but if you're really horny and you beg for it he just won't be able to say no to his baby
r; risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
he's not really a risk taker and won't do sexual things in public that often, he's terrified of being caught in the act. but if you're inside the bedroom then he won't say no to experimenting a little bit. he won't be opened to every single thing but he wants to make you feel good and will at least try the things you're most into
s; stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they lastâŠ)
he won't go for many rounds himself, once he has cum i think that's it for him but when it comes to you that's a different story. he loves to see you cum and will make sure you do it more than once and in different ways too, so the sex itself will probably last a really good amount of time, he doesn't like rushing
t; toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
i don't see him using toys that often, he likes you to cum and moan because of him and not some toy but if he does have them then i think it would be something more cute and gentle, in terms of aesthetic and performance, he won't just buy anything that pops up. so probably a cute little pink vibrator or something like that
u; unfair (how much they like to tease)
i think he does it often but not intentionally. he just likes to be gentle with you and take his time so sometimes the way he touches you and the time it takes until he's actually fucking you might make it seem like he's teasing you
v; volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)
he's a little shy when it comes to moaning and will probably try to hold it in at first but once he gets comfortable he will start to let it out more and more. likes to moan, groan and breathes heavily. will probably try to muffle them against the crook of your neck
w; wild card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
a louder moan escaped between your lips as you threw your head back to give xiaojun more room to abuse the skin on your neck, his warm tongue and lips creating small little bruises for you to remember this moment later. "does it feel good, baby?" xiaojun's sweet voice brought you back to reality as his fingers kept working skillfully inside you, massaging your g-spot every time he curled them up and you had to admit he knew your body better than you did at this point. all you could do was whimper in response, your fingers tugging at his hair a little harder as he sped up the pace of his digits. "i wanna make you feel so good, baby. are you gonna cum for me? hm?" his words only made it harder to keep it all in and soon after you were clenching around his fingers, your juices running down his hand as you tried to catch your breath but weren't given the chance, since xiaojun was already face to face with your dripping core. and just as you were about to tell him that you couldn't do it again, he made you swallow your words as he flicked his tongue over your clit. "just one more time baby, please. you look so pretty when you cum for me."
x; x-ray (letâs see whatâs going on in those pants, picture or words)
i think xiaojun is either average length or a little bellow average. he's probably uncircumcised since he's chinese and circumcision is not very common there. i also think he isn't too thick or too thin, he's just in the middle
y; yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
he has a very average sex drive, doesn't get horny all the time but he enjoys sex and has it about 4 or 5 times a week. i also don't think it is super easy to make him hard, he needs to be in the mood for you to really turn him on like that
z; zzz (⊠how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
doesn't fall asleep right away, he prefers to cuddle and talk for a little bit before you both actually go to sleep. he always needs that little bit of affection right after sex
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A = Aftercare (What theyâre like after sex)
Because ya boi is part demon, he knows he might end up hurting you without meaning to. This makes him incredibly attentive to your needs after sex; heâll check if you need anything, if you enjoyed yourself, if you're ok, etc etc etc. If he somehow did end up hurting you, heâll feel like pure shit. He either wonât stop apologizing or get unnervingly quiet and spacey. Needs some reassurance tbh
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partnersâ)
Heâs got a lot of conflicting feelings about his body, but he probably likes his hands the most; he has a lot of control over them & he appreciates his fine motor skills
On the other hand, itâs not even sexual, but he canât get over your eyes. Not only do they remind him of his lost humanity, but he gets lost really easily in them. Loves seeing all the subtle shifts and changes depending on what youâre perceiving
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically⊠Iâm a disgusting person)
He cums, like, a lot. Itâs thick and dense, has a faint grey sheen to it, and tastes slightly metallic, which isnât entirely unpleasant
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He wishes he didnât, but he really gets off to your scent. When youâre not around and heâs in heat, heâll sneak into your room and jerk himself off, surrounded by the familiarity and comfort of your smell. He might even go through your underwear drawer & find a pair to get himself off to, either by shoving it against his face or fisting the fabric around his cock
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what theyâre doing?)
He had maybe one or two other partners before/during college. Itâs not nothing, but it isnât much, either. Heâd rather pay attention to your preferences anyways, so previous experience doesnât really matter to him
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
He likes anything with a good view of your face, so heâs a fan of missionary and cowgirl. Loves seeing your little reactions as heâs grasping onto your hips and rutting himself into you. He also canât get enough of eating you out, whether it be face-sitting or regular ol oral--he lives for the taste of your sex on his tongueÂ
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Heâs a bit more on the serious side, just cause of who he is as a person. Still, he isnât afraid of letting out a chuckle if something funny happens or if you crack a joke
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
Heâll trim or even shave if itâs an issue, but otherwise itâs pretty messy down there, ngl
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspectâŠ)
Mm he likes being very intimate. Lots of body worship & praise. When heâs nearing his end, he starts to unwind & his demonic side shows through. He just loses himself in how fucking good you feel, and thatâs when the love bites, bruises & scratches start making their appearances
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
He doesnât usually jerk off, just cause he generally keeps busy, but he does go into heat, and if you aren't around, heâll lock himself in his room & try to get himself off wishing you were there to help
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Heâs pretty vanilla ngl but um,, biting kink? Does it even need to be said?? He tries to keep it under control cause he knows it could really hurt you, but sometimes he just canât resist sinking his teeth into your flesh while youâre moaning and squirming so deliciouslyÂ
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
He likes it in your bedroom, just cause heâs surrounded by your scent. His room is fine as well cause that means youâll have his scent. Anywhere private where you can safely have fun is fine by him
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Your scent, the taste of your skin, your little cries and whimpers, your thighs that are just perfect to grasp onto and rut himself into--
N = NO (Something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
Heâs kinda iffy on being tied up or restrained, cause heâs scared it might trigger the demon and he does not wanna lose control during sex
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Lives to go down on you. Any place, any time. Itâs practically a hobby at this point. Heâll beg you to sit on his face if he has to
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
He starts off sensual but ends up going hard, fast and amazingly rough. He just canât seem to help himself when you look so cute and flustered beneath him~
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
Heâd rather get down and dirty into it, having you all to himself for an extended amount of time. But heâs also not against quickies. And sometimes when heâs starting his heat, he needs to pull you aside & fuck you raw, risks be damned
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Heâs alright with experimenting, but he probably wonât be the first to bring it up. He doesnât wanna take unnecessary chances, though he will try it every once in a while if you really want to
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they lastâŠ)
Heâs got the stamina of a god. Doesnât tire easily at all and most definitely will make you cum before he even considers it himself. He can go for pretty much as many rounds as you want
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
He doesnât own any because he never really had that many partners to experiment with. But heâs definitely considered getting one for himself during his heats. Heâs just never followed through. Would love getting you a butt plug just so you can feel nice and full when heâs stuffing himself into you
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Not much of a tease unless heâs feeling sadistic when going down on you. Heâll only push one finger in and kiss and nibble around the spot where you need it most, chuckling when you wriggle your hips and whine his name
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Little grunts here and there. If youâre being really intimate, he might purr. When heâs near, he curses under his breath and itâs fucking hot and he might growl if heâs being teased. Snarls when heâs in heat
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Heâs a thigh guy. Loves digging his fingers into them when youâre riding his face and heâs getting smothered. Also, thigh fucking when heâs in heat? Yes please. Loves scratching, slapping and making a mess out of them
X = X-Ray (Letâs see whatâs going on in those pants, picture or words)
Heâs pretty average, maybe just a bit bigger. Uncut. Curves a bit to the side in a way that makes it easier to brush against your sweet spot
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
He doesnât have the highest sex drive in the mansion, but when his heats hit, they hit hard. He needs to lock himself away because itâs that intense
Z = ZZZ (⊠how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He likes waiting for you to drift off first, because he needs less sleep than humans do, and he also likes watching over you while youâre at your most vulnerable. Heâs flattered you trust him enough to sleep with himÂ
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&&. is that ( Naomi Scott )?? no, itâs just ( Reha Elizabeth Mokani ). They are an ( Heir ) of ( England ). They are ( Twenty-Four ) years old and their birthday is the ( 26th ) of ( December ) which makes them a ( Capricorn ). Â they are ( determined & stoic ) and ( analytical & pragmatic ) but, unfortunately, also ( greedy & scheming ). those traits just make them a ( Ravenclaw ) and in scientific terms an ( INTJ ). Theyâre a ( Lesbian ) and the plazaâs ( thespian ). Their theme song is ( Wild Things ) by ( Alessia Cara ). Their interests include ( history & art ). They used to practice ( English Protestantism ) and is a supporter of the ( Labour Party ). Their quirk is ( writing reminders all over her arms ) and their favorite quote is ( We realize the importance of our voices only when we are silenced. ) by ( Malala Yousafzai ) because ( it makes them feel powerful and they connect it to their life and the things they have over come so far ). last but not least they ( donât ) believe in true love.
warning for long ass bio, if you know Reha feel free to skip all the way to NOW part - hit me up for plots tho! or like this and iâll message you.
BASICS
Name: Reha Elizabeth Mokani Age: 24 Ethnicity: English & Indian (unknown) Sexuality: Lesbian Gender: Non-Binary, currently questioning specifics Pronouns: they/them (occasionally she/her especially when talking about themselves in the past or when with people they are not comfortable talking about that with)
BACKSTORY - The sun will come out tomorrow
Reha was born at 3 am the day after Christmas. Her mother, a beautiful young woman alone in a big city had held her close to her chest - brown eyes barely opened yet - kissed her forehead and gave her her name. Gave her both of her names, wrapped her up in a pretty white blanket, embroidered by hand that she had made herself, and worried out of the hospital as soon as she was capable. She had to drop Reha off- to protect her, to protect herself in a country mourning the death of its queen.
At least this was the story Reha told themselves in their childhood. All they really had of their mother was a note - a small thing. Barely a page long, with fast handwriting that Reha would pour over in their youth. Analyzing every letter. Tracing ever gracious curve with their finger until it was engraved in memory.
All the letter really told them was the identity of her father. But it was enough. Enough to get them through childhood fights, and countless foster homes.
To rowdy. To loud. To messy. Doesnât get along with the other children. Hit someone. Caught stealing. To Tomboyish. To much.
There were countless reasons why they were kicked out or moved around - but the results were simple. Reha didnât have enough time to be anywhere to create any roots . Had no friends, and trusted no adults. The only thing they had was that letter.
And for all of it, it was enough
It was enough to keep them motivated- to get the one family they felt that they could. Their father, a brother they had seen on tv for as long as theyâd been alive. Living a better life than them, with a family to call his own. But soon it wouldnât matter. Soon it would all be theirs as well. They would finally belong somewhere.
And itâs not like it was easy to grab the Kings jacket sleeve when he visited the orphanage. To refuse to let go as they quickly told him the whole story, their mother the beautiful woman, love of his life. The daughter he never knew he had, that he had always waited for. As they had for him. The letter. The letter they had as prove.
They will never know what possessed King Arthur of England to take them seriously that day. The most hateful part of them said it was all a show for the cameras. The poor orphan is confused weâll invite her for Christmas.
The hopeful part - the one that stayed up past their bedtime tracing the letters with their finger dreaming of a place to call theirs - wanted to believe he saw their mother in that young child.
ROYAL LIFE - No finger will you lift my dear
getting used to the royal palace was... a challenge.
The family they had hoped for was - broken, hostile and at times nonexistent. Â
Their father barely paid them any attention preferring to focus on his son - Vincent. The one he had raised. He was never outright rude to Reha, but it was like they was invisible once more.
Unless that was - if being seen was the point. The orphan girl turned princess was the headline of every newspaper - and soon they were known all over the world. A new member of a royal house is always great news - one at the age of 12 was unprecedented.
And with being an official member of royalty came the rules. They had to be clean up and proper at all times, their voice, accent, clothing, and walk was fussed over by a variety of people. They had tutors at all subjects - all while being told how unsuited they were for all of it. Perhaps not to their face - but Reha had always been good at hiding and getting what they wanted.
As they grew older the desire to prove people wrong grew as well. They wanted above all else their father's approval, attention and hopefully love. But those feelings quickly turned sour.
They despised Vincent for all the attention he got- both from their father as well as all those that criticized them. Grew to hate their other siblings for getting in the way of their goals. Isolated themselves as they had done in their youth - this time not in dreams of a family but in those of power. Let these consume them until nothing else mattered.
FIRST TIME HERE - Itâs a hard knock life
Thatâs how Reha first arrived at the program. With an objective and a goal in mind. They would get supporters. A wife from another royal family to back up their claim.
Their siblings were soon to follow all of them after the same thing has them - the top spot in their father's list of children. The one to inherit all of England.
This would come sooner than any of them expected.
Arthur did as Arthur does, a stupid mistake was all it took for it all to come crashing down - he had survived 5 bastard children, some of which from before the death of his wife. But he couldnât survive the threat of direct war.
England cast him aside and Reha was quick to push him on his way down. Allying herself with her uncle Bruce was not a difficult decision to make. They had no loyalty to Arthur. It had long stopped being about a family. It was about power.
The more they worked with Bruce, however - the more that changed. Bruce was affectionate the way Arthur had never been, kind to them but direct. His children were quick to warm up to them despite all the talk of how much they couldnât handle children.
It wasnât something they had managed to admit to themselves at that point - but they had found a place of their own.
And then the attack to the island happened.
They remember at best snippits of it. Pain, for the most part, lost of pain. Not being able to breath.
To rowdy. To loud. To messy. To much.
Screaming at Natalia to let her die in peace. Let her be in peace for once. Alone.
Waking up in the hospital and learning Vincent was shoot.
Telling Antonia she was giving up. To get the crown.
Leaving without really telling anyone other than Bruce and his family.
Fully disapearing
NOW - To turn my skies to blue
Reha took their time to travel around the world. Truly be alone for once. Get to known themselves without all their expectations of what life was supposed to be.
During that time they also took time to see a professional and work over their problems, specially anger issues and the childhood trauma, but also the trauma of the resent events.
It was during that time they started questioning their gender.
Figuring out they liked girls, and later calling themselves a lesbian had been as easy as breathing. But this was difficult. It involved looking deeper into their emotions and reactions and face a facet that had been criticized since they were little and had lead them to hide it.
For know they settled on they/them or she/her pronouns, felling a little bit better in their skin everyday.
However the fear of facing people keeping them more in the closet than they would have liked. However, have theyâve come to find, thereâs no way for them to open that door gently once itâs cracked it begs to be kicked down.
The worst part is female-specific terminology like princess, sister, ect. Words that never refected them, and now more than ever make their skin crawl.
Which is why this felt like a good time as any to return from the dead. The new year a good excuse to renew themselves. Perhaps mend relationships.
LONG LONG LONGGGGGGG BIOOOOOOOOO
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