#tho tbf that was also weird.
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I remember when "piss your pants" got popular and some people started saying "this person is committing an ableist hate crime AND sexually harassing me because pissing your pants is a kink"
One implication of the fact that social media companies go out of their way to stoke hate and conflict is that everyone should probably get in the habit of thinking twice before diving into online controversies, because there’s a very good chance that they’re being deliberately taken out of context, exaggerated, or otherwise framed in an intellectually dishonest fashion
#someone: has a private blog to engage with their partners kink#everyone who hates that person: wow this person literally correctively rapes lesbians in real life and should be shot#OH GOD I JUST REMEMEBRED YEARS AGO#WHEN I GOT CALLED ANTISEMITIC#because i was talking about my spiritual beliefs and how i believe that all souls including all gods are made of the same substance#so i dont personally worship any gods just because theyre more powerful to me#bc to me that would be like worshipping trudeau for having more political power#but i like that other people engage in worshipping gods and i love that for them and think thats a beautiful relationship to have with a#deity. and these 2 people who were friends were like “oh so youre antisemitic? youre trying to trick jewish people into worshipping you?”#but they were SO convinced that i showed the stuff to a couple jewish friends to ask if i HAD someone done anything wrong#and they confirmed for me no these people are just fucking crazy#it was really a “i like waffles/you hate pancakes?” situation#literally one of the weirdest things thats happened to me on tumblr#and i literally had a side blog put on an exposé blog and got harassed into deleting it.#tho tbf that was also weird.#hey did you guys know that playing with toys as an adult makes you a pedophile? bc it apparently does.
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shows up a day early with a nobara birthday tribute
#my art#timelapse#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#nobara kugisaki#kugisaki nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#anyway i was alr finished this by the time i actually thought 2 double check the date#come 2 find her birthday is tomorrow.......#oh well it's the 7th somewhere#i cant believe i still had more flowers in me after 3 days of being stuck in hydrangea purgatory#tho tbf roses were one of those things that i fixated on n would doodle over and over in notebook margins n such#so their petal shape n distribution is pretty muscle memory by now#roses eyes and a secret third thing im forgetting were my go-to doodle subjects#theyre just real swirly and bumpy in weird places and tht makes the shape so fun 2 push n play with#whereas hydrangeas r just . roundish pointy with hints of 4petals scattered amid a circle#anyway enough traumadumping abt hydrangeas this is Her Day >:(#also felt good 2 get back to drawing smth that Didnt take 3 days straight#oh WINGS that was the secret third thing i got really into trying 2 draw correct bird wings
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Fields Of Mistria DR self save me...
save me fields of mistria DR self...
#i wanna make this digitally sooo bad but i dont have my drawing tablet atm 💔💔💔 i csnt colour#tbf idk what i wanna do w colours yet bc his name implies very yellow but yellow isnt rly my thang#are these outfits convenient for farming? nom are they complicit in the genre? not really. i dont care tho#oh also just to be clear these look weird bc i didnt sketch them i just went strsight in with pen#thing ain the bottom right has best friends marked with stars and then other strong relationships#i will be with march EVENTUALLY but bros gonna have to go thru a lot of development first#including unrepressing his Enjoyment Of Men lmao#reality shifting#shifting#shiftblr#callie says stuff#law of assumption#loa#FOM life#< tag#Amber Marigold#fom#fields of mistria#FOM shifting
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I had to go back to this scene in case I was remembering wrong and he actually said "I love you"—he doesn't! what he says is much more interesting.
ed is still convinced at this point that oswald is fully selfish. he figures that if he's going to be used anyway, there's comfort in knowing with certainty HOW and WHY. he's operating from "love is weakness": his love for penguin makes him weak. it's clear what lee is using him for and he can work from that. he can actually become stronger, he's repeating his past mistakes from season 3 and betraying penguin made him stronger. there's the potential here—maybe even inevitability—that if he does the same thing, get someone he looks up to to approve of him and then flip that on its head, he can prove himself again.
it's interesting that he's "the riddler" here, especially with the broader context of penguin giving up his revenge for ed and giving his trust to him. riddler is thinking logically: penguin is a master manipulator. giving up his revenge MUST be a tactic, but how? what does he want from him? what will he take? therefor riddler MUST betray before he's betrayed. he's blind to emotional truths and so can't wrap his head around the real reason, that's why what eventually gets oswald's devotion through to him is something physical, something tangible. REAL PROOF. something much more like ed's own willingness to be tortured without giving him up, even to die for that. it's why he questions oswald whenever he spares his life or does something out of character for the sake of ed: ed's trying to figure him out from a logical point of view—like a puzzle—there must be something he's missing, it must be a trap. the love he's offering can't possibly be real.
that was PENGUIN'S revenge, that was the clear-cut motivation he had before he gave it all up for ed!
another thing about ed's repression is that he over complicates and over compensates! he is always compelled to leave hidden messages that implicate himself, like when he left kristen the "nygma" clue. a lot of it is his ego: who but him could ever figure it out? who could match his intellect? but he's also LOOKING for that someone! but it's more than that, it's PARANOIA. when jim knew nothing of his crimes, nygma overthought everything and that's what led to his downfall.
i think the clue here is that he's focusing on penguin's initial revenge. and the overthinking is leading him into a self-destructive relationship with lee.
he loves "it": the change in her that resembles penguin.
from what we've seen before with how oswald dodges ed's leading questions of why he keeps ed safe—and with how he brings up "friends" and "brothers"—he's def not comfortable enough to say "i love you" first anymore. ed would have to be the vulnerable one, and at the end of the series he's faced all truths about himself: he's the riddler, he's a villain, he loves oswald. he's moved past the traumatizing night where he said "i love you" to someone for the first time, when he was actively killing her. he understands now that killing her was JUST AS MUCH HIM as mourning her, and it's the same as what he experienced with oswald. the two personalities—if they were not one and the same the whole time as ed manifesting his own battle between repression and truth—are at least fully integrated with each other at the end of the series.
#nygmobs has so many problems i cant believe they worked it out#also with having met each other at both of their lowest points... there was def trauma bonding#if i contradict myself about ed it's bc I'M TRYING TO FIGURE HIM OUT#tbf tho i dont think im contradicting. i think this guy is so complex#gotham is crazy like that! there's really really good character writing for some and then others aren't even a little consistent#and the plots that come from out of left field just complicate that! MESSY#idk if this makes sense anymore i tried to make sentences out of a weird draft#edward nygma#nygmobblepot#riddlebird#gotham riddler#gotham 2014#you have to look at it from an endgame perspective and then everything makes sense istg
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2010 Australian Grand Prix - Jenson Button(ft. Robert Kubica & Felipe Massa)
#this was genuinely a race of attrition in the back. 10/24 cars dnfed and i think all but 2 were technical problems#this was a really exciting race tbh i really had no clue what the podium would be#its weird cause i knew seb mark and nando didnt win it but i was so confused how they were gonna lose it? and then it was like OH JENSE OFC#jense was incredible in this race ah what a comeback#everyone thought he made a huge mistake switching to slicks so early on and then it turned out he was the strat goat#and it makes it better cause it wasnt even a call from the team! it was literally his call!!#as we all know hes a god in the wet and it was so admirable and brave of him to make such a bold call for himself and have it work out#the way he has such dominance and performance in wet races(ex canada 2011) is forever so impressive and cool to me#also!!! this race really proves to me why rly i like 2010. really close racing BUT ALSO:#its so sick that both nando and jense won their first/second race with their new team against their teammates who have been there longer#like to have both of them win with the same prestige is so satisying and emotional for me#and god i got flashbacks to aus 2009 seeing him standing on the car. its cool he won melbourne back to back#but also. this post race honestly sucked. bad tv direction bad lighting(not in their control tbf) i felt like they showed nothing well ah :#tho my fav gif is where felipe is standing on his tippy toes and jense bends down sjakjf#jenson button#robert kubica#felipe massa#f1#formula 1#2010 australian gp#we do a little bit of f1
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Ngl actually going thru this zampanio stuff and it's kinda interesting
#zampanio#still confusing tho LOL#like. making ur own story and calling it zampanio ig that aspect is cool#kinda reminds me of one of my DRs#omfg... zampanio DR......#people talk weird tho and also i dont get the disc server#tbf i just got disc lol#ughh i have 2 post abt my DR soon
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I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#⚠️WARNING⚠️TAGS R SUPER FUCKING LONG I NEEEEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT LOVE AND DEEPSPACE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS#SUGGESTIVE ART? NSFW? LITERAL GODDAMN PORN? LIGHT WORK NO REACTION#POV ROMANTIC OTOME GAME SHIT WITH THE TINIEST HINT OF SPICE??? I CANNOT ITS TOO MCUH I ITS AUGHHH IM JNUHJHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK#IM LIKE FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH A HAND COVERING MY EYES WHILE PEEKING ITS TOO MUCH#I AM LOOKING AWAY EVERY SECOND IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FUCKUNGBHGJGHJHGHGBJJH#I HATE HATE HATEEEEE (not rly) IT WHEN THEY GET NEAR U ITS AUGH ITS SO WEIRD I PUT MY PHONE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME OUT OF EMBARASSMENT#SOMETIMES I LOSE MY IMMERSION AND GET SELF AWARE AND THINK TO MYSELF THIS IS SO FUCKING WEIRD... THIS IS WHY I DONT PLAY OTOME GAMES DUDE#like no hate to otome games its just way too much for me i get way too embarassed abt playing them its def a me thing#ok first of all the combat is p ok actually it reminds me of pgr and hi3 altho i like pgr better :] (lee my beloved)#i did burst out laughing when i found out abt it cause i thought it would be like mysme and its just visual novel shit but its really okay#also i did a bit of thinking as to why i dont find the charas super appealing & its cause theyre obv manifactured to b 'the perfect guy'#like you know how pugs were bred to be cute but end up deformed and stuff? yea kinda like that#im not saying theyre deformed but thats the vibes im getting#deformed pug vibes#the jp vas are pulling thru though#ALSO I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF GACHA pleaseee i alr play hsr + gi + /occasionally/ pgr and stopppp i hate the gamba aspect of the games#AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT BC I DIDNT GET THE CARD I WANT#.................. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANT THE POINT STILL STANDS#i like them (reluctantly) all so far ? idk no one is rlly my fav yet tbf im still at ch. 2 so..#theyre all cute ig zayne is nice maybe i dunno i like his shoulders......? hes very cold tho cause haha ice powers#i call him elsa in my head#xaiver is also nice? hes cute? hes sleepy n shit#rafayel is kinda goofy? aloof? but in the 'she's so crazzzzzzzzzy! i love her!' way (look it up if u dont know) and im not super into that#hes the one whimpering though so it is what it is#overall i think ill keep playing until i get the card i want ill also prolly play it on my laptop instead cause its super laggy on my phone#idk how ill deal with the combat part tho but thats a problem for future me lolol#okay yea idk if anyone is still reading this but i dont want my irls to know that im playing this game so here we r#idk why im using the tags to ramble its way more fun like its more casual i think#OKAY YEA BYE#frambling...?
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I love people who also think that Jason calling Tim "replacement" is dumb. It's not even an insult. It's so stupid. Give me actual insults and hurting each other (and then give me forgiveness and understanding because that's what I came to the fan work for)
Its so so stupid I don't know why it's so popular it doesn't even sound right when you say it and not insulting at all like Jason you are the second Robin you replaced Dick it's the thing side kicks do - but it's also part of that whole stupid thing were people make it out that Jason was more angry at Tim then he actually was that was stupidly amplified by the idiotic titans tower fight - my favourite thing about utrh is that tims just not mentioned in that story at all it will always be hilarious to me
#ask#anon#ive said before tho#my dream tim jason relationship will always be#hate from tim#jason doesnt really care or know who tim is#you can actually explore why tim has this weird hate for jason that he has in the comics#maybe have jason grow to hate tim bc of tims weird hate for him#and then after that resolve#tbf this also all just stems from#how much i hate it when jason and tim are around each other#like tbf it happens alot when tims around a lot of characters#bc tims meant to be smart#but writers dont know how to actually write smart#especially the type of smart tim is#so to compensate#they just dumb down characters around tim#pet peeve of mine#one of those reason why tims my least favourite#i still love him#but by gods does he pull down other characters around him
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I hate when I get into these phases when once I process through one thing causing me anxiety there's another thing right behind it
#we've moved on to ye olde ''what if i have repressed memories and horrible things have happened that I don't remember''#which...#like...#to some degree you have to go with a schrodinger answer. like... it's inherently not true#but the weird part is that I have weird anxiety when I think about certain family members bc of this#but when I'm actually around them it's no more uncomfortable than any family member you're not around often#so I'm like OH NO WHAT IF SAID FAMILY MEMBER WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN YEARS DID SOMETHING TO ME#BUT I REPRESSED IT#and like... a what if is just a what if. do I believe it? no. do I fixate on it and get wildly afraid? sometimes#also it's not even consistent sometimes I'm like ah yes family member I haven't seen in ages I wonder what he's up to#and then other times it's like I'VE HEARD SO MANY STORIES OF FAMILY MEMBERS RAPING THEIR NIECES AND STUFF#WHAT IF THAT HAPPENED TO ME#actually I feel like watching law and order SVU made a lot of these anxieties worse like that's part of why I stopped watching it#bc it exacerbates a lot of anxiety my mind tries to throw at me#anyway I do not actually think any family member has done anything and I don't actually believe I have repressed memories#or else I would have probably brought it up to my parents. I'm still like ''ooogh anxiety monster what if?'' about it tho#which is why we have philippians 4:8!! is is true? categorically due to being a ''what if'' anxiety — nope!! okiedoke moving on#k I just needed to talk through this I'm done now#*I'm barely any more uncomfortable than with any family member I haven't seen in a long time#(tbf I'm generally less comfortable with my dad's family bc 1) no female relatives other than grandma and 2) I see them way less often)
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wait hold up you're telling me I can just. edit what my name is on my uni systems by myself without having to scary convo or scary email someone. what. huh. this uni goes wild
#it's only for the uni systems as well so I wouldn't have to worry about ¿ letters to my house and stuff being sent with my name ¿#this is...really quite cool and useful and interesting. I will think on this. because I am very very tired#or I can just make the brave decision now and do it. It's been bugging me specifically today I guess#it's just. the group project. everyone adjusted to calling me my name really nicely actually#so it feels weird that my legal name is plastered all over the thing still because it kinda has to be because that's my name in the system#but tbf I also don't know if I would be allowed to put my name on my assignments still even if I did do that?#and also my student ID card idk if that has to be my legal name as well?#still some outstanding questions I guess. it's a start. whatever this is tho#:}#android.txt
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Just got back from my friend’s wedding :’) I think it says a lot that I was the only high school friend that showed up
#TBF the others in our friend group back then live in different states now#And flying out for a wedding can be SO expensive.#But yeah idk it just meant a lot to me :’)#And my friend (the groom) was SO happy to see me. And his family was too#That made me really glad 🤧#The fact that he invited me to come at all also says a lot I think#And you know what maybe I cried on the way home in the car but that’s nobody’s business but mine!!#I’m very very happy for him. And his wife is SO sweet and so pretty#It’s just weird yk? Cause in high school I liked this guy SO much#Like I daydreamed about getting married to him some day#So seeing him marrying someone else felt very weird lol#Bittersweet mostly#Sorry this is super embarrassing LMAO but it’s not like I’m ever going to tell this to his face.#I know they’ll be very happy together and I’m so so glad he found someone that fits together with him so well#He’d better come to MY wedding tho. In the future. LOL#Shima speaks#It was a very ‘saying goodbye to your first love’ kind of thing.#Even after I confessed to him in high school (and got rejected) I never really stopped liking him#Like I just never got over it I guess. Even tho I KNEW nothing would ever come of it#Idk sometimes it’s hard to let that stuff go! It’s hard to stop liking someone after you liked them for so long and so strongly#I want to say I’m over it now but considering I was crying in my car:#Well. JFJSJMFMSMSNN#I know I don’t feel that way for him anymore like as a fact but. Idk it was weird—#Again bittersweet. I think I just needed a second to process and really let it sink in#Goodbye to my high school fantasy //waves a handkerchieff#Also MAYBE I saw them be so happy and was like. Why can’t I have that with someone. HUH#Leetle jealous. I need to find me a someone *squint emoji*#Anyway rant over wedding was good I’m just an idiot ;)
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just finished rewatching asoue and aside from everything I have to say all I keep seeing is ppl saying ‘how’d Olaf pull esmé’ and yes,how did he pull her but also how’d he pull kit????? like,those mfs were engaged😭😭
#Wow I have a lot to say about this show but this is one of my main thoughts….#Also Presley is so adorable I can’t😭her hair when it’s not tied up in the slippery slope looks so cute I can’t and in the lil suit😭#Presley is sunny btw if you didn’t know#asoue#count olaf#kit snicket#I cried when Olivia died-she’s the death that sticks with me the most for some reason#As well as Dewey idk why tho😭😭#I felt bad when count Olaf died but in a weird way like I’m glad he’s gone but it tugged on my heart strings a little😭#Goddamn you lemony snicket you amazing writer#Also on a side note it took me years to realise that lemony snicket wasn’t a real guy just the ‘alter ego’ of Daniel handler😭#Tbf I was about 7 when I first read and watched the series so I was and stupid (I shipped quigley btw)#It’s better In the book trust me 😭#Also I had a massive crush on quigley😭😭😭#Anyway less about that how about we talk about Neil’s amazing singing In the series like????#I knew he could sing but I just forgot he was so good and Malina is amazing as well(the whole cast are amazing it’s such a good show😭)#I need to stop having full on rambles in the tags 😭😭
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Had a Mean Girls moment yesterday. This one 50-something Glaswegian bloke was sitting across from me and asked if I was Mexican when this other 50s-something Glaswegian fella says “You can’t just ask if people are Mexican!”
#I am not Mexican#another guy said — not asked — I was Irish because of my face shape#💀#I was acquainted with them all btw this wasn’t just a weird stranger I’d never met before#and tbf he seemed embarrassed to ask#he DID say ‘close enough’ tho#crying#(the phrenology guy was also big on bringing back the white boys and was a vocal irish nationalist)#((fucking Incredible))
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being in a weird borderline toxic triad would fix me (was sort of in a weird borderline toxic triad for like two weeks and it did not fix him)
#thinking abt relationships sm and it boils down to#i hate being so far away from my friends that's all#the problem was that it weirdness wasn't distributed equally enough tho. tbf.#also it's bc i just finished reading summer sons & i'm thinking abt the wicker king etc etc#still don't understand how u find poly relationship anarchists in the wild. need naturally developing relationships but where are they#ted talks
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if One More person asks me if I've watched the Wednesday show yet i'm gonna flee into the woods
#i watched a couple#i sort of hate it#on the principal of what the addmas family is For#theyre the fantasy of cultivating a safe space for weirdos#away from the way the world would pathologize them#and the show is just like#lets make wednesday get literally pathologized#this cpuld have probably been a fun show if they hadnt tried to make it addams family. just make a show about a weird girl#id watch that#the addams family are better than this#and yet everyone looks at the resident goth and says HEY HAVE YOU WATCHED WEDNESDAY#yes and its not goth enough#also the relationships are Off#within the family itself#i could say more but these tags are already too long#its also very modern tim burton in style which is to say....bland#anyway not my favorite thing ive watched. not my idea of a good time#tbf tho id give it another chance if they DID make them gay#@ world lmk if it happens
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The Stanley Parable: Ultra Deluxe screengrabs
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Alright so the first few are just from replaying all the stuff that was in the HD Remix, just to see some of the texture differences, but I also took some screengrabs just because they’re fun!
I’m so glad this one made it in lol (he is)
I got the paper office! :D
And the whiteboard ending!! Yes!!! Dog mode is terrible though haha ♪
Spamtoncore
This was new! I knew about the Bucket but I hadn’t met them yet so I was just like Hmmm Hmmm Interesting haha
Fall through the floor Part 2 - luckily this was the last one of the initial play session! Still though, load your rooms pls
Alright from here it’s all Ultra Deluxe so watch out!
I want this. Sadge that it’s sold out </3
I just got this one! :D
They!!! So tiny <3 It’s nice to see Mariella’s model as well, I’ve seen Stanley’s a few times but never Mariella from the front!
Just played with this one too, the grandfather <3
Who is this!!! They’re so cute what!!!
This image is probably especially funny to me because it reminds me of a meme I made lol
Hi Stanley, Hi Stanley, haha ♪
There he is. The Narrator turned him into a marketable figure
Very cursed Stanley smile :) He deserves it
Me
See, this dark, infinite abyss makes sense! It all ties together! Brilliance in writing! Lol
My previous point (also implying that Stanley is normal, really, Narrator, you should know better by now)
I appreciate the serial code(?) nameplate lol - this whole section was too strange haha
*heavy breathing* I mean literally what more could I ask for (I did also like the Stanley Parable concept art though haha, and the pause button stuff)
I gotta be honest, I was not sold on this bucket at first, but after this-
EEE, even better!! Yes, I’m onboard on the bucket now, I love Bucket
There is an awful lot of Bucket death in this game huh. Like, Stanley dies a lot too, but we don’t get to see that usually, so it’s oddly visceral
Employee 416 you say 👀 So there was somebody in there initially, until they were moved...? (I like to imagine they also drew the little Stanlurine doodle on the whiteboard lol)
I forgot that this was flagged by the phone call lol, I wonder if anybody has actually counted them
That’s all for this playthrough! If I fall through the floor again, I’ll try to catch it!
#The Stanley Parable#The Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe#WPTSP#Blood#There will also be spoilers in the tags so be warned! Haha#Don't mind the weird cropping on some of these I was trying to work around my little Windows watermark as best I could#At least before I remembered/paid attention to how to screenshot using the Steam overlay anyhow lol#The Bucket did not fare so well ah well it's charming enough on its own merit lol#I had a lot of fun little happenings that don't really communicate in screenshots ah#Like playing the 2: Escape Pod and 2: Mariella endings back to back (with an interstitial waiting period for the Bucket lol)#Being called a dork (<3) and a dolt (<3 <3) by the Narrator (<3 <3 <3)#And the updated Games ending for this version! Ah!! He's so bratty!! What a delight#And the differences in ''endings'' down the vent if you bring Bucket or not and the Narrator ''disproving'' some fanon#Tbf I don't think most people actually thought he was like Just a recording but rather the aesthetic of him literally Being a cassette deck#Like the monitor head! It's all good! All of it!! He's a strong aesthetic man <3#Also saw?? Alex Hirsch in the credits sorry?? Was he the cassette man voice or? I don't know where else he might've been#And the Curator was mean in 2: Museum!! Bucket really brings out the worst in people ♪#I can't tell if it's just because I was losing steam by that point but the only one I was kinda meh on was 2: Real Person#Retrofitting one of the best endings is always a tall task tho :P And I still prefer the HD Remix's version of the Real Person ending anyhow#Even the glitching was a little lackluster :0 The timing was a little off#But :) I still have the HD Remix if I ever want to experience it my favourite way hehe ♪ The more the merrier!#Now for some stress tests >:3c Gonna go back in and see just how many ways I can mess up the game ♪♫#WPVG
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