#this would actually be beneficial to him imo

[korkietism]

Expanding on my older Redson hcs more.

His hair gets even longer and he ties it in a loose bun so it ends up being more of a fireball when he’s emotional. I like the idea of him and Mei getting married. He would be the one to do all the meticulous planning. Everything goes a certain way. I’d imagine he’d strive to appease both his and Mei’s parents in the aesthetics. Though I don’t see Red being keen on romantic gestures necessarily. I don’t think he ever saw himself in a relationship until he got close to Mei. Marriage was just a step in making their lives easier I suppose. Though they love each other very much. (I don’t see red with the fireball type tail though. I wanted to but I prefer the weird cat tail I gave him for some reason. I think it suits him)

He would adjust his outfit I think. Away from supervillain and more towards inventor. He has coveralls for his welding and his power glove as well as his welding mask. She keeps the sleeveless turtleneck and I think would still wear loose pants while training but I’d imagine a lot of her time is spent working on various weapons/racing gear. Specifically to accommodate for his and meis fire.

[astrobydalia]

Numerology observations

I've genuinely learned a lot from @novy2sirius when it comes to numerology so much so that it has helped me make so much sense out of many experience in my life. Therefore I wanted to share some numerology observations with all of you.

astrobydalia

People with 9 energy are so deceitful, they are easily seen as innocent. On the contrary people can see 9s as someone pretty suspicious because they have an air of mystery to them and are the kind of person who you think you know but actually you don't like at all. They always hide the most BIZARRE shit, I'm telling you their life is SO weird. This is how I see 9 people tbh lmao

I've never met a 11 life path person that was emotionally okay, but the weird thing is that they tend to want to lie to themselves and pretend they are okay all the time. All the ones that've met had diagnosed depression and spent big chunks of their lives in very VERY low lows like it's truly hard to watch. Also, random note but I've seen that they are secretly very resentful too and have a hard time letting go of things and moving on. Most of the 11 people I've met had Earth Moon or strong Saturn influence in their moon

Also, I met a 11 guy once who would often say "I have no doubt in my mind that I will be famous" lol (11 is rated to fame)

22 is a more chill number. I've seen more developed 22s than developed 11s. 22 people are very mature and level-headed, tend to have very balanced mindset for most things. However they tend to think they're the only ones who know best, they give good advice but suck at taking any.

So one of the things Novy said is that the date you meet someone in will be a significant energy in the relationship you have with them. Every person I've met on a 5 day are people I travel a lot with or people I've had long-distance relationships with (5 is related travel)

I don't have much experience with 2 energy but from what I've seen it is pretty mellow energy. The people with 2 energy are pretty harmless individuals even when they have other intense energies going on

I get along with 7 life path people cause I'm a 5 but something I've noticed about these people is that they really do struggle making genuine connections "from the heart" if that makes sense. They always rationalize getting in and out of a relationship giving more importance to practical/beneficial reasons rather than emotional ones. When they do try to follow their heart they fail miserably cause they confuse making decisions from their heart with total recklessness

Life path 1 people are so.... immature. And have very obvious anger issues. They have the patience and emotional regulation of a toddler, really do embody the Aries stereotype. At their worst they can be pretty intolerant towards other's pov. Yeah life path 1 is very passionate and driven and all and I do get along with them but I also tend to keep at arms length a little cause they're energy is very chaotic and destructive tbh

Let me tell you too that unhealthy life path 1 people are one of the most CRUEL and mean people I've ever seen like... it's giving blood lust (not literally but you know what I mean)

Life path 6 can indeed be caring and generous but I've met a lot of them who are actually very selfish, greedy and materialistic. It's like they see life mostly through the lens of material gain. They literally remind me of this clip fr.

I have good experience with 6 people tho. My manager for example is a 6 life path and I literally don't know what I'd do without him, he's so patient, always there when I need him and is always on my side even when I mess up. 6 people are also very good at setting healthy boundaries too

A lot of the life path 6 I've met had taurus placements or where earth doms astrologically

The number I struggle getting along with the most is 4 tbh. They are huge party poppers even when they're healthy and have more need for control than 8s imo. A lot of 4 people I know are the type to rain on your parade for no reason in the name of being "realistic" but really they're just being bitter imo. I know 4 people have a hard life but I've noticed they tend to often have this attitude of "if I couldn't be happy then you can't either"

What I've noticed with 8 people is that yes they can be controlling but it's not like they go around policing others like 4s do. 8s control in a very subtle and indirect way, it really reminds me a lot of scorpio energy/8th house placements. It's more like they keep in control in any situation by staying low-key and are the kind of people that is hard to knock down, yet they know how to get under other's skin

I'd describe 8s as more domineering. They can be pretty chill, fun and won't mess with anyone as long as they feel like they have the upper hand in situations. That's why they are stubborn af and refuse to be wrong and why they do not react well AT ALL to animosity. This also means that at their worst tend to have HUGE superiority complex and will minimize others and be condescending just to feel superior

One time I witnessed an argument between a 1 and an 8 (it was messy) and even tho the 8 person was wrong imo they made the 1 person back down eventually (which, if you know how 1s are, that's a huge thing) and from that experience I learned that you're better off disagreeing with a 1 than disagreeing with an 8

People with 3 energy have such a refreshing energy I love them!!!! The type to keep a young spirit regardless of their age but like in a good way. Their sense of hope and optimism can't be crushed, all the ones I've met were the kind of people who always knew how to bounce back from difficult situations.

astrobydalia

[naeviskz]

genre. idol!hyunjin x model!f!reader | established relationship

words. 1.5k+ tags/warnings. angst, fluff (towards the end), smut, accusations of cheating, hj is lowkey toxic (but we love it hehe), cunnilingus, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, some mentions of crying, not proofread

this has been in my drafts for years and i finally finished it bc i was tired of seeing it LMAO. btw the position i’m referring to is this (nsfw link), i usually hate vids but this was rlly good imo.

“i think we should take a break...” you admit, voice growing shakier as you spoke. this was never something you wish to say in a million years, you wanted this relationship to work more than anything. but you were at your wits end with everything, talking to hyunjin was like conversing with the wall, never truly grasping any of your concerns.

you noticed the cracks beginning to seep in the midst of six months of being with him. he would often be dishonest of his whereabouts, saying he was out late due to “work” but was actually out drinking at some bar with chan or something. it made no sense for him to lie about such trivial things but he does it without even thinking. this was supposed to be a lovely vacation in paris together but lately you’ve grown tired of feeling like you’re unappreciated. a break from each other might be the best solution in getting his act together once and for all.

hyunjin felt his whole body turn limp as you uttered those words. not only was he blindsided by your decision, but you never indicated before to him that you were ready to propose such a drastic idea. “but why though? don’t you think this is a bit random? i mean this came out of nowhere ___, i thought everything was good between us, why are you suddenly saying this now?” his thick, bushy brows furrowed in confusion, he wasn’t letting you off this easy and you know it.

“i just think it’s for the better right now hyune, we’re both so busy. we have a lot on our plate, especially you… and this relationship is just— it’s only putting more strain on everythi-”

“are you serious ___? do you hear yourself? i knew what i was getting myself into the day i asked you to be my girlfriend. i’m well aware that i can’t be with you 24/7, and neither can you—however, i don’t expect that anyway. all i ever wanted was to have you by my side, i want to work through the hardships with you but if you’re so willing to give up like this then… i don’t know. i don’t even know what to say to this honestly..” hyunjin couldn’t help but cut you off, once his emotions take over, all sense of logic and reasoning is thrown out the window.

he was never one to question his worth in the eyes of his partner, but you were his longest relationship, he saw you as his first and only true love. it never occurred to him that he could lose you, the possibility of this break lasting long enough to make your love fade away was a scary revelation. there had to be a way he could fix this, he couldn’t bear to be without you.

“are you seeing someone else? maybe that’s why you’ve been so distant towards me lately…” he wanted to scream for saying that out loud but at least he got it off his chest. he knows how petty it sounds but he didn’t care, he wanted you to give him answers.

“no! i’m not seeing other people, i don’t have an interest in anyone but you hyunjin. i want to do this for the sake of us, we’re clearly not where we need to be and this break could help with getting us back on track and spending time apart could be beneficial.” you try your best to articulate your words properly but he remained unconvinced, he wasn’t on board with any bit of this.

how could you even be okay with something like this? spending time away from you drove him absolutely insane, he couldn’t fathom taking a break—not from someone as important as you in his life. he just needed to remind you that the love was still there, though it may be but a dull flame, he could ignite the spark again, with the little bit of hope he had left.

the foundation of your relationship was built from shared interests, since you both are part of professions that rely heavily on looks, you refused to see each other based solely off those superficial aspects. instead you got to know each other’s minds, your core values and beliefs, what mattered to you the most. you cherished every one of those deep conversations you shared together, it was a beautiful experience, an indescribable memory that shaped your bond forever.

so why is it now that you feel this way? was he really that oblivious to everything? he should’ve done more to prevent this but now he fears it’s too late. he’s faced with the conundrum of losing you and there wasn’t much time for him to stall or ask for a chance of redemption, he couldn’t waste another second.

“fuck that,” hyunjin angrily spat, his face contorting into a look of pure disgust. “you’re not going anywhere.” he reaches out to grab your waist before you could walk away, aggressively pulling you into his chest.

no matter how much you attempt to escape his hold, he’s not letting you go in the slightest. he’s much stronger than you, could easily lift you up without breaking a sweat. there was no use in fighting, you had no choice but to give in and let this conversation go. once his lips crashed into yours, everything faded to black. as if a simple kiss was the cure-all of mending this decrepit relationship.

hyunjin’s forehead pressed against yours as he pulled away, “shhh, lye down baby,” he hushes your quiet mewls, instructing you to do as he says. “gonna make you feel so good,” his hands slid under your skirt, gently rubbing over your clothed slit “you’ll forget everything.”

* :.･ﾟﾟ･ ✿

“oh my- fuckk, hyunjin!” you cry out, almost on the verge of tears just from how skilled he is, rutting your hips upwards into his mouth as he devours you whole.

the pace of his tongue is relentless, roughly lapping up all your juices like he’s the most starved man alive. you’ve lost count at the amount of times he’s already made you come undone just from his mouth alone. your body’s buzzing with titillation, all you can do is scream and clench your pussy around nothing while he fiercely sucks on your clit.

you couldn’t stop twitching, feeling yet another orgasm approaching. your legs anchored over his shoulders, unable to think or speak coherent sentences as his face was fully buried into your dewy cunt. he relaxes his jaw a bit more, going all the way from the bottom inching further up as he comes back in contact with your puffy clit. at any given moment it feels as if your heart’s about to stop.

“hyunjin-” your heads thrown back into the pillow, digging your nails into his shoulder blades from how overly sensitive you are. “n-need to cum.. can feel it. m’so close.” it surprises you when you’re able to even express such words.

a low grunt can be heard underneath, hyunjin loves hearing you— it’s arguably the best part about going down on you. the hand that wasn’t occupied went straight to gripping a fistful of his ebony hair, continuously moaning his name so loud that you genuinely feel bad for whomever the unlucky people that got to hear this.

just when you thought it couldn’t get anymore intense, he slips 2 of his slender fingers inside, making you gasp from the overwhelming sensation. flashes of white invade your vision, violently shaking as your lips form an “o” in the throes of ecstasy. hyunjin knows your body so well that this is nothing for him, he’s got it all down to a simple science. no one knows your body like he does, and especially no one can make you cum as hard as he can.

“go ahead, make a mess for me baby,” he strongly encourages, picking up his pace as his digits fuck into you faster. “just gonna clean it up with my tongue all over again.”

your eyes roll back to the depths of oblivion, feeling an out of body experience when reaching your climax. a slew of curses leave your shaky breath, limbs trembling and faint tears stain your flushed cheeks. hyunjin slows his movements, rubbing his thumb over your clit gently to make you even more sensitive. you love the way he calls you “good girl” and how proud the look on his face becomes while you ride out your orgasm on his fingers. he doesn’t stop showering you with compliments, only ramping up his affection as he plants fleeting kisses to your thighs, hips, and tummy.

once he’s finally come back up for air you grab his face to pull him into your lips again. moaning in his mouth while getting a taste of yourself was probably the hottest thing hyunjin’s ever witnessed.

“can’t believe you’re all mine.” hyunjin whispers against you, gently massaging your aching thighs. “i love you so much baby.”

“love you too hyune.” you instantly say back, feeling more at ease now that things are somewhat back to normal.

maybe a break isn’t necessary after all, how else would you be able to have such earth shattering orgasms?

- 完 ♡︎

[demi-god77]

Saw byler doubt on my tl and I won't have it, so I'm here to try and ease your doubts @lucystark12

(English isn't my first language and I'm currently running on zero hours of sleep. This might be a bit incoherent)

BYLER AND CHARACTER ARCS

First of all, you have to think of this in context to El's character arc as well!

Her arc has always been centered around found family and her own sense of self (the things she lacked for most of her life while she was in the lab, especially since her entire identity was reduced to a number.)

Romantic love (ending the show in a relationship with Mike) would not be beneficial for her arc, as it is not something she lacked prior, she didn't even know what a boyfriend IS when she escaped from the lab. It also sets her back on her path of self discovery (+ she is shown to learn the most about herself when she and Mike are apart).

In an arc about found family, self discovery and independence, forcing her into a relationship that actively separates her from said found family and creates conflict (with Hopper and with the rest of their group), that also doesn't let her figure out who she is, what her interests are and overall stuns her self discovery and independence, would make zero sense. It would not be a progression for her character at all. Especially for someone that has been controlled by others (and men specifically) her entire life.

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About Will now, if his arc was actually about moving on, there was absolutely no reason to make him in love with Mike. All of their conflicts COULD be purely platonic, if their purpose was to signify that he needs to move on/grow up. But they weren't. There would be no reason to make him in love with Mike, he arguably wouldn't even have to be gay for this arc. And yet, his sexuality is mentioned even prior to s1, in the pilot script -clearly important for his character. Him moving on from those feelings would not be beneficial for his arc either, especially since he has already tried to. He has tried to hide from the world, he has tried to repress his feelings and it didn't work out. They even straight up told us he's not able to move on ("[I] need you and [I] always will")

Furthermore, he already believes that his feelings will not be reciprocated, that he needs to let go and that he will never experience a romantic relationship, will never find love. To have him be right does not make for a good story. It sets his storyline back to square one. Him coming into his own and confronting his trauma is definitely a part of his arc, no doubt about that. Moving on from his feelings however, giving up on a love he never let himself believe he could have in the first place, is not.

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Lastly, Mike himself. I honestly don't really think he has that much of a communication issue. His communication skills are of course not great, they are pretty bad yes, and he obviously struggles with verbally explaining his feelings, but he shows his love through actions and not words. That's something that has been shown since s1 and that's always been how he communicates his emotions. Through actions.

But even so, he has been shown to productively communicate using his OWN words and his OWN feelings before, the shed scene in s2 being a prime example of that (arguably the bedroom scene in S4 as well). His parents' main issue with their relationship is not that they don't communicate imo, it's that they never really loved eachother (and that also ties in to Nancy and her relationship with Steve).

Another thing:

Mike needs to be needed, that's when he feels useful, that's when he feels loved. El is coming into her own, becoming independent, realizing she doesn't need to depend on others, on him. But Will in his monologue confessed that he always will need him, something that will never change.

Moreover, if his arc was truly about learning to communicate effectively, I don't think they would put such emphasis on his insecurities, thinking of himself as inferior and trying to conform. (Also, forcing a confession, especially one based on someone else's feelings would be a horrible writing choice in an arc about self expression.)

Mike actively tries to push aside his nerdy interests and the things he enjoys (who he is) while in the relationship, in order to appear cooler, mature, normal. Pretend he's not himself. THAT is something he gets from his parents. And THAT is not something attributed to bad communication skills, but forced conformity.

And after all, forced conformity is killing the kids.

[rookisaknight]

Also I must say: I do not like the way Collapse characterized John. Love his interactions with Joseph but I think characterizing his sadistic tendencies as some kind of struggle with violent impulses is actually pretty contradictory with what we are told in canon.

What John tells us in his bunker is "I spent my whole life looking for more things to say 'yes' to. I opened up every hole in my body and when those were filled, I created more. But it was Joseph who shower me how selfish I was being. Always receiving, always taking. The best gift isn't the one you get, its the one you give." That, to me, paints a pretty clear picture. As an outgrowth of his childhood abuse John spent his adulthood engaging in self-harming behaviors, seeking out scenarios where he could recreate that helplessneess and release as a way to feel cleansed. Its pretty clear to me that these habits were primarily self-destructive, even submissive in nature ("always receiving, always taking"). "Things to say yes to" isn't quite synonymous with the American Psycho kind of picture that Collapse paints, John seems to have specifically sought out scenarios where he would lack control, where he would be hurt and preyed upon. Until Joseph convinced him to instead enact those desires on others. Take everything that was done to you, and do it to other people, not only to cleanse them, but to finally save yourself from the sin inside you.

Like to be clear: this isn't me saying John wouldn't do malicious cruel things without Joseph's interference. But making him a knife-happy bad dominant stereotype with an obsession for strangling people both contradicts how the main canon tends to characterize him, and also imo whitewashes Joseph's manipulation. If John is a collection of violent impulses, Joseph becomes not one of his abusers, but his handler. Its kind of a consistent problem with the Collapse where it is wants to continually frame the actions of the siblings as what they probably would have done anyways. Joseph is wrong for gaining by it, but it shies away from pointing out where he not only encouraged it, but at times redirected it into specific, more beneficial channels.

John had his brother never showed up likely wouldn't have been a very good person! He would still be a corrupt lawyer deeply fixated on his own desires and with a very destructive personal theology. But he does not pick up the knife to use on others unless his big brother tells him to.

[l-in-the-light]

Do you think Law would pass Amber lead disease to his children? 👀

I'm not a specialist in medical field, actually very far from it. Manga suggests it's a hereditary condition, though we don't know enough details to make a definitive statement. We have no idea how the intoxication started in the first place (manga only says it's because of the mining process), but I have seen people comparing it to asbestos, mostly because it's also associated with color white and there was this awful government's coverup of asbestos intoxication in Japan's modern history, which is probably what inspired Oda. Here's a good summary of how it went and how it still affects Japan even today if you're interested: http://www.ibasecretariat.org/lka-asbestos-truth-and-consequences-in-japan.php

That means Amber Lead Syndrome is likely similar to Mesothelioma, symptoms of which include pain, shortness of breath, loss of appetite, fever and sweating (we see Law with all those symptoms indeed!). The only difference are the white patches on the skin, which I think Oda used just to make it easier for people to know at first glance that they're sick but also because symbolically it looks like death marked you (color white is associated with death in Japan). The sickness is caused by inhaling small fibers and once it accumulates it often leads to cancer. Cancer and mesothelioma treatment can also lead to infertility. The sickness itself starts from lungs, but in Law's novel it was suggested it accumulated in the liver. That may suggest that it was simply very late stage of it so it affected other organs as well (we saw evidence of that in the flashback indeed) and from my limited knowledge about medicine I can say that liver problems often lead to skin conditions like changing color. Late stage sickness shows as white patches appearing on the skin and that happens only after liver itself is attacked (but not before that).

Though this illness isn't considered hereditary, there are some studies proving family members of a person who worked with asbestos have mutation in their genes that gives them predesposition to this sickness (it was 1 in 4 case, which imo sounds like a big deal). So like always in our sad world, not enough studies were dedicated to the problem, because it's not beneficial enough to people who have money to fund the research.

But back to One Piece. We know that amber lead syndrome spreads around because of the mining process, and mining suggests indeed inhaling-related sickness. It develops slow enough that people get symptoms very late, which means it's a silent killer. Manga tells us also very explicitly that effects are shared among generations, shortening the lifespans until finally youngest generations die before reaching adulthood. This suggests it's passed down in genes, even though it's not stated this way directly.

Summing it up: treatment makes you infertile, accumulated lead makes it more difficult to have children when it spreads to all the organs and affects them, or the child can be born but will die before they reach their own age of fertility. I would say there's a chance that it didn't make Law infertile, but it still dooms his potential child's lifespan in that case. No children will survive long enough to start the next generation. Whether pregnancy itself can happen or not doesn't really matter as far as the final result goes. He can have a child potentially (if other mentioned factors didn't affect him luckily) but that child won't survive the age of 10 or so. That's exactly why manga called it "biggest tragedy of Flevance", after all. If "shortening lifespan among generations" and "not contagious" doesn't suggest hereditary then it would mean every single person in Flevance got it by mining, using the metal for buildings and wares. That would be the only possibility for Law's child not inheriting the disease and living normal life. But that doesn't explain why each generation gets shorter lifespans, so we're back to square one. Logically speaking, it must be related to DNA in some way and so gets passed down to children.

I dunno how I feel about it while knowing Ancient Kingdom would have means to cure Amber Lead Syndrome, since we know now that it was very advanced. Seems whatever knowledge they had vanished with them, and even when scientists like Vegapunk try to restore it, he is still unable to recreate many of their achievements. Law's Amber Lead Syndrome and his fate is connected in more way than one to the mystery of the Void Century.

[vampirehizzies]

we all have speculative headcanons about clato's dynamic which are equally valid since we get no canon information on them lol, but to me one of the softest things is cato and clove not having known each other beforehand. because here you have two kids who at first only think about glory and winning and have no reason to give a damn about each other but still they both were raised with values of honor and therefore have a common ground/mutual respect for each other and become strong allies...

but then the games is itself a lot more rough and traumatizing and brutal than they could imagine. they share a connection of trust and understanding because they come from the same place and both know what it is to live with the pressure of bringing honor/pride to your district/parents even at the cost of human decency, but they can't let themselves care more than just as a mutually beneficial alliance of convenience until the rule change alters everything and suddenly they have a newfound hope and can be more vulnerable with/open around each other. as they grow to enjoy the other's company and look out for one another's safety and well being, at first for the benefit of the extended alliance but then later out of friendship/because they actually like each other, they both become invested in the idea that they get to keep this person who has started to matter to them, who also happens to be the only other one who sees them as something other than a soldier to serve a purpose (d2) or a bloodthirsty soulless monster (the other tributes).

that sweet innocent bond that couldn't be corrupted by the violence of the games/the extreme propaganda they were raised with is what hurts them when their hopes of winning together comes crashing down. cato runs to her and gets on his knees for his former enemy turned partner/ally, a girl he didn't know well but at some point in such a short time transformed into his favorite friend and a person he would literally beg to stay with him. them not knowing each other, imo, captures the beauty and intensity of the tragic district partners bond and what makes it so compelling and horrific. also it humanizes the careers even more to me because despite knowing each other for a short amount of time, two brainwashed kids who were raised to only consider winning/glory/being good soldiers for d2 couldn't help but take the first opportunity for friendship and leaned on each other/the familiarity and comforts of home.

[austinslounge]

Ok this is going be a long one and maybe even a bit controversial but try to bear with me. To be very clear I am not a Kaia/Gerber Stan. I’m just trying to see all this from his perspective. It’s just my thoughts and theories as I don’t know him or them personally.

I think Austin and Kaia was a very beneficial agreement for both of them at that time as them being a couple with no real background to how they actually met just seems to point at a pr contract imo. He had just come out of a 9yr relationship so probably didn’t want anything too serious and she had just split from Jacob. Bonus points: K being seen on the arm of the new up and coming, very good looking, Hollywood actor and A got the up and coming young model who just so happened to be Cindy Crawfords daughter. Media/PR dream couple and the fans got the good old tried and tested - Hollywood actor dating a younger model 🤦‍♀️ He probably thought with her age there would be no pressure of settling down or marriage for a long time and they could have fun together while they concentrated on their careers.

I also see the pull of the family and not money wise - speaking personally as someone who has lost their mum too - maybe Cindy was mothering towards him and he always says that he looks for maternal figures so that wouldve been a big pull for him. I completely understand why especially as he lost Lori at such a young age and had to be so strong. You crave that love as it leaves a void so big and it never goes away. I think he also saw a solid family unit and yes maybe he had his rose tinted glasses on and didn’t really know what they were like etc. but maybe because they had already walked the path of fame he hoped that they would not only understand what he was going through but help him to navigate it and protect him. Honestly I don’t think he had any idea on how famous he was going to be and it all happened so fast it must of be frightening for him. They were supposed to be his anchor and he probably hoped for some solace from them during that time as His family don’t live close to him or understand that world so no doubt his head would have been spinning on an axel. We all know how very shy he is and suddenly he’s now being asked to do multiple interviews, tv shows, radio, magazines, photo shoots, red carpets and not to mention him getting attacked for his accent plus all the media intrusion into his private life - thats a lot for anyone to deal with.

Don’t forget that Kaia was already famous due to her parents, mainly Cindy, and was surrounded all her life by a lot of big Hollywood stars and famous people like Harry Styles, George Clooney etc. Maybe in his mind she wasnt going to be a clout chaser or fame hungry, like other women might have been as she had grown up in Hollywood, had plenty of money, was modelling from such a young age and walking catwalks for big names so why would she need him for all that. If only he had a crystal ball 🔮 😆

However I think the rose tint wore off and he started seeing their true colours especially K. Maybe at the start he was comfortable with how things were, he could live his life mainly solo, have fun, focus on his career and all he had to do was a lot of pap walks. In the first year he was ok with that and happy to go along with it, however, last year when his career was finally taking off I think it got more tiresome and he started to look strained. If the writers strike hadn’t happened I do believe that we would have got a break up announcement round the end of that year. That’s when I think, around that time, all this became a full PR stunt and he just went along with it to keep the peace but this year I think he has truly had enough of it all. He doesn’t even try anymore he holds her hand yet constantly looks unhappy snd this Summer he has been unusually tense, even angry at times and barely even acknowledges her.

Something definitely went down in Cabo this year, we got engagement rumours that were shot down within hours and then he wasn’t seen with the Gerbers for months until 27 Aug in Canada. Even that set up was weird as he was sat opposite Cindy but right next to Kaia who was sat in between him and rande. It’s strange in the sense that if it was a square table for four people wouldn’t they all sit opposite each other?? Plus they all looked a little tense and him and K just looked like distant friends. She was more loving towards Travis and genuinely looked happy.

I think they were trying to push an engagement on him in Cabo and he said No so they put rumours out to try make it happen. Also something big happened in summer between him and K as he completely changed towards her and I do think the Gerbers have tried to pressure him again in Canada but he’s standing firm and that’s why i don’t think they will last much longer. He will definitely be the one to end it as the Gerbers will want to protect her image but I honestly don’t think Kaia will fight to keep hold of him. She’s got the Times100, new films, a new play and lots of media attention plus being papped going to all these events/parties and articles about her fashion choices all without A name being attached to it so she’s got what she wanted. Now she just wants to live a single girl lifestyle and well she already is - with receipts - let’s be honest. Nicholas C will probably be her next victim as they seem like a perfect fit for each other and the attraction seems mutual too with the IG follows plus him liking an old IG post of hers. 👀

Also random side note: Rande and Cindy both went to the Josh B talk last night to support her (may mean nothing I know) but I definitely think it was them and Laura who arranged for her to be the ‘talk host’.

Honestly Anon, your theory is almost exactly verbatim what other e-friends of mine and I have been theorizing for a while regarding this Kaustin relationship.

When you think about it, it all makes perfect sense! 😄

To me, this is probably exactly what's been going on, and I totally agree with you, that something definitely changed after Cabo this year. Also, the engagement rumors came out in May of last year. I just wanted to stress that fact. So, it's now been over a year since those rumors were squashed.

There's definitely some trouble in paradise imo. Like you said, anyone with eyes can look at their pictures this year and tell that something bad has been brewing btwn them this year.

And with the way Kaia has been drastically losing weight since the early summer of this year, there's definitely something eating at her. It may not even be about her relationship, but she's clearly not healthy. 😔 Now, Austin has to deal with a girl who barely eats and has this affliction. Do you all remember how shocked he was by all the food that Florence and Jodie said that they eat? Rofl 😅 🤣 Poor guy, he's so used to being with Kaia who has an eating disorder/disordered eating habits, that he doesn't even remember what a real woman eats lol 😆

But yea, your theory is right on the mark Anon. I definitely think there is some truth to this.

[crguang]

glad 2 see you are also not a topaz enjoyer, idk why she's so popular but i firmly cannot like her ass

i personally don’t find topaz interesting, i don’t think her character has any depth to it worth mentioning. she’s in the same tier as skott to me just bc she has no life or personality outside of the IPC and the only words that come out of her mouth are “market” “profit” “job” “numby” and “IPC” like oh my god we get it. i know they “saved” her planet from ruin and she’s grateful for that, that she was likely groomed into her role as well but that doesn’t stop her from perpetuating their toxic mindset and personally im just sick of it. any character that is IPC affiliated is getting a side eye for me except for aventurine because he actually wants to leave that evil corporation so he’s ok. at least jade has intrigue around her character outside of her job, and a hobby. something that topaz desperately needs.

i don’t find the IPC as a corporation interesting at all. they’re just evil capitalists and i think they should be eradicated, i dont see anything remotely interesting about that tbh like there are enough to go around irl. i also believe that you have to be a little evil to have such a high position in that corporation so i don’t believe the people who tell me that topaz is a good person just because she helped belobog once, cause right after that she called them servants for accepting the help of the astral express twice (while she wanted them to accept the help of the ipc??😭) then admitted that the ipc only cared about profits so… shes not dumb, she knows the basis of capitalism is exploitation and shes good with that. again, morality is not something that will determine whether i hate a character or not but topaz is not a fleshed out character at all, there’s nothing to her but her sob story about her home planet. if i want an evil, intelligent woman im not going for topaz, jade is right there. if i want someone who’s always ten steps ahead kafka is right there. if i want an analytical mind, there’s ruan mei and herta. like what exactly is topaz supposed to do for me when these characters all have unique personalities and lore. granted, we dont know much about jade (yet) but her abilities and collected personality already makes her more interesting to me

i felt insane playing the wardance and having that pile of junk with a camera for a head reprimand luka for his distrust and “prejudice” against the IPC — they treated his life and all of belobog like stock market numbers?!?! then he always had to concede to the others’ points like i was going crazy. then the scrap metal goes around calling MY BEST FRIEND boothill a dangerous savage oh i was mad, the IPC glazing and propaganda in that event pissed me off. luka getting an ipc sponsored mechanical arm just like igor did when the whole point was that igor had to sell his body parts to please rich egocentric snobs just for the hope that they would care about something other than themselves. he made himself a merchandise to save his planet and failed. i hate that the luka situation was portrayed as beneficial for both parties so there was no harm done and topaz was just helping him. that’s the thing that makes me feel crazy about hsr, they will show us every instance of the IPC being evil, greedy and cold then will turn around and try to make them likeable because some playable characters are IPC. i feel insane.

i also don’t like her design, imo it’s very basic for a 5* character. i remember playing the belobog quest and being surprised that she was a five star character because i found her so boring 😭 they didn’t even try like, man whatever. she’s not cute to me. she’s the only character in the game that i can rant about hating like that’s crazy. i hate ratio but i wouldn’t type an essay on him, ive had to argue about topaz too many times to be chill about her. and jadepaz also contributes to me hating her. what those ship brained gays did to jade after her release is criminal nobody cared about her on her own i felt crazy. i went through that with black swan already, no more. i need topaz deleted off the game

sorry sev

[endiness]

not to be a deluded romencken shipper about this, but i have to say, like. while i do think that (most likely) roman and mencken's relationship is defacto fucked because it was ultimately always going to be contingent on both parties being beneficial to one another and right now roman has pretty much cemented himself in have no power...

the scene of mencken making fun of roman? to me, that just plays off as roman being the only one out of the family that mencken likes on a personal level. like, he obviously did not care for kendall. or greg or connor or shiv. he was willing to tolerate them and work with them to a certain degree, sure, because doing so would maintain his own power. but at least imo, i don't think he came off as liking any of them.

meanwhile with roman, like. mencken’s more energetic when roman shows up at the table. even though he does make fun of him, it is still in the same kind of playful, bantering tone they've always had anyway. and he immediately follows it up by saying he's just kidding and asking if roman's okay. (and like, he doesn't even take his eyes off him until kendall basically tells him to back off lol.) like, idk, everything about mencken’s reaction to roman in that scene just reads as him genuinely liking roman to me.

but unfortunately this is not the "characters allow themselves to actually be people and have real, genuine emotions and connections and follow through on that" show. it is the "all of the characters will destroy their personal lives in pursuit of power" show.

[solarwynd]

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Sorry but Joon, while clearly dissatisfied with how his solo career is going, responded by negotiating better promo and collabs after indigo and making posts about signing his shiny new contract for "2025 and beyond 💜" and stuff. JK is clearly not going anywhere, Yoongi's a Hybe yes man whose album was prioritised over a more popular member, got a big concert tour, doc worldwide screening and Hobi got a lot of stuff for his solo era too - mama performances, 2 solo albums, Lola, jcole collab and 2 documentaries and he'll probably go on tour once he's back from enlistment too. Hybe screwed with Hobi and RM at times but if you take everything into account, I still think overall they'd probably not leaving. Jins is not yet known so not going to say anything yet but so far it's all positive vibes between Jin and Hybe.

Now Tae is number 1 contender to leave. A lot of his projects seem to be outside of Hybe and with his friend network. He's been given some stuff but overall his support was pretty mid. I think he has some outside support which is why he gets some spon award nominations and that's about it. For me Jimin is number 2. I think there's some reasons to believe it's not true - jimins nature isn't one to make that kind of move imo, plus his attachment to the Hybe producers (sgmb), and arguably his second album is better promoted. I'm still iffy about him though because Hybe really really hates promoting him. They still won't get certifications for him or post an article about his hot 100 performance without mentioning 100 other people and the mediaplay with relation to him from Hybe is extremely off. They've given him a few more versions this time but it's only sustaining thanks to fans. They move really weird with him. Yeah maybe someone at Hybe hates him but Jimin's not a mouthy guy. I'm so confused why someone would have something personal against him. And maybe his contract isn't as beneficial for Hybe as JK (whose entire branding seems to be under them) but surely Jimin's would be more valuable than Hobi for instance. Him leaving wouldn't be completely insane I guess.

Anyway my ranking for members leaving is-

1. Taehyung

2. Jimin

3. Namjoon

4. JHope

5. Yoongi

6. JK

(not putting Jin yet)

Of course the actual number one possibility is that none of them leave at all 😑

True on Joon. To me though, it honestly does seem like the idol life has run its course for him and he’s doing it out of obligation to BTS and armys more than an actual honest desire to continue in the group. Also, even if he was to leave, his only option would to become a genuine industry plant to see significantly better numbers, cause the fan interest still wouldn’t be there.

I agree with the list for the most part. I still wouldn’t put Jimin that high not because I think he’s content with how BH is treating him, but similar to Joon. Stick it out because his love for the group.

[gooseberryfox]

Saw your tags. Consider this an opportunity to talk about Jack Dalton 😁

you have no idea what you just unleashed. in this essay i will

first off, i just love him as an individual. ignoring (for now) the relationships he has with others, he himself is a gem of a character. Like (i think ) you and lailuh were talking about, the way that he openly expresses emotions- whether that be through tears, yelling, relief colouring his face, whatever, is just so brilliant. He's this ex-delta, ex-CIA super secret agent who's tradtionally known as "the muscle" and yet he still shows these emotions so openly. He's not afraid of what these emotions mean for his "image" because he's just so comfortable in himself that he's able to express them, something I deeply admire about him. Even in front of Matty, he's not afraid to show her what he's feeling, and she (typically) doesn't take advantage of that. Not only that, but his abilities (although often overshadowed or ignored...i'm still salty) aren't soley being strong. He's intelligent, even though he's the butt of most jokes, and he is knowledgeable in his craft. When it really comes down to it, Jack knows what he's doing, and he's confident in that fact. He has fears, he has his moments where he doesn't make the best decisions, but that doesn't ever take away from his character (until he left dot dot dot) and I think it's amazing how he, despite being a "side character", still has such a robust and unique personality. If I could rewrite the show, I would totally show Jack some more respect. He doesn't have to be shown being the only "not nerdy" one in the team all the time, he doesn't need to be constantly disrespected (bathroom tile salesman....really?).

next up is his relationships with other characters. I actually love that he takes time to really get to know each individual he interacts with (except the bad guys but like who cares about them) and that he forms a real, deep bond with the people he cares about. Did Mac and Jack's friendship start with them instantly being besites? Hell no! And that makes the relationship between these two so much stronger. Like he says, it was "forged in fire". He has real, human conflicts and actively tries to solve or at least reduce them, and that, to me, is an admirable trait. He's not perfect. He's not kind, sweet Jack all the time, because humans aren't always the same when they're under extreme stress! But he still tries his best not to burn bridges (tries is keyword), to make things he's done wrong right, and overall protect the people he cares about. He's not one-dimensional at all imo and he has so much potential to create long-lasting, mutually beneficial relationships because he's such a good person.

i also believe he is fundamentally a good person, despite having so much red on his leger. He signed up for that, sure, but I think he's the type of person to still believe that people are naturally good even after seeing all the evil in the world. He, again, made mistakes, he screws things up, but he's still good at heart. He doesn't do things maliciously, he does them through a deep-seeded compassion.

i love him so much 😭

[lesbiansanemi]

Anyways. Sukuna fics I would write if I had the time and energy and I don’t understand why no one else has

Relationship study between him and Uraume. It would start in the Heian era, perhaps exploring how they met. But mostly it would be about their relationship and how and why Uraume is the only person Sukuna seems to enjoy being around and treats casually. What is different about them? Why is Sukuna so attached? Why is Uraume so attached to Sukuna? Things that are all very interesting imo. Could go through Sukuna getting sealed and Uraume’s thoughts on that and how and why they waited through fucking centuries for Sukuna to return, why they put up with Kenjaku and her scheming, up through Uraume and Sukuna’s eventual reunion

The Sukuna and Yuuji role swap that y’all already know about (will be written eventually but. Yk. Very eventually….)

An AU where Sukuna takes a different approach and decides to treat Yuuji with some fondness and care but all out of manipulation to use him to get the rest of his fingers quickly and turn on jujutsu society because that’s beneficial to Sukuna. He’s canonically very clever and I could see him pulling something like that, and I think it’s interesting to explore other versions of his relationship with yuuji beyond what we see in canon. But no, I don’t think he would ever genuinely cares about him

Actual good Sukuna/Uraume smut where sukuna is a pillow princess and Uraume does whatever the hell they want with him and also it’s actual weird freaky monster sex beyond just giving sukuna two dicks and calling it a day

Hyper niche AU where sukuna manifests in Yuuji, Megumi, and Nobara all at the same time (ask me for details, there’s a lot, it’s technically my oldest jjk AU)

Soulmate thing between Sukuna and yuuji but NOT romantically. More in a cosmic horror sense for both of them as in yuuji has to grapple with how similar to Sukuna he can be and sukuna can despise having any connection with someone as weak and pathetic as yuuji and also the horror of knowing they are bound forever and ever and there’s never any escape from the other in this life or the next

[thegreymoon]

Do you think Shi Mei actually loved Chu Wanning? I was thinking about how when Shi Mei captured Chu Wanning at Mount Longxue, he kept on insisting that CWN forget MR and accept him. Although very different, TXJ too wanted CWN to want him back. Of course, these two feel vastly different (as MR had the flower) but the common factor is that in different ways, both want CWN to choose them which makes me wonder if Shi Mei ever loved Chu Wanning

I don't think that Shi Mei was capable of love, at least not of love towards individual people and certainly not outside of his own race, except maybe for his sister because she was so wholly devoted to his cause. There was simply too much damage there, he was too warped, but I do think there is nuance between 0.5 and 2.0 timelines.

Hua Binan certainly did not love Chu Wanning. He did want Chu Wanning to love him, he wanted all his attention and abilities focused on him and only him, which is inherently selfish and not loving at all. I think he sensed that being loved by Chu Wanning is very beneficial but he didn't understand what love is. Remember, Chu Wanning was his first intended victim for the flower. Where is the love in that? It is selfishness and cruelty, but it would give him the illusion of love, and Shi Mei certainly felt that this was exactly the same as true love, as long as he got to reap the benefits of having sex with him and of Chu Wanning's immense power working for his cause until the moment came when he would sacrifice him the same way he did with Mu Yanli. Everyone who was not a Butterfly Boned Beauty Feast was expandable to him, and even his own people sometimes were too, as we see with Song Qiutong (and Mo Ran, but let's give him the benefit of the doubt there because he didn't actually know). He saw Mo Ran being given everything by Chu Wanning even though he was the absolute worst version of himself, and he wanted that for himself too, but only because it would have given him pleasure and benefits. We saw that he never actually understood the dynamics of real love because, on Mount Longxue, he seemed to think that he and Mo Ran were interchangeable. He felt like Mo Ran had had his turn, they were both disciples, so why couldn't Chu Wanning now sleep with him too, and direct all his energy to his cause? After all, Mo Ran was Taxian-jun, and Chu Wanning was still willing and still ripped space and time for him. In his mind, he saw no difference. He died and he never understood love.

Shi Mei from the second timeline started out pretty much the same, but the horror his other self had wrought snapped something in him and he was able to access some real emotions, including love and respect for Chu Wanning. We can tell, because his final actions there were selfless. He understood he would never be forgiven and that he had nothing to gain but he still released Chu Wanning because you do not inflict unending horrors on someone whom you love and respect and who had been nothing but good to you. IMO, this is still too little too late and while people can head-canon whatever they want, I find the idea of him being forgiven by anyone on Sisheng Peak downright insulting. The only thing Shi Mei is entitled to with this final act of selflessness is a chance to embark on a journey of repentance, far away from his victims, and maybe save his soul from eternal damnation.

[reddeadsredhead]

Do you believe Sean MacGuire in his pre-death character stage could have ever peacefully lived a domestic lifestyle? If not, what development do you think he would need to go through?

As he is as a character when we see him, Horseshoe and Clemens point? I don't think so, as with a lot of the gang, being a rebellious rambler is all he knows. He even mentions going on manor raids with his Da when he was young (I often wonder how young he was when he started. Maybe ten or so? But that's besides the point)

Sean being a wanted man doesn't help with this. If he managed to clear his name, I think he wouldn't know what to do with himself. I think he'd have become a bounty hunter like Sadie, as I think he's not used to settling down.

Honestly, I think the one thing that would help Sean the most in achieving a peaceful domestic lifestyle was if his da were still alive. They were already trying for a "new start" in America, I'm assuming one that didn't involve more activism. I think Darragh was getting too wanted and too old to keep fighting, and the government was closing in on them. They couldn't afford that life anymore, and I think Darragh being with Sean and trying this domestic life would have given him the encouragement he needed, as Sean grew up with him and learned a lot from him. They were both outlaws at heart, even when Darragh was a politician. I think they both would have tried very hard to make it work together had they been given the chance. If somehow he was brought back to life I think that would certainly help Sean get the peaceful life he and his da had hoped for when moving to the US.

Unfortunately that is unrealistic as the man has been dead for ten years. I think Sean would have to learn how to make peace with his past and with himself, and learn not to provoke people so much. The old West was not a place to joke around, and not everybody is going to see his jests as just what they are but actual threats. I think Arthur tries to teach Sean this in his own ways, that he's bound to get himself killed if he provokes people so much, even if it's just meant as a joke. Some people don't take too lightly to jokes that are personal jabs, especially ones that involve the ego, and not everyone fights words with words.

He'd have to learn other ways of making money, and certainly I think bounty hunting would be his go-to; this man would hate hard labor, but I think learning it would be very beneficial. The growth of learning honest work would keep him from having to kill his way through life and put himself in more danger. I think if he and Lenny had left the gang (there are already hints that they were thinking about it imo) they could have tried to make it work as honest men, and I could certainly see Charles, John and Kieran coming along, maybe the girls as well, sort of forming their own little group there. Perhaps when things started going to hell, had all of them survived, they would have given an honest life a shot. I think it would have been very beneficial for Karen to leave the gang too. Maybe their relationship could have worked out. I think Sean would be willing to give it a try for her, but only if he thinks she actually likes him and won't just leave him on a whim. She seems like a character who's hard to read and perhaps is afraid of committing to a guy like Sean.

Sean would have to learn to control his anger too I think as I could see a few situations in which his patience is thoroughly tested and I think he would have a hard time showing restraint when crossing someone who mouthed off at him in just the right ways. Government agents, American or British, would certainly test his nerves. Though I don't think he's the most likely to resort to violence, but he is moreso than most gang members.

Wow I rambled on a LOT as I am bad at staying to the point but I hope this answer will suffice anyway! Thanks for the ask

[realcube]

YOU GOT: KEIJI AKAASHI

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ matchup for @lady-of-endless

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ if you would like a matchup, read this!

'MBTI: INFJ'

𓆩♡𓆪 according to personality database, akaashi is an INTJ

𓆩♡𓆪 which i agree with tbh , usually personality database has some unqiue opinions based in nothing but imo INTJ is accurate for him

𓆩♡𓆪 anyway this means you are both very similar; you're both judging types which means you both tend to plan things out and make decisions based on logic and reason opposed to whimsy

𓆩♡𓆪 which is great because akaashi probably doesn't have the capacity to handle another bokuto

𓆩♡𓆪 he just needs someone stable and rational who isn't pushing him outside of his comfort zone every other day and that person is youu

𓆩♡𓆪 and your both introverts which is great because at functions he WILL be hanging out with you opposed to mingling

𓆩♡𓆪 not because he is shy though , literally just because he cba and he prefers your company anyway

𓆩♡𓆪 the only difference you have is you are feeling and he is thinking type

𓆩♡𓆪 and i think this is a very beneficial place to be seperated on because it means you can both learn to see things from a new perspective

𓆩♡𓆪 like you could definitely teach him to be more empathetic and open-minded

𓆩♡𓆪 while he could teach you to be more strict — since being compassionate, especially overly so isn't always a good thing and can lead to you being taken advantage of or needless upset

𓆩♡𓆪 and there is no way he is going to let something like that happen to you

𓆩♡𓆪 he finds how caring you are to be sweet though , and he wouldn't change a thing about you

𓆩♡𓆪 and being around you DEFINITELY makes him less cynical , thats for sure

𓆩♡𓆪 like he'll watch a murder documentary on netflix and be like "everyone is hideous on the inside and we're all just psychopaths"

𓆩♡𓆪 but then he'll hang out with you and be like "nevermind ☺"

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'going to the gym, listening to music, reading and studying, learning new stuff, playing the guitar'

𓆩♡𓆪 i can't imagine akaashi being a gym rat. like he i could defo see him as a person who goes to the gym, but not gym rat. he mostly just goes bc he feels like he has to

𓆩♡𓆪but omg if he finds out you go to the gym .. for fun..

𓆩♡𓆪 he will become the biggest poser on earth

𓆩♡𓆪 he seems like a "gym once a week" type of guy but as soon as he hears that you go daily or x amount of times a week, you can catch him on shoulder press machine 24/7

𓆩♡𓆪 not even ushijima HIMSELF could pull that mf away from the stair master

𓆩♡𓆪 all that just so he has the chance of running into you and having something to talk to you about

𓆩♡𓆪 but the difference between him doing it opposed to bokuto or someone else, is that he doesn't even know that he's doing it for you

𓆩♡𓆪 like he just starts hanging out in the gym more but in his head he is like "yeah i'll just stay for a couple more sets before i go... for my health... not for any other reason... hm"

𓆩♡𓆪 but deep down he is praying that you'll come in at any moment

𓆩♡𓆪 but that's like pre-dating. after y'all start dating he keeps this gym rat facade up for maybe a couple months before he admits he's a lazy shit

𓆩♡𓆪 jk actually dating you would probably get him going to the gym more anyway so maybe you never find out

𓆩♡𓆪he is definitely the reading type, i'm pretty sure it's canon that he is a manga editor after the timeskip??

𓆩♡𓆪 anyway he would definitely be giving you book/manga reccs once y'all start dating

𓆩♡𓆪 and he's unreal because if you give him a recc back he will ACTUALLY read it just so you guys have something to talk about

𓆩♡𓆪 even if it's abosolute trash , he'll still read it but just so he can complain about it and tease you for having horrible taste

𓆩♡𓆪 as if he doesn't read manga .. i mean, who does that?! (👀)

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'Ideal first date: movie and a walk'

𓆩♡𓆪 oki this is defo what made me pick akaashi for you

𓆩♡𓆪 i can totally imagine him as a film snob though so you are going to have to deal with him putting on some pretentious ass "classic" film like fight club ARGH

𓆩♡𓆪 unless you're into that kinda stuff then y'all are just a match made

𓆩♡𓆪 or it could go the opposite way around and you convince him to watch a funny but objectively "poor" movie like sausage party

𓆩♡𓆪 or you could compromise and watch a critically aclaimed movie made for wide audiences like deadpool or barbie

𓆩♡𓆪 omg he sooo wants to watch something mentally stimulating and challenging with you so you guys can have in depth discussions about the plot over a glass of wine

𓆩♡𓆪 but on your first date bokuto told him beforehand "bro you gotta watch a scary film, she'll get so scared she'll jump into your arms and then you don't even need to make a move"

𓆩♡𓆪 and at first he is apprehensive but bokuto has probably had wayyy more gfs than him so he just goes with it

𓆩♡𓆪 so he puts on a horror movie and he isn't easily scared but it wouldn't matter if he was anyway because the whole time he is just passing glances at you like 👁👁 waiting for you to squeal and leap into his arms like bokuto said you would

𓆩♡𓆪 v disappointed when that doesn't happen

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for @lady-of-endless: you are such a sweetie pie so you deserved someone as sweet ! akaashi was the first person that sprung to mind for you tbh. i briefly considered kenma but it was mostly akaashi supremacy for you