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Day 6: Edgar Allan Poe from Bungou stray Dogs
#im so sorry that this took so long#i was supposed to post it before my exams but i forgot and just remembered when they finished#i have another set of them next month#this wasnt really well done#cause i lost motivation half way through#so apologies#anywho#fanart#bungo stray dogs fanart#bungou stray dogs#edgar allan poe#edgar allan poe bsd
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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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urapocere 💙❄️
-> fan mv i based this heavily off of + english translation <-
->my adipocere animation<-
#⚠if u tag this as billford im blocking u on sight btw that is literally the opposite of what this is#yayyy sequel to my adipocere animation!!!!!#wasnt planning on making one for urapocere but here we are#(link 2 my adipocere one under the read more btw :3)#(ALSO CHECK OUT THE FAN MV I HEAVILY BASED THIS OFF OF ITS SOOOO GOOD THIS VIDEO WOULD NOT EXIST WITHOUT IT LINK 2 IT UNDER THE READ MORE)#gravity falls#animation#stanford pines#young ford pines#young stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#possessed ford#bord#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#young fiddleford#fiddleford#fiddleauthor#fiddauthor#<- implied#iyowa#blood cw#cw blood#ik the mv doesn't really convey it but i interpret most of these lyrics being ford shortly after fiddleford left#when he was all like “whatever i dont need YOU i dont need ANYONE!!!” bc i think most of the lyrics fit into that pretty well#but translating that into the mv wouldve made it look like i was being a ford hater sooo i made it bill hate focused instead#i also wanted to have this done in time for portal test day but i couldn't finish it in time lol
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happy to report nosferatu was good 🎉🎉🎉 hooray for weird vampires
#personal#was so worried it was gonna be mid...and it wasnt! (at least not to me)#its not like The Best Most Mindblowing Movie of 2024 but it was really well done
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Why is Jimmy kinda.. just a little bit...
#if you ignore everything bad about him hes kind of hot#mouthwashing#mouthwashing x reader#jimmy mouthwashing#aside from all of the awful things hes done i think jimmy is a really well written antagonist#and if Jimmy just.. wasnt jimmy#i feel as though hed be a lot more thirsted over#hes kinda fine and im so ashamed to admit that
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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
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It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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Fanfiction is so goated actually
No monetary incentive, just writing in one's free time. Some incentive for like kudos and comments, because who doesn't want to hear that someone else enjoyed what they wrote. Just writing a story that is good and/or enjoyable, no real-life pressure to keep it going because god forbid you and other people are depending on it financially.
Writing a story because you want to write a good story, so you can write what they want the way you want, at a pace that is realistic for you, with exactly the plot pacing you want there to be.
#c*rny posts#thinking about this after the my h*ro academia leaks lmao#i have read barely a few chapters of the manga and then kept up with it through tumblr osmosis#i was interested in how its gonna end#and after reading the leaks i was like 'well its up to the fanfic writers to write a good ending now'#cause. it was kind of underwhelming. like some stuff made sense and some things were just done badly#which is realistic considering h*rikoshi is apparently burned out to hell#and i was thinking. man. if i had to write AND illustrate a story for like ten years straight. because its my bread and butter#and there are other people depending on the story doing well to make money#it would 100% get to me. i would rather end it all lmao#which is why i think fanfic is so great#just writing a story that you want. that makes sense to you. that has elements you want. that is exactly as long as you want.#and there isnt even a possibility of really monetizing it so there is no drive to make is 'succeed' or make it as long as possible#this could be applied to just writing a 'regular' story also that is not intended for publishing#also kinda makes me think about h*ikyuu#i kinda do feel the timeskip and the ending were a bit rushed#but like. if it was me. i would have rushed it too lmao#after so many years of working on one thing and one thing only i would have been so done. just so done#and h*ikyuu ending to me wasnt even bad. it was good with good resolution of everything. with characters evolving and achieving their dreams#not necessarily volleyball related (like tenma)#the progress made realistic sense#but it did feel a bit rushed#anyway#fanfic and writing for yourself is great#and manga authors face way too much pressure from people dependent on them. from fans. even from society in general
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu “master wu” even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes “mean” and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like “are we still doing revenge? yeah? cool” bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#“he just needed to go undercover!!” counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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everyone complaining about the new S&Co episode because it had a section where Mariana and Watson shared a bed are super fucking annoying btw just saying
#sherlock holmes#sherlock and co#sherlock & co#I could not possibly give any less of a shit#that scene was cute as fuck#you are allowed to interpret it as platonic#LORD KNOWS I DO!!!#sharing a bed is both not inherently romantic and also who fucking cares who fucking cares who fucking cares WHO FUCKING CARRESSSS#its a fun episode its really well done and well written#if you dont like mariana x john thats FINE#but for the LOVE OF GOD.#it wasnt even romantic it was literally just a normal fucking interaction
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anyway- current list of things im working on, plan to, or want to do:
-zelda comic (destiny) chapter 2 rendering -OCs, art, lore, worldbuilding (though i want to cut back a little bc doing only OC stuff cant sustain my validation complex..)
-totk rant script (video?) -totk rewrite
-pixelart/gamedev -music making
(honorable mention for animation bc that is something that takes so much time and focus that i just dont think i will ever be able to muster again ..)
#ganondoodles talks#if it wasnt obvious#still struggeling alot with doing any art#theres so many thigns i want to do#and i keep feeling like my biggest problem isnt time .... but my inability to jsut work one something for a longer time at once#with my zelda interest dying down its even harder to keep going bc it feels so wasted now#like i should be doing my own stuff instead#but then i dont think my original stuff is good enough or ... well done enough ... and i cant present it well either#to sustain me .... i only really have the internet for feedback#and as much people love to yell about doing stuff for yourself only#that cant keep me going- sorry it just cant#feeling utterly unseen and unimportant .. or like nothing but a leech on the world has almost killed me before#im not takign any chances with that
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genuinely fucking embarrassing for aaron kuder as well as everyone who looked over the art and approved it to have continuously drawn the incorrect cane for matt. like honestly shameful as an artist. you couldn't do your basic research task on a white cane? to ensure you were drawing the correct aid for matt to use? it's further embarrassing when in issues four and five matt does have one because germán peralta and farid karami, you know, did their basic job as artists of making sure matt had the correct cane. if nothing else look at any comic from recent time and you would know matt has a white cane. this isn't the 1960s. this is not difficult. this is highly shameful on kuder's end and im not going to be nice and just say it's disappointing. i find it correct to call it embarrassing and frustrating. it is your basic task as an artist to research your references for character props. if you can make sure your cars and apartment buildings and costumes are correct you can take five seconds to make sure this is correct too. if you can draw matt's billy club correct you can draw this correct too. there is no excuse.
#static.soundz#like when it is only kuder working on the art it is like this. i skimmed through to make sure i wasnt being stupid.#and bc those other two issues he had the white can i cant find it in myself to believe there is a good intentional reason for this#and if there is. well it better be damn fucking good. bc i dont get it.#especially considering we have had rivera's wonderfully done cane as billy club for matt. like we know how to work all these things together#and if you want them as separate items well again. not fucking haaard. so i really see no good reason for this#outside of a pure intentional ignorance.
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Severus Snape is so me, I too would have written Property of the Half-Blood Prince on my schoolbooks unironically.
#this is true by the way i actually did to something similar#it wasnt Half Blood Prince it was another nickname/alias i came up for myself#whichever name i was using for my self insert at the time#and it's been a thing my whole life#i got really into httyd when i was 12/13#specifically the books#and... well.#one of my old notebooks (if not more)#notebooks i used for CLASS may i remind you#its cover is full of unironic references phrases ect from it#i might have even written property of (insert nickname here) on the front page#like calling myself Half-Blood Prince would have been exactly something i would have done#severus snape#harry potter
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meet my son his name is maunder he has br-HOLY SHIT DID ANYONE ELSE JUST SEE THAT?
#now that i look back on this sprite i shouldve done his buttons n cheeks with circle tool . Oh well#cosmosdex#fortuna#the tragedy of fortuna#sterotypical art tag#i got nofin to rant about this time . surprisingly .#OHHH WAIT . im using him in a dnd campaign thats like the worst ever#(its 5 apollos a cupid(IN AN ARTEMIS SHELL.) and a bia)#the bia has been named our twink rangler because otherwise were gonna tear eachother apart#Also willy wonka is on our crew .#insane shit . i should infodump about them sometime . Not now though ......#*ALL BEING APOLLOS WASNT EVEN PLANNED I. i just called up whopping 6 fortuna friends and was like#hey man do you guys wanna play dnd.#and they were all like Fuck yea man.#the bia isnt really a fortuna fan theyre gonna read it but their computers broken.#i get to infodump to them about all the important game mechanic stuff#its great !!!!!!!!#anyway the apollos wasnt planned we just all ended up pulling up with our horrible twinks.#aw. fuck i ranted too hard . UM WHAT EVER!#just ignore that =]#edit i realized after posting this that its spelt wrangler not rangler. Fuck my stupid fungus life
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to that anon who always reminds me of diakko week, bless you and thank you so much. i wouldve really loved to participate but ive really been busy the past years, was hectic yall. just wanna shout out that person, whoo, ill try and drop something before i disappear again for the final(!) semester. heres a chilling capybara i sculpted tho!
#mine#okay so summary of what happened lmaooo#got out of a toxic friendship last year (yay!) and basically it went from okay to really bad real quicl in a spam of months#so i dont have the motional capacity to even be creative by drawing#i did write and oh boy if it wasnt a life saver#then after that i was drained physically and mentally and emotionally#and also full of rage lol#plus school#so i was being my own therqpist for the past year#well technically for the past 5 years lol#and i got a huge creative block on drawing and writing during that#the drawing was stagnant for longer than the writing#thats why the last drawing i posted wasnt on par as my older ones#writing came back for a few months then disappeared complete the past few months#took up sculpting tho so i might sculpt something from lwa#and yeah#rn its busy due to internship but its the last push!#i might be able tk do diakko week next year#cause im done school on half the year#yassssss#so sorry for the anon that kept on reminding me#i wasnt ignoring you i was just busyyyy#and i wasnt on here most of the time#im here now tho cause wicked is my current hyperfixation lmao#thank you!
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Tw eyestrain
This is for the draw this in your style by @ricky-tiki-tah ^^
I wanted to do this wayyyy earlier but i was busy with stuff
Hope ya like it ^^
#markiplier#tw blood#the host#toust does art#dude ive had such trouble with the line art like it just looked OFF man#but its looking good now#acctualy im really proud of this one#aside from the blood#like it acctualy looks like mark finaly#anyway yea i struggled with the blood and i still dont like how it looks but oh well#anyway the stuff wasnt anything serious just preparations for an event at my village and then vacation and then stuff with me going to my-#-first year at university/college#idk the difference in them honestly in czech its just one word#oh yea im studying to become an english teacher!#super excited coz english is one of my favorite things in the world#which is why im bumed about the floods and the semester having to start a week later coz people arent able to get to school coz everything-#-is under water#oh yea the whole weekend it was POURING here in the whole country#were fine where i live atm but the rest of the republic is like sheeeesh#anyway im done yapping#id be surprised if anyone read it til here#u know that one post that is like:#the post: one sentence#the tags: so it all started in 2003-#this is that lol#anyway enjoy our boi host imma head out#bye ^^
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