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Thunder Wolf

Maria Hill x wolfshifter!reader.

Summary: reader is a kid raised between Hydra and Red Room lines. She saw at least two generations of Widows graduate from the program. Madame Hydra's favorite pet.

Would reader be able to build a normal life?

⚠️ Trigger warning: mentions of wounds, torture. Standard warnings.

Enjoy! Feedback is very welcomed.

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Some would say that life can be an adventure, full of adrenaline, tragedy. But yours? You've covered all possible bases with an tad add of madness.

You don't have memories of a family, as you grew older some kids you lived with told you you arraived to small to the school. Barely a two year old, but there was something special about you. Training and lessons, many years of blood and tears smeared on the floor. The school you were in was a ballet one but, for some reason you weren't taught dancing. You were taught to fight and survival. At some point the other kids joined you on this lessons, but while they were instructed to dancing you were taken to a laboratory.

That's when you met a woman that became a somewhat mother to you. Melina, she was a scientist. She did a bunch of tests specially when you were on your animal shape. A wolf, well you were a pup so your size was a medium dog. They wanted to duplicate that ability of yours.

The worse was when Melina wasn't around, the other scientists were cruel.

You truly have no idea how many years you were on the Red Room. You saw at least two generations of Black Widows rise. You weren't one of them you were their dear Grom Volk, Thunder Wolf.

It's been at least two decades since the last time you spent time with Melina or went on a mission with her. The last time you somewhat knew of her was a little over a decade ago.

For some reason Madame Hydra left you on this facility since half a year ago, which is odd you used to be her main bodyguard. Your shifting ability allows you to pass as her exotic pet. Every few months a chopper comes and throws some food an essentials for you and the rest of the guards but, usually you go to hunt.

Tonight you are lazyly lying on the rooftop of the facility. The full moon shining brightly, you are enthralled by it. Full moon leaves you restless, small cracks of lighting scape your claws when you tap them against the concrete.

Taking your eyes off the bright satellite, your eyes scan the wooden perimeter, at first everything seems normal. Until you catch some odd movement. You quickly shift back to your human form and call for a status report of the agents, seemingly nothing out of normal. But, something is wrong... You tell them to keep alert and choose to investigate yourself. Jumping out of the building you shifted back into wolf form and barely made any sound. Now on the ground you quickly catched three unknown scents. And you growled in annoyance, bunch of incompetent guards you will bite their asses before requesting an exchange.

It didn't took long to locate the three women, one tall, two average. One of them smelled different, powerful. The other smelled... that smell, you got that smell somewhere else, it might be a traitor. You tuned your ears to pick up their exchange through comms.

"Hill, we got the intel. Maximoff found something else there's an enhanced, we need to get away fast".

If Madame Hydra finds about your failure she will skin you alive. You gather energy and grow up your form to double size, you weren't small to begin with being a northwestern wolf. And now you are the size of a nightmare.

Picking up speed you go around the taller one and block her path.

*Guys, if by enhanced you mean a massive wolf with sparkling white eyes. Is standing right in front of me* Maria can't help but admire the fur on the giant wolf grey and black like a raging storm.

("I suggest you three surrender, and handover the Intel you stole") she hides her surprise at the voice in her head, she is kind of used to by now thanks to Wanda.

*We are going for you* Romanoff says on her earpiece.

What you didn't know was that one of them went for the quinjet, while the other came running to the rescue. You heard the person coming, so you went to attack the one in front of you.

For your surprise she was agile and a good shooter, but your quick healing made it useless. The bleeding stopped immediately and years of training meant you didn't even felt the wounds, she would need better placement of her shots.

*Maximoff any time now, would be helpful* she shouted while she dodged your claw that end up stuck on the bark of a tree. The woman sprinted away and you yanked your claws back to pounce at the agent to end her when a force pushed you off against a tree. Rolling a couple of times you stand up and snarl at the other woman. She has some red smoke surrounding her hands.

"Come with us, we can help you".

("I don't need your help, I have my orders")

You go again against them.

"Hill! Go, I will stop them" Wanda orders and leaps to meet you half way.

----

You gotta admit, that brunette with red powers is one of the most powerful beings you have fought against. And for your shame she is managing to run away. While you fought she caught your knee with a boulder and you can barely make it move. Even when you called your agents she decimated them like flies.

*Wanda! Protect yourself I'm firing from the back gate*

You see their airplane hovering above, there's no way she can jump that high.

The shooting begins, and your get a little slower dodging in zig zag the shots. But that woman is a good shooter, she caught you a couple of times. Enraged you set off an electrical shockwave that burns her incoming rain of bullets, and you see the brunette raising up using her powers.

On a last ditch effort you use all your strength to jump up your sharp teeth latch on the end on the metal gate rattling the entire aircraft. You quickly scramble to latch with your claws and begin to hike up. When the brunette enhanced makes the mistake of stepping on the metal gate you electrocute her unconscious, Madame Hydra would enjoy having her on her ranks.

The woman on the cock pit begins to do some evasive manoeuvres but you latch to the metal panels like your life depended on it *Hill! Shoot them down!"

You try to pounce on the one they call Hill, but when the pilot turns around your brain freezes... Natalia? Is that- red energy blasts you against the aircraft side panel. Your body doesn't even touch the floor when is flung away like garbage out of the jet. The last image you have is Natalia's panicked green eyes.

"Bad dog!" Wanda sneers as she allows herself to collapse on the floor.

---

"Wake her up" a voice orders. The agents throw iced cold water on the wolf chained to the floor. The wolf's white bright eyes open with confusion.

Your master heeled boots is the first thing you see before she crouches. Letting you see her face "oh my dear Volk Grom. So many years of service. Remind me, why you got this scar?" She says caressing your muzzle her thumb running over the jagged scar that runs from the top of the bridge on your nose across your lips.

"I allowed Romanova scape" the woman hums "and guess what you just did again? This time she stole highly sensitive intelligence".

("Ma'am I didn't know it was her. I tried to stop them, they brought the enhanced, Maximoff-").

"Did you?!" She asks cutting you off at your confused expression she elaborates "did you stopped them?".

"No ma'am".

"I am a woman of word, unlike you. I warned you" her pristine nails dig deep on the skin of your muzzle, she stands up and walks to the exit door "Do not worry, I will make a good coat out of your fur. I might even give it to Vostokoff as a present".

---

Maria curses all the wrong intel collected by Tony that led her to this disastrous mission. She has no back up near. She is in the middle of Canada during winter, fucking cold. She has been running away from several Hydra squads for a week. No signal, the winter storms blocking off any chance of communication.

The temperature is getting lower, she opts to try to find a small cave where she can shelter from the cold winds.

Huge is her surprise, when she enters a small cave and blood smell assault her nose. At first she wants to backtrack and run the heck away, she can't afford to waste bullets. The only thing she can see is a huge lump laying on the stone, labored breath. Slowly she beings to shuffle back.

---

You are lying on the cold stone floor on a cave, Madame Hydra goons are stupid they were supposed to kill you and they only left you halfway to death. But they literally skinned you while you were outcold. You spent an agonizing month regrowing your skin on the abandoned facility, by now you have most of your fur. Took the chance and scaped the facility. Your wounds were infected your body put everything into regrowing the skin.

A faint sound of shuffling puts you on high alert. Then the smell, gunpowder. With a lot of effort you barely open your left eye and you see a human silhouette, by the sound a gun is trained on you.

("Riddle the skull with bullets") your voice is strained and groggy.

"What?" The woman looks around trying to find someone else inside the cave.

"Is anyone here?" She asks lowly eyes darting around.

("Me, the wolf dying on the floor") you answer again.

"Thunder Wolf?" She asks with disbelief, you hear her walking up to you with more confidence. The Intel they recovered also had some about you. Natasha was feeling bad, you were like a sister to her and she left you again.

("Now, I feel bad. You know my name. I don't yours") you grunt trying to raise you head, but fail you just lay back down with a whimper. ("Will you tell me, before you kill me?") You ask your voice getting weaker you ran a lot to make it up to this place.

"I'm not here to kill you. I am actually running away from two Hydra squads".

("Shame, I could use a couple of bullets in the head").

Maria kneels down close to your head, you feel her covering your eye as she shines her tactical lamp on the low setting, her breath hitches a little at the sight of fresh and dried blood soaking your fur.

"What happened?".

("No longer useful to my former master. But their goons couldn't kill me").

"Maria Hill"

("Y/N Volkov")

---

After some assessment from Maria, not that she could do much. She end up curling on your stomach to keep warm by your insistence. It hurted like a bitch at first when she put her weight on your body, but you said nothing wrapping your tail around her trying to give her more warmth.

Two days later, now you know that because Maria has some gadgets. You hear movement on the woods.

("Hill. I hear people") as soon as Maria raises up you do too ("they are far enough. But we need to go, now"). The two of you silently walk to the entrance. But Maria's boots make some sound, no doubt the scrunch of boots through the snow and the prints will sell out both of you.

("Hill. Get on my back. I know somewhere where we can lay low. They have signal").

"Are you crazy?!" She hisses lowly close to your face.

("Shut up and do as I say") you glare at her you bright white wolf eyes running through her soul.

----

In the end Maria did as you said. It hurted like crazy when her weight settled on your back and held onto your fur making your still sensitive skin burn. But you barely grunted ("lay across my back, or you will end up with frost bite").

With a quick walk you put a half mile distance before you begun picking up speed. Some of your wounds begun opening up, the cold luckily made the blood cloat quickly before it fell to the pristine white snow. Still you ran through the snow.

By night time you made it to the farm. A cattle farm "Are you sure is safe for you?" Hill asks the cattle doesn't seem faced by your wolf form and their guard dogs look actually excited to see you.

("Owner good man. He fed me after I saved his dogs from a wolf pack. He wanted to take me to a vet. I ran away").

You limp heavily and your body wobbles. Maria end up somewhat supporting your weight on your right side. Until you made it to the barn and collapsed by the hen stack.

The guard dogs came running first licking your face and muzzle like over excited pups. You barely grunted in annouyance some of them end up jumping and booping you with their snout making your body ache.

Maria was about to walk to the house when a man walked in, the dogs immediately moved back. He saw the gun on Maria's hand and the blood on your fur "did you shot it?!" He shouted aiming his riffle at the unknown person.

"No, no. I-she guided me here. I was lost in the woods" she easily lies, *she was already hurt when she found me" she says holstering back her gun raising her hands to show she means no harm.

"Her? My god, I thought it was a male. She is huge. I'm Adam by the way" he extends his right hand with a warm smile "sorry for aiming my gun on you".

She shakes his hand "Nice to meet you Adam, I'm Maria. I understand. Would you mind if I call some friends to pick us up? I can get her the best medical care possible".

"No problem, let me get you some blankets for her. You can spend the night inside the house".

"Thank you, but if you don't mind I can stay with her here. My friends should be here in the morning".

----

*Maria are you sure? My mother was sent a coat made of Y/N's fur a week ago. She is dead* Natasha says with her voice almost cracking.

*Nat, I'm no joking I'm with her. She is awfully wounded, needs medical asap*.

*See you in a few hours*.

Truth to her words Natasha, Wanda, Clint and medical team were at the farm right when the sun was raising. They came with new blankets for the man that helped you two.

The redhead walked to were you lay and kneeled in front of your face "Hey sis, I'm sorry. This time I will help you" Natasha says to you softly in Russian, leaning down she lays her forehead on yours, by now you are so exhausted that you barely open your eyes to see her blurry face. But that green gaze, no doubt is Nat. If the people you hear around are with her, then you can trust. While medical team made initial assessment. Natasha took the chance to hack into the surveillance system and erased the previous hours leaving a loop.

---

Now at the compound, a couple of days later the one and only Melina Vostokoff arraived with Yelena.

The Russian matriarch and Yelena simply walked in like they owned the place, they gave no warning to Natasha of their arraival. Agents surrounded them with guns drown as they made their way to the medical wing unfaced by the operative going on around them.

"Y/N Volkov, where is she?" Melina asked in the front desk.

"I can't tell you. Is classified" the nurse said.

"Yelena call your sister" Melina instructed as she jumped over the desk and put a gun on the nurse "I suggest you tell me" the Russian said as she hacked into the system.

"What the hell is going on here?" Maria stormed in right in time to hear the blonde on the phone telling Natasha to bring her ass to the medical wing of the compound.

"Who are you?" Maria asked.

"Yelena, Y/N's sister. She is our mom Melina" Yelena asked with a bored expression "Can you tell your agents to lower their guns, their are shaking. They will shot someone".

"Agents stand down. You two come with me" Maria instructed. Melina smirked at her, she holstered her gun giving the nurse a "sorry, it was not personal" she said walking off with the other two.

The deputy director took them to the private room you are staying in. You are still on your wolf form. Now clean and some wounds bandaged. Some missing patches of fur and spots with still raw skin, others also bandaged had raw muscle, those were still fighting infection.

"My beautiful volk. Who did this to you?" Melina gets closer to gently run her hand over the soft fur.

Yelena gets closer too and puts her forehead on yours "You are safe now" she says softly in Russian.

The door opens to a very angry Natasha "Mother, Yelena. What's the meaning of this?" She hisses low to not startle you.

"I needed to see my daughter Natasha and make sure she is properly tended".

---

Yeah, mama Vostokoff took over, she gladly paired up with Helen to use her tech to heal the patches of still raw muscle.

Your waking up comes a couple of days later, the soft flip over of pages begins to pull you into conciousness. There's another sound, polishing... Someone is polishing a gun... The smells are familiar.

"She is waking up" the accent, you get spooked by that voice and the freight is reflected on the heartbeat monitor.

You open your eyes, the right one is still blurry the other is clear. Yeah, is the woman you fought against, your mind quickly catches the fact of her lack of battle suit.

Yelena takes advantage of your hesitation and puts herself between you and Wanda. Your sight focuses on the blonde only, could it be? With a lot of effort you raise up and get off the bed grunting in pain, your limbs trembling with effort, the blonde extends her right hand with a soft smile that image is such a mirror to the Red Room, Yelena was a pipsqueak still but fearless, in your wolf form she extended her tiny hand to boop your nose. ("sestrichka?") You ask, that smile and the bright amber eyes.

"Da, is me Yelena" you were about lean in her touch when the sudden opening of the door makes you react and put yourself between them and the intruders, your eyes light up like a thunder, and sparks run through your fur.

"Idiots! You spooked my daughter" a raven haired woman exclaims pushing through the group of people.

When you see her step in front of you, you try to back off, managing some steps but your back hinds end up against the bed ("am I dead?").

"No my daughter. You are alive" no doubt, Melina has aged since the last time you saw her, but it's been decades maybe. And she barely seems older. She still has that power and commanding aura.

Hesitantly you limp forward again, the electricity and static disappearing from your fur, to rest your wolf forehead on Melina's front, Yelena takes the chance to hug you by the neck. You cherish this little moment, taking in their warmth and smell.

The next day Melina makes you shift back to human form, which you immediately regret screaming in pain while you change, even the experienced Widow cringes at your agony screams, the wolf injuries translate to your human body but is like getting hurt all over again. The Russian is the first one by your side when the shift is over. Your human skin show every single scar. As soon as you feel Melina nearby you pass out again.

When you wake up two days later Natalia is by your side, looking at something on a tablet.

"You should paint it back to blue. It was badass" you say with a smirk. The redhead immediately raises up to hug you and rest her forehead against yours "I missed you sestra".

"I missed you too my solnishko".

Natalia, Natasha she now goes by that name, she lets you know what they are up to. Melina is pretty much commanding the medical wing and nerding hard with Helen and Banner.

Yelena dislocated Wanda's shoulder in your honor. Pietro, Wanda's twin wanted to kill her for it. But Wanda interfered and accepted the eye for an eye.

Now more alert, director Nick Fury and deputy director Maria Hill visit you at the hospital room.Wanting to know what happened.

"I used to serve Madame Hydra. I failed her when Maria, Natasha and Wanda stole the intel. It was my last strike, but her stupid goons couldn't kill me for good".

"What did you do for her?" Nick asks with a stern expression.

"Anything she commanded me too. I was her main bodyguard, fighter, killer, spy. You name it, I did it. I even got into dog fighting pits just for the sake of her entertainment".

After the conversation Maria stayed with you on personal note. She thanked you for helping and saving her. You shook your head and apologized for trying to maul her while in the battle field you stood as enemies.

From there slowly you met the rest of the Avengers team, your favorites to hang out with where the twins. Which after two months of living at the compound were like your little siblings. Which made Yelena a little jealous, but with a tight hug and a kiss on her forehead you assured her that no one could take her place. To make it up to her your time was split between Avenger duty, agent for S.H.I.E.L.D and helping Yelena finding Black Widows to free.

In one of those retrieval missions you end up going back to Melina's farm, since the Widow you rescued was hidden in Mongolia it was quicker and faster to go to the farm.

Melina welcomed you with a hug, it still amazes you how open she has become to showing affection. But is very welcomed.

It didn't took long to meet face to face with Antonia, and you immediately felt her amniosity, and the anger behind her blank expression. It was even more obvious when she hugged Yelena and glared at you. You chose to just silently take her treatment, you can't blame her.

Fury allowed you to stay two weeks on the farm, Melina needed some help building more space for the new ex-Widows. And her farm was expanding. Her beloved pigs were still there, but now she had some cattle, sheeps and chickens that needed better spaces. And Alexei the human, was Alexei... A lot muscle not many braincells.

They were careful to never leave you alone with Antonia and Lerato but, mistakes are bound to happen when Alexei is involved.

This morning Melina and Yelena went to the nearest town for food and basics. While Alexei and you stayed to go on with the new building, you need to hurry ending the rooftop before the snow begins to fall which is tomorrow.

"Y/N! We are out of planks!" Alexei shouts from somewhere down.

You sigh in frustration after securing the last screw on the row to keep this plank in place, you asked him yesterday to buy more but nope. He didn't, he got distracted playing and loosing in chest against his namesake pig.

"Better hurry your ass to get more!" You shout back "I can start the isolation on the part that is ready".

"Got it!" He shouts.

You jump down to go to the other barn for the outdoor isolation sheets. You hoist up the materials and begin working putting all your attention on the task, everything is going as planned until someone tackles you off the roof. When your back meets the hard ground, you realize you are fucked.

When your eyes open you see Antonia getting off you "Get up!" She hisses.

You cough a little bit trying to get air back in your lungs and raise up "Tonia, please. You don't need to do this" her boot greets your face and you groan, you simply roll over with the punch to stand up. Antonia and Lerato that joins her pound on you. You don't want to hurt them, so you do your best at dodging, ducking and moving away from their attacks. But is actually hard to achieve Antonia was the feared Task Master for a reason.

The other Widows try to interfere but you stop them, this very not their problem. After getting way too much damage from the two of them you manage to render Lerato out of the fight hitting central nerve central spots that render her left leg and left arm useless.

And that only makes Antonia angrier. The punch exchange becomes brutal and still you do your best to not hurt her badly. Landing punches your hard enough to slow her down.

Melina with Yelena driving the truck begin to come close to the hardware store "is that papa's truck?" Yelena asks a little unsure, Alexei red truck is not unique but that looks suspiciously like his. And the bed is already loaded with wood planks and other items.

When they stop close they see Alexei walking off the store with more stuff. The three of them lock gazes, the first one to say something is Alexei with a loud and clear "BLYAD!".

From there is a race back to the farm.

When the two vehicles skid to a halt close to the barn they see the escene of Antonia choking you on the floor her hands wrapped around your neck tightly.

Antonia's knee is painfully set on your sternum pressing with a crushing force and the placement is just perfect. Making you proud.

"Tonia-"

"Don't you dare to call me that!" She screams "you were supposed to protect ME! Look how I ended, a toy under my father's command!".

Your eyes get watery you never wanted that for her "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Tonia".

"How did I survived? I no longer believe Dreykov's tale" her constrictor hold loosens and you gasp for air.

"When the explosion hit... I tried to shield you with my body. But I was on dog size, I could not shift fast enough to shield you completely from the impact...but I got on my biggest wolf size fast enough to shield you from the heaviest debris.

I stood over your unconscious body shielding you for about a week, until you father's agents found us. You were immediately taken to the underground facility with the best care".

"Why weren't you with me?! You left me!" Her voice sounds small and broken. You were her shadow for three years, you kept her safe from harm until that faithful day.

"I didn't left. Dreykov was angry beyond words for my failure. But, he couldn't kill me. After weeks of physical punishment he sold me to Madame Hydra. She brainwashed me for half a decade, when I was normal again Dreykov and the Red Room were out radar. I scaped two years. I did my best to find you, but it wasn't enough".

"Do you regret it? Saving me" she asks.

"No, I don't-"

Your speech is cut off by the onslaught of punches you do your best to cover, many land. Seems like it wasn't the expected answer.

When she grabs you again by the neck, you know you are out of luck. With a lot of effort you rasp what is seems to be your last words "I regret, not being able to save you from him. I'm sorry mor zvezda" her hold falters.

"Do you remember?...The nights I begged you to take me to the roof to see the stars and the full moon? You used to make your claws sparkle.

"The tiny lightings that hit empty cans. You loved that" you smile at the memory, those years guarding Antonia were some of the best. Sure they treat you like a dog, but well she used to hug you a lot. What she didn't know was that all those nights had a price for you but you gladly paid to see her smile freely.

Her hold on your neck tightens again, man you are done for.

A pair of boots halt behind Antonia "What a shit deck we were handed, huh?" Yelena says stopping close to the ex-Task Master "Antonia could you please not kill my sister. I just got her back and she still needs to finish the building" Yelena says with a bored expression "mother won't appreciate you killing her eldest daughter" Yelena's simple request have a warning intention.

Antonia relents and lets you breath again, you cough several times at first with a little blood. She is strong as heck.

"I can't say I'm sorry" the woman says still straddling your chest.

Yours eyes don't leave her "I know. I can't blame you" Antonia got off you and went to pick up Lerato to get back in the house.

Heavier boots halt by your left "Up! Up! That roof won't build itself" Alexei said with a chuckle extending his hand to lift you up "she got you good little pup" he pats your back harshly and laughed as he walked to unload the materials.

After that episode you got back to work, Alexei and you worked on the roof and isolation until 4am, the temperature begun lowering making your bruised bones ache, nothing a couple of vodka bottles couldn't fix.

---

After two weeks in Russia with your family, you came back to U.S where Tony being the billionaire that he is surprised you with an Harley Davidson 2021 iron 883 in deadwood green.

"What do you think sparky claws?" He asks standing behind you.

"Is this for me?" You ask confused, you told them about you escaping some decades ago, you managed to stay away for two years, joined a biker gang for sometime. But your former master found you killed them all and brainwashed you for a while. You still carried the guilt of their deaths, you were even dating a woman at the time she was killed too cruelly in front of you. That's why you never attempted to scape again.

"Why not? Don't you like it?" Tony ask a little worried, maybe he should have bought a crusier one?.

You walk to the machine admiring it, is beautiful, he even bought you a helmet and a badass leather jacket "what can I do to repay you? Is beautiful" you say as your hand delicately glides over the machine.

"You don't have to repay me anything Y/N, you are part of this disfuncional family now" you smile at the man, a little egocentric but, overall he is a good man.

---

You are aware of the gossiping going around the compound "Sexy Romanoff's older sister is fancing the deputy director" which is not that far from the truth.

Maria is a beautiful woman, yes undeniable. But she is also strong, loyal, quick-thinker. She manages to keep this oiled machine going with such a grace. She is a great leader, she wields your sister respect just like Fury, and that is not an easy feat. If your sister is willing to be on their ranks you will too.

--- (F/B)---

You are ending a training session of sparring with Bucky when you see Maria briskly passing outside the glass wall enclosing the gym. She seems stressed.

Bucky chuckles behind you "Go Romeo, Maria has been drowning on paperwork lately. I didn't saw her having breakfast".

You glare at Bucky but nod at his words, you move fast to get a quick shower and get to the common kitchen to cook some breakfast.

After half an hour you have to healthy stacks of home made oat flour hotcakes some with blue berries and others with chocolate chips. Super crispy bacon, chopped fruit and two mugs of salt caramel cappuccino on a insulated lunch box. You are still amazed of all the gadgets and stuff available on the kitchen. You had to ask Pietro if he knew what the hell was that, he had no idea. In the end Friday was the one to enlighten you both.

Reaching the administration wing you tell her secretary you are bringing Maria breakfast, the woman looks surprised but nods and let's you in with a relieved smile. At least Maria is not scaping the first meal.

You knock her door lightly to not startle her, hearing a come in you walk into her office to see quite the stacks of paperwork on her desk.

"Hello Maria, I brought breakfast" you announce with a small smile. She looks at you surprised and a little hesitant. But you have your little ace on hand "come on Hill, you wouldn't say no to a good home made salty caramel cappuccino, will you?" Gently you set the mug on her desk and she smiles "well, who am I to refuse" she carefully take the lid off to take a sip and a can't help the small moan at the good flavor.

At her acceptance you divide the four compartment box and set half on her desk "I hope you enjoy it" you give her a wide small and try to back off.

"Why don't you stay?" She says way too quickly even catching herself off guard.

"Well I didn't wanted to assume. I was going elsewhere. Group breakfast with the rowdy lot is not really my thing".

Maria gives you a crooked smile, you aren't wrong the whole team together can get quite childish "how about a nice calm breakfast here?" She says motioning at her coffee table by the couch.

You blush a little and accept her offer "I would enjoy that very much".

--- (End F/) ---

The next months Maria and you grow closer, working extra hours and going on small undercover missions to find intel.

Sometimes you two meet at cafes, restaurants. Traveling around. It basically feels like you two were dating. Because you were very physical from leaning against her side to sleeping next to her. When you felt her too stressed out you shifted into your wolf form for her to stroke your fur and relax.

Like right now, you two are on her office at the compound, she is sitting on the rug her laptop on the coffee table, her back against the leather couch.

Your wolf head is resting on her legs, she occasionally rubs your ears, making you purr. The first times she thought she was delirious but after the fourth time she was sure, she rubbed your left ear again and you purred "Are you purring?" She ask with a teasing tone.

You grunt a no, making her laugh.

"Aww! You are so cute. Will you shake your leg if I rub your belly?" She says with a teasing tone, you feel her hand skimming through your fur, and you give her a light zap with your powers "hey!" She protests. When her hand reaches your ribs your muscles tense, which doesn't go unnoticed "Are you hurt?" She asks worriedly.

"No" you grunt.

"Volkov shift back to human" she orders and you know better than fight her, you obey. Tony has made several clothing items that shift with you. And this branded S.H.I.E.L.D sweat pants and hoodie are some of those. Maria wastes no time to lift up your hoodie to see the massive darkening bruise covering your left side.

"Y/N! What the hell? When did this happened? is not from your last mission-" she read the report. That means you got hurt helping Yelena, you said nothing and still went on that mission with Natasha and Clint.

You zone out a little, thinking if you should tell her or not. Well, maybe you should.

"-Stay down" you laugh a little at her stern words she frowns as she stand up to retrieve her first aid kit that has a enhanced grade gel for bruising "Volkov this is not funny".

"It is" you argue with goofy grin laying on the rug "when you order me around like that, I feel like a dog that miss behaved".

Maria comes back to your side and you end up in the same position as before. This time she puts the gel, you simply close your eyes and enjoy her gentle touch.

"Don't fall asleep Y/N/N we need to figure out this data".

From that moment, it became a common ocurrence. You searching for Maria to help you tend your wounds, if they were minor. She new that the more concerning they were the more you tried to hid them. She kept a close eye everytime you went to help Yelena. Sometimes as freelance (not that she knows), sometimes to free a Widow.

----

To be honest with yourself you are falling for Maria, hard. And is not a simple crush as Natasha calls it. You feel it in your soul. Everytime you are with Maria you feel at peace, calm, you feel stronger fighting alongside her even in your human form. Nick requested to keep your ability hidden. Since it seems Madame Hydra is still sure you were killed.

You've been thinking about making an actual move with Maria, sure you two have gone together to eat or a coffee but, it has been as friends or co-workers. You wish to change that, you want to date her and call her yours. You are a daughter of Vostokoff, you don't shy away.

Since today is your free day. You ride your recently bought Shelby Mustang in matte black, having a salary from S.H.I.E.L.D and Avenger has its perks and the extra from free-lance even better. You go to town in search for flowers, Wanda offers to give you a hand, Pietro tags along to tease the shit out of you. Definitely they are the annoying little siblings.

You don't go overboard but with some of Wanda's input in the end you have a medium size arengement of violet and white chrysanthemums, white lilies, hybrid pink and white roses in vase. The arrengement is hidden by a simple pearl like white wrapping paper. Like if she says no, well... It can still make a good decoration... Like, um you hope she says yes.

With a slight knock, she grants you entrance and you smile at the sight of her in her reading glasses "Hi Maria" you greet her, by now you know only you and Nick have seen her using those reading glasses. She takes off her glasses and raises an enquiring eyebrow at what you are holding

"Maria Hill, you know I haven't shied away from showing my interest in you. I enjoy being in your company, I cherish your trust dearly. I love your touch and your presence makes me feel calm and safe. Would you grant me the honor of becoming my girlfriend?" You ask gently putting down the arrengement and lowering the wrapping paper showing her the flowers.

Maria's eyes widened as your speech grew, but a beautiful wide smile took over her surprise. She admired the flower arrengement, no doubts you were a sap, a giant soft wolf. Maria extends her right hand inviting you to walk up around her desk to be in front of her. Your heart leaps in anticipation and dread. Like she could throw you off her office window, she is strong as heck too.

She gracefully raises from her desk seat and craddles your face with a gentle touch, her thumbs gently smoothing off the tension. She searchs for deceit in your eyes but she only finds passion and love, anticipation even. She gently pulls in your face towards her and kisses you, shy at first but after a couple of quick pecks she deepens the kiss. Your possesive side doesn't take long to surface and you pull her to you by her hips and yet the kiss is firm and controlled.

Maria is the one backing off to take some air "Is this answer clear enough for you?".

You hum in thought playfully "no, I might need some reaffirmation my lady" Maria jiggles before connecting her lips again with yours.

---

The date was that same night, Natasha helped you booking in a small Italian restaurant, not over fancy. But you gotta admit your sister has a refined taste in food.

Maria was having such fun watching you try the different foods. It has been her small side mission with Nat and Wanda showing you different foods.

"Darling slow down, the waiters are already watching you funny" she takes a sip of her wine glass to hide her smile.

"Have I ate too much?" You ask confused, a ragú lasagna, one pizza, a pasta and salmon carpaccio, two wine bottles... Well now that you recall it might be.

"Yes it is, but fear not. I have a little surprise for you back in my place" she winks playfully and you almost choke on the last piece of pizza earning a good laugh from the blue eyed woman.

"Get you head out of the gutter, Volkov".

Maria ordered several desserts to take back home, to not alarm further the personel of the restaurant.

Now at Maria's place, you ride the elevator hand in hand. You can't help but smile broadly at her "what?" She asks mirroring your smile. Leaning down you kiss her forehead "nothing, just thinking how fucking lucky I am, you said yes".

In her apartment Maria store away the desserts on her fridge. However you couldn't help but walk behind her to wrap your arms over her hips and kiss her exposed neck, that beautiful navy dress made her look like a model, your upper teeth scrapped down her neck "if you aren't ready, tell me to stop darling" Her breath hitches as she turns around to face you but you keep gently assaulting her neck and exposed clavicle with open mouthed kisses "Maria?" You ask after a little while, worried that you crossed a line.

Maria looks at you with a hazzy look "I didn't tell you to stop" she says her fingers grabbing possesively the back of your neck.

"Neither you told me to go on" you say with a teasing smile.

She smiles broadly at you "if I tell you to stop?" She sees the way your pupils impossibly dilated, the eagerness. She just wants to tease you a little.

She sees the surprise in your eyes but you take it calmly "I obey" you lean to kiss her forehead then her cheek. Thinking she is serious.

When you try to step back, Maria pulls you flush to her "you know you are adorable right?"

Now you are confused and your head tilts automatically, Maria laughs again with such a glee, you begin to question all your years of training. Did you read bad the signals? Is your language comprehension bad? The hell is going on?.

"I'm sorry darling, I'm just messing with you".

"You don't want to date me?" You ask even more confused and your body confidence deflates a little.

"No, no, no hey darling not that. I want to be with you. Is just, I was testing how will you respond to me asking you to stop" Maria says in a hurry. Maybe it really wasn't a good idea to tease you like that.

Her worry makes you chuckle "Hill, you are evil. I almost got a heart-attack, thinking I overstepped" your demeanor changes again you push maria against her fridge trapping her with your body "but now? You won't scape" you growl lowly in her ear making her shiver before nibbling her earlobe.

Your hands wander up her back searching for the zipper of her dress, you slowly pull down the zipper, her surprised yelp at the contact of her bare skin with the stainless steel is replaced by a moan when you gently bite on the base of her neck and kiss down the valley between her breasts.

"Take me to bed, now" you didn't have to be told twice.

Now laying on Maria's bed, with her flush to your body is a bliss. Your slightly warmer temperature is enough to keep you both warm. Her face is hidden in your neck, you can feel her soft breaths caressing your skin. Sex with this goddess was an ethereal experience, making you regret calling it sex. You've had sex, empty physical act. This? Was beyond what words can describe, this was so human, so real, electrifying beyond your powers.

Eyeing the clock behind Maria on the beside table 3:34 am, your fingertips gently run along her back mapping the scars on her skin, not as many as you have, but the few you find makes you a little angry, who dares to hurt such an amazing and beautiful woman. You bow to keep her safe as much as you can.

"I can feel you overthinking" she groggily says kissing your neck softly, you hum happily, her lips on your skin is the best thing ever.

"How can I overthink, if the only thing my mind can't even process is how good your body feels against mine" you open palm replaces your fingertips gently running up and down Maria's back.

"Hmm I can agree on that darling, you feel so warm. I like this, being in your arms".

----

After a generous hearty breakfast at Maria's place. Both rode your car to the compound, being the gentle woman you are, after parking you exited the car to open the door for Maria, she smiled at your gesture and you kissed her knuckles. The two of you avoided the PDA but, you walked her to her office half way there Steve intercepted you "Volkov, all-hands-on-deck. Wheels up in ten minutes" he says passing with a light jog.

"Yes, sir" when he is out of earshot you look at Maria, for a fact you know she wishes to keep this private from the rest of the troops

Maria gives you a friendly hug instead "be careful, ok?" You hug her too "always".

Even though the mission required the whole team, it wasn't as hard as everyone was anticipating. You had the chance to fight side by side with Natasha, and you can't help but admire her. You saw her as a little kid, you even trained her. She always had a roaring fire inside her. But now fighting side by side with her, finally fighting for good cause. It makes you happy. For a fact you know that if you were in your wolf form you'll be wagging your tail.

---

The next two years are easily and by far the best of your existence. Maria is such an amazing partner, lover, friend and confident. She even got Melina's and Alexei's approval, she got the shovel talk though. Melina treathened her to turn her in one of test subjects if she breaks your heart and Alexei treathened her to feed her to the cows... That doesn't work at all but is Alexei.

Natasha's shovel talk was standard she trusts Maria to not break your heart.

Yelena, was Yelena to say the least "you break her heart, your short lifespan will be dragged with pain and suffering. You better not find out".

Date nights just lounging on the couch with wine and movies. Check.

Fancy date nights, hell yes. Maria's outfits were worth it. She looked like a goddess walking among peasants, you looked like a idiot drooling by her side.

Missions together? That's a big yes. Badass duo kicking major ass. You two even got into a undercover mission with you posing as her service dog. Which was fun, you had to get your fur tainted in greyish-brown and scars hidden, Helen and Banner had to come up with contact lens to disguise your white eyes to bright yellow. What you didn't enjoyed was using a collar with tag, the service harness was comfortable at least. You even bite one of the guys ankle for giving Maria dirty looks. The good thing of that mission was the public PDA, like ear rubs were heavenly, she used the excuse of service dog to constantly stroke the fur on your back. And it has been the two months were your fur coat has been on its best care.

--- (F/B) ---

You are laying on the rug of the rented apartment where Maria and you are staying, she is helping you brush your fur after a bath. Your back leg shakes when she brushes right over your ribcage making her laugh for your dismay, but you can't help it is reflex.

"Okay, we are done. Ready to look magestic tomorrow" she says patting your belly. You quickly shift back to human but you are bare ass naked.

"We eat now?" You ask, you are fucking starving. Keeping your body on large dog size takes a lot of energy and control.

"Our lovely elderly neighbor bought some nice kibble for you 42% salmon protein" she says with a teasing tone, but unfortunately is true... on wolf form you have no issue eating it. Like back in Hydra they used to give you shitty kibble or cheap almost rotten meat.

"Y/N! Don't even think about it. I made you some nice giant meatloaf".

---- (End F/B) g--

With Nick you have earnt his trust completely, he sees Maria as a daughter. He gave you a warning, borderline shovel talk. That man is terrifying when his eye sets blankly and sternly on you, you gotta admit that. But he is happy to see Maria thriving with you by her side. You even help her with paperwork and bureaucracy stuff to help her have some more free time.

This afternoon Maria and you are enjoying the sunset in Central Park, you calmly smoke a cigar while Maria reads a book. You see a family with kids and a dog, the canine seems to be too curious about you surely he senses the wolf in you, having nothing better to do you choose to mess with him and glare at it. The dog gets nervous before glaring at you and Maria chatises you "Y/N stop reeling up the poor dog".

"I did no such thing" you say in your defense.

"Yes you did" she says leaving down her book to raise a daring eyebrow.

"I-"

"Excuse me?" A little voice says behind you, a kid. You quickly turn around to see a girl that must be five at most.

"Can you help me find my mom? I got distracted and lost her" she says calmly, but you can hear her heartbeat, she is obviously nervous and terrified.

"Hi sweetie, I sure can" you answer looking at Maria that nods, you stand up slowly to not scare her, you are slightly taller than Maria, more built and you have scars in your face. You usually scare kids and dogs alike.

Maria and you split up, the kid stays with you. It takes you a couple of hours find her mom, well... More like the police found you. They tried to take the kid away. You didn't let them, you trust no police.

Another kid tried to interfere to vouch for you. Well not a kid, kid. She might be on her early twenties. The police tried to shut her up , you talked back. You tried to keep civil but unfortunately you have a temper out of nowhere the officers tried to wrestle you down and a fight broke out, this young woman managed to get the kid to be safe by her side. You were wrestled down to the floor by ten officers. And before anything scaleted further. Luckily this new kid mom stepped in, she seems to hold some authority. And half the officers eased back. So while you were still being held on the ground the woman had the little kid by her side and no police officer dared to tell her otherwise.

Maria heard the commotion, and since you weren't answering your phone she ran in with the kid's mom and saved you from being tazered. Turns out the kid was lost for almost half a day on the park, the mom thought the worse, and the police were on edge. The scars on your face and overall demeanor didn't helped your initial innosence plea.

Your girlfriend in her best authority persona played her Avenger Deputy Director credential which granted you an immediate release with an apology included.

"I will suggest you don't dare to tazer my agent" Maria's authoritative voice make you sigh in relief, and she quickly strolled close.

"Hello boss, would you mind? My hands are getting beyond numb" you say with your face being pressed heavily against the floor. Two officers holding down your head.

"Who the hell you think you are?!" One police officers shouted. And a knee was digged deeper between your shoulder blades painfully pressing on your spine, making you groan "duuude you are digging to deep, you fucking asshole!" You tried to wiggle them away but they pressed further.

"Deputy Director of the Avengers organization, commander Maria Hill" the officers looked at each other in panic "I highly suggest you to release my agent immediately".

They quickly eased the pressure and the tazer was tucked away.

"Fucking finally, you bunch of assholes" you greeted your teeth and kneeled ok the concrete moving your neck and shoulders trying to regain the feel on them.

You were very tempted to kick their sorry asses. But a pointed look from Maria made you think it twice.

The little kid mom was utterly embarrassed by what happened, you did your best to ease her mind. Like she wasn't at fault. You hugged the little kid goodbye.

You rub your swrists trying to make blood run back faster. The police and bystanders disperse and you look for the other woman and kid that helped you. Luckily the woman seemed to read your mind and she walked close after ending her chat with a captain of the police.

"Ma'am, thank you for your help" you say offering your hand. If you werent tazered or punched harsher was thanks to her. She shakes your hand warmly "Eleanor Bishop, from Bishop Security. it was the least I could do. You were helping out a little kid".

"Hi! My name is Kate Bishop, I'm pretty surprised you didn't kicked their asses!" The dark haired young woman said way too loud.

"Kate!" Eleanor chatises her daughter and you laugh waving off her mother's concern.

"I'm Y/N Volkov. Well, if I were to do that, it would mean A LOT for paper work for my direct boss" you say smirking at Maria, the woman shakes her head in amusement "Maria Hill".

Your brain catches a little fact "Wait a second, you are the Bishop kid. The one that is called the best Archer in the world, am I right?"

Kate blushes deeply and gets shy which kind of answers your question.

"I- umm- yes I am. I don't think I'm better than Clint Barton though.

"Would you like to put that theory into test? Clint will be down to it" you say it an teasing smirk. Clint will love that. Pietro has been giving him shit about it.

"You know Clint? Are you an Avenger too? Do you have powers? Are you a fighter too?" Kate asks looking at you with a wide hopeful smile.

"I... Yes, not really I fight alongside them, nope, yes. I answered them all, right? How about you go this weekend to the compound and get to meet the team?"

Kate's face light up like a kid on candy land "oh yes!!!" Her enthusiasm is notched down by her mother's stern gaze "I mean, yeah, yeah I would like that very much" she says much calmer but her heartbeat tells you how excited and nervous she is.

After some more chatting, and getting the small little fact Kate doesn't drive yet. You offer up to take her to the compound and back home.

When you and Maria are walking to your car, the blue eyed woman can't help but look at you with heart-eyes "Have you thought about it? Having kids?" She asks softly.

You look at her "well, I don't see myself getting pregnant. Maybe adopt? Would you like having kids?".

"You are good with the kids Y/N. I never thought of myself as mom material, getting pregnant is not on my soon to be list. Earth's safety takes up too much time and you are a handful" she smirks playfully at you.

"Me?" You say with an utterly offended face "Not my fault my face doesn't scream friendly, my scars make me look like a tug I will admit-" Matia cuts your rant with her lips and you smile on her lips "what about no PDA Hill?"

"Shut up".

---

A couple of months later what you truly didn't anticipated was Yelena and Kate getting close, closer than what would you like. But, by the other hand. Kate is a good kid, might be over hyper-verbal, drives Yelena nuts most of the time and the whole Avengers team too. A good kid overall. And she has been training with you all, specially Natasha on her words "if she will date our little sister, she better be capable of defending herself".

Currently the twins are using you as their giant pillow on the common room. They love cuddling with you in your wolf shape.

Your head is resting on Wanda's lap as she absentmindedly strokes your fur, Pietro is using your stomach as pillow, they are watching some t.v shows. You don't really understand them but they love it.

Maria walks in "sorry to interrupt guys, Y/N. Can we have a word?".

You nod your head but Pietro doesn't move, you playfully lick him on his cheek and ear making him laugh "ok, ok, I move".

("Can I dress, meet you in your office?").

("Is actually an off record thing") she says giving a side glance at the twins, it doesn't took Maria long to figure out she could telepathically answer you in your wolf form.

("Let's go to our room then").

Now dressed in your shared room Maria asks you what do you know about Madripoor and Valentina de la Fountain, at the mention of the woman you immediately go to fetch the vodka bottle you have there "that's a thread you don't wish to pull Hill".

Maria crosses her arms and half seats on your desk "She has been recruiting Black Widows. She uses them to manipulate governments and business men at her will. She is dangerous".

"Do you know that, to win a war. You must decimate the enemies army before cutting off the head?".

"What does that saying has to do with this?" You see the clear confusion on her eyes, you can't blame her. You are pretty sure the only one knowing the actual truth is Nick.

"Condessa Valentina de la Fountain is Madame Hydra, the actual Hydra boss, the very top head. Everyone else is just a front. Madripoor is her recluting place. The front face there is Power Broker since a few years ago, maybe half a decade" you take a cigar from your stash and cut it up to light it up, taking a couple of drags. By now Maria knows that you smoke because you are relaxed or if you are worried as heck.

"I'm very worried about your enquirement Hill. Those threads..."

Maria stands up to stand in front of you she threads her fingers through your hair trying to make you relax "flag-smashers" she says handing you the file she had on her hand.

"Sounds like a rap group" you deadpan making maria laugh you begin to scan the data, terrorists: they steal vaccines and medicines to give to refugees... does that make them terrorists? Seriously?... You get to the pictures, well no faces, only masks "I truly don't see this group of kids related to Madame Hydra.

The raven haired woman hums and sets a tablet on your desk. You put play on the standing video, at first you see no odd... Until you see one ripping off the door of the trailer bare-handed and other kicking the shit out of one cop to the other side of the street.

"Supersoldiers?".

"This is still out of radar. James thinks the answer could be in Madripoor. But we need a way in".

"I can do it".

Turns out you had to use Baron Zemo, in exchange for two dacades to lessen his sentence. He tried to tear the Avengers apart before you joined them but, luckily Tony saw through the manipulation and made up victims.

Zemo is your way in and out of Madripoor. James and Sam came too, the latter is quite nervous, which makes you laugh. After what he went through in the army he is nervous about this. You now go by the code name of Mauler.

The bar stunt is a disaster, suspiciously Sharon is there to back you up and save your ass. She acts uninterested about flag-smashers. Seemingly she is here on a undercover mission posing as art dealer... But your years tell you there's more behind or under. No way Carter is here without Madame Hydra knowing.

And you weren't wrong, after Sharon guided you to the scientist and Zemo blew up everything, the guy was killed. It was a disaster but within the hidden lab you found a kid.

You shield her with your body from a explosion. The freight made her shift into a wolf pup... Wolf pup?! She tried to run away but you catched her, she bit your forearm hard but you didn't budge "Hey sweetie is ok, I'm just like you. Ok?" The pup stops biting and tilts her head in curiosity.

"Yes I am" the rush of more bullets force you to shift into your standard size wolf form ("see? I'll keep you safe. I promise").

You shift back to human and the kid/pup relaxes in your arms.

The fight to get out of there is disastrous to say the least. The lack of uniforms tells you is not Madame Hydra, she most likely not here.

Seeing how Sharon comes on and off your suspicious get bigger. Something is off, she insists on you giving her the kid which you refuse.

Half way into scaping more shooters, this time better than the ones at the beginning "Hey sweetie, I need you to go with Sam, ok? I'll be right behind you keeping you safe" the pup nods.

"Sam!" You hand the pup to him.

And shift back into your standard wolf form ("James, she is like me. Say nothing, take her back to the compound. Tell Maria what happened").

("What about you?!") He glares at you.

("I can get out on my own. Go! Don't let Zemo scape").

---

You fought your way out in human shape, you only shifted briefly to give orders to James. Of course Sharon, your main suspect fooled you in and captured you.

In the basement of her mansion she shocked you to the point of making you shift into wolf form.

"Grom Volk" your former master still laments her decision of killing you.

("Madame Hydra you meant").

("What is this bout Sharon? World domination? Just as pathetic as any Hydra head before. Revenge?").

"Being the good guy doesn't leave you with a lot of money. You should know".

You shift back into human "Yeah, no lies about that" Sharon has the decency to hurl a blanket at you.

"So, Flag-Smashers. You personal little army? Seems they got out of leash".

"They know my face. A liability".

You crack your neck and move around your shoulders. It was a good fight. Until Sharon ran you over with her nice car. Groaning you shift to seat cross legged with the blanket covering your low parts.

"The pup? What the hell where you doing with her".

"I call my innocence on that Volkov, I didn't know he had her. I seriously thought it was a dog".

Pinching the bridge of your nose you think your options "tell you what. I keep the pup, she is off all this-"

"No super soldiers, no shifter. So just like that I am left empty handed? I can't let them run around knowing who I am, the Carter name-"

"I help you deal with them. The pup is off limits, I'll be your on call executioner. Just keep who I really am our little dirty secret, just like I'll keep yours Power Broker".

---

One thing is the arrangement you and Sharon reached after a lot of discussion. Other thing is Madame Hydra coming into play unexpectedly and with her own blondie super soldier boy.

And what a good fight he put up. Luckily he and his sidekick are way too hot-headed and cocky. You fooled them easily and stole their jet. Valentina still sent executioners to terminate your stolen jet, and they shoot it down. The last thing the recorded was the exploding aircraft.

---

"Barnes! Wilson! What do you mean you left Volkov in Madripoor!" Maria shouts as she briskily walk up to Sam's truck. The kid, Aileen is her name got scared and shifted back to wolf pup again, which didn't go unnoticed by Maria. At the sight, her anger simmered... Now she gets it... Damned you.

James takes the fraightened pup on his arms and jumps down the vehicle.

"What the heck I'm gonna do with Y/N?" She sighed pinching the bridge of her nose.

The pup wiggled to be let down which Bucky hesitantly did, luckily the pup just went ahead and hesitantly sniffed around the Deputy Director, her tail begun to wag nervously at first then happily.

Maria crunched down and offered her hand, hey sweetie "I'm sorry for scaring you".

("Is ok, are you with big wolf. You have her smell on you") the kid asks making Maria chuckle at her quick thinking.

("Yes, I am her girlfriend. What is your name?") Maria asks mentally "Barnes do you have a blanket?"

Sam gives a soft smile handing over a blanket. They had to keep one close, the poor girl tends to easily be spooked and shifts constantly to wolf pup.

----

A week later Yelena, Alexei and Antonia rescue your sorry ass from Batam. You were washed to the shore, the language impediment was a nightmare. Luckily after two days drying your cellphone on rice, yes that old school trick. The elderly couple that found you gave you a charger compatible and you could call your extraction team.

Yelena laughs her ass off at the sight of you, left shoulder is on a makeshift swing, you have a huge gash on the side of your head, cuts and bruises all over. And overall you look miserable. You are hungry, in pain and pissed as heck.

Of course the elderly couple offered you food, and you are greatful. But is barely enough to keep you awake, your wounds can't heal quickly without proper amount of food and that was way more than what the couple could offer.

Yelena, gave the elderly couple a good amount of money for helping you out. You took the time to help them doing some improvements on their house while they arrived.

Ten fucking long days since the Madripoor fiasco, the aircraft lands on the Avengers tarmac. And you sigh in relief, which is cut short when you see Maria's pissed as fuck face.

"How about we go to mama's farm? you can still call wheels up" you say to your papa who chuckles "Huh, huh, huh woman up. Your wife requested your sister to bring your ass immediately".

Antonia, the little shit opened the door for Alexei to push you off, you simply got along landing and regretting it when your shoulder throbbed in pain.

"Sent her on a ash box Hill, takes less space" Alexei shouts before sliding shut the door as Yelena immediately takes off "traitors" you growl.

When you turn around you are face to face with commander Hill. Before you can utter an apology she slaps you HARD, the agents around and your sister standing a few feet behind hiss in mockery.

Your offended face is priceless "what was that for?!" You shout at your woman.

"For playing idiot. Idiot!" Maria shouts, she suddenly grabs you by the face and harshly pulls you in for a KISS. Your initial surprise vanishes and you grab the back of her neck pulling her impossibly closer, getting possesive.

When the lack of air becomes too much you pry away "that is what I was hoping... Now the whole troop know" you wiggle your eyebrows playfully but the cut on the left side begins to bleed and your stomach growls in hunger.

"Let's get you tended and fed".

---

Aileen the kid was so happy to see you, she jumped in your arms and hid her face on your neck "thank you for saving me". You smiled at her warmly, wrapping your right arm around her, the left was out of commission.

You saw the way Maria looked at your interaction closely with a warm grin. She later told you Aileen has been living under her care. The kid only knows her name, she thinks, knows she is six. Have no idea if she has parents. But after a DNA test, what you suspected came true, she is kind of your minemee, but her wolf form fur is a lighter shade of grey and grey-ish eyes. And your main suspect is Valentina, that woman. One day you will rip her throat off.

Aileen was such a sweet, easy kid. Of course the first month the Intel team tried to locate her parents, suspecting it was a kidnapped kid that got her DNA modified somehow with yours. But none.

A month with the kid was a little challenging, mostly due to the schedules. But the whole Avengers team stepped in even the Bishop kid, that is earning auntie points with the pup for Yelena's dismay.

Maria and you are lazyly enjoying the after sex bliss, Yelena, Kate as Wanda offered to take care of Aileen to give you and Hill alone time. But still in alone time your bedroom has the prints of the kid, her blanket on the lounge chair, her teddy plush bear on the vanity. And the middle of the bed smells like her, she usually asks you two to sleep between you.

"We should adopt her officially" Maria says as her short finger nails graze up and down your abs.

"What?" You groggily ask, her caresses were lulling you back to sleep.

Maria raises leaning on her right forearm "Aileen, she is such a big part of us now. We should adopt her, to be our daughter" you look up at her with a smile "So, Maria Hill are you asking me to start a bigger family with you?" Maria grins before leaning down to kiss you "is that a yes?" She enquires on your lips before tugging your lower lip playfully.

"Stay here, please" you say before quickly jumping off the bed to get into Aileen's room, yes it already was her room, now it will officially be hers.

"Volkov! Is a little late for the walk of shame!" Maria shouts playfully making you laugh, while you search for the item.

When you return Maria is giving appreciating looks, loving how your muscles move "yes off the meat Hill" you say with a teasing tone, left hand is hidden behind your back you extend your right hand helping her seat on the edge of the bed.

"Maria Hill, my love" you get in one knee "I know it might not be the ideal context. But this moment feels so ought to be. You are my greatest love, my port, my shelter, my strength and my inspiration to become the best version of me. You command my heart with such a brave and kind leadership. I don't wish for anyone else but YOU to call me theirs. You took me in and love me for who I am, forgave me for who I was. In you I found a sincere love, I met a gentle loving touch, thanks to you I know how high voltage can love be when your bare skin glades on mine" you kiss her knuckles softly "will you do me the greatest honor to become my wife and be the mommy of our child?".

Maria's tears begun to run freely since the first half of your speech and yet her smile was the most precious thing you've ever witnessed. You enjoy the several beats that she stays silent, no doubt se will says yes, she just needs to process.

"Will you recite such poetry to me?" She says with a smile smile.

"Every day if my queen wishes me to" you say kissing her knuckles again.

"I've had no doubt in my mind that you are the only one for me Y/N Volkov" Maria's hand shake as you put the beautiful diamond ring on her finger, she leans in while you put the ring to kiss your forehead and you swoon in happiness.

From there it was several rounds of electrifying sex, you loved how her ring grazed your skin with her caresses.

---

The next morning you two went to the Avengers compound, her ring was now on a necklace hidden under her clothes. You hoped it stayed like that. But Kate having an actual keen hawk eye didn't took long to see the glint of the ring. And the dopey idiots grin you two had weren't unnoticed by your sisters.

"Sestra what is with that idiot grins on your faces?" Yelena straight forward asked.

"Yelena said a bad word!" Aileen said with glee "pay up! Up!" She extended her tiny hand to the blonde who grumpily gave the kid a dollar bill.

Wanda, the little shit just grinned "Maria is that a new necklace?" Maria glared at the Sokovian mind reader.

Natasha eyes you suspiciously and her eyes rack you up and down searching, you casually showed her your ring less fingers. Well you had a couple, but they were your usual black Damascus thumb rings and the wolf head in your index that Kate gifted you with a "I saw it, thought it was badass and you are kind of a wolf too, so" she whispered the last before giving it to you.

When your redhead sister found nothing on you she looked at Maria at the same time Wanda asked her about the necklace.

"I don't know what you are talking about Maximoff" Maria defended.

"You know I can read minds, right?" The twins shared a complicity look, damned Wanda she told Pietro already.

Pietro flashed you his best mischievous smirk before opening his big mouth "I bet the celebration got wild, right Y/N/N?".

Yelena shared a look with Kate who expressed her thoughts whispering in her ear, her surprised face was comedy worth it "Wait a second. Idiot grins plastered in your faces, you asked us to babysit the kid, take this kid. I'm about to say more" Yelena gave Aileen a 20 bill "You fucking idiots got engaged!".

You groan in annoyance, idiots, you live with worldclass idiots. You can't hide shit like this from spies, assassins, two idiots and a mind reader.

Maria only shakes her head and shows off the ring on her military tags necklace.

"Congrats idiots. Like you could hide that from us" Natasha said with her damned loopsided smirk.

"pay up auntie Nat!".

---

The wedding itself was small and private. Nick, the Avengers team, your Russian family, Antonia with her now officially girlfriend Lerato, Kate and her mom. Of course Aileen was there.

You two were meaning to adopt Aileen right away but, you two decided to give Aileen the chance to choose. All the Avengers loved and cared for the kid. She obviously had an inclination to be with Maria and you. But you don't wished to impose.

However life rolled around, missions came and go. Things with Flag-Smashers scaleted, which you needed and predicted. You couldn't erase them while they were seen as heroes, a martyr is not easy to erase.

But it didn't took more than eight months for their will to falter under the public pressure of being the heroes. Sharon did her part reeling Morguenthau and Valentina did her part with his blonde excuse of super soldier.

You had to be very careful on this volatile chess game. But even with all the work and missions you three, Maria, Aileen and you became closer. A small tight family, you personally trained the kid to control her powers and taught her fighting skills to defend herself.

Maria found adorable seeing you two in wolf shape, sometimes training, sometimes just hanging around specially in full moon, others just cuddling. Of course Hill did her best at being a mom, agent and directive. Aileen had no issue hanging out with her at her office.

As things scalated, your rivalry with Karli got worse.

The international organization begun pressuring the Flag-Smashers pushing Karli to get violent, showing off their power. Her last stunt was way too public and costed a lot of lives.

Nick turn off the t.v of his office "we are close to have them were you suggested".

"I don't like this Nick. But that Blondie soldier fucked up everything".

"Sam and James were so close" Nick half laments.

Your cellphone rings showing the logo of Flag-Smashers you raise your eyebrow and answer *What do you want Morguenthau?* You put the speaker on.

*Grom Volk, you better not get on my way. It would be a shame for your pup to get hurt*

Your jaw tightens in anger *Karli, Karli. You aren't one to threaten me. And I suggest you don't even try to mess with my pack. I know no mercy*.

*Stop getting in the middle of my plans then. Your deal with Power Broker-*

*Still stands, surrender Karli. We can work this out. You are one step from no return. You used to be better than a simple terrorist*.

---

Karli didn't listened, too young and confused. The submit was a disaster. Not only the remaining Flag-Smashers, Valentina's people got on the mix. The whole Avengers team went in even Yelena and Kate that didn't listened to stay off.

You went in to get your part of the deal done, while Aileen stayed safe by Nick's and Maria's side at the compound.

"Morgenthau!" You shout as you run up to her, she already scaped Sam's last try to stop her. By her recent stunt you know she is far too gone.

You get into a fight with her, but the last person you needed comes in, Walker. The asshole teams up with Morgenthau against you.

"I'm SO fucking done with you dude" you throw a punch fully charged making him fly off the building.

Karli got her hand in another handgun, the two of you stand face to face guns drawn on each other.

You let a breathy chuckle, Karli empties her magazine on you and you simply built up high voltage static to reduce the bullets to dust "Poor thing. Never, ever threaten a family of someone than can be merciless kid" you fire several shots, the silencer on your gun barely makes any sound. The young woman falls on the floor and begins to drag herself away from you, Sharon walks from behind you.

"She is Power Broker!" The kid tries her last card.

"Tell me something I didn't know" you say with a shrug.

Sharon looks at you then at the panicked kid "We have a deal Grom Volk" you nod and holster back the untraceable gun to grab your usual one "and a deal we have" you fire a last shot on her chest.

"What about Walker?" Carter asks looking the last breath leave the kid "such a shame".

"We had a deal Volkov".

"Present time Sharon".

"Steve insisted in arresting the others soldiers" she points out grimacing at the pain on the gun shot she got courtesy of Karli.

You nod holstering back your gun "I have that covered. Before you are in your nice penthouse, the job will be done".

"You have open pass to the compound. No one but Nick and I know your alter ego" you point at her gun shot wound.

She nods *Volkov, I heard gun shots. Do you have Karli?*

*She is dead cap. She shot Agent 13*

---

Everything goes hitch less when the police was taking the captured super soldier to custody the next day vehicle exploded, terminated them. It wasn't your doing per se. But you gave Baron Zemo the means.

You were with Sharon on her hospital room at the compound when the news were talking about the assesination.

"Impressive, I take our friend in common had his hand on this?".

You simply nod, Sharon gives you a friendly smile and offers you her hand to shake "word for a word Grom Volk".

----

The next years you were truth to your word. You were an executioner for Power Broker. Luckily Sharon, listened and her path to world domination was casted aside for money and power. Fury was up to date on everything, feeling a little at ease knowing Madripoor was mostly under Carter's control.

Aileen truly thrives with your's and Hill's care, as soon as she had full control on her shifting abilities she started school. And man the kid was brilliant.

The kid became a Volkov-Hill a couple of months after the Flag-Smashers were terminated. Tony and Pepper got everything arrenged and the sign of papers was at the compound.

Lee like you all call her now was super excited, she was shy to call you mama and Maria mom, but now that it was official she couldn't stop calling you both her moms.

Yelena, Natasha and the Maximoffs were already her aunts and uncles. Kate chocked in feels when Lee called her aunt too since she was officially Yelena's girlfriend.

Hate to admit the kid was a prodigy at fighting, keen senses, inhuman reflexes of course. She was absolutely good in everything sports and training related. Just for the sake of her being safe, you and Maria trained her. At ten she knew how to fire weapons and identify danger.

Her wolf form was big, she was almost three quarters your size at ten. Her thunder powers were powerful enough to zap the actual god of thunder at just ten years old.

But even with all the craziness around she was a kid. She was sweet, but hot-headed at times. Stubborn as heck and Kate's and Yelena's influence didn't helped much on that field but, Maria and you wouldn't change that for anything. You love your kid as she is.

What was quite surprising for everyone was first: Natasha and James end up rekindling their relationship, especially after a mission they found a baby that turned out to be born from their genetics. They named him Steve, Stevie as everyone calls him. Aileen was eight when this happened and she loved his cousin dearly.

Turns out that laboratory where Stevie was found had several genetic material from your Widow sisters, which made you angry as heck. They sterilezed them but kept their genetics for their wicked ends. You were about to go all war mode when Maria and Nick calmed you down.

Second was that even when they had quite the rocky relationship, not because lack of love. It was jus that Kate and Yelena had such strong personalities that they tended to clash, hard. But they loved each other dearly. When Aileen was ten, Stevie two. Kate decided to surprise Yelena.

And what a surprise, she begged Helen and Banner for help and she managed to conceive a baby, half Yelena and half her. In Yelena's words it was the best birthday present she ever had.

A very worried Eleanor Bishop called you to meet her at Bishop Security. Kate is already an active Avenger and now she is pregnant and mama Bishop was beyond worried, happy but, worried for her daughter and granddaughter safety.

"Mrs. Bishop, I can assure you. No one will ever hurt your daughter, not easily that is. My little sister loves your daughter to death. And I consider her my family too. I give you my word".

The woman smiles greatfuly at you but her face turns pensive and a little sour as she takes a sip of her own drink. "Do you think I did wrong? Letting her follow her Avenger dream?" The woman wondered outloud "I'm not getting any younger, and this company, it was meant to be Kate's".

You offer her a little time taking a drag of the cigar in your right hand as you swirl the offered vodka with your left.

"Your daughter is one of the best agents I've worked with, as quick thinker as her mouth-" Eleanor guffaws at your comment, she tries to hide her wide grin behind her hand, you only grin and take another drag of the cigar

"In all seriousness, she is really good and keeps improving, compassionate. She now carries the Hawkeye mantle. IT wasn't a mistake, she loves her job... If you are worried for the company future. Fear not, Kate is very aware that someday she will own and direct this. This is her legacy too".

"In the mean time if you ever need help Yelena and I wouldn't mind a couple of extra coins" your crooked grin makes the woman snort again.

"You Russians, all business".

---

How much you wish to sometimes just follow your gut and kill your enemies when you can.

A very worried Kate just called you telling you that Walker is stalking them, she is six months pregnant now and she has Aileen and Stevie with her. You told her to stay calm but keep aware. They were supposed to be having a fun and relaxed day in central park. Earlier, Mrs. Bishop took your word from the conversation a couple of months ago and requested your input for some jobs the company was taking.

Luckily you were already close when Kate's call came through your earbud, you give all the speed to your bike, you just skid to a halt the closest to were Kate and the Rugrats are. You run the rest of the way to intercept the now called US Agent. Maria is already sending backup.

"Walker!" You shout putting yourself between him and Kate.

"Grom Volk the Mauler" he says with a smirk "I come with a message, surrender your pup. And she keeps hers" the blonde quickly draws his gun on Kate and you literally growl at him.

"Oh? Did I made the dog mad?" He tauntingly says. With your experienced years and refined senses you hear the actual amount of agents he has, and knowing De la Fountain... Is gonna be a shit show.

"Is your mouth big only because of your backup? Last time you weren't that cocky".

You take off your cellphone, necklace, bike keys and hand it to your daughter, her hand shakily takes the items. Last but no least you give her your handgun "do not engage, got it?" You dare a glance back and the kid nods as she ties the holster to her hip.

You shift into your standard wolf white eyes sparkling dangerously. You hear Kate's collapsible bow setting in.

("KATE NO").

("KATE YES") she answers in your mind you look at her walking up to be standing beside you with a cheeky smile and arrow ready and pointed at a target behind Walker.

You growl at her in annoyance ("I give you an open, you and the kids run") you see hesitation in her eyes ("do it for your unborn baby and Yelena, please") she nods finally but she is still ready to fight.

("Aileen grab Stevie") luckily your daughter doesn't hesitate to obey, Stevie clings to her like a little monkey, you can smell the fear emanating from him and you feel awful, no kid should go through this.

The fight brakes out, and you manipulate the electricity and static beyond your body to keep them all safe. You know how accurate and good Kate is, so you keep your attention on Walker and the other agents daring to come too close.

Bullets do nothing to you and Walker gets into close combat, you claw at him several times. A couple of agents try to sneak behind John's attacks to grab your daughter. But you ram them away with your body fully charged ("Run! Now").

You keep between the attackers and your family when you are close to Kate's BMW SUV a bullet wheezes past you but you fry it before it hits Kate. Immediately you turn around and protect then with a static bubble, you dart your eyes and ears around to locate the sniper ("eleven o'clock, third floor").

("I can't hit it, is too far") you nod and begin to gather energy.

("I'll fry them up close, and shield you with my biggest form. Run to your vehicle and drive away. I'll be right behind you").

It goes as planned, you shield them with your biggest shape, as they run you but in the frenzy you lost Walker.

By pure reflex you saw the glinting of a knife and the scream from Aileen alerted you of the danger way too close to them.

When walker tried to swing his hunting knife at Kate's front. You jumped in tackling him off. On the rolling away he latched to your fur and blindly stabbed you on the belly. You growled and zapped him away. A vehicle tried to crash against the BMW but you jumped in and crashed your body against it before. Kate took the chance and revived the engine to drive away.

You tried to jump up to the roof of the car but Walker pounced on your back stabbing you on the back in the start of your upper back barely missing your spine by two inches, his falling body end up slashing all the way along your back. This time you growled in agony loosing your grip on the vehicle, as both of you fell off the BMW you let off a massive discharge that even knocked you out briefly on the asphalt. Luckily Kate put themselves first and drove away.

The sound of screeching tires woke you up. You saw Walker on the floor, no heartbeat. Raising up was a challenge, with blurry eyes you saw Kate's retreating vehicle, but two other non shield vans got right behind them. No time to lick your wounds. You tumbled a little but you raised up to get rid of the vehicles.

You had to be careful to not cause civilian fatalities which earnt you several wounds: a vehicle running over you, a bus impacted you and a couple of gunshots. But in the end you scorted Kate's vehicle along other two shield SUVs up to the compound.

Steve, Natasha, Bucky, Sam and Pietro took care of the remaining attackers in central park and along the way. Your sister wired the motorcycle to use it.

As the small convoy reached the compound you begun to shrink back to your usual size. Maria was right by the main lobby waiting for you all with a medical team. Kate called her on the way and told her what she could see.

With wobbly legs you made it to the lobby and collapsed belly down. It has been a long time since you fought in wolf shape and used your powers like that.

Maria had a hard time keeping up her profesional persona. She prioritized your daughter, Kate's and Stevie's wellbeing, making sure they were fine before going to your side.

But Aileen had other plans as soon as Stevie was in Maria's arms and handed her the items you give her, she shifted to hurry to go to your side and nuzzle against you licking your face worriedly. You did your best to rub your muzzle against her to apeace her.

The medical team lowered an stretcher by your left side, with a last ditch of effort you raised barely enough to collapse on the stretcher sighing in relief at the comfyness.

Maria finally came by your side "is ok Y/N. They will take good care of you" you noded and licked her hand before the medical team rolled you away.

---

Four hours later Yelena's aircraft landed on the tarmac, she simply strolled in, in search of her wife. She found her with her mother Eleanor by her side. Kate seeing her panicked state behind the guarded look, she raised up and let Yelena have a good look at her.

"Thank God. You okey?" Yelena says craddling her wife face gently pulling her down to kiss her forehead. On the side Eleanor just smiled at the sight, she might not always see eye to eye with the blonde Widow but, there's no doubt her daughter is loved.

"My sestra, where is she?" Yelena asked looking around in a borderline frantic way.

Maria was walking in when she heard Yelena "She is okay. She is out still, Helen put her down to avoid she moving around much" coming closer she gave Yelena a gentle squeeze on her bicep, trying to ease her down.

"She protected me from getting stabbed" Kate said kissing Yelena's head lacing her hands tightly.

"The Rugrats?"

Eleanor walks close and puts a gentle hand on Yelena's shoulder "Darling why don't you just sit and take a breath? Kate is fine, the little troop is fine, your sister had medical treatment. She is good now.

"I-sure, ok" the Widow relents, Kate directs Yelena to a chair and both sit down leaning on each other. A couple of minutes later Antonia walked in with Yelena's mission bag, she told her to stay. They will take the others back to the farm.

Antonia asked Maria to just let her see you, and she accepted.

Aileen pup form yipped excitedly at the sight of the Widow.

("Tonia!")

"Hey pup! She kneeled down to hug the little shifter "taking care of your mama?”

("Yes! Will she be ok?") She asks the last with a wobbly voice.

"She will, she is one of the strongest women I've ever known and she trained me when I was a kid" she winked playfully. Antonia went ahead and ran a gentle hand through your fur before leaving, not without hugging little puppy Aileen tightly.

It took you a week to recover from the largest wound, well recover to a point where you could move around without feeling like being thorn apart. You had to stay in your wolf form, which was the best thing for the kids, funny as heck for the team and not so fun to Maria, who just wanted to kiss you, she enjoyed the cuddling though and playing with the soft-velvet wolf ears.

Kate, being Kate was so happy of you being in wolf form. She and Yelena weren't stopping anytime soon on thanking you for keeping them safe. Truth to be said you enjoyed cuddling your head against Kate's belly feeling the baby's feet and hand pushing against you and hearing her strong little heartbeat.

Now back in your human self Nick called you to his office.

"Given that the public knows who you are and Valentina knows you are alive. Is up to you if you keep your powers hidden still".

And you didn't, it was a waste of power for missions, you were now known as Thunder Wolf basically and obviously your original code name but now I'm English. You are now an official Avenger. But the greatest thing about this was the pride in Aileen's eyes "my aunts and uncles are Avengers, my mama is one too and my mom is their boss".

---

Things with Maria have it's ups and downs specially when it involves certain off grid jobs for Power Broker... Like is really hard to fool Maria, she is a great spy for a reason, your soul aches and dies a little everytime you have to deceive her to do what it has to be done. But you remember you are doing it for your daughter and for Maria.

Nick trusts you completely to handle this side missions. And usually you are able to pair them or make them simultaneously to helping out Yelena at freeing Widows.

As Aileen has grown older it has been a little easier to have alone time with Maria, alone time as in to have glorious sex marathons. Specially when the kid sleeps at a friend's house or she stays with her cousins. At fifteen she even babysits Wanda's twin sons, who are an adorable mayhem. They are three years old now. Other times she goes to Tony's house to nerd hard with Morgan.

The house is silent safe from the loud and unashamed pleasure screams scaping Maria's mouth. You took her to a fancy dinner, at your return to the house your wife surprised you with a jaw-dropping set of lingerie. Like a predator, after admired her you went to attack, you fucked her senseless is was a little rough you left hyckies all over her skin, her nipples are deliciously sore. And her pussy is already over sensitive and swollen from the endless make out sessions. Hill didn't let you get off easily, at some point she handcuffed you to a chair and gave you the sexiest and dirtiest lapdance ever, your back is deliciously scratched, hickeys? Maria never holds back your neck is a constellation, that she loves to take pictures of, due to you enhanced healing they usually heal way too fast for her liking.

The dark haired woman is stretched over you, her left bare leg over your hips, her breasts on yours. Blissfully naked and a little sticky with sweat, but Maria claimed being to sore to stand a shower, and too comfy to ditch this moment for a bath. And who are you to disobey your queen?

"Darling, Aileen is dangerously setting her mind on becoming an Avenger" she plants several kisses on your sternum before looking at you.

You sigh in defeat you try to reach out for the half smoked cigar but Maria stops your right hand with her left intertwining your fingers with a gentle firm grip.

"Talk to me" Maria rubs her thumb over the back of your hand.

"Is not that I don't want her. She is absolutely powerful and a excellent fighter. I just-" you sigh again in a little frustration "I don't want her life attached to this because she knows nothing better".

"The things we see, the things we do... I'm pretty sure Kate regrets it sometimes. People calls us heroes and yet they have no idea of the villainous, atrocious things we must do when the cameras aren't focused on us to keep them safe".

You feel her nodding her head before she sets her face on your skin "where's the kid that just wanted to be a UFC pro and a rockstar?" Maria says with a fond smile.

---

Even with the ups and downs Aileen was a raising MMA star. The kid was dangerous on the mats and the octagon. Maria and you supported her completely, Tony being the eccentric uncle even equiped the gym were she trained with the best of best. She had to wear a power damper but still she was a prodigy.

You and Maria made sure she had a private coach to work on her skills. Your wife and you couldn't be more proud of the kid, she was an excellent student, a soaring athlete and yes, she still had that rockstar dream floating around, she is an excellent bass player, she has the keen ear obviously and a powerful singer. Like she can pull off a Lzzy Hale or sing clean voice beautifully.

Usually you blast rock and metal on your car which has been quite bonding for the two of you, while Maria pretends she hates it, she loves it. Which makes Aileen laugh, her mom supposedly don't like rock and Metal but is the first at buying tickets for concerts.

When she is set to do gigs you and Maria go, if by any major reason your can't always at least one of the team go. Usually is Nat, Yelena or Wanda, Kate tags along with anyone that goes.

If someone had told you that after all you've been through. Life will give you a beautiful badass wife and an amazing daughter you wouldn't have believe it. But is true.

----

Aileen's manager thought it would be a good idea to engage social media platforms. The young fighter uploads videos of her training sessions, cooking her meals, sometimes even some of the Avengers join her making her comment section light up.

Today is the third time you joined her. The two of you decided to hit the climbing wall on the training facilities of the compound. Both of you with cargo pants and sports bra.

Aileen's friends were the ones recording the shenanigans you both pulled off. First you got along Aileen's standard training with her coaches before finally hitting off the climbing wall.

You both got into several rounds of racing up trying to defeat the other but youth versus experience was proving to be quite the tie.

"Come on Lee! Your mama is kicking your ass" her friends were teasing both of you but specially Lee since she was too self assure she could easily win... Boy she was wrong. Even with power damperer.

You playfully flex your arms "Decades in the making pup" you tease her "Besides this is easy cake comparing it to climbing a treacherous rock side with full battle gear on".

"Let's spice it up" Aileen said with a smirk "we put weighted vests and see who hits the clock faster".

You smile broadly at her, you gotta give it to her she has confidence "if I win, you cook and do laundry for a month".

"Easy, done" she says excitedly.

You wear a 70lb vest and Aileen a 35lb.

The first to go is Aileen who breaks the record by 35 seconds. She lets herself fall celebrating a presumably easy win.

"Come on mama Wolf, show her who is the boss!" Her friends had their money on you, the little shits.

You get yourself ready and as soon as the whistle is blown you move. With strength and agility you climb up faster than Aileen with ten seconds left you playfully hang with your left arm to show off with a playful hang loose sign you smirk at your daughter before pressing the timer botton with two seconds to spare.

"HELL YES!" Some of her friends shout in glee.

Is dinner time, courtesy of Aileen cooking when you see her flexing her face in disgust.

Maria quickly asks her what's wrong and the girl just pouts "nothing is just. I'm pretty used to people commenting on 'how hot' I look" she says with quote marks "but is quite disturbing when they say that about your mother".

You raise a curiously eyebrow and motion her to lend you her phone, she hesitantly does and your begin to scroll down the comments, they are priceless.

'mama wolf rail me'

'you lucky gal, sexiest mom alive you got there'

'is it me or the scars make mama Volkov hotter?'

'i bet her strap game is strong, Mrs. Volkov I respectfully ask you to rail me against the wall'

You completely loose it a that last one you read, you laugh a little more and recite Maria that epic comment.

"What's your connoceur opinion at that last comment Mrs.Hill?" You ask with a smirk.

Maria gives you a mischievous smile "out of ten? I'll give you a twenty darling"

"Oh god no! I don't wanna hear this. I'm out" Aileen gets impossibly red, snatches her phone out of your hand "enough ego stroking"

You only give her a loop sided grin.

"You know what, forget it. I'm sleeping at Aunt Yelena's place".

----

And right know sparring with your daughter feels surreal. Both of you wear power dampers, to relay fully on your skill. She is eighteen barely an inch shorter than Maria, you still have borderline three inches more but the kid has you on your toes.

Kate, Yelena and Natasha are outside the ring coaching both of you. The little ones are on Aileen's side "kick her butt Lee!" Tommy shouts at the top of his lungs making you chuckle. They might be nonblood cousins, but sometimes they act more like siblings.

Oh the beauty of youth. Aileen has fast punches. But the her danger resides on the fact that her style shifts along the fight she can be stoic and brutal, evasive and graceful like her widow aunts.

And the ultimate proof is how she ends you. You see it coming Natasha's Widow iconic move, but she uses it like Yelena. She just hauls you against the wire cage. Before you can react she jumps on your shoulders, grabs you by the neck with her legs and flips you with the momentum. You smack on the floor hard, she doesn't let go of her hold and tightens. You try rolling to stand but she rolls with you, like a crocodile. You could only tap out before you pass out.

"YES!" Morgan, Billy and Tommy shouted at the top of their lungs.

You raspily chuckled sprawled on the mat, your pup indeed kicked your ass.

"Still alive?" Yelena asks hovering with a wide smirk.

Aileen was kneeling by your right looking at you with a nervous and yet proud smile. She tapped your stomach "you ok mama?".

In a sudden move you pull the young woman to you to hug her tightly "Man, I've never been happier at getting my ass hurled to the floor".

"Volkov! Don't smother my daughter before her big fight" Maria shouts strolling in.

The two of you laugh "Nah I just strangled her she can't scape ME anymore" Aileen said with a cheeky grin.

"You little shit" you grumbled as she helped you raising up.

"My dear sestra, you are getting old" Yelena said patting your back forcibly, you glared at her "put on your gloves little shit".

Kate cut in quickly getting between you too "No, no, no, no. Enough you two. I don't want my wife all banged up tomorrow, we must slay that front row".

The rest of the day was all recovery for Aileen, tomorrow night is her first big stellar fight.

Big fight, big crowd. The whole A-team and troop was there at front row. Courtesy of Tony. While the others enjoyed the fights Maria and you were on the prep room with Aileen. The kid was over excited and buzzing with energy, you are pretty sure that if it wasn't for her power damper she would have electricity running over her skin.

She is restless even when the coach tells her to chill out she is ready. Maria goes to her and gently holds her shoulders "Love, you are ready, you are one of the best, just think is your mama there and kick her ass".

"Hey!" Your smile shifts into offended mode making Aileen and the coach crew laugh.

Before Maria and you leave to take your seats you two hug and kiss the kid in the head wishing her the best.

You lean forehead to forehead with her "You got this mor grom shchenok give em hell".

Maria and you exit hand to hand the locker room, you offer her your arm in a chivalrous manner. Like you know she rocks the shit out of her high heels, but you love how she walks flush to you when your arms are interlocked.

The roar of the public when Aileen "Thunder Punch" Volkov-Hill is called to the octagon is deafening. Truly electrifying.

You see her stepping in with so much focus and confidence. Man you couldn't be prouder, and your smile tells it all. Maria interlocks your fingers and you can feel her pride. When you take the chance to look at her you see her looking at the kid with so much pride.

"You got this Lee!" The tiny twins, Stevie, Stella and Morgan shout at the top of their lungs.

"Kick her ass Lee!" Tommy shouts right after making everyone around laugh.

"That's twenty to the swear jar!" Steve says with a wink. Like you all doesn't give much a damn about the kids saying a bad word once in a while, none of you are better.

#maria hill x reader #maria hill x wolf!shifter!reader #thunderwolfau

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omeletcat · 9 months ago

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so i am currently working on finding a way to make the grass less plain, so first i made those little blades? more like bulges of grass, anyway then i remembered how shit the previous versions looked of the overdraping grass/dirt around walls so i made that thing below, and thought hmm, that doesn't look that shit.

so then i made this, the left side is the original design for a sandy part of the floor.. and then i very lazyly added it into the desining and lined the thing out, but idkkk it looks messyyyyyy and uglyyyy idkkkk, i realized that i am very very bad at recognising quality in my art, in eed someone else to scream at me "Y E S " or "JESUS CHRIST PLEASE NO DON'T DRAW THEM PREGNANT", for me to understand if a certain idea of finished product actually is good.

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softfem-dom · 3 months ago

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"𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵" the last word came out as mocking, like the hiss of a snake ready to sink her fangs onto something. A mocking smirk on her face as she winked at the brute girl infront of her. It was very noticeable the long glance she took at the missing button, and exposed cleavage, of Beth's shirt while she took the first sip of the milkshake. Her tongue darting out to clean the remeanants of whipped cream on her —seemingly permantently cracked and dry— lips. Now, it was very clear to everyone how Goose could get along with Patrick that well. Dirty midns think alike, one might say.

"𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴, 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘴, 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘺-𝘤𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘵 9 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺" she added, voice still coated with that lazyly —and bitchy— drawl that made the other girl's blood boil. Grabbing her right crutch to tap the side of her leg with it, as if a guy giving a teammate a pat in the shoulder before a match. Such a bitch she was.

~Working Girl~

As the late spring sun shines through the windows of the old diner, the building buzzing with gossip and chatter. she groans as she leans over an empty table wiping it down with a cloth the short skirt of her uniform not helping with being modest. "ugh fuck this" she grumbles to herself before a familiar voice shouts to her. "BETHANY COSTUMER!" yells Joe the grill cook at the diner, motioning to a person standing in the doorway waiting to be seated. "gimme a minute!" she groans and straightens up, sliding the cloth in her apron. she walks over to the counter, her big black boots clicking against the floor. as she approaches the counter she see's who it is. "oh its you..."

@softfem-dom @bowerspowers @f1nn3y-th3-fr3ak @b1gb4ckb34r

#it 2017 #it oc #bethany interaction #Bethany Huggins #open rp #dolly beckham #goose beckham

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misguidedasgardian · 2 years ago

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My love, his duty // Chapter 12

MASTERLIST

Chapter summary: It was all too good to be true and while you hold your newborn baby in your arms, your enemies are gathering against you.

Pairing: King!Bucky Barnes x Queen!Reader (very ambiguously described)

Chapter Warnings: cursing, mediaeval customs, Religious persons mentioned, a baptism, a cute little baby, use of opioids for medical purposes,

There is many time lapses in this chapter, it´s like a collection of small one shots

(I should say there is always a cardenal, bishop or other religious person running around, it's just how it works in this times I guess)

+18 please. Minors be warned

Word Count (Chapter): 4k

Time seemed to stop, everything around him lost all of its importance, the worlds could burn around him, and he couldn’t care less. Bucky held his son in his arms for the very first time. The baby is trying to focus his new eyes on his. Bucky leaned in until he pressed his lips against his forehead. And chuckling when Henry sneezed and frowned his little face, clearly tickled by his father’s beard

“My son,” he whispered, cradling him in his arms. He looked in your direction and he found you sleeping, poor thing, you were so tired, even though it had been an uneventful birth, and Bruce explained you didn’t rip, whatever that meant, that you were not injured, and the Prince was delivered into this world without a hitch

His attention went back to his small little face. He was so small, so innocent. And what amazed him the most was that it was all you. You made him, he could hand to you the throne right now.

He walked with his son in his arms out of the room and into his privy council’s meeting, where he found Steve, waiting for him, he impatiently walked towards his friend

“Look at him” he demanded, without stop smiling, “Look at your Prince” he was so excited he couldn't hide it any longer

“He is perfect, your Majesty” admired Steve, looking at the baby, who was sleeping soundly, “Is the Queen well?”

“Yes, she is sleeping, otherwise she wouldn’t have let me take the Prince out of her sight”

“Her mother instincts are kicking in” he said with a shy smile

“They indeed are” admired Bucky

“The court is dying to meet the Prince” Steve said gently, looking at the reactions from the King, and James smiled widely

“I want all of them to see him,” he said, as if he were a kid after Christmas morning, not being able to wait to show all of his toys. “Gather them, I must show them his Prince” Steve smiled widely and ran off the office

Bucky walked towards the throne room where he knew his court was waiting, his eyes never left his son, who had his eyes open lazyly. He knew newborns usually slept for most of the day, but he seemed to recognize he was in an unknown environment and on the move, even though he was in his father’s embrace. He draw soft noises his little mouth moved like searching for something, he guessed he was in need of his mother’s breast.But introducing him to the court was more important, but he needed to do it quickly before his son started crying

He watched at his guards looking at him, and even though it was their job to introduce his arrival, they both looked at him wide eyed when they noticed he was carrying the Prince

They both bowed to him

“With all the respect Your Majesty, congratulations” said the first, trying to take a peek at the baby. He only smiled proudly.

“Thank you” he said, leaning in so they could see him, and once they did and drew smiles. They bowed again and announced to the court the entrance

“His majesty the King, and His royal highness, Prince Henry” they said vigorously. And opened wide both doors

He saw the faces of his friends first, Anthony, Sam, and Steve, and they all bowed to him and to his son

“Meet the Prince” he shouted, and he knew all the court who had gathered there wanted to see the newborn

He never felt so proud, he bever felt so happy. His legacy was secured

After the big introduction, when his son woke up and started to get fuzzy, he returned to her chambers. Bucky entered the room slowly, but he saw you were awake he smiled apologetically at you, holding your son in his arms

“Where were you?” you asked, not being able to hide your indignity. He walked towards you until he reached the bed, gesturing to give your son back

“I’m sorry love” you eagerly took your son in your arms again, cuddling him against your chest, “I wanted to show the court their new Prince” you looked at him angrily

“I was scared, you took him without asking me” you pointed out, “I woke up and he…”

“Honey, remember that he is a Prince” he said carefully, but strongly, “He belongs to the crown”

“I know” you grunted, “I just got scared” you whispered, watching him close his big eyes with a yawn, and in a second he was sleeping cuddling against your breast

“They all loved him” he said gently, sitting by your side, looking at his son, “he is indeed, perfect”

“He is just a baby” you reminded him gently, “I’m really hoping you know he is not perfect, not he is going to be” he looked at you puzzled, “I know he already has a lot on his shoulders for being a Prince, but I really don’t think that kind of pressure is going to be good for him” he then smiled gently

“With you as his mother I have no doubt he will be the best King this kingdom has ever has” he said gently, “I’ll remember your words my sweet Queen, we will raise him good, without the pressure of the crown” you smiled thankfully

“I love you” you whispered

“I love you too” You were interrupted by a woman dressed in a perfect black dress with a white apron. In her head there was a white cloth, fixing her auburn hair in a perfect manner. She was of age, older than you, with a kind smile and dark eyes

“Your majesties” she greeted bowing profoundly. James smiled at her as he knew who she was

“He is the Prince, Henry” he introduced, and you looked at both of them without knowing what to do

“And you are?” you asked

“I’m Lady May, your majesty” she said, again bowing

“She is Henry’s nanny, my love,” he said gently. James took your son from your arms and under your surprised gaze, he handed to her

“But…” you protested, as you watched the wretched woman take your baby from the room, “He is mine James” you protested, rage made your body hot. He only kissed your forehead as a consolation, not caring about your anger towards the royal-stealer woman

“I know honey, but let them do their work, ok? Their nannies are here to help you and take care of him” you growled, under the surprised watch of your husband, “You need to regain your strength” he reminded you

“I’m fine” you protested, “I want my son with me” you protested

“You just gave birth” he fighted, “You need your rest let the nannies help you”

“I don’t need help, I need my son in my arms” he reached for a cup from your night stand and handed it to you.

“Milk of the poppy to help you sleep my love”

“But my king” you cried, but when you saw his face, those eyes filled with determination, “When I wake again will they return him to me?” you relented

“Of course my love, as you wish” he whispered, so you took the drink. And the sharp pain in your lower region began to relent, but as your felt better, you also felt more tired

“Goodnight my Queen” Bucky layed on the bed beside you, cradling you against his body and kissing your temple. And you lost consciousness

As soon as you regained your strength, the pain was no more and you could stand, the King organised a grand christening for his son, his heir and Prince of this Kingdom

It was hosted in the cathedral, and Steve was appointed as his godfather, and held your naked and squalling child in his arms when the bishop had poured holy water over his dark haired head, as he chanted “I baptise thy, In nomine patris et filii et spiritus sancti, amen”

“He already has the strength of a Prince” said your King with proudness filling his voice, as the entire cathedral could hear his screams and cries

“I'm scared he´ll drop him” you whispered only for his ears, and in the corner of your eye you saw him smiling and containing his laugh

“Nobody is dropping our child, and if he does I´ll have his head” he whispered back. You entangled your arm with his and he drew you near him, “How are you feeling?”

“Better each day, still hurts a little bit” he kissed your temple without taking his eyes off the ceremony, specially his son

“I’m glad you are recuperating” he said softly, “As soon as this is over you are going back to bed”

“Yes your majesty” you mumbled with a snarky point to your frase

“God of infinite goodness, send prosperous life and long to his high and mighty, Prince of Brook, Henry” chanted the bishop. Your son had stopped crying, and he cooed happily as he was being held and cradled by Steve´s strong arms and soft velvet clothing

As they started to walk away from you, into the great hallway, you paced impatiently

“They can't hold him naked like that” you whispered to your husband, “He is going to get sick” James chuckled as he put his lips to your temple to soothe your worries

“Don't worry my love” he muttered against your skin, as Steve was given a white cloth in which he covered the baby, “There you go”

Steve showed the Prince to everyone in the Cathedral, as Bucky parted from your side leaving you standing in the middle of the altar alone

Steve turned towards you, and he made a great ceremonial gesture, when handed you your baby, you received him carefully, cuddling him to your chest

When he was placed comfortably in your arms, everyone bowed to you both, as you kissed his little forehead as he cooed happily, undoubtedly recognizing you. He looked so much like his father it made your chest fill with warmth, but he had all your colouring

“God bless the Pince” the archbishop chanted, and all the cathedral followed

Bucky woke up in the middle of the night and you weren't there beside him. Scared, he took foot and walked towards your chambers, but you weren't there either. Taking a deep breath, he walked towards the nursery, and there you were, it shook him to find you nursing your child from your own breast, but also, it made him increase his desires for you

The night nurses of the prince looked at him with apologetic looks, noded and left you both

“Sweetheart” he murmured. You raise your eyes to look at him, and you almost feel embarrassed, “You shouldn't…”

“Why can't I feed my own child from my own breast?” you asked, still holding the baby, his tiny lips suckling into your nipple, Bucky didn't know why, but it made his manhood throb, “I'm his mother”

“Queens don't do that” you look down at your son, suckling, and making those tiny noises that warmed your heart and you loved so, so much

“I'm sorry” you separated him from you softly, he grunted, but fell asleep instantly in your arms. Bucky was there to receive him, to let you arrange your nightgown

Bucky admired his son, and his milk-drunk little face, remnants of your milk still on his lips, and he purred happily in his father's arms, sleeping profoundly

“I just love those sounds he makes” you said, reaching on your feet the two loves of your life. Bucky sororounded you with his arm and draw to to him, kissing the top of your head while he cuddled his son with his other arm

“Can we take him with us?” you asked, batting your eyelashes to him, he only smiled

“Only for tonight” you extended your arms to receive your baby, but he shook his head, “Mine” he grunted playfully, you just giggled and let yourself be gently pushed by him to his chambers.

You cuddled in bed, the prince sleeping in his father’s chest and you cuddled on his side, admiring Bucky and Henry. James had his arms wrapped protectively around you, and the other caressing his son’s back

He, again, never felt so happy

The morning was chaotic when the nurses came for the little guy, and you almost threw punches at them, but you relented when James gave you a warning look. Fearing the war that was brewing between you and his son’s nurses

They might have won the morning battle, but then at noon when he was getting hungry and emerged from his privy council’s chambers. He frowned when he saw the group of nurses and wet nurses walking hastily through the corridors, like looking for something, or someone

“Excuse me!” he called, all the ladies stopped and bowed to him

“Your majesty” they murmured at the same time

“Where's the prince?” he asked, one of them, the oldest, gave a step forwards him and bowed

“I´m sorry your majesty, but her majesty the Queen took the Prince, and we cannot find her”

“Oh really?” he asked, incredulous. She nodded nervously. “She is not in her chambers, not in the gardens, or your chambers…”

“Ok” he sighed loudly, having a faint idea of where you might be.

He finds you in the furthest and tallest of the towers of the castle, a single room filled with sunlight, carpets and big pillows layed on the floor for the comfort of those who may use this place to read or to find comfort in peace. He found you there, sitting amongst big cushions, playing with your son, he could almost hear his giggles, although he was too young yet

“(Y/N)” he called, you look at him as like you just have been caught doing something wrong, “Imagine my surprise when I see a flock of nurses and ladies in waiting looking for my missing son, claiming he was taken by his mother” you pouted but then you returned your attention to your son

“They spend too much time with him, they barely let me hold him” you whined, eyes filled with unshed tears of longing, and the constant feeling that you were doing something wrong when it came to your own baby, the one thing in which you couldn't misstep

“They are here to help you” he seated on the floor right next to you

“But he is mine” you said, “My baby, I barely spend time with him”

“You are a Queen, who is busy with matters of state” he murmured, his face lined up with yours to watch your son, resting in your thighs, at the sight of his father he smiled widely, looking at him with joy in his face

“I feel like I do everything wrong when it comes to him” you cried, finally shedding some tears, “I want to learn how to take care of him, not let other people do it…”

“I know my love, but the Kingdom needs you”

“My son needs me most” you pouted, he cleaned your tear stained cheeks with his thumbs and kissed you softly.

“Let the nannies do their job” he whispered against your lips, and his tone did not allowed contradictions

Bucky practised alongside Steve and Sam in the hunting field, bow and arrow in hand, practising their shots as the new hunting season was coming close, and since you were no longer pregnant, your appetite for boar had return stronger than ever

Vision ran towards the trio, heavy breaths and a scare look on his face, so scared that made the three friends stop everything they were doing to look at the Second in command

“Lord Zemo is back” said Vision, right to the point.

“How? Why?”

“He had gathered an army with his sympathisers, and it’s taking the fields”

“Shit!” Bucky cursed

“This a clear declaration of war” saif Steve, “we need to gather our banners and take the field as well”

“I agree” sentenced Buky, “Call everyone in, and call Lord Fury” the four of them started walking back towards the palace

“He is the one who received the information”

“Does he know where they are gathering?” he asked Bucky

“He believed they are gathering in the Baron’s domain, near the border with her majesty's Kingdom”

“Do you think they are in on it?” asked Bucky then, “Do you think her father would support them?”

“Absolutely no” muttered Vision, “They have enough problemas of their own”

“We have to take measures, their intentions are clear and like I said, bring everyone in, call in Tony and tell him he and his Duchess and her new daughter all can come here, I will not have our court out there in the open” he said firmly, he knew of all the Baron’s tactics and their father’s before him, and he knew how close the court where, and right now they were sitting ducks in their castles far from the capital.

“Good, I will bring everyone in” said Vision and changed ways to run towards the aviary, to end the ravens

“So, we are going to war?” asked Steve, a worried look on his face

“I’m afraid so” muttered Bucky, “it’s been long overdue, but I’m afraid of what this would do to the people, Sam” he called and his friend nodded, “I want you to run and go towards all the towns from here to the Baron’s, I want everyone to show surrender, I will not, under any circumstances have any of my people suffer because of this, tell them I will not hold anything against them if they chose to surrender under the Baron, but also gather every fighting men you can”

“Wise choice, I will” he crossed his arm across his chest and nodded strongly, and ran off towards the stables

“And I need you by my side” he said to Steve, “to be the general””

“Great, I will be here” he said firmly, “Are you going to tell her?”

“I can't hide something like this from her” he muttered, both men entered the castle and walked through the large corridors, “But at the same time I want to protect her”

“She can protect herself, I think” muttered Steve

“I know” he said, “But she is so occupied with our son that I don’t want to disturb her”

“You need to secure your son you know the Baron has friends everywhere, and the entire court is here”

“What are you saying?”

“You need to send your son south” Steve said with a serious look on is face, “Your father murdered their family, don’t doubt for a second that the birth of the Prince isn’t what triggered the Baron to gather his banners again” Bucky cursed under his breath because Steve was again, correct

“Can you set it up? Nobody can Know where the prince is going except for us” he whispered

“I will send my and your best men on the job, and he will be going to my territories in the South”

“Good, yes”

You stormed the hallways looking for the King, seeing red so intensely you actually thought of grabbing your sword and threatening him with it, you found him surrounded by his men, on the table a big map of the entire Kingdom but you didn’t care about that, as soon as he saw your face he cleared the room

“Why would you send him away?” you asked, tears threatening to fall from your eyes “You do not love him?”

“Of course I do!” he said, almost offended, “I love him with all my heart!”

“Then why?” he saw the tears in your eyes and he softened his gaze upon you

“My darling, it is costum for the princes and princesses of the throne to have their own houses, and a crew of persons to take care of them” he explained to you but it did not matter, watching your baby part from you had broken your heart. You whined, in pain, feeling actual pain in your chest

“But he is just a baby,” you contradicted “how is it going to be good for him to be apart from me, his mother and you, his father?” He looked at you as if he would look at something cute, and you hated him for it, so you growled and gave your back to him. Only to heard him chuckle

“Are you upset with me, my love?” he asked, amused

“Yes!” you shouted, he placed his hand on your shoulder and made you turn softly, you were pouting and he had a grand smile on his face. He cradled your face with his big hands, and he leaned in to kiss you, “He is mine!” you said, rejecting the kiss and growling, a fierceness growing inside of you, heating every part of your insides

“My Love, I´m afraid to tell you that the prince is property of the state” he said softly, his brow furrowed, his eyes big and worried. And based on the face you were putting up, he feared that you would bite his head off, “But the good news is what we are the state” he continued

“Are you implying that your council had something to do with this?”

“No, my love, I´m just adjusting to the traditions” he said softly

“But if he is to succeed you one day wouldn´t it be good for him to stay by your side?” you asked hopefully. He pouted briefly before he leaned in and kissed your forehead, silently saying he wouldn't back down, “He is going to forget me” you said when he gently parted from you

“He won't, we´ll visit him weekly, he will never forget you” he assured you, “And they can bring him to you whenever you want”

“Very well” you said, not very much convinced, but you earned another kiss from him

“I like you like this, this lioness defending her cub” he purred, and you couldn't help but smile shyly, “We shall make another one, so you´ll be comforted again”

“Another one?”

“And another one after that” you giggled as he kissed you again, “And I want a little girl, to take her looks after her mother”

“Then you shall have a daughter” you muttered

“Are you ready?” he asked, and you nodded, as you had your monthly bleeding last week, indicating you were ready to bear another child, and you felt as strong as ever, even ready for the battlefield. He smiled widely, “Then I shall visit your chambers tonight” you smiled and nodded again, as he kissed you

“I thought there as only one chamber now: ours” you muttered, he smiled widely

“I thought It was special to conceive our children in a particular bed”

“The we should go to Madripoor” you said jokingly, “there is probably where we made Henry”

“Even though I’d like to think I got it right the first time I had you…” you both chuckled at the same time, “you are right my sweet queen” he purred against your lips, “I think is time we go to our special place” when he hugged you, he look over your shoulder at the table, and all the planning he was doing for the upcoming war, and suddenly it hit him, you were not going to be able to go back to Madripoor and he definitely could not get another baby in your belly, at least not right away

He has hid information before and you almost left him because of it, he could not do it again, but how was he going to tell you about the civil war that was looming over your peaceful Kingdom? He needed you right by his side, he needed your help but also he knew that if he told you, there was no way he was going to be able to shake you away

He was going to tell you, but first he needed to make sure you’ll stay here, safe, away from the danger.

But how?

Notes: Don’t hate Bucky please hahaha, I take inspiration from the series “The Tudors” and after also research, I found out that the prince, and princesses were sent away by their parents to their own houses, and even though is very sad, I did want to make this history-accurate, we will see the Prince shortly! I promise. AND DO NOT GIVE OPIOIDS TO WOMEN WHO JUST HAD GIVEN BIRTH! Ajjajajaja

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stinkysam · 4 years ago

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Kōtarō Bokuto - Things you need to know

Warning : end manga spoilers

Genre : fluff

Synopsis : some thoughts on our professional player.

Reader : male (he/him)

He is proud of the path he's had. Proud of how he evolved. Thinking back on how he used to play, he feels proud that he can focus on the game, the ball and both teams now.

Even if you cheers for another player, it'll rile him up to be even better, to show you he is your number one.

But that didn't mean he doesn't care about having your eyes on him. He loves knowing you're in the crowd, cheering for him.

Both arms loosely wrapped around you, asking you what you thought of the game once he's changed and left the building.

He's 200% going to talk about it while driving back home.

"Didja saw how I slammed it down on the second set- and how I caught it- and-" it's never ending.

He feels his heart swoon and melt into a puddle when you tell him he's the best player and how lucky you are to date such a sweetheart.

He likes to point at the crowd, dedicating the next hit to them, but very often he's pointing at you. He's not going to let you down. He wants the fans to be on fire, and for you to be its core.

He gets so proud when you wear a jersey with his number and name. Plus you look hella good and damn he's bursting with self confidence and love.

He loves to take pics of you two to post it on his social media. Holding your hands, kissing your cheeks or lips, hands, forehead, whatever, hugging you or while taking a bite of your sandwich, he doesn't care. He's happy and he wants to show it.

He likes to praise himself, saying he's the best boyfriend because he bought you this, invited you to eat there, gave you that, did this with you…

But he's also praising you a lot.

He's going to take pics and videos of you when you talk to share it, with that kind of caption "My boyfriend is the cutest!!!" or "Words of wisdom from ma man!!!! Turn da volume 🔊 up!!"

You're each other's best hype man.

He's sad when he has to stay longer at practice when you had something planned together. He quickly sends you a text to tell you he's going to be late.

But when he gets back home he gives you a bone crushing hug to apologize for it. He knows you ain't mad, your job takes you a lot of your time too.

He loves to squish your face against his when kissing. Big smooches.

When he's tired you can't get him to do anything. He wants to, though. But he can't get himself to get on his feet.

He waves at you as he's lazyly laying on the couch, asking you to get closer. He acts like he's sick, dying, come closer, he doesn't have the strength to speak, come, come…

As soon as you're bending down for him to speak in your ear, his hands grab you and pull you down, refusing to let you go.

It's cuddle time. No escape.

His muscled arms are around your head, keeping you against his chest as you talk about food you wants to try out.

Lazily watching sports channels. Any sports. Anything that has competition. Cooking shows ? He's into it.

Those made him want to try cooking but he's not that great. He follows the recipes, but he doesn't know if he can change something with another.

"They say to use White Whole Wheat flour. Is it what we have? Can I put ours instead? Where do we get that? Why is it different, what does it do?"

He's extremely curious. He knows many little things about a lot of things but it's random knowledge, yet he likes to share it with the whole world.

A lot of times he has to edit his Instagram posts because he realized he made a typo or got a detail wrong.

He goes brain dead when you play with his hair. When he's resting against you and you mindlessly touch his head.

But be careful to not mess his haircut. He won't care too much but still.

Way too often he slid his head between your shirt and your torso. That's warm. And close. Really close. And he can hear your heartbeat.

And tickle you. Or kiss you. Or just trace your skin. Or observe it. He likes to observe things really closely.

Also it's like he's trapped against you. Forever doomed to snuggle against you.

Sometimes to annoy you he'll even try to slip his legs in your pants.

He wanted to be glued, stuck with you as close as possible. Never escaping the clothes prison ever.

He loves you a lot and everyone knows it. Because it's obvious. And because he talks about you a lot. When it's not about volleyball.

He's the type to play extra hard when you can't leave your work so he can say he tried to summon you with his amazing awesomeness.

But he always play extra hard anyway.

#Male reader #Haikyuu #Haikyuu x male reader #Kotaro Bokuto #Kotaro Bokuto x male reader #m!reader

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xoxo-nikki-xoxo · 4 years ago

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Oh darling

Kol Mikaelson X Female human reader

prompt #36,17,29: “You are so beautiful to me” “Your safe with me, I promise” “Your soulmate, my one and only. How could I ever leave you”

Warning: SMUT

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You knew from the beginning getting involved with one of the Mikaelson was going to be bad. But never this bad, you are just a human. Being tied to a chair with some rusty handcuffs was not what you expected. Being the blood bag of some random vampire, you never recognized was not fun either. You knew he was going to be looking for you. Your husband Kol, and if you knew anything about the family. It was that all of them were looking for you. Because one attack on one of them, is an attack on everyone.

Your heads hanging, your so drained of energy that you cant lift your head up.. Just when you are about to give up you hear a voice. It is quiet of course, but wait I think its 3 voices. They sound familiar but you cant pine point from where. You minds so fuzzy its hard to focus on anything but staying alive for him.

“Kol! I have found her!” a female yells as I hear the sound of heels making their way over to me. Her hands come up to the chains that where holding me to the chair. With one simple tug she rips them off.

“I'm going to tear whoever's head off for doing this to her” Kol spit as he speeds over to you. He is crouching down in front of you taking in your whole appearance. His hand comes up to your soft check, caressing it gently as he brings your face up with his thumb.

“O darling. Your safe with me, I promise. I will never leave your side again. I'm so sorry...” Kol says as he continues to caressess your face in his hand. There's more footsteps heading towards both of you, but you couldn't focus on anyone else expect the man that was in front of you

“Whoever did this to her will pay for it Kol, you have my word I will make sure of it. But please I advise you think whatever plan that is running through your head threw. Don’t act irrational because of your anger it could cause more problems then good.” He sounds vary formal; it must be Elijah. He is the only one that advises anyone to do anything wise really.

“Whatever Elijah. I'm going to kill the bastard that decided to hurt my wife. She is what keeps me from going back to a psycho maniac! So no Elijah I'm going to kill who did this to her, you can either join me or stand against me.” Kol says as he picks you up, your head automatically resting on his chest as he walks away.

“Then I give you my word brother, we will find who did this to y/n, and they will pay with their life” You heard Elijah say. Kol nods his head than bites into his wrist feeding you his blood; but the vison in your eyes starts blur, the last thing you remember was him coming to rescuing you.

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You don’t know how long you were out for, but when you finally gained conscience again, you where in a bathtub. You could feel his finger in you y/c/h hair gently messaging some conditioner into it.

“Kol?” you weakly say to him as you lay your head on his chest again.

“I'm here darling... I'm so happy your are awake; I was getting worried about you again....” He says as he gently kisses your shoulder.

“What happened... I just remember leaving the compound then the next thing I knew I was waking up with someone torturing me.. It was terrible *cries* he...he bit me a few time Kol it was... It was probably the scariest thing I ever had to experience. I was his own personal punching and blood bag.” You said starting to cry. He clenches his jaw very upset at whoever hurt you but he doesn't want you to worry about him.

“ Darling I promise you that I well deliver his head on a pike to you or a silver plater which ever you prefer.” Kol states. He wraps his arms around you giving you a soft squeeze as he kisses your temple.

“ I know, you always fallow through with your promises” You say weakly looking up at him. That's when you notice the bags underneath his eyes. Has he been sleeping? “ My love, you don't look to well either” You hummed out reaching a hand up to his cheek. Your thumb running over under his eyes

“ Don't worry about me y/n, I’m more concerned about nursing you back to health” Kol says as he moves your body so he can start rinsing the conditioner out of your hair. “Have I ever told you, that you are so beautiful to me?” Kol says cheerfully as he finishes my hair.

“ever chance you get you remind me” You replied his comment bring a soft pick blush to your face.

“ Now then lets get you to bed my love.” Kol says as he stands up fetching myself and himself a towel. He wraps his towel around his waist then helps you up and out of the bed. He smiles giving your lips a soft peck. with a arm around your wasit he picks you up bridal style carrying you to your shared bedroom.

After getting situated in bed it began to grow quite. The tension growing to thick to bare made you perk up.

“Kol, just because I was tortured doesn't mean you have to baby me” You complained looking up at him having a small smirk on your face. “Come on.. lets have some fun.. I'm pretty much 100% after some of your blood you gave me and that warm bath” You tried to convince him. So you moved over which allowed you to sit up and crawl onto his lap. He shakes his head his smirk on his lips growing to a smile.

“Now, now my darling wife, who told you that you are in control? Last time I checked I was the one to call the shots in the bedroom.” He commented, his hands resting on your hips messaging them just the way you liked.

“But Kol... You of all people should know a happy wife is a happy life.” You whisper softly as you lean closer to connect your lips with his.

“You got me there” he mumbled into your shared kiss

The kiss is soft, gentle almost as if he was afraid of possibly hurting you. You hum into the kiss completely content with where the kiss was going to lead. Telling by the way his hands moved to your ass told you just how your night was going to end. And the best part of it, you didn't mind at all and neither did he. The way his hands trailed up your torso taking his shirt off of you set your skin on fire. The desire in your eyes as you parted your lips enjoying the feeling of his lips on your neck. His fangs gently grazing your main artery on your neck ,but not pricing your skin, at least not yet. You let a soft moan escape your lips as you felt his lips traveling down your collar bone, down to your chest as he kisses your ever so perky boob. He growls softly when he hear another moan escape your mouth.

“Darling if you don't stay quite I don't know if ill be able to control myself” He teases looking up at you. He kisses you again laying you down on the bed. Your hands rest on his toned abs as he deepens the kiss. You moan again feeling his hard on pressing again your inner thigh. He groans into the kiss when you move one leg on either side of him his dick now able to slid right into you.

Once he slides inside you, he moves his face into the crack of your neck. “Fuck, why are you always so tight all the time?” Kol asks you as he starts to thrust in and out of you at a slow but pleasurable pace. Your moaning, one hand digging at his shoulder while the other one is in his hair giving it soft tugs. His pace has picked up he groans into your neck. You can feel the pleasurer all the way into your stomach. It makes you squirm a little and moan louder. You know what's coming, he can tell too by the way your body is shaking. He sits up onto his knees so he can get a better angle as he fucks you harder.

The veins under his eyes came back he groans as he goes faster, the only sounds he could focus on were your pulse and the way your pussy sounds as he pounds it.

“Kol..*moans* I’m close... I cant ho-”

“Let it go y/n” He growls at you leans down again to kiss you. Your moaning, legs trembling as you come. And when you do cum that's when his fangs come out, pricing your neck like he always dose as he cums too.

You moan softly as he pulls out of you due to being sore now. He lays next to you panting a little from all the work he did. Your wounds on your neck heal from the vampire blood that was already circling threw your bloodstream when he saved you. You smile turning your head to look at him admiring his stone like features. The way his chest rises up and down, the hair that was on his torse all the way up to the he smiles lazyly at you.

“Go get some sleep darling. I well be right here when you wake up” Kol whispers looking at you the same way you where just looking at him.

“Promise you wont leave my side once?” You hum back your eyes getting heavy.

“Your soulmate, my one and only. How could I ever leave you” He smiles tucking a piece of hair behind you ear. His arms are wrapped around you as he kissing your entire face. You drift asleep in his arms shortly after.

#the originals #Kol mikaelson #kol mikaelson imagine #kol mikaelson smut #the vampire diaries #kol mikaelson fluff #elijah mikaelson #rebekah mikaelson #niklaus mikaelson

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huearmy · 4 years ago

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Life Is Beautiful - II

Summary: You are a glass half full person, your life motto is “Life is too short to… Insert something and anything here”. During your whole life you wanted something more, and even not knowing what it is, you put yourself to find out and get it, experiencing everything brilliant that the world offers - within the measure of what is safe, of course. The curious thing is that your way of living ended up rousing the interest of two vampires. One who sees beauty in everything and loves to exist, currently working with suicide prevention; and another one who no longer sees grace in things, in that boring immortality that never ends, and only complains about the Netflix catalog all the time.

Pairing: Jimin x reader / Taehyung x reader.

Genre: fluff, angst, mature (not really a smut i guess?)…

Words: 8593.

Rating: +18

Warnings: As much as my writing is soft and light, and as these are not the main topic of the story, treated in a non-descriptive way, there are sensitive themes from the beginning of the first chapter to the end of the fic that can trigger sensitive people, like depression, suicide, addictions in general - Jimin literally works at a suicide prevention center here. SO PLEASE! Read responsibly, my intention when dealing with topics like this is always 1) dealing with them in myself, as a way of putting out part of my own healing process 2) generating identification in other people, so they can go through the difficult time a little less alone. THIS IS A STORY THAT SEES THE WORLD WITH POSITIVITY.

Chapter I - Chapter III .

Dating is a very mortal thing, very human thing. Because mortals believe in love and want it, as they live for such a little time and die so easily, they are seeking for it every time, afraid that they will never ever find this great noble sentiment, a person to call theirs, to take care and be cared of. Vampires on the other hand have no need to be afraid of these fleeting things. Most times when they have an interest in other vampires, they just act on it, whether to periodic casual encounters, ether to live an endless affection in the empty eternity, just let's move it together. It is not common for vampires to fall in love - in fact most do not even believe in the word love - so no feelings are wasted, even the most superficial ones like the carnal impulses or the need for company. That's because existence is too long and feelings are few. When it happens it is unmistakable. For mortals it is precisely the opposite. Too many feelings for a short life. This creates an irrational anxiety and fear of choosing the wrong person, someone that isn't for them, and ending up just wasting time of their ephemeral lives. That is why dates are so important, it is a test. If it is a good experience it is a sign to continue, if it is bad go to the next option.

Jimin always wanted to have such experience. He likes the romance of mortals, which takes place at a slow and smooth pace like in books and movies, and he wanted to try. He just never got interested enough in anyone to think about actually asking them out... until now. Today he has a date with you.

He ran to his closet to choose an outfit - he already had four options ready in his head, but he needed to prove it to see which one would look better. He was just so excited you said yes! He was so eager to see how you will dress up, because of course, you are already beautiful, but the idea is to try to look even more beautiful to go on a date, and imagining you doing this thinking about him makes Jimin smile until his eyes disappear in two half moons. ________________________________________________________________

Taehyung was laying upside down on his bed, lazyly throwing a ball to Yeontan chase it, again, again and again. On the old record player there was a vinyl that he bought almost a century ago, filling the air in the room with jazz. His feet bounce site to side on the rhythm of the bass and he is tempted on singing along. He couldn't - because he wouldn't even try - remember the first time he heard this song, only that it was in the first half of the twentieth century and he probably met the singer personally, since he loved going to the shows. In his almost four hundred years of existence, this was one of the times when he was happier, different from now. He chased after the pretty girls, made them feel like princesses with the polite and gallant way he talks, kissed their red painted lips and drank the red from their necks... And then made them forget about him so they wouldn't have nightmares about his fangs and red eyes. He also had fun with the young men who went out to party and accepted anyone who wanted to party with them with hugs and high laughter, but it was not so good to drink from them, because alcohol changes the taste of blood too much... Still it was fun though.

Now none of that is interesting. And he doesn't even know why. He also doesn't know why he feels so angry all the time. But he feels. He gets irritated when he sees Jimin being happy and excited as always while he doesn't even want to move, and then he feels guilty because it's not like he wants Jimin to stop being like that. It's just... It seems that at any moment he will be alone forever. Taehyung slowly got up and lined up his silk pajamas looking at himself in the full length mirror. Even though he feels empty and purposeless he is elegant. He headed to Jimin's room. His intention was to apologize for being rude but he forgot it at the moment he stepped inside the door. "What is it all?" He looked to the mess of clothes and shoes around the bedroom.

Jimin ran out the closet with a hoodie in one hand and a suit on the other and not using any pants. His eyes were anxious.

"I don't know what to wear! I want to look good but don't want to overdress..." He whined in front of the mirror. "None of my initial ideas seemed right when I tried..."

Taehyung made a face, trying to remember what day of week was. "I thought you didn't have work today..." Tae found an empty bed space to sit on.

"I don't..." Jimin turned to him with a bright smile that almost blinded him. "Today I'm going out with a girl! I have a date!" And there it was again. That pain of feeling Jimin slowly slipping away. He is the only one Taehyung really got attached to after so much time, the only one he wanted to stay forever... But the feeling doesn't seem reciprocal anymore. "A girl? Who is it?" Tae asked, trying to swallow the sour taste on his mouth. He was there to apologize, not to smash Jimin's smile once more.

"Y/N. She works with me, and she's very sweet. I think you would like her if you meet her." Jimin dreamly said, hands dropping the clothes he was holding. "Why do you think that?" Tae got along.

Jimin sighed, thinking of you, trying to put you in one or a few words. It was hard.

"I don't know... I identify with her." He approached Tae, taking his face on his cute hands. "She is like me." Taehyung closed his eyes, and the image of some bubbly cute girl in love with live, appreciating little things, formed in his mind, and then this cute girl replaced him in Jimin's heart. He already hates her. Hates you. He harshly sighed. "If you want to look unpretentious, modest, choose jeans. A pair that values your beautiful legs." Taehyung recommended calmly. Jimin smiled and ran back to the closet. "Button-up shirt, one that looks casual but still shows that you care." Jimin searched through the closet looking for something that matched Taehyung description, seconds later he came back with a white shirt with a mandarin collar and short sleeves, slightly oversized, and ripped jeans that hugged his tights nicely. "What else?" He asked, already feeling more confident.

"Any of your shoes should look good, I think... And it's raining, so you need a leather jacket."

At the end Jimin was perfect, with his hands full of rings, hair fixed showing his forehead, and using an expensive perfume, but in fact he is always perfect. Carefully he put all his clothes back in the closet, so as not to have to tidy up the room when he gets back, and even to control the anxiety a little since he got ready too early. When he finished Tae was no longer in the room waiting for him.

"Taetae?" Jimin knocked on Taehyung's door, even if it was open.

Tae was back on his previous position on his bed, head hanging off the edge. He didn't look back at Jimin's direction, keeping his eyes close as if he was just enjoying the song playing on the old record player. He wasn't at all. "Hm?"

"Thank you." Jimin softly said, sitting beside him.

Taehyung slowly opened one eye, lazyly humming again.

"You welcome, you looked lost." He unconsciously took Jimin's hand, interviewing their fingers. "I thought you were already leaving."

Jimin shook his head, chuckling to himself.

"I got carried away with my enthusiasm. I only need to pick up Y/N in an hour and twenty six minutes."

"Silly you."Tae mumbled.

"Yeah... Silly Jiminie." He was dreamly, looking to nowhere specific. After a moment without conversation, they made eye contact. "You went to my room to say something. What was it?"

A pout formed on Taehyung lips.

"I'm sorry."

Jimin answered with a soft grin, using his free hand to affectionately mess Tahyung's hair. After so much time together it gets easier to solve conflicts, it is possible to see how simple it is to ask for forgiveness. This makes immortality much more enjoyable. They both knew they were fine. _______________________________________________________________

You said bye to your roommate, and she wished you luck, saying for the hundred time that you are beautiful - she hadn't seen you this excited to a date before. In the cold, empty corridor of your building, still in front of your apartment door, you checked if your keys, wallet and cell phone really were in your little lap-bag - which sadly you hardly use because your heavy books, lunchboxes and other everyday things don't fit in it. You took a deep breath and put your hair behind your ear with a slightly shaking hand, feeling the stomach full of those silly butterflies, just for thinking that Jimin was already down there waiting for you. It was raining so much now that even though it was late afternoon the sky was dark as if it were already night. When you opened the front door, the cold air caught you off guard, it was cold enough to make you shiver, even if you were wearing a jacket and wool pantyhose. Jimin came up the stairs to you with a big umbrella in his hand and a satisfied smile on his face.

"I swear where we are going is pretty warm inside." He said, giving you space to go under the umbrella with him. "You look cute by the way. Beautiful actually."

Your face heated as you hooked your arms together, a grin in your lips.

"You don't look bad yourself."

If Jimin had any blood circulating in his veins he would blush too. Thank you, Tae. He thought.

"I was afraid you would give up on going out today, because of the weather..." Jimin expressed, really relieved that you didn't.

"I never miss an opportunity to have a good time. Just rain can't stop me... maybe a tornado..." You jocked.

"Thank god I saw nothing about tornadoes in the weather."

You laughed, and you were about to answer something but Jimin stopped, and you shut up when you saw him opening the door of a sporting car, and even if you don't know anything about cars to the point of not even knowing what brand it was, you sure could say it was expensive. Your broke ass was freaking out.

"Is this your car?" You couldn't keep the words from coming out of your mouth. Jimin just smirked, thinking it was cute.

"Miss?" He motioned for you to come in, and when you were comfortable in the leather seat he closed the door for you. One second later he was getting in himself.

He took his time to put on his seat belt, so he could look at you whole again. You two have never been in such a small enclosed space before, so now, even with the other smells, like rain outside and the leather of the seats, he could smell you a lot better. And it was good. Everything about you was cute, even the pulse of your blood in the artery in your beautiful neck. He could just look at you forever, but it would make you uncomfortable, probably, and that's definitely not the idea of this date. "You are using transparent rain boots." He stated, noticing it now.

"Ah... Yeah. I didn't want to wet up my feet." You slightly freaked. The only other pair of shoes you have to rain days is way old and ugly - the pair of hiking boots you use almost everyday to college and work - so you opted for yout transparent rain boots and cute socks.The result was not very fashionable, but you didn't have much else to do other than to hope it would look cute or at least talk a little about your personality. "I like to use socks that match my mood, even if people can't see."

Jimin hummed, analyzing the yellow socks in your feet. A happy color.

"I see." He smiled. "I guess you never use black socks then."

You looked at him, really serious.

"Those are for final exam days."

He laughed. You like to make him laugh.

"And what's the meaning of yellow socks?" Jimin asked, really expectant of your explanation.

"If I'm still in such a mood at the end of the night, I'll tell you." You smirked.

"Ok."

He took you to a fancy cafe, just like his car, the moment you went through the door you knew the money you brought with you wasn't enough, the whole place with the marble floor and vintage decor in a level totally different from the simple cafe in front of the train station that you usually buy your coffee before work. There weren't many people, most likely because of the rain. With a hand in the small of your back, Jimin walked you to a table, and pulled a chair for you. Your eyes were sparkling as you looked around, to the fancy illumination set, to the plants adorning the wall behind you, to the beautiful girl in a beautiful dress some tables from yours.

"We always drink coffee in a not so nice place in a not so nice situation, so I wanted to change it a little bit." Jimin seated beside you.

"Is a nice change indeed." You gave him a sweet smile.

"But if you think it's too boring, just tell me, I am not attached to plans." He jocked, but with truth behind it.

You thought for a second. "What if I say I want to go to a climbing gym?"

"First I would say that my shoes are not good for this activity, nor your dress... But, why not?" His response made you smile and your heart skipped a bit.

"I'll think of a more suitable activity for our outfits then."

Seconds later, a waitress came to your table with a notepad in hand and a cordial smile on her face. She was using the black uniform with a colorful apron on her waist, and a vintage eyeliner, you thought she was also nice looking, just like the rest of the place and people around you.

"Already know what you will want?" She asked, looking between you and Jimin.

"Ah! I haven't looked at the menu yet! Just a moment." You reached the cute booklet beside the flower pot in front of you. As you guessed before, the prices were a little more than you had planned to spend, making your stomach flip. Jimin rested his elbows on the table.

"I want an espresso, the small one, please." He cheekly smiled. "And she..." He stopped himself. He could bet what you would want, based on the kind of coffee you always buy to yourself, and your feed on instagram, but asking you directly was better, but most important: girls in this century can make their own order themselves. So he would just wait for you to talk. But you didn't say anything right away, you were nervously staring at the menu in your hands instead.

You were calculating. If you took the cheapest coffee among the expensive ones, which should certainly be a delight, you would not be a miser, and there would be extra money left for emergencies which is always good. But you could also buy a cheaper coffee and a cookie maybe. But a piece of pie would be so good too, there were some really beautiful ones in the showcase, but to also drink something would take all your money at once...

"Strawberry Mocha Latte, please." You ordered, wishing to not regret it.

Jimin, who was watching you closely during the few seconds you got to make a decision, saw how you longered a little more on the pies and cakes page, and the quick looks you sent to the showcase, humed.

"Thinking better... I'm up to something sweet too. Can you please tell me what flavor is that brown pie, with the white thing running down the sides?" He asked the waitress, chin on his hand.

"Sure. That's Cocoa Pie. It tastes like hot chocolate, the white thing is melted marshmallow." She explained.

Jimin heard your heart speeding up and then you gulped.

"I want a slice of it, please." He smiled at the waitress one last time.

"Anything else?" She asked.

"No." Both of you answered together.

Jimin had eyes only in you once again.

"Well, you were talking about college." He signaled for you to continue the previous conversation you were having on the car.

"Oh... yeah. College..." You couldn't remember the last thing you were telling him. Jimin lightly passed his index finger through your forehead, to undo a frown you didn't notice you were making.

"You were saying you didn't know exactly what you wanted to study." He took advantage of the proximity to put your hair behind your ear.

"Right. I always dreamed of things like being president, firefighter, astronaut and superhero. Something helpful." You laughed, especially because Jimin was laughing imagining you doing such things. "So I signed up for psychology when vacancies were opened for classes and I started working at the center as complementary hours... and it has been incredible."

"You don't sound like you have found what is your dream." Jimin commented.

You shrugged, playing with the sleeve of your dress. "It's because I didn't. I don't know what I want to do with my life, but I can't just sit down and think about it, so I started from somewhere. Going to college, or whatever, later would be a waste of time. Life is too short. You understand me?"

Not really. Imortallity and such. But Jimin could have some empathy. "Tell me more."

You sighed.

"Mom says I always have been different... My siblings are really chill. Dad supports me in any decision I make since ever, even the dumbest ones. I'm blessed, because for them I can be anything I want. I just don't know what it is. I feel that I can't disappoint them and waste all their money trying to discover myself. I need to at least get a degree in the process." You ended your speech with a dismissing laugh, as if it wasn't your biggest intern issue. "But I'm talking too much about myself... Your turn."

"It's not a problem, I can hear about you all day." He just flirted. "But well. My first degree was in law, I wanted to know how things work. Then I studied history, because I have a certain... intimacy with it. Basically everything I study is because I like it or am curious about it. I love taking courses on the internet too."

You were a little shocked. You didn't exactly know Jimin's age, but he looks at most two or three years older than you, and he already has two degrees? Rich kids really live in another world.

"Your family must be so proud of you." You said, stunned.

"I don't have family." Jimin simply responded.

In one second you were freaking out.

"I'm so, so sorry... I didn't mean to touch a delicate subject. Sorry." You reached both hands to his arm which was resting on the table, hoping you didn't ruin everything offending him or making him feel sad.

Jimin let a light chuckle out, putting his other hand above yours.

"It's ok. You couldn't know. Besides, it is not that delicate of a subject." He smiled, trying to make you relax. "I have been alone since I remember, since ever. No mom or dad. Just me. At some point I met this guy and he proposed to be my tutor, he adopted me, and it was the closest thing to a father figure that I ever had. And I'm sure parents aren't... that way." Jimin's eyes got dark for a second, but before you could say anything, he smiled again, brighter than before. "Now it's me and my friend Taehyung."

He said the name Taehyung with so much affection and fondness, that you almost heard him completing with "And he is my family", and in fact that was the feeling hiding in Jimin's words everytime he needs to talk about his friend to someone.

"Everytime you talk about this friend of yours I feel like meeting him. He must be so nice."

Jimin's eyes sparkled with excitement.

"I think he will love you. If you like it, I can invite you for lunch or something like that." His hand tightened on yours.

Was it a cue to a kind of second date already? Your face heated up.

"I would love to."

Your orders arrived, Jimin needed to let go of your hands, and you from his arm. As expected, your coffee was divine, creamy, warm and sweet in the right measure, warming you up inside and making your tongue melt with satisfaction, that your heart even hurt less at the price you would pay for it. Jimin got the tiniest bite of the cocoa pie and hummed in delight, catching your attention. Vampires have no problem eating human food, but it's not like it's very satisfying, the acting was to make you look at him with puppy eyes. And it worked.

"Y/N, you need to taste it. Here." He filled the spoon with a piece way bigger than he ate himself and reached it out in front of your mouth.

You wanted it so bad you didn't even think how he feeding you could be embarrassing, you just ate it. No regrets.

"It really tastes like hot chocolate." You said with doe eyes.

As you talked, he made you eat the whole slice yourself without noticing it. You were just so happy, having a good time with a nice, handsome guy you crush on, and a cute delicious meal, in a conceitual, beautiful place. If life wasn't so short, you would like to do it forever.

"Hmmm, Jimin?" You said, mouth slightly full. "How Escape Room sounds to you?"

He smiled widely.

"Sounds like a good new plan."

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You're a masochist, Jimin came to that conclusion after fifteen minutes of escape room adventure. First of all you chose a suspense and horror story to play, which surprised him a little but didn't make him think much about it. It turns out that in addition to the tense story where you need to find out where the main character's body was hidden in order to get out, an actor dressed as a masked serial killer appears from time to time to scare and chase you with a fake knife. Jimin is not really scared, since his improved hearing and smells make him notice the presence of the actor before the jump scare, but you... As much as you are smart to find the clues and connect the facts, you are a scared cat. Every time you give a loud scream that gradually becomes a nervous laugh, grab his hand and run away pulling him with you, clearly enjoying yourself. He could hear your heart racing and smell the adrenaline and endorphin running through your blood. "We need to go back to the library... Do you think he is there?" You shout whispered, one hand still holding tightly on his, and in the other you were analyzing the clues you already had.

The heat in your face from running and your slightly lack of air just made you look cuter, Humans are so fragile and precious.

"He isn't, we can go back." Jimin whispered back.

"How do you know?" You tried to peek around the corner of the corridor.

"I saw him going to the other side as we ran." He lied, actually he could hear the actor's breathing behind a door on the way to the library. Probably both of you would run again, and that's ok to Jimin, so he can put himself between you anthe guy protectively and see if you'll look at him the same as the first time he did. Before the time goes out, you solved the mystery with almost any help from Jimin, who was too busy paying attention to you and your focused expression, and needing to ask for a hint just one time. You were euphoric and proud as you both walked out the room, bragging about your brain, and also pouting about how sad the story actually was and how that freak neon mask of the killer was spooky. You were so distracted talking about how much fun you got that you didn't see when Jimin paid for the game without splitting the bill. You had previously agreed that even if you didn't have the money to pay half of it, you would help. That was not fair.

You decided not to complain. "All this running made me hungry!" You said as you two walked over to his car. It wasn't raining anymore, the night sky slowly starting to show up as the clouds moved away with the wind which was still strong and chilling. Seeing you close your jacket better, Jimin put an arm around your shoulders and pulled you closer. With a vampire's body temperature he wouldn't be able to warm you at all, but at least he could shieldering you from the wind... And you still thought the caring act was the cutest thing. You also put an arm around his waist. "Are you hungry too?" Nope. Jimin doesn't even remember how the feeling of hunger is, the bloodlust is too different to compare, besides, what for you was physical effort, for him it didn't even come close to being tiring. But he got along with it. If you had any more ideas that postponed him taking you home and saying goodbye for the night, he would accept it. "Ah... Sure." For the third time in the night he opened the door for you. "Why?" You took your place in the passenger seat and searched for something in your purse, taking it out all smiling when you found it. Ten pieces of colored paper. Coupons. "Chinese food. The discount is bigger if ordered to go." You sang. Coupons are your treasure. When Jimin thinks you can't get any cuter... ______________________________________________________________

In order not to risk spilling any type of sauce on the leather of Jimin's expensive car seat, you insisted on going to eat at your apartment, since it was not far from the Chinese restaurant. Jimin was uncertain at first, but you ensured that two of your roommates were traveling and that the other doesn't sleep early and wouldn't mind you hanging out in the living room as long as you don't make a lot of noise. The question was not whether he was going to bother your roommate or not, Jimin is a gentleman, he would never do anything to offend someone inside their own home, the question is whether he could get you to invite him in with all the words - the last thing he wanted to do was end your date bursting into ashes for entering without being properly invited and you having to vacuum him off your carpet. It would be a really sad and stupid way of dying. He nervously insisted on carrying all the bags and followed you upstairs - the elevator was broken - and down the cold corridor from your floor to your door. You opened your purse to get your heavy set of keys - your father always said that the more keys you need to carry the greater number of responsibilities you have, and for some reason that makes you internally proud of yourself - searching for the right one to open the door. Jimin cleared his throat. "Y/N... I really don't want to bother..." He said, and you looked at him with doe eyes. He put the bags on the floor to keep his hands free to hold yours. Before you could object, he continued. "I had a lot of fun with you today, and I think we got to the part I say bye the right way... You know, walking you to your door and them kissing you... Maybe?"

Like in the movies, he thought. Your heart scaped one... no... a lot of beats. He was holding both your hands, and looking right to your eyes, and talking about kissing you. Still you pouted, and he knew you would fight him on it, of course you would, but you did more than this, getting him by surprise. You reduced the space between you and pecked his lips, one of Jimin's hands went up to cup your face and try to kiss you more, but you pulled back with a frown.

"Done. You walked me to my door and kissed me." You were looking at his eyes as intensely as he was looking at yours. "But you said you were hangry and I bought all this food for us, so you are not going home yet."

You used your emergency money and coupons that you took a long time to collect just to be able to spend more time with him, and you wouldn't miss it for anything. Jimin smiled till his eyes disappeared.

"Do you want me to get in so we can spend more time together?" He asked as if he could read your mind, but it was just because it was what he wanted too.

"Yeah." You nodded, feeling kind of weird for admitting it.

"Say it..." Jimin insisted, eyes so intense you could think he was hypnotizing you. He wasn't, he would never do that to you.

"I want you to get in so we can hang out a little more..." You said, voice small.

"Invite me formally then." He openly asked.

It confused you, you thought it was funny, a chuckle escaping your lips. In your head you were sure that Jimin should read fanfic or something like that to be so good at being cliché. You pulled back and opened the door, stepping aside. "Please come in, Jimin." You smirked to him as he picked the bags from the door and obliged.

He didn't turn into ashes. You closed the door behind him and picked his jacket, kicking your boots. He followed you close to the kitchen, where he dropped the bags on the table.

"Hmmm. You can make yourself comfortable, I'll just say to my roommate that I'm home and brought food. I'll be back in a sec."

You run in your tiptoes down the hall, as Jimin already knew the apartment was empty when you arrived. He opened the cabinets and drawers, looking for plates and cutlery, before you came back he would have prepared the table for you two - or just you really - to eat. He got it done and you didn't come back, so he explored. The kitchen had little of your smell in it, a sign that you spend little time in it, which is okay, Jimin's kitchen is not his favorite part of the house either. In the living room you were more present, he found where your smell was stronger, your favorite place to take naps and marathon series, the recliner. It looked really comfortable, so he could understand. He walked silently down the hall and found your bedroom door, the door was open and you weren't there, but of course, as much as he was curious about you and your most personal place, he wasn't going to enter without permission, just looking quickly the stuffed animals at the head of your messy bed before heading back to the living room was enough for now.

In the meantime, you were leaning against the closed door of your roommate's room, which should have been at home, as you left her before you left, but she wasn't. Staring at your phone screen with your face burning you took a deep breath. She texted you earlier, yet you were having fun so you didn't see it before. It makes no difference, she just put even more ideas in your head and embarrassment in your face. Cutiehoe: i got to my babe's place

Cutiehoe: so u can get laid if you want booboo

Cutiehoe: nntr

Cutiehoe: tell me later hf

You didn't think of inviting Jimin to do anything more than eat. It wasn't your intention. But now you are thinking about it. A lot. You considered running to the bathroom to cool off a little, but on second thought, you left the boy alone for too long, he must be feeling awkward waiting for you. So you got back to him, who was actually very comfy in your recliner, reading the book you left there earlier. He did make himself comfortable - it isn't hard to a vampire at all.

"I set the table." He smiled, closing the book.

"Did you?" You looked to the kitchen table in surprise. "Ah, it wasn't necessary... I was planning on eating here, so we can watch a movie or something... And eat from the boxes so I won't need to wash the dishes later..."

You were afraid the talk would die at some point and that it would be awkward, so the movie or whatever would be an emergency escape or something, you use this tactic for dates and making new friends since middle school.

"That's good for me too." He crossed his leg, as if it wasn't his first time in your house, and you don't know if it relaxes you or makes you tense. "What do you want to watch? I love cliche super silly rom-coms, aaaand animal planet documentaries."

You didn't know if he was joking or not but it made you laugh anyways, you finding it funny and cute.

"You can choose..." You handed the remote to him. "I'll bring the food and a blanket to a comfier experience."

"Ok." He took the opportunity to lightly brush your fingers when he took the remote, just like in the movies, and watch you sigh shakily over it. In fact he spent all night doing these little film cliché things, most of them you didn't even notice, but little by little it was affecting you, working you up.

"Ah. " You remembered. "Any of my roommates are here, you don't need to worry about bothering."

Jimin made a face, a thinking pouting face, then smiled widely, which made his eyes disappear. "Good. I didn't like the idea of having to contain myself around you."

Everything he says sounds so flirty that sometimes you don't know how to answer, so you just laughed as if it didn't affect your now slightly horny mind and left the room again.

Food on the coffee table, blanket turning your bottom halfin a burrito, a documentary about cats lowly playing on the TV - Jimin's choice, really - you both just chatting. Jimin was marmeized on how entertained you were by the conversation, telling him about how you managed to rent your room in such a good apartment, with nice roommates, in first place, he couldn't say if the story was really interesting or if it was just you making it sound like it was. You were so focused on the conversation that you didn't even noticed he wasn't eating at all. "But is kind of sad, because I'll probably be moving out next month..." You sighed then stuffed your mouth with chicken.

"What do you mean?" Jimin frowned.

"My savings are about to end, and what I earn at the center doesn't pay my rent here. And even if they paid I still have the college to pay, I will have to go after student internships. So next month I'm going to change jobs and move to a cheaper apartment. I'm just not going back to the dorms, no sir." You shrugged.

"Have you found any promising places yet?"

"Not really. The best place I found is only good because it is pet friendly, but besides it, it is hideous." You made fun of it, but you were frustrated for real, your roommates would let you stay as long as you needed, but it wouldn't be fair. Jimin laughed and pulled you to a half hug, which you gladly accepted, laying your head on his shoulder.

"You"ll find something..." He made a thinking pout. "If it would make you happy, I have a cute dog, and you can be his friend if you want to, specially if you can't afford your own pet, you just need to pay a visit to my house sometime."

"I would love it! I love dogs! And cats! And parrots... And ferrets, I want a ferret sooo much! But I can't afford myself these days." You finished your box of food, and with a clap of your hands you looked at him with shiny eyes. "But enough of my complaints, your turn... "

"My turn?" He has a hand in your chin.

But since when that you didn't notice the touch at first?

"Yeah... You tell me a story now, or whatever, what comes to your mind first." You nervously chuckled.

"Uhum." He nodded and pulled you close to kiss you.

The soft peck you gave him earlier was still ghosting his beautiful lips, he was still wanting to deepen it. He spent the whole conversation observing you to know if you wanted it too, if he should, and all the openings you were giving him made him excited. You kissed him back, reaching his shoulders with both hands. He started the kiss at a tentative pace, and soon you took the lead in a slow and nice rate, making him remember that probably you have more experience than him on it, or at least it is more recent than the last time he kissed someone like this. Before he knows it, he is hovering above you on the couch, your arms embracing his neck, one of his hands on your waist, wishing he could take your dress out of the way to feel your skin.

"This was the only thing on my mind." He pulled back after who knows how long, lips close enough to brush against yours, forehead on yours. "Your turn. What is on your mind now, Y/N?"

So intense... You mentally cursed that you were trapped in the blanket, preventing you from embracing him with your legs too.

"A lot of things actually..." You giggled. "You know... When the universe gives me an opportunity I usually don't let it pass..."

"Uhum. I noticed." He smiled against your own smile.

"I want to take you to my bed and strip you. That's the thought." You admitted. "That's the thought." He repeated with a rusky voice that gave you goosebumps, getting up and pulling you with him. You tripped over the blanket, but he held you, connecting your lips together again, and again. "Lead the way please."

You took him by hand and went to your room. You barely passed through the door, Jimin was all over you again, arms circling your waist from behind, mouth finding its way to your neck, sweetly kissing your pulse of life, right over your artery. He had no intention of biting you, the thought didn't even cross his mind, your smell is just so good and addictive he couldn't help himself. The smell of life on you, plus the smell of who you are, now that he could feel it so closely, after experiencing your lips... He never felt that way, whether with a vampire or a mortal, but it wasn't going to be now that he was going to question the strange fire burning inside his chest.

Soon you two were making out in your bed, gradually pieces of clothes and your animal plushies dropping to the floor. More than once you imagined Jimin above you like that, one hand holding your jaw, the thumb of the other hand playing with the hem of your bra, legs entwined with yours, while you explore the skin on his bare back with your fingertips. You were feeling fulfilled. You couldn't hold your breath when he gave you several pecks, and then smiling against your mouth he devoured you again, pinching your hips playfully. Even in that position, he was still flirting with you, making you feel relaxed and safe, and it made your heart flutter, and those insistent butterflies in your stomach took off all at once.

When your bra was off, letting you in your panties only, you put a hand on Jimin's - beautiful - chest, making him stop and look at you.

"Yes?" He asked with heart eyes and a low smoky voice.

"Do you..." You struggled to focus as he was looking at you as to remember each detail of your face for eternity. He was indeed. "Do you by any chance have a condom with you?"

He internally slaps himself for not being prepared for every possible scenario resulting from your date. He didn't think about sex at all, didn't remember that mortals use condoms, or that condoms exist, so he didn't get the idea of buying such thing - it would be the first time ever. Damn! It is an important thing!

"I don't." He blinked twice.

"Oh." You bite the inside of your cheek, thinking. You don't have any either, actually you don't even remember the last time... "Ah! Two of my roommates are actually a couple, and I know they must have condoms somewhere... Can you wait a lil sec?"

You looked up at him as if you were insecure he would say no. He just chuckled and kissed the tip of your nose.

"Of course." He got off of you, laying himself by your side.

You gave him a cutely bashful smile and hurried out the room, just in your underwear. A really beautiful sight.

Vampires do not have STDs and are totally sterile, so the need to use a condom is totally non-existent, yet, Jimin decided not to say anything about it and just use it, because he would have to expose himself too much to make the arguments make any sense, and, of course, for a matter of respect and consent. If it's important to you, then why question it? He was just hoping you would find it in your roommate's stuff, so you wouldn't change your mind on going all the way with him... Hoping that at least if you end up changing your mind you would be up for cuddles, so he could hide his face in your neck and feel you in such a way a little bit more. For him it's just as intimate, but in a different way. You came back a while later with the small colorful package and a weird look on your face - you found it in a really private drawer - to find Jimin laying on his back, facing the ceiling with eyes closed. He looked so beautiful. For a second you panicked, thinking that he could have fallen asleep, then he got up on his elbows, mischievous eyes sizing you up and down with so much interest.

"Get back here, Sweetheart." He softly talked, husky voice making your feet move before you could think about it. When you reached the bed he pulled you by the hand and in a second was above you again, hands holding you close. He chose to ask the next question in your ear. "Can we continue?"

"Yes." You took a handful of his nape hair as he attacked your neck with kisses once more.

The last underwear pieces were discarded in no time, letting just skin on skin, and the sensation of it was the only thing both of you could think clearly at the moment. You did what you've been wanting to do since you met Jimin, so much time checking him out when you believed he wasn't paying attention, and satisfactorily grabbed his ass, in response he grabbed yours too.

"You are so beautiful, Y/N." He whispered against the base of your throat. Then he made eye contact, just adoring you, and you could feel it in all your body.

Both of you held your breath together when he entered. You wanted to look away, or close your eyes, but it wasn't possible at the moment. Jimin's face brightened up and he let out a giggle. "Stop, don't laugh." You hid your face with a hand, for some reason this making you lowkay insecure.

"Sorry." He got your hand out the way and pecked your lips. "I just think you are precious."

It is strange. Vampires don't believe in love, even if it is Jimin, who seeks for it around him all the time, in movies and books, and always dreamed to experience such a thing that mortals live and die for, deep inside never really believing he would find it. But... Somehow... Now lying on your embrace, two bodies in sinc as if they were one, breathing and voices mixed, eyes fixed on each other's every response, mouths reaching one another in their own will. He was burning inside with a feeling he could only think as similar as what the imagined love is. Did he exist for so many centuries to meet you in this time? So he could see you trembling because of him, making him want to do it again and again? Not because he feels good, or because you smell and taste good, but because he adores you...

Your arms wrapped his torso, pinning him against you, bringing him closer, even if it wasn’t possible, in what you were looking for comfort in, as you were trying to regain your breath. A different smell of yours filling the air.

Breath. You need this to keep living. Actually you need a lot of things to not die. So ephemeral. At this moment, thinking of it, as he rolled his hips a few times more and kissed you passionately, you were everything in the world. Even if you are an ephemeral being. The idea of you not existing anymore in some decades, or next day, was terrifying, at the point of him considering...

"Yellow is for euphoric happiness, I use it when I don't know what to do with my own excitement." You pulled him from his thoughts, pushing his hair away from his face with a content smile on yours.

He looked at you without understanding.

"My socks. I promised to tell you my yellow mood if till the end of the night I were still feeling it." You explained.

"I see." He let himself fall beside you, still not letting you go, burying his face on your neck instead. You gladly cuddled him back, playing with hair, and felt his smile wide on your skin as you did. "Can I stay a while longer?"

"I wasn't expecting you to leave at all. Is already late." You said in the middle of a yawn.

You both stayed in silence for a moment, he could sense you falling asleep.

Then you talked again, getting away just enough to look at him.

"We need to get clean, also is healthy to pee after sex." You were already getting up from the bed at the end of the sentence. ________________________________________________________________

The morning came lazyly, with you soundly sleeping with your head on Jimin's arm and legs entangled with his, noses touching. Vampires don't exactly sleep, or they hibernate, or they just close their eyes and rest, and that's what Jimin is doing as your peaceful breathing and heartbeat lully him.

Through the curtains a beam of sunlight slowly invaded the room, as the sun began to rise outside bringing the day. Noticing this, Jimin covered his arms around you, to prevent burns, but out of curiosity he let the light reach you, until now he only saw you in the night, and wanted to know how you would be under the cover of the day. When the golden glow reached you, it was almost as if you were shining. Everything about you said loudly how alive you are, and that is charming. It made him feel slightly guilty for thinking, even for a second, about taking it away from you out of a selfish feeling of him.

Just having the opportunity of experiencing you this way should be enough to him. He shouldn't be greedy.

A tune sounded in the quiet room, making you stir and grumble, hiding in his chest, still asleep. It was Jimin's phone, ringing somewhere on the floor. Carefully he moved from you, avoiding the sunlight, and looked for it, one second later - literally - he was sitting on your desk chair, answering the call in a low tone so as to not disturb your sleep.

"Yes?" He answered, knowing it would be Tae scolding him for not being at home before dawn, but getting by surprise that it wasn't an angry Tae on the other side of the line, but a scared one.

"Jimin?! Are you coming home?" He cried.

Jimin stiffed, all alarms sounded loud in his mind.

"Tae, what's wrong?" He questioned louder.

"I'm outside, on our neighbour's porch. I can't go back inside... The sun will reach me, Jimin. I don't know what to do." He panicked. Jimin hasn't heard Taehyung speaking this fast in decades.

Without thinking more, he started to get dressed, phone still between his shoulder and ear.

"Keep on where's shadow no matter what, I'll be there soon. Don't cry ok?"

"Jimin?" Your groggy voice reached him, making him remember about your presence. You were rubbing your puffy morning eyes, but they wided when you noticed his distressed face. "What's wrong?"

How could he explain to you he needed to go and save Tae before the sun explodes him?

"My friend... Domestic accident." He stammered. "I'm sorry, I didn't plan to go this early."

"Just go, your friend needs you." You smiled understandingly.

Already full dressed he came to peck your lips, a fast peck.

"I'll call you."

You smiled, planning on going back to sleep. He ran in full speed, lucky the other's buildings covered him as he reached for his car. Usually he was in favor of safe driving, but today is not a day for it, he stepped on the accelerator, making the tires sing loudly, and the world outside became some kind of a blur. If imagining that you, a mortal, someday will inevitably die hurted his chest last night, just the possibility of the rest of his existence without Taehyung was excruciating. Maybe when he got home the situation would turn out that wasn't that serious, and that was what he wanted, but maybe he would arrive to no one to save.

"Jiminie?" Tae voice sounded petrified on the line.

"Yeah? I'm here."

"Can we stay on the call till you get here?"

Taehyung was terrified. They both were. So no red light stopped Jimin this morning.

"Of course, my soulmate."

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Walking in a winter wonderland

Joe Mazzello x Reader

Author’s note : Hi my beauties. The sweet @acdeaky came up with a super idea of a december writing challenge. I really love this idea and I got into writing for this special occasion. This is day 5, filling the prompt ‘Winter weekend away’. I hope you enjoy it. Thanks in advance for the feedback. Also, I remind you English is not my mother tongue, sorry for the mistakes….

Warnings : A lil sexual innuendo, nothing too bad

Summary : Wishing to have a winter weekend away with Joe....

Words count : 1,860 words

Permanent tag list : @anotheronebitesthedick @reavenedges-lies @thosequeenboys @roger-taylors-car @orionis8689 @theadorabletia @queenlover05

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It was now a deal between Joe and you. At least once every quarter, the two of you would go away on a romantic date, trying your best for this to be at least a weekend. In fact, it was as if the two of you had a special and dedicated moment for every season.

You sweetly thought about the three previous ones the two of you had enjoyed. In spring, you had agreed for a mere but very nice escape in a natural park, and it had even included a picnic on an old fashioned tablecloth and a wooden basket full of delicious food. In summer, you had tried to avoid crowded places like beaches or lakes and ended up in a very cosy and quiet cabin in the mountains, which had also prevented you from being too hot during this period. In autumn, you had been stunned by the wonders of the forest, taking long walks between the trees, which seemed to have agreed to show their most tremendous colors.

Brushing your teeth before going to bed, you recalled those wonderful moments spent with Joe. Of course, every single moment spent with him was a true blessing, you were truly in love with each other. But those escapes had become a habit and since winter was already there, you thought it was time to organize something.

You joined him in bed and covered your legs with the soft blanket. Joe was lazyly scrolling on his tablet, but smiled when you went to bed as well.

“Joe, do we have any plans for our usual escape for winter?”, you asked him quite straight-forwardly.

“Hum, I don’t think we planned anything at all yet. Let me open my calendar....”, he replied, slightly tapping on the screen of his tablet.

You also took your phone to check your appointments as well. The two of you were always trying your best to spend most of time together, but both of you had many responsibilities.

Joe was mainly filming of course, since he was an actor. But he now was writing scripts as well and produced movies. Promoting the films, whether he had been in front of or behind the camera, would also take a lot of time. It was not to mention the galas and the various ceremonies he was invited to and always made sure to attend.

Your job also required you to travel a lot. You mostly were giving conferences all around the country but also abroad from time to time. As a result, both Joe and you had to get organized to be able to fit both your schedules together.

You came closer to him to look at his screen and he did the same. Shoulder against shoulder, the two of you were scanning the dates to see if there was some kind of common cap in both your calendars to fit a little escape.

Of course, when he was available, you were supposed to be working. And when you were free, he wasn’t. What a shame.

“I can’t believe that....”, you sighed, putting your head on your pillow, slightly pouting. “I was so happy to see this winter escape coming....”, you complained.

“Let me see again....”, Joe replied, kindly taking your phone from your hands. He began to scroll on both screen, thinking. He frowned and sighed as well.

“Well, I guess we could check as many times as possible, there would be no difference. Unless one of us cancels an event or a job appointment, we won’t be able to do it this time....”, he shrugged.

“Cancel something?”, you rolled your eyes. You were aware you were making a lot for just one little escape away with your boyfriend, but you were truly disappointed.

“I know it’s not a good idea, but that’s the only option we’ve got left.”, Joe replied.

He looked at you and smiled. A tiny grin appeared on your lips as well.

“No, we shouldn’t cancel anything. After all, if one of us cancelled or postponed anything, this wouldn’t be fair to the other. Also, it’s not as if our jobs and careers weren’t involved.... We have to be professional and use your fame or my status to have a nice time. This wouldn’t be the good thing to do....”, you concluded.

You sighed again and shrugged. Joe looked at you and nodded. He knew you were a bit disappointed but it was not the end of the world. There would be other occasions to have a nice time together. He put both your phone and his tablet aside and took you closer to him for a tender hug.

The following days passed as if time was trying to win a race against something. Both Joe and you were truly busy and soon enough, a weekend arrived when the two of you had to go.

Joe was invited to a salon where he was supposed to give a speech. As for you, your company had asked you to attend a meeting. All was included of course, from the flight to the hotel reservation, but this time, it was harder for you to go.

Joe and you went to the airport together, even if his flight was a few hours later than yours. Before going to the departure lounge, you cuddled him for several minutes, not willing to let him go. He kissed you and eventually you parted. You turned one last time to see him waving goodbye.

The flight wasn’t too long and you had to admit quite pleasant. The movie that was screening was one you particularly enjoyed and the flight attendants were making sure you had everything you needed to spend a nice flight. The landing appeared a bit chaotic to you but when you eventually got out of the airport, you understood why. It had started to snow.

In the taxi, you sent a message to Joe, letting him know you were on your way to your hotel. Of course, you didn’t expect him to answer straight away since he surely was in his plane. In your hotel room, you quickly unpacked and got ready to attend your first conference of the weekend.

You still were disappointed, but you couldn’t help but appreciate the seminar. You had studied for several years to be able to work in this field and you were truly passionate. What seemed annoying and uninteresting to the others was almost entertaining to you. Soon enough, you forgot about your weekend away with Joe and focused on your work.

Behind focused on taking notes and on the conference for several hours was truly tiring so, at the end of the first session, you quickly escape to your room to rest. You checked your phone as well and smiled when you saw a message from Joe letting you know he was fine as well.

Closing the door behind you, you took your shoes off and untied your bun. After all, in this hotel room, there was no one to judge you and you could even spend the rest of the evening in pyjamas, no one would ever know. You ordered food and lazily started to watch TV.

You smiled when you heard a soft knock on the door, as you were now starting to be very hungry. Again, it was not the weekend you had hoped for, but you had decided to treat yourself with comfort food, even if you had to pay for the difference regarding the expenses your company was allowing you.

You checked yourself in the mirror before opening the door, not willing to be indecent to anyone passing by the corridor, including the person bringing your food. Yet, your jaw dropped as you opened the door.

“Surprise....!!!!”, you were told.

Unable to understand what was going on, you remained there, motionless.

“Hello earth? Is anyone there?”, Joe joked.

“Joe? What....?”, you asked as you stepped aside to let him in.

“I’m bringing your food. That’s not the first time, don’t play the housewife who is always serving me at home.’, he pretended to be upset.

“Well, I.... What?”, you frowned at him.

He put the tray on the table and turned to face you, widely smiling.

“Joe? What are you doing here?”, you repeated your question.

“Well, you seem very suspicious. Is there a hidden boyfriend somewhere?”, he put his hands on his hips, as if he was outraged.

“What?”, you said again.

Being the Joe Mazzello you had known for a few years now, you watched him search the whole room : under the bed, in the bathroom, in the closer and even behind the curtains. This little stage play allowed you to relax a bit and to clear your thoughts.

“Well, lucky you, there’s no one.”, he concluded after his search.

You looked at him as sat on the bed, waiting for him to explain what was going on. He laughed and came closer to you.

“In fact, I had planned this for two months.”, he winked at you. “I know how much you like those escapes, but I thought a surprise would even be better.”

“But Joe, I still have to attend two conferences tomorrow.”, you reminded him.

“That’s what you think....”, he replied. “In fact, the seminar you’ve attended today was the only one of the weekend. I agreed with your boss and he made sure to make it all up for you to be here during the weekend.”

“Wait a minute....”, you started to understand.

“That’s right, Mrs Y/L/N. This is our winter weekend away. And it’s even snowing. It wasn’t planned, but I guess it adds the magical touch it had to have.”, Joe happily affirmed.

“Oh my god.... Oh my god, Joe you have no idea of how much I love you right now....”, you told him, taking him in your arms.

“Show me....”, he teased you, whispering.

You rolled your eyes and replied : “Later maybe. First I wanna eat.... And you surely have planned everything.”

Joe nodded and explained what the weekend would consist of. He had planned a romantic walk in the nearby park. There was also room for a couple's massage and the hotel spa was reserved for the two of you only. Since it was still snowing, Joe proposed to build a snowman and of course it ended in a snowball fight, none of you ready to surrender. You eventually collapsed in the snow, making angels with your arms and legs.

Once back in the hotel, Joe ordered hot chocolate with tons of marshmallows, just to make sure you wouldn’t get cold after this epic battle in the hotel park.

You looked at him with a smile as he was playing with his tea spoon, forcing the marshmallows to dive into his cup.

Joe knew how important those little escapes were for you and had made sure to surprise you. Your happiness was his only matter, and you thanked any Gods that could exist for having him in your life.

And of course, you were now ready to thank him properly for this winter weekend away, as he had suggested before....

#acdeaky's december writing challenge #day 5 winter weekend away #warriorteam1924 writes #walking in a winter wonderland #joe mazzello #joe mazzello x reader #joe mazzello fanfic #joe mazzello fanfiction #joe mazzello fic #joe mazzello imagine #joe mazzello fiction

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just-dreaming-about · 4 years ago

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Harry Potter x Reader - Soulmate Au PART 2

It took me a long time to write this. I kept erasing and rewriting it because it didn't seem like it was doing justice to the first one which I really liked how it ended but I'm quite proud of this one too? Anyway, enjoy it!

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The new school year began interesting and hopeful for Zoe. With Harry as her soulmate, she knew she could handle anything that came along. And at first it was so even though their friends weren't yet aware of what was happening right under their noses. At first, a glance or a smile was enough to made her day. Then came the hands under the table. Soon a kind of game began between them to see who could hold out the most. Zoe's hand casually brushed Harry's in class as she reached for her pen to write what the teacher was saying. Harry suddenly came into the common room and sat next to her, his arm around her casually. She and Hermione were leaving their Arithmancy class and she surprised Harry by jumping on her back to piggyback her to Potions class. And then, followed the hidden kisses that scared them more than once when they were about to catch them but they just laughed about it and the others thougth it was just an inside joke from them.

But everything started to cool down slowly.

Zoe's birthday was approaching and although they had talked about it several times before, Harry felt unsure about the whole soulmate thing. That, among other things, pushed him to focus more on the Half-Blood Prince, his meetings with Dumbledore and the challenge he had imposed on him to approach Slughorn. Zoe was starting to notice it too. Insecurities tormenting her and she fervently trying to fight them because... come on, we're talking about Harry. The sweet, shy, loving, clumsy, sometimes stupid but attentive Harry.

With only a couple of days left until her birthday, she should be excited. Ginny was excited. Hermione was excited. Ron seemed to want to escape every time something about soulmates was mentioned. Harry seemed increasingly engrossed in the damn book. Throughout the week, the kisses, the caresses, the jokes, the looks, the teasing... They just stopped... She was full worried now. What was happening?

It was finally in Slughorn's class when it all exploded.

Quite literally.

For the last hour and a half the entire class had poured into the potion Slughorn had sent them to make in pairs. Harry, ignoring Zoe's hopeful eyes, had asked Ron to be his partner and he had gladly accepted. Hermione could tell that her partner was furious but she didn't know why and there was no time to lose. The first part of the potion had to be done together and so they did step by step according to Hermione's book although Harry kept telling them to add this or do that and they refused to follow his instructions. Then came the individual part. In small cauldrons, they started making potions and you could tell from afar that Hermione and Zoe were working in perfect sync together although they looked stressed. While one cut and separated the ingredients for the two potions, the other kept watch over the two cauldrons and made sure that their interior turned clockwise, while one went to the ingredient closet to find what they would have to add two steps later, the other added ingredients that had already been cut and carefully measured. Zoe remembered that at some point -even if they were so stressed- had been fun working with Hermione and coordinating with her.

And then Harry's laughter reached her ears. He didn't do anything important, he was just turned back giving advice to a partner while Slughorn smiled at him and patted him on the back because the advice was very good and he knew Harry would go far.

And to Zoe the bottle with the crushed rose petals escaped and went to fall whole inside her own cauldron.

Hermione yelled at him to stop her but it was too late.

During the harrowing seconds during which nothing happened, all eyes were on her.

Including Harry.

And then the potion began to bubble as if it were boiling even though the fire was not even half power. Hermione yelled for everyone to hide under the tables and they did. The room filled with a pink slimy liquid at the laughter of others.

Including Harry.

Slughorn laughed nervously, saying nothing like a little humor.

She couldn't take it anymore and grabbed her bag to leave the class without asking permission and saying absolutely nothing else. Zoe felt warm tears forming in her eyes as she made her way out of the dungeons and into the halls of Hogwarts desperately searching for the quickest path to the Gryffindor tower and to her dorm. She could hear Harry's voice and his footsteps behind her but that only prompted her to go faster only stopping because the stairs were moving just when she had only four steps left to reach the next floor. That was the only reason Harry was able to reach her.

-Why are you running? -he asked when he was three steps from her.

The stairs stopped on the wrong floor and she wanted them back to their previous position because she needed to go to the tower. She didn't want to talk to Harry now, so angry she was.

-Are you not even going to look at me?

She closed her eyes, gathering all the patience of which she was capable, before turning to him. Harry had lightly and lazyly combed hair, his eyes genuinely concerned and confused, his uniform was on well although his tie was a little loose and his shirt was slipping out from under his sweater. She, however, was slightly disheveled, her sweater had been forgotten in class, she wore the sleeves up and had two open buttons, her own tie loose.

-What do you want, Potter? -she murmured, holding back her anger.

He stepped back, frowning strangely.

-Since when am I Potter to you?

-Since I've been mad at you -she said with sincerity that being angry gave her.

-So this is for me and not for the potion that has gone wrong.

She could clearly see how Harry's brain totaled the pieces, showing that he didn't even know what was happening to her and that made her even more angry. How could he not know! How could he not see the effect he had on her whether it was good or bad!

-Brilliant Potter! It almost seems like you have a brain and are actually using it.

-But why are you so mad at me?

They had to hold onto the railing because the stairs were finally returning to their previous position

-Because it seems that your soulmate is that stupid book that you always carry with you! Will you bother inviting me to the wedding?

-It's not like that! We have already discussed this.

-I'm not in the mood for this -she stormed out the finals steps out of there but he still was following her.

-Well I do want to talk about this! -he caught up with her in quick strides and was soon on her way to prevent her from running away.

She looked into his eyes, all her anger making her gray eyes appear darker than ever. But she couldn't keep her anger at him that long when he looked at her like that and soon there was only tiredness, insecurity and sadness in her eyes. Harry could see it too and he hated himself for making her feel that way, he had promised Sirius that he would always take care of her but that promise seemed so far away like his hopes that he would be her soulmate. His meetings with Dumbledore were intensifying and if what he believed was true, he didn't want Zoe to bear it as well. It was one thing to be the daughter of a fugitive from Azkaban -innocent but still a fugitive- and another was to be the chosen one with all that that entailed and everything that was expected of him. This was not for a stupid book, for any unknown prince, this was for her -for him- because she deserved someone who didn't make her worry every time he was late, who didn't make her run for her life every five minutes, someone to really keep her safe. And as long as Voldemort came after him, he couldn't be that person to her because he would only be being selfish and putting her in danger.

-I love you. I love you so much... -he muttered and it almost seemed like it hurt to say it- But I don't know if I am your soulmate, your birthday is in two days and I don't want to make things more difficult than they could be.

-Harry, we've already talked about this...

-I know what you think about this! -he interrumpted her- I know you want me to be your soulmate as much as I do and believe me I would like to but... we don't know. You can't be sure of that today, Zoe.

-Zoey! -she finally yelled at him- I've been Zoey to you since second year and you haven't called me that for over a week!

-I was studying! -he was yelling too.

-No! You were reading that stupid book and trying to ignore the fact that I know you're my soulmate!

-You just can't know that, Zoe!

The two looked at each other in silence, serious and angry with each other. Zoe's eyes threatened to cry but she held back, it hurt that he didn't believe her. Since when did he doubt her word in that way? His mistrust, his insecurity, his selfish and childish way of protecting himself now hurt her because he was protecting himself from her as if she were going to hurt him... She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, forced herself not to cry now and looked back at him with renewed confidence and anger.

-I was there -she spoke trying to stay calm- when Sirius told us about his Hogwarts years with your parents. I was there. Remember? Your mother was a few months older than your father but long before her birthday she already knew that your father was her soulmate.

-It just not the same, Zoe.

Again they were silent feeling the anger and frustration of the other and doing nothing to remedy it. Because Harry thought it would be better this way. Because Zoe thought Harry would come to his senses.

-My birthday is in two days -she said finally- when you stop being an idiot and want to act like my soulmate, which I know you are, you know where to find me.

And she stormed out hitting him on the shoulder to get him out of the way.

To Ron and Hermione's surprise, Zoe sat with Ginny and her friends at dinner and Harry didn't seem to care. When it was time to go back to the tower, Zoe went directly to her bedroom although normally the four of them stayed in the common room to relax after a hard day of class. She also didn't speak to Hermione when she went upstairs and sat on her bed trying to speak. The next day the same thing happened at breakfast and for the transformations class she asked Hermione to change her place so that she could sit with Ron. The redhead didn’t understand the change of places but didn’t complain.

-You know -he murmured making sure McGonagall didn't heard them- I have a question for you.

-I'm not going to talk about my fight with Harry -she murmured not looking at him while she wrote something.

-What? No. I was going to ask you about soulmates.

-You? Talking about soulmates? -she put the tip of her pen into the inkwell before continuing to write as much as he wanted to ignore it, Ron was his friend and the Blacks don't abandon their friends, at least Sirius Black and Zoe Black- Let's see, what happens?

-Hmm. My birthday was on March... -he started.

-Yeah -she encouraged him.

-Would it be too bad if I hadn't said anything to my soulmate all this time?

-Have you known who your soulmate has been for six months and haven't said anything? I don't know who is but you're a dead man, bud.

-Great -he signed.

The day went on with Zoe and Harry avoiding each other and Hermione trying to figure out what had happened between them but neither of them said anything. It was frustrating for everyone.

Zoe and Hermione were in the common room, helping each other with Arithmancy when the girl dropped the pen and looked at her seriously.

-Your birthday is tomorrow.

-I know -she answered still looking at her parchment.

-Look, I know how you feel towards Harry -she said and ignored her when she asked what she was saying- You just told us that to Ginny and me.

-That was two years ago -she reassured her downplaying it.

-But you keep looking at Harry that way

-How? Please, enlighten me -she finally put down parchment and quill to look at her.

-As if you just found your soulmate -she murmured looking at her with pity- Look, I'm sorry for you.

-Ja! -she laughed sarcastic- You're sorry? How's that?

-Because he's not your soulmate and tomorrow your heart will break when you don't see Harry's name.

That was all I needed. She gathered up her things and headed for the stairs to go to the bedroom but then she saw Harry and Ron come down from the male bedrooms and thought better of it. She returned to the table where she had been studying with Hermione with an evil smile on her face.

-Ron knows who his soulmate really is. He's been lying to us since his birthday.

And without further ado, she left the common room and slammed the bedroom door shut. She didn't come down to dinner that night and didn't speak to Hermione before sleeping. They ignored each other. She knew how Hermione felt towards Ron and deep down she knew that what she had done was wrong and that she shouldn't get involved, after all the next birthday would be Hermione's and she would have enough problems then.

It pained her greatly to fight with Hermione just now. Last year they promised each other that together they would stay awake until the names of their soulmates appeared. Now the girl slept with her bed curtains drawn so as not to see her. She couldn’t sleep. She just rolled around in bed, occasionally looking at her arms and legs, even looking for her torso, but in the moonlight that came through the window, no name appeared. She felt no different, nothing shone on her body and definitely no name was beginning to be written on her skin. She got up quietly and went down to the common room to sit in front of a window, putting her feet up on the seat and hugging her knees to her chest, finally feeling the tears fall while outside, it was all peace and tranquility with a totally clear sky and a beautiful moon shining so brightly that it seemed to laugh at her.

-Zoe?

She didn't need to turn to know it was Harry. She hid her face in her arms, she couldn't look at his face. Not now.

-It's not my name.

It wasn't a question and that hurt even more, she cried even more.

-Nothing happens, really. You can tell me the name, I won't be mad.

Harry's voice was drawing closer to her and she soon felt his presence at her side but she still didn't move.

-You will always be my best friend, I promise. I will help you find your soulmate if you want, but please don't ever leave me again. I will be happy just having you by my side, even if we are just friends, I just... I don't want to spend the rest of my life like these last days, away from you and your smile.

She finally looked up. He was kneeling in front of her, his hands on her arm and looking at her with deeply hurt eyes. Still he wanted to be with her and she...

-I know it's not my name -he said trying to smile to her.

-Neither yours nor anyone else's -she mumbled with her broken voice.

-What are you saying?

She threw her head back, closing her eyes tight and feeling the tears that kept running down her cheeks.

-No name has appeared, I don't have a soulmate.

-But that is impossible. You, of all the people I know, deserve to have a soulmate more than anyone

-I. DON'T. HAVE. A. SOULMATE -she yelled at him.

Harry felt his world come tumbling down just now. Since the wizarding world became his world as well, no one had told him what would happen if someone woke up without a name on his sixteenth birthday. It was just unthinkable that something like this could happen and still... Zoe... Did it have to be Zoe? She with her easy laugh, she with her beautiful eyes, she with a heart so big that it doesn’t fit in her chest, she as stubborn as she alone, she who when she got angry you could already start to tremble, she who would stay awake all the night if it was necessary to help a friend... She who at some point had seen his heart and had taken it as her own without intending it, without warning, and he had no choice but to let her take it. She deserved a soulmate.

-I don't believe you -he got up and took a few steps back- You have to have a soulmate. Are you sure you looked well? Search again!

-I've already searched Harry is useless -she muttered, shaking her head, defeated.

Zoe Black-Tonks giving up? She defeated? Now he really couldn't believe what he was seeing. She have to be lying. He have already told her that he won’t be angry. He insisted and she was so angry. She got mad at Hermione, got mad at Ron, got mad at Harry, and got mad at the whole soulmate thing that was just messing things up and complicating things. She got up and ran her pajama top over her head, so angry that she didn't bother embarrassing herself by showing Harry her sports bra.

-Do you want me to take off my pants too? There's no fucking name! I don't have a soulmate!

Harry blushed at the sight of her shirtless but forced himself to keep looking no matter how much he wanted to look away to keep her privacy. The two of them always helped each other and this wouldn’t be the day that Harry Potter left Zoe Black alone with a problem. So he took a few steps towards her and kissed her on the forehead.

-I will help you. You and me, Potter and Black, as always.

She continued without shame before his attentive eyes that studied her. His right hand brushed the hair that fell over her shoulders and covered part of her chest. He ran his gaze over every corner of her body shamelessly and meticulously. He even made her raise and twist her arms to make sure there was nothing there. When he knelt in front of her and the search for her stomach was also unsuccessful, he looked up at her a little flushed.

-I don't want you to take it wrong but right now I want you to take off your pants.

-Wow, Potter. What a way to ask for it.

And they laughed so ashamed they were.

-You know what? -he got up still smiling- That can wait, turn around.

She also rolled her eyes smiling and obeyed. It didn't take her more than a few seconds to hear Harry's laugh and that made her nervous so she turned her head to the right to try to look at him.

-What happens? Is there something on my back? It's the name?

She was so nervous and excited that she couldn't stop talking, she didn't understand why Harry was laughing but then she was silenced by Harry's sudden proximity. Yes, Harry had been very close to her a few seconds ago while searching for the name but this was different, he wasn’t searching for any name. He was hugging her. And suddenly he began to spread kisses all over his right shoulder blade. His firm hands around her waist and his lips tickled as the cold glasses brushed her shoulder and his hair brushed her red cheek.

-What are you doing? -she murmured trembling at his touch- I-I thought y-you were looking for the n-name.

-I already found it -he smiled with his chin resting on her shoulder now and his eyes fixed on her with a new sparkle in them- My name -he said proudly- Harry Potter. As clear on your shoulder blade as your name on my chest.

She smiled a little in disbelief at first and then felt the tears fall down her cheeks again as she leaned her head back, leaning on Harry, and laughed at the same time. Once again, not caring that she was still shirtless, she turned in his arms to kiss him. A lovely, clumsy, wet by her tears, long awaited kiss, a little more experienced now than their first one. One of her hands through his hair, the other on his cheek; one of his hands on her bare waist, the other stroking her cheek, brushing away the tears with his thumb, always taking care of her. They laughed together when they stopped to breathe. He looked at her down, making her to blush as he bite his lower lip.

-I-I think you should put your shirt on now -he mumbled.

-Yeah, I should -she was murmuring too.

-Someone could catch us, Zoey -he blushed when she got even closer to his body.

-Now am I Zoey again? -she smiled enjoying how flustered he was right now.

-I'm sorry about that -he started but she silenced him with another kiss, slow this time

Neither knew where this renewed trust of hers came from but they were carried away by the feelings and intimacy of the moment until Harry was lying on the sofa and Zoey sitting on top of him. She paused for a moment and sat up just enough to look at him, both smiling nervously.

-Zoe? You weren't in your bed so I thought something was wrong...

Hermione burst into the common room still half asleep but woke up completely upon seeing the scene in front of her. Harry and Zoe started talking at the same time excusing themselves with Hermione although neither of them understood each other, he got up so quickly that she even fell to the ground but they kept making excuses while Zoe looked for her shirt and put it on. Harry was gesturing frantically pointing at Zoe and himself in the process. Hermione raised her hands in a gesture that silenced them both instantly.

-I don't want to hear it. You know what? This has been a rare and uncomfortable dream. Tomorrow I will go down to breakfast and you will both tell me a nice anecdote about how you happened to be here by chance and discovered that you are soulmates. Goodnight.

And with that, Hermione went back up the stairs towards the female dormitories and ready to forget what she had just seen. Harry and Zoe shared a look both in silence until the laughter could with them.

-We should -Harry pointed towards the stairs still laughing.

-Yes, definitely -she laughed too.

Before going up, anyway, they kissed again. Tenderly and slowly as they had always done since their first kiss the night Harry turned sixteen. They laughed together when they stopped to breathe but this time Zoe hit him on the arm before walking away smiling.

-The next time I tell you that I'm sure of something, you listen to me.

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thedumbassanfiction · 4 years ago

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The First Snow

The snow was slowly falling down from the clouded sky, twirling lazyly around in the wind, until settling on the ground and trees, painting the earth in its whiteness.

Midoriya was standing in front of the window of his shared apartment, looking out, completely lost in his thoughts. His green hair was a cute curly mess above his head. The man had decided to wear his tight white jeans, that hugged his strong, but short legs perfectly. For his torso he had decided to cover it with a simple dress shirt, that he hadn’t buttoned all the way up, with a grey sweater on top of it. The sleeves he had rolled up all the way to his elbows.

He had a completely forgotten cup of coffee between his hands, its contains already growing cold, as he just kept standing there and looking out into the snowy picture behind the glass.

This year the snow had come way later than it usually did, since it was already Christmas Eve and it was the first snow of the year that kept coming down from the clouds.

“Did you know if you kiss someone on the first snow of the year they’re meant to fall in love with you?”

Midoriya smiled fondly as the question appeared into his mind, hearing the familiar voice that had spoken it out for him for the first time, a little over a year ago.

He had actually found himself thinking those spoken words so many times over the time but now that it was snowing, it felt so much more meaningful to go through the memory once again.

It was the day when he and Todoroki had met for the first time. That gorgeous man with half white, half red hair, which reminded him of candy canes and beautiful heterochromia eyes, had stepped into his band's rehearsal and quickly into Midoriya’s life.

Now that he thought about it, he had been mesmerized by him from the first seconds when he laid his eyes on him. Usually he knew how to approach people, he was polite, cheerful and kind, while quietly deducting them in his own little mind. But when he came face to face with Todoroki, he had been awkward, blurting stuff out without realizing it until it was too late, clearly checking him out and blushing like a school boy.

The green haired man chuckled into the memory. For his defence, Todoroki had not made it easy for him either. Later that evening while they kept talking with each other, he had said and done stuff people don’t normally come up with while just getting to know each other.

Deku had never seen that as a bad thing, in fact it had made the other male so much more interesting to him, drawing him in like the opposite part of a magnet.

Later that night they had left the bar where they had been spending time with the band. Todoroki had led Midoriya to a river and they had been sitting there, talking slightly. Todoroki had wrapped their freezing hands into his scarf in an attempt to keep them both warm.

That’s when it had started snowing, both of their focus shifting to the white fluff that fell from the sky. The atmosphere was so beautiful, calm… Perfect. Midoriya remembered how he had wanted to start writing a new song right there and then, when he had heard that question slip from the man’s lips, who sat next to him.

At first his mind had become a mess as he was desperately trying to figure out why Todoroki had asked such a thing all of a sudden. That was what he was like. He had to always know the reason for stuff other’s did or said. He wanted to understand everything, he needed all the reasons and explanations.

But later on he also realized that it was the same with Todoroki. He couldn’t help it. His people skills were somehow very poor compared to others. He was always very polite and cool towards people, but he didn’t seem to quite know what was okay to say in certain situations and what was not. This made him say things very straightforward and blurt out stuff that sometimes got taken wrongly.

But Midoriya found this too very fascinating. Even though he often found himself flustered because of this man, he loved his way of interacting. It was just one of the many things that made him so much more special.

Midoriya raised his right hand and pressed his finger tips against the window. The glass felt cold under his warm touch and he closed his eyes as he left his hand there.

“Did you know if you kiss someone on the first snow of the year they’re meant to fall in love with you?” He asked the question out loud, smiling into the words.

He remembered how he had asked Todoroki if he really believed it’s true. He had felt silly asking such a thing, but somehow he had been compelled to let the question out of his mouth.

The other man had told him that he didn’t know and it had been just something his mother had told him when he had been little and was experiencing his first snow. Apparently he had just repeated the words, not knowing why.

At that point Midoriya had let it be since they soon got up to leave their spot, but he would have been lying if he said he hadn’t kept thinking about it the rest of the evening. The words had been on repeat in his mind, driving him crazy, as he for some reason really wanted to know if it was true.

He has always believed that this kind of stuff could be true. He was not delusional, believing in wishing stars to fix all his problems or something. But he truly liked to believe that the world held something more magical than just the quirks people had.

However his wondering led him into doing something he would not have believed he ever would do.

He had accompanied Todoroki for a while on their way home. And when came the time for them to go different ways and they were saying good bye, he had stepped closer. Something made him get on his tippy toes and reach to kiss Todoroki’s cheek, but as he did that, the male turned his head so Midoriya’s lips touched right on the corner of his mouth, in a half-kiss.

Obviously after this he had been a blushing mess and practically ran off, leaving confused Todoroki to stand there in the snow, that still kept falling from the sky.

It had taken all of his courage to face the other male the next day, as they had agreed to meet at the dance studio.

Midoriya sighed softly as he let his finger slide down the cool surface of the window, until his arm was hanging next to his body. Absentmindedly he brought his coffee cup to his lips, cringing as the cold liquid touched his tongue.

He was about to turn around and walk into the kitchen to pour away the coffee as he felt a pair of arms wrapping around his waist, pulling him against a solid chest. He flinched because of the sudden touch, but quickly relaxed into the touch. He could recognize those strong arms any time.

“I didn’t hear you come in”, he said, a smile spreading over his face as he leaned more against his boyfriend.

The man behind him nuzzled his face into Midoriya’s soft curls, letting out a content sigh. “What were you thinking so intensely?” Todoroki asked. “It’s never easy to catch you off guard like this.”

Todoroki had just come home from work, since he had been assigned a morning shift for that day. It was way shorter than normally, since the cafe he worked at was open for only a couple hours that day.

Midoriya set his coffee down on the windowsill, before he turned around, pressing his face against Todoroki’s chest. He breathed in the sweet scent of coffee from his clothes, humming quietly.

“It’s the first snow”, he then pointed out, as his boyfriend’s hand reached up to half mindedly run his fingers through the green hair.

Midoriya’s words made the other male feel immediately very soft. Todoroki loved the fact that his partner was still hanging on to the memory of the day they had met and specifically on the question he had asked back then. It was so sweet to him, knowing the man he now had his arms around, had been so focused on thinking how they met, that he had not heard him entering the apartment.

He had been asking himself over and over again, why on earth he had blurted out the question that night. Well, it was not the only thing he had suddenly said, making Midoriya look at him with the cute, flustered expression. At the time it had been quite embarrassing for Todoroki, but later he had decided it had been worth it. That look on the green haired man’s face and the gentle, shy smile that always followed, was totally something he loved seeing.

“Yes it is”, he finally replied, resting his head on the top of Midoriya’s head, while gazing out of the window. Even though he had just been out there in the snow, it felt so much more meaningful to watch it from the inside with Midoriya wrapped in his arms.

“Shoto?” the smaller man asked quietly, still nuzzling against the other man’s chest, not wanting to pull away from the warmth and comfort that surrounded him.

Todoroki hummed in response, making the other one aware that he was paying attention.

“I bought some mint chocolate chip ice cream. It’s your favorite, right? I thought you would like it, since you almost always get some after your last day of work, before you have days off. I also pulled out some extra blankets and pillows to the couch and there’s that Christmas movie waiting, that you told me you never saw when you were a child. The Polar Express.”

Once again Todoroki felt the warmth spreading in his chest as he took in Midoriya’s words. That man was way too sweet and considerate towards him and sometimes he really wondered what he did to deserve such a person in his life. It felt so unreal, knowing that this man had chosen him even though he would have had someone so much better.

Yet here he was, remembering stuff that Todoroki had just briefly mentioned at times, not actually even expecting his partner to care that much for. It made him feel appreciated, but also he wanted to do something in return. He wanted to be even better for this man. Show back the affection he was getting.

Though he had stopped saying this outloud since it always made the green haired man mad. He had heard his lecture about how he was absolutely perfect so many times and he hated making his boyfriend so upset by his words. So instead of saying them outloud, he made a promise to pay back all this kindness by being the best boyfriend ever. After all, the green haired man deserved to receive such gentle care too.

“Sounds perfect”, Todoroki then said, moving a bit so he could cup Midoriya’s face with his hands and tilt his face up so he could lean down to kiss him on the lips. It never stopped surprising him, how sweet his boyfriend’s kisses tasted. And that was the reason his favorite ice cream had quickly changed after they had shared their first kiss, because Midoriya’s kisses always taste just like mint chocolate chip ice cream.

He had quickly become obsessed with the flavor.

“I’m going to take a quick shower”, he told him after he slowly pulled away, before retreating from him to walk into the bathroom.

Midoriya watched as his boyfriend walked out of the room, the smile he wore never leaving his lips. He knew that Todoroki thought that he didn’t deserve him as his partner, he was always doubting himself and thinking he was not good enough. But the love that Midoriya had for him was so deep that he couldn’t imagine living without that man anymore. And he always tried his best to remind him about these feelings by doing all these little things for him, to remind that he truly cared.

No matter what Todoroki said, to him, he was the perfect one and the only one he wanted. He was the man he had fallen in love with, while the first snow had taken over the earth a year ago. It didn’t matter if it was the half kiss that he had given him, or just natural affection taking a grasp of them so quickly, wrapping their souls together and binding their lives.

To Midoriya it was still magical and he regretted nothing about that day.

#shoto todoroki #tododeku #tododeku fanfic #todoroki x deku #todoroki x midoriya #izuku midoriya #boku no hero academia #boku no hero fanfic #my hero academy fanfiction

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rivetraisnotdeadyet · 7 years ago

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You dress to impress ? I undress to impress.

So yeah, I'm French and I fucking don't know how to write in English but here is my poor attempt at Rivetra (please tell me where I made mistakes and what is gramatically incorrect).

She's still in his bed, laying across the couch. The fact that she's naked underneath the sheets make it hard for him not to crawl to her. Still, he has to dress up to go see those gross pigs beyond Sina's wall, Humanity's Strongest is requited to be there in those moments.

It would have been less difficult for him to put his suit on this morning if Petra hadn't come the night before, wanting to offer him a little gift before he had to go. It had been a very good gift.

He can feel her amber eyes looking lazyly at him from across the room as he ties the laces of his shoes, ready to go.

Outside the window, the sun is nowhere to be seen, there's still one or two hours before dawn.

"Do you dress this good to impress those rich merchants Captain ? " she asks, and the playful tone of her voice can't hide the fact that she she talks to him only to have him for herself a little longer.

He rearange some papers on his desk before looking at her.

"Of course not..." he start, and her brows furrows a little before he continue, "you do know that I undress to impress."

She laughs and he repress a smirk as he pass the door of his room.

"Will you try to impress me at your return ?"

"Aren't you already ?"

Her eyes shines in the light of the candle as she say, smiling too much "Not. At. All."

This time he can't hide a smirk, "You'll be fucking impressed at my return then."

And he close the door.

#rivetra #levi x petra

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bunnylikerabbit · 7 years ago

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The Final Warning pt.4

MCL boys & reader (only boys pov)

Gender: Horror, a bit of supernatural, kind of Until Dawn AU

Warning: swearing, blood, death, gore

Summary: What was they supposed to do when they accidentally killed there childhood friend ? They were terrified and panicked but maybe they didn’t took the good decision… Now there trapped in their worst nightmare…

Lenght: 4k

A/N: Hi there ! Sorry I’m late but I decided to add Ken’s part at the last moment so it took me a bit longer ! Sorry sorry ! Hope you’ll still like it and thank you so much for reading my fanfic ♥♥ ILY guys ♥♥

pt.1 pt.2 pt.3

Castiel pov

Insane. It was insane. All of this was. How could a man kill deer ? There was something off with this story. No one could have done something like that, even the strongest man. Maybe Nathaniel mistook because of the shock. It could be possible, it might be less than he thought. But still, even if it was that impressive, there was seven dead deer, murdered. I couldn't ignore what he said. Even if it was hardly belivable, I don't know why he would have lied.

I rushed out of the room without even paying attention if they would have follow me. If there was a thing I agreed with Nathaniel was that we had to go as soon as possible. I went in my room to unpacked my things as quickly as I could.

"Go get your things Armin." I said when I noticed his small silhouette by the door.

He disapeard in a blink of an eye. Soon after, I was ready to leave this damn place. I went downstairs where the others were, Kentin standing with his bag already on his back and Lukas and Lysander sitting on the couch. Kentin looked at me with a glimpse of hope, probably glad to leave this place.

"We're leaving. Now." I said, taking Lukas's and Lysander's bags to give them to them.

They both looked at me with those glassy eyes but I didn't pay attention to it, I turn to the stairs to see Armin rushing down, closely followed by Nath and Alex. We all had our things, now it was time to leave. I took the key car on the kitchen's counter and handed it to Nathaniel.

"But wait, wait." Kentin said, stopping in his track toward the door. "What about Louis ? We can't let him out there."

"Don't worry 'bout him, he leaves here 24/7. It's not a pinch of drakness that will frighten him." Nathaniel answered him.

"Alex said he was kinda abducted." Armin lowly added.

"He got a gun, he's gonna be ok. Now let's get going."

Nathaniel open the door and everyone rushed outside but the second we all passed the door, a strong light and a deafning sound caught us by surprise, making us almost fall to the ground. An explosion. It was the sound of an explosion, the blow, the heat, the light, the boom. It was a fucking explosion. When I open my eyes, I felt like a stone crashed on my shoulder, breaking all my hopes. The car was on fire. It litteraly exploded just before us. We just stared at the car unable to utter a single word.

"What..." Nathaniel breathed out, shocked. "How...?"

I stared at the flames, my body shaking by the rage that was taking over me and without even noticing it, I was screaming. "FUCK !!"

"What are we gonna do now ?" Kentin asked, panicked.

"L- Let's go back inside... W- We'll find another way." Nathaniel stuttered as he headed back inside the cottage.

Everyone followed him but I stayed still in front of the car, eyebrows locked together in a deep frown. I was boiling. Who ever did that, I swear the god they're gonna regret it. I'm gonna make them pay for that. Maybe I was overreacting, it was just a car, but at this exact moment, I felt like someone tried to make a bad joke on us and it was frustrating to not be able to do anything.

"Castiel... Let's go inside." I heard Armin said, catching my arm to drag me inside, but I didn't moved an inch.

He stared at me, utterly worry to see me as tensed, but I didn't care, I just turn away and burst into the chalet. I climb the stairs without paying attention to all the interrogative stares and questions to me, I just made my way upstairs. I than stop in the middle of the corridor, looked up to see a little knob on the roof. I pull it and a foldable ladder fall down. I quickly climb it and I walk toward the stuffed desk and sat on the chair.

"Castiel, what are you doing ?" Armin asked out of breath.

"Calling someone." I said as I turned on the big radio transmitter before me.

I turned some wheel as the crackling sound filled the room. I took the mike and put it in front of my mouth, hoping to hear a voice at the other end of the radio but nothing.

"Did somebody hear me ?" I talked to the mike. "This is Castiel, me and six other people are stuck in Nathaniel's cottage. I repeat, we have no way to go home, did someone hear me ?" I wait but no answer. "Our car is dead, I think this is not an accident, our car explode before our eyes, we are not alone."

I continued to turn the wheel and speaking when I heard something. I almost jumped of my chair and both Armin and I quickly lean closer to try to understand what the voice was saying but the crackling was to loud to hear a distinct word. I push the button of the mike to speak again.

"I can't here you clearly, please, come to get us, we are not alone. I repeat, we. are. not. alone."

The voice tried to make its way to us, but the crackling was still too noisy. I bet heard the word 'morning' and 'car' but I'm not sure. Still, if they meant they want to get us tomorrow morning, we'll have a problem.

"We can't wait 'til tomorrow ! You have to get us now !"

Even if they didn't said that, it was still good to say. I don't know why I felt the urge to get out of this place, this atmosphere was suffocating. The last word I bet heard before the line went off was 'wait' and it made me slap me hand on the desk. We didn't had the time to wait ! Was it so complicate to take a car, drive here, take us and go back to civilisation ? I let myself fall back against the seat back and I sight loudly, letting the soft continuous crackling filling the silence of the attic. Armin had his eyes glued to the ground, nervously playing with his finger. I stared at him for a second, but some jolt in the radio's crackling bring my attention. I first thought it was nothing, but a detail made me think that, maybe it wasn't just that. I bet heard something humming. A pitched sound, like a female voice. It was very low so I lean forward to hear it better. It was clearer and clearer and it was definitly a woman's voice.

"-ember... -one... Do you... -ember... -at you... -one..." I frowned at the voice, not sure what it was saying, but it seem to repeat something over and over again, until the entire sentence was clear enough to understand. "Do you remember what you've done ?" Than a loud bang ring and the radio went off.

Armin and I looked at each other, utterly confused. I tried to turn on the radio again, but there was nothing to do.

"It's dead." I said defeated.

"What was that ?"

"I don't know... Maybe someone making a cruel joke on us." I took a glance at a nervous Armin before getting up and headed to the ladder.

"It sounds like her voice..." He bearly uttered.

I stopped in my track. "It's not." And than I get out of the attic.

It was. It clearly was and I knew it. But I wanted to believe it was not. It couldn't be possible. Maybe someone recorded her voice and put it in the radio God knows how. We did a lot of video recording when we were together, it was probably that. What else ?

Nathaniel pov

"Breath in..." I said, taking a deep breath. "Breath out..." I blow all the air in my lungs.

I stare at Alexy just before me doing as I told, slowly recovering some colors. It was good to see, he will soon be able to talk and even react again.

"How do you feel ?" I asked him, hoping to have an answer, but the look he gave me was enough.

He wasn't ready yet, he was still in shock. I patted his head and get up, taking a glance at the second floor. I know what Castiel was doing, it was the best to do right now. Without a car, it's almost impossible to make it through the woods. It would take ages to reach the main road, and still, even if we made through it, in the total darkness, there's absolutly no soul passing by this road. We just have to wait for backups, nothing else. And there's probably someone or... Something in the woods. Something really dangerous. Strong enough to kill seven deer, smart enough to destroy a car. Cause hell, this wasn't an accident. Cars don't explode just like that, someone did it. I looked at my friends, Lysander and Lukas sat lazyly on the couch and Kentin and Alexy now in the kitchen, the last one drinking the glass of water the younger seems to have gave him.

I sight, feeling utterly tired and desperate. I hoped some good news would come when I saw Castiel walk down the stairs, but his entire self told me there were none.

"So ?" I asked Castiel when he joined us in the living room.

"The radio is dead." He said. "Guess someone heard us but they seem decided to wait until tomorrow."

"What if we can't wait till tomorrow ?" Kentin said, taking few steps toward us.

"We have no choice."

"Than let's wait." I said, looking at everyone.

I frowned when I saw Armin. His face was livid with a worried gaze fixed to the ground, his hands shacking violently. I saw him took quick glance at Castiel, as if he wanted to tell him something. I wonder what.

"I don't want to wait ! I want to leave, now !" Kentin protested.

"How ?" Castiel spat, clearly annoyed. "Should I remind you that our car exploded ?"

"Than we'll walk !" The younger slaped his fist against the kitchen counter, a deep frown on his face

"The road is several miles away from here, it would take at least an hour if not even more and by night it would be insanity to go in the woods." I said, staring at Kentin.

I knew he was afraid, we all were, but we didn't have the choice. We were stuck here and walk in the woods to reach the road was insane. We would never get through it and even less with Alexy in this state.

"What should we do than ?" Lysander's voice raised and I looked at him.

"Wait and get some rest. The police will come back tomorrow, they'll bring us home." I tried my best to be rassuring, there were no point at frightening them even more. "Come on it's not the first time we sleep here all alone huh ?"

"But it's the first time someone destroy our car." Castiel said, not really convinced.

"We don't know if it's a someone, it might be an accident, I was suppose to do a checkup because of a problem with the engine." I saw Castiel stare at me skeptical but I just shoot him a glare telling him to keep his mouth shut and, fortunatly, he didn't say anything else.

Panic leads to stupid acts and stupid acts lead to even more danger so it was useless to do such frightening speculations. I was aware that the problem I had with my car wasn't enough to make it expose like that, but if it could ease some minds, than it will be a mecanical problem and nothing else. For our safety, it was better to stay inside and lock every issues so this psycho outside will not come in.

"Ok than. Let's wait." Castiel finally spoke, taking a seat beside Lysander.

I sighed and I went to lock the front door and the back door in the kitchen, as well as the huge bay window in the second living room. We better be cautious. Who knows who's this mad man outside. Or what is it. I stared for a wile through the window. Where the hell was Louis ?

"Armin, go get Alexy to bed and get some rest too, it's useless to stay up now." I said while I walked toward the boys.

Armin looked at me but lowered his gaze before nodding shyly. I shoot him a rassuring smile as I stare at him dragging Alexy upstairs. They both looked terrible, they needed some rest, especially Alexy. I came near the couch and I laid a hand on Lukas's shoulder.

"You should too." I said, looking uturlly concern.

It should be hard for him to be here. Candy was his girlfriend. I don't even know why he insisted to come back. His face was so cold, so lifeless.

"I'm fine." He spoke blankly.

It was definitly not a good idea to come back here. Firstly because of this thing outside, secondly because of what happenned. We shouldn't have came back. It would have been so much better if we never have came back ever again. All this felt like a trick. A huge trap to get us all here. A very successful trap.

"You should Lukas." Castiel said, trying to convince him but the way Lukas slowly turns his head to him, with this sharp gaze, gave me chills.

"I said, I'm fine." He said in between his tightly clenched jaw.

"If you say so." Castiel shrugged.

I let my hand fall from Lukas's shoulder and I start wandering in the house. Not knowing what to do to kill time. Too nervous to have a sleep, too worried to leave the door out of sight, too concerned to leave the boys alone. I stared at the front door, hoping to hear Louis's voice screaming behind, his loud knock filling the entire house, saying everything was OK, saying there was nothing in the woods, saying we were safe. But it didn't happen.

I heard Kentin grumble and angrily letting his back fall from his shoulder. He shoot me an upset glance and stormed into the bedroom we liked to call our little sanctuary. It used to be Alex and Armin’s siblings' bedroom since their the youngest but they hated being downstairs so we change the room in a huge cinema room with fluffy pillows and blankets all over the ground and a huge TV with tons of dvds. It was Candy's idea. Alex's sibilings just slept upstairs in their brother's room while Alexy just slept in random rooms when he didn't wanted to stay with them. Mostly in Lukas's actually but he wasn't the only one who wanted to sleep in this room so after getting kicked out, he usually ended up in Kentin's or Armin's. It was the good old time, when we were still young and innocent. After Candy came back from USA. Where everything was finally good.

I heard Lysander and Castiel low chatting but I didn't understand. I wasn't listening at all, too focus on whatever was outside. I didn't even see the both of them heading toward me. But the second they reach the door, I shoot them a deadly glare.

"What are you doing ?" I spat, my voice coming out harsher than i thought.

"Just taking a breath." Castiel said, staring at me half confused.

"Open the window then."

"It's ok, we'll just be here and we'll let the door open." Lysander spoke this time.

"I said, the window." I commended harshly.

No one outside. We didn't know who was there with us, we didn't know where was Louis or what happenned to him. That was too dangerous. What if they just vanished in the dark without a single sound. What if the thing sneaked in the house while they're outside ? I shoot them an other deadly glare and Castiel raise his hands up, defeated. I groaned lowly before walking to the living room. I sat beside Lukas, whom didn't moved an inch, on the couch.

"This is insane." I muttered, a hand massaging my forehead slowly.

How could something like this happenned ? Was it a joke ? Did the deer were real ? Were everything was real ? Did Louis really disapeard or is it just a bad joke from him and mom ? It didn't feel true. Nothing felt real. What was we afraid of ? A hunter ? Hunting our deer in a natural reserve ? A crazy hunter who liked ripping animals' faces appart ? Ok, that was scary. But I still wonder what happenned to Louis. He wouldn't leave us like that, without saying a single word.

Ding!

My phone's ring dragged me out of my thoughts. I instinctively get it out of my pocket and frown. A message ? But there's no signal here, like, not in any part of the woods. Not even Internet. It was Kentin’s mother idea, she proposed to make this place somewhere where we could reconnect to each other, talk and play without any phoned or something. No social media, no work. Well we quickly found a solution by bringing tons of dvds and video games. Anyway, receiving a message was strange, but what was stranger was the sender. Candy. After her death, we left her phone in the cottage, as if she forgot it. Now the police had it so no one would have used it. Even for a joke.

I took a glance at Lukas, his head was lying on his hand, he looked absolutely done. I wouldn't be surprise if he ends up falling asleep. Well at least he wouldn't see it. Not sure how he would react at this. I open the message and what was writien made my heart races.

Bad kids should be punished.

Kentin pov

I was boiling. Why the hell couldn't we leave this place ? Why did the car have to burn ? Just, how ? Was it a trick to scare us ? I was leaning against the kitchen counter, stunned by Nathaniel's attitude. Why was he actting like everything was ok ? Nothing was ok. No matter how hard he tried to convince himself, nothing was ok and he knew it. I wanted to shout, to scream at him to make him react, to alarm him. We had to leave. He said it himself, so why did he want to wait now ?

"Wait, wait... Yeah so we can be killed one by one just like Louis..." I mumbled angrily as I let my bag fall from my shoulder.

I catched Nathaniel's eyes but all I could do was shooting a deadly glare at his worried expression before leaving the room, taking shelter in our sanctuary. The door slaped and I just crashed on the pillow floor, sighing angrily as I rubbed my brown hair.

What a great idea ! Let's wait until the deer killer come and get us all. The car surely didn't exploded by itself and the deer... Well, how ever they had been killed, it's certainly not in a very natural way. There was something off with all of this that makes me feel like we weren't totally safe around here. And this feeling in the woods. What was that ? Boo looked so scared. I, myself, was scared to death. This feeling deep inside my guts, this feeling of danger, this scent of death. No, it was unbelievable. It couldn't be true. It shouldn't be true. Whatever was this feeling, it was just my imagination. Boo might have seen a wolf or something like that and get scared, this dog is scared of everything anyway.

I lean deeper in the mattress and start to look at the dark of the night, the slight moonlight piercing through the trees to crash in the room, giving just enough light to see the wild shadows of the leaves dancing on the walls. The scene was so peacful right now, I wanted this to last forever.

"You can't come here everytime Alexy invade your room you know ?"

I opened my eyes and stared at the smily silouette by the door. "Why not ?"

Candy came closer and she laid beside me, joining her hands under her head and closing her eyes.

"Because someone else might want to crash here to find some peace." She smiled, staring right inside my eyes.

"Then maybe we can find this peace together." I smiled back.

"Only if we watch Fight Club !"

"Ash again ? Don't you ever get tired of this movie ?"

"Never ever. It's the best movie in the world." She slaped my arm as she sat up.

"I don't want to watch it, I want silence." I said teasingly, putting a finger on my mouth.

"You're boooring !" She laid down again and rolled on her side to face me. "What were you thinking about ?"

I stared at the ceiling before turning my head to look at her. "Nothing and everything."

She paused. She seemed thougthfull, as if something was bothering her in the back of her mind. I just stared at her, trying to figure out what she was thinking, waiting for her to speak again.

"Aren't you nervous ?" She finally spoke.

"About what ?" I said a bit confused.

"About... That."

"That ? Candy this isn't a big deal." I chuckled, turning back to the ceiling.

"It is ! What if I fail ? What if you fail ? What if we both fail ?"

"Me ? I never fail. And you won't fail neighter, you're a freaking smart ass, how would you ?"

"That's not what Lysander used to say." She pouted.

"Lysander ? He was a stupid kid trying to act smart." I chuckled teasingly.

"You're dumb." She giggled, slapping my arm again.

"You'll not fail, if you fail then shame on you !"

"Stop this you dumbass kid !" She laughed lightly, hitting me playfully.

I opened my eyes slowly, feeling utterly tired. I looked around but no trace of Candy. A dream. I sat up and rubbed my sleepy eyes. I wonder how long I slept. I looked at my phone to see what time it was. 10 pm. Well, it was a very tiny nap. Wish I slept more, at least time would have passed quicker. I streched a little before getting up. I was wonder either getting out of here to see the others or just stay here and watch a movie, or play a video game. It would past time and I wouldn't think to much of what happened.

I was ready to get out to ask who wanted to watch a movie, but the TV turned on by it self, making me jump. I stared at it, dumbfounded. It was a snow screen but there was something run behind, as if it was a very old censored channel. I took a better look, trying to figure out the sound and images the TV was showing and bet have reconized the movie for seeing it thousands of times. Fight Club. I took a glance at the dvd lector but it was turned off. Ok, that was strange. I took few steps towards the TV and as soon as I approche it, a loud sound filled the room, a loud bip as if the TV lost the signal.

I covered my ears, surprised by such a noise and when I looked up at the now black screen, I saw something flickering in it. I narrow my eyes to see what was it and then, everything stopped. The noise and the flickering and I could clearly see what was written now.

It's all your fault.

#mcl fanfic #my candy love fanfic #amour sucré fanfic #as fanfic #cdm fanfic #corazon de melon fanfic #mcl #my candy love #amour sucré #as #cdm #corazon de melon

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bunnyandrabbitkpop · 7 years ago

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The Final Warning pt.4

Bangtan & reader (only bangtan pov)

Gender: Horror, a bit of supernatural, kind of Until Dawn AU

Warning: swearing, mention of blood and death

Lenght: 4k

A/N: Hi there ! How are you guys ? Here I am again with part 4 ! Did you wait for to long ? I’m sorry I planned to post it earlier but I decided to add Jungkook’s pov at the last minute so it took me longer. Hop you like it anyway and sorry for the english errors I’ll edit when I had the time. I also have to excuse myself if the pt.5 don’t come quickly, i’ll be busy for a few weeks and I don’t know if I’ll have the time to write. Sorry and thank you to read my fic ! Kiss ! ♥

pt.1 pt.2 pt.3

Yoongi pov

Insane. It was insane. All of this was. How could a man kill deer ? There was something off with this story. No one could have done something like that, even the strongest man. Maybe Seokjin mistook because of the shock. It could be possible, it might be less than he thought. But still, even if it was that impressive, there was seven dead deer, murdered. I couldn't ignore what he said. Even if it was hardly belivable, I don't know why he would have lied.

I rushed out of the room without even paying attention if they would have follow me. If there was a thing I agreed with Seokjin was that we had to go as soon as possible. I went in my room to unpacked my things as quickly as I could.

"Go get your things Jim." I said when I noticed his small silhouette by the door.

He disapeard in a blink of an eye. Soon after, I was ready to leave this damn place. I went downstairs where the others were, Jungkook standing with his bag already on his back and Hoseok and Namjoon sitting on the couch. Jungkook looked at me with a glimpse of hope, probably glad to leave this place.

"We're leaving. Now." I said, taking Hoseok's and Namjoon's bags to give them to them.

They both looked at me with those glassy eyes but I didn't pay attention to it, I turn to the stairs to see Jimin rushing down, closely followed by Jin and Tae. We all had our things, now it was time to leave. I took the key car on the kitchen's counter and handed it to Seokjin.

"But wait, wait." Jungkook said, stopping in his track toward the door. "What about Bogun ? We can't let him out there."

"Don't worry 'bout him, he leaves here 24/7. It's not a pinch of drakness that will frighten him." Seokjin answered him.

"Tae said he was kinda abducted." Jimin lowly added.

"He got a gun, he's gonna be ok. Now let's get going."

Seokjin open the door and everyone rushed outside but the second we all passed the door, a strong light and a deafning sound caught us by surprise, making us almost fall to the ground. An explosion. It was the sound of an explosion, the blow, the heat, the light, the boom. It was a fucking explosion. When I open my eyes, I felt like a stone crashed on my shoulder, breaking all my hopes. The car was on fire. It litteraly exploded just before us. We just stared at the car unable to utter a single word.

"What..." Seokjin breathed out, shocked. "How...?"

I stare at the flames, my body shaking by the rage that was taking over me and without even noticing it, I was screaming. "FUCK !!"

"What are we gonna do now ?" Jungkook asked, panicked.

"L- Let's go back inside... W- We'll find another way." Seokjin stuttered as he headed back inside the cottage.

"Hyung... Let's go inside." I heard Jimin said, catching my arm to drag me inside, but I didn't moved an inch.

"Hyung what are you doing ?" Jimin asked out of breath.

"Calling someone." I said as I turned on the big radio transmitter before me.

I turned some wheel as the crackling sound filled the room. I took the mike and put it in front of my mouth, hoping to hear a voice at the other end of the radio but nothing.

"Did somebody hear me ?" I talked to the mike. "This is Min Yoongi, me and six other people are stuck in the Kims' cottage. I repeat, we have no way to go home, did someone hear me ?" I wait but no answer. "Our car is dead, I think this is not an accident, our car explode before our eyes, we are not alone."

I continued to turn the wheel and speaking when I heard something. I almost jumped of my chair and both Jimin and I quickly lean closer to try to understand what the voice was saying but the crackling was to loud to hear a distinct word. I push the button of the mike to speak again.

"I can't here you clearly, please, come to get us, we are not alone. I repeat, we. are. not. alone."

"We can't wait 'til tomorrow ! You have to get us now !"

Even if they didn't said that, it was still good to say. I don't know why I felt the urge to get out of this place, this atmosphere was suffocating. The last word I bet heard before the line went off was 'wait' and it made me slap me hand on the desk. We didn't had the time to wait ! Was it so complicate to take a car, drive here, take us and go back to civilisation ? I let myself fall back against the seat back and I sight loudly, letting the soft continuous crackling filling the silence of the attic. Jimin had his eyes glued to the ground, nervously playing with his finger. I stared at him for a second, but some jolt in the radio's crackling bring my attention. I first thought it was nothing, but a detail made me think that, maybe it wasn't just that. I bet heard something humming. A pitched sound, like a female voice. It was very low so I lean forward to hear it better. It was clearer and clearer and it was definitly a woman's voice.

Jimin and I looked at each other, utterly confused. I tried to turn on the radio again, but there was nothing to do.

"It's dead." I said defeated.

"What was that ?"

"I don't know... Maybe someone making a cruel joke on us." I took a glance at a nervous Jimin before getting up and headed to the ladder.

"It sounds like her voice..." He bearly uttered.

I stopped in my track. "It's not." And than I get out of the attic.

Seokjin pov

"Breath in..." I said, taking a deep breath. "Breath out..." I blow all the air in my lungs.

I stare at Taehyung just before me doing as I told, slowly recovering some colors. It was good to see, he will soon be able to talk and even react again. "How do you feel ?" I asked him, hoping to have an answer, but the look he gave me was enough.

He wasn't ready yet, he was still in shock. I patted his head and get up, taking a glance at the second floor. I know what Yoongi was doing, it was the best to do right now. Without a car, it's almost impossible to make it through the woods. It would take ages to reach the main road, and still, even if we made through it, in the total darkness, there's absolutly no soul passing by this road. We just have to wait for backups, nothing else. And there's probably someone or... Something in the woods. Something really dangerous. Strong enough to kill seven deer, smart enough to destroy a car. Cause hell, this wasn't an accident. Cars don't explode just like that, someone did it. I looked at my friends, Namjoon and Hoseok sat lazyly on the couch and Jungkook and Taehyung now in the kitchen, the last one drinking the glass of water the younger seems to have gave him.

I sight, feeling utterly tired and desperate. I hoped some good news would come when I saw Yoongi walk down the stairs, but his entire self told me there were none.

"So ?" I asked Yoongi when he joined us in the living room.

"The radio is dead." He said. "Guess someone heard us but they seem decided to wait until tomorrow."

"What if we can't wait till tomorrow ?" Jungkook said, taking few steps toward us. "We have no choice."

"Than let's wait." I said, looking at everyone.

I frowned when I saw Jimin. His face was livid with a worried gaze fixed to the ground, his hands shacking violently. I saw him took quick glance at Yoongi, as if he wanted to tell him something. I wonder what.

"I don't want to wait ! I want to leave, now !" Jungkook protested.

"How ?" Yoongi spat, clearly annoyed. "Should I remind you that our car exploded ?"

"Than we'll walk !" The younger slaped his fist against the kitchen counter, a deep frown on his face.

"The road is several miles away from here, it would take at least an hour if not even more and by night it would be insanity to go in the woods." I said, staring at Jungkook.

I knew he was afraid, we all were, but we didn't have the choice. We were stuck here and walk in the woods to reach the road was insane. We would never get through it and even less with Taehyung in this state.

"What should we do than ?" Namjoon's voice raised and I looked at him.

"We don't know if it's a someone, it might be an accident, I was suppose to do a checkup because of a problem with the engine." I saw Yoongi stare at me skeptical but I just shoot him a glare telling him to keep his mouth shut and, fortunatly, he didn't say anything else.

"Ok than. Let's wait." Yoongi finally spoke, taking a seat beside Namjoon. I sighed and I went to lock the front door and the back door in the kitchen, as well as the huge bay window in the second living room. We better be cautious. Who knows who's this mad man outside. Or what is it. I stared for a wile through the window. Where the hell was Bogun ?

"Jimin, go get Taehyung to bed and get some rest too, it's useless to stay up now." I said while I walked toward the boys.

Jimin looked at me but lowered his gaze before nodding shyly. I shoot him a rassuring smile as I stare at him dragging Taehyung upstairs. They both looked terrible, they needed some rest, especially Taehyung. I came near the couch and I laid a hand on Hoseok's shoulder.

"You should too." I said, looking uturlly concern.

It should be hard for him to be here. Y/n was his girlfriend. I don't even know why he insisted to come back. His face was so cold, so lifeless.

"I'm fine." He spoke blankly.

"You should Hoseok." Yoongi said, trying to convince him but the way Hoseok slowly turns his head to him, with this sharp gaze, gave me chills.

"I said, I'm fine." He said in between his tightly clenched jaw.

"If you say so." Yoongi shrugged.

I let my hand fall from Hoseok's shoulder and I start wandering in the house. Not knowing what to do to kill time. Too nervous to have a sleep, too worried to leave the door out of sight, too concerned to leave the boys alone. I stared at the front door, hoping to hear Bogun's voice screaming behind, his loud knock filling the entire house, saying everything was OK, saying there was nothing in the woods, saying we were safe. But it didn't happen.

I heard Jungkook grumble and angrily letting his back fall from his shoulder. He shoot me an upset glance and stormed into the bedroom we liked to call our little sanctuary. It used to be Tae's siblings' bedroom since their the youngest but they hated being downstairs so we change the room in a huge cinema room with fluffy pillows and blankets all over the ground and a huge TV with tons of dvds. It was Y/N's idea. Tae's sibilings just slept upstairs in their brother's room while Taehyung just slept in random rooms when he didn't wanted to stay with them. Mostly in Hoseok's actually but he wasn't the only one who wanted to sleep in this room so after getting kicked out, he usually ended up in Jungkook's or Jimin's. It was the good old time, when we were still young and innocent. After Y/N came back from USA. Where everything was finally good.

I heard Namjoon and Yoongi low chatting but I didn't understand. I wasn't listening at all, too focus on whatever was outside. I didn't even see the both of them heading toward me. But the second they reach the door, I shoot them a deadly glare.

"What are you doing ?" I spat, my voice coming out harsher than i thought.

"Just taking a breath." Yoongi said, staring at me half confused.

"Open the window then."

"It's ok, we'll just be here and we'll let the door open." Namjoon spoke this time. "I said, the window." I commended harshly.

No one outside. We didn't know who was there with us, we didn't know where was Bogun or what happenned to him. That was too dangerous. What if they just vanished in the dark without a single sound. What if the thing sneaked in the house while they're outside ? I shoot them an other deadly glare and Yoongi raise his hands up, defeated. I groaned lowly before walking to the living room. I sat beside Hoseok, whom didn't moved an inch, on the couch.

"This is insane." I muttered, a hand massaging my forehead slowly.

How could something like this happenned ? Was it a joke ? Did the deer were real ? Were everything was real ? Did Bogun really disapeard or is it just a bad joke from him and mom ? It didn't feel true. Nothing felt real. What was we afraid of ? A hunter ? Hunting our deer in a natural reserve ? A crazy hunter who liked ripping animals' faces appart ? Ok, that was scary. But I still wonder what happenned to Bogun. He wouldn't leave us like that, without saying a single word.

Ding!

My phone's ring dragged me out of my thoughts. I instinctively get it out of my pocket and frown. A message ? But there's no signal here, like, not in any part of the woods. Not even Internet. It was Mrs. Jeon 's idea, she proposed to make this place somewhere where we could reconnect to each other, talk and play without any phoned or something. No social media, no work. Well we quickly found a solution by bringing tons of dvds and video games. Anyway, receiving a message was strange, but what was stranger was the sender. Y/n. After her death, we left her phone in the cottage, as if she forgot it. Now the police had it so no one would have used it. Even for a joke.

I took a glance at Hoseok, his head was lying on his hand, he looked absolutely done. I wouldn't be surprise if he ends up falling asleep. Well at least he wouldn't see it. Not sure how he would react at this. I open the message and what was writien made my heart races.

Bad kids should be punished.

Jungkook pov

I was boiling. Why the hell couldn't we leave this place ? Why did the car have to burn ? Just, how ? Was it a trick to scare us ? I was leaning against the kitchen counter, stunned by Seokjin's attitude. Why was he actting like everything was ok ? Nothing was ok. No matter how hard he tried to convince himself, nothing was ok and he knew it. I wanted to shout, to scream at him to make him react, to alarm him. We had to leave. He said it himself, so why did he want to wait now ?

"Wait, wait... Yeah so we can be killed one by one just like Bogun..." I mumbled angrily as I let my bag fall from my shoulder.

I catched Seokjin's eyes but all I could do was shooting a deadly glare at his worried expression before leaving the room, taking shelter in our sanctuary. The door slaped and I just crashed on the pillow floor, sighing angrily as I rubbed my brown hair.

"You can't come here everytime Taehyung invade your room you know ?"

I opened my eyes and stared at the smily silouette by the door. "Why not ?"

Y/n came closer and she laid beside me, joining her hands under her head and closing her eyes.

"Because someone else might want to crash here to find some peace." She smiled, staring right inside my eyes.

"Then maybe we can find this peace together." I smiled back.

"Only if we watch Fight Club !"

"Ash again ? Don't you ever get tired of this movie ?"

"Never ever. It's the best movie in the world." She slaped my arm as she sat up.

"I don't want to watch it, I want silence." I said teasingly, putting a finger on my mouth.

"You're boooring !" She laid down again and rolled on her side to face me. "What were you thinking about ?"

I stared at the ceiling before turning my head to look at her. "Nothing and everything."

She paused. She seemed thougthfull, as if something was bothering her in the back of her mind. I just stared at her, trying to figure out what she was thinking, waiting for her to speak again.

"Aren't you nervous ?" She finally spoke.

"About what ?" I said a bit confused.

"About... That."

"That ? Y/n this isn't a big deal." I chuckled, turning back to the ceiling.

"It is ! What if I fail ? What if you fail ? What if we both fail ?"

"Me ? I never fail. And you won't fail neighter, you're a freaking smart ass, how would you ?"

"That's not what Namjoon used to say." She pouted.

"Namjoon ? He was a stupid kid trying to act smart." I chuckled teasingly.

"You're dumb." She giggled, slapping my arm again.

"You'll not fail, if you fail then shame on you !"

"Stop this you dumbass kid !" She laughed lightly, hitting me playfully.

I opened my eyes slowly, feeling utterly tired. I looked around but no trace of Y/n. A dream. I sat up and rubbed my sleepy eyes. I wonder how long I slept. I looked at my phone to see what time it was. 10 pm. Well, it was a very tiny nap. Wish I slept more, at least time would have passed quicker. I streched a little before getting up. I was wonder either getting out of here to see the others or just stay here and watch a movie, or play a video game. It would past time and I wouldn't think to much of what happened.

It's all your fault.

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