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Interesting question!
Hanako's lack of communication will absolutely be the main problem with poly (same with kou btw) but because he is so painfully obvious when he is possessive, it won't be a big issue.
Take this scene for example: Nene cheer up Kou after he loses to one of Mitsuba's supernatural arm allies. She is very cheerful and cute! Holding Kou's hand.
Hanako gets jelly by this and inserts himself between the two. He even put his hands on top of theirs.
And this jealousy is instantly killed when Kou and Nene accept his inclusion, Kou even put a hand on top of Hanako's and the ghost isn't bothered by that at all.
The thing about Hanako possessiveness is that while it have started as the typical "Nene is mine, shuush shuush!" feeling with Kou.
It has slowly morphed into "You make me happy so it's alright if you make Nene happy too."
Hanako's smile is genuine after he scared them here, this wasn't a successful "I must separate them!" plan, he just wanted to spook his favorite humans.
The most recent hints of possessiveness I could find felt less like "Don't get near her!!" and more like "don't leave me behind..."
Take his despair when he fantasies of Kou and Nene going to a festival together and having fun.
He is genuinely bothered by the idea of the two getting cozy, but it's less about them having fun together, and more about them having fun without him.
He recovers super quickly when he finds a way to go to a festival with them both after all. Check how he has a tiny blush when Kou is doing well at one of the games.
(Zoom on the blush cause Im insane)

And he clap when Nene tell Kou he is cool instead of trying to downplay what he did or push Nene away from 'the guy nene fond cool'
Even on chap 96 cover (so after his 'i want to be the one to save you. Not kou, me.'), he is still trying to be part of Kou and Nene's high five, not push Kou away.

Speaking of the 'i want to be your savior' panel, during his vent, Hanako pictures Kou with Nene, both framed in the light while he is behind in the shadows: He considers his solution, his 'ideal' scenario, dark and corrupted.

So he does have a desperate sort of possessiveness of Nene/envy of Kou that he isnt proud of.
If a miracle happens and Nene's lifespan increases, he'll become a temporary presence in her life and he wants more than that. Kou already has so much: He can walk her to school, he can grow up with her, he can give her happiness for the rest of his life, but Hanako can't. He is on a timelimit, dead since they met.
He wants to leave a lasting impact, to give meaning to their short relationship and to his empty afterlife, forever haunted by being a killer.

When he thinks too hard about his situation, he becomes restless.
So, while poly would be a very nice "we are a team, we won't leave you behind" reassurance for him. He will need to be convinced that he is a 'forever' to them and that is... very hard to comfort him on.
Hanako is a closed guy though, so he wouldn't go in dept about any of these insecurities.
Nene and Kou would still be somewhat aware of it though, because he is loud about how sad he is by his inability to leave school, only able to sulk and wait while Kou and Nene are out in each others houses or going on dates and having so much fun without him...
Which Nene and Kou would always try to cheer him up by going to any boundary Hanako want! Like the after school beach chapter!
Which does help!
As for Hanako being possessive of Kou... I feel like that would eventually happen (have you seen Hanako?? he is a ball of clingy possessiveness) but it would take some time.
Hanako is a 60s kid, he have a lot of internal homophobia (same with Kou btw but lets only focus on Hanako for now) so when the 'lets date each other!!' idea happened they most definitively pretended that this poly arrangement is two bros sharing Nene cause she like them both and they both like her and trust each other so everyone is happy :D
Hanako will need a mini arc to go 'maybe i can flirt with guys even when i'm not in my girl form.'
And if by some miracle he talks to Kou about his 'I trust you so much and it scares me' issue, (which is unlikely but maybe Nene can push him in the right direction, she is good at making him open up) and they sort thingd out, Hanako will be unbearable.
Look how clingy he used to be! It would get 10 tines worse.
#tbhk#tbhk analysis#toilet bound hanako kun#i'm happy you like how i dealed with Aoi on three is a crowd <3#minamoto kou#hanako#tbhk hanako#nene yashiro#yashiro nene#Thier dynamic was the heart of this manga... pls come back home hananenekou...#M sleepy so I may edit in the morning#There is... a lot to think about their dynamic... hum... someone should write for the trio#Jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#Hanakou#Hananene#Hananenekou#Kounene#Happy you like how I wrote Aoi in three is a crowd :D
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Have you heard what I went through to give the Taikō a son? No one else could achieve it. Hundreds of women…consorts… Not Daiyoin… Daiyoin…who drugged me with bitter herbs, forced me to endure unmentionable things in order to conceive.
SHŌGUN (2024–)
#mine*#shōgun#shogun#shogunedit#ochiba no kata#lady ochiba#perioddramaedit#weloveperioddrama#perioddramasource#tvedit#dailyflicks#adaptationsdaily#cinematv#userzaynab#tusermiranda#tusermalina#chaoticroad#yocalio#underbetelgeuse#userrobin#this was so insane im going to be thinking about it forever
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three houses
#GAH THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN and took me two days#this musical is fucking insane i start going crazy forever. dave malloy youve done it again#i really really like how this turned out gjdhsfjkhsjkhfjkds#three houses#dave malloy#art tag#im gonan tag the characters too yeah#susan three houses#sadie three houses#beckett three houses#im going to be Thinking about this musical forever. god.#i literally cant leave yet the berries and the plums their harvest time has come you must sail away without me. can anyone fuckingg hearme#godddddd
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inspired by the events of iii episode 14 :3
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii yinyang#yinyang ii#potatart#i apologize if the image id isnt very good pls let me know if i need to fix anything#nontheless. hi yinyang nation#dont tag as ship please!!!!!!!!!!!!#thinking about how yang was feeling after silverspoon betrayed them#silver calling him “his beast” was crazy... if i were yang i would kill a man#(let me be clear i rlly like silverspoon)#yang will hold this grudge forever. and that is very funny to me#all i could think about when drawing this was that one jerma audio where hes like “im KILLING you”#really funny visual of bot and balloon awkwardly standing in the corner while yang is absolutely LIVID#just sitting in silence. so pissed#THE SPOON MUST GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Why not consider he might be waiting for you?
Winny Thanawin as Q and Satang Kittiphop as TOEY WE ARE, ep7
#weareedit#we are the series#we are#we are series#qtoey#winny thanawin#satang kittiphop#phuwin tangsakyuen#uservid#uservix#userjjessi#q x toey#*cajedit#*gif#this episode is in my brain rent free#thinking about. how q was probably remembering that conversation in the cafe too when he wondered why toey would do so much for him#and also q learning from his own mistakes with expressing his feelings and resolving to do better by toey#and the way toey still doesnt see his worth as himself in q's eyes#im fine (GOING INSANE)#anyway winny and satang acted their asses off this ep im forever singing their praises
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it's crazy cuz i'm sure in lacob's twisted brain he thought this was like a sweet thing to say but it truly reaffirms just how much they took him for granted and how they were banking on his kindness and love throughout like. all the horrible things they were doing to him lol. they were so so completely sure that he would never leave, knew how much he valued staying with one org, how much he valued retiring with steph. knew how much he loved the warriors. thought they could just like. have a horrible smear campaign against him for a year and a half, tear down his confidence, over and over again. counted on his love and loyalty to steph and the org to have him crawling back on his knees asking for pennies despite that. that's what this quote tells me. that lacob was shocked his master plan didn't work. that klay for once chose himself lol
#this whole article makes me so mad lol#'scratching their heads thinking about how we ended up here.. with klay coming to back to chase in a dallas jersey'#just so horrible. klay would've never chosen to leave if he wasn't treated the way he was#hell he was even willing to keep being treated like shit for less money#all you had to do was give him an extra year and not put him in the backburner!! instead forced him to wait until FA its so sick LOL!!!!#a franchise legend who was willing to risk his whole career for the fucking org and the team to get a 3peat im so sick lmfao im soooo sick#like one of kerr's quote being like it was fine bc i think he really needed this for awhile. needed a fresh start after the last 3 years#what the hell are you talking about lmfao. he was key in winning a championship in 22 and then he had a CAREER year in 2023#where he dragged the sorry ass team to the playoffs while steph was out then his legs just gave out from doing so bc you couldn't manage#to build around the core3 again and gave up on them. then his legs gave out in the lakers series and the blame was all put on him and u.#just kept that going in 2024 except like. so so so much worse lmfao its so insane#and so many entitled newer warriors fans who just had so many horrible things to say FOLLOWING the footsteps of this org btw. like.#i always think about this one tweet from 2023 thats like 'its crazy how horrible the warriors org and fans treat klay they don't even get i#you give my team one ring and you're good with me forever' and then it had like thousands of rts and likes lmfao. like truly.#this man helped bring 4 rings. literally revolutionised the game with steph.#and you wanted to wait until FREE AGENCY?????? TO RE-SIGN HIM???????#and didn't want to give him a contract length that aligned with steph/dray?????????#literally. like. i cant ever wrap my head around it. and they didn't even get anyone worth it for him. its just so. like whatever man lmfao#u know this man for over a decade n dont realise it was never abt the $$ but the respect. care. and love. okayyy lol
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vampire boyfriends <3
#going insane going crazy etc etc#i love halloween content so much bro#this is the best mood lifter ever#im gonna be thinking about vampire finny and ciel for forever now thanks#cielinny#ciel phantomhive#finnian#black butler#kuroshitsuji#devo speaks#screen caps
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If happiness was a tangible thing, it would be you.
If you'd have told me the feeling you'd bring, I'd think it untrue.
And people search for a wonder like you all of their lives
You still amaze me after all this time.
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#bg3#hi sorry i have brainworms i think theyre so cute#i was gonna use lyrics from yellow by coldplay originally bc im going insane bc giuliana mostly just wears yellow#but i have at all costs (demo) on their playlist and i think its very fitting for them#too bad its from wish but oh well#i keep making gifs of them in various places bc theres pretty bits but its the same like 4 animations so i have to like. force myself to no#but idk the way gale looks at her after he pulls away? damn need me a freak like that#like he loves her (the player) sm!!#i am bewitched by this dweeb#Also im insane bc most of Gale's colours are cooler and giuliana's are warmer and i think its nice c:#i could go forever about them#bg3 gale#gale dekarios#gale x tav#bg3 tav#bg3 tiefling#ika's blorbos#gif
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people who managed to forget or move on from your codependent homoerotic friendships formed at a diabolically young age... tips and tricks please? drop the tutorial babes?
#please#cuz its kinda causing problems in my current relationship#and im lowkey still not over them#they moved away but everytime theyre in town im going BATSHIT INSANE#i still remember the smell of the cigarettes they used to smoke theyre stuck in my memory forever#or the stupid cheap vodka and absinthe we used to drink#and our spot in the nearest forest#and god#the belt i stole#i still wear it sometimes#and most midwest emo songs remind me of them.....#i think that says a lot#so please drop all your tricks and tips#in desperate need#of them#been going hard with my obsession about them since age 15#i think its time to move on im almost twenty#codependent homoerotic friendships#nblm#nblm yearning#toxic relationship#toxic friends#toxic love#mlm#mlm yearning#formative trauma#mutual pining#why am i like this
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why yes i DID binge all of the pjo show with my sister in two days and start immediately rewatching it the second day because i wanted to force my parents to watch it as well
#also im now consumed with the need to reread the books#but i also wanna read them with my sister#but ik she'll take forever (dyslexic and not a huge reader anyways) so i might just force her to listen to the audio books so i have SOMEON#to talk about it with#cause im going insane thinking about percabeth but i cant talk to ANYONE IN MY HOUSE ABOUT IT#jae’s thoughts#pjo#pjo series#pjo tv show#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians
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i miss being tan and gorgeous this isnt a life for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i miss jeonghan too. i think i should just go and wash my hair.
#i feel so ugly like no scratch that i feel so disgusting and full of skin like this is going to sound insane but few months ago a friend#told me i have fucking. like aegyo sal when i smile naturally like little fat under my eyes and i was like idk i dont pay attention to my#face that much but i saw some pictures my friend took of me and i hateeee him all of them are of me smiling and all i can see is how#fat and scrunched up my face is im like a pug omfggggggggggg how do i get rid of it i dont think i can target weight loss on my fucking#under eyes this is torture i think i need to think about myself less and also not be so nit picky but i am so insecure sometimes#forever feeling like a pig with lipstick type beat ykkkkkk how it is
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every british person holds dearly a memory of the best fish and chips they ever ate. i'm being so serious. they remember the taste, the texture, the near perfect salt & vinegar ratio. but they also remember the time, the place, the mood.
#mine is a fish and chip restaurant back home. my grandparents used to go every tuesday and sometimes they'd take me and my twin#the batter of the fish was insane like i dream about it#but the CHIPS were so good. the amount of salt and vinegar they put on was godly#nothing lives up to it#second best was when i passed over the scottish border forever ago and had fish and chips just because in a small town#that was also perfect#also while im thinking about chippies do you remember when you could get w tray of chips for £1 or less???#tbd
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for people who have anxiety but live alone anyway: how do u deal with the panic? I live with 2 other people and still have bubble burst moments of random fear that only gets soothed by putting myself in someone else's eyeline. what do you do when the catastrophising starts???
#my body has a lot of random weird pain frkm 26 years of bad things and every time im like#i should have written a will its really happening this time im about to drop dead#so i skitter around the house to stand close enough to someone else that theyd hear me if i fall over LMAO#insane behavior i know. i have a mountain of medical anxiety bc of my grandparents#but like i cant even wrap my head around what id do if i felt that way and was alone 24/7 at home#panic forever???#who makes you eat and shower bc its sure not MY executive function keeping me alive on the bad days LOL#id wither away if i lived alone i think#kinda sad my life went a way where thats never going to happen tho. to the end of wanting to know who id be#how would i dress and act and decorate?? eat?? what kind of dishes would i get. throw blankets too#what would i learn abt myself etc its an iteration of me that will likely never happen bc im happily married#hmmm#ur always going to wonder about the lifestyles you didnt have. thats normal#but it does make me wonder what i would have been like if i had friends and my own space#oh to be a fag making out with his friends in the privacy of his own home#or maybe thats just how i feel bc were literally married and have never been able to afford to live alone Together lol
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some thoughts regarding yexuan will probably contain spoilers regarding his past and how he is rn
Sometimes I wonder if the reason why yexuan is always emphasising on mc's freedom was due to the fact that he had none. Be it in white city or in empire he was carrying out duties just cause. But I believe he had his happy moments in white city (with mc) for awhile before all the shits that went down and he lost his memories. In empire, it's just a whole story like omg there is just no way anyone is happy there with that environment.
So yeah he's never really had a choice, or he's never seriously considered what he truly wanted to do. If you think about it, he's always doing things for the sake of mc... :') an example would be in the summer story where he would've ended his life along with the sage if he were actually a danger to mc like omg... i always die a little inside when i think about it... im just really happy for him right now after his mist city route where hes "taking a break", hes still in contact tho dont worry but hes just exploring around and finding things that he might want to do, excited to see more of his growth :-)
#cael anselm#not the best with words but i think ive conveyed everything i want to say...#i love him so much i think i can go on forever about him but i need to remain sane#jk im already insane#i do wish i was better with words tho!!!#it all just makes sense in my head but talking about him is just... incoherent ramblings or noises 😞#sawry i try my best...#user yexuans brainrot
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it’s actually crazy to me that strife and rook aldwir barely have any kind of relationship in the actual game because the absolutely devastating found family backstory i invented for them is so real in my head. what do you MEAN they act like they barely know each other? if that’s true, how am i crying about them right now?
#strife and taren are like. jean valjean and cosette meets joel and ellie meets the holdovers#especially joel and ellie i think. like that’s probably the closest to The Vibe#but like. in a stage of fighting with each other that nobody has ever even seen before#they don’t know why their so mad. the other veil jumpers DEFINITELY don’t know what the fuck is going on. incomprehensible to all involved#and im INSANE about it#i could talk about it forever#the distance between them is actively breaking both of their hearts but neither of them know how to close it. if you even care#like that’s strife’s SON. that’s taren’s DAD. but neither of them know how families are supposed to work or how to stop fucking it up#…no i don’t have a normal relationship with my dad why do you ask#datv#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#strife dragon age#rook aldwir#veil jumper rook#veil jumpers#datv rook
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ALY
I WILL KILL (/POS) YOU
#CAN I LIKE#KEEP THIS IN MY INBOX FOREVER AND JUST TELL YOU WHAT I THINK OF IT HERE OMG ?!?@?@?+?#YOU SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN IM GOING INSANE#WHAT DO YOU MEAN DRABBLE WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHORT DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIME I WENT “OMG THERES MORE”#THEY WAY YOU WRITE IM INSANE ABT IT ACTUALLY-- the way you structure the settings the way the dialogue is so well convey--#'when you stop running away ill make a puppet out of you' HOW ABOUT I EXPLODE YOU WITH MY HEAD#THIS IS ALL SO //POS IM MAKING POKEMON NOISES IN MY ROOM#:[[[[ they way you connected their pain im on the floor in the pillow on cloud nine.............#have i mentioned i like ur writing ill shout it from the rooftop actually its like 4 am im doing it--#SHAKES YOU SO HARD AUSHAHSHSHDHD#this is staying in my inbox forever-- IM GONNA CRY WTF THIS IS SUCH A NICE THING TO SEE CHRISTMAS CAME EARLY--#<33333333333333#watch ur back aly <33#192828882/10 one complain u said u didnt do them justice UH HELLO YOURE THE WHOLE COURT JUSTICE IS SERVED#.txt
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