#this was really random and a little rushed bc i was in the car
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vivwritesfics · 7 months ago
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Hi!! Can you please do one where y/n has been feeling really sick but doesn’t tell lando about it bc he’s been stressed at work and stuff. She ends up kind of being antisocial and rotting in bed bc of her sickness and lando ends up suggesting a break since she doesn’t seem to suit his lifestyle anymore. Y/n ends up running into landos mom at the dr office for a checkup where she finds out she’s pregnant. She asks Cisca to keep it a secret but she ofc tells lando she saw y/n at the dr office. Ending however you want! Thank youuuu
changed slightly buuuuut i like it
Warnings: hospitals, vivi knowing nothing about hospitals
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She was sick of everything. Not because she was literally sick of everything, but she was feeling hot and bothered, generally shitty, and her head fucking killed.
Everybody was pissing her off. Her co-workers, her boss. That random guy on the bus that was breathing just a little bit too loud. He noticed her glaring, but went right back to breathing just as loudly.
The minute she got into the apartment, she sagged. She checked the keys on the hook, except no keys were there. It was a little bit of a relief that her boyfriend wasn't home at that minute; there was no telling her close she would have been to snapping at him.
She crawled under the bedsheets, never to emerge again...
Except no because Lando wasn't going to let her rot in bed. When he got home that night, she explained it to him, explained that he was feeling so shitty. Immediately he'd gotten her pain killers, water, and toast.
After four days of her just rotting in their bed, Lando was sick of it. Well, not sick of it, but he was worried. Incredibly worried.
He sat by her bedside and brushed her hair away from her forehead. "I'm begging you to go to the hospital baby," he said and squeezed her hand. "Please."
She stared at him, looking positively grumpy. "I'm fine, Lan," she assured him as she sat up. "I'm gonna go into work tomorrow, I promise."
He released a sigh, but he trusted her. If she said she was fine, then she's fine.
"Keep me updated when I'm racing, please," he said and she agreed.
And she did go into work the next day, but she felt so fucking shitty. She had no choice but to go to the hospital.
Fucking hospitals, she hated them. Sitting there anxiously as she waited to be called into the doctors office. Her knee bounced and she kept her arms wrapped around her midsection, staring down at the floor.
But then she was called into the doctors office. Her steps were quicks as she rushed forward.
"Well, miss L/N," he said as he looked at the results from her bloodwork. "Congratulations, mom!" He pushed the results towards her.
With shaking hands, she picked up the paper and looked at it. Her information, stuff that was too much for her brain to read, and then the results. Yep, she was pregnant. "No," she whispered, shaking her head. "No. No, no, no."
Tears sprung to her eyes as she put the paper back onto the doctors desk. "I-I need to call my mother in law."
No, she couldn't call Lando. Not while he was racing, not while he was on the other side of the world. It would just worry him while he couldn't get to her. So, instead, she called her future mother in law.
Cisca Norris arrived at the hospital as soon as she could. She found her in the waiting room, where she had been stopping herself from freaking out. But her nails were digging into her palms, leaving little crescent shapes in her skin. "Oh, darling," Cisca said as she pulled her to her feet.
As soon as they got outside, she was in tears, barely able to keep herself standing. But Cisca got her into the car and calmed her down. She talked her through it, got her to the point where she was no longer crying.
"I think you should tell Lando," Cisca said, and she immediately shook her head.
"No, Cisca, I can't! I can't, I can't, I can't." It took everything in her to not break down into tears.
But Cisca just squeezed her hands. "You can do this." She waited for a confirming nod before she called Lando.
His voice came loud and clear through the car. "Hey mum," he said, seemingly without a care in the world.
She sucked in a breath. "Lan?" She squeezed.
"Baby?" He couldn't hide the concern in his voice.
Her entire body shook as she squeezed her eye shut. "Lando, you're gonna be a dad."
She was so quiet, it wasn't clear whether Lando had heard it or not. The slight pause he took didn't help. But then, "Holy shit! I'm gonna be a fucking dad! Let's go!"
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tyuntopia · 1 year ago
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★ txt as popular tropes
pairing : ot5 x fem! reader
genre : fluff, kissing, a bit suggestive but not really??
a/n : this was my first time writing so i hope u guys like it!! i kinda went overboard with tyuns oops but please leave asks so i can continue with things u guys like <3
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yeonjun friends to lovers
you guys would probably know each other through modeling agencies or some type of work, talking basically every day, going to coffee runs together, shopping sprees, calling on facetime
you didn't really see him in a romantic light until your best friend mentioned it and from then on you couldn't get the idea of you two as a couple out of your head
he noticed a slight change in your behavior - the fast pull of your hand from a skim of his finger, the twitch in your spine as he put his hand on your lower back, the inability for you to hold eye contact longer than a few seconds
so he started to get a bit suspicious and of course, as the tease he is, he pulls you in for a hug and begins leaning in, and once you close your eyes and start leaning in to he knows hes cracked the case
he just stands there with a smug smile as you wait there for a kiss until you open your eyes with a pout and give a light slap to his chest
he shakes his head and laughs until he pulls you in for the second time to share a kiss
soobin strangers to lovers
my guess is that you met at a grocery store
you dropped your card at the register and he was behind you so he went ahead and picked it up for you
as you made eye contact your world stopped because of how cute he was (don't get me started on his bread cheeks >.<)
but little did you know that he thought the exact same thing of you
as he passed you your card, you felt a spark run through your body but you ignored it opting for a simple and quiet 'thank you' and a bow which was returned with a wave of his hands and a 'of course, no problem' paired with a light dust of pink of his cheeks
on your way home you couldn't stop thinking about him and you wanted to see him again so you planned to go to the same grocery store at the same time and day next week -- little did you know he was planning the same thing
you began seeing each other every week until finally as you were grabbing mangosteen he came up next to you telling you that this was his favorite fruit
you exchanged names and walked around while talking about random little things until you both realized the time and walked to the register
he walked you to your car and left you with a simple 'see you next week'
the next time you saw each other he finally asked you for your number to pick you up for your date at the bakery cafe ^^
beomgyu enemies to lovers
he would be the one class clown who would always pester and make fun of YOU and not your other classmates
secretly though he just wants your attention bc he's scared to outwardly show his feelings -- especially now that you probably hate him
but then one day you two end up getting paired for an assignment that requires you guys to work together in and outside of school
at first, he continues his antics but as time passes you begin to see a softer yet still playful side of him
there's lingering touches between you two, late night walks, quick ice cream runs, arcade "breaks"
until finally you guys share your last block of work time before the project is due and as you leave the library he gives you a rushed confession afraid that things will go back to how they were *which you obviously return*
after a messy kiss with his hands on your waist and yours on his hair, you officially start dating <3
and he continues to be a menace ofc
taehyun brothers best friend
tyun and your brother have been best friends since middle school
as the youngest member of his family, he's always held great pride in being someone other than your brother whom you look up to
he's always felt an obligation to protect you whether it be from a weird guy on the street to the actual street when you scraped your knee on it in elementary school
but lately, his feelings towards you have been changing as you enter the dating world
your brother won't shut up about how you're boy crazy now and that you need to focus on your studies and you don't know why he's making it such a big deal when you just went out with one guy who you didn't even like ???
truth be told, you've liked tyun since you first laid your eyes on him, and going on this date was supposed to be a distraction from him but it obviously wasn't working as you felt your heart flutter every time he brought food he ordered for him and his brother up to your room to eat, not forgetting to take a few minutes to ask how your doing personally and in school
though now you realized his lingering stare and elongated hug paired with a gentle 'im proud of you' followed by head pats
you've never blushed this hard in your life but thank god he didn't tease you about it and just smiled
the months passed like that and you realized that he began spending more time with you, leaving your brother to play video games and study on his own as tyun was in your room helping you with homework
Over time, your crush on him grew as did his crush on you
you guys would mess around instead of studying
he would initiate pillow fights where he would pin you down followed by heavy eye contact and arm wrestles where he would flaunt his strength, not that you minded
it wasn't until one day while studying that you couldn't focus while he was talking to you because his lips just looked so soft that day that once he realized you were staring at them he pulled your chair in closer, gently held your chin, and gave you the softest kiss you've ever had
after parting he gave you the happiest smile in the world asking you to be his girl not realizing that your brother was standing at the door dumbfounded but not surprised as his best friend would always bring you up in every conversation
huening kai roommates
you guys have been roommates for about two years now and not only did that consist of shared sweets, movie nights, and plushie fights, but also a huge crush that he's been harboring
he's scared that you'll move out soon and with the encouragement of the boys he starts to make bolder moves
which in his book is letting you borrow some of his plushies and letting you pick the movie
despite his newfound extended generosity, you don't pick up on it until you're having a game night with the boys, and yeonjun privately slips that kai has a massive crush on you
your cheeks immediately heat up and you're flustered for the rest of the night
once the boys are gone and it's just you two, you ask him to have a dance party and purposefully put a slow dance on queue
he gets shy at first but finally calms down and then finally the world makes sense to him
as you rest your head on his chest and he holds your waist he quietly tells you that he loves you and you say it back
you lift your head and after a couple seconds of silence but heavy air you share a soft kiss followed by a sweet 'are you my girlfriend now? please say yes'
© tyuntopia | please do not copy or translate without my permission
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luffyvace · 4 months ago
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what BSD characters are like driving!! 🤗 (😀)
includes PM, ADA & DOA
(these are short + no gifs bc it’s a LOT of characters)
Killing/threatening warning, yk, PM stuff..
PM
Mori Ougai: (I don’t condone his behavior—they ruined what he could’ve been)
actually a decently normal driver?
occasionally pushes the red/yellow light, especially if he’s late for smth important
will you Elise to be like “please my little girl is in the car 🥺😕” if he’s gets pulled over
Only trust him to drive you around if your one of his executives…otherwise if he asks you to get in his car- DONT.
Nakahara Chuuya:
ultimate road rager
really it’s not him it’s all these grannies drivin around!! 🙄
gets a million tickets a month but has the money to pay them off
i mean, he would. If he didn’t just kill/threaten the police officers..
don’t let him see Dazai either 😭😭
will probably be like “HEY DAZAI, ITS A DREAM COME TRUE” and (try to) ram his car into him—using his ability too, as a bonus
Kōyō Ozaki:
swears/mutter under her breath about how “people are idiots” more than she actually curses people out
i feel like she only would if someone were to damage he beautiful car (she has it custom with lots of pink floral patterns, not in a childish way!- it’s very pretty 😊)
she can afford to fix it ofc but it still upsets her
that person definitely doesn’t go home that night…..
she’s very beautiful so she could probably con her way out of getting tickets “I won’t do it again officer~” immediately rolls her eyes and calls them names that will not be stated here as soon as she drives off 😆
Ryunosuke Akutagawa:
I believe he’s a decent driver as well
Only drives recklessly if he’s angry/Dazai forced him to take Atsushi with him 😃😭
definitely drives safe when his sister’s in he car 🥹💗
usually turns the music all the way down
Gin Akutagawa:
would prefer to walk or have Ryuu drive her <3
but she does know how, knows the basics but sometimes forgets what random buttons do
gets pretty shy when she’s pulled over (she was either speeding because she was late for work or just happened to be caught going during a red light) so the officers let her go with out a ticket, just a (non literal) slap on the wrist “don’t let it happen again kid”
doesn’t play any music at all
Ichiyo Higuchi:
uhh she’s either driving wildly because she’s trying to help out Akutagawa or decently but parks on curbs/hits others car often 😃😅
forgets to turn on the radio since half the time she’s in the car she’s rushing
yeah I don’t have much to say since she drives pretty okay 👍
Ryūrō Hirotsu:
prefers to walk 100%
doesn’t even know why he has a car
actually yes he does it’s because it’s an old school model he’s had forever and is proud of
so he also doesn’t drive bc he doesn’t wanna scuff it up
would be a good driver if he did tho
will be the driver for other people’s cars tho
Michirō Tachihara:
very impatient
especially since most the time he’s trying to get to work
im ngl he’s probably made his car fly to work one day since he can control metal
maybe Chuuya has done that too…..definitely.
honks the horn like crazy 😭
tries to tone it down if one of his superiors are with him tho, like Kōyō, Hirotsu or Mori
Sakunosuke Oda: (Odasaku)
only drives crazy during emergencies
Good luck to whoever is in the car with him at that moment, your getting flung all over the place- seatbelt or not 😂😂
Otherwise you can 100% trust him to drive you around :)
very responsible, turns on his turning signal, stops at even yellow lights and never gets tickets 😊💗
Ango Sakaguchi:
another reliable and responsible one!
except he’s not as bad when it comes to emergencies 😭👍
he drives fast inbetween lights when it comes that kind of thing, like if it’s 3 green lights he’s stepping on the gas, but if there’s a red he’ll speed to that very light 😭
or he’ll just keep going since he’s a officer 🤷‍♀️ I forgot abt that..OOPS
ADA
Yukichi Fukuzawa:
really good driver
stops for animals, people, red lights, yellow lights
only downside is he sometimes doesn’t notice the green light
he’s one of those where you have to be like “uhhh the light is green”
Akiko Yosano:
uhhhhhh don’t drive with her
Professional road rager
has a quicker temper with men than women but she’s still speeding past you angrily either way….
only difference is she might hope out to curse out the men if she has the time
gets like 4 tickets a month..😭
Atsushi Nakajima:
he’s getting there! 😃
would drive better if Dazai didn’t keep rushing and distracting him 🤦‍♀️
tries to drive extra safe when Kyouka’s in the car /p (I don’t ship them she’s 14)
has to drive Dazai a lot of the time, and is pretty much the go to pick up guy for Ranpo too
or anyone who needs a ride really, he’s too helpful for his own good because he knows they’re gonna drive them crazy- but helps them out anyway 😅
Doppo Kunikida:
vv good driver 🫡
ultimate best driver passed his driving test with flying colors
Dazai be driving him crazy when he’s in the car with him but it’s okay he can drive with his feet/knees 😭🤷‍♀️
plays soft music from underrated bands
Jun’ichiriō Tanizaki:
uhh Naomi bothers him way too much while he’s in the car
wouldn’t accidentally run so many red lights if it weren’t for her
doesn’t even notice it’s red until she points it out and he’s already passed the stop line
They agree to both pay for the ticket
Kenji Miyazawa:
doesn’t drive
lives walking and would rather to say hi to the citizens everyday
likes to take it slow so he gets up early to walk to work
hes used to it since he’s a farmer 😊
Kyōka Izumi:
knows the basics
will start speeding without warning if you tell her an emergency has happened
hold your horses yall 🗿
mostly let’s Atsushi drive/prefers for him to so she can stare out the window
prefers no music
Osamu Dazai:
don’t even get me started
he only drives regularly when something serious happens
Don’t be fooled he’s certainly going over the speed limit
but he’s not being loud and obnoxious for once
will sing along to songs annoyingly loud and encourages whoever’s in the car to join (only Kenji does, but nobody mind him <3)
accidentally runs a few red lights but at least he’s never ran over anyone (it’s came close….)
Ranpo Edogawa:
doesn’t drive
only hitches rides from others and by others I mean Atsushi
I mean he can he’s just too lazy to and also likes to stare out the window
Wants to be the one in control of the radio despite not being the driver “I’m the worlds greatest detective! And I deduce you should let me choose the station!”
Naomi Tanizaki:
only gets rides from Juni
i feel like she doesn’t have a license yet
she walks to school and rides home with Tanizaki after work
always bugging him while he’s driving
she’s learning to drive from him even tho she doesn’t want to do she could keep hitching rides with him
probably thinking about failing the test on purpose but she realizes she wouldn’t be able to drive him to the hospital/agency if something were to happen..
Kirako Haruno: (office clerk lady)
if something happened to Tanizaki she would be the one to drive Naomi around
just make sure she never tries to drive while drunk…
otherwise a decent driver….probably occasionally pushes yellow lights
only gets a ticket once every 6-7 months or so
DOA
Kamui:
safest driver in the lands
yk cuz criminals be the safest drivers so they don’t get pulled over
LOL /j but even if he did the officer would immediately recognize him, apologize and back off
so yeah! Not to say he’s recklessly but he can definitely get away with running red lights :P
Bram Stoker:
um…..I actually don’t know why I put him here
LOL
would obviously hitch rides untilll…ifykyk 😊
but even then driving a car would be way too complex for him to even WANT to learn to do….
Fyodor Dostoevsky:
Okay now the actually criminally safe driver is him (PUN INTENDED LOL)
could probably use his intellect to get out of getting a ticket anyway
knows all the laws and has the memorized somehow and will probably outsmart the officer
doesn’t drive unless needed tho
Nikolai Gogol:
what does HE need to drive for?! 😭
bro just use your cape!
anyway he’d probably only do so if his goal required it or fun to run people over and set them free 🫡🕊️
another one who doesn’t drive
Sigma: (male alpha giga chad 🙂)
⚠️S5 DEATH/ENDING SPOILER⚠️
HELP ME I SEARCHED UP FYODOR’S NAME IN ANOTHER TAB AND I FORGOT HOW TO SPELL IT INSTANYLY SO WHEN I CLOSED MY KEYBOARD FYODOR D AUTOCORRECTED INTO FYODOR DIED 😭
Can I get a moment of silence for sitting here and taking the time out of my day to write all them COMPLICATED AHH NAMES⁉️🗣️
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umeoniii · 2 years ago
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DATE NIGHT WITH HANGE….sfw and nsfw if you don’t mind🤗 -📚
date night w hange sfw & nsfw ∧( 'Θ' )∧
!: fem reader, she/they prns 4 hange
sfw:
☆ hange would take you out to something like an aquarium, museum, book store, amusement parks or out to coffee
pretty cliche ik, but it’s something i do see happening
this is only if it’s not something meant to be super romantic or special, obviously she’d take you out to a nice restaurant if there’s a special occasion.
☆ buys a whole bunch of souvenirs each time! u guys have so many plushies, shirts, n’ random prizes from places you’ve been to
☆ takes lots of photos to capture the moments
many off guard but cute pics of u
☆ does not wear dresses
i can not see them wearing dresses or super duper feminine outfits if it’s something formal.
like maybe, MAYBE if they really had to or if you really wanted them to they’ll wear a nice dress that you pick out.
she actually pulls it off very nicely with her hair up <3
☆ when you are at a very upscale restaurant she orders the most sophisticated thing on the menu
“i’ll just take what she’s getting” you say through gritted teeth having not a clue in the slightest what you’re about to eat
☆ pays in full. restaurant, the mall, museum. whatever the date is she pays for all expenses involved
never ever makes u pay when you’re out together
☆ lots of ppl look at you guys in restaurants. actually just at hange. i feel she sometimes cannot read the room and just acts super kiddie.
like she’ll get her spoon n say “here comes the airplane” to you in a baby voice and try to feed you
☆ but at the same time i feel she can be super classy and keep it at a 0. it’s great she can do both
☆ really likes goin out w u. so literally anytime they’re off they’ll take you out somewhere.
☆ they try to take you to new places not just the same places over n over
there’s only two places that they like going w u a lot. the planetarium and you guy’s favorite restaurant.
~
nsfw:
♡ “i gotta tell you something privately” is what she tells you luring you into the family bathroom
♡ literally begs you to touch them
and you just stare in disbelief as it all unfolds
♡ she can’t even contain herself in public no matter how hard she tries…
♡ like seriously hange’s literally obsessed w you
sometimes she only plans dates just to see you all dressed up and in public.
watchin all the ppl starin at you in admiration never being able to have you. it keeps her content and satisfied.
and u just stare at her clueless (not really bcs u know what you’re doing deep down)
♡ back to the bathroom, she’s literally begging and pleading. she’s not even worried about keeping her cool anymore. if you’re not gonna touch her at least let her touch u. and you say no plain and simple and let her deal with her thirst on her own.
♡ she goes back to normal and eats and converses like nothing happened even though she still wants you, even more now.
♡ they’re literally shaking under the table
♡ gets super touchy after… rubbin your thighs your arms
when you leave your date, her arm is wrapped around your waist.
♡ nicely opens the door for you so you can get in the car. whole time she’s just eager to get you home. has a grip on your thigh while drivin (left hand is steerin the other is gripping your thigh)
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“you look so beautiful in that dress.” hange said, fixated on your appearance
“thank you baby. i don’t understand why you had to rush me into the bathroom to tell me that” you laughed softly looking up at her.
the light in her eyes flickered like a lighter for a split second, before they switched and brightened.
her muscles formed a soft smile, “it’s just that… wow… this is so crazy right?” she chuckled
deep down you couldn’t find yourself to be bothered with her front and little games. you washed your hands and prepared yourself to leave through the door of the restroom.
hanges hand swiftly grabbed onto your wrist making your bracelets jangle.
“wait, please don’t leave” frantic words left her lips
“i know what you want, i don’t want to do this with you in a place like this” you looked at her disheveled form through the mirror.
“don’t say that, i know there was a reason behind you wearing that dress.”
“yeah, because i wanted to look nice for our date”
the only thing that could be heard was that of the muffled conversations behind the bathroom door. hange couldn’t help but to eye the dress. it was so short and all of your back was showing. your jewelry matched it perfectly, everything about you that night was more intoxicating than the sweet red wine the two of you sipped at.
“i said im not doing this with you and i mean it” hange watched you in shambles as you walked out the restroom, leaving them alone with only their thoughts and fantasies.
upset is how she felt, pissed even. but she knew it was impossible to make you do something that you didn’t want to do and she respected it. she really wanted to snatch you back into the bathroom, prop you onto the marble sink not worried about anyone coming in and have her way with you. still it was a fantasy distant from becoming a reality.
she washed her hands and fixed her hair before going back to the table where the two of you sat with no words for a few minutes.
“the dress really does look pretty on you though”
you watched as hange just barley ate the food that sat on the platter. taking tiny bites of the meat then sipping at her wine. eventually you’d strike conversation again about your work and she’d listen and give some comments.
she still didn’t eat the food and you couldn’t help but ask her about it.
“why aren’t you eating hange, don’t waste your money like that!”
a breathy laugh left her mouth before she responded, “it’s fine really, i’m just not hungry”
she was lying.
“you sure were hungry before we went into the bathroom” you said in a snarky tone
she said bluntly, “it’s just that now in saving my appetite.”
“for what? dessert?” you scoffed
“yeah, if that’s what you would like to call it.”
the two of you looked at each other before you stated you were done with dinner as well.
you watched her pay the bill and leave the waiter a tip before you and her left.
the two of you walked outside, the crisp autumn breeze brushed against your legs giving you goosebumps.
when the two of you stood before the shiny black car, hange opened the door beckoning you to get in. a small smile accompanied you as you sat on the beige leather seat.
she got in briskly turning on the car and driving. the weather report was on the radio.
it was supposed to rain tonight.
usually in the car hange would listen to it the whole time. it was practically music to her ears, hearing that it’s going to be 67 degrees and drafty. it started to change when you started dating her, making her loosen up and listen to music.
“there’s a weather app, check it. i wanna listen to something else” you would change the radio while her eyes were on the road.
she listened too, she listened to mostly anything you told her to do and she wasn’t one to listen to anyone.
“you didn’t get your dessert hange. what’s up with that?” quietly you said, your glance was out the window.
warm hands rubbed up and down your legs. her eyes still on the road.
“nothing looked good on the menu”, was the last thing she said to you the whole ride.
the rest of the ride you looked out the window, hange’s hand still resting on your thigh. no words were exchanged between the two of you and you felt no words had to be. the thought of what was going to happen when you got home raced throughout your head.
it was pretty obvious just how they were going to act but you were still somewhat nervous.
as soon as you got home she exited the car and went to your side opening the door for you. her hand reached out for yours, you held it and got up.
“c’mon i got something for you.” she whispered into your ear.
the two of you walked into the house and as soon as the door closed hange came behind you and picked you up walking to the bedroom.
the heat in your body was rising, you felt your panties becoming more wet by the millisecond. every touch from hange made you even more shakier.
she layed you down on the bed and took of her glasses, setting them on the night stand. lights weren’t even on her mind because she was so needy. warm hands rubbed at your lower legs before pulling up your dress. carefully she pulled down your panties, practically drooling from staring at your glistening cunt.
her index finger softly ghosted your clit, pressing on it and rubbing it slowly. you couldn’t help but let out a breathy gasp from the touch.
“you’ll let me won’t you?” words left softly from her lips, still rubbing you.
“y-yes” you sputtered looking at them, the moonlight illuminated their face making their eyes shimmer.
she draped both of your legs over her shoulders, your soft tummy folding, before going down on you. kisses were placed inside your thighs, your pubic area, then your wet pussy. her tongue slid through you, separating your sticky folds.
she licked at your clit slowly, her hand rested on your clothed breasts before she quickly pulled down your dress ripping the fabric. you almost shouted at her but couldn’t when she slipped her tongue into your hole.
your rock hard nipple rested in between her thumb and index fingers as she went back to sucking your pretty clit. you heard her moaning softly into you while she lapped at your cunt.
her hand slowly moved from your chest to under the bed, her eyes met your teary ones before she detached her mouth from your pussy.
you watched as she put on the strap, aligning it with you and slowly inserting it.
“that’s it” she praised softly
the pace started of slowly then sped up causing the headboard to squeak. your boobs bounced in the pattern of hange’s thrusts making them paw at your breasts.
“fuck im sorry for ripping the dress, you looked so cute in it” she sighed
words didn’t even come to your cluttered mind. a ring of creamy cum circled the base of the strap. your arms rested around hanges neck pulling her in for a kiss.
your lips clashed and your tongues met during the messy kiss. you held her tight moaning into her mouth as she still thrusted into you.
scattered was the perfect word to describe how you felt. your brain was foggy and a mess, nothing went on inside of your pretty little head. only moans and hiccups left your pretty little lips.
hange leaned out of the kiss wiping the saliva off her mouth with her sleeve.
“your cute greedy pussy always takes me so well.” her hand squished your cheeks
“mhm hm” you hummed scratching the fabric of her shirt.
movements became slower but her thrusts became harder, slamming into your cunt. your body started to tense up as you felt yourself getting close.
your arms wrapped around hange’s back embracing them. your head lie in the crook of their neck inhaling their scent as you whine and whimper to yourself.
“oh god” you shakily said muffled inside of hange’s neck as you came all over the strap.
your eyes were shut tightly as you clawed at hange’s back still thrusting inside of you.
overstimulated, you begged her to stop.
“you know earlier i was begging as well” she said smartly into your ear, nibbling at your earlobe.
a few thrusts later though she stopped and pushed your legs all the way to your chest.
“attagirl” she praised spreading your folds watching the cum trickle down onto the sheets.
her hands rubbed at the fat of your ass before kissing your on your cheek.
tags!: @hangesgirlypop @yiugen @heartshapedtearss 💗
a/n: this took forever didnt it.. im sorry 📚 anon.. i added the end as a lil bonus! since it took me a million years to write and then post this…
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slowandsteddie · 1 year ago
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Y’all voted on this.
“Hey there, big guy.” / “You aren’t Eddie.”
I was really really excited to write this, honestly.
It is VERY important that you read the CW on this one.
I might be working through some things I personally went through on this one, so it’s… darker than I’d normally go.
CW: Steve is drugged, very heavily implied sexual assault (maybe skip the pink font?), ptsd, mention of bad parents, drinking as a coping mechanism, underage drinking, bartender looks like Billy (isn’t btw), very brief mention of Billy’s death, mentions of drugs, mentions of weed
Lots of hurt and little comfort.
Parts of this feel kinda rushed to me, and there’s one part where that is on purpose. But, uh. Not a fan of the ending of this bc it’s late and I’m sleepy. But also I don’t wanna edit this or dwell on it or it won’t get posted at all. So. This is where we are.
Potential for a part two.
2536 words.
After the night that Nancy called their relationship bullshit, Steve had sworn off alcohol and any drug stronger than the weed he used to help himself sleep when he was home alone. And he had been able to stick to it, too.
Until Starcourt.
When he had nearly been killed by Russians, confessed his love to a lesbian (while he, himself was mostly gay), and saw Billy Hargrove murdered by some thing from the Upside Down.
Yeah, life was pretty fucked up. And if he found solace at the bottom of a bottle, that was his problem.
No one but Robin needed to know. That girl was his Platonic soulmate and she got to know practically everything. Hell, he had lost track of how many times they had slept in the same bed, just so they could know the other was still breathing. They clung so tight to each other that it was like they were trying to nestle into rib cages and grasp onto bones so that they couldn’t be ripped apart again.
It helped with the nightmares and the panic to have someone so close to him who understood. Someone who knew what he went through without him having to explain it. Someone who knew that the fire cover up was complete shit. Someone who wasn’t a kid that he had to protect and hide his pain from.
Don’t get him wrong, he loved those kids. He would die for them. He’d kill for them. He’d wreck the beautiful car of his dreams for them. He’d even pretend to be okay for them, no matter what. But he could never confide in them. Not about what he went through. Not the way he could with Robin.
The thing about trauma bonding with someone is that there doesn’t have to be secrets. They already knew the worst thing that you have been through, so everything else would be a cakewalk by comparison.
During the day, it was easy to be goofy and laugh and hide the fact that he had been through absolute hell. But at night, everything came back to him. Him screaming that he just worked for Scoops and not being believed. Him offering free ice cream for life, just to get out of there.
Offering his body when that didn’t work because he didn’t have anything else and he knew his parents wouldn’t pay a ransom, even if the Russians had decided to try that route. And if they took him up on that offer, no one had to know. He didn’t even have to know. He could just pretend that the drugs took those memories too and not think about it.
The night time was what had him drinking again. The sun would start setting and he’d find himself reaching for that bottle, as though he needed it as desperately as he needed air and open spaces.
Even when Robin was over, he couldn’t close the door before taking a shower. Though, that didn’t matter much, when she’d go sit on the toilet and talk to him, with nothing but a curtain between them as the water poured over him and he sobbed as silently as he could while he cleaned himself and she chatted away about some random thing that he couldn’t follow, no matter how hard he tried. On particularly bad nights, Robin would find him in the shower, and wearing his t-shirt and shorts, she would help him wash his hair, his body, while he could only lean against the wall, feeling as though he would shake himself apart.
But, he needed to get better. He couldn’t be a mess forever. He couldn’t rely on his best friend always being available to help him through the rough patches. Most people would see the therapist recommended to them after going through things like The Upside Down and days of torture at the hands of Russians in a base under the mall that they used to work in.
Not Steve.
Oh, no.
That made too much sense.
Instead of therapy, he decided that going to a gay club in Indy would be a great idea. It had been long enough that his injuries had turned to scars. Sure, his ears rang a lot and sometimes his vision went a little fuzzy if he turned his head too fast, but he was fine. Really.
He had called and told Robin where he’d be. He didn’t need her panicking because she went to his house and he wasn’t there. He also called Henderson, just to make sure one of the kids knew he wasn’t home. They all talked constantly so the message would get around.
Just because he was stupid, didn’t mean he was irresponsible.
Steve was dressed in his favorite jeans, the ones that made his ass look nice, and a yellow polo. He didn’t really have many options in terms of shirts because it was almost time to do laundry again. He hated the washer though, as he still had times when his ribs panged when he tried to lean over too far. With that stupid washer, he always had to lean too far. There was no other way to make sure he got everything out of it.
He took the time to style his hair properly, even when the effort made his arms shake and the muscles in his hands and wrists spasm. Being tortured had some lasting effects and it was annoying. He was so tired of it. Tired of being forced to remember what he went through, even while doing the most mundane things.
He flipped the collar on his shirt up to try and make sure that the scars on his neck weren’t too obvious at first glance. That was as good as it was going to get as he refused to wear makeup to cover it up.
Then, he walked out to his car after locking the front door. Here goes nothing. He slid into the car that he hadn’t actually driven in a few weeks and started her up. She purred as though it was only yesterday that she was last turned on.
Steve mouthed the directions to himself before buckling up, turning on the radio, and beginning the drive.
Time passed, though he wasn’t sure how much of it. But he did get to the club without incident. He parked his car and locked the door before putting the keys in his pocket.
His favorite thing about this place was that they didn’t ID, something that he remembered from when he had came here before Starcourt. He had just wanted to dance with fellow queers. The first few times that he was here, he had been given water when he went to the bar.
He was glad to find that this time the bartender asked him what he’d be drinking. He was glad that the blond with curly hair and a charming smile didn’t even bat an eye over his request for a shot of whiskey, and just poured the drink.
“First one’s on the house.” God, even his voice was charming.
“Thank you,” Steve replied gratefully.
He threw the drink back and didn’t even make a face over it. The familiar, warm burn of the alcohol was a welcome one.
“How much for the second?” He asked, a slight smile tugging at his lips.
“For you? A dollar a shot.”
Steve placed a 10 dollar bill down. “One shot and one mixed drink that would leave you with what you consider an acceptable tip.”
“Yessir,” the bartender replied with a smile.
It wasn’t fair that the older male had ocean eyes he could get lost in.
Steve took the shot like nothing again, running a hand through his hair. He thanked the bartender, again, before taking his mixed drink and moving to the dance floor.
He was having fun. There were a lot of people and loud music and he had some liquid courage that was also helping to keep his chronic pain under control. After a few songs, he finished his drink before going to take his glass to the bar.
He was dizzy, but he just assumed that was from turning his head too fast a few minutes ago when someone started dancing behind him. He told himself that it had just been because he wanted to know if the guy pressing against his back was cute or not. (He was.)
Steve’s thoughts were incoherent, but he had moments when his brain didn’t seem to work right, especially when he was under the influence. It was his new normal ever since his brain had been starved of oxygen. But he couldn’t think about that again. Not now.
He asked the bartender for water, noticing the name tag this time. Billy. Oh, the painful irony.
He drank it down pretty fast, fully intending to thank him for it after. But then there was an arm around his shoulder and he was moving on to help someone on the other side of the bar.
“Hey there, big guy,” the other male said while squeezing his shoulder.
“You aren’t Eddie,” he said stupidly. It was in that moment that Steve realized who he had a crush on, but that wasn’t important right now.
“I can be whoever you want me to be, handsome.”
Steve pulled away. “I’m sorry, but no. You really can’t.”
“Okay, I’m sorry. That was a bad joke. Eddie sent me to take you home.”
“He wouldn’t have sent anyone to get me.” He said defiantly. “He’d come himself,” he added to cover up whatever he had said.
The world was spinning worse and he turned to walk to the bathroom. He was being followed and he knew it, but what other choice did he have?
By the time Steve got to the bathroom, he was mostly out of it. But, he got flashes.
The door being locked behind them.
His pants being unbuttoned.
Trying to struggle but it was just so hard to lift his arms.
Being shoved against the counter.
Heavy breathing in his ear.
Pain.
Sliding down.
Curling into a ball.
Clutching his own shirt.
Eddie.
Eddie.
Eddie.
When Steve woke up again, the first thing he noticed was that he was in the trailer. The second thing he noticed was that he felt like shit. Everything hurt more than it should for just a hangover, and he didn’t even want to think about why his hips and thighs felt the way they did.
He tried to sit up, groaning over the effort before letting himself lay back down on the couch. The toilet flushed, the water ran, and then there were footsteps coming back toward him. He didn’t know why he flinched and tried to hide in the blanket he had over him, but he did.
“Hey there, big boy,” Eddie said softly.
Steve whimpered. He wasn’t sure why he didn’t like being called that anymore. It was something that the older male had called him ever since they started getting friendly. Ever since he had started buying weed from him.
“Wanna talk about it, Steve?” He added.
He shook his head.
“Why’d the bartender call me when he found you instead of Robin? Don’t get me wrong, I’m flattered that you thought I was safe.”
“I don’t know. Was kinda falling apart. I guess I wanted drugs more than…”
“More than your girlfriend?”
Steve snorted. “She’s my Platonic soulmate. Capital P. Not my girlfriend.”
Eddie tilted his head. “Want me to call the soulmate?”
Steve shook his head quickly before groaning and holding his temples. “My car?” He croaked.
“I took Jeff with me to pick you up. He drove ‘er back. Your car is in my driveway, safe and sound.”
Steve made a sound and let his eyes close.
“Steve. I’m not going to make any choices for you. But you were assaulted. The only reason that bartender didn’t call the police was that he didn’t want to out you.”
His eyes fluttered. “That… that explains it.” His body chose that moment to let him pass out again.
When he was conscious again, he was still on Eddie’s couch. He could hear the other male talking on the phone. He did his best to pretend that he was still asleep. But he was crying and the sniffling gave him away.
“Hey man, do you want Robin to come here?”
“No,” he said too quickly. “I just… I need a bit to comprehend. Tell her an hour, yeah? Then I’ll go with her and get out of your hair.”
Eddie relayed the message and hung up.
“He drugged me. But I still knew what was up. He flirted with me, but I wasn’t interested. I said he wasn’t you as though I had some kind of right to want it to be you who was flirting, man. I’m sorry.”
“Why are you sorry?” Of course it was only the apology that Eddie picked up on.
“Because I have no right to have a crush on you after how I treated you. Because I have no right to tell you that I have a crush on you after what happened to me.”
“If that’s how you feel, then I have no right to tell you that the feeling is mutual and that I have every intention of finding the guy who did this to you and making him pay. I have no right to feel so possessive and protective. I have no right to tell you that I always run away, but right now I just want to fight for you.”
“Mm. You’re right. We have no right to be having this conversation when it’s too much for me.”
Eddie was about to get up.
“Hold me?” Steve asked so quietly.
And his request was honored so gently. He might have been whimpering and flinching, but that didn’t stop him from grabbing the older male’s shirt and clinging to it.
When Robin barged into the trailer, exactly sixty-one minutes later, Steve flinched and his hands gripped on to Eddie’s knees tightly.
Eddie was sitting sideways on the couch, his legs spread so that Steve could be seated between them. His back was against the older male’s chest and his hands had been playing with the loose threads over Eddie’s knees before he was startled. Eddie had been trying to braid Steve’s too short hair as they listened to some music that neither male was paying enough attention to in order to place.
As soon as he saw his best friend, he was struggling to his feet before stumbling over to her with all the grace of a newborn giraffe.
“R-Robbie.”
“Stevie.”
“I shouldn’t have gone.”
“Hey, don’t blame yourself.”
They were clinging to each other, both of them shaking.
“Promised to never leave you again.”
“It’s okay. We’ll get through this. Also, Eddie is driving us home because I refuse to let go of you.”
“I am?”
“You are.”
“And then you’re staying, too.” Steve added.
“I am.” There was a smile to Eddie’s voice at that.
Despite everything, Steve liked him and felt safe with him. Hopefully Eddie would never do anything to break that.
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its-all-papaya · 3 months ago
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omg so so so excited about landoscar kid fic. it'll be incredible to read no matter what direction you take it, your characterization hits!!!❤️
Ok these are just random headcanons that make me soft but (also just vibes would love to hear ur thoughts/opinions about this verse forever): 
Lando letting Emma pick out Oscar merch to wear on race weekends 
Lando & Emma become a very welcome addition to the paddock: Emma loves the cars; Oscar passing hospitality in a rush but seeing Lando happily chatting away with some McLaren ppl and it makes him both warm and prideful— Lando’s adapting so well to this new lifestyle and it blows Oscar’s mind every time they’re really making it work 🥺
Trips to Australia!!! Lando and Emma LOVE it there!
Lando’s handling the clothes shopping for the whole fam honestly😅 and the trip planning
Pre-lando Oscar could cook up like 2 nice dinners but after meeting him, he invests time into it and gets genuinely good. On non-race weeks grocery shopping with Emma is a whole thing—Oscar never knew it could be so enjoyable picking up groceries & cooking for his familyyyy
thank you for sending these so i can release them rn to vibes cleanse the dash 🙂‍↕️
emma wearing oscar merch is already in the outline and I've only outlined like 1/5 of this thing, so absolutely dw, that will be in there. she's a little confused about mclaren in general in this thing but she got the spirit.
lando and emma in the paddock also going to be part of this for sure. I took the max f inspo last night and just fucking ran with that, so f1 is not a new world for either of them now, but being part of oscar's corner of it is. And they're definitely around more races after lando and osc get together and it's definitely a dead heat between who's heart/brain will explode faster: oscar seeing lando waiting for him in hospitality & watching emma with her big headphones on in the garage during free practice, or lando watching oscar take little moments out of his work day to pay attention to them and give Emma high-fives and kiss lando's forehead before he has to run off to his next thing.
yes australia !! lando probably first meets oscar's family on a gp weekend tbh, but oscar's been itching to take them both home with him foreverrrrr bc emma's ALWAYS asking for stories about australia and begging to go see the kangaroos. and then yes, they both love it. and oscar's accent gets stronger when he's there and that's impossible for lando to deal with.
yeah the thing i didn't consider when making lando kind of a disaster is that oscar is also a mess of a different kind? and so that honestly probably makes lando feel BETTER, because lando feels self-conscious about himself as an adult almost constantly, but in comparison to oscar's four t-shirts (dried with the fkn oven, lest we forget) and general carelessness on some things, lando is like... perhaps i am sometimes a little put together after all. but osc when he's around takes on a select few of the domestic tasks lando loathes (cooking yes absolutely) and that's cool but it's mainly so nice to just have another person around. to entertain emma while lando does necessary adult things or to run grab extra shampoo from the store quick bc lando didn't realize they were out and now emma's already in the bath. having a partner? mint.
extras for youuuuu from my own early plotting and thinking:
calling/facetiming oscar before emma's bedtime on race weekends when they're not along with. esp when it's like the north american races and lando lets emma stay up an extra 45 minutes past bedtime so they can watch fp1 and then call osc to say goodnight. emma so impatient to call even though lando reminds her every time they do this that they have to wait for oscar to call them because he's at work and he'll only have a minute. but then him in his race suit still with balaclava lines and lando is like. extremely not normal about it. ever. and emma is like "you were the fastest, osc?" and oscar is like "well we were testing a new rear wing, so-" and lando's like "yeah she doesn't care babe" even though he knows oscar knows that and they're both just being shits bc they're helplessly FOND of each other. (lando stays up past his bedtime, too, to watch fp2 and oscar calls HIM to say goodnight after that as well)
i decided last night to just swap lando and max f in this universe, so max is the other mclaren driver. so then max being stupidly irritated all the time that HE'S been the one around emma since she was BORN and OSCAR won her over in like four days. after everything he's done for her, she still wants to sit in OSCAR'S lap in-between media events, smh. constant bickering between max f and oscar about whose merch emma is gonna wear and who she wants to finish ahead of the other (even though she truly can't tell them apart on track whatsoever and gets excited whenever any papaya car does anything) and who's her favorite. and she obviously drinks in all the attention and lando is just heart exploding bc how did he even end up with all of his most favorite people all in one place like what good deeds did past life him do to deserve this cosmic luck?
emma's used to daddy sleeping in, so she's good at waiting to get out of bed until it's time, but oscar gets up early and she quickly learns that when he stays the night, she can get up and follow him to the kitchen at like 7am and he won't even be upset. he'll let her sit on the counter while he scrambles eggs or whatever and talk to her about whatever she wants to hear about. premiere bonding time for them. (also then osc coming over once after a late flight home from wherever just to sleep in lando's bed bc he missed his bby and lando said it was okay. so he gets up to get water early, still sleepy, and emma comes running in to join and he's like "i need to go back to sleep, baby, sorry :(" bc he's rlly only gotten like two hours at that point. but she looks so sad... so he's like "do you wanna have a cuddle with us?" and obviously she does. so lando lifting his head all groggy and confused as oscar slides back into bed, but osc just shushes him and kisses his hair like "sh, go back to sleep, emma's here though" and then his daughter's on the bed, too, and lando's really not sure what's happening bc he's hardly awake, but em curls against his chest and oscar presses up behind him and kisses the back of his neck and like. there's literally nothing to complain about?? so sleepy lazy morning as they all snooze until like 11am.)
ANYWAY!! I'M NORMAL ABOUT THIS FIC!!
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joseimukeaddict · 5 days ago
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Haikyuu and Public Transportation Headcanons: Date Tech
So I had planned to finish this like a month ago but then I got stuck and then finals hit and now I may be pulling an all-night to finish my final project for art… and yeah, I really do only post whenever I’m stressed out of my mind 🙃. Anyways I’m trying sth new and am linking some good causes below if you guys want to support someone in need ⬇️ ⬇️⬇️ Also at the bottom are my headcanons for the other teams.
Third Years
Yasushi Kamasaki - Bro is the most normal guy on the subway ever like actually I got stuck on him for WEEKS bc I couldn't think of anything; every once in a while he has payment problems with his phone not scanning but other than that riding the bus and subway is just riding public transportation for him; he gets his driver's license and a car pretty quick too and bro would never get on the subway again if his car didn't have limited capacity (it's not like he hates the subway or anything) (I'm so sorry to any Kamasaki stans I cannot get a read on this guy)
Kaname Moniwa - Always been a bus kid, has his bag in his lap to not take up space; gets slightly motion sick on longer rides; eyes glued to the phone on rides so not to accidentally make contact with random passengers
Takehito Sasaya - Prefers the train; honestly, I see him riding the train often on the way to a date with his girlfriend (who will be his future wife, I can’t believe someone actually gets canonically hitched in Haikyuu AND WITH KIDS, damn the sacrifices you have to make to be a main character 😔); stander on the train even when his gf is with him but it’s annoying bc of the height difference so she needs to pull him down into a seat (this man is a girl dad, he listens to his future wife)
Second Years
Mai Nametsu - Travels either on bus or train with a small group of friends except for mornings when she comes in early to prep the gym before practice; always works on something when she’s alone like notes for practice or homework (my girl gives such diligent worker vibes); public transportation has always been convenient for her so if she gets a driver’s license, she’ll still use public transport if she can
Takanobu Aone - poor lonely boy on the train who people won’t sit next to 😭 (actually from Haikyuu-Bu!!); he’s very punctual and has a very predictable schedule so eventually the people who always ride the same train car as he will realize he’s not scary and some grannies will end up sitting next to him later on, not much of a talker but a great listener and they’ll offer him candies; I don’t care if this is not canon but he’s a sitter because the train car heights are too short for him to feel comfortable standing
Kenji Futakuchi - sits at the end of the seats right by the door so he can immediately get out of the train car because he has no patience for slow people; wants to nap on the train but the train seats are so uncomfortable so he just ends up scrolling on his phone the whole time, which just makes him more tired and cranky; actually prefers riding with friends since he won’t have to be on his phone but man will not make conversation himself and will just half-heartily listen, unless he’s with Aone, in that case, Futakuchi needs to talk or else it’s going to be a silent train ride
Yutaka Obara - Power naps at the back of the bus, waking up just in time to rush to the doors to get off at his stop; doesn't like the subways much because it's always crowded whenever he has to get on one and he hates the feeling of being packed like a sardine; loves a long-distance bullet train ride, especially if he can get some extra leg room, then he can stretch out and watch the world go by
Tarō Onagawa - One of the few kids who get driven by their parents ( helicopter mother) so riding the subway for the first time was kinda special for them; a little wary of all the strangers in close distance at first but the headphones and music combo makes the experience so much better on the subway than car; I see the guy never getting his license when he grows up and gets a job that allows him to make great use of public transport
First Years
Kanji Koganegawa - chronically barely makes it onto the ride and thus rarely gets to sit (it's fine bc he's too tall to sit comfortably anyway); gets his jacket caught in the doors after barely making it too so after tugging for a bit, he gives up and waits for the next stop; even when the ride is completely packed, he really likes looking out the window so at least one perk of being this tall is there's rarely anyone blocking his view
Jingo Fukiage - Rides the bus but stands since he's also too tall for the seats to sit comfortably; similar to Aone, people didn't really sit near him until they realized he just had a resting blank face, and Fukiage definitely noticed this happening but just didn't do anything because he has no idea how to respond; if someone asks him for directions he blanks on response until a minute later when his brain has finally booted up and he can give an articulated response
Kōsuke Sakunami - He cannot ride public transportation with anyone from his team, because 1) the train is almost always packed and he has to be squished like a sardine, and 2) his dignity when his face is squashed between the wall and Koganegawa's chest, which isn't helped by the fact that Koganegawa keeps asking if Sakunami is okay when Sakunami can't even move his mouth without fear of biting the inside of his cheek; the slipperiest traveler in the subway, he can squeeze in between and around half a train car's length of people and slip onto and off a train as the train doors are closing; he ends up getting his license but chooses instead to carpool since he was kinda lonely and now it feels weird to travel anywhere without Koganegawa’s insistent yapping
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Bonus:
Takurō Oiwake has a car, which cannot be any smaller than mid-sized if not an entire truck. This man has ridden public transport a total of 3 times in his life because his family can fix their own cars.
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Other Teams: Nekoma, Seijoh, Karasuno
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Yea I need to get back to lineart, next one is either the owls or foxes, I'll decide when it comes to it. Remember to pretend these headcanons don't exist if you don't like them, and stay safe everyone!
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seiwas · 9 months ago
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sel i don’t know what’s been in the air lately but i cannot stop thinking about iwa!!! the way he’d get flustered the first time you call him haji <333 he’s so in love with you, he smiles even if you call him haji accidentally when you’re mad at him!!! also buying cute pilates or gym sets and modelling them for him in your bedroom he just LOVES watching you <33 but it’s a little annoying cause u can’t trust his options cause he just says you look gorgeous in all of them <333 also the first time you wore a blue set he’d liked in particular to the gym you have to suck him off in the car cause he underestimated how much of an effect you’d have on him
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oh my god. i was awwing the entire half of this until i got to the end was like whoAH WHOAH WHOAH. so true tho nonie. he can't drive w a raging boner, that'd just be too dangerous! also, buying cute pilates/gym sets gets him so rock hard i cannot EVEN. i love that idea nonie
truly... the enlightenment is in the air that’s what it is 😌🥺 we are finally being enlighjime-d, iwaitened. he also absolutely does get flustered when you first call him haji 🥺 i have a lil thing… i wrote abt that… actually… it's part of my hajime series (which is privated rn bc i'm rewriting it!! my writing style has changed a bit since i first wrote it) but!! i'll put it up here for our enjoyment 🥹🥹 and maximum feels (unfortunately, it is entirely innocent and no sucking off in the car but it is still so very dear to me! 🥺)
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When Iwaizumi takes up Sports Science in California, you stay behind and complete your degree in Japan. The time difference sucks; just as he starts his day, you’re ending yours. Still, you make an effort to talk within the window of hours you’re able to. 
At 1:03 a.m., you are cozied up on your bed, night light casting a soft glow onto your tired eyes. You yawn, squinting at your phone while waiting for a familiar face to pop up on screen. A few minutes pass, and it vibrates, the picture you took of Iwaizumi that summer after high school on display. 
You swipe your screen to find bright light streaking through the lens of Iwaizumi’s camera, obscuring your vision of him.
“Hold on,” he murmurs, before the view turns to black. Random blobs and shapes move around and you suspect that he’s probably wiping the lens while moving to a place with shade. “Sorry, just walking to campus right now.”
You wait patiently. 
Soon enough, you are faced with a clearer visual of Iwaizumi, his spiky hair now shaped into a semi-crew cut—olive green eyes giving off the same stare you know can only belong to him. He doesn’t look much different from the photo assigned to him on your phone, but he doesn’t look the same either. The fact that you notice these changes means that time has passed, and you’re reminded that this is the Iwaizumi you no longer have—the Hajime you could have had. 
“Hey,” he greets, sending you a grin. A few beats and recognition flashes through his face as he notices that you’re all tucked in bed, ready to sleep. “Shit, did I wake you?” 
You laugh and shake your head, mushing your cheek against your pillow, “No, it’s okay,” you snuggle up to your duvet, “was waiting for your call anyway.” you readjust your phone and place both hands under your cheek, “You rushing to class today?” 
“Not really.” he answers, looking up from the screen, presumably to cross a road. “First period canceled, so I’m heading to the gym for a bit. How ‘bout you?” 
“Well,” a playful glint sparks in your eyes, “not rushing to class, no. Not going to the gym, either. Not in this outfit, I think.” you smile, suppressing a laugh. Iwaizumi rolls his eyes, but you can see traces of a smirk gracing his lips. 
Since going to America, Iwaizumi has gone through a few changes: his confidence, his humor, and his temperament—all of which have gotten better. He’s a lot more relaxed now than he used to be, joking around and going along with your jokes every now and then. But underneath all these improvements, he retains the same qualities that make him the Iwaizumi you know (and love). 
“Ha. ha. Funny.” he responds sarcastically. 
A twinge pinches at your heart, and you think, God, this banter, it hurts. This is the soft spot you know he holds for you. You’re brought back to the same nastiest look he’d given you when you wrote the most horrible puns on Aoba Johsai banners during matches. 
“I meant, how ‘bout you, you aren’t rushing to class tomorrow? Actually–” the video moves around and you catch a glimpse of him tapping his smart watch, a familiar black bracelet on his other wrist, “—shouldn’t you be asleep?” When he returns to the screen, worry lodges through his furrowed brows, a small pout forming on his face. You want so badly to be there to wipe it off. 
“It’s fine. You called, so.” you say softly, gently, leaving room for your admittance to ring louder. You know he understands because he’s done the same. 
“Well,” he copies you, “I don’t want to keep you up. Sleep’s really important, you know.” 
You hum in acknowledgment, “Okay,” disappointment poorly hidden in your tone. 
But he knows, he always does. “Call me when you’re free later, I’ll pick up. We can catch up then.” 
You smile and nod. A yawn escapes you, eyes slowly drifting shut. “Good morning, Haji.” you mumble.
He freezes.
He wouldn’t have heard it if not for his earphones (thank god he had them). It’s the first time you’ve ever called him Haji. Heat rises from the back of his neck, to the tips of his ears, down again to the expanse of his cheeks. The familiar thump sounds loudly in his ears. 
“‘Night,” he responds, whispering your name before ending the call.
It takes him a while before he continues to walk towards the gym; his heart is pounding too hard and too loudly for him to focus on where to go. All that replays in his mind is the sound of you saying Haji, softly, tenderly—the way you encase the syllables of his name in comfort that feels like it belongs to your lips.
Haji.
He wonders if you meant to call him that.
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v1trum · 3 months ago
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Always loved adrenaline rushes but it just got more intense when i went an hour and a half no pain meds with 6 broken bones and i literally did not care cus i couldn't feel anything unless i touched it. "I think my arm is broken" and then i pointed at the one part of my arm that WASNT broken 💀
Walking on a broken ankle casually is lowkey crazy and i love being able to say I've done that. I feel so cool when in reality it was the adrenaline making me feel so fucking high
That shit was just as mind fogging at the fucking KETAMINE they put me on later to work on my arm while i was awake (didn't rly work on the pain btw i was tripping balls while shit still hurt like hell ❤️)
Its actually funny tho cus i was in a pediatric hospital so there was a giant mickey mouse painting on the wall that i was staring at like my savior or some shit . He was doing flips (not actually but he looked REALLY weird for no reason)
My dad was watching them do it all from outside of the room and fr said "that looked painful" when he walked back in NO SHIT 😭 THEY LITERALLY TWISTED AROUND MY FRESHLY BROKEN ARM AND ACTED LIKE MAKING MICKEY ON THE WALL DANCE IN MY VISION WAS STOPPING THE PAIN... LIKE NO.. it numbed it a little but that shit hurt so bad it was literally like being too high to be able to say "hey actually stop the meds aren't doing shit for the pain" while they twist around my bones 😭 i got funny stories out of it tho cus i fr said "IS THAT MY ARM???" like i was SO flabbergasted bc i hadn't seen it lifted all day and didn't know they could get it to do that (they did so very painfully but yk)
Yk it actually felt like such a movie ! 🎀 /Hj
It rly did tho. Cus in movies they always gotta pass out n shit and wake up. I didn't physically pass out but i mentally like fell asleep. I was in shock and had NO clue what was happening
I literally woke up in a smoky car in an extreme amount of un-pin-pointable pain while also not feeling anything. The feeling of my face swelling was crazy tooooo
Bloody face n shit i bet i looked cool as shit before i swelled up like a pumpkin 💀
A random cop comes up and says the car is smoking and we need to get out in case it lights on fire so we did and he brought me to the passenger of his car bc i was clearly distraught as FUCK and was NAWT gonna be able to stand straight up 💀
Yk its actually crazy cus i was in that car for 10 minutes but it fully felt like 1 minute at MOST. Also several weeks or months after it happened i remembered how i was sitting in his car and i pulled down the sun blocker mirror thingy and just stared at myself like wow okay am i gonna die or smthn god damn my entire face is swollen and im bleeding a ton holy hell
Also the other day a tiktok made me remember another thing from it but then i forgot again um. Yk!!!
Make that three what the hell (I'm probably not done)
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ikwhatyouaremikewheeler · 2 years ago
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jargyle trying to hide that they are dating but they’re a little too high and a little too obvious, and will clocks them immediately
Thank you for the ask!! But uh here is my very rusty attempt at this, sorry if this isn’t exactly what you had in mind, this is just how I imagine it!!
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Jonathan had thought his relationship with Argyle had been pretty well hidden, at least most of the time. Well unless they were alone. Then obviously, it wasn’t.
But he was super wrong.
After getting back from the roller rink, He had invited Argyle in for dinner, which in hindsight probably wasn’t a good idea because they were both tripping balls, from Jonathan’s obviously over relaxed demeanor, and his tendency to chuckle at every noise made. Usually this wasn’t a problem, no one ever said anything about it, but the lingering touches between him and Argyle, on the hand, or Jonathan pressed against his side until he literally couldn’t be, well it raised some suspicion from Will.
Now obviously he wasn’t going to say anything, not infront of everyone at least. It just seemed cruel. Jonathan was whispering to Argyle, asking him several random questions, mainly about why Murray was there, to which Argyle shrugged, “maybe he’s a business dude with your mom or something man.” Jonathan nodded slowly, sitting back up from his slouching position, “right yeah, can you pass me the olive oil?” “That’s wine.”
Dinner continued as normal, with Will’s eyes on Argyle and Jonathan like a hawk, nothing else had really happened, except for Jonathan leaning his head on Argyle’s shoulder for a long period of time, and He looked peaceful. But what if Will was wrong? That would be embarrassing to bring up.
-sometime after dinner bc yeah-
Will was helping Jonathan in the kitchen, waiting until everyone was in a car proximity, before hounding Jonathan. “So… you seem pretty close with Argyle. Is he cool?” That wasn’t want he wanted to ask, but obviously he couldn’t just blurt out and ask him if they were dating, at least not until he got more information. Jonathan nodded, mainly without hesitation, looking over as he cleaned off the dishes, water flicking over onto his shirt. “Yeah he’s cool. Why’d you ask?” Will shrugged, playing it off as he dried the counter. “Just curious, you were like, wedged onto him earlier.”
Jonathan had figured Will knew. He could practically feel his eyes burning into him, but it didn’t really bother him, someone had to know right? “If you’re trying to ask if we’re.. a thing, then yes. We are. Sorta-“ it was a complicated matter, it’s not like they really specified exactly what the two were, obviously more than friends but not exactly lovers? “Right, yeah no it’s cool- I was just asking. I didn’t want you to get the wrong idea” Will rambled, as Jonathan looked over and shook his head softly. “You worry too much, but if that answers your question, was that all you needed? Or did you want to talk about anything else?”
Will shook his head absently, he wasn’t going to judge him for it, so his question had been answered for now. “Nope- I’m good. Just uh- be more careful in front of mom, with the; being high thing. She might catch on” Jonathan nodded, finishing up the dishes and drying his hands off. “Yeah I figured, and, could you maybe not tell anyone right now? I mean I know you won’t it’s just- I’m still trying to figure out what we’re gonna end up being, and I need to talk to him.
Will nodded, giving him a small grin. “Course, your secret is safe with me.”
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So that was, really rushed and I’m sorry, once again if that isn’t what you imagined or anything, but I hope you enjoyed this! Also I’m super rusty right now, so bear with me please
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nathank77 · 1 day ago
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12/21/24
9:52 a.m
There is snow and i have to clean my car if I'm to go to the gym.. I have to clean my car anyways. I went for a late gym day on Thursday and I mean it sucked for 2 reasons.
1) i ate my one meal of the day before I went. So I felt like I wasn't taking care of myself after the gym by only eating protein bars... I ended up eating a cheese sandwich before bed to make sure I had carbs and shit.
I like eating my full real meal right after the gym... for muscle repair.. and building..
2) I feel a little rushed bc I dont want to drive at night but I know it's inevitable. I didn't actually rush. I was there for almost 3 hours... but I mean in the morning I dont feel rushed.
So idk. I got to clean my car and the driveway eventually. But I like to wait until 2 or so bc its the hottest it'll be bc of the sun...
I might just clean my car around then and stay home. I can do legs tomorrow. And do arms/chest and abs on Monday. I feel like I'm slacking but I mean my body is also like you want to go 6 days out of 7... I'm tired and my trap isn't healed yet. But we could do legs today. Abs tomorrow and arms on Monday but then on Thursday you'll be real disappointed that you didn't do abs on monday...
But yea.. I've been trying to talk myself through my mom being on the floor and the blood.. it was a real bad nose bleed... it makes it less traumatic.. but it's still traumatic...
I might make eggs, wash dishes... clean my car... and then game... but idk.
Idk. I might call a crisis center just to have someone to talk to. One of the saddest things about having ocd is people think you can just get over it. But the anxiety is so fucking bad and your mind does mental gymnastics. It goes 500 miles a minutes about this touching that, and that touched that 3 weeks ago in the same spot, that your mom's shit bag touched that last week. People don't get it. Ocd is so severely debilitating..
Id love to have Riley sleep in my bed and not care about her period blood dripping everywhere. I'd love to not freak out over her poison ivy hair being on everything. I'd love to play with her and be her best friend. She's actually a really good dog. Like super good. Super obedient. Prob the best dog we have ever had in terms of obedience. She doesn't go to the bathroom in the house. She will hold it for hours. She's gotten less whiny..... less...... it's still bad and ruins my recordings if I were to game... and the random barking...
I can't be that guy though. More thyriod meds are not the answer. Flooding is not the answer. My barricade is the answer and coping with her hair being in my bed and trying to push it out of my bed with a pair of socks I'll throw in the laundry bc it touched it... while freaking out about my clothes on my body touching it while I sleep... and knowing I can't control it without washing my sheets everyday and even still it'll find it's way into my bed......... that's enough to cope with. Washing my clothes and finding her nasty hair in my clean clothes and knowing that I could wash it 50000 more times and it'll never come out. So I have to wear the clothes and pretend I don't know there is Riley fur all over my body...
Riley had a Dihherea disaster in her crate on the floor in front of it. Obv an accident... appearantly she didn't eat yesterday. My mother has been feeding her mushrooms with spices, fish burgers like baked fish on hamburgers rolls. Legit the entire sandwich. My mother prepares her own food and makes Riley a plate like she's a person and Riley jumps on her almost pushing her over trying to get to it.. she never did that with me... she respected my food... but my mother enables the behavior by making her a plate and then feeding her whatever she eats right after.
I mean the Dihherea was a disaster. Like when I say Riley is dying here. I don't mean like oh we are all dying since the day we are born. I mean she's 20 pounds heavier. She's prob got something stuck in her gi tract... she's still got two bald spots. Her not being fixed is actually a health issue and shortens her life. She will never get fixed here. Nala never did....
I'm sick of watching this and having my ocd and thyriod being ignored. No i won't do a biopsy and no i can't work. Why can't i work? Well my ocd was terrible before Riley. Now it's 50000000 billion times worse. My mental gymnastics went through the roof. More compulsions. More rituals to keep me safe.
And if my thyroid doesn't matter to anyone but me if it's cancer and it kills me, I'll commit suicide before it gets bad. I hope it isn't cancer. But I mean if they don't care, I don't want them to stand next to me and hold my hand while Riley is a constant reminder they don't actually care.
I'm never getting out of my little box. No one is going to date me. And until Riley dies... I'll have all these extra rituals and compulsions... that could go away if Riley left. Some would remain for a while.. but most would disappear after one good house cleaning session.
And everyone thinks I'm the problem bc she's this cute, adorable, good dog. And I'm the crazy guy who should get over it all. But I can't.
I wish I had a therapist.
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prettiedup · 28 days ago
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hiiii girl ~ huge fan of your work btw
this is a really weird and kind of random ask buttttt I rlly rlly RLLY want to start writing some x black reader! content on here bc it feels like we never have enough of it 😭 plus I love writing so it just seems like a fun hobby to start lmao
soo do you have any tips? like how to gain/keep a following, or how to be consistent with writing schedules? like there are so many amazing writers on here but I want to make a mark without overshadowing them ykwim?? I hope this makes sense lol
Hiiii sweetness ,
Okayyy ik im soososososo late but here r some of mi tips 💕
🎀 watch movies & read books for inspiration (take bits and parts and imagine yourself in that scenario)
🎀 write with no endgame , literally just open a doc and write wtv comes to mind until u cant anymore . Sometimes feeling like u have to upload something can put ur mind in a halt
🎀 take breaks throughout ur writing and reread what u’ve put down so far . Once u process everything your mind will kind of branch off and give u ideas on how to keep it going
🎀 gaining a following is kind of tricky , cus u can have smth that blows up nd u get 300 followers overnight . u can also have something that u put ur all into and gets veri little engagement . I think , remind urself dont write for followers write because its smth u enjoy doing
🎀 Make sure to use tags that yk fs are trending and go with ur fic . If its abt cars tag #cars and not #plants
🎀 trust me babi it is veri unlikely it’ll b viewed as overshadowing . If anything ppl will jus add u to their fav writers list
🎀 if u wanna leave a mark , i think writing lengthy fics wif super super good & engaging plots will help .
🎀 make friends & mutuals . That way u guys can support each other , reblogging goes a long way
🎀 if u do anonymous asks , engage wif people . That way people don’t see u as cocky or like robotic
🎀 dont rush to publish anything !! Youre not gonna write wif ur best potential if u just skim through writing. People use reading as an escape, nd as a writer we want to be as descriptive, thorough, nd engaging as possible
🎀 find a target audience . Frm what u’ve told me , im gonna assume ur hoping to reach black readers . When ur writing be descriptive of the mannerisms of da reader. Dont make them stereotypical but yk how we would respond/act in certain situations lmfaooo . uplift them thru ur works so that people like it enough to repost and ur works gain the attention of even more people in ur target audience
I hope this helps u in any way ! I wld love to support u as you begin writing
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inzaynety · 10 months ago
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him: stoic & sincere ⤫
➢ summary: random scenarios that tell you about what zayne is like
➢ content: zayne x fem!reader, 2306 words, not canon au but he’s in med school (college au bc i can)
➢ notes: pls i just saw a youtube short about ready-to-be airport dads lmao so it made it into this; also yes ur roomie’s name is that and yk why 😭 not beta read 👍🏼
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When he walks down the street he’s not stopped by many vendors. His face is enough to draw them away and while he doesn’t get much of that in the hospital, all his patients love him, the same thing can’t be said when he’s just out and about.
The rain doesn’t seem to be letting up and Loren watches as the sky is relentless in its attacks. The concrete is barely visible with the streams of water passing by and she’s grateful to have worn her boots to work that day, however, she forgot her umbrella. The coworker who left before and brought the lost-and-found umbrella from the back and the others were still working and came in their respective cars.
She stays under the overhang for a little more until she really has no choice but to move. The sun, though it was hidden behind the thick clouds, was going down and she would have an earful from her sister if she returned too late.
Taking a deep breath, she steels herself before a hand comes into her view. She whips her head over to the side and comes face to face with a stranger. His face was visible and she couldn’t stop the gasp that escaped her, luckily muted by the rain and wind.
He was handsome, yes, and familiar.
Thinking back to earlier in the week, she was the one who served him during lunch. He seemed unapproachable when he walked through the door but spoke politely when guided to his table; sitting alone and reading over a small notebook he pulled from his coat pocket. His order was also something out of the ordinary for someone of his looks and she never saw him look up except to thank her for the meal and to wave over the check, but now that she was able to look him in the eye, she was speechless.
“Did you need an umbrella?” He offers the one in his hand and it must have been a few seconds too long as he asks again. Loren shakes her head after the second time and waves her hands.
“O-Oh, no thank you! I wouldn’t want you to get caught up in the rain either. The station’s not too far so it’s okay if I just run over!” She gives him a smile but the man raises a brow and shakes his head, insisting that she hold the handle.
“No worries, I insist.” Seeing as there was no way she was going to reject his offer, and seeing as how the rain did not let up, she accepted the umbrella with a nod.
“I can return this to you in that box,” she points over to the umbrella holder outside of the cafe, “I assume you come around this area quite a few times?” Loren thinks she’s imagining it when she sees a small hint of a smile on his face that disappears as quick as it comes. The man only nods and walks away towards the cafe’s doors. He must be having a quick dinner before he goes home.
Loren holds the umbrella tightly in her hands and rushes over to the crosswalk. Thankfully, his umbrella was sturdy and as she waits at the red light, she finds her gaze trailing over to the glass of her workplace. The lights inside make it easy to see who was in front and she’s surprised.
The man had his arms around a girl who looked excited over something she was saying and upon looking at his face, it was filled with nothing but adoration. The coldness was gone and replaced with a sight she felt she was intruding on.
Loren blinks and turns away, walking briskly when the light turns green.
What a gentleman.
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Tara hasn’t seen you for the longest time due to your busy schedules, and what better than to have a double date with you, her, Zayne, and her new boyfriend.
You haven’t seen much of him except for the pictures she would send, but from her words he was a nice guy who genuinely loved her, and that was all you could ask for for your friend.
It’s a small family owned diner that you both settled on meeting and with Zayne’s hand in yours you guide him over to the table Tara and her boyfriend were seated at. Upon this being your first official meeting, he politely introduces himself as do both you and Zayne. You notice he’s a little nervous but that could just be due to first impressions; you are one of Tara’s closest friends.
But no. While Jack was nervous about meeting you, the piercing gaze and stone-cold features of the other man were enough to make his palms sweat a little. While you did most of the talking, Zayne would look between you, Tara, and him and with just a glance he could stop talking all together. He had this aura about him, but he just met the man for crying out loud.
Tara talked about you and Zayne from time to time mostly just about when you’d be seeing each other and all she gave about him was “He’s a doctor, tall, really nice, and I think you guys would get along!” That was clearly not enough information.
Being the best girlfriend with the ability to read his mind, Tara squeezes the back of his hand and he looks over to see her smile for his comfort. She suspected he’d had the same reaction she did when you first introduced him. She was skeptical at first from his expression being the most jaded thing she noticed, his actions around you were far from that.
“So, Jack,” Zayne says after you point out the things you wanted from the menu to him, “I heard you’re also into medicine.” Their conversation flows easily and he sees how well-spoken he is. There aren’t any awkward pauses or words he regrets saying: it’s all natural and nothing like how he felt only moments before.
When the waiter comes to the table in the middle of Jack’s story, Zayne recites your order perfectly along with his own all the while holding her hand beneath the table. And when the waiter leaves after going through everyone, he returns to the conversation, “What were you saying about the…”
What a nice thing to do.
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Your roommate Xavia thinks Zayne is funny. Not in a funny “haha” way but a funny “he’s an interesting guy” way. You both were friends since diapers and moving into your shared apartment was a childhood dream. Where you were going for school, how you were going to decorate, and what things you guys could do were endless.
When you moved in now both in your last two years, Zayne, who had been your boyfriend for a years now since the beginning of college, helped unpack. He took the heavier boxes along with Xavia’s brother who made it into a friendly competition. You would think Zayne would have brushed it off, but he accepted the challenge and soon both men were walking up the steps with about five boxes in each arm. Even you had stopped and stared at them as they looked ridiculous coming up the steps with nothing but the top of their heads visible. In the end, unloading was probably the quickest thing done that day.
You offered to go down to the grocery store to pick up some drinks and Xavia’s brother was also tasked with helping when Zayne took a phone call in another room. Xavia was unpacking one of the living room boxes when he walks out from the hallway and asks about your whereabouts. After she tells him, he nods and asks her if she needed any help. She expected that he would be a lot better than her brother, which he was, but he was also meticulous. It was like he knew where things were supposed to go to look the best and honestly, she was thankful that he did.
A few minutes passes and you texted that you were on your way back. Xavia stands up and pats down her jeans but a small sounds stops her. She turns around and on the balcony is a kitten pawing at the glass. The sliding door was slightly open and it looks like it saw it as it quickly made its way over and squeezed through.
She panics a little as a small animal running through all the new furniture and boxes wouldn’t be the most ideal. Zayne sees it too and crouches down when it practically splints inside, quickly scooping up the kitten in both of his hands. It looks surprised but doesn’t move, the two of them watching at it nuzzles down into his palms and closes its eyes.
The door opens and both you and Xavia’s brother see her and Zayne frozen with a small ball of fluff purring loudly. Your boyfriend cranes his head to face you and darts his eyes from yours over to the kitten. Xavia can’t help but laugh at the sight.
What a funny guy.
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Zayne���s apartment might as well be yours now too with how much time you spend the night. It’s gotten a lot more familiar with your presence from the drawer filled with you undergarments, the vanity cluttered with your skincare and makeup, and even the pantry overflowing with snacks he says he would never get but for you they’re there.
The heater is turned up for your sake, and since he runs a bit cold as well it’s for him too, but it’s just a little too hot for him though you never complain when he walks around without a shirt.
And you also rarely sit on the couch alone. Your legs are always placed over his as he massages your calves while watching your favorites. His attention is split between the dialogue between the main characters and your commentary should you have any, and you don’t usually need to repeat yourself because he listens to every word.
“This is such a dumb show, I love it,” you mumble after your breath and Zayne’s quirks his lips into a small smile upon looking you way. You mumble something about spine magic and creampuffs and he can’t help but let out a small chuckle. Humming in response, you don’t pause the episode but you do turn your head slightly his way. “What?”
“Nothing.” He comments and reaches down to roll out the tenseness in your muscles from the day. You watch in silence for a few more moments until he gets a text. Reaching for his phone, he unlocks it with a few quick taps of your birthday and looks up towards you again. “Are you packed for tomorrow?”
There’s a few beats of a pause and you’re rushing to your feet and down the hall to his (your shared) room. He’s got some suitcases you left there and practically a whole wardrobe of your stuff anyway. “I knew I forgot something!”
Zayne sighs, reaching over to the coffee table to pick up the remote and pause the show before getting up from the couch and following in suit.
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The airport is surprisingly not as crowded at this time but you’re a bit upset. Zayne would laugh if it wouldn’t put you in a worse mood but you looked very cute in sweats and his hoodie, standing beside him as he got your bags dropped off at the terminal. But anyway, clearly you were not a morning person.
Winter vacation was a perfect time to see family and friends back home and he was more than happy to accompany you this time like you had for him the year before. At least the upside to arrive at the airport nearly five hours before your flight was that you were flying with him.
The attendant finishes up checking your larger bags in and hands Zayne your tickets. He thanks her and puts away your passports and papers into his coat before taking his carry on in one hand and your hand in his other, after making sure you have your own bag, and pulling you along to the security.
You don’t know exactly why he’s in a rush considering there’s not many people and your flight is literally a few hours away, though it’s a little endearing. You lift your phone to record a few instances.
After security, he grabs a cart to place your bags on and follows you around to the duty free stores so you can shop hands-free.
“You can sit down, you know?” You tell him and he only shakes his head.
“I’ll follow you around. Where are you going next?”
On the flight he’s clutching tightly to your passports as you know for sure you’re going to lose it, and when you land he’s already taking both of your carry ons down from the overhead compartments. You make it to the carousel for your bags and there’s an elderly couple who seem to be having trouble picking up their luggage and he rushes over without delays to get it for them.
Zayne leans down to hear one of them describe what their bags look like and he grabs it all, receiving a pat on the cheek and a bag of sweets from the elderly woman.
“You’re a kind young man,” he only shakes his head and thanks her for the treats as they go about their day. When he walks back to you, you smile and press a kiss to his cheek. Looking behind him here’s a lot more people around now waiting for their stuff. You beckon him to you and he leans closer.
“Our bags just passed by. We have to wait for it to turn around another time.”
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colorfulpumpkin · 1 year ago
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incoming “local preschool teacher is just anxious™️ and tired™️ so she doesn’t like parties” rant :))
idk what it is about this week but these kids were off the walls !! like way more than usual…
so obviously i’m exhausted leaving work everyday and i just want to come home to my quiet apartment, eat my leftovers/watch my quiz shows, and go to bed at 8
but yesterday we had our holiday party for work. so i had to rush home, stressfully put on AND take off makeup bc i got too self aware and then rush to the party where i was on time but everyone was already there so really i was late
then we started playing “fun games” which even being asked to participate in made me have a panic attack and i almost got sick in the bathroom
then i continued to be overstimulated and asked “are you okay? you seem tired/sad/upset/*whatever people try to say to make you feel better*?”
which like yeah!
i am exhausted!
i should have been in bed an hour ago:/// and there’s too much music and talking and i don’t have room to stretch out and im anxious about this gift exchange (side note: i HATE random gift exchanges bc nobody is ever happy bc non of the gifts are personal? why couldn’t we just do secret santa?) and nobody really likes any of the people they work with and now you’re forcing me to take pictures and get upset when i rush out to my car to finally leave this god forsaken holiday party?
but anyways !! ironically i left with basically the same gift i brought (hot cocoa and a little treat)
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lovingllix · 6 years ago
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[11:47 pm]
ten has been in the studio for hours, worried he can’t get the timing right on a few steps. your phone vibrates next to your head, screen lighting up with a message from him.
loml💕:
can u come to the studio???
you type up a quick reply and throw on a sweatshirt borrowed from ten. you slide on some sneakers and rush out the door, afraid something might be wrong. when you arrive to the studio, you see a pitiful ten slouched against the mirror, sweat dripping from his long hair. he’s got an empty water bottle lying beside him, crushed and leaking slightly. you crouch next to him, taking his head in your hands. his deep brown eyes are glossed over, tears threatening to spill at any moment. ten leans into your touch and finally lets his tears flow. you sink to the ground, holding him close (although he’s sweaty and smelly), running your fingers through his damp hair. he mumbles something about frustration, not getting the timing down, being a failure. it’s a regular thing; he’ll get over it, but you can’t help but feel terrible for him.
“baby, look. you’re not a failure. it’s late and you’ve been practicing for hours. you look exhausted.”
he just nods, silence following for a few minutes.
“dance with me?”
you’re taken aback, but you agree. he puts on a slower song and turns the volume down low. a few more stray tears leave his eyes, but he wipes them away with his sleeve. the two of you dance for what seems like forever, until the song comes to an abrupt end. ten holds you close, afraid if he lets go you’ll somehow dissipate into thin air.
“let’s go home, get some rest.”
ten hums in agreement.
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[12:38 am]
after a long shower, ten flops down onto the soft plush mattress. walking into the bedroom, you hold back a giggle at the sight. his legs are halfway off the edge, and his head is nowhere near his pillow. but somehow, he’s already drifting off to sleep. you gently shake him awake, trying to adjust him into a more comfortable position. he doesn’t offer much help but you don’t mind; he’d been practicing all evening, after all. you crawl into bed beside him, his arms immediately finding your waist, his head resting on your shoulder.
“i don’t deserve you...”
“shh..just go to sleep, baby”
ten hums contently as your fingers tangle in his hair. his breathing evens out and his arms tighten once more around your waist. you pull the covers up and press a soft kiss to his forehead before falling into a deep sleep yourself.
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sunshine-on-marz · 2 years ago
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I AM HERE TO REQUEST TOTALLY NOT BECAUSE OF MY RANBOO FANGIRL MOMENT WHAT NO
ANYWAYS UMM
CAN I HAVE RANBOO FLUFF W/ GN READER PLEASE PLEASE PLEAAAASSSSEEEEEEEE
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ALSO BIT OF A HAPPY RANT BC YES
THE PAST FEW YEARS I HAVENT FELT CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO WEAR DSMP/MCYT MERCH TO SCHOOL BECAUSE SOME MEAN POOPY HEADS WERE MAKING FUN OF IT WHENEVER I DID WEAR IT SO I JUST STOPPED WEARING IT AND THE OTHER DAY THIS NEW GIRL COMES IN WEARING SAPNAP MERCH AND I ALMOST SCREAM AND THE NEXT DAY ITS GEORGE MERCH SOI FINALLY HAD THE CONFIDENCE TO WEAR MY RANBOO JACKET AND SHE WAS LIKE OMG I LOVE UR JACKET AND WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT DSMP AMD STUFF AND SHE WAS LIKE “if you listen to banter, they were talking about how dream might face reveal soon and honestly… he better be hot, we’ve waited too long for him not to be” AND I WAS WHEEZING SO HARD BUT IM JUST SO HAPPY I FINALLY HAVE AN IRL FRIEND TO TALK ABOUT DSMP WITH
ANYWAYS THATS MY RANDOM RANT FOR TODAY :]
BUT RANBOO MY BELOVED <3
Omg everything I wrote for this got deleted I’m so sorry if it seems rushed-
Home
Ranboo x Reader
Meeting ranboo in person
I’m calling him Mark in this idk if it’s his real name and really don’t care but if he’s uncomfortable being called that please dm me
Also, in this the reader is more feminine, im so sorry but I use they them pronouns, this fic is slightly self indulgent, so I do talk about makeup and doing hair and other “girly” stuff, anyone can enjoy these things so just have fun and enjoy!
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The man you loved so dearly held you as tightly as he could while he cried, well the both of you were crying but still. The makeup was starting to run down your face a little bit and Mark was picking you up by the waist with his arms looped under your thighs. “Oh my gosh! You’re so beautiful, even prettier in person, wow, I can’t believe I have you in my arms” what he was saying was muffled by your neck and slurred by his sobs, but still was understandable. “Shh, don’t cry, don’t cry love” your comforting words didn’t help much as each syllable was cut by your own hiccups and sobs. The two of you stood there in the middle of the airport sobbing for nearly 5 minutes until you both finally walked to the car. Once you both got into the vehicle he took a hair tie and pulled your hair back, it was all frizzy from the commotion of the day. He kissed you on the forehead and you started on the way to his house, or as you would soon call it, home.
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I hope you like this!!! It’s rushed and short but I like it!
@z0vamp this could be us
-Toad
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Have some cute ranboo art from Dakota Fox Art
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