#this was painful to create
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the bad boys cant have nice things and here is why
thank you for coming to my ted talk
#limited life#limited life smp#limited life spoilers#this was painful to create#it was funny tho#the bad boys#bad boys#smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#grian#i think the shittyness adds to the effect
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it’s crazy that rouge straight up said this and people still see her as a mother figure lmaooo
#edit: for the love of god ‘aunt/sister’ is not meaningfully different than mother figure#explain to me how ascribing a woman to a different role in a nuclear family is super subversive actually or shut up. please#rambles#stole a robot for the purpose of creating a perfect thieving tool and ignored every sign of interiority or will he expressed#and ditched him the second it became clear that the situation is more of a pain in the ass than it is a benefit#and said she’d hate to be a mom to said robot#how maternal.#god i fucking love rouge she’s so awesome in this game#such a shame about amy.#battle posting
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new official illust of them with puppies healed something in me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#file name pupys btw bc they r all. pupys#6 pupys in this image#cries eternally u kno the cruel thing is there is no winning fr me when it comes 2 creating art fr this series#i draw them in canon situations i experience pain i draw them in noncanon Relaxed situations i experience pain#illusion of choice.....#regardless i care them so much i would MUCH rather them b in a sunny field with dogs#i will endure the bittersweet feeling of being an audience member n knowing that their reality is nowhere this tranquil#i can dream :'< i can draw :'<#anyway this took a billion years bc i made megumi stand smh#he didnt fight or anything but th overall Composition ws a bit harder 2 navigate because of it#smth smth sizing smth smth planes idk i cant draw#i think it makes sense tho! nobara/yuuji sitting chilling casually rolling a tennis ball fr their puppies#meanwhile megumi Actively trying 2 train his#head in hands god im MISERABLE#anyway this will b available as a print per request if any1 wants 2 b miserable with me
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'art idea that's above your skill set' and 'writing idea that's above your skill set' are tortures I wish upon absolutely no one man
#nerfed by god forsaken by fate etc pain dude#its not impossible even like it just takes time#which just so happens to be the one resource that constantly shrinks and that you cant create more of
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People do not talk enough about how amazing Lae'zels voice acting is. Devora Wilde put her whole ass pussy into some of those lines but nobody pays attention and calls laezel one note and angry. But have you listened? Have you heard her voice shake as she cries "what good - this heart of stone - for it to be shattered?" Have you heard the conviction where she declares that Vlaketh has sinned against her? Have you listened to the fear in her voice, the slight tremble when she is talking of becoming a mindflayer and the way that she has utter awe in her tones when she experiences something that is truly spiritual to her? Like. It's such a subtle and great performance.
#bg3#lae'zel#the other voice actors are also incredible#wylls voice actor creates the charming prince so easily#but still manages the tough moments#karlachs act 3 gortash dead speech and the pain in that???#astarion gets all the praise anyway i dont gotta mention him#and gale and SHADOWHEART#god#such good performances in this game
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The way Rose Tyler is the blueprint of every companion after RTD’s era. The way the show runners always try to copy the easy, impactful way she has woven herself into the Doctor’s heart. The way she was an imperfect working class girl and she changed the worlds by being just that. The way her and both her Doctors danced together so easily, changed each other, existed together like they should just melt into one being. The way she still haunt the narrative decades and multiple generations later like no other character. The way the beautiful storyline they gave her and the Doctor can’t be mimicked again, no matter how hard they try.
Rose Marion Tyler is the blueprint and nobody has owned the Doctor’s hearts the way she has
She stole the Doctor away and she will never return him no matter how long she’s been gone
#tenrose#doctor who#it’s 2025 and I’m once again crying about the perfect painful story they created with the Doctor and Rose and just Rose herself#there is a reason she keeps being THE companion#(with Martha and Donna tbh)#she stole
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guh i want to try out a style but ive got zero thoughts (brainfog). Can people give me their blorbos or ocs in rb :3 ill draw two or three...
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J VHS HORROR COLLECTION inspo x x
#nctinc#jaehyunnet#mine*works#mine*gfx#gfx#useroro#userresa#userpeach#userjsuh#rhitag#ninqztual#eritual#oorieri#baekwin#heyykass#albalook#itsnctsworld#tuseral#leksietag#melontrack#jadeblr#useranusia#userbexrex#uservince#got really lazy with the back design but i really wanted to make smth and post it so its okay <3#i was going to do one for unconditional but it's 4 am and i just busted that roses one out in like an hour out of nowhere kxjvkxjb#so yh . another time on another post <3#ik roses isnt really giving vampire or anything like that but i could not come up w anything else for that song#turned my pain (jaehyuns enlistment) into art for that one bc it created itself#no new jaehyun content feels like a knife in the chest but that will give me time to make more things so <3
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Waiting for the day you get a hand disease / disorder so you stop drawing that dumbass OC of yours
Bold of you to assume I don't have chronic hand pain yet 😎
Have more Jade! (with the chronic hand pain btw)
#why would you think someone with a chronic pain/disorder can't create? Baby I've had this pain for YEARS.#girl go do your homework#sleepy answers
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Ok but I can't help but imagine what making out with yunho would be like. Is it soft and sweet, hot and sweaty, or a combination of both help me out here!
girl i Got u.
yunho makeouts are generally... hmm. slow and sensual. not necessarily lacking in the sweet department either! i think they generally happen when you're both a little lazy but still want to be close to each other. makeouts on their own don't happen very often -- with yunho they always tend to lead to something more -- but they're not obsolete... you're almost always on his lap, arms wrapped around his neck or hands running through his hair. and his hands are practically everywhere on you, starting at your sides and trailing up to your shoulders, down your arms, to your hips, your thighs. such a gentle touch, and so slow. taking his time to gauge your reactions, your little shivers and gasps, smiling coyly against your mouth when you tell him to quit it (but you're smiling, too). when you slip your tongue into his mouth he practically melts, boneless, giving up his little game and pulling you closer to him. if he doesn't take you to bed (which is most often the case), you end up with wet kisses spackled against your face and a giggly, blushing boyfriend.
#Hey god its me again.#i create my own pain atp I NEED HIMMMMM MY YUNHO#🦌.txt#ateez x reader#ateez imagines#ateez smut#ateez yunho x reader#ateez yunho imagine#ateez yunho smut#jeong yunho x reader#jeong yunho imagine#jeong yunho smut#🦌 answers
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the 2018 far cry 5 brainrot has returned
#John is absolutely standing on top of something he is not that tall yes#also this sketch made me remember how badly I hated his difficult af face#who created it#I mean it is beautiful but who#it was pain#time for me to disappear once again#merry christmas!#far cry 5#fc5#jacob seed#john seed#my art
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Oh my god, poverty brain makes big purchases so freakin scary. I know I need a laptop. I will have tons of downtime at work and I can't cart my three monitor gaming PC into work on slow days. So I need a laptop. I had some help picking a really good one and it's gonna do the stuff I need. But it's still such a big chunk of money. *Sweats* I have done it. But it was hard.
Luckily it sounds like my accommodation is getting reviewed for real this time and I should have more freetime at the small store and on my days off to take commissions again! I can also resume working on my comics as I've got a tablet going spare that I can take with, so all that is very exciting.
#the prospect of having spoons to create and time to do so is alleviating some of the Big Purchase feelings#the last time I was making big money I still really struggled to buy stuff even when I needed it#and one time my beloved took me shopping for clothes and I racked up like a $500 bill because it was all way nicer than I've ever considere#and I literally couldn't pay. I was like I want these clothes and I have the money but it's so painful so my beloved took my wallet#and shooed me away and the worker was kinda laughing cause I know it was ridiculous but I was so anxious#ramblies
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"It's so embarrassing to admit I only create art for validation" did paleolithic humans not paint for other humans to see. Does a child making their first drawing to show their parents makes it any less valuable. Do gardens arranged for the visitors' eyes make the roses any less beautiful. Do love poems written for one person alone to hear make your heart ache less. You're fine
#jay rambles.txt#two very hard pills to swallow: 1. art has always been created for money and it's a very normal practice in human history#and actually artists being expected to produce art for free or as cheap as they do now is a relatively new thing#2. humans have always created art for validation because being recognised and understood by your fellow humans is a universal human need#if you start to idealise artistry as something inherently selfless that needs to come with no gain or benefits or instead brings only pain#you are going down a VERY dangerous path of not being able to express yourself without shame - if at all#and potentially dragging other people you told close down into that mentality too if you're vocal about it#I've been there#I am there#It's a shitty feeling but the only way out of it is true embrace your need to be loved and desire for human connection or it won't end well#idk that's my opinion tho
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all i have left
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#itadori yuuji#yuuji#megumi#hhhhhhhhh why angsty mood im hurting my me :((((((#go from megumi angst 2 dumb outfits then HARD pivot back 2 angst#u dont understand th clench in my heart i get drawing th sukuna scars on megumi i genuinely hate it so much#theyre such a Part of yuuji's design tht drawing them on megumi feels so viscerally wrong n it just hammers home that nothing is alright#had to listen 2 the cutesiest music possible while drawing this 2 keep myself sane#miku miku beam th pain away :)#real talk tho like. im really not one to b terribly emotionally affected by my own art. or to draw from my Own emotional state at all rly#i tend 2 keep myself pretty distant#but theres smth abt this one man this one pulls at th kokoro :(#suffering from success ig :/#created an emotionally poignant piece n it hurt. 0/10 wld not recommend. am going back to drawing boys shirtless >:c#gna draw something else so i stop feeling genuine human emotion
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idk if buddie shippers know this but buck and eddie don't need to date for buck and eddie and chris to be a family like that's how non-nuclear families work. even if buck is dating tommy and if and when they start a family that doesn't negate the fact that eddie has leaned on buck or that he's an important person in christopher's life. and more importantly that doesn't mean buck isn't allowed to create his own family with tommy.
one thing 911 has got right again and again is showing non-nuclear families. eddie has been a single father with a solid support system including buck, carla, tia pepa and his abuela, since season 2. that's a non nuclear family.
there's also athena and michael divorcing and coparenting may and harry with bobby and david as sort-of stepdads. that's a blended queer family. (and i know that michael and david are no longer part of the show but if you're looking for a childless queer couple...)
hen and karen adopted denny and fostered nia, fostered other kids short-term, fostered mara with the intention to adopt - then when that fuckass ortiz got mara removed from her family, chimney and maddie, biological parents to jee-yun, stepped in and are fostering mara until hen and karen can sort out the matter.
there's literally not a single "mom and dad and two kids and a half kids and a cat and a dog" nuclear family portrayal on the show. it's great.
#send post#and tbh im kind of looking forward to them officially adopting mara#and no more fostering storylines on this show you have overdone it and you're getting everything wrong#buck and tommy fostering? NO.#buck and tommy adopting? yes :-)#do people forget it's possible to just adopt a newborn baby#and you can create angsty storylines there too ykno#like modern family did that with mitch and cam#and then they gave up bc it was too painful when it fell thru. that was a good SL#and on house md when cuddy wanted to adopt that baby and the mother changed her mind#anyway here's my controversial opinion of the day <3#don't even get me started on surrogacy#911 meta#my meta
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* how would the others react if dev got to chance to become a pixie? (If that makes any sense, very sorry if it doesn’t)
They'd be horrified and won't know how to process the information.
In this grim timeline, CosWan would have to come to terms that their youngest son is a walking death flag, while also embracing their new grandchild as much as they had embraced Timmy. It's a whole new terrifying life to navigate, but they'll do their best to navigate it together as family.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop cosmo#fop wanda#cosmo#wanda#asks#itty bitties fop au#tw implied death#dev becoming a fairy would create a shrodinger's situation#as long as dev's in fairyworld peri is both alive and dead and neither and both!! just like Cosmo and Wanda!!!#theres all sorts of emotions going on and all sorts of things could happen#but most importantly. coswan will REFUSE to break the family apart because of it#this would be a very grim but also hopeful and optimistic story#theyll never let Dev know how much pain his arrival would bring#they'd rather smother him with love and dedication to ensure that the worst case scenario never ever happens#but peri would know that his parents are agonizing and are suffering heartbreak over what he's done#purposely omitting timmy from this bcs in all honestly he might just kill a guy#haha
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