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wooyoung swearing on live... Didn't mean to moan like that my bad

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Is there something that you think might help you get the words out? All of those ideas sound like so much fun, but there’s of course no pressure from here! -🐍

ughhhh idk....... nonnie i am Itching to write abt all of those i practically feel it in my fingers.... i don't know how to explain it it's like i have the inspo and all the words are floating around in my brain I just can't make them come together in a pretty way...

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have so many feelings but the words are stuck in me and won't get Out...

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I can’t stop thinking about Hongjoong. About the soft, quiet, loving moments and about the moments where you’re desperate and needy and whining and he’s too calm, too sure, too even keel as he assures you he’ll take care of you. About the good moments being really, really good.

I just think he would be so sweet and loving and affectionate and also focused… what a fun game to see how quickly you can distract him, knowing full well he’ll return the favor some other time.

why not all of that at once

cw ୨୧ hj pov, smut, gn reader, oral (reader receiving), missionary, ...thts kind of it

Feather-light touches and a soft press of lips. Gentle in the way you lean your weight forward, insistent in the way you won't go. A game of push and pull, sweet strawberries and musk, the give of Hongjoong's breath at every new sensation.

"Come to bed?"

Your voice does a poor job at concealing your desire, barely not dripping off of your tongue. Honey-soaked and addicting. Hongjoong lets his tired eyes linger on the computer screen, barely a flicker of his gaze directed at you. He asks, "already?"

It's late. You want something, want him, and he can tell. Aching and willing, pliant and delicious in his grasp, just how he likes you.

You hum and it's a beautiful sound. "Miss you," is your answer, a whisper against Hongjoong's ear. Heaven-yellow light practically radiates from you, a warm glow, impossible to ignore, easy to bask in. Pretty and all his.

In the morning he'll pretend he doesn't let you guide him to bed in record time, mixing program open and unsaved on his computer. But selectively, he'll relive all of the sounds you give him when he's between your thighs, take note of the tremble in your legs and dip of your sides. He'll tease about how eager you are to taste yourself off of his lips, and let you tease back about the shaking of his shoulders when he finally has you properly under him.

"Faster," you sigh. Your nails leave pink marks on Hongjoong's skin and he never wants them to fade, forever scarred by how torturously you want him. "Please, Hongjoong."

He shushes you, pressing all the way into you just to hear the stutter in your breath. One hand lingering on your jaw, he says, "I always take care of you, don't I?"

Your eyes shine pretty like how light catches through stained glass. Skin on skin and his silver tongue, sweet like chocolate and imperceptibly sharp even when his words are so promising.

"Be patient. I'll give you what you want."

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ok #LifeUpdate so u guys don't think im just bailing ummm I'm moving in a couple weeks so posts and updates and etc might be kind of sporadic for a bit but sometime this week Im hoping to sit down and just answer a bunch of asks and maybeee post a little thing. (maybe.)

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Omfg the first part of the Woo/Reader/San imagine had me 🫣🥵 Can’t wait to see what’s in store for the second

ITS COMING I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!

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remember when i said pt 2 would be out on friday... my bad y'all

Ok not to give tonal whiplash from the sweetness of Woo and Jongho to absolute freak nasty thoughts buuuuuut… I was rereading the sextape with Wooyoung post you did a while back and it got me thinking… say it is a video call with Sannie… how the hell does he even react to that? And how likely is to end with you in bed with both of them one night because he can’t fucking get the images out of his head? And how encouraging would Wooyoung be about it? And how sweet and hard and comforting and also mean would they be together? -🐍

so uh. Um. yeah. splitting this up into 2 parts i couldnt help myself. nonnie ur killing me.

cw ୨୧ erm. sex tape? phone sex? threesome? kind of dubious consent on san's end so tread with caution but he gets into it, blowjobs, one line abt face slapping, a teeny bit of hair pulling, wooyo is an instigator and a brat, finger sucking, masturbation (male, referenced), dirty talk

18+ mdni!!

"Say hi, baby."

Wooyoung's voice is hazy and disconnected, whiny behind the flash of his phone. It takes a little too long for you to even register what he said, prompting a light slap to your cheek from him, and you pull yourself off of his cock to look at where you're pretty sure the camera actually is.

"H-Hi, Sannie," you say, breathless, swallowing what spit collected in your mouth from sucking Wooyoung off. You don't really know what to say, so you let Wooyoung push your hair out of your face and blink wetly up into the light. There's a muffled sound and then you hear San for the first time since he picked up the phone.

"Fuck," he curses, voice obviously strained even through the speakers. From behind the flash you catch a glimpse of Wooyoung's savage smile. "What is -- Wooyoungie, what are you --"

You guide your mouth back onto Wooyoung's cock and sigh at the weight of it on your tongue. He groans and uses his free hand to hold your hair back, speaking, but not to you: "Thought we'd -- ah, fuck -- put on a little show for you, Sannie," he says. You look past the phone at him and his breath hitches. "Wanted to treat you."

"Treat me?" San breathes, and you take Wooyoung's cock just a little deeper to see what both of them will do. The reaction is immediate, a sharp tug on your hair and a moan from Wooyoung simultaneous with the whimper you hear San let out. "This is..."

You pull back and Wooyoung lets you. "Wanna look good for you, Sannie," you say. Your voice is hoarse but you don't think they care.

Wooyoung jumps in immediately. "Looks so pretty, huh?" He eggs San on, hand squishing your cheeks together then pushing two fingers into your mouth. "Perfect for sucking cock, right?"

The noise San lets out is obscene, something crossed between a bitten back whimper and a gasp. Addicting, and you want to hear it over and over again. After half a second, he says, "fuck, yeah, so pretty. So beautiful."

The praise warms you. "You touchin' yourself, Sannie?" You ask, the first few syllables crowded by Wooyoung's fingers in your mouth until he takes them out. There's panting, then another glimpse of Wooyoung's grin, and San must have nodded. You wish you could see him. Probably looks just as pretty as he says you are, red faced and wrecked, eager to feel.

"Go on, then," Wooyoung says, tapping the tip of his cock against your lips -- a prompt, a reminder. "We said we'd give him a show."

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Ok not to give tonal whiplash from the sweetness of Woo and Jongho to absolute freak nasty thoughts buuuuuut… I was rereading the sextape with Wooyoung post you did a while back and it got me thinking… say it is a video call with Sannie… how the hell does he even react to that? And how likely is to end with you in bed with both of them one night because he can’t fucking get the images out of his head? And how encouraging would Wooyoung be about it? And how sweet and hard and comforting and also mean would they be together? -🐍

so uh. Um. yeah. splitting this up into 2 parts i couldnt help myself. nonnie ur killing me.

cw ୨୧ erm. sex tape? phone sex? threesome? kind of dubious consent on san's end so tread with caution but he gets into it, blowjobs, one line abt face slapping, a teeny bit of hair pulling, wooyo is an instigator and a brat, finger sucking, masturbation (male, referenced), dirty talk

18+ mdni!!

"Say hi, baby."

Wooyoung's voice is hazy and disconnected, whiny behind the flash of his phone. It takes a little too long for you to even register what he said, prompting a light slap to your cheek from him, and you pull yourself off of his cock to look at where you're pretty sure the camera actually is.

"H-Hi, Sannie," you say, breathless, swallowing what spit collected in your mouth from sucking Wooyoung off. You don't really know what to say, so you let Wooyoung push your hair out of your face and blink wetly up into the light. There's a muffled sound and then you hear San for the first time since he picked up the phone.

"Fuck," he curses, voice obviously strained even through the speakers. From behind the flash you catch a glimpse of Wooyoung's savage smile. "What is -- Wooyoungie, what are you --"

You guide your mouth back onto Wooyoung's cock and sigh at the weight of it on your tongue. He groans and uses his free hand to hold your hair back, speaking, but not to you: "Thought we'd -- ah, fuck -- put on a little show for you, Sannie," he says. You look past the phone at him and his breath hitches. "Wanted to treat you."

"Treat me?" San breathes, and you take Wooyoung's cock just a little deeper to see what both of them will do. The reaction is immediate, a sharp tug on your hair and a moan from Wooyoung simultaneous with the whimper you hear San let out. "This is..."

You pull back and Wooyoung lets you. "Wanna look good for you, Sannie," you say. Your voice is hoarse but you don't think they care.

Wooyoung jumps in immediately. "Looks so pretty, huh?" He eggs San on, hand squishing your cheeks together then pushing two fingers into your mouth. "Perfect for sucking cock, right?"

The noise San lets out is obscene, something crossed between a bitten back whimper and a gasp. Addicting, and you want to hear it over and over again. After half a second, he says, "fuck, yeah, so pretty. So beautiful."

The praise warms you. "You touchin' yourself, Sannie?" You ask, the first few syllables crowded by Wooyoung's fingers in your mouth until he takes them out. There's panting, then another glimpse of Wooyoung's grin, and San must have nodded. You wish you could see him. Probably looks just as pretty as he says you are, red faced and wrecked, eager to feel.

"Go on, then," Wooyoung says, tapping the tip of his cock against your lips -- a prompt, a reminder. "We said we'd give him a show."

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hi love :( hope ur day gets better

whenever i feel horrible i think about any member hugging me from behind and just pressing into them ? leaning against them ? just letting them hold me up ? idk how to say it. them softly peppering kisses across my face as i cry or running their hands up and down my arms. im the type to need physical affection when im sad, so my thoughts usually go to San, yeosang, or jongho first hehe

hi darlin !!! ima go with jongho for this one ive been feeling a typa way about him recently...

i think jongho is sooo just like, emotional and physical pillar. so strong and patient and lovely. i think it'd be easy to calm down with him -- even if you were so worked up and upset over something, in no time he'd have you taking deep breaths and talking thru it.

letting you rest all of your weight on him and wrapping you up in his arms, swaying from side to side. pressing kisses into your hair, the back of your neck, your shoulder, reaching around to kiss the side of your face and your temples. he'll never push you to talk about things when you don't want to, but he's patient and willing and offers a nudge here and there just so you're not holding anything in.

just so kind and thoughtful. he'd probably try to make you laugh once you calmed down a little -- sharing giggles thru sniffles until you barely remember what was bothering you in the first place, safe and secure in jongho's arms <3

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I’ve been thinking about Wooyoung cuddles a lot lately! When he’s not being nasty (affectionate) or bratty or teasing. When it’s just you and him and the quiet of your living room, hands pressed to soft skin and quiet breathing and absent minded kisses pressed to noses and foreheads and cheeks. Maybe you’re reading something and he’s running his fingers through your hair and letting his mind wander.

Just quiet, gentle love that’s all yours. Just knowing each other. Just holding each other. I want soft moments with him so bad it makes my teeth ache.

I hope you’re feeling a little better by now, love! -🐍

HIII honey im feeling alright <3 its been a Day to say the least

but omfg wooyoung cuddles... it would fix me. i love love loveeee the concept of a lovely night together, so quiet and kind. especially when it's so cold out -- coming home from work in the evening to wooyoung almost done with dinner, something nice and warm to chase away the winter chill. you tell each other about your days as he finishes up and you both start eating, and there's still time before you need to get ready for bed... no better way to unwind than snuggling with your favorite annoyingly cute black cat.

laying across his lap... he's playing some game on his phone, maybe watching a video, one of his hands mindlessly running thru your hair. sometimes he interrupts whatever you're doing with a funny meme or one of those stupid like "your month your duo" memes with cats

eventually you change positions and you're laying on his chest; it's here that's dangerous territory. bordering on getting a little too cozy and nodding off... he always scolds you afterwards ("you're gonna mess up your sleep schedule!! if you're feeling tired go to bed!!") even though he falls asleep with you most of the time.

oh well. all is forgotten when you finally go to sleep together, wrapped in each other's hold until the sun shines bright the next morning. <3

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haii .. having a rough day today ... anyone have any sweetieful thoughts to share (´⌣`ʃƪ)

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this goes hand in hand with the zombie apocalypse au i want to write with seonghwa

one day I'll write some corny cold-souled city kids causing chaos fic with wooyoung and none of you will have a say in it

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one day I'll write some corny cold-souled city kids causing chaos fic with wooyoung and none of you will have a say in it

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aight so boom … im thinking abt stealing a black tank top from any ateez member and wearing it without a bra. and because their asses are fit, the tank top is tight. … and for me personally? i’m big chested with nipple piercings, so you can imagine where im going with this.

yeo, woo, and hwa dont know where to look in fear of cumming untouched if they looked too long. (woo tries to be brave about it, but his resolve crumbles in 30 seconds)

jongho’s blood goes to his dick so fast, now he’s nauseous and nervously giggling. also, i can’t remember if we’ve seen baby bear in a black tank top yet? but if theres anything i know after seeing his arms, i know he would look absolutely delicious.

san is trying his best to be nonchalant and say you look cute in his clothes!! he is shaking from the effort it takes for NOT pounce on you.

mingi is trying to be normal and cool about it too, but you can SEE his hands itching to hold and grab at you. his voice is suddenly deeper than normal and he’s salivating

in all honesty … i think yunho makes an effort to not-so-subtly look down at your cleavage, you actually have to tell him “hey, eyes up here”. not that yunho isnt already cuddly and affectionate, but if you’re wearing his top? he’s finding many more unnecessary reasons to touch you, especially when you’re doing mundane chores together. idk if this makes sense.

joong? he’s stuttering. he can’t focus. are you trying to kill him? he’s a bit better than the rest at pretending like this isn’t affecting him, but you saw the moment his eyes darkened and his jaw slacked. he gives it to you absolutely freak nasty after that.

-braindump nonnie 🍓

nonnie i Need u to know when u first sent this I was staring at my phone in absolute shock at work... u r just so right. jongho being so turned on hes nauseous has me ctfu

wooyoung is trying way too hard to be normal its just so obvious like hes doing too much. chatting ur ear off about any and everything. probably after abt 5 mins of him just yapping away he looks you dead in the eye and is like "Please let me touch you."

san absolutely is bright red and cannot talk for fear of his voice cracking like a teenager. speaking in hand motions and one word answers for the foreseeable future

mingi sinks down to his knees in front of u and Begs you to let him touch you (yes hes drooling.)

yunho lowk doesnt even try to hide it hes shameless as hell. will act clueless tho because hes a freak. he's backhugging you at the kitchen counter as you're cooking and his hands are wandering and youre like hey whats happening and hes like what do u mean im just hugging my precious lovely partner (he is feeling you up)

hongjoong probably sees you and sighsss. he's too used to your antics now. ...he loves the trouble you get into, tho. invites you onto his lap and gives in easily. absolutely pouting at u for being so hot tho

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hi just saw your most recent post and 🫂 i lost 3 loved ones last year and ateez helped me get back on my feet too ! very proud of you for writing it’s very hard to find happiness again after grief, especially with the loneliness and loss that comes with it (im still figuring out how to). i hope your 2025 is filled with love and happiness ! im rooting for you and so are ateez

i truly love the way you write and all your stories thank you for sharing them with the world <33

loss is very strange and hard to navigate and i'm sorry you have to experience it aswell... but (unfortunately) i do think it gets a little better with time. we're hangin in there.

thank you for being here and talking with me !!! ateez and i are rooting for u as well!!!! 2025 will be kinder to us i feel ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭

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So much love to you, Fawn ❤️ I’m sorry that you had to go through that (and are probably still, because lbr the grief never totally leaves, it just gets easier to breathe around it), but I’m so grateful you found community and joy and catharsis through Ateez. Your joy isn’t exclusively because of them, but they’re a large mechanic of that, and I think it makes so much sense to be grateful to them for that. (I am too, for wildly different reasons.)

Anyway, all that to say that I’m glad you found yourself here and I’m glad to have found your blog. All of your posts are such a bright spot in my day. Happy New Year, I hope it is kind to you. -🐍

its weirddd grief is weird but recently ive been thinking abt that quote... grief is just love with nowhere to go

BUTTT. I love the idea that we all just found ateez (and any other group!!) at the right time <3 before my concert I hadn't really kept up with them since like 2021 and now they're such a big part of my life!!!! i think thats such a special thing

I hope the new year is just as kind to you sweet nonnie 🫂 thank you for stickin around!!!! (´⌣`ʃƪ)

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haiii everyone sorry I've been mia </3 work has been draining tf out of me this week

But i wanted to make a little thankyou post I suppose ... umm in may someone very dear to me passed away and i spent a lot of time feeling very not good and then i saw ateez in july and it felt like maybe that void wasn't so infinite. I don't like attributing, like, actual happiness to kpop groups or idols that much because it feels a little strange ... but ateez really helped me break out of the constant stress i was in. after the concert i was still hurting but it felt easier to deal with.

and then I started writing on here!!! and I've been writing since I was like 11 but I think until august (september?) i hadn't written anything in almost a year. and now I get to share all of my stupid crazy lovely ateez thoughts with u guys, and u LIKE it!!!!!

i've come very far from where I was in june, and I think part of it comes from being able to express myself like this on here. and i'm so very happy that people like what i post and talk about enough to follow me or send me asks and the whole thing (unfortunately im a sucker for validation .)

So thank you for being here. I love writing for u all. ack im getting teary eyed over here. I hope 2025 treats you all so kindly and that the good times outnumber the bad. happy new year!!!!!