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Okay, so admission time I have watched portions of all the CW DC shows, but I never actually finished any of them (unless you count Smallville from back in the day but that's it's own thing.) So, I'm gonna answer this as an amalgamation of what I did watch of the CW DC shows :)
my favorite female character: Iris West, I LOVE her still, I always kept up with her goings ons. Laurel Lance, I quit Arrow when they killed her. Anissa Pierce, an amazing adaptation of a comic character I love.
my favorite male character: Cisco Ramon was SO FUN, The Flash's Wally West I adored and Leonard Snart, I exclusively started Legends of Tomorrow for him. Khalil from Black Lightning, I would have loved to see his spinoff get picked up.
my favorite book/season/etc: Black Lightning, Supergirl and The Flash had stellar first seasons.
my favorite episode (if its a tv show): The first time Constantine show up on Legends, I remember loving that episode. The season one Flash finale was also an incredible hour of superhero television.
my favorite cast member: John Barrowman was in that universe and I've loved him since Doctor Who, he's a delight in person when I've seen him at cons.
my favorite ship: Anissa x Grace from BL, I wish they'd done more with them, but loved them nonetheless. Brainy x Nia from Supergirl, I never actually got to their episodes, but a friend who loved the show always kept me apprised of them and I cared so much.
a character I’d die defending: Cisco. I loved that dude, he could do no wrong in my eyes, he could date all the cool lady villains he wanted. When he got powers he could have turned into a supervillain and I would have said good for him.
a character I just can’t sympathize with: I do not care for the CW version of Oliver Queen at all.
a character I grew to love: All the versions of Wells and Eobard Thawne turned out to be very fun as time passed. Rip Hunter also grew on me, but that admittedly could have been the loving the actor from Doctor Who bias.
my anti otp: I think no woman should be stuck with the CW version of Oliver.
#answered#zeequicks#thank you for asking!!!#this was fun and reminded me i should give flash and black lightning another shot cause i really did enjoy them both
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Set In Stone - Choose Your Own Love Story Prologue (Tim Drake or Bart Allen x Reader)
Words: 2k
~ AH!!! Welcome to my newest multi chapter fic! Except there’s a twist! It’s up to you dear reader. I’ll be writing two different stories about each path, like a choose your own adventure, except you choose how your love story progresses to the eventual end! There will be a private masterlist specifically for this series where you can choose the way your personal love story unfolds. Just know that the future is never cemented, meaning you can always go back and try again! Think of this as the prologue to the actual event, but your first decision drops tomorrow, meet Bart or dig deeper into Tim? Hope you enjoy! ~
Seeing teenage heroes was really something else. They were your age, and they weren’t grumpy and old like the Justice League. “Okay well this is fun and all but I wanna hang with people my age!” you groaned following J'onn down the never ending corridors of the Watchtower. “You know your powers are not fit for the type of missions the Young Justice team attempt, you are arguably weaker than the regular human” he reminded you. That was rude. “Am not! I’m an asset! I can’t get hit cuz I know where they’re gonna swing so who cares if I have a mental breakdown every once and while!” J'onn knew you weren’t wrong, you taking a hit was a rare occurrence, but the Justice League refused to risk you even taking one hit, you’d protected thousands by scanning the infinite number of different possible futures.
“Everything you need is here” you replied “I knew you were gonna say that, like I literally knew it” you also knew you had to prod J'onn just for about two more minutes until you met Nightwing. “Oh my god Nightwing fancy seeing you here!” you grinned at J'onn who now understood your goal. “Hello, I didn’t know the YJ team had a new member?” Dick glanced at J'onn who shrugged. “Do not blame me Nightwing, Flash found her and the team agreed she stays with us” you rolled your eyes before starting with Dick Grayson, but he didn’t know you knew that yet.
“Hi! Y/N, no last name. Flash found me when he ran into the future and I was totally feeling the mode because I got these powers [ you tapped your head as Dick smirked ] and I can like see different parts of future when I’m super focussed, so like short time is kinda easy but far away and hard and I don’t remember anything from my past. I’m like a future only kinda girl.” you sighed, hoping you’d made sense. Dick’s eyes lit up. “So you don’t have a family, and they’re just keeping you here?” you nodded, crossing your arms to try to look more emotionally secure.
“Dibs” and something sparked in your head, this was a new future. It hurt. You sunk to the ground clutching your head as a new future bounced around your consciousness. Trying to shake out of it you realized you’d been carried to a med bay, Dick and J'onn stood above you looking concerned. Pushing them off you as you got up you explained “sometimes people make big decisions that change the future, I’m guessing you calling ‘dibs’ on me changed something, but I’m a little too tired to check if that’s okay, also what does dibs even mean?” and Dick smiled, “you’ll have to come find out!” and against J'onn’s protests he pulled you towards the Zeta Tubes.
Flash zipped in front of you and Dick. “No.” and Dick waved him off. “I’m taking her to the manor, get her to meet the family maybe I’ll get a sister if Bruce is in a mood” he waggled an eyebrow at Flash who was focussed now on you knowing he couldn’t get in Dick’s way. “I know you don’t know him yet but if Jason Todd asks you to do anything that seems dangerous say no. And watch out for Damian’s swords. I guess just look for Tim Drake, he’s a good one” and he patted you on the shoulder. “Go feel the mode kid” and you face palmed. “Flash you mean crash the mode oh god don’t even try to be cool” you groaned. “You totally have to meet Bart” Dick mumbled before he cleared you for zeta tube access.
You appeared in what can only be described as a man cave. There was a giant computer where a tiny boy sat covered in leather typing. There was a teenager looking about your age punching dummies while another boy was shooting literally guns at the dummies. “Welcome to the batcave!” Dick announced loud enough for the three boys heads to turn. The smallest boy stopped typing and stalked over to you. “A little young for you Grayson, stolen her from the baby justice team?” you knew this was Damian Wayne, and you couldn’t contain yourself.
“OH MY GOD BATMAN HI!” you screeched pulling him into your chest. “You’re totally crash like so cool but you’re so little right now! Last time I saw you, you were like super tall but you totally got moded or something - oh I wasn’t supposed to say that don’t worry!” Dick nudged you “this is Robin, Batman, Bruce Wayne, is in his office” and you slapped a hand over your mouth. “Right, no spoilers” and Damian stood still, processing his own future. “Moving on, Tim and Jason!” the two older boys had come down to get a closer look.
“Hood, Drake, this is totally cool!” you exclaimed, shaking their hands. “Why is he Red Hood and I’m Drake? Not Red Robin?” Tim looked puzzled. Best not ruin his life like that, this was one of the few things you planned on changing. “Because I know you’re Tim Drake! So does the world, Drake is a good LAST NAME right? Red Robin is totally crash for a hero name!” and Tim looked a little confused, but brushed it off. “What the demon said, she new?” and you shook your head, explaining your story again.
“20 bucks says adoption papers” “50 says she gets a room” “75 on a new animal persona” the boys started screaming bets as soon as they heard the “family trauma emotional instability” part. “Why can’t she be in Young Justice? Or the Outsiders? She’s still a teenager” Tim looked confused. “I dunno man, she’s been with the JL for a while because she’s apparently delicate which is bullshit” Dick explained and you strongly agreed. “None of you could even land a hit on me” you puffed out your chest. “Care to defend that claim?” Damian unsheathed a sword. “No! J'onn sai-” you cut Dick off. “Absolutely ”.
Now you were dodging and ducking Damian’s advances. You��d swung a couple punches but it means undoing some focus which allows Damian to get his own shots in, so you mostly stayed on defense, letting him get frustrated and tired. “I think you’ll get better with practice baby Batman” you teased him. Next was Jason, bullets were hard to avoid because you didn’t have lightning fast reflexes, although that would be nice. But Jason wasn’t as calculated as Damian so you could play a little dirtier. Knocking his guns out of his hands you let up, “this is boring I’m done” you raised from the ground where you and Jason had tumbled down on.
“So you really have powers. Your moves are all the most probable choice mathematically, you can’t be running the numbers in your head that quick!” Tim was toying with a tablet, shocked at your prediction abilities. “That’s right Boy Wonder, that was fun but I’m feeling kinda diz-” and then you realized you’d overworked yourself a little bit, and it all faded to black.
You woke up to fully aged Batman. “Oh god no I’m back. How am I back! Damian you were just a kid like ten minutes ago! How long have I been out?” you began to throw blankets off yourself, blankets? You were in a bed in someone’s room. “Calm down, Y/N, Y/N! It’s okay!” and the Older-Damian just enveloped you in a hug. You couldn’t remember the last hug you’d had. Literally couldn’t remember. And it was a welcomed comfort. Pulling away you got a closer look, and it wasn’t Damian Wayne, but Bruce.
“Bruce right? Current Batman?” you whispered, trying to wrap your mind around what had just happened. “That’s me, I see you’ve met my son, at multiple ages too” his eyes were smiling but his mouth wasn’t, it showed concern. “Yes, I did, I’m sorry for being a nuisance, it’s a pleasure to meet you but clearly I’m a bit moded so I should head back to the tower” you explain beginning to get up. “Actually that’s something I wanted to talk to you about, if you feel alright? [ you nodded, your powers were still a little too weak to peek ahead at what he was going to say ] Well, as you can see, I’ve got a couple of children, and you haven’t even met all of them. And I take them under my protection and I train them, and it seems to me you want training. Now you’re not ready for field work but you can start with me and my team, and maybe do a couple visits with the Young Justice team when Tim heads over. I think I can help you, and give you a family, would that be something you want?”
A family, you had one of those. And you knew the word brought you warmth, that had to be a good thing. “I think I’d like that a lot, but I’m kinda already with the Justice League ya know? Their personal magic 8 ball.” and Bruce shook his head. “They won’t be a problem for me, you’ll fit right in with my family” and you felt a smile spread over your face. “Then it’s a deal!” and you stuck out a hand, Bruce clasped it, pulling you in for another hug.
“We’ll talk later about what this means logistically, but there’s someone really excited you’re here.” and Tim Drake came bursting through the door, holding cookies. “Welcome to the team Y/N! You don’t know Alfred yet but he made these! I’m so glad you’re here!” he was beaming with excitement. And blushing? “Hi Tim, I’m glad to be here!” you chirped. Bruce mumbled something about paperwork and left the room as Tim continued. “This is totally cool, if you want I can call Bart I think he’d totally want to meet you! Or, you and I could hangout just the two of us!” there was that blush again. “Yeah! Can I just sit and think for a minute before I catch up with you?” this was a decision you wanted to read into, it felt important.
Tim left, and you sat back into the plush bed, diving into the future. And it was something you hadn’t seen you. There were two futures, still fuzzy from the infinite decisions to be made securing the future, but it was clear enough to see that it was your wedding day. Down one path you saw a beautiful wedding with someone you haven’t met yet, and you looked beyond happy. You heard yourself whisper “if only Tim were here to see this” wiping a tear away in the arms of your lover. Recoiling back you knew this future wouldn’t do, not at Tim’s expense. So you went towards the other. Same set up, but this time it was Tim that you were marrying, but the same tear slid down your cheek “if only Bart could be here” you recognized the name. Bart, the guy you’re supposed to be meeting.
And you were stuck in the middle no matter what. Like yin and yang you couldn’t find a future where you didn’t end up in the arms of one at the other’s grave. Or worse, in the futures where you tried to pick them over yourself both lost their lives saving you. So how you do pick? Who gets to be your future and who has to perish to secure it?
“Y/N you ready yet?” Tim called from down stairs. It was years out, but you knew every decision you made from now on was one step closer to the loss of a hero. And there was nothing you could do about it.
First Decision:
Get To Know Tim Drake First
Meet Bart Allen
~ I really hope you’re excited to make your own fic! The masterlist with the choices goes up with the actual start tomorrow! I can’t wait!!! ~
#batfam#batfam x reader#dick grayson#damian wayne#tim drake#jason todd#tim drake x reader#bart allen#impulse x reader#kid flash x reader#bart allen x reader#bruce wayne#young justice#justice league#tim drake x y/n#tim drake x you#batboys#choose your own story#kid flash#impulse#red robin#robin
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Luck of the Draw
Summary: Anti’s up to his old tricks, it’s up to the Septics to stop him.
A/N: Saint Paddy’s Day is my excuse to have all the Septics in one story. Enjoy.
KA-THUD!
Anti awoke to the sound of a lightning bolt ringing in his ears. He had just reformed after running into Dark. In his defense, if he’d known Dark was more red than blue he would have kept a 40-foot pole in-between them.
There was a thunderstorm out now. Something that both thrilled and unnerved him. Thrilled because he partially fed off of electricity since he was a glitch demon, but it also unnerved because he . . . he had . . . he was . . .
It was probably unimportant anyways. If it was important he would have remembered it.
He buried the uncomfortable churning in his soul by tracking down Henrik. He always felt better after pissing off Henrik.
By the time he found them there was a lull in the storm and Henrik was with the other Septics. All six of them were seated around an outside café table. A couple of them had sandwiches, but everyone had various types of coffee.
Anti was moving before he was even sure what he was going to do to piss off Henrik. But he saw that Henrik was right under the edge of the mental awning of the café. There was still some water.
Marvin got the warning that Anti was nearby right before Henrik got a bucket’s worth of water right on top of him.
There was a glitchy cackle and Anti was leaning over the edge. Henrik wiped the water out of his face, turning in absolute fury to Anti and starting to shout at him in a mix of English, but mostly German.
Chase and Marvin looked a bit worried and upset, mostly because they’d been also hit by the water, but J.J and Séan were just watching them with different levels of amusement. J.J in particular calmly sipping on his tea in his chair. Unlike Marvin who got some water on him, J.J was in a perfectly shielded spot, which Séan could only stare in suspicion at since J.J had been very eager to go for that seat first. Robbie was just looking between everyone, clearly looking for some social cue. Usually he was good at it, but today he’d been having some problems and the two drastically different reactions from his teammates were not helping.
Anti was just cackling, grinning at Henrik as he leaned on the edge of the awning.
Then . . . something struck him in the side of the head. It was a high caliber round but it struck Anti in the head and neck and if he’d been possessing a body the shot would have killed it. Since he wasn’t, his aura just devoured the bullet and Anti’s whole body glitched.
Immediately he froze and started looking around for the assailant. Someone had pissed on his fun and he wasn’t going to let that slide.
Eventually his eyes landed on a shooter standing in black and Anti recognized him instantly, “Brody, yer kid’s gettin’ a new face.”[1]
The glitch demon shot off towards the rooftop and Paddy, Chase’s eldest son, dropped his rifle for a handgun and once Anti was close enough shot him point-blank in the chest.
This round however wasn’t a bullet, it was an EMP dart that jolted through Anti’s body and he was out. The round wasn’t enough to discorporate the demon, only stun him.
Paddy looked inordinately pleased with himself and was about to stomp on the demon’s face when a dart hit him in the arm and he froze, confused. His arm was already feeling numb.
The confusion caught the young sniper off guard at exactly the wrong moment when gas was shot in his face and dropped him. A magical barrier drawn around Anti and shielding him from magical or human eyes.
Paddy woke up while he was being dangled off the edge of a building, Anti holding him by the collar of his shirt, magic keeping him from dropping . . . for now.
The young teen let out a farther undignified, terrified squeak.
“Yeh[2] awake?” Anti cackled. “Good. This’ll teach yah ta mess with me.”[3]
“Give him here Anti!” Marvin flew over, magic at his fingertips. Jackie zipping up behind the demon, J.J and Chase following behind the speedster. Robbie and Henrik who were at the foot of the building braced to catch Paddy or intercept Anti.
“Give me back my kid!” Chase ordered.
“He shot me in the face!” Anti spat.
“Why do yeh care? Yeh can’t get any fookin’ uglier.”[4] Marvin dared.
Anti hissed at Marvin.
Chase took a step closer and Anti threw Paddy over at the sharpshooter. “I fookin’ see him again, an’ he’s dead.”[5]
“Yah[2] okay?” Chase asked his son as Anti disappeared in a flash of pixels.
Paddy pushed himself away in anger, “I had him!”
“Why were yeh goin’ after him?” Chase demanded as Paddy collected his things and started putting them away. J.J was standing off to the side of the roof, close to the corner and just watched the group as everyone left the roof and Paddy stomped off to get away from Chase.
Back up at the roof the Septics had been on Anti was still lying where he’d been dropped. It didn’t take him long to get back up but by then the storm was rolling back into the area.
Anti was pissed, he was going to find that kid and take his fingers.
When he got up, there was someone on the roof with him. It was dark but Anti could still see and he was out for blood.
He moved forward and suddenly the other person was right in front of him and punched Anti in the face.
The glitch demon hissed at his assailant. The figure stood against him, rain falling off the sleek black suit, a silvery-brass spade symbol on the front.
Anti couldn’t detect a scent, he couldn’t see an aura, but something in him absolutely hated this individual. The glitch demon was letting out a low growl, accented by the lightning around them.
There was a stray bolt of lightning that crashed down dangerously close and when the blinding light cleared there were four almost identical people standing against Anti. The only difference between the suits was that a different card suit sat on their chests. Spade, Hearts, Diamond, and . . .
“Hello Anti,” Clubs greeted, the distorted voice covering up anything that could be used to identify the individual.
Anti summoned his knife, “I want fook all ta do with yeh so back off.”[6]
“No one needs to get hurt today,” Clubs reminded. He motioned to Spade. “My friend here is an expert on both tech and glitch demons. We could have killed you at any time.”
“I don’t like yeh[2] freaks,” Anti snarled. “An’ I don’t like bein’ told what ta do.”[7]
Spade pressed something on his arm panel and something in Anti’s form felt like it was being twisted. He screamed and his form started floating.
Clubs magically shuffled the deck, cards floating in the air until the whole deck disappeared to six cards. The aces of spade and diamond, the jacks of clubs and heart, and two jokers. Each had faces on them. Each face in order was Logan, J.J, Chase, and Ethan. With Marvin and Nate on the jokers. “All we need is for you to keep your eyes on them and tell us where they are. If you want to fight them or ignore them otherwise, we don’t care.”
“I think yah all should just go fook yerselves,”[8] Anti dared.
“You either assist us or this is the last conversation we have,” Spade threatened.
Anti let out another violent hiss, glitching even more than before in his anger.
“Now, now,” Diamond chuckled, the tone a little lighter than the other two, a slight grainy tone to the distortion. “There’s no need for threats.”
“You know there is,” Spade retorted. “He will answer to nothing else.”
“Why don’t yah go an’ fook a band ‘a needles, then?”[9] Anti flipped him off.
Spade took a step, his hands turning into long spikes. “You’re all bluster and no substance.”
“Spade,” Diamond warned.
“Yeah Spade,” Anti baited, “why don’t yah listen ta the bastard holdin’ yer leash?”[10]
That electrical jolt passed through Anti’s form, feeling like it was trying to rearrange his insides. Anti collapsed to the ground, trying to fight the screams and Spade walked over to slam one of his spikes into Anti’s shoulder, the pain ripping through the glitch’s soul, making him scream.
Right before the pain could discorporate Anti’s form, Spade backed off and it stopped, the aftershocks rippling through the glitch demon.
Something was thrown in front of Anti’s face and spade commented, “Well leave you some time to think on it.”
When Anti picked his head up the four figures were gone. The object was Henrik’s hospital ID and something in Anti absolutely boiled with fury.
Threatening him was one thing he couldn’t tolerate.
Threatening Henrik was another. Henrik had nothing to do with them.
He wasn’t sure what he was going to do to make them pay but he did know that it wasn’t going to be quick. Anti was going to make them bleed.
And he certainly wasn’t going to help them find anything.
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Accessibility Translations
1. Brody, your kid’s getting a new face.
2. You
3. Good. This will teach you to mess with me.
4. Why do you care? You can’t get any fooking uglier.
5. I fucking see him again, and he’s dead.
6. I want fuck all to do with you so back off.
7. And I don’t like being told what to do
8. I think you all should just go fuck yourselves
9. Why don’t you go and fook a band of needles, then?
10. why don’t you listen to the bastard holding your leash?
#Superhero AU#Masks and Maladies#Jacksepticeye#Antisepticeye#Chase Brody#J.J#Jameson Jackson#Marvin the Magnificent#Henrik von Schneeplestein#The Spade#♠️#The Clubs#♣️#The Diamond#♦️#The Hearts#♥️#Antistein#magic#threats#Spade being Spade#Anti being Anti#Anti needs to sort out his feelings
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Taken
Part 2
Pairing: Jake Peralta x fem!reader
Summary: Y/N is kidnapped by a perp whose real objective is her colleague and boyfriend Jake. Will he get to her in time?
Word Count: 2.1k
Warnings: violence, kidnapping, angst and more angst
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There is at least one big moment in every young woman's life that she regrets immensely. Sometimes it's dating a horrible person and realizing far too late. Or maybe it's that outfit that truly belonged in a dumpster but somehow ended up in your closet instead. My biggest regret was being considerate of Jake's sleep.
We went to his place after work for date night because he'd finally found an old movie we were looking for and I didn't have a DVD player. We've been together long enough to love each other and we do, the topic of living together brought up a couple times before we both realized that neither of us are quite ready to give up our separate spaces yet. So we go to Jake's and we watch a movie.
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"In hindsight, this probably wasn't the best mood to set on date night," Jake muttered as he turned to me, wiping a few tears from his cheeks.
"Nonsense! I think ugly crying to a great American heartbreaking tale with my boyfriend is completely romantic!" I countered through chuckles to cover up my lingering sobs, causing Jake to laugh with me.
"You're a riot." He helped me clear my cheeks as well before wrapping an arm around my shoulders. "I'm exhausted. Wanna call it one? I'm too tired for sexy times but I'm willing to compromise and do hand stuff."
I rolled my eyes playfully at him as I allowed myself to sink into his hold for a moment. "No, I shouldn't stay."
"What? You always stay on date night. Is something wrong?"
"No, no. Everything's fine. The surgery scene just reminded me that I'm supposed to drop my mom off in the morning for a minor procedure before work. My mom's house and the hospital are on the other side of town and if I leave from here, I'll have to wake up like half an hour earlier."
"I don't mind getting up with you, babe."
"Jacob." I pushed myself into a sitting position, my tone falling flat so he knew to take me seriously. "You've been busting your ass for weeks now to catch your perp, and you got the next best thing--his right hand man. You deserve every second of rest you can get."
He stared at me for a while, a slight pout on his lips. "Alright, fine." He sighed heavily as he stood, pulling me to my feet as well.
"You'll see me in the morning, I promise. I love you, Jakey."
"I love you, too. See you tomorrow."
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Tomorrow is here and I still haven't seen Jake. The windowless cement block of a room couldn't tell me how long I was unconscious, but the ache in my stiff muscles told me it was well past morning. A range of emotions hit me as my eyes focused on my current reality.
Fear.
I feared where I was, of course I did. I can't check my surroundings if it's all just gray walls, the only difference being the rusty chains that held me to one of them.
I feared not knowing who brought me here, how many there were, the intention behind bringing me here.
I feared time. How much had passed, how much I had left. How much of it I'd spent in such deafening and suffocating silence and what would finally disrupt the still air.
Worry.
I worried about not being the only one stolen from what I deemed to be my normal life.
I worried about the mess of blood that hadn't been cleared away from the side of my head.
I worried about the foggy in-and-out single stream of consciousness that I just barely held onto.
I worried about whether or not my mom made it to her surgery or if she spent the entire day in the police station worrying even more than I was.
The thought caused anger to rush in like an uninvited guest.
What could I have possibly done to end up here? I arrest criminals all day long, but none of them are capable of this. I'd love to rip these chains out of the wall and tightly wrap them around the throat of my captor. The thought alone caused the nausea bubbling up from my stomach to turn into something else, something stronger, something that was destined to get me into more trouble.
"You mind letting me the fuck out of here?!"
Like that. That kind of trouble.
Footsteps echoed from somewhere as they announced the arrival of another person. With the knowledge that someone else was in fact here came the return of worry. Or maybe it was fear. I can't quite tell the distinction over the little voice in my head that scolds me for being the thing to break the quiet.
A piece of the wall opened up and spit out a tall figure drowning in black fabric. From the tip of their worker boots all the way up to the ski mask that hid their identity from me.
"You want something?"
A male voice was all I was able to catch. I stayed quiet and kept my head down, hoping my silence would irritate him into talking more.
"What, you lost your tongue or something?"
I still couldn't tell who it was on voice alone.
"Oh, I get it. You want to do this face to face."
I lifted my head just as he ripped off his ski mask, and I quickly bit my lip to stifle my gasp. I recognized that stupid face. Unfortunately for me, he could tell.
"You know who I am, baby?" His steps were the only sound in the hollow space as he came to kneel in front of me. Before I could even blink, he had my jaw held tightly in his left hand, his right hand pushing the end of a blade into my skin.
"Say my name," he practically growled, sending shivers down my spine. I quickly obliged, well aware that I did not have the upperhand in the situation.
"Marco."
"My whole name," he demanded as he pressed further into my skin, responding to my involuntary whimper with a shake of his left hand. "Say it."
"Marco Fallio."
"Good." He quickly pocketed the knife, keeping his gaze on me. "I can't wait to hear you scream that later. It's gonna be fun." He winked as he stood finally, and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding as he turned his back on me.
"What am I doing here, Marco?"
"I figured since Detective Peralta took my right hand man, I was free to take his."
"How do you know who I am?"
"I saw you two disgusting lovebirds kiss after stuffing my boy inside the back of a cop car." He faced me again suddenly, pulling out a burner phone as he approached me. "What's his number?" He noticed my hesitation and laughed. "You want him to know I have you, right? Or should I just kill you now and send pieces of you until your boyfriend gets the hint?"
I sighed, closing my eyes as I recited the number to him. I listened to him dial, only opening my eyes again when the ringing stopped.
"Peralta."
It was only one word, but it was enough to break my heart. He sounded so defeated and tired, like the rest I begged him to get did nothing but further exhaust him. The thought brought tears to my eyes instantly.
"Hey Peralta, buddy. Fallio here."
"If you're calling to negotiate your friend out of jail, it's not going to happen. He's going to lead me straight to you."
Fallio laughs in a light way that suggests he was talking to an old friend, and not a detective that wanted him behind bars. "You know, I thought you may say that. So I got something that I think might change your mind."
In a few lightning fast motions, the knife was out again, slicing the fabric of my jeans and the skin of my thigh underneath. A strangled yell crossed the threshold of my lips before I could stop it as the burning sensation pulsated through the newly opened wound.
"Y/N! Marco I swear to God, you better--"
"Yeah, yeah. Talk soon!" He ended the call with a grin, turning his attention back to me. "Don't worry, I'll call him back. Let's have a little fun first."
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I want death. I want to die. It seems to be the quickest and possibly the only way to escape Marco Fallio, and at this point, I'll take anything.
Maybe I'll get lucky and survive this, and I'll apply to work for the FBI. With all the cuts and bruises and dried and not so dry blood that now covers so much of my skin, they'll be sure to think I'm tough enough to handle any case.
Or I could quit law enforcement altogether. Become a baker. I'm good at it, and there's less of a chance of this happening again when you're just minding your business and selling fresh food. However, in this baker fantasy I'd still be dating Jake. So this could very well happen again.
Jake. I miss Jake. His name is the only constant thing I remember every time I come back. Every time I open my eyes and remind myself that I'm locked in this room in God knows where for who knows how much time. Jacob Peralta, the only thing I hear in my head as Marco does some other series of painful acts that makes me scream until my throat burns from the force, or until he pushes just a little too far and I pass out again.
"Hey, wake up."
I feel the light but aggressive pats on my face, a long groan pushing from the depths of my lungs and falling out amidst a heavy breath that smacks right into Marco's face immediately. As he has been for the past seconds, days, months, years, he's entirely too close. Which means I'm in for another beating.
His rough hands pull me off my pathetic position on the cool floor and thrust me back first into the wall behind me once again, gripping my jaw to hold my head in place. His thumb forces my bottom lip to part from the top as he begins to carefully pour water into my mouth.
"You're giving me nothing and this is growing old. Time to light some fire under your man's ass."
He pulled the phone out again and talked as I focused on swallowing the water, struggling to keep my eyes open. I felt the phone being pressed to my ear followed by Marco's voice.
"Any last words, Y/N?"
My mind flashed back to the movie Jake and I watched together. The main character's last words were in a suicide note she'd written to her boyfriend. It was a long shot, thinking that Jake would even remember this or that it would help him at all, but as Jake would say, "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take!" So I finished swallowing the water and took the shot.
"I knew about everything. That's why I died."
His hand released my jaw as he hung up again, allowing me to slide to the floor again. I could only hope now that I'd done enough. That by connecting the dots he'd realized that I--like the main character--was dying slowly in a cement room underground at the hands of someone else after being forced to craft last words to the love of my life. He'd already found Marco's three warehouses. A little more digging would tell him that two of the warehouses don't have basements, so I must be at the third.
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Time zoomed past again as I floated away into unconsciousness, brought out of it once again by a gentle slap to the face. This one felt softer but more urgent. Then came voices, all of them fuzzy except for one.
"Y/N, can you hear me, babe?"
Jacob Peralta. The only name I could think of as I fought through the searing pain of every cut, every punch, every moment of being strangled or burned. The only voice I could hear calling my name as I sat there pathetically and waited to be rescued like some princess caught in a tower.
"The ambulance is almost here, Y/N. Can you open your eyes? Come on, baby, please."
Jacob Peralta, the last person to see me before I became a hostage.
"Fuck, Rosa, her pulse is weakening. What do I do?!"
Jacob Peralta.
"Baby, stay with me, come on!"
Jacob Peralta.
"Sir, we need you to clear the area, so we can properly assess her injuries."
Jacob Peralta. The one who kept me alive.
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Little Bird: Chapter 33 (NSFW)
Read on AO3. Part 32 here. Part 34 here.
Summary: A perfectly normal, innocent car ride goes perfectly normally and innocently.
Words: 4100
Warnings: unsafe driving
Characters: Kylo Ren x Handmaid!Reader
A/N: HELLO, hope you enjoyed this chapter. Honestly, we needed a break from the drama. Sometimes a girl just wants to have fun, and that girl is ME!
Wanted to let y'all know I was overwhelmingly flattered by the response to the previous chapter. I know I can't respond to every comment, but please know that I appreciate every single one, and feel so lucky and grateful for y'all.
Hope y'all are continuing to stay safe and healthy. Love y'all so very very much. Thank you thank you thank you. <3
The crack of thunder jolted you awake and you squealed, snapping into yourself. Underneath the sheets, you trembled into consciousness, awakening to a massive mattress that was devoid of any body but yours. You blinked, rolling for comfort, finding only the rustle of cold sheets, an endless valley of cotton around you. Rain tinkled the windows at the sides of the bed, steel morning sun pouring through the blinds and spilling over the hardwood.
The walls rumbled again with thunder, and you shivered, gathering the covers around you. Showers were one thing--but you’d never been particularly fond of storms. Swallowing, you glanced around the bedroom, spying light from the adjoining bathroom, running water muffled beyond the door.
“Kylo?” It was strange to call his name, to summon him in familiarity, as if he were a man you were bound to in domesticity and not, lawfully, in slavery.
All the same, the water stopped, and relief trickled over you. Shuffling beyond the door, and he stepped out, toweling himself dry, damp skin silvered in the dim light. The steam had reddened his pink lips, roused flush at his cheeks, and his hair clung in black tendrils to his face, his rounded ears poking through. A streak of warmth shot through you; Kylo Ren was destructive in his beauty, devastating in his power--but he’d never looked so… sweet.
He glanced over the room, ruffling his hair with the towel before meeting your eyes. There was no affection or concern inside of his gaze that you could identify. And he said nothing.
You blushed. “Um. I was--” Lightning flashed outside, and you flinched. “Was wondering where you were.” It was difficult to stop your attention from roaming his body, from settling between his legs. Just looking made your mouth water. “Good morning.”
Kylo stepped forward, deviance flickering across his face. “Poor little bird.” Husk edged his voice, and he drew closer. “Helpless without me.”
Lust thickened your throat, heated your neck. “I just get nervous during storms,” you said with a laugh. “I always have.”
“Hm.” He took another step, hooked the towel on the door, and meandered to the side of the bed. His cock twitched, swelling with blood as he watched you. “What else makes you nervous?”
“The dark.” You wet your lips, shifting toward him, focus dancing between his face and his growing erection. “You.”
He tilted his head, studying you, only feet from you, now. “Me.”
“Yes.” Your heart leapt, your thighs tensing. “You.”
Kylo loomed over you, growing harder with every passing second. “The way you’re looking at me might betray that.”
“Really?” More heat coursed through you, and you bit your lip. “And how am I looking at you?”
His face darkened with desire. “Like you want to take my cock in that dirty mouth.” Strong fingers gripped your chin, wagged your jaw. “Like you want to swallow my cum.”
“Christ.” Air caught in your throat, and you shuddered, staring into his blackening gaze. “Maybe I do.”
He huffed. “Of course you do.” He released you and patted your cheek. “Little whore.” Turning, he crossed to his dresser, even as his dick stood with need. “But we’re leaving.”
“Oh.” Crestfallen, you flopped against the mattress, skin tingling. “Now?”
He didn’t respond, having already started pulling on clothes. You sighed, rolling over, reaching for your dress in the ball of fabric by the side of the bed.
“Do you listen?” Kylo looked at you, somehow knowing what you were doing without having seen you. “I don’t want that on you. Again.”
You frowned, raising a brow. “What do you expect me to wear?” you asked. “You should be well aware that I don’t have anything else but my nightgown.”
Kylo considered you while he finished buttoning his trousers. Then, without a word, he turned and left, and you sat, confused, listening while he marched through the hall and down the steps.
A slow sigh escaped you, mind spinning with the realization that your Commander was fetching something from your room. For you. It churned your stomach, in reality, this veneer of--would you call it thoughtfulness?--over him, as if you’d be able to walk out of this home and function as a free woman. Your own personal agreement with him that your existence amounted to more still did nothing to soften the legal definition of your life. Even though the previous night still had your heart flooded with joy, time’s passing had wound new anxiety around your heart in anticipation for it to collapse and smother you like a peat moss ceiling.
When he returned, he brought your nightgown with him--and only that, neglecting to provide another pair of socks, underwear, or really anything else a woman might need. He offered it to you without pretense, and you took it, rationalizing that you’d only worn your underwear for approximately all of a couple hours the previous day, anyway. Both of you finished changing in silence, and when you were finished (bonnet included, obviously), you glanced down at yourself, recognizing that despite its modest silhouette, a bright, white, billowing dress still seemed too conspicuous outside the secrecy of his room.
Kylo held you in an empty stare, and then pulled a coat from his closet--long, black, hooded. You looked between him and the jacket, folding your arms over your chest, the anxiety curling tighter. His acknowledgement that you were not yet free tickled the terror buttons in your brain.
Despite this, you accepted it, pulled it on, and immediately drowned in it. It was almost comical, how big it was on you--you wagged your arms, letting the sleeves flop around, glancing at him with red cheeks. He observed you, expression flat, lingering there for longer than you expected before grabbing his own coat and shrugging it on. It concealed his shoulder holster and pistol, as always--but with the rain, it served its intended purpose for once.
There was no glance of agreement before Kylo Ren exited the room, leading, as always, with the assumption you would follow--and of course, you did.
It must have been early, since no one else in the home appeared to be awake. Another blink of lightning, grumble of thunder; you squeaked and quickened your pace, seeking comfort he appeared unwilling to offer. Outside, you flipped up your hood as you trotted to the Audi, squeaking again and hopping in when the sky flashed; before you even felt situated, Kylo started the car and pulled into the street.
The ride began in silence, as you’d expected--but you were content to watch him drive, mesmerized by the size of his hand on the stick shift, how long and large his fingers seemed, even out of gloves. Your thighs pressed together in reminder of your budding desire--in these untread waters of tentative see-saw equality, anything seemed possible. Anything up to and including getting your Commander to finger you while he drove. Anything up to and including sucking his cock and finally making him cum.
You shook the thoughts from your head. There was a more pressing matter on your mind.
“I was wondering,” you said, “if you’d already read my file, why did you ask for my name?” You looked at him. “You already knew it, didn’t you?”
Kylo blinked slowly, tongue pressing against the top of his palate. “Choice.”
You frowned. “Choice?”
“Your name was yours to give,” he replied. “Not mine to know.”
“If I hadn’t told you, would you still have used it?”
“If you hadn’t told me.” He adjusted his grip on the wheel. “You wouldn’t be in this car.”
You shifted in your seat. “What would you have done?”
He paused, eye twitching, and he stole a glance before refocusing on the road. “I don’t know.”
An ache spread in your chest--this intent to create choice when he’d inadvertently taken it from you, this attempt to offer you ownership of your own identity, this concession that your name was yours--somehow seemed more precious to you than his asking at all. Strange, how there could be such meaning attached to the typical foundation of any relationship, but Gilead had ravaged any former definition of intimacy. Between Handmaid and Commander, it was up to you to forge it on your own.
“So…” you said. “We’re kind of saying forget your Wife, then, huh?”
He didn’t respond.
“I mean that you seem to believe she won’t report us, or anything.”
Kylo exhaled through his nose. “She won’t.”
“You’re really sure of that.” To be fair, after your last couple interactions with her, you seemed convinced of that, too. You glanced out of the grey-veiled window. “I just don’t get why she hasn’t gotten rid of me yet.”
“The more quickly she cycles through Handmaids,” he said, “the less generously she is received.” A pause. “Dead Handmaids have a difficult time producing children.”
You swallowed. Supposably, that was true. Perhaps she’d become willing to let you and your Commander fuck as many times as needed until she got what she wanted. After all, you knew as well as anyone how inverse the relationship between desperation and the tolerance for misery could be. The both of you being gone in the early morning was another tick to her endurance meter.
“She’ll be mad when she wakes up, though.”
He huffed. “She can take it up with God.” His voice was low. “Or take it up with me.”
“Oh.” The acknowledgement of God seemed awkward, given everything you’d shucked together in the past twenty-four hours--you scanned him, more words lingering on your tongue, a desire to know. Anything seemed possible. Up to and including... “Do you think God exists?”
Despite what you considered to be commendable bravery in your question, Kylo Ren was silent. He shifted down, peeling onto a highway ramp, staring through the downpour.
“I don’t think he does.” You looked at your hands, then out the window. The skies were dark for miles. “Or, if he does, he doesn’t listen to me.”
“He exists.”
You blinked, seeking his gaze. “Oh?”
“If as nothing else but an idea. An existence in shared consciousness.” Kylo glimpsed you for a second. “That's existence.”
“It is.” Interesting how his power in shared consciousness had resulted in the complete upheaval of your entire life. “But it would be nice if he were around so he could tell people what he thinks.” You paused. “You know. If he could offer approval or disapproval.”
He paused, brow drawn in thought, throwing the stick forward and back as you cruised down the empty road. The absence was by design, you were sure--less chance of being questioned by anyone else, even if you were in the Lead Commander’s car. A twinge in your chest. Another reminder of your societal place.
“If a person feels conviction in what they believe, then the origin of that conviction matters little.” He paused. “We cannot ignore our destinies, regardless of who created them.”
That word destiny again, as if he were shackled to it in that same hopelessness with which you’d grown all too familiar.
“What is your destiny, Kylo?” You searched his face. “Better yet, what’s mine?”
The knot in his throat bobbed. His jaw tensed. “We’ll see.”
His reticence panged in your chest--you chewed your lip, heart thumping with what you were about to do. “Maybe they’re more similar than we know,” you murmured. “Maybe we get to find out together.” You reached out, placed your hand over his on the gearshift, thumb petting his thick knuckles.
Lightning cracked the sky, and hunger crashed over you, spurred by the connection of skin, leaving wildfires on your flesh. Your chin quivered, thighs forcing friction between them, and you gazed at Kylo. His pupils were dilating--you clenched. He felt it, too.
Pulling your lips in over your teeth, you scooted toward him, guiding your hand over his, tracing the valleys of his veins, the knobs of his joints, following the tendons that led to his fingers. Kylo was silent, stoic, watching the road, the only betrayal of his desire a soft swallow. You grinned, taking a single digit and drawing along the edge of his palm, up the side of his own finger and around the nail, trailing back toward his knuckles, caressing the sensitive tissue there. His chest swelled, grip tightening on the knob, and your cunt pulsed.
Emboldened, you slipped two fingers forward, skating over the tops of his, and loosely gathered his first two digits. You stilled and stroked them in a long, languid motion, grasp tightening as you slid up. Kylo’s breath hitched, and you stroked them again, gliding up and down, thumb dipping into the divot between them, skimming the pads of his fingers when you reached the top. When he sucked in air through his teeth, you whimpered, squirming in your seat.
“Naughty thing.” He was getting hard--you could see the tent forming between his legs. “You’re wet, aren’t you?”
You nodded, continuing to pump his fingers with your own. ”Yes.”
“Yes?”
Your cheeks burned. “Yes, Kylo.”
A short, sharp inhale. “You want my cock.” Said cock was now straining in an urgent bulge. “You need it.”
Swallowing your need, you nodded again. “Yes, Kylo,” you said. “I do.”
Kylo grit his teeth, and he glanced over you. “Fuck yourself.”
“W-what?” You throbbed with excitement.
“Lift up your skirt. Take off your underwear.” He drilled you with his gaze for a brief moment. “Spread your filthy little cunt, and fuck it.” Shifting forward in his seat, he adjusted his erection. “Make yourself cum, and I might let you suck me off,” he said. “Like you’ve wanted.”
Heat suffocated you. The thought of being able to wrap your lips around his dick made your stomach drop with greed. You didn’t need a second prompt--you released his fingers, popped your seatbelt and lifted your hips, sliding your underwear down and leaving it crumpled on the floorboard. Kylo’s eyes darted between you and the road as you eased back, gathered your skirt around your waist, and grazed the lips of your pussy.
“Oh.” Pleasure rippled through your thighs, your heartbeat thumping in your core. You sank into the seat while you teased yourself, glancing over your folds, face hot with the realization of how wet you already were. “Shit…”
“Good girl.” Lust laced his voice. “You wish I were touching you instead.”
You nodded, smoothing your hands over your inner thighs before brushing your cunt again, more demanding in its heat. “Yes.”
“Tell me what you want.”
“I…” Whimpering, you peeled yourself open, coating your fingers in your slick. “I want your cock.”
“Mm.” Kylo palmed at himself through his trousers. “You want me in that tight pussy, don’t you?” His breath was shallow. “You want me stretching you open.”
“Yes.” You circled your clit, gasping at the gush of delight. “Fuck, yes…”
“Fuck.” He fumbled with his pants, pulling at himself until he’d released his long, hard cock--he fisted it with his right hand, his left still on the steering wheel, and his hips snapped into his grip. “I don’t think I asked you to stop talking.”
Heat scorched your blood. “I wish this was you.”
You positioned two digits at your pulsating entrance and sighed, head falling back when you pushed in, relishing the soft squeeze of your own walls. Arousal fogged your mind, imagining your core clenching around his cock, massaging and milking it as he thrust into you, how good it would feel to him--and you groaned, curling into yourself, two free fingers rubbing your clit. Kylo hissed in approval, painting pre-cum around the pink head of his dick, working himself in rhythm with your hand.
“Tell me how it feels,” he said. “Tell me how wet you are.”
You shuddered with embarrassment. “I…” The last time he’d been inside of you, it hadn’t been pleasant for either of you. He was looking for undeniable proof that you wanted him. “I’m… really wet for you.” The admission brought a flutter around your fingers, and you flicked your clit faster, panting with delight. “You’d love how it feels.”
He snuffed a moan. “I know I would.” He drew lines along his shaft, making it twitch in need before he gratified himself with slow, deep strokes. “Fuck--I’ve thought about that pussy every night… thought about fucking it.” His hand tightened, and he sucked a breath through his teeth. “Thought about making it cum.”
A blissful groan escaped, and you leaned into your seat, legs spreading wider--you crammed a third finger into your cunt as it thrummed around you, other hand swirling tight circles around your clit. Ecstasy flooded you, and your jaw dropped open, hips rolling, mimicking a reality where he was fucking you. Kylo grunted, focus torn between the highway and your unraveling rationality.
“That’s right,” he said. “Look at that. So shameless.” He growled, jerking his cock, breath quickening. “You want me to fuck you like you deserve to be fucked.”
“Oh?” You forced a half-smirk through your open mouth. “And how do I--ah--how do I deserve to be fucked, Kylo?”
“You deserve to be fucked like the nasty little slut you are.” He swallowed, smearing more precum down his length. “You deserve to have that cunt pounded so hard you forget how to breathe.”
“Jesus.” You were vibrating, now, heart skipping, one hand fast and slick on your clit, the other crooking and thrusting into your core, bliss engulfing you to near-drowning. Every pass on your nub made it twitch, made your walls tighten, made your legs shake with your rising orgasm. “Fuck, I wish you were in me,” you whispered, “I wish you could feel me clench like this around your cock…”
“Such a whore for me,” he groaned, pumping his dick. “Fucking yourself just to taste my cum.” The car wobbled for only a second. “You’re close, aren’t you?”
You nodded, whimpering and heaving as you stuffed your cunt full, stretched yourself wide, heat blossoming between your thighs.“Please, Kylo, please, please, let me cum for you, let me suck you off--”
“Earn my cock,” he snarled. “Cum like a good girl should.”
With a cry, you obeyed, every muscle below your waist convulsing with euphoria--you jerked, trembled, eyes squeezed tight as your pussy pulsed and spasmed on one hand, your other rubbing you to squealing. Then it broke, a wave over your flesh, and you gasped, thrown forward, your skin buzzing with the remnants of your climax. To your left, Kylo’s face was tight with restraint while you caught your breath.
“Good girl,” he purred, seizing your head. “Now take your reward.” Jaw tight, he shoved you toward his dick.
There was no argument there--you dropped your jaw and shifted onto your knees, humming as his hot, heavy length drove past your teeth and hit the back of your throat. He held you there, canting into your mouth, and you moaned, lids fluttering, his size straining your jaw, inspiring drool down your chin. You sealed your lips around his girth, hollowing out your cheeks, and sucked, his cock throbbing when you pressed your tongue against it.
God, just to have him in your mouth again was enough to grind your thighs together, sore clit swelling for more--groaning, you clutched his thigh for balance, bobbing your head, swallowing inch after inch with every dip of your neck. Saliva flooded your cheeks, mixing with the hint of pre-cum that glazed his cock, sweat already beading at your hairline.
“That’s it.” Kylo dug under your bonnet, gnarling your hair to halt you, adjusting you so he could plunge into your throat--you wailed, muffled by his length as he drove deeper and deeper. “That’s it--fuck--listen to you. You need me to fuck your pussy like this, don’t you?”
You couldn’t respond--he was slamming into your mouth. Tears brimmed your eyes, and you folded your lips around your teeth, sucking hard against him. He growled and ripped you from his length, holding you by your hair.
“Answer me when I ask you a question.”
“Yes,” you whined, shame searing your skin, “yes, I need you to--I need you to fuck my pussy like this.”
“Of course you do.” He sank into your throat again, hips snapping with fierce, angry strokes. “You’re a fucking whore.” The pulsing at your tongue became desperate, rapid--he was close. “You love my cock, you love having it inside of you--”
You moaned in assent, trying to breathe through your nose, writhing with the effort. Kylo choked, dropped his seat back, snagged your hair with both hands and pushed your nose to his base. His knee steadied the wheel while he watched you gag and wretch on him, watched spit dribble onto his skin. Seething with pleasure, his hips thrashed, and he yanked your head free, holding it still while he savagely fucked his fist.
“Beg for my cum.” His voice was ragged, he shuddered as he held off his peak. “Beg for it, bitch.”
You whined. “Please give me your cum, Kylo, please!”
“Fuck, yes,” he hissed, “fuck--”
A deep moan choked in his throat and he sputtered your name, his cock twitching as it shot jets of white cum onto your tongue and cheeks--the last load hit you in your closed eye, and you squeaked with faux-pain, recoiling.
Kylo released you, tucking himself away, and you sat, gathering his release from your face and eye. It was thick and viscous in your mouth--you hummed in happiness, swallowing it and giggling as you wiped at your sticky lid. Your Commander had sat forward, still chasing quiet breath, hand on the wheel while he observed you. While you cleaned the last of it from your face, thunder crackled, and you cowered, neck hot with embarrassment.
His gaze glimmered, lip twitching, and he sniffed. “Perhaps you could tell me what doesn’t frighten you.”
“Well, getting cum in my eye isn’t exactly a common occurrence for me,” you replied, pouting playfully.
A tiny smirk twisted his mouth. “Would you like it to be?”
You couldn’t help yourself; you laughed, smacked his shoulder. “You’re nasty!”
“Mm.” He reached over, thumbed an errant glob from your cheek, and swallowed it. “Very.”
You giggled again--in that moment, your eyes met--and the air, the rain, the passing seconds all paused, paralyzed by a breathless, infinite inevitability, something so impossibly imminent, it felt almost like fate.
Like destiny.
Kylo shattered the stare, attention back on the road.
It was as if he’d plucked your heart from your chest and set it on fire--a fire that would smolder and glow in your blood, keeping you warm through the night. A long, shaky sigh left you, and after pulling your underwear back on, you rested your head on the window, watching the watery world wave past, wondering if choice and destiny could exist simultaneously, and wondering, if not, which one had possessed you.
“Are we there yet?” There was a lilt of sarcasm in your voice.
But he only glimpsed you for a second, and did not respond.
The highway stretched for longer than you anticipated--and only one or two other cars passed by on the road--until Kylo shifted into an exit lane, taking a winding ramp down along the edge of a forested area. He coasted through the receiving lane and turned down the road, tossing the car into a high gear as he accelerated through streaming puddles.
It took a couple more turns before he slowed, decelerating with the gearshift to avoid hydroplaning with the brakes, and turned through a grand, broken gate, drifting down an untended path.
Small hills rolled out around you, the landscape consumed by neglect. Foliage had eaten the trees, monuments stained and forgotten. It was only after staring into the wild green valleys that you realized there were hundreds of monuments, which seemed strange, almost indulgent. There were thousands, even, all stone-marble-grey-white, all etched with intention, decorated in lost memory. Then it smacked you: they weren’t monuments. Anxiety streaked through your veins, your mouth dropped dry, chest crushed with dread.
Whatever Kylo Ren was showing you, he’d taken you to a cemetery.
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The Cowboy Hat Stays On
Once again, you can all thank @vonschweetz and @robwiethoff for this one because after the latest bte episode with drunk hangman we got on the topic of a smutty fic where hangman shows a girl he has a thing for a porn video on his phone. And as we all knew was gonna happen, I took the bait hook, line, and sinker.
Ship: Hangman Adam Page x Stella (FOC)
Summary: Directly following the events in episode 183 of Being the Elite; Adam is wandering the halls of the convention center, drunk off Fireball, when he comes across MJF talking to the girl that everyone (except Stella, apparently) knows he has it bad for. Hangman confronts MJF and finally gets his moment alone with Stella and takes full advantage.
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Alcohol use, gratuitous smut, unprotected sex, public sex
Length: 4,085 words
Available below the cut or HERE on ao3
Slug of fireball down his throat, the warm cinnamon burn pleasant down his throat. The room spun, blurry, and he blinked a few times as if it’d clear the drunken haze that’d settled over his eyes. Dumb, happy smile smeared on his lips, Adam clutched the small shot glass and lifted it to his mouth but found it empty. A puzzled frown. He pulled it away and looked at it, borderline offended, as if the alcohol had done it to him on purpose. Disappearing like that. Like he hadn’t been the one who’d just slugged back the shot and could still taste the cinnamon on his tongue.
The alcohol was clearly against him.
Peering through the clear bottom of the glass, a distorted figure in a cute little blue and pink patterned dress appeared and stole his attention away from the lack of Fireball left in his glass. He lowered his hand, the glass with it, and let himself admire every curve of her body he always had to work so fucking hard to pretend he didn’t want to stare at. Standing still in the middle of the convention hall hallway, the drunk cowboy looked on, mouth gently agape, at who he perceived to be an angel before him.
He hadn’t noticed the company she was with, but she glanced at him and saw him staring, and Adam tried to make himself look as presentable as possible. He swayed once in place, the lumbering tree trunk of a man, and blinked, snapping his head upright. He stilled again, and a look of concern briefly crossed her face. She turned back to her company and laid her hand on their arm as she spoke a soft apology, intending to end their conversation short.
That’s when Adam looked at the man she was talking to. Maxwell Jacob Friedman. His mood soured.
Adam stared at her hand on MJF’s arm. Jealousy laced white hot and angry through his veins. His nostrils flared and his teeth pressed together, making the muscle beneath his close-shaven blonde beard jump. He didn’t like that, he thought suddenly, wanting her hand on his arm with that tender touch. MJF didn’t deserve that. He didn’t deserve to be so close to her. Adam glanced down at his forearm as if it burned, staring at the blond-hair dusted skin as if it would tell him why.
He was always too afraid to talk to her like he wanted to. But tonight, after enough shots to make his blood turn to liquor, Adam didn’t care about those kinds of things. He was coming off a winner’s high, the champion who’d pinned Kip Sabien and gotten the win. All on his own. He was a fucking winner.
Winners deserved angels like her.
Adam looked up with determination and confidence in his eyes. His broad shoulders set, and his chin lifted as he walked toward her, quirking a brow at MJF.
“Doesn’t Wardlow need to polish your dick, MJF? Oh! Sorry!” He sucked in a hiss of breath, pretending to be apologetic and ashamed of what he’d just said. “I meant polish your ring. Sorry.” A fake, drunken chuckle. “My bad, man.”
“Oh, you mean the one I beat your ass into the ground for?” MJF shook his head, lips pulling into a sneering grin, “you stupid fucking hick.”
Hangman sucked at the back of his teeth and frowned, that low brow furrowing as his blue eyes glared into MJF’s all-too-smug and absolutely punchable face.
“Oooohhhkaaayy guys,” She started with a low breath, raising her hands between them and drawing their eyes down to her. She smiled at Hangman; hopeful he’d get it through his thick, drunken skull that he needed to calm down.
But Hangman didn’t want to calm down. He wanted to knock Maxwell down to the floor and put a boot in his face, grinding it to the cement until the pompous twat begged him for mercy. His fingers curled into tight fists at his side.
MJF’s eyes flicked downward and saw them. They jumped back up and he smiled wider. He loved getting a reaction out of people, that’s why he did these kinds of things. Hangman wished he couldn’t give him the satisfaction, but controlling his temper was hard when his judgement was so impaired. The only thing keeping him tied back – just barely – was that little angel between them, pleading at him with those pretty hazel eyes.
“Alright big boy, I tell you what,” MJF turned and glanced at the lurking mass that was Wardlow over his shoulder. The idea seemed to finish forming and his smile grew as he nodded confidently and glanced back at a still fuming, drunk Adam. “I’m actually a pretty nice guy and I feel bad for bragging about how hard I kicked your ass in that match.”
Adam inhaled deep, his barrel chest swelling beneath that black cotton v-neck tee. The muscle in his thick forearm jumped as he clenched his fist, the warning growl from a dog that’s on the verge of biting.
“Okay, okay,” MJF coaxed gently, holding out a hand between them as if pleading with Adam to calm down. “Sorry, I get it, that wasn’t cool. I tell you what. This little number that you’ve clearly got a hard-on for is going to kiss the ring you lost to me, and you’re going to watch her do it.”
“What the fuck Maxwell?” She gasped, offended beside them.
MJF started to lift his hand and Adam’s snapped out, lightning-quick, clapping it with a hard slap as he knocked it back down.
“Adam!” A slight scold in her tone. Adam glanced over at her, but where he’d normally feel ashamed, he just felt angry. Angry that MJF was in their space. Angry that he was reminding him over and over of yet another time he lost right when it was most important. Jericho and the AEW World Title. Pac and the Rubber Match. MJF and the 45k Dynamite Diamond Ring. Adam sucked at his teeth and struggled to keep from rolling his shoulders and popping his neck, ready to swing. He wanted to feel it. He wanted that release. He wanted to see what it looked like when he laid his fist into Maxwell’s face.
“Okay, I don’t know what kind of dick comparing contest you cavemen are playing, but that’s over right now. Maxwell, Adam is clearly drunk and you’re taking advantage of that to goad him. Adam, you’re…” She looked over at him, and his hard glare jumped from MJF to her… and melted a little… just before it set hard again, remembering he was mad because she wasn’t letting him deck MJF.
“Just kiss the ring sweetheart and I’ll gladly go.” Maxwell said, smiling back at her.
Adam lifted his fist and it shook with the tension of holding back.
“Maxwell! You’re such a fucking prick, you’ve had your fun with him, now fuck off!” She pushed her hands into Maxwell’s bicep, but the man didn’t sway. He glanced down where she’d touched him as if offended that she had. Wardlow swayed a little closer in, that lumbering shadow. Her hazel eyes jerked nervously up into that stoic face, which only appeared harder. Meaner. He dared to threaten her. Adam’s heart started to race, and he felt excited and sick and a little dizzy. Adrenaline.
MJF shook his head and Wardlow stepped back, accepting the silent communication that his boss decided he didn’t mind that she’d touched him without permission. Maxwell cleared his throat and turned his eyes on her.
“Okay,” he said as if accepting what she’d ask and leave them be without the kiss. He even offered a smile – but polite as he tried to make it, Adam didn’t trust it – and nodded. “You’re right. I’ve had my fun, Adam clearly isn’t in a good place right now, so I should just go and-” his hand shot up and he pressed the diamonds of the ring against her kissable lips.
Not that Adam knew from experience, but sometimes he caught himself looking at them, daydreaming about how sinfully soft they’d be to press against his. Or sometimes at night he caught himself thinking about them slipping over and around his cock, sliding him on the bed of her wet tongue. His blood rushed, flooding the slowly swelling bulge between his legs.
Her offended cry was all but drown out by MJF’s cry of: “Still counts!”
He turned away in a flash, and Adam reached out, fingers just inches from grabbing hold of Maxwell’s suit jacket sleeve. He scurried away, followed by the wall sized human Wardlow, who paused to stare angrily down at Adam, daring him to chase after Maxwell. But she reached out and put her hand on Adam’s arm, and that touch tethered him back and made chasing MJF pointless. He wouldn’t be leaving her side, especially not to spend the night obsessed over catching Maxwell and beating him bloody.
Adam dropped his hand to his side and Wardlow turned, stalking in his bosses’ path. Blinking, Adam glanced back at her as she looked at him. That little dress she was wearing looked cute on her, like it was tailored to perfectly sculpt down every rolling curve of her body. She had the kind of hips that made him hungry to grab in his palms, hard enough to bruise. His semi-hard cock twitched in his dark-denim jeans. They were tight enough it just made his package look even larger.
“You look real pretty tonight Stella.” The rage was leaking out of him the longer they were alone together and her attention was all his.
“Yep,” she said and nodded as if he’d confirmed something for her. “You’re wasted. What did you get into?”
He hesitated for only a second but wilted and caved to her pointed stare. “Fireball.” It’s taste was like those red hots she always ate backstage after she won a match and made her breath smell like cinnamon when he made her laugh. He loved the way she laughed. Open and honest, loud. Sometimes she lost her breath, she laughed so hard. He always tried hard to make her laugh when they talked just to see it.
“Oh boy, come here.” She looped her arm through his and tugged him gently toward the push doors and took them into the slightly cooler night outside. “You need to walk and sober up.”
The hall they’d rented was surrounded by a park, but it was late at night and no one was around. She pulled him toward the path that led to a shaded grove of trees, taking in a deep breath for effect. “You need to get some fresh air, Adam,” she chided him and inhaled deep before exhaling again, as if to show him what she meant.
Adam took a breath. His boots scuffed the path a little as they walked, he stumbled and pulled her off her gait a little by mistake with him. “Whoops, sorry,” he mumbled.
“Here, hold up,” she tugged him to a gentle stop just as they entered the shaded part of the path. Enough light spilled on them they could still see each other’s faces. “We don’t have to walk.” She smiled and seemed to bite back a laugh. It made him want to kiss her harder. “We can just stay right here before you fall on your ass and drag me down with you.”
That didn’t sound like a bad idea, dragging her down on top of him. Adam’s tongue pressed out his mouth and licked his lips. His eyes dropped from her gaze and down, where he wanted to lay a firm, hungry kiss.
“Adam?” She asked and snapped him momentarily back to reality.
“I want to show you a video!” He said suddenly, loudly, as if to distract from the fact that he’d just deliberately stared at her mouth.
“Oh-okay.” She said, confusion slowing her voice before she glanced at the phone that he’d tugged quickly from his jeans pocket.
“Hopefully there isn’t another ad this time,” he said and laughed, but she hadn’t been there when he’d tried to show Private Party that video, and only frowned, confused at him.
Adam’s thick fingers jumped across the screen, pulling up the browser. What loaded was the last thing he’d been looking at: a pornographic video he’d found a couple months ago. The girl involved looked strikingly similar to her, so much so that at first, he’d wondered if she’d done a couple amateur films before he was able to pick apart the striking differences. He’d only wanted to see it looked like her, so his brain helped him imagine it, and helped him imagine he was the man thrusting his cock inside her and making her moan so sweet like that.
The video began to auto play and her eyes were expectantly on his screen, there was no helping it. A strange sort of courage washed over him, and Hangman let it play just a few seconds longer than necessary, so a couple moans would leak out of her hung-open mouth, and Stella might wonder if that’s how he wanted her to be. Then, he pressed the screen and shut the video off.
“Uh… Adam? That girl looked… a lot like me.”
“I’m sorry Stella,” he started and laughed awkwardly, reaching to rub at the back of his neck beneath his fluffy curls tucked into his new black cowboy hat. “I didn’t mean to show you that, I…” He glanced at her and hoped in earnest that she wouldn’t be upset.
“Please,” she said and laughed, her eyes darted across his face and she took a small breath, as if needing to draw on some courage to say what she wanted to say next. “You act like I haven’t gone searching for porn with a man that looks like you.”
Adam’s thick, blond brows jumped up into his forehead and his blue eyes, wide, blinked in slow surprise. He gave his head a small shake as if to reset it and stared at her.
“Oh yeah?” The smile across his mouth was a confident one, the sort he wore when he was on a hot streak and felt the crowd reverberating around him, chanting his chants and on their feet, cheering for them. To think Stella tried to watch porn that looked like him, the fact that meant she was into him, and they were alone, no one around them to stop him from finally getting to kiss those lips… Adam felt it was the same type of thrill as winning the crowd.
He reached out and gently caught her wrist, playfully pulling her body closer to his.
“Adam!” She laughed but didn’t have any offense in her tone or try to pull her arm away. She drifted closer to him, if anything, so he tilted his head down and stared down his barrel chest at her looking up at him. Her free hand had come up to rest on his chest, and the skin tingled beneath his shirt to feel even a whisper of her touch.
He dipped lower but didn’t let their lips touch. Inches apart. “How many times did you imagine it was me fucking you when your fingers were between your legs, hm?” His voice was low, from the depth of his chest, and growled just gently with the ravished need hot in his blood.
She gasped and the prettiest pink painted her cheeks like blush. God, she was cute.
He tugged her in hard, making her stumble and catch her body against his. One arm wrapped around the small of her back and pressed her there. His other hand caught her chin and kept her face turned up toward his as he lowered and crashed their mouths together. He was greedy. Demanding. The arm around her back let the hand drop so he could squeeze and grab hard into the fat of her ass. Her little surprised yelp melted into a pleasurable moan on his tongue as he ran it along hers and turned his head to press and kiss her even deeper, nearly pushing their teeth together because he needed her so badly. All those times he’d daydreamed about finally kissing her and reality was so, so much better.
Adam crowded in, bullying her body to step back further into the cloak beneath the branches of the tree until they walked through the curtain of a willow tree’s branches. Tucked back against the trunk they’d be perfectly hidden. No one would be able to see them. Hear them, maybe, but he’d enjoy watching her squirm and hear those soft little whispered, pleading cries squeaking past her firmly pressed together lips, unable to keep herself from doing it.
They broke apart and gasped for air, but a wide palm – his – on her shoulder coaxed her down to the ground and he followed, maneuvering his body smooth over hers, pushing a knee against the inside of hers and coaxing her legs to fall apart and let his hips between them. That dress she was wearing was all too easy to push up, to let his scrambling, reaching fingers find that sweet, tiny little nub of her clit to play with. She squirmed and inhaled sharp, heels kicking into the ground.
“Adam!” She hissed, and he felt how wet she already was when he slipped two fingers in – just barely to pull her wet up and pet her harder. “We’re out in the – fuckmmmn – open!”
“I can’t wait Stella,” he confessed and rubbed in tight, hard circles, letting her suffer with pleasure beneath him. Suffer like he had, watching her and wanting her so badly. Reminding her this was something she wanted to, since she’d confessed to looking up porn of men who looked like him. “I gotta have you right here,” he breathed hot against her neck, bending in to kiss wherever the skin was exposed, sucking and pinching it gently between his teeth.
“Okay,” she caved, and pulled her knees back so she could open her legs wider for him.
“God, Stella,” he moaned in a tight breath, fingers stilling on her pussy. He pulled his hand away and fumbled hurriedly with his belt, pushing his pants and boxers down the curve of his ass and the thick trunks of his thighs to free his hard, already leaking cock. It left a trail of precum against the inside of her thigh as he shuffled forward and gripped it hard, guiding the head against her slit and pushing down until his hips could press forward and get himself an inch inside her.
He moaned low over her open mouth as she whined underneath him, sinking inch by inch, stretching her perfect, warm muscles around him. They stayed still for a minute with him buried inside her, adjusting to the feeling of it without being overwhelmed by everything it meant. Then, Adam pulled back and pushed forward, starting a hard, greedy pace.
It didn’t even feel better to rip it up inside her, but there was something exciting about digging his fingers into the fat over her thighs and using it to slam her down onto his hard, throbbing cock. Having her the way that told her he’d been fucking starved of this. Showing her how fucking crazy she drove him. He liked her so lost by his passion she was robbed of air and not even able to get a moan out, instead squirming under him, panting, breasts heaving with each breath, curling her fingers and toes into the grass and fallen leaves he was fucking her on.
Adam grunted and thrust, feeling the heat of the burn in his muscles and pushing harder. Further. Thirsty for every drop he could guzzle from this experience. This was his new alcohol. Fuck Fireball. Fuck the AEW world title. Fuck the 45k Dynamite Diamond Ring. Fuck Pac. He only needed Stella. She needed to understand that.
“Stella,” his groan bled into her ear as he pressed his bearded cheek against hers and spilled hot breaths against her skin. His sac was already sucked up to the base of his cock, ready to empty inside her, but he wanted to hold off. He wanted her to lose herself too, be unable to keep from crying his name and come on his cock. If ever AEW came back to this town and preformed in this convention center, Adam wanted to bring her right back to this spot and fuck her with the same ferocity that he did this time. He wanted her to know his passion wasn’t ever going to fade for her. He wanted her to know she was perfect. He hated when she made those self-deprecating jokes about herself. It hurt him, because he hated that she’d been brought up in a world that taught that about herself.
Why didn’t the world teach her about that laugh he loved? Or how sexy her smile was, the way it dimpled up into her rosy-round, quintessentially cute cheeks? How entrancing her mouth was, and how he felt like he’d be dizzy, even sober, if he stared at it too long.
He wanted to. He needed her to know the angel she was to him. That she could be his only saving grace… and he was afraid he was nearing a place he was going to need one.
“Oh-fuck-,” she was half whispering, half moaning beneath him. Her cunt squeezed him tighter. Tighter. Adam’s eyes rolled back, and he begged his body to hold off just a second longer. She curled into his chest, burying her face into his shirt. “Adam!” She cried against him, fingers curling into the material and tugging it desperately hard before she jerked and trembled around him, muscles of her cunt milking his cock shoved damn near against her cervix inside her.
A long, boldly loud moan from his mouth could have been heard easily by anyone on the path. His body bucked against her, squeezed himself an inch further in her, straining her as she came, and then jerked. He shook as he came, and that moan didn’t stop until the last push of semen slipped from his cock inside her.
“Fuck,” he exhaled weakly and all but collapsed on her. His body heaved with great, desperate breaths. “Sorry, sorry,” he muttered and pressed a palm against the ground beside her to lift his weight off her body so she could breathe.
“Adam?” She said after a little pause of drawn out silence.
“Yeah?”
“You’re staring.” She laughed softly, a little bit of blush in her cheeks again. The fact that she could blush while he was exhausted over her, cock still twitching and buried in her, drove him mad. He wished he wasn’t so tired. He wished he could start fucking her all over again. And again. And again. And Again. He wanted to fuck her until she was delirious with the gratification only he could grant her.
He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss against her forehead before leaning back. “I just wanted to make sure I memorized every bit of this view.”
“Oh my God,” she said as if exasperated by him, but he saw how her smile was shy and sweet.
“Hey,” she said suddenly, drawing his attention from her grin back to her hazel eyes, which were on him. They reached up. Her grin spread wider. “The cowboy hat stayed on.”
“Huh?” He lifted a hand and touched it, then laughed. “Hell yeah it did, angel,” he said, playfully cocky, “any good cowboy knows you keep your damn hat on during the ride, no matter how hard the filly bucks.” He gently removed himself from her but didn’t yet start getting up. He wasn’t ready to leave this perfect little moment. He just wanted a few more minutes.
She laughed that full, open laugh, forgetting to care that they were out in the open and could draw attention by anyone lingering nearby. He laughed at her scared expression when she realized it, which made her glare at him, which made him laugh harder.
“Stop!” She tried but couldn’t fight the giggles away herself and lost herself to them, especially when he reached down and playfully tickled her sides. She laughed harder, gasping and kicking under him.
Their laughter joined and trickled gently from their hiding place, the secret lovers tucked away beneath the willow.
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United By Love, Rain And Forgotten Umbrellas
Her eyes as blue as the merciful drops from the heaven. His eyes as green as the happy grass enjoying the heavenly showers. A tale of how forgotten umbrellas in the rain bring together the four lovable sides of the Love Square.
Chapter 3: A Lost Love Rekindled, A New Love Discovered
Summary: Post Miracle Queen, confusion and heart break prevails for our love square dorks. Will the rain play its role in retying the threads of the square that's breaking apart?
(Kudos to the anonymous artist of this beautiful art I found on the net! If anyone knows who the artist is, please feel free to inform! <3)
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Heavy downpour sure is a blessing for many. It rejuvenates life, removes the thirst of parched lands, becomes the symbol of eternal love…
Lightning flashed in the dark sky, only to bring into view the silhouette of a girl swinging over the city of love, sprinting on slippery rooftops and jumping over alleys. A yo-yo zipped out of her hands, wrapping around a distant lamp-post in the local park. Giving the string a tug, the girl sailed in the sky like a ladybug until…
… She felt the string slip, her hold slackening as gravity pulled her down. Not getting time to brace herself for the impact, the girl fell on her side, sliding in the mud for a short distance before coming to a stop.
Pain shot up her body as she gasped for air. No scream escaped her lips, though. How could it? Her throat was already raw due to all the screaming she did earlier.
The girl rolled lightly on the ground, cradling her left shoulder, her teeth clenched and eyes squeezed shut in pain. Maybe she should have used the teleportation powers of Kaalki to get out of the city, then she surely wouldn’t have got stuck in this rain. But she still couldn’t risk taking the Miraculouses out. Hawk Moth knew she was the new Guardian of the Miraculouses. Plus, who knows what information that conniving man had acquired from Master Fu when he had held the old man captive? No, Ladybug surely could not take the risk, at least not until she came to terms with the new reality.
Responsibility had not been ceremoniously bestowed upon her. No. Circumstances just threw the entire burden of the magical jewels and the city on the teenage girl’s shoulders without warning. There was a limit to how much she could handle, after all. The emotional collapse she had had in front of Luka… that was just the tip of the iceberg. With Lila hell-bent on ruining her ties with everyone, the responsibilities of Paris and the Miraculouses on her shoulders, her entirely messed-up and disastrous love-life and her own stupidity being the cause of the loss of the Great Guardian… Marinette had been a walking farm for akumas. Tikki had suggested she go to the countryside, far from the range of akumas, to let her emotions out. And that’s what she did.
Letting out the rage, the frustration, the despair, the agony, the hurt had helped a bit. But as she now lay on the ground, her body figuratively screaming at her for the exertion it faced, somehow, Ladybug couldn’t stop the deprecating feeling of being clumsy and useless from washing over her. Her eyes again brimmed up with tears she thought she had run out of.
“Is that Ladybug?”
The voice snapped the heroine back to attention. No. Ladybug was Paris’ beacon of hope. She wouldn’t let them see her down.
Shakily getting up, the heroine barely suppressed the wince that escaped her as her strained muscles begged for her to stop. Looking over to the civilians who had been rushing to help her up, the girl gave them a short smile and wave, and yo-yoed away.
Another benefit of the heavy downpour? The world never gets to know that you’ve been crying.
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Exhaustion crept over her, and one thing was clear. She wouldn’t be able to make it home like this.
Glancing around wearily, the heroine searched for a quiet place where she could give her limbs some rest. It won’t do her or Paris any good if she got ill. Especially when she was the Guardian of the city now.
A familiar mansion caught her eye. Specifically, a window that always remained open.
Her heart clenched, remembering the heartbreak she had felt the day everything went wrong. No. She wouldn’t take his help. Maintaining the distance between them was the best way to reduce her ache.
But her body wasn’t hearing any of it, for she felt herself sway as she took another step.
Looking at the mansion again, the girl debated her choices. Did she have the strength, the will to look at him, be near him, and remind her heart that no matter how much she desired, he would never be hers? She had seen them that day, the model with the fencer, staring into each other’s eyes like they were the only ones who existed. How she had leaned into him, and he didn’t back off. How they… how they clearly had feelings for each other.
As darkness started to creep into her vision, she made her choice.
Desperate times call for desperate measures. He was the only one right now whom she could trust. She could deal with her heartbreak later.
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Romancing Camembert without spectators was... Well, not fun .
Plagg was busy spouting poetry at the best dairy product in the world (try changing his mind) when he noticed that the background ‘appreciation’ was missing.
Gazing at his chosen, the kwami noticed something was off. Like, way off.
“Adrien?”
No answer.
Well, this was new. Might as well take some risks.
The little being gingerly took the cheese to the boy’s nose.
One. Two. Three.
“PLAGG! What the actual--?” the blond finally screamed, coming out of his stupor.
“Kid, you were lost. Like actually lost, unresponsive! You had me freaking worried! Now spill, what is the matter with you?"
The blond merely sighed, running his hand through his hair as he stared at the photo on his phone.
Selfies of him, Marinette and Kagami.
Focusing on the Ladyblog window on his computer screen, Adrien let out a sigh again.
“Plagg, I am. So. Confused.”
“Confused why, kid?” the kwami worriedly asked.
“It is just that, my thoughts… they are all haywire. I… I don’t know what I want, what love is like. Everything is so, so… confusing. So many questions, so few answers,” sighing, the boy closed his eyes.
“Spill it, kid,” the little being offered. “I might not be a love expert, but maybe I could help? It is about Ladybug, right?”
“Yeah. Kinda,” the blond muttered. “I mean, I said I would love the girl beneath the mask, and I really do! But... Does she love me back? I mean, she sure sees me as her partner and of course cares about me as her best friend, and I-I do cherish that friendship, but… but I still hope for more, Plagg. Her constant rejections, frustrations at my flirting, and her admission of having a crush… They make me wonder, am I doing the right thing? Chasing after her like that?
“Like, that time when we fought Frozer, I did feel I was a tad bit too pushy. I don’t want to push her away, Plagg. But I need some certainty now… I don’t know what to do. Should I chase after her? Or should I give up? But then again, Plagg, if I am even thinking of giving up, doesn’t that mean that my love isn’t true? Ughh,” the blond buried his face in his hands.
“Kid, some other day, I would have happily advised you to leave the females and get together with my gooey delight. And I sure am not as good with all the mushy lovey-dovey stuff as SugarCube, but for one point, kid, I think chasing after the mask is only going to end up with you getting hurt.”
The kwami sat atop his chosen’s head, patting his blond hair, “You don't know who exactly she is under the mask. Chances might be slim, but maybe she is some snobby co-model you hate? Or she hates your model self? Who knows, she might be crushing on someone who hates your guts? Or maybe some sister-like best friend of yours? Or your classmate?”
“There are so many possibilities, kid, that going after the uncertain while leaving the certain is nothing short of tomfoolery. You have that Kagami girl, Pigtails, and many more! My point, kid, is just that chasing after a mask is only playing with your own feelings,” the kwami buried himself in the boy’s hair, purring and providing the human with a sense of comfort.
“But Plagg, what if..”
A whirring sound followed by a dull THUD! interrupted the blond and his kwami zoomed away to a convenient hiding place. What the boy saw shocked him.
“Ladybug?!”
The heroine in red-and-black-polka dots merely groaned in pain. Adrien ran over to help her, worried out of his wits seeing his crime-fighting partner all muddied and in pain.
“Ladybug? Is everything alright? Is there an akuma?” he asked hurriedly.
“Re- Rest,” was all the girl muttered before her eyes shut.
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Her head felt so heavy, like she had just been hit by some jumbo mental truck. Blinking the dark spots away from her vision, she looked around .
Big windows beyond the grey banisters. Nice view outside. The girl snuggled deeper into the sleeping bag.
Wait. Sleeping bag? Grey banisters? Big windows?
WHERE WAS SHE?
Panicking, Marinette nearly shot up straight, only to groan at the feeling of headrush and plop back down.
So, she was in some unknown place, sleeping in someone’s sleeping bag. She didn’t remember how she ended up here. The only vague memories she had were of sprinting on the rooftops in the downpour when she had decided to give in to her exhaustion and shelter herself in the Agreste Mansion…
She had been Ladybug before passing out.
Panicking once again, the girl frantically glanced at her arms. Only to find them covered in the familiar red-and-black polka dotted spandex.
Her identity was safe.
She heard footsteps climbing up a staircase.
“Ladybug? Are you awake?”
Oh dear Lord. She had certainly entered the mansion with a steeled heart, but hearing his enchanting voice, the girl felt her resolve crumbling, the choking pain of heartbreak washing over her once again.
I can’t do it... I can’t do it... It hurts, it still hurts…
“Ladybug?” She felt a cool hand on her forehead. So cool, she couldn’t help but lean into the touch.
“Oh, my god! You are burning up! Why were you out in the rain?” the owner of the hand exclaimed.
Oh! How much she wished to tell him the true reason. That she had gone out to escape being Ladybug, the Guardian of Paris. That she had wanted to be one normal teenager, free to let her emotions out without the risk of an evilized butterfly or feather turning her into a rampaging monster. That she had repented her tomfooleries, let out her frustrations with the Liar, and let her tears flow freely at the pain of the heartbreak he had caused her, even if unknowingly.
You are not Marinette right now. You are Ladybug. Be confident, composed.
“I just needed some fresh air, and well, got stuck in the rain. But I am fine, thank you,” pushing herself up with her right hand, the girl struggled to disengage with the sleeping bag and stand up.
Only for a sudden jolt of pain to shoot through her left leg, causing her to scream as she felt gravity dragging her down.
Too shocked by the sudden pain, the girl merely closed her eyes, bracing herself for the impact.
Which never came.
Opening her eyes, she looked into the concerned grassy greens that she had fallen in love with. And sadly, looking at them didn’t help her fall out of love. Instead, it only acted as salt to the burn of her heartbreak.
“You okay?”
His voice was too soft, too caring, too loving for... for just a friend , but, who was she to ignore the truth? The truth that he loved the strong Kagami, not the clumsy Marinette. That he had feelings for the fencer, not the baker girl. That he had shared a sweet kiss with a ravenette with brown eyes, not the bluebell ones.
Stay calm, stay calm, stay focused! You are NOT in love with him. Her brain screamed.
You can’t be in love with him. A soft voice from her heart spoke.
“Ladybug?”
Pulled back from her thoughts, the girl gathered herself quickly and flashed him a smile, straightening herself again. “Oh! I am alright, I am fine, it must be just a bit of exert-AAH!” Another wince escaped her as her left foot pained the moment she put it on the ground.
“You're not fine! You fell quite badly on your left side when you entered. I guess it needs to be checked.” Adrien exclaimed with concern, bending down to examine her foot.
“Oh no no! There is no need for that! I am fine! Yeah, I really am,” the girl fervently explained, her voice a bit high due to embarrassment (or was it uneasiness?).
The wince that escaped her again as she put her left foot a bit too hard on the ground didn’t help her cause.
Adrien merely shot her an unimpressed look. “Ladybug, don’t be so stubborn.”
“I am NOT being stubborn!” she protested, “And I am really fine. In fact, I guess I must go. I don’t wish to overstay.”
No matter how rude it sounded, she needed to maintain her distance. For her own safety and sanity. No, she just came here to rest and now that her limbs were rested a bit, she could make it home and snuggle in the comfort of her own bed, snuggling with her cat pil- WOAH!
Ladybug squeaked and turned an awesome shade of scarlet as she felt strong arms pick her up, bridal style.
“Wh-wha-what the hell?” the girl squeaked.
“I am sorry porte-bonheur , but you sure need to get that foot checked. So, allow this meagre civilian to take you down the stairs and check your foot. Paris can’t have her guardian angel in pain and discomfort,” Adrien replied, a hint of a smirk on his face. And was it just her, or was the boy blushing?
Shaking her head, she cleared her thoughts, mentally steeling herself.
You can’t get hurt again. Your feelings matter. He sees you as just a friend. You can’t deal with the pain of one-sided love, especially with the responsibility of the entire city on your shoulders.
…
He smells good. His arms around me feel good. His concern is genuine. No matter what, his kindness shines through.
The irony. The more she stayed near the sunshine, the more clouded her resolve of not falling in love became.
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“Thank goodness it is nothing much, just a mild sprain due to muscle exertion I believe,” the boy exclaimed in relief, holding the spandex-covered foot with care. “I guess a little first aid will do just fine, but you seriously shouldn’t be running on rooftops for a day or two at least. Your foot needs rest.”
“I know, but- ” the heroine didn’t need to voice her thoughts. It was clear, her identity must remain a secret. There wasn’t a way she could enter her home without concealing the mask, and of course she couldn’t take her mask off in front of Adrien, no matter how much she trusted him.
What if, Adrien thought, she did conceal her mask? And took it off midway?
“Ladybug, I think I might have a plan. Plus, you are all muddied up. Wanna take a shower?”
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At first, she thought he was joking. But when Adrien told her his plan, she assumed that was the only way out to help her reach home with her identity safe. And she sure needed a bath.
“I will go get you the clothes and towel, okay? And here is the first aid kit on this shelf,” the boy pointed out, then walked out, shutting the sliding door behind him.
Blinking, the girl stepped into the bathroom, shutting close the glass doors as she dropped her transformation. The kwami flew out, looking with slight worry at her chosen.
“Marinette,” she started to speak, only to be interrupted by the girl’s query.
“Why does it hurt so much, Tikki?”
“Oh. Well, the magic of the miraculous is supposed to act as a cushion for all the hits that you take, but since you are very much exhausted yourself, and I was trying to keep the energy safe for holding the transformation as long as possible, I couldn’t cushion your falls much and...”
“I meant my heart.”
“Oh,” the kwami fell silent. “Marinette, you will be alright.”
“But when Tikki? When?” the girl nearly screamed. Stripping off her clothes, she started pouring her feelings out, “For two years, I have been trying to get him to notice me as someone more, and he sees me as Just. A. Friend. And now, when I try to get over him, try to bury my feelings for his and Kagami’s happiness, he...he is again stealing my heart! I know, I bloody know he doesn’t mean to hurt me, I know that it is his caring nature, but, but… Tikki, I can’t take this! I can’t. Why, why does fate have to be so cruel? Why?”
“Marinette, it is okay to fall in one-sided love. It hurts, surely it does, but you don’t always have to conceal your feelings. Love is a rocky boat; don’t let it overwhelm you. I am not saying this because you are Ladybug, but I am saying this because you have a full life ahead of you, and it will have its share of ups-and-downs. You can’t let it burden you like this.”
The girl took in a deep, shaky breath. “I agree, Tikki. I guess- I guess I really need to get my mind off these things. I am glad I accepted the offer for shower though, this will surely help.” Smiling, she fiddled with the taps for the suitable temperature of hot water and stepped inside.
The warm water relaxed her tensed muscles, the mud from her body and the tension from her mind going down the drain as she let out a relaxed sigh.
And that was when she heard the sliding door open.
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Ah, the beautiful cliffhangers. But hey hey, nothing happens! They are teenagers, and that has been totally respected here. Following is just a moment of awkwardness and fluff.
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As the kwami zoomed back into the bathroom, Adrien turned to his computer desk. Only for his attention to drift to the fencing match group photo he had there.
Specifically, a girl in red who was in the photo.
Kagami is a nice competitor and an equally nice friend. Sure, she has an icy fa ç ade, but I know the bubbly girl beneath it. Our meetings, our banter, the occasional flexing and punning….they were as fluid as those with Ladybug, And well, just like LB, she surely has handed me my behind on a silver platter many times.
She and Ladybug are so similar: rolling eyes at my puns, responding wittily to my flirts, bantering with me. She is so like Ladybug.
That’s when the realisation hit him. He had been falling for Kagami because… because....
I see Ladybug in her. And when she responds back, it seems like… like it is Ladybug returning back my feelings.
I...I don’t love her in a romantic way for who she really is. And I don’t want to hurt her or lead her on. I did try loving her, but no, I can never see her as anything more than a friend, a competitor.
“I...I loved the shadow of Ladybug I saw in Kagami, not the real Kagami.”
“High time you got your senses back, kid,” Plagg commented.
Ignoring Plagg’s quip, Adrien delved back into his thoughts. Kagami wasn’t someone he could see a future with. Sighing, the blond began to turn around, only for his sight to fall on the charm bracelet on his hand.
Marinette.
Her name itself brought a smile to his face.
As awkward, shy or clumsy as she is, I am really grateful to have her as one of my closest friends. Especially after the gum misunderstanding. I really appreciate the brave, strong and kind leader beneath the shy girl nature.
And then again, she is the best person I can share my thoughts with, be it as Adrien or as Chat. Her parents are sweet, she herself is Kindness personified. His Everyday Ladybug. Standing for the truth and the good. Imagining life without her presence...no, not possible.
Marinette, she feels like-no, she is my home.
The realisation hit him like a truck. Somehow, buried within his feelings for Ladybug, another little stream of feelings for a certain ravenette had sprouted, only to make its presence known to him now.
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She Wins.
Thor x Reader
Request: “Can you make a thor x reader where the reader is an actress and she takes him as her date to the awards and he presents her award to her on stage”
Word Count: 2,199
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: Swearing, Cute Thor
A/N: This one was really fun to write considering I’m going to school to literally be an actress. Just the thought of being at an award show like this one day is honestly kind of a dream to me, so writing about it was a pretty fun experience. I hope you enjoy this one!
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You look in the mirror of your room, assessing your outfit. You were in full glam tonight, as it was the Oscars, and you were up for best actress in a leading role. This was a really big deal to you, considering the Academy voted on who they thought should get each award, and you were close friends with some of the people who were deciding whether or not you get the award. While some may say it’s rigged due to the fact that you know some people who will assist in selecting, they’re all professionals who can recognize talent. Even though you know them personally, they won’t just give you the award unless they believe you’ve earned it. That makes it even more nerve-wracking. When it comes to the Golden Globes, it’s just critics, and you’ve learned to not ignore, but not completely listen to critics. All critics have different opinions, and quite frankly many of them are still sexist, so no matter what you do, some people will always find you to be bad. Especially since you speak out against anything and everything when it comes to women being underestimated and overlooked. Some men are just too fragile with their masculinity. Honestly, there was only one man whose opinion mattered to you, and he basically worshipped the ground you walked on. Thor.
Ironically, while you were thinking about Thor, he walked into the room, and stopped dead in his tracks. “I have never seen true beauty until this very moment on this very day,” he announces, causing you to blush. “You say that every time you see me, Thunder Boy,” you say, turning to face him as he makes his way over to you. “That is because every time I see you, I am reminded of what true beauty is. No matter how you believe you look, I see the most gorgeous being in the universe, and most definitely the most gorgeous Midgardian to ever exist.” He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you into a kiss. You smile into it, pulling away to look at him. “Well you don’t look too bad yourself, you know.” He was wearing a fitted black suit, and even though he looks very attractive in his Asgardian gear, Thor in a suit? Hot. “Thank you, my love. But my appearance pales in comparison to you, as always.”
Thor always knew what to say to make you feel more confident. Not even just with looks, but with everything. If you were doubting your acting abilities, he’d tell you immediately to, “never doubt the natural abilities you have, as you have proven time and time again that you are gifted when it comes to portraying another.” No matter how you feel, Thor can always just improve it. And he did just that in this very second. You reached up and brushed a strand of his long hair behind his ear. “Why is it that even when my hair is restrained some pieces still tend to get out?”
“Hair is uncontrollable, Thor. It does what it wants,” you say, grabbing his hand. “Now, shall we go to the red carpet?”
“Indeed.” You lead him down to the limo you’ll be arriving at the awards show in. Happy is your driver, and he smiles at you, opening the door. “Thanks, Happy. I appreciate you volunteering to drive us tonight,” you tell him, giving him a quick embrace. “Of course, (Y/N). I’d drive you two to Walmart in a limo if you needed me to.” You laugh at his response, getting into your ride as Thor follows you in. Obviously you would bring your boyfriend as your plus one, and you know a lot of your work friends were excited to finally meet him. You two would no doubt be plastered on every tabloid and your pictures would be all over social media tomorrow, which meant you’ll see the typical Thor fangirl posts complaining about you. However, you didn’t care. Tonight was special for you, and you wanted to share it with someone even more special. Thor grabs your hand, kissing it before setting it back down while still holding it. “Will all of your friends from work like me?”
“They’re going to love you, don’t worry. The only people you should be worried about are all the photographers and interviewers who are going to try to shove their microphones in your face and get you to talk all the time. That shit is annoying.”
He chuckles at you, wrapping his arm around you in the process. “I cannot imagine it is as annoying as fighting off an entire army,” he says, and you grin. “Yeah, it probably isn’t but I wish I could fight them off sometimes. Honestly, who cares what you and I do? Can you believe that someone asked me if we joined the Mile High Club once?” “Ridiculous. You and I have joined no clubs.”
“Well, no we actually did join that one and honestly a whole new Mile Higher Club.”
“We have joined a club?”
You start to laugh at his cluelessness, before whispering in his ear what the Mile High Club was. His eyes get big for a moment before he lets out a loud laugh. “Oh we have joined that club! I did not know it was a club, is there a membership we are a part of now?”
“No, Thor, it’s just a ‘club’ people ‘join.’ It’s not a real organization,” you inform, and he nods. “You Midgardians are a strange species.”
“Yeah says the guy who can literally control lightning,” you say, and he shrugs. “I would not call that strange. It is just one of my many talents,” he smiles at you and you roll your eyes. “Get your ego in check there, babe,” you say, patting his cheek as he chuckles.
The ride seems to go fast, considering any time you get to be with Thor is ridiculously fun. When you two pull up to the venue, you smile at him. “Be ready for lots of flashing lights and lots of noise,” you tell him and he smiles. “I can handle some flashing lights and noises,” he assures you and you wink at him. The door opens, and you make your way out of the limo, thanking Happy for bringing you and Thor again. Thor gets out moments after you, immediately grabbing your hand. You smile at him, and you two make your way over to where the pictures are being taken. You pass by fans, reporters, and some paps. You smile and wave to people who support you, Thor giving them an appreciative smile for supporting the love of his life. A member of your team walks beside you, and she’s already eyeing the outlets and reporters she wants you to talk to. You know the photos come first, so you walk straight over there, waiting your turn as someone is already getting the photos snapped of them. Your team works to make sure you look picture perfect, and you grin at Thor. He grins back, and when the actor in front of you is done with his photoshoot, you and Thor are up.
You immediately hit your staple pose, Thor having his arm around your waist. The flashes are more intense than they’ve ever been, and you have Thor to thank for that. Not only are they getting a picture of one of the most talented actresses in the world, they’re also getting pictures of one of the strongest beings in the universe. Thor stands to the side at one point, presenting you to the cameras. You smile at him before going full celebrity mode, and then it’s time for you to leave the photo portion, and head over to the video interviews. You’re guided by your team, landing interviews with E! and a few other outlets. When you begin talking to the E! Reporter, her eyes immediately get big at the sight of a literal God standing in front of her. “And look who we have here! Not only (Y/N), but Thor as well! What a power couple,” she says, and you laugh. “He has all the power here, I’m just his girlfriend.”
“My very talented and very amazing girlfriend. Do not let her humility fool you, she is equally as powerful as I, just in different ways.”
After getting shoved along to the paper and web interviews after that, you get to go inside of the event. You’re led to your seats, which are front row, and you both sit down. Your good friend is sitting right next to you, and you finally get to introduce her to Thor. Many of your coworkers approach you, actually, each one excited to meet your other-worldly boyfriend and talk to you about the awards you are up for along with them. After introducing him to multiple people, he looks at you with his eyebrows raised. “You were not lying when you said there would be a lot of noise,” he says, and you laugh. “Well, hey, at least it’s good noise. And not people getting shot or stabbed on a battlefield.”
“That is quite an honest statement.”
The awards start, and since Neil Patrick Harris is hosting again, it’s quite a wild ride. Jokes are being told left and right, and you can best believe he commented on you and Thor. You laugh at his jokes, occasionally hiding your face as Thor laughs and wraps his arm around you. The award you were up for wasn’t being presented until almost the end of the show, so you and Thor just sat and watched as your friends and colleagues got to accept their awards. “I am excited for your award,” Thor whispers to you, and you roll your eyes, punching him on the shoulder. “We don’t even know if it’s my award yet, Thor,” you inform him and he just grins. “You win every award in my eyes.” You immediately blush, hitting him on the shoulder again and causing him to laugh. After a few more awards are announced, Thor clears his throat, looking at you. “I am going to go use the restroom, I will return momentarily,” he tells you, placing a quick kiss on your cheek before you can even think about stopping him. He speed walks backstage, and you bite your lip. Your award is going to be announced soon, and you were nervous he wouldn’t make it back in time.
Your nerves were confirmed when you realized your award was about to be announced. Before you could even begin freaking out, though, a tall blonde walked out onstage to announce the award. “Thor?!” you ask, mainly to yourself, but the cameras got your confused expression as he walked up to the microphone center stage. “Acting is an art form like none other, having the skill to become a completely different person with a completely different life story from yours is a remarkable talent, and the women who are eligible for this award prove this. The women up for best actress in a leading role are…” Thor beings announcing the names, your name being last. He looks over in your direction with an endearing smile before announcing your nomination. “(Y/N) (L/N), Brooklyn Burning,” he says, and you smile as the applause sounds around you. He waits for the applause to die down completely before saying, “The Oscar is awarded to.”
He opens the envelope in his hands, reading it and immediately smiling from ear to ear. “The woman I love infinitely, (Y/N) (L/N)!” You cover your mouth, tears immediately beginning to well up in your eyes. Your friend pulls you into a hug, and you making your way to the stage. “You didn’t tell me you were presenting!” you say, wiping away a tear that managed to leak out of your eye. Thor smiles at you, “I’m sorry, my love. I wanted it to be a surprise.”
“Yeah, well I’m pretty damn surprised!” Thor laughs at your reaction, before pulling you in for a kiss while handing you your Oscar. This move caused the cheering to well up again, and you can’t help but smile. After giving your acceptance speech where you thank every person on the face of the planet who you care about, you head backstage. You immediately hug Thor, as he lifts you up off the ground. “I told you you would win, my love,” he says to you and you just smile, shaking your head. “I still cannot believe it. And I can’t believe my boyfriend gave the award to me!” you exclaim, holding the award in your hands and smiling like a madman. Thor pulls you in for a kiss yet again, and this time, your buddy Ellen snaps a picture of it. Needless to say, there’s a picture all over the internet of you holding an award in one hand while your other hand is cupping Thor’s cheek. “Stop trying, she wins.” was the caption Ellen used, and honestly, she’s right. Even if you didn’t win that award, you still had the best boyfriend you could ever have. The Oscar was just a bonus.
#thor x reader#thor odinson x reader#avengers x reader#thor imagine#thor odinson imagine#avengers imagine#thor#thor odinson#avengers
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