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some Lost Boys inspired 80's vampire macdennis
one of my pieces for the @sunnyhalloweenzine!
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Best friend rigs the Secret Santa for Bakugo and yourself to get one another...
A/N: Hullo everybody!! This is part 2 (find part one HERE) of this Pinterest Prompt and part 3 will (hopefully) be the final part. I honestly thought this would be a 800 word fic but now we're barreling towards almost 5k all together whoops lol-
Warnings: Just a few swears here and there, SFW, its literally all Bakusquad shenanigans.
Word count: abt 1.5k, ENJOY <3
"Soooooo~ Who d'ya get for the cringle?" Kaminari asks, leaning back on his chair dangerously to look back at me, sitting on the desk behind him. I raise my eyebrows, since I can't just raise the one, and flick my pen expertly in my hand.
"Mr. Aizawa," I answered seriously. "I'm thinking of getting him another sleeping bag. The musty yellow one isn't really his colour."
Looking genuinely confused, Kaminari looks around to see if anyone else overheard our conversation.
I laugh at him, and kick his chair forward, causing him to shriek as he sits squarely on his butt. I look down to see a folded note on my desk, opening to read it as Mr Aizawa tells us to settle down;
Lover boy was TOTALLY just greasing off Kaminari for making you laugh. I think someone's still jealous from the whole sleeping incident...
Catching Mina's eye, I give her an I don't think so look, which she promptly rolls her eyes at. Its been a whole weekend since the 'sleeping incident', where I had woken up with Kaminari's arms wrapped around my waist and his head nestled on my stomach. Accidentally of course. We, along with Bakugo and Kirishima, had fallen asleep on the couch in the common room, talking late last Friday night.
It really wasn't a big deal... Kaminari apologised several times. I got over it, he got over it, and I don't see why Bakugo, whom Mina just loves to call 'lover boy', would even care.
Plus, I have bigger problems. Like what to get said lover boy for the Christmas Cringle we were supposed to be exchanging this Saturday. He's literally impossible to buy for. Well, I could always just buy him a new pair of shorts or something, but since I've had a crush on him since literally the first day of school, it needs to be perfect.
So far I've thought of a cookbook, an apron, a scarf since he's always wearing the brown one, or maybe even a matching beanie; then again his hair has such personality I don't even know if he CAN put a beanie over those suspiciously natural spikes...
"Hellooooo, come on, Aizawa dismissed us," Mina says, nudging my shoulder.
I snap out of my daze and gather my things, following out of the nearly empty classroom.
"Decided on what to get monsieur Hothead yet?" I sigh, already having predicted this question.
"Nope," I say, popping the p as we walk to the dorm rooms. "I'm thinking of maybe getting-"
"Hey girls, wanna meet at the common room at 6 for a rematch of UNO?" Kaminari asks, coming up from behind us and slinging an arm over my and Mina's shoulders like he always does.
"Yeah sure, we're down." Mina answers, pinching him in the side so he lets us out of his grasp. We duck away, laughing and continuing our banter, before I catch Bakugo's gaze.
"You coming too, Bakugo?" I ask, walking up next to him, ignoring my heart trying to escape its cage.
"Coming where?" He grumbles, still looking disgruntled and angry.
"We're playing UNO around 6 today in the common room. Come on, it'll be fun," I say, trying to persuade him into coming, since he never usually participates.
"HELL NO! I don't have time to waste, especially with you extras," He yells at me. I huff, rolling my eyes and continuing to ignore the feeling of my heart beating in my eyeballs, as I grumble, "you never do," and walk back next to Mina, who was now somehow in a water fight with Kirishima, Kaminari and Sero.
Overall certain that I didn't let my nerves peek through while talking to him, I don't register what's happening as Sero grabs Oijiro's water bottle out of his bag, unscrews the lid, then promptly dumps it over my head.
With Mina, Kirishima, Kaminari and even Bakugo gasping in the background, I wiped the water off my face, before realising my mascara had probably smudged all over my cheeks and glared at Sero, who was slowly backing away.
I practically growl before chasing him, blindly grabbing my own water bottle out of my bag and drenching him, messing up his styled hair which has him shrieking "sorry, I'm so sorry!" and has me cackling in sweet, sweet revenge.
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"PLUS FOUR?! AGAIN KIRISHIMA! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!" Mina screeches as she pounds Kirishima's arm from next to him, who is laughing and judging from his reaction, barely feeling her punches. I know from experience, that Mina punches hard. He has to be really tough not to show an inkling of pain.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just really have to win this one!" He says, shooting a guilty smile Mina's way. Maybe he just doesn't feel pain in general...? I stare at him with suspicion as Mina huffs and she rolls her eyes at him, promptly dropping a four plus for the next person in our circle, who just happened to be me.
"Hey! Not cool, hypocrite." I mutter.
"I had to get my anger out somehow. I'm pretending you're Kirishima. Go on, pick up those cards, you slimy rat," Mina says smugly.
Giving her a confused look at her weird logic, I continued the game, Shoji and Hagakure also having joined in half way.
Just as I'm about to announce UNO, Bakugo stomps through the common room and sits right in between myself and Mina, crossing his legs on the floor and leaning back on his two hands.
"BAKUBRO! YOU CAME!" Kirishima yells excitedly, Kaminari and Sero also whooping and cheering.
"Yeah, yeah, shut up. I finished my work and came to see what you idiots were doing." He says, voice gruff but not screaming for once.
I raise my brows at him, and he scowls and looks the other way, not being able to face me after he so rudely rejected my invitation a few hours ago.
"Oh please, you just couldn't handle the FOMO." I say teasingly, smirking at him without fully turning my face so the others can hear.
Sero stifles a laugh and Kaminari looks confused before the dots connect and he also has his hand clamped around his mouth.
"She has a green 7," is all he says, a sadistic look of satisfaction overtaking his features. It takes a moment for all of us to realise what he just said.
Mina cackles as she changes the colour to red, effectively stopping me from winning the game.
Shooting him a dirty look, I lean over to grab another card, simultaneously elbowing him hard in the shin, which he doesn't even react to.
What is it with these guys and their weirdly high pain tolerance?
Ignoring him now, we continue the game, Kirishima practically slamming his last card on top of the deck. "I WON, I WON, man that was so MANLY," He celebrates as I see Mina rolling her eyes and silently fuming. I begin to shuffle and hand out the cards deliberately skipping Bakugo, which doesn't go unnoticed by him.
"Oi, where are my cards?" He asks, annoyance evident in his tone as Kirishima continues to gloat in the background about how manly his win was and Kaminari complaining about how he never "gets the good cards." When I don't respond, Bakugo steals my cards from in front of me, leaning forward to play with the others.
Snarling, I grab my cards out of his hand, causing him to snarl back, until we're fighting for the 7 cards.
"What are you guys doing, there's a whole ass deck here, you know," Sero says, eyebrows raised and nudging Kirishima.
"These. Ones. Are. MINE." I gasp out, my knee coming around to jab him in his side as his hand pushes me down from my sternum. Oxygen knocked out of my lungs, I gasped for air as I tried to hold the cards out of his reach, my hero training kicking in as I snake my other arm around the back of his neck to hold him in an upside down headlock. Trying to push his forehead onto the ground, I give the cards to Mina, who laughs and takes them, after taking a photo of us.
Having apparently heard the camera click, Bakugo (after struggling a great deal might I smugly add) gets out of my head lock and zones in on Mina. "Delete that photo, Racoon Eyes," He snarls.
"Not in a million years. Awww, look Bakugo are you blushing?" She says, pointing at her phone.
Eyes widening and red creeping up his neck, Bakugo snatches the phone out of her hand and deletes the photo, before getting up and leaving.
"C'mon Bakubro, she's just joking," Kirishima says, following him out.
"Yeah man, you didn't even play a game yet," Sero adds.
"I HAVE STUFF TO DO!" He screams, seemingly going back to his old self.
"Didn't you just say that you finished your homework?" Kaminari asks, furrowing his eyebrows.
"SHUT IT, CHARGEBOLT! I DON'T NEED TO EXPLAIN MYSELF TO YOU," he says a tad too harshly, turning slightly to glare at him with bulging eyeballs. Kaminari closes his mouth and shuffles his cards, trying not to set him off again.
"Bakugo-" I start, but when he doesn't turn, I find myself letting him leave.
Staring dejectedly at Mina, she gives me a giddy smile and grabs my phone, going onto her messages and smirking as she shows me the photo he just deleted.
"I sent it to you as soon as I took it. Thank me later," she says, winking, as she gets up to leave, dragging Sero and Kaminari with her.
I look down at the slightly blurry photo, seeing me handing Mina the UNO cards under Bakugo with a desperate expression. He has his hand pressed down on my sternum, straddling my waist and looking down at me, with an unmistakable smile gracing his features. Unless that's just a new way of scowling.
The phone dims and all of a sudden I'm confronted with my own expression on the darkened screen.
A lovesick fool.
That's all I can see.
A/N: Ngl pretty proud of that ending. JUst in case I'm not as slick as I think I am, she meant herself and Bakugo, hehe <3
Notes, interactions and reblogs are highly appreciated <3
Find part 3 HERE
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Happy holidays! how about a hot chocolate competition among the yandere ocs and the best one gets a special cabin date with darling?
Hello @teachillvibes, I'm so glad to see you again- Your requests are always so wonderful boo, thanks for requesting me this one!
Happy holidays everyone!! 🎄
TW/Tags: Sweet times cause I sure love them- // kinda like a city festival going on lol // I took your concept and change it a bit I'm sorry boo ;-; // it took me so freaking looooooooong to do it XD I'm sorry- I was kinda hoping that this could be my Christmas gift to y'all ;-;
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Hot Chocolate Competition [Yandere!OCS x Reader - Headcanon]:
🍒Bullies🍭
→Alexandra Coldwell:
If I'm being honest, she probably would have reconsidered sharing the prize with her brother before she can consider going out with you instead. Alexandra entered the competition solely because she thought it would be fun, after all she isn't really the type to get herself dirty if it isn't for fun.
She wanted to win of course, but surprisingly she did have a lot of fun learning how to make hot chocolate, especially with her brother's help. Alexandra thought it would only make sense to take her brother as her company into this free wintery vacation, yet for some reason he didn't accept her offer.
Adrien felt satisfied with helping his sister as normally his cooking skills are generally unappreciated or ignored, although he appreciated how his sister wanted to pay back for his help, he was already happy with just being the one that got to teach her something new, since it's normally the other way around.
And besides- Free vacation packages are always so lackluster to him, if it isn't a five star service then why even bother? He could literally pay for better treatment than what the prize guarantees anyway.
Still, she wouldn't have accepted it if she didn't have someone in mind already. Yeah, yeah, she knows you probably won't like the idea of spending time with her, especially all alone in the cold.
But- Hey, I think you should give her a chance, after all, isn't this the time to forgive and forget? Maybe not completely forget, but I'm sure she'll do her best to make this the best trip for you, ever!
→Adrien Coldwell:
Adrien is known as the lazy one of the twins, the antisocial, the "mean one" (let's be honest, they're both evil but in different ways-), yet people tend to not give him enough credit for his accomplishments.
Him coming out as the winner of the competition may seem shocking to many but let us all remember that this isn't just his random luck, Adrien really did work his best to win and since he is already interested in making sweet treats for himself you can only imagine how hard he wanted to be recognized at least once.
The prize that he won was a vacation to a winter resort of some kind for two people, meaning him and anyone he would like to bring. Adrien considered bringing his sister, since he felt like it would be better for her to spend Christmas in a cabin with him than at home with... both of their parents and, may he dare say, ridiculous Christmas songs. Those damn, Christmas songs.
But Alexandra made sure to refuse his offer each time he tried to bring up, saying that the place was probably runned down and filthy and that she would never step inside a place like that- Alexandra also said that it wouldn't be fair to go with him since she didn't help him, and that this was something he won on his on, he deserves to enjoy it fully.
But what a dilemma, who would have the privilege of accompanying him to such a "special event"?
You, of course. Even if he knows you would rather be far away from him and get some rest from his constant torment, it's not like he would leave you alone at all lol-
Hey give him a break, will you? I'm sure you'll have a great time with him, he promises he won't do anything stupid while you two are there.
Just let him repay you for an entire year of entertainment, dearest.
🍎Teachers🥧
→Madeline Allen:
Madeline is normally very uninterested in competing with anyone, even if the prize sounds amazing. What made her stay and see more of the event was when she noticed you in the crowd, maybe you were with your friends, although she didn't really see anyone she recognizes as your friends there-
What made her participate and do her very best to win? It was when she noticed how most of the contestants seemed to have a suspicious interest in you, something felt weird in those stares they were giving you. She is a little suspicious about the intentions behind those stares, yet she has to recognize that whenever there is a shiny diamond radiating light, it's hard to not notice. It's obvious that they recognize how shiny you are, love.
It doesn't really excuse their clingy behavior towards you, but sure, she gets why they're doing this, or why they would enter this competition in the first place. All to get your attention apparently.
Honestly, she wasn't planning on entering this competition at all, but… Hmmn, how can she say this nicely- She doesn't like these people trying so hard to get your attention, specially with the prize being something that would give any of them the privilege of having you all by themselves, no dearest, she can't let them have you like that-
Besides! Wouldn't you prefer being with nsomeone that is actually looking forward to making you happy, instead of being stuck with brats, with troublemakers and… uhn- A cosplayer…?
Anyway, all of them are pretty eccentric with their own weird little charm, she is sure they'll be fine, especially far away from you- Believe me, she is so excited about this vacation! Forget about these guys, think about all of the things you two can do!
She is already thinking about what she'll bring with her, some cozy warm clothes, maybe her favorite fuzzy blanket, maybe some of her favorite movies, some rope, an tranquilizer-
Well, who cares about the details anyway?? She is just so excited, she can't wait to give you the best of her cookies!!
→Matthew Robinson:
Matthew is a really reserved individual. Being part of big events is simply not his thing, but it was because of you and that sweet smile of yours that brought him to this place. And well…. The smile stuck in the other contestant's faces… Not that they were even half as charming as yours, on the contrary, they seemed oddly sinister.
Mischievous by their very nature, all of these people seem to be somewhat interested in you, breathing in your presence like you're oxygen itself. Disgusting. For the first time in his life he feels pissed off enough to say he wants to see them drop dead- Not that he'll actually do anything, he is nothing like that.
All of these people seemed really interested in winning that prize and hopefully taking you with them, which of course he couldn't allow it, as your only protection from these fiends.
When he won, he was too dumbfounded to even notice the hatred looks that the other competitors were giving him. He really did win, didn't he? He couldn't believe he won!
For the first time in his life he didn't feel satisfaction that came from the competition itself being great, no, true satisfaction came when you accepted to go with him! That's the golden prize he never thought he deserved, yet feels so rewarding.
Don't worry dearest, he'll take care of everything that you need while you two are there, you'll be treated like the perfect little princess/prince you are, like the perfect doll.
Now he just needs to be sure on what to bring, this is probably the most excited he has been since he was a child!
🍋Delinquents🐍
→Janette Sartorius:
Janette isn't one for entering in these competitions just because, there needs to be a good reason for it, like helping them raise a good funding for some sort of charity, or ya know, impressing that one really cute person in your class. Yeah, really important-
Look, she has a lot of clown energy, she knows it, but being publicly humiliated is absolutely not her thing! And that means being either the loser or the winner, she doesn't know exactly what to say when she is put into such position-
Still, if it means giving you something nice, then sure! She'll take whatever she can, although she was focusing on gaining something like second/third place so she can get something small like a plushie or a basket of chocolate, anything that would be small yet really charming- Just like you!
When the judges announced her as the winner in first place, she couldn't believe it! No- Seriously, she couldn't believe it!! She tried to make sure her presentation would be nice but mild enough to not be considered a winner!! What the hell???
Even if the universe seemed to have betrayed her by making her be the one in front of so many people as she claimed her prize, she was once again blessed with luck, as her prize was something truly worth looking like a fool in front of so many strangers-
Of course she'll take you first! Why not?? It's not that weird, it's just pals being pals and inviting each other to cool trips, ya know?? Surely she isn't screaming inside at how cliche this all seems.
Look at her, NOT thinking about the huge amount of fanfiction she had ever read where there was only one bed! NOT her reconsidering not going because she can't handle the thought of there only one bed. She is totally fine, ya know? NOT thinking you'll hate her when you learn how much of a weeb she is-
She'll make sure that you have fun with her, but you'll probably catch her trying way too hard to impress you very soon- Please, talk with babe- In her brain there is only one neuron, and it's constantly banging its head in the walls of her brain screaming your name.
→Jackson Macnee:
Jack isn't really interested in these competitions, it isn't his thing, he wouldn't waste time on it unless there was something really, really important at hand.
And it seemed like today was the day to do anything that he could to not only enter such stupid competition, but to win it at all costs. It was when he recognized those familiar faces next to yours that he decided to enter it, but it was when he noticed all of the contestants, who were presumably strangers to one another, get somewhat riddled up about your presence.
Yeah sure, you're cute, you're pretty and yes you're perfect, but seeing half of the contestants being so… Clingy over you it's absolutely ridiculous-
What? You know all of them?? Or are you going to tell him that some of these imbeciles got this lovestruck immediately just by taking one glimpse at you? You would sound absolutely insane to him if you have chosen to tell him none of them, absolutely none of them are interested in you in any way- Especially those dumbass bourgeois blondies.
Jesus fuck, what type of luck is that? Having all these morons be so interested in impressing you by winning a prize for you? Sounds dumb to him, but still, if winning it's what takes to make these fools stop daydreaming about you then so be it. It's not that he really wants to impress you by giving the prize he won, he just wants to see the twins cry after noticing the cruel reality that they don't have you- Or that they can't get everything that they want, that could work too-
Jack is sure to seem calm and unbothered throughout the entire event, trying to sound happy that he won, and trying even harder to not make the laugh in the face of the rest of the competitors. But honestly, he wasn't expecting the prize to be so…. convenient? Really? A place where he can take you to be all alone with him while enjoying such a joyful season?? Yes, he'll gladly take it and make sure to shove in everyone's faces, not literally, but clear enough for everyone to get the message.
Although he is happy for his win, he doesn't really know what to do from there- The fact was starting to settle in when he rethought over and over again about the trip. Somewhere all alone with you, sounds really, well, like a dream, like a fantasy, unrealistic.
Jack will do what he does best, fake that he is calm while hiding the fact he is panicking at the thought of being this close to you. Again, he doesn't want you to know how much he wished for this. Whenever he acts like he doesn't care at all, he at least hopes you know you do mean a lot to him.
🍈A.I (non-binary/gender neutral)👾
→Yuma Soma:
Yuma was focused on winning the moment they entered the competition, however they didn't know what the prize would be until they actually won it. They were more interested in the competition aspect of this event than what they would gain with it, yet when hearing what the prize would be they were, well, confused-
What is so special about this whole "free vacation"? A cabin in the middle of the woods with nothing but snow? Pff- As if snow is even that cool for them to want to see it! Yeah, they know what snow is….. 100%...... yeaaaaaah.
Okay fine, they don't really know what it is. I mean- Sure they know the definition of it, and they have seen a bit of it in their game, although they bet that what they have seen isn't half like the real deal.
It may seem silly, but maybe this trip could be a great opportunity for them to be able to see it and feel it for the first time with you by their side. With you trapped inside the game or not.
Don't be so mean boo, they promise they'll behave this time! The biggest gift you can give them it's the wonderful time you two will share, then again, it's not like you can really do anything against it, right?
🍬Kitsune🦊
→Tatsumi:
To be honest, Tatsumi isn't one for entering these types of competitions unless the price is truly worth it. Money would be the first thing in his list of priorities, yet the idea of going into vacation on the holidays doesn't sound half as bad, ya know?
While walking around the city plaza with you, you two noticed the event happening and decided to take a look.
He wanted to try it out because it sounded fun, yet to actually win?? This feels amazing yet somewhat inappropriate to him, he didn't really consider the possibility of winning, that it almost feels like he would be taking something that he doesn't deserve.
And as he struggles to come out with any excuse as to why he can't take the prize, even though he could take it and give it to any of his friends, you decided to intervene and take the prize for him.
You already knew how Tatsumi felt about himself, you didn't know exactly what led to it but you did know about his constant breakdowns whenever he thought no one was looking. He did tell you about some of his issues but whenever he could he would fake it as being something dumb that you shouldn't worry about, but come on- You already know that is bullshit.
Tatsumi would feel better knowing you're coming with him, but he would still feel awkward knowing it's just the two of you, and it's not like he won't receive thousands of messages from all of his friends calling him out for not inviting any of them. It's not like they had anything against you, they just really liked messing with him over his massive crush over a you-
He may be a little sneaky perv bastard, but come on now- You know he will treat you right while you two are there, honestly he just wants to enjoy some change of scenery with his favorite person.
🍰CEO📏
→Ingrid Bright:
First things first, Ingrid is a serious woman owner of the biggest business empire in the country- Do you really think she has time for things like that? Cause either way, even if she lost, she could have- Built a winter resort just for herself if she wanted to go there so badly.
But who knows, maybe she found something charming about winning the competition and sharing the prize with you, it's… A bit more charming than her just bringing you to a place she paid for. Something about the novelty of winning something for you sounds really appealing, maybe even worth the trial and error, and again she doesn't really need it, so there isn't any harm in trying.
Although let's be honest, there is a slight possibility that the game was rigged to her favour considering her own status against the various competitors. What? It's not like she is aware of it, if anything she is just as clueless as every other person competing.
She probably does need some rest from the same boring office that she has to work in everyday, and bringing you with her may be the best part of it all! What do you say? Want to get some rest far away from the company?
Well, maybe not completely far away, considering she is your boss… But, maybe if Ms. Bright gets to relax for a while, she'll eventually soften up. You won't be in an awkward trip with your boss anymore, you'll be on a surprisingly nice vacation with a person you knew for a while but only got to truly know recently. She really hopes you don't see her as just your boss...
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Day 1/31 days of productivity
3 hours
I’ve just finished the first day of my 31 days of crying productivity! I managed to do everything on my to do list, although it will get harder to do so as the days go by, the reason being topics will get harder as for now I’m just going over what I studied at the beginning of September. Also I will start losing motivation and getting tired, but hey that’s why I’m doing this! Hopefully tracking my work in this way will help motivate myself. Luckily for me I don’t have as many subjects as other trimesters or as many lectures.
Here is the thing, back in high school I used to be a great student. Good grades, enjoyed most of my subjects kind of student. The problem is it came relatively easy to me, meaning I would cramp during exams week and I was good to go. Obviously that was not a viable option once I started university, so I found myself lost and without any kind of work ethic and also ptsd, depression and anxiety lol. The pandemic was a huge breaking point for me, as many others, and yet the outcome was kind of positive. For the first time in three years I took matters into my own hands and got myself an appointment with a psychiatrist, and the result was great. Over the last year I’ve changed so much I barely recognise myself. I’m great, and yet its like I’ve just emerged into the world for the first time. So I’m learning and relearning.
I fully know if I didn’t procrastinate and sat myself down to work hard I would have no trouble with university, but at this point I’ve gotten used to feeling dumb and desperate so my brain tries to make me run away from work and responsibility in order to avoid those feelings. Not anymore bitch, I’m learning for once and for all to overcome those thoughts. Because they are not real, I know I can do it, and I’ve been fucking doing it.
I’m working towards consistency and self satisfaction.
Damn it felt good to rant. The library is half empty at this point. I’m going home to watch Grey’s Anatomy.
Cheers!
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This week the spotlight is on Sarah ( @onceuponamirror )! Click the read more link below to get to know our member!
Spotlight by Mila, @jughead-jones
SARAH | @onceuponamirror
Name: Sarah
Age: 25
Location: California
Any other languages aside from English people can contact you in?: alas, nope.
Favourite Riverdale characters and ships?: I actually enjoy most of the characters, but I know I would like all of them better if the writing actually was focused on characterization, lol. But obviously I quite like Bughead. And then honestly I like all of the Veronica ships. I also like Choni but i think the writing could’ve been a lot better.
Favourite moments from S1 & S2?: Betty repeatedly saying “what’s my name” to Alice was really powerful and one of the moments that sold me on the show early on, especially in the acting from that scene, and then 1x07 was a really wonderful exploration of a broken relationship between father and son that was still fill with a lot of love despite how painful it was. The family/character moments early on were strong. In s2….the acting continued to be pretty good, and the addition of totally campy things like Papa Poutine and his son Small Fry were the wacky kind of delight I seek from riverdale.
What are your hopes for S3?: consistent characterization, and hopefully some fun weirdo hippie moments.
Other fandoms you’re into?: I was in the Once Upon a Time fandom for a long time. But that show has ended now.
What are some of your favourite movies/TV?: The Americans, The Good Place, The Office, Parks And Rec, Glow, Orphan Black, The Bold Type, Queer Eye, Jane The Virgin, The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel.
Favourite books?: All About Love by Bell Hooks, A Thousand Eyes: Media Technology, Law, and Aesthetics, Kafka On The Shore by Haruki Murakami, and Just Kids by Patti Smith. I need to find more fiction to read, but don’t really know where to start in terms of what I’m really looking for.
Favourite bands/musicians?: FLEETWOOD MAC!! I think anyone who has visited my blog even once probably knows this lmao.
If you could live in any fictional world which one would you choose and why?: uh, Harry Potter universe, no contest. I mean, given that I too would be a witch anyway.
Favourite food?: mm. Probably tomatoes. Love a good tomato.
Favourite season?: autumn!!!
Favourite plant?: oh this is hard. I do love a big split leaf monstera!
Favourite scent?: eucalyptus.
Favourite colour?: blue.
Favourite animal?: also hard. Have you ever heard the sounds a porcupine makes tho?
Are you a night owl, an early bird, or a vampire?: fun combo of a person who likes to stay up late who also naturally wakes up early. But on my good days, I’m an early bird.
Place you want to visit?: Japan! Or spend more time in Scotland than I’ve had before.
Do you have pets? If you do, tell us a little about them: I have a cat. She’s afraid of her own shadow and I love her dearly.
Tell us a little about yourself?: I am a freelancer in a creative field, I’m a big fan of analysis (show or writing or otherwise), and my interests tend to rotate around the arts and plants.
Fun or weird fact about you?: I am a very, very good whistler. Can do all the vibrato stuff.
Asks for fanfic authors:
How long have you been writing?: since I was like 11-12, honestly.
Which is your favourite of the fics you’ve written?: Heart Rise Above is very dear to me for many reasons, but beyond just the satisfaction of telling the story in way I’m happy with, it also represents a huge number of goals that I met. I’d never written anything multi-chapter, let alone over 100k. It helped me get over a lot of my insecurities.
Favourite fic/chapter/plot-point/character you’ve ever written?: HRA is prob my favorite fic, my favorite chapter was probably the “water” chapter (17 i think) in HRA, my favorite plot-point is something from A Deed Without A Name so i shouldn’t say yet, and my favorite character….I mean, I’m fully aware that I basically came up with an original character in JB. She appears in most of my fics because I firmly believe that she better rounds out Jughead and my goals for him, but she’s also become a solidified figure in my mind. And I’m fond of her; or at least, my version, lol.
Which was the hardest to write, and why?: Stealing Home has been a continued challenge, just because it’s such a different universe from canon while still needing to maintain consistent and recognizable characterization. But I like challenges!
How do you come up with the ideas for you fic(s)? (examples: Do you draw inspiration from real life? Listen to music? Get inspired by TV/movies?) Do you have an process to your writing?: I listen to a lot of music while I write in order to tap into the tonal atmosphere I want to build, but a lot of my ideas start with a vague concept, sometimes launched by a single image I saw (HRA was inspired by a set photo) and then I work backwards to a larger theme and intent. My process depends on the story, but often I make a lot of “beginning, middle, and end” notes to myself for where each character has to go and what has to happen, plot wise, at those stages.
Idea that you always wanted to write?: I’d like to one day tackle a long, multi-chapter story that spans only 24 hours. We’ll see!
Favourite character to write?: Jughead, I think. But i also really like writing Veronica, turns out.
Best comment/review you’ve ever received?: @village-skeptic leaves incredibly detail-oriented reviews, and I eat them up. But then I’ve had some personal messages about the impact some stories have on them and it just — wow. That’s amazing. It means so much to me.
Best and worst parts of being a writer?: It’s incredibly satisfying to escape into someone else’s woes or joys sometimes. Especially when my mental health takes a toll on me, being able to work through some of my own feelings via another character is…cathartic. The worst is that it’s a vulnerable thing, sharing that side! Even if you don’t consciously put those things into your writing, any time you put anything creative out to share with others, it’s nerve wracking. Validation is a tricky thing.
Do you have any advice to offer?: Ultimately, be passionate about why you want to do something. All other doubts and worries and insecurities will be outweighed if you understand why you’re doing what you’re doing.
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This is the seventh instalment of Bughead Family’s Member Spotlight series. Each week, a member’s url is selected through a randomizer and they will be featured in a spotlight post. In order to participate, please join the Bughead Discord (more information found here). Thank you.
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Heartbeat (Shawn Michaels x Reader)
I planned to get this one out yesterday but severely underestimated when I’d get to a computer to finish and post it. This imagine was requested by @marysebowen for The Valentine’s Day Songfic Challenge, and it’s Heartbeat by Carrie Underwood. Never written for Shawn Michaels before, lol, so I hope you enjoy, dear!
And tonight I wanna drive so far we'll only find static on the radio And we can't see those city lights and I love the way you look in a firefly glow Saying everything without making a sound, A cricket choir in the background, underneath a harvest moon Standing on your shoes in my bare feet, dancing to the rhythm of your heartbeat Oh woah, and we're dancing to the rhythm of your heartbeat
The stadium just about lost it's damn mind as Sweet Chin Music connected and Bret Hart went down.The last sixty or so minutes of hardcore back and forth was putting everyone on edge, from the anxious, torn crowd to the ring announcers to the wrestlers in the ring. Just standing in the front row you could feel the electricity spinning around and around, filling the whole arena and possibly a few more city blocks nearby.
As soon as the referee's hand hit the mat for the three count, it was over. The tension was released and you could feel the crowd erupt in near unanimous, deafening cheers as Shawn's hand was raised and he held that belt over his head. You felt nothing more than the sudden urge to hop the barricade and run into that ring to kiss him breathless and congratulate him for winning, to share that moment and let him know how proud you were of him. This was his first WWF Championship Title win, and it had been all he could think about the past few weeks-probably over a month, by now. You knew it was a triple treat as well, winning at WrestleMania and having kicked the ever loving crap out of Bret "The Hitman" Hart to gain it. And as soon as his eyes searched and locked with yours in the crowd, water looking suspiciously like tears in his eyes, you felt everything he did; your eyes felt the same.
There had, of course, that night been a few celebrations, and kisses, and a few bouts of victory sex in the hotel. It was hard /not/ to be caught up in everything and the surge of victory and satisfaction that surrounded him. But that sense of mania left eventually; for you, at least. Not Shawn.
Being WWF Champion meant everything.It meant you were the product they delivered every week, you were the workhorse, you were why people were flocking outside arena and swamping tour buses and spending three hours in an autograph line. And Shawn was sure that he could deliver that. He knew he could. And he did, wonderfully and more than anyone could expect out of him.
And that was great, until the only time you got to see him was in the front row of a WWF match, or on the cover of a magazine. Sometimes, before he had the belt, you could wake up early in the morning and join him for a quick, refresher workout session. Now, he moved fast, and sometimes he was already ready and on the phone with whoever from corporate while you were trying to wake yourself up with coffee. It wasn't that Shawn had lived exactly /slow/ before, far from it. But it was different now, that's for sure.
You wanted to feel upset about his diverted attention to what was a simple gold belt but every time you did, you ended up just feeling guilty. It wasn't just a belt to him. But you didn't feel like you were just a girlfriend to him, either. You thought of saying as much to him one time, but gave up when you had the time and ability. So instead, you were subtle about it.
"Do we really have to go to the party? I just thought we could stay in and see what's on cable." You adjusted your sweater as you called out to Shawn, one shoulder falling off of you. It wasn't a classy or overtly formal affair, but you still liked to look nice. Shawn was, of course, going in what he always did, and the HBK was finishing tightening his signature ponytail when he was coming out the bathroom.
"You know Hunter would be pissed if we missed a party. Even Ramon is going. I gotta be there."
You knew he did, which is why you couldn't help the slight pout that wormed onto your face. It wasn't that you didn't want to spend time with all your friends, but you saw them all the time and they weren't your boyfriend.
"Don't be like that, babe." He was quick to come up behind you and encircle his arms around your waist. He pulled you close to him so your back was flush against his chest. You could feel your willpower draining as he turned your head and kissed you in the perfect way he knew to make you melt. /Goddamn Southern Boy charm/, you thought to yourself even as you kissed him back. As he pulled away your arms came uncrossed and your hands rested on your hips.
"Feel better?" He gave a sweet and somewhat cocky smirk as you looked up at him.
"Hmm. Maybe a bit."
"Good enough for me." He joked. "So, ready to go?"
You thought for a minute before coming to a decision. "Yes, but," You fully turned to face him, "on one condition. We can stay at this party as long as you want, but next time we're free, you're doing something I want to do, no matter what else is going on. Deal?" It didn't seem like too bad of a deal. It would actually be nice if the occasion ever came to pass.
You could tell that he was surprised as he thought this over, but you weren't budging or taking no for an answer this time.
"Alright then. Why not? Ain't gonna kill me, hopefully." The tacked on final word made you smile and giggle.
"Don't worry, it won't." --- The party had been nice enough, you had to admit. But it was a relief to get back after everything and for the night just be together. And the week after that was hectic, more than a bit, but on Saturday you finally had your chance.
The upper crust had no need of Shawn for the weekend, and there were no surprise house shows he had to be at. It was just you and him, and you put that plan into action. With some sweet talking and partial threatening, you convinced him to take his car and go for a drive. It didn't matter where "just as long as it's far from cities". He had been curious and a smidge uncertain, but he pulled through like a champion and did as you asked; you would be lying if you said it didn't fill you to the brim with undeniable joy.
All it was was you and him, in a way you hadn't been for the past few months. You had no distractions other than when he made a joke that made you hunch over, or when you would run out of food an hour before you two reached your destination. It was sunset when he pulled into the end of the road. You had evolved from asphalt to dirt, and now the car tracks had run out. Excitedly you hopped over the car door and took in the sights and natural wonder. The only light was from the sun, where it peeked out from between the trees, and the only sounds were faint bugs.
"It's perfect, isn't it?" You went back over to Shawn and hugged him, quickly but giving him a tight squeeze. "Thank you."
His arms went around you within a second and he gave a small grin as he looked around. "It's not half bad, you know."
"You like it? I think it looks beautiful. We don't do this much. I'm glad we get to, now." You smiled up at him and kissed him, deeply. He smiled slightly into the kiss and you couldn't help but do the same. Peace and quiet didn't come often in this life, but it was amazing when it did, simply because of moments where the only thing between you two was nothing but pure love. And that was all you wanted.
I hope you enjoyed! If you did, please let me know. And if you would like your own one of these, let me know in my inbox! The post containing all information about it can be found here, and my masterlist can be found here. Thank you for reading! *hugs*
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Dragon Keeper: Rain Wilds Chronicles Rundown
@sonnetscrewdriver
Plot/Narrative/Setting
Oh my god there are so many characters - MY TIME TO SHINE.
I love gigantic casts, I live for them
So this was exciting
Gonna be honest and admit I’m relieved to have returned to a third person narrative. I’m of the personal opinion that Hobb writes better as an outside narrator although I wouldn’t say she structures better.
Overall Dragon Keeper was a good set-up story and it moved a lot faster than other Elderling books!
Reading Liveship Traders you knew that the separate story threads would eventually meet and that was grade A thrilling - but it was also nice to have a large cast congeal within this first book. I’m boring and love interpersonal stuff (shout out to Golden Fool!) so all the slight overlap of scenes being reiterated from different character’s perspectives has been a blast for me.
I’m really digging the idea that this is an atypical Quest of sorts; it’s a group of misfits setting out into the unknown, yeah, but even more specifically it’s a group of socially and mentally battered souls leaving the constructs that made them how they are behind.
The BIG THEME in Fitz and the Fool stories is change and Liveship Traders’ BIG THEME was a subset of that, specifically about personal inner change manifesting in outward change and vice versa.
I mean, look at how the physicality of the characters in Liveship Traders directs and alters their inner change.
Liveship is a series about the connection between physical and emotional/cognitive change and I have no doubt that will continue in the Rain Wild Chronicles. We can already see it everywhere; most obviously with the malformed dragons and their heavily touched keepers and more subtly with the trek up river, changing what is and isn’t known about the narrative’s physical space.
Anyways
I am actively fighting envisioning a fantasy version of The African Queen with Dragons though. I don’t know why my brain does what it does.
Alise
Oh boy!
What a flake!
LOL
I love her, I love most everyone we know this by now, but what I really enjoy about Alise is her up and down nature.
She’s emotionally flighty, which is a hard gamble; sometimes reading her experiences is like getting whiplash but that’s what makes it, her, great in my opinion.
Alise is very smart and very perceptive and she wars with herself over her desires, her fears, and then being pragmatic.
Her situation isn’t as complex as Sedric’s but it’s pretty close and I hope the two can bond in an alliance against Hest.
Thymara
Whats with this sassy lost child?!
Thymara is a bit dull in all honesty, she’s very serious, but her attitude and guardedness is understandable.
I feel for her.
She doesn’t seem to be very in-tune with her own thoughts or understanding of herself; she very much views her life as filtered through how others see her.
Hopefully she can loosen up a bit and actually fully grasp the freedom laid before her, embrace the wild.
Captain Leftrin
Such a grand old soul.
I adore how he thinks of his ship and how deeply perceptive he is.
Because his chapter bits are mostly narration he comes off as seeming like a stoic quiet type of person - a kind of gruff Studio Ghibli persona lol.
He’s gotten himself into a pretty pickle though. Can’t wait to see how that turns out!
I’m in love with Tarman by the way; being the oldest liveship around and having those creepy painted on eyes and vibrating communication - oh ho ho I love it!
I LOVE IT.
*gurgle*
Sedric
Sedric is great.
Its kind of hard to explain but he walks the line between being selfish and then pitiful.
Like, his motivations are clear and true for him, but he also is selfaware enough to be honest with himself at times. He knows Hest is manipulative and can be cruel; but he can’t live in the open; he wants to prove himself and make his fortune; but he genuinely doesn’t want to hurt or have harm come to Alise.
Dude’s got a lot going on!
I’m desperate for Sedric and Alise to be open with each other, but I don’t know how soon that’d be possible...
Tats
A nice kid.
A good kid.
A nice good middle of the road kid.
Yeah, I need some more time with Tats I think but he’s pretty swell.
Sylve
Sylve has surprised me in only good ways.
She is the youngest but also possibly one of the smartest keepers.
I love the inversion of her and her dragon Mercor’s relationship; in a lot of ways he seems like her keeper.
Godbless Mercor by the way, I’m irrationally pleased Maulkin survived.
Rapskal
RAP-A-TATSKAL IS MY BOY!
Haha
God I hope he doesn’t do something stupid.
He probably will, but lets hope it isn’t deadly ya know?
A ray of sunshine with the best dragon who has the best dragon name.
Heeby is like an excited puppy! I want her to fly.
Greft
What a big creepy jerk.
He isn’t wrong about saying fuck the establishment, but he is still a manipulative turd.
Sintara
Reading Sintara is a bit of a challenge because like with Tintaglia her self understanding is eye roll inducing, which I know is the point; dragons are suppose to be a challenge to humanity on a social and biological level, dragons view humans like how humans view other animals. I get that.
BUT DAMN sometimes I want Sintara to shut up lol
I don’t know how dragons are suppose to change, will they become more like humans? Will they go in the opposite direction? Interesting!
Highlighted Passages
Or is it that you look at her and see that those rules were wrong, and wonder how many other babies could have grown up to be Rain Wilders?
Should a child ever have to thank a parent for being alive, thank her father that he hadn’t allowed her to be exposed?
As homes and businesses were rebuilt, as trade took on a new shape despite war and piracy, everyone else had tried desperately to make things go back as they were before. Everyone except Alise. Having glimpsed a possible future for herself, she had struggled wildly to escape from the suffocating destiny that sought to reclaim her.
The gem of her satisfaction was when Hest appeared, nattily attired, but hollow eyed and pale.
Thymara kept her mouth shut, horrified not by his wild dreams but how closely they paralleled her own yearnings.
“Don’t trust them. Don’t think of them as especially noble or of a higher morality than humans. They aren’t. They’re just like us, except they are larger and stronger, with potent memories of always having their own way. So, be careful. And whatever you learn of them, whether you find Kelsingra or not, you must record and bring back to us. Because sooner or later, humanity is going to have to coexist with a substantial population of dragons. We have forgotten all we ever knew about dealing with dragons. But they have forgotten nothing about humans.”
She wasn’t sorry, not at all, and yet she could not keep herself from apologizing. When had it become so ingrained in her to apologize whenever she wanted something for herself?
She didn’t like how he assumed he had the right to talk to her in such a tone, to keep her standing here when she wanted to leave.
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📝 My Little Pony?
@scnsetting
Send me “📝 + (fandom)” and I’ll reply with a character I would RP from that fandom
//There was actually a point where I rp’ed Flim and Flam, but it was more of a “omg, I could totally play this muse” moment that lasted for a metaphorical 15 minutes, than an actual “yeah, I can really relate and give these guys the portrayal they deserve” type thing. The lack of (personally) relatable male characters in MLP (apart from Fluttershy’s brother, which, tbh, that episode hit really fucking a little too close to home for me to fully enjoy) makes picking a character from said fandom tough.
If I could RP anyone, I’d probably pick either Adagio Dazzle or Discord. Flim/Flam are far down on the list. It’s tough for me bc as far as muses are concerned, I’m drawn to what I lovingly refer to as “classholes”. Charming, suave, sophisticated characters that are complete and utter pretentious dicks who love messing with other characters’ heads for their own amusement. Maestro Forte (Beauty and the Beast: The Enchanted Christmas) Maximillion Pegasus (Yu-Gi-Oh!), Professor Ratigan (The Great Mouse Detective), Handsome Jack (Borderlands), Bill Cipher (Gravity Falls), etc. The list of examples goes on.
Adagio (in my opinion) is the closest to this, and tbh, I still feel as though she is one of (if not THE) strongest villain MLP has had, to date. There was all of the confidence and power and smug satisfaction of Discord, without any of the, for lack of a better term, stupidity (save from a few lines where she’s berating/ arguing w. the other Dazzlings). Much as I like Discord, he’s too much of an out-of-control child for me to really see myself playing him. Adagio is a true Black Widow. She never reveals her full hand; playing each card as is necessary and enjoying immensely the control she has over every situation she’s in. Fun as Discord can be, I think at the end of the day, Queen Siren has my vote (until they hopefully surprise us with a potentially even better villain in the future). Lol.
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