#this was a LONG one!

[angelswitxh]

I wish I had someone to do like a 24 days until Christmas edging challenge. Mommy giving me an advent calender on the first of December but inside each of the compartments with a little note, lovingly written out by her, with a different position or toy written on it that she's going to edge me with, increasing the number everyday so on the first she edges me once, on the second she does it two times, so on so fourth.

I want Mommy to watch me cry and moan as she keeps me denied and leaky and whiny, watch me shake ane tremble and beg and for her to tell me no. Listen to her say things like "Shhhh puppy, good boys don't whine, and your a good boy aren't you princess? You'll get to cum soon baby, be patient for mommy" and "aren't you Mommy's sweet little whore? Such a good puppy, so handsome when your crying for Mommy to let you make a mess in her hand!" While she squeezes my cock and pulls on my hair. Mommy controls when I feel good and when I'm allowed to make a mess of myself for her, and she loves seeing me leaky and whiny and punishing me/chastising me for it

Finally after 24 agonizing days of being edged and denied, it's Christmas morning. The soft glow of the Christmas tree cast long shadows across the room, opening gifts with Mommy like normal and enjoying each other's company, when I get to her final gift for me. Mommy having me sit next to her, her fingers curling in my hair as I open it, watching my face as I see the pair of lacey panties she bought for me with a cute little silk Christmas trees sewen onto the front.

Mommy leaning over, her grip tightening in my hair as she says "Aren’t they just perfect for my little princess? You’re going to look so cute in these, aren’t you, baby? Put them on."

Mommy watching lovingly as she makes me put on a little strip show for her before I put on the panties, circling me and tracing the outline of my cock through the fabric, grabbing my chin to make me look at her, pinching and teasing my nipples as she compliments and humiliates me

"Oh, look at you, My poor little baby looks so pretty in pink. Doesn’t he, puppy? Such a whore for Mommy’s attention"

Mommy seeing how needy I am, laughing at me for it, teasing me, slowly rubbing my cock through the panties and watching me fight the need to hump and thrust into her hand, "Aww, does my baby want something? Tell Mommy what you need, princess."

Not being able to get out much more then "please" and "mommy" and needy whines, my mind too foggy to form words, so desperate to cum after 24 days of being edged and denied.

Mommy ordering me to get on my knees for her, lifting one of her legs slightly and telling me to hump her leg, watching as I grip her thigh and grind against her, cradling my face as I get all teary eyed and desperate. Mommy being so entertained to see me do anything if it means I might get to cum, humiliated and overwhelmed with the need to please her. Finally mommy takes pity on me and pulls me into her lap, tying me wrists and legs up so I can barley move, shushing me every time I try to ask what she's doing and why, "Good puppies don't speak baby, but be patient"

Finally I understand what's happening when I see her pull out a vibrator, turning it on and holding it against me before I even get a chance to speak.

"Time to make up for all those times Mommy denied you princess!"

Mommy pressing harder as she watches my face twist with desperation, needy to cum but unsure if I need permission and too blissed out to speak, my cock straining against the panties. Mommy playing with my nipple with her free hand, squirming in her lap while she coos at me. "Such a good little slut, you love being Mommy's toy don't you?"

Finally she takes pity on me. She grabs my hair and tugs, telling me "cum for Mommy baby boy, be a good little whore" as she turns up the intensity of the vibrator. I'm shaking with need and soak through the panties, expecting Mommy to pull the toy away and give me a break. but she doesn't. I'm whining, confused and getting overstimulated, trying to squirm away from it when Mommy pinches my nipples again and tells me to stop squirming and be grateful for my gift.

"Didn’t I say you were a whore? Again. And thank mommy after each one. Can you do that baby? Can you say "thank you mommy?"

I cry and whine, trying to be good and stay still, stuttering out a "Th- tha...thank y-you mo...momm....my" after each orgasm

By the fifth one, I understand what's going on, that mommy is making me cum for each day I was denied. Each climax leaving me weaker than the last. By the time she stops and finally gives me a break (more to give her wrist a break then give me one) im a mess.

Mommy admireing her work, playing with my body with her hands to work out her wrist, tracing the outline of all of my tattoos, slowly going further and further down until shes tracing the outline of my cock. Mommy deciding shes heard enough of my whining and putting a gag in my mouth. "Poor little baby. Time to keep that pretty mouth busy."

"Look at you, So pathetic, all tied up and gagged. But Mommy loves you just the way you are."

Finally mommy moves the panties out of the way, running her finger over the tip, watching me twitch and cry into the gag. Eventually she decides to turn the vibrator back on.

Listening to her coo at me with fake sympathy, "Almost there, princess, just a few more…"

Mommy pushing me over the brink again and again, watching me spasm and drool and whine incoherently. After a few more rounds she takes the gag out, slowly pushing her fingers in my mouth instead, thrusting in and out and feeling me suck on her, listening to me ragged breathing, telling me to beg for the last one. She pulls out her fingers and plays with my hair while I try to whine and say please, but mommy reigns confusion, "What was that, baby boy? Mommy didn’t hear you."

"Mommy… please…"

She leans forward so her lips brush against my ear and brings her hand up to wipe away the tears that are streaming down my face, "Beg for it properly. Tell Mommy what you want."

"Mommy, please… let me cum…"

For a moment I think she's doing to deny me again, or make me keep begging, but finally she decides I've been good enough and tightens her grip in my hair. She turns the vibrator back on and presses it to my oversensitive tip, watches me cry out and squrim in her lap again, gasping for breath and trying to run away from the sensation and simultaneously get closer to it, while mommy praises me until I cum for the first time. "Good boy! Show mommy how greatful you are, princess."

[front-facing-pokemon]

gmax sandaconda is the DEFINITION of snootirific. i'm not the nose rater but i have to say gmax sandaconda might have the best snoot in the whole franchise

i saw someone in the tags of one of the posts where i used the word "snootiferous" say that they added that word to their vocabulary. as though it was a word i didn't make up. i totally did make it up and now i keep saying it, specifically in posts on this blog. i have not said it anywhere in my real life but if i can make other folks say it then i think that's the ultimate funny

not getting their models, but rendering the eyes properly. there are two competing and likely theories for why the eyes are so fucked up in gen 9: number one being that the eyes are rendered dynamically in-game as shaders instead of as flat textures like they typically were in past pokémon games so that pokémon can look around, have reflections in their eyes, have more dynamic eyes, et cetera, which means they're much more difficult to render authentically for quick silly tumblr screenshots; and number two being that game freak renders them dynamically as a "security measure" to keep folks online from ripping the models as easily to use them for… whatever they want. such as blogs like this, which are of course extremely harmful to the pokémon company's bottom line and destroying their business et cetera et cetera (sarcasm). either way, the eyes are fucked up, and i either have to find a way to recreate the eye textures from what i am given in the texture files, or i have to find a way to recreate the eyes to the best of my ability using shaders in something like… blender, which is what i've been using for more recent models since gen 7. that puts more work on me for every individual model, and isn't exactly easy for models that i have to rip and convert myself when there are dozens of nodes in the shading panel that i don't know what to do with. for example, here's what quaxly (famously, a pokémon with pupils that can look around, as it appears in a whole cutscene in-game) looks like out-of-the-box when i convert it myself from the model format used in-game:

if you can't tell what's wrong, here's what it's Supposed to look like:

notice the white pupils? those aren't rendered properly in blender, notably because no texture exists for them. no texture even exists for anything you see in the eyes there, but it's all somehow magically appeared in the shading section, by magic. and i am not that kind of wizard

this means very little to me. i just played around with some of the nodes by looking at the strangely-colored textures that were given to me with the .trmdl conversion, and i managed to get something close enough:

but they kinda look like they're looking in two different directions (possibly fine? we'll have to see how they look front-facing) and the colors are slightly off (can anyone tell but me? possibly not); not to mention it likely won't be this easy with every pokémon. pokémon whose eyes are much more complex or have colors i can't easily match, for example, or pokémon for whom multiple parts of their eyes are missing… not to mention i don't necessarily have the time or willpower to be spending hours tinkering with these models every morning to make sure the eyes look right. ideally i can take what i've learned from fucking with quaxly right now to hopefully move forward a bit smoother, and eventually i'll refine a process. but until then, this is what worries me

right, but it's also less funny. the initial concept for this blog, inspired by pokémon like snivy, is that some pokémon look really funny when they're up in your face staring at you. it's a concept everyone loves. but if they're facing away from you, there's considerably less to work with there. they're all Kinda just gonna look the same. they lose a lot of that personality. i suppose i'll consider it if i ever run Really low on options, though

nah. i don't do visual art anymore. that time has passed—now if i do it, it's usually a one-off thing and i never want to look at what i've created again afterward

[walkingstackofbooks]

TOS rewatch - Conscience of the King

Jim is SO certain that Kodos is dead, isn't he? Or at least, in utter denial that he could be anything else. Ohhhhh.

Gosh, the complete CONTROL he's maintaining as he looks up the information, only stroking his hands anxiously.

"Stop." I spoke too soon - he can't allow the computer to continue to say about the massacre. MY HEART IS ALREADY TOO MUCH.

Jim's description of Tom as "with a very long memory". How much of this has Jim blocked out of *his* memory? He appears to have no recognition of Kodos, which I've never really thought about too much before, but how deep is that memory buried?

(Alternatively - and I have no idea if this would track at all with any other episodes - but aphantasic Kirk?)

The way he smiles at Lenore definitely would add to his reputation if it wasn't obviously a ploy to get to the bottom of this.

I've never thought about the fact that Lenore IS Lady Macbeth, either, killing Kodos' "rivals" for him so that his future is clear. I really feel like I ought to have 😅

OH, and SHE'S like the cat who's got the cream when he suggests they leave, because it's like he's handing himself straight to her - far easier than I imagine she'd have thought it would be to trap a Starship Captain!

"At the party you were such a brash young man" He's more than ten years your senior, Lenore. You've been playing Lady Macbeth too much.

Why did she let him take her so close to her murder? Did she just not realise what direction they had come in until it was too late and then was trying to distract him with a kiss once she realised? I guess she is not exactly a professional with this...

Oh, Jim. It always strikes me how Tom is an actual friend to him, still - he clearly knows Martha, and she knows him.

Jim delighting even at this time in making Spock confused about knowing about the pick-up 🤣❤️

Oh, he has really played her so well, even without knowing that *she's* behind the killing - she totally believes he's just a charming captain who has quite fallen for her charm.... Although I guess he's the same, thinking that she's just Kodos' innocent daughter who's fallen for *his* charm.

And again, his startled-ness at Kevin Riley. I guess there's technically no *reason* why he should have known the other survivors who had seen Kodos? With 4000 survivors, I guess it could have been quite random which ones of them saw Kodos.

Okay, with his orders to Spock to send Kevin back to engineering, Jim has definitely entered "fight" mode, and as tactical as he can be he's not thinking with his whole brain here.

"Did it ever occur to you that he simply might like the girl?" "It occurred. I dismissed it." "You would." I don't know what this is but Bones, Spock, I love you.

SPOCK'S SIGH. THAT WAS A FULL ON GRUMPY HUFF. Oh he is SO worried 💔💔💔

I'm guessing Bones isn't worried only because he hasn't been snapped at by Kirk.

Bones really feels like he's trying to avoid this conversation here - either hecan guess the conclusion Spock's coming to and doesn't want to hear it, or he already knows and is trying to protect himself privacy.

Spock reaches out for Leonard's arm! "Over 4000 people" and he has to reach out to TOUCH Bones. SPOCK 💔💔💔

Oh yeah, I think Bones totally knew already about Tarsus. He didn't know the Karidian connection, definitely, and he maybe didn't know about Riley, but I really think he knew about Jim. He barely reacts to Spock saying Jim's name, already steeling himself not to give away that he knew.

Oh, Riley. "Someone talk to me!" Ohhh, bless.

"Something to reassure me I'm not the only living thing next in the universe." He's so melodramatic I love him XD

The disinfectant into the milk is so jarring!

The way you think he might not drink the milk but then he does! Aghhh. The drama!

Spock needing to physically protect Jim by making him completely informed Vs Bones needing to emotionally protect Jim by letting him have a little longer in ignorance.

Bones backing Spock up - "he's doing his job!"

Spock and Jim telling each other to get out and go! And Spock of course coming back after doing orders.

Well that did seem like a murder attempt for sure.

Kodos barely reacting. I guess he knows the name James Kirk, knows this might have been coming.

The fact that Kodos barely looks at the paper but still keeps up the charade afterwards. Argues with Jim about Kodos' motives but pretends Kodos is another man. And it shouldn't work too dissuade Jim yet it does because Jim has to be *surer* then sure, he can have no room for doubt 💔💔

Seriously, Bones, recording your medical log with such sensitive information out in the open like that?!

I guess being raised by a secretive af Shakespeare actor probably screws up your childhood a whole lot. This Lenore and Karidian scene is so chilling.

Her insistence in finishing the play. Her quoting of Shakespeare over her father's body. It's like Shakespeare was the more real world to her.

How long does it take him to process that Kodos saved his life and died for him. Because fucking hell that is a HELL of a lot.

[lrndvs]

compliments from girls go hard

[bookwyrminspiration]

god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait

[kedreeva]

Following the author of The Last Unicorn on Facebook is the only thing that makes being on that site worthwhile.

(source)

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

[golyadkin]

you'll get the urge as an artist or a writer to say out loud the things you're worried about "the proportions are off" "kind of out of character" "i'm not good at summaries" "didn't get as much detail as i wanted" "i made a mistake and here's how" and that's the self-conscious part of your brain telling you "it's bad and if you don't tell them you know it's bad then they'll think you're stupid" but you've got to ignore that little voice and pretend you think it's good or else that little voice is going to ruin your life

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Expertise can't help you here.

[demaparbat-hp]

Arsonist's Lullaby

[briskchips]

WHAT'S THAT PUPPET BOY?

[smokiedokie]

I opened my copy of The Tale of the Body Thief & immediately had to close it again because of this silly little annotation

[wellfine]

Au fucking revoir Mister Prince

[vicholas]

the funniest part of the jason x sex scene post is actually watching jason x and finding out that the sex scene was plot relevant because jason revives at the very same time they were having sex in the room next door and it's implied that jason could sense them having sex while he was cryogenically frozen and it pissed him so much (because he hates sex) that it revived him. if you removed it you would make the movie less funny.

[stealingpotatoes]

the illness post is still getting notes (???!! <3) and that means people are still telling me to get better soon, which is really nice but im gonna be too powerful if i get any better