#this took me so looong
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I’m so happy I’m fat 🥰 I love grabbing substantial handfuls of my tummy and feeling its comforting weight 💕 I love shaking my body around and feeling myself jiggle like pudding 💖 I feel really sexy when I wear bodycon outfits and fill them out, or let my fat rolls peek under my crop tops ❤️🔥 I love that my my body is a comfortable place for my girlfriend to lay, and that I can carefully squash the lights outta her when she wants pressure 💘 I love that my body fat keeps me warm when the power goes out during a winter storm and our house gets down to 32 degrees inside 💗 I’m so glad that I got over my teenage obsession with staying skinny and grew into a fat and happy adult 😊
#lyla's talking again#it took me a looong time to reach this point but I genuinely love it and so glad I did#being fat is the best#really sucks for ppl who concern themselves with avoiding fatness 😬 hope you get over it soon 💔#for the record I know I used a lotta cute and like 'hug shaped' adjacent language in this#but that's only okay when fat ppl say it about themselves don't u skinny ppl get any ideas#fat positvity#fat liberation#tw ED mention
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- Thalassophobia -
#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#digital drawing#art#my art#original art#I wanted to see if i could capture the feeling of this creepy recurring dream i have#I think one of the spookiest things about this dream is that both my twin sister and my mum have exactly the same one#something we didn't realise until we happened to be discussing weird dreams one day and the giant fish were mentioned#and as we kept talking each of us took turns describing a part of the dream in perfect detail that lined up exactly with everyone else's#this dream takes place in a real location we all know but it doesn't look the way it does IRL#and all of our dreams share the same exact altered version of this place#we all see the giant fish and we all get the same feeling of bottomless dread when we look at them or approach them#I get chills any time i talk about this dream it creeps me out so bad#and i've been wanting to try to capture the feeling of it for a looong time#so here's an attempt
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finished twitch's feast of the exceptional rose fit except i couldn't decide so they get two >:3c i never want to draw another rose again
now with varying levels of scandal,,,each dance comes with free disdainful glares from polite society! and maybe a free exile to the tomb colonies
veil-less versions under the cut, bc why not
(absolutely nobody at the party would see their face like this bc they wouldn't dare let anyone see their Semi Bare Face but it's fine)
#scandalous stocking last minute surprise addition#this took so LOOONG!!!#no bandages bc it looked better but it's fine i haven't decided if they're even a fr tomb colonist yet#i may be too late to join in the community art stuff but i'll probably draw some stuff anyway :D#i do like the turnout tho and 90% of this was struggling to make a good base so i can use it for outfits/ref sheet in the future#so the effort will save me in the future hehehe#anyway#fred draws#twitchery
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Inktober 2023 Yr 8. Day 5: Map Which path will you take? In the end, You will come to Me
#inktober2023#inktober#jazzink#jazzart#inscryption#leshy#ooh man i love this game so very very much#it took me so so looong to beat him the first time#the whole game is so GOOD#but leshy is my favorite#i would pay moneys to have a dlc of the other scribes words and playing styles!!!#grimoras chess world? amazing!!#and wizard guy and his yugioh world slays me#i love lonely wizard but i cant draw him!!#he is too much shaped like wander#i struggle with the spoon-shaped bitches#man those gnarley ass hands were so so much FUN to DRAW!!#swirls swirls SWIRLS#leshy is a massive role-playing NERD and we love him ahahaha
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The main cast of Jack Jeanne in a fantasy AU, inspired by trying to think of what sort of play would let Kai and Suzu play Jeannes. Partially traced from official art.
Fumi: Male elf bard
Kai: Human warrior queen
Neji: Elf magical girl
Kisa: Male halfling theif
Sou: Female dwarf with a big axe
Mitsuki: Male halfling mage
Suzu: Human female 'barbarian' warrior
Yes that is too many warriors for a balanced party but big weapons are too much fun.
#fanart#jack jeanne#this took me#so long#SOOOOO LOOONG#the sepia is a compromise between my sense of aesthetics and my sense of PLEASE LET ME STOP
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Cassian pulled back, and remained that way long enough that she opened her eyes again to find his face inches from her own. "You're not going to marry Eris," he said roughly.
"No," she breathed.
His eyes blazed. "There will be no one else. For either of us."
"Yes," she wispered.
"Ever," he promised.
Nesta laid a hand on his muscled chest, letting the thunderous beating of the heart beneath echo into her palm. Let it travel down her arm, into her own chest, her own heart. "Ever," she swore.
#send help#i'm falling down a deep deep nessian well#their expressions turned out so good “chef's kiss”#nesta's mouth took me a looong time to draw#i've never had so many likes in a post ever in my life so thank you all for the boost#fanart#acotar fanart#cassian#nessian#nesta archeron
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imodna prompt fill
from @hellsbells-emptynight: “Imogen didn't work things out with Laudna between the rock and Otahan. Like got friendlier but Laudna just construed it as keeping the team together. Right before she was stabbed she said, ‘I'm no one's favorite.’ Imogen is even more desperate to bring her back.”
Thank you for your reply! This was perfect for dusting off some old skills. I don’t think this is exactly the angst you were looking for, but I had fun with it, so I hope you enjoy nonetheless.
Word Count: 1106
CW: canon-typical blood and violence
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The moment Laudna falls, the world erupts in a sheet of white.
A scream rips from Imogen’s throat, raw and ragged, and the earth shatters.
I’m no one’s favorite.
The last thought to escape Laudna’s panicked mind before–
The ground races up to meet Imogen faster than she is prepared to catch herself. Sand bites into her palm, her elbow, and she hisses.
Blood pounds in her ears, a steady drum against whipping wind and the howl of her heart wrenched open.
Buildings crumble, boulders shake, and stone grinds against stone. Bricks tumble from high walls, and clay shingles clatter in a cacophony of percussion that forces Imogen to clamp her hands over her ears.
She screams again, and then–
Silence.
Red dust envelopes her like a storm cloud, settling over the landscape like a blanket. Through the haze, ruined homes jut from the sand like skeletal fingers reaching from the grave. Heaps of rubble settle, small chunks of rock tumbling, tumbling, to lie motionless in the sand. The earth calms with a groan like a mountain disturbed from slumber.
Imogen pants, breathless. Her lungs burn like ash, and she chokes weakly, coughing into the dry air.
Otohan is nowhere to be seen.
Laudna? She reaches out with her mind.
Silence.
She senses the familiar presence of Letters, Chetney, though only barely.
Laud? She tries again, heart rising to her throat, desperate, searching for a sign. A whisper. Anything.
Unstable feet prop Imogen upright as she blinks the white spots from her vision.
A piece of a demolished wall lies in the spot Laudna once stood, impaled by–
Imogen is running, stumbling, heaving across the remains of the road. Her knees smart as they make contact with the stone. Scarred hands move frantically, digging, clawing at the rubble. A fragment of broken glass embeds itself in her thumb.
“Laudna?” She is shouting, murmuring, wailing all at once. The name echoes, resonates in the hollow space of her joints, driving her onward.
“Please, Laud, please,” she mutters fiercely, “Hold on. Just hold on.”
Blood from a gash she did not know she had drips onto her forehead.
Vaguely, she registers another set of hands helping her dig.
Ashton?
A scrap of black cloth peeks between two hunks of stone.
“There,” she gasps, “There.”
She is frantic, she knows. Out of control. Dangerous.
And yet, she cannot bring herself to care. Not now, at least. Not when Laudna–
The ashen skin of a bony wrist is revealed, and Imogen sobs. Ashton works quickly, removing more and more bits of dried clay and rock until the dust uncovers her face, bruised and trickling with congealed ichor.
At best, Laudna is haunting in sleep. Eyes closed, lips opened slightly to reveal teeth just a bit too sharp. At worst, she rests with eyes open, glazed over in slumber, twin voids against pale gray. This is different. This is far, far worse.
Her neck is crooked at a terrible angle. Black eyes are closed, lashes coated in a layer of dust and grime. The tension in her brow has vanished, leaving behind smooth skin marred only by a cut along her hairline. She is still.
Imogen lunges, gingerly placing lighting-marked, unsteady hands against cool cheeks. She leans in, lowering her ear until she hovers just over Laudna’s parted lips.
“Please,” Imogen whispers, “C’mon, Laud.”
She waits. Long enough that even her friend’s sluggish lungs should have moved. Her chest should have risen, even incrementally. A hicough catches in Imogen’s ribs.
“Letters,” she shouts, “Letters! Over here!” Then, to Ashton, “Help me… help me move her.”
They comply wordlessly, delicately removing the remaining material.
“You’re gonna be okay,” Imogen murmurs into Laudna’s shoulder, “You’re gonna be okay.”
She has to be. Too much was left unsaid for her not to be.
Too many things Imogen had been too afraid to say for fear of upsetting the delicate balance that seemed to be struck between them.
She was foolish. She pulled away. The rush of frigid fury that overtook her when Laudna opened her fist aboard the Silver Sun overwhelmed her, blinded her from reason, and she had turned away. Turned her back on the woman she considered more of a home than Gelvaan ever was.
She lay alone in their cabin that night, curled on her side as tears rocked her. The frustration and grief and vitriol shook the bedposts, rattling against the wall as she wept.
The cruel words–the simple truth, so Imogen believed–she had let fall at Laudna’s feet like feathers. Like shards of a broken gem. An accusation that seems utterly meaningless now, with Laudna limp in Ashton’s arms.
Now, excavated from the ruin, Imogen can see the details of Laudna’s blouse. The embroidery she had done by hand on the road is stained, nearly hidden beneath the tatters of a hole in the fabric. Her chest is a dark mess of blood-like ichor, and Imogen has to look away.
“Is she your favorite?”
Imogen doubles over, landing on already bloodied hands and knees. She hardly registers the sting.
Your favorite.
Imogen had yielded. Conceded in with a cry, a broken plea.
Anything to keep Laudna safe, even as Imogen felt the flare of confusion rise from Laudna’s position near the wall.
Go, Laudna.
Then–
A blink. A sword. A scream.
Imogen’s fault. All of it. Not strong enough, not quick enough, not clever enough, not enough.
Her fault for being a coward without the bravery to confess her regret. For pulling away. For withholding.
For making Laudna think she was unwanted, unfavored, unloved.
For making Laudna die thinking she was unwanted, unfavored, unloved.
Imogen’s body feels as if her bones have turned to straw, and she buckles to her elbows.
“Shit, Imogen–look, she’s not gone. Grass’s gotta have something. Just–come on,” he nudges Imogen with the toe of his boot.
“She can’t die, Ashton,” Imogen manages. She can’t die; she can’t.
“Fuck, okay. Okay.”
Imogen takes a shaky breath as Ashton tenderly lays Laudna’s body in the sand.
“Fearne and Orym are down, too. We gotta–fuck. We’re gonna save them all. Okay? No one’s getting left behind,” they grit out. “Letters?”
Distantly, a conversation is held, but Imogen’s sole focus is the agonizingly still form beside her.
Her hands shake, and she tries to still them as she tenderly maneuvers Laudna’s wrists to rest neatly at her sides. Restless fingertips sweep clumped black strands behind gilded ears. Trembling lips press a kiss to an alabaster forehead.
“You’re gonna be alright, Laud,” Imogen whispers, “We’re gonna get you back. We need you.”
I need you.
Don’t leave me.
Please.
#oohhhh boy#its been a looong time since ive shared my writing#im grateful you took a chance on me#gonna be honest I have not read over this thoroughly so sorry for any mistakes or weird pacing#this was fun though ive been trying to get back into prompt fills for little bite sized low-pressure writing exercises#so if anyone sees this and wants to hit me with a prompt go for it#my fic#my writing#imodna#imodna fanfiction#imogen temult#laudna#critical role#critical role fanfiction#fic#southerngothic#imogen x laudna#laudna x imogen#cr3#cr 3#ashton greymoore#otohan thull#prompt fill#imodna fanfic
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Hey! i'm cooking something... Since the QSMP has given me such a inspiration burst... I have put a goal to myself: Draw all the QSMP Members! Here's how it is going along, debuting Arin, Quackity, Etoiles and AyPierre:
I'll be updating as i finish them! (get your prayers since y'know. 36 PEOPLE. . . .. )
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp art#it already took me a looong time to sketch#but i'm confident i'll finish it!#also fun fact: i'm separating the groups by how buff they are#which there is: -buff -buffey -not buff -creature#so you might think: 'oh surely etoiles is on the buff one'#nope. he is on buffey.#hehe ;))#ANYWAYS i'll be also experimenting on heights#Tallest being Foolish (ofc) and smallest being Tina/Max (still deciding on that
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sooo i gave FG his birthday present 😭🫣🥹
#sorry it’s been a minute since the latest update i haven’t really hung out with FG™️ for a looong time bc of exams but fortunately his bday#is the end of april soo i was able to do a lil celebration with him. sooo backtrack in february when he made me a LITERAL WEBSITE#i was thinking of what to get him so i prayed and the Holy Spirit said a playlist with a journal with all these Bible verses connected to th#songs which was fun to make but just took a lot#of work soo i was vvv busy doing that and classes soooo when i finally finished i surprised him outside his work place and then i asked if#he wanted to go anywhere specific to give him his present and he said no soo i suggested this cafe a lil outside our city soo we were#driving for 30 minutes and in my head i was like ok this is the perfect time to hold hands for a reeeeaalllllyy long time so i was just like#‘i want to hold your hand 🫣’ and he just handed his hand over and he was like ‘it’s that simple 😊 and i was holding his hand with both hands#bc i missed him sososo much so we got to the cafe ordered and i gave him his present and he was tearing up covering his mouth it was so swee#i couldn’t and he kept saying ty and this is exactly what he needed and i was like 😭🥹🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰 and he was sooo grateful and when we got in the#car he couldn’t stop looking at me and we held hands the whole time again 🥰😭🫣🫣🫣🫣#and then when he dropped me home we hugged for a reaalllyyyyy long time and he was just saying ty all over he’s such a darling sweetheart 😭🥰#so ya that’s the latest update i’m going to see him later today and hang out with him and another friend 😁🤗 i really want to hold his hand#again 🫣🥰🥺#vk overshares in the tags#friendly giant ™️#FG ™️
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torchy thompson appreciation masterpost
all gifs + screenshots made/taken by me, no credit needed :)
this one post took me all morning RAAAHHH
#megadeth#masterpost#dave mustaine#thrash metal#thursdave#gifs made by me#screenshots by me#lol this took me so long#90s metal#00s metal#looong post#black scorpion#cameo appearance#torchy thompson my beloved#heehee#my gifs
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Not the big Heartless giving Sora a card called “Darkside” and it’s not supposed to mean ANYTHING FOR MY BOY.
#me playing chain of memories#btw this battle Took me WAAAAY TOOO LOOONG bc I just had bad sleights#I had sonic blade bf I didn’t know what battle I was going to do and like…#he did not require sonic blades lol. I literally was reloading my deck past the three times bc I forgot I had elixirs#to actually get my cards back and I only realized at the end. I literally never had to use a cure I was SO fine during this#surprisingly lmao
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FINISHED IT!!!!!!! MY GIRL EVELIN IS DANCING!!!!!!
anyways i drew this based on the song 花に風 (Hananikaze) bc i just REEAAALLY saw evelin in it/ plus i found this as an excuse for me to implement my dancer hcs onto evie <333333333
(other versions + only lineart under the cut)
enjoy!!!
#mandela catalogue#the mandela catalogue#evelin miller#case closed#case theories#the poses took so looong#plus i drew extra sketches over the pose sketches to like actually draw evie over them#idk if that makes any sense but augghhh#it came out pretty well though!!!!#not as cool as i thought but eh#also i tried to take evie's canon appearance so dont mind the change in design#au and canon designs are suuuuper different for me xddddd#eye contact#also go listen to the song it's rly good >:)))))
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right it still has a lot of setup to be done but sims blog over at @strangervillelighthouse
ill reblog good screencaps n things over here but thatll be solely sims stuff 👍 also planning on doing commissions for palestine if anyone wants sims builds or w/e. gotta iron out details on that and make a few posts first.
#everyone say thank you sahar for encouraging me#took me so looong to come up with a user lmao. someone took strangervilleradio though >:[
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me rn having the biggest hots for leon kennedy and astarion sorry LMFAOOO <3
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#^___^ me smiling innocently#bg3 is on the MIND !!! i dearly want it so badly. turns out my dad played 1/2 (not sure which) a looong time ago#but he never got too far i think bcs he's busy... :P but hey i love him. wow. it's really cool he knows it too (ofc he does lmfao)#me and him (handshake emoji) also never getting far in da origins yet bcs we have it on xbox bcs of him getting it a long time ago#but there's that bug in the mage tower... :( funny we both went thru it LMFAO <//3 anyway i got it on steam so i've been playing#again but not recently anymore since 1. ffxiv took over my life last days of summer again 2. summer is over back school so rip#anyway can u tell i love fantasy :)) da and bg babeyyy !!! my type is going to make you guys cry i'm so obvious#zevran... fenris... astarion... i have a thing for ppl w blond/white hair :P idk my fav in inquisition yet and idk anything abt bg1&2 yet#but Yeah. GHBSHJGBSHJG..... da origins is kinda funny (lack of better word) to me btw bcs i like all four main romance options#but it's hard to explain (i have a story behind stuff i want to share but it's tiring and annoying of me /hj !!!!!)#anyway i like blond elves if it wasn't obvious. yes i also like link and zelda from loz. yes i like legolas. yes i like#...anyway! so where does re fit in this? uh. u see i'm a coward actually i'm too scared to play re LMFAOOO#BTU I ADORE THE LORE and the characters and the game franchise and shit ^_^ just. i shld really watch it sometime#instead of reading wikis all the time and just soaking up all the knowledge but i'm. a Coward. okay#i can't even play bloodborne despite how nerdy i am over it... it's so scary to poor little me... i'm a coward (it's the harsh truth).....#anwyay i'll conquer my fears one day but that day is NOT SOON !!! i wna get into re properly tho aside from just being a nerd#so i'm too scared to play but i'll watch playthroughs sometime (and admire leon) <3 yeah. another blond. i know. shut up.#is this my life rn am i just infatuated w blonds and white haired guys. it's gna be hell if i continue nier replicant rn too huh#uh. goodnight!
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If you told me 5 years ago that Walter would let me hold him like this I'd cry with happiness
#this boy HATED me touching him#and for good reason when we first met id always flinch when he bit me#and so he'd bite harder to get me to stop handling him#until he didnt let me handle him at all#took a looong time to build up that trust again#yes i am very very grateful
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God, I remember a post or tweet or something along the lines of: when you stay up too late and you can hear the jinn go about their business.
when you're a child and you stay up past your bedtime you get punished by your parents, when you're an adult and you stay up too late you just get punished by the ghosts and spirits and demons and such
#I used to get this a fair bit in our very much haunted home but I think eventually they just gave up and embraced that I barely slept#I remember when I first moved back after years and seeing one staring at me from the hallway#and one mimicking my dad’s voice and telling me very annoyedly to go to sleep PFFT#after that it was mostly loud sounds and things being knocked down (looong before we had any cats so)#especially this one box of dolls so I took it down and kept it face down and things got quieter#anyway fun stuff#my apartment is significantly less haunted but still#coworker of mama’s who’s also sensitive to this stuff complained about my place but psssh#you haven’t seen our home this is nothing#jinn
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