#this took a long while to asnwer LOL

[shimmerleaf]

lool...STELLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! 1-26 BECAUSE I'M AWFUUUUUUL~! Also, 27, which I've decided will be "what do you think of the Kebiishi?" [[you can take your time answering this ofc.]]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯Man, you have no chill Nima .-. but fine, we’ll do it your way. This gonna get long obviously, so under the cut so other ppl won’t have to scroll through my shit xD #7 was a mistake

1. What is your name and which server is your citadel on?

Stella in the Higo Province~ Pretty sure I just randomly picked a server at the start lulz

2. When did you start serving as a Saniwa? Please display your battle records.

September 28, 2017 8D Here, look at my shame lol 

3. Which starter sword did you pick? What is he doing now?

Yamanbagiri Kunihiro! I liked him a lot from what little screen time he had in Katsugeki and then what I saw of him in Hanamaru (+ dat Maeno voice is A++) so I went with him C: He’s a proud member of Unit 1 (tho those members get rotated around so they’re around the same levels) and helps me beat up the enemy ^^

4. Who is the first among your swords to reach the maximum level? What do you think of him.

No one has reached the max level yet LOL Hotarumaru will probably be the first one? Since he always gets MVP x’D fajkfsjdf I love him so much?? He’s so smol and precious?? MY SON! I can always count on him to take out the enemy for me without taking much damage and he’s just the most adorable thing?? I love him

5. Who do you have in each of your squads, and how do you use them? If you haven’t unlocked all four teams yet, briefly describe how you plan to organize them.

Got all four unlocked and uh, I just put in swords around the same level so I can train them up. Unit 1 is usually my strongest swords/main team (Yamanbagiri, Ichigo, Hotarumaru, Izuminokami, Hasebe, and Namazuo), while the other units are whoever I’m training up and use them for expeditions sometimes.

6. Without considering the performance of the swords, which type of sword do you prefer?

Tantou Tachi! Idk when it started but I just really like swords?? I see a character in a game/anime with a sword -> “I like that guy, he’s cool!” And I guess the swords typically used are tachis?? I actually have wanted to buy a sword lol, every year at the night market there’s a stand selling prop swords (like for cosplay and stuff) and I always joke about buying one but $$$ feelsbadman 

7. List the swords that you like and your thoughts on them.

I have a list here LOL No thoughts there tho :you should know all this, Nima

Yagen: My man, the bae, my everything. I love him the most （*’∀’人）♥ I love how caring he is towards his brothers and takes care of them when Ichigo isn’t there. It was so touching seeing him trying his best to summon Ichi-nii for his smol bros and I just jakfsjkf I cri every time. As serious as he can get sometimes, it’s also super cute seeing him playing with his brothers and messing around(?) sometimes, like in that beach episode

Ichigo: The husband because how can you not （〃・ω・〃）Putting aside the fact that he is beautiful and handsome and -swoon-  His laugh is precious?? I also love how caring he is and worries about his smol bros and takes care of them. Best onii-chan. He seems so gentle and kind. I find it super precious how it seems like he gets jealous over all the swords you have it’s k bby you’ll always be special to me  and -dreamy sigh- I love him?

Namazuo: I love his personality! φ(ﾟ ωﾟ//）♡ His cheerfulness and outgoing attitude is so precious and always makes me super happy in return. I love hearing his voice and I would want to be bffs with him. His quirk of throwing horse poop at people is so wtf but at the same time, it’s cute?? Even after kiwame, I still love him (tho I prefer his low ponytail than his high one o v o ). His tickle wars with the saniwa are really cute~ His genki attitude is like a breath of fresh air tbh and I love him. Please let me love you

Kashuu: I kinda wished I picked him as my starter because omfg, he is so precious and I want to smother him with my love, especially after watching Hanamaru. He has his own baggage and problems to deal with but instead of drowning in them, he still tries his best to help out Yamatonokami in Hanamaru, and fulfill the saniwa’s orders. He doesn’t let his insecurities get the better of him and I just jfkalsjdfkf ‘cause tbh I feel him? I’m scared of dying but I’m more scared of being abandoned and having no one?? So even if Kashuu is quick to latch onto a new master, I wouldn’t blame him at all and just give him all my love (((( ;°Д°)))) I want him to know he’s special and that I’d never abandon him ever

8. Are there any pairings that you like? If there is, please list them.

Nope~ I read a few Ichigo/Tsurumaru oneshots that were kinda cute but eh, I’m not really into shipping for TKRB.

9. Is your Citadel an employee-friendly Citadel or a black-hearted Citadel that works your swords to the bones?

I like to think it’s pretty employee-friendly ^^;; If they’re fatigued, I take them off the team and let them rest, or if most of the team is fatigued, then I let them chill. If they’re missing HP then I stick them in repairs (if I have a vacant room OTL) unless it’s just like, 1-2HP then I wait until after one more battle. Always quick to use help tokens though ‘cause I don’t want to wait 10hours LOL

10. Have you ever done anything weird to your swords?

Nooooo?? I can’t think of anything? Though I guess, with the current event (VoT6) Namazuo keeps getting owned and having to retreat so I guess the smart thing would be to put someone else on the team instead of him but I’m just like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ since the damage isn’t permanent and keep on trucking since the exp is still pretty good. That’s not really weird and more of me being a bad Saniwa towards him tho?? lol orz

11. Have you ever broken a sword? What happened, and who did you break?

NOPE NOBDOY and hopefully it’ll stay like that ; u ; Man, I’d probably cry if someone broke ‘cause their lines are all so sad, especially my precious tantous ;o;

12. Who looses troops the most in your Citadel? And who is the most skilled at making troops?

Yamatonokami and Nikkari, for whatever reason :

13. Have you ever done something with all your might in order to get a particular sword? Please describe what you did and the results.

I pray to RNGesus and hope for the best?? xD What else can you do besides use an ofuda? Maybe I’ll try what I do in SIF next time and repeatedly click on the attendant lol

14. Are you superstitious? (wwww)

Sure? What is this question referring to o u o

15. What made you join the TKRB fandom in the beginning? How about now?

Hot guys LMAO K well, that’s what made me want to get into the game/fandom but all that stuff about needing a proxy/VPN looked too complicated for my dumb ass so I didn’t bother. But uh, I guess I first became aware of it because of cosplayers somehow?? Like I’d see super pretty pics of cosplayers and somehow knew it was from TKRB but that was it. Then the Hanamaru anime came out and I decided to watch it a few seasons afterwards, but there were too many characters and I kinda got bored? So I dropped it after three episodes =3= Then Katsugeki happened and my sis watched it first and spazzed to me how hot Izuminokami is (esp dat Ryohei Kimura voice) and I picked it up 6epis in? That’s it, I’m sold. I’m a goner. Then when the anime ended, I was super thirsty for more swordbois and spent like two hours fighting Flash trying to get the game to work, and here we are now C: I’m still in it for the hot guys LMAO c’mon now. 

16. What do you think of the current maps? Which map is good for training/grinding, which maps do you get lost in the most, which map do you want to burn?

Can I just fight all of World 7? Tho it’s probably my fault for my swords not being level90+ or something but e-e I’m getting destroyed so yeah, that just feelsbadman :

17. Are there any game systems or improvements that you hope DMM will implement?

Eh, probably but nothing comes to mind right now. Haven’t been playing this game for that long and everything seems fine to me~ 

18. If DMM cooperates on an event with another game/anime/etc., what would you like to see?

LOVE LIVE or any other idol show (Tsukipro/UtaPri~) ‘cause the bois as idols is just (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡ I’m going to scream and then die happily. Like, AWT48 was super adorable and the guys singing the EDs in Hanamaru was super cute too?? So why not take it a step further and just have them be idols : PP

Also, any sports anime will be great too! Obviously, I’m partial to Haikyuu rn xD We had a beach episode, sooo, beach volleyball could totally work!! 

But like, if it’s asking about stuff like that GBFxKatsugeki thing then uh, no answer because the only games I play are rhythm games LOL But, it would be cool if there was a FEH collab? o:

19. Have you ever spent money playing TKRB? Is so, how much? If not, do you plan to?

Not yet, but I probably will xD I want the other repair room and I definitely will need more space for swords. There are still a lot that I don’t have and with more new swords, I def need the space x3 better spending money on this than on gacha and disappointment lol

20. Is there any merchandise that you would like to buy or see?

Namazuo and Honebami nendoroid please! I know Namazuo has a figure but I like nendos way more :I’m getting Ichigo for Christmas and I already have Yagen so, making progress 8D

21. Have you done any fanwork? If so, what?

Not yet? I want to write fanfics but I’m super lazy and dead rn so maybe at the end of the semester and I’m not drowning in matchups that I need to do LOL

22. What do you think you are like as a Saniwa?

Definitely not like how I appear in my own fantasies LOL I’m hate people bad with people and am super shy and socially awkward, so getting friendly with the swords will take 5ever and uh, yeah? I’ll just be super awkward around them lmao and not know how to react and probably appear like I don’t like them or something?? While I’m internally stressing about how to befriend them and driving myself up a wall lol... 

23. If the government asked you to choose a sword to kill yourself with in terms of emergency, who would you pick?

I don’t want to make any of them do something like this ((o(;△;)o))  I don’t know… ( ≧Д≦) My first thought was Sayo but like, he doesn’t need a burden like this?? Considering how he already is, >_

24. The government has asked you to write a report: how would you describe the situation in your Citadel?

Resources are running low, smithing just results in an annoyed saniwa so take caution. The saniwa also gets angry when troops keep dying and needing to be replaced = RIP resources some more, so more caution is required. JK It’s a pretty chill place? Idk how to describe it, so I’ll prob make Hasebe do it for me : P Papers are annoying af to write omg

25. What do you think of the Retrograding Army?

I don’t understand the point of what they’re doing and how they’d benefit from changing history but given how shallow the plot is, ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  It was cool seeing them in Katsugeki tho, especially the shit they did in uh, Edo? Like it seems they actually had a plan and stuff xD

26. Lastly, please say something about the TKRB from the bottom of your heart!

Idk what I’ll be doing with my life now if I hadn’t started this game and I’m completely obsessed. This might wane in the future probably, but in the meantime, I’m here to have a good time and enjoy everything TKRB has to offer and I’m loving it so far

ありがとうございます！

Bonus: What do you think of the KBC?

They don’t show up when I want them to! D

[thewriterthatghostedyou]

Shadows and Scars

Chapter 20

Ok it was way to hard to find a good Alina gif lol they took foreverrrrr to load. Sorry for the wait, but things are definitely starting to pick up. Since I have not planned this fic out ahead of time, the story comes along as I write it, but I already know how it will end so hopefully (school willing), I can finish the series and post more. The chapters should grow longer and more exciting as we get farther in, but for now I need to lay the framework for the fun stuff. Also, I am following the timeline of the show. Enjoy!!!

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Aleksander was still in his war room when you returned to his quarters.

“Where were you?” He asked, not taking his eyes off of his table of troop movements.

“I went for a walk.” You asnwered curtly. “Wanted some air.”

He scoffed at that before taking a drink from a nearby glass. “I’m sure.”

“Is there anything you need moi sovreingyi?” You sassed back at him. “Or am I allowed to go to sleep?”

He finally turned to look at you and you met his cold stare. “I told you to call me Aleksander.” He rasped out.

“Forgive me Aleksander, but it’s hard to keep track of what you want.” You tilted your head at him and leaned on your cane.

“You’re upset.” He said coolly leaning on the table. How observant. “Understandable, but still irritating.” He furrowed his brows in thought. You watched as he ran his hand over his face and sighed.

“Just go to bed, I can’t deal with you tonight.” He waved you off dismissively.

You wanted to press on and see exactly what had riled him up so much, but antagonizing Aleksander wasn’t how you wanted to spend your night. Saints know you didn’t want to give him another reason to force himself upon you.

“Fine.” You shrugged disinterestedly before shaking your head.

He said nothing as you stomped away and closed the door quickly. At least you’d actually get some sleep tonight.

You slowly walked over to your wardrobe, Aleksander had all of your belongings brought over and placed in one of his. He certainly seemed to have planned out your impromptu move very quickly.

You rummaged around the drawers looking for your nightdress when you heard muffled voices through the door.

You slowly unbuttoned your kefta and moved towards the door, leaving your cane by the dresser.

There were two voices, one Aleksander’s, and the other, a soft feminine voice. Alina. You felt your shoulders deflate as you couldn’t make out what they were saying and pulled off your shirt while walking back to where you had been before.

The conversation the two of them were having had made you remember the night Aleksander had asked you to his room. It had seemed so long ago, but it was only three days since he had shown his true colors.

Your mind wandered back to Mariya and her calming demeanor before your mind drifted to Vera and Andrei. They hadn’t heard from you in three days, and if what Aleksander had said was true, then you wondered how much longer Andrei had at the Little Palace, and how Vera would do without him. After your shift with Aleksander, you would immediately go to find them and try to explain your absence.

Most of Aleksander’s guards didn’t have to take shifts watching him, but from what Baghra had said, you knew that he wanted to keep you close.

When you had finished changing, you flinched as a sudden light burst from under the creak of the door.

You felt a strange prideful sensation bubble inside of your gut, and paled as you felt one of the few emotions that Aleksander possessed.

You said nothing, and froze as if your stillness would shake off the sensation, but the feelings of pride bloomed into something else. You knew exactly what it was from the short time you had with Ruslan. Longing.

Your heart twisted at the thought of the boy who had nursed you back to health after you escaped the fold, who had volunteered to go in your place one time before your superiors had shot the idea down, the first boy you had ever loved.

What had become of him? You knew Anya was dead, at least according to Aleksander, but he had not mentioned Ruslan.

He obviously knew that he existed, and that you were close, but somehow you knew deep inside that he must have done something to stop him from visiting the Little Palace.

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Ruslan’s POV

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The sturdy second army boots crunched the gravel underneath them as Ruslan and Kaz Brekker entered the Little Palace with no resistance. He wasn’t stupid, Ruslan knew that the only reason Brekker hadn’t killed him by now was because of the bright red and silver kefta on his back and the easy access to the Little Palace. And the extra coin to pull off two jobs at the same time was too good of an opportunity to pass.

He slowly twisted his fingers to calm his beating heart. The rapid panicked beats it was giving would not help him blend in when he inevitably came face to face with another corporalki.

“Through this door.” Ruslan nodded his head into a side entrance to the Little Palace before ducking inside.

He didn’t have to turn around to know that Brekker had followed and was already trying to memorize the details of the fortress that the map and Ruslan couldn’t provide.

“Certainly a lot more security than I remembered.” Ruslan grumbled slowly after the pair had marched past a group of guards who were eyeing the circus performers intently. He tried not to pay attention to his accomplices.

“All accounted for.” Kaz replied briskly. Not one for idle conversation. Noted.

“Listen, I know that the Sun summoner is your first priority.” Ruslan whispered as he slowed his pace. “But if you hold up your end of the deal I can guarantee that the Darkling will be distracted long enough for you to make the grab.”

“And what exactly is stopping me from killing you here and causing a distraction that way?” Kaz walked ahead of him and Ruslan had to use large strides to keep up. The criminal was much quicker than he had expected for his limp, but all things considered, that would help both parties.

“He’s only seen me once.” Ruslan hissed. “But he knows exactly who I am, I’ve changed since then and when I have an opportunity to save Y/n, you’d better believe that I’d keep him distracted as long as possible.”

Kaz rolled his eyes at the sentiment. “And when you get captured and killed?”

“I never said-“

“We both know distracting the Darkling is a death sentence.” Kaz interrupted as the two neared the hidden dressing room in the wall. “What I don’t know is why you’d get yourself killed for some… girl.” He grimaced at that. Ruslan smiled as he thought back to the fleeting glances he had seen the rouge throw at the Suli girl armed to the teeth with knives.

“I know you probably don’t feel love Mr. Brekker, but Y/n isn’t just the woman I love. She just might be the key to saving us all.” His eyes clouded over as he felt the letter from Baghra seem to burn a hole in his side pocket.

[anxietymymiddlename]

His and hers circumstances

Pairing: Jumin Han x MC4

Summary: Jeahee is going out with Zen? The surprising news leave her with a broken heart, still she can not find the courage to confess her feelings to her afraid that she will not accept her. Trying to confront her confusing emotions, Jumin enters her every day life like a storm while dealing with his own issues. A little bit more than friends, but with their emotions not sorted out yet, what will happen when they will end up under the same roof?

[Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Also on Fanfiction.net]

[Chapter 3: Wine tastes a bit like love]

Spoiler Alert: Secret ending spoiler.

"I smiled at you, lied to you, pretended everything was fine. I thought I'd give up, but I couldn't. And though I held back as I always, the truth was I wanted to scream I love you as hard as I could. The wine tasted sour that night; I thought it tasted a bit like my love for you."

Everyone was excited about New Years. The city was buzzing more than usual. He could not share the excitement. All the decorations, the fancy ads; it was easy to exploit an event like this. As a businessman he could at least justify the whole hype as a way to generate profit, no matter how cynical that sounded. Taking some time off was undoubtedly the best part of this; though he could live without the traffic on the streets. It took him more than usual to reach his apartment.

His phone rung again. He didn't even bother checking the identity of the caller. Was it the tenth or the eleventh time by then? He had lost count. He should have taken the hint already but of course he would not give up that easy. Pointless. He had already decided that he would not answer or return his calls. Had it not been his father new girlfriend and her company, he'd very much like to spend his night with his father, he was also a bit excited at first, but he had no intention to put up with when he found out they would not be alone. And he had even asked him to buy a present for her, it was infuriating. He felt like a fool for believing even for a moment that he'd be willing to spend the New Year's Eve just with him.

"Have a happy new year, sir." "Thank you, Mr. Kim, you too," he said coldly and exiting the car.

At days like this, he missed his best friend the most. Just the thought that he'd like to have him by his side that moment made his steps feel heavier. He stopped in front of the entrance of the building, his breath was taking shape in the cold air. He looked up at the sky for a moment. Writers and poets were paid liars, he thought. Writing texts and texts about how even when someone was not still in this world, he'd stay with you forever. Parts of V were still with him, the memories they shared, the photographs he had gifted him... But he could faintly remember his voice anymore, his face was often blurry in his mind, he had to revisit old videos and photographs often to remember it clearly and that scared him. What if one day he'd forget him completely? Instead of feeling him by his side, he'd very much like to have him there, alive and well.

His friend loved the starry sky, but he was not there to see it. If he were, he'd like to ask him so many things. V would surely give him the answers. His advice was always helpful. Had he forgiven him? He asked himself that many times, but could not answer. Lately he started to think that he could not hate him from the beginning, so there was nothing to forgive. But he'd never be able to tell him that. There were times he thought that it'd be nice if V was there and he was not; he even wondered if someone would miss him as much as he missed him if that was the case.

It was not like him to be so sentimental. Maybe the night was getting to him. His hand searched or his key card in his pocket. It was a chilly night. He entered inside the building and took the elevator avoiding eye contact with the security guard, no need for a typical greetings.

Finally home. Elizabeth came running at the sound of the door and greeted him with a meow, rubbing herself on his trousers as a welcome. He smiled and leaned down. At least he had her. His long fingers run through her fluffy, white fur and he smiled sadly at her. Her being there was enough. It should be enough for him. It was New Years Eve so he should give her a treat to thank her for being by his side. He opened the cupboard and picked a gourmet can of cat food. She meowed and run to her bowl, anticipating the unexpected gift.

"I'm coming," he said pouring a glass of wine for himself in the meantime.

Placing her bowl by his armchair, he sat on it and took a sip. The night view from his apartment was always soothing; he was not very fond of his place, but he always loved the view. But it felt quieter than usual, no matter how much effort he'd put to its decoration it always felt kind of empty. Unknowingly, he had become more aware of his growing loneliness, and the unfamiliar feeling that accompanied that fact was stressing him out. He had to deal with it a lot the past few days, it was tiring and it agitated him a lot. He took another sip of his wine, he knew he should have eaten something first but his appetite was not great lately. Contacting his nutritionist would be a good idea. A change in his diet could help. It'd be nice if he had dinner with his father, it'd been a while since the had dinner with someone. He did enjoy eating Kang's cake, even though he was avoiding eating sweets.

"I hope you like it," he said looking at Elizabeth and she meowed at his voice; her appetite was just fine though.

It seemed like his father had given up. His phone had been quiet for a while. He took it out of his pocket and checked his missed call. He had also sent a text asking where he was and why he was not asnwering. He rubbed his forehead feeling more and more exhausted and decided to text him back just to inform his that he was ok. He'd stand by his statement but there was no need to worry him about his wellbeing. After texting him, he eyes stopped on the RFA app. She had not logged in since that way. Was it worng of him to contact her that night?

-Jumin Han has entered the chatroom-

Yoosung: Just a few hours left… And thus another year comes with me being single.

Seayoung: No surprises here. Yoosung: Too late to find one now… T^T

Saeyoung: IT'S Saeyoung: THE Saeyoung: CEO! Yoosung: Jumin, hello! Jumin Han: Hello. Yoosung: I did no expect you to see you here! Saeyoung: Shouldn't you be enjoying a luxurious meal somewhere right now? Why are you on your phone? Jumin Han: I was planning to, but my father preferred his girlfriend over me. Saeyoung: I think the sad part is that your father has a girlfriend but you are not. Jumin Han: How is this the sad part? Yoosung: Are we just a bunch of forever alones? Saeyoung: LOL! Talk about yourself. Saeyoung: I'm going out tonight! Meal with my employee! Yoosung: A WOMAN? 0^0 Saeyoung: NOT TELLING Yoosung: So mean! Yoosung: Maybe you'll be the next one to find love after Zen Saeyoung: Yes, it seems it's too late for Jumin now Jumin Han: More importantly, Min – Seo has not logged in for a while now. Saeyoung: More importantly, he says! Saeyoung: DO Saeyoung: YOU Saeyoung: MISS HER? Jumin Han: It's concerning, since she used to log in at least once a day. Saeyoung: Keeping tabs I see Yoosung: Eh? Jumin, are you interested in her? 0_0 Jumin Han: Never mind, forget I asked. Saeyoung: Love is in the air! Yoosung: I'm spending the day with my parents by the way. My mother cooked for us. Jumin Han: A family meal. Sounds nice. Saeyoung: Are you changing the subject? Saeyoung: Don't you want to know how is she? Jumin Han: I just thought I should ask. Yoosung: Why don't you call her? Though I think Jaehee mentioned he was working an evening shift today. Jumin Han: I see… Well, I have to go now. Good night. Yoosung: Goodnight! Saeyoung: Hey, wait

- Jumin Han has left the chatroom -

Entering the chat room proved to be a bad idea after all, the conversation just added more to his stress. The ex-agent was really pushing it. He had teased him like that repeatedly the past few days for some reason and it had become tiring. He'd never give him the pleasure to confirm his claims but he could not deny it either, it felt wrong to do so and that added to his confusion. He was aware that he was interested in her but at this point he was not even sure if she would ever be interested in him.

Now laying on his bed, he wished the day would end already. No point in worrying, it'd be better if he could keep his emotions in check. Elizabeth hopped on the bed and curled beside him purring, satisfied by her meal. He let the phone fall from his hand on the mattress and shifted his body trying to get more comfortable. Petting Elizabeth with one hand, he unbuttoned a few of his button with the other. He did not have he energy to change; how unsightly of him. His eyelids felt heavy, it made him wonder if the wine and his exhaustion were getting to him.

He had fallen asleep before he realized it; he woke up after a short nap by he sound of his mobile phone ringing. Letting out a groan, he rubbed his eyes and looked at its screen, initially thinking that it would be his father again. But the name he saw on it made him sat up right away. Min-Seo… His heart raced. As the phone kept ringing, he needed a moment to regain his calm before picking it. It was so rare for her to call him, what could she possible need at such an hour? Did she just want to wish him happy new year or was it an emergency? What time was it anyway?

"Yes, hello..." he answered, his words were a bit stiff. "Jaeheeee… What took you so long to answer?" she whined. "Is it because you are with him right now?" "Well… I am no Ja-"

His heart sank. So she had just pressed the wrong name before calling. Was it disappointment what was feeling at that moment?

"I know you are with him… Why though? Jaehee…. Don't go, ok? I don't like it..." "Min-Seo, where are you right now?" hearing taking like this was asking for immediate action. "Jaehee is my angel after all," he ignored his question. "I don't want to give up on you… I can't. I like you." "Min-Seo… Can you please tell me where are you right now?" he tip toed around his room, picking up his jacket and wallet and putting on his shoes as quickly as he could. "That's not important..." "It is..." "The thing is..." she paused. "I like you… I like you so much..." her voice was lower now. "I like you so much, so why can you be mine? Be mine, please… How can I make you mine?" she asked sobbing.

He stopped. Listening to her voice so close to his ear, her heart beat fast even though he knew these words were not meant for him. She leaned on the wall feeling weak and tried to catch his breath again, what was his body getting excited for, his heartbeat was not normal. She was clearly drunk, every word she said was painful, but for a moment it felt like she was talking to him.

"Min-Seo, is anyone else there with you?" "What? Are you jealous?" suddenly, she sounded happy. "I am… I am extremely jealous right now. So is anyone you can put on the phone right there? I want to make it clear that you are mine." "Ahahaha… You don't have to be," she laughed. "But I was jealous too you know..."

She sounded bashful. He'd had to work around her mood shifts somehow. But still, it was ridiculous that she had not realized that she was talking to the wrong person. Then again it was working on his favor so he could not complain. If Seayoung was in his place, he'd definitely try to change his voice and pretend he was Jaehee, but he could never pull that off. Not to mention that the thought alone was already quite embarrassing.

"I know," he said. "I hated it." "I know… It must hurt." "It does hurt… It hurts a lot..."

Was she crying again? Her emotions were in disarray.

"It hurts a lot," she continued. "… But I want you to be happy. Be happy even if it's not with me..."

She sniffed. How should he react to that? It felt like he was invading into something personal, but he could not just hung up the phone.

""Can you give me someone else on the phone, please?" he had to know where she was. "Why are you insisting so much? I only like you, no need to get jealous. I am alone- Hey, give me that!" "Hello..." an unfamiliar voice. "Do you know the owner of this phone?" a girl asked. "Can you tell me her address? I'll take her back home, she is in no condition to go alone." "Yes..." he ponder over her suggestion. "I know her, so I will come to pick her up. Can you tell me the address of the place?"

Sending her back to her place was probably not a good idea. She'd be alone, no one could help her if there was a need. Telling her address to a stranger didn't seem proper too. Plus, if Jaehee returned home soon, things could turn bad. If she had to face her, she would do it when she was sober. However, the girl on the phone had turned silent. Could it be that as he was wary of her she was also suspecting him?

"We had a fight and she didn't tell me when she'd go. Can you please stay with her until I come?" he asked already leaving the penthouse and entering the elevator. "She sounds pretty drunk, so I'm worried..." "Well… She… Ok. The address is..."

"Oh, it's not that far from her workplace..." he raised a hand as soon as he reached the pavement to call for a cab. "Thanks God a nice person was nearby."

That put his mind at easy. Since the pub was not close to his place, it'd take a while to reach her. He was also worried about the traffic he would encounter on his way there. Luckily he had found a cab easily. Since his driver had already gone home, he didn't have another option. He had to admit that his bad driving skills would put them both in danger in this kind of situation.

"Please hurry, I'll pay double..."

His left leg was shaking from his nervousness. A couple of hours ago he could not even imagine that he'd end up involved in something like this. Since he was already concerned by her absence in the chat room, he should have trusted his judgment and call her to check how she was dealing with the news. If he had, all this would have been avoided. He should not have hesitated.

It took them a while to reach the place and each minute had made them more and more anxious about her situation. He had called a couple of time to check if she was ok; the girl just told him to hurry up. It was not easy to stop her from drinking. She was going on and on about different types of wines in the background and asking for more while the barman repeatedly declined. As soon as he entered, his nose was attacked by the smell of booze and cigarettes. It was packed with young adults, you could barely hear the music over the noise of their conversations. He could not hold back a disgusted face while his eyes were scanning the whole room. He could not understand why someone would choose to spend his New Year's Eve like that. He finally spotted her sitting by the counter.

"Min-Seo!" he called struggling to pass through the patrons.

Her face was red, she was supporting her chin on the counter while holding an empty cup. She was completely wasted. Straightening her back, after she heard the sound of her name, she looked around and let out a hiccup. Next to her was standing a group of four people. A young girl with long, dark hair was alerted by her sudden move. He deducted it was the girl he had spoken with on the phone. When he had almost reached her, she finally realized he was the one who called her name and waved at him hard in a sudden spur of energy.

"It's the handsome CEO Jumin Han!" she said aloud mimicking Saeyoung. "JUMIN, HERE!"

"Yes, I'm right next to you," he grabbed her hand to stop her from waving right in front of his face. "Mr. Han is here!" she told the girl beside her. "Mister..." she squinted her eyes. "His name is JUMIN!" "Thanks for taking care of her," he bowed. "I'm Min-Seo," she stood up and raised her hand. "Are you her boyfriend?" the girl asked angrily and pointed a finger at his chest. "How could you have a fight with her a day like this? And you let her go out and drink alone? What if something happened to her? Did you cheat on her or something? She was crying a lot you know." "Eun-Ji..." the guy next to her smiled nervously. "You should not pry too much..." "No, guys like him piss me off..." "Jumin," Min-Seo placed a hand on his shoulder interrupting the girl and pointed at them rather enthusiastically. "They are dating!" "I see, good for them." "They are a couple!" "Now you are just repeating yourself." "They even kissed!" "I guess that's what couples do," he took the cup out of her hand. "No! I want to drink more!" she whined trying to grab it back. "You drunk enough. Let's go now," he pulled her arm. "No!" she grabbed the counter. "Why are you even here?" "I came for you..." he started pulling her harder. "Come on, don't make a scene." "No! Where are you taking me? I want to stay here!" "Now you are just being stubborn," he started to loose patience. "Has she paid her tab?" "Ah? Yes," the girl answered. "Good then," he grabbed her and placed her on his shoulder. "Thanks again." "You say that, but are you even her boyfriend?" the girl was still suspicious. "Ah! It's Jumin's butt! Hello!"

Eun-Ji's friends tried to hide their laughter seeing her waving at it happily. They had already drawn enough attention and the situation was getting more embarrassing by each meaning; he could feel his cheeks burning. If nothing else, he was grateful she had stopped struggling and was just hanging there counting the tiles on the floor while skipping a few numbers in between. Her attention span was non existent at that point.

"Goodnight then," he wanted to leave the pub as soon as possible. "No! I want to go back!" she cried when they finally exited the place. "Shut up, I'm trying to help you!" he finally snapped and opened the cab's door; he had asked the driver to wait for them. "Oh, like a hero!" she laughed as he was putting her down. "A hero needs a them song!" "Get inside," he asked but she was resisting. "Maybe I should come up with one… Doesn't Han almost sound like man? Are you Juminman?"

It was pointless, he could not reason with her. She wasn't even listening to what he was saying and she would not budge either. In the end, he gave up trying to resolve things politely and held her up, princess carrying him in the cab along with with. Luckily she did not react to that, she was too busy trying to come up with the lyrics.

"Please take us back," he said out of energy. "Juminman-Juminman! It's the amazing Juminman!" she hummed swinging her legs up and down. "He has a cat and a big house, he calls her cute when she meows!" "Isn't that spideyman theme's tune?" he asked exhausted. "The lyrics don't sound very heroic though." "Ah! Spideyman is the best!" she clapped her hands. "Let's go watch Spideyman Close to Home together!"

Clearly, she was unable focus on one thing, the very next moment she was singing the ridiculous song she had come up with again and then claimed that she had come up with one for Elizabeth too; it was essentially the same tune but she was jut meowing instead of singing. He covered a smile with his hand, he could not believe he had found that cute. But what had surprised him the most was that she had cut her hair in the few days they had not met. They were almost at the same length she had them when they first met; it brought back memories.

His fingers run through them; he could not hold back the urge to touch them. Under his touch, she let out a happy sound and made herself more comfortable on his lap. His heart beating fast made him feel uneasy and he removed his hand clumsily. Her energy level had fallen and her eyes had started closing.

"Juminman..." she hummed. "Are we there yet?" he asked the driver but in reality he didn't mind it, staying like that for a little longer. "I'm sorry, sir… It'll take a while." "Were are we going? Are we going home?" "We are going to my place." "Will Jaehee be there?" she mumbled. "That's impossible." "Of course it is… It is, isn't it?" she teared up. "I'll be there..." he touched his forehead on hers. "Just bear with me."

Thankfully, she was quiet for the rest of their ride, just mumbling random words from time to time. He had to support her while walking since her steps were unstable till they reached the penthouse. Elizabeth greeted them right away and rubbed her fur on their legs while he was trying to take off her shoes. Letting a loud interjection by the sight of the white cat, she eagerly tried to pet her slipping from his hands and she fall on the floor facedown, startling Elizabeth who run away and hid herself under a chair.

"No, come back," she cried. "I don't think you're in the right state to pet her," he commented taking off a shoe; it was easier that way. "Jumin, does she hate me?" she asked in tears. "I'm sure she doesn't." "Elliabeth, why do you reject me too?" she let a woe, crawling towards her, she didn't even pronounce the name properly. "Come here, Elizabeth! Let me show you my love." "Just stop for a moment-" he said struggling to take off the other one. "What's this?" she covered up her mouth. "Is this the feeling of rejection?" "Oh, no..." he stopped caring about the shoe and quickly carried her to the bathroom, placing her by the toiler and held her hair back. "Is it because I am a girl?" she asked, tears running down her face. "Come on..." he rubbed her back, trying to calm her down. "Is it?"

She started vomiting after that again and again, coughing in between. Her tears mixed with her snot. He felt that he was not even waiting for an answer to her question; it was sad that she had reached to that conclusion by herself. When her vomit finally stopped she looked pale. Exhausted, she leaned on her side, supporting her body on his torso. Just how much did she like her to drink until she reached to that state? She had dirtied both hers and his shirt. Sighing, he helped her to the bathtub to wash her face and then helped her on her feet, taking her back to the room and sat her on the bed.

Making sure she had placed her properly in a sitting position, he took off his shirt and changed quickly, then looked back at her. Her shirt had vomit on it and he also got her wet while he was trying to clean her face. He picked one of his shirts and proceeded to change her as carefully as he could. The result was ridiculous; it was too big for her but it should keep her warm. He'd made sure to order a change of clothes through the net from the shop located in his apartment building; they were lucky he had read the situation and placed an on his way to the pub before the store closes. The benefits of living there; they sure were hoping to sell overpriced last minute gifts. He had seen an outfit he'd thought it would suit her a couple of days ago, he bought a pair of shoes to match too. The should be delivered by the morning, they contacted him saying that they had left the package to the security guard as he had ordered. He made a note to ask for it the next morning.

"You are so troublesome..." he said, helping her lay on her side and knelt on the bed to place pillows behind her back.

He was about to stand up when he noticed her fingers were grabbing his shirt. She was breathing heavily, mumbling Jaehee's name once again. A tear run on her face. How many days was she crying for her? He swept it with his hands and sat beside her patting her head softly.

"It's ok now..." he rested his back on the bed-board and looked at the night view from his bed.

Fireworks lightened up the sky; his eyes, though tired, opened wide. It was midnight already. Elizabeth run under his bed scared while she moved beside him, curling up more on his sheets. Her grip had loosen up and her breathing slowly became lighter, she was asleep. She took her hands in his and watched her breathing.

His friend loved the night sky; he'd gaze silently at it even when his sight was fading. He always wondered why but he had missed his chance to ask him what was so special about it. As she was laying beside him and he watched the fireworks illuminating the sky. he thought that they were really beautiful for the first time in his like and that he'd like to watch them again if he were with her. And with that, he could not help but wonder if the starry sky held some special memory for his friend. If that's was why he was solemnly smiling at it. It'd probably be like that for him every time he watched fireworks since that day.

"Happy new year, Min-Seo..."

[sundarksposts]

Please Notice (David Dobrik Imagine)

This is based on Christian Leave song, please notice. I haven’t posted anything so sorry about that anyways i’m back! enjoy bishes. and don’t forget to like and reblog it!

And baby when you sleep, do you dream of me? And when you're awake, do you think of me? I need to know, how do you feel?

y/n has a crush on david dobrik. there she said it. y/n has a crush on one of the most famous youtuber of the year. she’s been friends with him and natalie from the beginning even when he just using braces. y/n now in david’s house, ready to go back to your apartment. ‘bye guys i’m going back to my place now’ you said putting your jacket on. even though it’s so hot in LA while in day, it’s so cold in night. natalie waved her right hand but david quickly get up and reached for his keys and clicker. you saw his action and quickly prevent him. ‘no david i can go home by my own. i can order an uber’ you said reaching for your phone. but david being a stubborn boy he convinced you it;s okay. ‘it’s fine. it’s night already it’s not safe for you to go home alone’ he said and you only nodded giving up. you both walked to his tesla and on your way to your apartment. on your way back both of you were constant making jokes and listening, singing and dancing(well you’re the one who dancing) to any disney and nickelodeon songs. you both laughed so hard until your stomach hurt.

you looked at david and see his smile. david catch you staring and you quickly snapped your head to your side of window. ‘y/n there’s something i’d like to say’ david said and you look over to his face until the sound from david’s phone erupted. ‘shit i get to take this. i’m sorry y/n’ you only nodded while he answered his phone. no long after that, you both have arrived to your apartment. you unbuckled your seat belt. ‘well thanks for driving me home. i hope you arrived safely to your house’ you smiled to him and ready to go. ‘hey y/n is it okay for me to hanging out in your place?’ he asked you and you thought about it for a while but then shook your head. ‘you probably should go home it’s late and natalie is alone in the house’ you said nicely. ‘oh. okay bye y/n’ he waved at you and took off.

you went in to your apartment and clean yourself and went to your bed while thinking of david. is he asleep now? does he thinking of me? what is it that he wanted to talked about? y/n y/e/c eyes beginning to feel heavier and went to sleep.

Cause baby when I sleep, I dream of you And when I'm awake, that's all I do Think about every detail you have

y/n always thinking about him on her sleep. she always dreaming about him. being with him. even when she awake. that’s all she ever do. she thinking about those chipmunk cheeks he have and how she always wanted to pinch it. his red yet dry eyes. his big brown doe eyes that got her in love and don’t forget about his long eyelashes. y/n always think that she fell in love with a man because of his personality and his appearance is just a plus to her. but david is good inside and out.

Do you notice when I get mad, I clench my jaw? Do you notice when I get sad, I tend to fall? Look at my words I say to you

y/n was clearly mad. mad because david has forgot their plans to watch a movie. there’s this movie that y/n liked and she really wanted david to come with but instead he went filming with zane, jeff and todd and couples of his friends. y/n was in his house sitting on a cloud couch with natalie and she’s trying so hard to cover it. she clenched her jaw and gripping her palms until she sighed and tried to get over it and helped him with filming. ‘okay jeff you’re clearly hotter than todd. please don’t be modest about it’ zane said loudly and laughing while jeff only rolled his eyes and got his eyes on you. ‘well what do you thing y/n? who’s hotter me or todd?’ jeff asked you surprisingly. ‘uh. same with zane you’re hotter jeff’ y/n said this and all of the boys laughed while david remained silent.

Cause I notice when you get mad You close your eyes And I notice when you are sad you let out sighs

david still holding his camera trying to get the footage of y/n admitting that jeff is hotter than todd. he’s trying to keep it together as he closed his eyes and sighed. y/n noticed this.

I need to know are those sighs ever over me?

she just needs to know are those for her?

Do you know how in love with you I am? Do you see how in love with you I am?

they all went back to their own houses except y/n. she still lingered in david’s house because his couch is nice. natalie already in her bed sleeping and david still in the lovesac with his hoodies on and his laptop. it’s posting day so he’s trying to get it done. ‘i’m sorry we don’t get to your movie’ david said without taking his eyes to the laptop. ‘it’s okay there’s still a next time’ y/n said shrugging. ‘well i will make it up to you though’ david said looking at her this time and she nodded. ‘you better dobrik’ he laughed and get back to editing. he was editing on the scene where y/n admit jeff is hot. david played it over and over again until y/n was bored. ‘david can you move from that scene? it’s starting to annoyed me’ you said to him and he rolled his eyes. ‘didn’t you like it? i mean jeff is hot’ he remarked back and this time you were the one who rolled your eyes. ‘i know but i just don’t like it get played over and over’ you answered. ‘oh so you’re saying you don’t like it?’ you sighed and rub your forehead. ‘no that’s not what i’m saying’ y/n asnwered getting more annoyed. how can one bit make him so annoying? ‘then what is it y/n?’ he starting to raised his voice but you can be more louder than him.

‘because i love you david!’ you yelled at him and he shuts his mouth. ‘i love you more than anything. it’s frustrating me how i have tried to tell you this but you never notice it’ she mumbled the last part but he still hear it. y/n now starting to hold her tears and hang her head low. david put his finger on her chin and look at her eyes. ‘y/n i do love you too. i love you for everything you did for me. i love you for those night singing and dancing in the car. i love how you always waiting for me to edit even i always told you to go home. i love you how you always trying to be strong for everyone.

Every thing that you do, it makes my heart stop

‘I just love everything that you did for me. you make my heart stops from whatever you do. and when you said that jeff is hot, my mind go crazy a little bit’ david finally confess to her. she stared at him disbelief. ‘so that night when you drive me home’ he cut her off. ‘i was trying to tell you that but jack was calling about work’ he sighed and she still looked at him. ‘i understand if you’re mad now and don’t want to see me’ she cut him off by kissing him on the lips and they both shock with it. it is their first kiss together. they both pulled out needing to breathe

And baby when you sleep, do you dream of me?

‘finally! now i won’t hear stuff from david’s room when he had a dream about you. oh y/n why are you so beautiful? oh y/n, kiss me! oh y/n, do you want to be my girlfriend?’ natalie suddenly said from the hallway and david throw a pillow to her and looked to y/n who is laughing so hard

‘well do you want to be my girlfriend?’ david asked her with rosy tint on his chipmunk cheeks and how can she said no to that?

‘of course bub! yes!’

well.... fluffy.... i can’t think of angst right now lol. so did ya enjoy it?

[abcreid]

Wrong Choice Ruins Everything

Spencer Reid x Reader.

Hi all, i tried to make a long title for this story. But i think it’s not really good as I thought lol. Well enjoy this story with a very bad grammar. Better check my bio before you judge me babe.

Masterlist

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“Cat Adams?” You heard that name very clear and loud when you just arrived at conference room. You were taking your a week break so you don’t know anything about what case the team is doing right now.

“Oh hi Babe.” Spencer greeted you. “Yeah, we will chase her tonight, well actually just myself, because i’m going to meet her face to face after all this time we chatted through online message. I will be her customer, pretending to be a husband who wants his pregnant wife dead. Oh and look i wear a wedding ring.” He showed you his ring finger.

“Catherine Adams?”

He frowned. He probably smells something suspicious by looking at your expression. “Yeah, she is a hit woman. Why?” He keep touching his fake wedding ring. Lol at your boyfriend. He’s so cute, and you got distracted for a while.

“A hit woman? That Catherine Adams is a hit woman?” You asked him again because you didn’t believe about it. You knew her. She’s a good girl, smart, outgoing, cheerful, until she was gone missing.

“Yes, take a look at her.” Garcia shows you the picture of Cat Adams. She’s definitely your long lost cousin. “Why YN? You know this bitch?”

You silent for a minute. You doubting yourself right now if you want to tell the team or not.

“She’s my cousin.” You paused. “Wow, she disappeared for ten years and now she killed people? Wow.” You just look at her picture. Her blonde hair dyed into black, she cutted her hair short, so different when the last time you saw her.

“She what?” Everyone is this room asked you the same question at the same time. You don’t have to answer that because you just told them at the first.

“That’s a wonderful.” Everyone’s looking at Tara. “I mean we have another hint for facing this hit woman. YN tell us everything about this bitch.”

“Actually i hate to hear that she’s a bitch, because she’s my cousin. But yeah, you can say that,” you smirked at Tara. “She... i don’t really remember her. You know she was gone a long time ago. But... she was a good girl. My bestfriend. She...,” you tried hard to remember her. “Okay... so the scenario is Spencer is going to meet her tonight. No guns allowed, just regular talk, she will judging you Spencer, absolutely. Spencer will be a married man, who wants to kill his pregnant wife after four years of marriage. four years is a long time... let me see your ring.”

You finally realized something. He took off the ring and handed it to you. “See? This ring is a brand new thing, you’ve been married for four years. Did you know what a four years ring looks like? Dinged and nicked.” You took JJ hands who apparently wears hers. “Like her. It’s a huge difference she will find out. She was a perfectionist, she was detailed at everything. Oh my god why i never realized this whole time? What else you told her about yourself babe?”

“Just that. Nothing else.”

“Oh, the com. The com where you put it? On your tie?” You found that small mic on his tie. It was very obvious. Everyone knew the safest place to put that tiny thing is on tie. “You can’t.” You look at the team very carefully. “This bitch is a hit woman. She will find out, because she’s not a fool.”

Everyone is keep silent while you talk. You are nervous as hell.

“Put the mic in somewhere safe, please. Please for everyone’s sake. And the ring, is anyone willingly to borrow Spencer? No, no. She will take it because you want to kill your wife. Oh shit.” Your nervousness take over your body. You think all the possibilities that will happen in next hour. What if she found out it was a set up?

“YN calm down. Everything is already set up. We handle it already.” Hotch try to calm you but he failed. You throw up in a basket can, thanks to Morgan. You always puke when you are nervous.

“Shit. I will do something to scratch this ring.” You went out from conference room and walk to your desk to find something sharp.

“YN... YN... please calm down.” Spencer’s following you around. He keep calling your name but you ignore him.

“YN YLN listen to me.” He snapped you at your desk. “Please calm the fuck down.”

Your tears falls down when he yells at you. “I don’t want you to die, Spencer. You will die. And this ring is the ticket of your suicide.” You gave him the brand new ring you hold since.

“Here. Use mine.” Hotch showed up and gave Spencer his ring. “I’m sure that bitch will believe our set up.”

Spencer finally wears it and it fits perfectly on his finger, thankfully.

“Alright, you will stay here with me and Garcia, while everyone is on the field. I was going to put you on the restaurant, but you know her. She would recognized you.”

“No thanks. I will wait outside the restaurant with the back up team.” You disprove him and he nodded. Then he left you two alone.

“Please act normally like you really want to kill your wife.” You sighed. “I can’t believe I’m stuck in this situation. Just... be careful okay? And i have to remind you, she would do everything, risk everyone to chase you back.”

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You are on the car waiting Cat and Spencer talking inside. You are throw up again because you listening to every conversation they have. But you don’t get any visual. You are the only one who can’t see him and her. It really frustated you the most. They seem enjoying the talk. They ordered food, they talked about Spencer’s wife, how they met, when they married. You smiled when Spencer told Cat the story. Because he told how you met him, how he asked you to be his girlfriend.

But when he told her about why he wants to kill his wife, she got suspicious. “You said 6 months, and now you said 5 months. Oo, you lied. This is a set up.” When she found out, you heard a gun being cock.

“What’s happening? Hotch what’s going on? I got no visual.” You voice is rising when no one answer your question. “JJ? Rossi? Tara? Morgan? Anyone? Anyone please answer me what is going on?”

You scream to yourself when you still got no answe from them. “Fuck it I’m going inside.”

Hotch finally speak. “Stay where you are, unsub is knew. She pull out her gun under the table.”

“I can’t stay-“

“YN, stay where you are! That’s an order!” Hotch yelled at you. You shocked when he did that to youz you didn’t asnwer him and stay remain on the car.

You heard Cat is trying to play a game with Spencer. That’s what she is back 10 years ago. A manipulative person. She likes to make her target fool. You never took anything serious until today. How bad she was before she went missing. You just can’t wait until the day she take her revenge to us, to the BAU.

30 minutes later, she walks out of the building with her hand handcuffed, she walked beside Spencer into a police car. You get out from the car and ran to Spencer.

“Thank God you’re okay.” You hugged him very hard.

“YN?” You heard she called your name. She looked at you cynical. “YN YLN? You’re behind all of this? You’re his girlfriend? You’re the one who wants me to suffer. Yes you, the hero of FBI. Listen YN, i will pay back what you did to me. And for you, Spencer, you will suffer for lying to me.”

The car’s door is closed by officer, and you seeing her went away from your eyes.

“She will do it, no matter what it takes, Spencer. We have to get ready.”

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