#this song always plays in my head
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#my boyfriend asked me when the roman empire fell and its definitely a hyperfixationaybe ... anyway because it ended in constantinople 476ce#this song always plays in my head#and its funky so#i love my boyfriend#Spotify
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Tell me what you’re willing to do. Kiss it kiss it better, baby..
#this is a visual representation of what has been playing on repeat on my mind all week long#god i always have a song stuck in my head where i mentally play around with its different parts and how it fits a scene or a scenario then#I get consumed by the irresistible urge to pick those layers apart again and again and again until it's almost imprinted in my head forever#LOOK AT THEMMMMM MY BRAIN IS REWIRED#911 lone star#tarlos#tk strand#carlos reyes#911ls#kiss it better#music tag#911lsedit#tarlos edit#ronen rubinstein#rafael silva#5x05
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Thinking about Minute’s insane morals and how he doesn’t have a single genuinely bad bone in his body. He gets confused when he’s betrayed, he begs for explanations when people are cruel. He would rather make amends than hold onto grudges. He forgives and forgets. He teams with the same guy (Wemmbu) that’s betrayed him countless of times, and still trusts him anyways. Even if a bit reluctant at first. Even if he knows he’ll still end up betrayed.
Like this guy has PROBLEMS. He so morally… Good. He can stoop down to other people’s level, he can play dirty, he can be intimidating. He doesn’t really let himself get walked all over. But he’d MUCH rather just hang out and have peace. He gets upset when people are negative because he’s just SO optimistic. He always has to see the Good side of things, even when it’s a horrendous situation.
Even when he has reasons to be angry and upset and spiteful, he still chooses to hold his head high and STICK to his morals. He’s Stubborn. He tries so hard to see Why people are evil and hurtful, but he can’t personally understand. He needs to be the hero. He needs to save others. Because who else is going to do it? Who else has the resources, the strength, the backbone, the reputation? He gives items out to people with no expectation for reimbursement. He’s always saving other server members, even his enemies, from tricky situations.
He tries hard to remain all mysterious and brooding. He tries to seem calm and collected. But he wears his heart on his sleeve. You can hear every emotion in his voice, in the glint in his eyes. The way his smile upturns when he finds something amusing, or how his eyebrows furrow when he’s trying to piece something together. He’s an incredibly emotional guy, and he’s not good at hiding it. He’s notoriously a bad liar. He gives himself away every time he opens his mouth. It’s WHY he’s so genuine, so easy to trust.
It’s easy to get under his skin, but he still holds his ground. Because he has to. Because the world is cruel and brutal, and everyone is out to get him. Killing is second nature on most SMPs, especially on Lifesteal. But he can defend himself. Most other people can’t. He’s paranoid, and watches events from the sidelines (even if it annoys other players.) He always has extra food and fireworks to give out. Despite covering himself in dark colors, and hiding from large groups, he’s still looking out for others. He’s still the beacon of hope people need. He’s so annoyingly optimistic and cheerful that it’s sickening to most. He refuses to let himself become bitter and pessimistic.
Anyways bro thinks he’s Batman.
#I do NOT want to see a minutetech villain arc I want him to suffer through always playing the Hero#minutetech#PLEASE CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#His hero complex is so fascinating to me#he isn’t doing any of this out of personal gain either#he’s just Genuinely trying to be a good guy#dare I say#In Over My Head by Grandson#I associate that song with him a Lot#he gets overwhelmed with this position he’s put himself into but he can HANDLE it#he HAS to#he has to endure it because nobody else is insane enough to be so stupidly Good and Optimistic#this is inspired mainly by the aftermath of the election results stream#and also the recent Nations event he was in#because wow he really can’t comprehend people Genuinely being evil JUST to be evil#basically Minute has to help people out all of the time or he dies#lifesteal#lifesteal smp
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Hello tumblr please look at my world state 2 inquisitor Mirisa, Miri for short :] he’s Lea’s younger brother and unfortunately he will not be making it to veilguard. Uhm Solas is basically his dad, he’s 15 when he becomes inquisitor & 18 in trespasser when he uh. Uh
#dragon age#art#solas#dai#lavellan#my art#oc: mirisa#family relationships in media always make me weak… what do you mean you love each other so much it’s as if#you’ve loved each other your entire lives#what do you mean it’s as if you’ve always known them…#head in my hands#anyway#hit song ‘may you never forget me’ by temachii starts playing
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It's scientific!
#reference to talking heads song wild wild life#my mother fucking. always adds 'it's scientific' whenever I say that things are falling apart#it was intensely annoying as a child but now its funny#anyway. these blue highlights have been super working for me i think I shall continue to play with it#aradia megido#hs#homestuck#my art#ms paint
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lots of doodles because i forget to post art here most of the time
#lila art#genshin#clorinde#shenhe#kokomi#not tagging arlecchino because that does Not count as an arlecchino drawing LMFAO#He Knows Many Things.#dunmeshi#falin touden#laios touden#sorry that that siblings drawing is so blurry im too lazy to retake it#it has the lyrics to the siblings song below it bc i got it stuck in my head while drawing them#siblings! siblings! siblings! siblings! this is my sister! this is my brother! we are siblings and we care for each other! what we have! we#always share! cuz we are siblings and we have the same hair!!! dun dundun dun dun dun dun dun dundundundundun dun dun dundundun#im actually. rlly proud of those falin drawings on top#and also the clorinde one but i just drew that an hr ago so im probably going to come back to it tmrw and realize its super wonky but wtv#also the kokomi was a request from twt!!!!!#i have. a lot of those to do still#i will do them at some point i just dont have free time a lot#this is the first time ive had to draw in like two weeks i think#and my friends birthday passed and i promised to draw him hkvh so thats my priority#the clorinde was just supposed to be a warmuo#except he called me while i was drawing and we ended up playing sdv#so it was a warmup to nothing#anyway i had fun and i need to go to bed now bye#ALSO i forgot to mention that those shenhe perspectives are meant to look ugly i was trying to draw those perspectives from memory#because i was. in class.#the top down perspective is kindof cute tbh but the Other One.#its ok i love making my faves look dumb and uncomfortable on purpose
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#talked about this leading up to it but they Did play like real people do#and i couldnt even see through my tears#hurts so bad on so many levels like i have never done All That. smthng so vital to My humanity#and then leaving the venue watching all the couples holding hands including the one that i came with.#pain just lots of pain my head hurts so bad i cried so hawrd#talkys#adn also he's literally so beautiful i hate my life#NOT in a parasocial way i jst do thingk he's handsome its the hair for sure#qlso remember how i wanted to make a piece about how like#i cant even look at old sculptures of humans bc it feels so. like. here i am looking at something resembling human-ness#and i cant touch it.#this felt like an extension in the way of the song being played ykwim#once again just spectating listening unable to do anything with my feelings#i crushed my best friends hand about it. while she leans over and kisses her boyfriend#it will always be something just maybe barely there in the distance. unattainable#i myself am an untouchable statue only human in resemblance etc
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i've officially reached the point in the album release cycle where there is a tgi song stuck in my head at any given time.
#idk if this is a neurodivergence thing but i always have a song or something playing in my head at all times#and recently it's been all tgi#this is why i can't consume things in a normal amount i have to Become it#halsey#the great impersonator#rambles
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her name is NOELLE! 👩 i have a dream 💭 about her 💕 she rings my bell 🛎️ i got gym class 🏋️ in half an hour ⏰ oh how she rocks 🤘 in keds and tube socks 🧦 but she doesn’t know who i am ..… ☹️ and she doesn’t give a DAMN about me 😒
#i’m listening to a reading playlist cause i’m trying to read this (boring) book and this song is playing in my head. to be fair it always is#1d should come back just to cover it again akchually. for me? 🥺#effie talks to the moon
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The desire to have a No Capes AU where the Titans crew go to a boarding school and sneak out at night to read poetry in a cave...
#yes i just watched dead poets society again and yes it made me think some thoughts#no but i can't even think about it properly because that movie always makes me cry so much and now i've got a headache#like literally as soon as the play is over and neil heads for his dad's car--i start crying and i can't stop#and then comes the iconic ''o captain my captain'' scene at the end and i start bawling again#it's just!! so unfair!! and i fuckin love charlie bro!! this time i watched the movie--i noticed something i didn't before#and it's that when all the boys are singing at the school in remembrance of neil--all the guys from the club are singing#EXCEPT FOR CHARLIE!!#just like how when they were doing that exercise on being nonconforming--all the boys were trying to walk around in their own style#EXCEPT FOR CHARLIE!#because charlie was like hey i'm exercising my right to NOT do this exercise--and it's the same thing in the singing scene!!#he's exercising his right to not make himself sing the song when he damn well doesn't feel like it#yeeees nuwanda!!! you go king!!#No Capes AU
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the chess game.! the games i play.! aaaand post
#SHUT UP#my fav songs on the soundtrack#im never not thinking about them#the games i play is always in my head#i never don't hear it#andrew rannells the man you are#christian borle shut up challenge go (affectionate)#i love the man#YEARSSS YEARSS TOOO LONGGG#do u want my help NO i don't i can think it through myself#what should i do now ?move .where. there!#THESE ARE THE ONLLLY GAMES . I PLAYYYY#shut up i cant deal#falsettos#leo talks!
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Bump in the Night & Nevertober Day 9: Nobody’s Child & Hypnosis
#6#Nevertober24#Bump in the Night#Bump in the Night 2024#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#Shiloh#Shiloh Webtoon#STILL THE 9TH!!!!#Sorry it so late I like did the Sid one and thought I’d be fine but then I realized I forgot the two Nevertobers for this week#So then I had to do those#And then I ended up doing a whole panel redraw so that took longer than it should have maybe#But it’s fine#The Sid one was a little interesting#I went to color it and then I realized Sid doesn’t really have a color?#Like Dusty’s obvi pink Shane’s obvi red Sawyer’s obvi dark red Ollie’s obvi highlighter green Julian’s obvi purple#But Sid? No one knows#I thought about dark red for her hair but that was too sawyer to me#And then I thought of the blue bc of her vest and bandana and it did end up working#Still feel a little weird about it bc usually I reserve blue for the officers if I’m color blocking them but I just went with it#She came out cute anyway#And yeah hope you like the hypnosis one#“You know you hypnotize me always” was kinda just playing in the back of my head (Sleep Token’s song called Hypnosis)#Uhhh so yeah did those see you tomorrowwwwww
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it's been so long since i rewatched the Unsaid Emily episode of JATP but holy, shit does it still hit so fucking hard
when luke's hiding in the bushes outside of his parents' house because he misses them- misses his mother- and regrets the way he ran off, but was too proud to apologize. and maybe too full of guilt and regret to come back before he did what he set out to do.
but he missed her and she missed him and he wrote an entire song about it and his band sang it together and im just 😭😭😭😭
maybe after his band played at the orpheum he would have gone back. maybe he could have gone back and said "look! i did it! im sorry for leaving but i did it! can i come home now?"
maybe that would have been enough to start mending the gap
maybe they would have had a chance to play more than one song, and maybe the second would have been Unsaid Emily, and maybe she would have known. maybe she would have been standing by the door waiting for him to come back.
but he dies, and the song is lost for twenty years, and his mother never knew that he was so sorry or that he even thought about her after running away, not until julie.
he gets the chance to finally say everything he always meant to say to her, he gets to see his mother read his old words and read the love in them.
im nearly sobbing from this scene again it's so fucking good. so powerful.
#meg speaks#i AM crying the song always makes me cry but it's SO SO SO GOOD#since it doesnt look like the show will ever get another season it will forever be in my headcanon that one day his parents happen to see#him perform with julie. they see their son again#and maybe the song they sing is written for them#julie could just Do that you know#she could make him and alex and reggie appear before luke's parents and he could see them again and they could see him and MAYBE#maybe he could touch them. hug them. maybe he'll learn to do it by then.#sometiems i wonder if his parents could actually hear him singing the song there in their living room#like how the band could be heard playing This Band Is Back by passersby even though they couldnt be seen#maybe his parents could hear him. maybe they thought ti was just all in their heads. maybe their memories of him feel sharper afterwards.#maybe his voice is as clear as it was the day he left home when it had been muddled over by time#julie and the phantoms#jatp#ok i need to stop of im gonna cry even more
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i forgot. how exhausting playlist making is. damn. sorry about the tags i have so much to say about playlist making lol
#especially when i want to put EFFORT into it. ugh#i know i have time i know but the perfectionism 🥹#me shaking my playlist like I NEED IT TO FLOW >:((( FLOW!!!!#and i need the flow to match that. ehem energy. i guess#sorry these are really mindless rambles about the playlist lol ik no one understands what im saying..#but music is such an important arifer thing. they are So nerd about their music and their playlist silliness. this playlist particularly#needs to be PERFECT. ough takahara being in charge of the playlist because lucifer said he'd take care of decorations and#venue was a MISTAKE girl i don't want to do this anymore /j i had been thinking i could order it similarly to the actual arifer playlist#that is always a possibility... but lowkey slow dancing aly&aj as the first song would hit so hard. it really would.... but THEN i'd have to#put the letter after that but. thematic relevance where. this is the SECOND SONG it has to be important >:T which was why the original order#was from the gallows > eternal. because. eternal has to be at the very least. the third song. but slow dancingggggg 😭#hmph#oh god poison and wine sounds nice after the letter DAMMIT..... HEAD IN HANDS. why are all of you bangers it's not fair...#and then i can't just use the ACTUAL arifer playlist because motherfucker im not starting off my wedding with fucking ARCADIA 💀#and yes the arifer playlist has to be played in order because the order is relevant. it will always be relevant. that's why im stressing#😭#ari.mp3#it's too easy to hate you and hard to love.
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i’ve been thinking about flowey’s motif. spent way too long trying to figure out his theme and then realized he already had one and it’s literally in the name
#undertale#flowey#i do like small shock as a flowey theme as well#but it’s like two chords#not even “like” it’s literally two chords#still wish it was used more#considering it’s what plays during flowey’s monologue in genocide#fun fact i watched a playthrough before i played undertale#but i did it without any volume#so i had no idea what song played during that monologue#imagine my surprise#so yeah it’ll always be one of flowey’s themes in my head#it plays in the garden#where he woke up#i dunno i see some connection there#this became an unrelated rant oops#oh well#i could’ve sworn i had a tag for rants about flowey’s theme but i can’t find any posts so
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3:23AM, time to post Hatamori fankid and retreat back into my hiding hole
#this is what i was referring to in my last post#sometimes ideas will just pop into my head and i will be unable to resist the urge#i missed sprite editing. it had been a while since i last made a person's sprite#anyways her name is Akira and I haven't decided if it's Akira Tomori or Akira Hatano yet#i like both of their surnames a bunch#thinking of her from a scenario where Ayame and Kizuna survive the kg and get together a while afterwards#Akira is adopted. obviously. Her biological parents died in the tragedy she was adopted at around 4-6 years old#doesn't remember how her bio parents where because she was like? 1-2 years old when they died?#being with them in whatever happened that led to their deaths she may have some form of memory problem from the accident(?)#Akira is pretty forgetful and slow on the uptakes. but it's nothing too worrisome#she doesn't actually care that she can't remember her bio parents because the family she has now is much more important to her#she takes more after Kizuna especially in tems of personality (tho definitely not as bad as she used to be in Dra if you know what i mean)#put them in a room together and they will gossip and talk about random shit for hours#she loves Ayame too! they just don't talk a much? Akira used to follow her everywhere when she was a kid but now that she grew up#Ayame being the awkward-ish person she is struggles a bit on how to talk/interact with her#they work out together sometimes and Ayame will always volunteer to listen to Akira play some new song she's writing#and give her opinions on it#as you can see she is a musician. aspiring rockstar specifically#this came to her as a way to vent about the tragedy and all that mess sorta#may ramble more some other time i am getting sleepy#dra#danganronpa another#fankid#hatamori#sprite edit#edit#hyena scribbles#Akira Tomori Hatano
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