#this shit that they are doing is WAY too realistic
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This shot took me out!! Skeleton Crew is so cute and earnest, it's such a great kid's show. That moment, and how she calls him a Jedi afterwards, honestly made it some of the best "star wars" star wars in a long, long time.
This sort of excludes Andor, which feels too good and not campy enough to be "sw" star wars if you catch my drift.
KB going through an arc of learning that minimizing her disability to save friendships is not the right thing to do was so wholesome and well done.
For the longest time I wasn't sure what was up with her "augs", if it was cosmetic/practical, like having a personal computer installed or what.. but then her parents had that line where they were so worried... and now it's confirmed, she's had an "accident" and is clearly missing large parts of her brain that were replaced with cybernetics.
Fern reacting by acting like "nothing is wrong" with KB and that she hasn't changed at all is such a realistic developement. And it backfiring in this strained context, where acting too much like everything is normal and nothing has changed puts strain on KB... It's all so real, and very well handled considering it's basically entirely wrapped up in one episode.
It was sweet too, to have KB, who has been a bit of a "sidekick" to Fern's shenannigans, explicitely acknoledge that she, too, lives in her own world, because it's so true! Forever telling tales, hiding who she is at home, basically having a dual life and projecting lots... KB is keenly noticing all that and supporting her friend throughout. She's so precious I can't...
But also... the incredible impact that life saving procedure would have! IDK what's in store for Wim, whether he becomes a Jedi or not, imagine the story that makes! "The first time I saved someone's life..."
He didn't know he was doing it, even if it felt terribly urgent. He worked with a pocket blowtorch in a resort's trash heap. He was just a kid. It was his friend, guiding him and trusting him the whole way through.. Come on, that's incredible!!
Meanwhile Jod STILL doesn't have his shit together lmao.
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sorry this is like, weeks after you asked, the holidays kicked my ass and then i got sick
so what repcomm does to address order 66 is establish throughout all four books leading up to it that the clones will follow orders, not because they don't have free will, not because they're mind controlled, but because following orders in a war is what makes you a soldier, it very often saves your life
they dont do any of the shit in tcw/tbb where roughly every other episode some character disobeys a direct lawful order likely meant to protect them, and the fact that they disobeyed is what saves the day (i am looking specifically at omega)
this reblog has a whole bunch of book quotes about how following orders is like. not optional. and actually good
repcomm also does some interesting stuff with the relationship of jedi and clones- the book series get a lot of hate for 'jedi bashing' but i really don't think that's fair. many of the primary characters are critical of the jedi order, but there isn't a single jedi character in the series that's actually treated as a full antagonist
basically, the series raises some very interesting questions about why exactly jedi, who are not trained as military officers, are in charge of an army suddenly. geonosis casualties are extremely high (1/3 of the entire army, 1/2 of the commando squads) specifically because the jedi had no idea what the hell they were doing with military tactics. the main character jedi spend the series trying their best to learn, acknowledging when their clone officers should be the ones calling the shots, being useful where they can. the series does a lot with subverting the command structure in interesting ways, how far you can really push that, when you can't. bardan jusik (a general) acts like an officer as little as he can possibly get away with while kal skirata (a sergeant) regularly pushes generals around. etain tur mukan (general) spends a lot of the series desperately trying to grow into that role. arligan zey (general, jedi master) is treated as a bit of a problem specifically because as head of the spec ops brigade he can't take that back seat role even if he wants to
so you have the clones who are to some extent aware that while the jedi have magic powers, their military qualifications are... somewhat lacking, and now we all just have to kind of deal with that as best we can
long story short, order 66 in repcomm is one of 150 contingency orders that every clone officer has memorized. it's not a sleeper agent activation phrase. there's stuff in there about killing/arresting the chancellor too, if necessary. in fact, here's all the known orders:
so in the books, when order 66 comes through, it's a lawful order directly from the supreme chancellor, communicating that the jedi are now acting against the republic, and must be stopped using lethal force. because what else are you going to do with extremely powerful magic space wizards with mind powers?? 'capture alive' isn't realistic if the jedi have turned on the republic
and then quite a few of the clones actually do disobey the order. i don't want to spoil anything directly in case you read the series, but omega squad is completely doing their own thing during order 66, a certain arc captain makes a certain choice of his own, delta squad is on kashyyyk, bardan is losing his mind trying to locate etain, it's absolute havoc
(the books also show you the battle of coruscant on the ground and just. damn. damn. it hits hard. really hard.)
idk it just makes me sad- that the version where men whose emotional journeys, relationships with their officers, militaristic mindset, intense battle fatigue, the hopes and dreams they manage to have and the doubts and questions they barely dare to voice even to each other... we see all that, and then they have to make a choice- obey a lawful order given by the supreme commander to perfect soldiers, or do the impossibly difficult, unthinkable thing, and as the man that the republic doesn't believe you are, disobey that order because some small doubtful part of you hopes that it's wrong?
also the extreme irony that the only real hope the jedi had of surviving order 66 was to either 1- refuse to play the game (bardan jusik took this option and was only capable of doing so because he was broken down to the point where he couldn't remain a general AND he had somewhere else to go and something useful to do, this is simply not possible for most jedi) or 2- consistently, for three years, despite what the republic and the war needs, despite what the men themselves want and are comfortable with, despite your own exhaustion and moral crisis, treat the clone soldiers whose lives are under your command, with nothing less than full respect and dignity and hope that when they're told you're a traitor and they need to kill you that they'll think twice
it makes me SO SAD that this was all trashed for mind control trope simply because a kid's show can't fit that much nuance and depth in it
here is my biggest complaint about the animated star wars shows (the clone wars and the bad batch, no comment on rebels)
before i even get started, i know these are kids shows told in 20 minute episodes, and that the reason for my beef is because the 2008 clone wars show was focusing primarily on the jedi, and didnt have the time/wasnt interested in treating the GAR as an actual military and needed to appeal to a young audience. i get that. i do. now with that out of the way im going to bitch and moan unapologetically about how X Thing Ruined Star Wars, because that's the fandom's national sport, ok?
the shows treat the GAR like a high school. everyone is somewhat childish (to appeal to the young audience). disobeying orders is something cool heroes do. (ANAKIN.) improvisation is treated as a fun and cool tactic that generally works out after a whacky adventure, not something you do as a last resort when your actual plan fails. main character's competency is primarily shown through their enemies (and sometimes their minor character allies) suddenly becoming inexplicably stupid.
'good soldiers follow orders' becomes a terrifying signal that a character has lost their agency. 'when have we ever followed orders?' becomes a rallying cry and heroic last words.
when youve written a military THAT badly, how are you supposed to force your beloved characters to follow Order 66? well, you're kind of stuck with mind control.
it didnt have to be this way 😭😭
#verp talks#this is too long already but i still have more to say fuck#like how repcomm specifically points out how the war is being played as a stalemate#how palpatine is intentionally preventing either side from winning#how he is specifically isolating jedi#one or two in a system#spread out as much as possible#physically isolating them before he gives the order#republic commando#repcomm#meta#i hope this is coherent and like helpful to someone who hasnt read the books
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** this is part of something hugenormous i'm working on that's like... pre pilot supernatural but i love this lil part so much- also, the whole things entirely self serving and i currently have red hair so those details have been omitted but it does make it clunky and im sorry**
~~ you're working in a Coyote Ugly style bar at the time of this~~
You were up on the bar, having the time of your life as you ran through the choreography. After you'd shaken your ass in a circle, you whipped your head around and happened to catch a familiar face in the crowd. You got so excited that you jumped down and ran to him, throwing your arms around his neck and he hugged you, lifting your feet off the ground.
"What are you doing here?" you chirped as he set you back down,
"Thought i'd surprise you." Dean smiled,
"I gotta get back up there and finish but you'll wait for me, right?"
"Course." he nodded and watched as you leapt back up onto the bar and didn't even miss a beat.
As you were slinging drinks at drunken crowds, Dean was bumped into by some imbecile who thought it was the perfect way to open up a conversation
"Dude! You know the *your hair colour* right?" the guy slurred, far too excitedly for Dean's liking and his jaw clenched,
"Yep." he gritted,
"Holy shit! She your girl?" the stranger asked and Dean glanced over at you before nodding,
"She's smokin' hot. I come here every night to watch her."
"Yeah. Okay pal." Dean chastised, walking away and finding a seat at the corner of the bar to wait until your shift finished.
A couple hours later you came back out from behind the bar and beamed at him,
"Alright hot shot, take me home."
"As you wish." he playfully bowed his head at you and you shoved his arm as you laughed. Dean stayed cautiously close to you, his hand pressed gently against your shoulder blade as you walked,
"Why are you being weird?" you asked at his sudden touchiness,
"Because some drunk idiot told me he's here every night for a smoking hot *your hair colour*." he hushed chivalrously, "Doesn't sit right with me."
"Oh," you nodded, pausing your steps and facing him, "who's the girl?"
Dean rolled his eyes dramatically and grabbed a handful of your hair, holding it up to your face as he huffed and you realised they'd both been talking about you,
"Oh."
"Yeah, oh." he mocked, irritated with your lack of self awareness
"You could be preventing me from meeting the love of my life you know." you teased lightly, smiling as you let him open the door for you,
"Y/N, the love of your life is not that guy." he said in disgust as he sneered towards the man he'd spoken to earlier who was now puking next to a dumpster,
"Okay, probably not." you conceded with a giggle as you let Dean manoeuvre you slightly in front of him.
Keeping a hand firmly on your waist, he lead you out to the impala and opened that door for you too.
As the engine turned over he cleared his throat and asked,
"You ever think about that?"
"Think about what?" you asked, tossing your hair up into a ponytail
"I mean... you know, like love." he uttered awkwardly and your head tilted as you thought about it,
"No. Not really." you paused, "Not ever."
"Ever?" he asked surprised, quickly flicking his head toward you and then back at the road,
"No? I mean... can't miss what you never had i guess. So, i don't think about it." you confessed,
"Right," he dragged, "but you don't ever think about like... being with someone."
"hmm... nope."
"Don't all girls dream about their weddings?" he tried to lighten the mood and you smiled but there wasn't any humour in your voice,
"That's not very realistic for people like us, is it?"
His head cocked to the side, "Well... no. Probably not."
"Do you think about it?" you asked and he paused for a while, pursing his lips slightly as the thought,
"Sometimes, yeah."
You were nodding silently as you actually did begin to think about it for the first time ever,
"For what it's worth..." he turned towards you and you continued, "i think you'd be the coolest husband."
"Yeah?" he smirked proudly, "I would, wouldn't i"
#dean winchester#dean x reader#dean winchester x reader#supernatural#supernatural x reader#dean winchester fic#dean winchester imagine
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As someone who just had a baby half a year ago, I cannot imagine MC running and doing all this so far along omg lol, she’s built entirely different ig!
But I’m curious about her headspace. I was in an abusive relationship for months upon months and regardless of the abuse, I was aware that he loved me in his own twisted way. What is stopping MC from believing it? I have a psych degree so I just wanna get your perspective because realistically to her it should now be obvious he does love her and that he does love the baby, but in MC’s perspective she always thinks “as if he actually cares” or “as if he’s actually being genuine” regardless of the fact that he kidnapped her and such. We know from Sylus’ perspective that he is genuine. Her acknowledging he loves her wouldn’t be stockholm syndrome, she wouldn’t need to reciprocate. So basically I’m asking you like (if it’s not a spoiler), why is she so reluctant to believe his love when it’s so blatantly clear?
First I just wanna say it’s cool as shit someone with a psyche degree is reading His Watchful Eye!! If you have any other thoughts or questions I would love to answer them!!
In my head she wasn’t really running that well, even just walking with a belly can be very awkward and difficult, but being so pumped with adrenaline helped her out a little 😆
Now to answer your question…Reader’s reluctance to fully believe Yan!Sylus’s love comes down to how impossible it feels to reconcile his actions with the concept of love. To her, love is supposed to mean trust, respect, and freedom—all of which Yan!Sylus has repeatedly violated. While she might recognize the care and affection he shows in his own twisted way, she resists letting herself believe it’s genuine. A part of her assumes that completely trusting him would only leave her more vulnerable, or worse, complicit in justifying his actions.
That said, her resistance isn’t entirely logical. There’s something deeper, something she refuses to fully confront. Despite everything Yan!Sylus has done, his words, his actions, and even his obsessive devotion have managed to carve their way into her thoughts. Reader doesn’t want to admit it—not even to herself—but there’s a part of her that feels drawn to him, and that scares her more than anything else.
This internal conflict is key to her headspace. On the surface, her doubts seem rooted in logic: how could someone who has hurt her so deeply truly love her? But underneath, her denial could also be a way of protecting herself from the terrifying truth that she might actually feel something for him too. She can’t allow herself to believe it, because acknowledging even a sliver of those feelings would mean crossing a line she doesn’t know if she could ever come back from.
Ultimately, the dynamic between Reader and Yan!Sylus is driven by this tension. Yan!Sylus’s love is real, but Reader—despite her growing, unspoken attachment—clings to her defiance. Clings to her freedom. She doesn’t want him to invade her mind too, because acknowledging her growing attachment would mean he has succeeded in taking everything from her. It’s not just about whether Sylus actually loves her—it’s about whether she can allow herself to see his actions as anything but control, and whether admitting her own feelings would mean losing the last shred of her freedom.
That moment in the nursery where she says, “Sometimes I wonder what things would be like if we had met under normal circumstances,” is so telling. She doesn’t say it outright, but it shows how much space he’s carved in her mind, how he’s managed to break through the walls she’s built.
I wanted her to struggle with the concept of actually liking someone that hurt you, as I felt that was most realistic to the human experience. Let me know what you think :3
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Hiiii!!🫶
How do you think COD men would react to their best friend/ partner who's neurodivergent being overstimulated or very stressed?
Heyyy luv! Thanks for the ask.
I had to do some research, I don’t wanna write anything that’s not realistic but if I did mess up something, please let me know <33
I tried to make them a bit more neutral since they said friend/partner so it could be read both ways, and I didn’t really wanted to add any specific symptoms or a specific place.
I hope it makes sense 😭
And sorry guys for always making these so short I promise once I will get my shit done and write a proper headcanons or whatever this is
Cod men reacting to their best friend/partner being overstimulated
𝒮𝒾𝓂𝑜𝓃 would drop everything to help you. He would make sure you are comfortable, nothing is irritating you and he would be there with you the entire time to calm you down. He wouldn’t panic, he would know exactly what to do.
I think 𝒫𝓇𝒾𝒸𝑒 would be a bit confused at first but he reacts quickly too. He would make sure you two never go to too crowded or loud places that stresses you out. He would do everything to know more about ways to help you.
I’m sure 𝒦𝓎𝓁𝑒 would at first, feel a bit stressed too, but he would also do everything to help. He would try breathing exercises with you to calm you down and he would make sure to ask about how are you feeling from now on, whenever you two went out.
𝒮𝑜𝒶𝓅, the second he notices you feeling unwell, would drag you out of that place and never look back. He would become a bit too protective I think, he would probably get you whatever you need just to help you.
𝒫𝒽𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓅, the stalker he is, already done his research about what to do, and the second he notices any sign of overstimulation on you, he would give you hug, to help you close out the world. Really professional, hopefully it helped.
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#cod#call of duty#cod modern warfare#cod headcanons#cod x reader#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#john price#kyle gaz garrick#phillip graves#simon ghost x reader#john price x reader#gaz x reader#phillip graves x reader#neurodivergent
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🎉 — not sure if my opinion is the most credible one because i'm from the miguelhead side of the fandom where mischaracterization and oversexualization tends to happens a lot (coughing in x reader writer), but i really like your portrayal of miguel. honestly maybe being a hater has inclined you to view him in a realer lense, your responses are almost point-blank accurate and i've seen the posts where you do explain headcanons/characterizations and those get very accurate too. it's refreshing to see (as someone who tends to view him through rose-tinted glasses LOL), grounding and realistic. i think your portrayals have helped me with how i write miguel too.
[that really means a lot, thank you so so so much! Also trust me your writing doesn't come across as that..., lowk fetishy WAY ooc smexy latin lover™ creature with Miguel's face that I see with other ×readers. That's why I like your writing and follow you 🥹]
[tbh I'm still gobsmacked I got Miguel stannies actually liking my shit at all; I feel like the only person on the "miserable old man Migs" train and I know that is nawt how they wanna see him ASDFGHJ]
#[also aurmmm idk about realistic; I have vivid fantasies of doing some b-grade gorn movie type shit to him at least 80% of the time]#[the other 20% he reminds me of my dad /neg]#ooc
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junior year of fantasy high hitting WAY too close to home and i know it does that on purpose but now that im over a decade removed from my own junior year of high school (which i do still consider to be one of the worst years of my life way way way too much on my plate and i wasnt talking to anyone and i was so fucked i might be remembering this wrong but there was at least a three week period where i only ate grapes and frozen corn out of a bag but whatever i went through all of that shit and i didnt even get to KILL people about it where's MY axe why didn't i get a fucking axe at any point during that year it could've fixed everything) the stress token segment of gameplay is making me want to pull my hair out. just wracking up more and more disadvantage on checks bc you don't have time to sleep or eat. it's such an evil mechanic to put in your game and he's evil for doing it aaaugh
#i mean it's good it's really really effective 4 the story but everytime they do one of those segments i feel my shoulders tensing up#literally getting kinda jealous bc at least these fictional kids get to channel this into killing people with swords and axes and bigbys fu#king hand or whatever that spell is called. still dont play casters ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#d20#was i even doing ???? NO OMG#i remember now i dropped martial arts instead of getting my 3rd degree black belt in junior year because i was too busy what the fuck#this shit that they are doing is WAY too realistic
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I'm so happy they decided to add this much depth to Amir instead of making him purely one-sided like people might expect him to be at first
it really makes you want to learn more about each of the characters and GOD is it worth it
#as someone who struggles with the same thing amir does as well like. when this conversation happened it made me sad#but like in a good relatable way#because holy shit do I relate to that#I'm really happy they shed some light on his neurodivergency and made it actually realistic too#warframe 1999#warframe 1999 spoilers#amir beckett#ended off the chat thankfully with gold text and we're going to get munchies together#god he's such a realistic character I love him#warframe posting#I wanna just give him the biggest fucking hug ever man
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it feels everytime mcr does something major everyone has got to complain for the next week and a half. feels like christmas dinner daily on tumblr the way everyone’s fighting all the time
#myself included. complaining about complaining#Last time it was complaining about wwwyf being a nostalgia bait cash grab as if that’s not the entire point of the festival#do i give a fuck. do You give a fuck. half my mutuals went so probably not that much of a fuck was given#& this time it’s over the tickets being way too expensive for 2025#like yes. i’m angry too im disappointed too but im not surprised#they’re mcr on their first tour in two years (three when they play) playing their most famous album in the most famous baseball stadiums.#As much as i’d love $50 tickets that does not seem realistic#i feel even with dynamic pricing off it was not gonna be cheap either way#I just wish we could all complain about this shit for a day or two not keep talking about it#blehhhhh#to quote that future subreddit post It’s just music why do we go so crazy.
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The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄
#my art stuff#digital art#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#this is part of a series I like to call “I’m never settling on a singular detailed artstyle”#I have no consistency in drawing realistic people/characters other than my shapy cartoon style#but I truly don’t get enough opportunity to properly shade anything with art in that style-!!! it always looks weird to me-!!!!!#I think some rude lil worm in my brain is wriggling around telling me it’s a futile attempt at still doing realism#cus I’m one of those “gifted” artists that grew up promising his parents he’ll end up among the big names or whatever#constantly training to become better at art but with realism oil paintings as the goal#you know how it is 😔#I wanna shade my lil funky designs but they never feel good enough to really put energy into or whatever so I compromise with stuff -#- like this where I try to draw characters more accurately while still stylizing them and shading them however I feel like it#which is great and all but I should really learn to give my more relaxed and less perfectionist art a chance#I deserve to enjoy the process and the result without working myself dead#it’s so much easier and rewarding to copy cartoon styles - stylizing realism makes me too anxious of doing it “wrong”#at least cartoon styles give me a goal to reach or a reference to strive towards#man I really should just cut myself some slack altogether#either way - this man is a flustered mess and he’s embarrassed about being called adorable in public or something#being teased in an affectionate way about his sweeter side and stuff#don’t ask why he’s shirtless - anatomy is just a lot more fun for me to draw sometimes#tasteful nudity and all that is extremely gorgeous to me#i need to practice anatomy more cus I just kinda did some shit and went with it this time with a BIT of consideration for muscle structure
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It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.
#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too#like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks#the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently#there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again#instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day#even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever#and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle#bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about#so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk#idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through#and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff#for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3#anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes.#🐶
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i watched mufasa today and was writhing in agony the whole time. partially because it was ugly. partially because the plot sucked. and not as much because i had horrifying period cramps.
#seriously tho i despise that movie#i did not want to go see it#but i also didnt want to be an asshole to my uncle who bought us tickets#it was a shit movie tho#hated it#i could point out a billion things i hated about it#EVERYTHING was cgi#every single character and the entire background#like atp just make an animated movie#but no instead i had to watch this weird uncanny valley between animation and reality#where everything is mildly unrealistic and weird but also way too realistic and weird#why do the lions growl and roar and whimper like lions but also talk like people#that bit was so weird#especially bc the lion voice never sounded anything like the people voice#one second youre growling like a wild animal and the next youre fucking james earl jones#like wtf#also it was odd to me that little kid mufasa was voiced by an adult and little kid kiara was voiced by a kid#like do the kid lions have human child voices or not?#it was so god damned confuzzling#the lions' faces were so emotionless. simone and pumba were annoying and unfunny and ugly as shit. the plot was bland and predictable.#i swear to GOD bro#you could have written all of the characters better.#give mufasa understandable and relatable flaws and attributes instead of making him Perfect#give taka understandable and relatable good bits and flaws instead of making him Evil#the characters had no nuance and no arcs#like i thought it would come into play that taka had undying loyalty to mufasa bc that was like literally how he was introduced#like his entire character from. the. START. was giving up his own honor for the safety of mufasa#but then he betrayed him? like what kind of a plot point was that?#also those white lions SUCKED as characters too#they had no nuances just malice
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Zoro 🐯 Process:
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One of the first attempts at sculpting the boy; the head was later altered quite a bit and the legs entirely scrapped, and the torso bulked up shaking my shoulders feverishly: we need to properly represent his 110 cm bust and what we have isn't cutting it. Scabbards were made (which survived till the end!) and the original clay swords were made by this point.
New torso and legs give (hallelujah), as well as the loops and holes for the ears (such finicky small work, fuck me) were made. Holes were first made with straight wire and dried before the hoops were gently (and with swearing) inserted through.
Clothes added, also with swearing as the clay dried and stiffened faster then I wanted to and made it hard to get nice folds. Scarf was re-made and smoothed later.
Scabbards added! Immediately drops it and breaks a piece of it off. I've glued multiple bits of the scabbards back on the flimsy bastards. He remained armless for a good while. A Venus on the shelf by my desk...
Because the clay sword (after a good hour of tender focused work) would IMMEDIATELY would break upon the lightest touch, annoying me to no end, one evening was like God I wish I had actual metal to use instead wouldn't that be cool, and then was like OH! I COULD DO THAT! So the metal is actually cut from the tin of a cat food can, straightened and sanded., as seen in photo!
The blades hilted, before placed in capable hands
ARMS! and the sculpting is finished. Onto painting!
First layers of paint on various parts; I generally paint via colours I'm using at the moment (ie, greens in this instance)
More layers laid down. I generally go for shading in rules of three (main colour, lighter, and darker hues) and apply them at different opacity of acrylic. Adjusted the green since I found it too pungent. Once the fur tones were finished I gave him his stripes (cue me searching up loads of photos of tigers and tiger fursonas to see how people have done the stripes. Did you know depending on the area they are from they have different face shapes and stripe patterns? Fascinating stuff)
Finished project! Last layers, and highlights where added, adjusted the eye and fuck-ups re-adjusted. Dropped and had to reglue things. The gold is actual gold leaf I applied using a glue you paint on but that was a bit of a whole mess and took a long time, and doesn't go on very flat on very not-flat surfaces... (Who would have thought...) In the future may instead use gold paints for metallics.
Here's also the link to the post of more photos of him finished!
#one piece zoro#roronoa zoro#zoro#op zoro#zoro figure#op figures#hugin scribbles#hugin sculpts#hugin wip#op fanart#one piece#furry art#anthro#furry#tiger zoro#not sure if people find this interesting but i do so. BEHOLD MY PROCESS#i have like zero knowledge on actual sculpting of figures. i just do it and go well. sure that works#should watch some doll making vids or something to pick up better techniques. hm#theres something so clean and nice about the non+painted versions. pure#god when i firsy put down the green i was like. oh this looks SO much like someones unrealistic lime green tiger fursona#muting the tones a bit helped with that. and the stripes#was a bit annoyed with the stripes at first cause i was like oh no thats too realistic but i think it looks good that way#not pictured is me swearing while working on his fucking earrings#theyre brass wire with the caly and holy shit the clay is so finicky when its that small. the length of time it took to do them.#did them like three times separately and then also LOST ONE and then had to also apply the adhesive for the gold foil and the gold foil#never again for something that small.#but at the same time oooo fuck yeah onto the next project. that hopefully WONT take me like 8 fucking months
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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Loki deserves to have an active role in the multiversal war. He deserves to fight alongside the Avengers. He deserves to save the day, he deserves to use his new time powers against a big bad, he-
#listen I’ve heard people saying loki is way too OP now to be in anymore battle scenes#but LISTEN#he’s only omniscient and omnipotent while he’s holding the branches#if he leaves his throne yeah he’ll still be able to timeslip and freeze time and do telekinesis and stuff#but he won’t be so overpowered that he can’t still be realistically used in a fight scene#it’s just that the fight needs to be against someone who is also super powerful#I need a scene of kang realising that to take control of the multiverse he has to dethrone loki#so he shows up to where the citadel used to be with an army or a badass weapon or smth#and we get a loki v kang 1v1 fight scene in which loki kicks his ass#but then afterwards he realises that more trouble is brewing so the multiversal avengers have to be assembled#and he’s just like a Nick fury type person appearing via astral projections and stuff for most of the movie/saga/whatever#but then at then end when the big battle is going on and the avengers are losing#he has to get up and actually come to the battlefield to handle shit himself#like a deus ex machina#and then afterwards he goes back to the TVA and lives happily ever after the end#loki series#loki meta#loki finale spoilers#avengers kang dynasty#avengers secret wars
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just got to that part in kiwami where majima gets shot and falls into the fucking ocean and kiryu just. goes. eh he’ll be fine. and leaves him to fucking bleed out and/or drown. and oh man. that sure was Bad and Out Of Character. like that was so out of character it was actually jarring
#like it doesn’t even matter if it’s majima or if it was someone else tbh kiryu just realistically wouldn’t do that to Anyone helping him#fight/that he’s allied with/etc#LET ALONE majima#especially considering this is after majima’s helped him regain all his strength and abilities to be able to survive that fight in the first#place. like shit man I would’ve wanted to drive a truck into a building and fight kiryu too ngl I felt bad fighting him cause he was kinda#in the right#kiryu. just. apologize to him. good lord#yeah anyway that just shouldn’t have happened that was insanely out of characrer#I know it was in order to take majima out of commission for a bit for plot reasons but that doesn’t excuse it cause like. they still#absolutely could’ve written a better way of doing that. hell they could’ve had kiryu pull him out and some of majima’s guys pull up and take#him away and that would’ve worked and would’ve been infinitely better#that was just… lazy#rambling#majima#yakuza kiwami#yakuza kiwami spoilers#goro majima#kazuma kiryu#kiryu#kazumaji
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