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#my art#fan art#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#thancred waters#messy doodles#this sad lad again#cause I like his face#and white hair is very fun to render on toned paper#experimenting with paper textures limited space and a suuuuuper small palate to see if that will help drawing on a tablet finally click#something about having a blank white page and the choice of any color ever make me tired and have no idea where to start#so I tried to replicated what I typically have with my floating sketch book#black ink pen with 3 color pencils (white pink and brown) and a gold gel pen#that seemed to help a *lot*
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Love and Deepspace: Rafayel - 5* Deep Sea Promise
#love and deepspace#rafayel#qi yu#lads rafayel#loveanddeepspaceedit#ladsedit#gamingedit#mine#this was so weird and kinda sad#i need to watch the card story for context#i got lucky with pulls again. two back to back 5-stars
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it's mochizuki monday! have some old doodles because i miss him 💛
#persona 3#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#aigis#ryomina#<- theyre jst eating mcdonalds and its a sc redraw does it even count#lizzy does art#these are from like waaay back in jan - march 2023... i think i should do more loose shit like this again me thinks#i really miss drawing these lads but i forgor how to draw ryojis hair so im gonna need to practice again 💀#actually i forgor how to draw humans in general everything ive drawn lately is just. squids. lol#BUT I WILL DO IT AGAIN!!!!! FOR THESE GUYS!!!! i want to relearn for them#also there is no greater joy than drawing ryoji the way someone draws like. those blob emojis#aggressively beaming ryoji with sad pathetic wet dog energy ohh poor sad miserable ryoji's existential crisis and fears
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Her Sunrise 🌄 Her Dawnbreaker
Ever since the very first time I read Still in Dark, the detail of Zayne being covered in scars from fighting wanderers/abominations has sat so heavy on my heart. Because you know that poor man hasn't been getting any professional medical help. Much like Xavier, he's just riding those injuries out, only unlike Xav, he's not blessed with a body that heals itself with relative ease.
This particular 'moment' is from a fic I'm still formatting in my head, that will hopefully see the light of day soon. His expression is a reflection of your own when you realize just how much he's been through. Our poor little meow meow 😩
My desire to bring this man into my arms and shield him from everything overwhelms me sometimes, and today I sat consumed with the desire to do just that, so instead of doing all my other obligations I did... this. Lol.
#hey hey hey anon I did it i drew him are you proud of me???#there ya go i did it i finally drew you a Dawnbreaker yall can be happy and rejoice now#and its only mildly angsty#and still sexy imo#yeah hes not all the way naked im sorry but i had a vision i was going for in my head and yall can just go with me on this one k?#i just KNOW i wouldnt be able to control my face when i saw his body looking like a battleground#and id be so fucking sad and i would bet large bills he'd be so vulnerable in that intimate moment that he couldn't help making a face back#and it would be so heartbreaking bc the moment of insecurity#jesus christ i went nuts in the tags again fuck#lnds#love and deepspace#lads#l&ds#love & deepspace#zayne#zayne love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#Dawnbreaker#db!zayne#zayne dawnbreaker#art of kay
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#yakuza#yakuza 7#yakuza 8#like a dragon#like a dragon infinite wealth#lad infinite wealth#yakuza like a dragon#ryu ga gotoku#. blend#jo sawashiro#sawashiro jo#arasawa#making him sad again?#of course
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Oh don’t mind me I’m just ✨EMOTIONALLY DISTRAUGHT✨ after All of Us Strangers.
#i will never be able to hear *that* song again without feeling the urge to weep#holy fuck lads#all the awards for andrew Scott#and paul and his big sad eyes that look like they’ve seen centuries#all of us strangers
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Aw man
#Cave talking#complaining in the tags#Maybe I've just been wiped tf out this week but I think it's over lads#I think the COD enjoyment has slipped away#I'll give myself a couple weeks to work on other stuff and maybe play the games again or something#I still have so many things I want to finish and it makes me really sad to think I might not#I've barely felt like reading and I've hardly been on tumblr and I just feel kind of ambivalent about everything#But tbf I don't feel very bivalent about anything offline either rn I just feel very bad not good#I really struggled this week and I've just been really unhappy with everything I've managed to get out and I'm just fuckin#tired I guess
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I’m so happy Bad is making a train tunnel. Death/afterlife implications aside Dapper loves trains and will be so happy and proud when they come home to find their dad made a dope ass train - using all the knowledge Dapper taught him - that connects their house to spawn <3
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also this isnt really proper shade at larian or anything and the writing of this game is SAURE good so dont take it this way but.
i sure do wish. Minthara was not villain batted as hard as she was. Her being locked to "evil" runs and being mutually exclusive with several party members. Her being nothing more than a miniboss for your average player- who does not even know shes a potential party member! Her being so chronically unloved by the community because... shes the "evil" companion. Hell, even the amount of people saying frankly really edgy shit about killing her or hurting her completely unprompted lmao. Like I genuinely think shes been pretty unfairly demonized both by the community and by the meta of just like... the game itself because she's really actually..... kind of, dare I say, sweet? if you get to know her. ugh.
#also if i had two nickles. shes sylvanas all over again lads i fear#idk obviously larian handles her character much better than wow ever handled sylvanas but its genuinely like#kind of eerie how similar they are and how hard they where both villain batted considering how evil they actually are#ESP compared to their male counterparts#like i would argue that neither of them are any more evil- and likely are even less evil- than a lot of the men in the same game that#are not villain batted at all.#like every character in warcraft is a war criminal so sylvanas is hardly uniquely evil on that front#and i have a hard time buying that minthara is anymore inherently evil than astarion lol#idk again larian handles trauma much better and it feels... inauthentic to accuse them of not treating minthara well because shes#traumatized. thats def not the argument im making here but it IS really sad to relate to / find catharsis in another traumatized elf#only for her to be. villain batted just like the last one :/#idk. its just a bummer.#like again thankfully its not a thesis of larians like. karlach and shadowheart and laezel are all beautiful and wonderful examples of like#traumatized women allowed to be angry and validated for being angry#BUT im selfish haha i want my bestie minthara to be able to have a happy ending w the rest of us and i dont want to see her demonized for#idk being a traumatized angry woman like!! it seems outta place for that to be the message but#whatever im rambling ive lost the plot#my post
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watched one of those vry melodramatic (im sorryy ok its just spoken too dramatically for me lol) cr analysis videos with no expectations but actually interesting take in one about caduceus and how he is kind and respectful and a caretaker as like , core values, but underneath is also so angry at the injustices he encounters once he has actually left his home. and i just think that is interesting and a different (but accurate) way of thinking about his reaction to things. like, finding out what ikithon did, fjord being killed before his purpose was fulfilled, innocent people getting hurt in more powerful peoples (eg: the dynasty and empires) conflicts etc, all times when he got so quietly angry . v cool read of the character 2 me
#kiddo say#cads arc is subtle and soooooo good love it sm#you got me this time dramatic youtube dnd guy#also lads i went back to th iron shepherds arc in my relistening to cr2. i may act silly#i love that arc sm its comfort arc in a weird way#so sad and rainy and dark grey blue again#ALSO matts initial description of the grove is so scary i looove it. like oh this is a horror situation .#bc techinically ik theres 3 fences getting swallowed by the forest but hearing the first description is soo good. he describes the grove as#being 'crushed' in by the forest around it . love that. the claustrophobia of it all .
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#oh lads. lads. lads. lads. im being sucked back into the world of academia#i dont even kno what happened. a week ago i was crying bc i was like: this is impossible. i simply cannot do this.#and then i went into the lab sunday and miraculously i was able to easily read some papers. like i dont kno how to discribe how baffling it#was. like reading papers is like pulling teeth and this was somehow easy. i think maybe it was bc i let myself get distracted and wander#thru it. and then after that i got so much done this week and i was tired but having fun. and like the thing is: i fucking love evolution#it's like puzzling out the code for life in both a metaphical and literal sense. its fucking incredible. and my project is also very#interesting. if a bit intimidating in its scope. ya kno. just in the way photosynthesis is generally intimidating#but i think i have a strain thats lost chlf which is really interesting and my advisor said we might have the money to try some crispr for#my cyano children. hypothetically. maybe. and i get to do some poking around in genomes. theres so so much to love there#how could i possibly want to do anything else? and yet. and yet. here at the end of the week im so wrung out and i kno i just have to start#again on sunday and i kno im gonna have to step it up in terms of reading if i want to make it through a committee meeting and proposal#defense. not to even mention a comprehensive exam. and what do i get at the end of all this? a lifetime of academia draining my life away.#bc what i do is so academic. so whats the point? its just so frustrating.#and on top of that ive got all this data from my old lab that i kno i have to work on. and i will. i will. but with what time?#anyway the point is. i can see a path forward now where i stay here and decide the pain will be worth it despite not knowing where im going#after that. im just so tried#but right now it feels like im gonna stay until someone kicks me out#but that doesnt exactly make me feel happy. ugh. but if i stay i want to get my old pi to come here and give a seminar. ill warn her how#intimidating the department is tho. we've had 2 talks in the last 2 weeks that were... not good. particularly the one this week#like she couldnt answer a single question they thru at her and didnt seem to kno her data sets. it was hard to watch. anyway. i just want#to see my academic mother again. send me back to the desert! let me rot in a field full of sage#but send me back to the hills of an older mountain range. where i can climb sandstone cliffs and lay in carpets of moss. except i wouldnt do#that bc of all the ticks and threat of lyme disease...#anyway. im still tired. still sad. and there doesnt seem to b a way out#unrelated
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thinking about link finding comfort in seeing the people of clock town again in their hyrulian counterparts, even if they're not the same. thinking about the few people of clock town with no hyrulian counterparts, and how they only exist in his memory now.
#alternately how uncanny the people of hyrule are now that hes so much more familiar with their terminian selves#its sad majoras mask hours again lads#do you think he tries to find their counterparts when he makes his way back to hyrule finally#zelda#majoras mask#legend of zelda#a talking cat
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Open Orbit 60... You can also politely GFY 🤬
Stage 1: 35 seconds left
Stage 2: Not even close. Ass = kicked
#i dont know what to doooooooo 😭#theres no way i can get Rafs cards high enough any time soon so im banking on zaynes sad 🟣 & 🩷 cards#except i cant freaking ascend any of them because I'm out of N Crystal boxes and have no stamina to do bounty hunts and get more crystals 💀#i need an event shop that lets us buy energy drinks again 😭#love and deepspace#lads#fml#ash battle cries#whats sad is i sacrificed the matched stellacrum to use the Foreseer pair for the 2nd stage and this was actually the closest ive gotten🤣
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caleb appreciation post
i miss him :') (story spoilers below cut)
caleb is also technically childhood friend but also adopted sibling so he has that natural big brother vibe. like he'll look after and care for you like zayne does but he's less restrained and cold about it, he'll be the kind who ruffles your hair and give you noogies and teases you for fun until you're hopping mad and ignoring him but then dinner rolls around and you realize he's cooked your favorite food and cut up your dessert into cute shapes to win you over and you can't help but give in because he is a good cook and you feel like you'd lose if you give in to your temper now and end up being childish in front of him kinda vibes.
i feel like while MC can relax with any of the male leads she's more genuinely herself with caleb because they've grown up together for way too long to not know each other well, and honestly both of them are a home to each other in a world where their original families and parents have been stripped from them. anyways i like caleb a lot in terms of design and personality (though admittedly his looks remind me of a blend of the other 3 guys) and i miss him, i miss him everyday and every time i go into the chat window it's always his last message telling me i'll see him everyday on vacation when i wake up but no, words are the only things he left us besides his necklace so where are you, caleb
where is the rest of you and when are you gonna come back to claim your gift i'm waiting MC is waiting i don't even have selfies or avatar stickers or chat messages or phone calls to remember you by and it's not fair that the person we know the longest is the one we have the least records of in this game ahhhhhhhhh
#lads#lads caleb#lads story spoilers#lads spoilers#as soon as he came onscreen it was just me snapping screenshots arghhh#the one where he goes from sad back to glad again just makes me ahhhhhh#the changes in his expressions are so subtle but u just have to watch his eyebrows and eyes and it's ahghghfhdhsdh#sonderplays
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me after that concert
NEXT CONCERT WHEN
#me and bam were fucking losing it on the train home the exhaustion and crowds really got to us 😭#there was a lad behind us telling a story and he kept doing this fucking awful posh accent to take the piss out of a tory he’d met#and me and bam were in TEARS like every time we looked at each other it just set it off again#and then we went maccies on the ramp 😭 just all around very out of it#hozier changed us#i just left bam at the train station and now im sad :(#ask#hozier
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OKAY GOOD NIGHT !
#i needed to be dead asleep 2 hours agoooooo it might be joever for me lads#What Ever after tomorrow i get 2 days in a row off work#<- incredibly sad sentence and also thought process. jesus christ#on that note good night please wish me luck getting out of bed and to work on time or my boss will talk to me about it again#('-_-)/|#a post
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