#this post sponsored by my autistic ass

[blue--ingenue]

headcanon that the Potters take Scorpius to their seaside cottage to celebrate Albus and Scorpius’ graduation. Scorp wears sunglasses, and Albus is so thrown-off at the sight of him in only swim trunks and sunglasses that he slips and falls into the surf. he’s distracted for the rest of the day and doesn’t even care that he’s been shamelessly staring at his boyfriend since they set up their towels

Scorpius literally takes no notice of the change because his autistic ass is just wearing them because he’s hypersensitive to bright light. Lily finds the whole thing hilarious

[yomammadotcomma]

i fucking HATE THIS COMBO

it makes me want to KILL MYSELF

[sunnyzzz-starz]

ive been reminded of how much mha stuff i own, volumes 1-26 of the main manga, 1 & 2 of vigilantes, 1-5 of smash, two posters, 6 regular sized funkos (1 being limited edition from the 2021 fall convention, and another being a glow in the dark special edition), one of those big ass speciality collection or smth funkos (the ones w the rooms), a jacket, and more shirts than id like to admit, and this is all if i havent lost anything which in all honesty some shit is probably missing.

but holy fuck was i incredibly autistic abt mha, alongside the merch theres fucking notebooks filled w quirk analysis, ocs, and fic ideas, also my old ao3 has (at least) 3 mha fics posted, theres also a midoriya cosplay somewhere, id like to say thats all but... theres so much old artwork and shit, some random laminated photos, also multiple old accs

also, from looking back through old messages (never a good idea), i fucking realized this was like, at one of the points where the caffeine addiction was really fucking shit, now imagine how much worse this would be if all that money was not being used on energy drinks

i do not know how i got this money, i do not get enough money yearly to have gotten all this shit, who the fuck was sponsoring this shit i wonder how much i could sell it all for though... i mean i spent so much fucking money on it so id hopefully be able to get some mcr merch or smth, or more bsd shit

i dont like how much i wrote just where i was listing shit where the fuck did half of this come from because theres no way this was all js from my fucking town that i almost js said the name of i am so bad at not doxxing myself

so. much. yapping.

[hitmanfanfics]

Chapter Update!

Moonchild_eli posted a new chapter of You weren't created for that kind of touch, but you miss it all the same (3860 words):

Chapter 2 (1479 words) by Moonchild_eli

Chapters: 2/4 Fandom: Hitman (Video Games) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Agent 47 & Lucas Grey, Agent 47/Diana Burnwood Characters: Agent 47 (Hitman), Lucas Grey, Diana Burnwood Additional Tags: Brotherly Bonding, SIBLINGS !!!! SIBLINGS !!!!, neurodivergent 47, sponsored by my autistic ass during the pandemic, 47 has difficulties understanding and pinpointing his emotions, coming back on him like a truck after the antidote so like who can blame the guy, some Diana pining, greatest assassin of the whole world can't even sit close to his crush, also a little bit of 47 and Lucas' disastrous childhood, kinda fluffy but angsty too ???, he has it bad for Diana but doesn't realize iiiittt, turns out 47 just needed a hug

Summary:

The antidote to the serum has 47 working through new emotions he has difficulties to pinpoint and understand -- including a certain antsiness and new needs he's finding hard to verbalize. Between this and the unpleasant memories he's slowly recovering, it's a lot. Lucas and Diana are here to help, when he'll let them.

"There were plenty of new happenings inside him he had trouble identifying. There was one sensation in particular he couldn’t make sense of, and that left him feeling antsy all day-long. It felt like some kind of anxiety, but one that had his skin crawling and burying himself in blankets at night and wanting to almost hit himself. His usual clothes felt like sandpaper, and Diana found him pacing with a glass of whisky in hand a few nights. She’d ask if something was wrong, but he couldn’t reply anything other than that he was fine."

[starlight-ascension]

My friend who live sent the reactions to Fresh is now watching Heartcatch (PART IDFK)

on a side note, i just noticed that i actually did make a post for the reactions to episodes 15 and 17, which i had forgotten existed, and pasted the reactions to episodes 20-24 right after episode 13. Whoops... 

anyways

Reaction Highlights

episode 25

“And we begin with Tsubomi and Erika Naruto-jogging” 

She freaked out in capslock because Cure Sunshine was now in the opening. When Moonlight appeared in the opening, she screamed about it. 

She wouldn’t stop commenting on Kumojacky’s “really, really ridiculously long” loincloth 

She still does the “*sings like Gumball and Darwin* Do do do do do! Commercial break!” thing with every eyecatch. And she pointed out that Yuri’s in the new eyecatch. 

“I saw that blush, Tsubomi” 

“Even Evil Can Appreciate A Good Moon” 

And during the combat scene, we got the usual capslock cheering like crazy. Triple henshin, exploding cards, power sword, all screamed over. 

“DID SHE JUST "PUNCH" WITH HER ENTIRE BODY” 

She sent a smiley face over the fact that the desert apostles will fold when a teammate’s down and won’t leave each other behind. Mood tbh. Villainous friendship is such an amazing trope

episode 26

It somehow didn’t occur to her until this episode that tsubomi is autistic, even though i have mentioned this a ton of times

According to her, Big Bang Kumojacky Summer Wave Crusher Special sounds like a restaurant dish because it has the word “special” at the end

"Stop fooling around and face your friend head-on!" “...Okay that's kind of unintentionally good advice coming from a weird place actually” 

episode 27

“WHY THE FRICK IS THAT GUY'S HAIR LIKE THAT XD”

She noticed the mythology gag to Fresh 

She capslocked over baby Tsubomi in a flashback

She stated that she may or may not have kinda started to ship Tsubomi/Itsuki 

We got 4 star eyes emoticons over the lavender

i’ve been half-assing this so we can get to

episode 28

She got mad because “You don’t just TAKE that mid-game!” 

These days when she sees the sponsor message, she mentions how much she misses mcdonalds

“ITSUKI ACTUALLY FINISHED ALL HER SUMMER HOMEWORK BY THIS POINT???? HOW????” 

She keeps mentioning Erika being a mood, and sent three XD’s over Erika having a wiggly hair strand that does the wiggle when she yawns (in her words) 

...aaand then she was ready to throw down with Erika for saying books are boring. To copy-paste:  “Hey! Don't you DARE say books are boring Erika, don't you frickin' DARE. I'd understand if it was JUST them saying they needed books for book reports, but Itsuki just wanted a book to read for fun and I WILL FIGHT ANYCREATURE WHO SAYS THAT'S BORING COME AT ME BRO”  I am now picturing her armed with a water gun and wearing moon shoes, preparing to fight a fully transformed Cure Marine in the denny’s parking lot at 1am. 

She then took back what she said about Erika being a mood. 

“WOOP! BOWLING WITH DESERTRIANS” 

She points it out when the main characters naruto run, which is... more often than i remembered. 

“YES YES YES PUNCH PUNCH PUNCH !!!!!! ... Why is that one so tiny??” 

She laughed her ass off at Marine suggesting they destroy the middle school too

"Going to school is pointless." “...I mean...he's not ENTIRELY wrong...” 

JFIRSGRIPGRWPIGIORIGMOI OHHHH MY GOD THEY'RE NOT SERIOUSLY GONNA HAVE THIS WHOLE TRUCKLOAD OR [DATA EXPUNGED] NOW ARE THEY ASDFGHJKL (in the context of them getting a whole lot of heart seeds, and the fairy shit aspect) 

[zahk-the-zeeb]

Hey ableist look at me. Bitch.

I think this was for the comment I made on some post where I called SonixFox autistic.Because, my dude: If walking up on a stage in a partial fursuit prouding around how gay you are and that you hate a political party isn’t autism, then I don’t know what is. And I’m part of the fucking autism.Props on ‘em for the fighting game stuff but starts to the FG community come and go like twice a year. All the unprofessionalism on stage will win you a lot of internet points, but your sponsors are gonna put your ass on a tight rope. Fuckin XQC was banned from OWL just because his ‘community’ was autistic.

[hitmanfanfics]

Chapter Update!

Moonchild_eli posted a new chapter of You weren't created for that kind of touch, but you miss it all the same (7819 words):

Chapter 4 (2008 words) by Moonchild_eli

Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: Hitman (Video Games) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Agent 47 & Lucas Grey, Agent 47/Diana Burnwood Characters: Agent 47 (Hitman), Lucas Grey, Diana Burnwood Additional Tags: Brotherly Bonding, SIBLINGS !!!! SIBLINGS !!!!, neurodivergent 47, sponsored by my autistic ass during the pandemic, 47 has difficulties understanding and pinpointing his emotions, coming back on him like a truck after the antidote so like who can blame the guy, some Diana pining, greatest assassin of the whole world can't even sit close to his crush, also a little bit of 47 and Lucas' disastrous childhood, kinda fluffy but angsty too ???, he has it bad for Diana but doesn't realize iiiittt, turns out 47 just needed a hug, Angst, warning for panic attacks, Grief, now also completely Diana/47 oops, Nightmares

Summary:

The antidote to the serum has 47 working through new emotions he has difficulties to pinpoint and understand -- including a certain antsiness and new needs he's finding hard to verbalize. Between this and the unpleasant memories he's slowly recovering, it's a lot. Lucas and Diana are here to help, when he'll let them.

"There were plenty of new happenings inside him he had trouble identifying. There was one sensation in particular he couldn’t make sense of, and that left him feeling antsy all day-long. It felt like some kind of anxiety, but one that had his skin crawling and burying himself in blankets at night and wanting to almost hit himself. His usual clothes felt like sandpaper, and Diana found him pacing with a glass of whisky in hand a few nights. She’d ask if something was wrong, but he couldn’t reply anything other than that he was fine."

[hitmanfanfics]

Chapter Update!

Moonchild_eli posted a new chapter of You weren't created for that kind of touch, but you miss it all the same (5811 words):

Chapter 3 (1951 words) by Moonchild_eli

Chapters: 3/4 Fandom: Hitman (Video Games) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Agent 47 & Lucas Grey, Agent 47/Diana Burnwood Characters: Agent 47 (Hitman), Lucas Grey, Diana Burnwood Additional Tags: Brotherly Bonding, SIBLINGS !!!! SIBLINGS !!!!, neurodivergent 47, sponsored by my autistic ass during the pandemic, 47 has difficulties understanding and pinpointing his emotions, coming back on him like a truck after the antidote so like who can blame the guy, some Diana pining, greatest assassin of the whole world can't even sit close to his crush, also a little bit of 47 and Lucas' disastrous childhood, kinda fluffy but angsty too ???, he has it bad for Diana but doesn't realize iiiittt, turns out 47 just needed a hug, Angst, warning for panic attacks, Grief, now also completely Diana/47 oops, Nightmares

Summary:

The antidote to the serum has 47 working through new emotions he has difficulties to pinpoint and understand -- including a certain antsiness and new needs he's finding hard to verbalize. Between this and the unpleasant memories he's slowly recovering, it's a lot. Lucas and Diana are here to help, when he'll let them.

"There were plenty of new happenings inside him he had trouble identifying. There was one sensation in particular he couldn’t make sense of, and that left him feeling antsy all day-long. It felt like some kind of anxiety, but one that had his skin crawling and burying himself in blankets at night and wanting to almost hit himself. His usual clothes felt like sandpaper, and Diana found him pacing with a glass of whisky in hand a few nights. She’d ask if something was wrong, but he couldn’t reply anything other than that he was fine."