#this post is mostly for silly hahas but yk think about it!

[theinternetmusicalguy]

MY TGWDLM THEORY (it’s probably not just mine, it’s probably really popular but I felt compelled to post nonetheless)

Hi! I’m Mylo, your resident TGWDLM obsessed guy. I’ve seen it 49 times (and counting!) with friends and by myself, so you start to notice a few things after seeing it that many times.  I actually developed this theory after like...my 5th watch, BUT I’D LIKE TO SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD!  Uhh, warning, I’m gonna go off-track and on tangents I’m sorry in advance “ Do you mind if I give you the pitch? “ The musical is a reenactment put on by the aliens.  See, you’ve probably heard of this theory before, but I’m here to provide evidence! Here goes; IT IS CANON that non-infected people cannot hear the background music. (Which, by the way, I find to be a really cool detail, especially in Join Us and Die where everyone is...talking over the music, because they can’t hear it, and in Let it Out, where you can SEE Paul’s reaction to hearing the music for the first time oh my GOD Jon Matteson SLAYED that role and everything about it) This detail is important for the core of our theory, because if non-infected people can’t hear the music, how is the audience hearing it? How are we, the viewers, hearing the things only the aliens can hear? Because the audience must all be infected, the aliens are reperforming to themselves to retell the story.  I’ve also seen a theory going around that Emma got away? And I’m so so sorry to crush your bubble but if she got away she wouldn’t be in the opening number :( SPEAKING OF THE OPENING NUMBER The recap of everything fits perfectly with the theme of this being a reenactment. It’s to catch up to speed everyone listening!  ALSO! The meta jokes. The joke after Show Stopping Number to clear the stage (Should I take this chair?! I’ll get the piano!) wouldn’t be there if it wasn’t a reenactment. The slow-mo in the helicopter is another example of something that had to be added by the aliens.   I believe it’s also canon that it took 2(?) weeks for the infection to spread out of Clivesdale and across the globe so woohoo the world’s infected and my theory is probably correct!   You could argue; hey, it’s just a fictional musical! Duh, it’s gonna have musical gimmicks. AND TO THAT I SAY; STOP. PLEASE. (/lh) THIS MUSICAL MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME AND I WILL NOT STOP TALKING ABOUT IT LET ME *LIVE*  Final thoughts? uhh the world is doomed to become a musical love you guys enjoy not-singing while you can <3

[comfyhome]

hey there !! i was kind of doomscrolling your blog at 1-2 am and came across a few posts that made me realize i gotta turn around my thinking on vore (mostly the part where i'm older than someone and being afraid of getting in trouble for something like a "hi!! i love your art !!" yk ?) and also just be comfortable with it instead of being ashamed. do you have any tips ?

i want to be able to me comfortable with this aspect of myself (bc i use it to cope) and not be all Grody and Stinky™️ like some other not-so-cool people

-🎠

aw hey haha!!! I was wondering why I had so many notifs >:]

I really struggled with this interest of mine for a long time, so I understand you. when I was younger I actually convinced myself I hated it to try to feel “normal”. It took a long time to break free of that mindset and accept that this was a major part of my life.

the fact that you’re self-conscious about how you don’t want to come off (and you’re afraid of coming off badly) already means you aren’t “Grody and Stinky™️” at all! you sincerely just want to enjoy this thing that comforts you and be a good person while you do it, and that’s admirable. good job!!!

personally, I still struggle with feeling ashamed of this interest of mine sometimes, and I think a little bit of embarrassment is okay. I’m not one to preach it to the world, but I know that my interest is completely harmless and makes me happy no matter how silly it seems. remember: you’re not hurting a soul by liking something “weird”!

I hope I was able to help even a little — good luck! :]

[mochinon-yah]

I just realized we all technically have the power to ask any questions on this site, and I never got to doing it. So....

[Points S.E.E.S evoker at you]

Who are the fictional characters you ship your mutuals to? Doesn't have to be necessarily their self-ship. I am deadass curious. Spill the tea, Imbibitor's lover—

We can lower that down, brynn- no need to get all aggressive now-

*cough* ANYWAY!

I'll list them down below, and if they're not accurate or you're actually gonna fight them rather than making out with the characters that i chose then yeah, that is probably my plan 😀 /silly

Oh and! I'll mostly be using genshin and hsr characters because yeah-

@beloved-brynn -> heizou and ratio. NGL, YOU + HEIZOU, OR YOU + RATIO, OR EVEN THE THREE OF YOU WOULD TOTALLY BE SO FUNNY AND CHAOTIC 😭☝️ they can counter your wild statements while also being the (somewhat) saner one but could also say smth wild as well. I could see you and one of em (possibly ratio) be like "oh yeah, the other day, i was eating my lunch while watching that gorey movie-" "what." "yeah, i was hungry at that time, so like why not yk-" (this is based on my real experience guys, guess which dialogue is me lmao)

@meimeimeirin -> hmmmm, koh zhongli maybe? Okay, let me tell you the reason why... it's simply because she NEEDS someone who can pamper her! I don't know where that conclusion came from, but yeah. Anyway, if we're talking about other characters, then i think welt, or even zayne from lnd could fit. Basically: "I need someone older, just a little bit colder." lmao (oh, mochi, did this conclusion came up because you know rin's the youngest in her family and now you ship her with men older (and more experienced) than her? whaatt... ofc not, haha-)

@leftdestiny-posts -> absolutely cannot see them with anyone other than dottore. Cute and kind but is secretly crazy "i want to watch the world burn" x The human version of the word 'crazy' "as you wish, my love" would be their dynamic, i suppose...? WAIT OH! I can actually see shiro with ayato or maybe sunday! I bet they would like such a cute, innocent-looking darling to control, but then they would get so surprised and maybe super interested into trying to control the darling despite how crazy the darling actually is- (shiro ily, if ur crazy then we can be crazy together 💐)

@navxry -> arlechinno, and maybe black swan. Yeah, that's it. No explanation needed.

@jessamine-rose -> hmmm, would it be weird if i say capitano? I don't know why or how did i get to that conclusion, but yeah. And maybe blade? IDK WHY I'M PARTNERING HER WITH CRAY CRAY MEN- SORRY JESS, I (subconsciously) THINK YOU CAN LIKE CALM THEM OR SMTH AJFIAWOF-

@stardust-for-your-soul -> funnily enough, i can see her with aventurine. They'll say sweet words that probably have a double meaning and also probably have a teeny tiny bit (maybe a lot lmao) of 'enemies to lovers' moment. (wow, cherry, your new bf is a gambler- /smack). But anyway, i could also see her be with march 7th who is so bubbly and sweet, and i'd think cherry would love to tease march hehe

@teabutmakeitazure -> ACTUALLY NGL DAN HENG????? He would listen to her ramblings and also help her write her fics. It just sounds so cute in my opinion lol. Other than dan heng (who is obviously the best choice), zuri would probably look into red flag charas, like... yeah, aventurine- but still tho, dan heng! But i get what zuri is thinking tho, red is such a sexy color- /smack

@harmonysanreads -> ngl alhaitham or kaeya would be cute if paired up with her! Idk where did kaeya come from, but when i thought about it, instantly "cute!". I think, harmony has this really 'weird' calming aura that could make those two charas just fell in love with how comfortamble she can make them feel. BUT LIKE IDK THO-

@fishanonishere -> Albedo...... i think? Fish, i know what you are- i mean like as in how chaotic and just how 'what in the world is this person thinking???' you are. With how calming and 'would jump into any interesting topic' he is, i think fish and him could be such a cute duo. Fish's ramblings and their drawings are some of the things that make him really interested in fish

[crushedsweets]

ANSWERING ASKS PT 4?

ok this is like 30+ asks LOL its mostly stuff about me/my art with a little crp sprinkled in im sorry... ill make a post thats actually answering the crp asks with real answers that arent "ILL DO IT EVENTUALLY I SWEAR" lololol

YOURE BOTH SO SWEET i havent been this passionate about smth in so long so hopefully im here for a while... thank u guys for indulging me. it makes me happy to post LOL

with love pls dont call me that buuuut. ninakate. ticciwork. ninatoby. ticcijack. ninajack. notice how its all in the same group...

hiii i dont plan to anytime soon! IF I WERE TO, cody and rouge are probably 'next in line' to being put in my AU, but i have no plans to actually commit to that

omg ok its funny cuz rn i HAVE ONE but its just me in it cuz im too lazy to organize all the bots and verification and whatnot. im also nervous about making a server cuz of some online occurrences that happened after u sent this HAHA so i'm kinda putting it off... but i reblogged tombs server and im sometimes active in there if u wanna join that one!

ffrhrughagahhhh

no ur right theyre such a power couple. i know we joke about toby being useless bf and clocky being badass gf but they're both really cool together.

I FORGOT I MADE THE TWILIGHT COMMENT LMFAAAOOOOOO I NEED i need. i need toby to find a random twilight shirt at a thrift and snag it for kate.

ME TOOOO its so delightful. i have so much fun playing with them like barbies.. making them kiss n whatever. LMFAOOOO so silly but yk

JEFF STANS ARE SO FUNNYYYYYYYYY i like you guys. laughing jack stans scare me but thats cuz that damn clown scares me... nothing that yall have done. youre just braver than me. LOL

i will not do this...

no literally its really bad. i hold horrible grudges BAHAHA but im working on it. im getting over my purple beef

omg. i listened to it and that was really cool. i like that thank u sm for sharing

IDK WHAT POST UR REFERING TO BUT YOURE RIGHT. LMAOOOOO

IM SORRYYYY im so sorry. i feel like this fandom is so small and most of the fans dont really ship in general so it suuuucks shipping here.. but i love them..

oh my god i need to i keep forgetting. the nina art i jus tposted of her holding th eknife was kinda.. kinda referencing her behaviors..

i do too!!! ive been neglecting them so bad im so sorry..

like the IEPFB tea party scene

I NEVER DID IT ANON IM SO SORRY IM GOING TO HELL

is this a song

i have not! i havent read alot of stories actually... i kinda like doing my own thing with them HAHA

omfg i had a clocknina drawing but i ended up privating but i think i should unprivate it...

ok actually im sorry i just am bad at requests omfg LMFAOO IM SORRY im so focused on nina ... forgive me...

THANK YOUUUU youre very sweet i appreciate you!!! <3

YEAH he's...one of the more tragic people. 100%. all loss

WHAT IS LIUJONJACK LOL WHOS JON??? ALSO LIUOTPS IS FUNNY

wdym ? !

LMFAOOOOO HEY ITS NOT A BAD COMBO THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING A NINAKATE SHIPPER........

THANK YOU CUPCAKE i really like nina.. or my version i gues si dunno.. i like everyone else's nina too. i like this nina we got going on together

ok i keep grouping these together but also making them seperate im so bad at organizing these asks but HAHA I LOVE THEM TOO i swear ill try to get some ticciwork stuff out soon!!! my spring semester is almost over so hopefullyyy..

this is how you know i suck ass cuz this was christmas time and im replying NOW. im so sorry. i initially planned to draw them hanging around a tree but i didnt get around to it then got embarassed and never replied.... but i agree it would have been cute. ha di notfailed. LOL

[dozing--zzz]

i decided to finally finish the animal themed tickle ask post thing. im putting it under a cut cus its kinda long 🥲

🐙 - how do you feel about multiple lers?

ive never experienced any lers haha but i feel like i would like both one and two lers.

tickling is a silly bonding thing to me, so having one would feel more personal and like we are sharing a cute moment, but also two lers would be like a group bonding moment where a group of friends are all being silly together. both of those concepts are adorable to be and id like to experience them some day.

🐌 - do you like being chased before being tickled? are you easy to catch?

absolutely. hdjddh it seems so fun and i know id get all giddy and shit that silliness is so adorable.

i am fast but i have joint issues and exercise induced asthma so my stamina is horrible because i couldn't run much as a kid 🥲 dhjdhdjd that means ill be caught every time tho

🦄 - share a tickle fantasy you have!

i dont like the word fantasy per say since it is usually correlated to sexual stuff so keep in mind im using this word in a 100% sfw context

as a lee i love the idea of basically the "give me the remote!" concept where someone would tickle me to get it back. i think about it a lot shdjdh

as a ler i think about a similar concept but yk when people who are taller than you take something and hold it above their head so people who are 5'3" like me cant get it? i want to just squeeze their sides till they give it back. it would be so cute how theyd yelp and bring their arms down so quick 🥲

i daydream about stuff a lot so i think about lots of cute scenarios so thats definitely not the only ones

🦥 - do you enjoy lazy/gentle tickles? on what spots?

yes hxmdhd they're my favorite 🤭 literally anywhere is nice

🐇 - do you enjoy fast/rough tickles? on what spots?

yes, as long as its not super rough. i don't like the really rough ones but the faster ones or moving spots super quick is fun too 😁

🐬 - describe your giggles/laughter!

its kind of hard to explain. its only a bit high-pitched, its mostly in the middle. i laugh a little and then kind of gasp? a couple times to inhale again. its odd 🥲 i laugh silently really easy, and then you can hear how wheezy i am lol 😭 not super often, but sometimes i snort, it's super embarrassing 😭😭 i think its from the gaspy thing i do lol

🐷 - do you make any noises that aren’t laughter when tickled?

im not sure specifically when im being tickled, but when i laugh i get wheezy easily and snort sometimes.

[weresprout]

HI THIS MIGHT BE WEIRD but . i saw you on @/piquuroblox's page talking about a werewolf sprout au,, hand. hand it over. grabby paws. and i dont just mean art i mean give me All the details werewolf sprout Needs to be known (i dont quite have a werewolf sprout au myself but i do have a halloween party au where sprout dresses up as a werewolf? think i have a doodle somewhere of that but i wave my paw. sorry i ramble haha) (/not forcing anything actually im just being silly. /silly then i guess??)

Hi!!!!!

It's actually a lot more complicated than that <:3

It's mostly a fantasy AU, it's seaglass (Finn/Glisten) centric since me n my friend are very fixated on that ship atm ,, BUT there's some fruitcake and Sprout focus too (bc we also are both fond of Sprout) and we thought. Hey. Wouldnt it be so funny.

The general idea is Sprout is a werewolf, and so is Finn (because I like werewolves and I love Finn. So he gets to be cool) and they just have silent unexplained beef wit each other ,, and it's FUNNY okay it's HILARIOUS I SWEAR

There's a lot of focus on the issues being a werewolf gives you (mentally, physically, etc.) so it has some vaguely triggering topics that I will elaborate on below,, I can't be too specific atm (brain is mush) but there's a Lot

I remember a point of thought I had was like ,, how werewolf shifts probably burn a lot of calories and whether or not werewolves remember to eat before/afterwards likely influences their diet .. suggested vaguely the idea of werewolves that have bad binge-eating habits to cope or will force themselves to eat to compensate, etc.

TL;DR Sprout (and Finn by proxy) probably has an eating disorder of some flavor

And I thought it'd be sweet if maybe Cosmo helps him cope with it to some extent? Since yk. He's a baker. He specializes with Food. Maybe he can help 2 some extent hmhmhm

Sprout also likely suffers from possessiveness/overprotectiveness issues, and that's why he doesn't like Finn, since Finn is close with Cosmo (to some extent) and happens to also be a werewolf, which kind of leaves Sprout standing there like "!!!!!!!!"

We also played around with the idea of there being certain suppressants/some other form of medication that werewolves can take to ease the pain of shifts, but they have certain side effects (e.g repressing other traits werewolves exhibit, like heightened sense of smell)

Finn takes the suppressants due to being bitten later in life, but Sprout chooses not to since he's been a werewolf longer and he feels like it's taking away core parts of who he is and who he chooses to be. Which is controversial because. Yeah

There was also some talk of how werewolves are ultimately animals and likely behave accordingly - mindlessly violent werewolves are fun yk but not very realistic sometimes. We figured werewolf attacks are probably the result of some common issues:

Werewolf is extremely hungry

Werewolf is not in a safe/familiar environment, and all the sights and smells are overwhelming, prompting it to act defensively

Somebody is intoxicated as all hell and does not know any better than to approach the clearly anxious wolf in a corner

Werewolf is attacked FIRST, and the attacker lies about it

Though I'm sure there's probably exceptions where werewolves are just violent. We debated whether or not we wanted Sprout to be a violent one and decided to settle on a kind of between .. he reacts with aggression often but doesn't go out of his way to harm others I think,

There's more. I will add in the replies maybe because I'm Forgetting. And I don't want this post 2 be too long (plus I fear judgement I fear being perceived as cringe despite cringe being dead) so I hope this kind of. Articulates stuff? Idk ???

I have never answered an actual ask before ,,,

[hsr-texts]

About the ship that should not be name (lol)

I get you!! I am usually Natural about shipping so most of them i just admire the artist artstyle and if I see ships that I dislike I usually scroll past or mute/block that ship names. But HOLY SHITTTTT the pairing that should not be named for some reason every time I see something mentioning that pairing I just can't help but roll my eyes 🥴🥴. Not to mention there is one Give Away account on twitter that sends hate to someone after she said she can't see the 4ggravate team (Kaveh, Al-Haitham,Cyno,Tighnari) in romantic light after reading Kaveh's hangout and kinda see them as found Family/siblings. The thing is she censored Kaveh's name so the post didn't go public but the GA account didn't even cover her name and accusing her as homophobic because they are clearly " gay coding" and all.

I think because im not into shipping is either because im a huge self inserter(?) Or pairing that i need to like is really really specific (lmao) maybe like Dehya x Candace or Cyno x Al-Haitham. Yelan x Ningguang is actually kinda nice.

DAMN now that's some drama and definitely real terrible

though this reminds me of how a friend invited me to a server and I made a small joke about how "Cytham is the right ship because they're both on the right side" and then the members started attacking me out of nowhere and hurling insults at me.

Apparently the server was a cyn0n@ri server and that "no one likes my stupid ship" and that i'm ""insane"". Fortunately the mods were nice enough to tell off those people but man... Let's just say I was bitter for a while.

I asked the mod whether the server actually was a cyn0n@ri server and they said yes but I questioned them further because absolutely nowhere did I see any indicators of the server being for that ship only because there weren't even like images or rules that were like "hey this is a cyn0n@ri server so please keep things on topic"

the mod was like "it's in the link name" then i was like "er, but that's not something easily seen though because i didn't even read the link name bc my friend invited me and they said they weren't aware this was a ship server either. does this mean no other ships are allowed?"

the mod suddenly backpedaled like "oh actually its for any ship"

the worst part is that i literally asked what type of server this was and all they told me was "oh yk this is just a regular hangout server haha" like they didn't tell me it was a cyn0n@ri server but somehow expected me to just telepathically know it???

i left soon after because that server did not appeal to me and i wasn't keen on getting along with people who sorta harassed me over A SILLY JOKE like geez for a bunch of people who like a ship that has a jokester in it they can't seem to take one

it's been like a few months since that happened but i still hold a grudge

ugh this is why i mostly only like rarepairs bc at least there's less chances for me to run into people like this

[froggyf4g]

I’ve had this blog for over a yr and never made an intro post so uhhhh let’s go I guess 🌈💘🐸

About me:

My name is Jay

23 years old

He/Him pronouns

Gay transgender man

Neurodivergent

This is my silly lil space to post gay thoughts. That’s it really. Just shouting my faggoty thoughts into the void for fun. Idk. I’m bored. Also very single and lonely so I’m like always thinking about how nice it would be to have a boyfriend. I’m very much a romantic. I love sappy cheesy shit. Not looking for a partner tho, I don’t do online relationships. This blog is intended to be mostly SFW, however, I may reblog/post slightly NSFW content sometimes because haha funny penis joke, but also imma be so real dude the testosterone makes me horny and that’s just part of life yk.

Main blog is @bluchlcdny

DNI if:

You’re racist, homophobic, transphobic, misogynist, anti-semitic, abelist, ect. (aka bigots fuck off)

You’re a map/p*do

You’re anti-kink/you kinkshame

You’re a minor

[castle-dominion]

4x9 kill shot OOH A PLOT HEAVY ONE DJFHKJSDHFKJASD HEE HEE HEE

Or you should only get married once- or that! Ok! Girl YOU help, you're the one there!

This scene made my mom do her resistance band physiotherapy while we were watching lol Oof poor beckett. trauma or smth. Like hamantha except it doesn't actually work that way, right? Mythbusters did that

Oh that's so tragic Is that pattern or blood on him? Pattern. it is the weave of his shirt.

not a good joke XD Beckett looks nice today but also like that shirt is pyjamas. Castle looks normal, good as always, ryan is wearing that suit style he does, love the vest as always. & let's check my laundry to make sure it doesn't flood. Wait I had a dream about chicken stock last night. It was intense. At least, for me, a chef.

When I first watched this I didn't get it but now that it's the second time I can hear the "It’s a common ammunition favored by… ...........long range shooters." LMAO INTERNET EXPLORER do adults actually say "I'm a big girl" in a serious way? I thought it was lighthearted, like it seems here. "haha I'm a big girl now, you don't need to avoid the word, silly you silly me" See after this point it became seamless, shooter sniper whatever. Bro what's so special about "my unit" of special forces. (tho yeah it really is skill to be able to do that) Oof she asked if she felt it Why would you say that castle?

Ok so exit wounds are so so much worse than entrance wounds, but we only get a glimpse of her back so yk maybe we can't see it. But as someone else pointed out, She Had Surgery. She should have not only a Bullet Scar, but also the Surgical Scar.

Ooh now that's a sexy gun. & I'm an anti-gun person. (doesn't mean I can't find guns intriguing.)

The way the shooter was looking made it seem random. I also did not see a flag.

Poor beckett & the car door. Someone needs to write that fanfic at the diner under the table & I think it is going to have to be me. The captions wrote nada THIS time. The what now? I'm not american idk any dc shooter Ooh good scenes, the overwhelm overstim sounds doppler shiny it tickles my neurodivergence (adhd) as it prods at hers (ptsd) yo I LOVE hearing him talk smart like that. Lanie looks soo so cute when she's concerned Nobody's going to offer her a hand up? why was the /siren/ the trigger tho? btw nice jean jacket

wait I was looking on the wrong side of the sign! I went back & I did see the corner of the flag I think.

Ryan has a nice jacket, light grey with a faint square pattern on it, plus a lapel pin as always, blue dhirt, tie, & looks like the pants match the jacket. Esposito has a collared t-shirt, grey/black, only three buttons or so, badge around his neck. Yeah castle shut it Uh gates, you should have identified that you were asking about links first. close to a thousand qualified shooters just from this country tho. You have more than that. Ryan asks if she is ok when she just doesn't respond & like bro of effing course she is not ok but he is expressing concern & I love it

KB: I don’t have PTSD. me: you literally do??? You know, paranoia sucks but sometimes it can be useful. I always try to sit facing so I can see the room or the door but that's mostly paranoia. I NEVER go through a door I don't know I can open again but this one is actually useful & important. Yeah it is a bit paranoid to check the door every time I take a break at work but at school I went to take a break & check the door & I was right that it didn't open. In fact: right after I checked, someone came through a door on the other side & I had to let them in. Mum used to work in an airport. I grew up post 9/11, there are school/mass shooting crises, so the airport would host active shooter training. Heck, I was at a religious event & we got a bomb threat! So yeah, I care about this stuff. Always know the exits & muster points in case of fire or shooter. Always know where the fire extinguishers are. Yeah maybe some anti anxieties would help take the edge off until you deal with the trauma, then you can go off the meds once you've dealt with it. But lots of anti anxieties & SSRIs take a couple weeks to work hun "you don't have to" ugh so so good She's got to be able to do something to take the edge off while she refuses to deal with it for real...

RC: How worried should I be about Beckett? She’s never snapped at me like that before. JE: ... ??/ . RC: And meant it. JE: Hell, it was bad for me when I came back and I never took a bullet. Except then in s5 they retcon that, espt says to his bud that he took a bullet for him & the bud owes him info on this burner laptop. RC: Well, at least she doesn’t remember it. JE: Or she doesn’t want to remember. RC: JE: A thing like that? It’s easier to just keep in a box. [& yk what? Good for her if that was the case.] This case might bust that box open. RC: So, what can we do? KR: Catch the shooter. ["I will be once jerry tyson is in cuffs"] JE: He’s right. Best thing for everyone, Beckett included. In the meantime, just give her space and don’t take it personally. They all love her sm lmao freaking windows media player he is either taunting you, or he is asking for help, same with the little things he leaves at every scene dna? really? ig it is just a figure of speech

cool ass telescope wow I hate the imperial system sm why would a worker's kid be up here with a paper doll? on top of the sandbag/cement bag, castle. That's how you shoot babe. Adjusting for wind is so technical, it's so smart & difficult. Ooh! Another shooting victim? At the same time that espt is explaining it? So cool! hats off to the writer/director/editor/everyone. Or wait, it is not a NEW shooting, it is the one we already saw. Regardless, I love the audio too.

People are GOING Love how castle makes it sound like it's his idea Loud clap of the elevator doors

HOLY CRAP 92 IS A HECK OF A LOT. Seriously, if you want to get into a fight, get two lines of people, & make em hash it out in a good old fashioned brawl, no weapons, & see who wins. woah kate maybe it is time you step off the case. Ask gates to force her off the case. Beckett would hate you even more, gates, but the rest of the team would thank you.

Hun becks is not the one to ask for his help after accusing him like that. kinda wish we got to see more of espt's interview with the fellow

castle coffee is not a good idea, it makes you shakey & anxious. Wait it's decaf. Decaf is just the grossness of the coffee without the caffeine... I think that castle gave her that magnifying glass oh nvm little point viewing espt's interview with marcus

KB: >:( KR, softly: Hey. We’ll figure it out, okay? ugh so soft & caring wait u can get dna from sweat? Also how do you get the sweat dna without the moleskin dna? wow I just noticed beckett has small ears KB: You know he saw her face when he killed her? People always think that snipers are so removed from their targets. But he wasn’t. He was as close as we are right now, looking through that scope. Wow that's something.

mum didn't even recognize becks here bc she looked so out-of-it tbh I thought this was a dream. esp with where her gun was. fun story (with sui tw): mum got into a car accident on the way to school. The car flipped upside down & she had to push herself against the roof of the car to be able to unbuckle herself & get out. When she was ou ttho, she realized she had to go back in & remove the heavy metal music from the CD player so the media couldn't blame it for the accident. As she was going back in, she cut her hands by crawling on the glass. There was blood dripping down her hands onto her wrists. Mum looked at the car & said "my parents are going to kill me." So rumour got around. Nowtransparent had blood on her wrists! Ntp was bleeding from her wrists, she got cut on her wrists! She said her parents would kill her! Ntp cut her wrists! Ntp cut her wrists on purpose! Ntp killed herself because her parents were going to kill her! Ntp's parents were so mad that she killed herself! & then mum showed up to school & everyone was like "I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD" (reminds me, she apparently cut herself when she was younger maybe 13, to see how much it would hurt if she killed herself, because she was an undiagnosed ADHD girl in the 80s.)

You know what, some ppl complain that alexis should not have been the one to figure it out bc there is a team of cops but seriously? I think it doesn't matter & is better for the story & possibly more accurate in some ways too. Tho it just so happens that alexis knows this painter? that part is far fetched. along with the pronunciation. But heck yeah let her live her life it's fine!

Yeah ppl are going to think it is self inflicted. She should really be wearing a more skintight type of sweater, I know she has them, & she should not have bled thru at least not that far. as a SHer I say she could do so much better ryan's so pretty! I'm not a fan of striped shirts but he wears them so often & this one is so pretty. & he has a tie & vest of course. lmao love how beckett is "new york city street name" but ryan is like "church" it warms my folk-catholic heart why are So Many phones ringing & why is nobody answering...? this is the entire homicide department

Well that was scary she was just there on the stretcher... When she took off her jacket I thought for sure she'd have a vest on. she takes off all the stuff to get out of cop mode! that's it! Like how you are only allowed to play with your service dog after you take of their jacket & they clock out. Where is castle tho? He surely would have followed her

This episode is way more esposito involving than I thought it would be. [21:59, INT. PRECINCT, BULLPEN - DAY] RC: She’s spinning out of control. She’s losing her ability to cope. [Esposito blinks at Castle solemnly. The elevator dings & Castle nods to it. The door opens and Beckett hesitates & then steps out, her hands are deep in her pockets.] RC, lowering his voice & stepping closer to Esposito: She should not be on this case. JE: Well, she’s not just going to walk away. [is this man wearing eyeliner btw? bc if he is I love it] RC: No, she’s going to drive herself into the ground. And you’re the only one [Esposito breaks eyecontact] who has any clue as to what she’s going through. So, what helped you? [Esposito looks over to Beckett. Castle follows. Beckett walks to her desk, seemingly shaken. Esposito looks back at Castle & nods.] I'm sure more of them have been shot at some point or another but ig beckett's experience was probs more intense since she almost died. I mean remember when esposito said that ryan was waiting for the other shoe to drop in 4x4 in reference to 3x6?

[22:28, INT. PRECINCT, EVIDENCE ROOM - DAY] KB, hands still deep in her pockets: Espo, what are we doing back here? [I like the nickname espo just fine but the emphasis is on the sito half of it & most nicknames are the emphasized part.] JE: I want to show you something. [Esposito takes out a sniper rifle from under the table.] KB: What is that? JE: The rifle…that shot you. KB, soft & strained: You are way out of line. JE, lifting his fingers to gesture while he holds it: Just look at it. KB: [backs away a bit] No, what the hell are you doing? JE: I’ve been where you are. I know what you’re going through. KB, looking a bit mad now even tho she's on the verge of tears: Javi, I’m fine. [ooh first names] JE, walking slowly closer to her around the table: You’re not fine. You’re just trying to act like you are. [fake it until you make it?] This is just a tool. [Beckett stands with her arms down & out, most fingers are holding her jacket sleeves down but one on each hand is sort of pointing to her.] It’s a hunk of steel. It has no magical powers and the person that fired it is not some all-powerful god. He’s just a guy with a gun. [Beckett either nods or kind of sobs/shakes I can't tell.] Just like the guy we’re hunting now. And like every other bad guy, ["bad guy"] he’s damaged goods. KB: [Blinks, then swallows.] So am I. JE: [eyes flick down to where she was shot for a split second.] That’s right. [Beckett watches him with hurt in her face.] And that’s okay. You think it’s a weakness? [with a firm, almost angry face] Make it a strength. [some things you can do that with but idk abt this... I do like how he does not argue that she is not damaged tho. he says yes you are, we are, & it is not going to break us, it is not going to hold us back. He also says that somehow one can make it into a strength but yk I'm sure he knows what he's talking about.] It’s a part of you. [Beckett cries a single tear. Esposito holds the rifle out for Beckett to take it.] JE: So use it. [The music is solemn. Beckett slowly approaches Esposito who has the rifle extended & she takes the rifle slowly, hands shaking. She sniffs & is crying. Esposito watches her. Beckett makes eye contact & nods. Esposito nods back. He glances down, probably to make sure she has it, then walks away.] Ok so wtf just happened? is THAT what helped u espt? You're just going to leave her now? I'm kind of confused. It was a great great scene tho. Maybe I'll record it for the internet

The nods between castito Man is definitely flashing the camera that coffee cup on purpose

Oh I thought esposito was covering for her, she's actually out here running down a lead. Or not a lead but she's out here with that gun. She just has it & is walking around with it She pulled something? She has a cell phone...

Man just counting money at the table The faces that caspocketto share when becks comes back in <3 Hey mom said she thought the guy had a limp!

Was there some sort of identity switch? He's still my brother

Yeah people are very good at not noticing homeless people

Oh dang that's not an it. Those are many.

Different lighting. The bullets sound like a pack of pencil crayons. Ryan has not changed, is it the same day?

Castle CARES. He is not just in it for the story, he is more useful helping ryan figure out the victims.

I know I'm anti gun with pronouns but dang that is a nice gun. hold on where did they find his car? Was it near where he is rn, getting into position?

lmao high schoolers. I like how the bus driver just smiles back at them too.

I like how the one pedestrian starts running when they see the cops. Esposito goes the other way... Also he gets the big gun lol. Ryan whispering "Come on, come on." & then yelling "Answer your phone, damn it!"

he is NOT going to be there. Or he is & is going to target beckett on purpose. wait this was ONE open suite? It's huge! he isn't going to be in this room either or nvm there's just a random photo of a schoolbus there or wait no he's not here or ok he is then! Wow that was a lot ooh, you see how he kicked her gun off to the side but he has a prosthetic leg? Love it when they have characters with speech impediments & it is not the butt of a joke Just like Mike Royce said, flash your tits! See? He was leaving those dolls there for a reason u r still the enemy kate... Frame rate. They sell highspeed cameras you know. Tho idk how much one would cost for movies. It might have a better frame rate but it might be more pixelated or the colours might be off idk. THAT'S why esposito went to the other roof. He looks stressed af there, see the way he's breathing out?

RC: Just waiting for my partner. Maybe you’ve seen her. Pretty girl, thinks she can leap tall buildings in a single bound, carries the weight of the world on her shoulders, yet still manages to laugh at some of my jokes. [xd some of my jokes] well castle did push, but he pushed esposito. always <3

girl back in s1 maybe s2 you said it took a year of therapy to get over the fact that your mom was killed & you spent your life then being normal so why can't you go back to that? CB & me: she's dead, u can't let her down I hope he doesn't turn out to be evil.