#this post is about leo tsukinaga

[raelyn-dreams]

Some characters get so much more interesting when you look outside the fandom view and get to know them on their own terms.

[cryptidm0ths]

ariadne live doodles! text is from @/duckletranslations

[kaguya-muneuji]

doodles

[unisongakikoeru]

i love whenever i realize characters from different media are actually very similar because then i just want to put them all in a room together and study how they'd interact. either they become best friends or kill each other there's no in-between

[absentmindedadmirer]

>×> I loved your headcanons for the 3-A so I wanted to know if you had any for the 3-B as well

If we're being honest- then no!! I did not have any on hand at the time of ask. However, I did let my brain go ballistic at 3AM again so... here we go again.

CLASS 3-B HEADCANONS

General Headcanons:

Nazuna is so damn done with these people (except Kuro and possibly Tsumugi).

Kanata likes patting Nazuna on the head while talking to him. Nazuna noisily complains it but if Kanata ever stopped, Nazuna would find it pretty weird.

Tsumugi likes to sit down and sew with Kuro sometimes. Wataru often interrupts such sessions by claiming that he can also make scarves and proceeds to pull out a neverending chain of them out of his sleeves.

Once when Nazuna bit his tongue, Leo had concluded that he was a space invader and threw a pencil at him.

Nazuna likes sending "Get Well" cards with cute stickers and doodles whenever one of his (when they were his current and still when they are his former) classmates are sick.

Kanata likes to take naps on peoples' shoulders, usually Rei or Wataru, but he has slept on everyone in 3-B various times.

Leo often comes up with script ideas and askes Wataru to visualise them for him. It mostly ends up dragging everyone else into it.

Kanata likes hearing peoples' voices in conversations (Rei probably has his favourite voice, by tone) so he closes his eyes while he listens to them and then doesn't end up responding because he fell asleep.

Kuro holds leo underneath the arms like a rabid animal to stop him from causing havoc.

Nazuna has had a hyperfixation on flower language after trying to decipher the message Wataru would send when he kept on giving people different coloured flowers [There was no reason, Wataru just likes those flowers at the time]

Tsumugi likes sending out cards after important events for each classmate. They're usually something from a cornerstore like a card with a puppy on it saying "I'm PAW-SITIVELY proud of you!"

Nazuna likes buying stationery on impulse but he hates when Leo finds out because then he begs to use it and it always ends up with glitter, marker, and stickers on the floors, walls, and both of their faces.

Rei likes to use a "secret language" with Wataru and Kanata so that he emphasised certain words and is very cryptic in speech. Nazuna just looks at him in confusion, Tsumugi and Kuro don't pay it any mind, and Leo asks if he's an alien. Wataru and Kanata don't actually know what it means either, they just like playing along.

Leo jumped into the ocean after seeing Kanata walk in with his clothes on. He immediately found an unidentified creature and wrestled with it, it omitting his vision, until Kanata peeled the octopus off his face.

! era:

Leo has called Kuro mother before. It was probably after something simple as Kuro chiding him for drawing on the desks on the rare occasions Leo did show up, but nobody's letting Kuro live it down.

Rei now calls him mother to tease him, as well as Leo who now frequently does it. Kanata does it with no malice whatsoever but because he thinks it's fun. He just playfully goes, "ok, 'mother'" whenever Kuro says something to him. Tsumugi tries to console Kuro on the fact but ends up accidentally calling him mother anyways. Nazuna wants to tease Kuro but he simply can't bring himself to call Kuro mother. Wataru, on the second Sunday of May, showers Kuro in bouquets as he walks into the classroom, wishing him very loudly a "Happy Mother's Day!! "

Leo was really interested in Rei's vampirism and spent a whole week trying to act like him. Eventually, he tried to sleep upside down like a bat [Despite Rei telling him that he, in fact, does not do that.] and Nazuna walks into the classroom that day with Leo falling on top of him from the ceiling.

Kuro, after some persuasion from Nazuna, embroiders and customises different types of fabric for his classmates.

He gifts Nazuna a little hankerchief with detailings of bunnies. He makes a towel for Kanata customised with various sea creatures on the edges. (Kanata barely remembers to use it, his hair always dripping wet anyways) He gifts Rei a pillow to place into his coffin because he assumes that it couldn't possibly be that comfortable in that thing. It's victorian styled (because he asked Shu for an idea) with little bats on the sides. Tsumugi gets a blanket in a clean geometric pattern. Wataru gets a cape with doves embroidered on the sides and it's very flowy. He showingly whirls it around and uses it in some of his performances. Leo got a scarf, but in the process of making, Leo kept demanding that it would be longer and longer. Kuro argued that if it reached his feet, Leo would trup over it, but Leo would keep on insisting so kuro would shake his head as he continued stitching. Leo did indeed trip on his face when he ran outside the first time he wore it.

Leo once shot an arrow into the classroom and used the rope attached to it to slide in through the window from the tree that he just happened to climb that morning, scaring the shit out of Tsumugi who was already in the classroom.

They held a puppet show in their classroom for funsies!!!

Leo had tought of it and ended up manifesting a script out of nowhere. Wataru looks it over and encourages everyone to participate to bring the vision to life. Tsumugi helped with the stage and Kuro made the puppets. Rei said that he was doing important work by supporting them (which just meant he wanted to watch it and do nothing) Kanata didn't know what everyone was doing but he likes putting the puppets in his hand and wiggling them around. Nazuna becomes the second unpaid actor forcibly. After the rehearsal, they do, in fact, force 3-A to watch it.

Nazuna likes to doodle on his notes when he gets bored, and Tsumugi when he notices, made Nazuna little charms that resembled his doodles and gifted to him.

Tsumugi did not find the need to mention his birthday, but when everyone pried, the class found out and Wataru pulled out party supplies, streamers, and balloons out of a hat he just flourished out of nowhere and strings them across the classroom so they can celebrate.

Wataru likes to enter the classroom in various different ways.

Once he jumped out of jack-in-the box set in the middle of the room and knocked Nazuna on his ass.

Tsumugi keeps a first aid kit on hand in case his luck acts up again, but he ends up lending it to Kuro a lot of the time, when he pricks his hand on a needle working with them in class again.

Nazuna forced Kuro to sit in the front with him because he was too short to see from the back and did not want to be alone.

Rei simply suggests that they stack books on a chair for him to sit on and Nazuna scowls (Rei doesn't even go to class!!)

Rei, in an attempt to outdo Eichi's 3-A field trips, suggests places for the group to go to, but ends up dying when it comes to actual event because he's in broad daylight.

Wataru likes to hold scavenger hunts throughout the school by leaving clues and leading everyone along. Nazuna ends up being the most invested.

Nazuna wanted to paint his nails in a cute style when he saw nail decals in a store window. He attempted to get Kuro to do it for him, but Wataru insisted he do it instead when he found out. It turns out surprisingly well, and Nazuna hesitatingly asks him to do more.

Kuro refuses to get his nails painted in any colour but black and runs away when Wataru points a glitter coat bottle at him.

Leo once asked Nazuna if he could be in charge of one of the broadcastings. Nazuna relented and that morning everyone could see Leo messily vlogging his day.

Like, "I climbed a TREE this morning, guys!! And thennnnnn I had a bagel--"

Tsumugi likes holding little trivia games in the classroom when they're all present (rare! also they don't do actual classwork I refuse to believe)

Kuro wins all the time. Tsumugi is the host but when he taps in, he only gets a close second surprisingly. Wataru, Rei, and Kanata always fail the pop culture sections. Leo answers the same thing to every single question and gets frustrated when Tsumugi shakes his head and tells him that's not the answer.

!! era:

Rei keeps on asking Nazuna how his phone works and Nazuna feels like he's talking to his grandpa.

Wataru still likes leaving cryptic notes in his old classmates' belongings and encourages them to finish the quest.

Kuro complains about being too old to do scavenger hunts anymore but still plays along. Nazuna doesn't want to show he's invested but curiosity gets the better of him.

Tsumugi somehow flounders and Rei and Kanata are the first ones at the end of the quest where Wataru holds a party. Wataru has to guide Leo specifically so the guy doesn't get lost.

Nazuna formed the groupchat when he was sitting in college, bored. He often gets frustrated when he doesn't get a response in the next 0.001 seconds.

Tsumugi usually responds first and Kuro follows with them asking how Nazuna's day was. Wataru likes entering the chat with a bunch of sparkle emojis. Rei misspells things frequently and accidentally sends random gifs. Leo just likes sending random voice and text messages about what he sees in his day, ignoring any logical progression in the chat.

Leo usually contacts Wataru when he wants to do some cool (vandalism) pieces on the walls of ES for the sake of art (and mostly so Eichi would be less mad).

Kanata asked Nazuna to puka puka with him in the pond. Nazuna didn't feel like saying now so now he spends the rest of the afternoon getting algae out of his shorts.

Rei likes to collapse on the floor during little meet-ups they'd have in a cafe or similar space for attention. Nobody really seems bothered by it and he usually cries out that the kids of this generation have no heart.

Nazuna once accidentally smacked Tsumugi with a door. He profusely apologised but became more erratic when Tsumugi simply responded that he was used to it.

Kuro has the same instincts to call his old classmates out on thing (like a mother hen-)

He sees Leo run around and wants to grab him by the scruff of the neck. He sees Nazuna biting his nails, he wants to swat it. He sees the Oddballs goofing around he wants to comment.

Kanata takes everyone on a trip to the aquarium.

Leo likes pressing his face against the glass. Nazuna keeps on pointing to cute fish that he sees while Tsumugi talks about little facts about them as Kuro listens. Rei fell asleep so Wataru drags them across the floor by the shoulder, loudly exclaiming at all the fish.

Nazuna wanted to get matching bunny keychains and decals for his phone with Kuro but Rei heard it and begged to be included. Nazuna didn't think he'd still have it but when Rei pulls out his phone in Rhythm Link meetings and Nazuna sees the bunnies, he gets psyche damage.

Aahhh. This class is interesting. In the way that none of them show up to classes and their interactions would be. stagnated somewhat. But I like them, they're eepy.

Thankies for the ask!! I love asks, they make me think more than I ever have in school- More Enstars Headcanons: Class 3-A Headcanons || Marine Bio Headcanons

[mirrortouchedsea]

Madara tapped his foot impatiently as he listened to the stage crew move around to start cleaning up after the show. Leo had asked him to come to their live showing off all of Knights' featured outfits and originally Madara hadn't been able to but things wrapped up quicker than he thought and so here he was.

He didn't need to sneak in, management knew who he was and agreed to not let Leo know that his boyfriend had made it after all. Madara hadn't taken his eyes off Leo on the screen in the dressing room, wishing so desperately that he could be in the audience with him. Ah well.

A moment later the door burst open and the sounds of Knights' bickering filled his ears. He never missed how they all still took care of each other despite the insults that were slung across the changing room about makeup or their performance. It took a few seconds before Leo noticed Madara sitting on the couch and as soon as he did he was running over to crush him in a hug.

"You said you couldn't make it!" he exclaimed, burying his head in Madara's neck. Madara smiled and hugged him back.

"My schedule cleared up at the last minute. I wanted to surprise you~" he teased, giving Leo one last squeeze before letting go.

Leo started excitedly talking about how the live went and the inspiration that he had gained from it, grabbing a notepad and pen that had been left out on the coffee table to quickly scribble some notes in. Madara sat there and took it all in, in awe of how someone like Leo had come into his life, someone so filled with light and someone filled with darkness were an unlikely pair and yet...

"Hey Mama, are you okay?" Leo asked, reacting to Madara's uncharacteristic quietness. "If you need anything you can tell me you know?"

Madara could hear Izumi's "Get a room" comment but he didn't care. Leo's face was so filled with concern for him and--

"Everything is fine, Leo-san. I'm just a little tired, don't worry about me. Get changed and we can get something to eat." Madara hoped he could at least cover up his thoughts in front of the rest of Knights. Maybe he'd actually talk about his feelings with Leo in private, but not in front of his friends.

Leo frowned for a moment before smiling again. "Okay! I'll meet you outside in five minutes!" He bounced off to where he had left his casual clothes and Madara was shooed out of the room by Arashi, who winked at him and wished him luck.

"I love you!" Leo called out from his dressing table as Madara was about to leave.

"I love you too," Madara said, just quietly enough that nobody but himself would hear it.

[arashie]

there are many ensemble stars thoughts that make me feel like the embodiment of the phrase "I have no mouth but I must scream" and at the top of that list is "touma's friend in dramatica act 2 is shown to be a parallel of rushika to such a degree that this combined with how touma's backstory mirrors leo's all-but confirms he's based on izumi"

because this string of words means nothing to anyone but me. and yet they mean so much to me

[asherasgayagenda]

(leo in checkmate // izumi in lionheart)

WHY ARE THEY LIKE THISSSS

ACTUALLY I ACCIDENTALLY READ LIONHEART. because there were so many izuleo lionheart references on my dash sometime ago (woah... i wonder where they cAme from) and i was so pissed reading it in class because izumi wasn't a terrible character.

-- "It'll be a pain, but I'll duel on his behalf" HHJRJJGSHFHR I LIKE THAT. A LOT/.

when leo is poetic. >>>>> i havent read checkmate yet but all the knights stories seem so.!!!!

[gentaro-kinniecom]

“Oh you haven’t kissed anyone yet? Neither have I, maybe we could..?”

Characters: Adonis Otogari, Tatsumi Kazehaya, Yuzuru Fushimi, Tsumugi Aoba, Kanata Shinkai, Leo Tsukinaga, Mika Kagehira, Hinata Aoi, Mao Isara and Niki Shina

Cw: fluff! Silly kisses and flustered (?) characters, Keito being mom coded in Mao’s part HELPP, idk what else to say except that..I really enjoyed writing this

A/n: Hi guys! I went missing for like 2 months (school has been absolutely brutal) but anyways, I hope y’all enjoy this silly post, also the reader is the one who tells them that, not the character towards the reader (i hope it made sense 😓)

Adonis Otogari

“Huh?” what the first thing Adonis replied to when he heard your question. He seriously thought he’d heard wrong and blushed a bit as he ran the words over and over again in his head, he really wanted to kiss you. Especially since he’s had a crush on you for a while, so Adonis gently brings you closer and kisses you. He apologizes later on even, if you didn’t mind the kiss and he’ll try to properly court you afterwards.

-“Can we go on a date? I insist, you’re a wonderful person to be around with”

Tatsumi Kazehaya

Tatsumi gets embarrassed at the suggestion, he didn’t expect such a bold statement coming from you. He’ll decline the offer, saying that it would be ‘unpleasant’ to kiss if you’re not in a relationship…Tatsumi changes his mind when you suggest trying things out as a couple. Going on dates and listening to his rants about..anything really. He doesn’t want to admit how badly he wants to kiss you, so he does, with no hesitation.

-“Now that we’re together..I suppose you don’t mind me showing you my affection, hm?”

Yuzuru Fushimi

Nearly drops his tray of tea when you said that. You noticed the change in his attitude, a bit flustered and shy as he offered you some tea. Tori was out to visit Eichi and Wataru was practicing for another show, meaning it was the given moment to spend time with Yuzuru. As much as he wanted to leave, he couldn’t help but want to kiss you. Yuzuru was now grabbing your chin softly and leaning in, parting away as he smiled.

-“It seems a date is in order? I would be delighted to show you some of the best sights in the city”

Tsumugi Aoba

Similar to Yuzuru except, he dropped the books he was holding and quickly got down to get them back. Yet, you were helping him, and he got more nervous and shy. However, Tsumugi grabbed your hand, whisking you away to a more secluded area to kiss you. He confessed that he liked you since the day you’ve met and it all felt like a dream when you asked him that.

-“I would’ve never guessed that a day like today..we would kiss in the library, but, I’m definitely not complaining..”

Kanata Shinkai

His face remained puzzled as he asked you to repeat the question again. Kanata smiled as he heard it once more, pulling you towards the waves of the ocean as he wrapped his arms around you. It was usual for him to be so affectionate with you..but as his lips neared yours, you felt your breath hitch. Your clothes were wet by the time you both left the fountain; Kanata was now holding your hand softly while kissing you

-“Hehe~ I like ‘spending’ time with you..do you want to go on a ‘date’ with me~?”

Leo Tsukinaga

He straight up just laughs and begins writing on the notebook you gifted him a while back for his birthday. Soon holding it up for you as you read the lyrics of a song Leo had thought of the moment you told him that. Suddenly, you felt him kiss your hand before moving to kiss you softly. He moved his hands to your face, still kissing you while smiling and parting away for air, wishing that moment lasted forever.

-“I was hoping you’d say that sometime, you give me so much inspiration~! I’ll make sure to dedicate you even more songs from now on!”

Mika Kagehira

Mika was sewing quietly when he heard your suggestion. Hands shaky as he stopped what he was crafting. He was lucky Shu had gone to deliver some important outfits, meaning he wasn’t returning until a long time. Mika then looked your way, admiring your features as he then got up. Grabbing your face with both hands as he leaned in, kissing you dearly.

-“I..sorry, I really like you Y/n, and..well..I want to spend time with you..anywhere”

Hinata Aoi

It all started like a joke to him, he couldn’t believe you were serious about it afterwards, his brother found out and listened in to what he thought about it. Hinata had a crush on you since ever, everything about you was so perfect in his eyes. He felt at comfort for the way you knew who he was and not confuse him with his brother often. After thinking about it he accepted the offer, taking you to the roof and kissing you softly. Smiling as he admired your features

- “I’m glad I met you, you’re so wonderful I…I get speechless whenever I’m around you”

Mao Isara

Keito coughed a bit, making his presence noticeable in the student council’s room as Mao blushed, he heard it even if you whispered it? Keito just sighed and left the room, warning Isara not to do anything..out of the ordinary while he was gone. But, he just allowed that to happen.. Mao saw as you sat down beside him, grabbing his hand as he smiled; he nodded while leaning forward, you kissed him quickly before Mao then pulled you back for another one.

-“I know we shouldn’t kiss here but..what’s one small kiss going to change? I have the perfect place for our lunch, if you want to join me afterwards”

Niki Shiina

His brain kinda just..stopped (?) working the moment you spoke, the food that he was making nearly burned as he quickly turned the stove off since it was already done. Niki couldn’t help but wonder if he heard right. He noticed how you looked around the kitchen, smiling and helping him prep the food for his unit-mates. After being alone, he thought about it for sometime, grabbing your hand softly and bringing you back to the kitchen to kiss you softly against the counter

-“You’re so cute when you help me around, we should bake together sometime..”

[poetryandfluffycats]

One of Those Nights

A/N: this is the first fic I've ever posted on here please be kind 😭

Pairing: Leo Tsukinaga x fem! reader

Warnings: Maybe slightly ooc Leo, very mild cussing

Content: Leo has a habit of waking up with inspiration at weird hours, this is one of those times

Words: 625

Oneshot under cut!

"Wahahha! I'm a genius! Look (name), aren't I genius?"

Leo had a habit of doing this. Waking up at some ungodly hour of the night after inspiration hit him. Which was great, as his partner I loved that he was working so hard for his unit. Only problem was, these late night bursts of creativity often woke me up, and Leo would not stop blabbering until he fell back asleep himself.

I was laying ontop of the covers with my feet in the air as I watched Leo at his desk, papers sprawled out everywhere. His ginger hair was down from his usual ponytail and his green eyes sparkled with delight. He was beautiful, yes, but also quite a pain in the ass at times.

"(name) (name) (name)~ what do you think of these lyrics? Aren't they good? I can't wait to show everyone!" He flung some papers over at the bed and I barely managed to catch them.

"Yes darling, your a genius" I mumbled sleepily as I read through the scribbles on the paper. It was just a few random verses and a chorus thrown together, but it did flow nicely.

"Yes! Isn't it great! I wrote it about you, can you tell? It's a love song" He was bouncing up and down in his chair like a little kid. I couldn't help but smile at his antics.

I gently placed the paper down on the bed and rested my head in arms, creating a makeshift pillow for myself.

"Hmm" I hummed in response to Leo and closed my eyes, my tiredness slowly taking over my body. I could almost feel myself drifting into unconscious, until...

WACK!

"Ack! What-" I suddenly found myself with Leo sitting on my back, a pillow in his hand and a shit-eating grin on his face. Obviously, I wasn't getting away that easy.

"Hey! You can't go to sleep yet, I still have so many ideas to tell you about," he gave me the biggest puppy dog eyes, "Please?"

I sighed. There was just no way I could stay mad at him. Not at those eyes. Looking up at him, I smiled and caressed his cheek, rubbing my thumb against his soft skin. "Can you at least come to bed? I promise, you can still tell me all about your genius plans"

"Hmmmm" Leo leaned his head into my hand, pondering my question.

I gave him a quick peck on the lips, "Please?"

A small blush dusted his cheeks and his expression lightened, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips, "okay, since you asked so nicely"

He sild off me and snuggled under the covers, making grabby hands at me to follow suit.

I rolled my eyes and sild in beside him, my chest flush against his and our faces inches apart. I wrapped my arms around him and lazily slung my leg over his, taking in the warmth of his body.

"So, tell me about these ideas of yours"

"Oh! Well I had this thought about-"

And off he went, rambling on about whatever came to his mind in the moment. I just laid there, listening to him and occasionally giving him a kiss whenever he stopped to breath.

Slowly but surely, his brainstorming slowed down, and I could see his eyelids growing heavy. He nuzzled into my chest and his speech became more slurred and incoherent as he continued, until he was nothing more than a blabbering mess.

I placed a soft kiss to his forehead, "Goodnight darling"

"Hmm, nighty night.."

With that, he was out like a light.

I smiled to myself, nuzzling my head into his ginger locs and sighing.

Maybe these late night brainstorms weren't such a bad thing.

[thebisexualprincess]

Going Against Gravity - Tsukinaga Leo x Reader

Leo asks you to come see him.

contains: gn!reader, implied(?) reader likes Leo, Ensemble Square

genres: fluff i guess lol

words: 460

a/n: my second fic ever posted on tumblr!

also available on ao3

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You are peacefully walking through the halls of Ensemble Square when you suddenly receive a phone call from Leo. Once you accept the call, Leo immediately declares your name with a tone of urgency.

“Hey! Come to the practice room at the corner of the 20th floor, now~”

Then he hangs up. Since Leo is your good friend, you decide to go to the room he asks you to go to. You head to the elevators and press the appropriate button.

After a few minutes of waiting and none of the elevators seem to be responding, you wonder if the elevators are broken. Disappointing, but no problem; you can use the stairs, so you head to the stairs.

Then you realize the 20th floor, where Leo is awaiting you, is over ten floors above the floor you’re currently standing on. Going against the forces of gravity, it will take a while to walk. But perhaps the thought of Leo impatiently waiting for your arrival lingering in your mind is the most difficult challenge.

Despite wishing to reach Leo quicker, you still have no other option but to walk up the stairs. But when you heard him on the call, he sounded urgent. You don’t want him to wait any longer, so you decide to run up against the forces of gravity. Though your legs feel tired, the thought that you will soon see Leo motivates you. It seems to take some burden out of your legs. Or perhaps you think about Leo so much your mind has no space to register any exhaustion?

Finally, you reach the 20th floor of Ensemble Square. You try to catch your breath as you walk down the hall. With exhaustion comes thirst. Luckily, you brought a water bottle with you, so you open the bottle and take it to your mouth to drink the water. Once you reach the practice room at the corner, you open the door as you secretly hope to see Leo waiting for you.

“Ucchu~☆ You're here! Ah—here it comes, inspiration!”

Leo greets you and quickly returns to his composing. He smiles as he scribbles on his papers. Because you see him smiling, your face lit up with a smile. A few moments later, you realize Leo did not tell you why he called you, so you ask him.

“Oh? Because I need my muse~! Appreciate all the songs given to the world when I see my muse!”

He continues to scribble on his papers happily while you watch. So you walked up ten floors to see him because he needs you for inspiration, which allows the world to hear more of his songs? That definitely gets rid of any exhaustion. Or did you really want to see him?

[instexcamera]

I'm weak to temptation and also really loved the ramblings so may I request a Leo smut with the Former king×Loyal bodyguard AU we talked ? Afab!reader please

Pairing: King!Leo x Dog Kemonomimi!Reader

Warnings: Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Breeding kink, Dom character

A/N: Hi hi, I would like to say I apologize for how long this took, I got severely burnt out from finals and writing so I took a break which is why I have not posted, it was tiring to have to force myself to write however it is much better now! I also struggled with this some but I think it turned out ok. Also I regret ever talking about this AU because now I'm thinking of what everyone would be

Word Count: 5.3k

18+ pass this point

The coup détat was a surprise, the unwarranted banishment of the king, Leo Tsukinaga, by one of his nobles. You had followed Leo of course, having a strong sense of loyalty for him. In his luxurious days, he had taken great care of you, his most trusted knight. One of the only people who truly recognized you and held compassion. Being a kemonomimi many had assumed you were a servant, only good for simple tasks, working day in day out. Leo, however, had seen you as someone to respect, he held respect for everyone no matter what they were. He had found your fluffy ears and tail cute, and when he realized you could fight he appointed you as his own personal bodyguard.

So when the noble, Tsukasa Suou, had forcefully taken Leo's place and threw him out, you followed obediently. You did not have to flee since no banishment decree was placed upon you. Yet the thought of that caring king who you loved so much out in the wilderness alone, made you chase after him. Truth be told he could have taken care of himself. He was strong willed and thoughtful, courageous in battle and caring. He was a hunter and could acquire his own food, yet you followed.

Changing into peasant clothes, bundling up in blankets and furs, bringing a small pouch filled with a few gold coins, sword at your side you set off into the frozen wilderness after your precious king. No one had stopped you, any passerby thinking you an impoverished merchant heading out to brave the dangers of the winter with nothing but some furs and a sword to your name. Walking in the snow was unpleasant and you hadn't known where Leo had gotten but with the blizzard it must not have been too far. You were correct, half an hour of walking, when you didn't think you could continue, a splash of orange in the pristine white caught your attention.

It was Leo, lying helplessly in the snowfall, eyes closed, lips a horrible blue. They had sent him out in thin peasant garb, nothing meant for a mighty king. You had thought he would pass that day, but your immediate care for him had nourished him back slowly. Bundling him in the blankets you had brought, carrying him in your arms until you discovered a sound cave, which was where you and him "lived".

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"Wahaha! You were successful in gathering intel from the citizens! Even stealing some nut bread and sweet coffee! I will have to repay that subject in kind when I have reclaimed my rightful position." Your tail wagged unconsciously at his praise, whenever he complimented you, you couldn't shield the happiness which threatened to burst out of you. He didn't seem to mind it though, never commenting on it. Bowing down on your knees, looking up at your king's face, proudly presenting the items, "Yes my king, I shall tell you all I have learned once we sit down and eat. I do believe we have some leftover rabbit from yesterday if you wish to eat meat with our meal, or we can save it for dinner."

A ghost of a melancholy smile passes over his lips, but only for a moment, you would have missed it had you blinked. "Do not bow to me, I am no longer a king. Besides you are a trusted companion there is no need for formalities. And I have told you to not refer to me as 'king' use Leo". With a bright smile on his face, he takes the goods from your hands, abruptly turning, tiger orange hair swinging widely. Ears flattened against your head in a moment of despair, however the feeling didn't last long, your Leo was not upset just stating something he wished.

You were relieved to not be required to bow, your 'outfit', more like rags, was scratchy and itchy, hugging your body more than you appreciated. Not to mention your tail kept getting caught on some part, the fur ripping every now and then almost making you yelp. Standing back up, smoothing out the pathetic dress, oh how you wished to be back in your hunting outfit. The material was much softer and stretchy, allowing more movement and wasn't as stuffy. Changing into the outfit would be a good idea, if someone from the kingdom wandered out here it would be easier to claim you were a hunter and not tending to the king, who should be dead.

The cracking of twigs and the rustling of leaves announces Leo's presence before his voice yells out, "It's so beautiful, I know you want to eat in the cave because it's safer, but no one would come out here! And if someone did, they wouldn't mind us." This argument again, he didn't understand the citizens thought him dead. Even if it was known the king lived, Tsukasa would search the forest himself until he found him. He would execute him the moment he laid eyes on him.

"No my ki- Leo. It is too dangerous, I have told you countless times! The kingdom is restless and uneasy since your banishment. Tsukasa is struggling with his hold on power and the neighboring lands see this as an opportunity to overthrow us. If it was found that you still live they'd have your head, I do not wish to see you used as decoration such as they do to unicorns." Leo opens his mouth as if to argue with your statement, but the excitement quickly deflates as your words set in. He knew you were right, you always were, he was the one with compulsive thoughts and actions. You were the one who fought them, usually making him see reason, this time too he saw it was dangerous.

A pout on his pretty face as he looks away, body deflated as he trudged back to the cave. You hated denying him, he was always so carefree and loving, but his safety must come first. At least he understood why these actions were needed and respected them. You needed to stop dwelling on Leo, your clothes were getting no less stuffy and you were out in the open. The cave wasn't far, a change of clothes would feel so good against your skin, tail having more freedom of movement and not getting caught on the fabric was a joy you wanted too.

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The soft, stretchy fabric of your shirt was a blessing. More comfortable were the pants you were wearing, allowing for freedom of movement of your limbs and tail. Stretching it out since the dress before had cramped it some. Said dress was folded neatly and piled into a corner of the cave along with others. All were stolen from the kingdom, found in merchants' carts who were drinking away at the taverns, too drunk to realize they left a cart laden with supplies unintended. Opposite that pile were finer male garments, meant for Leo. You could rarely find anything besides peasant clothes but he never complained, always dutifully dressing in whatever was brought back.

Leo was currently setting out the few plates you had, tearing the bread apart with his hands and placing them on the plates. He had a few flowers beside him which he set on top of the bread, making an awkward sort of arrangement. Coming to sit in front of him, giggling at how he attempted to make the food presentable. The bright sun colored flowers provided a splash of color to the bread, adding in with the nuts making it look like a depressed artist's painting.

"There, a meal fit for a king because I am eating it, I bet none of the others have ever tried bread such as this before! I am the first, whaha!" Tail absentmindedly starting to wag, brushing over the cold stone of the cave floor. You admired his optimism even in the poorest of conditions. He couldn't leave this forest, let alone stroll far from the cave, having to spend his days walking the same areas or sleeping. Leo was lively and rambunctious so staying in one spot was hard for him yet he managed. When you came back from your trips to the kingdom, bareing food or supplies he would help you, instantly starting conversation.

"My dear knight, would you like some coffee? I fear it may be a tad cold since you brought it over but it shall be tasty nonetheless." He gives a small little bow, mimicking how you treat him. Holding out your stolen cup, glinting dully in the light from shining in from the midday sun. "Yes of course my king, I would be delighted." Leo pours the coffee, the rich dark liquid filling up the cup, some splashing over the side. When yours is full he fills his, his face immediately turning serious. Lunch was when you reported all your findings, perhaps coming up with a plan on how to take back the throne. "You mentioned a kingdom is planning a conquest? Is it the Land of Eternal Stars? Tenshouin is one who would, he is power hungry and has the means to achieve it." He takes a sip from his cup, verdant green eyes boring into yours. "Yes, it is all the citizens talk of but nothing is confirmed, they are all baseless assumptions." He visibly relaxes, letting out a sigh. Ignoring that, instead looking down into your own cup, reflection warped by the rich liquid.

"What about Tsukasa? Anything new about him, I already knew his control would fade. He is nothing but a child playing pretend. He will run my country to the ground if we do not attempt something." Ears drooped as you took a long sip of coffee before answering, the cold liquid was watery, the taste of coffee was barely there, this was a commoner's drink. "He is still in charge and maintaining his position however more doubt in his abilities arise. The citizens still think him a fraud and as the moons pass they feel more certain. Your battle captain, Izumi, has fled. It is not certain why but it is rumored it was from a fight. Izumi did not want to report to him or fight, calling him a wolf and saying he would rather die than be Tsukasa's protector."

Giant laughs erupt from Leo, quickly turning into coughs as he absorbs this information, putting down his cup before he spills it. "Izumi, I would have never guessed, he acted as if he loathed me, however once I am gone he wishes me back. I will have a proper conversation with him once I am back." You remember that he was right, when you had crossed paths with Izumi he seemed to despise everyone, however that must have just been his demeanor. He must be devoted to Leo to flee his home, not knowing if he can ever return.

Leo wipes tears out of his eyes, slightly shaken by held back giggles from your information. "Let us eat our meal, there is much to do before night envelopes us in her dark embrace. I also have a song I wish to sing you, I composed it while you were gone today." Nodding in agreement, spirits picking up as your ears right themselves again, looking forward to his song.

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Night had fallen which meant the moss curtain Leo and you made needed to be drawn across the cave entrance. It was made not long after you had settled here, deciding it was to be kept up most of the time so any passerby would think nothing of the hidden cave, assuming it was mossy rocks. Of course there were exceptions, sometimes the curtain was let up so sunlight could stream in, such as today. Now the winter months were passing so you often came back to find them drawn up more and more often. Chastising Leo at first until you gave in, telling him it was fine but at the first sign of a suspicious individual he needed to let it down.

Using some sticks to light a fire while Leo fixed the curtain. Striking a rock against some steel you had taken from the village, small sparks emitting until a fire caught. The days may have been warm but the nights were still cold. A small yay emits from the entrance of the cave, signaling Leo had succeeded in fixing the curtain. Your fire's crackling steadily, and the sound of footsteps getting closer announcing Leo was heading towards you.

Pulling a folded pile of clothes toward you, similar one next to it for Leo. It was your nightdress, Leo had a similar one however his consisted of a grey shirt and brown shorts. Yours was a plain flowy white, highlighting your chest however Leo never said anything. Each of you only had two pairs of night clothes. They were harder to find in the village, even harder to steal. Stripping off your shirt, feeling bare and vulnerable with nothing on. A huff from behind you signals Leo. You and him had changed in front of each other many times now, yet you found he still couldn't quite handle looking at your naked body. His face would turn beet red as he averted his eyes however you never mentioned it. Leo deserved his pride after everything which had occurred.

Pulling the light gown over your head, careful to make sure it doesn't snag on your ears. Watching as Leo bares himself of his own shirt, catching a glimpse of his scarred back before the light grey fabric covers him. You don't continue watching, knowing he'll switch his pants next. He didn't need to catch you with a flush and ears and tail perking up. This reminds you of your own pants, heavily mismatched with the white gown you wore. Quickly pulling them off, tossing them with your shirt. The feeling of the fire warmed air against your bare skin felt nice, relishing the feeling before a small cough from Leo takes your attention once more.

It was time to talk of plans to take back the throne. Every night since you had found him weak in the snow you talked of how to overthrow Tsukasa. So far none of the ideas had taken root and this night would be no different. Leo was sitting near the fire, cross legs outstretched and staring at you. He had already changed and the fire light was casting a golden hue on him. He looked ethereal in the light, such a mighty king may look on a golden dawn. "Ahem, my knight, what is the matter? We need to discuss our plan of action, we have yet to decide on one and I fear we may be running out of time. The Land of Eternal Stars will not hold off long. I need my throne so my kingdom will survive."

You start to bow before shaking your head, instead scooting closer to the warmth of the flames and Leo. Whenever it came to these plans he was serious, his impulsive tendencies rarely showed and he thought through everything. "We covered that Tsukasa is losing hold on his power. Perhaps we could use that to our advantage. The subjects could throw him off the throne if they all attempt it but I fear many innocent lives would be lost." Nodding your head yes in agreement, afraid to speak and ruin his concentration. "What if you sneak into the castle and assassinate him? That would work would it not?"

Letting out a deep sigh as you shake your head. It was not the first time he had brought up this plan and you had to deny him each time. You hated having to dash that small ray of hope he had in his eyes when you looked at him. "No Leo. I am sorry, I have told you this before. It is simply not plausible, they would catch me and execute me. You must know it is not like how it was when you ruled. They will not freely let me roam the castle, trespassers are killed on sight."

Just as the times before his eyes lose that shine as he looks down at the rocky floor. Times like these were often now and you hated how you had grown used to him losing hope. He takes a moment to stare down before his head turns up once again, eyes closed as a smile rests on his lips. "I know. Let's move on to a happier topic, one I haven't thought about in ages. Once I take the throne I need a queen and I have yet to decide who I wish to marry. I will need an heir soon, the kingdom expects it. And I wish for you to be my queen dear knight. Of course you would still be able to fight, however you would be married to me."

Looking away from him as your face heats up, hoping he would not notice. Leo had mentioned this in passing before however you hadn't thought he meant it. You remember in his office he had many letters from nobles, asking for his hand in marriage for their daughters. Simple replies of "I am sorry, I must refuse" had been sent out to all of them. You had thought that perhaps none of them had fit his taste, not that you were supposed to be queen.

Shuffling sounds from beside you remind you that you just answer Leo. You must refuse him no matter how much you may not wish too. Leo was someone you'd love to spend your life with in a more intimate relationship but he was king and you were his loyal knight. Steeling a frown on your face as you look back up, except he had moved to be right beside you. When you had been lost in your thoughts he had taken the chance to move closer, his lips were so close to yours. An expectant look in his beautiful eyes, full of love that you must dash against the jagged rocks of reality.

"I am sorry, my king. I must decline, I appreciate your offer. But I, a kemonomimi, cannot become a queen. You must know this, there was already disapproval of me being your personal knight. There would be backlash from the citizens, you cannot afford that." You didn't look at his face when you refused, looking down at his body instead. You didn't want to decline, you loved him more than anything yet, for the good of the kingdom you had to refuse. It was not an offer, it was a declaration of love you hadn't wanted to hear. A warm wet drop lands on your hand, he must be crying, but then why is your vision blurry.

Leo's hand slides under your chin, forcing you to face him. That smile hadn't left him, his face was blurry but you could make out that he had no upset look. "Why my knight, must you cry after rejecting me? This does not make it seem like a proper decline from your feelings but rather a decision made off of others opinions. I am the king, perhaps not in the castle, but I am. The subjects will listen to me, they will not find fault in you. If they do, I will address it, you will not deal with that issue." That would explain the tears, they were not his, but yours. That is why he is not giving up, your despair at your own rejection shows through. Before you can respond his lips press against yours, soft then with more intensity. His were surprisingly soft, even after months of going without his lotions and creams. Yours are cracked and dry, never really using any of the products he had given you. He had no care for how rough yours felt, continuing the kiss.

The hand on your chin moves up to wipe away the tears that had fallen. Your crying had stopped. Leo's other hand moving up your body, stopping at your ears, stroking at the base where he knew it was most sensitive. His hands felt so nice, no had ever done something like this before. Moaning a little into the kiss before catching yourself, attempting to act as if nothing happened. Leo must have heard as you feel him press more of his body against you, forcing you to lay back. You could feel the cold stone underneath your back, your nightdress being no barrier. It would be uncomfortable in this position for both you and him if he continued which you are sure he would do.

Diss connects your lips from his as he moves to your neck, kissing it. The feeling was foreign, making you shiver. "Leo, move to the blankets please." The words came out strained, he was affecting you more than you realized. A small hum comes from him as the hand in your hair slides down to your back, his other hand does too. The feeling of his kisses leave as he picks you up to shuffle over the few feet to reach the blankets, dumping you on them in an haphazard way. The impact makes you let out an oomph, tail striking the ground in an awkward way causing pain to spike. Before you could protest Leo was on you once more, one hand reaching around to soothe where your tail hit, other hand dipping under your gown.

"I'll put an heir into you sooner rather than later, so even if you are worried they cannot ignore you if you have my child. Wouldn't you like that too my knight? It must be the greatest honor to have me take you in this way." Nodding your head along to his words, too afraid to speak and have an embarrassing yelp leave instead. Your attention was focusing less on his filthy words than the way his hand was making its way up your stomach. Leo's hands were calloused from days using a sword, which were many. Having a personal knight did not deter him from fighting in battles. Today you appreciated his battle worn hands more than ever as they pinch at your nipple.

Much to your embarrassment, your thin gown wasn't doing much to hide the bud as it hardened. Poking through the fabric when Leo moves his hand away. You feel your face flush harder as you look away into the fire, hoping you weren't as red as you felt. It wasn't long until you felt the hand on your tail slide up, grabbing at your waist. Leo had been quiet for a while, silently twisting and pulling at your nipple as you struggled to stay quiet and still. It wasn't long until his head dips down to take the nipple he had been messing with into his mouth. His sharp fangs graze the skin slightly as he sucks on it, making you arch, chest pressing itself further into Leo's warm mouth.

One of his hands trails down till it reaches your panties, pulling slightly at the waist and before dipping a finger inside. Gasping, waiting for him to slip a finger inside yet the feeling never comes. He lets his hand rest on your warm skin. You almost want to cry out but the way he was sucking on your nipple and how his other hand was placing itself in your hair you don't. His hand brushes over your ear which was pinned down as you succumb to the pleasure he's giving to you. His index traces the outline of the base of your ear ever so slowly making a keen leave you. Leo was being so mean, he was teasing you, you could feel the way the corners of his mouth were lifted in a smile.

Suddenly, the feeling of his mouth is gone, leaving you feeling cold. You don't let out any noise, knowing you were lucky to receive any touch like this from him. The hand that was resting oh so close to your hole moved a little, before plunging inside you without warning. Eyes rolling straight, the pain from him inserting his fingers dry making tears form at the corners of your eyes. He lets out a laugh at your reaction before using this opportunity to attach himself to your neck as his fingers work you open. When you come back to your senses you wonder where to place your hands. Train of thought is momentarily distracted when the thrusts of Leo's fingers turn more pleasurable.

Your own wetness was starting to act as a lubricant, the pain you had felt melting in a pleasurable sensation. Hands choosing to grip Leo's shirt as he makes his own hums of approval at how your body was reacting. You almost yelp when Leo grinds the palm of his hand against your clit, the sudden feeling causing stars to appear in your vision. These sensations Leo was causing were unnatural, you had never indulged in these types of acts, too worried about Leo. How ironic it is that he is the one who will take your innocence and by the way he joyfully bites into your neck you can tell he loves it. An unusual feeling starts to appear in your stomach the more Leo continues his ministrations. He must be able to tell too, the way your body twitches under his hold and how you attempt to grind against his fingers any indicator.

Your eyes start to roll back as Leo's fingers get faster, he has stopped sucking on your neck to watch your face. That feeling in your stomach unexpectedly snaps when Leo curls his fingers just right, causing you to release on him. Back arching up as a squeal escapes as your fluids gush out on Leo. He doesn't remove himself until you're panting. You could barely focus on anything, that sensation taking over your mind. You had never known how great being intimate with Leo would be, always assuming he had no desire in any sort of acts like this. Not that you would have asked him to partake in this with you anyways, however he had indicated this.

Too lost in the aftershocks of your orgasm you hadn't noticed that Leo wasn't in your grasp anymore. It wasn't until his arms slipped under your body and flipped you over onto your stomach did you realize. Face being pushed into the blankets as one hand stays on your head, forcing you into a position with your head down. "My lovely knight, you released so good on my fingers, why not on my cock too huh? You'll enjoy it, but then again you enjoy everything I give you dear knight. So raise your ass up, it'll give me better access." Hands gripping into the blankets as you comply.

You had no room to really respond, face pressed down in such a way you couldn't quite open your mouth. In a moment you feel his tip prodding against your hole. He must have freed himself without you noticing. Pressing your hips back against him as best you could with one of his hands forcing you down, feeling the tip pop in. A muffled moan escapes at the feeling. Only his tip was in yet it was already so much better than his fingers. If your mouth wasn't being forced closed you would be drooling, you were sure of it. Leo continues pushing in, the drag of his thick cock splitting you open was foreign yet so welcoming. Based on his grunts he must be enjoying this as much as you.

When he finally bottoms out you are sure he must be showing through your stomach. You hadn't gotten a good look at his cock but based on feeling alone he must be around nine inches, thick, with veins you could feel dragging against your walls. He wasn't moving, you were grateful. He was letting you get used to the feeling of him. "Do I feel better than you would have imagined? Anyone would be ecstatic to do this with me, how do you feel, dear knight, knowing you're the one I've chosen?" A high pitched whine is your response yet that must have been enough of an answer because Leo only responds with a chuckle as his hips pull out, only to slam back in.

The force of it knocks you further into the blankets, feeling the rough stone underneath. The position was not exactly comfortable but you were with Leo and he wanted you in it. Your ears must be laid back against your head with how good he was fucking into you. You knew your tail was sticking straight up, a lovely sight for him. It wasn't long until you felt him slam into you as far as he could. The feeling of his warm seed inside of you causing you to shiver. With the position you were in it felt like it was flowing deeper inside you. "I see you haven't released my knight. I feel as if I can go once more, how about we do it together? Would you like that? I want to fill you as much as I can but it seems like that won't be today, I am sorry."

You can only hum out a yes, he had not slipped out one bit and the feeling of his thighs pressed flush to your ass was welcomed. It took a moment for the grip he had on your hair to tighten, so close to the sensitive base of your ears you were afraid it'd start hurting. He stays still for a moment, you had thought he'd continue after his words however he is still. His grip on you doesn't let up almost as if he's wanting to build up your anticipation. Wiggling your hips back against him, hoping to get a message across but it does nothing. Leo is totally silent and still behind you, you can't see his face so you have no idea what he's planning.

Just before you're about to protest, he laughs, hips resuming a brutal pace. The loud slapping noises echo throughout the cave, almost blocking out Leo's and your own noises. It doesn't take long before lewd wet sounds join the mix, Leo using his own release as more lubricant. He feels as he's thrusting harder than before, more intent on you having an orgasm than himself. The hand that's not in your hair slides between your thighs, starting to rub harshly against your clit. That familiar coil wines up in your stomach, the rough pounding from Leo and stimulation to your clit almost pushing you to the edge. Leo's own pants from above signal he's close as well, pace becoming more erratic as seconds pass.

A particularly harsh thrust from Leo and you're cumming around his cock, tightening around him as your legs give out, forcing you and him to the floor together. Your hips bang into the rough ground, pain racing through the aftershocks. It distracts you from the fact Leo's releasing once again, cum starting to spill out. He pulls out once he's fully emptied, not seemingly able to handle the tightness of your walls on his sensitive cock.

You can't move, his grip forcing you down is released but your jaw is sore, eyes blurry, and body aching. Hips even more so from the hit to the ground. Leo drops beside you, panting, having lost his shirt at some point as you watch his bare chest rise and fall. His face turns towards you, flush, bangs sticking to his forehead but he smiles. "My knight, that was fantastic. I know it will most likely not take tonight but we can continue some other time. I am not in a rush." Nodding along at his words, barely paying attention as you watch how the dying fire lights up his body in a dull orange glow, still so beautiful.

Before long you realize his eyes haven't opened and his breathing is calm. He had fallen asleep. A sliver of disappointment travels through you but you squish it down, opting instead to cuddle up close next to his warm body and take a rest yourself.

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please explain your izuleo playlist with as much detail as you want im interestedddd

MIKIIII THANK YOU. okay here's my playlist and im gonna do a song by song breakdown... I'll try and keep it decently brief so this doesn't become one million words but we'll see. my playlist is vaguely chronological so it starts pre-checkmate!

astroboy- suggi

okay so this one is just straight up a leo song. you just have to listen to it it's literally about him "I raised my hands up real high, they called me stupid when I asked why we couldn't fly. am I too far ahead of my friends, or I am late?" hellooooo hello. hi. leo tsukinaga everyone!!!! right down to the moon/space theming

"oh, the rain, you're losing your flame, where'd the burn, the passion go? you run through the pain, you're losing your aim, and you feel like you alone missed the grow" LITERALLY about his breakdown post checkmate. uagh.

cheerleader- ashnikko

an izumi song!!! I don't have to explain anything here you get the vibes

brand new city- mitski

having to preface this by saying I do not listen to mitski this is the only song of hers I listen to and only because it makes me think of izumi so much I feel like throwing up.

"If I gave up on being pretty I wouldn't know how to be alive, I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die." yeah. izumi sena.

yoru ni kakeru- yoasobi

well I'm sure you know this song and the story behind it "the seduction of thanatos" I think it works very well about the izuleo dynamic around this time when they're very codependent and leo is so severely depressed and suicidal. they're fucked up 👍

it's all so incredibly loud- glass animals

so this one makes me think of izumi going to see leo in a similar vein to lionheart but probably before that and he sees leo so broken and neither of them can bring themselves to say anything. "I tried, for you and I, for too hard, for too long" makes me think of the ending scene of lionheart and so on

softcore- the neighborhood

"you've been my muse for a long time, you get me through every dark night. I'm always gone, out on the go, I'm on the run and you're home alone"

"every time I kiss you, baby, I can hear the sound of breaking down"

you get it. you see the vision. more depression era stuff.

less of you- keshi

depression era leo... there's so many lines in this song that correlate to them but a fav is "too much time in the limelight, gimme your all on the land line, want it so bad but I won't lie and it just gets worse in the night time."

are you happy? - shy martin

"and I know I thought that pain's part of love, but I think I broke you, though I didn't mean to. but are you happy, looking back at us when you met me? would you go back and tell yourself to leave it, knowing what we know?" UARFGHBHBB izumi.... who killed cock robin ass song.

from now on we are enemies - fall out boy

I've talked about this one EXTENSIVELY before but it really is just a song about leo tsukinaga. what else can I say.

always- keshi

well yk.

bad thoughts- half alive

i love when they hate eachother. they don't actually truly hate eachother but man sometimes it feels like it. everything hurts. "like a time you gave your all but just got hurt, like a crack in the mirror bringing out your worst"

to everyone who wants to die- takayan

read the translation oh my goddddd. leo. leo

sing to me- missio

this is a song I DREAM of making an animatic to its just so deeply fundamentally leo

never ending song- conan gray

okay this one is a bit more specific but I like to think of leo while he's out of school seeing izumi in a magazine or an ad or something.. and that brings with it a whole ton of complicated feelings

"but we've grown too close, now it can't amount to nothing. I can hear your voice in the music on the radio, and it goes on and on and on, like a never-ending song" you get ittttt

bodybag- chloe moriondo

more of the vibes more of the complicated feelings . this one is mostly here bc I love it and was thinking about izlo while listening icl. unrelated but chloe moriondo is cool as hell they have some awesome music videos especially the one for this song

love or the lack thereof - isaac dunbar

the epitome of pre/early ! izlo love. to meeee also I just love love loveeee it as a song

last minute - kitty

"you're the loop of rope I hung up in my stupid closet" "you're all poised and im made of poison" do you get it do you GET it. it's leo about izumi frfrfrrr

"could you wrap your hands all the way around my neck, and tell me where I stand, tell me everything I'm wrecking when I spin. take over my breath, in out in, I am missing you to death"

android girl- deco*27

I love this song and while I love the original im partial to rachies english cover especially the lines

"we restart and fall apart together, what we have will drag on in this way forever"

"make it stop, make it stop there's so much guilt and regret, I don't get how I can forget and start to hope again, we haven't even come to the end, so much for promising together forever, we aren't even friends"

the girl in my memories- jeebanoff

"in place of your fleeing love, only my sad solitude remains, even though that time won't come again, the memories that are gone, are forever" more depression yaaay

achilles come down- gang of youths

SORRY it's just such a compelling look at depression and being suicidal... so many of these songs are about Leo's depression but I swear this part of the playlist is over soon and moves further in the timeline. I really love this song it's just... everything about it... leo is achilles here of course and the voices talking him down and telling him to go through with it are his family/izumi and his own mind/the students from school respectively.

calender girl- stars

"all of the things that I thought were so easy just got harder and harder each day. december is darkest, in june there's the light, but this empty bedroom won't make anything right, while out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home, who waits up for me all through the night- calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive"

HEALING!!!!! GROWING AS A PERSON!!!!!! OVERCOMING DEPRESSION!!!! DO YOU GET IT

"I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do, and when I awoke I was sure it was true. I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky, and said "whoever is up there, please don't let me die," but I can't live forever, I can't always be, one day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea"

crush of judgement- knights killers

i don't need to explain this one

move me- half alive

THE izuleo song THE reason I made this playlist. won't you be my song when I cant dance WON'T YOU BE MY SONG WHEN I CANT DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!! LIGHT MY FIRE BURN THE TREES!!!!!!!!! also watch the music video it's gorgeous

the third heart- harumaki gohan

first of all go play genei ap rn it's a short mobile game created by this artist featuring lots of their songs about a reserved girl who loves music and her more extroverted friend who asks her for song recs. it's a very izuleo vibes game and just a beautiful game in general I think you'll love it sm mikiii

second of all.... just. this song. play the game and watch the music video for the full impact frfr 🫶 anyway back to izuleo

back around- half alive

depression never truly leaves but you get better!! it gets better!!! there are bad days but there are so so many good days!!! this whole album is kinda izlo vibes

you get me so high- the neighborhood

"you're my best friend I'll love you forever" 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 makes me think of them... kind of talking about their past .... not very well because they have no emotional maturity but still.

silent oath- knights

for obvious reasons

reunion- harumaki gohan

I imagine this is after the end of ! era .. they've both grown and matured immensely as people.. it'd probably have more impact if I read requiem but um..... I'll get to it... (I've been saying this for a year and a half) to me it's a goodbye to their teenage years and the ups and downs and them moving forward into adulthood and a more stable relationship

don't be so hard on your own beauty- yeule

they help eachother heal 🥹. this one is a bitttt more reliant on some of my takes on izumi that I don't really wanna get into rn but yk. it's here. it's vibey. things were bad and now they are better. there's sunlight streaming though their apartment window. they don't have anywhere else to be this morning. yk.

work of art- downer Inc, kellin quinn

ueeeghhvhb they love eachother.... izumi brings leo inspiration.... these descriptions are getting less and less coherent

I swear ill never leave again - keshi

ueeeeueueueuehhhehhehhehuuueueue

infinitely ordinary- the wrecks

I like the romance of mundanity.. I think they could be happy.. it's very hopeful and a good ending to the playlist

[loveisunison]

HIII since I probably have a bunch of mutuals that aren't familiar with Enstars, I thought I'd make this as a fun game !! Welcome to meet my f/o™ where I give you some basic insight into my partners :3

This right here is my dear fiance !!

His full name is Leo Tsukinaga and he's 20 years old.

He's an idol in a unit called Knights, as well as a renowned composer! He's always had a passion for music and, when he was a kid, he liked making up and performing songs to make his little sister smile. He is recognized as a genius by everyone around him, able to compose full songs on the spot and being his unit's primary source of new music.

Personality wise, he's very energetic and carefree, often being compared to a kid or even a cat at times. He likes to joke around and enjoy people's company, being very vocal about how much he loves others!

Although he can be seen as immature at times, he is a very deeply responsible and caring person who can be serious if needed and would sacrifice himself for the well-being of those closest to him. This, unfortunately, has resulted in a lot of people hurting him in the past and even driving him to lock himself away in his room during a period of depression.

Nonetheless, things are looking brighter than ever for him !!! And you can all rest assured I won't let him go unloved <33 this is but a tiny summary since I could go on and on for ages, but I hope this humble post of mine will help everyone understand him a little better regardless !!

Here are some scenes of him that I find really funny 😭 AND any Leo related questions are always welcome don't be shy :3

[blue-macaron]

royalty au (pt. 2)

characters: madara mikejima, leo tsukinaga, crazy:b, and cameos from future characters

x gn!reader, fluff (slight angst for Madara I’m sorry),  4.1k words total

a/n: I’ve been having such bad writer’s block, so sorry it took this long for me to post this. Going to try and get to requests, but again, if I disappear for a while it’s probably because I have writer’s block...Hope everyone enjoys this!

part 1. (undead + knights - leo)

It’s been a while since you’ve met Rei, your life changing a lot thanks to the new people you’ve become friends with. There’s barely a single week that goes by without something happening, whether it would be a big or small event, it still counts in your book.

You’ve decided to live between the palace and your home, thanks to Rei giving you a room in the castle for whenever you wanted to stay over. At first you were reluctant, feeling that he had already done so much for you. Yet Rei shook his head and simply told you that you were dear to him, so he didn’t mind.

This week you ventured out into the city, wanting to buy a couple of things for yourself. As you walked throughout the stalls, your eyes looked around, smelling the fresh food and hearing a lot of chatter.

But your wonder quickly turned into panic, the bag that was held into your hand was snatched quickly by a hooded person. You were about to yell for help until a tall man popped out of nowhere, simply picking up the hooded figure and laughing.

Your jaw dropped, a couple of guards had come your way, the hooded figure taken away. The tall man turned towards you and smiled, putting your bag back into your hands. He winked, turning away and disappearing into the crowd. It wasn’t until you were back into the castle when you looked into your bag, realizing there was a small slip of paper in it.

‘Call for Mama if you ever need help! -Mama’

....?????

You turned the paper over, but it was blank. ..Mama? You questioned the choice of words, but thanks to the man your things were fine, so you decided he didn’t seem to be a bad person.

It was at dinner where you had been talking with Rei, Koga, Adonis, and Kaoru. You spoke of the incident that had happened, surprised exclamations coming from your friends. Adonis quickly peered into your face, turning it with his hands. You could hear Koga swear under his breath, and Kaoru with concern in his eyes. Rei stared at you, tilting his head. He asked if someone had helped you, and that brought the note back into your memory. You took out the note that was stashed into your pocket, giving it to Rei. All four of them looked at the note, recognition in all of their eyes. Rei laughed, Adonis’s eyes widened, Kaoru looked... mystified, and Koga shrugged.

You were curious to know who your savior was, opening your mouth to ask.

The doors burst open, and in walked the very man you were about to talk about.

“Mama’s here, do not fear!”

‘Oh dear...’ is all you could think about before he skipped into the room.

Madara Mikejima:

He was a very eccentric person is what you concluded. He would often ask you to call him Mama for some reason, yet when you asked why he had always laughed it off and switched topics.

Whenever you needed help, somehow he was always there for you. Carrying something heavy? He pops up and takes it out of your hands, asking where you were going. Feeling tired? Suddenly you’re swept off your feet and into his arms (you knew he was strong, yet you could feel the muscles in his arms from how he was bridal carrying you). Even if you insisted you could walk, Madara would just smile and bring you to your room to rest.

You had never really worried about him, but it wasn’t until you stumbled upon him with a somber face that your heart rate started to pick up. You softly called out his name, the only indication of him hearing you was the slight turn in his head towards you. Walking to him, you sat next to him, the night shining down on the both of you.

Madara sighed, before resting his head on your shoulder. You jolted a little, before placing your hand on his head and combing through his locks. The crickets chirped out, the wind blowing had made you shiver a bit. Madara had took his head off your shoulder, and before you could ask anything he placed his jacket on you, a sign of caring even when he was down. You wrapped your hands around his head, cradling him softly. He had put his arms around your waist, burying his head into the crook of your neck.

Silence engulfed between you two, a vast difference from how you usually met. Yet it wasn’t so bad, a silent understanding that sometimes you will have bad days, and that today was one for Madara. You two stayed like that for a while, sleep starting to creep into your eyes. Madara suddenly picked you up gently, walking to your room. You could only watch as he carried you away from the night sky, his warmth making you even more sleepy.

Your eyes had fluttered open as you awoke, and you realized as you turned your head, that Madara hadn’t left you last night. While you were tucked into bed, Madara was on the chair next to your bed, slouching. Reaching your hand out, you brushed a stray hair from his face. You hoped Madara would have a good sleep, and before you left you placed a blanket on top of him, slipping out of the room.

“Ahahaha! I’m supposed to be the mama here, yet you ended up taking care of me! Don’t worry, mama will be the caretaker now. I’ll make sure to protect you from any danger!”

Leo Tsukinaga:

Okay to be honest, you didn’t even realize the guy standing behind Madara by the sheer commotion that Madara had brought when they came into the room. But once everything settled down, you learned that his name was Leo Tsukinaga.

To sum Leo up, he was all over the place. He held a bunch of paper in his hands, and you could see that his bag was also filled with sheets of music in it. You were on your way to the kitchen when Leo suddenly popped up, scaring you with how close his face was to yours. He smiled, and said that he needed inspiration for his music. You tilted your head before he grabbed your arm and suddenly dragged you with him. It seems that you are going to help him find it???

Leo quickly moved from place to place, exploring the Sakuma palace (you don’t know if he should be somewhere...) and gripping his hair in frustration when he couldn’t write. That happened multiple times, him trying to find a source of inspiration and then dragging you with him to the next place. You couldn’t figure out why he didn’t like the locations, with them having a good view of the city or with intricate carvings in the walls.

He sighed, before flopping down onto the floor. You startled, before crouching down and looking at what he had so far. But you didn’t notice him glancing at you, before is eyes sparkled. He grabbed a sheet, before writing down something at a furious speed. You didn’t expect this, being confused before Leo turned to you and grinned widely. He thanked you for helping (you’re still confused on what made him write like a madman), and continued to write while running off somewhere.

The next day you were walking around before a sheet of paper fell into your hands. Looking at the sheet, you were confused until you realized it was most likely Leo’s paper. Looking down, you saw Leo staring right back at you. You dropped the paper towards him, his arms stretched outward to catch it. He laughed before asking you if you liked the name of the song. You rubbed the back of your neck and said that you haven’t seen it. Leo laughed harder before saying that it was your name.

!?!?!?!?!

“You were my source of inspiration the other day, thank you for saving me from blank sheets! How about we go out to the city next time we meet?”

Crazy:B

It’s funny how life works out, doesn’t it? You were walking into an alley to get to a shop faster, before stopping in front of you and seeing.... oh my god is that man passed out???

Your heart rate picked up, and before you could go back the other direction, all of a sudden you felt a sting in the back of your head. The last thing you saw was a tuft of pink hair in your vision before it all turned black, and some yelling that became distorted.

Waking up you felt your head sore, trying to get up before a hand gently pushed you down. You became alarmed, but you realized that the person in front of you was a well known one. Madara was crouched in next to you, wearing a grin. You realized that Madara’s clothes were slightly different from usual, more darker, and seemingly more flexible in. Asking Madara what happened, he stroked the back of his neck and said it was a long story. Before you could press on the matter more, footsteps could be heard coming closer to you.

A guy with light pink hair stood in the doorway, a hand on his hip. He walked into the room, before bowing towards you. You were bewildered, and told him that he could stand back up.

He introduced himself as Kohaku, and apologized for what he had done to you. Explaining that he assumed you were a random civilian, and that he couldn’t risk someone knowing about this side job. So that’s why your head hurt... it seems that he knocked you out with the back of his dagger. (He sure does have a heavy hand..)

When you asked him about his side job, the room went silent, and Kohaku raised an eyebrow at Madara. The man in question just laughed and looked away.

Kohaku gave you a quick rundown of what their jobs were. Apparently him and Madara are partners in this group that dispose and interrogate people on the more, darker side of the spectrum. You whipped your head at Madara, but he only patted your head and said to not worry.

A couple of voices rang out, and there seemed to be company. Kohaku sighed loudly, telling you two to stay put and that he’ll deal with them. But before Kohaku could do anything, suddenly he had a redhead hanging off of his shoulders, with two other people peeking into the room.

What was this suffocating atmosphere..?

Kohaku pushed the man off of him, and scowled. He roughly pushed the rest of them in, and introduced them briefly. The man that was hanging from him was Rinne, the one with the ponytail was Niki, and the one with the blue hair was HiMERU. Rinne was about to say something, but then Kohaku pushed all of them out and said to buzz off for now.

He turned towards you and apologized for his housemates. Well, it seemed that your small break was over...

Kohaku Oukawa:

You weren’t sure on what to think of Kohaku in the beginning if you were being honest. He seemed like a good guy, but he also kept some things to himself. Kohaku was polite to you, offering a hand with your groceries when you happened to bump into him in the city. Although, you didn’t see him much otherwise. Usually it was later in the evening or early in the morning when you happened upon him, rarely seeing him outside of those time slots. 

The sky had been slowly turning dark, and you were worried about getting back home until a voice had called out to you. Kohaku was leaning against the wall of an alleyway, and offered his hand to you. Curious on what he had planned, you took his hand, and he guided you throughout many alleyways and into a field. You tilted you head, confused on what he was doing. He simply nodded, before further leading you to a spot where you could see the sky clearly.

The stars were sparkling, and Kohaku sat down, before motioning for you to do the same. Sitting down, you glanced at Kohaku. The wind had fluttered throughout his clothes and hair, the moonlight spilling on his face. You seemed stressed is what he said, explaining that he wanted for you o relax a bit. Your eyes widened, before turning into reminiscent of a crescent moon. Wrapping your arms around Kohaku, you thanked him for the chance to get some fresh air.

You could tell Kohaku wasn’t expecting you to hug him, his arms still hovering over your back. But slowly he placed them around you, holding you like a piece of porcelain. Something sparkled in the corner of your eye, and when you let go of Kohaku to see what it was, you exclaimed suddenly. It was a shooting star, shining bright against the dark sky. You grinned, saying that it was beautiful, and that you were glad you had caught it.

What you didn’t see was the faint smile of Kohaku as he glazed on your figure. When you turned back on him, Kohaku had already turned his head to the sky and hummed along to your musings. You felt your heart flutter a bit, a grin growing on your face that would be hard to wipe off. Resting your head on his shoulder, you closed your eyes and listened to the silent night that engulfed the both of you two.

Some time had already passed by, and Kohaku realized that you were on the verge of sleeping. He gently shook you awake, before offering his hand to you as a support to get up. You took his hand once more, and took one last look at the starry night sky before turning away and going home.

“Hmm? You wanna see the night sky once more? Well, judgin’ by the look on your face it’s pretty obvious, heh.”

Niki Shiina:

You met Niki again in the city, as you shopped for groceries. It was a slight guess on your part, as you’ve only seen him briefly when you were with Kokaku and Madara. He was looking at the vegetables, and before you know it he was side by side with you. It didn’t seem like he recognized you, so you were planning to keep quiet until he looked over at the fruit in your hand and said that it wasn’t a good one.

All you could do was make an O with your mouth and thank him. He said no problem, looked at your face, and gasped. You’re the one from Kohaku’s job he exclaimed, before rubbing his head and apologizing for peaking in earlier. You shook your head and said it was fine, putting down the fruit in your hands and looking for a different one. Niki picked one up, rotated it, and gave it to you. After you paid for the fruit, he motioned for you to follow him.

Niki took you around the stalls, picking out the good ones for you and him. He was good at what he did, his eyes quickly moving around the stalls to look at the different foods being sold. Before you knew it, the both of you were done with shopping. He invited you to the house, telling you that he was hungry and that he didn’t mind cooking you a meal too. You followed him to the house, Niki putting down the groceries and motioning for you to stay in the living room. Shaking your head, you wanted to help with at least cutting some stuff, so he relented and led you to the kitchen.

Niki handed you a few vegetables and a knife, and the two of you worked with light chatter in between. It was calm, the mood between the two of you was light and fun. You both sat down and ate after Niki was done cooking. The food was really good, your eyes widened and you smiled at Niki, thanking him for the food. He shook his head, saying that you helped him out too.

You decided to clean the dishes since Niki cooked, and when you were done you walked back into the living room. It was silent, and you noticed that Niki was asleep on the couch, most likely taking a nap. You softly laughed, before finding a blanket that was haphazardly thrown on a chair and placed it over him. Sitting down beside him, you felt your eyes start to close and sank down into the couch under you.

“I ended up falling asleep after our meal! Maybe I should treat you to another meal... ah! I know a good place we could go to, trust me!”

HiMERU:

There was a certain library in the city, hidden in a nook of a quieter section. It was always nice to be there, the soft lighting and the quiet atmosphere was perfect for a quiet and calm day. Walking in, the floorboards creaked under your feet and the door shut behind you. You were given a few recommendations from your friends back at the palace, so you were hoping that the library had them in stock.

Luckily you were able to find a few, and you sat down at a small table before opening it up. You could hear footsteps coming closer, and a voice asked if anyone was sitting with you. This was a common thing to happen, as while the library had many books, the seating was few. Nodding your head, you looked up at the voice to realize that it was HiMERU. He let out a quiet thank you before sitting down, opening the book in his hand and reading. You decided it was best to mind your own business, and continued on your own matters.

The next time you came back, it was to return the books that you had borrowed from the library. Some of them were good, some of them weren’t really you’re interest, but nonetheless you were thankful for the recommendations. You were about to leave until HiMERU entered your sights again, tilting his head. It seems you meet again he wondered to you, and you smiled before asking if he also like the atmosphere of the library. 

He nodded, before pausing. HiMERU asked if you had any recommendations for him, and you happily talked to him about a couple of books you enjoyed. HiMERU thanked you and ended up giving you a few as well. He handed you a couple of books in his hands and asked for you to give your opinion about them, the next time you met.

Hearing that he wanted to meet you again made you smile, and you promised him that you would get back to him as soon as possible. He smiled a bit, before bidding you farewell and walking further into the library. Although he was quiet, he seemed happy to talk to you, and you looked forward for the next time fate would let you stumbled upon him again in this library.

“You liked the book HiMERU gave you back in the library? HiMERU is glad that you enjoyed it. Do tell HiMERU further about your opinion on it.”

Rinne Amagi:

You ending up meeting him pretty early on after your first meeting. What you didn’t expect was for him to be looking at a toy in his hands meant for kids. He noticed you, waving you over to him. Confirming you were the one he met, he raised an eyebrow at how trusting you were to just blatantly follow his words to come over. You tilted your head, saying that you trusted Kohaku, and that if he trusted Rinne you would trust him too. Rinne only raised his eyebrows as a response, before cackling at your response. 

He shook his head and wiped a tear, chuckling that you had some guts. Rinne motioned towards the toy in his hands, saying that he was trying to find a gift for his younger brother yet he wasn’t sure what to get for him. You were surprised to find out he had a brother, and when you asked where he was, Rinne only shook his head and murmured that he was in good hands. Not prying any further, you asked if you could help him try to find something. Rinne laughed and nodded, elbowing you slightly and saying that you better find something good.

You nodded your head and said that you would try your best. Rinne motioned for you to lead the way, and you grabbed his hand while dragging him to a different store. The store was more low-key in terms of customers, yet it was a store that you remember loving to go to as a kid. You told him to look around while you did the same, and the both of you split up to look. As you walked around you realized you never really guessed what Rinne’s brother’s age was, so you hoped that the things you found at least was somewhat okay.

Both you and Rinne had met up in the store multiple times during your visit there, yet the both of you couldn’t wrack your brains around what to get him. Rinne had said that his brother probably wouldn’t mind anything that Rinne gave him, but Rinne wanted to get at least something he enjoyed. So because of that, it made the search harder. The two of you ended up looking at another store, but there was nothing that seemed too interesting.

Rinne could only sigh in disappointment, saying that he had hoped these stores would've had something good. You shook you head and apologized, hanging your head to the floor. Rinne slung his arm across your shoulders and laughed, saying that you shouldn’t feel so bad. He shrugged and said that life won’t always give you what you want. You leaned into Rinne, and the two of you strolled in the city a bit more before the two of you would part ways.

Something had caught your eye though, and you pulled Rinne to the small stall. Picking up a small glass globe, it shined in the sun and was bright. You looked towards Rinne and showed him up close, shaking it. It mimicked the look of snowy day, snow falling gently to the ground of the globe. The snow globe was both small yet pretty, so the both of you agreed that this was the present. Rinne had laughed and brought you close, patting your back. He thanked you, and said that maybe Lady Luck thinks of you closely. 

“Kyahahaha! Well I wasn’t expecting Lady Luck to take favor on me today, so maybe it’s you who she likes. Come shoppin’ with me next time, since you seem to be real lucky these days, arentcha?”

Being honest, you were curious to what Kohaku and Madara’s job really was, since they solemnly talked about it in front of you. Whenever you stumbled on them talking about a mission, they would change the subject quickly, not allowing you to ask about it.

You remembered that you poked Kohaku, tilting your head and asking him straight up about it. Kohaku had raised an eyebrow, shaking his head at you. You frowned, whining that he never told you anything (that was actually half true, Kohaku usually didn’t talk about himself). Guessing that he could sense some truth in your words, he sighed before he leaned back on his chair.

He talked about how the job wasn’t a common one, and that it was too dangerous for normal people like you to know too much about. Kohaku shook his head and told you that his boss was a snake, and that you should stay away from people like him.

Kohaku usually wasn’t this serious to you, so it had irked you a bit to realize that Kohaku was working under this so called snake. The man in question softly chuckled before he patted your head. “Don’t worry about it, just make sure you don’t get mixed up with the wrong people.” He said.

You also remembered your conversation with Rei, that the Sakuma family was having a ball soon. He sighed and said that it would be getting busy the next couple of weeks, so you might not get to see him that often. He put his head on his hand and said he would be personally inviting a couple of old, peculiar friends over to the ball. He wanted you to meet them, as you’ve become someone close to him the past couple of months. Nodding, you couldn’t help but wonder who these people were.

It’s getting late though, so you ought to get to bed soon.

[rubyhoshinoamastolfo]

Time for my kinlist omg it's so cliché but it's healthy for me, to help understand myself better after my coming out-

So, I think I can classify my current kins in two categories : the dragon side of me, the man side of me and the woman side of me (ah yes, the three genders)

PART 1 : The dragons

Zhongli (Genshin Impact) : Because contracts, skilled in economy, tea, good teacher...etc...

Dan Heng / Imbibitor Lunae (Star Rail) : He REALLY looks like the kind of dragon I see myself. Yes, on that point, I don't see myself low- /s

PART 2 : The men (You'll see a pattern among the non-dragon kins)

Momose Sunohara (Idolish7) : Still the top, my #1 role model, idol, gay, extrovert...etc...

Hajime Hinata (Danganronpa 2) : A remnant of my previous character, I still love him, because I love my Nagito kinnie <3

Haruhi Fujioka (Ouran High School) : Yes, I put HIM on this list because trans and because it's MY post so I do whatever the fuck I want. He helped me understand my gender

K1-B0 (Danganronpa V3) : Same as Hinata, but for my Kokichi kinnie <3

Basil (OMORI) : Anxiety, anxiety, photos, flowers, gay, flowers, nature, anxiety. Yes I had interests for photos and flowers when I was a child, and I want them to come back because I know that now, in 2023, I won't be laughed at anymore

Lyney (Genshin Impact) : We have the same "kind" of clothes (partially), we do magic (I don't remember many but I will !), and the mischevious side <3

Nazuna Nito (Ensemble Stars) : Cute and angwy, I like being cute and angwy even if I try not to be angwy)

Niki Shiina (Ensemble Stars) : Food, hungry, vore, food, cooking for everyone

Leo Tsukinaga (Ensemble Stars) : Literally my current biggest, zoomies, random, clingy. That's me.

Chiaki Morisawa (Ensemble Stars) : Same as Leo, but more opened to others, motivating...etc...

Sora Harukawa (Ensemble Stars) : Clingy, video games, feet, and we have some similar autistic traits (although I'm not autistic, just anxious)

Reki Kyan (Sk8) : Gay, energetic and colored (although I'm a "tired e-girl" since the beginning of 2023)

Hanako-kun / Amane Yugi (Toilet-bound Hanako-kun) : Mischevious ghost, clingy, pranky, that's me.

Maou Sadao (Hataraku Maou-sama) : Demon King, I love them, they are hot, so I kin them to keep them to myself.

Bachira Meguru (Blue Lock) : He's weird, cute, clingy and has ABANDONMENT ISSUES LMAO

Many men in Horimiya because they are so perfect and complementary.

PART 3 : The girls (You were waiting for it, I'm sure of it-)

Ruby Hoshino (Oshi no Ko) : Determined, magnetic, like her mother but I can't really kin Ai because she doesn't have enough development-

Akane Kurokawa (Oshi no Ko) : Anxious actress, someone absolutely perfect to look up to.

Mem-Cho (Oshi no Ko, yeah again, but this anime initiated the changes) : Older but as energetic and magnetic as the others

March 7th (Star Rail) : I love her, I love her colours, her mood, she's so great and energetic, I want to be as cute as her!

Kyōko Hori (Horimiya) : Okay she's giga biphobic but my Hori isn't, the me-Hori isn't! But she has social issues, she's strong, I want to be like her, and she has a kink about hot men being rough with her ////

Princess Syalis (Sleepy Princess in the Demon Castle) : She sleeps. And her love interest is, to me, the Demon King

Chiho Sasaki (Hataraku Maou-sama) : Okay not really a kin but Maou's love interest, so I'm in.

Honestly, I found them but I forgot some-

Seriously, don't mind me, I try to embrace the cringe but it's hard ;_;