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Amphibiuary Day 4: Food
#this one hurtttt#i was super busy today but. salamander#my art#digital art#amphibiuary#amphibiuary day 4#amphibiuary2023#amphibians#blue spotted salamander#salamander
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i need the hd ver of this pic to drop so i can finish this drawing LOL
#ME AND MY NANAMINNNN LMFAOOOO#illust was so good it inspired me to draw BUT not the kind if drawing any1 but me wanted HAHAHAHA#BTW WE ARE ALSO MARRIED HEEHEEHEE 💍#ngl that is one of my fave outfits now it looks so good except the heels hurtttt oooOooOoO i hate wearing heels#AND THIS PIC IS HEIGHT ACCURATE I TOOK INTO ACCOUNT THE HEEL HIGHT TOO MY MIND#omg alu is that a wip#i have to put this in my personal tag its so important to me LMFAO#이 지랄같은 인생
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YELLOWJACKETS | 2.06 “Qui”
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#nataliescatorccioedit#natalie scatorccio#mine#edit#*#scene*#MY LOVE#IT HURTTTTS IT HURTS SO MUCH MY POOR SCARRED BABY#all the awards to juliette for the sheer novel broadcasted across her face here and the 'maybe.' GOD. i'm having MASSIVE feelings#about nat starting to consider that her purpose - the thing that she misses so so desperately - was a BAD ONE#like?? can i get a fucking OOF#(sorry i became the gifmaker i didn't want to be but i needed these full size!!!)
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I want a tattoo I need a tattoo I need I need
#my fave tattoo lady dropped a flash of lil tattoos today#should I just get one#I wanna get one#a little heart ladybug#how frickin cute#I want a big tattoo soon that I gotta save for but another little one in the mean time won’t hurtttt#:3
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hey so. was anyone gonna tell me that last year I wrote *the* most tender lonan & harrison moment in feeding habits ORRRRR (harrison cuts lonan’s hair):
On the floor, Harrison eases Lonan’s skull over his knee and mimics what Suzanna does for him every other month: a modest section between his index and middle finger, then a tentative snip. A section. A snip. As he cuts, chips of Lonan’s hair falling to the tile, he notes the geography of Lonan’s skull, rough with uneven hair. He’s so focused on taming it all to one length that at first, he doesn’t notice when Lonan flushes crimson all the way to his throat. How he blinks rapidly to dislodge the tears netting his eyelashes, and eventually covers his face with his hands. Harrison snips again, and Lonan makes a strangled noise, like an animal’s cry. Tentative at first, like a short clearing of the throat, and then ugly, like a caribou dying. Harrison clenches his jaw, knowing it’ll only be harder to cut Lonan’s hair if he too starts to cry, but that doesn’t matter. Within seconds, his eyes swell, and as he snips, hair scattering like both of their old lives dissipating, he smooths his free thumb over Lonan’s forehead. He doesn’t know what else to do. How to imbue comfort. He’s not like Suzanna who understands that sometimes a person just needs another person to appear with a plate of papas, or a rented chick flick, and just be there. Within minutes, Lonan’s hair is at a new normal: shorter than it’s been in years, but in shape to regrow. Harrison sets the scissors onto the tile. He cups Lonan’s cheek with his palm, brings his forehead so close to his that they nearly touch. And he’s there. A bamboo stake waiting for a strand of ivy to give it new purpose.
#THE WAY I HAVE NOOOO RECOLLECTION OF THIS SCENE#WROTE THIS IN 2022 IM WEEEEEPPPINNGGGG#not harrison not crying but wanting to cry because lonan is crying#ohhhHHH IM HURTTTT#this is so hallowed bodies Lonan coded too like if there’s one thing HB Lonan will do#it’s cover his face with his hands and cry (THE CHERRIES LOL)#yeah this LITERALLYYYYY healed me I love seeing them like this#MW 3……… PLSSSS#if u don’t know the feeding habits lore#Eliza who’s Lonan’s girlfriend lol cuts off his hair because biblical references#and it looks… bad LOL but it’s a big thematic moment because Lonan’s hair is 90% of his personality#anyway so Harrison’s fixing it here#I cannot imagine Lonan with short hair tho lol but that’s how he looks in the second half of the book!!!!#THE NEAR FOREHEAD TOUCH AT THE END I JUST NOTICEDDDD OMGGGGG#OHHH I AM NOW JUST NOTICING THE THUMB THING IM CRYYYINGG THEY ARE TENDYYYY#I was looking thru FH for Harrison quotes since I finished his aesthetic!! now I’m just reeling!!!
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You should try Pineapple Crush, it's really good but it's also very sweet
*gives a can of Pineapple Crush*
Hmm. I'm really not a fan of overly sweet things. I think I'll pass
Also, is it carbonated? I know I'm not exactly one to speak (cough monster addict cough) but most carbonated drinks are...painful. they're strange.
#the only one i can handle is monster because it has caffeine and thats the only reason why#otherwise its not worth it#fizzy drinks hurtttt how do u drink those#thanks for the offer tho#morro irl account#irl morro#ninjago#shatteredhope123#answering asks
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Yuji, fuck his ass UP.
#make it HURTTTT (jokes tumblr)#Gege when I see you Gege when I see you#GEGE--#for putting such HORRENDOUS HEINOUS trauma on my son! >:(#also STILL FUCKING ANGY at you for “taking out” my one and only depressed beloved (Suguru..NEVER getting over that btw!)#jjk
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I finished logic route :(
My thoughts on Chapter 3b logic route,,,,
I feel really bad for feeling relief after realizing Hinako was chosen over Gin,,, and I let out a cry when Hayasaka was the first doll to be picked!!! ToT
When midori picked anzu,,, good god,,, I was so emotionally devastated I couldn't go on
But I had too!!! So when Ranmaru died,,, my partner changed the final dialogue to "Sara, I'm sorry." And I had to do a double take while watching the spinner animation go offfff ToT oh my god I felt DEVASTATEDDDD
I'm glad gin is okay,,, he's my baby boy but,,, at what cost ToT
KURUMADA RUNNING OUT OF BATTERY HURTTTT,,, AND MAI GETTING STABBED!?!?! I WAS FINALLY STARTED TO GET ATTATCHED TO HER,,,, and maple,,, poor girlie,,, forced to he straight,,, /J
Midori showing fear,,, it was really nice to see Maple almost get him. And Midori's death,,, it was satisfying,,, I like him as an antagonist, he's really interesting
Now,,, Keiji,,, I've never been so happy to see that stupid fake blonde. At the end of the trial!!!! I was so happyyyy!!! ToT Sara needs a friend to rely on,,, just anybody,,, Sou is a little prick, Gin shouldn't have to be so burdened,,, Q-Taro,,,
Q TARO FUCKING DIED
I DIDNT EVEN LIKE HIM THAT MUCH!!! He was a nice character ig and I thought of him pretty fondly, I think his final words with Gin was really sweet,,, Even though he's a shitty guy,,, I'm glad his final act was a selfless one
I think after all this,,, I just want Sara to be happy :(
#art#yttd#kgs#yttd fanart#kgs fanart#your turn to die#kime ga shine#hinako mishuku#yukari hayasaka#anzu kinashi#ranmaru kageyama#ranmaru fanart#hayasaka fanart#hinako fanart#anzu fanart#anzu yttd#hayasaka yttd#hinako yttd#ranmaru yttd#yttd spoilers#sara chidouin#keiji shinogi#q taro burgerberg#gin ibushi#sou hiyori#shin tsukimi
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pac — what's the drama? (ex edition bc that's all the messages were about 💀)
@ pile one
your words have HURTTTT someone. if this was someone you had to cuss out, I understand. it caused a lot of growth for them. this was like an awakening for them. they had to realize how they act isn't aligned with how they view themselves. you set boundaries to protect yourself and they weren't having it. they couldn't grasp the idea that you don't have to obey them and they aren't the main character. you went through some kind of heartbreak before this situation started but you actually learned from it. you realized you don't wanna experience that again and did better. you probably operate in a more logical way and hide your emotions until you're really comfortable with someone. after you experienced that heartbreak, you could have gotten into short lived relationships a lot and flings to protect your feelings. they see you in your power not worrying about them and it hurts them even more. don't go chasing them, let them enjoy the situation they put themselves in.
@ pile two
if you don't let your ex go immediately... there's nothing to like. the drama is that they're a piece of shit and you're still thinking about them. if they cheated once, they'll cheat again. if they used you, they'll use you again. if they replaced you, they'll replace you again. I need you to be so serious, do you really think someone like this is worth your time? you need to stop talking to people about this person and focus on yourself. a lot of people around you are lowkey haters too so you shouldn't be telling them much of anything. do you have any projects/goals of your own right now? besides things to do with them, of course. you're trying to rest but you're still worrying about your ex so how are you relaxing? 😭😭 you need to block them asap. ill tryyyy to be nice since I can see you're going through it but please have some standards for yourself and others. no, dating people like them will not fill that void. YOU need to fill that void by loving yourself enough that you don't need love from random losers to feel worthy. instead of being sad about the things you can't change, work on the things you can.
@ pile three
i wanna start off by saying this pile is not for everyone. then i wanna point out how annoyingggg you and your ex are 😭😭 ive been getting this piles energy all in the other readings even when it didn't make sense with the other piles messages. i swear y'all need to stop being stubborn. if you like them, you like them. I pulled the lovers and kept channeling let em know through this entire pac. i get you guys are all mad at each other but it doesn't even seem like the breakup was that serious. it seems like it was just a petty argument, moving homes, or a fight from way too long ago to still be upset about. you guys might not be realizing the things you did wrong too. im not gonna tell you to text your ex or anything though. just let things happen naturally. you have to maintain a balance. don't deny your clear feelings but don't be obsessed. you're independent but not overdependent. accept how you feel and do your shadow work. there's not a whole lot else besides that to do. if the same cycle is repeating with them then maybe try doing something different. i hate to be one of those "your ex is coming back" tarot readers but y'all are killing me.
#tarot#chocoqtelle#pac reading#free tarot#pick a card#pac tarot#tarot reading#pick a pile#pick a picture#pick an image reading#tarot pac#love pac#pac#fs pac#free tarot reading#love tarot#future spouse pac#pick a card tarot reading#pick a card reading#pickacard#pick a photo#pick a card readings#pick a pile reading#pick an image#tarot pick a card#tarot readings#Spotify#twin flame#love tarot free#love tarot reading
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the balance worlds apart spoilers‼️
all i have to say is:
- brachium is pookie and i'm SO glad he was in it for so long 🙏🙏
- i'm also so happy he's back on elegy and is gonna go after the baddies with scorpius 🤭‼️ok icons doing god's work frfr 🙏
- ELLIOTT AND SUNSHINE REUNION FINALLY MY GODDD WE'VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG FOR THIS AAAAAAA
- i know it was needed but it still fucking HURTTTT when brachium erased all their memories so sunshine and everyone no longer remembers him :((((( it's like vega all over again bro WHY DOES HE KEEP HURTING ALL THE D(A)EMONS, THEY'RE MY FAVES STOPPP 😭 and it's not just that- what is with the serenity daemons in general 😭 like first cam having to take on ivan and baby's memories and having to sort through them and then being worried that it wasn't enough and NOW WITH BRACHIUM TOO- having to go through all the shit elliott and sunshine were put through and dealing with it and also LOSING HIS DEAR FRIENDS IN THE PROCESS BC HE HAS TO REMOVE ALL MEMORIES OF HIMSELF TO DO IT PROPERLY IF HE WANTS THEM TO BE HAPPY AGAIN UGH MY HEARTTT :((((((((( ERIK WHYYYY but also do it again frfr keep doing it ill eat it up every time
- the VOICE ACTING ??? THE THUMBNAIL ???? that one part where brachium said "inversion" and then his symbol and the background became inverted for a second ?? ERIK YOU FUCKING MANIAC I LOVE YOU
- THE DUALITY OF MAN (blake). BC HOW DID HE GO FROM SHOUTING AND BEING ANGRY TO WHISPERING WITHIN SECONDS. THE VOICE ACTING UGFHFH WHY ISN'T ERIK VOICE-ACTING IN SHOWS ALREADY I CANTTT
- also ig i just didn't realise how insane bestie (blake's listener/partner is) until now ?? bc before i always thought: ok it's just blake's manipulation getting to them, it's not their fault he's such a gaslighting lil rat but then now im like 😃 bro they- they now know EVERYTHING. they saw EVERYTHING that blake did for them, including KILLING HIMSELF AND THEN BECOMING A VESSEL FOR SKY GODS. and you're telling me THEY STILL WANNA BE WITH HIM AFTER ALL THAT ?????? i could excuse it before but this is a whole new level of crazy. like wdym you're still gonna make out with him after all that ?? 💀💀 honestly it just proves that they're just as insane as he is for still wanting him after all the insane shit he's done. they're just as bad as each other so at this point, i'm okay with them being together 😭 with that being said i don't blame them, i still kinda want him too 💀😔😔 it's complicated- i want him but i also wanna mop the floor with him 😍😈🙏‼️
- it was just so amazing i cant- it was a surprisingly good ending although brachium making everyone forget him and saying goodbye and having to leave them- OUCH my feelings 😭💔💔 but in the end that was the right thing to do and im SO glad elliott and sunshine are FINALLY happy and at peace for once, with his brother and his partner too :))
#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fandom#redacted verse#redacted blake#redacted audio blake#redacted asmr blake#redacted the balance#redacted elliott#redacted sunshine#redacted brachium#redacted bestie#redacted scorpius#redacted vega#redacted aaron#redacted smartass#redacted warden
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GUYS WHAT THE FUCK I JUST FINISHED S2 PT 2 IM GOING CRAZY WTF??? EXPECT SOOO MUCH GODDAMN ART FROM ME ITS SO GOOD BYE... spoilers below the cut cause i have specific thoughts
GEO AND COLE ARE SO CUTEEE AHHH THE WAY THEY WENT ON A LITTTLE TOUR DATE TOGETHER I LITERALLY JUMPED UP AND DOWN AND KILLED MYSELF
also DAMN that build up to arins betrayal was GOOD. i really like the fact that arin didn't immediately believe ras outright and even now he clearly doesn't think he's a good guy he just wants to see his parents and he believes ras is the only way to do that. like IDK i just like that he wasn't immediately like 'ugh fuck those ninjas!' LIKE I LIKE HOW IT KEPT TRUE TO HIS CURIOUS CHARACTER and while he believed parts of it he took the time to investigate on his own before just accepting word as truth. his falling out with sora HURTTTT
AND DAMN (2) NOKT WAS CRAZY THAT BATTLE SEQUENCE WAS GORGEOUS I WAS ABSOLUTELY ENTHRALLED . ITS NOT A GOOD IDEA TO WATCH THIS FROM 2 - 6 (ALMOST 7 NOW) AM (don't ask why it took so long to finish. i kept replaying scenes over and over and it took me like 30 mins to calm myself down enough to watch it properly) . CAUSE I KEPT ON TRYING TO NOT SCREAM FROM JOY AND WHIMSY
every single scene with lloyd was so ughhh just i really really like how its emphasized that he's not perfect and he can still do stupid shit but he's learning too because its his first time living . and i REALLY like the mentorship bond w him and sora GDODDDD
AND KAIS RETURN!?!??!?! AHHH SMITH JIANG SIBLINGS LETS GO!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was cheering so loud i almost killed myself STOP IT
lloyd falling into a coma damn near sent ME into a coma cause i thought. he died. CAUSE IM REALLY COUNTING ON HIM TO DIE. and like lowkey i want him to (saying this as a HUGE lloyd fan) BUT I DIDNT WANT HIM TO GO LIKE THAT SO I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN HE RETURNED AND JUST A LITTLE UPSET HE DIDNT GET TO GO BATSHIT CRAZY BUT... THATS OKAY
and jaya :( NOAUAUARRRR NYA GET YOUR MAN BACK NEOWWWW THAT ENDING SCENE WHERE KAI WAS LIKE we'll find him together and beat his ass YESSSHEHSHDHDSDSUHRASUHEDJDSAIHEAISH I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT JAY COME BACK HOME PLEASE YOUR SEAT IS SO COLD. ALSO WHERE IS PIXAL.
I ACTUALLY HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS BUT I CANT FORMULATE A SINGLE ONE.
FORBIDDEN 5 LORE WENT CRAZY. RAS LORE WENT CRAZY. EVERYONES LORE WENT CRAZY.
RAS YOU ARE SO AWESOME SAUCE.
CINDER JAILED ERA. I LOVE HIM.
JORDANA COME BACK PLEASEEERR SORA WANTS TO RECREATE ENEMIES TO LOVERS YURI WITH YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
ALSO. wyldfyre and roby are cute omg theyre so silly... loserboy x losergirl real.
OK ill stfu now. JUST TO BE CLEAR i will STILL be watching it when it comes out on Netflix. of course i will. i just could not hold back im sorry im weak to leaks im a fraud BUT ILL STILL WATCH THE NETFLIX VER!!! i usually use netflix for rewatches!!!!
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Soda
Pairing(s): Kokichi Ouma x gn!reader
CW: SFW, platonic fluff, overworked reader, implied lack of sleep, kokichi being a little shit, au outside of the killing game
“Come on Y/N! Just come with us to the movies, it’ll be fun!” Kokichi urged you, nudging your shoulder slightly while you were situated in your chair with your head buried between your arms, which were resting atop your notes, which you had been studying for hours now.
Your hand twitched at the sight of your notes, realizing you were supposed to be studying for finals. “No thanks, Kichi, I have to keep studying, yknow?”
You shook your head at Kokichi and smiled, switching your attention back to your tattered notes which you had been flipping through for hours now. Kokichi frowned at the sight of you overworking yourself like this, sighing and placing his hand onto your your shoulder, making your head shoot up for a moment and let out a light yelp.
“Y/N…we should atleast enjoy the time before finals and just hang out right…?” He muttered, not liking seeing his close friend overwork themself like this. You shook your head once more and turned to look at your best friend’s worried expression, his hand slightly quivering from worry.
You smiled and positioned your hand onto his hand, which was comfortably planted onto your shoulder. “Kokichi…it’s alright okay? I know you always had that expression when you were scared or worried…it’s been a habit of yours ever since you were a little kid.” You laughed, making Kokichi redden from the embarrassment of one of his old habits being brought up.
Suddenly, Kokichi lowered his head down onto your shoulder and tilted it slightly, so that he could get a better view of your notes. He slid his hand underneath your notebook and lifted it up into your face, squeezing his fingertips in and folding his palm so that the notebook slammed shut directly in your face. You flinched as the air hit your face, your eyes squeezing shut for a moment and your head jerking backwards as Kokichi laughed at your reaction.
You grumbled and slapped the short, purple haired male on the shoulder, grabbing your notebook as fake tears welled up in his eyes, and he grabbed his shoulder in supposed “pain”
“Owww! Y/N! That really hurtttt!” He whined as he made a crying noise and tears spilled down from his eyes. You simply crossed your arms, staring at him with an eyebrow raised until he stopped his bullshit.
“Kokichi, that’s not gonna work on your childhood friend. I’ve seen you do this way too much already.” You replied bluntly as Kokichi opened one eye to check your expression and groaned, a pout forming on his face from the lack of reaction from you.
“You’re no fun! Lying about being hurt usually gets someone to feel bad, which is fun as hell!” He said as his expression shifted to a grin, his arms stretching backwards, and his hands resting on the back of his head.
For a moment, Kokichi looked like he had a lightbulb appear above his head, and he swung his checkered backpack around from his back onto your desk, unzipping it and scrambling through it to find something.
You tilted your head sideways, peeking over slightly as his small frame dug through his backpack. “Aha! There it was!” He proudly announced as he pulled a can of your favorite soda out of his bag and slammed it onto the corner of your desk, smiling proudly at you.
“See! I came prepared! I knew you would refuse to come with us and I know soda always bribes you!” Kokichi blurted out excitedly, his eyes brimming with a mischievous light. You rolled your eyes and smiled, slipping your index finger underneath the tab of your soda can and cracking it open, taking a sip of the cool, fizzy drink. You forgot that Kokichi was right, you could be bribed out of your work with soda.
You shot a glance up at him for a moment, the can to your lips again, and covering your mouth. He was on his phone, still excited from being able to get you out of studying. You smiled with the cool drink still against your lips, you found it quite adorable how Kokichi cared for you so much as his best friend, despite being an annoying tease and a liar.
You sighed and put the can back down, sliding your notebook into your backpack and zipping it closed. You slid your arm through the armholes and held onto the strap of your bag, picking up your soda in your other hand.
“I’ll come to the movies, okay?” You affirmed as you patted his back gently. Kokichi beamed with a smile and hooked his arm with yours, running out of the classroom at full speed, while texting your class groupchat with his other hand. “Kokichi-! Slow down or it’s gonna spill!” You exclaimed as he dragged you through the hallway, and outside the school.
“Come on, we can walk to the movies, it’s not too far from here actually! Now come on we’re gonna miss the grape Panta ads!”
A/N: wait stop this was actually adorable what BUT YAY DANGANRONPA REQUEST FULFILLED <33
this one was short because when I wanna write but I don’t have it in me to write a long ass one shot. But either way I kinda prefer the shorter ones bc the longer ones are for when I’m feeling productive
Also yes, yes I am bribed with soda or any other snack or drink I like.
one more thing, is that I’m posting this cause it’s my most recent work, and I will be posting two others from 2 days ago 💀
#danganronpa x reader#danganronpa#kokichi ouma#kokichi ouma x reader#kokichi x reader#danganronpa v3#danganronpa v3 x reader#drv3 killing harmony#drv3 x reader#fluff#kokichi ouma fluff#kokichi
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AHHH CHAPTER 17 HURTTTT
Major spoilers below cut (just my thoughts on chpt 17 and 18 of TAMN)
AHHHHH I'm not going to lie, I think this is one of the best interpretations of grians charater, but specifically double life grian
He hurts people, his traps give him his original desire, but also result in horrible consequences that he didn't worry about before hand
Him denying that zombies are even sort of human and quackity litteraly being bit is so painful, especially after the second read through
I love how scar just CANT leave grian, like yes boo you're in the most toxic "relationship" ever and its beautiful
I especially loved the trio leaving (hint hints nudge nudge) and scar just refusing to acknowledge g until night time
Andddd that leads us to the drawing!
I'm a huge fan of aus and the idea of character's fate/destiny and the idea that some where out there grian is sitting looking at the same stars, with scar in a sleeping bag next to him, but they are happy, and on a camping trip together ❤️
ALSOO (spoilers for chpt 18)
I love how realistic grians fear (anxiety??) Leads him into some extreme self sabotage bc it's so relatable. Not staying that anything he did was right or reasonable, but it's so real! Saying things you might now even mean just because you can't stop yourself, not wanting to hurt someone by being with them, but being too jealous and selfish to let them go, DENYING A MURDER ATTEMPT AND SOMEONE'S HUMANITY JUST FOR YOUR OWN SATISFACTION!!! quackity and the trio shouldn't have hidden the bite, but grian should never have left him to die
Anywayyyy back to my little fan art, I love the tension and lack of connection we've circled back to and I don't doubt we won't see atleast a tiny relapse in grians character development later in this wonderful fanfic. Hope yall enjoy!! @uhohbestie
Alsoooo the caption is a small piece of the minecraft end poem, that originally is ment to sound hopeful, but also can be devastating to hear <3
Love yall!
-THB
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GUYS. MY PHONE SCREEN CRACKED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE 😭😭😭 i had a plate of panipuri plus my phone plus dandiya plus an annoying mini backpack and i was trying to sit down and i accidentally dropped my phone and ut catapulted over a wooden bench and onto the floor 💀💀 ig considering that i shld be grateful its just ONE crack but i havent told my mom yet 😭😭
also my feet HURTTTT OUCHHH BUT IT WAS WORTH IT HAHA
#[🔮] rambles ~#ngl i was feeling vv self conscious since it was technically a garba event and i was wearing a western lehenga#BUT a lot of my frnds told me i looked good! while i still feel unsure im gonna take it bc i rlyy LOVE the lehenga hehehe
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I LOVEDDDDDDD the latest addition to your sylus universe. i’m growing to adore the reader. i love her personality and her wit and i think the way you interpret her backstory as it relates to her emotional state and the language u use to write her internal monologue is so so good. it’s so engaging to read but also really funny and gives us so many good insights into her feelings. i really do feel so bad for her and the way she’s struggling and i’m able to empathize so much with her bc of the way u write her. it makes her immensely easy to understand and care for her. i saw the warning u gave for the wine chapter and it still HURTTTT when the misunderstanding happened. i could literally feel the way reader was shrinking back into herself and sylus’s mind was whirring with how to address the situation. i wanted to hug her so bad like girl please that’s not what he meant. she spends so much time convincing herself that sylus is just some guy who shows up with petty injuries but i caught how after sylus pulled her closer, she wondered if he was imagining someone else. like she does care so immensely and she’s so guarded it makes me crazy. and then these two idiots make me laugh because instead of talking about their feelings, he’s telling her to change and he’s not listening. i love them, they make me so crazy. and i adore how u pepper in all these moments where we get a peek into zayne or xavier’s mind and how much they worry about the reader.
also i think im getting my chapters/fics mixed up bc im not sure this was in the wine chapter but i really liked the rollercoaster metaphor. it’s so silly and funny and the long explanation of the dangers and pros of a rollercoaster gave us great insight into how reader’s mind worked. i think this was in the piece where she was especially suffering from insomnia. but it was a great way to show in the literal language of the fic how she’s running on fumes and how exhausting her overthinking is. and then!! it’s such a beautiful contrast to the way you write sylus’s dialogue with this delightful push and pull that frustrates but also engages the reader and gets her to think about something else. i adore the displays of tenderness and desire he gives her like the hand on her leg or sharing the wine glass. it’s such a perfect interpretation of the kind of intimacy he would give especially in this part of the relationship where they won’t even openly talk about their feelings. i love how he cares for her and tries to distract her but still puts himself out there as a steady comforting figure who is there for her. it’s so so so perfect and im rambling but i love your writing and your depiction of sylus’s character and i can’t wait to see how this unfolds in future updates (i saw the tag about sylus’s pov and i can’t wait for it to wreck me ahhhh!!!)
thank you so much for this ask, when i saw the wall of text i'm pretty sure my eyes bugged out of my head and it was so fun to read through all of your thoughts!!
i kind of just want to keyboard smash in response, because you're pointing out all of the things that have been so fun and like, cathartic to write, and i'm putting all my love for sylus into writing him in a way that i hope is both true to his canon character and also like, comforting to the reader. i was really worried about how people would receive an mc who has such a distinct personality, and one that is a type that i know grates on a lot of people (reading any reviews of romance novels where mc isn't a super confident completely likeable character can be brutal), so it's so reassuring to hear that you like the way i portray this mc and can sympathize with what they are going through.
and i'm utterly feral for how sylus casually creates intimacy and shows his affection so thoroughly while only rarely speaking directly about how much he cares for mc, i love him SO MUCH, so i'm glad you are experiencing that through how i'm trying to write him!!!
lastly, the perspectives of zayne and xavier, i love them both very much as well, and feel like i have enough of a grasp of their characters to be able to adequately reflect what they might think in response to watching mc be a hot mess.
i'm honestly just, bouncing off the walls from all of your kind thoughts regarding this series, thank you so much again for reading and then sharing them with me.
#sara answers#i can't tell you how happy it makes me that you are coming to care for mc#i think sylus is so perfect for an mc who has self esteem issues and has a tendency to run from pain instead of communicating like a#well-adjusted adult#because he simply will not allow that shit#so you can get all the juicy angst from mc being a complete oblivious idiot#and the comfort of knowing that mc is safe in sylus's hands anyway
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Ꮺ ❥ 𝑯𝒚𝒑𝒐𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆
characters: Miguel O'hara x Reader
content warnings: angst, swearing, betrayal, unrequited love (??), Miguel being a hypocrite, hurtttt (lmao sorry, was in the mood for some good ol' yummy angst! :'3).
a/n: lmao I'm writing this at 2am, so more then likely a few grammar mistakes! sorry! (also, this probably won't make any sense since I wrote this half asleep? lmfao) I just read / came across some gooood angsty Miguel fics and just wanted to blurb one out of my own </3 don't worry, I'll (hopefully) make something more gleeful / giddy / smutty later! ꒰ㅅ´ ꒳ ` ꒱♡
You stand there at the frame of the door, motionless, deadpan on listening to the skin raking sounds of pitched moans and slurred curses chiming ever so lucidly from behind the wooden barrier.
"F-fuck, right t-there Miguel!" the sound of Felicia's delicate, strained sweet tone skims ever so gratingly against your crawling flesh. A tampered heartbeat breaking against your heaving chest, your vision becoming blurred and out of focused.
Your right hand shakily lifts up to the placement of where your heart nestles. Crippling and digging promptly, securely onto the fabric of your fitted suit that clung onto your stilled body.
It was suppose to be a mission.
It was suppose to be just you and him.
How did everything turned out this way?
...What did you do make you deserve this?
Your tears begin to cluster thickly against your flushed lashes, your legs trembling slightly as the revolting, lewd noises continued to flutter against the solidity of the door before you. You felt your gut wrenching and twisting in sheer disgust and hurt.
You had always loved him.
Always had a wandering and longing eye for your stoic, brawny boss.
You had fell for his quick wits, his unwavering devotion to protect, his brimming brilliance. Everything.
And yet the moment she came along, you knew everything would inevitably changed. With such luscious long, snowy hair, bright glimmering eyes of forest green and a slim body to match her radiant, perfect appearance- you couldn't blame Miguel for feing so attracted to such a divine looking woman.
Your teeth grits firmly amongst each other, getting too absorbed into your own drowning thoughts of self doubt, pity and ascended self conscious. You hadn't realized the door that tremored with such vile turbulence had been pried wide open before you.
Your entire being completely froze as your heart drops to the pit of your churning stomach. Masked eyes blown out entirely wide but focused on the soaring, familiar figure standing before you. Noting the sudden realization draw across his bare, strong features along his beautiful face.
His lips part open to mutter something, but you were too quick to give him the simple satisfaction to formulate words to exchange towards you.
You hastily pull out your palm flatly out to him and sigh breathily beneath your mask.
"Save it. I've already wrapped everything up on this mission." your voice trembled slightly, but kept a firm foundation to it's monotone. Your head shifts to the right, avoiding his imminent stare.
"My report will be in by tomorrow morning. Hope she was worth the fuck" you huff out, swiftly turning on your heels and opening up a portal back to your dimension. Threatening him not to follow you.
What a fucking hypocrite.
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