#this makes sense in my mind

[mono-socke]

new episode of what will fips suffer through today? answer is: internalized homophobia

listen. I know what others may think, but I cannot be convinced that he's actually into girls. he talks about his 'bunnies' a lot, especially in his first song, but that's kind of the thing. he talks too much about them. it's not really convincing. like he's trying to overcompensate, or trying hard to make people think he's straight (maybe to convince himself of being straight too)

sure, klaus mentions girls too in his songs, but it doesn't come off the same way. he's pretty chill with himself (in comparison to fips) and I doubt he'd lie about who he's attracted to if being asked. but fips? buddy is trying hard to come off as straight. he probably hasn't even fully realized he's actually only into men

considering they were growing up in the 15th century, being gay was labelsd as a sin and people actually got killed for it. you bet that barely anyone came out on their own will. now, fips was already getting tortured by the nuns for having magic powers, you don't even want to know what might have happened if he had even thought about liking a man

besides, it's obvious that he wants to keep up this sort of macho personality (something like a stud). so obviously he has to like girls, right? that's what fips thinks. he's supposed to like girls, there's nothing else possible. (it is)

he doesn't even consider anything else might be possible. he had always liked girls and he still does. anything else would be absurd. his female fans are fawning over him, and he enjoys the attention. (but he never liked any of them back, not as a romantic partner and not as anything else)

the facade he keeps up in the videos is kind of just,, acting. to convince himself of being heterosexual.

[korshrimpski]

LOOKATME, jann x quinn hughes

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[stcantarella]

ldr: met my boyfriend down at the taco truck pass me my vape im feeling sick i need to take a puff

lovecore coquette sulla:

[moonsblack]

james cries during arguments, remus yells, peter hids, and sirius freezes

[dfpoeticvent]

Mentally Different

After spending an hour trying to text a helpline, anyone, just to hear me speak and say how I'm feeling, I decided to just create a Tumblr page. Why not? It's not like anyone is gonna read this anyway.

Dealing with my own emotions is so hard, it's like I feel more than other people and it hurts so much. I don't know how to act, how to speak, how to behave so people could like me more, but not even that is working! I lost all my friends, I've been skipping school a lot because I can't find the strenght to go, and I can't see a future for me.

I thought I was getting better, but all the things I said I was over it are coming back to haunt me again. And no matter what I do, how much I try, I can't be a good person, I'm always doing something wrong with good intentions, why everyone know how to be but I don't? People born with the social skills I'm having to learn as a teen.

I don't know what do to, I isolate myself when I really want someone next to me, I push people away but in reality I wish they stayed, I cry when I'm angry amd everything feels so overwhelming, I'm tired of saying I'm fine when in reality I feel like I'm falling apart. I wish I wasn't like this but I am.

I feel lost, I don't know what I'm doing, and I don't know if I'll ever know. I just wish things were different, like if I had a map to guide me through things instead of just trying to cross an unknown path for the first time blindfolded, and failing as expected.

I wish I was different

[clingyduoapologist]

Eventually you run enough bits that every aspect of your life can be tabbed out of and finally you can breath a sigh of relief as your list of Schrödinger’s personalities can finally look like this

[i-just-drink-coffee]

The Yellowjackets Spotify pt1

(Lottienat First)

Lotties Playlist:

Triple Dog Dare- Lucy Dacus

When the Sun hits- Slowdive

I Will- Mitski

Yayo- Lana Del Ray

Zombie- The Cranberries

We’re in love- boygenius

Liability- Lorde

Killer- Phoebe Bridgers

Sweet, sweet intuition- Björk

Mad Woman- Taylor Swift

Nat’s playlist:

Robbers- The 1975

Seven Days till Sunday- TV Girl

Want me- Babyqueen

Buzzcut Season- Lorde

Back to black- Amy Winehouse

Each Time You Fall In Love- Cigarette After Sex

Born to die- Lana Del Ray

I wanna be yours- Artic Monkeys

Teen Idle- Marina and the diamonds

Daddy Issues- The Neighbourhood

[blazevillains]

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[hotel-bella-morte]

Dreams are basically just AI art if you think about it

[chloesimaginationthings]

Why the FNAF puppet loves the music box,,

[ineffable-gallimaufry]

one of those days wherein i understand knuckles more than average

[minecr-afton]

thing that kids say sometimes when they don't like you

[ruporas]

need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

i feel like when people say "katsuki won't change for you" they mean it like, completely and literally. but tbh i really really don't see it like that.

like yeah, he will never change his personality for anybody. he's still him because if you liked him romantically you'd already know what he's like. but he'd most definitely change his behaviour towards you. ofc im not trynna say he's gonna like do a whole 180 and kiss the ground you walk n shit but like..you're still his partner,, does that make sense ?? like it always confuses me when ppl say stuff like " he wont give you any special treatment he'll treat you like he treats everyone" and to me its like..no.., y'know ?😭 like at the end of the day you are still his partner. you're dating and he loves you so why would he treat you like some rando.

at most i see him like being awkward at the beginning of the relationship when its still new cus he doesnt know what to do (lol loser) but i still know he'd very much try. cus thats the thing youre not just a random you're his person. you're his one and he's obv gonna show you that because otherwise whats the point

m not sayin he's perfect, he's gonna mess up at some points maybe be a bit snappy because that's just how he is and you know that, you knew that when you got with him. BUT you still love him and he still very much loves you and he shows you that and he tries to make it up to you because you're different and he CARESSS!!! thats my whole thing!!!

[cmgirlie]

punk looked so faggy last night 🥰🥰