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Series Summary: Count Styles lives on an island youâll not find on any map. Heâs lived in relative solitude for ages and is happy to have the rare occasional guest who accidentally runs into his small slice of the world, though they may not be as thrilled by his intentions once they find out what he is.
When Y/n's weather vessel crashes into his island one stormy night he greets her and offers her shelter in his castle while she waits for someone to help repair her boat. She soon comes to adore the strange and charming man and grows a worrying attachment. But she cannot help herself. No matter how much she learns about the Count and how strange her world has become she cannot seem to pull herself out of the haze of his alluring spell.
Even when her life depends on it.
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Short preview below.
NOTE: this preview is from part 2
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Pressing her ear closer to the door she closed her eyes and there was a distinct male voice, a sobbed moan that, after a loud thud, turned into something like a pitiful crying. But then she heard another voice and there was something familiar in the way it cooed and teased almost. She could not make out words but the sentiment was clear. There were two people in that room having sex and one of them was Harry. The other sounded to be a man.
Stepping back from the door she realized her mouth was hung open in surprise. Perhaps the Count was into men. Well, he was quite pretty. She could imagine that she supposed. Before she could even turn around the sounds behind the door stopped and the silence that suddenly surrounded her had her heart picking up a beat. Had she made a noise?
She swallowed and turned her head to see her door open down the hallway and wondered if she could make it quickly before anyone knew that sheâd been listening in.
But the moment that thought popped into her head the door opened up and there was Harry in a long white cotton pijama, the top unbuttoned and nearly draped off his shoulder. She glanced over his frame and back up to his eyes but he was different. His irises were almost black and his mouth was set strangely, like he had swollen gums, âWould you like something, Y/n?â
Shaking her head she stepped back, âNo. Sorry. I⌠heard something⌠nothing. Iâm going back to bed. Sorry!â
She turned to move away but he stopped her, his hand wrapped around her upper arm, making her twist back to face him, âAre you sure donât want anything?â
She darted her eyes behind him to the room heâd been in and it appeared to be lit by a fireplace. She saw something move across the doorway but couldnât make out what (or who) it was.
âIâm sorry for disturbing you. That⌠I was just worriedâŚâ
He smiled, his lips covering his teeth as he closed the door behind him and stepped in dangerously close, holding her arm to keep her from inching away. He looked down at the dirtied material tucked under her arm and he grunted softly, âOh my. What is this?â
Letting go of her arm he plucked the defiled sheets and nightgown from her and dropped the sheet to the floor, his hands crumpling around the white fabric, thumb dragging into the slippery wetness where her arousal had dripped.
She felt herself flush hot with embarrassment as she watched the Count inspect the damage sheâd done to her nightgown. It was obvious what it was he was looking at.
âPoor, Y/n,â his dark eyes met hers as he lifted his thumb to his mouth and ran the pad of his digit against his tongue, eyes fluttering closed when he swallowed.
All of the breath in her lungs was caught and now the flush of heat was forming in her tummy as she watched him enjoy the taste. Her taste.
His jaw clenched as he opened his eyes and looked down at her, dark irises raking over her frame and then back up to her face, a deep exhale escaping his chest, âWeâre all carnal beings, Y/n. Thereâs no shame in the bodyâs natural reaction to an arousing dream. All you have to do is call for me next time and Iâll make the emptiness go away. Iâll do whatever you ask.â
She couldnât blink or look away from him. She was trapped by his haunting gaze as he drew a finger from her jaw up to her temple and then back down until heâd gently scraped his nail over her pulse point, pressing in just enough to make a small indent bite into her flesh, before lifting and pushing his nail in crosswise against the same spot.
âX marks the spot. Doesnât it, Y/n?â
She gulped, âWhatâs that mean?â
Harry lowered his face close to hers. He was so close she could feel his breath on her cheek, âIf you ask politely,â he wrapped his hand around the side of her neck, thumb dragging against her jaw, âIâll show you what it means.â
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#the time has come#last part is out so anyone who was waiting for it to be completed now is the timeeeeeee#but I have thoroughly enjoyed reading along the way#talk about immersive#I loved getting to sit down for each part and get lost in the story#the worldbuilding#the detail#just above and beyond#this last part is sooooo beautiful#All he wanted was her. It didn't matter in what form. He just wanted to be with her. LOVE THISSSSS !#I canât get over the poem#I got to that part and said awwww out loud realizing what it was#so lovely#I felt the same way from trapper Harryâs letterđĽş#Iâve just had the best time reading#I hope people will take the time to read it#Itâs such a riveting story#how lucky are we#trinket joy guru#Guru really gave us 18k worth of fic this week on Patreon#talk about quality ! talk about bang for your buck !#Iâm amazed at guru continuing to put out 3x quality work each and every week on top of everything else she does#she is just the coolest#harry styles fic rec#fic rec#harry styles smut#the count#vampire!harry#so good so good#love love love
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Bartender: Hey, man, how's it going?
Me: Yeah, you know, it's good. Just thinking about how Gil Galad's kingship was haunted by Elrond. Like his first great failure after being crowned when he'd barely come of age was showing up too late to stop the destruction of Sirion. How he probably felt a deep personal responsibility to find Elwing's missing boys at least but couldn't even do that. Like, I know he probably got redirected by Cirdan toward all those refugees and stuff, but he probably really wanted a win, especially because he was kinda orphaned by then himself and knew how cruel fate was to the sons of greater destiny. Like all his family who'd been king before him died, like, horrifically? And then when Elrond returns all fine and he comes to Lindon and he's chosen the fate of the elves, Gil Galad's physically haunted by him again. See, but this time he chooses to be haunted by Elrond. Because I think he wants to fix what he sees as his first great failure by restoring a bright future for this kid which was robbed from him when Sirion fell--and it's probably like he wants better for him than what he got, too, because he got this kingship in exile thrust upon him when all he was doing was hanging out with Cirdan making ships or something with the other non-combatants and refugees like he and his mother who were fleeing war and violence and he was like fourth in line to the throne so he probably found out in one fell swoop that all his family's dead and oh, you're king and your destiny's out of your hands. So he's like, I'll make Elrond herald and give him all the experience and guidance on this leadership stuff I never got while also giving him better control of what kind of future he has. Then--get this--he never even marries or has kids and when his reign is coming to an end. . . Which, by the way, he probably foresaw his own death which is fucked-- because he gives Elrond his ring before the war of the last alliance, metaphorically making him his heir and also giving him the opportunity to shape his future. . .Yeah, yeah, cause Elrond wouldn't have been considered suitable to be a lord or a king or anything after he was raised by wolves the sons of Feanor. So when Gil made him herald it was like helping him gain political experience and any status he lost. So anyway, then Gil Galad dies, but in some ways he's spent a greater part of his life dedicated to the act of restoring Elrond to the path he should have been on in an alternate reality where he was raised as Earendil and Elwing's son and like correcting that first failure--but also changing Elrond's fate because Elrond has the ring, like, he literally has Gil Galad's legacy and power in his hands, something he wouldn't have had (or needed?) before. But he decides he won't be king. He'll use that power to guard the place that fulfills the legacies of both him and Gil Galad. He's rebuilt the home he lost, something Gil Galad was trying to give him, and then he makes it a place for all the orphans and the wounded and the refugees--like he even fosters a bunch of future orphan kings and like--
Bartender: Like the ending of Hamilton?
Me: *mumbling into my empty glass* Yeah, exactly like the ending of Hamilton.
#elrond#gil galad#i'm afraid to tag this anything else lol but anyway!!!#I have about 18 more pages of thought about this which is far more articulate#like how Elrond probably both appreciated and resented being made herald at first because he was grateful#to be given a role and was interested in playing a part in things but he would have been sooooo visibile#and people would have so many opinions and thoughts about him after he returned and he's just standing there to be stared at#and Ereinion knows exactly what that's like because that's him#the shared fate of the sons of greater destinies#they don't have a choice of whether or not to be looked at or judged and they rarely get to shape their own stories#oh and something something Elrond arriving too late to stop the fall of Eregion in his first great test#Also I'm entirely bullshitting with what I remember from the timeline so misinformation warning ?? lol#Anyway Gil Galad and his tragic beautiful fantastic reign has my entire heart#the king who stepped up the king who was probably more comfortable on the battlefield than the throne room but who always did his duty#to the very last#Tolkien i'm in your walls
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my heart tells me to teach for my second favorite physics professor ever but my head tells me the other professorâs schedule fits better with mine đđđ
option 1 (secondmost beloved physics professor) vs option 2 (not familiar with his teaching style but he is kind of in my department)⌠iâm going to whine and sob and cry like a little baby about this!!!
#itâs literally the same topic. electricity and magnetism for engineersâŚ#iâm doing that right now but for bio majors. and thermodynamics#WAAAAAAA IM SO SAD I WANTED TO SEE THESE LECTURES AGAINâŚ#LIKE IM NOT EVEN KIDDING#this one and my favorite physics professor both showed me how beautiful physics can be and i am like AAAAAAAAGGGGGHH#i still remember the last lecture day he just started talking excitedly about his research on spectroscopy and i was like#I WISH THIS LECTURE WAS THREE HOURS LONG ACTUALLY#heâs in the astronomy part of the physics and astrononomy departmentâŚ#after getting his phd at [redacted school that rejected me for undergrad] he did stuff in the uk and then came back here⌠sooooo cool#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGHHHGGGHHHH. anyways.#iskul bukol: undergrad edition
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đđđđđ đ¨đŤ đđđđđ[đđŤ]!! | t. fushiguro + s. ryĹmen
đđ˛đ§đ¨đŠđŹđ˘đŹ: Next time, look around the area before you say you find a serial killer attractive. Because youâre about to see what mess your words will have you end up in â and your clothes all torn up.
đđ¨đ§đđđ§đđŹ: serial killers! Toji + Sukuna x fem! reader - explicit content; minors DNI - modern au! - age gap (the reader is in their early 20s) - porn with plot - oral (f! + m! receiving) - threesome - double penetration; anal (first time) & vaginal - restricted movement (hands tied up) - face-sitting - cowgirl dp positions - gun + knife play - choking - spanking - unprotected sex - overstimulation - degradation (brat, broad, slut, whore) - pet names (baby, dollface, good girl, pet, princess) - blackmail/threats - the reader is in an established relationship w/ Nanami - mentions of blood, tears, spit, and drool.
đđ¨đŤđ đđ¨đŽđ§đ: 6.6k (told you, porn with plot, lol)
đđŽđđĄđ¨đŤ'đŹ đđ¨đđđŹ: uhhhh happy Friday the 13th, everybody???? blame @ramonathinks for this idea (jk, don't, she's so amazing, ty for pushing me into this, mona bear ⥠and tysm for beta reading; your thoughts mean the world). Haven't done a fic in two months sooooo go easy on me!! Not proofread, so I'll fix stuff l8rrrr
âNo.â
âOh, come on, Y/n! Just answer the question!â
âYouâre so fucking sick, you know that!?â You glare at your friend, who slumps on the booth chair with a heavy sigh.Â
A slight breeze tickles your skin through your comfortable sweatshirts as the leaves on the trees slowly change to autumnal colors, and Halloween decor is already adorning every house and every yard. It was a warm and sunny afternoon on this pleasant Friday. Usually, youâd be cozied up in your apartment enjoying yourself, probably catching up on some horror flicks you missed last year.Â
But alas, that was not the case. Because youâre a college student. As October has finally rolled around, only one thing prevents you from enjoying this beautiful season â midterms. The thought of it is enough to pull you into a pool of dread. Every day has been one whirlwind after another. Yet, on the bright side, all you have now is one last exam to worry about, and youâll finally be able to rest this weekend. So here you are, at the diner with your best friend, Shoko Ieiri, completing your papers while eating off your plates to satiate the stress. For the most part, things were going smoothly.
Until the news anchor on the television at the bar relays an announcementâŚÂ
ââŚOnce again, everyone, please be on the lookout for these two killers on the loose. Three weeks ago, the two recently escaped from their cells, killed three guards, and are still at large. There have been accounts around the state that reported recent sightings of either or both criminals, the recent one being in this county 27 hours ago. So, please, stay safe. The killers are identified to beâŚâ
And Shoko, being the curious person she is, asks you a question that stops your fingers from typing on your laptop: âDo you find those killers hot?âÂ
Thatâs how you two end up where you are now, groaning at the brunetteâs persistence in getting your approval to find two criminals â murderers, even! â attractive.Â
âHey, Y/n, I know you hear me.â Shoko snaps their fingers at you while you try to get the assignment done. âJust answer the question: donât you think those guys are hot.â
âWe didnât come all this way for you to talk about your hybristophilia fantasies.â Facing the Word document, you remind your friend why youâre here in the first place. âJust get back to writing; I wanna finish this and get home.â Thereâs nothing said afterward for a few seconds, thinking she has finally given up.
However, âFirst of all,â your eyes close to conceal them rolling behind the lids. âIâm not into hybristophilia; I just know a hot guy when I see one. Second, look at their mugshots. Like, damn, youâve ever seen anyone so intimidatingly good-looking before? Come on, have a look!â
âYouâre such a weirdo,â the click-clacking of your fingertips tapping your keyboard fills the rest of your answer.Â
Still, she persists. âY/n, look at the phoooone~â
No words, only tapping keys.
âY/n?â
The keys become louder.Â
âPretty, pretty, pleaseeeee~?âÂ
Louder.
âY/n!!â
A fist bangs on the booth table as the other closes the laptop shut, sending another glare to the person across from you who holds the phone up. Youâve had it at this point, so you say with a steady breath, âIf I look at the dumb mugshots and answer your dumb question, will your dumbass leave me alone and finish your work?â The brunette only puts the phone on the table and slides it your way, giving you big doe eyes and whimpers like a hurt puppy. You sigh with your nostrils as you snatch the phone up, your gaze stationed on the images presented.
The image displayed two mugshots: on the left was a man with raven hair and a scar on the left of his lip. Intense, forest-green orbs contrast the black strands that cover his forehead. The mugshot letter board below him is labeled as "Toji Fushiguro." The one on the right is another man with spiky salmon-colored hair pushed upfront with prominent black tattoos decorating his nose, cheeks, and forehead. The board named him as âSukuna RyĹmen.â
You look at the pictures intently, examining the menâs features at your discretion. It didnât occur to you how long you were gawking at the mugshots until you peered from the phone to see Shoko give you the biggest shit-eating grin. Shaking your head, you chew the inside of your cheek before responding.
ââŚ.Well,â you cough. ââŚtheyâre not terrible looking at all. They areâŚ..hot.â
âTold you!â Shoko slams the table with high enthusiasm, earning another sigh from you as she snatches the phone back. âWould you fuck them?â
You almost popped a vein. What the fuckââis wrong with you!?âÂ
âItâs just a question, geez.â She holds her hands up defensively. âOr is that too lewd and raunchy to ask the partner of the trusting, charismatic âGolden Boyâ SGA president, Kento Nanami?â
You choke on your spit before you can say anything, and your cheeks dial in warmth. âS-Shut up! Donât bring my love life into whatever deviant horny thoughts youâre thinking!â
âIâm sorry, Iâm boreeeeeeed. I donât wanna do this paper, ugh.â The brunette whines and bangs their forehead on the table surface; your eyes roll for the fifteenth time in the past three hours. ââŚMaybe I should get some dick after this.â
âFor fuckâs sake, Iâm going to use the restroom.âÂ
You exit the dining booth when they give you a muffled response of anguish, straightening yourself and heading for the back of the diner. As you walked away, you noticed a pair of hooded figures sitting at the booth behind you. Realization kicks in, and you groan internally. Oh, God, they probably heard what we were talking about! But what caught your mind next was that one of them had a black mark on the bridge of their nose. Huh, what an odd tattooâŚ
After using the toilet, you wash your hands at the sink, but your mind is still fixated on that weird tattoo. Who would get such a thing on their face? Wouldnât that hurt? I wonder if thatâs the only tattâ And then It clicked, you quickly turn off the faucet and dry your hands, exit the rest restroom, and run to your booth. Shoko was begrudgingly typing away on their laptop until she saw you return in a hurry.Â
âHey, you okay?â She asks you, but you arenât looking at them. Your face contoured to a confused expression as you stared at the booth behind the one you were sitting in, now empty.Â
âDidâŚ..The two people who sat behind us, did you see them?âÂ
âHmm? No, I didnât. Mustâve left while my head was on the table.â
âUh huhâŚâ you say nothing more as you slowly sit back in front of your laptop. Your mind is now clouded with confusing thoughts, questioning your experience up until now. It could be a coincidence, quite far out at that. Regardless, you couldâve sworn you saw that tattoo on the Sukuna guy that Shoko showed you. It was such an uncommon decor, especially since you just saw it on the face of a criminal. Not to mention, the news anchor earlier stated that those two killers were in this exact countyâŚ
Needless to say, you didnât touch your keyboard for about twenty minutes. Your mind was too wrapped up elsewhere to think clearly about your school assignment, and your body harbored a disturbing chill worse than the soft autumn winds.
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââ
ââŚSo, why are you researching about the loose killers again?â
âHm? Oh,â you stop typing on the laptop to attend to the phone call youâre on. Exiting your bedroom, you walk to the living room. âNo reason, I was just curious. I saw something about them on the news at the diner with Shoko.â
The person on the other side of the line hums. âYou should be careful about stuff like that.â
âYeah, I know, Kenty,â you open the sliding door to your balcony and close it behind you before taking a seat on the cream-colored swing chair.
âIâm very serious, Y/n.â It was none other than Kento Nanami who was speaking with you. The trustworthy âGolden Boyâ of your class year, the circumspect president of the Student Government Association⌠your loving and attentive boyfriend.
"I know you are."
"And those guys aren't just any usual criminals. They're notorious killers who barge into people's homes at night to steal valuable things. Maybe even kill their victims in their sleep if they have the time. So, be very careful, okay? Canât trust these streets at night, especially now with those guys on the run. So, donât go anywhere alone, always have your pepper spray on you, and be sure everything is locked â doors, windows, everything.â
A deep sigh leaves your lips. âYeah, I double-checked all the locks once I got inside.âÂ
No one says a word; the rustling of the trees and the beeping of cars from the traffic at the light substitute this awkward silence. Until Nanami says, ââŚ.You scared?â
You donât answer immediately, your mind flashing back to the bewildering encounter at the diner earlier today. Those two hooded men, one with a black tattoo on his face. It felt too surreal to feel like a coincidence, yet it wasnât too far out of your mind to think as such. The timing was strange, with the news reporter and your conversation with Shoko. The thought of two murderers nonchalantly being in the same space as you rub you off in the worst way imaginable. ââŚKinda, yeah. A bit spooked.â
âYou want me to come up there and spend the night?â
âNo, no! You donât have to do that,â you hurriedly decline his proposal. âI know youâre busy with homework and student government stuff. I wouldnât want you moving around so much; Iâd feel bad.â
You hear him chuckle on the other side of the phone, and your heart swoons at the sound. âDonât feel bad; you could never be a burden to me, especially when your safety is my top priority.â Another skip of the beat; itâll never fail to amaze you how sweet he is with his words.
âThank you, Kenty. But still, I know youâve got a lot on your hands. You donât have to see me right this moment. Besides, isnât Haibara supposedly dragging you to some party at Getoâs?â Nanami is silent for a few seconds before he groans; a smile creeps up on your face at his reaction.
âUnfortunately, yes. I have to leave to pick him up, and then we can goâŚBut I can cancel and come oââ
âAbsolutely not.â Youâre quick to interject. âYouâve been so high and on edge with your exams. This is the first party after midterm week. And I can bet my left toe that Gojo â cause you know heâll be there if Geto is â will be upset you couldnât make it.â
ââŚâŚ.Which one?â
âExcuse me?â
âYou have five toes on your left foot, so which oneââ
âKento.â He chuckles once more for your ears to hear at the use of his real name. âHave fun, okay?â
Nanami hums. âIâll try. Iâll come by your place Sunday. Sounds good?â
âPerfect. Take some pics for me. Love you!â
Your boyfriend bids you farewell before ending the call, already missing his voice. A yawn creeps out from you, a sign that you are indeed fatigued and need rest. Leaving the balcony, you close the door and do a final check at your door. Confirmed that itâs locked and secured, you turn off the living room lights and head back to your bedroom to get some shut-eye.Â
You shut off and close your laptop on your desk before turning off the lights. Then, you lift the comforter and finally enter the chilly embrace of your bedsheets. Usually, youâd scroll on your phone for a little bit until you get drowsy enough to fall asleep. Yet â it could be because of the exam you were doing at the diner â you felt way more exhausted than usual and wanted to sleep right away. And you did just that: closed your eyes, listened to the calming rhythm of your breaths, and soon drifted into an anticipated slumber.
âŚ.Three Hours LaterâŚ.
The next time you open your eyes, youâre not in the room you left yourself in â let alone the bed.Â
Instead, you find yourself somewhere cold and dark. Your bed is nowhere in sight, just a lone chair facing you. There are no windows, no desks, just you and this chair with a sole overhead light that almost blinds you when you slowly get up.Â
The change of scenery throws you off as one thought after another picks up the pace of confusion. Where am I? What is this place? This has to be a sick dream of mineâŚWait a minute. You look down to find your pajamas are shriveled and torn up, pieces of the material scattered all over where youâre lying on the cold floor. Also, what the fuck!? You canât seem to move your hands and feet, noticing that thereâs some rope restricting your limbs from moving freely from one another. No matter how hard you try, squirming does little to no help, yet it confirms that this is not a dream.
What the absolute fuck is going on right now!? It was an appropriate question for this perplexing situation, not knowing where to pick up from to start picking clues as to why youâre here. Better yet, who brought you here?
âAh, look whoâs awake.â
You turn to the sound of a door opening and closing; the direction it came from makes it hard to register the distance of whoever was speaking to you. However, that doesnât matter because you can hear footsteps approaching you and a figure stepping into the light. And when the face finally comes to your field of vision, your blood shifts into an immediate icy cold.
Standing to you by the chair was a man in a tight black shirt that exhibited his muscular arms and physique way too perfectly, harboring dark and baggy pants. But those werenât the features that had your breath hitch. No, no. The man before you had raven hair with the length stopped to his ears and strands that covered his brows. They did not even try concealing the striking green eyes that looked straight at you. And the familiar scar at the right of his lip put everything together for you â the mugshot that Shoko showed me, the inmate that escaped prisonâŚ!
Toji Fushiguro, in the flesh, takes a seat on the chair with his legs spread while putting on black gloves. He notices your look of realization and smirks; you donât like how his scar is rooted up with the motion. âYâre a pretty heavy sleeper, ya know that. But I guess that made bringing you here a lilâ simple.âÂ
A tiny bit of confidence prompts you to speak with the man. âWheâWhere am I?â
âCâmon now, little girl,â your stomach churns when he scoffs at you. He brings up a hand to help him as he cracks his neck. God, why is he so jacked!!? âYâre supposed to be smart, right? You know thatâs the wrong question to ask me.âÂ
Okay then, think, Y/n, think⌠ââŚWhy did you kidnap me? Is it for money? Because I donât have muchââ The palm of Tojiâs hand faces you to halt you from speaking more, making your nervousness dwell even further.Â
âFor one, you should really consider locking your balcony door when yâre done using it.â There are not enough words to describe the mental facepalm you gave yourself. âIf we wanted to run yâr pockets, we woulda done so earlier.â He casually admits to you. âBut thatâs not why we brought ya here, so heâll explain it to ya.â
He? Wait, wait, we??
The other mugshot hits you like a flash before you hear the door open and close again. Of course, Toji isnât the only one on the run right now. There was another guy with salmon-colored hair and tattoos. The other figure, now wearing a black tank tee and ripped black jeans, came from behind Toji. Your stomach drops to the floor when your eyes land on the prominent black tattoo on his nose â now seeing that he has way more on his face, shoulders, arms, and wrists. The scene from the diner replays until your brain canât keep up. It was him, no doubt about it.
âWell, well. Did the sleeping beauty finally get their rest?â Sukuna RyĹmen, looks just as [if not more] dangerous as Toji. He stuffs his hand into the back of his jeans pocket. âListen here, Iâll be asking you some questions, and I expect nothing but honest answers. Got that?âÂ
You donât know what possessed you to ask the question. You being scared shitless right now shouldâve prevented you from doing so. And yet, you ask, âAnd if I donât?â
It happened way too fast; your eyes couldnât even process it happening. But one moment, the salmon-haired criminal was standing in front of you beside Toji. The next, you feel someone crouched behind you with the cold feeling of something barely piercing your skin. Your eyes widen, and you donât dare move a single hair. Toji shakes his head at you, the smirk on his face still present. Now you can guess who had fun cutting up your PJs.
âI donât think you wanna know the answer to that question.â He says it so close to your ear that you couldâve nearly fainted. Sukuna then moves the knife to scrape the side of your neck. âAnd donât you ever think youâre in a position to ask me questions. Use that college brain of yours, brat.âÂ
You gulp â a risky move when you have a sharp object to your neck â and nod. Satisfied, the pink-haired man removes the knife from your proximity and stands right up. âAt least you follow things quickly.â He says while walking back to where he stood prior. âNow, question one: do you know a kid named Kento Nanami?âÂ
The mention of your boyfriendâs name hits you like whiplash. Kento? What do they want with him!?
ââŚYes, I do.â
âGood. Next question,â You chew the inside of your lip before he asks you the following. âWhere does he live?â
Your body almost shuts down when he says the final word. No. No, no, no! Absolutely not! âI canât tell you that.â
âTch, just when you were doinâ so good.â Sukuna sucks his teeth. âAnd why the hell not?â
âBecause I donât want you hurting him.â
He barks a laugh. âYou donât even know what weâll do to him! Damn, talk about a loyal dog.âÂ
The insult sparked a flame in you. It was a small one, but a flame nonetheless. âWhy the hell do you want to know anyway? Itâs not like he knows you anyâHrckk!â
âWhat the hell did I say about you asking questions, huh.â A hurried hand meets your throat, black nails digging into your skin as his grip gets unbearably tight. You attempt to keep a stern face despite choking for some air, but youâd be lying that the pain wasnât getting to your head.
âAlright, Kuna, let âem go.â You almost forgot about Toji sitting on the chair until he spoke up. With a displeased click of the tongue, Sukuna releases you and throws you to the cold, hard floor. âFor your information, princess, that kid does know us.â
Youâre coughing up a storm, but you still listen. Your eyes are watery, and your throat pulses. âHicâŚAck, whatâWhat are you talking about?â
Toji continues. âThat little friend of yârs is the reason why we were behind bars for three years. Fuckinâ kid saw us break into a house in his neighborhood and called the cops on us. For the longest time, weâve thought about getting out of those damn cells and coming back to rip that lilâ fucker limb from limb. Maybe ransack his whole home and then some.âÂ
âAnd now that we are out here,â Sukuna chimes in. âWe plan on doing just that. We were sitting right behind you at the diner and heard the brown-haired chick say his name, meaning he had to be around this county. And when he heard that fucking square had a little girlfriend, who better to introduce ourselves and point us the way than you.âÂ
So much information hits you all at once that youâre not given enough time to process it properly. Nanami called the cops on these guys? Where was that piece of information on the phone call!!? Three years ago, it mustâve happened before the start of freshman year. And then thereâs the matter of these murders trying to kill him â the love of your life!Â
You immediately try to weigh your options: you could give them a fake address, but that would lead them back to you and have you killed instead. And Nanami doesnât live at home right now; heâs on campus with you and everyone else. So, sharing these two his home address will just have his family killed in his place! Oh, you wouldnât handle that guilt; you just couldnât!!
âSo, whatâll it be, little girl?â Tojiâs voice snaps you from your rampant thoughts. âYou can be a cute girlfriend and be loyal, and weâll just kill you right here, right now. Or, you give us an address, weâll put you back to sleep, and youâll never see from us ever again.âÂ
Those two options were far from what you wanted to do. You would never want to jeopardize your poor boyfriendâs life and those around him for being a model citizen, especially for these assholes! There had to be a way, something you could do!
âPlease, donât hurt him!â The ropes on your hands and feet have you shuffle to look at the two men from the dirty ground. âHe didnât do anything wrong. Please just spare him!â
âNo-can-do, brat.â Sukuna comes down to your level once more, yanking your shirt â or whateverâs left of it, your bra practically out for the whole world to see â to lift your upper body. âNothing to ease a vengeful spirit than taking care of the problem, right? So do us a favor, will ya.âÂ
Tears are fighting your control to fall, your body trembling. Youâre scared, so so frightened. But most of all, youâll do what you can to make sure your âgolden boyâ stands tall for you. âPlease, Iâll do anything! Anything you want, Iâll do it! So, please!!âÂ
Sukuna opens his mouth to bite back, but no words come out. Actually, his expression resorts back to a neutral tone. He then turns to Toji, who looks at him with a quirked brow. Thereâs nothing but silence between the two, a silent conversation between the two killers that you have no choice but to stay quiet for. And you jerk when the two focus back on you. Sukuna then finally says something.
âAnything, huh?â Itâs the worst when he sneers at you. Such a devious man.Â
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âTch. Fucking brat.â Sukuna sucks his teeth before he snatches your chin with a rough vigor, forcing your teary eyes to face him. And it doesnât help that you now have a gun pointed at your temple. âThis is your warning. You better do this right, or youâll be the first to get a gift with your boyfriendâs head all minced up. Now, use that mouth. Properly.â
Never in your wildest dreams did you ever think youâd end up here. You stood on your knees and hands on the concrete floor, your mouth occupied with Sukunaâs cock, propelling your face to and fro to meet the base. Why the handgun to your head? According to the salmon-haired man, he said: âTry to fight, run, or bite our dicks off, then this whole mag is getting emptied.â So, youâre literally giving the fellatio of your life. And judging by the grunts coming from Sukuna, it seems youâre doing a decent job keeping him going.Â
As for the other one, Toji, his hands grabbing onto your asscheeks from beneath should answer that. âCâmon, baby, sit on my face. I donât biteâŚâ you can tell he has the biggest grin on his face saying that, has you hesitant to follow orders. Regardless, you gently sway your ass down to sit on his face. But impatience gets the best of him before he pulls you down himself, his nose abruptly hitting your clitoris. You jolt despite his hands keeping you on him, forced to feel his tongue and mouth indulging on your wet folds.
So there you sit, bare and nude, for the men to use you as they see fit. Whatever piece of your clothes were torn off you to be fully exposed for them. This is what you choose to do for the sake of your boyfriend: giving yourself off for the night.Â
Oh, if Shoko could see you now. Sucking off one of the exact murderers you two were talking about at the diner while the other eats you out? You know youâll never hear the end of it from her if â by some miracle â she finds out! And youâll hold onto that miracle for as long as you can.Â
ââŚFuuuck, hnngh! Itâs been a minute since I had my dick on something tight,â Sukuna comments while putting his free hand on your head. His thrusts increase to have your tongue bathe the underside of his dick, and he sighs at you choking when the tip suddenly hits your uvula. âHeh, thatâs right. Keep those tears coming, petâŚYou seem to be enjoying yourself there, Fushiguro. This broad taste that fucking goodâOhhh shit, fucking shitâŚâ
You can feel Tojiâs lips curve into a smile from down under, he gives your labia and clit a slow and antagonizing lick before responding to his partner in crime. âMmmm, man. Itâs been a while since I had to do this. Crazy how this princess got with a square like that kid. Wonder if he makes âem feel good like this.â And then he returns to your clit to give it a harsh suck.Â
Your body continues to be used like a toy. Your jaw loosens to oblige Sukunaâs girth thatâs currently hitting the back of your throat every time your lips meet the pubes of his pelvis. His ruts dial-up, and you ball your fists with the constant oral abuse on your face. Drool runs down your chin with every shove of his length, practically choking you with his dick. And the commotion between your leaking vulva and Toji doesnât go unnoticed either; motherfukerâs tongue is relentless, making sure every crevice and part of your pussy is familiar with him. And the sounds of him slurping your essence are so lewd, so erotic for your ears that you think theyâre bound to explode on you.Â
ââAhhh, damn, Iâm gonna cum,â Oh, God. Your eyes open to look at Sukunaâs expression, nothing but pure enjoyment looking at your pitiful look. âYouâre cute looking all pathetic taking my cock like this, whoreâMmmph!! Shiiiit, keep your head like that.â He grabs your head as his thrusts speed up to an irregular pace, your throat and face becoming numb. Your whimpers are muffled, and tears streak down your cheeks. His groans of pleasure fill the room, and before you know it, his load is released down to the depths of your throat. Youâre stuck taking it, mewling on the shaft still in your mouth until heâs finished.Â
He removes you when he is, his cock slathered in your saliva and still rock hard. You gawk at it, amazed that you could fit it in your mouth. And you hate to admit this, but it has you wondering what Tojiâs is like.Â
Speaking of, with a foggy mind, you peer down to see Toji finally done eating your cunt out. âYa taste good, you know that.â He licks his lips provocately with a smile. You open your mouth to say something, but he cuts you off. âYou ready frâ me now?â He cocks his chin up, and you turn to see what heâs talking about, only to be met with the pinkish-red tip of his sprung erect cock. If you didnât think youâd be able to have Sukunaâs in your mouth, youâre going to need a dietyâs grace to see what you can do with Tojiâs. âHeh, think Iâm too big frâ you? How the hell is Kento handling a piece like you?â
âSâShut up, stop bringing him up!â You shout at him, tired of being reminded of the love of your life whom youâre betraying right now. All for his sake, but stillâŚ
He chuckles at your reaction. âLittle girl got spark, huh. Fine then, be a doll and put it in yourself.âÂ
Cold sweat slides from your brow. Me? Iâve gotta put that shit in on my own!? But you have to. You know you do. So, with anxiousness pooling in your stomach, you bring your ass up and use your hand to align his cock to your wet cunt.Â
It takes a lot of mental motivation for you to continue, but slowly and surely, you push the folds of your cunt onto his glans. The pain you experience makes it excruciating to bear, but with steady breaths, you push the tip in with every exhale. And when it finally enters your vulva, a gasp erupts from your puffy lips and a hiss from the man with the scarred lip. âMmmm, slow down, baby, slow it downâŚâ That was probably the only words heâs ever said that you could trust, so you anchor your ass down, taking in every inch of his length with his hands guiding your ass down. When you reach the base, you give yourself a few seconds to adjust to his girth within your velvety walls. âFuck, ya feel so nice and tight, princess.â
âIs that so?â Sukuna walks from behind. âCanât wait for me to have a go.â You couldnât even comprehend the meaning of that sentence because the salmon-haired one kicked your back. You are now mounted on Toji completely, the two of you facing each other while Sukuna crouches behind your ass. âGet ready, Iâm putting it in.â
âHuh?â Wait, both at the same time!? âHoâHold on, Iâve never done it in my ass befââ
âDoesnât sound like a problem to me; guess Iâll be the first then,â he shuts down your argument and then bends down to use his fingers and spit to ease your asshole. It feels so gross and repulsive that you could puke right now. Not that it would matter to Sukuna because heâs already set on doing it â his fore and middle finger pushing in and out of your anus. When he feels youâve loosened up, heâll remove his digits and substitute them with his cock.Â
And he doesnât warn you either, fucking bastard; he nudges his dick in his own countdown with no regard to how youâre feeling. Gripping onto the raven-haired manâs black shirt, Sukunaâs cock puts you through pain worth traumatizing, evoking screams that scratch your throat until he gets the whole thing in your ass. Nanami would never put you through this much pain. Never!
âAww, yâre making the pretty girl cry,â Toji teases condescendingly, chuckling at the sight of you burying your head in his chest to shield the embarrassment.Â
Sukuna hums while grinding his hips to your ass, a tiny bit of blood painting his shaft. âHmph, good, makes my enjoyment worthwhile. Now,â you shriek with the sudden snap of his hips to your ass. âLetâs get this show started.â
When Sukuna moves, Toji follows right after, and youâre left to fend for yourself in this unsteady tempo from both your holes. You start seeing stars from the unusual stimulation, and your mind and vision become so blurry that it hurts to think. Hell, it hurts to try and concentrate on one dick at a time! One is currently scraping the wells of your walls in a way that your slit clenches around him, while the other churns your insides from the back that almost takes your breath away. More drool and tears seep into the black shirt you use to disguise yourself from them. This shit is already humiliating as is!
âCâmon now, baby. Show me that pretty face of yârs.â Of course, Toji uses one hand to nudge your head to look at him. Your face is such a wet and hot mess, the sweat on your body making you sticky. The attempt to make sentences is beyond you, relying on moans and choked sobs to express your disorganized emotions. âThere ya are. Good fuckinâ girl.â
Toji then takes your plump lips with his, his hand snaking to the back of your head to deepen the kiss. It was one thing letting them use your cunt and ass as they see fit; now, they dare to kiss you in a time like this. Oh, this is the absolute worst! How can you speak to Nanami ever again after this!? These lips are now sullied by the lips and cock of other men. You canât ever go back and say that you were his, and itâs because of these assholes!!
âŚAnd whatâs worse, you were starting to find enjoyment in what you were doing, sinking into Tojiâs kiss and moaning into his scarred lips.
âHaahhâŚMmmphâŚDamn, this slut is so fucking tight.â Sukuna watches your back glisten in the light while your ass quaked under his unstable momentum. He sneers before slapping your asscheek, resulting in a rushed moan and a twitch from your pussy. Toji breaks the kiss. âHey, keep doing that. Think they like it.âÂ
With devilish glee, the tattooed other doesnât hold back. He gives you another smack to the ass, and more loud purrs and shrieks fill the space between you three. Fast ruts to your soaping slit and ass coincide with the strikes to your butt, catching you off guard and leaving a stinging sensation every time.Â
Itâs apparent now that your hips start to move on their own, riding out your own high while preparing for your orgasm thatâs climbing up. And the raven-haired man notices as he puts your hand on your aching buttcheeks. âGoin somewhere, dollface?âÂ
Oh, for fuckâs sake, let me come already!! ââAhhnn, ooohhhh!! Iâm about to cummmâIâm gonna breakâEeyahhh!!!
âThat so?â You want to wipe that smirk off his stupid, dumb, handsome face. âThen go ahead and get dirty, princess. Ring us up.â
Your arousal staggers up when both of their thrusts fall into a unity, the tender spots of your gummy walls from your ass and cunt being hit and abused prompt more ecstatic moans and your head pounding with every jab. Almost there, almost! Please, please, I want it!! And you are finally given what you want; your release crashes into you in a hard swoop, the shocks crawling up your body while your holes contract around both menâs cocks. Your brain falls into an erotic trance; you only care about the euphoric sensations tingling around your body. Dizziness overtakes you, and your head descends back on Tojiâs chest.
âHmph, you really a pathetic pet.â Sukuna grinds his pelvis into your sensitive ass. The aftershocks from your release still make your body react to their movements. âChasing for your own orgasm, huh. We outta fuck that selfishness right out of you, damn bratâŚâ
You donât say anything â more like you donât have the energy to. Your ass and chasm are too stuffed to keep your mind active, and your eyelids feel too heavy to keep up. It probably was from all that crying and screaming. All you want to do is go back to sleep in your bed at your cozy apartment. But that must be asking for too much. Just please end this nightmareâŚ
KentyâŚPlease forgive me, Iâm so sorryâŚ.
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You canât remember how sleep found you that night. But your eyes open to the ray of sunshine that peaks through the binds of your bedroom. Wait, my bedroom!?
You shoot up from your bed, the soft comforter and sheets peeling off your skin, and the cool air from the air conditioning welcomes you back to your personal space. Everything untouched, everything where itâs supposed to be â where youâre supposed to be.
A deep breath is the first thing you do when you wake up, following a long exhale. Was I dreaming? You wouldâve accepted that delusion had you not looked down to realize that your figure was covered with one of your oversized shirts, remembering that your old pajamas were cut and torn up. Flashes of last night return to haunt you, and shivers travel down your spine from realizing what transpired at those ungodly hours. You quickly check your sheets for any stains â Thank God, none. Funny how a pair of serial killing assholes have the decency to clean up your body.Â
And then a sudden feeling of dread crawls up after hearing your phone vibrating on your nightstand. You hurry to check the screen to find out it was a text message from Nanami. Itâs a Saturday, 9 a.m. Heâd usually be sleeping in until noon. Curious, you unlock your phone to check what your boyfriend is texting you about.
Recent Message from: ⥠my bby nanamiii âĄ
Hey, Y/n. Hope you slept well and everythingâs okay. Iâm coming from Getoâs place after picking up Haibara, who is going through the worst hangover right now. He said he wants to see you and that you make the best meals for his hangovers. I donât want to intrude if youâre not up for guests, so please tell me so I can take him somewhere else. But otherwise, weâll be there at around 30-45 mins. Letâs just relax this weekend, okay?
Reading the text as you fall in love with him all over again. After what youâve gone through, knowing that heâs safe and sound from any trouble, all you want right now is to be around him and hold him close. To be with him and forget about everything thatâs happened.Â
You send a heartwarming reply saying youâll be waiting for the two of them. Then, you remove yourself from the bed and stretch out your fatigued muscles. Ugh, I should probably shower before Nananmi gets hereâŚ
However, before you lift your shirt and head for the bathroom, you notice a glass of water and a bag full of pills. HuhâŚI definitely didnât have that there when I went to sleep before I was taken. And next to the glass was a folded piece of paper. Curiosity got the best of you this morning as you picked up the material to read its contents.Â
And this is where you knew your life was changing, for better or worse. Your legs give out, making you fall to your knees with a shaky breath, the hairs of your body standing, and your heart on the verge of leaping out of your mouth. What you read crushed your whole being, leaving you cold in this world â worse than the autumn breeze.
Yo, thanks for the great time last night. Keep that up, and your pretty boytoy will keep standing. Hereâs water and birth control, and keep that bag safe. Wouldnât wanna end up losing it for the next time we fuck you dumb. See ya later, pet.
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won't you be my sunshine-a.h.
a/n: runner!hotch x sunshine!reader !! sooooo fluffy, first hotch fic of mine so be gentle with me! lots of pining and happy end <3 happy to continue with these two in an au!
Aaron Hotchner is not a particularly emotive man.Â
This is a skill he has honed, a cherished quality that was not born of luck or of natural ability, but a skill that he has honed down to a fine tip point. He needs to be, in this job. Itâs cost him things, of course, but for the most part, Aaron is happy with his choices. He takes a firm line with people he works with, and does not always let up in his personal life.
The only time this sometimes causes a hitch, is in his romantic life.
Which isnât to say that he has one.Â
There is a woman who reads in the park every morning. Aaron affectionately thinks of this bench as her bench, as it is marked by wisterias and hyacinths on either end of it. Itâs something of a ritual, after his runs, that they talk.Â
Itâs fun. He doesnât have a lot of space for fun. Heâd collapsed on the bench one day after siphoning his anger at a particular case into a difficult run. Heâd crashed onto the bench, sweaty and exhausted and hadnât even seen her there. Which is a bit impressive, as sheâs hard to miss the sight of. It is also in equal measure embarrassing. Itâs not every day you collapse in front of a gorgeous woman, disturbing her from what is likely a lovely afternoon in the park.
Thatâs how it started, anyway. She doesnât run, so each break is punctuated by her company. Heâs actually not sure if theyâre flirting. Heâs not very good at that- the last time he has to he was 17 and so full of unearned confidence, he lucked into a partnership.Â
Now, heâs a bit older and a lot more scarred. Sheâs younger than him, not by much. She laughs with her whole chest at his dry, glib humor- and this is something Aaron had forgotten. The joy of a beautiful, wonderful womanâs company beside you.Â
He feels a little out of place next to her. Romance is not something he does. Ever thought heâd do again, really. Thatâs not to say that this is romance. Their romance is almost entirely hypothetical. He thinks of her at work, which is a monumental development in and of itself.Â
âSo, how was the paperwork? I know youâve been taking a little more on since your colleague had a baby. Itâs so kind of you to do it.â She asks him on a beautiful August morning.Â
He fights off a blush that she remembers what heâs done for JJ. Heâs not big on mentioning his own good deeds. Aaron believes that this would cancel it out. Still, her praise is a warm balm to the exhaustion that plagues him. Itâs hedonistic, the way he wants her to say more about him. He wonders absentmindedly if she knew everything about him thatâs hard to love, sheâd still paint him with such a light and warm glance. Sheâs bright enough, heâs tempted to tell her everything about him just because she asks.Â
âIt wasâŚalright. My team is excellent. Iâm lucky to work with people like them, it makes the process better. I couldnât ask for more.â
She giggles a little at this, and thereâs that roar of affection.Â
He feels a sense of ease around her, one that is suspicious for him. He tries not to romanticize, but this connection is hard not to. Sheâs beautiful- this is obvious to anyone who meets her, a simple truth of her. But Aaron is trained to notice things little factors that show the truth of someone.Â
He likes to watch her- itâs a pleasant thing, getting to be in her presence. Itâs a little addicting, the way she looks at him. It makes him feel like all of the things he knows to be true of himself- his relative failures, the closed-off nature of his demeanor- are things that not only can be overlooked, but donât seem to be in her line of sight at all. Itâs an honor, to have her doe eyes rake over the sight of him, to meet him with gentle conversation.Â
He tries not to notice that she is gorgeous. Aaron has been around beautiful women, of course- this is not something that should surprise him. But thereâs something effervescent about her, something that his him wondering if itâs possible that she might feel the same way about him. He knows that he used to be a more attractive man, but now. Well, heâs a bit bruised, both metaphorically and physically.Â
It feels odd to even think of this happening. Sheâs just got a warm, sweet tone and he replays what itâs like when she greets him. She smiles her brilliant grin and sometimes hugs him. Itâs embarrassing how much he likes the feeling of it- soft curves against hard muscle and scarred skin. She always smells wonderful, and he wonders how nice it would be to have more of this.Â
âI like your new shirt, by the way.â She smiles at him, and his heart jumps. It feels juvenile, but- sheâs wearing a new lipstick, it seems. Her beautiful pout looks awfully tempting.Â
âI like the lip color,â he tries to compliment back amenably, but that doesnât stick. Instead, it comes out too earnest. Heâs hyper aware of the fact that sheâs right by him. She flushes, and Aaron feels a surge of pride.Â
âThank you,â she says, voice softer and flattered, and isnât that a pretty sound? Heâd love to do that for her, make her feel seen, make her feel like sheâs as beautiful as she is, âI thought you might like it.â
Itâs her directiveness that breaks the seal, he supposes looking back. Because she wore the lipstick for him. Thatâs just about the only thing it can mean, and he is struck with a particularly sensory fantasy of what it would be like to slot his mouth against hers- he gets the feeling it might be worth it even if he gets the color on his mouth.Â
Heâs a gentleman, though, he decides after a decidedly ungentlemanly amount of time spend staring at the gorgeous curve of her lips.Â
âWould you want to get dinner with me?â He hears himself say it before heâs processed it, and then itâs out into the world. His heart is hammering and heâs blaming on the run, when god, itâs absolutely about how breathtaking she looks, the sunlight reflecting off her hair like a halo. When she beams back at him, she looks particularly angelic.Â
Itâs then, she leans over and kisses him on the cheek.Â
âI thought youâd never ask.â
(Months later, when she is sitting on his kitchen counter and he is standing between her legs, gazing down at her with unabated fondness because he is entitled to that, he reflects on this moment and thinks god, how lucky am I, that I ran past that bench?)Â
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What a Coincidence | lando norris smau
lando norris x reader | best friend!oscar
summary: fans start to put the pieces together when y/n and lando start to get a bit obvious about their relationship
fc: sabrina carpenter
my first post ever!! i hope you enjoy it, apologies in advance for any mistakes, errors, or typos!
part 2
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ynfan1 finally!!! been waiting so long for this one!
ynfan2 TAKE MY MONEY QUEEN
yourbff absolutely beautiful album, love you!!
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oscarpiastri will be tuning in even though best friend privileges got me a sneak peek
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ynfan2 oscar piastri i will pay you an absurd amount of money to slide me the best friend sneak preview
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user1 INCREDIBLE WIN
ynfan2 the y/n lyrics?? or is this a coincidence??
user2 PAPAYAAAAAA!!!! CONGRATS!!!!
oscarpiastri hey that's my song
ynfan2 THE Y/N LYRICS I AM SO DELUSIONAL ABOUT THIS
oscarpiastri oh yeah, congrats mate
user3 THAT'S MY GOAT!!!
ynfan3 not lando trying to get y/n's attention when she has a new man đ
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ynfan1 waiting patiently for my show
ynfan2 lando in the likes ... y'all i am SO delusional about this
ynfan3 SO PROUD OF YOU Y/N!!!
oscarpiastri the whole crew had a great time tonight!
yourusername who had the best time? đ¤
ynfan2 what does this mean?? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN????
ynfan4 was lando in attendance tonight i have to know
ynfan5 i fear y/n fans don't know what "don't analyze too much" means
ynfan6 poor girl probably just wants to test the waters with her new man and everyone keeps speculating
user1 y/n fans want her with lando sooooo bad, i don't even think he's interested in her at all đ
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oscarpiastri "thank you oscar, i love using your best friend privileges"
landonorris i can't even fight back here
landonorris check your texts for my response
user1 musician lando coming soon?
user2 a man of many talents
user3 someone put him back in the car
ynfan2 oscar best friend privileges ... y'all HEAR ME OUT
ynfan3 here she goes again
user4 ready for race week!!!
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ynfan1 CONGRATS OSCAR!!!!
ynfan2 CONGRATULATIONS OSCAR!!! GREAT RACE!!!
ynfan2 yes i'm still delusional and screaming over lando being in the last pic
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oscarpiastri performing new music when i can't attend has to go against best friend privileges
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Your fics are sooooo good!!! The spanish is just the best part!! As a fic ideađđ spending summer with Carlos at mallorca!!
Sunburnt dinners, him loosing his mind over how cute you look a little sunburnt with your bikinis and summer dresses
hello anon! thank you so much, i really appreciate it đŤśđť I didnât know if you wanted it to me a smut of just fluff but here you go!
đśď¸ warnings: none. just Carlos simping over his fiancĂŠ, complimenting her so much
a/n: hihi! i hope you liked this and im sorry if there is any mistake, iâll try to improve. Feel free to leave feedbacks, requests or anything else!
It was summer time. Your fiancĂŠ, Carlos, surprised you with tickets for both of you to spend a week at Mallorca, a beautiful island in Spain, perfect place to visit in summer.
Carlos is a morning person and wanted to make the most of the few vacation days he had with you. Some days he wakes up early and likes to take you to have breakfast near the beach, other days he likes to cook breakfast himself before taking you for a walk over touristic places, showing new things about his beautiful country.
Then, he made sure not to forget about taking his girl to the beach as well, spending your afternoons there, drinking a couple of cocktails, relaxing under the sun, watching the sunset which is a gorgeous view but for Carlos, you are always his best view.
Youâve noticed that by the way he always has his eyes on you and how he simply cannot keep his hands for himself, always grabbing you, touching you in any way. oh he loves your little outfits for the summer and the sunburns adds the perfect spark to it. You are driving him crazier as the days pass by.
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It was the last day you were staying in Mallorca, tomorrow morning you were taking a flight back home with Carlos. The plan for today was having a romantic dinner at a restaurant but you wanted to have a little walk around the island to watch the sunset before that.
You were standing in front of the big mirror at the hotels room, getting ready, doing your makeup and wearing those summer dresses that you loved for how comfy and cute they were. Your fiancĂŠ was all dressed up already in some casual clothes, nothing too fancy.
You noticed Carlos stare on you all the time, as you got out from the shower, as you were choosing your clothes, putting them on and now.
âYouâve been staring at me the whole time. Tienes algo que decir?â Do you have something to say? You said, looking at the man sitting over the edge of the bed over the mirror, just right behind you.
âSolo una cosa⌠y es que te ves tan jodidamente hermosaâ just one thing⌠that you look so freaking stunning. He said, eyes not looking away from your body, obviously checking you out.
âOh really? thank you, amor, but if you keep staring at me for too long, i might meltâ you giggled, turning around now that youâre done with your makeup. âready now!â
âWait, come over here. Date una vueltecitaâ do a little spin for me. He signaled with his fingers and you laughed, doing as he asked before walking over to him.
Once he had you close enough, his hands found their way to your bare waist, pulling you even closer to his body. Your dress had slits there and your back was completely exposed so you could feel his warmth against your skin.
âI think this is my favorite outfit on you so far⌠i mean you always look so pretty and beautiful but oh my god. i love itâ he checked you out for the probably fifth time in the night, fingertips gently caressing your skin. âte ves tan mona, como una princesa, mi princesaâ you look so cute, like a princess, my princess.
âyeah? then i should wear it more often so I can be your princess more oftenâ you smiled, hands on his shoulders as he stood up. Carlos leaned down a little to place soft kisses on your lips and cheeks, his beard ticking you a little.
âDoesnât the ring on your finger means that youâre my princess already? or even better, youâre my queen. Always.â he whispered, leaving a last kiss with a âmuawâ sound. âEres toda mĂa, cariĂąoâ youâre all mine, love.
âAnd youâre gonna steal all the cameras! The paparazzi are going to be taking photos of this beautiful woman instead of meâ he faked a pout, being dramatic as always.
You playfully hit his shoulder. âHey! you know thatâs not trueâ you giggled at his pout and couldnât help but kiss those puffy lips that always drive you crazy.
âCon ese vestido de seguro que siâ with that dress, iâm pretty sure. He walked closer to the mirror, gently turned around so youâre looking at yourself in it. âEs que mĂrateâ Look at you.
âNunca me voy a cansar de decirte que me traes locoâ im never gonna get tired of telling you that you drive me crazy.
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And then you were late for dinner, but still got to have your romantic date. Carlos continued on complimenting every single thing about you, specially about how good you looked, but as much as he loved your outfit, as soon as you came back to the hotel room, the dress didnât stayed on for much longer :)
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The Spins - bsf!JJ Maybank Ă fem!reader
summary: y/n and JJ get high like they usually do, but this time y/n doesn't have as much control over herself like she usually would
word count: 1.5k
warnings: weed usage, smut, p in v (protected), fluffy
author's note: inspired by the song The Spins by Mac Miller, because I've always wanted to write something with that song in mind bc that song is sooooo JJ coded to me, and now I finally did and I think it's pretty good for once
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âDude, the trees are singing,â you call out and start to giggle, nearly falling over if JJ didn't have his finger hooked in the loop of your jeans since you stood up.
âYou for real?â he's just as dazed as you, but way calmer. That's how it is, when you get high together, you switch personalities, apparently. JJ starts to focus and talks less like himself, and you start to ramble until your tongue feels numb. Your mind is running haywire, going practically 60mp/h for all you know.
âListen!â you exclaim, and he pulls you back into his arms, falling into his hold and letting the heat overwhelm you a bit.
You've smoked with JJ ever since you were old enough to get away with it. He introduced you to it, and back then you just wanted to not be a chicken in his eyes. He is your everything, your best friend, partner in crime, and while drunk one night you promised each other to get married if both of you turn out single at 36. That last part is your future, you don't doubt it happening, but you do doubt that he even remembers the deal.
âIt's sooo beautiful, J,â you hum softly, trying to imitate the melody you hear.
âSure is, cupcake,â JJ smiles and runs his hand over your back. This high, you have a hard time to not give into your impulses. You wish on a daily basis that he would make a move and give you more than friendship, but he won't, and you love him for it, for not making it awkward.
âWould you- no, do you want to be a tree? That's not right either,â you sigh in frustration, not being able to form a coherent thought.
âWould I want to be a tree if I could?â JJ smiles sweetly, and you nod, biting your lip while staring at his.
âTrees don't do much,â he considers, and you watch him; taking your hand up to draw lines over his face. âI don't know if I could stand still all day every day.â
âNo, me either,â you sigh. âI want to be an elephant.â
âWhy's that?â He entertains your high thoughts as if they were sober ones, never letting you feel stupid, because you wouldn't do that to him either.
âHuge ears, fans, so hot,â you say and hold your hand to his forehead. âSo hot.â
âMaybe that's your fault,â he says, and you know it's a joke, it has to be.
âGotta cool you down,â you nod and he smirks.
âHowâr you gonna do that?â
âYou remember-â you stop and stare into the distance, the sea looks so pretty and calm at night.
âY/n, darling?â JJ brushes his hand through your hair, resting it at the edge of your jaw and brushing his thumb over your puffy cheek.
âOrgasm,â you nod, having finished your thought solitary.
âWhat?â he chuckles, and you tilt your head a bit, leaning into his touch without noticing.
âI just told you. Science says masturbation makes cool bodies. Do you not listen?â you huff, and he blinks a few times before he even tries to fully grasp your intentions.
âMaybe you should go inside then, help yourself out,â he says, letting go of your body, but you stay seated.
âJJ?â you ask, and for some reason you feel a little clearer at that moment.
âWhatâya need, gorgeous?â he asks, and you blush.
âWearing off,â you say, and he leans forward, making sure to not have you fall from his legs as he picks the bong from the small table and hands it to you. âThank you,â you smile and close your mouth around the glass while he flicks his lighter on and lets the water bubble up inside the device.
âBetter?â he asks after putting it back down, and you nod, but what you do next hasn't been part of his plan now or ever, at least not like this.
You take his head in your hands and press your lips to his, letting him taste some of the weed you'd just inhaled. But mostly he's filled up with how good it feels to finally kiss you and hold you and â have you rut against his growing erection? That can't be true.
But he's right and wrong as you pull away and stumble backwards and fall to the floor of the porch as if you regret all you did. JJ is still trying to fathom what just happened when you scramble up and start to rant about how you fucked everything up and how he must definitely hate you and everything is just the worst ever-
âCan you shut up?â he asks calmly, head in his hands, and you stop pacing to look at him.
âI'm sorry,â you say, eyes red and glossy, but your lips, your perfectly sweet and delicious lips, are trembling.
âI'm not,â he says, looking you straight in the eyes as he stands and takes your hand to lead you inside. He's overcome with need and love, and he feels most lucky; you making the move on him when he has never had the guts to, and doing it on a night where you guys have the Château for yourself with JB being at Sarah's. It's like he hit the jackpot three times that night.
âWhat are we gonna do?â you ask him, trying to not seem giddy, but you don't manage it well with how fucking high you actually are.
âReduce the heat or something,â he says before picking you up and practically throwing you onto the bed.
JJ is kissing down your body, removing every piece of clothing that is in the way of his hungry lips and your delicious skin. He's humming and mumbling things that you can't fully register because your body feels like it's floating and burning up and suffocating at the same time.
âJJ? Do you wanna fuck me?â you giggle, and he lifts his head, a line of spit connecting your tummy and his lips, as he looks up into your widened eyes.
âOh, baby, I never wanted to do any less than that,â he's basically growling at this point.
âI'm very high,â you're still giggling when he shifts upwards to be at the same level as your head. Your hands find his waist, and it's the first time you notice that he undressed not just you entirely, but himself too.
âI know. Will make you come so hard, baby,â he says as if it's a promise, but you can't reply as his lips lock with yours. Your eyes roll back just at the simple feeling of his tongue forcing itself into your mouth.
âFuck me, please,â you gasp, lifting your hips to meet his, and he hisses.
You can't remember if he put a condom on when he starts to push into you, and you couldn't care less. Your back is arched towards him, and he presses you into the mattress with your fingers intertwined and his lips sucking on your neck. And he was right, you could come just from the way he bottoms out, gently pressing against your cervix.
It's when his eyes finally find yours again that you believe you might've died and gone to heaven. JJ is so gentle, and he looks so beautiful while fucking you, and you don't think he minds that your brain is blocking out all the noise to focus on the pleasure he's giving you.
âYou feel so perfect, baby. I would die for this pussy,â he moans, and your unresponsiveness isn't what he wished for, but he knows you well enough to understand what's happening. âI won't be able to stay away from you now, cupcake. You own me,â he whispers in your ear, and you gasp.
âYou own me,â you repeat, searching for his lips to prove to him that you're devoted to him and no one else. JJ is amazed by you, always has been, but this is different. He's fully aware that he will not survive if you can't remember this night by tomorrow, or if you choose to deny what happened, or worse if you think it was a mistake altogether.
His hands leave yours to rub over your thighs and hook them around his waist before torturing your clit. And by God, he'd never imagined you scream so beautifully when he brings you to your high. A thousand angel choirs wouldn't sound as beautiful to him as you do.
But the definition of love takes a turn for him when you come, squirting all over his cock and not stopping until he can't hold back himself. A part of him is annoyed with himself for using a condom, but the more rational side of his brain thanks him for it, because he doesn't know if you could've gotten pregnant.
And while he fights himself to keep fucking you through both your orgasms, you feel like you finally reached clarity, like the mysteries of the universe have just revealed themselves to you.
âThat was the best sex in my life,â JJ pants as he falls to your side.
âI think I met God,â you sigh, but before he can ask what you mean with it, you've fallen asleep and are nuzzled into his side like you've never belonged anywhere else in your life.
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Mick Schumacher x Platonic!reader Oscar Piastri x Platonic!reader Logan Sargeant x Platonic!reader Liam Lawson x Platonic!reader
Summary - Five young drivers, five different teams and one friendship group
Warning - alcohol
Reader drivers for Redbull
Part one three
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âŚRIDE A COWGIRL!
a/n: okayyyy part 2 to save a horse! this oneâs a tidbit longer just cause i uhhh may have gotten carried away. thereâs also two smut parts in this sooooo enjooooy all that content.
part 1 | part 3
pairing: cowgirl!madison beer x reader
smut warnings: oral (r!receiving), strap riding, praise kink, masturbation.
warnings: parental arguments, criminal activity (super small), mentions of suicide attempt (non-main character), alcoholic drinks.
summary: you find yourself integrating slowly into farm life. yes, itâs a struggle. but madison makes it all worth it.
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the farm has not been easy on you.
your first nail chipped last week and the rest simply followed suit. that wasnât even your biggest issue. youâve fallen on your ass so many times that someone could make bank if they had a dollar for each time it happened.
you even got shoved off a stool by stanley. you werenât getting any better with him but you were definitely trying. cleaning his stable and brushing him when you could.
however, you could admit that things would be a lot worse if there wasnât a beautiful brunette sporting her cowgirl hat to pick you right back up.
you never thought youâd be getting along with a straight-up country girl. all your friends were the same, raised in the city and went to the ever so posh local private school. perhaps, thatâs where you went wrong in the first place.
âhey snappy!â madison approached you while you were deep in thought on your grandparentsâ front porchâ when did she mount a horse?
madison sat atop a gray mustangâ who youâve come to know as âtravisââ you need to start telling your grandfather to choose better names. she held onto the reigns while the horse trotted closer to the porch, stopping before the stairs.
âcome for a ride.â
who were you to say no to that smile?
you carefully approached, not wanting a repeat of stanley. you were still fairly cautious around the animals, they havenât been very kind to you either. stomping whenever you did something wrong or making you chase them around. travis was a bit more approachable, probably cause madison was there. you stopped in your tracks.
âi donât know how to get up there.â you sighed, dejected.
âokay.â madison smirked at you, dismounting the horse. she pointed to the saddleâs stirup. âput your foot in there thenâŚâ she pointed to the saddleâs horn, âput your hand there to help hoist yourself up.â
you put your foot in the stirup just as she said, grabbing the horn and slowly pulling yourself up. you felt the saddle move, freaking yourself out a bit and losing your footing. you felt a pair of hands grip both sides of your waistâ it took you a second to process that madison was touching the skin that was showing from under your tied up flannel.
âcâmon, iâve got you.â the sight was enough to make you weak to your knees, but those wordsâ oh, those words had you. she pushed upwards, her hands reaching as far as your ribcage, to help you mount the saddle. her fingers, they were so calloused from working on the farm, yet they were so gentle and warm.
go up further, you thought.
âswing your leg over.â she orderedâ and you didnât even hesitate.
you swung your leg over, slowly adjusting yourself on the saddle. you had to catch your breath just then, you wanted her to touch you more.
âgood girl!â she said as you got yourself up.
waitâ fuck. good girl?!
âcan you take your foot out of the stirup so i can get on?â she asked, looking up at you. you nodded and shook your foot a bit to get it off.
she followed suit, taking her place in front of you. âyouâd better hold on.â she said, lifting her elbows for you to wrap your arms around her. you hesitantly put your hands on her shirt and bunched the fabric into little balls in your fist. she simply chuckled, holding the reigns and clicking her tongue twice, using the stirup to nudge travis and snapping the reigns softly.
you kept your hands tight around her white shirt. you were nervous, youâd never been on horseback before. the ride was slow, yes, but you had the feeling you could fall at any second.
âiâm surprised youâve never ridden a horse before.â madison commented, âyou never tried as a kid when you lived here?â
âi was too little.â you shrugged, gritting your teeth, you were holding something back. âi wouldâve flown off.â
âyou can still fly off when youâre grown.â madison pointed out.
âyeah, i know.â you said back.
âwatch.â
âwaitâ what?!â
madison clicked her tongue again, snapping the reigns a bit more forceful this time and moving the stirups against travis.
travis nickered and started running. fast.
âMADISON!â you yelled, being pushed forward by the sudden force. you wrapped your arms around her waist tightly, your cheek against her back. you geniunely felt like you were about to get flung off.
you heard the cowgirl laugh, she was slightly hunched over to keep herself from getting flung backwards. you found her laugh to be endearing on most days, but not right now when she scared the living daylight out of you. how could she be so okay with this? how was she not terrified too?
she directed travis to take you both to the edge of the farm that overlooked a cliff. the scenery was beautiful. rows and rows of trees with a little pond of water in the middle of it. she dismounted first, then offered a hand to you. which, out of spite, you didnât want to take at first but then realised how high up you were. you grabbed her hand and slowly lowered yourself off the saddle. you then stood beside her as she smacked travisâ behind, causing him to run off towards the farm.
âwait! what was that for? donât we need him?!â you protested.
âi thought we could walk back, i scared you enough already today. and heâll find his way back.â madison shrugged. you rolled your eyes at her.
âhow considerate of you.â you said, your tone no short of sarcasm.
she waved to travis then turned to you.
âwe talk a lot of work. i wanted to actually have a proper conversation with you.â she said, walking towards the cliffâs edge, a beckoning hand asking you to follow. the sun was about to set, and the sky was a color too beautiful to ignore.
âwe have proper conversationsâŚâ you grumbled a little bit. you were partially terrified to talk about yourself. you prided yourself on a guard you had set up all those years ago when you realised the world was a lot harsher than people make it out to be.
âyes, about how fat the pigs are getting.â she retaliated as she sat down on the edge of the cliff. you hesitated, stepping back a bit. she noticed you, eyes wide in worry.
âyouâre scared of heights.â she said, a massive smile growing on her face that you wanted to kiss offâ no! punch off.
âiâm not!â you lied through your teeth, stepping forward but then stepping back again when you saw what was below you. hundreds of feet of air to fall through.
âi saw it. you were scared to mount travis earlier. and now, you wonât sit next to me.â she said, scooting over. âcâmonâŚâ she opened her arms over the free spot next to her. âiâve got you.â
she seems to âgot youâ a lot.
it was getting on your nerves a little bit how small you felt. you had walls in place to stop you from seeming so helpless, but madison seems to tear them down without even trying.
you inched closer, practically gripping the ground when lowering yourself into the spot next to her. she wrapped her arm around your waist, securing you into place. you tried to ignore the hot pink flush that covered your cheeks.
âwhy did you move to the city?â she asked you, looking over the horizon.
âmy parents got new jobs. they went from working in town to big shot corporate jobs. i think my dad was kind of happy about it, honestly, he isnât much of a farm guy either. my mom, she was upset though. but i have no idea. i was just a kid when we left.â you said, starting to ramble. you donât ramble.
âi see.â she nodded.
âhave you always lived here, madison?â you asked, you figured it was only fair that she had to answer questions too.
âwell, i live in the next town over. itâs about 20 minutes that way.â she pointed in the general direction of her town. âbut no. my dadâs in the army so we moved around a lot before finally settling down. but iâve always lived on farmland.â
âmoving around a lot couldnât have been easy.â
âit wasnât. but we made do.â she shrugged her shoulders. âand itâs not like i could do anything about it.â
you went quiet again, your eyes unwavering from the sunset in front of you. when it got dark, you broke the silence.
âhow did you come to work for my grandparents if you live in the next town over? surely they have farmhands here.â you teased a bit.
âouch. you sayinâ youâd rather have someone else?â she held a hand to her heart.
âwellâŚâ you teased again. âno. but iâm just curious.â
she sighed and stood up, it seems like youâve hit a nerve. you didnât mean to. âletâs walk and talk.â she held a hand out for you to take. with her help, you lifted yourself up and she led you away from the cliff.
she tucked her hands into her pocket and started making her way down the trail. âright. so⌠three years ago, my father was discharged from the army. unfortunately, he didnât get any help from the trauma that he facedâ iâve noticed it happens to veterans a lot. at one point, he took off in the night and we had no idea where he went. turns out, he crashed his car into your grandparentsâ farm.â she shifted a bit, showing slight discomfort.
âohâŚâ you whispered. âiâm sorry, i didnât mean to pry.â
âno, itâs okay. you would have found out from a google search, honey.â you found it irritating how she still managed to make your stomach jump despite the conversation. âthey pulled him out of the wreckage and called the ambulance. they stayed with him and kept him alive until they got there. iâve been indebted to them ever since. they kept refusing my help butââ
âbut you can be persistent.â you chimed in, jabbing at her a little bit to lighten the mood. she seemed to take it well.
âyes⌠actually. i can be persistent.â madison nodded, laughing softly. âso⌠i know itâs probably a sensitive topic but iâm curious too⌠why did your parents send you all the way out here?â
you stopped in your tracks for a second. you knew the question would come up, you were just wondering if you would tell her or not. she noticed your sudden freeze.
âyou donât have toââ
âshoplifting.â you cut her off. âi was shoplifting.â you admitted. âthey said iâd lost touch with reality too much so they sent me here⌠which is ironic because the farm is as far away from reality as possible. but i guess they meant that i needed a humbling experienceâ well, itâs been humbling.â you chuckled dryly.
âyouâve been doing well.â she smiled and put a hand on your shoulder. âand weâre glad to have you here, if anything.â
âthank you, madison.â you just nodded at her and kept walking.
you two started to approach your grandparentsâ house again. you walked towards the door but noticed madison stayed back.
âare you not coming in?â you asked.
ânah, i gotta get back for dinner.â she waved her hand in dismissal.
âyouâll be safe?â you asked, unsure where the sudden concern came from.
âi will be.â she tipped her hat at you. you hated when she did that, and that hatred reflected right at your core⌠your very warm core. she started to walk away but sharply turned back to you.
âoh! my friends and i are going to the rodeo tomorrow. and then weâll go to the bar next to it. you should come and join us.â she said.
you had been so busy with the farm that you forgot to have a social life. you didnât have any friends here except madison. you thought it would be a good idea.
âiâd love to.â you nodded, holding the door open for yourself.
âokay, pick you up at 6 tomorrow.â
âiâll be waiting.â you chuckled, waving her goodbye.
you walked into your grandparentsâ house and peeked through the curtains, making sure madison made it out of the driveway safe enough.
you made your way up to your bedroom to wait for dinner to be ready. you closed your eyes for a second, thinking about madison and her family. you wondered how someone could go through that and be as strong as herâ it was admirable. you admired her.
as those thoughts ran through your head, you cut yourself offâ what were you going to wear to a rodeo?!
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madison was at yours at 6pm on the dot the next day. she was excited to take you to your first rodeo, and she was excited to have a new friend. her small town friends were close to her heart but it was nice to have someone that bantered with her as well as you did.
she knocked thrice on your front door and your grandmother answered.
âoh hello there, sweetie. sheâll be down shortly.â your grandmother giggled a little bit, why was she giggling? âcome in, come in.â
madison followed after her and took her hat off, holding it close to her chest.
âiâm glad youâre taking her out for once. sheâs gonna need some people around her to make it through this.â your grandmother said.
madison smiled warmly at her then heard your footsteps descend from the staircase. her jaw dropped the second she saw you. she knew you were beautiful but seeing you like thisâ this got her good.
you were in a white floral backless dress, very southern bell of you. you wore new brown boots that matched the dress and your hair was done up with curls.
âoh⌠you lookâŚâ she started.
âdifferent?â you asked, teasing her.
âno⌠well, yes. but in a good wayâ the best way.â she smiled at you, taking you in.
âthank you.â you said, approaching her. you two were almost chest to chest then you put your hand on her hat. âget that thing on and letâs get outta here.â you said.
she nodded and put her hat back on her head. opening the door for you, she put her hand on your back to lead you out the door.
âmâlady.â
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the rodeo was something you never thought to attend. it was rowdy and loud and you felt completely out of place. there was alcohol going everywhere and people screaming directly in your ear. you were happy to meet madisonâs friends though; triplets named matt, chris, and nick that distinguished themselves by their different colored wardrobes.
you kept your eyes on the event in front of you. this distressed guy getting flung around by an equally distressed bull. he had one arm on the saddle while his other hand was waving his hat in the air. men were waving their fist at him, telling him to hold on.
you found yourself laughing softly when he was flung off into the wall.
âitâs too bad. he lasted a fair bit.â you turned to madison, who was holding a beer in her hand.
âhe did. but that bull is relentless.â she said, standing up with the masses as the event came to an end. she offered you a hand.
âthat was⌠definitely something!â you said, taking her hand and standing along with her. âiâd love to come and see it again.â
âreally? after all that flinching you did when someone would scream?â she jabbed at you.
âshut it. i had fun watching some poor dude get thrown off a bull.â you laughed.
the crowd started funnelling into the bar next to the showgrounds. it was a massive two-story bar filled with people. the second floor was pretty much one big balcony that overlooked the first floor, which contained a bar and dance floor with a stage & dj booth on the far end.
âcare for a drink?â madison asked you, your hands still interlocked. you nodded at her with a smile, âyou seem like a non-beer person. a cocktail maybe? for my pretty little southern bell?â she asked, a teasing tone before starting to walk off.
âshut up! i can handle beer!â you protested but then went after her a bit. âwait! youâre right though! no beer!â you called after. you walked off with the triplets to find a table by the dance floor.
you patiently waited for madison to get back, you spotted her making her way across the dance floor with a coke in one hand and a cocktail in the other. she spotted you as well and put your drink on the table in front of you.
âvodka raspberry for the princess.â she said, smirking at you while she took a sip of her beer.
âthanksâŚâ you said, picking it up and examining it. sure, you were surrounded by alcohol all the time. your friends back in the city loved going out and your parents kept a liquor cabinet. however, you werenât incredibly big on it. you took a sip and raised your eyebrows.
âokay, not bad.â you said, approvingly. âdefinitely a bit sweet.â
âwell, this just means weâll have to find your poison.â she put her drink down on the table. âyouâll come out more with us then.â
a smile grew on your face when the triplets nodded, all three of them sporting different drinks. your heart felt warm that they all wanted to see you again. you were doubtful that you would all get along at first, being from different upbringings. but you realised that the upbringing didnât matter, they had a kindness towards you that not even the city itself had.
âwhat did you get?â you asked her.
âjust a coke, i wanna drive you home safe.â she smiled and took gradual sips.
âlooks like youâll have to teach me to drive your truck one of these days then.â you joked with her but madison loved the imagery of you driving her truck.
music started blaring across the shitty speakers that hovered over the dance floor. you recognized the song from âfootlooseâ. you heard cheers and suddenly heard stomping from upstairs, everyone was starting to crowd the dance floor. the triplets & madison excitedly got on their feet, madison holding a hand out to you.
âcâmon, âbout time you learned a line dance!â she said, you shook your head quickly.
âhell no, i canât dance to save my live.â you pulled back.
âyouâll do great!â
âno, madison. trust me. you donât want me on that dance floor with you. iâll step on your toes.â you stared at her with wide eyes.
âmads! câmon!â nick called after her with a beckoning hand as the chorus approached.
âokay! okay!â she called after him. she turned back to you. âfine, but you can at least watch.â she raised her brows at you and you nodded. she ran to take her place beside nick and several whoops were heard as the chorus hit.
âhey mister won't you sell me a fake I.Dâ
you watched as madison followed the line dance. her footwork was impressive but you had no doubt that it would be. her hips were moving along to the music.
âthereâs a band in the bar that iâm dying to seeâ
her boots would hit the ground with a âclackâ when she would do the hops required for the routine. you couldnât take your eyes off her body. she moved with such a natural flow that you would have thought she was making it all up on the spot. she laughed as the dance went further along, clearly enjoying herself. you wish you had her confidence.
âi got my money and you got what i needâ
oh god. her hips bouncing to the music. the part of the song that required everyone to swing their asses out nearly killed you when she did it. your eyes trailed down her body. the skin of her stomach was starting to show as she moved rigorously. she was toned. toned to all hell. and her legs looked incredibly strong, like theyâd be able to take any kind of work. she suddenly caught your eye, licking her upper lip and winking when she got the chance to face you as her ass swung out. your breath hitched, your eyes studying her.
âhey mister won't you sell me a fake I.Dâ
the crowd of dancers did their full rotation, ending the routine with four claps. they started breaking off into their own improvisations when the music would keep going. you watched madison jump around, laughing with the brothers and putting her arms around them. the brothers started to deviate, dancing with the rest of the crowd. another girl pulled madison to the side and started dancing with her. they kept their distance for quite a but until madison pulled her in by her waist.
it was no secret that madison could sense the tension between the two of you. sheâs caught you staring so many times. but she wasnât one to just give in easy, she wanted to see what it would be like if your confidence suddenly skyrocketed. she started dancing with this girl during the tail end of the song, she was just having fun at first then she had an idea. she started pulling her closer until they were chest to chest.
a fire burned in your belly⌠was it jealousy? it couldnât be. nopeâ it definitely was. seeing madison dance with that girl, you wish it was you. your instincts were telling you to step in and take your damn chance, but your feet wouldnât move.
go, go, go.
and before you knew it, you downed your drink in one. standing up quickly, you swallowed your damn pride and practically stomped over to where madison and the girl were. you didnât know how to interject, she wasnât even looking at you.
you suddenly cleared your throat, gripping onto madisonâs shoulder and spinning her around. she smiled when she saw you behind her.
âhey princess.â she grinned, standing still. the girl waiting to have the attention back on her.
you didnât give her any time to speak before your arms were around her neck. youâd gone clubbing before, you knew how to keep a beat. the problem was that this wasnât the club, and this wasnât a club beat. but you were going to try.
you dipped your hips to the music, swaying side to side. madison caught the hint, her hands flying straight to your hips and her face lowering itself into her neck. she kept her hand on her hat to keep it steady. your hips swayed in unison, fitting together like a puzzle piece.
she knew her plan had worked when you pulled away and started to sway your shoulders too, pulling her closer to you while you stepped to the beat of the song. she was excited to see you building the confidence to put yourself out there.
âi thought youâd never come.â she had a shit-eating grin on her face.
âwell, i couldnât deny you a dance.â you said, putting your hands on her shoulders, still hopping to the beat a little. âyou looked like you needed a partner that could keep a beat.â you said, sneering a bit at the girl.
she chuckled at your jealousy. âthat i did, darlinâ, that i did.â her hands back around your waist, pulling you closer and suddenly dipping you as the song stopped abruptly. âyou did good.â she said, lifting you back up.
before you know it, she was taking the hat off her head and placing it on yours. âlook at you, baby. you fit right in.â
you stared up at her with a rosy pink blush on your cheeks, a shy smile growing on your face. you⌠you were wearing madisonâs hat. not that other girl. you were glad your efforts were successful. she had chosen you.
you failed to notice the triplets snickering in the background. they were fully aware of the superstition of a cowgirl putting her hat on someone elseâs head. madison was aware of it too, but she wasnât going to give you that satisfaction just yet.
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after a couple more drinks, you were all ready to hit the hay. you bid your goodbye to the triplets and madison opened the passenger side door for you.
you settled into shotgun and buckled your seatbelt, waiting for her to get into the driverâs seat. you caught a glimpse of yourself in the side mirror. you were still absolutely, undeniably still wearing her hat and you revelled in the sight. you smiled to yourself as she hopped in.
âwhatâs on your mind, doll?â she asked, putting the keys in the ignition and starting the engine. you remained silent as she let the car warm up.
ânothing major.â you said, looking over at her. âjust⌠never thought iâd enjoy myself this much at a place like this.â
âyou mean a rowdy small town country bar? thatâs fair enough. i didnât think i would at first either.â she chuckled and started driving off. âiâm sure the city has itâs fair share of fun but nothing beats the solidarity you get from a place like this.â
âyeah⌠i suppose youâre right. we all kind of get to the club and branch out back home. it was nice to see everyone dance together.â you toyed with your hands. âiâll have to get a hat.â
madison grinned at your statement. âor you can just keep wearing mine.â she would be lying if she said she didnât enjoy the sight of you in her hat. her hat.
âright. it looks better on me anyways.â you joked, running your pointer finger and thumb along the brim. madison glanced over at you, letting her gaze linger.
âit looks better on you. but it also looks right.â she said. you didnât exactly register what she meant by that, you just met her eyes but then let out a sly smile. using your pointer finger to push her jaw.
âeyes on the road, cowgirl.â you scolded her. she just laughed and turned to look at the road again.
as you pulled into your grandparentsâ driveway, you leaned back in the passenger seat.
âthank you for tonight.â you hesitantly took the hat off your head and placed it back on madisonâs. while you leaned over, you gave her a kiss on the cheek. âweâll have to do that again.â
âwe will, sweetheart.â she nodded in agreement. she couldnât hide the smile forming or the red tint that started to cover her cheeks.
âand you promised to let me drive your truck next time soâŚâ you said as you slowly opened the passenger door.
âhey! i didnât promise anything.â she called after you as you hopped out.
you slowly started to close the door but your gut started to speak to you. you didnât want the night to endâ and it shouldnât.
you poked your head back into the car. âmadison.â you called her name to get her attention.
âmm?â she asked, leaning over to look at you better.
âwanna go for a ride?â
it was madison and her shit-eating grin against the world.
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madison drove you two to the barn. when she pulled travis out of his stable, you couldnât help but find it adorable how the horse had so much of a liking for her, practically leaping in excitement.
when she placed his saddle on him, you noticed how strong she actually was. had that strength developed overtime? would you ever become that strong? you asked yourself these questions, never taking your eyes off her.
âcâmon then.â she said, making space for you to hop on.
you walked over to travis, placing your foot into the stirup just as madison taught you. she held your waist as you hoisted yourself up. you noticed how warm her hands were against your revealed skin, you found it comforting as the breeze hit. she hoisted herself up after you, but she sat behind you instead. her full body warmth made you settle in even further.
ânot in front?â you asked, turning your head slightly to see her.
ânope, youâre leading on this one.â she shook her head.
âbut⌠i donât even know how to make him go.â you said, hesitantly holding onto the reigns.
âyou snap the reigns just softly or else heâll start running. and you nudge him a little with your foot. i usually click my tongue but that should be enough to get him going.â she said.
you followed her instructions, snapping the reigns. however, you think you overdid it as travis started to run instead.
âfuck!â you exclaimed, trying to get a better grip on the saddle as madison leaned over, holding your hands on the reigns. her hands covered yours as you felt her weight on your back. it was nice, comforting, your worry practically disappeared when she did that.
âthatâs okay, you got him to go.â she whispered into your ear, slightly tugging on the reigns to slow him down. her voice sent shivers down your spine, the cold air made it worse.
you carefully led travis for just a few minutes around the farmland, stopping at the fenced off area and turning back around.
madisonâs hands never left yours while you completed the ride. her warmth never left your back either, keeping you safe from the cold. she even moved your hair to the side so she could rest her chin on your shoulder, she chalked it up to being watchful as it was dark and you two might run into something.
she was totally lying.
as you both arrived back to the barn, she dismounted before you. you shifted your body and took your foot out of the stirup and hopped down, using madisonâs shoulders for support.
the tension was incredibly hard to ignore at this point. you felt like you could cut it with only a butter knife. you felt your stomach do backflips whenever sheâd say something to you. you were going soft for herâ and not only that, you were weak for her. you had to do something or else youâd be left wondering forever.
âmadison.â you said, calling after her.
âthatâs me.â she snickered, looking over at you.
you were walking over to where she was standing, just outside travisâ stable. you stood nearly chest to chest with her.
âbefore we left, matt told me about the supertition about a cowboyâ or cowgirl putting their hat on a womanâs head.â you cheekily smiled at her, teeth showing. she froze up, eyes widening. âand not only that but they told me what happens when a woman does the opposite.â you said, reaching up towards her hat and taking it off, putting it on your head.
she stared at you for a second, eyeing you up and down. she licked her lips slowly. the sight of you in that dress, wearing her hat. she hoped you wouldnât find out about that but she shouldâve known better since the triplets were around. it was all too much for her head to bear, she thought she was going to explode. you fit right into her entire livelihood, it turned her right on.
she stepped forward, her mind losing full control of her body. she captured your lips in a head-reeling kiss, nearly knocking her hat off your head. you wrapped your arms around her shoulders, butterflies immediately forming in your stomach as heat rushed to your core. she wrapped her arms around your waist, quickly pulling you in closer. her tongue swiped your bottom lip, you found yourself letting go, opening your mouth ever so slightly.
she slipped her tongue in your mouth, finding herself exploring it. you let out a soft whimper at the feeling. you started to feel yourself get pushed back gently, until your back hit a barrel of hay. she lifted you up on top of it, you slightly matched her height now. the hay was a tad bit scratchy but that was on you for making your move in a barn. she pulled away, you whined softly at the loss of her touch.
âthe things you and your pretty little dress do to me, baby.â she said, reaching behind you to undo the bow that kept your dress up behind your neck. the top half of your dress fell down, revealing your chest. madison smirked. âand not even a bra? jesus, darlinâ, what are you tryna do?â she asked, yanking you closer to her so she was directly in between your legs. she took one of your breasts into her mouth while the other hands started to ride up your thighs.
you let out a soft gasp at the sudden contact. she was sucking on your tit like she was a woman starved. your hand resting behind madisonâs head started to grip onto her hair when she bit down on your nipple, coaxing a moan out of you. she was only working at your top half but you already started to see stars. she moved onto your other breast, stopping right before the nipple and started sucking on the soft skin around it.
she was marking you. marking her territory. you knew farmers were protective of their land, madison was just as protective over you. she wanted to stake her claim on youâ her pretty little wild city girl that she wanted to tame.
while her mouth worked your top half, her hands were multitasking on your bottom half. they moved further up your thighs and her thumbs tucked themselves onto the loops of your underwear. she made contact with your other nipple as she pulled them down slowly, you pulled her head closer, wanting more. she felt some resistance from your panties and realised that when she took them off, the crotch part was drippingâ it had stuck to you before she pulled them off.
âchrist, baby. youâre already so wet. do i turn you on?â she smirked at you, holding your panties between her fingers and holding them up. you blushed and looked away from them, trying not to look so ashamed.
âbaby.â she said, more firm this time. you hadnât heard that tone from her before. her strict persona made you even wetter, you loved that she took control. âanswer me.â she ordered.
âyou turn me on.â you whispered, still not looking at her. she chucked your panties over somewhere, you were sure they landed on the work bench. she leaned closer again, placing soft kisses on your cheek as she pushed you onto your back. you saw her take off her flannel, leaving her in a gray tank top, she rolled her flannel up and put it under your head as a pillow. you made sure to keep her hat on while she did that.
she hiked your dress up, bunching it around your waist to reveal your bottom half. you watched her as she unbuckled her pants, lowering them ever so slightly and you caught sight of her underwear. she raised her tank top a bit, revealing her abdomen. you saw her put a hand down her pants as she kneeled down on the ground in front of the hay barrel.
she positioned your legs to have one be over her shoulders and the other was pushed back a bit more, spreading you open for her. she peppered kisses on your thighs, you felt yourself practically almost finish from just seeing her head between your thighs. your arousal was hard to miss, more wetness rushing down, practically dripping onto the hay.
she paused for a moment before licking a stripe up your core, you gasped and gripped onto her hair. your legs shook already with the contact.
âfuck! madison!â you exclaimed out of shock.
âmy name sounds good on your lips, baby.â you felt that god forsaken grin form on her lips, you didnât even have to see it.
without warning, her lips latched around your clit, her tongue circling it. your eyes squeezed shut, your heel digging into her back, emitting a groan from her that sent vibrations through your core. you watched as her arm started moving while she ate you out. she was touching herself to your noises, her fingers circling her own clit. she was so turned on by you that she couldnât help herself.
you moaned loudly, finding it hard to hold back. she sucked harder on your clit, one of her fingers finding its way to your hole, simply teasing it.
âoh my god, donât stop!â you said, gripping your own breast for support. your hips were rutting against her mouth, trying to push yourself closer to release. she stuck her tongue out and stopped its movements, letting you practically get yourself off on her mouth. she eventually shook her head, her tongue flicking your clit multiple times.
âdoinâ so good, baby. riding my face. you just canât help yourself, can you?â she quickly went back to latching her lips around your clit, her finger finding its way into your hole properly. she inserted her fingers into herself as well, wanting to be as one with you as possible, wanting to feel the same things you were feeling.
âfuckâs sake, mads!â you said as she pumped her finger in and out of you, mouth still working wonders. the nickname spurred her on, starting to bite down on your clit just a bit. âjust like that! oh my god! just like that!â she curled her fingers inside of you, making your back arch as she hit that most sensitive spot of your body. she started letting out soft moans from her own self-pleasure, sending more shivers up your entire body.
you felt that knot build in your stomach, your legs started to shake as your grip on her hair got stronger. she knew you were close to finishing, and who was she to stop you?
âcum fâme, baby. you can do it.â she mumbled, loud enough for you to hear. âcum on my mouth.â
âmads! iâm cumming!â you said, releasing straight into her mouth. you heard her grunt softly, her movements stalling for only a split second as she lapped at your release like it was her last meal ever, holding your shaking legs in place as she did. you were so sensitive and this wasnât making it any easier. âmmph, mads⌠sensitive.â you said but she didnât pull away, she wanted every last drop of you.
you let out a relieved sigh as she pulled away. the arch of your back lowered as you were panting, still laying on this damned hay barrel. she stood up, taking in the sight of you. sprawled out in front of her with your tits out and legs still slightly open.
âmy pretty girl⌠someone âoughta teach you that if you rile up a cowgirl, youâre gonna get your moneyâs worth.â she said, licking her fingers clean and wiping her glossy lips with the back of her hand.
you let out a breathless chuckle.
âoh⌠i think i learned that.â you laughed, sitting up from your position. while you did, you caught a wet spot on madisonâs jeans, laughing to yourself.
âsomeone enjoyed herself too.â you said, trailing your finger down her abdomen and down to the wet spot. you felt her inhale sharply when you did.
âhmm⌠well, i had to take advantage of the sight in front of me. makes for wonderful jerk-off material.â she teased.
you shoved her backwards lightly, laughing at her joke. she leaned down to kiss you after stabilising herself. you tasted yourself on her.
you wanted more of her, you wanted all of her. all of her in her southern glory. and she wanted you just as bad.
âwell then, pretty girl.â she said, tipping her hat down onto your face, covering your eyes. you whined and raised it back up. âif you do all your chorinâ well tomorrow, you might just get a prize.â
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the next day, it was straight back to work for the two of you. you spent half the day shovelling dirt with a 6am start, then you and madison decided to start helping your grandfather out with fencing. he warned you to be careful as the fencing was delicate and could snap, itâs caused serious injury in the past. he tasked you and madison to work closely together to avoid thatâ not that you were complaining. you got your fair bit of teasing in.
when your grandfather wasnât looking, you would turn around and run a hand down madisonâs toned body. it caused her to shudder a few times. you even sneaked in a little neck kiss, causing her to turn you around and force you back to working.
it made your head reel whenever she would take control of you, finding it harder and harder to resist her.
you complained and complained. you talked about how hot it was, how dirty it was getting. you could feel madison shoot you a dirty look but you couldnât help but make several comments about the state of the farm. you knew you were in for it when madison pulled you into a forceful kiss, shoving you backwards to shut you up. you never said a word after that.
after a long day, you both were covered in dirt. your grandfather said he could drive you back but madison cut him off, making a fake excuse how you wanted to see the animals. you had no idea what she was up to.
when you both arrived at the barn, you waltzed right in, walking over to travis and petting his head while only giving stanley a short wave. you walked over to the sheep, peeking into their pen.
âtheir coats are getting larger, pop says itâll be time to sheer them soon. i wanna see what they look like without all their hair.â you said, distracted while madison was checking on stanley.
âthey look like freshly peeled potatoes.â she chuckled. âyouâll be the one sheering them, yâknow?â she patted stanleyâs back. âyour grandfather told me yesterday how he canât wait to teach you.â
âi find myself learning a lot nowadaysâŚâ you sighed a bit. âdoesnât seem like thereâs any time for a break.â
âno⌠the farm is harsh.â she shook her head, walking back over to you. âitâs always needing something. but thatâs nature. nature needs humans just as much as humans need nature.â she said, reaching down to hold your hands and pulling you to where the workbench was.
âwow⌠who knew you were such a poet, mads?â you giggled at her, following where she led you.
âyou seem to inspire me, baby.â she moved to sit down on the bench, pulling you closer. she kissed down your chest as she lowered herself down. she undid the flannel that you had tied up to keep it from flying everywhere while you guys worked.
âmads⌠whatâre you doing?â you whined, running your hands through the hair that was hanging out of her hat.
âremember when i said youâd get a reward for working hard today?â she asked, untucking your top from the denim shorts you were wearing. âi intend to keep my word.â she mumbled while kissing your stomach.
âoh? is this your idea of a reward?â you asked, heat rushing straight down to your core when she left kisses on you.
âmmhm⌠you were being a brat today, you should be thankful iâm still giving it to you.â she said, muffled. she pulled away suddenly and you watched her with curious eyes.
âdo you know that saying about saving a horse?â she asked, unbucking her belt and unbuttoning her own jeans. she raised her eyebrows at you as she lowered them down, revealing a purple and pink strap on. your eyes widened at the sight of her leaning back, her strap on full display for you. âride a cowboyâ cowgirl, in our case.â she said, a smirk on her face.
âmads⌠i donât think i can take it all.â you said, playing with your hands.
âyou can, darlinâ. i know you can. but youâll have to get it lubed up first.â she eyed you up and down, her pointer finger pointing to the ground. âget on your knees and suck my cock, baby.â she said, a hint of dominance in her eyes. you loved how comfortable she was with ordering you around. it made you feel less weak, less like you were fragile.
you obeyed, getting on your knees and looking up at madison through your lashes. she bit her lip looking at you, feeling her own arousal as she saw you on the ground. you took her cock in your mouth and started bobbing your head, your hands wrapping around the base. she groaned softly, the sight of you had her wishing that it was her actual cock. she loved seeing you submissive for her after you were being a brat today.
she leaned her head backwards, her eyes rolling into the back of her head. she looked back up and made direct eye contact with you.
âfuck⌠darlinâ, you look so fucking good on your knees for me, using that pretty little mouth of yours.â she said, leaning her head back again but not too far, making sure her hat stayed on. âthatâs it baby, get it nice and wet for your pretty pussy.â
you loved the way she talked to you. the words were filthy but you couldnât help but notice that she used âprettyâ to describe you. it made you feel good about yourself, like you were doing something right.
you felt her hips start to move slightly, thrusting upwards into your mouth. it hit the back of your throat and you gagged softly, pulling away and coughing.
âsorry baby, was that too much for you? i just couldnât help myself. i wanted to be as far in you as possible.â she said, leaning forward to grab your arms and pull you up. she helped you take off your shorts and pulled the back of your thighs forward until you were kneeling on the bench, straddling her. âlet me make it up to you.â
she put two fingers in between your thighs, the pad of her middle finger circling your clit. you felt youself get unstable for a second, the sudden contact making you already weak.
âdoes that feel good, baby?â she cooed at you, looking up at you with a grin on her face. you nodded in response. âyeah, i bet it does.â she said, a cocky tone in her voice. her fingers moved away from your clit, mocking up and down your slit. âso wet.â
âmads, please.â you whimpered, your hands holding onto her shoulders.
âokay, okay. youâre right. what princess wants, princess gets. and i have to stretch you out a bit anyway.â she said, slipping two fingers into you. you gasped softly. you felt madison press kisses into your chest, her other hand pulling your shirt down to release one of your breasts, taking it into her mouth. she only pumped her fingers in and out a few times before pulling them away.
she scooted around a bit until her strap was aligned with your hole. âready, baby?â she asked, gently running her hands up and down your waist. you nodded, your bottom lip in between your teeth. âokay.â she muttered.
she pulled your hips down slowly, watching you swallow her cock whole. âfuck!â you cried out in pain at first, never having experienced anything as big as this. you just sat down on madisonâs lap until you adjusted to her size, your face buried in her neck as you tried to catch your breath. when she felt you loosen up a bit, she lifted you slowly, pulling you straight back down. the cry of pain turned into a cry of pleasure.
she pulled away slowly, trying to see your face. âyou can do it baby, ride my cock. ride my cock like a good girl.â she said. you sat straight back up and started to bounce on her cock, your hands still on her shoulders as your eyes fluttered shut.
âmadison, it feels so fucking good.â you said, moans leaving your mouth every single time you sank back down, taking it whole. you started to arch your back into her, wanting more stimulation. she caught the memo placing both her hands on your back and pulling you down even harder. she started to kneed one of your breasts with her hand.
âlook at you. riding me like a real cowgirl. youâre so fucking sexy.â she said, you could practically hear the grin on her face. âyouâre not so tough now when my cock is in you, huh?â you shook your head, holding back a whimper as she took your nipple between her fingers, toying with it.
âwant you to fuck me harder.â you muttered. âi want more of you.â
she started to buck her hips up, the noises of your skin smacking against each other filling the barn. she started to grunt softly as well, her head leaning down on your shoulder. with the remaining strength you had left, you picked up her hat off her head and placed it on yours.
she couldnât help but pull away again, just to look at you wearing her hat, riding her cock. the state of you was enough to make her cum right on the spot.
âyou look so good in my hat, doll.â she said, keeping her pace of bucking her hips. âlookinâ like a real cowgirl.â
you started to feel that tension build up in your belly again. you were starting to get close to sweet, sweet relief.
âmmph, getting close.â you said, beads of sweat starting to form on your forehead. your pace was starting to get sloppy, your thighs trembling with each descent onto madisonâs cock.
âyeah?â she asked, one of her hands moving to rub your clit at a quick pace. âthatâs it, cum for me baby. cum on my fucking cock. you know you want to.â she coaxed it out of you. âgood girls cum.â she said.
with that, you completely came undone in front of her, that knot in your belly snapping as you came down hard. you leaned forward, face tucking into madisonâs neck as the two of you panted, practically in sync. your eyes opened again after being squeezed shut. you saw stars as they opened back up, pulling away from madisonâs neck to kiss her.
âwe need to get you a hat of your own soon, sweetheart. you look too damn good in that.â madison chuckled through pants.
âi like wearing yours though.â you whispered, still trying to catch your breath.
âyeah? i like you wearing mine too.â she smiled at you, pushing the wet strands of hair that stuck to your neck back so she could place soft kisses down.
she slowly helped you stand back up, pulling her pants up and pushing the strap back into her underwear.
âthat horse better be feeling really saved right now.â you giggled.
â˘*¨*â˘.¸¸âŞ
madison drove you back to your grandparentsâ place. she walked you to the front door where your grandparents were sitting on the porch swing to your right.
you were still reeling from your earlier orgasm that you didnât see them right away, stumbling as you made it to the last step.
âoh! careful darling! are you alright?â your grandma asked.
âyeah! just a bit sore from today.â you quickly defended yourself while madison stood behind you holding a laugh. she decided to chime in too.
âyeah! with those legs, sheâll be a cowgirl in no time!â
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MAKING OUT WITH THE BRIDE'S FATHER - JOEL MILLER HEADCANONS â¨
No outbreak!Joel Miller x f!reader
A/N: the reason why I love Pedro so much is that he always makes me feel alive no matter how bad the situation is đ
A/N #2: besties I'm so sorry about this Headcanon, I know it's sooooo bad, but I had the idea several weeks ago I think I don't really remember and I've been writing a little bit every day since but I went through a lot in a short time and I lost inspiration but at the same time it was really bothering me to see it lying in my drafts unfinished, I'm sorry it sucks, but I love you all đ
⢠you met Sarah Miller when she was only a freshman girl, completely lost in her first day of college after she was dropped off and looking like a scared little deer even if she tried assuring you she was alright
⢠you were a few years older than her and you'd been there, so you pretended to believe she was alright but still offered her some help to get her dorm organized and simply find herself around campus; she quickly accepted it and that was how your friendship had started
⢠during the semester, you became one of Sarah's best friends; as you were always there to help her out, advise her or simply offer her some company or comfort the days she felt lonely and missed her family too much - you knew she didn't know her mom and she was raised by her dad and her uncle which you thought it was pretty awesome of them, but other than that, you didn't actually hear much about them, as you both often talked about other stuff
⢠and so the years passed and soon enough Sarah was graduating and marrying her college sweetheart, Ben, who'd been introduced to her by you during a party, so it was more than exciting to be invited to that beautiful party
⢠so you packed your bags, got yourself a decent place on Airbnb and went to Austin, to celebrate the wedding of your beloved friend, due to conflicting schedules, you could only get there a few days before the wedding, which ruined your plans of meeting Sarah's family, having dinner together and getting to the city, since the most you were able to do was just handle the last adjustment and details for your dress, help Sarah with the arrangements for the party and of course, party hard in her bachelorette party
⢠the bachelorette party was partially organized by you, as you never really knew how those things were supposed to go, other than just the scenes you saw in several movies, should you go to a male strip club? Should there be men half naked rubbing themselves against you and your friends? You weren't so sure, so you talked to Sarah and you picked a nice nightclub to dance and drink
⢠so you and your group of friends hit the club, all in your best clothes, nice heels and Sarah wearing a cute little party veil so everyone would know she was the bride to be. The night was perfect and you danced and drank as much as you wanted, knowing you could just call yourself a Uber to go home
⢠you stayed until the end of the party, your group of friends had all left home in different Uber rides and Sarah was picked up by Ben just some moments ago, so you grabbed your purse, paid for your part of your check and went to the parking lot, since your uber wouldn't take much to get there
⢠and that was when you saw him: easily the most handsome man you'd ever seen, older than you of course, tall, broad, brown hair salt and peppered and leaning against his truck. He seemed to be waiting for someone, but his attention was immediately shifted towards you, and he couldn't pay attention to anything else
⢠you just caught Joel's attention as you walked out of that bar; you didn't seem drunk or wasted, but definitely a little tipsy and while he wasn't a creep - Sarah had accidentally called him and asked him to pick her up and there was no way in the world he wouldn't come for his little girl, even if she wasn't little anymore and was going to be a married girl in a couple of days
⢠and even when she explained to her dad that she didn't mean to call him and he didn't need to pick her up because she was already going home with Ben - clearly drunk, which bothered Joel but he couldn't actually do anything about it - he said he was just going back to sleep, omitting the fact he was already at the parking lot waiting for her. She wasn't a child anymore, but he really missed when she was one because then, she would still be his sweet little Sarah wearing her cute star PJs to bed, and not exiting the club completely drunk like she did a while ago
⢠but all that whining went away in the blink of an eye once Joel spotted you, because he couldn't recall seeing a better looking woman at a bar in so fucking long, that or it was because he hadn't gotten laid in so long, his balls might've been blue but he wasn't just gonna empty them on the first woman he saw, so he just kept using his hand for it
⢠but you... He swallowed hard and decided to take a few steps towards you, after all, it wouldn't hurt just to make sure you were doing okay and no creeps were bothering you, because he wasn't a creep, he just wanted to make sure you were alright
⢠and when you saw Joel walking towards you, you felt your breath caught in your chest. He was so freaking handsome, big and manly, the kind of man to put you on all fours and fuck you while he whispers into your ear what a good girl for him you really are
⢠and you didn't remember much of your interaction with him, when you realized what you were doing, you were pressed against the hood of his truck, kissing him hungrily while his strong hands squeezed your body and roamed all over you; your hands messing up with his curls, tugging at them slightly as you moaned into his mouth, against better judgement you could let yourself be fucked by him at that moment
⢠however, you didn't even know his name, it was a dangerous game your body begged you to play, but your rational side was still too alert for it, so when you managed to see your Uber had arrived, you found strength in yourself to get rid of his intoxicating touch in your body and simply run to the car, you should've asked his name, but you didn't
⢠and the following days after that night at the bar, as much as you tried thinking of something else, all you could focus on, was that handsome man and the way he held you, he gripped your body and kissed you; it was different from any kind of touch you'd experienced, that mysterious man seemed addictive to you
⢠but as the wedding approached, your lustful thoughts had to be placed aside so you could focus on all the tasks you had to do: help Sarah get ready, check the venue for her and so on, not to mention getting ready yourself for the event, being so busy you totally skipped the part where you'd meet her family
⢠as you waited in church for her with the rest of your friends, you couldn't help but being extremely shocked to see Sarah walking down the aisle by her father, whom you had never actually seen before that night at the bar, but he happened to be your mysterious fling from the parking lot
⢠Joel also couldn't believe the hot girl he'd made out with was his daughter's best friend, he knew he was older than you even if you both hadn't much time to talk, but he didn't expect that
⢠you two had to stop those feelings aside so you could focus on the ceremony, but the way Joel kept glancing at you, made it pretty obvious you'd have a very interesting wedding reception afterwards đ
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it's you that i'd lie with. - c.yj
pairing: choi yeonjun x gn reader | genre / tropes: angst, apocalypse au (no literally), the end of the world but make it slice of life, non-idol au, best friends to lovers, last-minute getting together (and i really mean last minute!!) | word count: 923 | warnings: implied death, natural disasters, mentioned existential crises, kissing, brief food mentions
part of my 300 followers event (event masterlist)
prompt - LAST: believing it to be their last chance to confess their feelings for the receiver, the sender tells them that they love them. (requested by @beomnoullitheorem - "I don't mind any kind of ending as I love both happy and sad endings, so I'm leaving it all upto you and I'm gonna love any of your work be it having any kind of ending!")
author's notes: hi noulli! unfortunately i don't have a copy of the stuff we talked abt for this prompt since i answered your asks privately, but i tried to remember what we said as best as i can! also i was in a very "wow i wanna kiss him sooooo bad" mood when i wrote this so uh. yeah sldkfskldjf. also the title is from "as the world caves in" by matt maltese!
âdo you really think the world will end today, y/n? like what the reporters said?â
you cast a glance up at the cloudless sky, its color a gradient of deep blue to pale yellow. meteor showers fall constantly like rain made of light. âwell... if it isnât ending, itâs putting on a hell of a show.â
yeonjun lets out a soft giggle and pulls you closer in his arms. you sigh happily and rest your head on his chest; his heartbeat is a bit faster than usual, though it is his last day on earth after all. youâve always been touchy-feely with your best friend, but youâve never been this close.
as soon as the news reports announced the end of the world a few weeks ago, the two of you instantly knew that you wanted to spend your last day here, at the open-air rooftop restaurant where you first met. you spent the next few weeks saying goodbye to your friends and family, checking a few things off your bucket list, and just... making peace with your life. today you and yeonjun claimed a table overlooking the deserted city below, though there wasnât any competition anyway ä¸ the cooks and waitstaff had abandoned the place to spend their last day with their loved ones.
you lift your head up from yeonjunâs embrace to take in one last look at the sky, beautiful yet terrifying, a canvas of light and shadow. you wonder what everyone else is doing: maybe they too are looking at the sky, or maybe they canât see it at all from the makeshift underground shelters theyâve gone to. maybe some are watching it alone, maybe others are watching it with a loved one, just like you.
just then you feel soft lips on the crown of your head, and you look up to see yeonjun pulling away from his brief kiss. heâs gazing at you with those warm brown eyes, and you canât help the heat spreading across your cheeks.
âyouâre quiet,â he says.
âso are you, jjunie.â
âitâs just... a lot.â
âi know.â
perhaps your brain is making you see things because this is the last time youâll ever see him, but this is the most beautiful yeonjun has ever looked. strands of black hair fall over his eyes, and as you lift a hand to brush them aside you feel an ache in your heart.
âi was supposed to take you here again for your birthday, yâknow,â he says with a small smile.
âreally? you didnât think iâd be sick of it here?â
ânah, you love it here. youâre always ordering their cheesecake.â
you laugh. âi mean, no one makes it like they dä¸â
just then the earth begins to shake and the whole building sways. yeonjun grabs onto you as youâre both thrown onto the ground. you bury your head in your friendâs chest and grip onto his hoodie; his own grip around your waist tightens and he curls around you. the table topples and nearly lands on your head, only for yeonjun to grab you and roll you away from the spot.
the ground beneath you rumbles, and you can hear the crashing of plates and bottles from the restaurant kitchen. tables and chairs are knocked over. you screw your eyes shut, yet the world doesnât stop spinning...
and then an alarm starts blaring in the distance, and itâs over as soon as it started. you remain lying on the floor clinging to yeonjun, your knuckles trembling from your grip on his hoodie. he doesnât move either, holding on to you so tightly as if you might slip away if he let go.
then you feel it again ä¸ that feather-light kiss on the crown of your head, lingering for longer this time. then another one, further down on your forehead. yeonjun pulls away to look at you, tears pooling in the corners of his eyes, and the ache in your heart gnaws at you even more.
ây/n, i...â
words leave him and the next thing you know, his lips are on yours. he tastes as sweet as youâve imagined, and you wrap your arms around him to kiss him deeper. the world is spinning again, but for a completely different reason ä¸ with your body flush against his and his mouth moving roughly against yours, you feel as if every piece of you has been set alight.
you let out a sigh against his lips as he breaks away. he pants slightly, still holding you close, his eyes wide.Â
âi love you.â
yeonjun is still breathless when he says it. had he said it on any other day, your mind would be full of questions: how long? since when? why are you telling me only now? what happens to us next?
but you donât have time for questions. instead you lean towards him, meeting those beautiful eyes of his, and whisper, âi love you too.â
you leave a gentle peck on his lips, then another, then itâs his turn to kiss you back. next thing you know his hands are tangled in your hair and you melt into him completely, this new kiss slower than the first yet more desperate. in your last moments youâre going to love him the way you should have when you still had time.
neither of you notice the way the sky darkens to a complete black. the ground shakes again and you hold on to each other.
his warmth is the last thing you ever feel.
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SAME; leah williamson x fem!reader
Summary: in which y/n wants to hide her relationship so as not to put much pressure on leah.
Warnings: fluff, confusion, reader is twin sister of florence pugh.
Note: English is not my first language.
N/A: Hello! I know that I don't talk so much here, but I want to thank everyone who takes the time to read what I write. It's been a while since I updated something, but I don't have time. So, I will update when I can. I'll let you all with this one shot, I'm not satisfied with it, but something is something, I guess. Enjoy the WWC.đ
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"Then, I'll see you tonight?" Asked her sister from the other line. A hopeful tone accompanied her question.
Y/N gulp, feeling already bad. She can't. She promised someone else that this time she can go to this event.
"I can't... I'm so sorry, Flo. I know I haven't seen you for two months but, I promise someone that I will go to this thing. I'm always postponing it and tonight I have the free night. I'm really sorry." Y/N said fast and sad. She really misses her twin sister.
A silence was the answer for Y/N, or that it was she thought.
"I understand, silly. Of course I want to see you, but I'm here for two weeks, sooooo... I hope that we can see each other." Flo said. Her tone of voice sounds reassuring, but she knows her sister and knows that she is sad, maybe disappointed.
"Of course, Flossie! I missed you. See you very soon." Y/N promised, already planning in her mind that this time, she will be the one to surprise.
"Alright then! Have fun tonight and be careful. Love you a lot." Flo wished.
Y/N let out an involuntary smile; "Thanks, bug. If you go home, give our parents a lot of love. Love more, chef." She heard how her sister chuckled for the nickname that Y/N put her.
Then, they said a few more words and hung up.
Y/N sighed and walked towards her wardrobe, choosing something comfortable and informal for that night.
While she tried to distract herself until that night, someone had another plan.
My gunnerâĽď¸
Hi baby! I'm just talking to you now to confirm that you will come tonight.
If you can't, it's alright. I understand.
I miss youđĽ˛
She chuckled to herself for Leah's antics. And soon come to her mind how assertive this text is right now. It's like if her girlfriend is intuitive that something could change the plan.
My distractionđ¤
Hello beautiful captain.
Stop worrying, okay?
I can go and apart I promise you that I will come to this game and plus if it special for you because it's a final.
I miss you too, dramaticđ
My gunnerâĽď¸
I can't avoid itđđźââď¸
I just wanted to know, that's all. I can't wait to see you, even if I saw you last week, it's too long for međĽš
Talk with my mother or brother when you're there, they have the reservation for you.
Love you, baby girl.
(also, I love when you call me captain, pls never stop)
Y/N loves Leah's personality. From the first moment that the blonde approached her in a club two years ago, Leah can be a dork during the major part, but she can be serious if the situation requires.
She typed reassuring words and promised that she will be there and supporting her whatever the results would be.
â˘â˘â˘
The Oxford girl gets out of her car, feeling nervous. She supposed that it's a normal thing at this point, but no. Maybe there are a few reasons behind her nervousness, and she needs to put it aside and enjoy this night for her, because it's been a long time since Y/N has free time, and for Leah.
When she unblocked her phone, she saw Leah's mother, Amanda, text her. The woman told her that they are already there and she will wait for her. Y/N typed that she is there now and accelerates her steps towards the starting full crow.
She tried to pass unnoticed, so her clothes weren't too flashy. She didn't put on the new England shirt that Leah gave her, it hurts, but they both agree from the start that they will try to maintain their relationship in secret, only the near people would know it. Or almost.
"Hey, sweetie! Over here." Amanda's voice interrupted her train of thought. The woman, who has an arm raised to call her attention, wave her hand in the process too. "Nice to see you again, darling. It's been a long time since the last time we saw you. How are you?" Amanda asked her once she approached her and immediately engulfed her in a bug hug.
"Hello, Amanda. Nice to see you too! I'm good, what about you? I can't wait to have another family party like the other time." Y/N answered, receiving the hug with open arms, not knowing how much she needed that.
Amanda chuckled, separating a little from her, putting both hands on her shoulders.
"I'm fine too. Excited to see what happens tonight. About the family party we will have one soon, if you want to come you know that you will be welcome." Y/N smiled gratefully and soon Amanda led the way towards the VIP area, where most of the player's family is sitting there.
"Ohhh, my favourite sister is here!" Jacob's words made Y/N laugh, accepting the hug that the tall man wanted to give her.
"I still don't know what that means. But I like it." Y/N said honestly, giving Leah's dad another hug.
"Some day I will explain it to you, young lady." Jacob said in a wise tone.
"I'm two years older than you, Jake." Y/N pointed out laughing at his antics.
The Williamson boy shrugged and gave her an innocent smile. "They warmed up a few minutes ago." He informed her, looking briefly at the pitch. "She can't stop looking over here. It was a little annoying, actually. Or desperate, depending on how you look at it." He looked at her again and moved his eyebrows.
"Shut up, Jacob. Let your sisters alone." Amanda intervened, giving her son a warning look.
Y/N blushed a little for Amanda's reference towards her. It warmed her inside knowing that they truly cared about her.
Jacob and Y/N started to talk about trivial things in the meantime. Soon, the public started to clap, earning their attention. Both national teams started to approach in the pitch, England Vs. Brazil.
Y/N painted immediately a big smile when she saw Leah lead the way for her teammates. She saw Leah's concentrated face, showing her jaw clenched, something that Y/N secretively liked.
Once both teams put themselves in horizontal, the blonde eyes focus on the public, searching between the people until she finds her person. Leah bites a smile, preventing it from biting her lower lip.
"She saw you..." Jacob sang by her side, making Y/N roll her eyes with a smile.
"Jacob." Another warning from Amanda made the boy look away, sighing.
Y/N imitates Leah's action, biting her lower lip too.
She wanted to throw a kiss, but she stayed immobile on her spot and sang the anthem when it sounded.
â˘â˘â˘
It's 30 minutes from the start and Y/N couldn't be more nervous. She and Jacob commented on the plays and mistakes from both teams, even if Y/N doesn't know too much about the sport.
She saw how Leah was giving everything from the start, showing to the world that she is in the same form as last summer and that a bad day could have everybody. Y/N loves how Leah shut up mouths in the pitch, how her answer is more powerful that some bitten words.
During the half time, Amanda offered to go grab some snacks for them, dragging with her Jacob even when Y/N offered herself help her, Y/N chose to grab her phone and see some messages. To her surprise, her brother texted her a few times.
TOby
Soooo...
It's my little sister enjoying football when she spends her whole life hating it?
Don't worry, you secret it safe with me ;)
Buuuuut... Meet me after it finishes okay?
Y/N blinked a few times, pressing the photo that her brother sent her.
It was him smiling like an idiot and behind him was the players, clearly he took the photo in the first half. But there was another photo, it was her looking distracted the match, with a lot of zoom.
The Oxford girl blushed for the second time that night. She looked immediately to where her brother was supposed to be, but she saw a lot of people blocking where he is.
"We're here! Take your coke and popcorn." Jacob offered her.
"Thanks." Y/N thanked him and came back to look where she was looking. When she didn't find him, decided to type him to let know that will wait him.
The rest of them match, Y/N get more relaxed but still was alert. And it didn't help that it went to the penalties, for her luck England won the first Finalissima. She saw proudly how Leah raised the trophy in the air, earning the ovation from the public. Her family was over the moon, Amanda even got emotional.
Leah after celebrating with her teammates a little, before the big party, she, like others, went to the family section. Her eyes inevitably are focusing on Y/N, where she was sitting next to her brother, chatting animatedly.
"Sweetie, I think Leah wants to see you." Amanda put her hand in Y/N knee to call her attention.
Y/N looks to where Leah is standing, in effect she is waiting for her or them to approach her.
She raised from her seat and frowned when notice that the other three stayed behind.
"Don't come with me?" She asked confused.
"We will give some alone time." Jacob explained, wriggling his eyebrows.
"Thank you, young gentleman." Y/N teased him a little, walking to where Leah is waiting with other players.
"Hey you." Leah said greet her in a deep and raspy voice. Her hands in the barrier, balancing herself softly.
"Hi captain." Y/N whispered once she was in front of her. She saw how Leah's eyes darkened and her jaw clenched, her cheeks colouring red. She chuckled lowly.
They maintain the distance, knowing very well where they are. For Leah it's hard not to jump the barrier and hug while kissing her.
"Hello, Y/N. Nice to see you." Keira interrupted the battle's eyes that Leah and her were maintaining.
"Hi, Keira. Nice to see you too. And congratulations by the way." Both leaned into each other to hug.
"I can't believe you hugged her first." Leah said with her eyes into them both.
Keira and Y/N snorted, knowing very well her behaviour.
"It's not my fault that I'm better than you." Keira teased her friend and ran away before Leah chased her, knowing too that if her girlfriend is involved, she can go easily.
Leah watched how her friend ran giggling like a child where Georgia is standing.
"Do you want a hug?" Y/N called her attention. Leah turned to look at her and nodded smiling shyly, making her girlfriend laugh. "You are a baby sometimes."
Leah grunted on her neck, passing her arms around Y/N's waist and relaxed when the other involved her arms around her neck.
"Congrats my love. You played amazingly." Y/N whispered on her hair, knowing that the blonde listened to her.
The gunner blushed, for her luck, her face was hiding on her neck and no one could see it.
"Thank you, baby." Leah gives her a sutil kiss on her neck and separates from her, leaving her arms on the barrier but looking at her with appreciation.
"Okay. I'll let you talk with your family. I'm going to see someone that I know is here." Y/N explained, Leah gives her a questioning look. "Later I will explain to you." She clarified.
Leah nods slowly and watches how step up towards she was before.
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"Where are you?" Y/N called his brother when she walked where he was supposed to be and didn't find him.
"Wait over there. I'm not too far away." Toby said, hanging up.
Y/N sighed while watching her phone seriously. It does not pass too much time when she feels someone lift her up.
"How is my little sister?" Toby's voice relaxed her.
"Put me down, you idiot." Y/N command.
His brother does what she told him and once she is on the floor, she turns to look at him, seeing a silly smirk painted on her lips.
"What are you doing here?" Y/N asks curious, hugging him by his shoulders.
"I can ask the same. But answering yours... I'm here with a friend, Dave. What about you." He hugged her too, separating later to look at her.
Y/N bites her lower lip. "I'm here because... A friend invited me." Y/N said, not lying after all.
Toby raised an eyebrow.
"And for casualty your friend it's not a player?" He inquired.
"Maybe..." Y/N said, trailing off.
"Okay." He simply says, smiling and hugging her sister.
Y/N knew him and right now felt very grateful for having an understanding brother, so she hugged him back.
"I thought you were with Flo." Y/N states.
"Yeah... But I have plans too. I feel bad, just like you. But I promise her that I will see her tomorrow. We will go to Oxford. Are you coming with us?" Toby explained, separating once again from the hug.
"Yeah. But I want to give her a surprise, so I will go on my own." She explained what she wanted to do.
Toby smiled. "Alright. I'll keep your secret." Tobey kisses her cheek a few times and promises him that she will be okay, they part ways, Y/N coming back where she was.
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"You look serious... Are you okay?" Leah whispered on Y/N's lips, hugging her by her waist.
Y/N nods, intertwined her hands on Leah's neck.
"Yeah, I'm sorry I'm fine." She kissed her lips repeatedly, enjoying how Leah left a whimper when she stopped.
They both are outside of the changing room, hiding in a secluded area. Y/N was learning her back on the wall while Leah was in front of her. The party inside of the changing room can be heard while the girls are chatting, screaming or chanting.
The blonde, who is a little taller than her girlfriend, directed her lips to her forehead and remained there for a few long seconds. She knew that Y/N was lying but stayed quiet, not wanting to press.
"Okay, something happened." Y/N said lowly. She hugged her more, hiding her head between her chest and neck, quitting off her arms around her neck to replace them on her waist.
Leah hummed, indicating she is paying attention.
"The person that I saw before was Toby." She started. Leah knew who Toby was, never met him but knew who he was. "He was here with a friend. But it's for another reason that I feel bad..."
"What is it?" Leah asks kindly, passing her right hand on Y/N's back, up and down while she occasionally lets a kiss on her head.
"It's my sister. She is in town, she called before. I told her that I can't meet her tonight and neither Toby, I hope she is with some friends right now..." Y/N explained still in the same tone of voice.
Leah smiles sadly. "I told you before that it was okay if you can't come tonight." She said, imitating her tone.
"I know. And just for that I didn't tell you. It's been a long time since you've been begging me to come to a game and when I can come, my sister that I barely see calls to meet me..." Y/N trailed off, letting out a big sigh. She started how her eyes were watering, the stress showing up.
"Shhh... I could understand the reason, baby. And I'm sure your sister isn't mad at you. She understands too that you have a life apart from her." Leah tried her best to cheer her up, feeling a little bad herself that the two couldn't meet but she covered it quickly, not wanting that Y/N notice it and felt worse.
The first tears started to fall, and quickly Y/N brought her hand to wipe it fast, feeling a fool. Leah noticed it and separating a little, she brought both hands in Y/N face and wiped her tears with her thumbs.
"You still can see her. How many is she staying this time?" The defender asks, trying to find a solution.
Y/N thought for a moment, focusing her eyes on Leah's. "She told me that she will be staying for two weeks."
"See. You can call her and tell her that you will meet her tomorrow." Leah proposed, leaning her head aside.
"I thought that I could surprise her by going to Oxford. It's been a while since I've seen my parents, Bella and Raffie too, and she travels over there tomorrow with my brother." Y/N looks closely at Leah's reaction at her idea.
For her relief, the blonde let out a toothy smile; "I think it is a fantastic idea." She reassured her to add quickly. "Wait, I love the idea of you spending time with your family... But I'm going to miss you a lot, what am I supposed to do?" Soon her toothy smile was replaced by a pout.
Y/N bites her lower lip, not hiding the smile creeping on her lips. "You can meet Alex, your family, your Arsenal teammates..." She countered, raising her hand up and showing a new finger every time she said a name.
Leah rolled her eyes, bringing down her hand and intertwining it with hers.
"I'll give you two days." Leah shut Y/N's protest with a kiss.
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"Do you have everything?" The blonde asked in the entry of Y/N's room, leaning on the doorframe with her arms crossing about her chest, looking carefully at how the other girl put on her shoes.
Y/N raised her head to look at her and smiling she nodded, standing up once she put on her shoes and going to where Leah is. She wrapped her arms in Leah's midsection and gave her an eskimo kiss making the other chuckle but still in the same position.
"Finally I put out that long face." Y/N teased.
The defender rolled her eyes. "Shut up." She muttered, now hugging her by her waist, locking her hands there.
Leah stayed that night after celebrating with her teammates, opting to go a little before and pass time with her girlfriend before she goes to Oxford.
"Are you staying in your apartment or with your mum?" Y/N asked, raising her right hand to Leah's neck and playing with her baby hairs.
Leah's muscles relaxed immediately. "With my mum. Maybe tonight I will pass the night with Alex. I'll let you know." She answered groggily, her voice raspy and a little broken from the previous night.
Y/N knew that Leah doesn't like to be alone if she feels sad, so hearing that she will be accompanied these days, made her happy.
Looking at the clock briefly, she said; "I need to go..." Y/N whispered, biting her lip.
The blonde let her head on her left shoulder, letting out a defeated sigh. "A little more, please." She said, closing her eyes.
"I hate to say it but if I stay, I will lose the train." Y/N said, sighing softly.
Leah grunted.
"Alright, you're free to go." Leah huffed, coming back to the last position, looking at her.
Y/N rolls her eyes.
"Baby... Don't be mad please." She begged, kissing Leah's cheek repeatedly.
"Sorry..." The blonde muttered, feeling bad already.
"I'll let you know when I arrive at the station and Oxford." Y/N downplayed it and let her know, going to grab her suitcase.
"Okay. Be careful and enjoy your time with them. Anything you need, call me. No matter the time. I love you." Leah said honestly, grabbing her face and giving her a long kiss.
"Same here. Love you too." Y/N reciprocated the kiss and with another trail of kisses, she left her apartment.
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The way to Oxford consisted of talking with her father to go for her and saying that he can't say anything to anyone, less to Flo.
Send text messages to her boss to thank them for giving her some free days.
And promising Leah that when she comes back, she would do anything that the blonde wants to do.
For her luck, the trip wasn't too long and soon was there, receiving a call from her father telling her that he was already there, waiting for her.
"There you are!" Y/N's father greeted her when he saw his daughter, smiling from ear to ear when saw her.
"Hey, dad! I missed you." The girl said, letting her father engulf her in a big hug.
"Me too. It's not the same now the house without you all." He said, separating from the hug, grabbing her suitcase and passing an arm around her shoulder, side hugging her while they started to walk towards his car.
"Well, Raffie still lives with you two." Y/N point out.
"Yeah, yeah. But still, the scream for little things is something that we miss. Never thought I said that." He admitted, laughing briefly.
Y/N smiled nostalgic.
"I guess you have some days with that thing. Enjoy it." Y/N said, chuckling when her father made a grimace.
Once they were in the car, Y/N sent a text at Leah, letting her know that she is in Oxford and with her dad.
"How's the bar going?" Y/N asked him, putting down her phone.
"The same. I'm doing some research to find new waiters or waitresses. Are you interested?" He asked hopefully.
Y/N laugh. "Nice try, dad. But I'm good in London."
They chatted a little more and soon they arrived. He parked the car in front of the garage, the snowy pavement gave her a welcome. She missed her days here, the snowy days where she and her siblings would be outside all day until some of parents called them to get inside.
She noticed the ambiance from outside. Like the old days, the house looked the same as the familiar presence.
"Let's go, kiddo. It's freezing outside." Her father urged her.
"I guess the old habits never change." Y/N teased her father, who never liked the cold.
Before her father opened the door, he stopped and turned to look at her.
"Do you want to enter first?" He questioned, his hand on the knob.
"I prefer to go behind you. Give them the full surprise." She informed, hugging herself from the cold.
"Alright." He said and by opening the front door, he walked inside. When she entered inside was met by loud chatting and laughing. It warmed Y/N's heart to hear them this happy.
"I'm here!" Her father said loudly, letting them know. He quit his jacket and put it on the coat stand.
"Finally! Where are you?" Her mother said from the dining room, where probably all of them was there.
"Doing some errands." He informed quickly, walking once that Y/N quit off her jacket.
"What errands?" She asked again.
They approached the dining room and Y/N put herself on her father's back, trying no one to see her.
"Something that you will like." He said confidently.
Her mother snorted.
"What is it dad?" Raffie asked curious, sitting on the floor.
"I think I know what it is." Toby sang, smirking triumphant. All of them look at him, curious and confused. His father wink at him.
"Of course. Little Toby knows what it is." Florence teases him.
Y/N put herself nervous when she heard her twin sister's voice. It's been a long time since she didn't see her.
And then, she decided it was time for her.
"It can't be a reunion familiar if there was missing one person." Y/N said coming out from her spot. She saw how all of them let out exclamative expressions.
The first person to go towards her was Flo, who ran and threw herself in Y/N's arms, squealing. Raffie threw herself towards them too, hugging both of them.
"Oh my god! Are you kidding me?" Flo separates from her a moment to look at her face and once again hug her sister.
"I can't breathe." Y/N said in a muffled voice. She was soon released from Flo's grip, Raffie remaining an arm around her sister.
Y/N felt relieved when the air hit her lungs again. She saw how Bella and her mom walked towards her with big smiles.
"My baby." Her mom said affectionately, bringing her face between her hands and kissing her cheek repeatedly.
"Hey! What about us?" Raffie said indignant, quitting off her arm while crossing her arms.
"Yeah, mum. I'm your baby too!" Florence whined, throwing herself between the hugs.
"Where is my niece?" Y/N asked Arabella, wanting to change the subject quickly because she knew what would happen.
Bella pointed with a finger at a spot where a buggy is. She walked slowly there and saw a little form sleeping peacefully. In the midway over there, she embraced her older sister.
"She would meet the whole family this time." Bella whispered while looking at her baby.
Someone hugged Y/N from behind and lifted her up.
"I swear to god if you don't stop doing that, I will kick your ass." Y/N threatens her brother, knowing that Toby is doing that.
Toby chuckled like a child but put her down.
"I can't resist it. You're easy to piss." He said, copying Raffie's gesture and leaving his arm around her shoulders.
The rest of the day was passing while they were all caught about their lives. At some point, Y/N was feeling sad. They all seemed to be happy while sharing their happy memories and Y/N has happy memories that not involved her girlfriend, but less because she is in the major part of it.
So, she excused herself and went to the kitchen, sitting in the chair that accompanied the small table there. She puts her elbows on the table, playing with the long sleeves fluffy beige jersey that she is wearing and lets her rest her head, closing her eyes.
"Your siblings are going to go outside, they asked me to tell you. They're waiting for you." Her mother interrupted in the kitchen. Her voice was kind, maybe she noticed that Y/N wasn't feeling good. "You're here for about ten minutes, honey. Everything okay?" She approached her slowly, taking the seat next to her.
"No." Y/N was tired of lying about how she emotionally is feeling. Her voice sounded weak, almost indicating that soon she would cry.
"What happened?" Her mother asked, concerned. She brought a hand on her shoulder, squeezing it lightly.
"I'm tired, mum." Y/N said, bringing her red eyes to look at her mother, biting her lower lip with force to prevent the first sobs.
"About what?" She asked a little scared, after all, is not always when you saw one of your children in this state.
"About everything." Y/N started, letting the first tears come out, this time she doesn't wipe them. Then, she threw herself between her mother's arms, who caught her and hugged her protectively, caressing with a hand her head, brushing with her fingers Y/N's hair. "I want to be normal. I don't want the attention. I want to h-hold my girlfriend's hand without s-someone pointing at it. That you all s-spend time with her." She ranted, letting out how she is feeling, without realising that she admitted being with someone.
"I'm sorry, baby. I didn't know that you were feeling pressured." She said, feeling sad about finding it while her daughter can't hold it anymore. She also wanted to ask about this girl, feeling that it is a delicate subject right now. "Since when are you feeling this way?"
"Since Flo started to get more attention. It's not always, but there are days where I can't with it and I hate being her sister. I guess I'm lucky that I don't look a lot physically like her, so it would be worse." Y/N let her angrier thoughts out, blaming her sister for something that she can't control, even if Y/N knew that.
Her mother let sink it, processing what she said and searching for the right words. "You should talk about this with us sooner, sweetie. We can't help if you don't say anything. And just to clarify and I know you knew it but I need to tell it. Your sister doesn't have the same fault that people wanted to know all about her in every moment. This is the consequence for doing what she most loves. So, please, go to therapy, talk with us, more importantly, talk with your sister... Talk with someone, you don't need to carry it on while you feel and shut up about it." Her mother tried to say it with the most caring and love she felt for her daughter, holding her own tears.
"Y/N, let's go! We want to go to gr-... What happens?" Raffie's cheerful voice comes to a change when saw the situation. She freezes on the entry, looking static how her sister tries to hide her sobs, failing.
"It's nothing, Raffie. Go with your siblings, your sister will accompany you all later." Their mother said firm, not letting her ask more questions.
"But mom..." Raffie started to say but shut up when saw her teary but firm eyes from her mother. She walked towards them and kissed Y/N's head, just like she did on a few occasions in the past with her, she walked outside again.
To Raffie's gesture, Y/N gets more emotional.
They are like that for a good amount of time, until Y/N stops crying and gets more relaxed. Her mother decided to make hot chocolate, knowing that it could bring some happiness into Y/N's body, since it is her favourite.
"Can I ask you something?" Her mother said, searching for the milk.
Y/N bites her lower lip, sensing what it is.
"Yes, of course." She said in a raspy voice, clearing her throat later.
"How many are you with this girlfriend?" She asked in a protective tone, earning a snort from Y/N.
"Mum, please. I'm 27 years old." She said, smirking when her mother gave her an offended look.
"I don't care. You are my baby. Wait until your father finds out." Her mother said, turning on to prepare the hot chocolate.
Y/N chuckles. She can feel her eyes heavy, but right now she doesn't care.
"About seven months." She admitted, counting it on her head while looking at the ceiling, confirming it nodding with her head to herself
"Excuse me?!" Her mother turned on to look at her scandalised. Y/N blushed. "That's a lot."
"I know... Sorry." She apologized.
"I want to know everything about this girl." Her mother said while putting the hot cup with chocolate in front of her, taking the same seat next to her.
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"Where are you all?" Y/N asked Raffie once she answered her call.
"We are in Nana house. Later we will go to the supermarket. Are you coming?" Raffie informed, changing her tone when she asked, choosing for one of worry and hope.
"I'm on my way. Dad gave me his car keys, so in about ten minutes I'm over there." Y/N explained, getting in the car.
"Okay. Nana said be careful and can't wait to see you." Y/N at this, hearing how their nana was speaking from behind.
They hung up and Y/N started the car, putting direction towards Nana's house. The sun was hiding fastly while she drove, making the snow place more cold without it.
After spending an hour in her Nana's house, where she can't stop smiling about her grandmother's behaviour, they all decided to go to the supermarket before it closed.
"Mum, we are here!" Toby shouted out, earning a bad look from their older sister, who stayed there to take care of her newborn. "Sorry, I forget." He gave her an apologetic smile while walking fast to the kitchen to let her bags there.
"Hey, Flo. Do you want to cook with me?" Y/N asked her sister, who walked behind her. She looked at her and saw how Flo's smile was on display.
"Of course. We need to feed these children." She said excitedly, running to prepare the things.
Y/N chuckled to her antics.
"I'm not a child." Raffie complained, entering the kitchen. Florence and Y/N look at each other, smiling knowingly.
"It would only say someone who is a child." Toby said, running outside when Raffie tried to chase him, the mentioned running behind.
"These two..." Flo giggled.
They decided to make a light and not complicated dinner. They put on some low music and cooked to the tune, the silence between them making Y/N think about her problems. Choosing to share it with her, she cleared her throat.
"Flo?" She called her. Her sister hummed, letting her know that she is listening.
"I need to tell you something." Y/N said nervously, mixing the right ingredients together, removing it with a spoon.
"I'm listening." She said kindly. Y/N can feel her eyes on her back, but she decided to stay in that position, knowing if she turned, she could say anything.
"Yesterday, when you called, I told you that I had plans. Well, it's true. But this plan wasn't any plans. I can't meet you because I told my girlfriend that I would go to her game. You know? I didn't tell you before because I didn't want anyone to find out. Even my family. I wanted to be selfish and keep it to myself. I hated you because for your fault, or that was a thought, I needed to blame someone and it was you, because I'm Florence Pugh's sister. And then, I fell in love with a professional footballer that day by day, she is earning more attention. I know it's not your fault, or Leah's. But I guess for me, you were the villain and not the noisy people who wanted to know everything about the famous person's relatives." Y/N finished said. To her surprise, the nervousness got away during her explanation.
She felt how Flo wrapped her arms around her waist from behind. "Now I have a reason for why you can't do anything with me in the past. When I called you and you told me that you can't, that you have a lot of work to do. Or when we meet but you hold yourself. I know in some part of me, that I made something to you, something bad. I'm thankful that you share it with me now." Florence said, her voice full of emotion. This time Y/N turned on her arms and hugged her.
"I'm sorry, Flossie. You don't do anything bad. It's me. You know I'm special in the emotional department." The last comment made her sister laugh.
"Talk to me about Leah." Florence said kindly, seeing Y/N's face illuminated at the mention of Leah.
"Well. I met Leah about a year ago. We got together to the end from last summer. She approached me in a club, at first I didn't pay her much attention, thinking maybe recognized me and wanted to meet you instead. But she is stubborn, you know? About the third month of knowing each other, I told her who you are. And to my surprise she told who she is. I didn't know who she actually was. From the start of our relationship we agreed to keep it private, not passing much time together on full streets or if I'm going to a match not hugging her too much time... To the point where I don't let her meet you all." Y/N said, looking with a dreamy look on her eyes the almost ready dinner. Florence finished her part and was standing beside her, looking at her closely. "I met her family. And I'll go to some of their barbecues or parties. At some point I zoned out and I imagine how it could be with Leah with you all..." Y/N trailed off, grabbing the plates.
"Is the dinner ready?" Toby entered the kitchen touching his tummy. "I'm hungry."
Flo stayed silent looking at her sister, processing everything she told her. Toby noticed it and looked at them confused.
"Take the cutlery, teletubbie." Y/N said calmly, turning around to see him. She saw how he rolled his eyes but didn't say anything.
Before he exits from the kitchen, turns around again and looks at Y/N; "Your phone didn't stop to sound." Then, he got out.
Y/N frowns, walking behind him taking other things that they will need for dinner. She took off the charger and unblocked it, finding a lot of messages from Leah.
The blonde sent her a photo of her and Alex, making Y/N smiled like a fool reading the texts Leah sent her.
Florence came out from the kitchen to the dining room and noticed how the smile was bigger each second. She took a note mentally to do a thing and hoped that her sister doesn't get mad at her.
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Leah turned on her bed once again, letting out a tired sigh. She hates that she is tired but can't sleep.
And it didn't help that incoming notification sound at this time. Leah turned in the darkness and looked for her phone. It's weird. She saw it was from an unknown number.
It was 02:07 a.m. making it more weird. Who was texting her at this hour?
She unblocked her phone and pressed on the chat, starting to read the long text.
Unknown
Hello! I'm Florence, Y/N's twin sister. Sorry for the hour but I was thinking about it since I spoke with my sister. She told me about you and I can't wait to meet you. I know you are a professional footballer and I understand if you can't come anytime soon, but if you can come to Oxford tomorrow and give Y/N a surprise, I will always be grateful to you. Let me know if you can come :)
Goodnight xx.
Leah can't avoid smiling at this. She re-read it, and typing something quickly, she let herself sleep immediately.
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When Y/N woke up the next day, she was surprised to not find her sister sleeping there. Usually when Flo has free time for herself, she oversleeps, but this time, she was up.
She gets ready quickly and after going to the bathroom, -she hears quiet voices directed from the kitchen, but she doesn't pay much attention- Y/N walked slowly towards there while reading some texts from some friends and Leah.
"Good morning." Y/N greeted without looking up, going to the fridge still with her phone in her hand.
The silence after Y/N enter was epic. Flo bites her lower lip to hold a laugh while her parents, who were sitting with their coffee cups, look at each other.
"Good morning." Said her sister, looking at the guest person, who was looking at Y/N funnily.
"Good morning, honey." Their parents said at the unison. Y/N still doesn't look up. She was in her little world preparing her breakfast.
"Don't worry about making your coffee, I brought your favourite." At the new voice Y/N freezes on the spot, not believing.
Y/N turned on the spot slowly, meeting the blue eyes that she loves.
"What are you doing here?" She said really surprised, seeing how Leah was waving at her with a latte cup, a shy smile playing on her lips.
Leah shrugged. "I came to meet your family. I heard that your mom wanted to know me."
Y/N looked at her mom; "Don't look at me! I didn't contact her. But yeah, I want to meet the person who makes you happy." Her mother said sincerely, looking with enthusiasm at Leah.
"It was me." Florence said, covering her face with a hand, like a child.
"How?" Y/N asked, going to where Leah is and giving her a kiss on her cheek. She wanted to give her a proper kiss, but she was in front of her parents.
"Your phone." Florence simply said, shrugging smiling while she saw the little gesture.
"Okay..." Y/N frowns, confused. "But how is she coming so fast?" She asked rhetorically.
"Well... I can't sleep. So I decided to drive towards here." Leah explained.
"Why so enthusiastic this morning?" Raffie came inside, looking at everyone there until her eyes fell in Leah. Her reaction was funny, she first frowned until her eyes started to open so much. "YOU'RE LEAH WILLIAMSON! WHY ARE YOU ON MY HOUSE?" She yells, pointing with her index finger at Leah.
"Shh. Raffie be more careful. Your niece and siblings are still sleeping." Her mother scolds her daughter with a funny look.
"Do you know Leah?" Florence and Y/N asked at the same time, making the twins smile at each other.
"Yeah! She is a fashion icon. Well, I know you're a professional footballer, but I follow you because I really love your style." Raffie explained, sitting in front of Leah and Y/N.
Leah smiles embarrassed, her cheeks turning red. "Thank you." She said lowly.
"You're welcome." Raffie said smirking. "But why are you here?"
The blonde looked at Y/N. "Well... I'm Y/N's girlfriend." She said timidly, seeing how the mention looks briefly down biting a smile.
"No way! Leah Williamson is my sister-in-law? Awesome." Raffie immediately approves of their relationship.
For Y/N it means a lot.
She is grateful that Florence paid attention when she told her about her scenario dream. Y/N and Flo shared a look, and they communicated with a simple look. Florence just nodded lightly, knowing what her sister was saying with that look.
"I hope it is okay that I came." Leah whispered in a moment where everyone there was distracted.
Y/N look at her with a love sick smile. "You don't know how it makes me happy that you're here."
Leah copied her smile and leaned to kiss her cheek.
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Birdie - Satoru Gojo | Chapter 21
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summary:While everyone adored him, you stood apart in your feelings. It wouldn't be accurate to say you hated him, as " hate " was a strong word, rather, you harbored a profound dislike towards him. The problem was he knew that and his irritating presence seemed to persistently cling to you whenever he crossed your paths. Now, you found yourself paired with him for your semester project, and the thought made you wish to hurl yourself out of the third-floor window. Three months of working alongside him loomed ahead. Adding to the discomfort, you were currently under the scrutiny of hundreds of eyes, each gaze feeling like a murder attempt. It seemed everyone coveted the opportunity to collaborate with Gojo Satoru, except for you.
warning this chapter: injuries, hospital, abusive behavior
tags:modern au, college au, fem!reader, academic rivals, he fell first, fluff, old money Gojo Satoru, abusive parents, slight slow burn, Satoru is a softy, secondary couple (Geto Suguru x oc), a bit of angst, no use of y/n, hurt/comfort, eventual smut, Gojo plays basketball, Gojo needs a hug
notes: hi, Iâm even embarrassed of posting after so long but Iâm sooooo busy and I donât find time to write. Also I said Birdie was going to last till chapter 30 but tbh I think it will reach at least chapter 25, we are in the final part of the story for Satoru and Birdie. The final part of this chapter and the next one are going to be somehow the breaking point for the story. I donât want to extend the story bc it would feel repetitive and I donât want to add drama to this story bc it was never my intention with this one, this one was more like a college romcom.
jujutsu Kaisen materialist | ao3
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âSo are you sure you wonât be able to go?â Kyoko asked you.
âYeahâŚâ You said leaving the books on the table. âHaibaraâs sister canât go, she is getting ready for her college exams and Haibara has the match.â You shrugged. âI told Satoru and even though he is a bit sad, he says that once the summer breaks begins he will make sure to spend time together.â
âIs he taking you somewhere?â Kyoko smiled.Â
âHe doesnât want to tell me, but I think he is planning something with SuguruâŚâ You looked at her, closing your eyes a little bit. âSo tell me⌠what do you know?â
âI donât know much, but I saw on Suguruâs phone something about Okinawa.â She smiled. âHave you been to Okinawa?â
âNo, but itâs beautiful, right?âÂ
âSo beautiful.â She smiled. âAh! If they are taking us there I might actually pass away, this would be our first trip together as couples.âÂ
âAnd also for the two of us together.â You pointed out.Â
âItâs true! Iâm so excited!â She said with a big smile. âIâm so happy for us.â She said in a nostalgic tone. âIâm so happy to see you opening more, and to see this romantic side of you.â She said.Â
You rolled your eyes. âYou are just exaggerating things.âÂ
âNot at all.â She smiled. âAnd I will see it right now, look who is coming.âÂ
Your head turned and you saw Satoru coming to where you two were.
âThere isâŚâ Kyoko said. âThat light that you get when you see him.â
âKyoko shhhâŚâ You said embarrassed.
Satoru then sat next to you, leaving a soft kiss on your cheek, making you flushed.
âSo cute.â Kyoko said with a mocking tone.
âEnough!â You said back.
âBut she is right, you are so cute.â Satoru said. âSuguru is notâŚâ
âI know, he is busy. But itâs okay because Iâm enjoying seeing my best friend all embarrassed.â
You rolled your eyes as you shook your head. âAnd why are we still best friends?â
âWhateverâŚnow Satoru why donât you tell us about Okinawa?â Kyoko narrowed her eyes as she looked closely to Satoru.
âWhat about Okinawa?!â His voice came out a bit pitchy, it was clear he knew.
âYeahâŚâ This time you spoke. âTell us.â
âI donât know what you two are talking about!â He stood up. âLetâs go, you need to work.â He said leaving both our you there laughing.
âWe will have to look out for bikinis.â Kyoko joked.
âI will see you at home.â You waved at her goodbye as you started to walk towards Satoru.
As usual the ride to your work was filled with laughter and new conversations between the both of you, sometimes you wished those rides could last longer because you wanted to know more about Satoru, hear him laugh all the time. Just simply spend time with him.Â
Maybe Kyoko was right, maybe you were losing it due to how in love you were.
âThank you for taking me to work.â You said taking your bag.
âYou are my girlfriend, itâs what I should do.â He said.
âYeah, but there is no need âToruâŚâ You responded.
âWhatever, I know tomorrow you wonât be there.â He looked to the back seats, searching for something. âAnd it makes me sad, because I wanted to see you with this and I wanted everyone to see you wearing it, but here you have it.â He gave you a bag.
âWhat is this?â You said with a small smile on your lips and looking at him. âOh! Satoru!âÂ
âIt has my name on it.â He smiled proudly.
âBut I wonât be there.â You said, with a sad smile and touching his name on the shirt.
âIt doesnât matter, I want you to have it.â He said. âYou can always wear it while you are working. That way everyone knows who is your favorite player.â
You smiled, ready to tease him. âThen, you got the wrong name.âÂ
âHuh?âÂ
âIt should say Nanami here.â You tried not to burst into laughter as you watched his expression.
âOh birdie, donât tease me or else, you will be late for work.â He grabbed your chin and looked at you with desire.
You smiled and kissed his cheek. âThank you. I will make sure to wear it.âÂ
âOkay.â He then kissed your lips. âI will see you.â You hummed in response. âLove you.â
âI love you too.â You said leaving the car and waving at him goodbye.Â
You watched as Satoru disappeared in his car down that street. Tomorrow was a big day for him and the entire team. You couldn't be there to support him physically, but you hoped that wearing his shirt during the game while you worked would serve as a lucky charm.
Satoru Gojo POV
Satoru moved his arms as he warmed up. There were about 15 minutes left before the match started. Normally he didn't get nervous, but at that moment Satoru felt something strange. Something that had been bothering him since that morning.
His phone vibrated on his pocket, making him drop his arms to the side and taking the phone out.
A smile appeared on Satoruâs face as soon as he read the notification that popped out on his screen.
It was just two words and one emoji, but it was enough to make him happy and for that strange sensation to disappear from his check.Â
âGood luck đŤśâ
He stayed staring at that screen for quite some time, finally your classes were ending next week. The project he fight so much to get paired with you, was due on Wednesday and after that you were both free from your classes until the next course, the last one.Â
You still needed to work during the summer, but Satoru had everything planned, he was going to make sure that was the best summer for both of you.Â
With his blue eyes still locked on the screen he started typing: I wish you were hereâ
âHow cute, the captain all flustered by someone.â Satoru stopped typing as soon as he heard that voice.
âSukunaâŚâ He said looking at his ex colleague standing in the door. âThis is not your teamâs room, leave.â
âWhy? Canât I say hi to my dear captain?â He said with a smirk. âI heard you got a girlfriend and that she is not coming today.âÂ
âThatâs none of your business.â Satoru turned around, breaking the eye contact with Sukuna.Â
âI hope thatâs not a distraction for you.â He kept on talking. âI wonât hold myself up.â
âSukuna leaveâŚâ Satoru said between his teeth. âOr you want what happened last year to happen again?â
âDonât play silly Gojo.â Sukuna walked towards Satoru. âAnd donât threaten me, I wonât be nice today.â
âRyomen, what are you doing here?â Yaga appeared on the door.
âOh coach!â Sukuna acted surprised. âJust wishing Gojo good luck for todayâs match.â He smiled, as if he was innocent. âAnyways, I will leave you alone, see you in a few minutes Gojo.âÂ
With that Sukuna disappeared from the room, leaving Satoru and Yaga alone. âGojoâŚâ
âNothing, you know Sukuna, he only came here to bother me.â Satoru said. âHe is still mad about what happened last year.â
âYou know it was not your fault Sukuna was kicked out right?â Yaga said, approaching him.
âDoesnât matter anymore, now there is a match to win. Itâs the end of the season, remember coach?â He smiled passing by Yagaâs side.Â
Before Satoru knew it, the clock had started ticking and the sound of shoes, hair and the screams of the fans filled his ears.
Satoru moved fluidly around the court, leading his teammates and setting up plays with precision. His blue eyes always following the ball. The pace of the game was intense, each possession feeling like a battle as the score went up point by point.Â
But Sukuna was relentless. Every time Satoru touched the ball, Sukuna was there, pressing hard on defense, Satoru had noticed how his eyes sparkled with mischief and some darkness in them. But Satoru remained composed and continued with the game, keeping his cool even as Sukunaâs taunts echoed around him.Â
âAre you sure youâre focused, captain?â Sukuna taunted as they collided mid-game, their shoulders colliding with a force that made the crowd gasp. âOr are you too distracted thinking about your kitty?â Sukuna laughed mockingly.Â
Satoru didnât answer, instead he headed for the basket, evading Sukuna and scoring a perfect shot. The crowd erupted into an uproar and his teammates cheered, clapping him on the back, but he could still feel Sukunaâs gaze on him. Satoru couldnât hide his anger, his fists and jaw clenched, as he remembered how Sukuna had referred to you.Â
During a timeout, Suguru pulled Satoru aside, his voice low but firm. âDonât let it go to your head. This is just another game. Focus on your game plan, not Sukuna.â
Satoru nodded and took a deep breath. âIâm fine, SuguruâŚâ But he wasnât, he could feel the familiar spark of rivalry growing. A part of him knew that Sukuna was trying to distract him, but another part, one he couldn't ignore, was determined to show Sukuna that he couldn't be defeated.Â
As the final quarter began, the game was very evenly matched. Both teams were racing with adrenaline from one side to the other, exhaustion taking over as each second passed.
But then everything shifted.
Satoru had the ball in his hand when he felt how Sukuna came running to him. Sukuna launched himself at him from the side, his shoulders slamming hard into Satoruâs ribs.Â
The force of the blow was intense, unexpected, and he immediately felt blinding pain shoot through Satoruâs body. He staggered, his vision blurred, and within seconds he collapsed to the court, overcome with pain. His head hit the ground, and Satoru started to feel how everything around him began to darken and his name was being called in the distance.
Your POV
You look at the clock that was on the wall as you waited for the lady to give you the money. The match was probably over by know.
You were anxious to know the result and excited to see Satoruâs smiling face telling you they won.Â
Your eyes were again on the old lady who was in front of you and who carefully was counting each penny she had on her hands to give you the payment.Â
âHere you go.â The old woman said with a smile.Â
You offered her a polite smile and gave her her bag with what she bought. âThank you for coming.âÂ
The store was once again empty, it was just you and the sound of the machines that store the food as a distant sound. You pulled your phone out from your pocket, expecting excited messages from Satoru and from Kyoko. But you were met with a black screen, your old phone was dead, it ran out of battery without you noticing it.Â
A sighed escaped from your lips as you went to the employeeâs room and searched for the cable to charge your phone.Â
Leaving aside the present you were going to give Satoru once he was there you carefully connected the phone and left it on the side when you heard the noise of the door opening.
Maybe it was him. He came?
You stepped outside the room, expecting to see the white hair of Satoru shining brightly under the lights of the store. But your smile quickly dropped when you saw Haibara and Nanamiâs face.
Normally you would be excited but the look on their faces was telling you otherwise.
Before you could speak, Nanami spoke. âSomething happened.âÂ
Something cold run through yourself as Nanamiâs words sank on your chest. âWhatâŚ?â
Haibara called out your name as he approached you. âYou need to leave with Kento. I will stay here donât worry.âÂ
Your mind was raising, confused and with thousand of questions popping. Nanami took your arm and without a word he guide you to his car.Â
âWaitâŚâ You said before entering. âWhat happened? Whatâs going on?â
âHayashi didnât send you a message?â Nanami asked.
âMy phone died, it ran out of battery⌠doesnât matter! Why did Kyoko send me a message? What is going on?â You exploded.
âItâs Gojo.â You knew you were losing your strength. âHe had an accident during the match.âÂ
An accident? What?
âHe is at the hospital right nowâŚâ He continued, but you could only hear him far away from you. Until he called you back. âGeto and Hayashi are there and our coach is also there. But Haibara and I came to pick you.â
âIs he⌠is he okay?â You trembled, scared of knowing the answer.
âI donât know, he didnât look good when they took him out of the match.â The air that was on your lugs once again disappeared as you listened to Nanamiâs words.
âBut howâŚ? How did it happened?â
âIt was a player from another team, he had problems in the past with Gojo and⌠he took it out today with Gojo.â Nanami explained. âHe was unconscious when they took him, Geto asked as to come here for you and take you straight to the hospital.â
You nodded, shaking as every word started to process one by one in your mind. âYeah⌠we should get going.â
The car ride was silent, your leg moved up and down as you felt how the suffocating knot that had formed in your stomach now settled in your body, practically leaving you without breathing. You had too many questions, but none of them came out of your lips, it was almost as if you didn't have enough strength to articulate a word.
The ride seemed endless, each second felt longer than the last. Every breath felt shallow and your mind was racing, like you were one of those Formula 1 cars, you were terrified to know its condition and completely angry towards the person who had done this to Satoru.
You felt Nanamiâs eyes staring at you and then his voice echoed in the car. âWe will be there soon⌠Captain Gojo is strongâŚâ He whispered the last part as if he was a reminder for himself too.
You slightly nodded, still anxious and distressed.Â
When you arrived you didnât even wait for the car to stop before exiting and running towards the entrance of the emergency room. Nanamiâs voice called your name but you didnât pay attention to him, you searched for some familiar faces, you needed to know his state. See him.
The pulse in your heart went straight to your ears when you saw Kyoko and Suguruâs silhouette not far from where you were. You were afraid of getting closer and hearing what they knew.Â
âOhâŚâ Kyoko gasped when she saw you. âYou are here!â She hugged you. âI tried calling you but it said it was off.â
âMy phone, it ran out of batteryâŚâ You whispered against her. âKyoko, whatâŚâ
âHe is stable nowâŚâ Suguru spoke this time, his voice was shaky. âThey gave him painkillers for his rib and the contusion on the head was not serious. He will be okay.â
You nodded. âHow did it happened?â You asked Suguru.
âIt was an ex-team member⌠he⌠he got in a fight with Satoru last year and after that he got kicked out of the team.â Suguru explained. âAnd todayâŚâÂ
âIs he crazy?â You said. âHurting someone over aâŚâ
âItâs okayâŚâ Kyoko tried to calm you down.
âYou can go in.â Suguru said. âIâm sure that he will be glad to see you once he wakes up.â
As you followed Suguruâs steps to the room where Satoru was, Kyoko never once let your hand go. Giving you the support you desperately need it. As you stood in front of the door, you opened with shaky hands and entered it. It was completely quiet and Satoru was in the hospital bed, sleep.
You felt the sensation in your stomach growing bigger as you got closer to the bed. Studying his face, you noticed how it was paler than usual, you felt a pang of sadness as you noticed that.
Satoru was always smiling, cheerful, radiant and now⌠he was there, in a hospital bed, unconscious.Â
Your trembling fingers touched his white snowy hair. âSatoruâŚâ You gently whispered, hoping for your nickname you used to hate so much to come out of his mouth.
But nothing happened, the only sound in the room was the monitors tracking his heart rate. You held his hand and sat next to him.Â
Minutes started to pass as you kept on waiting for him to come back to you. You leaned forward, resting your head on the edge of his bed and closing your eyes to breathe in his familiar scent, calming your nerves. Despite the worry that was gnawing at you, the steady beat of his heart brought you a small comfort, a reminder that he was still there.
Last time you were in a hospital was when your grandma was about to pass away. You never liked hospitals, those white walls reminded you of back when you were little after the accident with your mother. Now you knew what happened and that dislike was only bigger.Â
It was like you were always in a position where you had to see your loved ones suffering. Suguru said he was going to be okay, but despite that you were scared, scared of the possibility of losing him.Â
You knew that your love was going fast but for some reason you felt like it was meant to be, that it was the type of love you would find in books, in films, in songs.Â
âSatoruâŚâ You whispered once again, squishing his hand. âPlease come back, come back to me.âÂ
Your eyes began to grow heavy as the door softly opened, a man and a woman entering the room. Their expressions were neither warm nor eager, but reserved, almost cold. You swallowed hard as their gazes fell on you, you felt like they were analyzing you completely with those looks, they were almost telling you that you didn't deserve to be in that place. You didn't hesitate for a second to know who they were, they were Satoru's parents, but unlike Satoru, the gaze of those two people lacked warmth. Their gazes moved to stop at your hand that held Satoru's.Â
The woman's eyes narrowed slightly and her lips pressed into a thin line as she watched you at her side.Â
"Are you... Satoru's friend?" His mother finally asked, with a sharp tone that almost froze your blood. She barely waited for your nod before pressing her lips together even more. âI didnât expect my son to have *guests*,â she continued, a subtle disdain in her voice. âEspecially considering the kind of company he usually keeps.â
Her husband nodded slightly, giving you a subtle look. âIâm sure youâre⌠worried about him.â He said. âBut this is a family matter. Youâd better leave.â
The disdain was clear in his words, and the pain of it cut deep. Satoruâs parents clearly saw you as an outsider, someone who didnât deserve to be here during such a crucial time. You hesitated, looking back at Satoru, unsure if you should let go of his hand.Â
But the sight of him lying there, pale and vulnerable, hardened something inside you. Satoru had been there for you when you needed him most, you werenât about to leave now, especially not when you knew of the abusive behaviors of those two people towards Satoru.Â
With a calm breath, you looked up and met the icy gaze of his mother. âWith all due respect, Iâm not leaving. Satoru means a lot to me and Iâll be here when he wakes up.â
You held his hand a little tighter, feeling both protective and defiant. You would stay, no matter what they thought. Satoru was there because of someone else's cruelty, and you were determined to be there when he opened his eyes, to be the face that reminded him that he was loved, even if his own parents couldn't see the strength of the bond you shared.
His father laughed slightly, a laugh that could be straight from a villain. âDonât tell me you are the real reason why our son is refusing to leave that stupid degreeâŚâ
You blinked slowly, as your mouth parted trying to talk. âWhatâŚ?â
This time Satoruâs mother moved closer to you, with her arms crossed in her chest and her lips still in a thin line. âWe told Satoru he should focus on the family business, think about what the family needs and he still refused and acted like a little kid. But apparently he prefers to throw that away forâŚâ She took a lock of your hair and looked at you with those cold eyes, which although in color resembled Satoru's, everything else was completely unknown. âFor someone like you.â
You felt how you were getting slapped across the face with those sharp words. âIâm sorry, but with all the respect. Satoru is his own person, who is capable of making his decisions and chooses what makes him happy. If you pay attention to him you would know heâŚâ
Satoruâs father's laugh cut you off, leaving you muted as that laugh filled the room. âYou are playing with fire, you know? Satoru has the potential to be one of the best lawyers and own the market within a few years, and position our family at the top. But you appeared and as stubborn he is now suddenly he is not listening to us. And look at him, here laying down in a hospital bed because he was probably too distracted thinking about you to pay attention to the game.â
The blood on your veins started to boil as those words hit you. âSatoru is doing what he wants, which makes him truly happy. He is not someone to bow for someone else's desires.â
âPeople could never understand what it means to be part of a family like ours.â This time his mother spoke.Â
Your heart pounded with anger on your chest, you didnât want to show them any weakness but it was becoming harder with each passing moment.Â
âYou came to the party with our son right?â His mother spoke once again. âIt was not difficult for us to track you downâŚâ Your eyes narrowed. âNo family, works in a grocery store and you are on scholarship.â
âI have a familyâŚâ
âDeadâŚâ
If you could describe what you were seeing at that moment it was red, just red. Your whole self was full of anger, your heart was racing on your chest, while you were trying to calm yourself down.Â
This time Satoruâs time spoke. âYou think he will thank you for this someday? For being the reason why he is wasting his potential.â
It was one after the other, one punch after another. You always felt you were a strong person, who didnât let yourself bow down for anyone, but at that moment you were feeling like they threw you at the lions and there was nothing you could do.Â
You strongly closed your eyes, trying to stop any tear that was trying to come out.
âLeaveâŚâ A voice sounded in the room and you felt how your heart started to warm again, as if was coming back to life.
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25, landoscar!
25. âCan I just keep you?â âIt doesn't work that way.â
Oscar finds Lando on the curb outside of the club, hunched forward, a little ball of black fabric and curls. âHey mate,â He says, stepping off his bike, parking it against a wall before making his way over to him.
âBleh,â Lando says, to his knees. âLeaâ me âlone.â
Oscar nudges his foot against Landoâs thigh. âCanât, unfortunately. Promised Max Iâd get you home safe.â
Landoâs head shoots up, his eyes bright and mouth slightly parted. âOscar?â
âYeah, bud. Max called me, said he needed someone to take you home. You okay?â Oscar kneels down in front of Lando, eye sight. Checks him over. He looks okay, aside from being absolutely fucking sloshed.
ââM fine,â Lando mumbles, tips forward a little, towards Oscar. âItâs just. Everythingâs spinning. Like. Fast. Sooooo fast.â
âOh no,â Oscar says, rather deadpan, trying and failing to subdue the smile that tugging at his lips. He should be annoyed, maybe, about being dragged out of bed at 3 in the morning because his flat mate is ready to pass out in the middle of the street and thereâs no one else to get him home safe. But like, itâs Lando. He hasnât really figured out how to be annoyed at Lando yet.
âYeah,â Lando says, miserably, looks up at Oscar with big, sad eyes. âLike those horses. That go in a circle. You know? Theyâre like on a platform and they just go weeeeee,â Lando makes a spinning motion with his finger.
âA carousel,â Oscar says, getting up and extending a hand towards Lando. âCâmon, letâs get you up, yeah? Iâll take us home.â
âHome,â Lando sighs wistfully, taking Oscarâs hand in his and letting himself be dragged upright.
And god, it gets Oscar every single time, how fucking beautiful Lando is. Even now, with his shirt buttoned up wrong and a mysterious stain on his jeans and his hair sticking to his forehead and his eyes slightly unfocused heâs the most gorgeous think Oscarâs ever seen.
Life would be so much easier, Oscar thinks, if he didnât have such a truly embarrassing crush on his flat mate.
âBikeâs over there,â Oscar says, tearing his eyes away from the curl stubbornly stuck to Landoâs temple.
âAh yes, take me to your mighty stead. Wait, actually, does that make you my white prince on a charming horse? Wait, no, white horse on a charming⌠No, thatâs not it either.â Lando frowns deeply.
âSure,â Oscar says, smiling fondly as he pushes his bike in front of Lando and Lando clambers on. âIâll be you prince charming. Now please hold on tight, yeah? No âKing of the worldâ shenanigans like last time.â
âBoo,â Lando says, but dutifully wraps his arms around Oscarâs waist, slipping his hands into the front pocket of Oscarâs hoodie. âNice. Hand warmer.â
Oscar merely rolls his eyes and kicks off the curb, ignoring the flutter his heart makes at the feeling of Landoâs hands on his stomach, almost burning through the fabric of his hoodie. Thereâs only a little wobble before he gets the bike properly going, getting better and better at biking places with someone on the back mostly because Lando doesnât have a car and Oscar has a hard time saying no to him.
Lando lets his head flop forward, against Oscarâs back, sighs happily into the fabric of Oscarâs hoodie. âYouâre the best, you know. Like, an angel. Prince Charming. Prince Angel Charming.â
Oscar snorts, steers the bike down the abandoned streets towards their apartment.
âI wish I could like, keep you,â Lando says, leaning his head on Oscarâs shoulder, his breath only inches away from Oscarâs face, brushing against his cheek with every exhale. âLike, make you small and put you in my pocket and then I could take you out if I was sad.â
Oscar shakes his head, smiles to himself. âI donât think it works that way, mate.â
âBleh,â Lando says, rolls his head off of Oscarâs shoulder and flops it against his back again. âThe world sucks.â
ââM sorry,â Oscar says. He steers the bike into an alley, narrowly avoids a fallen over trash can.
ââS okay. Sucks a little less with you in it,â Lando mumbles into his hoodie.
Oscar smiles a little sadly. Lando says things like that sometimes. Most often when heâs drunk. Itâs. Nice. But itâs not. He doesnât mean it the way Oscar means it. Which is fine. Oscarâs made his bed and flopped the fuck down onto it from the first time he met Lando and thought oh. It happens, when you pine for someone who can have whoever they want.
But still. He wishes, sometimes. Hopes. Itâs stupid, anyway.
âYeah,â Oscar says, pulling the bike to a stop in front of their shitty little apartment, savoring the feeling of Lando plastered against him for one last second before they have to step off the bike. âSame.â
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this is going to sound slightly stupid iâm begging you to bear with me
you know those fanfics from like 2013, the rpfâs that (usually) were about musicians like harry styles or brenden urie?
theyâd go something along the lines of, ânot-like-other-girlsâ sitting in the crowd of a concert her friend dragged her out to, but she just doesnât care about the music itâs so not her thing so she reads a book during the concert (cue the groans). then the lead singer sees her and is totally taken by her uniqueness and calls her out from the stage or asks to see her after the show yada yada.
anyway, i saw some fan art of rockstar!crowley and normie!aziraphale, and i thought itâd be fun to see if thereâs anything similar to those kinds of rpfâs but instead for crowley and aziraphale!
We have a #famous crowley tag you can check out. Here are some fics in which Crowley is famous and Aziraphale is not...
A rockstar's love by The_boxhead (G)
Crowley had a lot of problems finding someone to have a relationship with as the famous rockstar that he is. But that day when he entered that coffee shop and saw that blond haired man behind the counter, he didnât want more than to get to know that beautiful angel with that cute smile.
Star Crossed by AppleSeeds (T)
When Crowley, the lead singer of wildly successful rock band The Sixth Circle, agrees to take part in a radio show discussion feature, the last thing he expects is to come away from it completely smitten with a man who must be the world's most adorable magician. Crowley's uncharacteristic behaviour towards Aziraphale during the show doesn't go unnoticed by the listeners, with speculation soon running rife online. Only one thing for it - Crowley just needs to engineer an opportunity to see Aziraphale again. All in the name of generating publicity, of course.
Never Too Late by AppleSeeds (T)
It's been thirty-five years since the height of Aziraphale's enormous crush on rockstar Anthony Crowley, but when he sees that Anthony is still performing, Aziraphale feels he owes it to his younger self not to pass up the opportunity to finally hear him sing live. The last thing he expects is for Anthony to actually approach him once the concert is over, extending an invitation that surpasses every fantasy Aziraphale harboured about him as a young man and resulting in the most memorable night of his life.
The Only One I Still Know How to See by Furuba_Fangirl (E)
Aziraphale has been an admirer of Anthony J. Crowley for years. However, the gap between audience member and stage actor begins to thin when they are given the chance to officially meet.
Soho by Lurlur (E)
Aziraphale lives a quiet kind of life, running a quiet specialist bookshop in one of the liveliest districts of London. He's content with his lot, happy with his friends, tolerant of his probably-human housemate, living vicariously through the gossip pages. One day, a chance encounter with Anthony Crowley, lead singer of wildly successful rock band The Demons, threatens to turn his whole world upside down.
Find the Light by klikandtuna (E)
I saw a collection of gifs on tumblr combining David Tennant as a rock star and Michael Sheen as a school headmaster (see the notes of Chapter 1 for a link to the post!) and someone said that it ought to be a fic, sooooo I've made it a fic. Here's a heapin' helping of rock-star Crowley and headmaster Aziraphale! Now with shiny new cover art, also by me!
Win a Date With Anthony J. Crowley! by Caedmon (E)
Crowley is a world-famous rock star who sells out arenas. His name is synonymous with 'rock-n-roll', and he thrives on the spotlight. When he agrees to raffle off a date with himself for charity, he's expecting to meet an overzealous fan that wants to wear his skin and very well might try to roofie him. What he's not expecting is to be instantly attracted to the quiet man with the unusual name who shows up for the date at the Ritz... and he's certainly not expecting for Aziraphale to have no clue who he is...
- Mod D
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