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The saki glue theory isn’t true?!
I mean it is just a theory… A GAME THEO-
Okay, I’ll stop. But I do wonder why you think that especially since that theory is incredibly popular.
The Saki glue theory, at least from what I've seen, says that if Saki died in middle school it would mean that none of the units in the game would form. The things is, it literally makes no sense if you think about it properly for more than a few seconds.
Of course Leo/need wouldn't exist, because it's not Leo/need without all four of them, and Saki was a key player in mending their friendship. As for Tsukasa, by middle school he was already a theatre kid, so he's not just gonna drop that because his sister died. Yes he would be greatly affected by it but he also wouldn't quit (it's during this point that he actually pushed aside and forgot his original motivations, so he doesn't associate Saki with his dream here). And Tsukasa would still encourage Toya to rebel against his dad, so Toya still meets Akito and they still form Bad Dogs and eventually VBS.
When it comes to MMJ and N25 it becomes really obvious that this theory is grasping at straws. The main explanations I've seen as to how Saki could possibly affect them is that Shiho and Honami become depressed, so Shizuku quits idol work to be there for Shiho, and Honami never becomes Kanade's housekeeper so doesn't call an ambulance for her when she collapsed of dehydration, and Kanade dies.
It just doesn't make sense at all. Yes, Shizuku loves Shiho and would obviously be there to comfort her, but she isn't just going to quit being an idol for that. Shizuku is her own character with her own complicated feelings towards said idol job. She isn't going to drop everything for her sister. And while I think Honami would still become a housekeeper, if she didn't Kanade would just have another housekeeper who probably would've found her the exact same way Honami did. Also at least some people who push for this forget that Shiho and Honami already were not in a great place mentally when Saki was in hospital in middle school. We already have insight into how they coped with losing Saki (not in that sense) and MMJ and N25 still exist despite this. Yes grief is different, but you get the idea.
The Saki glue theory is just a cheap grab at angst rather than anything that actually considers how Saki would impact other characters and their relationships. Yes she does affect some characters but she is not going to drastically rewrite the narrative if she dies nor will everyone close to her become too depressed to function. If we're being really, really, honest, you can kinda tell this theory probably exists partially to give pointless angst to her brother, which is a whole separate issue.
Like, Saki is important to some characters don't get me wrong, but she's only important to the narratives of four, those being the other members of Leo/need, and Tsukasa. She absolutely does not affect every character in the game, even by proxy. Chart:
I'm not saying angst in fandom is a bad thing, and it can be interesting to explore darker and more negative themes/emotions with characters who don't get to experience these a lot in the source material, but within this fandom there is an issue with pulling out nonsensical explanations for dark stories, which like 50% of the time involve killing off the chronically ill character. And a lot of those are to write angst for her brother and ignoring what actually is written in canon about him and his relationship with Saki. Ableism and misogyny with one move. Real nice.
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Every time I see a description of autistics and their routines, esp ones aimed to make allistics understand better, I feel like my experiences as an actually autistic person are completely misrepresented by it. And it's entirely possible that it's just me always finding posts that weren't meant for me specifically, but I've never found anyone talk abt autistic routines and be like "yep, that's me, that's how routines feel to me".
It sometimes feels like that even the most well-meaning of posts or articles or whatever boil down to the idea that, at the end of the day, an autistic person's routine doesn't serve any "real" purpose. That routines are just what we got used to over time, and as such they bring us familiarity and comfort, but beyond that familiarity and comfort they are senseless and pointless. That you should respect an autistic person's routine (so long as it's not harming anyone) - despite it being obviously nonsense.
And to be clear, I don't think there's anything wrong with routines "just" for the sake of familiarity and comfort, and I do agree that you should respect ppl's boundaries even if they don't make sense to you. This isn't the problem. My issue is that every time I take a look at my own routines, I could take each and every part of it and tell you exactly what specific purpose it serves and why it cannot be removed without serious negative consequences.
For example. I tend to eat at the same times every day, because my body sucks at telling me properly when I'm hungry and sticking to time instead of bodily sensations allows me to ensure I eat properly. I always go through my morning routine the same way because "morning routine" is a lot easier to remember than remembering each and every element of getting ready, individually, every morning. I take the same route to work every time because paying attention to my surroundings is extremely taxing, and walking the familiar path lets me turn off my mind and let my instincts instead of conscious decisions direct me.
And this perspective changes why I might be upset about changes in routine as well. It's not just upsetting because it's unfamiliar and scary, it's upsetting because the consequences can be downright painful. If I don't eat on time I might forget to eat at all and could end up in a too-hungry-to-eat spiral that can take days to escape. If my morning routine is messed with I am almost certain to forget at least one step of it, which, depending on the step, can mess with my entire rest of the day (for instance, forgetting to pack my bottle and not being able to drink as a result).
So much of the advice I see floating around regarding these routines seems to be of the belief that they don't actually stem from anything besides habit, and as such the negative reaction to deviation from these routines is purely emotional (and irrational). Even in the better cases that don't just outright dismiss this emotional reaction as something to be ignored, there's still this undertone that the emotional reaction can be culled and autistic ppl can be taught how to be more adaptable and how to let go of these routines, by showing them how to handle the emotional reaction better.
And while I don't necessarily think this is bad advice (it can be really helpful esp as an autistic person to figure out ways to step outside your already rather small comfort zone, so advice like this is actually greatly appreciated), but I really wish there was more acknowledgement of routines that are based on more physical and practical stuff and can't be changed with determination and patience alone. That sometimes the emotional reaction is completely rational and justified, and that some routines can't really be changed without facing some incredibly negative consequences.
#inspired by a couple thoughts i had recently#with new year's eve coming up#i've even had ppl dismiss my concerns over smth#bc of course i would be worried abt it cuz it's change#and autistic ppl don't like change#as if my concerns weren't completely valid on their own#autism#autistic#actually autistic#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent
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Every time I watch Vortex, I feel Vlad was forced to spend time with Danny, but during this period, Vald did not show any retaliatory negative emotions behind Danny's back that he couldn't see. Instead, Vald revealed more helplessness, distress, and confusion (even watching Danny laugh while playing video games together, which I declared to be the most furry pompous pep moment in the entire show). To be honest, I was really surprised when I first watched this episode, after all, it is well known that Vald promotes revenge... We saw Vald abandon Danny in the end, but can you say that Vald's performance during this period was really the same as his previous fruitloop?
During the crisis, Vald abandoned Danny and left, but he didn't throw out a bunch of dramatic and evil laughter and sarcastic words. Instead, he didn't show too many expressions, just like he didn't do anything more extreme because of guilt that he didn't even know. It was also like forcing him to do cruel things to Danny in order to deny his wavering heart and tell himself that nothing had happened.
Vald still hasn't realized that he needs to change or wants to change, but he has indeed been shaken by the time he spent with Danny.
The Vortex incident is not only Danny's emotional management class, but also Vald's emotional management class. Unfortunately, Danny graduated early, and Vald has too much homework to overcome, with 20 years of obstacles still to be overcome.
We need more time for Danny and Vald to be forced together due to the chaos caused by Vortex! Quantitative change will become qualitative change! (Nodding)
Speaking of emotional management class, why not ask Jazz to help out one day? Jazz needs practical experience, Vald needs psychological counseling, and Danny needs to feel Vald's troubles through Jazz Speaking of which, Jazz actually had a similar experience with Vald, in the episode about nanorobots
Let me be honest, when Jazz went to Vald's house, he didn't give serious psychological counseling to the person who needed it the most in the whole drama. Instead, he tried to use psychology to defeat Vald and let Danny know that he had the ability to help him. It made me feel that although Jazz was smart and capable, she still had a mentality of being a minor
And Jazz's roles as an older sister and a psychological counselor... How should I put it? In the series, I feel that when facing Danny, I use my therapist role more to help him, and when facing others, I use my older sister role to protect my younger brother. As an older sister, she is almost perfect, but as a psychologist who wants to contribute to society? If Jazz really wants to become a psychotherapist, he also needs to learn to actively adopt the approach of a psychotherapist towards others in need. Think about it carefully... Jazz's attitude towards family and friends can be seen to be very protective, loving, and attentive. She is the best sister to Danny, but besides that, Jazz is actually polite but not interested in others, isn't she?
This feature of not caring much about anything other than what he is interested in, and having a little bit of unconscious arrogance and innocence towards dangerous things, really looks like Jack... In addition, Jazz did intentionally approach Vald without any good intentions (for Vald), so it's no wonder that Vald was not shaken at all when he was with Jazz and when he treated Jazz afterwards... I have to say that if there was no hatred towards Jack due to accidents, then the person Vald hated the most, or the person he didn't care about the least, should be Jazz... They are incompatible
So... Danny is really happy when he's with Vald, unlike Jazz playing chess with Vald. Danny couldn't even pretend to be happy due to his weather ability, without any disguise of his own abilities. While possessing strong power, he was unparalleled in his openness, so open that others could see all of his emotions. Vald is always wary of others. Now when he sees someone with him, that person shows genuine happiness without disguise or deception. How could he not be shaken in his heart when faced with such a situation
(When he married Mads, Vald felt insecure because he believed deep down that the other person didn't really love him, so he did everything he could to control her.)
In a sense, weather events were the most favorable events to promote a positive relationship between them
……And also, Danny's emotions will change with the weather... Does that mean Danny can't hide his true feelings, which is too convenient for Vald to manipulate... After spending some time with Vald, won't Vald really use this feature in reverse
This is why Torrent of Terror is one of my favorite DP episodes ever.
Vlad was remarkably normal about having to take care of the emotional needs of a teenager. He immediately took responsibility for keeping Danny safe and calm, sent off Sam and Tucker to chase down Vortex, then took Danny into his own home and proceeded to cook him meals and play games and spend time with him without once complaining. (Danny, on the other hand, is a complete fucking brat.)
Vlad forgets to leave the tomatoes off Danny's sandwich? He doesn't even turn into Plasmius to try to escape Danny's little tantrum tornado. (Maybe he knows the sight of Plasmius will upset Danny and refrains from shifting form? That's extremely perceptive and considerate of him. Could be why he waited until Vortex returned to shift into his ghost form.)
Danny can't take losing a video game and blows his cool (literally)? Vlad whips out his checkbook and pays for all the damage.
I also think Vlad was 100% speaking the truth when he told Danny, "You know how much I care for you." (He also seems to be pretty good at playing video games, so maybe he enjoyed this little date outing to the video game convention, too.)
Vlad also agrees to give Danny a foot massage later (at night, in his house, just the two of them, totally normal), but we never got to see that because Vortex returned and Vlad's job was complete. And even then he didn't react with extreme vengeance and violence. (Though he did manhandle Danny a little lol. Nothing Danny couldn't take.)
Vlad showed that he was perfectly capable of being kind and patient and thoughtful and accommodating in this episode, but since it was played for laughs instead of taken seriously, I think it was sort of forgotten.
#asks#danny phantom#torrent of terror#pompous pep#meta#long post#vlad masters#danny fenton#dp screenshots
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Saw a tiktok this morning that really rubbed me the wrong way, and I'm still thinking about it... so rant incomeing!
The tiktok was talking about bad fanfiction reading habits. They were saying how they noticed they had this really bad fanfic reading habit that they wanted to correct next year. In the comments, a bunch of people were agreeing with them and saying they also had this bad habit and wanted to fix it.
What was the bad habit you may ask? Not leaving comments? Not leaving kudos? Not sharing the fics they liked? Oh, no no. The bad habit was reading shorter one shot fics. Excuse me, how is that a bad habit?
The reasoning for why it was a bad habit were things like: I read to fast so I end up reading a lot of little stories instead of one big one (yeah so?), it makes you spend too much time jumping between fics (why is more fics bad?), they take away from real fics (I'm sorry what?), reading one shots encourages bad writing habbits (excuse me, how?), I fall for the story but then its just done cause the author was too lazy to keep going (disrespectfully fuck you!)
I could not believe how many people were calling reading one shots a bad habit and justifying it in a that put a negative spin on that kind of story and author!
Don't get me wrong, having preferences is fine! I prefer things in the 4-12k range. Everyone has that sweet spot where it just feels like the perfect length, and that's okay. But to call out reading an entire type of fic (one shots) as a "bad habit" and "something to be fixed" is so rude and disrespectful.
When you say a fic isn't worth reading because of the length, that its not real writing, or its reinforcing bad writing habits to read it—what you are saying to the authors of those fics is, "you and your writing are not worth anything and the 3k words you gave me for free aren't good enough." That is not okay.
Having preferences is okay. Discounting fics because they are small is not. Reading one shots is not a bad habit, and writing one shots is not a bad habit.
#when did this pov become a thing#this has been bugging me all day#we are a community#act like it#fanfiction#fandom#fic writing
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I think it's interesting but also nightmarish how the mouthwashing fandom can't decide whether or not they like Curly.
I don't think there's anything inherently wrong in liking his character, in fact I think it's quite understandable considering how we can probably find a bit of him in us all and how he was meant to be written that way. He has good intentions, he's a people pleaser, he has mental health issues that he keeps closed off about, he feels lost in his life, he wants to keep the peace. However, it becomes all the more nuanced when you consider despite all these 'good' traits, he still ends up failing, making huge mistakes, and worst of all, an enabler.
Like I said in my analysis of his humanity, to portray him a saint is to ignore his failures as a captain, a friend, and a 'good' human and how they led to the demise of his crew. Yet to portray him as a monster only furthers the message of his dehumanization in the game and in real life, taking away from the point of his character and what makes him so horrifying—that he was just an ordinary man and yet his inactions led to such consequences.
Regardless of his struggles, regardless of his past, regardless of even if he knew, understood, and was upset by Anya's situation, nothing changes the fact that his first instinct was to 'fix it', how to get Jimmy out of trouble. Again. Not to comfort Anya, not to show her support, not to consider his options, not even chastise his friend. Because of that, he is worthy of criticism and even hatred or disgust as well. You can find sympathy for his flaws up until the point where it starts to negatively effect the people around him, something that simply can't be ignored about his character. Intentions are fine and all, but it's the effects that can last forever.
Though it pains me to see how black and white the fandom treats his character, even as someone who deeply resonates with Anya. I know people tend to enjoy throwing around the term 'morally grey' with him as an excuse, but I find the best way to describe Curly is, well, just a man. Someone who grew up with all the privileges of a man but experiences the same struggles of the average human. I believe Curly could've most certainly handled the situation a lot better but the problem is he didn't and that is simply something we need to accept as his fault.
Although as Anya says, "I want to believe our worst moments don’t define us." And that is so, so crucial when it comes to Curly's character. Often times I feel angry at him, for his indecisiveness, his power and privilege that he takes for granted. But often times I also see myself in him, a person that is lost, influenced by the world they grew up in and making mistakes and errors as a result of that despite trying their best to do what they believe is right. He isn't a saint, he isn't a monster, he's a human being, one that failed to do the right thing.
You are allowed to love him. You are allowed to hate him. Feeling sympathy or disdain for such a character is only human after all, we cannot deny that about ourselves when it comes to the tragedy that is Curly's character and story. But I don't think that either opinion should be ignored, belittled, or worse, harassed over, and I have seen that time and time again with this fandom.
#i just wanna slap him and then rub his back#like shit man#you had one job and you fucked it up#but youre going through a lot#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing analysis#mouthwashing curly#curly#captain curly#grant curly
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I'LL IMAGINE WE FELL IN LOVE
ft. subaru kagami, haku kusanagi, zenji kotodama
summary ; the hotarubi ghouls and lyrics from blue by yung kai.
notes : hi tkdb fandom i got roped up in this silly game and started writing for it. oops. sorry if they're ooc in any way, im still kinda new ... (ノД`)
SUBARU KAGAMI
"You'd be mine, would you mind if I took your hand tonight?
Know you're all that I want this life."
Subaru had never been one for physical affection. He'd feel far too guilty about having taken an nonconsensual glimpse into the other person's memories. Poor boy, really.
There's no difference in his reaction when your fingertips brush against his skin when you had picked up the sweet little treat Subaru had offered you from his hand. You barely even had any time to react before he started apologizing profusely, slipping on his gloves.
Subaru paused when he felt your hand on his skin again, images of your memories flashing through his head. He tried to pull away, only to find that your hand was wrapped tightly around his wrist. He looked up at you, an understandable look of confusion and surprise marring his pretty features. "I don't have anything to hide from you." Is all you say, with that sweet smile Subaru had fallen for. Your hand moves from his wrist, instead slipping your fingers between his own.
He finds himself unable to stop the pink dusting his cheeks, eyes wide.
You, however, took that as a negative reaction, pulling your hand away. But as soon as you did, his face fell almost imperceptibly, and he gently wrapped his hand around your own again.
Subaru thought it was greedy of him. He had everything already, fame, influence, the academy's trust, and so on. But he couldn't stop this feelings of wanting more.
No maybe not, because he would throw away all of those things if he could have you. You're the only thing he wants in this life.
HAKU KUSANAGI
"My love will always stay by you
It's stuck with you forever, so promise you won't let it go
I'll trust the universe will always bring me to you."
Haku has a playful and flirtatious aura about him that isn't lost to those he graces with his presence. It's simply in his nature – "a devilish charm," as Zenji puts it.
Him doing all these romantic gestures of giving you his umbrella or jacket, or walking you back to the cathedral after you've helped out in Hotarubi never really crossed your mind as, well, romantic. Though that seems rather silly now if you were to think about it.
But now you're wondering if this is all really just platonic when you find your hand on his chest, his heartbeat drumming against it steadily. It's faster than usual, you note. "Feel that? It's all yours, princess." He says in his usual playful, light-hearted tone. And for a second you want to reply with "Feel what? Your tit?" but the words die on your tongue as you catch sight of the distinctively soft gaze he has on you. The way he's looking at you doesn't match the tone he's saying those stupidly romantic words with, and you're not sure anymore whether you want to believe that this is all still purely platonic or that it's been romantic this whole time.
You don't say anything in response, but the way your body relaxes and you move to lean your head on his shoulder speaks volumes. Maybe you can't be together in this life, but the way he looks at you has you believing that Haku would find you in the next one, and the one after, and so on, no matter what it takes.
ZENJI KOTODAMA
"I think I'll picture us, you with the waves
The ocean's colors on your face
I'll leave my heart with your air"
Beauty can be found in anything. Zenji, being the artistic and passionate man he is, couldn't agree more to this statement. He finds beauty in anything and everything, even the seashell you picked up by the shore. He even wrote a poem about it.
Having been so distracted by Zenji's singing, you accidentally dropped the seashell, the object getting washed away by the waves. Without thinking, you ran into the water to chase after it, the small waves crashing against your feet as you trudged deeper and deeper into the ocean.
At some point, Zenji must have noticed you were missing, judging from his exclamation of "My dear! Be careful!" coming from behind you that the whole beach could probably hear... if he wasn't a ghost. Either way, his voice was enough to stop you from going any further, now realizing that you were knee-deep in the water.
You take a few steps back, a sigh escaping your lips as you realize and accept that that seashell was good as gone.
What you didn't realize though, was the way Zenji was looking at you. The moonlight casted a soft, silver glow on your face, highlighting your features. Zenji always knew you were beautiful, but this moment in particular, he could almost feel his heart beating wildly in his chest as if he were alive again. He truly felt like he could ascend right at that moment.
You had your gaze fixed on the horizon in front of you, and was only broken out of your trance as you hear Zenji start to compose yet another ode, only this time, it was about the fair maiden in front of him.
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I don't think g exists--or, more accurately, I don't think it's a useful model for anything--because cognitive faculties are too diverse. The analogy I just made on another post I think serves well: it's not useful to model an A factor of general athleticism, even though athletic ability is correlated in a general way. A skilled basketball player isn't automatically a skilled baseball player; a skilled weightlifter isn't automatically a skilled runner. While somebody who does zero exercise will be routinely outperformed at any athletic task by someone who is generally sporty in some sense, we have a much finer-grained understanding of athletic performance and athletic ability than a generic A. We can measure running speed, weightlifting capacity, reaction time, etc., and we don't assume that just because someone is a fast runner they are a strong weightlifter.
Sure, there are probably conditions that negatively affect performance across all cognitive tasks nearly uniformly, in much the same way my condition of "doesn't ever do any exercise" negatively affects my performance across all athletic tasks nearly uniformly. And if you came up with some sort of general AQ test it would probably be pretty easy to identify negative outliers like me.
Intelligence involves a lot of different skills. Any useful account of intelligence has to take into account those skills in a specific way, just as any useful account of athleticism has to be able to distinguish between the ways in which LeBron James and Michael Phelps are extraordinarily athletes. And such an account is probably going to make the genetic correlates of intelligence much clearer. It would be much more interesting and useful to examine, say, the way in which specific genes affect how memories are formed and recalled than it would be to try to find lots of different genes that seem to influence a nebulous G factor, in the same way it's much more interesting and useful to examine the way Michael Phelps' genetics give him an anatomy suited to swimming fast than it is to try to find lots of different genes that correlate in a vague way with a nebulous A factor.
From a cognitive perspective, talking about a g factor of intelligence just doesn't make any sense to me. Intelligence isn't an RPG stat or a magic ingredient that exists in some human brains and not others. Modeling it as such and trying to measure it as such is incoherent.
Can you explain in what what you think eugenics doesn't work? Does this basically boil down to skepticism about the accuracy of GWAS studies? My understanding is that academic consensus is "G probably exists, disentangling direct genetic inheritance vs genetic cultural inheritance is complicated but possible, we can identify a number of alleles which we're reasonably confident are directly causally involved in having a higher G factor"
when it comes to intelligence, its heritability, and its variation at the population level, my understanding of the science is:
highly adaptive traits don't, in fact, vary much at the genetic level between populations of a species because they are strongly selected for. in an environment where a trait is being strongly selected for, a population that failed to express that trait strongly will be rapidly outcompeted.
intelligence is probably the quintessential such trait for humans. we have sacrificed a great deal of other kinds of specialization in favor of our big brains. we spend an enormous amount of calories supporting those brains. tool use, the ability to plan for the future, the ability to navigate complex social situations and hierarchies in order to secure status, the ability to model the minds of others for the purposes of cooperation and deception means that we should expect intelligence to be strongly selected for for as long as our lineage has been social and tool-using, which is at least the last three million years or so.
so, at least as a matter of a priori assumptions, we should expect human populations not to vary greatly in their genetic predisposition to intelligence. it may nonetheless, but we'd need pretty strong evidence. i think i read this argument on PZ Myers' blog a million years ago, so credit where that's due.
complicating the picture is that we just don't have good evidence for how IQ does vary across populations, even before we get into the question of "how much of this variation is genetic and how much of it is not." the cross-national data on which a lot of IQ arguments have been based is really bad. and that would be assuming IQ tests are in fact good at capturing a notion of IQ that is independent of cultural context, which historically they're pretty bad at
this screed by nassim nicholas taleb (not a diss; AFAICT the guy only writes in screeds) makes a number of arguments, but one argument I find persuasive is that IQ is really only predictive of achievement in the sense that it does usefully discriminate between people with obvious intellectual disabilities and those without--but you do not actually need an IQ test for that sort of thing, any more than you need to use a height chart to figure out who is missing both their legs. in that sense, sure, IQ is predictive of a lot of things. but once you remove this group, the much-vaunted correlations between IQ and stuff like wealth just straight-up vanishes
heritability studies are a useful tool, but a tool which must be wielded carefully; they were developed for studying traits which were relatively easy to isolate in very specific populations, like a crop under study at an agricultural research site, and are more precarious when applied to, e.g., human populations
my understanding based on jonathan kaplan articles like this one is that twin studies are not actually that good at distinguishing heritable factors from environmental ones--they have serious limitations compared to heritability studies where you actually can rigorously control for environmental effects, like you can with plants or livestock.
as this post also points out, heritability studies also only examine heritability within groups, and are not really suited to examining large-scale population differences, *especially* in the realm of intelligence where there is a huge raft of confounding factors, and a lack of a really robust measurement tool.
(if we are worried about intelligence at the population level, it seems to me there are interventions we know are going to be effective and do not rely on deeply dubious scientific speculation, e.g., around nutrition and healthcare and serious wealth inequality and ofc education; and if what people actually want is to raise the average intelligence of the population rather than justify discrimination against minorities, then they might focus on those much more empirically grounded interventions. even if population differences in IQ are real and significant and point to big differences in intelligence, we know those things are worth a fair few IQ points. but most people who are or historically have been the biggest advocates for eugenics are, in my estimation, mostly interested in justifying discrimination.)
i think the claims/application of eugenics extend well beyond just intelligence, ftr. eugenics as an ideology is complex and historically pretty interesting, and many eugenicists have made much broader claims than just "population-level differences in intelligence exist due to genetic factors, and we should try to influence them with policy," but that is a useful point for them to fall back onto when pressed on those other claims. but i don't think even that claim is at all well-supported.
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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mdarc chapter 4 spoilers (tw negative)
i'm a couple of doors into the mystery labyrinth, and it's getting a little annoying having shinigami and yuma go "but how could this have happened? who could have done this?" when i literally knew it was yakou as soon as the game told me that the poison had a delay. this is so silly like "how could anyone have got past this, they would have died in thirty minutes!" ok! narrow your suspect pool to people who die in the next thirty minutes then! damn!!!
#mdarc#rain code#little ranty#also i have only just started so if [redacted] isn't the killer then so be it#but i know they are there's no way it's anyone else#vivia having that quiet (more than usual) moment when yuma said the lab is hooked up to a secondary power source that never went down#is so good#i think [redacted] required an accomplice for [last part of their plan] but from that reaction i don't think it's vivia#i think it just got more or less confirmed for him who the killer was#also viv is so interesting to me!!! i was right that he was going to be my favourite#the bold experience machine enjoyer#i find it kind of funny when halara says that he'd be a great detective if he just put in more effort#this isn't some problem of viv not reaching his goals or anything#he is very good at the things he actually likes doing and wants to do#he wants to come up with theories as to how a crime could have been committed#he doesn't particularly care about which one is right#just finding ways around logical constraints#that being said he very much understands that choosing one of those and expressing it will influence the world#which is why he doesn't tend to communicate when he's figured something out#he's more interested in observing what other people do unrestricted by his influence#this is why i think it's really sweet when he threatens to kill yuma (insane sentence)#i have such a soft spot for characters who break their own rules and principle for someone they really care about#and seeing vivia put [redacted] in front of his own happiness and ingrained way of doing things is so humanising#i don't think viv is particularly complex as a character#once you grasp that he genuinely has no regard for what's true and enjoys ambiguity you've can understand him from there#there's this one line where he says 'after all...i'm more interested in the story than the truth...'#but he is my favourite by far#i love how he's straddling the line of philosophical postmodernism and actual psychosis#he's so interesting to me#tw negative
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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I just think it’s silly that so many people complain about Villain Amaya as “wasted potential” and that “we were robbed” like-
My pals, post canon fan fiction is right there. The desire to free her husband is right there. Either by touching an evil book while being too eager to remember the obsidian oil, or being possessed by contact (ie what she believes is true loves kiss) when trying to reason with him in the dungeon.
We don’t need a rewrite, we can have a continuation. Both can be true. Amaya is a complex character, she can handle it.
#Wish#Queen Amaya#I assume I'm going to get hate for this but like#I know it's not store bought and you have to still make it yourself but also#I'm kind of just tired of seeing a lot of people sh*tting on Wish because it's not the concept art#And I'm kind of over here like how about we love it recognize it has flaws and THEN try to make something new without bashing the OG?#I just love Amaya and she definitely deserves more#but her good character is so interesting and complex#she still knows how to have fun. She still can be sassy or bite.#Like she's still Magnifico's perfect partner you know? and Magnifico isn't perfect?#A truly pure person wouldn't click with Magnifico the way Amaya does...?#I would rather build on Amaya's character than say she can only be good and boring or a villain?#Amaya is so smart yall. I know you can't see it all just on the movie but like she's read every magic book in Magnifico's library#THOUSANDS OF BOOKS.#And knows basic protection spells#She's a devoted leader.#Like.#Idk#She both loves her husband and recognizes that she has to go against him.#She doesn't /turn/ on him. She addresses his flaws and tells him that it's not okay?#She still jokes with him even though she has to put him in time out. She's complex and strong and wise and kind.#And I just hate seeing so many people so quick to just say 'the concept art was better' when like... the idea might be more appealing to yo#But I hate the level of cynicism and pretentiousness I see of people saying their personal ideas of what Wish should be-#-Is better than the piece of media they claim to care about?#Like their personal vision of Wish based exclusively off the concept art is somehow intellectually superior?#And I'm not saying stop doing your rewrites or AU's or anything! Like there's definitely beautiful creativity happening!#I just hate seeing people so negative and like honestly mean. It hurts my heart to see everyone calling Wish garbage?#It's not great but I really really dont think it's as bad as everyone is saying. Like its no like Oppenheimer but it's a children's movie..#Like I personally love the Teens and Amaya#And everyone saying they stink makes me sad... Because they're just great characters?
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blehhh not them making a queer character say the no homo line :/
#loki#loki spoilers#loki series negativity#this is the smallest deal tbh. it's just. hmm.#it's just making me think about the overarching issue#that a loki show should by rights be incredibly queer#and that isn't what we're getting#largely just bc of the company who owns it#and idk it's not like i expected anything different but it's just getting to me more and more#esp with the way the creators referenced his genderfluidity in s1 and then it literally didn't exist (i'm still baffled by that whole thing#and esp with shows like s2 of good omens being released#which in ways completely unrelated to the main couple#was just drenched in queerness#and the loki show SHOULD be like that!#there should be more than just one line about lokis being bisexual#as great as that was...i want more than just a brief reference to queerness#that never comes up again in any way#and btw - in case this needs to be clarified - this is not about shipping#even though sylki isn't my thing they are bi4bi and that is a queer relationship#i'm just like. talking about the vibe of the show as a whole i guess#and all the missed opportunities for side queer rep i'm seeing#and there's also. like. something about how#combined with the straight up lie about loki's genderfluidity#tv series!loki arguably has the most traditionally masculine presentation we've ever seen of him#when previous iterations of him included somewhat androgynous costumes#but idk i haven't fully gotten my thoughts together on that#loki tv series#loki series criticism#loki series critical#op
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I usually try not to get too negative on my blog, but I have to say that one thing that I'm worried about with AI art is the possible accusations that could be placed on people with certain artstyles (surrealism, hyperrealism, etc.) that are more prone to the "uncanny valley" effect, or even just artists who are in that midway point where most of a piece looks great but there's a few things that are anatomically questionable.
I think it's fine for people to have suspicions, but I'm worried that people will come to expect things such as progress videos or shots as a given, and that this will intimidate young or new artists, making them feel incredibly pressured to provide things that they shouldn't have to. And, speaking from experience, pressure does not do good things to the creative mind.
I'm worried that people will start seeing inconsistencies or awkward anatomy and immediately react with accusations of AI. It's happening on other platforms, and probably also on Tumblr, and as much as I dislike AI, I think that people need to learn to slow down and really look at something before making that accusation.
What good will stamping out AI with vigor do if innocent artists get caught in the crossfire and stop creating out of fear? What good will it do if the next generation of artists is too scared to share and inspire each other?
Genuinely, I would personally rather deal with AI images existing while still being able to freely share my actual works than I would deal with tiptoeing around very real people who would dismiss my hours of work (and musculoskeletal pain) as worthless and not real. Let artists still be free for goodness' sake.
I can be more thoroughly worded later if anyone asks, and this will probably be sorely misinterpreted, but I just need to get this out and I'm tired.
TLDR: It's fine to be against AI-generated images, but please check yourself and be careful who you accuse of using such technology before you get someone innocent caught up in it. AI-generated art isn't great, and neither is putting down someone's hard work as fake.
#egginfroggintalkin#negative#ai art rant#I live in mild dread that somebody will just blue-shell me with the ai accusation someday#look man my anatomy isn't exactly great all the time and goodness knows that rendering is a pain in the neck#uncanny stuff happens sometimes#but I think that uncanniness can be purposeful and it SHOULD be purposeful in its own right if that's your style#ai usually has this... vibe... about it#it's USUALLY distinct#but not always#and I get that!#but that just makes it even more important to be careful before really committing to that accusation or question!#because it IS hard to tell sometimes!#and no I don't think it's reasonable to expect a whole speedpaint or whatever#I hear that happening sometimes#usually on tiktok I'm pretty sure#which granted is not tumblr but still#it's a whole other thing that takes up a crap ton of drive space#like ughhhhhhhhhhh#I am trying! we artists are trying!!! aaagh!!#anyway. yeh. just. venting I guess.#please feel free to ask for clarification if anything is vague or you want to talk about this#I don't bite I just complain eloquently so go right ahead#ugh
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Not feeling great abt some of my creative endeavors rn
#ramblings#neg#specifically abt project: new moon#i can feel myself actively losing interest in continuing to write for it#like the main story is already out there and that's fine#but even tho i have ideas for oneshots and stuff to introduce more characters (like those redesigns for rouge and shadow i did a while ago)#it just. doesn't feel worth continuing. idk why#i guess it might be the lack of interest for my writing in general#or maybe project: new moon just. isn't that great#which is fine the point of the project was to do it for fun not to make something objectively good#but ig i'm just. not feeling it anymore? i don't feel satisfied with it like i did when i finished writing it#i still love my ocs and the redesigns i did of canon characters for it#and i'm glad i got the story i've had in my head since i was like 12 out there. even if it's very different from how i first envisioned it#but. i really just wanna put it to rest#i really don't feel like i can promise any more writing for it. not like anybody cared abt it anyway besides like 3-4 ppl + myself#idk man i wanna move on from it. i have other stuff i wanna write that i feel guilty for not doing#bc i'd said i'd write more for project: new moon and still haven't#i think i'd be happier if i let the fanfic go and just draw my ocs and my redesigns when i feel like it#without worrying abt the fic anymore#bc frankly ever since writing the epilogue my heart just didn't feel like it was in it#thinking abt it felt like a chore more than anything. so maybe it'd be for the best to just leave it as it is#that comic i said i'd write is still happening tho i still really wanna do it#but that's different from writing fanfic so#anyway. might turn the project: new moon blog into a general writing blog#if i finish the corrupted au fic i'm currently working on. idk yet we'll see#but yeah. i know i shouldn't trust how i feel past 9 pm but I've been feeling this for a while now so whatever#i think i should've seen this coming in retrospect. pretty much everything i do that isn't just art never gets much traction anyway#can't say i'm really giving up on it considering it's TECHNICALLY complete#but the way things are going feels almost exactly like the rp and ask blogs i've tried to run in the past#idk man. i gotta stop thinking abt this before the vague feelings of inadequacy spiral into something worse. goodnight
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😩 dang it. i go to draw for the first time in forever and my stupid pen is acting up aoeifjaoi i think i might need a new nib or something
#i literally don't have a single penny to spend also bc some asshole hacked my abandoned ama/zon account which got them my pay/pal 😭#and they spent my last $60 from my debit account#thankfully it wasn't a credit card or anything at least oaifjeoaij#but i'm still so salty that that's how my pride month started. RUDE. HOMOPHOBIC. LESBOPHOBIC. uncalled for.#now that i'm thinking about it i feel like $60 literally isn't even enough for a replacement for my nib anyway 😩😩😩#why is existing so expensive 😭#universal income when so i don't have to go through the horrors of flagellating myself in front of state officials to get disability $$ 😭#edit: just to clarify. this is not me asking for money iojefaoi there are people who need it far more than i do! i'm just venting#*dykeposting#negative#delete later
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I love writers I love when they ramble on abt characters and their motivations, their core values and the reasons why they react to things in certain ways and having character interactions work off of each other due to their differing ways of viewing the world and in general I just love character analysis
#as someone who loves humans and human behaviours and figuring out why people react to things the ways that they do#uhhh I'm actually surprisingly really bad @ writing characters with those same traits 😅#unless it is smth I can connect to on some sort of level like a few of my characters have issues that I specifically relate to#thereforee I can understand the ways they act in certain circumstances#BUT when it comes to characters that are like almost entirely outside of my wavelength it's pretty hard for me to understand how they work#and it's pretty basic habits and behaviours I just fuckin lack them in general#like the concept of clinginess or abandoment issues or wanting to stay around people who treat you badly or jealousy or missing people#also love like I understand my type of love but my type of love isn't typical from what I've seen from others#even some of my own past issues like dealing with trauma have kinda been lost on me especially bcuz I'm the type to ignore stuff#like I just ignored it til it came back to bite me in the ass and had to just kinda struggle with it and go completely numb#until I got tired of feeling that way and pulled myself outta it step by step and my various negative ways of thinking elude me#since I just gradually built myself up and rearranged my brain so that all negative thinking eventually turns into dust#whether be positive or purely neutral until I'm able to handle it better#REGARDLESS I try to get a sense of what these other traits are like and how exactly they work for people but it is VERY difficult for me#bcuz the stuff is just such an alien emotion to me like people get REALLY emotional about things that simply aren't a problem for me#and I wish I could understand why and what goes on in the brain that causes that but my brain just doesn't work that way#SOOO me trying to make characters of typical issues I see people having DOESN'T really work when I have no idea what's going on#like IN GENERAL my characters need to have more emotion behind them but the emotions I need them to have are#like I said before. something I totally lack ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so I have no idea how to do it#I mean I think I need like a check list I need to make a list of traits my characters have in general cuz I never write anything down#it'd be easier to figure it out if I had words to go along with it and then I could figure out the behaviours behind those words#plus I need to draw my characters cuz I'm very much a visual person I can't get as good of a feel without some visuals along with it
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