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dapperrokyuu · 2 years ago
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Read ~60 chapters of Chainsaw Man today, WHEWWWWW-
#dee p thoughts#overall review so far: pretty good. author's style is very distinct and potentially offputting/unhinged so I 1000% get someone not liking#this for that reason. theres a lot of food for thought to chew on among it so I enjoy it tho. but I do think the plot in terms of arcs and#how they tie into character development/progression can be very...fast and sudden? couldve used more time to make the progressions more#gradual and natural feeling imo which is where I think the anime expanding on scenes enhances this. ex: aki's care for power and denji is#very sweet but it also feels a bit sudden in terms of...well how to word this? like it ultimately MAKES SENSE but the turning point makes i#feel like his care stems from them almost dying reminding him of himeno as opposed to. caring about them afdadljbkndlkj- yes its establishe#that aki views denji kind of as a little brother but they couldve had the trio cook a little longer imo like at that point I dont really#feel aki has had much connection to power either tbh but...I get it I get why lol-#THO I WILL GIVE THAT THE SUDDENNESS FEELING MAY STEM FROM ME READING ~60 CHAPTERS YEAH. just like? denji's relationship with makima has mor#gradual progression than the trio's imo which makes sense but we should strengthen the trio bond for extra impacttt-#thinking deeper I do think aki has individual moments with denji and power has individual moments with denji so its probably the lack of ak#interacting with power that makes me feel the trio isnt fully baked lol. kind of just shown annoyance and then happiness at her not throwin#vegetables and now you dont want her to die I guess thats what makes me feel something is missinggg#which makes sense at the end of the day I guess? whats important is their relationship with denji not each other? but eh still I guess we'l#jot this down as a personal preference of mine
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hemmingsleclerc · 1 year ago
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Scandal! pt2┃CL16-MV1
part 2!!! is all yours, thank u sm for the love and support for this work
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f1_gossip This afternoon Y/N uploaded a story to her Instagram account in which only she appeared on the beach, but her mother uploaded a video to her stories this afternoon where you could see Y/N, Max and Y/N's little sister, relaxing in the water. But Max uploaded a post where his family was seen right there, letting us understand that both families went out for a little getaway! Could it be that both drivers are in some type of relationship? What do you think?
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cha_yn the fact that I thought these two were gonna get married kills me
username does anyone know why they broke up?
username They never clarified anything but it was all very sudden tbh, but some say that there were rumors of infidelity on his part.
username wait, I thought it was bc things weren't working out but they never stopped loving each other, but I really don't know why just a month later he was seen with Aurora
username I smell a PR relationship from the ferrari team
username holy shit I never thought about that! It really doesn't seem like Charles is happy to be around his ''girlfriend''....
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username I will never forget when Y/N won a race and Charles ran out of his car to go congratulate her and it was the first time we saw them kiss in public.
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f1_gossip OH MY GOD! After the accident between the Ferrari and the Red Bull, a completely angry Max went to look for Leclerc and fans captured the moment when Max started pushing and yelling at Charles. Was all this simply because of the race or something else?
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freckliedan · 1 year ago
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if they're both out, then why bother hiding their relationship / stuff like sharing a room and going on couple holidays? surely all of their fans know that they're together so i don't get the point of buying a home with 2 bedrooms and having a fake apartments? sorry very confused very casual fan here
hi!!! i am always so happy to share information, so ty for asking me about it! i'm going to take these questions piece by piece ^_^
if they're out why bother hiding: most of the examples of them taking serious steps to hide their relationship are from before they came out! they have been together since 2009, but dan wasn't even out to his family until 2019, shortly before he came out publicly.
why not come out sooner than that? i'll try to be brief and avoid rehashing dan's entire coming out video (which is worth watching). several reasons: he was severely bullied from early childhood onward for being gay—from before he even had the chance to consider if he was actually gay. his dad was homophobic to the point dan seems to have removed him from his life completely, & he was raised by religious grandparents so unsure of the reception there.
and significantly: he and phil were outed by a youtube glitch that leaked an extremely personal video in 2011 that leaked again on a broader scale about a year later. being outed was a part of the bullying dan had experienced so this was retraumatizing but on a bigger scale.
they had had SOME level of plausable deniability regarding their relationship before the leak, but hadn't been very actively closeting themselves before that point? and then the leak happened around when they were blowing up in popularity/around when youtube was becoming a viable career, so they were already grappling with sudden fame & a lot of other things happening in their lives at the time.
dan was 20 and phil was 24 the first time that video leaked; they were 21 and 25 and living in an apartment they couldn't afford on their own hoping the bbc would hire them (they did) the second time it did. it makes sense that they came down hard & firmly closeted themselves, especially dan, especially with what he's shared of his personal experiences.
2012-13 was the peak closet, but by 2015 they were already being more open—that's the first couple's trip they went on again after active closeting started. they've just become more and more open from there, but the peak closet era was so definitive that the public perception of them as not a couple WILL NOT SHIFT until they directly express that they are a couple.
they ARE out to fans as a couple, and imo have been since before they came out individually. they've said things along the lines of "we know you know" multiple times.
why not be definitive about their relationship status when they came out? it would've overshadowed them coming out as individuals and they didn't want that. it will be MASSIVE news when they hard launch their relationship. they went ambiguous with it on purpose in 2019 and succeeded.
so. to circle back to your questions.
why bother hiding their relationship? they haven't really since coming out. they've been living freely and being open about that in whatever ways are comfortable to them. they took some time out of the public eye for a while and i'm glad they got to have that so they could explore what happiness looks like without feeling the need to perform. but it was also something that was intentionally temporary!
at this point in time when they call each other friends or roommates etc they're fully doing a bit. like. it's funny! and it's funny at our expense which makes it even funnier—it's their turn to put us through some shit, you know? & the joke is more on people who AREN'T familiar with them than anyone else at this point. it's nice being in on things with them.
why hide sharing a bedroom? they haven't really since moving into their forever home! they have a bedroom and a guest room and there's a murphy bed in phil's filming space/personal office.
phil at some point made a comment that the murphy bed is for if they have two guests over at the same time—something that will only really read as "they share a bedroom" to people keeping track of rooms in their house.
i don't think that they share a bed they sleep in 100% of the time. which is like, normal and healthy? being able to sleep in a different bed when you want/need is NICE i've known so many people who keep seperate rooms in committed relationships and if i was rich enough i'd love having two bedrooms with beds in them in my relationship. even if we'd mostly sleep in the same place.
i also think having multiple beds means dan and phil can have freak sex in one and be lazy about clean up bc they have other beds so that's. a plus for them too.
but like. yeah. i think it's less that they're hiding that they share a bedroom and more that they share a bedroom but have better boundaries with their audience at this point—there stopped being video liveshows after they came out and they'd stopped doing liveshows from their actual bedroom when they moved in to the separate apartment situation.
+ the separate apartment situation was ONLY ever meant to be short term, & was a solution to the situation before that, when every room was in videos and it permanently felt like they were living in sets.
why hide couple holidays? they haven't since before coming out! they also go on a lot of double dates.
no sorries on the confusion and thank you for the chance to infodump!
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Let me just start by saying that I do think there is more to all this than what we are being shown and I do think Nic and Luke are together. But I am curious your thoughts on this push of the adjacents? Ok, Nic may not necessarily be pushing it, but in my opinion, she is at the bare minimum leaning into the JD storyline. I guess I’m just questioning why now? Do you think it’s simply because they are just not ready to go public and are using these “relationships 🙄” to distract? I’m starting to wonder if these sudden J and A storylines might be because Nic and Luke want us shippers to back off? I mean we have Nic with her “my buddy” and “my dear friend” and Luke with his appearances with A.
But then I start doubting that too for a few reasons. I mean, they are both adults and could just ask fans to stop shipping them if it’s what they really want. Also, to us, we are so entrenched in it that I think alot of us believe that everyone is shipping them but I think it’s actually a small group of folks that are still on the ship in comparison to the Bridgerton/Polin GA. And I think the vast majority of us keep to our quiet little corner of the internet and keep our shipping discussions to like minded blogs, so it almost seems like they would have to be searching for the shipping discussions. Not saying that some people aren’t loud as fuck about it and posting/commenting on all their insta posts, but I am just saying most are shipping respectfully. And the last reason I will mention that I don’t think they care if we continue to ship them is because it’s always this same pattern: Nic/Luke start sharing stuff almost as a warning that something is coming, then we get hit with adjacent pap pictures or something, then we get what seems almost like coordinated posts that could be seen as a hint that everything is fine.
Or they just really are with these people and we have read everything so very wrong. Which I know is always a possibility. But at the same time I find it so hard to believe. Anytime we see Luke with A, he just genuinely doesn’t look like a man happy and in love. But then we see him with Nic and it’s like everything fits together perfectly. And I won’t even mention Nic and J because it just makes absolutely no sense to me.
I’m so sorry to have rambled on for so long. I guess I’m just feeling v confused and don’t have anyone to talk to about it. 🫨🥴 I would just love to hear your thoughts on this if you are willing to share.
Thanks Bianca, for your amazing blog! I know we don’t always make it easy for you, but we are grateful for all you do! 💜
The fact that there’s an established pattern here that a lot of people are aware is proof enough imo.
These things wouldn’t continuously happen like this if they were just out there “living life” in these pictures.
People really struggle with this when they only look on the surface level. These pics work on the GP who don’t actively participate in the deep fandom where these things are discussed which I believe is the goal.
They want people to believe they’re in other relationships currently.
Why?
I don’t know. I would like to think things are coming to a close soon but maybe they have deals they need to settle before then. Certain things need to be played out before that happens.
Maybe they don’t want to come out period, idk but I wish they would make that more known so I can go 🤣 because I’ll be so real I wanted to jet earlier this week because it’s starting to feel just a bit ridiculous and like we’re never going to reach a conclusion.
Regardless, everyone feels how they feel about this situation but from my perspective, they’re showing the public one thing and living out their lives in a completely different way away from prying eyes.
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from-izzy · 1 year ago
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every day is a lovely day... | tbz lee juyeon
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pairing » the boyz lee juyeon x gn!reader (lmk if i missed anything)
trope/au » strangers to lovers, non-idol au!, university au!
genre »​ mostly hurt/comfort(...?), mostly fluff, a pinch of angst (i always say this but i'm kinda confident in this statement this time lmao), deep reflection on life and aspects of the earth, juyeon who basically falls in love with you at first sight, juyeon being kinda confident towards reader, picnic date by the beach after finishing you last exam!, comforting boyfriend chef (not actually his occupation) lee juyeon!
word count, estimated reading time » 2249, ~8 mins
warnings (lmk if i missed anything!) » reader didn't sleep well, reader uses caffeine to battle tiredness, the slightest of academic difficulties (it's just a dash imo), deep thoughts of sea and sky life (not an expert in this field at all), mentions of open water/vast landscapes in the thoughts
navi/masterlist!! 🤍 part of 'especially to you...'
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i swear that banner changes colour before my very eyes. because i do understand that it's bright and at first glance, you can barely see the water on the bottom right. but when i change tumblr to a lighter mode, stare at fading wind lines near the top of the image for some time, my eyes adjust and the water becomes very obvious. i think it depends on colour context because on dark mode, it's hard for the 'effects' to kick in. is it just me...? it's messing with me...there has got to be a study about this somewhere...😭 anyway!
(i accidentally released this earlier so for those who saw anything: no you didn't!! 😭)
happy birthday to you @littleroaes !! ngl i was gonna give up on this birthday present but then i was scrolling through and found this little wip and tried to modify it to what you like. i was gonna do f2l like you mentioned you like but my brain stopped making ideas for that as soon as i told myself to write about it 😭 so here's my very first short story on strangers to lovers that thankfully you have appreciation for 🫶 from your profile, i read you like fishes, the colour blue, kimbap, spring rolls and of course, lee juyeon!! 😸 so i tried my best to incorporate these prompts here. i tried something different for the fishes 🐟 topic but i hope this incorporation is fine 💙
here is your boyfriend that will get you through uni! hope you have the happiest birthday!! 🎂🎉 love you!! mwah!!
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Everything changed for you when Juyeon walked into your life.
No, literally.
Well, maybe not…literally.
You remember the prominent eyebags you’ve carried for the last month since university started. The new semester has weighed you heavier than the headache that is arising from the lack of sleep and the missed attempt to get your daily caffeine content since you slept through your alarm. At the very least, you’re thankful that everything is now electronic because you are so unprepared to be commuting to campus with a heavy mind, heart, eyelids and straps on your shoulders that would surely give you a very sore back.
That day started horrendously. You really thought that the alarm was the only thing that the universe threw at you for their entertainment but it was the embarrassing fact that you dozed off during class. Your elbows were propped up too comfortably against the desk and the perfect temperature of the lecture room didn't make it any easier for your natural melatonin to kick in. The next thing you knew, your palms cupped your cheek and there was this loud bang that was accompanied by the sharp pain on your cheekbone when you hit the wooden desk.
Everything is going awesome and you just attracted around a hundred students back to you. Thankfully your lecturer didn't take it to offense and shot you an emphatic smile.
You guessed then after that the universe felt bad for the negative attention that you got and they canceled the next class on your filled weekly schedule. Usually, you would be annoyed at the sudden change but this gave you a little hour to bask in the sun, the open green space and your favourite cup of beverage wrapped protectively by your hands.
Only to find out that you left your wallet at home.
“I’m sorry,” you said to the worker who tried her best to reassure you and to take your time as your frantic fingers ran through the items in your bag.
Your knees fell to the ground and sweat started to creep against your forehead and to the side of your head, a silent reminder to be mindful of the long line of students who are mostly probably just as stressed as you are in their university journey. The lighting above you helped with your sight in your receipt-filled bag but suddenly, the long papers with their minuscule printings became hard to read and a deep voice stated his order.
At first, your instinct was to defend yourself, tell the person who cut in line and added an order between you and your caffeine to wait a little bit longer but his choice of words registered into you before you could voice out anytime.
“I'll add an iced Americano with the order, please.” And then the familiar beeping sound of a successful transaction rings.
Your neck cranes up towards the stranger that only made your day easier and you couldn't help but let out a gentle gasp. A sharp pair of eyes yet soft and curious like a cat, his perfectly shaped nose and the slight upturn of the corner of his lips with the smile that beams down on you. 
The chain necklace around his neck dangles above you and you were sure it hypnotised you to say, “It's an angel.” These were your first words to Lee Juyeon.
“Ah,” the recipient of the compliment could only blush first at your words, a hand sneaking up to mindlessly scratch his nape. “We should at least get out of the line.” 
Now it's your turn to have your cheeks heat up at the realisation that you're blocking everyone else’s caffeine intake.
You thought that maybe Juyeon would just walk away and wait for you to join him on the other side of the table with the hanging ‘Pick up orders here' sign hanging from the beige ceiling. Yet, he crouched and helped you sort out your materials, collecting your pencil case and books into one arm, the other swiftly scooping up the straps of your bag along his other forearm.
Your eyes couldn't help but widen at your empty hands, and you were flustered at how he was still holding onto your things even when the customer who stood behind him joined you both after paying. Juyeon’s bangs shook when he refused to give your things back, insisting that you should be the one to carry the coffee instead. 
“Coffee is important.” He convinces you with that warm smile of his. “Don't drop it!”
With the promise to pay him back for another cup, came a few promises to help with common subjects and overlapping knowledge. And with time, came the fluttering feeling in both your hearts that only grew when you comforted each other in the long nights leading to assignments and exam periods that came all too quickly but passed by excruciatingly slow.
Juyeon made it all worth it though. You walked out of the last two-hour prison of the semester to be greeted with your usual reward packed in a paper bag. If it was anyone else but Juyeon, the contents of the bag would be mushed as you hug it close to you but it's the person that you have missed so much that gets your love first.
“You called me last night, bubs,” Hearing his voice not through the help of technology is more refreshing and you couldn't help but tighten your hold around his figure. 
“Every day is missing Juyeon day.” 
“Well for me, every day is a happy day when you're in my life.”
It's a line that he has said to you many times even before he started dating you. Juyeon tried to make the line more interesting each time but one day, mixed with his tiredness and excitedness of finally seeing you, it became the line that revealed his adoration for you.
Hand in hand, Juyeon's thumb caressing the back of your palm, your right arm closely stuck to his left, you both sway and skip to the nearby beach to relish in each other’s company with nature. The light salty breeze scent hits you before you can even see the gigantic natural blue space that seems endless and seamless with the blue sky. As your outfit becomes one with the direction of the wind and the sun is still bright enough for you to know even when your orbs are hidden beneath your eyelids. It’s the little moments like these that the Earth seems to be so rich in beauty and life becomes beautiful although you’ve been studying endlessly for the past three months. 
You couldn’t help but let your mind wander to the body of water that eventually begins to seep into your view as you walk up the small hill. You imagine the school of fish including the friendly dolphins to the misunderstood sharks and all the shapes and sizes of the life forms in there, some dependent on their family whilst some choosing to live alone. 
That’s why you’ve always been so enamoured by the living, along with the sea plants that they harmoniously live with. 
You wonder what kind of thoughts these creatures have as they live in a world much bigger than the land you stand on and if they ever want to explore the whole ocean like most people would love to see the landmarks scattered across the world. If they visit the landmarks of the ocean, would they even remember it? Or would they just swim away, finding it more than satisfactory with the fact that they’re free, especially those who swish through the water with company?
Same with life in the sky, do they ever get tired from flying? Like some people who are scared of a large body of water but are already mid-journey, how do they persevere in their flight and keep going? Do they sometimes look at human transportation and hope that they could bask in that luxury as well? Sleep in the moving vehicle and relax your tense muscles against the cushioned interiors even if it’s just for ten minutes. You want to know the answer to that and maybe, you’ll be able to learn something from the other life form.
You wish sometimes you would be one of them but it’s hard to say so as well because all forms of life experience different hardships and it’s impossible to generalise anything, nor is it truly fair to say one has it better than the other.
That’s when life becomes so complex and beautiful. The fact that you’re so small in the context of the horizon that stretched too far for you to see and comprehend, leaves you appreciating the small things in life.
For you, the arms encircling your middle remind you that no matter what hardships you face, you’ll be able to safely fall back onto someone. That you can freely cry without judgement and that life is lovely whenever he’s in it. Juyeon steals a kiss from your lips before placing another one on your cheek. Your eyelashes flutter open and you swear that Juyeon’s smile is brighter than the sun that smiles down on you both and louder than the crashing waves against the eroding rocks.
And whenever he asks you, “Feeling better?” You know that Lee Juyeon is the one person that you can answer the question truthfully and genuinely.
You both settled with a picnic blanket underneath a substantial amount of coverage from the sun by the park near the beach, the crashing ocean waves still in sight. You observe the tree above you dancing freely in the winds while the birds seem to sing for both of your accomplishments. 
When you look back down by the cue of a single, proud hand clap, you're greeted with numerous small glass containers clinking next to each other. The colours from the neatly presented food only lifted your energy further and your boyfriend’s orbs glimmered more with the help of the sun that still peaks through from the leaves above.
Juyeon complied when you asked him for a bite of his homemade kimbap and spring rolls. The flavours instantly make you nod. “I refuse to believe that your mum didn't make this.” 
Your boyfriend’s smile flattened, dipping further into a frown, “She helped but I did all the cooking and rolling!” 
“Okay, you cute clingy baby.” Leaning in to press a quick kiss against his pouting lips. “I’m just joking around with you.” 
To Juyeon, the peck is way more than just unsatisfactory and his thoughts about it are clearly reflected first from his eyes. Then, his hand landed next to the food box on his far left and made a sweeping motion on the cotton blanket to the right, pushing all of the obstacles between you and him. His knees slide his body closer to you that was once on the other side, and now with your boyfriend only looking at you with the softest, loving gaze between his overgrown bangs, you couldn’t help but purse your lips momentarily. You couldn’t let out a question or comment but that changed in the blink of an eye when leaned in Juyeon, replacing your growing confusion with a muffled chuckle instead.
A soft groan vibrates to your lips, Juyeon complaining about how there was nothing to laugh about—not when his soft lips are between yours. A palm made its way around the back of your neck, pulling your still extensive smile against his more serious ones. Eventually, with the way that Juyeon poured his love into you, you’re determined to do the same to the only person who would only let you claim his lips. A part of his blue and white sweater is now captured in your fist but it did nothing to your heartbeat which starts to pick up whenever Juyeon pulls away to adjust his lip’s position on yours. 
The subtle nose nudges only served your fingers to trail up his arm that held you close, tracing along the vein that started near his elbows and ran his wrist near your pulse on the side of your neck. Now, with the way that your thumb brushes softly on his soft skin, Juyeon could melt further into you, leaning in further to deepen his presence to you. Whenever he pulled back, you would be the one chasing after him pulling on his sweater, wanting to indulge in his loving space even more.
“Who’s the clingy one now?” That lands him a shy hit to his chest that only made him let out a weightless chuckle in the air. “The love of my life and the only one for me,” he whispers sweet nothings as your foreheads kiss each other, a sweet gaze grazing upon your facial features. “I love you, bubs.”
So maybe you weren't hypnotised at all that day. Maybe, the universe didn't hate you after all. Maybe, this was all meant to happen even though you did go through some stress when the sequential events happened.
“I love you more.”
But at least, the universe gave you a free coffee.
Two, you really did meet an angel named Lee Juyeon.
And three, just like how he holds the day when you confess to him that you love him back, you repeat the words that he said to you at the start of all your lovely days, “Every day is a lovely day when you're in my life.”
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cleolinda · 2 months ago
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Re: Silent Hill 2: I have now recorded something ELSE that I had to scrap due to multiple, UNRELATED tech issues, including but not limited to Firefox popping up and telling me to group my tabs into tab groups when Firefox WAS NOT EVEN OPEN IN THE FIRST PLACE. However, I have the main three-hour commentary on Maria and Western South Vale done, and I'll post it on Patreon (free) if you'd like to see it early. 
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("I believe the kids call it rawdogging.")
Salt Lake City and Boise adopt official pride flags to skirt Republican bans
Welcome to the DashCon of BookTok, the A Million Lives Book Festival.
I wasn't around to reblog very much from this year's Met Gala (theme: "Superfine: Tailoring Black Style" and Black dandyism), but IMO my beloved Janelle Monáe killed it.
@jstor announces its Tumblr community The JSTOR Collective
Advisory: SoundCloud Quietly Updated Their Terms to Let AI Feast on Artists' Music
Oh also Discord is going public with a Blizzard guy as CEO
PSA: Yeah, I need to be more conscientious about sourcing as well in the age of AI
The Onion dispels the common myths surrounding autism
These Fragrantica reviews of Kerosene's Followed match every single thing I have ever read about it on r/fragrance and I would not touch it with someone else's pole
"Yuri Gagarin, the hobbyist photographer, at home with his wife"
Lunar Princess Ranni is the only reason I have considered playing Elden Ring
"My edo period samurai roommate keeps telling me how i’ll bring shame and dishonor to our apartment if I keep forgetting to wash the dishes"
Cicada Man, a comic
Soup Patrol
"picture of a cute innocent baby animal 'um this is who youre being mean to btw' thats not even true man youre a straight up vampire and you destroyed my village with your dark powers"
"The medieval warrior, realizing the consequences of his impulsive act, immediately approached the owner of the drone and offered to pay for the damage"
Why a dude might hold a 90,000 lb plane on a leash
Blatant anti-moon propaganda
Video
"We got ROBBED," another installment in the fine genre At No Point In This Video Did I Know What Would Happen Next
2 Old 2 Guard finally has a trailer and a release date
Viola Davis talks about the bias of whiteness in theater training
"Wearing my mom's dress to prove her wrong"
Josh Johnson talks about the first time he met a white kid
"Diver convince octopus to trade his plastic cup for a seashell"
"Time to FROLIC!"
The sacred texts
"happy 10 years of radical saturday everyone!!"
"Would sleeping with a centaur be considered bestiality?"
Personal tag of the week
"I will be adding to 'with mama' as often as possible": I kept my promise.
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luckykiwiii101 · 1 year ago
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Hiiii kiwi! ✨
I'm a participant of your challenge and have been following it religiously. I'm currently in my sabbath state, my inner human is totally fulfilled. And I came here to say that I have my desires in my 4D and my 3D has shown me many synchronicities lately. I'll share them below and you tell me if these points count as success?!! 🥲
• the first thing;;;; one day, I was thinking about this conversation that I had with my boyfriend, a year ago and it was about me, calling a hospital "sexy" Because the exterior was so fine. Randomly, this specific memory played out in my mind and the next day, we went to that exact same hospital that I once called sexy, to meet a relative. Like, that was so sudden and as I thought of it, I got there.
• 2nd;;; I was with my uncle and we were out on his vehicle to buy something. On our way, there came a restrobar which also holds memories of something with my bf. I remember I once had an argument with him and I tried to call him in that restrobar but his network was out of reach, and I thought he blocked me but he was actually out of network. I still remember the panic that I had on that day 🥲🥲🥲. So as I crossed that area, the scene of panic played out in my mind again. And thennnn, the next day, my uncle took us to that exact restrobar to eat, like it was out of nowhere 😳 BUTTTTT THE INTERESTING THING IS I went there on the exact same day, a year apart. I went there on 31st may, 2023 and then, I went there again on 31st may, 2024, at the same time. I take it as a sign 😭🤌🤌
• 3rd one;;;; I'm actually revising my bf's d3ath / shift to a reality where no such accident ever happened to begin with and my sister knows about it. Recently, she showed a reel about an anime movie called "hello world" Which kinda shows about Multiverse (imo). And yk the coincidence is that my bf's insta name (not username) is "hello world" And an emoji, like- 😭🤌
Idk if all of these make sense or will be counted as success or not but I really take all of these as signs. I'm happy either way!
Alsooooo, about void, I have entered it recently a few times before your challenge but I wasn't aware until after. And I have not yet mastered being aware there but now, after your challenge, with EVERY attempt, I almost reach there. I'm so happy honestly!
Thanks for your blog and your challenge, very helpful ★
THESE MAKE SO MUCH SENSE!!!! They’re signs!!!
You’re welcome and well done for persisting 💗 You deserve to live the life of your dreams
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littleeagle16 · 2 months ago
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MY CONVERSATION/DEBATE WITH GUSTAF SKARSGARD
So, starting April 30, 2025 I've been speaking to Gustaf Skarsgard regarding a plethora of things. The biggest issue that we disagreed on was the Israel-Gaza war. He believes it to be a genocide and occupation on the part of Israel. However, the research I did (and even sent to him) says otherwise and therefore, I am not convinced.
I already knew that, being from Sweden, he's a leftist. So, it wasn't surprising to me that he would be anti-Israel. However, he still led me to believe that he was open-minded enough to try to understand and listen to the opposing view. He claimed to have looked at the sources I sent him but admitted he only saw them as propaganda and basically stopped. This was a bit dishonest to me. You can't claim to want to understand the opposing view but then not listen or read the sources where they get their info.
Yes, I myself watched, listened, and read everything he sent me until he practically admitted he wouldn't be looking at any of my links anymore. At that point it was clear to me he didn't want to learn anything from the opposing view, he just wanted to be right and to argue. A few times he said he wasn't going to talk to me anymore because, "I'm not getting through. When you've come around, I'll be here." Which only confirmed my conclusion: he wasn't interested in learning anything, he just wanted to argue.
Interestingly, this also confirms the rumors I've read on other social media platforms and forums about how pretentious he really is. This has been admitted even by people who have met/know him and live in Sweden:
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So, it's very arrogant to think you know what's best for millions of other people all over the world. He basically made it sound like HE knows what's best for America/Americans. This is absolutely pretentious. This was very early in the conversation, and I couldn't believe he was already proving the rumors to be true so soon.
There were a few times where he would borderline attack my character and accuse me of things that were simply unfounded and uncalled for just because I either disagreed or simply because he was unable to convince me of his perspective.
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(Yes, he did actually stoop to that level earlier in the debate where he was speaking like a jerk). There was even another instance where he said something to me and I asked for a link to the source/proof and I kid you not, he said "No! google! Fact check!" Here I am, sending him all the links to all the sources I've been reading and fact checking regarding all the things he brought up to me, and he couldn't take a few seconds to copy and paste a link? I had to prove his argument for him? This was just lazy on his part imo, but I digress.
Then, there were moments where I saw a little bit of humility:
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The paragraph above - I appreciated the names of the sources he gave though strongly disagree with his last statement/sentence. So, all over the place. Before you all come at me, yes I provided links and evidence to support my position. One of the very last things I said regarding the Isreal-Gaza war was:
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Notice the last response I copy and pasted from Gustaf above, where he mentioned ICJ was one of the sources where he gets his info from. Now all of the sudden ICJ can't be trusted or he chooses not to believe what they say because it doesn't support his perspective? I find this odd. It's almost as if leftists WANT there to be an occupation and genocide just so they can justify their anti-semitism. I would've thought that if the situation in Gaza doesn't fit the criteria for "occupation," according to the Hague Convention, then leftists should be happy that there IS NO occupation. But instead, they're angry that it's not.
Don't get me wrong, if ICJ determines that Israel is truly committing genocide and that there IS an occupation on the part of Israel, then okay, I will accept. But if they determine that both of these accusations are false, then all leftists and critics of Israel will have the sin of bearing false witness and slander on their conscience. I'd rather not live with the guilt of falsely accusing someone or group of people of committing some of the most heinous crimes against humanity. I'd rather err on the side of caution and wait for the verdict from the highest court in the United Nations - ICJ.
Overall, I'm grateful for the conversation/debate. I did learn from him and educated myself in the process. However, Gustaf Skarsgard is absolutely pretentious and arrogant. But he has his moments.
I didn't know whether I wanted to post this because I hate politics and the division it causes anymore. However, I mainly wanted to showcase a bit of Gustaf's personality for any Skarsgard fans out there. If I wanted this to be ALL about the political discussion I would've copy and pasted the ENTIRE conversation/debate. I didn't want that.
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joocomics · 1 year ago
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🚀 Pressing them under the table when they are in the seat in front of yours ( the cliche leg thing under the table).
How would they react? Especially if you are doing it while talking to another member at the table or pretending to not be paying attention, hehehe.
kinda of friends with benefits relationship, or you are both into each other but haven't officialized anything yet.
(At first, I thought about this with Seungmin, but then I got curious about how the others would react) I love the way you write😭🤌
a/n: i’m so happy to hear you like what i write tysm 🥹 i hope you enjoy this too i had fun thinking about it, it’s such a good concept 🫶🏼
♡ gunil
for him i imagine friends with benefits situation, cause he fits that trope so perfectly…
let’s be real, he’d still succeed in taming you even under a table in the middle of a random restaurant without no one noticing. he’d easily get aroused by this unexpected behaviour of yours, but it would be a challenge to figure out if he’s getting turned on from your pov in that moment only because of how calm he would remain throughout the whole thing. every time you try to glance discreetly in his direction he’d feel your gaze and smirk, enjoying the way you want to get under his skin. “just ask for it.” he’d simply say to you at one point with your heel settled between his inner thighs, and yes, you didn’t get that big reaction you wished for out of him, but at least it proved you once again how much of a control he has over you already without even moving a finger
if you excuse yourself in the middle of the conversation and head to the restroom he’d definitely follow you a minute later
♡ jungsu
oh, he would get so flustered the moment he feels you bumping his crotch, not able to comprehend what’s going on at first, cause he’d never expect that you would do something so daring in public. “is everything alright?” he’d ask suspiciously, rubbing his thumb on your bare ankle, and for your friends that joined you for brunch that question would be perfectly normal, and they would continue with their conversation, but for you - it wouldn’t, because you’d notice the not so subtle change in his gaze; the warning signs in his question now it’s not the time or place to get freaky. he’d push your leg down while in his mind he’d be trying desperately to think about anything that doesn’t revolve around your body and lips
but it would be so fun to tease him like that, so you’d do it again, doubling the pressure this time. he’d raise his brows in disbelief, hissing your name, low and firmly as an indication it’s enough, but how can you stop after you realise he’s growing a boner? while ignoring his reactions you wouldn’t be able to hear a word from what the others are saying, cause you’d be too distracted from the fact this is turning him on
imo this would be the perfect way to unleash his rougher dominant side. after something like this you’d definitely need some type of scolding. after you leave the place he would immediately kiss you, admitting you drive him crazy against your lips
♡ jiseok/gaon
he has a thing for sneaky things in public, because they keep things spicy. if this happens when you’re dating he’d stay mostly unbothered, he would even try to pay you immediately back by teasing you too in some kind of way, but if it’s before you make it official it would be a bit harder for him to remain cool
after you lift your foot to find his crotch, he’d glance down before looking at you baffled. “got a cramp or something?” he’d try to joke about it so his panick doesn’t expose him. when he sees you getting back into the conversation with the rest of your friends without even acknowledging him, he’d repress a chuckle, half amused, half frustrated one, into his palm, leaving your heel right where it is. he’d be very excited over your sudden playfulness though, and despite not really knowing how to act he’d love every second of it
i apologise in advance to those who will hate this, but i have to say it - jiseok would really appreciate a pretty foot… so if you’re wearing sandals and you have a nice pedicure done, he would be leaking with pre cum till it’s time to go
♡ seungmin/o.de
as much as he would be on edge cause you could get caught he’d enjoy it, because it means you want him right then and there, and seungmin loves when he gets reminded that you’re always craving his touch. he’d caress your ankle gently, loving the fact you’re thinking of him despite literally talking to another guy in front of him. he’d remain calm and even though his body is warming up from your foot rubbing exactly where he needs it, his emotions wouldn’t show and that would make the whole situation even more arousing for both of you
he would let you do your thing and not bring it up until you leave the restaurant. if you’re not spending the rest of the night together he would send you the pic he secretly took of your heel pressed against his obvious hard on. he’d send it just before bed with the message that this shouldn’t become a habit of yours in case you want everyone to know you’re ready to take it in your mouth in front of everyone
♡ hyeongjun/junhan
his reaction would be a fun combination between jiseok and jungsu, but a little more intense - his subby side would have trouble handling this
he’d immediately blush and shift awkwardly in his seat, trying to compose himself. he’d expect you after a few seconds to drop your foot down, but after he feels it pressing with even more eagerness instead, he’d tilt his head at you with a warning look, that would honestly have you almost break character cause it’d be so cute to see how needy he becomes just from you brushing through his pants with your shoe. his hands over the table would catch yours as another signal to give him a break, and that’s when you’d probably feel a little bad and you will stop ignoring him. it’s the least you could do after giving him the most painful erection in his life
his needy pleading eyes would show how big of an impact you have on him despite his attempts to cover that up since you haven’t had the talk on what you really are yet, but maybe after this you will
he would most likely ask you to do it again, but in your bedroom
♡ jooyeon
that would be the moment when he realises he wants to make you his. officially
he would make sure no one catches what you’re doing under the table, but he would also make sure that you keep going. he’d love the thrill of such kind of play in public, because he’s the type that gets turned on by the idea of getting caught, but not wanting to actually get caught yk?
honestly you wouldn’t be able to ignore him for too long. “do you wanna play, baby?” he’d lean over, whispering and running his hand up your leg (he’d go crazy if you’re wearing a skirt and your skin is bare), he’d drop the nickname he knows has the biggest impact on you to grab your attention. “baby, we can leave if you’re feeling bored”
he would get frustrated if you do succeed in ignoring him after that though. not only are you making him hard, but also not giving him a crumble of attention while you’re at it… that dismissive attitude towards him would arouse him even more, especially since you’re not officially together and he doesn’t have the right to make remarks for chatting with the other members. he’d turn grumpy tbh, and just annoyed with how weak he is for you, but he also loves it when you play hard to get… he’d remove your leg and plan on ignoring you back when you decide to talk to him
the sex after this would be so freaking good…
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sambi-bambi · 4 months ago
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alright guys, im here to talk wincest songs again today and today im doing a DEEP dive into:
so buckle up because i have a lotttt to say about this song <3 im gonna put it below the cut because i feel like its gonna be long and i'd hate to clutter your feed if this isn't something you're interested in reading :)
WORD COUNT: 1,234 words
<3
"I heard that you're settled down That you found a girl and you're married now"
-> starting off suuuuper strong with this one right off the bat because, cmon, s5 dean/lisa? sam watching him with her sometimes from a distance? and settling down,, sam and dean together never settled down because they were always on the move hunting but once one of them is out of the equation (well maybe this doesnt exactly apply to dean, more to sam - see amelia) they tend to shift a little into the normal life,, and then that 'i heard' is again the fact that sam only saw it from a distance because he wasn't involved anymore
"I heard that your dreams came true Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you"
-> so continuing with that dean/lisa (because thats what this song feels like to me: dean/lisa from sam's POV), the dreams came true could be that dean always deep down wanted that apple pie life (remember the djinn ep!!) and the life with lisa was the apple pie life,, and then like before, when the brothers are together, normalcy is impossible because there is just something so depraved and fucked up and wrong about their relationship that it could never exist in the same space of them - so lisa gave dean normalcy that sam didn't,, but also, this could mean that lisa gave dean an easy way out (pretending he wasn't attracted to a man who was also his brother) that sam couldn't give dean because sam was that man
"Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light"
-> these next few lyrics are all going to be pretty similar so i'll try my very best to stick to the unique parts of the lines (IMO),, so in the ep sam comes back, dean is reluctant to go back to hunting because of the life he has with lisa and ben, which is entirely unlike the dean who dragged stanford sam back into hunting and devoted his entire life to hunting - and also, when has reluctance or hesitancy ever been dean's thing when it came to literally anything regarding sam?
"I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it"
-> again, kind of similar, but what i find interesting about this part is that the attacks or wtv dean was feeling that day did feel really sudden (at least to me), and then he gets introduced to the fact that sam is alive and back, but also, sam stayed away for what? a year? and of course dean thought he couldn't get his brother back from the cage so he wasn't actively doing it ('uninvited') and eventually sam came back to his brother like an addict falling back into their drug habits <3 and no idc that that is not why he came back in my head it is
"I had hoped you'd see my face And that you'd be reminded that for me, it isn't over"
-> sam showing up and trying to convince dean to come back to hunting because sam is still doing it (and how could he do it without his brother?) but yeah, kind of repetitive from the last few lyrics but its whatevs
"Never mind, I'll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you, too"
-> so this one might sound like a stretch and it kind of does to me too, but think about this with me for a moment: samuel campell. rough, tough, leader, family. dean winchester. rough, tough, leader, family. this makes me think of sam finding someone who is similar to dean to hunt with after first coming back and seeing dean living with lisa and ben, because sam wanted dean to be happy (at least he did when he had a soul)
""Don't forget me, " I beg I remember you said"
-> i don't have much to say but i have enough to not skip it: basically... this is sam before he goes into the cage. sam didn't want dean to forget about him obviously, but sam also remembered telling dean to not try to free him <3
""Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead" "Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead""
-> the repeat of this line feels different to me when viewing it through this lens i am. so the first one is dean losing sam: he goes back to lisa ('lasts' a year) but he loses sam to do it ('hurts'). second is dean going back to sam. he has sam back ('lasts', his lifelong love tbh) but he loses lisa for it ('hurts', because i believe he truly loved her and ben... just not as much as he loves sammy)
"You know how the time flies Only yesterday was the time of our lives"
-> this feels really flashback-y to me, so im taking it as the time flies being how all of a sudden it felt like sam and dean were wrapped up in all these apocalypse stuff and then the time of our lives part being how just before everything crazy (before angels and seals and blahblahblah) they were just... brothers (lovers) hunting together, saving people, living out their 20s in the hunter life
"We were born and raised in a summer haze Bound by the surprise of our glory days"
-> yeah basically same thing here with the born and raised being how john raised his boys to be hunters and then the glory days being when sam wasn't an open freak (psychic, demon blood addiction) and dean wasn't a desperate man trying to pick up the pieces of his brother and instead they were just two immature fools in the front bench of the impala riding around together and ignoring the elephant of their stifled feelings for each other
[chorus repeat here that im skipping <//3]
"Nothing compares, no worries or cares Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made"
-> again, flashback-y,, but basically im seeing this as that nothing compares to the ease in which dean falls back into sam - its like he was born to be in love with this boy, sinking in so easily even after ignoring it for a year to love some beautiful woman and her son. regrets and mistakes demon blood and breaking seals and all that yada yada but they remember them together,, or maybe this is the memories from soulless sam that re-souled sam remembers briefly and dean is trying to get him to not because he just got his baby brother back and he cant stand to be without him again and he especially wouldn't be able to stand it if sammy went vegetable mode because the soul dean insisted be put back in killed him
"Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?"
-> final lyric!! so, im taking this two ways: first, is the bitter (losing lisa) to get the sweet (baby brother back safely in his arms) but aaaalso!!! dean getting his sammy back only to realize its not his sammy. realizing something is wrong. he's got his brother back, but he doesnt have the thing that makes sam sam. he got his brother's fucking meat suit back, but no soul keeping him human inside.
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and then the end is just 2nd verse of the chorus repeating so :) i hope, if you made it to the end, that you enjoyed!! i adore doing these little song things
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austinslounge · 6 months ago
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It's possible he did break up with Kaia in Canada or when they got back. The Dear Dickhead post may have just been a coincidence. I agree with that anon that after her parents tried to back him into a corner, that was the push he needed to tell Kaia he was done. Wrt Kaia asking "are we going to see each other" I think since he was about to start filming Caught Stealing and she had stuff going on herself she wasn't sure where they stood. Then Austin broke up with her.
We will never know the details of what happened. But for once, DM may have gotten some legit info. Austin's body language said everything we needed to know all summer. He was done with her. Not sure what the turning point was. But he was done all of 2024.
We will never know the details of what happened. But for once, DM may have gotten some legit info. Austin's body language said everything we needed to know all summer. He was done with her. Not sure what the turning point was. But he was done all of 2024.
I'm not sure what the turning point was for him either, but I personally think Austin was done in this relationship for a very long time -- even earlier than the summer. 👀
Like you said, Austin looked done all of 2024. I'd even say as far back as 2023 tbh. He didn't look happy to me at that Burger King fanfic reading with her, or that play they went to, or the Taylor Swift concert, and do we remember how he preferred to watch the Golden Globes with his buddy Callum at his own house instead of going over to his gf's house to watch it with her? These were all signs (imo) that he didn't really enjoy her company. It wasn't her parents that split them up.
And honestly? I'm not even surprised. Whenever we would see them out together, Kaia looked bored/boring. She also comes across as a bit phony and arrogant. She thinks she's funny, but she just ends up looking like a try-hard.
There's something very disingenuous about her, and I can't quite put my finger on it. I think he started to get annoyed by her personality. Maybe the constant calling of the paps by her also annoyed him too. Maybe he sensed that she was just looking for clout and attention. Who knows?
I'm thinking the "Dear Dickhead" post was just a coincidence, because it was an excerpt from a book that she was promoting for one of her book clubs. But I could be wrong!😅
The "heartbreak feels good in a place like this" comment, however, does seem to be more of a sign that she and Austin had already broken up by then. I thought she was just trolling at the time, but now I'm thinking she wasn't.
Wrt "are we going to see each other" -- I actually got the impression from DeuxMoi that they had not seen each other in a good while (yet, more proof that they more than likely weren't living together), and that's what was making Kaia nervous, not that she was worried that they wouldn't see each other when he started working.
The impression that DeuxMoi gave was that Austin had become distant and aloof, and they weren't seeing each other much, and that's why she was like, "are we done?".
That's my impression anyway.
I actually think he was checked out of this relationship a long time ago. We all could see he wasn't happy. I'm not sure what caused him to be unhappy all of a sudden, or if it was just a gradual thing (more than likely), but I actually think he stuck it out a lot longer than most guys would have.
We saw that he wasn't looking happy for at least a year. This was a long time coming if you ask me. His unhappiness w/her didn't just start in the summer of 2024 imo.
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specialgradefckr · 6 months ago
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Hello, I would like to start off with BYHTD. This is a very long message, so i apologise right now.
Never have i been so afraid of just knowing there might be a second part to a fic before. No afraid as in fear, but afraid as in the anticipation of adrenaline when you reach the highest point of a rollercoaster and you know it's abt to go down.
I gobbled up all the asks and everything to do with this fic. I'm so sO NOT normal.. and this level of hyper fixation is extremely new to me. I mean it. This one made me switch my cellphone off, had me deep breathing, muttering small 'damn', 'shit' 'fuckk' at random times during the day.
I've re-read it a couple times now and it just keeps pulling me in. I personally do NOT enjoy angst/ pining, etc. Not without assurance that the ending will be 'happy'. Yet this one. It's like when one first starts to get a taste for good wine, you know. For someone who absolutely detests the sad parts of a story, has even SKIPPED them in so many fics I've read before (not proud of it, but the heart wants what it wants), I am surprised to see that the parts that i specifically go back to are the ones where the reader is especially hurting/jealous. Like the realisation that they're both into other women but not reader. It hurts good. I was not this person. The story changed me. HOW DID YOU DO THAT!?
FINALLY, to My question. What would happen if reader just sort of... Gives up in the sense of wanting a romantic partner altogether? As in she just accepts that she's not going to get a good partner, and since all of her partners turn out to be 'evil' (given stsg frame them, etc) she decides to move on to 'self love/care'?
Imo, what if she wallows for a long time and the yearning gets to her. She realises what's happening and decides to participate on her own terms. So much so, that she does a 180 in her approach, and takes away what they hold most dear (her complete attention on them) and give them what they most fear (a stone cold facade that is borderline too sweet, too nonchalant, showing them that their antics have saturated the reader to the extent she's no longer affected). She just starts (outwardly) shifting her focus onto her work, etc. Like a sudden workaholic, who's gymming a lot too, suddenly.
I imagine them going in more aggressive, taking about their sexcapades more openly and all, but reader just... starts smiling and laughing with them. Even specifically mentions one of her 'friends' is interested in joining stsg, if they'd be interested. "She seems like your type. She saw you guys in my birthday pictured, and hasn't stopped talking about both of you. I can set y'all up on a date or something, since you're looking to spice stuff up... so yeah. lemme know."
All smiles and 'genuinely' looking out for them. And the whole times she's thinking... I'm gonna be an equally bad nightmare to you, I'm going to play according to MY rules and I'm not playing 'your' game. We're all playing mine now.
That's it. I'm glad I could voice it out because i haven't been at rest ever since I had these thoughts shimmering in my head.
I just want the reader to still have her pride intact, regardless of how the story goes. (I only just came to this realisation after I wrote this long-ass message)
Thank you for reading, I cherish you and your writing with my all my sanity and conscientiousness.
jdklsdhgfs i got this ask (and several others!) before posting the part two so let me just say!!! thank you so much for enjoying my work this much!
you, amongst several other anons, were so encouraging sending me asks like this. i had the "film them for onlyfans content" idea before this ask was even sent in, but it was SO fun to hear people talk about what they'd like to see next.
that being said, i hope it lived up to your expectations sjfhklgshdfg honestly i was kind of worried for a while that the next part i wrote might not live up to the first. but you gotta just for got it sometimes, you know?
but it is SO. gratifying. to think that this is how the fic feels from a reader's POV. as a writer i pour over these words and ideas SO MANY TIMES,, especially something like this part two which i worked on across a few weeks, it starts to feel stale, and i second-guess myself. hearing how much suspense you were in makes me feel like what i wrote actually was as emotionally impactful as i thought it was, and it's so rewarding to hear <3
honestly though if it makes you feel better, i also can struggle to get through a lot of super angsty stuff. there are particular kinds of angst that i can really feast on, but a lot of it can be a struggle to read through. i straight up skip the "hurt no comfort" tag most of the time, like for me a lot of the purpose of angst is the comfort or comeuppance.
but anyways... among the many theorizations for what reader could do, this is definitely on the more realistic side. gojo and geto have no good way of sabotaging your self-care and emotionally manipulating you much further than they already have.
the whole point of BYHTD is that they're reaching the limits of what they can do to you emotionally. there's just not a lot left to do without confessing.
i think the real problem with this route is, though it's an emotionally satisfying journey for the reader, i would struggle to create drama and yandere behavior like the original fic would call for. this is more a continuation that would focus on emotional growth and stuff.
even with the reader trying to play it cool and set them up with others. when you're manipulating someone, what you usually want is a reaction, and if the reader has feelings for them, still, well, they're really not better off than they were before.
it could be fun from satoru and suguru's povs as they try to sabotage your self care and slowly lose their minds more and more, but as a writer i shine more with emotional outbursts, or extremely fucked up yandere behavior (however dramatic/subtle it may be).
who knows though. maybe therapy is in the cards somewhere,,, SOMEONE here is going to have to change,, although to be fair. maybe not for the better >.>
but!!! i think i did do a good job keeping the reader's dignity!!! i absolutely feel you there like. on one hand there is value in putting the reader through hell, but personally i almost always need them to come out on the other side. i can be very stubborn with my grudges and i generally don't write readers who forget that they were wronged.
anyways!!! you are forgiven for the long ask, really, don't worry about it! i am always happy to talk about my work (although sometimes i have to stop so i can... actually work XD) - and i hope, whoever you are, you've enjoyed the next part that came out <3
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creatchie8 · 8 months ago
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Because I keep seeing others post, I really wanna talk about seeing Lewis and Atta Boy in Chicago <3 Also so I can look back and reread and relive how exciting it was lol
First of all, I wanna explain how DEDICATED I was to see this man. I live in a tiny town in Idaho where the local airport takes two flights per day and both of them are directly to and from SLC. So I drove 3 1/2 hours to the biggest airport in Idaho. Then, I hopped on a 1 1/2 hour flight to Seattle where I had a two hour layover then on a 4 1/2 hour flight to Chicago.
I got a bloody nose on the plane to Chicago (then on the way back I got 2 more) :) So much fun.
We waited in a super short line outside for a while and I was hyper analyzing every person who walked past us in hopes it would be a member. The one time I had my head turned a woman walked past me and I was just watching her leave when she turned her head and it was EDEN! I could have died right then, she was gorgeous, seriously the prettiest woman I have seen.
About 10-15 minutes later I saw her walking towards the line (very preoccupied, she was listening to a voice note on her phone) and finally past all the waiting people and into the venue. (Side note, she had her vape in hand and was taking a hit of it as she walked past me-when I texted my friend she was saying how lucky I was to stand in Eden's vape cloud and it made me lol so hard).
When they finally let us into the venue me and my guy beelined it to the stage. I swear some higher power was on our side that day because we got the best spot right to where the drum set was in perfect view.
Me Like Bees was great, I was dancing around to their music and I have plans to add them to my Spotify playlist, their energy was crazy!
The lights went on again as they were taking the MLB stuff down and putting the AB stuff up, Freddy and Dashel were up there helping when this mysterious man brushed up against my guy and walked up the steps to the stage. My guy whispered in my ear, "I think that's Lewis." And all I could do was nod silently.
It felt like I touched a live wire or something, my whole body was buzzing like crazy as we watched him set up his drum set. I think in another life that man was an electrician or something because he was decked out in all Carhart lmao.
Eden sung beautifully, nothing would have ever prepared me for how good she sounded. Like imagine the recorded version but just 1 Million times better. I sung my heart out on Crab Park (best song imo) and teared up when she sang Madly.
I'm going to skip some of these next few parts because it was literally just me watching Lewis go around to the people waiting to talk to him and me admiring how incredibly handsome this guy is (no picture does him justice).
Lewis shook me and my guy's hand and we all introduced each other, all of a sudden my worry went away and talking to Lewis felt like talking to a friend. I told him how my mom loves him in Lessons in Chemistry (which I explained is crazy because she has two comfort shows she likes and she hates new things but seriously is in love with LinC and begs to watch it with me whenever I visit). Lewis thought that was absolutely hilarious and was happy my mom likes it so much.
I then told him that I adore The Starling Girl because his performance was so real and raw and there was absolutely no fluff. I then said something super cheesy like, "Your performance was phenomenal." Lewis told me that he was grateful I loved it so much because he loved working on it. So that made me smile and blush like crazy.
He asked where we were from and I told him about the crazy journey we endured and he seemed legit stunned that someone would travel that far to see him and his band.
We then took a few pics and I was too dumb to remember to give him something to sign so I pulled out a $5 bill and he signed the backside of it. I then asked if I could hug him and he laughed, saying yes if I don't mind that he's all sweaty. Best hug of my life btw.
We then said our farewells and I then proceeded to get so freaked out we left the venue entirely. Looking back now I would have stayed longer and got pics with Eden and some merch so I actually feel really upset about that. And in January of 2023 I got a bull skull tattoo mimicking Rhett's on my calf that I was dying to show Lewis but I forgot. But I am looking forward to the next time I get to see him!!!
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raeygina-george · 1 year ago
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@knightzp finished reading senpai is an otokonoko!!! here are my thoughts (warning: this has spoilers i guess also i yap a lot so the post is long)
-makoto gives me so much gender envy.... he looks so pretty as both a boy and a girl and he passes as both too 😭😭😭
-i love ryuji so much... i find his character so compelling. from the tough-guy act to the "am i gay quiz" arc to the unrequited love to the internalized homophobia... idk there's something about him that speaks to me
-i didn't ship aoi/makoto very much in the beginning because of her attitude towards makoto (like always saying "i love him" and like getting nosebleeds & such when he's said he's not interested)... i know some people who act kind of like that towards me and while it's not uncomfortable or inherently negative it's just hard for me to root for a romantic relationship that stems from that dynamic
-also i REALLY want aoi to be aromantic. bc the stuff that she says is just So Aromantic Coded. even her saying "i love him" in casual conversation is aro coded to me... if you get it you get it
-HOWEVER i love aoi & i love makoto and i want them both to be happy so as long as they're having fun it's cute
-wait the aoi/makoto confession scene??????? i don't even know what to say about it
-i will admit that i wasn't a huge fan of aoi at the very beginning of the series but. she's proved me wrong many times. i love you aoi
-i like how Resonant the main 3 characters are... i understand their feelings so well even if i haven't experienced them myself. idk how to say exactly what im thinking but like. when makoto stopped crossdressing bc of his mom & then when he finally told her and refused to back down anymore & when aoi was like "i just want someone to love me unconditionally for the person i am and not the People Pleaser i pretend to be" & when ryuji said "you find me disgusting, right? you don't have to pretend to like me anymore" & etc etc 😭😭😭😭 i was expecting this to be a pretty surface-level romance manga with how the beginning was going but im very pleasantly surprised with how deep the characters have turned out to be
-i agree that the ending was kind of sudden, also i still wish aoi was aromantic, but overall i enjoyed this manga! the queer experiences depicted were really realistic imo & the manga had a lot of the things i like about romance media without all of the things that i dislike about it. so yeah i had fun ty for the recommendation :)
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ochrearia · 7 months ago
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I am devastated that all the archdragons are dead and Aaravos is coming back in 7 years anyway. Karim I'm not even at all mad about he got what he deserved idc.
I'm kinda pissed that the Harrow-Pip soul swap was just thrown in to be canonized at the end that really doesn't feel like something Harrow would have done. He loved Pip. Why would he let his bird die for him. Shit choice imo especially because Harrow was written so very clearly accepting of his fate the entire time. So out of left field in my opinion like... come on. It feels like so much of the show just got nullified because of that I guess? I don't know I'm just not really happy with that last minute "Oh yeah Harrow never died by the way" at the very end
Zym being literally Zuko is fucking killing me FUCK IT ZYM TALKS LMAO I mean we knew he eventually would but I thought he had to be way older before he could do that? Idk. Read somewhere that they had to be like 75 years old before that happens but I guess I never checked if that was official.
I'm not happy with everything done in this season. Or the show in general. But. TDP's been my heart show for years and it means so very much to me and I'm glad to see it to its, probably end here. Unless a miracle happens and we do get the seasons 8-10 but I doubt it. Still felt a little rushed but suppose that couldn't be fully helped with what little time they had left to tell the story.
Though to be honest? I kind of like the prospect of it not being a completely happy ending. Aaravos is going to come back and they're going to have to do it all over again. Not everything ends in the best scenario. All of the Archdragons are gone and Xadia's arguably at its weakest now. Leaves a lot up to the audience to take it whatever way they want to. And the way they all died wasn't too like, all of a sudden to me. We saw how Leola died. How her body crashing to Earth caused that massive explosion so Aaravos doing the same makes actual sense
I need a mental sit down man. Goddamn. I hope that at least something can be done in the future to extend on the open endings officially though. Maybe a book or something
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allthedamnlove · 8 months ago
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i agree that drew and fiona had way more chemistry than madison and rudy😭😭
jj and kie were just like there…. if that makes sense?? like nothing about them gave couple. meanwhile rafe was on his knees with a ring for sofia🙂‍↕️
also the whole riara thing is like not it lmfao, like madison said kiara would not be kiara if she was with rafe so if they really make a romantic connection happen between them not only would it ruin her character but it would not make sense imo
i’m all for the partners in crime duo and going after revenge but for them to all of a sudden want each other in 1 season would throw the whole show off
rofia endgame or the writers will not know peace for the rest of their lives idk🙂‍↕️
See that's the thing it's like the end of mockingiay where katniss says that she doesn't need the fire from Gale but needs peace that peeta gives. Rafe needs love from a normal woman who's been in love with them for nearly 2 years...not a heartbroken girl looking for revenge
Oh Jiaras are 👌close to killing rudy Elaine and the pates so if they put rafe and kiara you will probably see the pates dead or something. I think what they meant by rafe and kies relationship being explored more is that they will find each other in violence and revenge. I'm so happy that kie gets to explore herself in the final season. I'm so fucking sick of rudys unprofessional ass ruining the entire show. So I want madison to get the attention full front and center. No men around her.
Also rafe might have hastily broke up with sofia but his ass is soo going to regret it. He has INSANE attachment issues and so he would want closure WHICH MEANS ANGST FOR US.
And also if anyone comes for sofia I won't hesitate to deck them cuz I'm sick and tired of everyone victim blaming sofia. Like sHe BeTrAyEd HeR BRO HE KILLED PEOPLE. And again a number one hypocrite cuz HE KNOWS that he has done bad shit yet broke up with her OVER THE PHONE. LIKE BE FUCKING RIGHT
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I feel like one of the pates really really like rofia and also the confirmation by the directors further confirmation that their story is not over.
Oh I will take a pitchfork and go rafe s2 on all of their asses if they come for my ship. So they better watch their asses.
Also the body doubles for the beach scene in MOROCCO CTFU. Meanwhile drew carrying fiona across the beach for the enduro scene YOU CANNOT MAKE THIS UP. Yea so clearly we can see a difference in chemistry.
If the obxanon is true (I don't trust them) then the dire nearly dry ass chemistry in ep 6 to ep 9 must be because ep10 was filmed first after it. So naturally mads was pissed at rudy but at the same time....they both should have been professional and atleast showed some chemistry even if jjs dying. Its the fan favourite ship, both the writers and mads and rudy atleast should have taken it to a higher level in the scenes if jj was going to die. But nope, they were acting like they didn't even know each other LMAO. Its just very very sad like jj is an amazing character and I'll say that rafe and jj are kinda cut from the same cloth so I would have loved to see how their relationship evolved. But that's the thing with these fuckass 10eps we see no emotional development between the characters. The main reason why rafe and sofia seems "weird" (by the way they are wrong and don't enjoy life enuff) is that the editors cut so many scenes that it feels disconnected.
But yea again I wish and wish I see rafe crying his ass off at the wedding with sofia wearing an insane wedding gown with Valerie as the flower girl and mads as one of the bridesmaids
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