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"I am not a monster."

A Dogma fanfic

Theres too many bad things for dogma, why not take a look at things from his perspective?

Warning: Angst/Umbara Arc Mention

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I am not a monster. I am not a mindless soldier. I am a living being. And I..... I am scared.

All my life since childhood, I was taught to live, breathe, eat, sleep, work, fight, and die for the republic. If not, then I was worth nothing. I would be seen defective and thrown away. I would obey all the rules, listen to my captain, commander, general, whoever was above my rank, I would listen. I didnt want to show weakness to them, I wanted to show them just how loyal I was to the republic.

My brother, Tup, he was more relaxed than I was. Wanting to break the rules at time, but I didnt let him. I didnt want him to be deemed worthless and thrown away. I have to protect him. Protect Tup. Protect Tup from them.....

The 501st legion accepted us in with open arms, making us one of them. I wished they didn't, being under General Skywalker guidance, they where careless and constantly broke the rules. Tup wanted to join in, but I told him to remember the rules. He would listen, but he wouldn't be too happy about it. Captain Rex would tell me to loosen up and not worry, how could I not? He would go along with the General crazy plans.

Arc Trooper Fives, he was the most craziest trooper I met. Constantly bending the rules to fit his needs. He's a arc trooper for kriff sakes, how are you not dead? He's a bad influence on Tup, I do my best to make sure they dont interact much than necessary.

It seems we're being sent to Umbara, another fight with the clankers, another fight trying to stay by the book with the 501st. Tup is excited to blast some clankers, I remind him to stick close to me unless ordered by the General or the Captain, tho they both know by this point to not seperate us.

The first battles of Umbara was tiring, stressful, but it seemed that we may win this. I hope so, I want to get off this planet as soon as I can. Theres so many thing that can go wrong, but unless we go by the book, then we'll live. We'll go home...

General Skywalker was sent back to Coruscant, we're left with General Pon Krell, and he seems to go by the book, tho his casualty count.... Its too high to stomach it. But he goes by the book, he must know what's right and what's wrong. Remember, follower the highest rank.... Follow them and you'll live...

Rex and Fives are getting more and more irritated with Krell, Fives shows it more than Rex tho. They're so used to bending the rules that they forget how things go by the book. Heh. Finally, things may be going better than I expected.

Fives, Hardcase, and Jesse took one of the Umbarans ship, I know they did. "Tup where are they... We have to tell the general." We get up but rex is in our way. I knew it... He would cover for him.

......... I knew what would happen, they disobeyed orders and now they're going to be executed by firing squad. I have to make sure my brothers do it, I have to make sure they're not in the same position as him...... What....? They missed...?

We have intell that the Umbarans have our armor and is disguising themselves as our brothers. Shoot anyone. Make sure to take them down, those where direct orders from Krell...... Why is Rex running in the middle of the battle field. Why is he holding an umba...... No.....

Krell lied to us, we are about to commit treason. I have to step up but... No... What if it was a mistake, our General would never put us in harm way. I have to run from this squadron and stop rex myself.

..... I couldnt do it.....

General Krell just admitted to using us. Using me. Using my loyalty against me. How could he. I did everything he asked of me, I went against my brother to stay loyal. Why. Why. ... WHY.

.... The smell of smoke went in my nose, I realized what I've done. I killed the general. I didnt have orders or permissions. I went.... Against the book...

Reinforcements came, but I was taken away, probably to be court martialed. I'm sorry Tup. I'm sorry I didnt protect you. I'm not a monster. Please dont think I'm a monster Vod'ika... I wanted to live... I wanted to protect you...

I'm not a monster.... Im scared.....

[kensimagines]

Who are you?

A/N there will be more chapters of this story but I wrote this because it was an idea that i had for a while and im not getting any requests soap yea. i hope you enjoy this!

word count: 1266

You slip the half-mask over your mouth. You placed your knife in the holder that was wrapped around your thigh. Yous sneak out to your balcony and make your way down to the empty street. Asgard was breathtaking during the day, but at night it was two times prettier. You made your way to the glowing golden castle. With it being a night you shouldn't be out. guards patrol the streets at night.  You know we're walking to the edge of the castle, were convenient there was the garden entrance. All you had to do was walk down the hall and to the kitchen. And then sneak back home without getting caught. Once you got into the place your pace quickened. You walked up the stairs which cost more than your life. Crap. two guards were walking towards you.

“You there!”

“Stop!”

You turned on a dime and started to run to your escape. More guards great. There were soon enough guards to fight a war surrounding you. You were dumb and decided to fight back. You tried to kick one of the guards but he grabbed you food and slammed you on to the ground. Your breath hitched and you were picked up too your feet. After five minutes of struggling the king and his two sons walked into the room. Both of them were tall and strong but the one caught your eye. His black hair was slicked back and he was wearing a black and gold tunic with black pants.

“Who are you?” The king asked

“Your majesty-” you tried to respond but a guard kicked you hard in the stomach. You fell to your knees as you felt like one of your ribs were fractured. and looked up at the king and his two sons as tears started to form in your eyes.

“I'll tell you who you are!” The king bellowed. “You're a good for nothing street rat who desires death for sneaking into the royal place!”

“Father.” The dark-haired son said.

“Silence boy!” the king had a look of rage in his eyes. “child. Can you justify your actions? “

“Yes my king.”

“Hurry before i lose my patience.”

“My mother is sick and we have no food nor drink. She dying and she's the only family i have left.” the king and his sons looked at you the blonde son spoke.

“Father, we should give her some food and drink.”

“Why? Her mother is meaningless anyway.” you gasped and tears started to roll down your cheeks.

“Father! She and her mother are your people! If they have no money nor no home,  then give the poor girl some food and drink” the blonde Broad shouldered son said.

“So be it,” the king looked at you and said,” but you will have to pay the price child. You will take the mother the food and drink we aid you with then, you will come back here and serve and a maid for your punishment.”

“So I’ll have to leave my mother?”

“You will never see her again” at this point tears were streaming down your face. “Take her to her mother with food and drink then bring her back.” the king commanded. You couldn't believe it you were never going to see your mother again. Once you made it to your “home” you took the food and drink to your mother.

“I know you have to leave love,” your mom said

“But I don't want to mamma.”

“I know child, but you have to. If you want to survive you have to play by the rules. I love you, sweet child.”

“I love you too mamma” one of the guards mentioned that it was time to go. You kissed your mom on the forehead and with a heavy heart left your home forever. On the way back you tried to sabotage the guards but it fails miserably. The guard punches your ribs and your fell to the ground clenching your side. He picked you up by your hair and dragged you back to the castle.

“She tried to sabotage me, my king.”

“Did she now? Mhmm. take her to the dungeon and throw her in a cell she can spend a week in there.”

The guard picked you up buy your hair and walked you to the dungeon. Once you got there all of the prisoners were staring at you. Your side was killing you and you were pretty sure that you had a broken rib. You walked a little bit more until you got to a small empty cell, there was no bed, only a bucked for your business. Great. The guard threw you in and locked it. All you could do was crawl up against a wall and cry.

Loki P.O.V

“Father?”

“What is it, my son?”

“Does she really never get to see her mother again?”

“Never. She broke the law, she pays the price.”

But-

NO buts! She broke in she's lucky I didn't sentence her to death! Don't make me change my mind boy!”

“Yes, father.” I walked out of the room and started to the dungeon. When I got to the dungeon the guards would not let me pass.

“I am your prince! I demand that you let me pass!”

“Orders from the king your highness. We can't let you in today at least. Come back tomorrow.”

“No! let me pass or I will have you Hung for treason of the highest order! Both you and your family!”

“Yes sir” the guards finally let me pass. I walked past all the prisoners thinking that the girl did not belong here. she belongs ruling the country. I walk until I find her sitting against a wall looking up at the ceiling crying. I clear my throat and she looks at me. Her beauty was breathtaking. I imagine seeing her in a beautiful gown sitting on a thrown.

“Can I help you?” she asked looking at me with a look of anger and sadness in her eyes.

“Is that any way that you should talk to your prince?” she stood up and stumbled. She was injured. “Are you okay?’’

“Why would you care?” mhm? I’m a worthless street rat.’’ her breath hitched and she fell to the ground.

“Guards! Guards!” I yelled and two guards run to where I was standing.

“What happened your majesty?”

“She just fainted. Take her to the healers then give her a guest room.”

“But your maje-”

“Do it! Now!” I yelled almost wanting to throw both of them in a cell.

“Yes sir”

Your P.O.V

You woke up to the warm Asgardian sun shining in your face. Why were you not in the dungeon? Why were you in a guest room? So many questions flying through your head. You looked over to the table and saw your scarlet red leather coat and your black shirt and pants with your boots. But no knife and mask. You knew what you needed to do. You got out of bed and walked over to your possessions and quickly got changed and threw your hair into a high pony and walked over to the window. How to get out?  The cool breeze blew into your face and you had an idea.  You walked over to the bed and tied the bed sheets together you took the curtains down and tied those to the bed sheets. Perfect. you walked your escape plan to the balcony. You tried the rope of fabric to the railing and made your way down to your escape.