#this is the last one i promise lol sorry for the spam

[arcanescreencaps]

8k upscale of Caitlyn and Vi in Arcane Season 2's teaser

[napoftustar]

linnie i’m kind of scared right now cuz what are we?? soulmates or the same soul?????

because back then i was trying to understand the meaning of 오래된 미래 since tubatu used this phrase a lot now and i just couldn’t really wrap my head around the meaning of it because how a future could be ancient? but theeen i kind of figured out/give my own meaning to it; ancient future is... when you dream about a future together with your loved one and when you make that dream come true it becomes ancient future; the future you already imagined together in the past when you first met, now become reality and that’s why it’s ancient now. and the over the moon lyrics tell this so well, “let’s make an ancient future live in the same house // i’m with you you with me only when we’re together our future will become reality” let’s dream about our future together and make that future become reality by staying together. because the magic will keep happening as long as we’re together. and now reading your post and the full meaning of 오래된다 made me understand it a lottt more

i love how in over the moon's lyrics and act: promise's vcr, txt say 오래된 미래, or ancient future. it's such a juxtaposition to describe the future as being ancient or old. but 오래되다 more specifically means "marked by a long duration of time since the start or formation of something". essentially they could be saying that the future they're talking about, that they're finally meeting, was meant to be since long ago. like it's a matter of fate. and they're finally walking towards their tomorrow, their destiny, that they used to run away from, omg these lyrics

[cardierreh15]

Fatal Attraction

Something I was suppose to have done a long time ago lol. There will be Two Parts.

***I do not give permission of anyone copying, reposting and/or translating my work!!!

Warning 18+: Stalkerish Behavior , Slight Fingering , Nipple Stimulation (Pinching, Rubbing) , Oral Sex (Female Receiving) (That brotha starving), Blood , Begging , Panty Sniffing , Cursing , Mentions of Death & Murder

Pairings: August Walker x Y/N (Black!Chubby Female/Reader)

Description: While Waiting on her Date, A Special Guest shows up at her doorstep.

Word Count: 4.4K

Song: Do I Wanna Know by Arctic Monkeys

Act I.

“Don’t dwell on what went wrong. Instead, focus on what to do next. Spend your energy moving forward together towards an answer.” —Denis Waitley

Y/N let out a gentle sigh as she stood in front of her patio door. Watching as the rain slid down the glass with ease. Well, she didn’t know what she was really staring at. The rain that just never seems to end or… herself. Regardless, the rain reflected how she really felt on the inside.

Her and her long time boyfriend August, had just broken up about two months ago but she’s been trying to fill that empty void that had sprouted in her chest by going on dates with men she met online. Whether it was to cope or make something serious, she wanted to be entertained. 

But strangely enough, they’d never make it here.

Tonight was the same as the last 3 of those potential dates. Again, she was left pacing in her living room, spam calling his number hoping it would pick up or maybe just send her a text. Hell, she would feel better if they just told her to fuck off! But the chances of this happening the fourth time?

Well it was odd.

She stared at the last text message her date, Kevin had sent her.

I know you’ll look beautiful. I can’t wait to see you tonight. Sent at 4:52PM

It was now after 9. And he was supposed to be here about 2 hours ago. 

He wasn’t coming. But Y/N didn’t want to accept it. Not this time. So she called his number one more time and this time, it went straight to voicemail.

Did he block her?!

Anger boiled within her, causing her to ball up her fist so hard that her nails cut at her palm. And she let loose on that end.

‘I knew I shouldn’t have given you a chance, you piece of shit! You blow me off like this?! Not man enough to send me a fucking text?! YOU COULD HAVE SENT ME A TEXT! You know what?! Grrr— screw you!—‘

Suddenly there was a stern knock at the door.

‘— Oh… that must be you at the door… I’m sorry. Just disregard everything I said— tehehe! Bye!’ And then she quickly pressed the red button. A giddy grin curled up on her full lips as she smooths out the front of her pretty baby blue body-con dress. Her fine curls and coils bouncing with her every twist and turn. She then scooped up her matching cross body purse. 

‘One second!’ She called out as she pulled out her hand mirror and touched up her makeup.

Placing the tiny mirror back in her bag, she unlocked the door and pulled it open. And that once promising, charming smile slowly disappeared.

The individual had his back turned towards her, wearing a wet black leather jacket and soaked denim jeans that had been darkened with rain water.

Y/N had no doubt of who it was considering that she knew those broad shoulders from a mile away. Shoulders he used to throw her legs over from time to time. The same ones she used to kiss in their moments of solidarity and affection.

When he lifted his head, his damp curls only solidified her claim. Why was he here? He wasn’t supposed to be here! The restraining order?! Did he not care?! Whatever! She needed to call the police!

But she was crippled by fear. She trembled as her chestnut brown eyes began to gloss with thick tears.

‘You gonna let me come in?’ He turned around to face her, revealing that shit eating grin he used to sport all the time. His pretty lashes were thick with water, only seemingly to brighten those hauntingly beautiful eyes of his. They had nothing behind them really… well, other than his own dark motives.

‘Wha-what are you doing here?!’ Her words were barely audible.

‘Well, I’ve come to see my favorite girl!’ He placed his hands on his hips with a simple shrug of his shoulders.

‘I have a restraining order against you! I oughta—I oughta!’

‘You oughta what?’ He mocked, leaning in and placing his palm against the door to keep her from slamming it in his face. ‘Call the police? Y/N, don’t be ridiculous.’ He let out a sly chuckle, ‘I know you miss me.’ Then he shoved the door open, causing her to stumble back a little bit.

Oh my god! This is it! He’s gonna kill me! Why else would he be here?!

August stepped forward which caused her to retreat a few steps back. While he did so, he shut the door behind him and locked it but he kept his eyes on her. He was studying.

Head falling to the side, his bright blue eyes narrowed as he started to piece it all together now. How nicely that dress hugged those pretty curves, the spaghetti strap heels and her white toes, the makeup, her hair that had been tamed by the power of leave-in conditioner and mousse. Her perfume… Valentino…

It’s Donna Born in Roma.

Mmm, I don’t care if they were born in Hell. You smell delicious.

His once playful demeanor dissipated once he put two and two together. His thick brows furrowed. ‘Going on a date?’ August asked as he turned away from her so he could take in the apartment. Was he really though? Or perhaps was he concealing his face to keep her from realizing he was jealous.

That smell! That’s my smell! Mine!

Or perhaps… something more sinister.

Her eyes instantly sunk. How did he know?! ‘I—I’m going out with the girls.’

August glanced back as he folded his arms across his chest. As if he truly believed that. This woman was a homebody, and would prefer to have a movie marathon on a stormy night like this. Did she peg him for some kind of fool? They were together for 4 years!

‘Sure.’ He turned around half way and looked across the room on the shelf. A picture frame that was facing down with the leg sticking out, caught his eye. He started towards it.

‘Why are you here, August?’ Y/N asked as she slowly slipped behind the kitchen island. 

‘I told you why already. I missed you, and I wanted to see you.’ He carefully picked up the frame and looked at the photo. The glass was cracked and stained with blood. It was a picture of them on their first anniversary. They looked so happy, so in love back then. Grazing his thumb over the glass, he instantly nicked himself but didn’t jump nor flinch in the slightest.

‘Well, I don’t miss you. You shouldn’t be here!’ She added, trying to stay calm with her shaky voice. Y/N slowly pulled out the junk drawer to find a rusty screwdriver awaiting for her.

Placing the picture right side up, August let out a gentle chuckle. ‘Oh please! In my eyes, we’re still together. In your eyes though, we broke up only a few weeks ago, so there’s no way you’re over me already… are you?’ He turned around with a malicious expression before pressing the pad of his thumb against his tongue to clean up his wound.

‘Yes!’ She exclaimed as she slowly snatched up the screwdriver in her fist and held it against her side. ‘I’m over you! I don’t love you! In fact, I hate you! You are obsessive and possessive and jealous and clingy—‘

‘Oh! Oh dear!’ August pouted playfully as he placed his large hand over his heart. ‘Oh, such harsh words coming from you! Oh whatever shall I do?!’ He sneered. ‘Have you seen yourself, Y/N?’

A slight gasp came from her lips.

He allowed his eyes to roam all over her body. Her gorgeous chubby shape that matched her wide hips, big tits, voluptuous ass and thighs. With that satiny skin that seem to shine like gold under any kind of light.

No, no he couldn’t let this go.

‘You’re beautiful! You’re funny, kind, and I wasn’t letting that go! Just like I’m not now!’

The warmth in her chest instantly traveled to her face and neck. Her throat closed up and her lips threatened to curl up in a smile. Goddammit, he always knew what to say. Smooth, conniving prick.

‘Well, I let it go! It’s your turn! You were right. I am going on a date.’

August’s brows rose in slight surprise before he looked down at his watch. It was half past 9pm at this point. 

‘Mmm. I doubt it.’ Not like that really mattered… see, there was a reason why Kevin really wasn’t going to show up. It would be hard to show up anywhere when your throat is detached from your body. ‘You’re not going anywhere with him… ever.’

When he looked up at her, she saw that crazed, sadistic glare in his eyes. It made her stomach knot up and her palms grew sweaty. Her breathing became shallow as she finally took note of that smeared red stain that he managed to hide with the collar of his coat.

His grin, uncanny and unusually ominous. The look of no remorse. The smile of a man who committed a dreadful crime. Murder.

‘August… wha—what have you done?!’ Her voice was in a slight whisper as tears filled her eyes. ‘What did you do?!’

‘Oh, nothing crazy really just…’ he unzipped his coat and peeled it open, revealing the blood of his victim that had been smeared into the white fabric from the rain. ‘Reclaiming something that belongs to me.’

Y/N’s eyes grew in shock, and in disgust. Taking a step back, she realized a few things. That this man before her wasn’t the man she fell in love with all those years ago. But a complete stranger whom she feared with every fiber in her being. And that she needed to kill him, before he killed her.

She couldn’t stand here crying, grieving Kevin like this. He deserved justice!

August smoothed out his mustache with his thumb and index fingertips. ‘It was too bad though. He seemed like a very nice guy. He just couldn’t make the cut.’ August cackled at his little joke while he shrugged off his jacket. ‘Get it? Cut?! I—‘

‘YOU MONSTER!’ And suddenly, Y/N charged at August with the poisonous weapon in her fist, held up in the air. ‘HOW DARE YOU!’

But just as fast, August was able to snatch up her wrist in his large fist squeezing it so tightly, she yelped out in pain. She tried to snatch her arm away but wouldn’t budge. His smile had disappeared and he used his right hand to create a home around her neck.

‘Mmm, and just what do you plan on doing with that hmm?’ He squeezed her throat a little tight, cutting off her airway just a little bit. August looked over at the tool. ‘Ooh, is that rust?Hmmm, tsk tsk tsk. Even if you didn’t intend on killing me… you wanted to make it hurt huh?’

He looked back over at her with an empty expression, ‘But you are tryna kill me? Right?’ He leaned in closer to her. ‘Is that your plan?’

Y/N choked as she scowled up at him with tears falling down the corners of her eyes. Short breaths slipped between her teeth as she kept her gaze on him. She wrapped her free hand around his wrist. Her wrist began to burn from his grip around it. But she insisted on keeping her weapon.

‘I don’t think you understand the lengths, I’d go to make sure you stay mine forever.’ His voice darkened with malevolence. ‘I will kill anyone who is to ever look or breathe in your presence! I live for you, I would die for you, Y/N!’ He growled loudly through his pretty yet eerie grin.

‘You’ve done this to me! I can’t let you go! Not now, not ever! I’m the reason why your dates never show. That’s right! Every single date that you’ve planned in the last two months, I’ve disposed of in ways I saw fit! You will never know happiness because I will snatch it away from you if it isn’t me providing you with it. You. Are. Mine!’

With the pain spiking in her wrist and dread settling within her so heavy she felt as if she swallowed a ton of stones, Y/N finally released the screwdriver. His eyes dilated to the size of dimes causing her to shudder with an instant feeling of… desire?

‘Would you like to hear how I did it?’ He sneered.

‘Ah… August-‘ she choked as tears fell down her face.

No other man had shown their devotion like this. To hear someone say they’d kill for you was completely different from them actually doing it. And he did that. But… but this was wrong! Those were good men! And with families of their own. They shouldn’t have gotten wrapped up in her drama.

She finally snatched her body away which to her surprise, he freed her from his deathly hold. Y/N stumbled back before quickly dashing into the kitchen to snatch up a butcher’s knife out of the block. She held it up, her breath shaky as she watched him closely.

‘I take that as a no.’ Letting out a gentle sigh as he rolled his eyes, ‘That’s quite unfortunate. You would’ve been so grateful to hear how two out of the 4 begged for their lives. One actually fought me and I’ve gotta say, he almost had me. But almost isn’t good enough.’ He snickered as he picked up a little decorative glass trinket.

Y/N stood there with her eyes fixed on him. But her vision kept blurring from the burning makeup and tears.

‘And the one tonight… Well, all I had to do was wait. I’ll spare you the details… you don’t look so good, baby.’ He pouted playfully, his mustache bending with his look.

‘August… pl-‘

‘What will you have me do? Hmm? Don’t tell me you still want me to leave cause I’m not going. I’ve come here for you, sweetie.’

Oh god! I was right! He is going to kill me.

Y/N stood there quietly, her free hand anchored her to the granite counter. If it weren’t for her chest rising and falling with each breath, you’d think she was a statue.

‘Please… please don’t do this.’ Y/N begged.

He smiled softly. Oh how beautiful did she look when she cried and begged like this. But he wasn’t leaving. And he didn’t intend on bringing her any harm. Perhaps the only way she would allow him to stay is if he begged for forgiveness?

‘You want me to beg… don’t you?’ 

‘I don’t want you to do anything! I want you to leave before I kill you myself!’

‘Very well then.’ August let out a gentle sigh and slowly got on his knees before falling forward on his palms.

Her eyes grew once more, ‘Wha—what are you doing?! Get up! Leave, now!’

August lifted his gaze and began to make his way towards her.

‘Please, don’t do this to me. I’ve come so far… I’ve proven my devotion to you, Y/N. I’m on my knees for you! I want you. All I’ve ever wanted was you.’ He beseeched as he continued to crawl on the floor like some kind of mindless animal. Only driven by the sole intention of being able to touch her once more.

‘Please baby! I promise I’ll be a good boy! I won’t ever kill again, please. I need you! I’m a good boy, I swear I am!’

‘No! August! Stay back! Please!’ Her fist shook as she held the knife. She watched as the muscles in his back flexed and stretched beneath his shirt.

How his rapt gaze caused her to squeeze her thighs together to ease the tingling between them. For once, she felt in control. In their relationship, she was the one doing stuff like this. Being a naughty, begging minx. But the roles were now reversed. And she liked it!

As he rounded the corner of the island, it was then when the glue beneath her feet disappeared. Now she was retreating back to the living room, creeping backwards carefully with that blade still in her hand. He was so much closer now. She could strike! In his head, his back! But she just couldn’t.

‘You don’t have to be afraid of me baby. I can protect you. You know I’ve always protected you. I can give you anything you want! Money, a new house, a ring, a baby!’ He was yearning, begging and pleading for this woman! 

Y/N gasped softly, ‘A baby?’

His eyes twinkled at the sound of her voice and those words becoming one. ‘Yes, my love! A baby, and they’ll be the most beautiful little thing this world would have ever seen! Please, I can be a good man for you! I am a good man! Please, mama. Give me another chance! I promise I won’t fuck this up!’

Little did Y/N know, he’d been walking her to the sofa, which to her surprise, she fell back over the arm over the sofa. Still holding the knife in her hand, she yelped out in sudden when she hit the cushions. ‘Oof!’ Quickly trying to gather herself and get up, she was way too slow. He was standing up right on his knees between her legs.

August glared at her with much gentler eyes now. ‘Is that what you want?’

Y/N’s breathing had become gentler as well. In this moment, she’d realized that if he wanted to kill her, he would’ve done it already that much was true! He had nothing but power on his side and could’ve easily overwhelmed her with his strength.

What the hell was she thinking?! Pulling out a knife like this?! And out of all people, on him?! He never ever brought her harm.

Why would he do so now?

Slowly dropping her arm, the weapon rolled out of her hand and onto the carpet.

‘You know I’d do anything for you, Y/N.’ His gentle eyes switched once again nothing frightening but one very familiar. Eyes she swooned over so many times. Especially when he was coaxing and fucking those orgasms out of her.

Upon her falling, her dress had ridden up her thighs. Revealing her pink underwear which, to his surprise, was slightly darkened by a familiar substance at the core.

It had appeared that she probably wanted him just as bad as he wanted her.

The tension in the air began to thicken as the pair somehow seemed to get closer without even moving. August couldn’t take his eyes off of her, and he had to keep swallowing to keep from drooling like a hound.

Y/N could feel her fever only grow hotter and hotter, hoping that he’d just put it out already. She didn’t want to ask. She never really had to as her body language always did the talking for her.

August finally pressed his nose against her calf, his thick mustache tickling at her silky flesh. He gently drew in the lotion that was spread evenly across her pretty brown skin. He closed his eyes as the smell of shea butter filled his senses; reminding him of a more pleasant time when they were together. His tongue darted out, licking up to her ankle where he hummed delightfully. 

‘Fuck. You smell—‘ he grimaced with pleasure, eyes crazed to hell. ‘So good.’

Well, she knew that perfume on the ankle trick would get her lucky tonight. She just didn’t think it would be him that would be providing her with it. A light shudder escaped her lips. She couldn’t help but watch in awe.

‘There’s no way you think I was going to let you go… I can’t let you go.’ He growled as he turned his attention back between her legs. ‘I’ve got to have you.’ He hissed before he licked his lips as he pressed the pad of his thumb against the wet spot of her panties and rubbed it in slow circles.

She tried to stiffen those moans but watching him simply lose his mind over her like this sent her spiraling. Her heart began to pound hard against her ribcage, with her nails digging deep into the cushions.

‘I need you… fuck.’ He shoved his nose into her drenched panties before inhaling hard then pulling away. He was in pure bliss, as if he drug his nose across a thick line of coke. ‘I need to taste you so bad. I want to feel how warm and tight you are. I need to hear how I make you feel. Please, please— Y/N, I’ll do anything! Please can I have you again!?’

He was so damn desperate.

Never had she known August to yearn like this! Smelling and groping and whining. Really, what's gotten into him? She was both turned on and confused as hell!

Unknowingly, Y/N’s hips rose as his strong hands graced the sides of her hips. He wrapped his fingers around her panties and slowly peeled them off of her wide hips. She sank her teeth into her bottom lip as he watched with those drunken eyes. Finally, face to face with the very thing that ruled his world, a sliver of hope reflected in his eyes.

He pressed his thumb against her bare clit this time and rubbed it with the same want as he did before.

‘Uhh—‘ Y/N moaned. It was as if electricity was surging through her body. Making a home at the peaks of her nipples and her clit. ‘Yes, August.’

Elated by her approval, he gently drug his thumb over the stickiness of her slit that practically sucked the tip of his thumb in. ‘Oooh look at you.’ August purred before he used both of his thumbs to gently peel apart her delicate petals to reveal the precious bud they protected. It was erect and warm to the touch. She was blooming like a rose, leaking with her ripe nectar.

‘Au-August…’

His ears twitched at the sound of her pretty voice and his darkened eyes flickered up towards her. ‘Tell me what you want me to do baby. I swear I’ll do it.’

Y/N thought carefully. If she went through with this, there would be no going back. But if she didn’t, she knew she would regret this! She remembered how he used to make her knees buckle and her eyes roll to the back of her head as he snatched her soul from the depths of her body. He would create a babbling mess of a woman that would just curl up into a ball, sucking her thumb and cuddling her teddy bear. 

He was a monster in all aspects of the word.

Fuck it.

‘Eat me…’

The twinkle in his eyes grew and sparked into something different. Like a switch had been flipped within him. Pulling Y/N’s hips closer, her bottom rested on the arm of the sofa while a decorative pillow sat beneath her lower back to bring her comfort. Pressing his nose against her inner thigh, he inhaled her scent once more before brushing kisses there.

Y/N squirmed as he squeezed her soft, pillowy thighs in his large hands.

August kissed until he was finally met with the warmth of her pussy. And he didn’t hesitate; running the flattening of his thick, hot tongue from her asshole to the top of her clit.

Fireworks instantly popped off in her head as her pretty, glossy lips parted in sheer pleasure. ‘Oooh.’ She peeked over, watching him smother himself just to bring her pleasure.

He flicked his tongue over her erected nub before bringing it between his lips to suck, earning a shriek from her chest. He tugged at her clit softly before releasing it with a little pop. Then, he spit at her slit where he mercilessly began to lap and kiss at her core. Henry reached up at the low neckline of her dress and split the fabric.

‘Oh shit! August,’ her breathing was hitched as she pulled her titties out of the cups of her bra. ‘fuck yes! Ugh, my god!’

His hand instantly palmed at the soft flesh of her breast before his fingertips pinched at her hard dark nipples, while his free hand held on tight to her hip.

Nuzzling his face, he used that big pointy nose to help stimulate her clit further while his tongue assaulted her pussy in a way only he knew how.

As he pinched and twisted at her nipple, she wrapped her small hand around his wrist as he manhandled her. ‘Fuck, fuck! Oh, August I’m gonna cum! Fuck I’m gonna cum baby.’ Her chest rose and fell quickly as he simultaneously fucked her with his tongue and tease her clit with his nose.

Y/N’s nails dug into his flesh as the others dug into the pillow. Her hips began to writhe and twitch but with his strength, she couldn’t break free if she wanted. The sensation began to build by the second, causing her toes to go numb as they curled a little in her heels. Her womb began to tighten and twist in the most luscious of ways.

‘Ugggh! That’s it! That’s it, baby! I’m cumming!’

‘Mmhmm!’ He hummed, using her pussy as if it were her own mouth, placing sloppy kisses and sucking on her clit as his fingers continued to fondle her nipples. 

She arched her back as she reached down between her legs, gripping his dark wet curls in her fist. Crying out in pleasure, ‘OH, August! Aaaahhh!!!’ Tears filled the corners of her eyes as her body grew limp.

August moaned softly as she so willingly came on his tongue. Then, he placed a gentle kiss on her inner thigh before standing up to his feet. He wiped her cum off of the corner of his lips with his thumb and sucked it into his mouth.

Y/N stared up at him like he was some kind of angel. Whether it be one from heaven or one for hell— regardless, she was infatuated. What the hell was she thinking?! Dumping him like that? He was always so damn good to her. It didn’t matter that he forgot to put the toothpaste cap back on sometimes and left the milk on the counter overnight.

None of that mattered. This was her baby. And she was his.

‘You—you really wanna give me a ring and a baby?’

His once crazed eyes had matched hers with adoration and worship. He gently untucked his simple white tee with his fingertips.

‘More than anything mama.’ He said before his fingers mindlessly began to unbuckle his belt.

[wileys-russo]

childhood sweethearts (10) II a.russo x reader

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childhood sweethearts (10) II a.russo x reader

"jesus." you mumbled to yourself, wincing at the bright beam of sunlight which blinded you as you cracked an eye open, rolling onto your stomach and exhaling deeply.

thats when you realised, these weren't the same bedsheets you'd changed over yesterday, the rattan bedhead behind you also wasn't yours, in fact this bed was not yours. given you knew your best friends house almost as well as your own you also knew this was not her spare bedroom either.

"oh christ." you hissed clutching your pounding head as you shot up in the unfamiiar bed, entirely too fast for the lack of water and abundance of alcohol still left in your bloodstream.

taking a moment and a deep breath you opened your eyes a little slower this time, looking around the unfamiliar room as your eyebrows knitted into a hopelessly confused frown.

lifting up the crisp white duvet you sighed a little in relief seeing you were fully clothed, though just exactly whose clothes these were that you were currently wearing was still a mystery to you. fumbling around to grab your phone you noticed a glass of water and two small white pills beside it on the bedside table.

having no clue where you were you were hardly about to ingest anything left wordlessly for you, for all you knew the water could be tampered with or the pills could be any assortment of drugs.

your confusion deepened though seeing your phone was fully charged, realizing whoever's house you were currently in had not only brought you home, changed you and neatly hung up your dress from last night on the back of the door but also made sure your phone had been on charge all night.

your vision adjusting to the sunlight streaming in through the open window meant you started to actually take in your settings, frown returning at the assortment of trophies and medals littering the walls and shelves in the corner.

hoping they might help you to put together the pieces of the puzzle you were currently living in you swung yourself out of bed, shivering a little as a crisp breeze whipped in through the open window and you made your way over.

but before you could even inspect the silverware your eyes were drawn to a large frame hanging on the other wall that you'd somehow missed in your hungover state, and there was no mistaking that infamous number and five letter word among the grass stains littering the england jersey.

23, russo.

you weren't sure if it was panic or relief which flooded your body now you'd finally cracked the mystery of just who it was who'd brought you home last night, which admittedly you were struggling to remember much of.

you jumped in surprise as your phone buzzed repeatedly on the bed, screen lighting up with a flood of notifications.

iMessages from; alessia r

10:04am - hey, i'm sure you have a lot of questions and are probably not feeling the greatest this morning. i'd totally understand if you left but i'm in the kitchen cooking if you wanted breakfast and a chat before you go :)

10:04am - sorry i don't know why the ':)' felt passive aggressive? lol

10:05am - maybe i'm overthinking this

10:05am - no im definitely overthinking this sorry

10:05am - sorry i'll stop messaging you now

10:06am - oh there's advil on the table too

10:07am - i am in the kitchen cooking though so i really could have just come and said this in person but i don't even know if you're awake or still here or anything

10:08am - also didn't want to freak you out

10:10am - sorry i promise im not usually such a spam texter lol

despite your mixture of both panic and relief at the fact you were in alessia's home and had spent the night you couldn't help but let out a small smile at the influx of messages, imagining the way she'd nervously ramble through the same sentences would she have come and spoke to you in person.

though the blonde wasn't wrong, you were far from feeling the greatest and you did have questions, the main one being why the hell you ended up in her spare bed and not at home in your own.

placing down your phone you rubbed your face tiredly, and now knowing where you were you were quick to down the pills and glass of water, not realizing just how dry your mouth felt until you had.

you spent a few more minutes ticking over in your head everything that you could remember, trying desperately to piece together the night from start to finish, but there was still a significant amount of gaps and right now there was only one person who could help you to fill them.

so with a deep breath and a long exhale your hand fell to the doorknob, tugging it open and being immediately hit with the smell of bacon and coffee.

alessia heard you before she saw you, the slight squeak of the door all she needed for her entire body to snap to attention, and with a glance up her eyes met yours, relieved to see no signs of distress or anger in your features at what was likely an uncomfortable situation to be waking up to.

"hi." you sent her a small smile which the blonde returned, and when she noticed it didn't seem you were in a rush to leave gesturing for you to take a seat at the bench. "coffee?" alessia offered as you shook your head declining politely, the thought of that already setting your stomach into a churn.

"water then?" the striker smiled as you accepted a bottle from the fridge gratefully, taking a large mouthful before pressing it to your forehead. "did you sleep alright?" alessia asked, slight concern present in her gaze which flickered between you and the food cooking on the stovetop.

"i think so? i don't really remember going to sleep if i'm honest."

~

"-then i got you out of the taxi and helped you inside and into bed." alessia finished recounting her recollection of events, shoveling another mouthful of breakfast into her mouth as you nodded along.

"i'm sorry you didn't really get a say in any of it. i was just worried about you hitting your head or falling over and having no one there to check up on you." alessia admitted softly, refusing to meet your eye line as she stared down at her plate of food as if it was the most interesting one she'd ever seen.

"hey less." you noticed her internal battle right away as her eyebrows knit into a frown, tapping your fork lightly against your plate to catch her attention.

"i appreciate that you were just looking out for me, thats what friends do right?" you smiled trying to be reassuring as alessia nodded, seemingly a little more settled. though unbeknownst to you that singular word was like a fork to her heart, friends. that's all the two of you were, friends.

and alessia needed to get out of her own head and realise that, or she risked losing you for good again and that wasn't worth the extra heartbreak it would cause her.

if it was a friend you needed then alessia would be the best one to you she possibly could be, because if thats what it took for you to stay in her life then thats all that mattered.

or at least, thats what she was telling herself.

"i can't believe that girl turned out to be such a creep. i dread to think what would have happened if you weren't there looking out for me less, thank you." your words felt heavy but you spoke gently, doing your best not to think about what might have happened had the blonde not stepped in.

"hey i'd have never let anything bad happen, i promise." alessia spoke a little more firmly, being sure to catch your eyes as a strange feeling settled in your stomach at the display of protection, nodding gratefully and putting the weird churning of your insides down to your hangover which was slowly starting to bleed away.

the two of you ate the rest of your meal in a comfortable silence, both admittedly a little lost in your own thoughts. you refused to listen to alessia's demands that you not help her wash up, the two of you also doing that task with minimal chatter between you.

"would you want to stay and watch some movies or something?" alessia blurted out suddenly, glancing to you briefly but unable to read your face her attention shifted back to the sink full of soapy water.

she had already prepared for the no from the moment that she'd asked the question, already kicking herself for being bold enough to ask after the weird situation already brewing after last night and the fact the two of you were still rebuilding things with one another.

but much to her shock, that no never came.

"yeah sure, that sounds nice."

"wait, really?" alessia asked, unsure if she'd heard you correctly as you gave her an odd look. "yeah...unless you don't want me to?" you clarified slowly, a little perplexed by her surprise as she was quick to assure you not.

"did you want a shower? i'll grab you a towel!" you bit your lip to stifle your laughter as the taller girl hurried away, tripping over her own feet in her haste and tumbling to the floor. "still don't know the size of your own legs then less?" you smiled in amusement as she stood, rubbing her tailbone with a wince.

"nah, ground just looked lonely."

~

"-i still say i could pull this off, easy." you shrugged, shoveling a handful of popcorn in your mouth. "no way! you'd be caught before you even assembled a team." alessia scoffed, doing the same.

"no! i'm a criminal mastermind." you disagreed. "you couldn't even steal a pack of gum for a dare." alessia grinned at the memory. "thats not fair! i was a dead nervous wreck and you're a terrible influence." you shook your head at her.

"terrible influence, excellent thief." alessia beamed wiggling her eyebrows. "can't wait till i leak that to the daily mail. i can see the headlines now; russo goes rough, opens up about grim life of childhood theft!" you mocked in your best newsreader voice, the older girl shoving your shoulder playfully.

again it was all too easy to fall back into your usual playful banter as if no time had passed, the two of you bickered back and forth for a moment before you shushed the blonde. "i love this scene." the two of you fell into a comfortable silence, both sat watching oceans eight.

"okay shoot, shag, marry. sandra bullock, anne hathaway, rihanna." alessia challenged, shifting her body to look at you as you let out a troubled sigh. "you can't expect me to shoot one of them!" you groaned with a shake of your head.

"i'd just shoot the guy she frames who got her arrested, marry any of them because they're all rich now and also shag, any of them!" you answered honestly, alessia laughing and accepting your answer.

"bet you i can catch more of these in my mouth in a row than you can." you challenged now, tapping the bowl of popcorn between you as alessia scoffed.

"please. you're on!"

it was a few hours later that you realized you'd fallen asleep, your eyes fluttering open feeling a little dazed and confused. the sun now having set alessia's living room was only lit up by the tv and you blinked a few times as your eyes adjusted.

it was then that you realised a warmth was enveloping you that you didn't remember being there when you were awake, and you quickly realised it was alessia's hoodie clad arm wrapped around your shoulders, your cheek pressed into her chest as the two of you were squished together on one end of her lounge.

your body tensing up at the new position you spared a glance upwards to see her eyes closed, feeling her chest moving up and down beneath you, the striker seemingly also dead asleep.

you carefully unwound her arm, hearing her stir as you sat up and shuffled a little bit further away from her, stretching out and rubbing your face tiredly.

"you alright?" you heard her ask, voice thick with sleep as she sat up with a small grunt, turning her head and cracking her neck. "i should get going, its almost dark and i have to prep for my class tomorrow." you smiled, trying to ignore the strange feelings arising in your stomach.

"course, i'll drive you." alessia exhaled deeply, clearly still tired as you hurried to shake your head. "it's literally a ten minute walk less. i'll be fine!" you smiled reassuringly, standing up and moving to grab your clothes from last night off the counter.

"you can't walk home in a dress and heels, it's freezing outside." alessia frowned, peering at you in concern over the top of the lounge. "i was fine last night!" you argued stubbornly. "you aren't drunk right now, there isn't alcohol to warm your blood stream up." alessia shot back as you struggled to come up with a response.

"i don't think that's how it works."

"just stay in my clothes, i'll get them off you another day." alessia heaved as she stood and stretched her arms up, your eyes wandering to the sliver of her toned stomach which flashed out as her hoodie rose up.

you quickly looked away feeling your cheeks warm a little. "i'll grab you some trainers." before you could even speak she'd darted off to her room, returning with a pair of brown dunks.

"might be a bit big but just do them up tight." she placed them on the table, excusing herself to use the toilet as you sat down at the table to put them on.

"ready?" alessia returned, grabbing her keys off the hook and waiting by the door. "i told you! i'll walk. driving literally five minutes away is a waste of petrol, think of the environment." you teased, bundling your belongings as she opened the front door.

"alright fair, i'll walk you then." she grabbed a puffer jacket which hung by the door, flicking her hood up and settling into it. "you're not going to take no for an answer are you?" you questioned, the blonde shaking her head firmly.

"of course not." you sighed knowingly, dumping your clothes and heels into a tote bag she offered you. "always trying to force the football on me aren't you." you tutted noticing the bright red arsenal crest donning the front of the bag and the pocket of her puffer jacket.

she shoved you with a smile grabbing her house keys and closing the door after herself, the two of you downing her front steps and starting to walk. "do you just wear this around sometimes so you get free coffees?" you smiled, tugging on her jacket.

"oh yeah absolutely. free coffees, free ice cream, free trainers and clothes, free social media abuse." alessia shot back, and though she said it jokingly you knew the element of truth which lay behind her words.

"i always knew you'd end up here anyway." you shrugged, not meeting her eyes which looked at you curiously. "where? london?" the blonde questioned with a frown.

"no you idiot. like a pro footballer, a proper one." you chuckled with a small shake of your head. "hello testing testing anyone home?" you teased, knocking on her forehead. "hey!" alessia laughed, grabbing your hands in hers as the two of you arrived out the front of your own place.

"you are still annoying as ever." the taller girl sighed, shaking her own head, your hands still clasped in hers. "i seem to remember i was always labelled the sensible, responsible friend, and you were the-" you paused to think.

"-i believe our teachers used to say you were distracting, loud mouthed, immature-" you recounted, only cut off by the blonde pulling you into a headlock not unlike she used to often when the two of you were younger.

"alessia!" you laughed, struggling to pull away. "i seem to remember this was one of the only ways to shut you up!" the striker teased, dragging you along with her to your front door.

"so immature." you mocked as she finally let you up, punching her lightly as your hand easily bounced off the thick puffer jacket covering her. "thank you. for a nice day and for last night." you smiled once the two of you had calmed down from your laughter.

"course. think that makes us even now!" alessia joked lightly, rocking back and forth on the heels of her feet.

"yeah i guess it does, maybe next time we go out for a drink we agree to be the same amount of tipsy. no need for any rescuing then!" you smiled, alessia having to control the immense happiness which flooded her entire body hearing you speak so loosely about the two of you spending time together.

"like i said, i'd never let anything bad happen to you." the taller girl smiling down at you sincerely as once again the strange twinge settled in your stomach, the two of you locking eyes for just a few seconds too long as you cleared your throat.

"let me know once you get home yeah?" you raised an eyebrow, one hand hovering on your door knob as alessia nodded. the two of you stood in silence for a moment, both clearly debating the same thing as the seconds ticked by and time seemed to stall.

then like magnets, you drew toward one another.

you couldn't ever deny that a hug from her felt good, beyond good. the way her taller body encased yours, your head falling to her chest as one hand always rubbed your back and the other grazed your sides she held you with just the right amount of pressure.

but it felt familiar, too familiar.

"night less." you forced a smile as you suddenly pulled away, and then within seconds you were back inside and exhaling a breath you didn't realise you'd been holding in.

that strange feeling in your stomach not ceasing, that very same night was the first in a long time that you slept in her hoodie.

~

the rest of your week passed by in a blur. the stomach flu gracing the walls of your school had meant that your class was half its normal size with a lot of the kids out sick, which was bitter sweet.

you could no longer fend off your mothers insistence you come over for dinner so thats how your wednesday night was spent, admittedly quite enjoying a home cooked meal that you didn't have to make. it was also the night you found out your sister was pregnant with twins, a surprise for the whole family, her poor husband included.

by the time friday rolled around you were in disbelief at just how quickly the days had passed, and maybe now you could truly get behind that a four day work week was more efficient.

most of your students back and in full force from an unusual but gloriously sunny day, you'd struggled all day to keep their focus. so when it came time to take them all to the football clinic, you couldn't have been more relieved.

you gave alessia a small wave and a smile as she spotted you, falling back into conversation with your coworkers as she zoned back into the games she was running with her group.

the two of you had started to message more, the communication not constant but it was consistent. it helped ease your worries a little more that things would fall apart again right as they started to feel just slightly normal with the two of you trying to build up your friendship.

which is why you weren't surprised to find the tall blonde making her way over to you once you'd made sure your class all got off school grounds safely, and she'd assisted with the pack up of all the equipment.

wishing your fellow grade two teachers a good weekend and promising to organise drinks and dinner soon you'd turned and suddenly she was there. "hi." you smiled, pulling her into a hug much to both alessia's surprise and delight.

"hey." she murmured back, squeezing you for a second before letting go. "hope they behaved for you. god knows they were doing my head in today, bouncing off the walls!" you chuckled, alessia grinning at your words.

"definitely full of beans but a lovely bunch of kids, and they adore you. wouldn't shut up about you actually!" the striker revealed, leaning against the wall and crossing her arms, forcing you to notice just how in shape she really was as your eyes glanced over her biceps.

"fishing for information about me from my students? new low for you russo." you tutted, lips tugging into a smile as she reached out and pushed you with a roll of her eyes.

"very funny. they were actually telling me all about their excursion on monday, and how it wasn't the best one because you weren't there." she smiled softly, your heart melting a little.

"can see how much you love this, and how much it suits you. your eyes light up anytime you talk about it, you're clearly very passionate, the kids adore you and you just seem...well happy." alessia complimented as you blushed a little at her words.

"thank you lessi." you mumbled, turning to pack up your bags as she chuckled. "never could take a compliment, always so shy!" the older girl teased as you now shoved her. "i was only the shy one as a kid because you did all the talking for the pair of us, big mouth!" you hit back, alessia scoffing and holding her hand on her chest in mock offence.

"oi less!" she glanced over her shoulder, seeing leah gesture wildly at her and giving her a small thumbs up.

"i won't hold you up, enjoy your weekend less." you smiled sincerely, slinging your bag over your shoulder and going to leave but her hand shot out to gently grab your wrist.

"no no its not like that. leah just, well she wanted me to invite you round for a pizza night tonight at her place." alessia spoke, the invitation admittedly catching you quite off guard. "me?" you asked with a confused frown.

"yeah you. think you really got her on side the other night with those tequila shots." alessia chuckled, awkwardly rubbing the back of her neck as she let go of your arm.

"look thats really lovely of her but fridays are sort of...my night. got a bottle of wine and some trashy reality shows calling my name." you declined as politely as you could but it seemed to fall on deaf ears.

"look i said invite. but with leah really its more of a courtesy to ask, if you say no she would just come over here herself and somehow either charm you into saying yes or coerce you into giving her your address so she can come and pick you up herself." alessia smiled knowingly making you laugh.

"i'm serious! she's nothing if not efficient, and very hard headed."

"lovely way to talk about the captain of england there." you teased, sparing a glance over her shoulder to see the older girl you were discussing staring at the two of you, hands planted firmly on her hips.

"well if i've not got a choice then i guess that sounds nice." you laughed giving in, getting the sense alessia was not joking about her friends insistence.

"really? great. i can take you if you like? since we're not far from each other and i know the address." alessia offered as you agreed gratefully, also knowing you'd be far less nervous walking in with her than arriving by yourself.

"i'll come and get you around like six?" she checked her watch and raised an eyebrow as you nodded, that gave you around two hours to get ready and psych yourself up.

"yeah that sounds good, i'll see you at six."

~

"hello! you came, lovely." you were pulled right into a warm hug by leah the moment she'd opened the door, alessia smiling at the sight as she and leah hugged before she lead you both inside.

"i'll give you the grand tour later but i'll introduce you to the girls. don't believe a word they say unless it's about less and a story about her falling over something at training." leah sent alessia a wolfish grin over her shoulder.

"oh i can promise i've got more." you smiled, alessia huffing and poking you in the back with a glare only making leah chuckle. "i'll be holding you to that later mate. but this is laura, lia, beth, viv and kim." leah introduced you pointing to each girl who smiled, introducing you back to them as alessia moved to greet them all.

"i would like to formally apologise that the last time you saw me i couldn't keep my head up." you joked awkwardly toward beth, remembering her from the group alessia was with on the weekend.

"ah don't worry about it. who hasn't had a big night with some regrets!" the girl waved off your worries, hugging you and pulling you down to talk with her and her girlfriend viv.

~

"so have they only left you in charge because you're italian?" you teased, moving away from the small group in the living room and joining alessia in the kitchen where she was busy kneading the pizza dough.

you'd been here an hour now and felt much more at ease than you'd spent the entire afternoon worrying about, all of alessia's friends and team mates nothing but welcoming and kind.

you were however grateful it wasn't the entire team, just a small handful of them with nothing much better to do, and based on your conversations with them this seemed to be the norm most nights that someone would be round since leah couldn't and didn't cook for herself.

"laura and leah are supposed to be helping me but laura just keeps eating everything she chops up and leah keeps getting fomo about what the girls are talking about and what she's missing out on." alessia chuckled with a playful roll of her eyes.

you offered to help her out, laura and lia joining the two of you after a while, your combined hands making quick work of the prep as lia called the other girls over to start assembling their pizza's.

"pineapple! honestly and you call yourself an italian." you tutted with a disgusted wince at alessia's choice of toppings. "hey! pineapple belongs on pizza thanks." she bumped her shoulder gently into yours as a debate quickly broke out among the group over the seemingly hot topic.

"yeah sorry, half italian." you smirked, laura laughing at the comment. "doesn't even speak the language!" you teased further. "do too! well, a little bit." alessia frowned making you smile.

"oi! hands to yourself thanks." you bumped into her as she stole a piece of pepperoni off your pizza with a grin. "hey listen to your own words!" the taller girl mocked as you dropped a handful of spinach onto hers.

"you wanted it anyway!" you laughed as she spread it out. "not with your grubby little hands all over it." she shot back. "less!" you pushed her away with her hip as she in retaliation dropped a few cut up tomatoes onto your perfectly curated pizza.

"no! stop it." you laughed as she grabbed a piece and tried to force it into your mouth as you pushed her away and attempted to hide behind laura.

"and they are just friends?" lia murmered quietly to leah who stood beside her, watching the two of you. leah only gave her a look in return which said something alone the lines of 'i'll explain more later' as lia smiled in silent understanding, the two heading outside to put their pizzas in to cook.

"right! you three, stop messing about. you two are on pizza supervision duty, and laur is on clean up!" leah clapped to gain your attentions as laura groaned loudly, her protests falling on deaf ears as viv stepped in to help.

"now you wouldn't happen to be meddling, would you williamson?" beth accused, nodding to you and alessia stood alone outside with a raised eyebrow, also having been watching how the pair of you were so comfortable in your interactions.

"who me? why bethany i would never." leah grinned holding a hand to her chest. "less is different round her though, not in a bad way. just-" the blonde struggled to think of the right word.

"more playful, outgoing, and also very clearly pining over her?" "yeah you know what that just about sums it up."

~

"since when are you so into country music?" you laughed as alessia drove the two of you home, the last three songs in her playlist all of that genre you'd not ever known her to be so passionate about.

"cause it's great! i hate that it gets so much shit." she rolled her eyes, only turning it up louder and to your amusement starting to sing along, turning to grin at you every now and then, the melodic chime of your laughter echoing around her car only spurring her on further.

"well i actually had a really nice night less, thank you." you smiled sincerely as alessia parked out the front of your place, turning her music right down and putting her mercedes into park.

"even if i've learnt that you now like country music and pineapple on pizza." you grimaced in disgust, gagging as you unbuckled yourself. "least i didn't drop my pizza!" alessia quipped back with a smirk as your cheeks flushed bright red.

"that was laura's fault, she tripped me!" you defended with a huff, the memory of how embarrassed you'd been flooding your body, though despite a few light hearted jokes her friends hadn't made you feel that way.

"mhm i'm sure." alessia hummed with a grin and a nod as you playfully shoved her forehead. "i've been hanging around you too much, your clumsiness is starting to infect me like a rash." you scratched at your arms before slipping out of the car.

though as you walked around her car to the curb and alessia sent you a knee buckling smile through the window, you had a sudden realization that you didn't want to say goodbye just yet. and so before you could overthink and spiral over what that meant, you acted on impulse.

"it's not super late. would you want to come in and maybe watch a film or something?" you offered with a shy smile, alessia perking up in surprise as she nodded eagerly, internally berating herself for not trying to be a bit more subtle about it.

though it seemed her body betrayed her as well as she hastily opened her door, trying to step out and catching her foot on the curb, sending her hurtling to the ground with a thump.

"oh my god are you alright?" you hurried to help her out as she nodded with a wince, closing her door and locking her car.

"yeah yeah fine, ground just looked a bit lonely again."

~

"oh i love this!" alessia grinned as she returned from the toilet to see which movie you'd chosen, insisting that she didn't mind what you watched and hurrying off for a wee.

"still one of your favourites then?" you asked as she collapsed into your sofa nodding eagerly, the princess diaries loaded and ready to go.

"you remembered." she sent you a soft smile before you clicked play, both your hands wrapped around warm mugs of hot chocolate.

"how do you prefer him over michael?" alessia scoffed in disbelief, sprawled across your couch as you laughed. "i said i preferred his looks, not his personality! i like his blonde shaggy hair." you defended yourself as alessia gagged and you smacked her leg.

"you look like that when you dance." you teased her, pointing to the young security guard trying desperately to buck and shimmy his way across the dance floor.

"i do not!" she gasped, kicking you with her leg as you smacked her again, maybe a little harder than you intended. the two of you shared a look as if waiting for someone to say something, then within seconds she'd lunged at you.

your laughters floated around your living room, movie long forgotten as alessia desperately tried to grapple with you, the two of you rolling around and hitting and pinching one another just like you had when you were much younger.

"wait lessi watch the-" you started to warn but it was too late as she slipped off the edge of the sofa, hands curled tightly into your jumper she'd taken you down with her as she smacked her head on the coffee table and you landed on top of her with a grunt.

"fuck ow!" she groaned loudly clutching her throbbing head, both of you still laughing furiously as your face smushed into her shoulder, both your bodies vibrating with amusement against one anothers.

eventually after you'd confirmed she was okay your laughter died down into small giggles and you took a moment to catch your breath, glancing down and into her bright blue eyes.

your chests still heaving lightly trying to recover, a thick silence enveloped the room, neither of you paying attention to anything than one another when you suddenly found yourself admiring and studying over ever little feature of her face.

you couldn't explain where it came from or which cruel individual was responsible, but once more like magnets the two of you found yourself drawn together.

the longer you maintained eye contact the smaller and smaller the room seemed to become, alessia's eyes flickering down to your lips just for a fleeting second but it didn't go unnoticed.

thats when the alarm bells sounded in your head, loud and obnoxious and clearly trying to warn you of how terribly dangerous an idea this was.

but suddenly they weren't important and instead you could only focus on the small voice at the very back of your mind which egged you on to continue.

curiosity took hold of your mind, causing you to wonder how she tasted, how her lips would feel on yours again and in turn the effect it would have on your entire body, this time not fueled on by emotion or sadness or rage.

unable to lay there in limbo anymore, debating over and over all the possible pros and cons of the next ten seconds you once more let your impulses take over.

your hand moved to brush a few strands of her golden blonde hair out of her face, having fallen out of the bun which sat on top of her head, leaning in ever so slowly.

in turn alessia's own hand came to rest on the side of your face, thumb tracing a soft circle on your cheek, ever so gently guiding your mouth within millimeters of her own.

then before either of you could object the small gap was diminished, and your lips pressed together in an ever so tender kiss.

your stomach lurched at the feeling, alessias hand moving to softly rest on the back of your neck as yours tangled in her hair, your lips moving together in perfect unison, repeating a routine that despite the time that had passed was still burned into both your minds.

like clockwork alessia knew exactly how to kiss you to send your head spinning into oblivion like a top. ever so hesitantly her tongue swiped across your bottom lip, hand squeezing the back of your neck just a little bit as your mouth parted for her on instinct, her tongue roaming your mouth as the kiss deepened.

her hand let go of your neck, slowly slipping down to the small of your back as she tapped twice lightly, and without breaking contact for even a moment you both sat up.

alessias hands warm and familiar, gripped your hips to pull you to sit on her lap, her own legs stretched out straight as her hand returned to the back of your neck.

your own clasped her cheeks in your palms, pulling her even closer into you if that was even possible, your bodies flushed together tightly, blood racing red hot at the resuming of what once upon a time was both of your favorite past times.

but then still in a pleasure drunken haze, did reality actually kick in for the pair of you, both detaching and jumping away from one another as if you'd been electrically shocked.

you hastily sat back on the edge of the sofa as alessia scrambled to her feet, mumbling something incoherent and racing out the front door before you could even say another word, your head in the clouds and only yanked out at the sound of it slamming after her.

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[tanblaque]

Who would you say is your favourite Princess in StP? Who were the first 5 you got? My favourite is TSM in her entirety, but that's because I have a soft spot for eldritch horror creatures that are in love with you (which started with Vader Eloha and all the theories surrounding her lol)

P.S False alarm, the game isn't actually like 'don't sleep at night' scary, I just got unlucky and got Moment of Clarity as my 2nd Princess (after Damsel lmaoooo)

Sorry for spamming your inbox like this, StP has got me hook line and sinker and I wanted to hear your opinion on it since you're the one who introduced it to me i guess, this is my last question for a while I promise

The Thorn - I really like how fleshed out her route is. With the theme of betrayal, but choosing to trust you, all her lines HIT SO HARD like relationships will only work when people are willing to put the effort to change and trust, and actions vs sorry from all the pain speak louder. (Also, the kiss and annoying the heck out of The Narrator hehe)

The Specter - She's so sassy and chill. And idk, she's just got that charm and she really follows up with her end of the bargain.

The Witch - Little gremlin cat

The sassy 1st version you get when you bring the knife - said enough

The Razor - Knives

ACTUUALLLYY YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THAT. (Though I didn't have a first princess because I watched Manly play the game)

[defensivelee]

what if six lives! mary had tumblr

yeah what if. that would be crazy lol

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daddy finally fucked off 🥳 pls wish him a good trip. i'm going live in ten

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We're all seeing this, right? The fucking election results? I feel so bad for Rersetia, getting stuck with an Ally governor who does nothing but fear-monger and whine about the Overlifers-- all bark and no bite, that one. Unfortunately, woke little brats who don't know any better will flock to this one and decide it's a great victory instead.

I think I know what the next podcast episode will be about. It's about time we get the Allies to step down-- power doesn't mean competence. There are better people, with horns and tails, nothing but pure devil blood running through their veins, waiting for their chance out there, but when will Altos Diablos realize that?

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when is @/menhera-prince-unlimited going to come out with the Ally Bentinck sex tapes like we all know what he's hiding

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Please be normal about seeing James Stewart and I together tonight. For the last time, honestly...!

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Even just allegations of abuse can ruin a person's life, literally fuck off with that. You all think you know everything.

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I thought I blocked you, did you make another account?

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High again? @vitamarkedheart can you come deal with her now?

#sorry about this lol #don't believe them for a second #or her for that matter #marly reblogs

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HELLO Everyone I must Tell You NOW!!!!11 That none other than Next Month, Devils Willing,,, I will have a NEW FEATURE (๑>◡<๑) for the Pup Hoods that you all so Adore very very Very very much~ for the first time Everrrr <3 now you shall ALLLL have the option to pay for ☆Custom☆ Pup Hoods up on the site, at the LOW low Low price of an extra Twenty Guilders ♡ ～('▽^人) and nouuu Additional Wait :3 doesn't that sound great n amazing n Everything you ever wanted???? Stop moping around, Get it up, let me see you all Happy now ( ◡‿◡ ) you weird Furries with Fursonas may join in the Celebrations naowwwww~

I love you all Forever and ever ♡＼(￣▽￣)／♡ please make me very Happy and very much Richer!!!!! TOO!!!

#business spam #small business #JUST KIDDING FUCKETTES!!!! #you wish you were me #go make monopolies elsewhere ily <3

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sometimes I miss the feeling of knowing that at least death is a certainty

🗝️ cross-marked-angel

it can still be one 😘

🫁 nassauphilia Follow

is that supposed to be comforting or a threat??

#and how did u find my vent blog

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The word of the Western Kingdom today is to have UNPROTECTED SEX 🙏🔥!!! Please enjoy yourselves, suck a lot of dick for good luck 🧡!!

#i love you all <3

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hot take, maybe, but I think they should bring back teaching Messianic in schools. you can't take children to a museum and expect them to be moved at the valiance of the devils when they don't know what the angels wanted.

#i don't remember who taught it to me but i am eternally grateful #maria.txt

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[anti-amzy]

Cobra Kai Season 6 Part 1

My unpopular opinions

(Spoiler warning)

I actually really enjoyed the first part of the season. Much more than the first part of season 5. I’m glad they worked on the inner relationships inside the dojo.

“Hawk got nerfed” no he didn’t lol. This actually fits perfectly with his character. Hawk is an overly emotional fighter when his emotions get messed with he can either become a good fighter or suck ass. I think him and Robby both have this issue (more on Robby in the next point). We see this in season 4 where he’s emotional because he’s depressed about his hair and the Moon breakup, he’s having trouble fighting until Moon kisses him which boosts his confidence. Demetri beating him is not that crazy (he literally threw him into a trophy case season 2). Hawk was feeling way more sad than angry about MIT. He let his emotions and sympathy for his friend get the best of him while Demetri was more angry which caused him to lose. Also Hawk has a tendency to underestimate or go easy on his opponents. We see this in season 5 with Kenny (he got a point even before the silver bullet move because Hawk was going easy on him) He obviously went easy on his best friend + the points I put before. Hawk is obviously a good fighter but he is definitely not better or on par with the core 4 (at least in this season).

Side note: Where is Moon lol

My next opinion is about Robby. “Miguel got nerfed he should’ve won” y’all fanboys say everyone gets nerfed. I actually like Miguel and Robby they’re both in my top 3 characters of the show. Robby is also an emotional fighter which we can see during the captaincy fight. I honestly think he would’ve won season 4 All Valley if he wasn’t distracted by Kenny (sorry Hawk fanboys). Once Tory showed up he was finally able to stop worrying about that and get in the right headspace to win the fight. Miguel was obviously stressed about college which made him perform worse but that doesn’t mean he got nerfed. I think Miguel is still the best fighter but Johnny was 100% correct you can’t win every fight and everyone has bad days. I promise Miguel will be okay. He can lose one fight without fanboys crying nerfed.

“Kenny got nerfed” I’m so tired of the word nerfed, but again no he didn’t. Did Kenny get cheated, yes 100%. But i’ve seen people say he is on par with Hawk, which no he is absolutely not. I like Kenny and understand his troubles but he’s not on the level of Miguel or Robby. He couldn’t even get past Tory and Sam during the batting cages. His brother mentioned Tory and Sam had open shots during that fight but didn’t take them. I’m sure if they did Kenny would’ve been beat. Hawk also would’ve beat him in season 5 if he wasn’t spamming that silver bullet. He obviously got cheated with what Devon did but saying he got nerfed is insane. He didn’t even fight anyone fr. Just because Devon cheated does not mean they’re making Kenny weaker, she just literally cheated that’s it.

They have got to give Sam a better reason for wanting to win Sakai taikai. Like she wants closure…okay. The other 3 have better and more established/important reasons for wanting to win. Mind you I don’t think Sam has lost a fight in the series yet. She’s either won or they’ve been stopped early. She didn’t even really lose the All Valley. Let’s say she would’ve won the fight against Tory for captaincy without it being stopped. Okay cool. Sooooooo, what is her motivation then for the Sakai taikai? She would’ve already beaten her nemesis (or former); so what now? “She wants to be the best in the world” I’m sure all the kids going there do also but that’s not enough for me to root for her. I need them to expand on what Sam actually wants and what she’s fighting for in part 2, because does she even really want to go to Stanford either? Like I just have no reason to root for her at this moment. I’ve liked her character a lot more last season and this season but still give her something please lol.

Mr. Miyagi doing some shady stuff is not bad or ruining his legacy. That dude was around for years before he met Daniel. He was a war veteran. Giving him flaws is actually very interesting because it shows that he grew into the person that Daniel knew and that’s not a bad thing. I don’t think it was executed the best way but it’s not a down side that he has flaws. I would be more surprised if he was the way Daniel described him and how we saw him for his entire life.

Last one for right now but Johnny and Daniel being done with each other after the tournament would not be crazy. Obviously they’re not going down that root and they’ll become buddies again but sometimes people just don’t get along and that’s okay. If they’re still fighting now they’ll probably fight again in the future. Maybe therapy would actually help but yk.

Anyway that’s all off the top of my head but I actually enjoyed part 1 and am excited for part 2

[tealenko]

Tons of tag games

I gonna catch with tags from 3 months (sorry for the spam XDDD)

Here's the 1st:

WIP Anytime!/WIP Whenever

Literally lol XDDDDDDDDD Tagged by: @sillyliterature @vela-ad-astra

Thanks a lot for the tag, and sorry it's taken me so long to reply 😅

Just spent 5 months writing the last chapter of my fic (just posted it) so I haven't written a lot of my next chapter, but here are all my notes I guess XDDDDDDDDDD

Didn't Have the Heart ch.10 - Notes

⬇Keep reading to see it⬇

Ch10: The Next Time

Recorded notes

Potential flashback moments

In the Kodiac, back to the Normandy, with Legion / Kaidan / Garrus

Garrus (could be Tali, but I don’t think she’s been present for all of it in ME2 [project overlord] and ME3 [Grissom Academy], consult the timeline) freaks out a little

Recalls project overlord

Kaidan is like: yeah, I kinda agree, but Shepard is gonna do Shepard things.

He’s also processing all the new info like: wow…

He loves/hates her courage 

Perhaps Legion’s comments that they wouldn’t endanger Shepard.

G to K: “Aren’t you gonna say a fucking thing about this!?”

K to G: “What do you want me to say? I have no power to stop her from being that way. I’m a mere spectator here. Just doing my best to process everything while helping.”

G to K: Thanks for the help man.

G: I’m more affected: after all these years of suicide plans and all the Cerberus shit.

S to G: I appreciate the sentiment, Garrus, but I’m fine, as you can see.

Kaidan leaves them arguing and talks to Legion for a while -> last oportunity

Shepard picks Garrus on the mission because she wants to prove him wrong, but then she cannot help herself and adds Kaidan to the squad -> She sends him as leader of the 3rd mission because she’s kinda mad that he’s right -> back to back missions (just as they did with Cerberus) -> so the order is Korris/Geth dream/Filler mission

Admiral Korris mission related stuff

They talk as they get on/off their armor (alone)

Talking to the quarians / mission report

And now I have to go talk with the quarians, which I’m honestly dreading way more

 “That would explain the outfit”

She huffs and tries to stretch out the fabric arround her neck: “As if talking to politicians wasn’t torture enough…”

“Try not to punch anyone this time around…”

 “I won’t make any promises…

Things I really want to feature in this fic

There’s a cot in Starboard observation (Kaidan’s room) -> It’s Kasumi’s old cot

Have her mention the amount of reports she has to do

I’d like to add the ring thing -> nightmares (maybe I can show a little on the ME2 beginning when she gives it to Kaidan)

Actual Timeline

2 missions

They send another squad to the third one

She’s like: I should go get some sleep -> fluff moment

We do here the “smut path” 

She goes to her cabin

Tries to sleep

Sees her formal uniform in a puddle

Flashes of her table fantasy in her mind -> fuck it!

She goes to his room

Have her mention the amount of reports she has to do

And smut happens -> against the window?

She falls asleep on the sofa

And we do the “nightmare path” here

She has a nightmare

Mention the ring here perhaps

Flash to the bar chapter in LBIG?

She wakes up less shaken than usually -> Bittersweet moment of mourning the dead but being comforted by spending some time in their company, even if it’s on her dreams

Wakes up

Finds him sleeping, he’s done all her work

She hesitates, almost leaves, but doesn’t in the end

And we end with fluff

She joins him in the cot

He hugs her and smiles

She reprimands him for not following her orders (waking her up to do the reports and doing her job instead)

We end the chapter as he replies: I didn’t have the heart 

Fic timeline / Narrative order

Start at the entrance of the starboard port? -> Flashback

Decides not to enter -> Flashback -> Make it a tough one

Goes to the port observation 

Is about to serve herself a drink -> flash/expl. that she doesn’t drink alcohol when she feels like she need it 

Goes to the kitchen instead -> Flashback

Drinks water/coffee -> Flashback

Goes back to the room -> Flashback

Enters. -> The rest happens

Fluff to spicy banter

Smut

They spend a while talking on the sofa

She falls sleep

Nightmare

When she’s woken up she sees him passed out on the cot, surrounded by datapads -> she pulls all that stuff on one of the tables and checks that he’s done indeed all her job (informs and all that stuff)

Grabs a blanket and covers him

She’s about to leave but remembers his words

[yinyuedijun]

hii I’m the anon who requested for the bluebird post!

Im so sorry to hear about the discourse surrounding it, I had absolutely no idea. It’s definitely one of the best works out there. I appreciate it really so much. All my friends are tired of me talking about it so much and everytime I pass a can of spam in the grocery store, I stop and grieve.

I understand that you might feel burned out from all the discourse and hate (which I don’t understand why it exists in the first place?) but I just wanted to let you know if u ever decide to pick it up again, I’d be here waiting for quite literally forever. I read it almost half a year ago on ao3, so I suppose I can live off the crumbs.

I am just so fascinated and impressed by how you write the whole deal about the aftermath of the Gun devil attack. The gymnasium, the rations, the orphanage, the caseworkers?? It is so detail that it quite literally blows my mind. I genuinely can’t put in words how much I love it.

So please if you do ever end up working on it, please let me know. In the meantime, I’ll be waiting and refreshing your blog ever so often for a silver of hope.

Do you mind reblogging the chapter 1 too? :( I have searched high and low for it.

Big fan of bluebird and your love for aki <3

Thank you so much! Lots of love :3

OHHH ANON T_T this is the sweetest message ever, thank you!!! not the spam in the grocery store gdldhaksuaja I'm sorry for ruining your shopping trips 💔 it actually means a lot to me that after so much time, you still remember so many details about the fic LOL and now I do feel kind of wistful about it!!! because I really enjoyed working on all that world building!! It makes me happy to know that it left such a lasting impression on you 🥺💗

the discourse was so silly, it wasn't over bluebird specifically but just over dark content as a whole, which I have since gone back to writing anyway because I have deranged writing tendencies and I'm a glutton for punishment 💀 I guess I could just post chapter three this weekend since it's already written and I've been saying I would anyway. a lot of it is SUPER awkward because they're teenagers (lol), but I promise that toward the end it returns to that sweet traumatic worldbuilding 🫡 SO I'll try to get that up if I survive the work week!!

thanks so much for sending this msg 🫶 I reblogged chapter one earlier today also, hope you enjoy!! sending you love!!!! 💖💖💖

[muniimyg]

I've never written an ask for any author on this app so this is a first for me (and I'm really shy and the anon option is off so it's a bit 🥹) but I really need to voice my thoughts and feelings

I just binge-read bbydaddy and I'm still sobbing so hard rn you have no idea. It's 4am rn and I have to wake up at 7 but I literally cannot stop crying. Adding to this, I did not reblog every chapter bc I didn't want to spam (don't know if I should have☹️) but I absolutely loved every single one. I did reblog jk's birthday bc it was the breaking point for me lol. After reading chapter 17 I thought that was it bc 18 was not showing on the masterlist yet so I read the next thing

When jk wishes for time as he blows the candles I immediately thought about the ending of chapter 16. Him blaming time in chapter 16... the thing he wished for... oh god I'm still crying as I write this. The fact that the thing he wished for was the thing he ended up blaming for what happened between them... heartbreaking

The way you treated the theme of time touched a very sensitive part of my poor little heart. I can relate sooo much to jk and every word that was written after his wish was just adding tears to my eyes bc I felt him so much. It's so hard to grasp the concept of time but the way you described how jk felt and thought about it was just beautiful. And then the rolex as a gift and her words promising him forever and and and 😭😭😭 honestly the best work and the best writing style I've ever seen on this app and I'm not exaggerating at all. I mean, I'm even writing this and I swear I'm so shy I have never written an ask 🥹🥹😭but you are so good I just had to

Also, jk as a dad ☹️❤️‍🩹 but jk as zion's dad ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹☹️☹️☹️🥹🥹 must be one of my favourite portrayals of him. I also loved her so so much, both of their characters felt so real and human, their traits and even more their flaws. You really brought them to life in such a unique and heart-wrenching way. I loved how they still loved each other through their ups and downs.

The smut as well was so intimate at times I was just thinking about a tweet I've seen on here saying something like how some authors are able to write sex scenes so full of lov, and you are one of them. I love love love when writers write smut in a way that you are able to see and feel how in love the characters are

I also stalked your page a little and I might binge read something else (not rn bc it's 5am lol this took so much time to write) bc everything looks great! Adding to this, I wanted to ask if it's okay to reblog everything as I read or if you would prefer not to spam your works

Sorry for the long rant and possible mistakes, I feel all over the place rn and I think this too is all over the place. I just needed to tell you how amazed I am by your writing skills and how much I loved bbydaddy, even more bc it turned into something so mind-blowing from such a small thing. I will be waiting for the last chapters ❤️🫶

my love,, u are my entire heart

ik it’s kind of an angsty story ,, but why did u cry so much bebe 😭 and u lost sleep ?!? PLEASE !!!!

i really appreciate the way u’ve expressed ur love for the time theme i gave them 😖 i think i’ve answered it in an ask before but i think a rlly great way to describe their love (at the moment) is; timeless but untimely

dilf jk 🤝 jk as zion’s dad … “must be one of my favourite protrayals of him / u really brought them to life in such a unique and heart-wrenching way” ,,, wow. thank u so much !!!

“honestly the best work and the best writing style” is a crazy thing to say 🧘🏻‍♀️ i’m so flattered and humbled with ur words and the amount of courage u gathered to send such kind and thoughtful feedback to me ,, there are not enough words for me thank u with 💛

oh and my favourite compliment … “some authors are able to write sex scenes so full of love, and u are one of them” .;.:.’-@-“/&:!. AAAAAAAHHHH ?!? this is insane. (tmi) i’m literally untouched and write smut out of pure delusion …. this means so much to me u have no idea how intense/funny/happy ur words made me !!!

thank u for all of this,, seriously. ur words and thots have given me so much joy and reassurance. i’m glad my work is able to reach and touch hearts like urs ✨

please reblog and send in as many thots as u want !! i love seeing how active and invested readers get and i’d love to hear more from u specially 🫶🏻

all the love,

kimi

[daisynik7]

WIFEY! i woke up rolling off my bed and landed on a back scratcher that was on my floor and now there’s a dent in my knee LMAO. your wife is not only a sleepy, silly girlie, she’s also a clumsy girlie. i’ve also been incessantly crying over your messages it’s fine 🥲

but i’m sorry to hear about that, i’m glad to hear it was almost and not did get into a car accident, even then i don’t know if you suffered from whiplash or anything but as long as you're safe and unharmed, i’m happy. i do feel bad for the person who randomly broke down, especially on the freeway, hope they’re ok too :( 

i have family that lived in the midwest and can attest to how brutal the cold and snow is, and yes driving must’ve been an absolute nightmare! another reminder to my snookums to stay warm on all fronts bundled up, and eat warm foods (soup!!!!!!) 🥰

AND THANK YOU for hosting the swap and for your recs! given your impeccable tastes i know i will enjoy them thoroughly, and i can’t get over how well-detailed your descriptions of each and why you love them, i’m excited to read them! 

i have to say one thing i’ve always loved about your fic reblogs is your in-depth analysis i.e. the screenshots and highlights of particular excerpts that stood out to you and loved, there’s truly no one like you 🥹 and for you to that to something i wrote??? I’M HONOURED, AND I’M SOFT NOBODY TOUCH ME I’M A SOBBING MESS wait no please hug me 😭 i am absolutely in love with your love and care for others, and that has shown in your feedback to others and your check-ins, thank you for your sweet words and support <3

as i’m typing this i just got your message, (don’t feel pressured to respond to this!) do as you please, i’m honoured, thank you for the follow!!! <3 and once again thank you for your sweet words on How It’ll Be, i’m shrieking!

 i hope the rest of your week is productive and your weekend is well spent and restful! i’m so proud of you!!!! in the meantime, i’m sending you all my love, all my kisses, all my hugs, and cuddles 🤍🤍🤍

also, my internet is being a little silly billy so i don't know if this message was sent the first time, i'm hoping not 🫠

lastly, i’d like to inform you that you have permanent residence in a very special place in my heart where I have you safely tucked in and you are not allowed to leave (there are snacks, i promise) 🫢 in all seriousness, hope you’ve had a wonderful day and night and i love you endlessly my darling wife, treat yourself kindly, always! 🥰

my sleepy, silly, clumsy, beautiful wifey! I'm sorry your rolled off your bed, but I'm assuming it's because you had such a pleasant dream, so I hope it was at least worth it. and if not, I'm kissing the little dent on your knee to heal it if it isn't fully healed already!

I'm totally safe from the near accident, it sounds more dramatic than I'm making it sound and the person who stopped seemed to be fine physically. hoping they were able to move to safer location and get their car fixed because it didn't seem like anything was wrong (which is good).

thank you for participating in the fic swap! I still have yet to read the rest of the fics you recommended, been a busy and distracted girl this week, but they are still on my radar and I'm very excited!

I try to leave more in-depth comments whenever I can just because I feel like I can better express myself doing that instead of spamming the tags LOL. I got inspired by another mutual I have on here who does it often, so I can't take credit for it! I just want to show how much I appreciate the writers on here because I feel like we (as a Tumblr community) don't do that enough!

I never want to leave this safe space I have in your heart! 🥹 I am the most cozy and comfortable there and I'm not leaving for anything (so you better get used to me lol). I love you so so dearly my snookums, always thinking of you even when I'm away! I hope you had a relaxing and/or productive weekend and that these last few weeks of 2023 go by smoothly. love you so much thea ♥️

[antvnger]

((I decided to go with your recommendation to start with the Lady Sherlock series. At least the first book just to see how it goes. I rented the audiobook for it from my library because it's not available at my bookstore and I avoid ebooks at any and all costs lol.

Anyway, I'll be sure to update you on how it goes when I finish it. It might take a little bit because I'm on a wait list.

Sorry for all the OOC asks btw 😅. This might be the last one until I finish the audiobook and update you, so there shouldn't be more spam))

((First of all, these are not spam asks! You’re totally fine! I’m really glad you’re reaching out and talking about it with me!

If you’d rather spam my blog about this instead of Scott’s, then you can reach me at @aeterna-auroral-avenger I have anon turned on there too. But I promise Scott doesn’t mind this being in his blog either. Don’t you, Scott?))

Oh yeah, I don’t mind; I promise.

((See?

Anyway, I’m glad you’re taking my suggestion, and I really really hope you enjoy it! I love audiobooks even though I’m a bit picky about them, so let me know if you like this book on audio.))

[misojunnie]

LAST ONE I PROMISE IM SORRY FOR SPAMMING BUT texts for how the teamies would react thinking you're glaring at them from across a crowded room but really you're just not wearing your contacts/glasses and are trying to figure out where your goddamn boyfriend is

anyways please please please take your time with these requests!! i hope you can tell you're one of my favourite writers on here for both your writing style and your characterizations of the idols you write for, especially the teamies! with my current &team brainrot there are very few authors who write for them casually and seeing your user in the tags (i originally know you from your enha fics LOL) made my heart LEAP. i feel like the way you subtly write each of their dominant personality traits and senses of humour without making them 'blank slate' characters is a genuine talent that makes your work so enjoyable! i literally always wait for your updates and you've got me kicking my feet round the homies every time you post,,, i love you so much☹️🫶🏽

my requests are piling up and I still haven’t answered ur previous ones but OH MY GOD I couldn’t help but answer this ask right away bc 😭😭😭😭🫶🫶🫶 this actually made me twirl around and kick my feet this is the sweetest thing anyone has said to me on this site. the idea that I could be one of someone’s favorite writers is INSANEEE and it makes me so happy. thank you for your sweet message it literally made my day 💗🙌 also you are so well written and your compliments were so complex I was floored omg.

also I will of course still do ur request and link this ask in a separate post <3

side note do u wanna send an emoji and be an anon bc I can just tell we’d be friends…. the way u type is just like me fr

ok bye bye ty again!

[iamtheoneandonlyever]

Also, sorry rey for spamming ur reblog lol

Its gonna be so filled, this is the last one i promise

... for now....

my mom wants me to paint this mural but with mike & will. one thousand million notes & i’ll do it

[aceduchessdragoness]

Goodness gracious this is gonna be a lot. o-o These are all FREE on Itch.io btw. And of course, remember to read descriptions/warnings to make sure you’re alright with what you’re about to read/see.

Sorry this is long! Hope it helps? XD

Well, if you’re starting to get into yandere, these few games are like “baby’s first yandere”:

Comfort Pillow - short and sweet

Froots Basket Valentine - and its sequel which I haven’t played yet. There's 1 yandere route, can you find it?

Parasite in Love - this one is more subtle yandere, you can even argue it’s not, but I still enjoyed it

These next ones are all demos, so idk if some of them are gonna be more intense in the final product, but the warnings give you a good idea.

14 Days with You - one of the popular ones

Dead Meat - super short demo, looks like it’ll be interesting. Also the LI looks like Jason Todd. XD

Forcefully Yours - this demo is pretty intense, please be careful anyone reading this - but I really liked it

Glass Mind

Hopeless Romantic - another demo I really enjoyed

Honey Hotline - made by the same person who made Comfort Pillow

House Check - a short one; this game walks the line or yandere/regular stalker

Invite Me In - a short demo, but it seems promising

John Doe - one of the popular ones, a classic!

Kill Switch - very short, but also promising - also the LI is cute

Killer Trait 

Pretty Boy Panic (demo)- kinda intense; link goes to creator’s page bc they also made a shorter yandere demo called Pocket Lover!

Pulsatio Cordis - another demo I really enjoyed

Restart Heart - one of the popular ones

See Thru: Need a Friend? - link goes to creators page bc they also made another very short yandere-esque game called A Cry For Help

Sterile Desires - this demo is INTENSE ngl, please be careful anyone reading this

Sunny Day Jack - the link is the creator’s page ‘cause there are 2 demos

YOU and HIM - very short and a little intense; the full game should be interesting 

Before the last list, this is a yandere game I haven’t finished yet ... just ‘cause *shrug*. If you play it the way as intended, it’s fairly slow paced because it’s FULLY voice acted. But you can mute it and spam the dialogue lol. So idk how intense it fully is. Based on what I played, it’s pretty low-key.

Bitter Sweet Blythe 

Finally, these are ones I haven’t played yet, but they seem interesting. You can ignore this if you don’t wanna look at things that haven’t been played.

10:16 - I think this game is basically done, the creator just sometimes updates it to put on more flourish

A Portrait of Feathers (full game) - possible yandere angel

Ai-Yo Kogane-San!

Bared Teeth (demo)

Fruition - monster yandere anyone?

Isekai’d Into the Arms of a Yandere Duke (demo)

Love Me Dearly (full game)

MISSING (full game)

My Darling (full game) (I kinda remember seeing a youtube video of this game a long time ago)

Sacrarium Pario - intense, be careful (demo)

Something Is In Your Closet (full game) - vampire ftw

Stuck in a Yandere Visual Novel Help! (demo)

Subject: Love (full game) - possibly yandere; honestly looks awesome!

Where Winter Crows Go (demo) - apparently well-liked

Yandere Island (demo) - apparently it’s pretty popular

You’re Friend Michael (demo)

Out of curiosity, what yandere vn’s have u read so far? Or is it just LFL and BTD?

hm, i just got into it so i don't know much. that's about all i've read/played. Got any recommendations? I would love to see more!!

[sneezemonster15]

So this person @tiesthatbindel @neolavender @neolilac @itunisaaa @neosprivateacc who champions Sakura and holds that Naruto is straight (they said he wasn't gay, didn't say he was bi either, and didn't seem to question his sexuality at all),

who holds Kishi is heteronormative and homophobic (🤦), has been harassing me on my private message and askbox. Here as well. They are using multiple accounts to do so.

Sorry guys, I had to shut off my ask box because this person is just refusing to leave me alone, all because I wrote lol to their comment. I was polite to them, and slightly dismissive perhaps, but this person is making it a mission to gather their followers to block me and hate on me. But seems their only followers are their own alt accounts. Heheh.

I think they feel slighted because I won't take them seriously. They really went from calling my content stellar, and God tier, to harassing me and trying to report me because I wrote a post over a year ago where I talked about my community being on the receiving end of systemic ethnic and religious discrimination in my country.

And a lot more but I blocked them. They are not only badmouthing me but denegrating other SNS fans that I happily interact with. And I am baffled. They simply won't stop.

To prove their point, they also gathered screenshots from a Hinata stan called 'chhote-pandit' who harassed me and several other SNS fans last year, someone who threatened to feed our intestines to their cats for shipping 'brothers', and called SNSers horny fujoshis and dirty lesbians. That person was banned by Tumblr. This person's account also seems to be partially banned. Why are SS and NH stans like this? Bah. Like it's some type of neurosis.

They think Sasuke shinden is canon. Lol. Thing is they went personal, and petty. While I put effort to link them to my content for their benefit, they skipped all of that and started to harass me on my message boards. When I saw that they were spamming my posts, I blocked them. Like I would with any other person. And THAT was their undoing.

Ah. Now one would think I am affected. And I do feel bad, both for myself and them because I didn't deserve this much craziness for saying fanfic writers should dig deeper and presented a research based and well reasoned perspective. And they chose to take offense and take it to a personal level, getting petty, verbally abusing me.

Meanwhile they don't know anything about my ethnicity, my background, my struggles. And if I told them, I can promise they will take it all back. Heh. It can be grounds for even suing them. Yeah, it's that significant. I come from a very interesting (and rare) socio politico cultural intersection. But I value my privacy and anonymity. One other SNSer asked me about it politely and as a response, I left some reading material with them as answer. It explains it much better than I can.

I also am not really bothered as of now because I think I hurt their ego real bad. Just by not taking them seriously. Because I said lol to their comments. They have bigger problems than my dismissal of them.

Anyway, I understand fandoms can be challenging and a lot of people with strong voices get dragged for it on Tumblr. Especially in Naruto fandom. Heh. But the simplest way for them to deal with it was to actually talk storytelling and characters with me, like I did, by sharing links to my content. Instead they got personal while not really doing any of that.

The reason I am here is the story, my boys, Kishi and I find it a lot of fun interacting with other SNSers here. I am grateful that people even make time to read my long winding, seriously long ass posts. Hehehe.

So if you see some stuff somewhere where people are talking about blocking me or talking shit, that's what it's about.

Cheerios. :)