#this is so stupid idk what this is I’m rambling it’s 2:30am

[doctorwhoarchive]

so I know some people hc that Kirby’s parents used to babysit Sam and Tara right

so what if they babysat them for a long time like since Sam was a baby

and Kirby, being 4 years older than Sam, remembers some stories and stuff of little Sam that not even Sam herself remembers

now imagine the core 4 + Kirby together having a good time and vibing when out of nowhere Kirby decides to be a menace and bring up the absolute most embarrassing story of baby Sam she can think of just to piss her off and make everyone else laugh

[ieechdaddy]

There’s only like one person I can ask really absurd questions to and we don’t even talk that much. It’s just one of those friendships where you can not talk for months but as soon as you start talking again it’s like nothing’s changed. And it’s one of my favorite things because it’s just so nice to be able to text someone at 2:30am (my time zone) and say something completely stupid because my brain isn’t working at that time. And then by the time I wake up it’s not an awkward time in their time zone and they’ve replied. It’s so fun. Like I showed them a parade as have for Halloween since they don’t really celebrate it and I explained to them what it was and why we had it. I’m rambling now but idk

[kaiuhs-blog]

i want them all tick tock

Send “✆” for a MORNING text.

[ junior year of high school, 2011 ] [6:05am] kaia ➝ teagan: hey ur awake right[6:08am] kaia ➝ teagan: TEAGS U BETTER BE AWAKE[6:08am] kaia ➝ teagan: U SAID U WOULD DRIVEM TO SCHOOL TODAY[6:08am] kaia ➝ teagan: TEAGS I DEADASS DON’T HAVE A RIDE ITS TOO LATE FOR ME TO TAKE THE BUS[8:04am] kaia ➝ teagan: fuck u i walked n hitch hiked w a soccer mom on the way .

Send “” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

[ sophomore year of college, 2013 ] [2:14am] kaia ➝ teagan: i know graham is ur boyfriend and all and ur in love but i just miss the days where it was just us and you weren’t busy with him all the time. he’s a nice guy but there are times i can’t help but feel like he’s stealing you away from me [2:15am] kaia ➝ teagan: i just miss it when it was just us two against the world why did stella have to come along and steal u awayERROR! TEXT MESSAGE NOT SENT! REVIEW THE MESSAGE AND TRY AGAIN!

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text.

[11:43pm] kaia ➝ teagan: TEAGSKISDT HEL PME[11:45pm] kaia ➝ teagan: THEYP ULELD ME UPT O THE ROOF[11:46pm] kaia ➝ teagan: TEHEY WANT TO PUSH EMIRNTO THE POOL[11:47pm] kaia ➝ teagan: HELPTEAGS U KNOWI CANTEHANDLE HIEHGTS HELP

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

[3:43am] kaia ➝ teagan: teagan whdy are u stilul my friend aure u srue u aren’t sjust pretending[3:45am] kaia ➝ teagan: we'sre best frmiedns buat sometimehs i feel likhe we’re just irdfting atrap[3:50am] kaia ➝ teagan: i dalways supporlt and deefdn u but whenevre i need yu i feel likce ur never thjere[3:51am] kaia ➝ teagan: i just want ym best firend 

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text.

[10:57pm] kaia ➝ teagan: why don’t u two should just have an honest fuckign convo like normal people.. i’m always going to be on ur side but it’s been months and i just want u guys to fucking resolve this properly already

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

[2:21am] kaia ➝ teagan: help me graham’s drunk again[2:22am] kaia ➝ teagan: he’s doing such weird things n keeps rambling [2:25am] kaia ➝ teagan: HE’S A FUCKKING MESS HELP ME TEAGS IDK WHAT TO DO[2:27am] kaia ➝ teagan: SHOULD I JUST LEAVE HIM DRUNK ON THE BEACH

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

[ junior year of high school, 2011 ] [9:30am] kaia ➝ teagan: SO IT TURNS OUT I HAD A POP QUIZ THIS MORNING AND I MISSED IT BC I WAS LATE BC SOMEONE!!! OVERSLEPT[9:34am] kaia ➝ teagan: WHY COULDN’T U JUST WAKE UP ON TIME LIKE A NORMAL PERSON [9:35am] kaia ➝ teagan: THE TEACHER WON’T LET ME TAKE THE QUIZ EITHER BC I WAS LATE WHAT TH EFUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO[9:35am] kaia ➝ teagan: I HATE YOU SO MUCH U KNOW U WERE MY ONLY RIDE TO SCHOOL TODAY

Send “@” for a SCARED text.

[5:31pm] kaia ➝ teagan: DUDE TEHRE’S FUCKING FROG NIT HE HOUSE[5:35pm] kaia ➝ teagan: OH YM GODITS JUST HOPPING [5:36pm] kaia ➝ teagan: I SWEAR TO FUKCING GOD IT JUST SMILED AT ME1!!!!

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

[4:03pm] kaia ➝ teagan: hey i just wanted u to know htat i love u[4:06pm] kaia ➝ teagan: thanks for sticking by my side through all these years even though u totally could’ve but i mean u probably stayed for the money or wtvr :/[4:06pm] kaia ➝ teagan: anyways… thank u for being my best friend ig….

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

[8:59am] kaia ➝ teagan: hey so like…….where tf did u disappear off to last night[9:00am] kaia ➝ teagan: u were gonna watch that video of jude’s lapdance but u just stood up n walked off are u good were the aliens contacting u again[9:02am] kaia ➝ teagan: is that why u just got up all of a sudden were they trying to telepathically speak to u

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

[1:15am] kaia ➝ teagan: HEY RMEMEBER HOW PEPPY THE HAMSTER DIED???[1:18am] kaia ➝ teagan: BUT PEPPY HAD A DAUGHTER W PENNY THE HAMSTER[1:19am] kaia ➝ teagan: WELL PENNY THE HAMSTER’S DAUGHET JSUT GAVE BIRTH IM A GREAT GRANDMOTHER!!!!!! IM A GREAT GRANDMA!!!! FUCKS YEAH

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

[1:48pm] kaia ➝ teagan:  According to all known lawsof aviation,  there is no way a beeshould be able to fly.  Its wings are too small to getits fat little body off the ground.  The bee, of course, flies anyway  because bees don’t carewhat humans think is impossible.  Yellow, black. Yellow, black.Yellow, black. Yellow, black.  Ooh, black and yellow!Let’s shake it up a little.  Barry! Breakfast is ready!  Ooming!  Hang on a second.  Hello?  - Barry?- Adam?  - Oan you believe this is happening?- I can’t. I’ll pick you up.  Looking sharp.  Use the stairs. Your fatherpaid good money for those.  Sorry. I’m excited.  Here’s the graduate.We’re very proud of you, son.  A perfect report card, all B’s.  Very proud.  Ma! I got a thing going here.  - You got lint on your fuzz.- Ow! That’s me!  - Wave to us! We’ll be in row 118,000.- Bye!  Barry, I told you,stop flying in the house!  - Hey, Adam.- Hey, Barry.  - Is that fuzz gel?- A little. Special day, graduation.  Never thought I’d make it.  Three days grade school,three days high school.  Those were awkward.  Three days college. I’m glad I tooka day and hitchhiked around the hive.  You did come back different.  - Hi, Barry.- Artie, growing a mustache? Looks good.  - Hear about Frankie?- Yeah.  - You going to the funeral?- No, I’m not going.  Everybody knows,sting someone, you die.  Don’t waste it on a squirrel.Such a hothead.  I guess he could havejust gotten out of the way.  I love this incorporatingan amusement park into our day.  That’s why we don’t need vacations.  Boy, quite a bit of pomp��under the circumstances.  - Well, Adam, today we are men.- We are!  - Bee-men.- Amen!  Hallelujah!  Students, faculty, distinguished bees,  please welcome Dean Buzzwell.  Welcome, New Hive Oitygraduating class of…  …9:15.  That concludes our ceremonies.  And begins your careerat Honex Industries!  Will we pick ourjob today?  I heard it’s just orientation.  Heads up! Here we go.  Keep your hands and antennasinside the tram at all times.  - Wonder what it’ll be like?- A little scary.[1:50pm] kaia ➝ teagan: why the FUCK DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENIND I JUST WNAN TEXT IN PEACE 

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

[2:24am] kaia ➝ teagan: sometimes i feel like we’re not as close as we used to be when we were younger. i know we’ve been best friends for such a long time and life is bound to do that to people, but i feel like you only hang around me still because of this whole stupid pretending to be the benefactor situation. back in sophomore year, when you were with graham i was completely thrilled for you, of course i was, he made you happy and you’re my fucking best friend! but then you guys started falling deeper and deeper in love, and then suddenly all of our study sessions and nights together trying to cook became coffee runs with him and weekends out in the city with him. suddenly i wasn’t your best friend anymore, but he was. [2:25am] kaia ➝ teagan: and then when you two broke up? i was heartbroken for you guys, how could i not be? he made you so so happy and you guys were so perfect for each other. but then i finally had my best friend back. even though we’ve gotten a lot closer again then before, i still feel like you only come running back to me because it’s what you’re used to. i feel like i’m only your best friend because we’ve been best friends for so long and it’s just something you’re used to, and i don’t want to be someone you rely on just because it’s like a routine. 

[xoxojustbreathe]

It’s crazy how small the world is. Those are the only words that come to my mind, not sure why. Not sure those are the exact words to describe this instance but it’s all I’ve got right now at 4am.

In the end of May I finally got a job. A job at a restaurant and I couldn’t be happier. I hated working in retail at Dollar General, especially in my tiny ass town.

So this restaurant I got a job at, it’s a new restaurant in town. I worked the very first day they opened. As a server. Mind you, my very first legitimate job was at a restaurant in a very popular tourist area near me, I worked there as a host. Although after a little while there I wanted to learn to be a server but they never gave me the chance (that’s a rant for another day) But this new place took a chance on me and hired me as a server when I only had host experience, even though I basically was low key a server at my first job with how the place was run. (another long story for another day) but anyways. I’m getting off topic.

This new place had a full blown opening which was good and bad because I didn’t have any legitimate server experience. BUT I did fine for like the first week but one fucking day. I messed up on one of my tables, it was a shit show honestly. I think I already had 1 or 2 tables and then I got this shitty one that was supposed to be 4 people, at least that was what I was told but then it turned out to be 5 and it just threw me off, idk. I got all their orders but I guess i forgot to write one of the orders down and also forgot to put it in the computer for the kitchen to make. So not only did it take forever for the food to get out because someone else screwed up the line when the tables food finally did come out, they were already pissed off because it took so long but then I had forgotten the one guys order and so they left and it shook me. I tried to shrug it off and just continue on with the night and I did. But I guess that made them realize I kind of need some training, I need to learn more of the trade because I only know the little I learned from my first job from just watching and sort of helping. 

Mind you the first like 5 days I worked I worked the dinner shift which, dinner is way more fucking complicated and confusing and the menu is bigger and more complicated and I’m so fucking proud of myself for doing as well as I did the first few days with absolutely no training and only little knowledge. 

So after my little slip up with that table the owner (who loves me btw) switched me to just doing lunch (which is just basically sandwiches and salads) and it’s a much less complicated menu. I’ve had a few bigger tables and they’ve gone smoothly. The first like 2 days after the table mess everyone was helping me out, giving me tips and helping me learn but still not fully training me and the owner always asks me if I’m okay or if I need any help with anything, she’s got my back even though she’s busy a lot of the time, bless her.

I’m getting stronger as a server every day I work. I learn fast and I can usually get the hang of things pretty easily. Which is a good thing. And I think I recall the owner telling me to just tell her whenever I think I’m ready for more hours or something like that. I think she meant like putting me back on dinner as well as lunch sometimes? idk. My brain is a little overloaded and it’s hard to retain all the things.

But anyways, the actual point of this post and why I started it.

The other day I was working and when the “lunch rush” died down they cut me because they didn’t need so many servers working. Earlier in my shift the other owner told me to come see him after my shift was done (he wasn’t there when I ended up finishing) but then I talked to the owner and she had me come out back with her and she said something like “we’re gonna put you on/have you host” and I don’t remember what she said after that, I wish I remembered because like… idk if I’m just covering for the girl that either left or was fired or they’re just having me host for whatever other random reason? my insecurities want me to think that they’re doing this because I wasn’t a good enough server or something stupid. Or maybe they just want me to earn more money because they’ve said that quite a few times because I wasn’t making very much in tips because I wasn’t really getting a lot of tables. Idk idk idk. 

I try not to let my insecurities get to me, it’s hard sometimes.

Like when Frank (the owner) caught my attention mid shift to tell me to come see him after I was done working my first thought was “am I in trouble? did I do something wrong?” and I was like no it’s probably nothing, maybe it’s about the credit tips or something and so I just put the bad thought out of my head. I don’t know if he wanted the same thing that Kelli (the other owner) talked about? I mean I’m assuming so. idk. I have so many questions. but it’s whatever. I just hope the 2 days I’m working as a host (so far. idk the rest of my schedule or if i’m going to be a server or a host but tbh I don’t really care either way, I just want to work in a restaurant and I like this one, I love the owners and they love me ;-; )but I just hope that if I’m gonna work as a host those days that I’ll like get another number to clock in with as a host like this other girl does and I hope that I get paid at least fucking minimum wage hourly instead of 2 fucking dollars a hour that I get paid as a server. Because when everyone was doing paperwork for taxes and whatever, the meet and greet thing idk what it was but it was before the place opened and they never discussed (not even in the interview which idk. mine was different bc I didn’t fill out an application bc they didn’t have anymore so kelli just kinda interviewed me) but they never talked about what we would be paid but I mean I assumed from what my first job was that like the servers there I’d be paid like $2 or something close hourly because servers make tips (but when you don’t really get many tips it isn’t really worth it) but as a host at my first job I was paid like $7.25 or $8 an hour plus i got tipped out. IDK IDK IDK I just need to shut up and post this and sleep because I’ve gotta work as a host at 11:30am in the morning and it’s 4:30am wow I’ve been typing for 30 minutes. LOL and listening to Justin Bieber’s new song 2U for 30 minutes straight. I love it. Anyways. That’s all I’m gonna rant about for now. I could go on more but I need to sleep even though I’m not really tired and yeah but whatever, I’ve gotta be an adult and try to sleep so goodnight. P.s: bless anyone who actually reads all that rambling. ily