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raamitsu-sos · 6 months ago

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okay uh- looks like I'll return to my first house now that the shadowban issue has been "magically solved" 😅 once again, thank you for those who followed me here!! <333

#mitsu 🆘 has spoken #this is really tiring me tf up

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dawnofiight · 3 months ago

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Now Presenting: Sophia Rhone

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puppyeared · 11 months ago

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how. do u sona....

#i want to give myself a solid sona that. isnt just me with puppy dog ears and a tail slapped on but its hardddd #i want to make like a snowman that can change shape but it keeps certain features like branch antlers and a carrot nose #for consistency yk. but im struggling to find a balance between smth i like drawing and smth that looks like me #how often does one's sona resemble the artist irl.. for one i dont have bangs but i love drawing characters with bangs #so its just an internal conflict on if i should give my sona bangs if i dnt have them but love drawing them. etc etc #maybe im thinking abt this too hard bc nobody really knows what i look like anyway and i can do what i want anyway #but i get hung up on small details like that. like im worrying abt stuff like damn how tf am i gonna draw a snowman in the summer #girl... its a fuckig drawing.... follow your heart. but also HOW. i cant even draw myself with bangs bc it feels like im lying augh auuhggg #its 4 am im too tired for this. im goig to bed #my art #myart #doodles #wip

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presidentofthelipglossclub · 11 months ago

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quickshadow should've had a girlfriend

or a non-binary partner. idk she gives wlw vibes. doesn't matter what her sexuality is honestly she might like masc bots too but she should have a girlfriend. i think her and windblade would be a lesbian power couple because they're both used to being solo agents and they're very sassy girlbosses. so they're a deadly team y'know. windy is the badass femme fatale and quickshadow is the tomboy with daddy issues. you agree with me.

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dewgongs · 2 days ago

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ughh why do i have to have njghtmares about them

#in it i was fighting w him over text and then hetm gangsd uep on me #sorry uemin so tired #i have been having a hard time being labelled a quote unquote cheater when i very strongly feel like thats not what happened #and it bothers me knowing that they get to justify their side and avoid responsibility by calling me that #when again. we were literally broken up when i sent that text to the wrong chat #and to be even more fair to me it was the lightest thing of all time it was playful kissies and lovings #like all of this is so wack. like to be labelled that while doing something so small while we werent even together #the drawing stuff is literally normal . ive done that with my kther friends before i even met sable. you are ridiculous #like it just aggrivates me because thats such a sticky smear to put on somebody especially when thats not even what happened #its so overblown and i think thats on purpose to have one last thing to justify your side #and ignore the fact that he was not the best partner to me and stressed me tf out all the time #like how am i a cheater when i played by your rules the whole time we were together #because of how insecure you are. uou let your insecurity become your reality #and i realized how much more taken care of i was with angelo and how naturally we flow together #its so natural to talk to him he is what i have needed. i would be foolish not to pick prince charming #over someone who i felt only fed me stress and anxiety and worry about everything including potential addiction issues #knowing theyre bipolar. knowing they have bpd. participating in dangerous behavior all the time #i feel like calling me a cheater when thats not what fuckin happened is just to handwave away wtf you did wrong the entire time #if i actually cheated id have been slobbering on angels meat the whole time like im sorry #id have been doing spins on it and gagging on it every night but the thing is i didnt #i stayed loyal to you while with you and confided in them as friends while you continuously demanded time from me #that wasnt organic and it was forced half of the time . god i hated playing shit with your stupid ass #so fucking monotone always wanting to do the same shit no variety and always getting upset and throwing tantrums over the smallest things #n then when that behavior once again gets put on me and i get more fucking stressed yeah i turn to my other friends #that arent anything like the other friendgroup because they dont do shit about anything and dont really gaf about snything #except for their own problems #and i confide in the other group because they actually show that they care about me. they relieve stress for me like friends are supposed 2

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lith-myathar · 1 year ago

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#really really hate how thoughtless and oblivious i can be to my own bad behavior #ill know something is important or that a shouldn't do a particular thing #but over time and assumptions and small acts of carelessnes shit just....fades and accumulates and one day #i look up and ive done something very stupid and hurt someone else #and i didn't feel it happening #my mind will take things and hide them from me is what it feels like. ill know they're there but it fades into the background noise #i am hard on the things in my life including people and relationships. and i am always so vulnerable to my own fuckin lmfao inattentivenes #this is why i struggle so much with the idea of ever having an intimate partner or children. it doesn't matter how much i care.#eventually and inevitably i do damage.#and i know consciously that people make mistakes and all you can do is try to course correct and make it right. but it's better #not to hurt anyone in the first place and i really don't know if i will ever be capable of that.#trying to convince myself this kind of shit is growing pains but man. man. i can't stop being what i am and it really #really feels sometimes like i am just destined to break and neglect #but then that ''im broken'' thing feels like trying to dodge around taking responsibility and improving. and i should be better than that.#but god how tf are you supposed to stop dissociating from the reality of what you're doing when you're. dissociated.#all i can ever think to do is isolate #*sigh* guys i think i might need to graduate to therapy with a trauma specialist #or adjust my medication. god. im so tired.#why is it so gd hard to be a normal decent person. it doesn't seem hard but then

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obiwan-kenobabe · 3 months ago

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I'm so fucking tired and I don't feel good and I still have a million things to do and also I'm just so anxious about it all

#i have to essentially deep clean my room with my mom tomorrow #move all my furniture and scrub the floor and cut up my rug and get it tf out #im already tired #and im going to be even more tired tomorrow #this anemia shit is literally kicking my ass and i feel so weak and lightheaded all the time #how am i supposed to do the things i have to do?#dont mind me #im just having a crisis and really worried about how im feeling physically

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chiistarri · 5 months ago

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"be grateful for what you have" have you considered that i am but also want something else

#'at least theyre responding' stfu. i dont want a half assed convo i want someone who wants to talk to me #literally why tf am i settling for no goddamn reason when theres better ppl #'at least he' SHUT UP theres a least in that. i want above and beyond bitches who actually like me godbless.#sorry im so tired of this girl she keeps coming back everytime her friends ignore her and then just lowkey ghosts me otherwise #like ok kys!!! die!!! but shes also our childhood bsf so i love her i guess whatever shes nice ig idek idec #lying i do care i just need to not #whenever i dont hang out or call my friends i think that everyone in the world hates me when really theyre just waiting for me to ask them #while i am also waiting for them to ask so its just a cycle of realization and loneliness but its ok we get thru it fr #so sad my mom didnt let me bring my computer how do i call my discord kittens and play cards w them now #so glad i left like all servers and deleted everyone but my friends so i can have my acc as fr me instead of an online persona #its just so much more juliet i nearly accidentally wrote our irl name bye 😭😭😭#post #erics tag #sorry guys its been 10 minutes since i messaged our favorites im going through withdrawals

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airbenderedacted · 1 year ago

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I have college assignmrnts to do for tonig💥

#I DIDNT GET A LOT OF SLEEP BC I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP BEFORE THE SUN COMES UP FOR MOST OF MY SUMME R BREAK AND STILL NOW OFF OF BREAK #AND ON TOP OF THAY I WOKE UP EARLYISH BC THERE WAS CRAZY THUNDER AWHAHDBVDBBS #today's challenge: Survive #i landed the president's list for last semester again i wonder if I'm just burned out an need more of a break than just. a week </3 #bc my abilities 2 focus on work and get started on all my studies asap asap like usual has not been. happening anymore #for a few weeks Before the end of the semester too (esp since a lot of irl obstacles tripped me up BAD the last month of last semester agh)#so um #girl help lol!#the ADHD has been ADHDing bAD SO BAD lately and it's only the first week aaaaa a a a aaaaaaaa #(and yes im on meds i just keep focusing on the wrong thingms on them rn. + bad skin picking bc sadly my meds always make that Worse aieee)#dodes it sound like im tired. my mom says i must just be tired. um. mmaybe.#i think right now specifically i certainlly am tired but lbr that's largely bc of Situation (horrible at goign tf to bed all the time alwa #a #so crazy bro i suddenly become like a top student (straight As for days and i fr feel like im REALLY GOOD AT stddying what im studying)#and th4n suddenly boom . category 5 consistent executive dysfunctions event (triggered by so so many big assignmennst last term)#..ok when i phrase it as category 5 consisten dt executive dysfunctions event THAT DOES SOUND LIKE. WHAT BURNOUT PROBABLY IS oh no!#girl HELP haha hel p

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lycanwlf · 1 year ago

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hi. i finally finished the sonic frontiers dlc. i like this ending :)

#sonic frontiers spoilers #for the tags only #sorry i need to ramble in the tags #did i cheat to finish the final trial. yes. do i regret it ? eehhhhh no not really #i just REALLY wanted to see the fuckin ending and i was tired of getting beat tf up and trying to figure out how to fight knight #when i eventually replay for my new 100% save file i'll do it legit. i think. it depends how i'm feeling when i get there #HEY I DID EVERYTHING LEGIT EXCEPT THAT ONE TRIAL OK CUT ME SOME SLACK #anyway the ending was cute. im glad sage is alive and happy in this ending. idk if THIS is the canon ending or if the other one is but!!!#i like both endings :) i just really like this game ok #i love this stupid blue fuck and his stupid little furry friends. i love them so much #def my fav game of all time. idc if its ''flawed'' i love it anyway #i do NOT tolerate sonic frontiers hate. and i never WILL !!!!!!!#unless we're complaining about the pop-in and render distance LOL #andre.txt

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ase-trollplays · 2 years ago

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This has taken so much out of me. You don't even know. Every minute of available free time I've had over the last, I dunno, five days has gone to this. I'm so fucking proud of this.

#Ase does the arts #Florah Cronoa #and even though it's not about her she still shows up so #Allmah Liftir #I realize it's really fucking small and I'm sorry #premier fucked me up bc I'm not used to it #and I misjudged how big I should make the images #if you see any mistakes no tf you don't #there's over a hundred individual frames in this #I am so tired of drawing

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bloodsbane · 2 years ago

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weeping solemnly bc my fave in hell's kitchen just got axed BUT she made it to final 4 and stayed relatively chill and nice vs everyone else who are big whiny babies... and she got a super nice farewell from ramsay hell yeah. i think she won actually

#banebabbles #kn lb #it was elsie. for anyone who actually knows/cares what im talking about #tbh it's legit she's leaving bc she's just really inexperienced but she was putting up a solid fight!!#and i know she's fine w it bc last week she was like MAN im tired. just vote me tf off dude #anyways respect 4 single mom queen have fun returning to ur Childrens #sad i am being left w the whiny babies tho

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dr11ft · 1 year ago

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Thinking about my transformers days...

#don't get me wrong I like tf #tf mechs are just really tiring to draw?#not necessarily hard for me just a lot #like easy to fuck up #it's not as fun or fluid as drawing humans unfortunately #and I draw for me so I'm not gonna force myself to unless I feel like it #but still #that 500+ note rush...#txt

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#how is it that i can get only like 6hrs of sleep. go for an hr run up a mountain and still b wired #like ??? make it make sense??? im not even a lil tired. im considering going up thr mountain again #how does my body do this? im not even euphoric. i just habe too much energy #i just wanna smash things with a baseball bat. its so weird. i guess its not really an issue. i just dont understand it which bothers me #its either a mood thing or the hyper disorder :-/ but like idk how i havent noticed it before #like have i always been like that? i have evidence going back to 2019 but i didnt actually notice it until the last year for real #...i guess there is maybe a reason i didnt have so much energy before this but ya kno #whatever. i can try to find a therapist in like 10 days or something. so ill try to figure it out lol #idk im just vibing bc im sorta unemployed rn. i mean ive been hired as a TA but dont meet for that until thurs but im not at my research #assistant job anymore as of Friday. so i can do whatever tf i want. except im still working on my data �� bc im fucked up like that #hopefully the energy lasts. or maybe not bc idk how i would fucking sit in an office at a desk like this #jesus. im like: me having adhd is impossible. but also me: having to do 3 things at once to pay attention and fucking dancing while i liste #bc i cant sit still. listen. i wont believe it until someone diagnoses me. but it wouldn't not make sense #ugh. i wanna run up the mountain again. but last time i was running twice a day to get rid of energy i fucked up my leg and its still #fucked up. but like not enough thst it hurts to walk so i still run on it. maybe ill go see a doctor once my new insurance kicks in lmao #oh Jesus my brain. maybe im just happy to havr all my insurance bullshit cleared up. i guess thats a bonus to living in like libertari4n #land. less regulations than my last state in terms of car insurance lmao #or maybe im nervous abt thr start of the semester. its gonna b a fucking wild ride lol #unrelated

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ridiculously-over-obsessed · 2 years ago

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Living with her is such a weird limbo now I’ve decided to go no-contact when I move out, like I’m sad and annoyed all the time about her bs and her attitude and her gaslighting, but I also know there’s an end in sight so I don’t feel... anything about it at the same time.

Idk I’ve got all these weird feelings/non-feelings going on and I just want to reach that end date so I can get on with my life, I’m feeling very weird lately...

#gs rambling again #like rn she's asleep (yes it's 6pm here) and i had to get my sister up because she's got dnd online with her friends #which is fine but like... she's 19 and doesn't get herself up and i'm sick of it being my responsibility #and mum got snappy at me for daring to wake her up at 4pm because i was going to do food because she was tired and needed more sleep #like why tf are you snapping at me you're nearly 50 years old you should know how to communicate with ppl by now #so i just went back to my room because fuck that and had a cry because it's exhausting and i'm exhausted but i also just feel... empty??#like i don't feel any type of way about my decision to cut her off i'm not sad i'm not angry i'm not relieved i just... am.#idk i've had enough and i want it to be august already so i can get out and stay out and maybe then i'll feel something about it #just praying sfe doesn't fuck me over again this year 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻#also i really need to talk to my friends about this but i know theyre in a great place and i don't want to bring my sad shit into it #i feel bad for needing them which i'm aware is not a rational way of thinking and i need to open up etc etc #but i'm... i just got so used to keeping it to myself that i don't know what to say or how to open up #and now i'm just spiralling and feeling bad for not talking to them but also bad for even considering it #*gently thuds head into wall*

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hardygalwrites · 2 years ago

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Originally posted to FFN around the 13th of February, 2017

Simply archiving a writing challenge I did back in 2016 up to 2017 and featuring my favourite writing pieces from each week of the challenge here on Tumblr :]

← Week 26 (SS) – Week 28 (SS) →

Cartoon: Transformers Prime / Robots in Disguise 2015

Characters: Smokescreen, Knock Out, and Bumblebee, with appearances from numerous other characters (even ones not featured in the cartoons)

Synopsis: An Autobot Elite Guard rookie, a Decepticon medic turned Autobot, and an Autobot scout turned warrior turned street cop - three very different bots with a wide range of stories to tell. And we are going to spend the next year exploring said stories through daily-written drabbles, be they angsty, humorous, gut-punching, or just plain odd! Who doesn’t love a challenge? (2016 to 2017)

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Trying Not to Pace

Smokescreen had overheard a Council member discussing something incriminating with an unknown party. Not ten hours later, the same Council member asked Smokescreen to meet him in his office.

The office was empty when he arrived - the Council member was running late, leaving Smokescreen more time to his nervous thoughts. Did the Council member know that Smokescreen had overheard him? What should Smokescreen even do with the stuff he had overheard? And if the Council member did suspect him, what then?

The office door slid open. "Hello, Smokescreen. I am sorry for being late."

Smokescreen bolstered himself, and nodded impassively. "No problem, sir."

How Hard Can it Be to End this War?

"The 'Cons are trying really hard to win, huh?"

Prowl didn't look up from his work as he replied, "We all are."

"I heard the others talkin' about how they don't know if we're ever gonna win..." Smokescreen turned towards him. "Do you think we're gonna win?"

Prowl said nothing.

"Well, I think we're gonna win," the sparkling declared, arms crossed high over his chest. "You're smarter than the 'Cons, and the others are really good at fighting. And when I get really good at fighting, I'm gonna take down as many 'Cons as possible to help us win!"

Prowl continued to say nothing.

#posting from THE ARCHIVES #365 drabbles challenge #a post tfp fic and a sparkling!smokey fic these two really are at opposite ends of a timeline arent they?#maaaaaan i really do love these two pieces #i enjoy thinking about what smokescreen's occupation would have been post war with me mostly thinking he would remain an elite guard #and hey guarding the new council of cybertron is bound to have some moments of intrigue even after the war huh?#and then of course there is me contrasting smokescreen's eternal exuberance (amped up when hes just a smol boi of course)#against prowl and his older wiser more experienced and more cynical/tired self #smokescreen #tfp smokescreen #tf prowl #wfc prowl #transformers #transformers prime #fanfiction #transformers fanfiction #HardyGal writes stuff #HardyGal writes fanfiction

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