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ryudaeng · 5 months ago
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BURN IT by ftisland is so goood. hongki's voice stays the best for me yall
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schlepped · 2 years ago
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oh gosh i’m a bit embarrassed lmao
now that spotify wrapped is here, tell me your 3rd, 6rd and 9th songs in the tags
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littlemissclandestine · 7 months ago
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hey ꒰(・‿・)꒱ I just saw your Adler edits and I luv them sm !! your blog is amazing too I read you have ocs that you wanna publish and made me wanna do it myself but I’m shy 🙈 but i do want to see yours ! is your oc from cw and modern warfare II ? also which one is your favorite. i love ocs x canon too and i have met a couple of them i enjoy sm !! you have any fav oc x canon in the fandom ?
srry if it’s to much!!! I love your blog 💗
Hello dear lovely Anon!!
Dude i love your energy first of all. Like i'm getting noice vibes from you haha 💜
And OMG i'm so glad to hear that you love my Adler edits! 😭 I don't really post my edits on here because it feels like tumblr is more for fanart and fanfic etc. I might upload them all to youtube when i get a chance for lols. But honestly thank you for that! You've given me a motivation boost 🫶
Over the moon that you think my blog is amazing! I think it's chaotic tbh but happy you love it! Mwah 😽
Aww that's cayoot, you wanna see my OCs? Soon, promise. You should share your ocs with the world when you're ready too! <33
Kind of answered some of your question(s) on OCs in this post but here ya go anyway:
In terms of my OCS, I have 2 for the MW universe (reboot), 2 for the BO universe (mainly CW though because of ✨Adler✨ ) and 2 for some other video games. But you know what? I swear I just keep making random ones in my head so i may have more in store. -> That rhymes hehe. See it? O...kay i'll stop. AHEM
My favourite OC out of my collection would be...
NOPE can't choose. That's pure evil Anon. It's like picking your favourite child. 😭
And then out of the whole COD fandom? Yeesh that's a tough one because I love loads if i'm being honest. People are so creative and it just puts a huge smile on my face seeing them in their element and vibing. Though, the ones i'm currently following the most are sleepyconfusedpotato's Jade x Ghost pairing and alypink's Aleks x Adler pairing. They both bring me immense joy tbh. Like I actually scream whenever I see a post about them and my family look at me like wtf cbkdksjsk
Honourable mentions: iamcautiouslyoptimistic's Helina x Mason, alexxmason's Selena x Mason, alypink's Aly x Price & efingart's Mila x Woods. Y'all i could go on and on tbh. You'd think I love BO more but i don't looool.
Wasn't too much at all! Ask as much as you want, my love. Thanks a bunch, honestly. It makes me all giddy when i get an ask. I find it cute that you wanna interact with but feel a lil shy. YOLO Anon, YOLO.
Best wishes! 🌠
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scalamore · 1 year ago
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Green Flag Rupert (spoilers)
One of the reasons why Rupert is one of my all-time fav ML, is the freedom he allows Lari to have during the series. As his maid, she gets certain perks like a high salary (he pays her very well), and a pass that lets her enter and exist the palace freely without his permission. Besides requiring her to be there during mealtimes to taste-test his food pre-crown prince, Lari is the one who comes to him to help out if she's needed. Otherwise, he leaves her alone because he doesn't need much. When he's crown prince, and she's appointed as the head maid/attendant, her responsibilities grow since he assigns her more tasks + she still helps him out often with his workload. Again, besides the times she's required to be with him, she can come and go freely. Lari in general, likes to let Rupert know what she's up to when she goes outside even if he doesn't ask, and usually he doesn't mind. The times he does say no, she pouts, they bicker, and they find some middle ground lol. So when Lari returns to the palace after the separation, it's like... "what now?" She's not his maid anymore, and he's the Emperor now. He doesn't want to order her around anyways. So he tells Lari clearly, that just like before, he wants to be by HER side, and she can be whatever, whoever she wants to be, and he'll support that. He won't force her to do anything, or restrict her at all. But he wants to be WITH HER. He won't force, he won't possess - he wants Lari to CHOOSE to be with him. Because that way, that'll ensure that she's happy with that choice, a choice where she CHOOSES to be with him. It's pretty cute when he tries various tactics to try to "seduce her", like grooming himself more so he appears extra dazzling, or intentionally talking to her with his shirt unbuttoned so she can see his abs haha. (Lari: no, really, wtf are you doing .__. HAHA), and gets pouty when he thinks he's making no progress: "when do think you'll like me?", with Lari thinking "what? ur upset about that?" He also drops hints here and there, like "it would be great if you'd be Empress. You don't have to of course, but I think it would be better if you were..." (then he walks away embarrassed lol). Or he makes a comment like "I want to spend more time with you, let's have breakfast, lunch, dinner together" or "can we kiss" or "can we share a room yet" looool :3 Lari sticks to her morals and wants things done step by step properly, but it doesn't take very long (a few weeks) for Rupert to court her and get her OK for marriage hehe. After all, she's liked him forever and just needed some time to process all these developments ~~!
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yonpote · 2 years ago
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reading thru the ii fan submitted segment transcripts again looool i used to read the new ones every day after i saw it TT im starting to think they stopped doing phantastic phacts cuz they were running low on phacts abt themselves that they didnt already answer, my fav is when they did the same phacts twice and both got them wrong both times
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killlavendr · 7 months ago
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Phone lockscreen
Gerard way 😨
Cheese or chocolate
Chocolate 🍫🍫:)
Do you have any nicknames
Oh yea lots😭 but I wanna remain pretty anon so let’s just say lavendr
Last song you listened to
Thank god it’s Friday - ice nine kills
Have you ever written fanfiction
Yes but I suck at being consistent and none of them are finished
Are you on discord
Nope
Do you have any piercings
Just standard one pierce in each ear sadly. Ideally I’d like to have like 8 at least but yk
What do you think says the most about a person
How much they do or don’t talk shit or are mean to people
If you were a cookie what would you be
Lavender and rosemary shortbread
Are you a dog or cat person
I love my dog but I’m a cat person ALL THE WAY
Headphones or earbuds
Headphones forever💪💪💪
What’s the last thing you said out loud
“Charles was SCARY”
What’s a weird fact that you know
The repeating audio in the beginning of the song “Sleep” by MCR is Gerard Way talking about the night terrors he had while staying at a haunted house to record
Are you a morning person or night person
Neither. I hate being conscious
Favorite place to nap
The couch or on my porch when it’s warm and sunny
Are you LGBTQIA+
Yeah my gender and sexuality are unlabeled cuz I’m too lazy to discover myself but I use she/her prns
Describe yourself in 3 words
Artistic, introverted, passionate
Jeans or sweatpants
Sweatpants at home but jeans outside
Go to Starbucks order
Guys..don’t make fun of me pls but mocha cookie crumble frap 💀💀😕😕
A color you can’t stand
Neon orange idk why
What’s your most prized possession
It’s lowkey embarrassing but this super soft blanket it’s rly comfy and I’d kms if I lost it😭
Coffee or tea
If we’re counting mochas then coffee if not tea
Favorite extinct animal
I don’t rly have one so I’ll just say dodo bird cuz they look cute lol
How long have you been on tumblr
Likeeee a little over a year but not on this acc
Desert island item
A Glock. If I ever got stranded on a desert island I would kms
Describe your aesthetic
I’m too broke to have dress in a specific aesthetic I just wear the same boring shit every week so nothing😭
Dream job
Being dead
Relationship status
Pulling ZERO bitches
Describe your favorite outfit
I’m equally indifferent towards all of my outfits but I like my gorillaz shirt
Is there a song you know all the lyrics too
Welcome to the black parade (MCR) and our song (Taylor Swift)
What color is your hair
Idk tbh💀 I dyed it black a while ago but decided until next September I’m not gonna do anything to my hair. It’s like a weird blonde, grey, green, and purple mix 😨 it’s not AS bad as it sounds but it’s not amazing
Do you talk to yourself
Not that much but sometimes I will without even realizing it
Do you wear makeup
No bc my skin rly sucks and I don’t want to make it worse but I want to
Best compliment you ever received
I can’t rly think of anything ngl the stuff ppl say to me on tumblr makes me rly happy - but I have like a crooked nose w a hump and someone said they rly liked my nose so that was nice :))
Tag your fav blogs
I have so many more but I don’t want to do too much looool
@marriso1 @dinxieyinxie @exlibrisseverus
~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~
📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?
🍫 Cheese or chocolate?
✨ Do you have any nicknames?
🎵 Last song you listened to?
✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?
😏 Are you on discord?
 💛 Do you have any piercings?
🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?
🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?
🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?
🎧 Headphones or earbuds?
🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?
🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?
🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?
🧸 Favorite place to nap?
🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?
🦋 Describe yourself in three words.
👖 Jeans or sweatpants?
🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?
🧡 A color you can’t stand?
💎 What’s your most prized possession?
☕ Coffee or tea?
🦖 Favorite extinct animal?
🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?
🌴 Desert island item?
🐸 Describe your aesthetic.
🔮 What’s your dream job?
💙 Relationship status?
🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.
🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?
🤎 What color is your hair?
💌 Do you talk to yourself?
💄 Do you wear makeup?
🌸 Best compliment you ever received?
💞 @ your favorite blog.
Reblogs are appreciated!
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omg-just-peachy · 7 months ago
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wow do i write this trope a lot looool.....ty for including me!!
adding my personal all time fav version of this: santa won't you bring me the one i really need by quiddd
Although Tony typically makes it a point to avoid anything that could be reasonably classified as Pepper-approved self-betterment, he will be making an exception this year in the form of a list of New Year’s Resolutions. —Well, not so much a list, exactly, it’s more like one very loud, very obvious, very critical proposition. He’s gonna write it down, put it on his calendar, say it to Jesus, and do whatever the fuck normal people do to make these things happen. In fact, even though they’re only halfway through December, it’s already emblazoned in his mind in big, flashing neon letters: STOP SLEEPING WITH EX-HUSBAND.
This is possibly an inappropriate thought to have while said ex-husband is pushing him up against his apartment door and trying to get his hand down Tony’s pants, but Tony has admittedly never excelled at being appropriate.
as you know, i am absolutely obsessed with 'seven years in heaven'. do you have any recommendations for similar fics where they teeter on the edge of a breakup or divorce, or where exes get back together? i'm looking for stories where the tension is all based on miscommunications and assumptions, and nobody is genuinely angry/there's no hate between them. i need that stupid yearning and longing when, in fact, they both still want each other. i've read a few but i can't get enough 😩✨
DO I EVER!! 🥰
In Too Deep by @fohatic
Steve knew that he was asking for trouble when he agreed to let the gallery auction off a date with him for charity, but he needed to get in the director's good books if he wanted to make it as an artist in this cutthroat town. He never imagined that his participation would ignite an outrageous bidding war, or that the infamous, billionaire ex that he hadn't seen since their sudden breakup two years prior would show up and stake his claim.
a *slightly* twisted, darker spin on meidui's "frequencies of sea and space"
frequencies of sea and space by meidui
“One mil,” a voice says, firmly, and Steve would recognise that voice anywhere. Like thick amber honey, like smoke from a fire, lighting him up and burning him down.
There are no higher bids.
Steve looks across the room and gazing back at him is the face he’s spent two years squeezing his eyes shut at night trying to block out, but those eyes meet his and it’s all over.
From the Ground Up by @omg-just-peachy
Tony and Steve broke up years ago and Tony never quite got over it. When they finally see each other again at Pepper's wedding, Rhodey convinces Tony this might just be his second chance.
Paint the Town Blue by @omg-just-peachy
Ten years since he’d seen or spoken to Tony Stark, ten years since they’d broken up to go away to school. And now this email. It could be his only chance to see Tony again.
I'll keep your brittle heart warm by @omg-just-peachy
They got married when they were young, just twenty-four years old, despite the arguments from their friends that they should wait, that neither of them were ready for a commitment like marriage so young. Steve distinctly remembered Sam pointing out that the male brain isn’t even fully developed until age twenty-five. But they were young and passionate, so sure they’d found their perfect person that they could overcome anything and everything life threw at them. 
And it was true.
For six months. 
it always leads to you by @arabellamonkey
Slowly at first, and then all of a sudden, everything made sense: the way Tony had looked at him that first time when Pepper had introduced them, the way his eyes were always searching for him everywhere they went, and how Tony had asked him about his suit, voice clearly flirty now that he thought about it again. And that smile, oh God, that smile… it had been the same he had given him all those years ago when they flirted in their kitchen. “Wait, you… you recognized me?” Steve asked, eyes wide and voice incredulous. Tony scoffed, expression still bemused, “don’t insult my intelligence, of course I did.” Steve stared at him, both eyebrows raised. “Okay, it might have taken me a few days to figure it out,” Tony ended up admitting.
*** Or, after breaking up five years ago because of heavy miscommunication, Steve gets assigned to be Tony's personal bodyguard.
dreamt of you all summer long by @ifmywishescametrue
Steve spends months after the breakup trying to forget Tony, but it never seems to work. That's alright, though, because Tony can't forget him either.
all I ever knew of love by @stovetuna
For six months, nobody knew that Tony Stark and Steve Rogers were dating.   Which means no one knows they broke up six weeks ago.
Catching Lightning in a Bottle by @sabrecmc
College student Tony meets janitor Steve at MIT and they fall blissfully in love, until Howard happens and things fall apart. One divorce paperwork snafu courtesy of the ever-helpful Jarvis, and ten years later, Tony has to get re-divorced from Steve.
This does not go as he imagines.
Or, the Sweet Home Alabama AU that no one--well, okay, a few of you--asked for.
Modern Love by @captainneverever
Tony drifts into a relationship with Steve after a one night stand. He thinks that Steve is modern and well adjusted to the 21st century but finds that Steve is old-fashioned in unexpected ways.
Captain Coffee by @captainneverever
Steve is content managing his own coffee shop and life is full with friends and neighbors. But an owner of big coffee chain pressures him to sell and someone from his past reappears. And now Steve needs to fight a bully, an ex, and himself to get his happy ending.
Never Worlds Apart by @kandisheek
It's been six years since he's seen Tony when he walks into his favorite diner and sees him sitting in their old booth, as if nothing ever happened. Steve can't believe the nerve of Tony to just show up out of the blue after the way he ended things.
Turns out Tony has a reason for wanting to make amends. And Steve doesn't appreciate only finding out about it after Tony has already almost died.
Plausible Deniability by nowalee
Tony and Steve broke up a month ago. Now, Tony is back because Fury wants him for an undercover mission. Only catch? Steve has to go with him, because the public doesn't know they broke up yet. It's a perfect cover.
And Tony can totally be alone on a mission with his ex who he isn't over yet. What could possibly go wrong?
You, Me and the Christmas Tree by @wikketkrikket
Steve thinks Tony is drinking. Tony thinks Steve is cheating. They both think their marriage is over. They are just going to give Peter one last family Christmas because he thinks everything is fine.
None of them are wrong, but none of them are right either. When Steve and Tony get snowed in together 3 days before Christmas, will the enforced proximity be the time they need to figure things out?
(Spoilers: yes, yes it will)
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whorekneecentral · 2 years ago
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Phone sex with mick 🥵
@daydreamingleclerc tagging you cause I'm on edge every time I drop a Mick blurb and I'm waiting for you to see it -- you're like the New York Times and I'm just waiting for the review 
P20 in FP2 was the worst feeling of the day for your boyfriend. You were stuck at home watching and you couldn’t even be there to hold and comfort him. 
You had seen his post practice interview, a smile on his beautiful face as always and yet your heart ached for him. You were sitting in the living room when he walked off from his interview, Kevin taking his place and the idea pops into your head. 
Rushing to the bedroom, you find one of Mick’s hoodie and pull everything off and replacing it with the hoodie. You hop onto the bed, turning on the camera. 
Thank god you decided to wear a matching set today. 
The camera wasn’t catching your face but you were recording, your hand sliding down your chest and torso. You were wearing one of his zip ups and it was only half way undone, the blue lace peeking out as you laid back. Your hand sliding down further to between your legs, another piece of blue lace covering your body. 
You barely gave him enough to keep him interested, making sure you were sending it to the right person before hitting send with a message; miss and love you. 
It wasn’t long before the phone rings. Mick’s name on the screen. 
“Hi honey,” you smile, answering the call. You can hear the door slamming shut on his end, the sigh leaving his lips when he sits. “I was in the middle of the paddock when I opened your video.” 
“Oops.” You bite back a laugh, Mick smiles to himself. “You’re trouble.” 
“You love trouble, especially if it's wrapped up all pretty for you.” Your hand runs down your stomach, fiddling with the lace by your hip. 
Mick groans, his head tossed back onto the pillows. “Don’t make this harder, I'm begging you.” 
“You're begging?” You ask, amused. “You know I love to hear you beg, baby.” 
“It’s the other way around, sweet girl.” He answers, there’s some shuffling and judging by how deep his breathing had got, you knew exactly what he was doing. 
“Whatcha doing over there?” you ask, your own hand sliding down between your legs. “Thinking about how pretty you’d look on your knees right now.” 
“Is that so?” 
He hums, “always looks so beautiful with my cock in your mouth, plus you’re quiet like that,” he chuckles. “Only way to get you to shut up.” 
“For someone with a hand wrapped around their dick, you sure are talkative,” 
“Says the one with their fingers in them.”
The line is quiet for a minute, heavy breathing and whimpers filling the silence, the two of you knowing that the other was listening was more than enough. 
You were thinking about him; his race suit and fireproofs pulled down just enough for him to wrap his hand around his cock, his head tossed back and his bottom lip pulled between his teeth. You thought about what it would be like if you were there, your mouth replacing his hand. 
Mick had the image in his head; you laying in bed, his hoodie hanging off your frame and your hand between your legs. He loved to watch you touch yourself, he’d never admit it to you but you always looked so beautiful. 
He made a mental note to bend you over in front the mirror when he got home. 
“Mick,” your voice calls out to him and he knows, he knows you like the back of his hand. 
“That's it, pretty girl. Just like that.” He answers, his voice just enough to push you over the edge, he followed right behind you. 
The two of you catching your breath once again, the silence filled the line. “I love you,” Mick says softly. 
“I love you.” 
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chrisbangs · 3 years ago
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Hyunjin .:. Insomnia (180809)
for @hyunpic
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judasisgayriot · 2 years ago
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the actually going into the tags for something on tumblr experience
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4townglazer · 1 year ago
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my fav member is jesse. i love the fact that he’s artistic.
i think it was aaron t?
he flirts and spits game in french to make ppl blush and it works😌
jesse is really photogenic/videogenic & there’s never a day he looks bad.
tae young’s rlly popular on tiktok
aaron z is a hugeee pinkpantheress fan and knows her discography like the back of his hand. aaron t is extremely dense (the members keep talking about it) but it’s actually funny.
first is nobody like u. i love the bassline it slapssss oml. also when they go ‘oh my’ my heart flutters. next is u know what’s up. i love the little adlibs and the confidence it gives me is unreal. and finally 1 true love. i love the animated mv and also this song really showed how talented the members truly are.
me personally, i don’t ship any of them.
i remember hearing them in a mashup in august last year and i was like they’re so good!!
i haven’t read the manga.
nobody like u: ‘you’re never not on my mind, oh my, oh my’ I JS LOVE THE DOUBLE NEGATIVE🤧🫶🏾 hits diff fr. u know what’s up: ‘i’m making paper like it’s origami’ BC IT’S A LITERAL BAR‼️ and 1 true love: ‘you make me believe that love can be art’ that line is just so beautiful and thought-provoking.
i love when mei introduces the boys. i couldn’t stop staring at them when they came on looool😅
aaron z for sure. he’s suuuuuper underrated in the fandom & it makes me sad💔💔💔
i don’t think i can imagine one💀 or that might js be me and my bad imagination👎🏾😪
photocards???? don’t they sell those already?? or am i wrong
tbh i just want it to be fun, and a feel-good album.
the diversity of 4*town: i love how there’s diff races and ethnicities in the band, very refreshing!
i love how kind we are to each other. 4*townies are like a big family 🥹🫂
i don’t do art haha but i rlly like listening to music 👍🏾
catch-22 for sureee😎
i thought she knew by *nsync. 🫶🏾
SWAY BY MICHAEL BUBLÉ>>>> it would suit his voice so damn good broo. infact all of michael bublé’s songs!
i would include music videos and concerts! and how they get on as friends. i wanna see more of their personality.
i ADORE aaron t and aaron z. i love how they’re opposites of each other!!!! like yin and yang.
GIRL, I LOVE YOUR JEANS!!!!! fun fact in a deleted scene in turning red called ‘4*town dilemma’, it was called baby, i love your jeans. i’m assuming it will be a pop song which will be just as iconic as nobody like u. a reddit user on the r/turningred community, someone said that it might sound like this: https://www.reddit.com/r/TurningRedPIXAR/comments/tgm183/how_do_you_think_girl_i_love_your_jeans_is_like/
ummm, i think that it’s perfect the way it is! i’m super excited to read it and ty for ur contributions to the community.
@4town4l is my favourite blog! i love their personality, they seem like a rlly funny and cool person.
i love sharing 4*town content bc it’s fun and calming! it also makes me feel glad that there’s ppl out there that like the same things as me
i haven’t read the manga yet, so i’m not sure.
robaire needs to step back a little and let the other members shine. we need like more solo verses or choruses with the other members😭😭
aaron t. i’m super goofy irl and to some i’m funny so i think we’d leave each other crying of laughter!!
i think that it will show the boys different experiences with fame and how they handle it???
why i love you by b2k, i thought she knew by *nsync, it’s gonna be me by *nsync, and sugar by brockhampton.
4*townies i’m proud of you for staying on after a year, you’re all so creative too, and STAY STRONG 💪🏾💪🏾 there’s a 4*town continuation in the works for sure. we will get something!
Welcome one and all to the… 4*Town Ask Game! Where you can answer questions to emphasise your love for the entire 4*Town fandom and to also bring the hype of my fanfiction that’s coming up soon.
How it’s going to work: I’ll write the questions on this post, make sure to read them carefully as a way to fully answer the questions in detail, once you've read them, reblog to answer the full questions and make sure that the words are appropriate as I don’t tolerate hateful behaviour. And don’t forget to share this to others so they can share the love for this group as well! Without further ado, let’s get started!
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Who is your favourite member and why?
Who was your favourite member previously?
Share with me a headcanon on Robaire 🌹
Share with me a headcanon on Jesse 🎨
Share with me a headcanon on Tae Young 🕊️
Share a headcanon on The Aarons (Z and T)
What is your favourite 4*Town song and why? (Include your Top 3.)
Who do you ship from the group and why?
What was your first memory of 4*Town?
Did you read the manga? If so, what is your favourite chapter and why?
Name me your top 3 favourite lyrics from each 4*Town song🎵🎶
Do you have a favourite 4*Town scene from Turning Red and why?
Since I’m working on the “4*Town: Unfiltered” story, who do you want to be the main protagonist and why?
If you could imagine each 4*Town member in a fairy tale or any story, which one would each member be in and why?
What type of merch would you buy if 4*Town had merchendise?
For their next album, what concept would you want it to be and what songs could you include and why?
What do you like the most about 4*Town and why?
What do you love most about the entire fandom?
Do you do art or any other activities?
Can you tell me your favourite song from Robaire and Aaron Z’s discography? (You can sing the song’s lyrics as well.) And if you don’t know what I mean, I’m talking about the songs from my headcanons.
Pick a song for Tae Young and Jesse if they were a duo.
Pick a song for Aaron T if he went solo.
If you had to make a series or a spin-off of 4*Town, what would you include and why?
Do you have a favourite relationship from the group and why?
Which unreleased song from the group are you willing to hear and what are you expecting the song to sound like?
Are there any more themes or genres for my fanfiction that I should explore? It would be nice if you gave me any suggestions, please.
Do you have a favourite blog from the fandom and what do you like about them?
Do you enjoy sharing 4*Town content? Why or why not?
If there were any changes in the manga, what would you change? Why or why not?
Any unpopular opinions on 4*Town?
Which member do you think you’d get along with the most? Why or why not?
What are you expecting the fanfiction to look like to you when it gets released on Wattpad? Any form of plot? Character development? Conflicts?
Which songs remind you of 4*Town? Why or why not?
And the final question: Do you have a message for the whole entire fandom?
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wolfsneedles · 3 years ago
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ngl i get the asoiaf neutral think now no its actually nice someone is neutral and doesn't say or drag characters too of course but majority i see here are v v biased from inside against character then stan perfectly flawed characters too no doubt we all do, but then they get so rogue rude and block or mock someone for criticising their fav characters.....and honestly ive only seen anti meta or posts against ONE character in asoiaf fandom and we all know who she is. its not something then that can account u as neutral no matter how many times you say this, im really straight when it comes to asoiaf characs i like: dany, arya, jaime, catelyn, bran heck even robb and brienne! (theon also counts and so many others) however, of course in the endgame i want or would want one particular choice of person on throne, u can never be neutral when ur reading book ur first thought is sympathy or hate or dislike or like for character! but i think some neutrals only um...some since i know a lot many here, who hate openly on other characters and sidetrack them, v main characters too but seldom are ready to hear analysis of their fav characters and get v pretty much rude and block you immediately - idk this means you dont really count as neutral then either because if some stans of one woman annoys you there are rabid and intense stans of other character who always always bring down the main characters (ofc i mean the teenagers who are always pitted against each other) and then bundles of neutral ppl like and interact w v v v problematic haters and lovers of stan character, when they could have remained 'neutral' u seen. (plus idk but from inside you always feel or like one more than other and still if u pose as neutral- its actually good u mean to avoid problems and discourse and it makes sense too but some are hypocrite. straight up. they dont really like all characters or as neutral would they kind of hate/express/make metas/write awful posts against one or two characters a lot, and if this irritates the stans of that character, they quickly take the high noble seat of being 'neutral' and same way goes for shippers. ppl here ship proper siblings together which is def incest but dont see problem with it however if someone ships a man and woman who are aunt and nephew..... they get terrible allegations of being terrible horrible stans for just..shipping characters that are foreshadowed even to meet each other ( its ok ofc if u dont ship anyone cuz im not hardcore shipper at all but some ppl are! - and both sides make each other feel bad). same goes for age gap ships lol, Only R/L ive seen in few months personally are hated intensely or tooo much and its okay if u dont ship or hate but those ppl who do SHIP them bcs hey,,,everyone has their guilty pleasures and things, those ppl get labelled as pedophi*es and pe*o apologism, when its not that at all, grrm write or wrote his characters with fucked up over sexualizations lets not forget that, and he writes only few wholesome relationships, if ppl stan literal real siblings i mean who aren't siblings but were raised as step-siblings with no emotions or feelings dramatically mentioned in books, then a ship of pre asoiaf time isn't pedo (but only if u use modern ethics and criticism to not ship them and def hate incest/shipping/age gaps) but a lot of ppl wo read books, know its george and his problem of writing characters like this even making dany/drogo scene consensual when...it wasnt and dozens of terrible sexist remarks of JAIME EVEN hurled towards brienne but hey its just ship not that deep, yet only few ships get hate here and other terrible ships w abusive men in asoiaf books dont get hate. (overall hate idea of ship cuz it erases a characters persona ofc when ppl fight over people they wanna ship with someone else and that character becomes just a character meant to be shipped).
also ppl say dont pit teenage characters, women, against each other but then....they do pit them against each other we all know lol and they do fight over it and some stans are more cruel than others for always doing it. others who say dont pit characters against each other might also back them up saying hey its ok they are just neutral maybe but they aren't....they are clearly taking sides openly!.
#asoiaf fandom#not saying any hyper stan or biased neutral is bad but there is hypocrisy in it if u see#esp when stans at least admit straight who they love#and who they dont like#but asoiaf neutral thing came out of this precisely i guess not just being an anti#its just how some ppl acclaim they are neutral but they arent and its evident cuz they#dont leave any chance to shit on other character#mock them or make fun and think we are pinnacle of intellectualism on fandom#ofc good chunk of ppl and majority are actually neutrals and real ones#however some are straight antis honestly and hiding it is weird better to say it tho#ofc its my opinion lol#asoiaf neutrals#fandom wank#asoiaf#idk what to tag shit its just personal post forgive me i dont know all of the ppl and views :(#wait now what am i looool#not a neutral ngl def#i have my bias and immense love for some characters ofc#but being neutral is not BAD its just how they react like and get defensive over their favs too like stans do which doesnt make them diff#at all#esp ship wars and hatred against a man who ran away with someone is just not it#it isnt that intense#or deep#and i mean it dany GETS SO MUCH HATE ON FORUMS#ITS JUST SADDENING TO HER STANS THATS WHY#ive never seen some other asoiaf lady hated esp by white cis men other than dany!!!!#and its justified then why some of us love her and feel so conscious when she gets dragged when there are so many good metas on her with#textual evidence#and only one kind of stans hate dany MORE rigorously then others which makes it not a neutral issue then
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toestalucia · 3 years ago
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i dont have the other blog at my phone but thelonim is so sweet........
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civilrats · 5 years ago
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my new routine is that from 2-7 AM I pick an MCR album and listen to it on loop while I write or draw and so obviously this has resulted in a lot of Gerrys (and a half-assed Gertrude)
Bonus little angry goths:
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heytheredeann · 1 year ago
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Thank you for the tag! <3<3
Fav colour: Blue! I love so many shades.
Last song: Two Birds by Regina Spektor
Currently watching: so ;-; many ;-; things ;-; I have to finish The Imperfects, which is pretty good so far, I have yet to watch s2 of Loki and the new episodes of Spy x Family, I am doing a Banana Fish rewatch at snail pace, I've also fallen behind on Only Murders In The Building. These are the main ones at the moment LOL.
Last movie: Le Otto Montagne (2022) (translation "The Eight Mountains"). I am still SO unwell over it
Currently reading: The Gambler by Dostoevsky.
Sweet/savoury/spicy: It's between savoury and spicy depending on my mood loool.
Relationship status: No thank you <3
Current obsession: TMFU is still on top looool
Last google: The name of the barn that I take horse riding lessons at loool.
Currently working on: Whumptober fics that I didn't write in time (what else is new), also the outline(s) for the TMFU Exchange fic, the Zombie Illya AU, and all the fics from old whump events that are Still Sitting There LOL. Help me
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Thanks to @elfinbloodbag for tagging me!
I tag: @yn-ymn-yln @cononeillbreastingboobily @here-there-everyfuckenwhere @crouchbackie @heytheredeann and whoever wants to! (No pressure <3)
Fav colour: red, almost each and every one of them, but especially deep and bright ones
Last song: The Devil Is a Gentleman by Merci Raines
Currently watching: waiting for new episodes of OFMD and also still need to finish Sex Education 4 and New Girl
Last movie: haven't finished yet but Top Gun (and the Maverick one is much better for now)
Currently reading: ...nothing. younger me would be so disappointed...
Sweet/savoury/spicy: savoury, for sure!!!
Relationship status: single (and feeling single by the minute 👌)
Current obsession: Gale of waterdeep. That silly wizard is destroying my sanity
Last google: reedsy (amazing site to write people! I do be recommending!)
Currently working on: one gale x oc fic, one nick miller x fem!reader smut one shot and a spiderdads thingy on the side
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mothwingwritings · 2 years ago
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Three’s A Crowd
Three’s A Crowd
Retsu X F! Reader X Katsumi
I finally got around and writing a fic for my two fav Baki boys!!! Woo!
There’s some angsty, pining, one-sided affection, love triangle bullshit in this one, so if that isn’t your thing I apologize. Sometimes I just gotta get the slightly dramatic, weeb wubby stuff out of my system. :) I am a major slut for jealousy stories so that’s a reason for this whole story as well looool. I changed the name to Three’s A Company which is like, the least original name for this kind of story, but I liked it better than what I picked previously so it is what it is. :P
And Katsumi darling, I am so sorry I made you the third wheel in this. :( I promise there is a story for you where you are the star coming soonish, ILU, mwah <3
This took me forever to read over and post for whatever reason (it has been written for weeks at this point YIKES), and I still feel like parts of it are pretty wonky. Sorry if it reads kinda weird. :< Nevertheless, I hope you all enjoy, and thank you so much for reading! <3
This is NSFW so 18+ only please!!!!
WARNINGS:  one sided pining, some angst, jealousy, possessiveness, sex, eavesdropping on said sex, and one clueless/dense reader :)
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“You are not going out in this.”
The soundless night was disrupted by your voice, a hint of worry betraying its otherwise stern tone. Staring out into the icy abyss it was no mystery as to why you were concerned, heading out right now was just asking for trouble. He could barely see two feet in front of him, let alone down the street. The news liked to over exaggerate every winter storm as if it were the white death coming to blanket the earth, trapping people for long periods of time under thick blankets of snow and slush. Who knew the weather forecasters would actually be right this time around?
“Katsu are you listening to me?” You spoke again, this time sounding more on edge. He could tell your patience with him was growing thin. You had always hated it when he took too long to respond to you, seeing through his silence to the churning gears of his brain that were working hard to come up with an excuse you would not be fond of.
Katsumi sighed in response.
“It’s just a little snow, (name). You think that’s enough to stop me?”
He heard you huff, “Can the tough guy act, I mean it! I am NOT letting you go out in this. How lame would it be if the great Katsumi Orochi got taken out by a snow storm, of all things?”
Katsumi laughed, “You have a point there, but still I think I’ll manage. The train may still be running, as long as I can make it to the station I will be fine.”
He took a step forward, his foot crunching into the densely packed snow. He frowned as it engulfed his shoe, the bitter wet stinging his freezing ankle. This definitely wouldn’t be a fun trek, but it was one he needed to try and make for his own sanity’s sake.
He went for another step, but before his foot could meet the snow your hand latched itself to his arm, effectively halting him. Though your grip was firm and unyielding, your voice came out achingly gentle.
“Katsumi please,” you gave his arm a small squeeze, “I really don’t want you going out in weather like this and I doubt the trains are still running with how bad its coming down. You don’t live close enough to walk and I’d be really upset if you got stranded out there in the artic abyss, so would you please come back inside?”
The chill in the air was biting, ice and snow raining down on and around him, clinging to his coat and hair. His arm vibrated from your shivers as he remained in your grasp, a sense of guilt creeping over him for being the reason you were still outside to begin with. The freeze didn’t seem to affect him the same as it did you, but then again, being in your presence made him full of such warmth that he barely noticed its icy grip at all.
He turned to you, his gaze falling on your clear (color) eyes. The thick lashes that framed them were dotted with tiny snowflakes which sparkled like gems in the streetlights, reminding him of a heroine in a shoujo manga. Your brows were cinched together in concern, slightly chapped lips downturned in a pout to match. Your cheeks had turned rosy from the cold, the snowflakes that hit them melting instantly, causing the droplets that ran down your face to give the illusion you were crying.
Seeing you this way gave him the strong urge to embrace you. The desperate desire of wanting your body nestled close to his gripped his heart and wouldn’t let go. He’d shield you from the elements as you clung to him, basking in the comfort of his hold, snuggling your way closer to suck up his body heat. He could think of no better way to fight off this freeze.
If he tried it, would you let him?
He felt somewhat silly over losing himself in the mundane fantasy of giving you a hug, but what could he do? You just had that sort of effect on him, that even the smallest gestures would grant him the greatest happiness.
“(Name) is right. You really should just stay the night Katsumi.”
Katsumi’s pleasant daydream collapsed around him, getting lost in the the steadily falling snow when Retsu appeared in the doorway.
The man’s deep voice forcibly pulled Katsumi back to reality, and he internally winced as he watched your face light up at his appearance. The fierce cold finally became known to him as you drifted away, parking yourself beside Retsu. You wasted no time linking your fingers with the Kaioh, smashing your body against him to mock the dreams Katsumi had seconds prior.
“See, we both want you to stay,” You were addressing Katsumi, but all your attentions were focused on Retsu, “so can you stop being so stubborn for just tonight, please?”
His eyes honed in on your entwined hands a moment longer before he forced a smile on his lips.
“Alright, for you I’ll give.”
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You had been in Katsumi’s life one way or another for a long time.
You had met when you were just kids, shortly after Doppo had taken him in as his son. At the time the Shinshinkai dojo offered a karate course for kids, and you just happened to be enrolled in the same class that Katsumi was a part of. Varying levels of talent were in the children’s class, with Katsumi unequivocally sitting at the top. And while he was quickly climbing the ranks, dominating kids much older than himself with ease, you were stuck dwelling in the bottom tier. You were uncoordinated, clumsy, and just generally had a hard time keeping up with the rest of the class. While everyone was moving on, you were still stuck struggling with the basics, doing them over and over with very little success.
Though you weren’t very good at it, the gusto with which you approached learning martial arts was second to none. No matter how many times you got knocked down or scolded for doing something incorrectly, you bounced right back up to try it again. Even when it was recommended by a few of the instructors that maybe martial arts just weren’t for you, you wouldn’t hear it, and pushed yourself even harder in hopes of getting even the tiniest bit better. It was like you had something to prove, that even a tiny little girl could transform into a beast.
Katsumi found it endearing.
It had been so long ago that Katsumi forgot how you two even began talking, whether he was assigned to you for some extra practice or you approached him first for some pointers. What he does remember vividly is the look of absolute wonder you gave him when he mentioned he used to work for the circus, eyes becoming the size of saucers as you vibrated with excitement, shooting him questions at break neck speeds.
“How high in the air were you when you did shows? Was it scary? Did you ever throw up on stage? Did you get to ride the elephants? What do clowns look like without makeup?”
Before long, Katsumi had grown quite fond of the energetic little girl who hung on every word he said. He found himself looking forward to the days you would train with him, having fun teaching you and playing around afterwards while you waited for your parents to pick you up. He missed you when you were gone, feeling a sort of emptiness when you were absent from class. Once you were even gone for an entire week after you had gotten sick, and though you weren’t there physically, your father would stop by each day on his way home from work to deliver hand written notes from you giving Katsumi updates and saying you missed him. It had embarrassed him at the time, but to this day he has held on to each one.
After you came back from your absences, you would always seem a little more rambunctious than usual. It was as if you were trying to make up for the lost time that had occurred between the two of you, upset that you fell a day or two behind and missed any sage advice the older boy had to offer you. Seeing you barrel into the Dojo, bee lining to Katsumi, grilling him on any new stuff he may have to teach you, all before even getting prepared for class… it never ceased to make him laugh and get him pumped up. There truly was never a dull moment with you around.
You only stayed with the dojo for about a year before your attentions switched focus, your child mind latching on to other interests and hobbies of more importance. Your mother was the one who came in to say you wouldn’t be coming back. He could still remember clear as day when she had asked to speak to him directly, thanking him for taking such good care of you. He blushed a bit when your mom said that you talked about him constantly, always eager to come home from practice and tell them what cool stuff you had learned from Katsumi. She even relayed the reason you had not come yourself was that you keep crying so hard over ‘leaving Katsu-chan’ that she decided to come alone, as to not upset her daughter further.
Katsumi missed you more than he thought he would. He had grown so used to having you tag along behind him, wide eyes taking in everything he did as if it were the coolest thing you had ever seen. Without you near things didn’t seem right. You lingered in his brain for years, a distant yet pleasant memory he’d think back to time and again when he’d be overcome with bouts of nostalgia. What was that little girl up to these days, he wondered?
Turns out he didn’t have to muse on that thought for too long.
On a certain day many months ago, upon exiting the dojo Katsumi noticed two young women loitering near the entryway. This in and of itself was not surprising, many peoples friends and significant others usually waited outside or in the dojo lobby for their respective partner to show up. But there was something different about you that made him take special notice, a certain familiar aura you exuded that grabbed his attention.
From the moment his eyes landed on you he found himself drawn in. He couldn’t help but stare, the lure of your beauty too strong to not let his eyes linger. He scanned you, trying to commit every curve of your shapely form to visual memory. If you were one of his boy’s girlfriends, they sure were one lucky bastard to have you.
A huge smile engulfed your face as you animatedly explained something to the person beside you, pointing at the dojo. The sun beamed down around you, and as it shone through your hair it gave you an angelic like quality. Your eyes sparkled, crinkling at the corners as you laughed. Your voice was just as lovely as you were, albeit a little loud in your excitement over what you were explaining to your companion.
“I don’t know, seems a little farfetched to me.”
Now that he was getting closer, he listened in as your friend spoke to you. Her face was scrunched as she looked at you with an air of incredulity, “I mean… you? Taking lessons in a world renowned karate dojo?”
You didn’t let her skepticism damper your mood, “Shocking as it may be, these were my old stomping grounds.”
Katsumi’s interest was piqued. Old stomping grounds? This particular branch of the ShinshinKai didn’t offer any classes for women that he could ever recall, and any classes for youth had long since discontinued. The only time they were ever offered was when Katsumi himself was a child.
You took a deep breath, stretching a bit as you closed your eyes.
“I loved coming here to train,” your voice sounded dreamy as you immersed yourself in memories, “I was never very good at it, but I always had loads of fun.” You opened your eyes, once again focusing them on the dojo, “I had a really good friend here, too. I had to have been annoying as hell, always pestering him with all kinds of questions. But he was always so nice, never once treating me like the bother I know I was.”
He stopped dead in his tracks.
It couldn’t be…
“I hope Katsu-chan is doing well. He was so talented at such a young age. I wouldn’t be surprised if he ran this place now.”
It was you. His little shadow from the dojo was now an adult, and a stunning one at that. Not only that, but in all those years apart it seems like he could never quite escape your thoughts, just as you had always inhabited his.
He stepped towards you, wanting to make himself known.
“I more or less do.” He couldn’t help but smile as you turned his way, your attention completely captured by his intrusion. “I’d like to say it was from all the hard work, but being the son of Doppo Orochi sure didn’t hurt my chances, either.”
You face shifted through a myriad of emotions, from hesitant and confused, to growing realization, before finally gasping in elation.
“Katsumi?!”
He beamed, “The one and only.”
You skipped over to him, and with no hesitation, flung your arms around his neck. After the initial shock of feeling you pressed up to him, Katsumi melted into the embrace. He pulled you in closer, lifting your feet off the ground to playfully sway you side to side. You laughed as he buried his face in the crook of your neck, a sense of glee overcoming him as he breathed you in. You felt so good in his arms. The softness of your curves dipped into him, becoming the perfect offset to his hard body.
He set you down, your arms detaching as soon as your feet hit the ground. You looked up at him with shimmering eyes and he wondered if their shine could have been brought on by tears, a byproduct of seeing him after all this time, or if that was just his ego talking.
Conversation came quickly and freely. It turned out you had moved back to the neighborhood recently, and decided to bring the friend who helped you with the move around with you to revisit all your old haunts. You had made it a point to come back to Shinshinkai, as even after all these years it still had a special place in your heart.
And apparently, so did Katsumi.
You ended up not being able to stay too long, but you jotted down your phone number for Katsumi if he ever ‘felt like’ shooting you a message to catch up. You had barely left the premises before your phone beeped with the arrival of a message, Katsumi’s number illuminating your phone’s screen.
In no time your bond was back to what it once was, your friendship deepening with every message sent, phone call made, and hang-out had. Not long after you had started talking again, Katsumi invited you back into the dojo to show you around and see what had changed. He explained he was the one officially leading the place now (and tried not to let your delighted gasp and showers of praise go to his head in the process), and as acting head of the Shinshinkai he invited you to swing by whenever, assuring you their doors would always be open to you.
He was thrilled when you actually took him up on the offer, showing up every few days on your downtime to come watch him in action. You’d often stop in with a homemade lunch in tow to share, this small gesture never failing to push Katsumi’s domestic fantasies over the edge. Seeing you shoot him a little wave from the back door, holding up two expertly wrapped lunch parcels, your lips turned up at the corners in a demure grin… it made his stomach somersault. You looked so sweet waiting for him patiently in the back, and if no one knew any better you could have easily have been mistaken for his wife.
And that, he decided, was what he was ultimately aiming for.
You were making yourself such a staple that eventually Doppo offered you a job opportunity, laying it on thick by telling you everyone would be more motivated to have a pretty secretary greeting them each morning at the front desk, particularly Katsumi himself. His father wasn’t a dumb man. Doppo could tell Katsumi’s feelings for you as soon as he told him about your reemergence into his life. And who was he to step in the way of young, blossoming love? When Doppo got around to meeting you, he wasn’t shy in making innuendos that you would make a great addition to not just the dojo, but the Orochi family itself. Your face had blossomed into a vibrant red at his words, but nonetheless, you happily accepted the job offer.
To no one’s surprise, you excelled at your job, and everyone who stepped foot through the Dojo seemed more upbeat after speaking with you. You fit in so naturally it was as if you had always belonged with them in the first place, and it soon came to be that patrons couldn’t imagine the Shinshinkai lobby without you, their charming young secretary, greeting and assisting them in it.
Katsumi was a respected and well liked man already, considering himself lucky to have more than his share of close friends and companions to journey through life with. But you were something different, something new. Being around you was like a breath of fresh air, the burdens of leading a dojo of thousands melting away with every word you spoke, every smile you gave. Katsumi loved spending time with you, talking with you, going out with you. He just loved YOU period, and he knew you loved him back.
He just wished the love you felt mirrored his own.
At the time, introducing Retsu to you put up no red flags. You knew most of the people close to Katsumi at this point, they in turn becoming close to you as well. He never felt concern or jealousy over the relationships that were fostered through these meetings, in fact he was quite happy you got on so great with his family and friends. In the future, it would make officially bringing you into the family even easier.
Retsu was the last close friend of his you had to meet, as you had begun your employment around a time Retsu was otherwise occupied. Katsumi was eager for his friend to make your acquaintance, being quite interested in what the man would think of his (hopeful) future bride.
When that day finally arrived however, he could tell he was in trouble. From the moment the two of you first laid eyes on each other, there was palpable electricity in the air that was hard to ignore. A barely noticeable blush had bloomed on your cheeks when your name left Retsu’s lips for the first time, and your replies to his questions were stuttered, even though you normally spoke so confidently.  You nibbled incessantly at your bottom lip, constantly shifting your weight under his heady stare, and Katsumi was quick to realize these abnormal mannerisms were all indicative of a fast forming crush. Based on how keen an interest Retsu took in you at that initial meeting as well (Katsumi felt like he was intruding just by standing next to you), it was safe to say that crush was being reciprocated.
It would take a fool not to see where this was headed.
So now here he sat, sunken deep into your worn, yet comfortable couch in the living room of the town house you shared with Retsu. Katsumi knew it was technically just your home, after all it was him and his father who did the majority of the heavy lifting when you first moved in. At the time only your furniture was being hauled from moving van to new abode, but more recently quite a few new pieces had sprung up to overcrowd your space and remind Katsumi that the place he once considered a sanctuary was now a living quarter’s for two.
When you had first made the move from your smaller apartment a few blocks away to your current location, Katsumi was overjoyed that you picked a place so close to the dojo, thinking the choice had to have been influenced by him. You were within walking distance to visit on breaks, right around the corner if he just wanted to stop by and chat on your day off. It was definitely a nice perk, one that he often cashed in on when he could spare the time.
Eventually however, Retsu caught on to where Katsumi snuck off to during breaks. He asked if he himself could tag along to visit their mutual friend, seeming just a bit too pleased to discover you lived so close by. Katsumi tried not to let it hurt him too bad when you appeared more excited to see Retsu at your door than you ever had when it was just him.
Weeks passed in this fashion, until eventually Katsumi no longer had to make the walk with Retsu to your place, knowing he would already be with you once he arrived.
The man was becoming unavoidable, traces of his presence scattered through your home and on your person. His clothes hung next to yours in the closet (when they weren’t draped on your body). His dishes were stacked with yours in the kitchen (when they weren’t in your hands, a fresh meal he had whipped up piled on top, awaiting your consumption). The key copy you had made for him nestled in with yours in a knick-knack bowl by the door (when you were both home together, doing things Katsumi didn’t want to think about). He had successfully moved in, even going so far as to split the rent and utilities.
Katsumi’s only consolation in all this was how often he knew Retsu moved around and trained, which meant you weren’t ALWAYS with him. He hated that he had to think of the two if you in this manner, knowing that if anything he should be happy such a great man ended up with you. Retsu would never hurt you and would protect you with all that he is, with a man like him by your side you would never be left wanting for anything. Everyone else seemed thrilled by the matchup, constantly talking about what a good pair you and Retsu were, how nicely you complimented each other.
But he just couldn’t be happy about it, no matter how hard he tried. Every time he saw the two of you laugh or embrace, tendrils of jealously would coil themselves around him, constricting him in a horrid death grip. You were supposed to be his. It didn’t matter that it was Retsu who stole you away, theft was still theft, and the fact that the thief in question was like a brother to him only made it that much worse.
Needless to say, anytime Retsu wasn’t hogging your company and attention was the only time Katsumi felt like he could breathe.
“I’m glad you decided to stick around,” your voice called out behind him, a gentle hand placing a steaming mug of fresh tea on the table before him, “I would have been a complete wreck worrying if you made it home or not.”
You slipped past him to take the seat opposite his, placing yourself directly next to Retsu. Your hand slid easily into his as you snuggled up beside him, and Retsu reciprocated by pulling you in closer.
Katsumi took a sip of the piping tea to hide his frown.
“Don’t have much faith in me I see,” Katsumi teased as he put his mug down, “But I guess there are worse places I could be stuck right now, other than with you two troublemakers.” Katsumi bowed his head slightly towards you, “Thank you for letting me stay the night, the warm bed and nice company is much appreciated.”
You smiled at him pleasantly, “Please Katsu, you know you are always welcome here. Our home is your home.”
He did his best not to cringe at the ‘our’.
“Got it, when I’m too bushed to make it home I’ll just come crash here,” he shot you a mischievous look, “but if I can’t make it past the door make sure to catch me in your arms before I hit the ground, OK?”
You snorted, waiving your hand dismissively. “I’ll have Retsu do that, if it came down to it.”
Retsu chuckled, “I think that would defeat the purpose. You would be a much warmer embrace to fall into, I would imagine.”
Katsumi couldn’t tell if his friend was taking a dig at him or merely joking around. It was hard to ascertain from Retsu the exact extent that he knew of Katsumi’s feelings for you. Of course he was aware you were close, Katsumi talked about you often with the man by your side before the two of you had met. Katsumi always figured it was fairly obvious he had feelings for you that went deeper than friendship, hoping that that assumed bond would keep anyone from trying to stake their claim on you.
But he ended up being too slow, and whether you were dense, avoiding it, or just saw him as too good of a friend to potentially mess it up with a romance, you never once reciprocated his heavy-handed flirting with anything more than polite banter. He cursed himself daily for never straight up confessing. Even if you didn’t reciprocate, at least his feelings would have been known.
But regardless of how you felt about Katsumi, it didn’t change the rampant, amorous emotions that coursed through him at the mere thought of you. His intense love for you had become like an unruly caged animal, burying its claws deep into his heart, burrowing in so far that at this point removal would be sure to leave a gaping, unhealable wound. It was unrelenting, becoming nearly unbearable when Retsu came to him to explain his feelings and intentions towards you, asking if it would be OK with Katsumi for him to make a move. How could he say no? Just because his friend had the balls to strike while the iron was hot while he sat back and watched didn’t mean he had to be shitty about it. No matter how much it upset him, Retsu was a good friend and you were the apple of his eye. Retsu made you happy, and you made Retsu happy. Katsumi just needed some time to get over it and move on.
…At least if he told himself that over and over maybe it would make the overbearing bitterness he felt less of a bitch.
The three of you stayed up to talk a few hours longer, joking and reminiscing about life and happenings around the dojo. It was easy to get lost in the steady flow of your voice, the sweet cadence of your giggles whenever he made a stupid joke. What a sappy fool he resorted to being around you, hanging on every word you said, living to hear your laugh.
And with each witty remark that left your lips, every funny anecdote or suspenseful story, Retsu listened just as intently with his arm draped around your waist, holding you protectively. He’d gently sweep loose hairs out of your eyes that came free when you got too animated, leave a lingering kiss on your temple when you’d mention something involving the two of you. It was bad enough watching it being done to you, but when he witnessed you try to stand only to have Retsu tug you back into his lap, the playful look you shot him before planting a kiss on his lips was enough to send Katsumi over the edge.
“It’s getting late,” Katsumi interjected, standing up with a stretch, “Am I taking the couch or…?”
You peeled yourself from Retsu, resuming the task you set out to do previously, “Of course not! You know we have a guest room. And you, sir, are a most esteemed guest.” You bumped your hip against his as you carried the empty mugs to the kitchen.
“Follow Retsu, he’ll show you.”
~
Katsumi had just finished getting into some borrowed nightwear when he was interrupted by a soft knock on the door behind him.
“Hey Katsu,” your muffled voice called out, “You decent?”
“Depends on who you ask,” he responded, smiling at your snort that followed.
“Ha ha, very funny,” he could hear the smile in your voice, “Is it OK if I come in? These extra blankets and pillow are deceptively heavy.”
After giving his consent, you whisked your way into the guest room. Katsumi had to briefly turn away when he saw what you had entered in, embarrassed that witnessing you in such a casual state had such an intense effect on him.
Your hair clung to your flushed cheeks and neck, still damp from the shower you had taken moments prior. For nightclothes you had donned an old shirt that hung loosely off your body, swaying teasingly against your bare thighs with each step you took. It was so large it doubled as a nightgown, and he couldn’t help but grin when he saw the faded Shinshinkai dojo logo across your chest. If he wasn’t mistaken, that was an old shirt of his he had given to you the day you had spilled coffee all over yourself at work. He had encountered you in the hall on his way to a training session, a small puddle of dark liquid pooled at your feet, the rest splattered across your chest. You were flustered as all hell as you adamantly dabbed away at the huge stain there was no hope in removing, and you looked so endearingly abashed he couldn’t help but supply you with the shirt off his back right then and there as a form of assistance.
With a grunt, you placed an extra blanket and pillow beside the futon of the guest room. For a moment Katsumi mused on how this used to be Retsu’s room before he had relocated himself into your room. He withheld a grimace at the memory of overhearing you talking with Natsue at the dojo, practically gushing over how comfortable your large new bed was. You explained that it was a bed Retsu had purchased for your home, the most recent in a string of home appliance gifts that further cemented his long-term presence within your living quarters. Katsumi realized how asinine it was to be angry at an inanimate object, but the large, plush eyesore’s existence incensed him knowing it was probably utilized for plenty of things other than just sleep.
“If you need anything at all, please don’t hesitate to let me know OK?” Your voice broke his previous thoughts. “You should have enough bedding, but if you get cold at all there are some more blankets and things in the closet in the hall. Retsu and I will be right next door, so you can knock if you need help with anything else.”
“Alright mom geez,” Katsumi teased, shooting you a devious look, “If I wet the bed or something and need help cleaning up, you’ll be the first to know.”
A pillow was lobbed at his face. He could easily knock it aside, but enjoyed the little smirk of victory you’d get when you landed a hit on him. “You don’t have to be gross, Katsu.”
“Come on now, if I didn’t tease you wouldn’t you be worried something was horribly wrong with me?”
You hummed in contemplation, “Hmm, maybe. But I think I would appreciate a break from it, too.”
“Oh yeah, you want a break from my antics, huh?”
He grinned, stalking his way towards you. All too familiar with his rough housing, you took a defensive stance, eyes darting to the exit in an attempt to plot your escape route. He wasn’t going to have it. In a blink he darted towards you, scooping you up in his arms as soon as he was close enough, locking them in place around you. You giggled as he whirled you around a few times, reveling in the feeling of your skin pressed against his own. He chuckled too after a few twirls, eventually flinging the two of you on top of the firm futon. Your laughter bounced off the walls as you landed on his chest, your whole body rocking against his in your merriment, both of you savoring the moment.
Comforting and soft, the gentle reassurance of your weight pressing into him felt so perfect, so right. He took a deep breath, the scent of your florally shampoo heavy with your closeness. Placing his rough palm on your head, he mussed your hair affectionately, to which you smiled up at him lazily. Briefly concerned you would feel the increase in his heart rate as you pushed into him further, he took a deep breath to try and to quell his excitement, his hand stroking your head when your check rested against his heaving chest. A shiver ran through him his as you nuzzled into his touch.
The affection he had for you was eating him alive.
It took everything he had not to give in. The urge to flip you beneath him and crash his lips against yours while he peeled the clothing from your body, taking you as his and only his, was consuming his better judgement. The more he focused on you the more he became aware of every inch of your body that was in contact with him. The feel of your plush chest smothered against his, the way your legs were tangled around his so securely, keeping him in constant contact. It was all too much. He suppressed a groan when you repositioned yourself, your thigh grazing him just close enough that it caused his body to stir.
Wiggling from his hold, you plopped your body beside him. After the laughing died down, you both took a moment to catch your breath, staring up at the ceiling in a comfortable silence. You eventually pulled yourself up to a seated position, smacking his arm lightly with the back of your hand.
“Well even if you are gross and mean, I still want you to have a good night’s sleep in my home.” Your smile was so brilliant it almost hurt to look at it. “Again, we’re right next door if you need anything.”
“Gotcha,” Katsumi returned your smile, “Sleep well.”
“Likewise.”
With that, you were out the door, closing it with your departure.
Katsumi glanced at the clock, noting that it had grown quite late. With a sigh, he gathered the miscellaneous bedding around the futon to prepare for sleep, hoping his mind would calm enough to give him some reprieve.
He didn’t end up being so lucky.
He tossed and turned for the better part of an hour, doing his best to get you and the way you felt out of his head. He tried counting sheep, doing some stretches, even pulling up a white noise video on his phone in hopes it would help him drift away. But with his perpetually half hard cock and the knowledge that you were on the other side of the wall, half clothed and vulnerable, all his efforts were fruitless.
“Hey you...”
Your sleepy voice startled him, sounding surprisingly close through the dividing wall. As he recalled, the headboard of your bed rested against the wall his futon was scooted next to, so it made sense that he would hear you, but so clearly? Maybe he was just hyper aware of the sound of your voice, especially when it called out so innocently.
“I’m sorry, did I wake you tián xīn?” Retsu’s whispered voice followed. His was harder to hear, whether it was from him trying to be mindful, or how far away he was, Katsumi was uncertain.
“It’s ok,” you sleepily mumbled in reply, “I was just dozing off, not quite asleep yet.”
There was a soft padding of footprints, followed by the slight creak of Retsu getting into bed. It went quiet after that, and Katsumi decided it was time to take another stab at sleeping. He stared out the window opposite the futon, watching the fat snowflakes continually cascading to the earth. A decent pile up of snow had gathered on the edge of the outside windowsill, and he wondered how much longer it would fall and how it would end up impeding his travel back home. As much as he appreciated you both opening your home to him, hearing Retsu crawl into bed beside you solidified just how uncomfortable he felt knowing his best friend and the woman he loved were so smitten with each other. He was ready to leave as soon as possible.
Katsumi was beginning to feel his eyes grow heavy, sleep finally presenting itself as an option to him. As his eyes fluttered, he heard motion on the other side of the wall. He thought nothing of it at first, thinking it was just you or Retsu repositioning to get comfortable.
However, the noise didn’t stop. In fact, it grew in intensity as sheets were moved around and bodies were shifted. After several minutes of this, the unmistakable sound of kissing entered the mix.
Katsumi froze, his sleepy eyes shooting open at the realization. A heavy frown settled on his face as the smacking of lips grew louder, more feverish. Every so often it was accentuated by either a small whimper from you, or a muffled moan from Retsu.
“Retsu,” Katsumi heard you speak in between pants, “The walls are thin, Katsumi’ll hear us.”
“He’s asleep.” Retsu responded hurriedly, the statement said as something to appease you over actual fact. It pissed Katsumi off, but he couldn’t blame his friend. He’d be just as eager if he were in Retsu’s shoes.
His heart leapt when he heard you giggle, a breathy sigh following immediately after. “Retsu, I really don’t think…” your voice trailed off, lost between sounds of kisses and the rustle of fabric. Another sharp intake of breath shuddered through you, and with it Katsumi felt a jolt within himself.
He shouldn’t be hearing this. He knew there was something terribly fucked up about listening in on your friends making love. The two of you weren’t even being overly loud, but with the mix of your close proximity, the shitty thin apartment walls, and his hypersensitivity to every pleasurable sound that was withdrawn from your lips… he may as well have been front in center at a live show with how encompassing it all sounded.
It would be so easy to scoot the futon to the other side of the room, put in some earbuds and drown it all out. And Katsumi planned to move, truly he did. He wasn’t a creep. He would award you your privacy and do his best to forget what was happening next door, eventually falling asleep.
However the more he listened, the more he was pulled into his fantasies. What if it wasn’t Retsu in there with you, but himself? What if he were the one indulging in your body, basking in your love, coaxing those sweet little noises out of you?
When he closed his eyes, it was far too easy to imagine it.
Your face flushed, expression contorted in pleasure as he kissed and caressed you. Though he could never understand it, you were always a bit shy when it came to showing off your body. Would you try and hide yourself from him? There was a thrill he couldn’t deny in seeing you so vulnerable and embarrassed, doing your best to hold tight to your last remaining bits of composure and dignity as he grew more desperate in his assault.
At this point, the tent that had formed in Katsumi’s boxers made him abandon the thought of sleep entirely, everything transpiring beside him far too enticing to focus on anything else. He struggled to reel himself in, the decent side of him knowing this was wrong. He should be disgusted with himself, eavesdropping on you during such an intimate moment, getting worked up over it as if he were some pervert off the street watching couples in their homes through the bushes.
A moan fell from your lips, this one louder than the others. “P-please,” he heard you whimper, the desperation in your voice palpable, “n-need you!”
Katsumi’s hand was on his cock in an instant, your wanton pleas overpowering his other impulses. His heart beat furiously as his hand languidly traveled his length, eyes falling closed as he envisioned you beneath him in his bed. He clawed at his sweat soaked shirt with his free hand, the once chilly room feeling now more like a sauna.
“Tell me what you need,” he heard Retsu throatily respond, “I’ll give you everything you want Bǎobèi** you just need to tell me.”
Hearing him toy with you, Katsumi had never been so resentful of the man in his life. You were no doubt looking up at him through thick lashes, tears threatening to spill over your ruddy cheeks, soft lips parted slightly, red and plump from the previous kissing that took place. Where you hanging on to him, or clutching the blankets for dear life? How much longer until you succumbed completely? If it were Katsumi, he’d drag this moment out as long as he possibly could.
“I w-want you,” your voice strained through labored breathing. Katsumi picked up his pace, fantasizing that your words were meant for him alone. “I need you… Please, I need you to fuck me!”
No further words were spoken, the lewd sound of flesh hitting flesh becoming the only conversation. Katsumi pictured his thighs snapping against you, his girth penetrating you deeper than you had ever been before. He envisioned his hands roving your body, stopping to focus on the bud between your legs, eliciting new moans of pleasure, lustful coos of his name. His lips would be on your mouth, neck, tits, anywhere he could reach, sucking and biting marks onto you that wouldn’t fade for days. You would lose yourself in him just as much as he lost himself in you, your mind completely enthralled by how good he was making you feel, how perfect he was for you.
Katsumi‘s control was quickly waning, his hips jerking faster as his obscene dreams ran rampant. His dick twitched in his grasp, alerting him of the impending final high. He snatched the pillow from behind his head, biting down on it to quiet any noises he may make.
Your voice cried out from the other room shamelessly as you peaked, so lost in ecstasy you no longer cared if Katsumi could hear you next door. It served as the perfect soundtrack for Katsumi’s release, and he took extra pleasure in the fact that you both came at the same time.
Katsumi panted, basking in the pleasant afterglow in the moments that followed. He had never felt so satisfied from masturbation, the soundtrack you provided taking him to new heights. It left him trembling in pleasure, his body pulsating in the afterglow.
Unfortunately, his high ended up being criminally short lived. He continued listening in as the clamor next door carried on. He knew you had come, but it turned out Retsu wasn’t quite finished, the man’s labored grunts and murmurs of praise intermingling with your overstimulated cries and heavy panting.
And through it all what he could hear most clearly was your voice, heavy with lust as it reverently chanted a name.
“Retsu… Retsu… RETSU!”
Katsumi’s inevitable plummet back to earth followed your desperate call, the reality of the situation ready and waiting to bite him on the ass on his way down.
He stared up at the ceiling, disgusted by it all. His actions, the unescapable racket of your love making, the sticky feeling that coated his hand and borrowed sleepwear… the weight it posed on him was stifling. Even as the sound next door eventually gave way to silence, all he was left feeling was a hollow pit that had settled in his stomach, brought on by the unavoidable truth that your heart would never be his.
His fantasies would remain just that.
Where everything seemed too loud before, now it was all eerily quiet, the darkness and solitude of the night becoming suffocating as he remained unmoving.  He pushed himself off the futon, using what little light crept in from outside to navigate his way to a desk that sat in the corner. A tissue box laid upon its surface, nestled in an elaborate, doily covered holder.  Katsumi used to chuckle all the time over you choosing such a ‘grandma decoration’ to spruce up your desk, but things didn’t seem so funny now that he had yanked out a majority of its insides, dosing the tissues with water from a bottle you had stashed for him by the bed. He did his best to clean himself, holding back curses each time the flimsy material dissipated in his hands.
He had never felt like more of a loser.
~
In a rare turn of events, you were the first in the house to awaken.
You had never been much of an early riser, the siren song of your bed far more appealing than whatever the world had waiting to throw at you for the day. At least, that was how you used to feel, but ever since Retsu moved in you ended up having a change of heart. It turned out with a little coaxing, deliveries of breakfast in bed, and some gently placed good morning kisses, you quickly found that you no longer hated waking up, but instead quite looked forward it.
Though, try as you might to adjust your internal clock, Retsu always managed to beat you to the punch when it came to getting up in the morning. Whether it was early training or he was just ready to start his day, he’d always be the first out of bed and waste no time in getting things prepared not only for him, but you as well. The gesture was greatly appreciated, but left you feeling guilty. It was nice being pampered by the man you love, but sometimes you wanted to be the one doing the pampering.
So when you arose this morning, the sun having yet to begin its slow crawl into the blackened sky, and Retsu was still heavily asleep beside you, you knew you had to move fast. You slithered your way out of bed, tip-toeing into the hall like a cat on the prowl, praying he didn’t realize the shift in the mattress or the lack of your warmth beside him. It was lucky that he hadn’t scooped you up in his arms, snuggling you firmly against his chest in his slumber. It was an endearing habit of his, but one that would have effectively trapped you, ruining the mission.
Retsu must have been tired from all the work he put in yesterday. You figured his body needed all the extra rest it could get otherwise you didn’t think your escape would have gone so smoothly. He gave it his all at the dojo during the day and still managed to come at you with such unbridled intensity last night. It was no wonder his body would require a bit more sleep than usual.
You felt heat radiate from your cheeks as your mind wandered to last night, your body still throbbing with pleasant aches as the memory of Retsu claiming you invaded your thoughts. He was usually one to take his time in the bedroom, savoring you like you were a delicate treasure to cherish. But something came over him last night that turned him borderline bestial, the calm and sweet demeanor he usually sported turning wicked. He took you like a man possessed, his pacing, thrusts, and strokes far more potent than what he normally ravished you with.
Not that you didn’t like it, he was just aware of how overwhelming it could all be when he really let loose. Retsu was always mindful of how he handled you, and he was well versed in what your body could and could not handle. No matter the amount of reassurance you provided, he always felt bad after these rougher sessions, worried that one day he’ll go too far and cause you real damage.
You’d do your best to not limp in front of him today, or flinch if he touched a bruise or mark he had created. You could already see the hurt reflecting in his eyes over causing you any pain, causing you to frown. You hated having him feel guilty over this, especially when what he had done made you feel so satisfied.
You patted yourself on the back when you made it to the kitchen without being detected, feeling even more accomplished when you managed to get out all the cooking supplies and ingredients without causing a cacophony of noise. Humming slightly while starting to work, you took a moment to enjoy the peace of the morning. The slight sizzle of the pan and tiny chops of your knife were nice accompaniment to the birds chirping outside. It was still too early for cars to be rushing by or people to be out mingling and conversing, so at this time of day all you were surrounded by was a comforting solitude, left to your own devices to take all the time you needed to commence the day.
And though preparing a meal on random day of the week was nothing special or out of the ordinary, you always felt a sense of satisfaction over accomplishing the little things. Besides, today was more important than any other run of the mill morning. With Katsumi as your special guest you felt more energized than normal, a pep in your step as you floated through the kitchen prepping for both men’s imminent awakening.
Happiness settled in your chest as Katsumi flooded your thoughts. You were an only child, and having Katsumi in your life felt like the closest thing you would ever get to an actual sibling. Even his parents accepted you with open arms, inviting you to any and all family events, leaving a space for you at their dinner table. It warmed your heart knowing that someone outside of you own flesh and blood could care for you so much and was one of the many reasons you treasured the Orochi family. Now that you were no longer living near your own family, you held them that much closer.
Since the moment you had met Katsumi he had treated you with nothing but kindness and unending patience. It was known fact that he could be a show off, you had experienced his cocky and brusque side more times than you could count. But none of that negated the multifaceted and compassionate person he truly was. In your time as his friend you had seen all sides of Katsumi, and loved each one just the same.
The kind boy who took you under his wing when you were kids, even when to everyone else you were a lost cause, had become the man who welcomed you into his life without batting an eye, even after years had passed.Yes he was a stubborn, headstrong, individual, but he was always working so hard to better not just himself, but the people around him. A fierce warrior and a dear companion, those were all the true colors of Katsumi Orochi.
A man doesn’t earn the respect and love of a dojo of thousands by being nothing but a pig headed, show-off asshole, and you didn’t care what any naysayers had to say about him. You loved Katsumi, and were honored that he even acknowledged you, let alone cared for you.
You scoffed, shaking your head. You weren’t sure what you did in life to arrive at this point. Surrounded by the love of your life on one side, and the best friend anyone could ask for on the other… as cheesy as it sounded, you honestly felt like sometimes  you had stumbled into a dream.
“It smells good in here.”
You were nearly done cooking when you heard a voice behind you. Thrown off guard by the sudden interjection, you whipped around to see Katsumi leaning against the kitchen doorway.
He stood fully clothed in the work out gear he had come over in yesterday. He must have fished it out of your dryer sometime this morning, and you tutted over not being more on the ball and making him go through the hassle. You noted that his face was reddened and slightly glossy from sweat, and mixed with the unsteady rhythm of his breathing you realized that he had just finished some manner of physical activity.
“You’re up early!” You responded blithely, cocking your head to invite him further into the kitchen.
He gave you a half smile, stepping fully into the room. The sun had finally begun to shine it’s brilliant rays, and as the light filter in it splayed across Katsumi’s face, giving you a clear view of just how worn out he appeared. Heavy, dark bags hung beneath his dull eyes, his skin looking slightly sunken and pallid in the vivid light. He tried to conceal a yawn behind his hand, his body stretching before reverting back to the slumped, sleepy state it started in.
You frowned, “You alright Katsu? You look beat.” The concern was heavy in your voice as you hovered near him. You didn’t want to seem overbearing, but at the same time couldn’t help but fret. Did the cold get to him last night and he was getting sick because of it? You knew you should have left another blanket, that guest room is far too drafty.
“I’m fine,” he assured, waving a hand your way, “Just had a hard time sleeping, is all.”
You paused at his comment, the events of late last night springing to your mind. A horrible feeling clenched your stomach at the realization that Katsumi very well may have heard you. The walls of your home were ungodly thin, and the futon he slept on was pressed right against where your bed met the wall. You TRIED to be quiet, but Retsu had been so relentless in working your body that at some moments you weren’t able to hold yourself back.
Had Katsumi become an unwilling third party to the chorus of noises Retsu and yourself had made in the heat of passion? Picturing Katsumi in bed, irritated beyond belief to be stuck in your home and subjugated to that while he struggled to sleep made you feel horribly ashamed.
Your body began to grow hot and you found it increasingly hard to keep eye contact with Katsumi. How incredibly embarrassing, to invite someone to spend the night and then keep them awake all night with the loud fucking you were partaking in with their best friend. Rude didn’t begin to cover it.
“Ah, um… Well, I’m sorry if there was uh… A noise issue…” You could barely get the words out, the hand you were using to beat eggs flicking the whisk with a little too much vigor.
He studied you a moment, a serious look flashing through his eyes before he shook his head.
“A noise issue, you guys have loud neighbors or something?”
Your body instantly eased at Katsumi’s words, spoken so earnestly you knew he was speaking them seriously.
Katsumi shrugged apathetically. ”I just have a hard time trying to get comfortable in a bed that isn’t my own sometimes.  After tossing and turning all night I finally just decided to drag myself outside for a jog. I mean, mine as well do something if I can’t get shut eye, right? ”
You laughed nervously, relieved to have dodged that awkward bullet. “Oh yeah? Well that stinks, but it’s a relief to hear my rowdy neighbors weren’t the cause of this,” your expression turned thoughtful, “But you should get some more rest, you don’t have to be at the dojo until later, right? I can come bring you breakfast when it’s done.”
His eyes wavered with deep emotion, the crooked smile on his lips driving home just how exhausted he was.
“I really appreciate that, but honestly I should get out of your hair soon. The snow is a lot better now, and I have some other stuff I need to get done before I head in for the day.”
You nodded, turning your full attention back to the food you were preparing with a sigh. “I guess if you insist, but please take a seat at the table and at least try to relax for me, alright?
He did as he was told, parking himself at the small table that sat along the back wall. Time seemed to slow as he watched you carry on in silence, only the sound of simmers and clinks of kitchenware to disrupt the calm. Every few minutes you would subconsciously hum and he found the sound of it so soothing that if he listened to it long enough, he was sure it would lull him to sleep. The rising sun fell in around you, making you appear to glow. As his eyes stayed glued to your form, he was enchanted by placidity of the scene before him. As he took you in radiant was the first word that came to his mind to describe you, gorgeous following closely in suit.
When you swept the hair from your neck, the spell your visage had cast on him instantly shattered. The dark purple and blue marks littering your skin glared mockingly back at him, remnants of last night’s rendezvous. Any moment now the man who left those marks would wake up and join you. He’d meander into the kitchen, greet Katsumi with a smile, and then make his way over to you. He’d hold you from behind, lean down to gently kiss the bruises he created, sheepishly apologizing when you’d flinch at the sensation.
Katsumi wasn’t typically a jealous person, his own life and successes enough to keep those feelings at bay. But when you were involved everything was different, and he had to make peace with the fact that it would always be that way.
You broke away from cooking to pour him a cup of coffee, grinning at him affectionately as you placed the steaming mug before him. When you bent over you placed your free hand on his arm, giving a gentle rub before getting back to work. His eyes stayed trained on you as he took a sip of the freshly brewed beverage, warmth spreading through him as it hit his tongue.
You had prepared it just the way he liked.
For now, in the serenity of this early morning, he could make do with pretending that it was just the two of you here. He could be content with imagining that the two of you were a happy couple starting the day together with a home cooked meal, and would be ending the day the same way.
At least in his dreams, you could be his.
  *I know next to nothing  about the Chinese language and I apologize for this if you do and are like wtf this is all wrong. This allegedly means ‘sweetheart’. The thought of Retsu using him native language to call you cute pet names destroys me, hence why this was added.
** This one means darling/treasure
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