#this is nothing but a jinyoung appreciation post

[feralnightwing]

and my man thank u to my man

[itzynabi]

survival show

summary: in which eve gets made an offer

set: late jan 2018

word count: 1.5k

warnings: mention of food

an: i feel like it’s been 1929283 years but i’m finally posting another scenario. more shineeve for your feed. words in bold are english. feedback and reblogs are much appreciated 💐

eve’s masterlist

Eve poked her head through the office door. “You asked to see me?”

Jinyoung nodded, gesturing at the chair in front of his desk. When she sat down, she leaned back in his chair.

“How are you?” He asked.

“I’m fine,” she said.

“That’s good, that’s good.” He nodded. Clapping his hands, he leaned forward, placing his arms on the desk. “I don’t want to waste your time, so let me get right into it. There’s going to be another season of Produce 101 coming up and Mnet asked me if I had any trainees I’d like on the show and I thought of you.” He pointed at her.

“Um, that’s–”

“I know that you’ve been going through some stuff recently,” he interrupted, “and you probably don’t want to do a survival show, but–” he shrugged his shoulders, leaning back in his chair again– “I figured you could use a distraction.”

Eve nodded slowly, playing with her fingers. “When does it start shooting?”

“Sometime in February or March. It won’t start airing until later, though.” He played with his rings, staring at the trainee. “How about you think about it? Come back to me in… a week?”

“Yeah, okay.” She stood up from her chair. “Thank you,” she said, bowing before she left.

“And what did you say?” Somi asked.

“Nothing,” Eve answered. “He said he’d give me a week to think about it. So, I’m going to think about it.”

The two girls were at a Korean BBQ place, having agreed to meet for dinner. Eve had just told her friend about the offer Jinyoung made her.

“Unnie, you have to do it!” Somi said, making herself another lettuce wrap. “You’d blow the roof off the place, you’re one of the most talented people I know.” She shoved the wrap into her mouth.

Eve watched over the meat as it cooked. “I don’t know.” She sighed. “I just don’t feel ready.”

Somi rolled her eyes exasperatedly. “That was your excuse for not going on Sixteen. I’m beginning to think you don’t want to debut.”

“Yes, I do! I just want to make sure that when I present myself to the world, I’m at my best.”

“Unnie, there’s no way you can be at your best as a trainee. You’re going to learn more as you’re in the industry,” Somi told her. “Have you told your brother?”

Eve shook her head. “I forgot to tell him yesterday and he’s in practises for SHINee’s upcoming concerts.” She said, assembling her own wrap. “I told my parents and they said they’ll support whatever I choose.” She stopped moving, staring Somi in the eye. “My dad very unsubtly said he wants me to say yes.”

Somi burst out laughing, clapping her hands. “Your dad knows what I’m talking about! Unnie, you are too talented to not make your debut.”

Eve hesitated to eat her wrap. “I… whatever!” She exclaimed, showing the wrap in her mouth. “Enough about me,” she said as she chewed. “What’s new with you?”

Somi groaned. “Just trying to negotiate with PD-nim about my solo debut. The usual.”

Eve chuckled, all too aware of her friends’ struggle with seeing eye-to-eye with their CEO. “I think you might just convince him one of these days.”

“You bet?” Somi asked, a hopeful glint in her eyes.

Eve nodded. “Yeah. And if he doesn’t budge, I’ll fight him for you,” she promised, causing the younger girl to smile.

“Thank you, unnie.”

Eve rolled her eyes, a smile gracing her face. “Yeah, yeah. Eat more.” She put more meat on Somi’s plate.

The next day, Eve walked to the elevators of the SM Entertainment building, dragging her school bag as she walked and entered the first one that opened. She went to the floor that SHINee’s practice room was on, knocking on the door when she arrived. There was silence on the other end and then–

“Come in, princess!” Minho shouted.

She entered the room, letting go of her bag when she closed the room. “I’ve arrived,” she said, doing jazz hands. The four men were scattered in the room: Minho by the speakers, Taemin on the bench, Jinki lying starfish on the ground and Kibum staring at himself in the mirror, going over choreography. Her eyes roamed the room some more, looking for a fifth man, but stopped once she remembered.

“We see that.” Minho chuckled.

“Your hair’s so messy,” Taemin said, pointing at her sad excuse for a ballet bun.

She ran her hand through it. “We ran through every dance five times today and did extra strength and conditioning. Teacher Haeun wants us to do the dances in our sleep! Since it’s the senior’s last performance as students, she wants it to be our best one ever.”

“Right!” Taemin exclaimed. “You’re graduating this year!”

“Finally!” She groaned, making Taemin laugh.

“Make sure you don’t work too hard,” Jinki warned, raising his arm in warning.

Eve saluted. “You got it.” She chuckled as he laughed. Looking to Kibum, she shifted on her feet. “Oppa, can I talk to you?”

Kibum stopped going over the choreography, turned around and looked at her. “What’s up?” He asked, walking to her.

She shook her head. “Nothing major. I just need your advice.”

“I can also give you advice!” Minho shouted, walking to the siblings. The three of them sat down on the floor near the door.

“So,” she started, “JYP PD-nim said that he wants to put me on the upcoming season of Produce 48, but I don’t know if I should.”

“Do you want to?” Kibum asked her.

She shook her head. “I don’t know. I think about going on the show and I’m scared. I think about not going on the show, and I’m filled with regret.”

“When do you need to answer him?”

“Um…” She checked the date on her phone. “Three days.”

“I think you should do it,” Taemin spoke up from across the room. He walked to the trio, Jinki following behind him, and sat down with them. “You’ll obviously come in first place and debut.”

“You’re way too talented to still be a trainee,” Jinki added.

She pursed her lips in thought. “You think? Because Somi said the same thing, but I don’t know.”

Kibum lightly shoved her shoulder. “Yah! What’s the worst that could happen? And don’t take that as an invitation to start listing out bad things,” he said, stopping Eve from doing exactly that.

Minho squeezed her leg. “You’re just overthinking it.”

“That’s literally all I do,” she said.

“Close your eyes,” Jinki instructed, tapping her incessantly when she didn’t immediately obey. “Take a deep breath.” He waited for her to do as instructed. “Squeeze your hands. Now, roll your shoulders back. What’s your favourite colour?”

“Pink,” she answered.

“Song?”

“1 of 1.”

“Do you want to do the show?”

“Yes– Oh.” She opened her eyes, looking at the oldest member. “Oh.”

“Hyung, you’re like a wizard,” Kibum commented, shifting away from his member. “But now that you know, are you going to do the show?” He asked his sister.

Eve nodded slowly, thinking it through. “Yeah. I think I am.”

Taemin whooped. “Yeah!”

She sat on her heels, leant forward and wrapped the members in a hug. “Thank you ahjussi’s.”

Minho reached up, wrapping his hand around her wrist. “No problem, Nabi.”

Eve knocked on Jinyoung’s office door, entering when he let her. Looking up from the papers on his desk, he smiled at her.

“I assume you thought it over?” He asked.

She nodded her head. “Yes, I did and I would like to do the show.”

His smile got bigger at her words. “That’s great news! I’ll tell the executives.” She nodded, turning to leave the room, but stopped at the sound of his voice. “This is really great. I’m… I’m planning on debuting a girl group,” he told her, “and I wanted you in it, but I wasn’t sure if you were ready. But this will be a good opportunity to test you — see if you’re ready.” He looked down at the papers on his desk. “Your debut in the group will depend on your performance on Produce 48,” he said, “so make sure to do a good job.”

“Yes, sir,” she said, gulping. She couldn’t deny the amount of pressure she felt too do good in order to debut in a permanent group.

He smiled at her once more. “You may go,” he dismissed.

Eve nodded, leaving his office. She walked to the elevator, going down to the practice rooms for her lesson. As she approached her room, she pulled out her phone.

[nabi’s ahjussi’s]

nabi [18:34] i told PD-nim i’d do the survival show

keybutt (ahjussi #3) [18:34] yeah!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!!!

taem (ahjussi #5) [18:34] fighting nabi fighting!!

flaming charisma (ahjussi #4) [18:34] we’ll make sure to support you!!!

Eve stifled a laugh when Jinki sent a dancing gif. She turned her phone off, putting it in her dance bag. As she entered the room with the other trainees, she told herself she’d work harder than anyone in the entire trainee system to secure her place in the new girl group.

tagging: @seolboba // @ateezivy // @ateezjuliet // @cafemilk-tea // @smh-anon // @alixnsuperstxr

©️ kim nabi

[beyejun]

hi everyone i really hoped my next post on yejun would be an awesome reply but i’m actually just giving a quick heads up that i’m going to be dropping him 😭 

mild content warning for mental health/depression mentions below, just fyi. i am oversharing a little bit. but if you want the full explanation, see below!

i love this muse but the last couple of weeks have been super rough for me. every year, without fail, i manage to convince myself that i don’t actually get seasonal depression and then come fall i lose the will to participate in anything including my hobbies for several months until like may/june. this time feels particularly bad and i’ve had little to no energy for almost anything for a couple of weeks now and i don’t think it’s going to get better soon.

yejun is a sad muse. i always like to start muses at low/unrefined places and then build them up throughout their time in the directory (i love writing character dev), but making this particular muse was just ill-timed for me. i’m not in a place where i really want or need to vent my feelings. if i have the will to write, i’d rather focus on happier muses. or, like, at least muses who don’t consciously realize they have problems (jinyoung is an emo baby but he masks his feelings a lot, so he’s easier to write for when i’m feeling low myself).

if the fc is still open come spring and i’m feeling better, i’d love to bring him back and try this again! but in the meantime, it’s best for me to just let him go for now. his is a story i can wait to share another day.

just to be clear, i’m keeping jinyoung and not dropping wannabe entirely. i might be very slow in getting replies out, both on dash and in messages, but please have patience with me 🙏 i am doing my very best and it’s genuinely nothing personal if i’m so slow in responding... and also don’t worry about like plotting angst w me or anything; i’ll communicate my boundaries and i still love character dev. things can’t be happy All The Time and i don’t necessarily want them to be, both in character and in real life.

if you read all this, thank you!! i really appreciate your time and energy <3 i’ll be on jinyoung’s account trying to get things done today, as much as i can, but again all i ask is that people just have patience with me while i try to keep my life together. thanks!!

[prettywordsyouleft]

for cc can i get a sensitive topic drabble request with jinyoung or mark from got7. i saw a post you made awhile ago about facial hair to an anon asking for help. i was wondering if you could write about Y/N avoiding the idol because she hasn't yet shave? thank you for writing this if you feel comfortable to. there's hardly any representation of womanly struggles in fiction like this.

I appreciate the opportunity with this topic. Because I feel it important to talk about, I didn't cut the word count on this one.

Pairing: Park Jinyoung x female reader

Word count: 582

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Bliss surrounded you. Much did Jinyoung's arms. You held onto the remnants of your delicious dream with the same man holding you to his bare chest for only a second longer, his hand on the prowl towards your face.

You moved faster as the sudden understanding flushed you with awareness, placing a hand right over your mouth and chin that he had been inching towards.

"Morning," he greeted with a quirked eyebrow. His gaze was still unfocused for a moment more, Jinyoung blinking away his sleep. "Why are you doing that?"

"Morning breath," you replied with a muffle, and Jinyoung chuckled huskily, trying to tug your hand away.

"I don't care if you haven't brushed your teeth yet. Let me kiss you."

"I care. I'll be right back!"

Dashing into your bathroom, you shut the door quickly and moved towards the basin. Peering into the mirror before you, you leaned in closer to inspect your face.

Whilst times were changing, you knew that it would take a whole lot more for women to open up about their facial hair. As long as you took care of it, much like other body hair, it didn't bother you.

But it had been a while since you had dated, and it was always awkward to broach the topic in the beginning. Your reaction had been based on vanity. You wanted to look good for Jinyoung.

Reaching for your razor under the sink, you quickly lathered up the area on your face that needed attention, running the device over your skin and cutting away the hairs that had grown overnight.

You finished just in time for Jinyoung to open the door, his dark gaze regarding you as you placed a towel to your face. Looking at the sink, you realised you hadn't brushed your teeth yet.

"Want to talk about it?" he asked, stepping into the bathroom, eying the razor on the countertop.

"You guessed?"

"It's nothing to be ashamed of. Have you seen how easily my five-oh-clock shadow arrives if I--"

"You're a guy. It's mean to happen to you."

"You're embarrassed?" he assumed. "Don't hide from me. I'm not going to judge you. Has someone done that to you before?"

As you noticed the protectiveness settle into his eyes, you relaxed, realising this was different. You nodded softly. "Guys tend to like feminine things about women. You know, one guy didn't even understand when I stopped shaving my legs in winter. It's a lot more effort to keep tidy than some people realise."

Jinyoung's jaw tightened with the information before he let out a deep breath. "I don't care."

"I want to look good in front of you."

"You look amazing in front of me right now."

"I'm not even dressed."

"Precisely." His eyes raked over you in a way that made you dizzy. "Waking up next to you has been something I've wanted for so long. Your morning routine too. I want to fit into your world, and I can't do that if you're excusing yourself away because you're worried I'll think badly."

"So it's not a big deal?"

"The only big deal I have about this is someone made you feel like it was," he announced, pulling you against his chest. You buried into him with a relieved sigh. "That and you left me hanging. I want to kiss you."

"I still have morning breath," you told him, and Jinyoung hooked his finger under your chin, inching closer.

"I really don't care."

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My ask box is open for this week’s Chelle Chats!

[okskz]

Out in the Open. (pt.1)

Elsy + Got7

elsy wakes up to many texts and miss calls from the boys after the rumor breaks out, causing her to be in her first scandal.

I really hope you guys enjoy this post and of course let me know what you guys thought of it. your feedback is always appreciated!

[8th Member of Got7/Soloist]

It was early in the morning when Elsy heard loud knocking against her door of her apartment, causing the girl to wake up in a frantic. Sitting herself up quickly, she could still hear the loud knocks, letting out a huge groan.

Slipping out of bed, she quickly made her way out her room where she then heard her name being called out. “Elsy! Elsy, open the door!” She heard no other than Jackson yell.

“What is your problem-“ Elsy was cut short when Jackson barged into her apartment right after opening the door for him.

“Have you not seen my texts? Or calls? Have you not been aware of what’s going on?”

Elsy furrowed her eyebrows. “I just woke up!” She exclaimed. “What are you even talking about?” Elsy grabbed her phone that was set on her counter, seeing the many messages and missed calls she had. But not just from Jackson, the rest of the group as well.

Elsy was confused as to why all of them were messaging her. She even caught glimpse of her manager sending her a text too, with a couple of missed calls. “Why is everyone literally blowing up my phone?” She questioned, opening up her manager’s text first. It saying “we need to talk about this as soon as possible.”

And when Elsy finally read the message, she felt her stomach dropping from what the previous message was before that. It was a link to an article that showed a picture of her and Jinyoung, and with her hands already shaking, Elsy tapped on the link where an article popped up. “Oh no.” Elsy gasped out loud as she read the title. “This can’t be happening.”

Her heart was racing super fast now when she continued to read the rumor of her and Jinyoung hooking up with each other. It was uploaded almost an hour before Jackson had arrived, meaning many were aware of it. Elsy swallowed hard as she looked up at Jackson, tears already forming in her eyes. She felt devasted, overwhelmed, and didn’t know what to do. She’s never been in such a situation before, as her first scandal, Elsy didn’t know how to feel.

And she was even more crushed that it happened a couple of weeks before her first ever solo debut.

“Elsy?” Jackson called out, seeing the girl in some sort of trance.

Elsy continued to stare, spacing out as she thought about the article more. How could this have happened? Why was this happening?

She felt her lips quiver as Elsy slammed her phone down on the counter. “Why, why why?!” She exclaimed. “Why is this happening? Why now? Who could have possibly even done this?” She cried.

“It said it was someone anonymous that overheard our conversation.”

“How could I have been so stupid?!” Elsy pulled on her hair.

The sound of her phone ringing caused her to get startled. It was Jinyoung. And soon Elsy began to get really nervous having to hear him. “H-Hello?” She stuttered.

“Jiyeon.” He said coldly. “Have you seen what’s been going on? Your manager and I have been trying to contact you.”

“Yes.” Elsy breathed out. “I‘ve been asleep. I barely just found out.”

“My team and your team are setting up a meeting at your company. See you there.” Jinyoung hung up, giving Elsy no time to answer him. By the time of his voice, Elsy knew he wasn’t too happy.

“I have a meeting soon.” Elsy told Jackson.

“Are you okay?” Jackson questioned in concern.

Elsy shook her head. “No. This is literally the worst thing to wake up to. Everyone’s going to see me differently. And of course I’m going to be the one getting more attacked than him.”

The girl let out a defeated sigh. All while Jackson went up to hug Elsy tightly. She even wrapped her arms around him, hugging him tightly as well, happy that he was there for some sort of comfort.

Soon after Elsy was dressed, she made her way out of the building where her manager was waiting for her outside. Jackson came along, trying to give Elsy some support, and knowing she didn’t feel like being alone at the moment. Although she kept on insisting for him to go home.

And once she arrived, she was met with Jinyoung, who she could tell was annoyed when looking at Elsy.

“The meeting is starting soon.” Her manager said as soon as he spotted Elsy. Both teams went into the room to talk about the article. Elsy sat next to Jinyoung, fidgeting with her fingers. She was overwhelmed, never having to be in this type of position before.

She was going to be starting fresh soon and now that she was in her very first scandal, she felt as if everything was going wrong. Because even after the meeting is done, that article was still out there in the first place, and who knows who hasn’t seen it.

Both CEO’s of Elsy and Jinyoung’s companies came in and that’s when the long meeting began.

“Let’s begin.”

***

After almost an hour long of talking and agreements from both companies, they came up with a statement that was soon going to be released.

The two knew they couldn’t lie, which is why they went ahead and confirmed that the rumor was in fact true. But they didn’t mention it was in the past, and the two didn’t see each other that way anymore.

Right after the meeting, Elsy still felt a heavy heart. None of this wouldn’t of happened if she didn’t talk about her and Jinyoung out loud in public. Because you never know who could be eavesdropping.

When going down to the first floor of the building, she noticed Jackson standing with his back facing her. Meaning he was talking to someone, and as she got closer she noticed it was none other than the rest of her members. Seeing them only caused her stomach to churn.

Bambam was the first to notice Elsy and Jinyoung. “Hey!” Everyone’s heads turned to look at the two. Elsy hearing a frustrated sigh coming out of Jinyoung’s mouth. “What are they doing here?” He asked lowly.

“We came to see if you guys were okay.” Jaebeom said as they approached them. “What a ridiculous rumor.”

“Yeah!” Bambam exclaimed. “People these days come up with anything. Out of all things why this and why you two?”

“Noona, you look pale.” Yugyeom brought up. “Are you okay?”

Elsy slightly nodded. And there was no denying the both Jinyoung and Elsy looked a little off. “Are the both of you okay?” Jaebeom then asked.

Silence was all they got. Elsy looked everywhere but at her members. While Jinyoung kept his head low with his arms crossed.

“You guys are acting as if the rumor is true.” Bambam snorted. Again, Elsy avoided looking at Bambam. But her being silent about it, caused him to raise a brow. “It’s not true is it?”

Jinyoung exhaled deeply as he turned his head away. Jackson stared at the two, biting the inside of his lip.

“Oh my god.” Bambam whispered. “It’s true.”

All of them waited for at least one of them to deny but when a few seconds past and none of the two said anything. They knew their answer. “What the hell?” Jaebeom said. “It’s true?”

Elsy slowly nodded, already feel ashamed of herself as she lowered her head. “When? H-How? Why?” He said.

Everyone was in deep shock. Confused as to why they even did it in the first place. The two never saw them to be the ones to have any sort of relationship, especially with what they were being accused of.

“Doesn’t matter anymore.” Jinyoung said harshly. “It’s over and done with. We’d like to get past this.”

“And you.” Jinyoung said, whipping his head to look at Elsy. “Next time, try to keep your mouth shut while being out, yeah?”

“I get that you’re mad but no need to attack me.” Elsy retorted.

“If it wasn’t for you we wouldn’t be in this mess right now.”

Just what Elsy needed, after the two had finally made up, here they were arguing yet again. “You have it easy anyways! Everyone’s going to probably see me differently now because of this, but you, you can still go on living your normal life.” Elsy argued.

“You don’t have anyone to blame but yourself for that.”

It was in that moment Elsy wanted nothing more than to strangle Jinyoung on the spot. She hated this side of him, not caring about how she felt and honestly how he only thought about himself. Elsy was tired of constantly getting attacked by Jinyoung over anything situation that involved her.

“It was actually my fault.” Jackson spoke up. “If I hadn’t said anything to Elsy about you two. She would have never mentioned it.”

“And how did you find out?” Jinyoung asked.

“I overheard you two talking.”

“Great.” Jinyoung huffed.

There was silence between the group again, all of them taking in the information about their two members. Elsy only hoped this wouldn’t ruin anything or her relationship with them. She wish there was a way she could take all of it back.

“Where are you going?” Youngjae questioned Jinyoung as he began moving forward to the door.

“I’m done here.” He replied. “Also Jiyeon, I think it’s best if we don’t see each other. At least until this blows over.”

Elsy was a bit hurt from his words, but knew it was for the best. Someone could have had suspicion of the two and they were seen with each other after this. The girl nodded, staying silent again.

She continued to think about everything that has happened from the moment she woke up. It was all too much for her. But she let out a small gasp when she thought about something else. More specifically, someone.

“Bang Chan.”

[shinwhoohoo]

Hello. I found your acc some weeks ago and read through all your rants posts. I love them so much because you're so realistic and mature ;-;. Can I rant too? Please just ignore this if you hate it🥺🫂 (Also English isn't my first language so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense)

Intro: I'm a wm stan. A miracle and a fuse. I've liked bipo since their debut but didn't really stan them because 2nd gen era was such a golden era I followed every groups. But I truly cherishes the 5 of them.

So. I realised now why I am not able to fully support jy. Not as much as I'd like to. It's because, he's a leader that could've protected bipo but he chose not to.

...

I cried so hard when Hyejin left omgeol because she didn't deserve all the hate and negativity. She was basically leaving the group for her own health. Which is good for her🗣️❤️

And then Minseok left. I remembered feeling so empty. It's so weird. No hints. No nothing. He just left. And now he looks happy cooking in his ig.

...

And then I learnt that jy and baro left. I thought. Hey, maybe they just want to do something new. Like Minseok did. And Baro did what I expected him to do. Be an actor. But jy. He left to continue... being an idol???

Idk but it hurts so much because he's just pursuing the same thing but he left bipo. Trust me I love him and really think it's a good thing he left wm. He's ambitious and always feel like he need to grow even further as a performer, I think. He's a great person. But I can't shake the feelings he did it without telling the boys. Like he made up his minds looong before he left.

And the three boys? He just left them. And on bad terms at that.

My point is really, I've been broken hearted twice for two different reasons. One was truly heartbreaking and the other was just not meant to be. I get it.

But jy. He chose to leave because he, probably, thinks that he won't be able to do much with bipo. I hate it. I hate that I have this thinking. I should be happy for him but I can't. Not when I saw how worried cnu was and how damaging it was for chandeul.

Now that that's been said. GOOD GRIEF HE'S GONE. I CAN FINALLY SEE GONGCHAN BLOOMING TO HIS FULL POTENTIAL YASS. AND THE THREE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE SOFTEST TOGETHER EVEN WHEN THEY WERE FIVE BEFORE.

Good luck to jy and baro for their future endeavours but really, I couldn't care less abt jy.

That's all.

Have a nice day love❤️🤗

hello~!! thank you so much for taking the time to read my long-winded rants oh my goodness 🙈💕 that must have taken you a long time but I appreciate you reading them~ You are always welcome to come here to rant any time you feel like it!

Good points, the circumstances which JinE and Laun left are completely different. They were doing so for their own health (physical and mental), and have gone on to live much happier, healthier lives outsides of the idol industry. Yoonji too, from what I've seen as well, seems to be much happier after leaving WM. (Also side note, Hyejin was my bias in OMG and I was so so sad as well to see what a toll it took on her health;; just so glad they're all doing better)

Yeah, Baro always has shown an interest in acting. Before he got into WM, he was going to pursue acting in university, and by the time we fast forward to the end of their original 7 year contract, enough events had taken place where it was understandable for Baro to be stepping back from the idol world. And since then, he has stayed true to his acting desires. Jinyoung has seemed to be a bit more all over the place, setting up (presumably) his own company and recording studio, still releasing songs/OSTs, acting, fansigns, etc. So it's much more difficult to say what his goals were when leaving WM/Bipo, other than to guess he just didn't want to be in the group anymore (or at least for the foreseeable future).

And of course, the way they seemed to have left (which I'm sure you read enough about in my prior asks/rants lol) just seem to indicate there was a lot of things left unsaid, leading to bad feelings that A3 have made known.

I'm with you, in that I hope Baro and Jinyoung have continued success and happiness in what they're doing. I also hope in time, 'B1A4' will stop being mentioned to them, because all it does is create tensions for them, A3, and the fandom. And like you said, Shindeulchan have reached a point of happiness without them so, really, good grief is right 😂

[igotanna]

Heyy bb!! I hope you're taking care of yourself and aren't too busy🥰 So I thought of this and I wanted to ask if you could this: GOT7 reaction to dating someone who is very polished and polite (elegant even) in public but is very adorable and rambly when they're alone together. Do it only if you're free and willing, no pressure love💜

Ah honey thank you so much for this request! I know it took me looong but I really enjoyed it (also appreciate the open hand date tysm)💚💚 it was refreshing ~ also I hope I maintained to stay on topic bc this was a bit tricky😅 if not then sorry for that🙏

Mark

“MaRk!” you cried out of your bedroom with the highest level of despair.

“Yeah!” sounded Mark from the other room, not shortly after looking at you, standing on the doorstep.

“I can’t find my purse,” you pouted and threw another pillow on the floor hoping your tonight purse is hidding between the sheets.

Mark chuckled and shrugged, sat down on the bed you were currently digging a hole into.

“What are you laughing at? This isn’t funny!” your voice got all lost between the blankets and pillows. Mark laughed and pointed down under your vanity table “Did you tried to look there?”

As soon as you endend another episode of Mark’s fav series - you searching for your lost things - you headed to the award night. In the car with two of other members you kept the conversation floating nicely and maintained all glossy, Mark had to laugh as he just remembered how you looked few minutes ago.

“What is so funny?” Bambam noticed his amusement. Mark shook his head and held your hand tighter “I remembered something.”

You felt he’s implying to you and you turned your head to face him, raising your eyebrow.

“Nevermind.”

Bambam and Youngjae wouldn’t leave him get off that easily but they had to get out of the car. Just before it was your turn you faced him again “What was that?”

“Oh nothing,” a soft apologetic kiss on your cheek “You just give so mature and even bossy vibe when we’re out, but when I shut the door at home, you-”

“I turn into a child??”

“You turn into the most adorable lost sweetheart I saw.”

JB

You knew JB sometimes doesn’t know what he wants himself. You got used to that sometimes he prefers you as elegant powerful woman, and sometimes he wanted to be the one seen and he wanted you to back a little. You had to learn when to do what.

After one night on public, just after you kicked of your high heels, high enough to see top of JB’s head, he leaned on the door and asked very random question “Where is this two sidedness coming from?”

You just put down your earrings from which your head was aching and turned to him “What do you mean?”

JB kept observing you like it’s the first time actually seeing you.

“What?!” you incited him with shaky voice. You felt like he was reading your mind. When he didn’t answer at once you sighed and turned back at him, starting to unzipp your dress as you made your way to the bathroom.

After a while he came in to lean on the doorframe and watch you getting ready to go shower.

“Can you just pretend we’re not alone?” his voice was at least disturbing.

You shook your head “I’m really tired - can you talk normally?”

“I wanna see your lady self.”

You blinked and got to the shower, giving him blank looks through the glass.

He changed position to see your face better and played with the hem of dress you left on the basin. A thought came on your mind that maybe he’s preparing to say something he’d never say out loud because he thinks you can’t hear him through the splashing water. His voice was low and he sighed a little like he was picking up courage. A nervousness poured you over with cold sweat.

“You...’ve got such a presence.. and power.... and beauty...I never told you... how proud I feel...when we’re on public and you’re so.. impressive.” and he gave you surprisingly long look “I just wish you’d sometimes be your lady-self before me as well so I know ‘m also worth your effort.” how he paused between the words and barely looked at you when he talked you knew he meant every line. And your heart dropped as you felt his emotions through his hesitating voice. He thought he’s not worth the effort!

You turned the water off and looked at him properly, this time with the softest look “Babe I thought you wanted me to be like that on public. I  did always what I thought you needed at that time.”

“Come here,” he pleaded with cracked voice so quiet and tender eyes. His hands were opening to you like a invitation for the warmest hug ever.

JACKSON

“...and so when I got there I drank all his coffee by mistake!”

“By mistake? Jacks how can you drink somebody’s coffee by mistake?!” you cried with laughter. Actually you were rolling on the sofa laughing your ass off because Jackson was just finnishing his story from the other day.

Jackson was maintaining his poker face, but corners of his lips were dancing zumba. He always got so happy when he saw you enjoying his stories and jokes. Ofc you were all about his stupid sense of humour.

That stands until you both are facing cameras, reporters or other celebs. Jackson was still the same, throwing jokes, unrequiered stories and weird looks to make someone laugh. But he gave up on making you laugh on public long ago.

“Why aren’t you laughing was it not funny?” he asked the first time you gave him bitch face on public. You shook your head and because knowing others can hear you shrugged “Maybe next time.”

He got used to that when he makes joke on public you are far from amused and he has to earn your attention. He called it your “jinyoung time” with the distinction you actually never cracked once you decided to be your sassy self.

Jinyoung himself sometimes even praised you for being so calm with Jackson on public (he didn’t know how you were really loosing your shit when you’re alone).

“Stop that Jinyoung crap now I really need a support tonight, please?” Jackson squeezed your hand while you got out of the car. You knew this time he has no friends around since it’s foreign music festival and he is insecure af. You pecked his cheek “Okay maybe you’ll make me laugh today.”

JINYOUNG

“Okayy soo.. I guess Bahamas??” your face went from nervous to quizzical. Planning holiday was on you and Jinyoung got specific reason for that. He loved how hesitant and insecure you were given that big task. It was funny watching you wandering finger on the map in front of you and not being able to make a firm decision.

“Oh I don’t knoooow,” you cried and rubbed your forhead.

“Do you want to go and have some sun or not?” he tried to help but held back laughter. He knew it’s not going to be any help.

You threw hands “I want both! I want to sunbathe and swim but I know I get fed up with heath after few days so unless you want to fly around the Earth with me for the whole 3 weeks I suggest you to YOU choose the destination.”

“Oh nono no you’re not making your way out of this. We agreed.” he gave his  uncompromising serious face and pointed at the map you were leaning away from “Go on.”

“Oh screw it.” you closed your eyes and randomly stick your index finger on the map “MADAGASCAR!”

Jinyoung held this memory before his eyes the whole family dinner you were currently having with his family.

As all of them were admiring his girlfriend’s determined spirit. His mum was asking you what are your plans for future after you finnish your post graduate. He held his breath as you gave her detailed plan you were obviously making up on place. He knew very well you have no plans bc the same question by him was unanswered the day before. Next his father praised you for being so sure of your steps in life and asked whether you’ve always been so sure and mature.

Jinyoung didn’t held it this time and burst out with laughter he quickly covered as cough. But after dessert time he catched you in the kitchen alone and took you by your hips to face him “What was that?? I didn’t know you are going to be a lecturer!” he laughed.

“Stop it you know I was obviously lying!” you tried to get out of his embrace but he had to get a kiss before he let you go with “And I was obviously enjoying that.”

YOUNGJAE

Youngjae had to move aside as you threw your high heels away “dAmn YoU!”

“Stop it - look Coco’s scared.” he warned you and picked his dog up. You threw the other shoe to through the hallway and cursed more.

“What’s wrong anyway?”

“I hate high heels!” you hissed and tried to get rid off those riddiculous dress as well “I hate walking in those I hate being in those! So unstable.. I’m all woblly and.. going to fall any minute. I’m just waiting to cause you some scandal like stumble over my own feet on the stairs and showing everyone my underwear! I feel so stupid when I wear those!” you practically cried the last words.

You burried your face in your hands with your dress halfway unzipped and your hair messy. Youngjae held his breath while you were talking.

You’re so stunning on high heels! He never knew you feel that way. He put down Coco and softly held your shoulders, fondling your naked skin.

“You never told me.”

When you didn’t reply he hugged you tightly “If you would I could tell you how elegant you look on high heels and how you seem like you were born to do it.” his words were half lost between your collarbone as he rested his chin there “I love it how you handle being in the spotlight.”

“Ohkay,” you sobbed and smiled a little “But I still prefer socks.”

He laughed “Oh, who doesn’t?”

BAMBAM

“Yes this is Dior’s fall 2020 season gown,” you nodded to the interviewer who just admired your dress “It’s actually the one’s that..” and you went into deep detailed story of the gown as Bambam proudly held your hand and smiled all around.

He had in mind the first moment he gave you these very dress.

“hoW mUcH?!” you freaked out when he showed you the most beautiful expensive looking dress you ever saw. He laughed and repeated the price he payed for those.

“whY?!” you were afraid to even touch them. He had to take your hand and let the fabric slipping through your fingers.

“Love that’s..” you gasped when you saw the bag in which it arrived “tHat’S FuCKinG DioR! BaM ThoSE Are FucKInG diOR’s DResS!”  and the whole evening went with you freaking over those, being shy, embarrassed, grateful and not being able to express wheter you’re glad he did something nice for you or angry he spend so much money on dress.

He just had to smile how serious and elegant you were now. No one could tell you know only what he tells you about the current fashion and that you were even scared to put the dress on. And exactly that’s why you were his queen.

“Oh tell me more when’s the new fashion week darling?” he pressed his cheek on yours and laughed to your ear.

“Shut up you.”

YUGYEOM

“I knooow honey it’s tough!” you nodded with your voice dripping with empathy as your friend was almost breaking down on a face time with you. She was sick to death of her busy life and you gave her almost hour of advices and support what to do when she’s stuck at home etc.

“Thank you y/n, I really appreciate that... see you soon.”

“Take care love, bye!”

You sighed at how desperate she looked. You knew Yugyeom is in the living room probably watching some series. But when you got up to go and do something his voice stopped you “Is she okay?” his head appearing in the door, peaking to see if you’re finnished.

“Yeah I hope she’s better now.”

You both agreed on what you’re going to cook for lunch and Yugyeom helped out a lot. But after he ate last bite he disappeared to his studio to do some work. You managed to kill time with tidying up after cooking, but what to do next? Feeling urge to do something productive you wandered around the flat. You had the “do nothing and everything” mood and it was exhausting.

Yugyeom came out of his room like three times to use bahtroom, get some water and so on and every time he saw you going from nothing to nothing. Everytime he smiled to himself and went back to work.

You hated this state of mind but you couldn’t help it. You couldn’t start anything and you felt desperate for keep yourself busy. Finally a sleep came like a solution and you passed out on the couch.

“Babe sorry it took me longer.” Yugyeom woke you up with soft kiss on your cheek. He snuggled down almost at you and digged his head on your chest.

“What’s the time?” you mumbled looking around.

“About 5pm..”

“Oh shit haven’t done anything!” you started to move quickly trying to get up.

“Stay still.. it’s fine, let me rest a while and your duties are done for today.” he hugged you tight to stay down “also you were adorable today.”

“What do you mean?” fingers runnng through his hair.

“Just like an ad for cuteness. Wandering around not knowing what to do.. you were just adorable,...” he almost whispered his words as he was falling to sleep “you just gave a whole therapy session and there you are.. not knowing .. what to do with yourself.. so cute.”

[roses-of-the-moon]

♡Ultimate Group Tag♡

Thank you so much, @hellabts for tagging me in your post, this seemed very fun ^^

♡Ultimate groups♡: LOONA, Dreamcatcher, VICTON, Astro, Ateez, EXO, ITZY, Onewe.

♡Groups that you’ve stanned in the past:

I am still stanning and listening to these bands since they hold a special place into my heart (I started listening to kpop when I was 11, but, because of them, this genre became one of the main ones that I am listening to, if not, my favourite since I was 17) B.A.P, BIGBANG, GOT7, DAY6,

Seventeen, Pentagon, GFRIEND , TWICE, Red Velvet, Orange Caramel.

♡Who was your first bias?

When I first got into K-pop, the artists that I was interested in were Gdragon, Zelo from B.A.P and Youngmin from Boyfriend.

In 2017, I remember liking Eunha from GFRIEND, Yeri and Sooyoung from Red Velvet, Jeongyeon from TWICE, Youngjae and 94 liners of GOT7, Hyoyeon from Girls Generation.

♡Who is your bias now?

My "bias" usually doesn't change and this is applies to other topics as well, I tend to like the similar options, tastes, colours, foods as in the past so I am going to say my "biases" from other favourite groups of mine as well.

I started liking SinB a lot, the whole TWICE is very dear to me, especially Sana.

Astro's Eunwoo, Sanha, Sejun of Victon(Victon as a whole, I cannot choose between them), Yeosang of Ateez are really important to me, not just some biases, in fact, all these groups hold a special place in my heart, there's no one that is superior to the others, I love them all so I cannot really pick because I relate with Victon, Ateez.

°ITZY - Chaeryeong, Ryujin.

°Dreamcatcher - Dami!!and JiU

°EXO - It's a tough pick between Junmyeon, Yixing and Chanyeol, even though, I would consider Sehun to be my "type".

°Onewe - Yonghoon

°LOONA - Kim Lip will always be an inspiration for me, just like Seohyun of Girls Generation, like Lee Ji-eun but I feel like my "biases" are Yves, Yeojin , Gowon, Olivia.

But, mainly, Yeojin.

♡What was the first MV you watched?

Zelo & Yongguk - Never give up

♡What is your favourite MV?

Currently..

°Vixx - Shangri-La

°Ten - Dream in a dream (!!!)

°BTS - Stay gold

°EXO - For life (!!!)

°Seventeen - Holiday

°The boyz - D.D.D

°Red Velvet - Umpah umpah

°OnlyOneOf - Sage (!!!)

°KNK - Sunset

°Jackson Wang - Pretty please

°I.O.I. - Dream girls

°Girls Generation - Into the new world!!

°Twice - Candy pop, Yes or Yes, Feel Special, LIKEY, What is love.

And I am not kidding when I am saying..all of the mv's of LOONA's predebut solos.

Basically anything soft or sensual, nothing in between.

♡Who would you want to see collaborate?

Jay Park X Hyuna

Taemin X Chungha

Park Bom X Taeyeon

BTS X TXT X Enhypen

3racha X BTS's rap line

Ateez X LOONA

Pentagon X Seventeen

Day6 x The Rose

Ten x Kim Lip

♡What MV concept would you like to see?

I would like to see a music video inspired by Shakespeare's "A midsummer night's dream".

Also, scenes inspired by greek mythology, like "Narcissus" from SF9 or "Siren" from Sunmi.

Anything gothic or related to the concept of duality, like the sun and the moon.

Since "The little prince" by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry is one of my favourite books and Onewe's "Regulus" is inspired by it, I would absolutely adore to see a K-pop music video based on it.

♡Have you ever had a dream with any idols in it?

I never had a dream with a "celebrity" in it.

I usually dream about reality, people that I know but mostly nightmares.

♡If you could spend a day with a member, who would it be and what would you do?

I would visit a botanical garden with either Seohyun (Girls Generation) or Eunwoo (Astro), then, let them pick what activity they wanted to do cause artists are overworked, they are tired, spending a lot of their day practicing and entertaining so, I would love to see what they would want to do if there was no pressure on them ^^

Why these two people?

Well, I resonate with them a lot, from their way of thinking, to how they act to the fashion style.

It would be an interesting dynamic for sure.

There are other artists that I appreciate too but I would really like to know if I would get along with these two since we are so similar.

♡Which member do you think you would get along with the best?

Wooyoung from Ateez (and Seonghwa, especially!!!) and Sejun from Victon, maybe Hanse and Subin.

Or Youngjae from GOT7.

Either someone very soft, shy that comes across as a bit strict and rules oriented or a chaotic loud sunshine, someone sarcastic yet cheerful ^^

♡Which member do you think you would argue with?

Jinyoung (GOT7), he is so savage and I think that maybe our personalities would clash cause I am pretty sarcastic as well and I keep a lot to myself, I don't open myself to everyone.

♡If you had to let one member scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?

BamBam from GOT7, for sure, no questions asked.

Even though I have a new account, I see myself posting about fashion, flowers, gothic clothing, some anime related posts, horror stories etc but I would love to hear him roasting me.

I am not even kidding.

I am tagging everyone who wants to do this tag💝 since I don't know anyone that listens to kpop among my friends

[jjksblackgf]

tag game

rules : it’s time to love yourself. choose your 5 favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you’ve brought into the world. tag as many writers/artists/etc. you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works ! 

tagged by @xlovelyyoongix! (I made it, i’m a real blogger now 🤣) Thank you so much for tagging me, sweetie, i really needed to appreciate myself a little more :] These are in no particular order.

1. manuka honey, jjk This one is the jeon jungkooki chapter of my the art of eating you out series, and I just loved how natural it was for me to write, i just love jungkook so much that it was fairly easy and quick to get in the mood to write this one <3

2. sending your outfic pics to your boyfriend, bts ot7 This one was my first “serious” post, I always wanted to do something in the social media au area and the post made a few people happy and i’m glad that something i did was the reason why

3. cozy wine and cheese date, jinyoung moodboard I looooove this moodboard. It’s just the vibes that oozes from this moodboard that i love. I just love Jinyoung, period. He is my bias in GOT7 and I am aware that I am slacking in GOT7 content, but I’ll pick up on it, i promise.

4. domestic!bts, ot7 this one is me being hella cheesy, i’m a sucker for domestic things and just being comfortable being myself and/or doing nothing, you know

5. dating namjoon includes this is my most recent one, again being a sucker for fluff and a sucker for this man 🤧

I’ll be tagging @submissive-bangtan @v-hope @evilkookie, don’t feel pressured to do the tag, lovelies <3

[mxgvmiii]

100 follower special event✨✨

Hello babies🌸🌸( tis the name I have dubbed thee)!

First and foremost I would like to thank you for liking my content enough to actually follow, let alone having me reach 100 followers. I hope you keep enjoying my content in the future and keep on supporting me. I make it my mission to make sure that everyone reading my work feels loved, included and happy. That is one of the main reasons I always try to write gender neutral stories and refrain from describing physical features unless requested. I hope that in the future I am able to write for female characters as well to broaden my demographic. I hope you know that I love each an every one of guys very much.

This is the post for my 100 follower special.It took some time to figure out exactly what I wanted to do since I really wanted to something special for you all. I hope you guys enjoy this special event and bear with me since this is my first time doing this. When the event is over I’ll upload a google form that I’d appreciate if you filled out so that I know what to change when I hopefully hit another milestone.

The event will be held from the day this is posted and will continue for the whole month. Which means 4th - 31st August 2020 according to the CEST time zone. I will no longer take request starting from 11:30 pm on the 31st, seeing as I most likely won’t be able to produce something I’m proud of while on a time crunch. I probably will close it early if there aren’t that many requests since I start school in a week and have many important exams. That’s why my requests are currently closed. Everything that has to do with the special will be tagged with #100 special. My guidelines still apply during the event.

If you would like to be added to a taglist for a specific group, person, anime, character, for questions only, prompts only or everything just send me an ask or a dm :)

BTW I started writing this post at like 5:30 pm and finished at 2:12 am. ngl I wasn’t writing between 8 and 10 pm since I was busy helping my parents. That’s still a long time tho...

When the event is done:

I will link this in my masterlist.

Every prompt that is written will have a list of names next to it. Every name will be a link to the post.

I will edit the layout of this post so that my legend, that I add to every masterlist to symbolize what kind of post it is, will be there.

n e wayz😗

For my 100 special I will be making a Prompt list, a Q&A and redraws + art 

Choose a location/AU and only one prompt from the following. Please specify a genre (ex. fluff, angst, slow burn, crack, etc.) and format (headcanon, oneshot). Any combination that has already been done will be linked in the ask.

Quotes:

ngl most of the crack quotes are things my friends and I have said.

- “will you marry me?”

- “I think we need a break”

- “Where were you?”

- “I was worried, you know”

- “ You slob”

- “AGAIN??!” sigh “ At least you’re not hurt, right”

- “You are a hazard to society ... and to yourself”

- “Do I need to supervise you now?”

- “They won’t care about your left pinky toe”

- “That’s it. We’re getting you a bubble wrap suit. Oh don’t worry it’ll still be (favorite color)”

- “Honey, I’m having a baby and it’s not yours. It belongs to Jungkook” (if requested with Jungkook, the name will be changed to someone else”

- “Honey, I was lying, it’s (favorite food)’s baby”

- “How did you fall down the stairs and get bitten by a dog in the same week?”

- “When I see that old lady it’s on site”

Actions:

- ice skating

- visiting a museum (you can specify what kind of museum)

- hanging out

- waking up

- going to sleep

- wearing his clothes

- buying matching items ( you can specify)

- cooking/baking

- cleaning together

- teaching you volleyball (haikyuu only)

- teaching you one of his choreography (kpop groups only)

- filming tiktoks

- pranking him (with his friends)

Locations:

- Park

- Water park 

- Pool

- Beach

- Aquarium

- Concert

- Home

- Supermarket

- School (classroom, hallway, cafeteria, rooftop, gym)

- Holiday (here you can specify a destination)

- On the way home (bus, car, plane, train)

- Doctor’s office/clinic

- Hospital

- A volleyball match (pre and post timeskip)

- Café/restaurant/fast food restaurant

- Mall/clothing store

AUs:

- social media (celebrity ver., non-celeb ver.)

- spy/mafia

- youtuber

- Warlord (haikyuu only since it saves me the energy when making alliances and rivals/enemies. This is also loosely based off of the otome game Ikemen Sengoku.)

Haikyuu:

Karasuno:

- Sawamura Daichi - Sugawara Kōshi - Azmane Asahi - Nishinoya  Yū - Tanaka  Ryūnosuke - Kageyama Tobio - Hinata  Shōyō - Tsukishima Kei - Yamaguchi Tadashi

Nekoma:

- Kuroo Tetsurō - Kai Nobuyuki - Yaku Morisuke - Yamamoto Taketora - Kozume Kenma - Haiba Lev

Fukurodani:

- Bokuto Kōtarō - Akaashi Keiji

Shiratorizawa:

- Ushijima Wakatoshi - Semi Eita - Tendō Satori

Aoba Johsai:

- Oikawa Tōru - Matsukawa Issei - Hanamaki Takahiro - Iwaizumi Haijime

Inarizaki:

- Ojirō Aran - Miya Atsumu - Suna Rintarō - Miya Osamu

Date Tech/Dateko:

- Futakuchi Kenji - Aone Takanobu - Koganegawa Kanji

Miscellaneous Characters:

- Terushima Yūji - Sakusa Kiyoomi

Boku no Hero Academia:

Class 1a:

- Kaminari Denki - Kirishima Eijiro - Todoroki Shouto - Bakugo Katsuki - Midoriya Izuku

Class 1b:

- Shinsou Hitoshi

Free!:

- Nanase Haruka - Tachibana Makoto - Hazuki Nagisa  - Ryūgazaki Rei - Matsuoka Rin - Yamazaki Sousuke - Shinigo Kisume - Nitori Aiichiro  - Mikoshiba Momotaro - Tono Hyori - Shiina Asahi - Mikoshiba Seijuro - Kirishima Natsuya - Kirishima Ikuya

NCT:

- Taeyong - Taeil - Johnny - Yuta - Kun - Doyoung - Ten - Jaehyung - WinWin - Junwoo - Lucas - Mark - Xiaojun - Hendery - Renjun - Haechan - Jeno - Jaemin - YangYang - Chenle - Jisung

GOT7:

- JB - Mark - Jackson - Jinyoung - Youngjae - Bam Bam - Yugyeom

Seventeen:

- S.Coups - Jeonghan - Joshua - Jun - Hoshi - Wonwoo - Woozi - DK - Mingyu - The8 - Seungkwan - Vernon - Dino

BTS:

- RM - Jin - Suga - J-hope - Jimin - V - Jungkook

Stray Kids:

- BangChan - Lee Know - Chanbin - Hyungjin - Han - Felix - Sengmin - I.N

ATEEZ:

- Hongjoon - Seonghwa - Yunho - Yeosang - San - Mingi - Wooyoung - Jongho

EXO:

- Suho - Xiumin - Lay - Baekhyun - Chen - Chanyeol - D.O - Kai - Sehun

Every question that has been answered will be crossed out and linked. In brackets are if you want to specify. Yes, you can also send in some of your own questions.

1. How do you get inspiration?

2. What are your favorite genres? (music, film, books/writing)

3. Who is your bias from all of the groups you write for? 

4. What is your favorite anime? (as a ranking, why?)

5. Who is your favorite character? (Haikyuu, Bnha) 

6. When did you get into Anime / Kpop? (show, group, in general)

7. What is your favorite food?

8. Who are your favorite writers on tumblr?

9. How did you start writing?

10. What happened to make you and your friends say this?

~ 10a. “You are a hazard to society ... and to yourself”

~ 10b. “Do I need to supervise you now?”

~ 10c. “They won’t care about your left pinky toe”

~ 10d. “That’s it. We’re getting you a bubble wrap suit. Oh don’t worry it’ll still be (favorite color)”

~ 10e. “Honey, I’m having a baby and it’s not yours. It belongs to Jungkook”

~ 10f. “Honey, I was lying, it’s (favorite food)’s baby”

~ 10g. “How did you fall down the stairs and get bitten by a dog in the same week?”

~ 10h. “When I see that old lady it’s on site”

Questions you asked:

... nothing yet lol ...

This category is for Anime only.

For this portion you send me an official picture from a manga  or a scene from the anime that I redraw via dm so I can draw the right picture, if you don’t wan’t to be tagged I’ll send you the post via dm to let you know I finished it. Or if you want to see a specific character with a specific hairstyle but in the official art style.

All items will be linked below.

... nothing yet ... lol

[itsallabigmess]

In Between Shelves

A/N: This was supposed to be a night hour drabble, but as always, Jinyoung took over my mind. It’s still short, though. And as expected from me, filled with fluffy cliches.

I’ve been stuck lately. “My stories are not good enough” mood shifted to “I don’t like writing any more” and that’s why I haven’t been posting more often. I’m working on that. And I really appreciate everyone who still sticks around this messy blog and waits for my posts. I hope things will get better soon. And I hope you guys like this one.

A.

(poorly revised)

You could hardly believe when Jinyoung asked you for a date. You’ve been crushing on him for so long that you were sure it would never happen. Even because you didn’t know if he liked you. The few times you met, mostly on the bookstore that you loved to go to and where he coincidently worked, Jinyoung was always kind and helpful. 

But then again, that was his job.

You thought there was a bit of flirting going on when you crossed ways on a coffee shop on a random afternoon. He asked you to join him on his table and you guys chatted for a bit until there was nothing left on your cups. Things seemed slightly different after that. You felt like he was purposefully finding ways to stay a few minutes extra by your side anytime he saw you, talking about books and movies and recommending his favorites to you. There were definitely more smiles from his side. And you were certain your cheeks were always rosier after he left you.

Maybe you should have given hints about how you wanted to go out with him. But there was something about Jinyoung that always made you feel intimidated.  And you were also not so willing to deal with any kind of rejection you were so sure you were going to receive.

And then, Jinyoung asked you out. So casually that made you wonder if you were just overreacting.

He didn’t give any hints to where he was going to take you. Not even after you two left your place. But you certainly didn’t expect that you would end up at the same place where you first met.

“Jinyoung, we shouldn’t beak in!”

You hesitated at the back door of the bookstore, pulling Jinyoung by the hand, desperate to run away from there.

“It’s not breaking in if I have the keys,” he smiled, shaking it keychain in front on you.

It was almost completely dark inside, only a few emergency lights illuminating the corridors of the storage. Still holding your hand, Jinyoung stopped at the lightbox, turning some switches up. You stopped again after a long corridor, Jinyoung entering a small room and returning just a few seconds later with a paper bag in one hand, the other reaching for yours.

You were hopping that it was all. He just needed to get something and then you would leave. Instead, you both ended up sitting at the fluffy orange carpet at the kids’ area on the second floor.

“I really don’t want to be arrested,” you bit the inside of your cheek, hesitating to sit by Jinyoung side, where he already made himself comfortable, taking his shoes off and putting it to the side.

“We are not going to be arrested,” he chuckled, nodding to the space on his side for you to sit, as he removed some cardboard boxes from the bag, two cans of soda right after.

“But they have cameras here, right? Tomorrow morning, they will see us and you will lose your job and…”

“Y/n, it’s fine, really. I can bribe the security guard with my mother’s apple pie. He’s very found of it. Maybe I should have brought some for you too.”

“You... did this before?” you asked, holding your own arms against your chest.

“Can you please sit? You are starting to make me nervous.”

You obliged, but not before shifting from one side to the other for another second or two. Jinyoung smiled as his eyes followed you, watching as you carefully took of your sneakers and placed it behind you, holding your legs close to your chest.

“To answer your question: yes. I do come here sometimes after the store is closed. Usually when I have to study or just need a moment of peace. My roommates can be… loud sometimes.” He smiled again, folding the paper bag once it was empty, placing it on his side. “But it’s the first time I’m not alone.”

You felt at ease at his explanation. Or maybe it was something on the way he looked at you, so softly, that made you feel like it was actually okay to be there with Jinyoung. You stretched your legs to the side, grabbing one of the soda cans, the sound of it opening echoing on the room.

“I was hopping to take you to that new restaurant that opened downtown,” Jinyoung said, imitating your move and taking a sip of his own can. “It turns out you can’t show up without a reservation.”

“That place does look fancy,” you nodded, “but you know, I would be happy going to the movies or maybe a walk in the park.”

“I thought about that,” Jinyoung interjected, moving closer, just enough to make your cheeks heat up. “But every time we see each other we are surrounded by a lot of people. So I figured,” he shrugged lightly, “it would be nice to go somewhere quiet. You come here so frequently I didn’t think you would feel uncomfortable.”

“I do like it in here,” you sighed, eyes traveling around the room. Even though you were not so used with that area of extremely colorful books, fluffy toys, and posters of cartoon characters hanging in between shelves. You always enjoyed being surrounded by books. Even hoped you could someday afford a house big enough to have your own mini-library, with the walls filled with your favorite books, comfortable chairs, and a record player, with which you would put the perfect songs to set the mood for any story you were about to read for the hundredth time.

Jinyoung felt relieved that his last-minute plan turned out fine. “I will plan better for our next date. I mean,” Jinyoung blushed, letting his gaze that was so fixed on your features fall to the ground when you directed your wide eyes to him. “I mean if you want to hang out again.”

You bit your lower lip, shyness taking over you. “I would like that,” you said quietly, lightly squeezing the can you hold over your lap.

Impulsively, Jinyoung leaned closer, kissing your cheek. Something he wanted to do since you opened the front door of your place. You both giggled at each other and to let any awkwardness fade away, Jinyoung opened the small boxes, offering the small croissants and sandwiches and chocolate truffles he had brought.

You talked about books, a subject hard to escape from. And school and friends and family. And you laid side by side on the carpet, shoulders brushing against each other until it was time to take you home. A slow, comfortable walk through the night. Jinyoung had his hand laced with yours, something he was hoping he could do often.

He kissed your cheek one more time when you stopped at your front door, your skin tingling under the soft touch of his lips. Jinyoung waited until you were inside, and stayed there for a minute, satisfied with himself at how well it all went. How glad he was for finally asking you out. And how much he was hoping the days would pass fast until he could see you again, not knowing that you were on the other side of the door, feeling and hoping for the exact same things.

[blu-joons]

You’re With Him When The Renewal Announcement Is Made ~ GOT7 Reaction

Mark:

He couldn’t hide his relief in letting the fans know the decision as he posted his tweet. “I guess there really is no going back now.”

He dropped his phone and moved closer into your side, intertwining his hand with yours. “Have you thought anymore about where you go?”

His head nodded, squeezing your hand. “Home,” was all he said, unable to hide the smile that grew as he spoke.

“If anyone deserves to go home it’s you, it’s what I want for you too.”

“But I want you to come to,” he smiled.

Your brows knitted together; you’d only met Mark’s family a handful of times when you’d been to visit. “You’re not just saying that to make me feel better, are you?”

“I want you with me, wherever I am in the world. We can find you a job, my family will help us out, I can’t leave you in Seoul all alone,” he smiled, “I can’t leave you behind.”

“It’s a huge decision to make,” you reminded him, but his mind was already made up, if he was honest, it had been made for quite some time.

His shoulders shrugged, “I want us to be together at home, I want us to start a new life away from all of this, we can try something new.”

“I want for that too; I want you to finally show the world your thing.”

JB:

For days you’d sat back and watched Jaebum smile through the pain, as the leader, he refused to show any emotion. “I’m fine,” he told you once again.

He tried to walk away, but you quickly grabbed his hand and pulled him back to face you. “You don’t have to pretend in front of me, please be honest.”

His eyes looked down and met yours, “I’m relieved Y/N, I feel like finally I can be appreciated for my talent rather than constantly made to feel like I’m not good enough.”

“Then show that, I know this has impacted more than you think it has.”

“It’s not worth my tears, I should be happy,” he stated.

Your eyes rolled, squeezing his hand tightly, “you can’t throw away seven years of your life just like that, I know the last few months haven’t been great, but you still had so many highs.”

“I walk away with six best friends and plenty of memories, but that’s what I walk into this new chapter with too, losing the company is something I can throw away.”

“I just want to make sure you’re alright,” you sighed, “you always put up your guard around the boys, but you don’t have to do that with me.”

He stepped forwards, pressing a kiss to the top of your head, “I promise you that I’m fine, I’m excited to be free and see where everything goes.”

“That makes me feel better, I just want to know that you’re happy, that’s all.”

Jackson:

The nod of his head as he walked into the house told you everything that you needed to know about what happened. “We’re going.”

You didn’t react as he walked closer towards you, waiting to see his expression first. “How do you feel about it? Was anything said?”

He sighed, sitting himself beside you. “There was nothing for him to say, we told him seven or nothing, and in the end, he chose nothing.”

“But he’s crazy for only wanting a few of you, did he think you’d turn against each other?”

“He must have done, but we said no,” he proudly smiled.

You reached out and took a tight hold of his hand, “I’m proud of you for following your heart, I know it can’t have been an easy decision for all of you to make.”

“He made it easy,” Jackson clarified, “the second he made us feel like some were better than others our minds were made up. We couldn’t do that to each other.”

“What’s next?” You asked, although you were pretty sure you already knew the answer. “Do you stay here; do you want to go back to China?”

His shoulders shrugged, “I don’t care where I am at the moment, I think I just want to enjoy some time with you first before I worry about the future.”

“You know that wherever in the world you choose to go I’ll be there too.”

Jinyoung:

Watching his shoulders drop as the statement was released, the relief on his face was clear as he turned to face you. “It’s done.”

You made your way over to him, wrapping your arms around his waist tightly. “I don’t know exactly what to say to you at this point.”

His shoulders shrugged, “it feels weird, I don’t know whether to be happy or sad. I’m almost numb.”

“It was seven years of your life Jinyoung, you’re bound to be confused.”

“And now it’s over,” he frowned.

You rested your chin against his shoulder, “it’s not over, it’s only just begun. Now you get to work with the freedom to do what you want, all of you do. Isn’t that what you’ve wanted all along?”

“Of course,” he smiled, resting his hand over yours, “it’s just quite overwhelming to know that at last I’ll really be able to do more of what I want.”

“In a few days once it sinks in, you’ll know how you feel, no one’s expecting you to feel any way right now,” you reminded him.

His head nodded in response, “I’m excited to be able to do more with you, without anyone else telling me what I can and can’t do.”

“I’m excited too, finally you get to be the Park Jinyoung everyone knows you are.”

Youngjae:

The light across the room from Youngjae’s lamp was enough to wake you as you stirred in your sleep to see him still sat up. “Are you alright?”

He jumped at the sound of your voice, looking down at you whilst nodding your head. “I guess I’m just thinking about a lot right now.”

You smiled, moving so you were sat up beside him. “I know it’s been a difficult few days, but there’s nothing you can worry about anymore.”

“I worry about the fans; I worry that they’ll feel like we’ve let them down or abandoned them.”

“Your fans have wanted you to leave for years,” you reminded him.

He smiled gently, resting his head against your shoulder, “they’ve always told us to go, but now we’re going to go and do our own thing, I don’t want to lose all of their support.”

“I promise you, you won’t,” you desperately assured him, “the outpouring of love from all of them tells me that they’ll always have your back.”

“I guess now it’s happening it just feels very real, no one really knows how to react,” he continued to murmur, clearing his thoughts.

You smiled down at him, “in a few days once all of this has settled, you’ll realise everyone who supports you has got the outcome they wanted.”

“I know that you’re right, I just need to let it hit me, that’s all.”

BamBam:

Your eyes widened as you noticed the reply BamBam had sent to a fan after asking about the contracts. “Are you allowed to do that?”

His hand dismissed it, smiling widely across at you. “Who cares what I’m allowed to do, he only controls me for a few more days Y/N.”

Your head shook at his sassy attitude, “do all the other companies realise what they’ll get into if they sign you?”

“Probably not, but if they treat me well, they won’t have to worry about that.”

“I don’t think they can treat you any worse,” you pointed out.

His eyes widened, wrapping his arms around your waist. “You’re just as bad as me for being sarcastic about it all. You’ll get me in trouble before I get myself in trouble.”

“You said it yourself, he doesn’t control you for much longer. I’ve had to bite my tongue for so long and stand back and watch you get treated so poorly.”

“Not anymore,” he cheered, lifting you up into the air, “now we just get to sit back and watch on as he realises what a huge mistake he’s made.”

Your head nodded excitedly, “it won’t take long before he realises what a huge mistake he made letting all of you go.”

“We’ll all make sure he regrets it and show him how talented GOT7 really are.”

Yugyeom:

The moment he posted the photo, his phone slipped out of his hand, his head sunk down, covering his face with his hands. “Yugyeom,” you whispered.

As soon as you were close enough, he reached out to pull you closely into his side. “I shouldn’t be upset, this is what we want, but it hurts.”

Your hand brushed carefully through his hair, “it’s expected that you’d feel this way, it’s taken a lot out of you.”

“So much of the future scares me, I don’t even know what will happen next.”

“I do,” you replied.

His head slowly lifted to look up at you, “how can you predict what’s going to happen? What if I’m just forgotten about now? I’ve seen it happen to others, so why not me?”

“Because now you get to do what you want to do,” you assured him, wiping away his tears, “you’re going to a company who will treasure you and help you.”

“I just really want it to work out,” he sighed, letting go of a shaky breath, “suddenly it feels like I’m starting all over again like I did all those years ago.”

You nodded, gripping onto him a little bit tighter, “but you’ve learnt a lot and you’re much more experienced now, you know this is the right thing to do.”

“I know it is, it just feels so strange that this is the future now.”

---

Masterlist

[noona-clock]

GOT7 When You’re Heavily Tattooed

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the gifs used in this post.

Jaebum

Out of all the members, Jaebum would probably be the most likely to not care for all of your tattoos. He wouldn’t let it be a dealbreaker, but he also wouldn’t openly talk about them or tell you how much he likes them. When the two of you are cuddling, though, and he thinks you’re asleep... he totally traces over them and admires them silently. The artwork is incredible, and he can appreciate that.

Mark

Mark is certainly not against tattoos, and he would happily sit down and listen to the meaning behind all of your tattoos. He would point out the ones he likes the most, and he might even suggest getting couples’ tattoos!

Jackson

I’m pretty sure Jackson would be the member most likely to find your tattoos sexy as hell. Especially if they all have special meanings. While he doesn’t have any tattoos of his own (yet), he truly values a meaningful tattoo. And seeing them all over you? It makes him want to be all over you.

Jinyoung

Jinyoung would, of course, be totally savage about all of your tattoos. He would make fun of them and call you names and tease you. When you get a small tattoo of his birthday, he would laugh and be all “why would you do that?” but then later you would find him crying about it because that was really super sweet of you and he doesn’t deserve such a loving partner. (Yes, he does.)

Youngjae

Youngjae would think nothing of your tattoos! He would like them and admire them, but they wouldn’t bother him whatsoever. He might be a little hesitant if you want to get any more tattoos, but when you suggest getting matching ones... he wouldn’t be able to resist.

Bam Bam

I think Bam Bam would be the most unphased of all the members when it comes to your tattoos. He truly doesn’t care or worry about his partner’s appearance on the outside because it’s what inside that matters. Will his partner dab with him? Even if he insists he doesn’t dab any longer? Yes? Then, okay. But also, he would totally try to force you into getting another tattoo just for him -- maybe a double B tat? He would say “you already have so many, what’s one more?! And it has to be one for me!”

Yugyeom

Like Jackson, Yugyeom would find your tattoos incredibly sexy. But he would be far too shy to ever say anything out loud. You would catch on that he’s super attracted to your ink because he’s always touching or kissing them. When you finally ask if your tattoos turn him on, he would blush BIG TIME but then your clothes would be coming off less than a minute later...

[prettywordsyouleft]

5 works of 2020

rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want so we can spread the love and link each other awesome works.

tagged by: @kpophours - Anna, ILY <3

So I actually have my own Year In Review post going out on the 31st with this list attached but let’s give this a go all the same. I’ve chosen to go with series for this as I think it will be very hard to mix both scenarios and series and only choose five.

10 Dates - Suho romance series

I keep coming back to this series in my mind. It was one I came up with so randomly and thought how Junmyeon would be perfect for the role but I hadn’t written for him much. I’m so glad I trusted my instinct and just did it anyway because this world has been one that I’ve really enjoyed creating this year. The love story between them is one I adore and I did self-indulge and add the Italy aspects for my own enjoyment. I feel out of all my series this year, 10 Dates is the one that doesn’t follow my usual style and the resolution of their obstacle was much smoother, lending to more time for their love story, which I’m all about. I fell in love with Junmyeon more from writing this story too >_>

To Be Continued - Young K writer au / fantasy series

Let’s be real... TBC is the biggest indulgence I’ve ever created on this blog. The concept that a story Y/N has written has a character come to life from it? I’m not alone in wishing my characters could truly become real, am I? This story at first almost got put in the trash bin, I was so anxious and frustrated with it. I thought I needed to sit there and plan out everything. I was writing a story inside a story. Didn’t those characters need fleshing out and what was their whole story about and -- honestly I got so worried about nothing. Because whilst I did need story details, I didn’t need to go that in-depth. And once I realised this - and added in Sungjin - there was no stopping me. To Be Continued is like a home for a writer like me. I had so much fun pushing the boundaries of reality and fiction with this one. 

Forsaken - Jinyoung warrior au series

This was the hardest project this year. Probably my most ambitious one also. I knew when I wrote the prologue, this story was going to be bigger than what I could handle. It’s why I left it sitting for some time. Facing Forsaken was the best journey I’ve taken all year. There were a lot of elements with bringing in the past flashbacks to fit in with the current time, and just the dark nature of the story at times. It wasn’t something I’ve ever written before and whilst it was a challenge for me, I’m so better off for taking it up. There are things I wish I could have done better, as a storyline like that deserved more, but I believe in the concept that I did the best I could as the writer I am now with it. Whilst it focused around a love story, the thing I took away from it was actually the family unit that was formed from this wicked world. For a warrior story, that element was so wholesome to me.

Reconciliation - Jaebum CEO/exes to lovers au series

Unlike Forsaken, this was the easiest project of 2020 because I wrote the entire thing in one day haha. It was only meant to be one part but when I was done, I wanted to know what would happen next. And so I thought, I’ll just add on some more... well, that ended up in a fully fledged world being created and I just kept rolling with it. The highs and lows of that story I experienced all in one session... I cried a lot writing this darn story haha. Despite how effortless it was to create, I don’t think that lessens its impact any. That’s why I love it so much! 

Down By The Lake - Daehyun / Yongguk murder mystery series

This is on my favourites list because I really had so much fun writing this, even if it wasn’t widely appreciated. Actually, I had so much fun that like with Reconciliation, it was written rather quickly and the entire time, I was chatting with @noona-clock who hyped me up even further as we giggled and swooned over the concept of Inspector Bang. I’ve never written a murder mystery before, and was hesitant to do so but it’s seriously such a fun world. Yongguk was really the star of the story and I cannot wait to write the sequel series for him in 2021. There’s no doubt my heart lies in regency / periodic au a lot so it makes sense this would make the list to me. 

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[okskz]

Just Between Us.

elsy + jinyoung

elsy breaks down to jinyoung about everything that has happened only for their night to turn completely different.

hhhhh, i really hope you guys enjoy this post. don’t think I forgot about this LOL, I still wanted it to happen. anyways, please leave some feedback because it is always appreciated!

[8th Member of Got7]

Elsy pulled her large tee down as she headed for her door after hearing the bell ring. Opening it, she smiled softly when seeing Jinyoung. “You know you can just enter? You don’t have to knock.”

Jinyoung laughed as he walked in. “Just trying to be polite.”

After closing the door, Elsy turned around and went straight to a hug with Jinyoung. Her face buried against his chest. “Thank you for coming. It feels like it’s been forever since us two hung out, I’ve missed you.” She mumbled.

Jinyoung softly chuckled as he wrapped his arms around Elsy. “I’ve actually missed you quite a lot too.”

He broke away from the hug, entering Elsy’s apartment more. “What have you been up to?” When reaching her living room, he noticed a bottle of wine and a wine glass on her coffee table. He laughed when picking the bottle up. “Drinking, I can see. Is everything alright? You don’t drink out of the blue unless something is bothering you.”

Elsy gave Jinyoung a half smile before plopping herself down on the couch. “I’ve only had one glass so I wouldn’t say I’ve been drinking, plus it’s just wine.”

“But is something bothering you?” He questioned, quickly being concerned for Elsy with how she sighed. “Is your project with Mia still going okay?”

“That’s just it.” Elsy mumbled. She couldn’t help herself as tears began flowing as she thought about her argument with Chan and how everything had ended that day. “Bang Chan made me feel like shit for wanting to do this.”

“What?”

Elsy faced the other way as her lips began quivering and a loud sob was let out. This caused Jinyoung to scoot over to Elsy and began hugging from the side. “What happened, Jiyeon?”

“He asked me if we could talk the other day, so I went but it was just for him to attack me asking why I had to take Mia because he doesn’t like the idea of her doing outside activities.” Elsy wiped away her tears. “And then he said I was the worst friend ever and I don’t think you’ll ever understand how much that hurt me, Jinyoung. My best friend of literally ten years said I was the worst.”

Jinyoung could tell that Elsy was letting out every emotion from her, he had never seen her so hurt by something so he knew her and Chan’s situation had to have been really bad and that wasn’t sitting well with him. Elsy being hurt was one thing he never wanted. And with how she was hurting, Jinyoung’s liking for the boy was beginning to drop.

“And the worst thing about this is that I don’t hate him, even after all of this. I could never hate him. I told him I did, but I didn’t mean it. I was just so angry at him, Jinyoung. I don’t deserve how he attacked me.”

“Has he ever been like that to you in the past?”

“No!” Elsy cried. “Never. Not once have the both of us ever spoken like that to each other.”

“I’m sorry this happened to you.” Jinyoung said while rubbing his thumb on Elsy’s hand.

Elsy just shook her head as she continued to cry. “And i honestly thought he only wanted to talk to me to fix things-“

“Wait, fix what? Something else happened too?”

Elsy sighed, nodding her head. “He took me out one day to hang out and at the end of it, he confessed he liked me.”

“And then?”

“I rejected him. I told him I didn’t feel the same way and that I only saw him as a friend and we both agreed to forget that moment ever happened and that nothing would change but we both knew that was a lie. Because literally after that him and I fell off and never spoke again.” Elsy began crying harder and Jinyoung brought her in for a tighter hug as she rested her head on his shoulder.

“And now I don’t even know what we are anymore and I feel like our friendship just ended like that.” Elsy sobbed. “All I wanted was my best friend back but instead he decided to attack me and-“ Elsy couldn’t help it anymore as she broke down even more with louder cries, she hugged onto Jinyoung tighter as she continued to cry and all Jinyoung did was rub her back to sooth her.

“It’s going to be okay, Jiyeon.” Jinyoung mumbled. When Elsy’s crying began to die down, Jinyoung cupped her face and brought her attention to him. “I don’t ever want to see you like this. This honestly breaks me.”

Elsy gave him a half smile before looking down down at her lap, letting out a huge sigh. “Please don’t tell the other members, especially Yugyeom and Bambam. He’s their friend too and I don’t want mine and Chan’s feud to get in the way of them.”

“I’ll promise I won’t.” He sighed. “But I will say, I’m beginning not to like this kid.”

Elsy bit on her lip. “Thanks for always being here for me.” She said, resting her head back on Jinyoung’s shoulder, this time placing her legs on his lap. “He may have hurt me but I still care for him.”

“Ah, Jiyeon. Always having a good heart. But seeing you hurt is the last thing I ever want.”

Elsy looked up at Jinyoung and couldn’t help but smile softly at him. Out of nowhere the atmosphere between the two had quickly changed into something different. Maybe it was the glass of wine Elsy had drank that was taking over her body as she couldn’t stop herself from moving closer to Jinyoung and pressing her lips against his.

Jinyoung was very much taken back by the sudden action, but that didn’t stop him from kissing her back.

They only kissed for about a few seconds before Jinyoung broke away. “W-we shouldn’t- this shouldn’t have happened.”

Elsy cupped Jinyoung’s face, bringing him back closer. “I don’t care.”

She brought her lips to his again and this time Jinyoung didn’t hold back as he grabbed the back of Elsy’s neck to bring her closer to him. Their lips moving in perfect sync while Elsy moved herself until she was straddling Jinyoung.

She began slightly grinding on him, Jinyoung letting out a small groan as she did so. This caused Jinyoung to grab on Elsy’s hips and grip them tightly.

As Elsy continued to kiss him, her hands went down to the hem of his shirt, pulling it up before Jinyoung broke away from the kiss and took it off himself.

He brought her face back down and reattached his lips to her again.

“This is so wrong but I can’t seem to get myself to stop.” Jinyoung mumbled, pecking Elsy’s lips.

Elsy grinned a little, going back in to kiss Jinyoung once more. Before she could break away from the kiss, Jinyoung grabbed the back of her neck again and began kissing her once more.

He stood up, having Elsy wrap herself around him. The two never breaking from the kiss as Jinyoung took Elsy to her bedroom. He kicked the door shut and placed the girl on the bed. Before Jinyoung could get on top of her, Elsy took off her shirt and Jinyoung became wide eyed when seeing she was braless.

He wasted no time on getting on top of her, kissing her from her chest all the way up to her neck. Elsy let out a soft moan as she wrapped a leg around him. “Jinyoung.”

A few moments later and the both of them were fully exposed to each other.

Jinyoung slid his hands to intertwine his fingers with Elsy’s as he was currently kissing her neck. Elsy let out a small gasp, her mouth slightly opening and eyes fluttering.

He got close to her ear, whispering. “I’m gonna make you forget about him.”

***

Elsy fluttered her eyes opened. She had an arm draped over Jinyoung while having her head rested on his bare chest. She looked up at him and smiled softly.

But that smile soon faded when realization hit her in the state they were in.

She sat herself up quickly, her sudden movements caused Jinyoung to wake up from his slumber. When he opened his eyes, he saw Elsy looking down at him horrified.

“Whats wrong?”

“We slept together, that’s what.”

“Oh, yeah.” Jinyoung said. “Do you regret it?”

“Um.” Elsy began. She tightly covered her chest as she sat back against the headboard. “I do and I don’t. I do because we’re literally group members and it was wrong of us to do this but at the same time... I definitely don’t regret it.”

“Yeah, the sounds you made last night told me otherwise.” He smirked.

Elsy eyed Jinyoung as she slightly slapped his chest but the two laughed anyways. “Do you regret it?” Elsy then asked.

Jinyoung thought for a moment. “Mm, no. I’m basically on the same page as you.”

“I can’t believe we did this.” Elsy whispered. “Absolutely no one, and I mean no one can know about this.”

“Fine with me.” Jinyoung shrugged. “We can keep this just between us.”

[se7enforse7en]

NBTM | Two — Propositions

☾ synopsis : Love and tragedy has always had a way of being connected, that connection usually held by the red string of fate. A red string that destined two soulmates to be bound for eternity. No matter the circumstances, fate would tie two individuals to meet, to not disrupt their long awaited destiny. In the world of more than five billion people, the red string had made it’s mark plenty of times, going back to perhaps the start of it. The folktale disappeared into obscurity & into believer’s hearts. In the lives of fourteen individuals in the 21st century, their lives seem to be an unfinished puzzle. Some strangers, some friends. Some blissful, others tragic. All unaware of the soon-to-be outcome years in the making. They’ll find it to be entrancingly painful. The red string of fate wasn’t just pretty.

☾ pairing : jinyoung x fem!oc

☾ genre : drama, romance, angst ??

☾ warnings : strong language, rambling from an ass author (I had to), very much angst ur honor, kinda ooc jinyoung, e2l

☾ Parts : one / two / three / four / five

JIHYE CONSIDERS HERSELF TO BE AN INSPIRATIONAL PERSON. Or rather, she usually thinks herself to be inspired. Normally, she had no problem coming up with a concept to paint. The canvas would create itself and she’d feel a bit of completeness. She’d be drawn to the brushes and her extravagantly expensive colors. They’d call out to her, urging her to pick them up and begin yet another masterpiece. Their hues should’ve created a clear image in her head, but they didn’t. Nothing’s happening. Not a damn thing.

She stares at the long, white canvas ahead of her. It’s blank nature taunts her in the face. It dares not to move, nor does it help her inability. She’s sure that there’s new wrinkles in her skin just from the blatant staring she’s doing. It sets an infuriating feeling in her. She’s tempted to throw one of the brushes at the canvas, the thought permeating the main centers of her brain. Alas, a doorbell brings her out of her thoughts. Her eyes fly to the door with a sigh. She reluctantly gets up, her body sluggish. She quickly opens up the door, only to be welcomed with the face of the one and only Jong Minji. She rolls her eyes and lets the door swing open. He scoffs as she beelines for her kitchen.

“So great to see you—oh, it really is!” He mocks the lack of interaction as she pulls out a chilled Dr. Pepper. He strides in, setting down a big, brown paper bag on her marble counter. He squints his eyes, noticing something’s off. She’s characterically cold as per usual, with none of the sassy energy in it. It’s something he’s grown accustomed to in the last seven years. She appears out of her element, even in the silent sigh that flows from her mouth, resulting from the promising liquid full of sugar. He takes a seat at her counter, his eyes quickly finding no paint on her wrists. He cocked an eyebrow at the sight. “Finally one of your white shirts isn't ruined,” he comments.

She looks down, realizing not a single stain of color had tainted it, a rarity indeed. “Yeah,” she whispers as she takes another thirst-quenching sip. Her sleeves are rolled up, preparing for an activity she felt like giving up on. Her eyes drift to the paper bag. She raises her eyebrows. She looks between him and the source of her curiosity.

“It’s not a bomb, sheesh.” He reaches for it, rapidly opening it. He pulls out lazily shoved in fries and several wrapped up burgers, ones she knows too well. She instantly groans at the sight of it. Her rolls her eyes yet again, her annoyance a bit more recognizable. She can practically smell the grease and fat oozing just from the sight of it. She gives an agitated look to him. His shoulders become slumped. “It’s been forever since we’ve had a fast food day - “

“Because it’s shitty processed food. I literally got food poisoning last time.” The mere thought of it makes her groan.

“That’s not exclusive to all fast food.” She sighs at his words, resorting to the remainder of her chilled soda. He pushes one of the three burgers in front of you, quickly unwrapping his own. He expects her to do the same. She casts her gaze down, looking with disdain. She thinks on how she’d have to soon be in the obvious limelight due to the inability of escaping any & all promotions as an artist. She lightly pushes it away, much to his dismay. He instantly frowns as he lowers the overly greasy away from his mouth. “Did something happen?” He knows she’s one to care about her health, but something’s up, he’s sure.

She licks her dry lips. She wonders the same as her friend. Being stuck is one thing and not knowing why is another. The unstableness of her hands is not normal, nor is the blank stare she has as she looks at the burger with disgust. Her eyes slowly float to the blank, not forgotten canvas behind the almost oblivious Minji. Even without eyes, it burns through her soul. The void with what had endless possibilities of what it could be struck a nerve in all that made sense in her mind. There’s nothing that evokes that usual fire of creativity. No color that manifests. No image inducing that familiar burst of whatever she’d call her creations. Children? Sometimes. Art? Somewhat. Perfection? She wishes.

She mutters a quiet “fuck” underneath her breath. It’s unnoticed by the younger of them two, Minji’s focus more concentrated on why she seemed out of place. He shakes his head and picks up the burger once more. He finds it near impossible to even fathom a specific reason at the moment. He bites into the excessively oily food. It’s unhealthy contents explode in his mouth with flavor, an experience not akin to the ever so observant Jihye. Her eyes scan his delighted face. Splendid noises of satisfaction spurred on by the heavy contents of In-N-Out Burger. It’s overloaded with onions, tomatoes, and pickles. ‘Horrid combination,’ she thinks to herself. She shakes a head a bit, taking another prolonged sip. Minji looks to her in confusion, breaking away from his captivated state of momentary bliss. She gives a small wave, hoping he just gets back to his sodium death. He shrugs. With another bite into the burger, he lets his mind wander to how great his taste buds feel and whatnot. Whatnot being a bit more complex than what Jihye may think.

Elsewhere, in a much more tense space, Park Jinyoung wonders if he makes purchases in his sleep. He sits across from an old-styled book, one with a nicely made leather cover and pages as sharp as a knife. They’re a beige worthy of the sands of Persia. The leather front is adorned with gold ends and little flurries of designs resembling that of strings. It shines in the light of his living room. It catches his eye, a quirked eyebrow in the direction of the blasted mystery. He runs his fingers over the forepart. It’s smooth, incredibly so. He finds it to be like a fairy tale book. He expects it to be full of tales, perhaps starting with Cinderella and ending with the Goblin.

However, he has no recollection of ever ordering such a book. His own little mini-library consists of more popular stories, rather than chronicles that fit a children’s shelf. His hands grip the pointed ends, placing the cover on the left. His eyes widen in surprise, his expectations now shattering as a result. That very first page…

It’s blank. Entirely devoid of any color or words, it stares back at him in a mocking manner. His eyes search the pages for any kind of indentation or mark to see if he’s merely tired. It’s not the case as he’s sure nothing gets past his somewhat worn out eyes. All he can find is a small scripture in the corner of the other side of the cover. It’s ink is a mix of gold and red, it’s shiny luster apparent. He squints his eyes. The scripture is written fancily, like an old tale. He can almost barely make it out. The edges are too fastly written and the ink is scarce in some spots.

“The Prince and...The Princess,” he warily reads outloud. “Opposites do not always attract.” He raises an eyebrow at the text. “For those of the likes of the cold-hearted prince and the ice princess, such was a mantra. One of tragedy and love. One of sacrifice and heartbreak as well.” He scoffs at the text, his doubt seeping through his features. He makes a judging face at the book.

“The hell?” His eyes dart to the right of the book. His eyes catch a glimpse of moving letters. His eyes widen a bit. He shakes his head, only to see the expanding ink once more. He tightens his grip on the book. The words fill up the entire first page, moving onto the second, third, & so forth. His eyes carefully scan the words, his heart about to burst out of his chest. He’s suddenly nervous. Just like most slightly cynical young adults, he was a firm believer of genuine logic. And genuine logic is nowhere present in the mystery Park Jinyoung is faced with. He scans the words, thoughtfully, absorbing whatever fever dream is gracing him at four o’clock sharp. His confusion grows by the second. He finds numerous superfluous words and fantastical details too true for a fairy tale. The beginning is a fated mess, such words coming from the old paper.

His iris’ finally land on two words, two distractions.

Prince Jinyoung.

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