#this is literally the realest thing

[bornuntohimself]

thinking about this again. he is just like me for real

[laylakeating]

And isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string tying you to me?

[keepingmyoptionsfluid]

The idea that Tommy, a closeted gay man who was desperately trying to fit in in a hyper macho and discriminatory environment, isn't allowed to have any growth from when he was over compensating and was a dick to Chim really pisses me off. He literally had canonical growth to the point he was going for drinks with Chim and Hen in Bobby Begins Again and they got him a fancy leaving cake.

Why isn't he allowed to grow and be better? Because he's white? Because he "gets in the way of buddie"? Because no one is allowed to say and change at all over a decade?

Like this is a queer fandom and I'd bet a lot of money that a ton of people in this fandom said and did things they weren't proud of when they were younger, especially before they came out so they could try and hide it.

I know this is quite a young fandom too but like, it was literally only a decade ago when "gay" was an insult at school and doing anything that could be get you accused of being gay was fucking social suicide. You guys have no idea how lucky you are that people at least get called out for that shit now cause they didn't when I was a kid. I would have done almost anything to just be ignored, let alone accepted, rather than being openly bisexual.

So yeah, I think Tommy is allowed to fucking change as a person because Bobby, Chim and Hen came into his life and allowed him to stop repressing. Stop being such fucking assholes. You aren't any better than him, and frankly the way some of you behave makes the way Tommy acted when he was first in the show look like a fucking saint. Touch some grass.

[saturday-byte]

Look at the NORMAL doodles I did while feeling NORMAL about NORMAL ROBOTS.

(reblogs > likes !!)

[girlstressed]

alexa play casual by chapell roan

[junkartie]

I think the most crushing autism experience is friends/romantic partners eventually figuring out youre masking bcz if you keep it up long enough its also off-putting & unnatural and then insisting you act like yourself- only to realize they in fact do not like your real self and make comments about how annoying/different youre acting all of a sudden. ❤️🧎‍♀️

[penta-png]

got bored while doing an artfight attack .... csp autocolour is very fun i think

[hualianisms]

my extremely specific roman empire is bk 4 fenglian angst: best friends who grew up together then were broken & traumatized by war & then lived together, getting so close to one another that they were like family & witnessing your best friend at their absolute rock bottom but not knowing how to help & barely scraping by each day struggling to make ends meet & trying so hard to make it work but not being able to, but not for lack of trying bc the love was there, it was there, it didn't change anything, it didn't save anyone, there were just too many forces against it, but it still matters that the love was there.

[alfredosauce50]

Allen and Mathias may not like each other, but if they existed in ANY kind of proximity to Alfred, they would set their differences aside and take him down pronto.

Allen and Mathias: *Beefing*

Alfred: *breathes*

Allen and Mathias:

Allen and Mathias: Nah he gotta go

[fleshdyk3]

everything hannibal has ever done makes 100% total sense when u realize he has ocd. thats literally just how it is

[thedumbginger]

I love you

[li-esonthefloor]

NO BUT REALLY where the fuck is julius. do you know how hard it is for me to whump ludger during the game's events and i'm stopped by the part where julius has every reason and motivation to be present and just ISN'T??? (even chronos chasing him for like four waymarker chapters and another exodus attack doesn't make sense for chronos) i know julius' character profile in the encyclopaedia implies he just couldn't bring himself to face ludger and answer but its just that the entire game is structured around not letting these two talk to each other or else the entire plot would fall apart and i just [bloody stick figure biting] how am i supposed to write ludger suffering without julius when it doesn't even make sense to me that julius would have zero contact with ludger.

*lies down* i love x2 very much but there's a reason why a grand total of none of my finished fic ideas happen during canon 😂

anyway maybe that jogs your memory of what you were thinking cheers

😂😂😂 ok i think i wondered about. maybe him doing some of his hiding in some fds on and off, for various purposes not necessarily limited to avoiding the cops (and his little brother) (should those be switched? 'his little brother (and the cops)'?). they could have had something useful for him in theory. idk how plausible that is since all the fd information should have gone straight through spirius, but also the man is very tech-savvy so who knows maybe he built a backdoor so he gets heads up when fds pop up or whatever that might not necessarily be canon speculation, it may be some kind of subplot in an au or something LOOOL i really dont remember....

[basurachan]

hm what if eishi is initially attracted to takayama BECAUSE and not in spite of his emotional unavailability. like he's so sick of his mom using him as an emotional outlet for her frustration and anxiety. he's alienated by his peers who can express sincerity and youthful joy. of course he fixates on someone who flips the script by being repressed!!

[nagitover]

hajime def sings in the shower i think and nagito will sit in his room and listen

[sunsteps]

took me 1.5 hours to get through episode 1 of donghualian season 2 because i kept having to pause to hyperventilate and scream and cry and die. I CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S BEEN 3 ENTIRE YEARS 😭😭😭

[riddlertrophy]

the oz’s car playlist having more saves than my real ygyth playlist like ok well did you get to the experimental black metal static and screaming song oz always complains about