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hualianisms · 1 year ago

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my extremely specific roman empire is bk 4 fenglian angst: best friends who grew up together then were broken & traumatized by war & then lived together, getting so close to one another that they were like family & witnessing your best friend at their absolute rock bottom but not knowing how to help & barely scraping by each day struggling to make ends meet & trying so hard to make it work but not being able to, but not for lack of trying bc the love was there, it was there, it didn't change anything, it didn't save anyone, there were just too many forces against it, but it still matters that the love was there.

#fenglian #unfortunately i cant stop thinking about angst #my brain just works like that #this is my fav flavour of fenglian literally my roman empire #im gonna write a bk 4 fenglian fic for fenglian week it will have so much catharsis at the end of it #im sorry for ppl who followed me for other things nfnfnfjds im a multishipper #BK 4 IS THE REALEST BC. EXES WHO LOVED EACH OTHER BUT COULDNT MAKE IT WORK #BC OF DEPRESSION/TRAUMA (XL'S) BC OF WAR BC OF POVERTY BC OF LIFE BEING FUCKING HARD BASICALLY #IM COMPLETELY INSANE BUT WTF WHY DID IT HAVE TO GO SO HARD #mp: tgcf

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