#this is is the last one! have a lovely day <3 kaeya loves u sm

[namuneulbo]

week forty

we practiced for the concert all day on monday and tuesday.

on tuesday i got some haikyuu stickers from r from the arts department. i offered to buy her a coffee as a thank u so we planned to go sometime within the rest of the week.

wednesday! concert day! we started at 1 pm and the concert started at 8. s wore a really pretty outfit and i was so flustered when i saw her lol i dont remember which day this was but we also played piano together. we played merry-go-round of life, i did right hand and she did left. i was gay panicking so hard. i think im getting a crush on her. shes so pretty w her red underdye and her nails that r always prettily done and her cute little habits and her cute obsession w coffee and sleep. i feel like dressing up and looking pretty at school for her.

concert went alright. i think i couldve sung better but i at least felt somewhat comfortable on stage since it was the second to last song and i sang it together w l. after the concert the teachers treated us w a bunch of snacks. me and l did the bare minimum to road everything. we r the singer stereotype.

thursday! after school i went grocery shopping and picked up some take-out on my way home so i could get some food in my system before my dad came and picked me up. i drove to a city nearby to go look at makeup for halloween. i ended up finding a good lipstick for less than 3€. i still have a mark from swatching the different colors on my hand. i found one in the perfect shade but it was maybelline so i ended up not getting it bc we do not like animal testing ! after shopping we went to my dads girlfriends place. i like his girlfriend, shes really nice. her place was small but nice, it looked really cool and it had like three floors.

i had earlier that day received the black thigh highs i ordered but i didnt have time to try them on until the evening. i received the wrong pair, i ordered patent ones but got matte ones. the shop was nice enough to give me the shoes for free and now im just waiting for my actual shoes to arrive. i like the matte ones too so i dont mind having them too lol

on friday i just had a bass lesson at 11. i really like bass. its a lot of fun and i definitely wanna get my own bass at some point. i went out for the coffee w r in the afternoon. it was more awkward than i expected and it made me kind of lose the remaining respect i had for her heh she only talked abt how her friends angry w her and then dropped the r slur. she just,,, brought my mood down a lot.

later around 5 pm i went back to school to play bass. its so fun, im obsessed!

on saturday i chilled the entire day and then in the evening i went to my brothers place w my dad. we had some drinks and i had like three and a half long drinks and i threw up once i got home. my dad was dogsitting his girlfriends dog so he was w us and omg was he being annoying. i love him but omg does he crave attention.

while at my brothers place we almost had a little game. i gave him a broad genre, like jazz or punk, and he showed me his fav artists within that genre. even if i didnt really care for the music or whatever it was still quite interesting seeing all the different talented musicians and my brother knows sm abt everything so i learnt a lot. my mom picked me up after i tried throwing up for a bit. my brother gave me a glass of water and i shugged that before leaving. ended up throwing up on the street outside our house and then threw up for a bit in the bathroom. i still felt a bit sick and just forced myself to sleep asap. i didnt get a hangover but i did feel weird in my stomach like one tends to do after throwing up lol.

today ive just played sims and watched lineup and smosh lol i started talking to this girl on badoo and shes so smooth and she calls me so many pet names im going to combust (i genuinely accidentally typed ‘cumbust’ and that wouldnt be too far off either). she literally talks like kaeya.

okay i gtg !!!!!!!!

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[areislol]

Hi! I just saw the "streamer au x reader" and i loved it! ^^ can i request where online friend!reader says that they just got a boyfriend (prank) on the bois? I wanna see their reaction (im so evil😭)

Imagine their fans posting his reaction in an edit with an "YOU BETRAYED ME,AND I KNOW THAT YOU'LL NEVER FEEL SORRY" I CAN'T-

hi anonymous! im so glad you love it <3 and this request of urs is amazing! I love this idea sm :) im not sure if you wanted more characters added or not, lmk if you do!! i can always make another part :) PART 2 of: streamer! childe, xiao, kaeya x online friend! reader childe: recommend listening to this playlist: double take - dhruv xiao: recommend listening to this playlist: the wombats - greek tragedy kaeya: recommend listening to this playlist: 24k magic - bruno mars

streamer! childe x online friend! reader • now you and childe are like besties, you play games together, bully children on roblox and build homes together on minecraft(+ childe pushing u off a mountain and then running away..) you and childe talk to each other for HOURS on discord and on other socials. • childes fan could clearly tell that he liked you a lot. no - loved you a lot. • so one day when you joined childes stream and you told everyone that you had something to tell that was very important - childe and his fans was suddenly alarmed, were you not going to join his streams anymore? was you leaving forever? • these questions lingered in their head until childe spoke: "yea y/n, what's up?" • you had to stifle a laugh, you prepared to say your next line - you cleared your throat and made a "happy" kind of tone, "well.. you guys are one of my closest friends and i just want to say that uhm, i have a boyfriend!!" • after saying ur line, u put your face in your hands to cover up your laughter, luckily nobody could hear them. • childes jaw dropped, he was mortified. • childes viewers started to go crazy in chat, full of "OMG I KNEW IT!!" or "HAHA CHILDE IS GOING TO GO CRY NOW OR SMTH" or something like "I knew it, y/n's not good enough! childe, choose us!" • childe and you stayed quite for a bit, people still going wild in chat - that was until childe broke the silence. • childe tried his best to stay calm and avoid anything that would make him seem jealous • "ah, i see y/n. im happy for *cough* you. mhm yea so uh what's his name? and what's his insta - cuz yk i AM your bestie i should know his man. • childe is a bit happy for u cuz yk, as long as ur happy. but it still hurts him yk • he knows he's on camera so he tries to "look calm" but he obviously fails • his chat is now full of "damn childe, that must hurt" "it's alright bro, you got this" or "CHILDE SHE'S NO GOOD!!" • childe tells his mods to ban any fan girl who acts like that ^^ • you can see childes pain in his face, you feel bad but cmon, how could you feel bad for him when he's the one who makes u go first in a horror game?? • childes heart is broken and tells his viewers that he's going to end the stream because he has "work to do" but nobody believes him. • you were still holding in your laugh but seeing childes face was ur last straw • you burst out laughing and was childe was about to end stream he turned to "look at you" and saw you laughing.. • his eyebrows raise and childe is kinda shocked?? cuz why are you laughing?? • while laughing you tried to speak "sorry.." laughter. "childe it was-" laughter. "a prank" after that you couldn't hold it in anymore and just kept on laughing till your stomach was hurting • seeing childes expression change from mortified to relieved made you laugh even more - you laughed so much that you literally FELL from your seat and made a loud thud sound, childe looked at u concerned.. • you apologized and told everybody that it was a prank, his fans were laughing, saying stuff like "you gave us a heart attack y/n!!" who's us?? anyways "wow y/n.. how could you." the girls were disappointed but they only found out on twitter as they were banned. • childe looked at you, his expressions reading "girl what is wrong with u?" but he was also relieved that you didn't actually have a bf. • now he knows he has a chance w/ u 100% • everyone clips his reaction and made thousands of edits of him and you. • they made so many angsty edits of you two, audios like "you betrayed me.. and i know you'll never feel sorry" or "ohh look at all the lonely people.." more edits with sounds like: "i promise you this, i'll always look out for you" just alot of sad audios okay. • childe sees them(obvi) and shows u them occasionally, you both have a good laugh together. • he makes u pinky promise that you'll never do that to him EVER. • and ofc u dont pink promise it <3

streamer! xiao x online friend! reader • u and xiao have an amazing friendship. like literally nobody can compare u two.. • the powerful duo lmfao • so when u hop into xiao's stream and tell everybody that you have a "special" announcement to make, all the attention from xiao and you - turned to just you. • xiao spoke first, "mhm, go on." you sighed to make it sound "dramatic" • you started off with a simple "so you guys know that i trust you a lot, right?" xiao nodded and his chat all replied with a "yes" • you took another sigh but a much larger one - you continued "well, i just want you guys to know that i have a boyfriend now!!" • xiao's eyes widened and his literally turned pale, this chat was going CRAZY. • they asked questions, "who is y/n dating?" "i wonder if she's pranking us.." • some even started to guess who you were dating • none of them were correct, of course. • you had to hold back your laughter or else everyone would catch on pretty quickly, xiao stayed still - he knew that you would find your love one day but now?? • xiao was close to crying ngl • everyone immediately started clipping the scene as they were going to use it in a edit. • and they did. • xiao gave out a sigh and congratulated you, his voice sounded soft yet disappointed. • xiao was about to close the stream when you spoke • "wait-! xiao.. it was a joke!", you snickered • xiao gave u and dumbfounded look and u burst out laughing, his face turned red in embarrassment, if you really were pranking him then.. would you know? that he liked you? • everyone started laughing in chat and xiao just sat there - completely confused yet his sadness and stress eased. • you apologized to xiao and explained that one of your friends suggested that you prank him because they and you wanted to see his reaction.. • xiao was mad at first but how he stay mad at you when you were giving him the puppy eyes that screamed "please don't me mad at me". • he accepted your apology but his heart was still pounding - have you already figured out that he liked u? • luckily you didnt speak much about it after that. • you occasionally teased him there and then about how he "should've seen the look on his face" or that his face was "red as hell". • you was scrolling through tiktok when u came across a video edit of you telling xiao that you had a bf and a zoom in of xiao's face changing almost immediately. • there was so many comments shipping u two together and many comments saying that xiao "didnt deserve it" • you scoffed as you knew that if was the jealous fan girls of xiao - they would often harass u. • you saved the video and shared it to xiao, xiao watched it and he could clearly tell that his expressions were enough to give away his secret. • you sent him a text saying "???? u look so dumbfounded LMFAO" xiao smiled at your text, replied back with a "yeah i guess i did, well im streaming soon - want to join?" • xiao hoped that you would like him back, mf even prayed. • till this day you still bully xiao about it.

streamer! kaeya x online friend! reader • u and kaeya literally tell each other EVERYTHING- from drama on tiktok to drama on twitter. y'all have something new everyday. • so when u say on his stream that u have something to say: all the attention is on you. • kaeya is unusually patient, normally he would be impatient but w/ u it's a whole different story. • you start off with "so you guys - i just want to say that i- uhm..." • kaeya uttered a "go on" and you cleared your throat. • you start off again "as i was saying - i have a uh, lover now! yep, a boyfriend." • as soon as you finish your sentence and looked at kaeya to see his reaction: you was a bit surprised. • kaeya looked, unfazed? • his expressions stayed the same - you pouted, you at least wanted a shocked expression or a face that you've never seen kaeya pull. • his chat went wild, a bunch of "WHAT??" or "WAIT- WHAT?" • kaeya gave you an odd smile and congratulated you, but it was quite obvious that he was bothered by what you said. • you thanked kaeya and even went on to say how lovely ur bf was and how he treated you amazing and like a queen. • that must've been kaeya's breaking point because you and his viewers could clearly see that he was now red and mumbled a "bye guys im ending the stream now, sorry." • BEFORE he could even turn his webcam and the stream off you blurted out a "KAEYA IT WAS A PRANK- DONT END THE STREAM NOW.." • kaeya raised an eyebrow at you, was you joking or fr? • he sighed and said sorry to his viewers. • you then went on about how it was your friends idea and that it was all a harmless joke. • kaeya let out a laugh and apologized to you • you laughed too, kaeya was rlly relieved that you didnt actually have a bf - he knew that he had a chance now. • the next morning, kaeya got out of bed and went on tiktok - the first thing he saw was a viral edit with abt 1.2 million likes - it was a edit of you and kaeya with the overlay and the song "you betrayed me, and i know that you'll never feel sorry.." • kaeya nearly choked on his water- • the first thing he did was send the video to you to see how you would react • you responded with a "they're good at editing, they know it's a prank right?" • kaeya texted back "yea i think so, how was sleep?" • "it was nice :) wanna play roblox and bully kids? >:)" • even if u did have a bf, kaeya would always put you first - and always keep an eye on the man.

dont play w/ them anymore.. poor them a/n: if u enjoyed this pls go check out my other genshin hcs/liking + following + reblogs r appreciated.

[clouds-rambles]

hello!~ o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

can i request headcanons for kaeya, diluc, childe, and venti on what they would while their s/o dies in their arms? (if thats okay with u <3)

thank u sm! :))

BESTIE THE PAIN I FEEL RN!!! Omw to make hurt some of my faves hope you enjoy <3

Also guys I’ve been here for a day how are there almost 50 of you following?!

Pairings; (Separate) Kaeya, Diluc, Childe, Venti x reader

Warning(s); hurt, big hurty, reader death, vague wound description, cursing, talk about dead bodies

Keep reading under the cut!

Kaeya

This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. You were meant to live forever with him. You were supposed to grow old with him and become a parent to your future children. You were-

“Kaeya” you choke out smiling at your partner above you. The man shakes his head mentally pleading with you to not die “Kaeya I will always be on the wind” you tell him, a shaky, bloody hand raised to his cheek to weekly caress it

“Please” he pleads “Please don’t die on me [name]” you smile at him feeling the breaths in your lungs disappear

“I’m sorry Kae--ya” you apologise before passing away in his arms

He doesn’t move for a long time. He doesn’t feel for a long time. The one person he could share his secrets and his love to gone. Away with the wind

Kaeya doesn’t remember the last time he cried, but he’ll remember this one. 

Your beaten, bruised, broken, dead, and beautiful body slumped in his arms as his tears fall from his face as he feels an absence in his heart

How is he supposed to live on if this is the pain he feels right now?

Jean eventually stumbles upon Kaeya out in the wilds, still clutched to your now cold and even more lifeless body

Jean manages to get the man up with your body held close to his chest

“Jean, I can’t, I can’t let them go” he pleads as if he’s waiting for you to simply wake up in his arms

“Kaeya...” Jean says in a concerned tone having never seen him in such a state, even he seemed to quickly recover from his fathers death

Eventually Jean coaxed Kaeya to go back to the city and leave your body in the hands of the sisters. Where they dressed you up and prepared a funeral service for you

The funeral was larger than Kaeya was expecting, you had affected a many more people than he realised from your small jobs around the city. Kaeya can’t help but be awed at how many people you’ve helped while you were in Mond

The usual chatter of Mondstat is quiet and in a time of grieving for about a week or so, many people have wonderful memories of you and Kaeya seems to be collecting them all, that and bunches of flowers. Many of which find themselves laying on your tombstone as Kaeya tells you about his day

A month passes and it seems like everything's back to normal, Kaeya is back to his outgoing self. He spends more nights at the tavern, but even Diluc doesn’t have the heart to cut him off. 

Jean seems to pick up on the smallest things, goddamnit Jean, the extra nights at the tavern, the eyebags, the weeping she can hear from his room. In it’s own right is heart-breaking, the acting Grandmaster cannot imagine what it’s like to be actually experiencing that kind of pain

-

Diluc

No, not like this

You had both decided that night to join each other in your little vigilante escapade. Which was fine you had both done this before, but tonight resulted in something very different

Here you are, head on Dilucs lap. This could be considered romantic, and often was, were it not for the fact you felt like you choked up a mixture of your lung and your bloody supply

“Diluc” you speak with a much worse for wear voice, the red-head looks into your eyes, eyes already gaining moisture. A similar scene has befallen him before, a Diluc knows how this ends

“Please” he pleads his voice wavering “Please don’t leave me” he chokes back a sob and tears fall off his face the salt hitting your own

“I love you so much” you start, Diluc shakes his head. Must you hurt him so with last words? “Don’t blame yourse-” another set of hacking befalls you as you lose more blood

“Please” he pleads again as the grip you had on his arm goes slack indicating your loss of life

Diluc screams, he cries and he hugs you close. He screams into the air of Mondstat until his voice hurts and he cries until all he’s doing is dry sobbing and he holds you close until you’re broken body is pried from his own broken mind

A wondering Jean heard his screams into the night sky and hereby answered them. She never expected to see Diluc, still in his vigilante getup, crying over your body

She calls for more guards who take your body from his and Jean helps Diluc get back to the estate. At one point during the walk Jean can feel DIluc shaking and hyperventilating. So they stand for a moment, Jean holds and comforts the wine-master before they move again

Jean has never seen such emotion from Diluc before, and she wholeheartedly hopes she’ll never have to see it again. Seeing Diluc so raw and rife with emotion is enough to make anyone cry. And Jean nearly did on more than one occasion.

Your funeral is small, much to Dilucs request and really only were attended by the estate and Jean. Diluc didn’t want to cry again in such a large audience

Though the maids often hear pained sobs coming from Dilucs room as he contemplates and often blames himself for what had transpired. Maids daren’t speak up about what they hear though, Diluc’s pain is more than understandable

Diluc throws himself into work opting to man the bar most days of the week and fighting for the city as often as he can. People around him are more than concerned

Diluc’s stoic nature seems to be intensified now, not wanting to let another person in and die in his arms. He’s seen enough death for his life and wishes not to lose more loved ones

Everything seems to have moved back to what life was before you arrived in your life, depressive, monotonous, boring, mundane for the most part and sad. So very sad

He wishes for a day where his heart isn’t strife with grief, but he doubts that day will not be coming anytime soon

-

Childe

You grin up at him, feeling close to naught pain coming from the gaping wound thanks to the excess of adrenaline that’s pumping through your body

“Childe” you say the smile still on your lips in an attempt at not making the situation as dark and horrific as it is. Childe speaks your name in return

“I love you” you tell him mustering the strength to cup the mans cheek, who immediately nuzzles into it. The situation almost doesn’t feel real to him. He’s going to be shaken awake by a very unwounded you in just a moment and inform him he’s having a nightmare

But that moment doesn’t come. Nor do any words come from you. Your slow rhythms of your heart remind you that he’s still got time, but you’ve expended all your energy. Your smile you’re wearing seems to be dropping

“I love you [name], I love you so much, you are everything I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you” he rambles bringing your body to his chest

“Live for--- me” you sputter out into his chest, a dying wish that Childe isn’t too sure he can uphold. Is it really living if he’s an empty vessel.

You go limp in his arms and he can no longer sense your heartbeat. Death had finally laid claim to you

Childe sits with you for hours, you’d expect him to be wailing like a banshee if you knew his personality but that’s rather not the case. Sobbing quietly is a better word for what happens. Most of his sobs and hacks for air are hidden in your hair. He pulled your body to his shoulder just to weep

Eventually he finds himself mustering the courage to walk back to Liyue Harbour. You firmly held in his arms. He knows that if he walks too plainly the Millelith would pry and ask too many questions for his fragile heart to answer

Childe ends up barging into the wangsheng funeral parlour, which surprises Zhongli a little. He’s about to go on a rant to Childe about how he must book an appointment, until he sees your lifeless body in his arms

The funeral is arranged quickly and neatly. There aren’t many people who attend, Childe is okay with that, he secretly wants to see his family and cry on their shoulder a bit

Instead he opts for a letter, which arrives to the family tear stained and lacking the usual penmanship ‘I’m sorry, you won’t be able to see [name] after all. They passed away not too long ago...’ he basically writes your arbitrary in the letter. And his whole heart is in every word he writes

Determined not to let anybody in Childe finds himself in a pattern, when he’s not throwing himself into battles he’s doing paper work or yelling at his subordinates and when he’s not doing that he’s doing his weekly fight with the traveller. Childe gets next to no sleep and instead opts to reading and rereading every letter and note you’ve ever given him

If Childe passes out at his desk nobody bothers him either in fear of getting yelled at by the harbinger or an understanding of losing a loved one

They never said being a harbinger was fulfilling work. Yet, he let himself believe that he could be fulfilled and content with a lover. What a shameful lie

-

Venti

He’s awfully quiet. He hasn’t experienced death in so long. Especially one he thought would be forever.

He couldn’t even get to you to hear your last words. Ironic isn’t it? He hadn’t heard that guys last words either. And yet this pains him so much more

Sure mortal lives are fleeting but he was certain he had more time with you. More time to see you grow old, more time to put off your inevitable mortality. More time to-

He’s hyperventilating, Venti’s body shakes as he finds nothing to ground himself not even the person he loves so dear is there for him. He feels like he could explode, breaths caught in his throat refusing to surface and come up for air. Despite being an immortal archon, the breaths that refuse to surface don’t fail to make him feel like he’s choking

A bard he is. And one that knows every song from the past, present and future. Suddenly the pained songs from the future make sense to him. He knew what was written. A love lost

Suddenly he finds himself crying and hunched over your deceased form making promises to the wind that he’ll never forget you. Much like he’ll ever forget that bard

He isn’t sure how long has passed but he’s still sobbing over your form, there aren’t many tears left for him to cry but he can’t find himself stopping. He feels like they’ll never stop. 

Maybe he could lay beside you and sleep for another thousand years. But that would only delay the inevitable. The inevitable sinking feeling.

Maybe it was his fault for letting himself fall in love with a mortal, but in the moment he could truly see you living life with him. He could see a marriage, children. He wanted you to have it all.

Damn celestia and all things above for not letting you ascend, at least when he inevitably ascends you’ll be there to greet him. Curse that and your mortality

Jean eventually stumbles upon him during a recon mission to find him covering your body in various flowers, a crown made of cecelias don your head. He’s quiet, but he’s saying goodbye. Who would blame him? Jean doesn’t interrupt him and only wishes you a farewell

News of your death spread around town like wildfire, your grave donned with more flowers than Venti can count. He almost feels bad about not doing a public service after seeing how many people are truly in mourning

Diluc doesn’t push Venti to pay his growing tab no matter how much he should. And Diluc doesn’t say no to Venti singing his happy tunes in the tavern

It feels like his life has retuned to normal. Though Jean can’t help but look out the library window to see Venti sat atop his statue with an expression, as Jean can only guess, of sadness.

Venti finds himself going back to an old schedule again but he can’t miss the nagging feeling of somethings missing. The something being you

Sometimes he half expects you to hug him from behind, or join him up at the statue, or kiss him on his nose, or-

Venti can’t quite comprehend how he feels, he just knows there’s a hole in his heart where you belonged. And he doesn’t want to let anyone find their way into there

He doesn’t want to lose again

It’s happened too much

[kissesandcream]

this is like my second ask in your inbox, im writing this right after I requested Jean for your minigame LOL but anyways- have smiling kaeya with taroumaru!! :D Bro I miss the good ol' days when we were new players :(( The sole reason why I made my NA account is to witness the start of the game again but it doesn't feel the same anymore😔 but putting the nostalgia stuff aside, the soundtrack in the game is beautiful, one soundtrack that scares me though is when you get near Cuijue Slope and it sounds like a whistle - aaa cuijue slope is alrdy so creepy but that sound makes it worse😭 dang you have a lot of favorite characters, mine are diluc, kaeya, jean, thoma (tohma??), zhongli, yoimiya, hu tao and Bennett bb <33 You can say that I have a slight attraction to the color red hHHHhhH red is a pretty color (*. .)♡ ,,can I just ramble about Zhongli real quick. inhales. I WANT HIM TO BE MY DAD😭 he doesn't even need to be my dad, just a father figure will do TT no bcuz Zhongli would be such a good dad and it makes me happy, I take interest in learning about lore and history stuff and I really want to listen to Zhongli's rambles jsdvshf zhongli pls be my dad ;;; AND THE SAME GOES FOR BENNETT TOO, I want Bennett to be my little brother omg, I'll be in his adventure team,,, ;;

LOOK AT HIM 🥰 kaeya <333 i love him sm <333 he was the first character i built and is currently the only one at level 90 with a crowned talent <333 probably not a good thing at ar 55 and will probably get outbested by kokomi. but he can have it while it lasts <3

no same i have like three accounts made just to experience the opening scene 😭 i remember the osial boss fight and how it literally took me by surprise,,,,, i was really new to the game and didn't really follow it on social media or anything so it was so thrilling

idk if im talking about the same one as you are but the sountrack at wuwang hill is sO EERIE,, ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT KJKKJH

i was grinding genshin past midnight one day and i literally had it on mute bc the noise was scaring me so much 😭

yeah i adore an unhealthy amount of people 😃 but HU TAO!! i didnt really feel anything for her when she came out mostly bc i was still salty about not getting xiao but i love her so much !! pls i feel u with the red thing all of the pyro characters are just <333

YES DADLI. I FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT HIM TOO JUST. he'd be the BEST at bed time stories and everyone knows bedtime stories are the number one father figure requirement

will they be peaceful bedtime stories? debatable. will they probably be about the numerous things he killed? possibly. bUT STILL

imagine him telling us stories about guizhong :,) bye ill cry if i think about it :,,,)

and bennett!! baby!! i really wanna be his friend, hanging out with him fischl and barbara sounds so fun bc it's fischl being dramatic, bennett getting hurt but not realizing it, and barbara trying to keep everyone alive 😭