#this is deeply self indulgent
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Heathcliff since I’m always thinking about him. I wanted to try out a few different lighting and shading styles with this and I think you can tell I was watching Being Human fairly recently.
#I’m very hyped about the upcoming film I hope they do my guy justice#heathcliff#heathcliff fanart#wuthering heights save me#wuthering heights fanart#wuthering heights#my art#he is my roman empire#I have a folder on my Instagram called Heathclifd#I’ll draw Cathy at some point I stg#this is deeply self indulgent
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if i had a reliable kouhai i would hype him up so much. everyone clap and cheer or i'll hollow purple this whole building
[ID: A screenshot redraw of Gojo introducing Nanami Kento. Gojo has light brown skin, with silver earrings shaped like two eyes stacked on both ears. He's gesturing grinning widely and gesturing to his right, where Nanami stands with his arms folded. Nanami has tan skin with many faded scars, wearing his usual suit and glasses. His left hand tangles with where Gojo's right hand drapes over his shoulder. The manga-style text reads - Gojo: "This is Nanami Kento, ex-salaryman dropout sorcerer!" Nanami: "Please don't call me that." END ID.]
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#nanago#gonana#gojo satoru#nanami kento#jjk fanart#usersaint#userart#//#FINIIIIISHED THIS WAS SO FUN. OMG#deeply self-indulgent and so so fun#not sure if i've ever done a screenshot redraw before...#i feel like i've always been Meaning to but#nvr got around to it. as per my usual#i think gojo's earrings are SOOOO cute im hyping myself up#i love em . i want them for myself#also i know in the official transl. gojo doesn't say dropout (i think)#i remember it being rlly funny from a fan transl. tho#like yeah he still mad nanami peaced out and left LOLLL
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princess luigi! it’s important to me that his dress have an empire waist with the flowy off-the-shoulder sleeve thingies. i think it suits him well 💚
#still figuring out how to draw peasley bear with me#smb#prince peasley#luigi#no id#luigi x peasley#giddly’s art#i am . still going through it irl so to anyone whom i have ignored or to whom i owe things to: i am deeply sorry#all i have energy for rn is self indulgent stuff hurriedly drawn during breaks so im very sorry 😭#anyway how about that peasley ass. i gotta respect a man in a mini skirt
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my personal headcanon is the vees were unremarkable nobodies when they were alive. i just love it as a thematic throughline for them. they love to let the public of hell speculate on them being famed and acclaimed since before death, but the the truth is they were a d-list failed influencer that got by on cheap controversey and scamming, a broke junkie who burned every shaky bridge he ever had, and a worn-out broadcast production assistant with more rejected auditions and tossed out script pitches than he could count. nobody missed them when they were gone, nobody cared who they were until they were dead.
#because villains who didn't start off supremely powerful are more interesting to me#vees#it's not that they CAN'T be better. or that they're simply ignorant of the ways they fuck up others lives#they actually all do have that knowledge of being the underdog. and it's made them all the more shitty#because they never want to be those people again#narratives about people who make each other worse <3#to be clear they were still shitty people in life. manipulative. consumed by greed and envy. all their individual flaws etc etc#but hell made them into the absolute worst versions of themselves#of course what their Worst Self is and the journey/length of time/initial reaction to being in hell varies#like val sees hell as a continuation of the things happening in life. just w/ the power dynamics always privileging him#it's the same drugs and violence. except the violence isn't just survival anymore but the chance to indulge his deeply sadistic desires#vox has completely dissociated from his time alive. that person is dead and he's reinvented himself 1000 times over since then#90% of the time he has those memory files shoveled into a hidden directory#he refuses to acknowledge that he's still haunted by some of the same insecurities from almost a century ago#val doesn't necessarily see his living self in a fond light but he does see that person as fundamentally him#velvette thinks life was full of people who weren't her demographic but fortunately that's been fixed by sinners!#they just couldn't Get Her and that was all their faults#the primary way they view their past selves can be summed up as: scorn (vox) apathy (valentino) and in denial (velvette)#sorry the bulk of the post was in the tags. i will be doing this again#the scorn is the coping mechanism for shame. of course
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i can leave you two alone for a minute, right?
#bnha#shimura nana#yagi toshinori#all might#gran torino#torino sorahiko#shih's art#pocket's mandalorian ofa clan au#i am always deeply compelled when torino is on the scene#i know sorahiko doesn't look it but he IS a functioning jedi#his ugly poncho is part of the uniform#nana's paint is designed after her belt buckle (and the red kama... >:3c that was self indulgent)#toshinori doesn't get beskar yet#man i love drawing toshinori sour at torino#he's so >:C 'who are you and how did nana befriend you'
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nirvana at the paramount, 1991
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imposter
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you know, the one about a bunch of kids playing a game together that ends up having apocalyptic consequences? they all have crazy, kinda geometric hair? aliens show up out of nowhere and end up being instrumental to helping the kids save the world?
#my art#shitpost tag#ygo gx#yugioh gx#gxstuck#jaden yuki#syrus truesdale#alexis rhodes#bastion misawa#chazz princeton#every au i have is so deeply self indulgent
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les misérables + spotify playlists [template]
#les mis#les miserables#lesmisedit#perioddramaedit#periodedits#gifshistorical#userperioddrama#dailycolorfulgifs#broadwaydaily#theatresourced#userteresa#userelliee#userrlaura#usermorph#userrobin#useremsi#userahne#tusercarolina#usernoah#*mine#this is the most self indulgent set i've made in a while lol#physically could not do my other more pressing work until i got this out of my system#2/3 of marius' playlist is deeply unserious but tbh so is he.#anywayyyy if this flops no it didn't!
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karaoke buddies howoo 🎤
#svtedit#kwon soonyoung#lee jihoon#soonhoon#soonyoung#jihoon#svtsource#svtcreations#seventeen#*#*gifs#*ksy#*ljh#*snhn#*svt#going seventeen#fave#lq gifs but soooo deeply self-indulgent :')
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스쳐가는 이들/ The Warmth of Strangers P goes to the Country of the Morning, many years after the ending.
#my art#lies of p#lies of p spoilers#this is so deeply self-indulgent that I'm scared to share...#but I know I must release it to the wild#P is probably carrying the wrench head or something in that cello case BTW#also they actually sold pigeon feed at that park when I was little! How times have changed
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Kiara's Introspection
(I'm sorry in advance- this might trigger some folks. *it's also me venting a 'lil*)
Kiara lays staring at the ceiling, counting the minutes and the seconds as they tick by. It's nearly 10pm, and she should definitely be going to sleep. She has school tomorrow.
Still a quiet dread builds within her, anxiety burning within her core as another minute ticks by. The two story house is quiet, she can hear the soft breeze pushing a branch against the glass of her window, the insects and the creatures of the night calling their symphony. It should have been calming…
“Our daughter is with a freak!” Crash.
She closes her eyes at that, the quiet dread blooming into a miserable kind of acceptance that spread out from her core and into her limbs and her very fingertips.
“Our daughter is happy! Why can't you see that!” Thump.
They weren't talking about her. Rarely was there an argument about Kiara herself, she was the good girl, never acting out, never talking back, never an… incorrect type of feeling. No, they were talking about;
“It's not right Delilah! It's not right! Bennita-
“Benji! You can't even call him by his name?! If Zoey knew you were speaking this way she'd-
“Not a He! I don't give a damn what she'd say! Maybe she'll finally see reason!”
They were talking about her older sister, Zoey, who had moved out to live with her boyfriend- a boyfriend that used to be a girl. Benji.
“She'll tear you a new one! That's what she'll do. And you know that too! Otherwise you'd say it to her face!” Thunk
“It's not how we were made! She should know better, Kia knows better! We raised them better!”
She flinched at that, the words swirling around her processors like a typhoon during the wet season.
I know better… I know better.
What did she know better? That Benji was a boy? That Zoey loved him?
That… that she was supposed to like boys?
She did though, she did like boys, Rad was cute and funny, his eyes were bright and full of life. He had a wonderful singing voice… he was kind.
She did- but.
The feeling of her best freinds shirt wrapped around her body suddenly felt heavy- and not in a good way. Like it was trying to suffocate her. But if she ever tried to take it off it didn't often make the feeling better, just made her feel more alone, more confused.
She liked boys.
The grew to something even more painful, her core feeling like it was squeezing hard.
Was it wrong to look at a girl in a pretty dress and see that it was pretty? That she looked pretty?
That wasn't wrong right? It was fact… objective. Someone got dolled up and looking nice and so she takes notice -wether their in a suit or a dress.
But the pain got worse instead of better, it was making it hard to breathe. The argument downstairs grew in intensity.
“And you know the Doorman girl is too! Look at her! Look at the way she dresses, the way she acts- what kind of example is that setting?!”
She was happy she didn't hear the slur that he was referring to, she had before, but this time she'd gotten lucky.
That was about Tera.
“You are not barring her from seeing her! They're family at this point! You'll break her heart!”
The pain that was coiled in her core identified themselves, they were sobs, sobs that came out harshly as they pushed past her throat and spilled out of her mouth.
“She'll ruin her! She's already bringing stuff from that damn house home!”
A bad influence, A freak, more names she wouldn't dare even think because attaching them to her best freind felt like the worst type of slander.
Tears pricked at her eyelights, couldn't they give it a rest?! There was nothing wrong with Tera, nothing. Why couldn't he see that?
She was boyish, sure. Standoffish, most definitely. But she was so strong, and brave, and… warm. So warm, and so inviting. Willing to listen, and to understand. She was one of the kindest people she had ever known.
Was that bad…?
No…
No it wasn't bad. That's how freinds should make you feel, warm and happy.
Safe.
Freinds make you feel safe.
“Listen to me bitch! She's my daughter! I can control who she sees!”
“And you don't think Uzi will question why her daughter's closest freind suddenly doesn't want to see her?! You don't think Tera won't be able to just ask her, and her not say “Daddy won't let me see you?!”
“Fuck you!”
It… it wasn't happening. She wouldn't be stopped from seeing her. Mom wouldn't let that happen… it wasn't happening. It wasn't happening.
A pathetic whimper escaped her as she trembled with more sobs. Safe. She wanted to feel safe.
Tera made her feel safe, she'd always made her feel safe. Like nothing could ever touch her as long as she was wrapped in her arms and sheltered by those leathery wings. And she'd purr, and that was so calming; like personalized white noise.
Pain creeped into her core again- that was wrong… wasn't it?
It didn't feel wrong. But her processors began to scream and her head began to hurt.
Was it wrong to like the way Tera looked in a suit? Was it wrong to say she was handsome?
Was it wrong to think about running into her arms, to be bathed in her warmth? To hold her hand?
Was it wrong to feel that way?
Tera wasn't a boy.
She liked boys
Was she wrong? Was she damaged? Because Tera wasn't a boy.
But she liked her.
She was supposed to know better… what did that mean?
Was this a choice? It didn't feel like a choice…
She… liked… boys?
#murder drones#oil is thicker then blood#tera doorman#tera x kiara#kiara von roth#jellydoughnut#it's self indulgent#and also deeply personal
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i feel like aus where rook already knew their faction companion are going to be all the rage on ao3 in a few months’ time
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😏😏😏
#masters of the air#motaedit#mota#mastersoftheairedit#curt biddick#curtis biddick#barry keoghan#userbells#violaobanion#hbowaredit#hbowardaily#perioddramaedit#the mortifying ordeal of tagging people on a DEEPLY self-indulgent gifset.#ANYWAYS. HI. IF MR HANKS AND MR SPIELBERG DIDN'T WANT ME TO THINK GAY THOUGHTS ABOUT THEIR SHOW THEY SHOULDN'T DO SHIT LIKE THIS.
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*Skitters up to you on all fours and drops this in your lap, then scrambles up the walls and onto the ceiling and immediately falls asleep*
Comic time! Lucky wakes up in the middle of the night and has a chat with Sen in this one.
#ah yes. the struggle of seeing yourself as a machine incapable of truly having an emotional connection with others#no matter how deeply you long for such things#whilst simultaneously seeing that deep longing within you as a mistake. a flaw. an imperfection#you were made to be absolute and impartial#to be biased in favor of your charges beyond that which your ‘programming’ dictates is shameful#you are broken. you are flawed. you want and you want and you want and you’ve never stopped /wanting./#you aren’t supposed to worry or care or love. you weren’t made for it.#and if you were not made for it then you simply cannot worry or care or love.#these /things/ that haunt you and make you inefficient are not emotions.#they are your imperfections; flaws in your make; symbols of your failures to live up to your purpose#you are broken. you are flawed. and you want so deeply that you can scarcely keep the longing inside you#such a failure you are; to not only survive the fall of the metropolis you were built to give your life to defend#but also to stoop to and revel in such indulgent imperfections as these false emotions the moment your makers are gone to dust#Fun Fact! Sen doesn’t require sleep#and spends every evening standing outside of Sharpedo Bluff / whatever campsite the gang have set up to guard the entrance.#she doesn't stay inside at night because it wasn't something done in the metropolis she hails from.#sentries are meant to watch over their charges. they are not meant to indulge in the pleasant and dry warmth of their homes.#Kip hears about this eventually (he thought it was just Sen not trusting people enough to sleep around them) and FLIPS OUT#“PLEASE would you come inside IT'S LITERALLY HAILING”#Sen is taking so much hail damage and has the gall to look at him and say “You should return to your home. the weather is unfavorable”#Kip just screams into his hands because he might have found someone even worse at self-care than Twig#And with that#it is beddy-bye time for Sofie :)#the present is a gift au#pmd oc#pmd ocs#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokémon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers#pmd eos
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“why are you like this” i say about my own characters that i created and 100% control
#everytime i explain izzy’s backstory to someone new it’s like. i Know i made you to be as edgy and self-indulgent as possible#but why are you like this. i wouldn’t change a thing and i care for you deeply but truly you are So Much
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