#this is a recurring thing that happens
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Reading all this Batfam fic has me trying to guess what stuff happened in canon based on how often it's referenced in multiple works like I'm some scholar trying to reconstruct some ancient lost ur-text based on other people's retellings of it. Like, I'm pretty sure the Batman canon included a scene where Red Hood breaks into the Titans Tower, attacks Tim Drake, and leaves a message saying "Jason Todd was here." Variants of it have shown up in quite a few fics I've read. Do I know the details? Not really. I think that Tim's shoulder was dislocated and the other Titans were drugged, too, but I'm less sure about those than I am of the event broadly happening. Granted, the first fandom in which I read copious amounts of fic is Danny Phantom, notorious for its extensive fanon, so I'm aware that I can't say conclusively whether or not Red Hood attacked Tim Drake in Titans Tower. But I'm pretty sure it happened.
#this is a lot of fun trying to figure out what happened based on recurring events#tbf it is supplemented by a general understanding of Batman from pop culture#as well as what random bits of canon I've seen on tumblr + some animated stuff#batfam#fanfiction#anecdotes by peachdoxie#one of the most fun things to learn about was the existence of tim drake#i was very vaguely aware that the name was associated with robin somehow#but i didnt know anything beyond that#so my idea of who tim drake is is basically completely constructed by fanfiction and also Wikipedia
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the fact that people keep interpreting the word "consequences" to be exactly and only "punishment" and knee-jerk responding to it with "why do you want my precious Bells Hells pookies punished" frankly says a lot about more about you than it does about those who feel that C3 as a narrative never followed through on consequences for anything
this is ESPECIALLY evident when it is remembered that we're all talking about a story and doing narrative analysis and media critique here, yes, all of us, even the casual commentaries, debriefs and post-mortems of the campaign is analysis. consequences. narrative follow through. the consequential story beat that carries the weight and concluded a prior set up. results, negative or positive or neutral, that are incurred as a consequence of what happened before. a continuity of narrative logic. actions that result in the expected and prior established weight and outcome. feeling like things consistently matter and affect things meaningfully on various levels, including the personal.
#tbh I feel the knee-jerk to “consequences” as “punishment” is a symptom of treating the characters like people instead of narrative devices#which has been a recurring problem throughout this campaign and it's most vociferous defenders and I've said it repeatedly#it happened when Laudna died. it happened when people said they didn't find Imodna personally compelling.#when people said Imogen had a self-centered perspective (which is a common Laura exploration but nobody got so upset over it until now).#and now this pearl clutching “consequences? you want them PUNISHED??” that's happened over BH and tbh Liliana#why do you keep treating these characters like they're breathing people. why is it SUCH a protracted and broad problem for C3.#But that's for another post.#Critical Role things#CR spoilers
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#idw sonic#idw sonic spoilers#im sorry this is the first thing i thought of when i saw this panel#anyways . getting into bigger spoiler territory now with the rest of the tags so be warned .#rip mimic i guess#if i had a nickel for every time idw sonic killed off a recurring villain at the end of pride month id have 2 nickels#which isnt a lot but its funny that it happened twice#assuming that mimic is actually dead anyway i honestly never know for sure with these things
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hello and welcome to starrs nightmare hour (aka last night my bathroom flooded and i didn't realise)
#in the end it was fine and it was kind of funny to be honest#thank u to my friends for being there to listen to my unhinged voice messages while i processed the insanity#my art#i dont know if these will be a recurring thing but i think id like to draw more silly things that happen to me so i can remember them...#starr-koma#oc art#oc: paraffin
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"disguise" self
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#néphos#bg3 tav#doodles#this was just supposed to be like that thing the ffxiv ppl were doing because it looked fun (and it was. it was fun)#but halfway through i just started thinking it'd be funny if this was what happened whenever they tried casting disguise self lol#more ammo for gale in their recurring sorcerer v wizard bickering war i suppose
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something ive been thinking about relating to suselle
i really doubt most of the romantic relationships in deltarune will happen in the way they're being set up to be, especially suselle. ive has this idea since chapter 2 came out, but its been put to the forefront of my mind even more with chapter 4
something that seems to be a theme for the entirety of the game is fighting the prophecy, made rly rly clear by gerson and susie's arc in ch4 (the whole thing of susie being not "supposed" to use healing magic and gerson being so adamant on the prophecy being a fairytale) AND the ending of that chapter. the prophecy IS a bad thing, the antagonistic force of this entire game, even with all the inconsequential shit it asserts like that jockington will grow a beard; it Is something that the party will fight against. which is why it confuses me that when it states "love will find its way to the girl" the fandom randomly turns a blind eye to it. ive always thought about how, the pairing of susie and noelle felt so, natural in the context of the game? and also when you take into account that, at least on a surface level, that type of wlw pairing HAS been done before by toby on undertale with alphys and undyne, and both suselle and alphyne are shown in the games to be like, the wholesome lesbian pairing, where all the cute fluff relationship stuff happens
suselle just feels so, predetermined. its MEANT to happen. it doesnt matter what decisions you make in the game, all of the interactions between the two will happen in the same way. except on the weird route (IM NOT SURE WHAT THAT MEANS, BUT ITS PROBABLY THE MOST IMPORTANT PIECE TO THIS)
if you think of susie and noelle to be like, the CANON ship or the gaster-approved ship wtv tf, a lot of the smaller stuff about it starts to stick out. the undertones of susie taking the place of dess for noelle to me seems like its a way bigger theme than what people make it out to be, and especially if you think dess is the roaring knight and how that ties into the prophecy. the whole thing of susie hiding the dark worlds from noelle also seems to be something huge. i dont know, i feel like they casually lie about stuff to one another, and it could be read as a teenage relationship thing and something theyre gonna grow out of, but deltarune has way bigger scopes than just hometown, i really think this is gonna build up to something more
i dont know, deltarune is building up to some really heartbreaking shit, and i find it quite baffling how a lot of ppl in the fandom think that toby fox would be a bad writer (or homophobic) for even thinking of NOT making suselle a thing in the endgame. idk man if that ends up happening i rly dont think it would be a thing to just be subversive or to be "edgy" (somehow ive seen ppl suggest that???). all the romantic undertones in deltarune are building up to something and arent there to just be fluff. they mean something for the story and have a bigger message. were obviously just 4 chapters in so i cant really try and predict what suselle means, but whatever ends up happening to that pairing i think it will be a good message
#i really mean it when i say i am into#suselle#as much as the next person. i love those two and i think theyre really cute#but i do not want to just ignore the undertones in how their relationship is portrayed and what it could mean going forward#i think theyre#doomed yuri#one way or another. even if their relationship ends up happening#its not gonna be as simple and boring as some people in the fandom want it to be#ALSO#related to this. susie also seems to be taking the place of asriel for kris????#like yeah in both the case for noelle and kris it could be read as a cute trauma healing thing but this is a recurring thing for susie#idk man#get all of these kids some fucking therapy#deltarune#deltarune theory#deltarune spoilers
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sure shams dies in every verse but have you considered that she was literally born into existence to die
#first energy magic user after they went extinct in her plane of existence#and you think this doesn’t mean anything?#first reera in forever to be in balance with the world and feel it’s energy#which means the corruption happening in it#and thus carrying such corruption in her soul#and this doesn’t foreshadow anything?#her magic has NOTHING to do with her family’s which is such a rare thing in her world#it’s not even about her self sacrificing tendencies or the fact that a part of her wants to die#she’s the missing piece of the puzzle and the puzzle needs to perish so that peace can be returned#shams vs the eshra / negative side of balance except the two cannot exist without each other and thus#they have to die together#there are certain verses where this is more vocal (elden ring and faerie verse) but it’s a recurring theme no matter where you look#she was simply born to die yall it was written for her no matter the setting#she’s not the sun as everyone says but the personification of positive energy HELLOOOOO
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- Thalassophobia -
#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#digital drawing#art#my art#original art#I wanted to see if i could capture the feeling of this creepy recurring dream i have#I think one of the spookiest things about this dream is that both my twin sister and my mum have exactly the same one#something we didn't realise until we happened to be discussing weird dreams one day and the giant fish were mentioned#and as we kept talking each of us took turns describing a part of the dream in perfect detail that lined up exactly with everyone else's#this dream takes place in a real location we all know but it doesn't look the way it does IRL#and all of our dreams share the same exact altered version of this place#we all see the giant fish and we all get the same feeling of bottomless dread when we look at them or approach them#I get chills any time i talk about this dream it creeps me out so bad#and i've been wanting to try to capture the feeling of it for a looong time#so here's an attempt
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adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes
#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently???#like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought#that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made#easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway#so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in#but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse#even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders#to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting#worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING#THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD#i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing#i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact#its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt#yapping#adhd
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having a strong hyperfixation on dan and phil in the year 2025 is so interesting bc my brain is having the normal hyperfix urge to learn as much as i can abt them and gather new information and i have to sit down and be like girl youve been here basically ten years at this point you know everything theres not anything new for you to learn
#like the hyperfixation has been there the whole time i promise like it hasn’t left me once in this past decade#but when it flares up particularly strongly is when i struggle bc theres nothing to feed the adhd#ofc it’s not as bad at the moment bc of tour thank god and lots of new videos#and theres so much backlog to watch like there are things for me to consume!!!#but that feral indulgent hyperfixation learning mode your brain goes into when you get hooked on a brand new thing for the first time#and you can go down the rabbit hole for weeks watching and reading new things and never running out of content#yeah thats nottttt going to happen with dan and phil that ship has LONGGG sailed#i suppose this is a recurring theme across ppl in all long term fandoms but i’m really feeling it atm#want to go back and watch all their old stuff to placate myself but i dont think i could emotionally survive that#bc id be watching videos of them at my age and then i’ll crash out so bad you’ll never hear from me again#god the dnp brainrot is evil rn#SOOOOOOOO BAD!!!! SO BAD!!!! so bad…..#dan and phil#happy birthday phil u mean so much to me… my favourite 38 year old man#dnp#tilda rambling
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I’ll think I’m unique because I’ll watch a show and immediately start calling the most pathetic, horrible, gross little loser man with any hint of queerness my little meow meow princess and then I get on tumblr and find out once again that I have never had an original thought once in my life we are truly all the same
Every single time I search a new character in the tags it’s a bunch of other lesbian pfps saying “yes that sad, pathetic loser man IS our little meow meow, you’re so right” like what is it, why are they catnip to me and apparently a bunch of other people just like me?? I don’t get it
#this post is positive by the way#I love this for us#I just wish I understood why it keeps happening#what’s the psychology behind this phenomenon#is it comphet or did my parents do this to me?#im having something dangerously close to real human feelings for this sad wet kitten of a man#Simon Petrikov#George Costanza#Munkustrap#Duckman#King Richard in Galavant#Izzy Hands#Mac IASIP#probably more I don’t remember it’s a recurring thing ok#like is he pathetic a loser probably stupid and at least a little gay? congrats I love him#I wish I felt anything close to this magnitude for real living breathing people#sorry I can’t fall in love and get married I’m too busy having limerance for a fictional character at 32 years old
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still thinking about how millie's biggest criticism from the audience has always been that she's the 'moxxie's wife' character and has little development or things going on vs the male leads. one of the 2 episodes we get focusing on her development specifically is about her relationship to the men in her life. they know this is a major criticism directed at millie's writing and execution. they know people want her to have a character outside of the men in her life.
anyway we have diagnosed our undeveloped, male-accessory woman character with pregnancy plotline
#helluva boss critical#sorry ive been absent been busy...crasy things happening#anyway this is still so funny to me. why did htey do this. im obsessed. i love this show#i know i complain abt the bad writing decisions but sometimes hteyre so bad theyre hysterical#and i wnat them to do more of that. pregnancy millie plotline is unbelievably funny to me#tangetn but unhappy campers only made millie's character worse btw like#why does this grown nearly 30's woman desperately clamour for attention from. teenagers.#at best it just makes both moxxie and millie look like children ANYWAY#'this character being 'moxxies wife' and thats it is a recurring joke amongst ppl who talks abt this show.'#'she is now moxxies Pregnant Wife'
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btw Still thinking about the moment where Tula first realizes she's literally, mechanically unable to keep up with / catch Jaysohn when he bolts and runs his full speed. That revelation that she's not fast enough to stop him, or get alongside him, much less get in front of him to protect him if he needed it. The dread terror of it. :(
#N posts stuff#dimension 20#d20: stupendous stoats#burrow's end#Siobhan said it almost like a joke but then Aabria put Weight behind it and oh boy. oh boy. there's Terror there babey!!!!!!#sure hope that doesn't come back in any significant way in any significant scene. ...........#It's like the moment in ep 2 when Tula's initiative fell behind Both Lila and Jaysohn and the only thing she could do was Watch#as they both jumped into the battle ahead of her. because she couldn't keep up with them...#look Sometimes catching a recurring theme in an actual play show doesn't necessarily Mean anything bc of the improv nature of it#but Obviously the dice also tell stories. and Aabria is a Fantastic GM. and the players are Excellent at role play. so it's..... 👀#certainly not off the table. G-D i'm so invested in this season i'm fully gonna lose my mind no matter what happens lmao#i'm on the edge of my SEAT
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in the last scene, everyone gets something to say except Tifa - the only sound she makes at all are these tearful sobs. she's devastated over losing Aerith
when Nanaki senses Aerith's presence, Tifa looks up for a second, then just... drops her head back onto her arms in the most defeated way
someone give this poor woman a hug, fucking hell
#FFVII Rebirth spoilers#Tifa Lockhart#given it's a recurring thing throughout the game that Aerith confides in Red a lot#honestly the game presents Tifa and Red as Aerith's closest confidants that she spends the most time with#i hope Tifa and Red get to have similar moments to talk about what happened and console each other#especially over Tifa's experience in the Lifestream apparently letting her see the overlapping timelines re: Aerith's death#where we get a case of Schrodinger's Cetra where she is simultaneously both dead and alive#Sephiroth really screwed himself over on that one - an attempt to take Tifa out of the equation#because he knows she is instrumental in breaking his hold over Cloud#has now not only primed her with how that aspect of the Lifestream works - but also given her insight to what's going on on a larger scale
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unrelated to anything i just spent too much time reading strangers' posts on the for you page. when people complain about other people's depiction of a certain trigger... how do you know other people haven't gone through it. if it makes you uncomfortable it's one thing, block and move on? but. why would your opinion on it be better than anyone else's, considering they might be victims as well. and by asserting they don't have the lived experience to justify their writing/expertise, aren't you forcing them to come out. isn't that much worse and harmful than a wrong starter on a dumblr blog
#vague /#i guess. i couldnt even tell u who made the post im mentioning i refreshed the fy and it disappeared#i read a. very long call out post#(on it the person was defending themselves and had to come out abt their parents abuse and that was lowkey heartbreaking)#i hate that people have to openly admit to abuse just to justify writing choices#and so thats my question: u might think someone is portraying smth the wrong way#but what makes your opinion superior?#cause the other person doesnt owe u their living experience#and its been a recurring discussion around ao3 as of late#bc people barged into fandom spaces without being aware that.#things can get veryyyy weird very fast and triggering shit are being written on the daily#and on one hand im like. people should get to experiment and try writing as much shit as possible#and theyre bound to make mistakes and thats okay#calm discussions can happen#but on the other hand people are so bad at taking advice and genuine worry#and others are very quick to jump on the “this person is bad let's send them hate and harass them” instead of just. moving on#anyway idk where im going with this but#i dislike the “we should ban x or y bc its bad” but i also dislike x and y being badly written#does any of it make sense and can u defend both........ mh
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